Latest / The Breakfast Club / INTERVIEW: Mickey Guyton On New Album, Industry Obstacles, Lifting Up Black Women In Country Music + More
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning. The Breakfast Club Morning.
- 0:05Speaker 2: Everybody is DJ Envy, Jess, Hilarrys, Charlamagne, the Guy. We
- 0:09Speaker 2: are the Breakfast Club Justice out of course, maternity leave.
- 0:12Speaker 2: So Laura le Rosa's feeling.
- 0:13Speaker 3: In and we got a special guest in the building. Yes,
- 0:15Speaker 3: and be Mickey Guiding. Welcome.
- 0:18Speaker 4: I am so so so excited to be here.
- 0:20Speaker 3: Well, welcome, it's my feeling.
- 0:21Speaker 4: I'm feeling really really good. I just admire you guys,
- 0:24Speaker 4: and I've listened to you guys for a long time,
- 0:26Speaker 4: so it just really means a lot.
- 0:28Speaker 1: Thank you, Mickey. We appreciate you having no taste in morning,
- 0:31Speaker 1: none at all. Thank you very much, thank.
- 0:33Speaker 3: You, none at all.
- 0:35Speaker 1: Who is Mickey.
- 0:36Speaker 4: Guiton For people that don't know, you know, I am
- 0:39Speaker 4: a black country singer, the first female that has been
- 0:44Speaker 4: nominated for a Grammy and Best Performance, a Best Country
- 0:48Speaker 4: Performance and Best Country Album. And I've just been fighting
- 0:53Speaker 4: the fight and trying to discover all these different country
- 0:55Speaker 4: artists to give them opportunities and equality and a genre
- 0:59Speaker 4: that started bath.
- 1:00Speaker 3: And what made you fall in love with country music?
- 1:03Speaker 4: So I know I know you would think, well, first
- 1:06Speaker 4: of all, a lot of black people love country music.
- 1:08Speaker 4: I'm from Waco, Texas or Crawford, Texas. And I started, yeah,
- 1:13Speaker 4: yes we did, Yes, we did, Yes we did. When
- 1:16Speaker 4: you go to the Country Music Hall of Fame, one
- 1:18Speaker 4: of the first things you see or black people picking
- 1:20Speaker 4: on the porch. So it's really important. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
- 1:25Speaker 4: I'm sure, I'm sure, but yeah, not cotten, but yes,
- 1:30Speaker 4: so I was. I went to a a Southern Baptist
- 1:33Speaker 4: church and I went to a Texas Rangers baseball game
- 1:36Speaker 4: and I was all the way in the noseweeds section.
- 1:38Speaker 4: I heard a girl named Leanne Rhyme sing the national
- 1:41Speaker 4: anthem and I just just loved her voice, and I've
- 1:44Speaker 4: just loved it ever since.
- 1:45Speaker 5: Wow, when were year like before you decided to get
- 1:49Speaker 5: into country music?
- 1:50Speaker 6: Like what were you doing singing then? And like what
- 1:52Speaker 6: was it like?
- 1:53Speaker 4: Man, Yeah, I sang in the church, but I listened
- 1:56Speaker 4: to all genres of music. You know. I was a
- 1:58Speaker 4: huge fan of Whitney Houston, a huge fan of Brain
- 2:00Speaker 4: and Monica, like those are some of the people that
- 2:02Speaker 4: I really looked up to. And I don't know, I
- 2:05Speaker 4: just decided I was singing demos and I was working
- 2:08Speaker 4: with this woman that wrote Sticket, that movie that whatever.
- 2:11Speaker 4: That movie was a long time ago, and I was
- 2:14Speaker 4: singing demos for her and she was like, Mickey, why
- 2:16Speaker 4: don't you sing country music? And I was like, well,
- 2:18Speaker 4: I've always loved it, but I mean, there's nobody of
- 2:21Speaker 4: us that looks like me in that genre. And she
- 2:23Speaker 4: was like, well you should, so here I am.
- 2:25Speaker 1: Well, what did define is country music nowadays?
- 2:28Speaker 7: Because you know what I want to I remember when
- 2:29Speaker 7: they was used to say Taylor Swift was a country
- 2:31Speaker 7: music artists, but then she sounded like she was making
- 2:33Speaker 7: pop record. Yeah, people say this new album of yours, yeah,
- 2:36Speaker 7: is borderline pops?
- 2:37Speaker 3: Yeah?
- 2:37Speaker 1: What is country music nowaday?
- 2:38Speaker 4: That's a good question because you know, country music borrows
- 2:42Speaker 4: from a lot of different genres. You know, if you
- 2:44Speaker 4: listen to some of the biggest country artists in the world,
- 2:47Speaker 4: they all have trap beats in their music. So that
- 2:49Speaker 4: is a good question. What is the sound of country music?
- 2:51Speaker 4: It's so funny that a lot of people want to
- 2:53Speaker 4: define what country music is, but it really if it's
- 2:57Speaker 4: your intention is to make country music, whatever your country
- 2:59Speaker 4: music is for you is your music. Because country music
- 3:02Speaker 4: is all of our music. I love it.
- 3:06Speaker 1: Don't sound like country to me, but I'm like, well,
- 3:08Speaker 1: maybe I don't know.
- 3:09Speaker 4: There's rock influences in country, there's hip hop influences in
- 3:12Speaker 4: country music. There is pop and R and B influences
- 3:16Speaker 4: of country music. Like genres, really are you know, really
- 3:19Speaker 4: coming together? It's becoming genreiss to me personally, But yeah,
- 3:23Speaker 4: it's all kinds of music.
