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MARY ZHENG MAKES THE MERGE!! · Making The Merge - Survivor Podcast

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  Speaker 1: Song or anything.
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  Speaker 2: I have nothing for you.
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  Speaker 1: Hold on, I can pull it up. I can pull
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  Speaker 1: it up.
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  Speaker 3: Just play it through the microphone. Why not since Amazon's trying.
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  Speaker 1: To sing it Mary, that would be that'd be a
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  Speaker 1: power play. I feel like we're not gonna make you
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  Speaker 1: do that.
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  Speaker 4: Okay, okay, I'll sit along with it.
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  Speaker 3: I can sing along with it, or Jonathan can beat
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  Speaker 3: box and Mary the vocals.
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  Speaker 1: I'm sure the latency on the microphones won't cause a problem.
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  Speaker 4: I was actually in a beatboxing a cappella group in
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  Speaker 4: college where everybody sing and I was singing.
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  Speaker 1: That's it. Yeah, that's pretty cool.
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  Speaker 4: We called ourselves the business.
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  Speaker 1: That's also kind of a great.
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  Speaker 4: Business seeing it on business, Baby are rolling right now?
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, we're rolling.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, we're going to keep the standing on business.
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  Speaker 4: Oh man, okay, all right, all right, it is what
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  Speaker 4: it is. It's been said.
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  Speaker 1: All right, here we go, extended version.
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  Speaker 4: I don't know if anyone thought this was me, but
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  Speaker 4: that on the part that's that's a sample I forgot.
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  Speaker 4: I know the chorus very I can say. Is it
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  Speaker 4: gonna keep going? We're just vibing.
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  Speaker 1: We were just vibing, like from thee the only Baby.
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  Speaker 4: Teeth, baby tea.
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  Speaker 3: That's right, We've got a special one today, guys. We've
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  Speaker 3: got somebody who I went into the forty eight pregame
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  Speaker 3: show on a mission to make sure that everybody fell
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  Speaker 3: in love with her, and it did not take much convincing.
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  Speaker 3: She lent us her voice for the Sanctuary, and she
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  Speaker 3: just lent us her actual voice for it this time.
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  Speaker 3: And she had the most legendary shot in the dark
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  Speaker 3: play of all time. And I can't thank her enough
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  Speaker 3: for how much she has supported this show. Guys, Mary
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  Speaker 3: Young is making the merge today.
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  Speaker 4: Hello, I'm making the fucking merge baby, shot in the
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  Speaker 4: dark house. You get here.
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  Speaker 1: Let me let me just say real quick, I want
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  Speaker 1: to open up the show. Mary. I'm gonna give you
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  Speaker 1: an opportunity to publicly.
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  Speaker 5: Apologize to me over Wow. I'll call it the brew
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  Speaker 5: haha that happened on your season between us Wow.
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  Speaker 4: What what brew haha happened? I complimented you and your
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  Speaker 4: feather boa and I said I liked your truck and
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  Speaker 4: people thought I was maga because of it. I went
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  Speaker 4: down for you.
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  Speaker 5: Yeah, so sorry by that, So sorry, but no, because
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  Speaker 5: you you sent in a voice memo saying that you
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  Speaker 5: wish would have drafted.
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  Speaker 4: I was that that I was held for ransom. I
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  Speaker 4: was told to do that. Yeah, I told to do that.
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  Speaker 3: I think this is Mary's reframing of what happened because
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  Speaker 3: she feels a little bit bad about what she said
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  Speaker 3: to you, because this is what I remember.
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  Speaker 4: I don't even remember what I said.
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  Speaker 3: I don't really either, But this, if we go a
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  Speaker 3: little bit deeper, the reason that Mary called in and
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  Speaker 3: she made Chase really upset is because during that pregame
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  Speaker 3: show I referenced I brought up tam and Square something
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  Speaker 3: that Mary's parents.
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  Speaker 1: Are mental in coming, and Chase did not know what
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  Speaker 1: that was.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, which I.
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  Speaker 1: Don't know why that's on me. It should be on
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  Speaker 1: the public education system.
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  Speaker 4: Is well, I was. I was going to say, that's true. Yeah,
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  Speaker 4: you know, Americans, we suck at geography and knowing historical
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  Speaker 4: events that changed people's lives in the entire world.
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  Speaker 1: But I will say that there are four people in
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  Speaker 1: this chat that already knew what it was. Yeah, and
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  Speaker 1: five five ye, yes, right, right of course, the fifth one, Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: there's five yeah, Well no, no, I don't know about that.
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  Speaker 4: But you know, brand looks like he's falling asleep.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, Brand, Sorry.
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  Speaker 4: It's kind of like the Purple Podcast, where like they're
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  Speaker 4: always like, Wendell, are you awake? Wake up?
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  Speaker 1: Wendo some reason for being half asleep? How long is
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  Speaker 1: it going to take you to recover from the marathon
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  Speaker 1: you just did?
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  Speaker 2: I'm fine. I'm fine, Jonathan.
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  Speaker 4: No.
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  Speaker 2: I was just still thinking about.
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  Speaker 6: The song that we were listening to and wishing that
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  Speaker 6: we were still listening to that because it's a banger.
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  Speaker 4: Thank you, Thank you.
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  Speaker 1: Brand might have been the first one of us to
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  Speaker 1: listen to that song and be like, guys, there's a
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  Speaker 1: great you gotta listen to this. Were you the first
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  Speaker 1: one to bring that up? Brand?
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  Speaker 6: I don't know if I was the first, but I
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  Speaker 6: was definitely the loudest about it.
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  Speaker 4: Hey, hey, loud and in charge. I love it. Thanks
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  Speaker 4: thanks for being a merry stand unlike Chase, who doesn't
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  Speaker 4: know my history.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, people whoa sorry?
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  Speaker 4: I remember. I remember why I felt the way that
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  Speaker 4: I did.
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  Speaker 1: This is I gave you the opportunity to apologize. You're
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  Speaker 1: doubling down. I doesn't take it.
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  Speaker 4: I didn't take it.
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  Speaker 1: Don't take it. So a little bit more background.
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  Speaker 4: But I still accept you oh.
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  Speaker 3: So I had sent Mary a message and I was like, hey, so,
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  Speaker 3: I don't know if you know about this, but we
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  Speaker 3: did the pregame show and Chase didn't know what this was.
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  Speaker 3: Could you roast him? And she was like, oh, I remember, so,
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  Speaker 3: like when I originally pitched it to her, She's like, yeah,
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  Speaker 3: trust me, I heard that and I'm gonna let him have.
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  Speaker 1: It, which, mind you, Bed was very giddy about because
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  Speaker 1: anytime that he gets to pull one over on any
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  Speaker 1: of us, I think he gets like this weird thrill
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  Speaker 1: out of it. So Pte's just texting me off to
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  Speaker 1: the side, being like, oh, you won't believe what's about
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  Speaker 1: to happen to Chase, just like a villain. So I mean,
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  Speaker 1: I also enjoy watching Chase go down U publicly personally, Man,
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  Speaker 1: I go down with the best of them. That's what
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  Speaker 1: everybody's saying. That's what everybody says on this shot, most
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  Speaker 1: of them, you know.
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  Speaker 4: Regardless, we're giving you a taste of what it's like
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  Speaker 4: to be a survivor player, you know, right right, People
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  Speaker 4: love you one day, they hate you the next. You're
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  Speaker 4: reading about yourself on Reddit the next day.
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  Speaker 3: It worked, yeah, or in your case, they love you
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  Speaker 3: for six weeks and then they hate you for the
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  Speaker 3: final six weeks.
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  Speaker 4: Sir. That was so wild. That was so wild. Yeah, yeah, I.
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  Speaker 1: Learned they know.
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  Speaker 4: They kind of came back. I had some Twitter beefs
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  Speaker 4: where I like stood up for some people against this
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  Speaker 4: one dude, gamervev or something who was like being kind
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  Speaker 4: of like kind of like like just like I have
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  Speaker 4: such a bad memory. But he was like saying something
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  Speaker 4: that was like, oh, it was about Kyle. It was
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  Speaker 4: like saying, how like Kyle was incarcerated and he was
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  Speaker 4: like I don't even know why Kyle was incarcerated. I
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  Speaker 4: was like, you, you don't understand like the effect that
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  Speaker 4: like being a black man in this country has on people.
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  Speaker 4: And everybody on Twitter was like that's right, that's Mary
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  Speaker 4: and I was like yeah, I'm a fucking social worker.
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  Speaker 4: And then they liked me for like a week and
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  Speaker 4: then it kind of went downhill again.
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  Speaker 1: But that way, you know, we didn't we didn't ride
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  Speaker 1: that wave though. The entire time. We were like no, no, no.
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  Speaker 4: And that's why I'm here, That's why I'm here.
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  Speaker 3: I was a Mary Stan ever since I saw that tweet,
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  Speaker 3: when I was the person who was supposed to do
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  Speaker 3: the research on you.