- 3:24Speaker 2: People talk about there's so much racism in country music, right,
- 3:27Speaker 2: and so many things that.
- 3:28Speaker 1: You got to fight through.
- 3:29Speaker 2: But they also said as a kid that you had
- 3:30Speaker 2: to face a lot of racism growing up as well,
- 3:32Speaker 2: going from school to school. So what made you say,
- 3:35Speaker 2: you know what, I'm just going to keep on with
- 3:36Speaker 2: this racism, trading and keep fighting.
- 3:37Speaker 4: You know, listen, that is a good That is a
- 3:40Speaker 4: good question because you know, it shows itself all of
- 3:44Speaker 4: the time. It's something you know, sometimes you're just doing
- 3:49Speaker 4: the Lord's work. It's so important as black people that
- 3:55Speaker 4: we show ourselves in all different facets of this country
- 3:58Speaker 4: and in this world because this country was built off
- 4:02Speaker 4: of black people. And for me, I loved country music
- 4:07Speaker 4: so much and I had I was a little naive
- 4:09Speaker 4: when I came into it. At first, I thought, oh,
- 4:11Speaker 4: it's going to be good for me, I've got this,
- 4:13Speaker 4: you know, I got a record deal right off the bat.
- 4:15Speaker 4: I just knew it was going to be easy for me,
- 4:17Speaker 4: and it wasn't. And it was really really, really really
- 4:20Speaker 4: really hard, and I was getting ready to quit. And
- 4:23Speaker 4: as I was getting ready to quit country music, I
- 4:27Speaker 4: talked to my husband saying, like, why do you think
- 4:31Speaker 4: country music isn't working for me? And he was like, well,
- 4:33Speaker 4: you're running away from everything that makes you different. Like
- 4:36Speaker 4: country music is three chords in the truth, and you're
- 4:39Speaker 4: a black woman that sings country music, so why aren't
- 4:41Speaker 4: you writing that from that perspective? So I wrote Black
- 4:44Speaker 4: Like Me, this song that was nominated for a Grammy,
- 4:47Speaker 4: And from there I started thinking. I was like, Okay,
- 4:50Speaker 4: if I'm going to leave this genre, I need to
- 4:52Speaker 4: make sure that I can make it easier for the
- 4:54Speaker 4: people that come after me. So I started looking for
- 4:57Speaker 4: black country singers and I found Britney Spencer, who was
- 5:00Speaker 4: just over here. I discovered rain of Roberts and Tanner
- 5:03Speaker 4: Rodel and all these different artists, and I was just
- 5:05Speaker 4: like trying to show people that we're here, because if
- 5:08Speaker 4: black people can see themselves, we will we will come
- 5:11Speaker 4: to the genres. If you're in you know, in a
- 5:14Speaker 4: corporation and you're in a high powered position, I feel
- 5:18Speaker 4: like it is your obligation to make sure that you
- 5:20Speaker 4: look out for people that look like you, especially because
- 5:24Speaker 4: we are all a part of this world and we
- 5:26Speaker 4: shouldn't just be in the shadows anymore. So that was
- 5:29Speaker 4: kind of my motivation to keep on this racism trained
- 5:32Speaker 4: because let me tell you, it is hard. It's hard.
- 5:35Speaker 3: What was your biggest challenge?
- 5:36Speaker 4: You know, Country radio was one of the biggest challenges
- 5:39Speaker 4: for me, you know, going on you know radio tour
- 5:45Speaker 4: and country music. You have to do radio tours and
- 5:47Speaker 4: you have to go and sing in these like dingy
- 5:50Speaker 4: bars and bring people Dicky's barbecue and donuts and singing
- 5:54Speaker 4: these Yeah, it's really really hard. And they and all
- 5:58Speaker 4: these people can just if they want to play your
- 6:01Speaker 4: music or not.
- 6:02Speaker 2: Because I've seen that when Beyonce put out her records,
- 6:04Speaker 2: so many country stations didn't want to play her record
- 6:06Speaker 2: as well. So you totally understood what she was going on.
- 6:11Speaker 2: And how did you feel when she wasn't nominated for
- 6:14Speaker 2: for anything at the CI.
- 6:15Speaker 4: I was very disappointed. I was very disappointed, you know,
- 6:18Speaker 4: like I know what. A lot of it has to
- 6:20Speaker 4: do with the voters and who's voting, and a lot
- 6:24Speaker 4: of the voters are you know, radio program directors. So
- 6:28Speaker 4: that is it is what it is. You know, I can't,
- 6:32Speaker 4: you can't. You've got to show up and vote. I
- 6:34Speaker 4: guess this is all you can say. I can say.
- 6:36Speaker 4: It was really definitely disappointing because there was such a
- 6:39Speaker 4: chance in a moment to show that all that we've
- 6:42Speaker 4: been fighting for, that it's acknowledged. And I mean, she
- 6:45Speaker 4: did have one of the biggest albums this year.
- 6:48Speaker 7: You think she got to snow Because I asked that
- 6:50Speaker 7: same question to somebody in country and they said to me,
- 6:54Speaker 7: not really. When I asked that she gets snubbed to say,
- 6:56Speaker 7: it's never been about album success. Tons of artists in
- 6:58Speaker 7: country don't get recognized. The voting group is a ton
- 7:01Speaker 7: of industry from all over the country, and when an
- 7:03Speaker 7: artist and he doesn't put forth to effort to do
- 7:05Speaker 7: interviews or be a part of the community, it's hard
- 7:07Speaker 7: to get them to vote for you. And then it
- 7:09Speaker 7: was telling me about like Zach Bryan got screwed.
- 7:12Speaker 4: I mean, and that's very true too.
- 7:13Speaker 1: But then they talked about Shaboozie and I've never heard
- 7:15Speaker 1: of war and Treaty. They're black. Yeah, so they talked
- 7:18Speaker 1: about so Warren Treaty.
- 7:20Speaker 4: Tanya was the girl and sister act and sing with
- 7:23Speaker 4: Lauren Hill.
- 7:24Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 7:25Speaker 4: They don't really need to show way. Yeah wow.
- 7:29Speaker 1: So it's basically it is politics.
- 7:31Speaker 6: Yeah, there is.
- 7:32Speaker 4: I mean there's politics in every award show, you know.
- 7:37Speaker 4: I just felt I was just really disappointed because I
- 7:39Speaker 4: felt like it was an opportunity for the CMAS as
- 7:44Speaker 4: a whole to show like maybe not Album of the Year,
- 7:47Speaker 4: but maybe that song like Texas Hold Him because it
- 7:49Speaker 4: was a really big song. It would have just been
- 7:51Speaker 4: great to see one thing American idol.
- 7:53Speaker 3: You tried off American you didn't make it.
- 7:56Speaker 4: I didn't make it. No, No, that show. It's so
- 8:01Speaker 4: hard doing shows like that because it's so relative. It's
- 8:04Speaker 4: like you're not singing your songs. You're singing somebody else's song,
- 8:08Speaker 4: somebody else's hit, and it takes a very special artist
- 8:11Speaker 4: to be able to do that.
- 8:12Speaker 1: Now.
- 8:16Speaker 4: I love Randy. I love Randy.
- 8:21Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 8:21Speaker 4: I actually had ran into Randy like a week after
- 8:25Speaker 4: after I was rejected, and we've just become really great friends.
- 8:28Speaker 4: He's a really great guy and I love him now.
- 8:32Speaker 7: The first track and I was called my side of
- 8:33Speaker 7: the Country, What does your side of the country look like?
- 8:36Speaker 4: So well, I live you know, I've lived in Texas,
- 8:39Speaker 4: but I also live in California, and I the reason
- 8:42Speaker 4: why I wrote that song. First of all, I wrote
- 8:43Speaker 4: that song with a guy named Tyler Hubbard, who was
- 8:45Speaker 4: in that group for Georgia Florida Georgia Line. And we
- 8:50Speaker 4: just wanted to write a song because there's so many
- 8:53Speaker 4: versions of country music, which is what we were talking
- 8:55Speaker 4: about at the beginning of the show, Like there's West
- 8:57Speaker 4: Coast country, there's you know, New York country. I feel
- 9:00Speaker 4: like there's Middle of America country. And I just wanted
- 9:03Speaker 4: to show all the different facets that my side of
- 9:05Speaker 4: the country looks like this. I've got a beach, but
- 9:07Speaker 4: I also wear cowboy boots. You know.
- 9:09Speaker 6: Well, I didn't know that there were like, like, how
- 9:11Speaker 6: is the West Coast, East Coast? Like there is?
- 9:13Speaker 4: Yeah, Like if you look at like there's Bakersfield country,
- 9:16Speaker 4: like there's an artist named John Party. There's very specific
- 9:19Speaker 4: kinds of country.
- 9:20Speaker 6: And you're really big into hip hop.
- 9:22Speaker 4: I was, so my son really loves hip hop. Three. Yes,
- 9:27Speaker 4: his favorite song is Euphoria at three at three and
- 9:32Speaker 4: he knows, and he knows every morning every morning. Really, yes, Mom,
- 9:37Speaker 4: play Euphoria Louder, Daddy Louder.
- 9:40Speaker 7: Yeah.
- 9:40Speaker 5: How are some of the things that you watching hip
- 9:42Speaker 5: hop are? Just your relationships with hip hop artists? How
- 9:44Speaker 5: does that reflect your music? I know you're you and
- 9:46Speaker 5: CARDI have a.
- 9:46Speaker 4: Really good Yeah, you know, I just what I love about,
- 9:50Speaker 4: you know, hip hop music is the honesty in it,
- 9:55Speaker 4: the culture movement of it. You know, it's always hip
- 9:58Speaker 4: hop is always in the foreth of what it's going
- 10:01Speaker 4: on in life. And just watching hip hop artists just
- 10:05Speaker 4: live so boldly and who they are, it's something that
- 10:08Speaker 4: I really really admired. Like It's something that singing in
- 10:13Speaker 4: country music which made me become bolder and more outspoken
- 10:16Speaker 4: about trying to make sure that there was equality. Was
- 10:18Speaker 4: watching what is happening about music?
- 10:21Speaker 7: How traumatizing is being a black person in country music,
- 10:25Speaker 7: especially a black woman, because it feels like it's traumatized
- 10:27Speaker 7: so many of the things that you have to deal
- 10:29Speaker 7: with just in society.
- 10:31Speaker 1: Yeah, so many, It'll show up in country music.
- 10:34Speaker 6: Yes, you're an emotion more earlier.
- 10:36Speaker 4: Yeah, don't made me cry.
- 10:38Speaker 6: I noticed it though.
- 10:40Speaker 4: Yeah, So it's really hard. You know, even with Beyonce's
- 10:46Speaker 4: Cowboy Carter and her featuring so many amazing black country artists,
- 10:53Speaker 4: even after that, there's still artists that aren't signed, like
- 10:58Speaker 4: rain Or Roberts is still not signed, not yet, no wow.