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  Speaker 4: Oh my god, do you guys know about the backstory
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  Speaker 4: about how that tweet got deleted?
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  Speaker 2: No?
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  Speaker 4: I felt no, no, no. I I accidentally deleted it
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  Speaker 4: because I feel like say had said something about me
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  Speaker 4: on Twitter. I was at Martin Gras. I was like drunk.
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  Speaker 4: It was we were all at Marty Gras, like for
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  Speaker 4: the viewing party, like we like cause Stephanie was first
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  Speaker 4: vote out right and she's like has a lot of
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  Speaker 4: ties to New Orleans, and so we had done our
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  Speaker 4: premiere all there. We were out drunk. We were like
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  Speaker 4: had these little mouse hats on because we were like
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  Speaker 4: part of the Great ratsby the Float and just like
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  Speaker 4: super drunk. But I read something on Twitter, and I
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  Speaker 4: was like trying to go on Twitter to like write
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  Speaker 4: something back, subtweeting, and then I was trying to like
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  Speaker 4: pin that tweet and I accidentally deleted that the most
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  Speaker 4: infamous tweet ever. And I think it's a sign don't
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  Speaker 4: seek retribution, Like I learned my lesson. Yeah, but I
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  Speaker 4: thank you guys for keeping the tweet alive in your memories.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: Absolutely, And how did your merch come to be?
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  Speaker 6: I love your mug I love faces upon faces of
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  Speaker 6: Mary on mug, So tell me how your merch came
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  Speaker 6: to be?
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  Speaker 4: Thank you. I I don't know. I just really had
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  Speaker 4: a vision. I always I love yeah, yeah, yeah. I
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  Speaker 4: I was just out there editing and I was like,
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  Speaker 4: oh yeah, one face and I was like, but what
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  Speaker 4: about two? But what about three? What about faces on faces?
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  Speaker 4: And I just kind of think that like making merch
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  Speaker 4: about yourself, Oh, thank you, thank you. Had to get
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  Speaker 4: it out, thank you. Sometimes I have to be careful
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  Speaker 4: because I do private practice online as well. And one
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  Speaker 4: time I was drinking out of that mug and my
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  Speaker 4: clients or started laughing. I was you did not need
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  Speaker 4: to know that about me? But yeah, I kind of
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  Speaker 4: think like inherently making merch for yourself is like kind
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  Speaker 4: of cringey. So I was like, let me just lean
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  Speaker 4: into it. This what am I gonna do? Say Mary
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  Speaker 4: is the best? You know, I'll let my face speak
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  Speaker 4: for myself. If they want to think I'm the best,
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  Speaker 4: they can if they want to think.
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  Speaker 1: That it's that ironic humor, you know. Yeah, we kind
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  Speaker 1: of like talked about this all season, which is I
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  Speaker 1: think it's so true. You're like the funniest Survivor contestant
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  Speaker 1: on social media. That's I mean, that's no lie, like
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  Speaker 1: it's it is truly crazy because a lot of people
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  Speaker 1: try to be very, very funny and it comes across
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  Speaker 1: so forced on there, and for you, it felt like
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  Speaker 1: you just not even it's not even like you gave up.
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  Speaker 1: You were like, I'm going to post whatever I want
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  Speaker 1: to post, Yeah, and you're just like You're just gonna
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  Speaker 1: get it. And it led to the best social.
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  Speaker 3: Media You've ever been so single that you don't even
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  Speaker 3: have someone to think of when you're yurking, Yeah.
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  Speaker 4: When you're I have I have, I get that. It's wow,
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  Speaker 4: you're speaking to my soul. I truly feel that.
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  Speaker 3: I saw that tweet, I was instantly won over. And
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  Speaker 3: then the merch Store, of course, and I was like,
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  Speaker 3: this is the greatest Survivor contestant I've ever come across,
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  Speaker 3: and I haven't even seen her play. So then I
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  Speaker 3: paid ten dollars for that cameo in which you graciously
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  Speaker 3: read the yurk and tweet, and I really appreciated that
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  Speaker 3: I did do that.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, how much do you make from cameo?
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  Speaker 4: I think like around five thousand?
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  Speaker 1: Whoa heck you yeah, happy to be ten dollars of that.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, no, no, it was pretty lit. There was a
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  Speaker 4: while where I was like, damn, I'm living like I'm.
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  Speaker 2: Rich, you know, but this is gonna last forever.
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  Speaker 4: Totally, totally really it was though. That money was nice
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  Speaker 4: because like during the season's airing, we were going crazy.
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  Speaker 4: We were like flying, training, driving every Wednesday, staying in
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  Speaker 4: a different city, and so like that money, like a
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  Speaker 4: lot of it went to just like staying alive during
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  Speaker 4: that time.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, we know you came to Greenville and you didn't
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  Speaker 6: tell us, And it's fine because I didn't.
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  Speaker 1: Know about that.
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  Speaker 4: I didn't. I didn't feel comfortable enough with you guys.
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  Speaker 1: Yet I regret I don't feel comfortable with them when
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  Speaker 1: I go to green Tails helping you. In last time
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  Speaker 1: I was in Greenville, I straight up attacked PD on
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  Speaker 1: the podcast like in person.
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  Speaker 3: It's so oh it's because I said small girl like
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  Speaker 3: you had a Travis Kelce Taylor video about small girl
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  Speaker 3: and large Boy.
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  Speaker 1: Have you seen that.
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  Speaker 4: I try to stay away from Taylor Swift, but you
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  Speaker 4: can educate me.
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  Speaker 1: What did she?
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  Speaker 4: Oh?
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  Speaker 3: Well, this is a video from a like thirty something
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  Speaker 3: year old white lady where she sounds like it. It's
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  Speaker 3: so nice that Taylor gets to be small girl now
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  Speaker 3: because Travis Kelcey is large boy.
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  Speaker 1: Wow, which is that video makes me so angry every
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  Speaker 1: time I've ever run across it and I somehow mention
• 12:17
  Speaker 1: it and Pete just has quoted it every episode this season.
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  Speaker 1: And we were in person and he pulled he pulled
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  Speaker 1: that quote out, and I lost it on him and
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  Speaker 1: just reached across the table and had it so well.
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  Speaker 4: Isn't that nice that you could have actually, like, you know,
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  Speaker 4: choked him in real life instead of just like wringing
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  Speaker 4: your hands. It's true over the camera.
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  Speaker 1: I was able to sleep better that night after recording
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  Speaker 1: because usually and I'm like, I couldn't get this energy out.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's nice to be able to sit
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  Speaker 4: across from someone and and that's.
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  Speaker 1: A good threatening in real life, you know.
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  Speaker 5: Yeah, all right, guys, we like joking around, we like
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  Speaker 5: having a good time. But we do have some questions
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  Speaker 5: for you, Mary about your time Survivor, because you know,
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  Speaker 5: it's not an exaggeration to say that you are one
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  Speaker 5: of the most popular Survivor players of the New Era.
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  Speaker 1: I think it's an exaggeration.
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  Speaker 4: To say that's an exaggeration.
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  Speaker 1: I wouldn't say you would you guys say it's an exaggeration.
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  Speaker 1: Remember she's our guest. No, not an exaggeration at all.
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  Speaker 2: I mean, there's really no way to know for sure.
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  Speaker 4: But I respect that. I respect that. I respect that.
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  Speaker 1: No. I actually I just checked brand, so you checked.
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  Speaker 1: I just checked. They all they all said it. They
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  Speaker 1: all said it said five or four bad gateway.
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  Speaker 4: Over and over again.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a bad gateway.
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  Speaker 5: But no, I don't think it's an exaggeration to say
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  Speaker 5: that you were extremely popular both on your season and
• 13:45
  Speaker 5: while the season was airing on Twitter and stuff. I mean,
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  Speaker 5: this season kind of the big complaint for me is
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  Speaker 5: that it's not it's not been as fun online as
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  Speaker 5: it has been in the previous season.
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  Speaker 4: They're pretty fun, They're pretty funny without intending to be funny,
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  Speaker 4: which is like a different kind of you know what
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  Speaker 4: I mean. It's like it's like, are you okay funny?
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  Speaker 4: You know?
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  Speaker 1: Yeh yeah. Yeah.
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  Speaker 5: But when you were on your season, were you concerned.
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  Speaker 1: Because there was a little bit there where I was like, I.
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  Speaker 5: Think Mary's gonna win the whole season. Maybe I was
• 14:18
  Speaker 5: just being hopeful because I drafted you first, and I'm
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  Speaker 5: Mary Strong. I thought you were gonna win the whole
• 14:22
  Speaker 5: season because I mean, you guys were traveling all over
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  Speaker 5: the place every week that you were like kind of
• 14:29
  Speaker 5: the forefront, especially like your beef with Say. I was like,
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  Speaker 5: she's the main character of the show for like three
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  Speaker 5: weeks in a row. Did you have the fear of
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  Speaker 5: people getting backlash on you or were you pretty certain
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  Speaker 5: that people were gonna ride hard with you all season?