- 11:04Speaker 4: And so that's why another reason why I wanted to
- 11:07Speaker 4: come on here is try to just like you know,
- 11:09Speaker 4: encourage your listeners to really be intentional with your consumerism
- 11:12Speaker 4: and support all of these black country artists on this record,
- 11:16Speaker 4: because it is really hard. We are paving a way
- 11:19Speaker 4: that is completely uncharted, like there's no path, there's no
- 11:24Speaker 4: formula for black female country singers, you know, like Linda
- 11:29Speaker 4: Martel left this genre, you know, Money Long dabbled in
- 11:35Speaker 4: country music. K Michelle Like, it's so hard.
- 11:40Speaker 7: You know.
- 11:40Speaker 4: You know, I do believe that black women are the
- 11:43Speaker 4: most vulnerable in the world, and so often like we're
- 11:47Speaker 4: just set aside, cast aside, you're problematic, you're too loud,
- 11:52Speaker 4: whatever it is. And I think that's also why I
- 11:55Speaker 4: stick in this sometimes racist, a lot of times racist
- 11:58Speaker 4: genre to just protect them.
- 12:01Speaker 1: M hmm.
- 12:02Speaker 7: Is it true that a few years ago when Morgan
- 12:05Speaker 7: Wallin used the word nigger, right, you spoke out against it.
- 12:11Speaker 7: You received so much backlash that it caused you to
- 12:13Speaker 7: go into early label.
- 12:14Speaker 3: Yes what, yes, stress, Yes.
- 12:20Speaker 6: I'm sorry to happen to you and nobody to you.
- 12:24Speaker 6: There's the shoes here.
- 12:30Speaker 3: The water h m hmmm mm hmm.
- 12:39Speaker 4: That's okay.
- 12:45Speaker 3: But now we understand you're fighting. You feel like you're
- 12:47Speaker 3: fighting by yourself.
- 12:48Speaker 1: What kept you going after that?
- 12:49Speaker 6: How do you go?
- 12:52Speaker 8: You know, my my husband, the all the people that
- 12:57Speaker 8: have encouraged to come to this genre. I can't just
- 13:01Speaker 8: abandon them, you know, you don't just abandon your people,
- 13:07Speaker 8: like you can't do that. And there has been so
- 13:10Speaker 8: much change that it's happened since then, like going to
- 13:14Speaker 8: CMA Fest. You know, I've been going to cmafest for
- 13:17Speaker 8: years and I saw nobody, And now there's so many
- 13:23Speaker 8: different Black country artists that are coming and being on
- 13:28Speaker 8: stages and getting to sing on stages.
- 13:30Speaker 4: There's black people that are attending cmafest that feel like
- 13:34Speaker 4: there's a space for them, Like that is what's happening. So, yes,
- 13:39Speaker 4: change is slow, it's hard. There's so much going on
- 13:42Speaker 4: that can be very discouraging, but there's also so many
- 13:45Speaker 4: things that are happening because we're still here and we're
- 13:48Speaker 4: still fighting.
- 13:49Speaker 3: You feel nobody support you and has your back.
- 13:51Speaker 4: And oh, I have a lot of people that support
- 13:53Speaker 4: me and have my back. Like these people right here
- 13:56Speaker 4: have my back.
- 13:57Speaker 6: You know.
- 13:58Speaker 4: Britney Spencer is like one of my best friends and
- 14:03Speaker 4: we talk through so many of these things all the time.
- 14:06Speaker 4: There's you know, there's black women in the industry that
- 14:09Speaker 4: we confide in each other, that have high power positions,
- 14:14Speaker 4: and it's just like we just find each other.
- 14:16Speaker 6: You know.
- 14:16Speaker 4: I'll go to an award show and I'll see one
- 14:19Speaker 4: black person that's working in production and we know each other,
- 14:23Speaker 4: like we've known each other for years, So there is
- 14:25Speaker 4: like a support Like I do have a family of
- 14:30Speaker 4: people that support me. You guys, just even taking the
- 14:32Speaker 4: time to talk to me. I have wanted to talk
- 14:34Speaker 4: to y'all so much, just to kind of like spread
- 14:37Speaker 4: the word and let people know that we're here, so
- 14:39Speaker 4: that you can just know that you can support us.
- 14:42Speaker 4: It would just mean the world and y'all being here.
- 14:44Speaker 4: Thank y'all.
- 14:45Speaker 2: The sad thing about it is, I know, for myself,
- 14:47Speaker 2: I'm not I wasn't really into country music yeah, because
- 14:50Speaker 2: I didn't see anybody that looked like me or look
- 14:52Speaker 2: like my kids look like. But working up here, you
- 14:54Speaker 2: start meeting people and you start it starts opening you
- 14:57Speaker 2: up because I never listened to country music, you know.
- 15:00Speaker 2: But it's sad to say, but when Beyonce did the
- 15:02Speaker 2: album made me open up, just like talking about which
- 15:06Speaker 2: is sad.
- 15:06Speaker 4: So for me, it was Alice Randall, Yes, Alice Randall, yes, yeah.
- 15:10Speaker 7: Because she she put out a book called My Black
- 15:12Speaker 7: My Black Country, actually published it. So when I read
- 15:14Speaker 7: the book, you know about it, probably like a year
- 15:16Speaker 7: and a half ago, I was just intrigued by the
- 15:19Speaker 7: history that black people had in country music. So before
- 15:23Speaker 7: that was Beyonce, I just thought this was a great
- 15:24Speaker 7: story that people need to hear. And then God put
- 15:27Speaker 7: had Cowboy Carter album come out to it just all yeah, aligned.
- 15:30Speaker 4: And there was a whole influx of country artists even
- 15:33Speaker 4: before the ones that you're seeing. There was a movement
- 15:36Speaker 4: like this that it happened, like I believe in like
- 15:38Speaker 4: the eighties or nineties, and it's just like you get
- 15:40Speaker 4: so how often can you keep running in a burning house?
- 15:43Speaker 4: You know, and it's just so important again, black people
- 15:49Speaker 4: all people to be intentional with your consumerism, like really
- 15:53Speaker 4: really think about and just even if you just stream
- 15:56Speaker 4: that artist's song once one time of day, like what
- 16:00Speaker 4: that could do for that artist, because it's so important
- 16:03Speaker 4: In corporations, they hear money. That's where they you know,
- 16:07Speaker 4: they hear money, and that's what drives everything, That's what
- 16:09Speaker 4: gives us our jobs. And if we can just continuously
- 16:12Speaker 4: support them because they need it so much, like support
- 16:15Speaker 4: Rain of Roberts, support Tiara, support Shaboozi now that he
- 16:21Speaker 4: needs it, he's doing really good. But support Britney Spencer,
- 16:24Speaker 4: Tanna Radell, like, go to their shows, go to all
- 16:26Speaker 4: of our shows. I have one in New York.
- 16:28Speaker 3: What is the show Neil this month?
- 16:32Speaker 1: Yes, you got a whole headline in toy that. What's
- 16:35Speaker 1: the first day?
- 16:35Speaker 4: You know my first day is twenty six, Yeah, the
- 16:39Speaker 4: twenty six in DC.
- 16:41Speaker 7: And also once you said once the because I want
- 16:43Speaker 7: to expoun on what you were saying. You said, I
- 16:45Speaker 7: am proof standing here that you should invest in black talent.
- 16:47Speaker 7: There's equity in us and if we just get the opportunity,
- 16:49Speaker 7: there's so much possibility.
- 16:50Speaker 1: Yes, so what is the possible possibility?
- 16:53Speaker 4: The possibility is to headline your own tour, be able
- 16:55Speaker 4: to pay your bills, be able to provide for your family,
- 16:58Speaker 4: be able to live your dream of being a country artist.
- 17:01Speaker 4: There's so many black people that love country music that
- 17:05Speaker 4: I don't even think that we realized because we didn't
- 17:07Speaker 4: think that the genre was for us, And they are
- 17:09Speaker 4: coming out of the woodworks talking about country artists. I
- 17:12Speaker 4: don't even know, so you know, That's what I mean.
- 17:15Speaker 5: When a Dolly Parton says something like what she said
- 17:18Speaker 5: in response to Beyonce not getting a nominated for CMA,
- 17:22Speaker 5: does that hurt or help your like your mission of things?
- 17:27Speaker 5: Because inside, like he said, people are like, well, no,
- 17:29Speaker 5: it's politics, and there's like a you know, people are
- 17:32Speaker 5: senior here. But then on the outside it felt like
- 17:35Speaker 5: and people reacted to it because it felt like, oh no,
- 17:37Speaker 5: this is us being shut out again.
- 17:38Speaker 6: Yes, yes, you.
- 17:39Speaker 4: Know, I've.
- 17:42Speaker 7: Yeah.
- 17:42Speaker 4: I think that it does unintentionally on Dolly's parts. Some
- 17:47Speaker 4: other people may say that and have a different intention,
- 17:50Speaker 4: but I do feel like in her and her intention
- 17:53Speaker 4: was not to defend the CMA's like that. I think
- 17:57Speaker 4: maybe she's talking about the people in there. I don't know,
- 17:59Speaker 4: but I do believe that it can hurt us.
- 18:02Speaker 2: Yes, yes, I wanted to talk about your song Scary Love.
- 18:06Speaker 7: Yeah.
- 18:07Speaker 2: I have six kids, Charlemagne has four, so that is
- 18:10Speaker 2: definitely a scary type of situation. So let's talk about
- 18:12Speaker 2: what inspired that song and how it almost geed to
- 18:15Speaker 2: is shot.
- 18:15Speaker 4: Of you, oh Man. So back in twenty twenty one,
- 18:18Speaker 4: when my son was nine months old, he ended up getting.
- 18:21Speaker 3: Really sick and this is during COVID.
- 18:22Speaker 4: This is during COVID, and he turned septic and had
- 18:27Speaker 4: sepsis and I will never forget it. We were sitting
- 18:31Speaker 4: in the er and I looked at the nurse and
- 18:35Speaker 4: I choked out the words, is my baby gonna die?
- 18:38Speaker 4: And she looked at me and she said, I am
- 18:41Speaker 4: very concerned right now, and he is the sickest person
- 18:43Speaker 4: in the er right now. And that was during the
- 18:46Speaker 4: height of COVID.
- 18:47Speaker 3: So what happened break us down, Like, what did you
- 18:49Speaker 3: say now to my knees?
- 18:50Speaker 4: I saw him losing consciousness.
- 18:53Speaker 3: At home and then you just rushed them too that
- 18:54Speaker 3: we rushed.
- 18:55Speaker 4: Him to the hospital. He was losing consciousness in the
- 18:57Speaker 4: car and then he was at that part of that
- 18:59Speaker 4: point of like delirium, and I think he was in
- 19:01Speaker 4: so much pain, like he just wasn't there. But I
- 19:04Speaker 4: saw him slipping away from me, and I remember I
- 19:08Speaker 4: just fell to my knees praying.