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  Speaker 4: I think I was, And I think that's why. I mean,
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  Speaker 4: I was wrong because at a certain point, people stopped
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  Speaker 4: riding for me at all. But I think that's what
• 14:52
  Speaker 4: gave me the confidence to make my mug. You know.
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  Speaker 4: I was like, they're gonna see me, ye, I say,
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  Speaker 4: so fuck it, let me put my face on.
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  Speaker 1: I mean to see me more. But in their cabinet,
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  Speaker 1: you know.
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  Speaker 4: There we go. Yes, yes, no, I thought, you know,
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  Speaker 4: I had a I was nervous at first, but then
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  Speaker 4: I remembered like how much I struggled and how I overcame,
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  Speaker 4: and I was like, they can't they can't put a
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  Speaker 4: bad spin on that, right, But you know, we're all
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  Speaker 4: we're all pretty nervous, Like especially before the first episode,
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  Speaker 4: because it's like we don't know like what story we're
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  Speaker 4: going to get, We don't know what yeah, what vibe
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  Speaker 4: they're going to give us, And even that vibe can
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  Speaker 4: ship too, So even after the first episode, we're like, well, Okay,
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  Speaker 4: it's good now, but what's it going to be like.
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  Speaker 6: Next Yeah, but you had to know at least like
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  Speaker 6: early on, hey, I'm going to get some serious screen
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  Speaker 6: time because of the fact that we were losing a lot,
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  Speaker 6: which like is bad for you know, long term game,
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  Speaker 6: but great for getting on TV and having fun.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, I hadn't known like how just how much I
• 15:59
  Speaker 4: would be featured. But I didn't know. I was like,
• 16:00
  Speaker 4: I'm at least gonna be at the tribal councils, you
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  Speaker 4: know what I mean? Like that that's that that happened.
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  Speaker 4: But I will say, you know what's interesting is this
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  Speaker 4: is my first time like really watching the season in
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  Speaker 4: a way that like a superfan would because before this
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  Speaker 4: I had seen like a few seasons, like maybe like
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  Speaker 4: four seasons before I applied, and then after I got on,
• 16:21
  Speaker 4: they were like you should, you should watch all of
• 16:23
  Speaker 4: the New Era, and so then I watched it. But
• 16:26
  Speaker 4: sometimes it was like out of order and all that
• 16:28
  Speaker 4: stuff because I only had a few months to watch it,
• 16:30
  Speaker 4: and I was like, I can't go chronologically. I need
• 16:33
  Speaker 4: to go by based on like what people say is
• 16:35
  Speaker 4: the best to the worst seasons, and I have to
• 16:39
  Speaker 4: say having like what do they call it the loser tribe?
• 16:43
  Speaker 4: The devastated tribe is like dis sorry, the disaster tribe. Yeah,
• 16:48
  Speaker 4: although devastating is the devastated Yeah, yeah, it's kind of
• 16:54
  Speaker 4: not fun. I'm like, damn, I want to know what
• 16:57
  Speaker 4: the other tribes are like, right, Like like I'm happy
• 17:01
  Speaker 4: to get to know this person so in depth, but
• 17:03
  Speaker 4: like there are other people and I want to I
• 17:04
  Speaker 4: want to I want to see them.
• 17:05
  Speaker 1: Yeah, so people don't remember you were on Volva.
• 17:08
  Speaker 4: Yes, I was on Volva clip first, Baby, That's how
• 17:11
  Speaker 4: I played the game.
• 17:14
  Speaker 5: And you know you're talking about how you didn't really
• 17:17
  Speaker 5: know how you're going to be perceived in the edit.
• 17:20
  Speaker 5: Was I mean when you were out there, because Cedric
• 17:24
  Speaker 5: immediately becomes kind of the the the kind of the
• 17:28
  Speaker 5: face of your tribe, did you know, like going in that,
• 17:32
  Speaker 5: You're like, Okay, people might have a problem with the
• 17:34
  Speaker 5: way that Cedric's playing the game.
• 17:36
  Speaker 4: I have to say, I wasn't even thinking about Cedric.
• 17:39
  Speaker 4: I feel like I was so concerned with like how
• 17:41
  Speaker 4: I would be perceived that my mind wasn't even like
• 17:44
  Speaker 4: going to how other people might have been perceived. But poor,
• 17:48
  Speaker 4: poor Cedric, Poor Cedric.
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: He just really.
• 17:53
  Speaker 4: He was just there for the experience, you know. He
• 17:56
  Speaker 4: was like there to like enjoy the beach and the sunrise,
• 17:59
  Speaker 4: and then all of a sudden, he's he's he's making
• 18:02
  Speaker 4: all decisions and they're not very good most of the time.
• 18:06
  Speaker 4: So but I love I love Cedric. I'm giving him ship.
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: He he kind of had like the weirdest scenario that
• 18:12
  Speaker 1: I feel like anybody could possibly have on the show,
• 18:15
  Speaker 1: which is just like, hey, every every bad choice you have,
• 18:19
  Speaker 1: you make it alone, dude. Like it was just it
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: was so bad, and he was on my team, and
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: the whole time, it's just like I'm watching as I'm
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: like hiding my face because this is the worst experience
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: I've ever seen.
• 18:31
  Speaker 4: But yeah, yeah, but it made you feel alive, right
• 18:34
  Speaker 4: because you feared you feared, you felt feared.
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: I felt clear for like an entire half of a season,
• 18:40
  Speaker 1: you know.
• 18:42
  Speaker 3: And we ask about the however many our deliberation tribal
• 18:46
  Speaker 3: and what being part of that was like.
• 18:48
  Speaker 4: Oh my god, that just I'm I'm like actually mad
• 18:51
  Speaker 4: that they deliberated for so long, because like I wanted
• 18:54
  Speaker 4: to bask in the glow because usually people had the
• 18:55
  Speaker 4: shot in the dark and it's like whoa, they get
• 18:58
  Speaker 4: to go back and it's all chill. I had my
• 19:00
  Speaker 4: like who moment and then everyone started crying, and then
• 19:03
  Speaker 4: I was like, oh my god, now I got a
• 19:05
  Speaker 4: fucking be apathetic and like my hands on Say's shoulder
• 19:09
  Speaker 4: and she's crying, and like Cedric's eyebrows are like this,
• 19:12
  Speaker 4: and his eyes are so big. I'm behind his like glasses,
• 19:15
  Speaker 4: and like Justin is just like sitting there, like sitting there,
• 19:20
  Speaker 4: and we're.
• 19:20
  Speaker 3: All just like it was like, well, so basically Cedric
• 19:24
  Speaker 3: has a gun and he has to decide whether he's
• 19:26
  Speaker 3: gonna shoot Justin or.
• 19:28
  Speaker 4: Say yeah, yeah, yeah pretty much. Yeah, there was like
• 19:34
  Speaker 4: a lot of shit that they didn't show in terms
• 19:37
  Speaker 4: of the conversation. It got like very it got very emotional.
• 19:40
  Speaker 4: You know. I feel like people's like it touched on
• 19:44
  Speaker 4: like people's trauma and like the wounds they carried into
• 19:48
  Speaker 4: the survivor and at that point, it just got so
• 19:50
  Speaker 4: real that I couldn't even like baskin the glory of
• 19:53
  Speaker 4: what had just happened for me. So selfishly, I was like,
• 19:55
  Speaker 4: god damn, Like my shot in the dark felt like this,
• 19:59
  Speaker 4: like the first temper soon and then the rest of
• 20:00
  Speaker 4: it was just so heavy. It was so so heavy.
• 20:04
  Speaker 4: Like people were at the end of it, they're like, Mary, like,
• 20:07
  Speaker 4: you should have said no, you won't work with say
• 20:10
  Speaker 4: when Cedric was like, I'll keep you if you promise
• 20:13
  Speaker 4: to each other.
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: You cut it.
• 20:15
  Speaker 4: You gotta cut it.
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: You gotta cut it.
• 20:17
  Speaker 4: We gotta start being the family were meant to be.
• 20:20
  Speaker 4: And uh, he'd like, you know, he has like pastor energy,
• 20:26
  Speaker 4: you know, you know, yes, And people were like, why
• 20:31
  Speaker 4: didn't you just say no, I won't I won't be
• 20:35
  Speaker 4: good with her, so why don't you, you know, not
• 20:37
  Speaker 4: take her. I wasn't even thinking about that. I was exhausted,
• 20:39
  Speaker 4: I was fatigued, you know. I wanted to go home.
• 20:43
  Speaker 4: I go to bed in the dirt. Man, I want
• 20:46
  Speaker 4: my dirt floor bed.