- 19:10Speaker 6: This woman was on.
- 19:11Speaker 4: A stretcher and she reached down and we just started praying.
- 19:15Speaker 4: And you know, I have my complicated, you know, relationship
- 19:19Speaker 4: with God, and I don't always pray. And I think
- 19:23Speaker 4: after the last you know, few years, of all the
- 19:26Speaker 4: hate that's been you know, spewing, and when I was
- 19:29Speaker 4: getting cyberbullied, a lot of these people had Bible verses
- 19:34Speaker 4: and their profile pictures and their profile bios and it
- 19:37Speaker 4: was just really hard. So in this moment, like all
- 19:40Speaker 4: I could do was pray. And then it made me
- 19:42Speaker 4: realize why my mom was so crazy over me growing up,
- 19:46Speaker 4: because you think, Mom, I got it, I'm fine, and
- 19:48Speaker 4: then you realize, like, she's not fine if something happens
- 19:52Speaker 4: to you. So now everything that I do, like getting
- 19:55Speaker 4: behind the wheel and driving, I'm praying. Going anywhere, I
- 19:58Speaker 4: just pray to get back home to my family safely,
- 20:00Speaker 4: because yeah, it is like you don't even realize that.
- 20:04Speaker 4: And in twenty twenty three, I lost three people in
- 20:06Speaker 4: my life in the same month, and so it does
- 20:10Speaker 4: like life is so fleeting, Like it's such a blessing
- 20:13Speaker 4: to breathe every single day.
- 20:15Speaker 5: What are you doing mentally every single day to kind
- 20:17Speaker 5: of recharge you? You have a Yeah, I know, I know,
- 20:22Speaker 5: and it's just because you're a black woman in a
- 20:24Speaker 5: room where you don't I mean, there's more of us now,
- 20:27Speaker 5: but it wasn't like that.
- 20:28Speaker 4: Yeah, it's kind of heavy.
- 20:29Speaker 6: What are you doing every single day? That kind of.
- 20:32Speaker 4: So I take these there are a natural they're called
- 20:38Speaker 4: stress shield, So it's a natural like anti anxiety medication
- 20:43Speaker 4: that I take. I really try to stay away from,
- 20:48Speaker 4: you know, social media in a sense of like all
- 20:51Speaker 4: the politics, Like I need to see love and light.
- 20:55Speaker 4: Give me a funny dog video, you know. Snoop Dogg
- 20:59Speaker 4: always has the best videos. I love watching his page
- 21:02Speaker 4: because they just bring a source of laughter. I think
- 21:04Speaker 4: as a whole we just need joy right now. Like
- 21:08Speaker 4: it's we're triggered constantly every single day, and so sometimes
- 21:12Speaker 4: you know it's okay to just take a sit back
- 21:15Speaker 4: and take a break and not look at all that
- 21:17Speaker 4: because it's traumatizing every single day.
- 21:18Speaker 3: You have a think just getting off completely.
- 21:20Speaker 4: Yeah, Oh, I mean I have my I have my
- 21:22Speaker 4: fence stuff. Okay, okay, but that's like my it's just
- 21:25Speaker 4: all my son. My son gives me such a source
- 21:28Speaker 4: of happiness. I don't want to say that I'm using
- 21:30Speaker 4: him to fulfill my happiness, but he gives me such
- 21:33Speaker 4: a purpose that I never felt before. And all I
- 21:35Speaker 4: want to do is just give him the best life
- 21:37Speaker 4: that you could possibly have.
- 21:38Speaker 1: You'll use your fence to the match energy. Like people
- 21:40Speaker 1: being racist to you.
- 21:44Speaker 4: I've found myself like typing it out and I'm like,
- 21:47Speaker 4: I've got a Scott I am not a YEO reviewer,
- 21:49Speaker 4: like leave it alok, yeah, I'll help you. Okay, okay,
- 21:52Speaker 4: I'll give you my login.
- 21:54Speaker 1: Why did you have a complicated relationship with God?
- 21:57Speaker 4: Well, I just think because you know, all the racism
- 22:01Speaker 4: that you see and all these people that claim to
- 22:04Speaker 4: love God are saying such terrible things to you, and
- 22:08Speaker 4: it just made me feel like like are you really there?
- 22:12Speaker 4: Why would you give us this fight in life? You know?
- 22:17Speaker 4: And but you know, I'm so grateful that the Lord
- 22:22Speaker 4: is near the broken hearted, right, and I think he
- 22:25Speaker 4: puts like where his people were, his children, and he
- 22:28Speaker 4: looks after us, and so yeah.
- 22:31Speaker 7: Before songs like scary love and black like me, what
- 22:34Speaker 7: were you writing about?
- 22:35Speaker 3: I was.
- 22:37Speaker 4: I was just trying to figure out what would advance
- 22:41Speaker 4: me in country music. I was trying to write what
- 22:45Speaker 4: I was trying to interpret that type of country music.
- 22:47Speaker 4: I just wanted to be accepted. So there was sometimes
- 22:50Speaker 4: I would go in writing sessions and I'll never forget it.
- 22:53Speaker 4: You know. They would write a song with oh and
- 22:56Speaker 4: his blue eyes, and I'm like, well, the man that
- 22:59Speaker 4: I love doesn't have blue eyes. He's got dark brown eyes,
- 23:02Speaker 4: you know. And I was, I was writing fake songs
- 23:06Speaker 4: about a fake life that I did not live.
- 23:09Speaker 6: You would still singing the song anyway?
- 23:11Speaker 4: No, No, I wouldn't. I wouldn't sing that. But when
- 23:13Speaker 4: we were writing, I didn't even have the courage to
- 23:15Speaker 4: be like right, you know, yeah and so but yeah,
- 23:19Speaker 4: I was writing about a fake life that I don't live.
- 23:22Speaker 4: And so I stopped doing that and I started really writing,
- 23:25Speaker 4: like just what country music is to me?
- 23:29Speaker 5: Are there any of your because I know also to
- 23:31Speaker 5: you just you love Globrilla, Yes, and that's like a
- 23:35Speaker 5: recent thing for you met her a couple.
- 23:36Speaker 4: Months ago, Yeah, I see, I love her. She's so
- 23:42Speaker 4: beautiful and just such a like sweet kind yeah, like
- 23:47Speaker 4: very spiritual. I do. I do. Like she's just I
- 23:53Speaker 4: wasn't expecting that, you know, like I love what she
- 23:56Speaker 4: says and her songs like, but I just I don't
- 23:59Speaker 4: think I was ever paying attention to like who she
- 24:02Speaker 4: really is and being around her. She's such a lovely
- 24:05Speaker 4: human being, and so is Cardi. I really love her
- 24:10Speaker 4: like she is just another person, Like I was expecting
- 24:14Speaker 4: something so different because you know, I follow her online
- 24:16Speaker 4: and I loved her personality. I loved her and love
- 24:19Speaker 4: and hip hop, and then you see her and she's
- 24:21Speaker 4: just this very kind and loving person. But I think
- 24:25Speaker 4: that's how all we all are. I did not know that, Wow, okay.
- 24:32Speaker 6: Would you bring any of the hip hop girls into
- 24:33Speaker 6: some of your music?
- 24:35Speaker 4: God, and they would have me yes, yes.
- 24:37Speaker 5: So it would be just Gloorala Cardi or who else
- 24:39Speaker 5: would Oh my god, I love I could see definitely.
- 24:43Speaker 4: Glow and I love me. But you know, I think
- 24:49Speaker 4: I just love all of them really, they're they're just.
- 24:52Speaker 7: I don't know what's the biggest misconception about country music,
- 24:56Speaker 7: because because I keep thinking about this Cowboy Carter album
- 24:58Speaker 7: and it's just like, did people buy that album? For
- 25:00Speaker 7: Beyonce are because they're really interested in country music.
- 25:03Speaker 4: I think, you know, those are her fans and they
- 25:07Speaker 4: they it's a new genre of music. Why not I
- 25:12Speaker 4: want to put on my boots and spurs, even though
- 25:14Speaker 4: we don't walk around on our spurs.
- 25:15Speaker 1: But you know that stereotypical like, yeah, I don't.
- 25:18Speaker 4: People don't wear walk you know. I think that's a
- 25:21Speaker 4: big misconception of country music. And as much as I
- 25:25Speaker 4: have been talking about, you know, racism and country music,
- 25:28Speaker 4: there are some really, really really good people in the genre.
- 25:32Speaker 4: Like there are you know, like Maren Morris or a
- 25:36Speaker 4: girl named cam Tyler. Hubbard is also a really really
- 25:39Speaker 4: good person in country music. Chris Stapleton, Jelly Roll. You know,
- 25:43Speaker 4: there's a really good group of people in there. So,
- 25:46Speaker 4: you know, I don't want to say everybody is horrible.
- 25:49Speaker 4: I'm not walking around these streets and people are like
- 25:52Speaker 4: waving their Confederate flags at me. That's not happening. But
- 25:55Speaker 4: I mean that has happened though.
- 25:57Speaker 7: But yeah, I think when you come from the come
- 26:00Speaker 7: from the rural South, right, Yeah, I think when you
- 26:02Speaker 7: come from the rural South, you know, one thing you
- 26:04Speaker 7: do realize in regards to race, it's more so class.
- 26:07Speaker 1: Than yeah anything.
- 26:09Speaker 7: Like you know, my my first white friend is a
- 26:10Speaker 7: guy named Thomas Evans, Like he used to live right
- 26:13Speaker 7: next door to me and him.
- 26:15Speaker 4: Yeah, being way on the South, it's like.
- 26:18Speaker 1: We were just poor. Yeah, you know, we didn't the
- 26:20Speaker 1: racial dynamics that we got. Yeah we got older.
- 26:23Speaker 4: And I one hundred percent agree with that. You know,
- 26:24Speaker 4: my mom grew up really really poor in a town
- 26:27Speaker 4: called Rees, Texas, and she said, look, we all needed
- 26:31Speaker 4: to eat. It didn't matter what color you are, we
- 26:33Speaker 4: all needed to have some of this callous But yeah,
- 26:36Speaker 4: it's true. There's the classism for sure.
- 26:39Speaker 7: So I wondered, do they not see that, like at
- 26:42Speaker 7: least in country music, like we all come from the
- 26:44Speaker 7: same place in a lot of instances.
- 26:47Speaker 4: I sometimes I don't know, like these are these are
- 26:50Speaker 4: questions like I would love to know, because I don't.
- 26:53Speaker 4: I don't always know. Sometimes I don't even know if
- 26:55Speaker 4: people always see it, you know, Like I've gone on
- 26:58Speaker 4: a red carpet and a woman said, oh my god,
- 27:00Speaker 4: you're so tan, and I'm like, wow, what you know,
- 27:06Speaker 4: Like I don't, I don't know. I don't know. There's
- 27:08Speaker 4: maybe education that could be something that we need to
- 27:12Speaker 4: do more of.