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: We all know because we do it all the time
• 20:50
  Speaker 1: that it's like easy to play the game from the couch,
• 20:53
  Speaker 1: you know, like, oh, this should have happened. This should
• 20:55
  Speaker 1: have been the way that it was. That person should
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: have said this. But it's like, I, I mean, it's
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: interested to know kind of like because when we are watching,
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: we're obviously seeing an edit of I mean, so much
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: time is gone from the show, and so for anybody else,
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: you know, it's like they don't get to see that
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: entire deliberation. They see like this one millisecond. So for you,
• 21:21
  Speaker 1: I mean, are you, like quote unquote happy with the
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: way your edit fell or was there something that went missing?
• 21:28
  Speaker 1: They were like, oh, I wish people like knew I
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: said this.
• 21:32
  Speaker 4: I think what I'm mad about is missing is just
• 21:35
  Speaker 4: my presence in the second half. Yeah, I feel that's
• 21:38
  Speaker 4: kind of like, wait, yeah, how me say something. I'm
• 21:42
  Speaker 4: just like, after a while, I was like, god, damn,
• 21:44
  Speaker 4: am I about to get purpled in the second half?
• 21:46
  Speaker 4: You know? But but yeah, I don't know if there
• 21:50
  Speaker 4: was any way for them to like show like my feeling, well,
• 21:54
  Speaker 4: I guess they could have showed it if they wanted
• 21:55
  Speaker 4: to show confessionals, But like, I was just so fucking
• 21:58
  Speaker 4: happy to be part of the crew, you know, I
• 22:01
  Speaker 4: was just happy to have anybody talk to me, and
• 22:04
  Speaker 4: I think it's like you know, I was like, I
• 22:06
  Speaker 4: remember saying to confessional to the producers one time. I
• 22:09
  Speaker 4: was like, I've never gotten bullied, you know. Sometime one
• 22:11
  Speaker 4: time I had this dude say change on to me,
• 22:13
  Speaker 4: which is racism, but it's different from bullying. I've never
• 22:16
  Speaker 4: really been bullied in my.
• 22:17
  Speaker 1: I feel like it does count as bullied.
• 22:19
  Speaker 4: Yeah, it's spicy kind of bullying, you know, but only once.
• 22:26
  Speaker 4: And I was like, I don't really know what the
• 22:27
  Speaker 4: fuck is going on in the show, you know. I
• 22:29
  Speaker 4: feel like I feel like I can make friends in
• 22:32
  Speaker 4: real life, but I don't know why I can't connect
• 22:34
  Speaker 4: with people here, which is interesting because Jeff actually said
• 22:38
  Speaker 4: that about me in the deliberation process.
• 22:42
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 22:43
  Speaker 4: Really, he said, I don't know if I'm going to
• 22:45
  Speaker 4: get in trouble for this. Oh well it's been said.
• 22:47
  Speaker 4: I was told, Okay, great, that's that's I was gonna say.
• 22:51
  Speaker 4: That's what I thought too. But people do listen. I listened,
• 22:58
  Speaker 4: Hell yeah, But the people who could ge us in
• 23:00
  Speaker 4: trouble don't listen. That's what exactly?
• 23:05
  Speaker 1: Is that what you're talking about?
• 23:06
  Speaker 4: No, the like the producers, Rob is he I mean,
• 23:09
  Speaker 4: he should be honored that he's on making them murds,
• 23:14
  Speaker 4: you know, yeah, yeah, exactly.
• 23:19
  Speaker 1: But what did Jeff say?
• 23:21
  Speaker 4: He So, first off, my audition video was like super crazy.
• 23:25
  Speaker 4: I was like, And then I was told that Jeff
• 23:29
  Speaker 4: might think I was too crazy, Like, for example, we
• 23:31
  Speaker 4: were supposed to do some kind of like call with
• 23:34
  Speaker 4: the phone and I had lost my phone in Mexico
• 23:36
  Speaker 4: a week before, and they were like, maybe not tell Jeff.
• 23:39
  Speaker 4: Don't tell Jeff that you lost your phone. He already
• 23:40
  Speaker 4: thinks that you're a little bit too crazy. I was like,
• 23:42
  Speaker 4: all right, so then yeah, so then I talk about
• 23:46
  Speaker 4: like therapy and the power of language, and then his
• 23:49
  Speaker 4: thought about me after that was she's a little odd.
• 23:53
  Speaker 4: I don't think she can get along with the other
• 23:55
  Speaker 4: people on the tab. And I was like, bro, I'm
• 23:58
  Speaker 4: trying to show you my range can be crazy deep.
• 24:02
  Speaker 4: And I was like mad that he said that, But
• 24:06
  Speaker 4: wasn't he kind of right?
• 24:10
  Speaker 1: When you're on a tribe with Say and Cedric and Pizza,
• 24:14
  Speaker 1: I mean, how are you supposed to get along?
• 24:16
  Speaker 8: You know?
• 24:16
  Speaker 4: I know the one person I got along with, the
• 24:18
  Speaker 4: two people I got along with Boom.
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: I mean, this is also the same guy who let
• 24:22
  Speaker 1: Philip on the show twice. You know that's my thing
• 24:26
  Speaker 1: is like I don't know, Philip the one, yeah, like
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: who had the feather in his.
• 24:31
  Speaker 4: Oh yes, yes, and would call the girl her name wrong.
• 24:35
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and then like I'm an FBI agent potentially that
• 24:38
  Speaker 1: whole thing. I'm like, I don't know, not to discredit,
• 24:41
  Speaker 1: you know, Jeff from this, but you know, Cole is
• 24:44
  Speaker 1: somewhat like not easy to get along with and maybe
• 24:47
  Speaker 1: too crazy. I don't know.
• 24:50
  Speaker 3: I would love to see this Tasmanian Devil audition video.
• 24:55
  Speaker 4: I mean, can I it's three minutes? Do you guys
• 24:58
  Speaker 4: want to hear? How do we can I share my.
• 25:06
  Speaker 2: I don't know if you can do that.
• 25:07
  Speaker 4: I don't know. I don't know if you.
• 25:08
  Speaker 3: Could just get it on your phone and put it
• 25:10
  Speaker 3: up to the mike. But I don't it's.
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: Don't feel obligated.
• 25:13
  Speaker 2: I don't know.
• 25:14
  Speaker 1: We'll see get upset about it.
• 25:15
  Speaker 2: Maybe maybe we'll end the episode of that.
• 25:17
  Speaker 1: How about that?
• 25:19
  Speaker 4: Yeah. Basically, it was just a video of me running
• 25:21
  Speaker 4: around my apartment and like having my phone kind of
• 25:24
  Speaker 4: like this and like pointed towards the camera, and it
• 25:27
  Speaker 4: was a vision of me in the camera holding my
• 25:29
  Speaker 4: phone just like talking about I loved it.
• 25:33
  Speaker 6: I do want to hear your perspective on the shot
• 25:37
  Speaker 6: in the dark, Like I want to know when you
• 25:39
  Speaker 6: knew you were going to play it, the feeling of
• 25:42
  Speaker 6: playing it, like Okay, I'm actually doing this, and then
• 25:46
  Speaker 6: how long is it between playing it and finding out
• 25:51
  Speaker 6: like did I did it?
• 25:52
  Speaker 2: Did it work? The whole process there?
• 25:55
  Speaker 4: For sure? For sure? Okay? So I think as soon
• 26:00
  Speaker 4: as we came back from the failed challenge, I knew
• 26:03
  Speaker 4: I was going to play it. Okay, I had tried
• 26:06
  Speaker 4: that day to as soon as we came back from
• 26:08
  Speaker 4: the challenge, I stopped looking for the idol I had
• 26:11
  Speaker 4: been hunting for like the past few days, and Say
• 26:13
  Speaker 4: had been following me, and I was when I came
• 26:17
  Speaker 4: back from the challenge, I was like, well, I could
• 26:19
  Speaker 4: either keep searching and hope I find it or just
• 26:22
  Speaker 4: pretend like I already have it, because like, and I
• 26:24
  Speaker 4: thought that I had a better chance of like bluffing
• 26:28
  Speaker 4: rather than actually finding it. But then at one point, I,
• 26:31
  Speaker 4: you know, I think it was I think I'd like,
• 26:35
  Speaker 4: was it the day before or something? I think I
• 26:38
  Speaker 4: looked for a lit what's going the last time I
• 26:42
  Speaker 4: searched my memory. My memory is not very good. People
• 26:45
  Speaker 4: my friends always go on me for this, and people
• 26:47
  Speaker 4: always like, you don't remember what happened in Survivor. I'm like, yeah, no,
• 26:50
  Speaker 4: not really, So.
• 26:50
  Speaker 1: I can't believe you don't remember one moment from a
• 26:53
  Speaker 1: thirty day span. Times from a year ago.
• 26:56
  Speaker 4: Yeah, when I wasn't allowed my diary, Yeah, but I
• 27:00
  Speaker 4: had had I found a little scroll. I found a
• 27:02
  Speaker 4: little leaf that looked just like a scroll that outline.