- 27:12Speaker 1: But who do they want to have the discussion, because
- 27:15Speaker 1: it's not like you know, no, of course it's not.
- 27:16Speaker 4: They're over it. They are ready to move on. I mean,
- 27:19Speaker 4: everybody's ready to move on from the discussion. You know.
- 27:22Speaker 4: DEI programs are getting shut down all across the board
- 27:26Speaker 4: and entertainment. Like it's really like everybody's done. They're over it.
- 27:30Speaker 4: And that's really hard. That's a tough pill to swallow,
- 27:33Speaker 4: it really is.
- 27:33Speaker 7: So how do you see the country music landscape five
- 27:36Speaker 7: years from now?
- 27:36Speaker 1: Do things get better? Do more doors get knocked out?
- 27:39Speaker 4: I don't know. I don't know, if you want to
- 27:41Speaker 4: be perfectly honest, I don't know. But we have a
- 27:44Speaker 4: lot of people. This woman back here, cameo Carlson, she
- 27:47Speaker 4: can come to the cookout. She started a program called
- 27:50Speaker 4: Equal Access and they give out grants to all these
- 27:53Speaker 4: artists from underserved communities, whether you're gay, black, Latino, whatever
- 27:57Speaker 4: you are, to give them an opportunity to record music
- 28:00Speaker 4: an album. And so there's people that are really doing things.
- 28:03Speaker 4: It's just I don't know. I don't know. I just
- 28:07Speaker 4: hope people don't get discouraged and don't want to keep
- 28:10Speaker 4: pursuing this genre of music. I hope Shaboozi is showing
- 28:15Speaker 4: you know that it can happen for anybody and maybe
- 28:18Speaker 4: inspiring more people to come to the genre, because I
- 28:21Speaker 4: believe that it is not enough for just one person
- 28:24Speaker 4: to be one person of color to be successful in
- 28:28Speaker 4: country music. That is not changed. Like you saw Charlie
- 28:32Speaker 4: Pride and that was it for the longest time. And
- 28:36Speaker 4: so it's like you have to help your people, like
- 28:39Speaker 4: change is all of you walking through that door together
- 28:42Speaker 4: and being able to have your own lucrative careers. Because
- 28:46Speaker 4: once you have your lucrative career, then you can have
- 28:49Speaker 4: opening acts that are of color that can have their
- 28:52Speaker 4: own careers. That's the only way, in my personal opinion,
- 28:55Speaker 4: that I can feel like we can see true change.
- 28:58Speaker 3: Well, let's play a joint off the ape.
- 29:00Speaker 1: Let's play something off that I want to so.
- 29:02Speaker 3: People can hear exactly what we're talking about. What you
- 29:05Speaker 3: want to hear?
- 29:06Speaker 1: What you got?
- 29:06Speaker 7: My side of the country making me, making me here
- 29:09Speaker 7: with you, house on fire good?
- 29:12Speaker 4: My side of the country here with you is really good.
- 29:16Speaker 4: What do you think.
- 29:18Speaker 3: Fire house, house on fire? All right, Well, let's get
- 29:22Speaker 3: to it now. We appreciate you for joining.
- 29:24Speaker 4: Me so much.
- 29:27Speaker 1: Show.
- 29:27Speaker 6: I want to experience a show. Now you got me excited.
- 29:30Speaker 6: Maybe I'm gonna send the Morning just Cowboy Carter.
- 29:32Speaker 7: Come on, she said, that's why you got it. You
- 29:34Speaker 7: should get Mickey guid Who's our house on Fire? But
- 29:36Speaker 7: you should also read My Black Country by Alice Randam
- 29:39Speaker 7: telling you a gold hand in hand if you care
- 29:40Speaker 7: about country music and black people in the country music.
- 29:43Speaker 1: She breaks it down.
- 29:44Speaker 5: I just want to support you. I want you to
- 29:46Speaker 5: feel like it's not just you.
- 29:48Speaker 4: I really appreciate it. It's not just me and I
- 29:50Speaker 4: really you guys again. Just being here and giving me
- 29:53Speaker 4: this opportunity to talk to you guys has been a dream.
- 29:56Speaker 3: Well it's Mickey guiding ladies and gentlemen. Thank you for
- 29:58Speaker 3: joining us again.
- 29:59Speaker 2: Anytime you're in I'm pulling up and she's gonna be
- 30:01Speaker 2: in town on the thirty if a New York and
- 30:02Speaker 2: the thirty.
- 30:02Speaker 1: If you go Alonge, yeah, I'll go.
- 30:04Speaker 4: I'll give you my number.
- 30:05Speaker 3: Okay, see what date that is? What day is that?
- 30:08Speaker 6: Please hope it's a weekend.
- 30:10Speaker 3: No, it's not a weekend. It's Monday, so we can go.
- 30:11Speaker 6: Okay, this is for you.
- 30:13Speaker 4: Alice Randall is if you have read Oh, okay, okay,
- 30:16Speaker 4: I know Alice.
- 30:17Speaker 1: He's a professor at VANDIL.
- 30:18Speaker 4: I've gone and spoke in her class before. Noe, okay, absolutely,
- 30:23Speaker 4: Alice Randall's been.
- 30:24Speaker 3: She's been up.
- 30:25Speaker 4: Yes, she is well.
- 30:26Speaker 1: All right.
- 30:26Speaker 3: It's the Breakfast Club. Good morning, wake that ass.
- 30:29Speaker 1: Up in the morning. The Breakfast Club