• 27:05
  Speaker 4: I stuck it in my pocket and I was walking
• 27:07
  Speaker 4: around with a basic I was like, yeah, I got it.
• 27:10
  Speaker 4: Then they stuck her hand from my pocket and then
• 27:12
  Speaker 4: she was like, oh, it's just a leaf. And so
• 27:15
  Speaker 4: after that, I was like, fuck it, I can't. I
• 27:17
  Speaker 4: can't do this anymore. I've lost I have to just
• 27:20
  Speaker 4: pretend like I have something, some kind of power. So
• 27:24
  Speaker 4: as soon as I got back from the beach, I
• 27:25
  Speaker 4: was like, well, what would someone you know who feels safe, dude,
• 27:28
  Speaker 4: they would swim. And so basically from then on, I
• 27:30
  Speaker 4: knew I was gonna play it. And then when it
• 27:33
  Speaker 4: came time to go up there and pretend to cast
• 27:36
  Speaker 4: my vote, I I feel like I'm pretty intuitive, Like
• 27:42
  Speaker 4: I'm a raking Master, I do tero. You know, I'm
• 27:46
  Speaker 4: not any more intuitive than anyone else's, but I feel
• 27:49
  Speaker 4: like I can tap into it, you know. So I
• 27:54
  Speaker 4: stuck my hand in the little jar, in the little thing,
• 27:58
  Speaker 4: and I literally touched each die. What are the five?
• 28:02
  Speaker 4: They're five? Right?
• 28:04
  Speaker 1: I don't know, I've never placed great questions.
• 28:07
  Speaker 6: It's I think it's depending on how many players left
• 28:12
  Speaker 6: in that at the moment.
• 28:14
  Speaker 2: I think it's all the time, all the time.
• 28:18
  Speaker 4: Okay, so it's six. Okay. I touched literally every die.
• 28:21
  Speaker 4: I picked one up and I was like, is this it?
• 28:23
  Speaker 4: And I was like feeling it? And when I felt
• 28:26
  Speaker 4: the one that I thought was it, I grabbed it
• 28:27
  Speaker 4: and I was.
• 28:28
  Speaker 1: Like, whoa, whoa, I think this is it.
• 28:31
  Speaker 4: And if you look at my face when he's reading it,
• 28:33
  Speaker 4: oh wait, So back up we go, we sit down.
• 28:37
  Speaker 4: I think it's like fifteen to twenty minutes between the
• 28:41
  Speaker 4: time everyone has cast their vote to the time that
• 28:44
  Speaker 4: he reads.
• 28:45
  Speaker 2: Wow.
• 28:46
  Speaker 4: Yeah, there's like a lot of a lot of downtime,
• 28:49
  Speaker 4: you know, a lot of time for me to forget
• 28:51
  Speaker 4: what just happened.
• 28:55
  Speaker 1: You're like, I'm going to wipe that right now? Did
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: I did I play my did I.
• 28:59
  Speaker 4: Play my shot in the dark Holy Shita again? Yeah?
• 29:05
  Speaker 4: And when you'll see because I've rewatched this this episode
• 29:09
  Speaker 4: like a couple of times. When Jeff is reading it,
• 29:12
  Speaker 4: my face I look like a kid at Christmas, you know.
• 29:14
  Speaker 4: I'm like, it's like an excited look because I'm like,
• 29:18
  Speaker 4: pretty sure I got it where you know, it's it's
• 29:21
  Speaker 4: not like, yeah, I have a lot of hope, but I
• 29:23
  Speaker 4: have a lot of faith at that moment. And then
• 29:26
  Speaker 4: he reads it and then I react the way that
• 29:28
  Speaker 4: I feel like someone who understands sports would when their
• 29:31
  Speaker 4: sports team wins. And in that moment, I felt like
• 29:35
  Speaker 4: I felt like a dude. You know. I jumped up
• 29:38
  Speaker 4: and I was like, that's what I'm talking about. I
• 29:41
  Speaker 4: don't think i've ever said that literally ever.
• 29:44
  Speaker 5: Well, we all felt the same way because we only
• 29:46
  Speaker 5: had like a point one percent chance of getting it
• 29:50
  Speaker 5: right and you nailed it.
• 29:52
  Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, yeah yeah. And some people are like that
• 29:54
  Speaker 4: was luck, and I'm like, bitch, I do reiki yea
• 29:58
  Speaker 4: my intuition, she.
• 29:59
  Speaker 5: Pulled a couple tarot cards. Right before she saw the
• 30:02
  Speaker 5: full card. It looked like say so she was like, I.
• 30:04
  Speaker 3: Knew what what I'm doing it was yeah, yeah, point
• 30:09
  Speaker 3: one six, but it was still impressive.
• 30:11
  Speaker 4: Yeah, and then I saw the death card and then
• 30:13
  Speaker 4: I saw it was Justin and I was, oh, that's happening.
• 30:17
  Speaker 3: You let him know, right, Wait, what did you say
• 30:19
  Speaker 3: fifteen minutes? I said it was more of a chance
• 30:21
  Speaker 3: than what was the like? Point one six?
• 30:23
  Speaker 1: Is that he said? No, I did the math. I
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: did the math on my.
• 30:25
  Speaker 3: Cokay, wait, you dude, Chasing said you said it's a
• 30:33
  Speaker 3: one in six chance.
• 30:35
  Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, yeah, I mean it would actually be a
• 30:38
  Speaker 1: sixteen percent chance sixteen because you didn't move that decimal over.
• 30:43
  Speaker 1: So yeah, you're right, but that's okay, that's okay, the public.
• 30:48
  Speaker 4: Over, that's not You're back now.
• 30:52
  Speaker 5: Yeah, guys, speaking of Cedric Pete, I believe you have
• 30:57
  Speaker 5: something from Cedric.
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I do. Uh, Me and Ace went and saw
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: an improv Brand.
• 31:03
  Speaker 3: I'm sorry, was yes, yes, So me and Brand went
• 31:09
  Speaker 3: and saw Cedric tell a bunch of stories about his
• 31:13
  Speaker 3: time on Survivor, and then they.
• 31:14
  Speaker 6: He didn't do the improv, And I do think that's
• 31:17
  Speaker 6: important to know.
• 31:19
  Speaker 4: It was, oh, I know what these things are. Tell
• 31:21
  Speaker 4: stories and then the improv team does bits based on
• 31:24
  Speaker 4: his stories.
• 31:25
  Speaker 6: Yes, I think he was a bit confused about what
• 31:27
  Speaker 6: was happening, but he told great stories.
• 31:30
  Speaker 1: Yes, I should have gone man Cedric.
• 31:34
  Speaker 3: I did ask permission from Cedric to bring up something
• 31:37
  Speaker 3: he said. I don't think he knows that I was
• 31:39
  Speaker 3: taking a bootleg recording of it, but I'm going to
• 31:42
  Speaker 3: play that right now.
• 31:43
  Speaker 4: Don't tell anybody that it's illegal to record without people's
• 31:46
  Speaker 4: consent in the US.
• 31:47
  Speaker 8: It was.
• 31:50
  Speaker 3: It was at an improv show. I can record him.
• 31:52
  Speaker 1: It's fine. Brand's a lawyer, he'll be all right.
• 31:55
  Speaker 3: Yeah, and he was on stage and technically it's public, right,
• 31:59
  Speaker 3: he was on stage giving a speech.
• 32:01
  Speaker 1: I can Yeah, So I'm not going, Yeah, you're a.
• 32:05
  Speaker 4: Lawyer, right, but like I care about laws, keep going.
• 32:08
  Speaker 3: Hopefully y'all will be able to hear this. Let me
• 32:10
  Speaker 3: know if you can't.
• 32:11
  Speaker 8: When you first get two Fiji, we all find the
• 32:14
  Speaker 8: same airplane.
• 32:15
  Speaker 4: Does sound like a.
• 32:21
  Speaker 1: Y'all hear that?
• 32:22
  Speaker 4: It's literally like an NLK recording from like this. The
• 32:26
  Speaker 4: audio is not, I mean, but I want to I
• 32:29
  Speaker 4: can hear it?
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, we can. Did you just have a brand?
• 32:34
  Speaker 8: First get two Fiji, we all fly on the same airplane,
• 32:38
  Speaker 8: all are instructed to not talk to each other.
• 32:41
  Speaker 7: It's complete silence.
• 32:42
  Speaker 8: So you're walking around with eighteen people you're going to
• 32:45
  Speaker 8: be competing with.
• 32:46
  Speaker 7: You're on the same airplane.
• 32:47
  Speaker 8: You're passing them on The flight to go to the
• 32:50
  Speaker 8: bathroom to fight is fourteen hours or so.
• 32:53
  Speaker 7: They take your phones, so you don't know what time
• 32:55
  Speaker 7: it is.
• 32:55
  Speaker 8: You have no sense of any day, but you also
• 32:58
  Speaker 8: know it's a long flight side.
• 32:59
  Speaker 7: But you're sitting next to the people when you get
• 33:01
  Speaker 7: too feed.
• 33:02
  Speaker 8: The entire week before filming National Stars, there's still.
• 33:06
  Speaker 7: No talking, but you're looking at everybody. You're watching everything
• 33:09
  Speaker 7: and how they eat. You see what they're choosing to be.
• 33:13
  Speaker 7: Like Mary.
• 33:13
  Speaker 8: Here's an example. Mary, she's on my season. The entire time,
• 33:16
  Speaker 8: she's like practicing and she has a frisbee and she's
• 33:19
  Speaker 8: throwing the frisbee.
• 33:20
  Speaker 4: I did that once.
• 33:23
  Speaker 3: Yeah, he said, who does that? And then got a
• 33:25
  Speaker 3: big leb wow. He said, all the time, you're throwing
• 33:28
  Speaker 3: the frisbee album all the time.
• 33:29
  Speaker 4: I did that once because I felt like a jaguar
• 33:33
  Speaker 4: trapped in a very small zoom. I'm going crazy and
• 33:37
  Speaker 4: there was one frisbee, so I just kept throwing it up.
• 33:39
  Speaker 4: But I threw it up really aggressively. It was pretty
• 33:42
  Speaker 4: crazy because after the season ended, and like before I
• 33:45
  Speaker 4: had really gotten to know my castmates, like on a
• 33:47
  Speaker 4: personal level, I was like, Yo, is this racism? Did
• 33:51
  Speaker 4: they think that I was just like this scary Asian chick,
• 33:55
  Speaker 4: you know, because I'm Asian? And then everybody was like, yo,
• 33:58
  Speaker 4: you were fucking bonkers pregame and I was like, oh, okay.
• 34:03
  Speaker 1: No, I'm with you. I think it was ringcism definitely, hell.
• 34:06
  Speaker 4: Yeah, hellya, look at you trying to atone for your sins.
• 34:08
  Speaker 1: But it wasn't bullied.
• 34:10
  Speaker 6: Remember it's important that we acknowledge when we're wrong and
• 34:13
  Speaker 6: we continue to learn.
• 34:14
  Speaker 2: Good job, Chase.
• 34:16
  Speaker 1: I don't think I was wrong. Ignorant is the word? Yeah, yeah,
• 34:22
  Speaker 1: not wrong. No, I do want to even think I
• 34:24
  Speaker 1: was ignorant. I don't think this is on me at all.
• 34:27
  Speaker 4: I think it's us educational.
• 34:29
  Speaker 5: The more importantly, the South Carolina public education system. No
• 34:32
  Speaker 5: one says that they're good, you know what I mean,
• 34:33
  Speaker 5: So that.
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: I'm in North Carolina and we don't say it's good.
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: I mean brand with the law school, so he's obviously
• 34:40
  Speaker 1: more educationd I.
• 34:41
  Speaker 4: Will say everyone's English is very good.
• 34:44
  Speaker 1: Oh, it's actually my first language, believe it or not.
• 34:50
  Speaker 6: I do want to ask another story that he told
• 34:53
  Speaker 6: that same evening was about the challenge where there was
• 34:57
  Speaker 6: the caller and everyone was supposed to go out and.
• 34:59
  Speaker 2: Do the thing right.
• 35:01
  Speaker 6: And he claims, and you can say that this is
• 35:03
  Speaker 6: not true, but he claims that the plan the whole
• 35:06
  Speaker 6: time was for you to be the caller.
• 35:09
  Speaker 4: That's true.
• 35:10
  Speaker 6: You get out there and you say, I can't be
• 35:13
  Speaker 6: the caller? Is why Cedric ends up being the caller?
• 35:16
  Speaker 4: Correct? Correct, that's true. That's true. There was a puzzle
• 35:19
  Speaker 4: at the end of slide puzzle and I never did
• 35:21
  Speaker 4: a slide puzzle in my life. I me and numbers
• 35:24
  Speaker 4: and calculations, all of those things there. If you recall,
• 35:27
  Speaker 4: I was also on a journey where there was it
• 35:30
  Speaker 4: was a slide puzzle and I didn't get it. So yeah,
• 35:33
  Speaker 4: when we got out there and the last thing was
• 35:35
  Speaker 4: a slide puzzle that a caller had to do, I
• 35:37
  Speaker 4: was like, yo, man, I can't fucking do this. But
• 35:41
  Speaker 4: then also like neither case Cedric. But that's okay, you know,
• 35:44
  Speaker 4: we still we still tried. Camilla probably was the funniest
• 35:48
  Speaker 4: out of everyone at a certain point, like after their
• 35:53
  Speaker 4: team had done it, Camilla was pretending to be Cedric.
• 35:56
  Speaker 1: She was like, let's out one yell or scream like
• 36:06
  Speaker 1: he did on the Wall that one time.
• 36:08
  Speaker 4: Oh yeah versus Wall. He never gave up. He's right,
• 36:15
  Speaker 4: I don't know, he's you know, he's got things cooking
• 36:20
  Speaker 4: about his his his trials and tribulations and accomplishments.
• 36:24
  Speaker 3: He gets to hang out with Gail King on a
• 36:26
  Speaker 3: regular basis. That guy is one and he's going to the.
• 36:28
  Speaker 4: Moon waiting is the one who went to the moon?
• 36:31
  Speaker 1: Right, Yes, this is big for us. Did Katy Perry.
• 36:37
  Speaker 4: Did it to age Summer?
• 36:44
  Speaker 1: That means that how many degrees does that make us
• 36:48
  Speaker 1: from Katy Perry at this point, PD, because it's it's
• 36:51
  Speaker 1: you know Cedric now know, I'm just saying no loosely
• 36:57
  Speaker 1: and Perry and then gaynt Katy Perry.
• 37:01
  Speaker 5: Ge knows space buddies, you know, or what Mary knows Cedric,
• 37:06
  Speaker 5: who knows Gail, who knows who knows Katie?
• 37:08
  Speaker 1: So that four we can do that.
• 37:10
  Speaker 4: You guys know Cedric, Yeah, Me and Brand know Cedric.
• 37:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, but I didn't. I wasn't there, so I
• 37:14
  Speaker 1: don't really think it. Me and Chase are one more degree.
• 37:17
  Speaker 4: For everybody here.
• 37:19
  Speaker 5: Yeah.
• 37:19
  Speaker 7: Yeah.
• 37:20
  Speaker 1: Basically, let me think, who's the most famous person I know?
• 37:23
  Speaker 1: Maybe they know Cedric. I mean I think.
• 37:29
  Speaker 6: Realistically I'm the closest to Katie Perry. Okay, on people
• 37:34
  Speaker 6: people that I mean, we don't need to get to
• 37:35
  Speaker 6: the people.
• 37:35
  Speaker 8: Bring it up.
• 37:36
  Speaker 1: You brought it up. I want your name drop now,
• 37:38
  Speaker 1: I don't. I mean she might be friends with Jelly Roll.
• 37:42
  Speaker 2: That's oh you.
• 37:45
  Speaker 4: You had pictures with Jelly Roll.
• 37:47
  Speaker 1: What were you doing?
• 37:47
  Speaker 4: You were out there?
• 37:49
  Speaker 1: I was out there.
• 37:50
  Speaker 3: I was I was writing the Gospel Music Awards, the
• 37:53
  Speaker 3: Double Awards, and Jelly Roll performed in the rain.
• 37:57
  Speaker 1: Guys, I think I kicked the cake.
• 37:58
  Speaker 5: Actually I did a commercial with Darius Rutger, who has
• 38:02
  Speaker 5: a song with Katie Perry.
• 38:06
  Speaker 4: You guys are famous, much more famous than I thought.
• 38:09
  Speaker 1: I wouldn't say we're famous. I'd say we're workhorses.
• 38:12
  Speaker 5: We're really talented individuals who work in different degrees of film.
• 38:17
  Speaker 1: Why don't you why don't you tell us? Didn't you
• 38:19
  Speaker 1: not even know it was Darius Rucker when you ran
• 38:21
  Speaker 1: across him. Yeah, no, I big dog Darius Rutger.
• 38:24
  Speaker 4: Yeah, And does that mean you walk up to someone
• 38:27
  Speaker 4: and you're like, what's up, big dog? Yeah? He uh no.
• 38:31
  Speaker 1: He walked up to me and he said good morning,
• 38:32
  Speaker 1: and I said, oh, what's up?
• 38:33
  Speaker 8: Man?
• 38:33
  Speaker 1: And then I just kind of walked off and they
• 38:35
  Speaker 1: didn't feel like talking. And then Chase looked at him
• 38:37
  Speaker 1: and said, you know, if you put your mind to something,
• 38:39
  Speaker 1: you could you could achieve anything.
• 38:41
  Speaker 4: Man.
• 38:41
  Speaker 5: You know what was crazy is he was playing a
• 38:43
  Speaker 5: guitar and I was like, dude, if you keep following
• 38:45
  Speaker 5: your dreams, maybe one day you could be a successful singer.
• 38:51
  Speaker 1: Maybe maybe. No, I didn't say that.
• 38:53
  Speaker 7: No.
• 38:53
  Speaker 1: Uh, he was a super nice guy.
• 38:55
  Speaker 3: Have you ever thought about singing wagon wheel? I think
• 38:57
  Speaker 3: that would wagon on the wheel something.
• 39:01
  Speaker 1: Guys, we do have a game for this episode.
• 39:04
  Speaker 4: We want thanks for transitioning when I knew nothing about
• 39:07
  Speaker 4: the subjects.
• 39:10
  Speaker 1: Rucker, he sang the song wagon wheel.
• 39:14
  Speaker 3: Yeah, yes, yes, except he didn't pronounce it wagon and
• 39:20
  Speaker 3: that yeah, that's why I said that wagon. Actually, one
• 39:23
  Speaker 3: more thing before we before we get into it, I
• 39:26
  Speaker 3: want to ask how you became aware of our show,
• 39:29
  Speaker 3: because we got one thing that blew our minds was
• 39:33
  Speaker 3: we got a voice message from you where you were
• 39:35
  Speaker 3: like I fucking love your show. And you might not
• 39:38
  Speaker 3: remember doing this, but it was a big deal to us.
• 39:40
  Speaker 3: I think it was like the first or second week.
• 39:43
  Speaker 2: Did we just do it to all the other podcasts?
• 39:46
  Speaker 4: I did a voice message? Whose number did I have
• 39:48
  Speaker 4: to do? The voice?
• 39:50
  Speaker 1: The Instagram the grand voice?
• 39:54
  Speaker 4: You sure it wasn't one of you guys who asked
• 39:56
  Speaker 4: me to say that one of you?
• 39:59
  Speaker 3: It was a host, Cammi. It was unprompted. This is
• 40:01
  Speaker 3: like after week one, you're like, thank you so much?
• 40:03
  Speaker 1: I feel seen.
• 40:05
  Speaker 8: Was it was it?
• 40:06
  Speaker 4: Did I find out about the show because of the cameo?
• 40:09
  Speaker 4: Maybe probably that it could have been that, or the
• 40:14
  Speaker 4: fact that after I was on Survivor and I realized
• 40:17
  Speaker 4: there were many podcasts about Survivor, I spared all of
• 40:20
  Speaker 4: them would have been that too.
• 40:23
  Speaker 1: So what you're seeing is you found out about us
• 40:25
  Speaker 1: because PD paid for it.
• 40:29
  Speaker 4: Honestly, the best, the best ten dollars I've ever been paid.
• 40:34
  Speaker 1: Perfect, you know, keep paying people, p D. Yeah.
• 40:37
  Speaker 3: In that cameo, uh, Mary said p D like, I
• 40:40
  Speaker 3: hope I can meet you one day and here we
• 40:43
  Speaker 3: are wow on sincastercaster.
• 40:47
  Speaker 1: Hell yeah we also, I mean.
• 40:49
  Speaker 5: We were uploading a ton of clips about Mary and
• 40:52
  Speaker 5: they were all getting like this one guy almost two.
• 40:54
  Speaker 1: Hundred thousand views. We rode the Mary train. Yeah, we
• 40:59
  Speaker 1: were doing pr for you early.
• 41:01
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 41:01
  Speaker 4: You guys were, No, you really were. You guys were
• 41:04
  Speaker 4: like the first one of the first encounters that I
• 41:08
  Speaker 4: had where I was like, you know what, I might
• 41:09
  Speaker 4: be okay because at first I remember listening to that
• 41:12
  Speaker 4: podcast and I was like, ah, shit, where are they
• 41:14
  Speaker 4: going with this? Because at first I didn't know PD
• 41:16
  Speaker 4: where you were going with it. You were just like
• 41:18
  Speaker 4: and then there's Mary and you were like I saw
• 41:21
  Speaker 4: her Twitter and I'm like, oh god, fuck, what did
• 41:23
  Speaker 4: I sweet? And then and then you were like she's cool.
• 41:25
  Speaker 4: And I was like, hey, they all think I'm cool,
• 41:29
  Speaker 4: maybe other people will too. And I was like, okay,
• 41:31
  Speaker 4: I can sleep tonight.
• 41:32
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 41:33
  Speaker 5: We also we also started telling everyone you were maga.
• 41:35
  Speaker 5: We told everyone that had listened that you were maga.
• 41:37
  Speaker 4: Your power. With great power comes great responsibility.
• 41:41
  Speaker 1: Man m hm. And we abused that power.
• 41:44
  Speaker 4: You did, and yet and yet I'm still here. Cedric
• 41:46
  Speaker 4: Pastor has taught me forgiveness.
• 41:48
  Speaker 1: Oh good, nice.
• 41:50
  Speaker 8: Wow.
• 41:51
  Speaker 3: The video that you were talking about getting two hundred
• 41:54
  Speaker 3: k I think it was the Yurkin tweet one like,
• 41:56
  Speaker 3: would people send you videos of us talking about you?
• 41:59
  Speaker 3: We would see all throughout the season. We made that
• 42:01
  Speaker 3: video preseason, it was getting shared like the whole time.
• 42:05
  Speaker 4: I did get a few on TikTok. Do my TikTok friends, Well,
• 42:09
  Speaker 4: all my friends do TikTok, but a few of them
• 42:11
  Speaker 4: send me things on TikTok and they were all pretty excited.
• 42:14
  Speaker 4: And I had a few send me that one.
• 42:16
  Speaker 1: Oh and then Brand's song about you.
• 42:18
  Speaker 4: Yeah right, yeah, oh my god, like one of the
• 42:22
  Speaker 4: best presents ever write a song about me. Usually it's
• 42:26
  Speaker 4: the other way around.
• 42:27
  Speaker 1: Yeah, it's usually you writing a song about an ex boyfriend.
• 42:30
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and listen, when it comes to you, it comes
• 42:34
  Speaker 2: to you.
• 42:34
  Speaker 6: And when when someone stands up for somebody when they
• 42:37
  Speaker 6: get voted out of the game, it just you're inspired
• 42:42
  Speaker 6: moment in a beautiful, beautiful game.
• 42:46
  Speaker 4: I will say all of you guys, you know, no
• 42:48
  Speaker 4: homo or no headero, because I think the times have changed,
• 42:50
  Speaker 4: no headero. You guys are all very talented, not all
• 42:54
  Speaker 4: of us. I do need that. Yeah, you're right, Chase,
• 42:56
  Speaker 4: not you not.
• 42:59
  Speaker 1: Chase. Chase once again had a song where he was
• 43:03
  Speaker 1: rapping and then withheld it from us.
• 43:05
  Speaker 3: So I'm I'm.
• 43:07
  Speaker 1: Still mad about you guys want to hear it. You
• 43:08
  Speaker 1: guys want to hear it this guy, Mary. Is this
• 43:19
  Speaker 1: what you expected when you got on the podcast today?
• 43:22
  Speaker 4: More or less?
• 43:23
  Speaker 1: Yeah, Kika, I like, we don't. We wanted to exceed
• 43:27
  Speaker 1: expectations by making it as chaotic as possible.
• 43:30
  Speaker 4: I'm having fun. I'm glad that there's a lot of
• 43:33
  Speaker 4: ship talking. I was scared that it would be like polite,
• 43:36
  Speaker 4: and I was scared that I was gonna have to
• 43:38
  Speaker 4: be like, you know, you guys can shoot on me.
• 43:40
  Speaker 4: It's going to be more fun that way.
• 43:41
  Speaker 1: Well, we would never do that. We love you. You're
• 43:45
  Speaker 1: my favorite Survivor player of all time.
• 43:49
  Speaker 4: You say that every time to every guest. Chase doing that,
• 43:56
  Speaker 4: I take you freaking little.
• 43:59
  Speaker 1: Hey Like Chase puts up a Q and A on
• 44:02
  Speaker 1: his Instagram story two days ago, and I just sent
• 44:05
  Speaker 1: him a question, just said new Era favorite player. Because
• 44:09
  Speaker 1: I was like pick one and he didn't. I posted
• 44:12
  Speaker 1: a picture of every tribe from the New Era.
• 44:16
  Speaker 3: I went after Mary last season a couple of times,
• 44:18
  Speaker 3: like when she was trying to get Camilla out that
• 44:20
  Speaker 3: one week yeah.
• 44:22
  Speaker 4: Oh my god. People were like, oh my god, me,
• 44:24
  Speaker 4: you're racist, and I'm just like, oh my god. It's
• 44:27
  Speaker 4: a game and Camilla is a good player.
• 44:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, but.
• 44:34
  Speaker 4: There was you know, racist come up a few times.
• 44:39
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna say he has come up more than any
• 44:41
  Speaker 1: episode we had actually season on Time Machine.
• 44:45
  Speaker 4: Dude.
• 44:46
  Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that's I wasn't there for that because I thought,
• 44:49
  Speaker 1: I'm not going to partake in this, you know, Okay,
• 44:52
  Speaker 1: should we go to therapy, should do a game? I
• 44:55
  Speaker 1: need to oh on here?
• 44:58
  Speaker 3: Okay, So today we're doing survivor therapy. Since we have
• 45:03
  Speaker 3: a person who you know, it's their actual job. Mary
• 45:06
  Speaker 3: does this for a living. She has clients, we thought
• 45:08
  Speaker 3: it'd be the perfect time that we can all put
• 45:10
  Speaker 3: on our therapist hats and pick somebody from this season
• 45:14
  Speaker 3: or anything survivor related and try to give them some help.
• 45:19
  Speaker 1: P D want to go first?
• 45:21
  Speaker 3: I don't think I should go first. Mine's weird. How
• 45:23
  Speaker 3: about Jonathan? Why don't you go first?
• 45:26
  Speaker 5: Wow?
• 45:27
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I as I think I'm the most qualified in
• 45:30
  Speaker 1: here for this, right?
• 45:31
  Speaker 3: Is that what I was?
• 45:33
  Speaker 1: Because your wife one degree away, one degree therapist, she is,
• 45:39
  Speaker 1: she's a counselor and chill.
• 45:41
  Speaker 4: She's not that chill.
• 45:44
  Speaker 1: Yeah, she's got that chill. No, she really does. She
• 45:47
  Speaker 1: has that chill feel. And I think that because of
• 45:51
  Speaker 1: her work on getting master's degrees and all those other degrees.
• 45:54
  Speaker 1: I was in the you know, the general vicinity, so
• 45:57
  Speaker 1: I picked up on all right, right, right, So you know, guys,
• 46:00
  Speaker 1: I really I really wanted to talk to Sage tonight
• 46:04
  Speaker 1: because Sage is on my team and I felt like,
• 46:08
  Speaker 1: you know, why don't we help Sage come to, you know,
• 46:12
  Speaker 1: some some conclusions about her life, right, Like, I don't
• 46:16
  Speaker 1: want to suggest anything. That's not what we do as counselors, right.
• 46:20
  Speaker 1: We help lead people to their conclusion that helps them
• 46:23
  Speaker 1: navigate their right, right, Mary, that's right, that's right. So
• 46:28
  Speaker 1: I would love to if I could talk to Sage
• 46:31
  Speaker 1: for just a moment, I would say, Sage, I can't help.
• 46:34
  Speaker 1: But notice that you do bring up all of these
• 46:37
  Speaker 1: really gross hobbies that you have, and well there seem
• 46:43
  Speaker 1: to be a few, you know, there's like there's two,
• 46:45
  Speaker 1: there's a lot of poop and black heads collecting, And
• 46:50
  Speaker 1: I would love to ask Sage, Sage, why do you
• 46:53
  Speaker 1: feel that this is the first fact that you need
• 46:56
  Speaker 1: to bring forward when meeting a new crowd of peace people,
• 47:01
  Speaker 1: Is this where she potentially finds that she is the
• 47:03
  Speaker 1: most unique and the most valuable in people's eyes? Oh? Wow,
• 47:08
  Speaker 1: I don't you know? That would be what I would
• 47:10
  Speaker 1: ask Sage. And I would say, Sage, I believe when
• 47:14
  Speaker 1: I'm talking to her that she would be much more
• 47:19
  Speaker 1: than just a blackhead collector, much more than just a
• 47:22
  Speaker 1: poop or a feces enthusiast. Right. I believe, Sage, that
• 47:27
  Speaker 1: there is much more deeper down that people would find
• 47:31
  Speaker 1: highly valuable in a dynamic or a friendship. And so
• 47:34
  Speaker 1: the next thing I would ask, though, is just from
• 47:37
  Speaker 1: her past of saying she has trouble keeping friends or
• 47:41
  Speaker 1: that they didn't want to stick around, I would say, Sage,
• 47:44
  Speaker 1: do you think that you might be pushing them away
• 47:47
  Speaker 1: by adding these facts very early on? Or maybe she's
• 47:53
  Speaker 1: perhaps testing the waters to say, if they can't accept
• 47:57
  Speaker 1: me at my most extreme, then I don't want to
• 48:01
  Speaker 1: be too invested in this alliance. I don't want to
• 48:03
  Speaker 1: be too invested in this friendship. And so Sage, I
• 48:07
  Speaker 1: would say, consider this. We all love you, we know
• 48:11
  Speaker 1: you're much more than just black head collecting, and we
• 48:15
  Speaker 1: believe that you're capable of more. But she just has
• 48:18
  Speaker 1: to believe that about herself.
• 48:19
  Speaker 4: She could do white head collections.
• 48:21
  Speaker 1: I know she could do white heads, potentially cysts. You know,
• 48:25
  Speaker 1: we believe you know. I'm just saying she's very capable
• 48:29
  Speaker 1: of much more.
• 48:30
  Speaker 3: Wait, she's capable of more. Collect I thought the collecting
• 48:33
  Speaker 3: was the problem in the first place.
• 48:35
  Speaker 4: Collecting things and collecting friends.
• 48:40
  Speaker 8: I love it.
• 48:42
  Speaker 1: I love it. Imagine that all I would challenge her
• 48:45
  Speaker 1: with this. Imagine all of the people on your tribe
• 48:47
  Speaker 1: are little black heads, and that your your heart is
• 48:51
  Speaker 1: the jar, and you want to put them all in there.
• 48:55
  Speaker 4: I write that down.
• 48:56
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I actually was hoping you would write that down.
• 48:59
  Speaker 1: You're hart is the jar, and the rest of everyone
• 49:02
  Speaker 1: around you are the black heads. This might be problematic
• 49:07
  Speaker 1: that I said that.
• 49:08
  Speaker 4: No, No, I think that works. I would, you know,
• 49:11
  Speaker 4: I would go to that therapy session if my insurance
• 49:13
  Speaker 4: covered it.
• 49:14
  Speaker 1: Thank you, And it does it. So you're gonna have
• 49:16
  Speaker 1: to pay the full thing, A bunch of money.
• 49:19
  Speaker 4: You can pay for my therapy.
• 49:21
  Speaker 5: Oh see, daddy, freak out, what's going on over there?
• 49:24
  Speaker 5: I was just, you know, someone mentioned, you know, affording something,
• 49:28
  Speaker 5: and I just got that Darius Rutger one degree away money.
• 49:32
  Speaker 3: You know I had time Darius Rutger. You think he's
• 49:34
  Speaker 3: got time for us? Yeah, come on, guys, I mean I.
• 49:37
  Speaker 2: As much fun as we're poking fun at Chase.
• 49:39
  Speaker 6: I do want to acknowledge Chase was the only one
• 49:41
  Speaker 6: that while I was live streaming and raising money for
• 49:44
  Speaker 6: charity all weekend, only one person here gave and it
• 49:47
  Speaker 6: was Chase.
• 49:47
  Speaker 1: That's not true that.
• 49:50
  Speaker 2: Three cents Barry gave.
• 49:57
  Speaker 1: I gave my support Brand because I said, how are you?
• 50:01
  Speaker 1: I asked, oh yeah, and that's enough going. Brand did
• 50:05
  Speaker 1: a twenty four hour live stream where he raised my
• 50:08
  Speaker 1: dollars for chick.
• 50:10
  Speaker 6: Wait, technically it was twenty nine hours, but it's really
• 50:13
  Speaker 6: it's neither here nor there.
• 50:15
  Speaker 4: No, truly neither here nor there. That's crazy. Did you
• 50:18
  Speaker 4: like take it to the bathroom when you pete and no, no.
• 50:22
  Speaker 7: No, no, no, no no no.
• 50:23
  Speaker 6: There's there's multiple people involved, so you took your little
• 50:26
  Speaker 6: headset mic off.
• 50:27
  Speaker 2: Somebody is always yes, you always take the headset off.
• 50:30
  Speaker 6: You don't want to, you know, have a jink situation
• 50:33
  Speaker 6: where you say I killed her.
• 50:34
  Speaker 1: You know one of those I kept watching and I said,
• 50:37
  Speaker 1: if he just left that mic on while in the bathroom,
• 50:39
  Speaker 1: I might give to this.
• 50:41
  Speaker 5: So I feel they need to I need to point
• 50:42
  Speaker 5: out what fans said after I donated, because I I
• 50:46
  Speaker 5: donated some money to the stream, and uh, he brought
• 50:50
  Speaker 5: it up on the stream like he did all the donations.
• 50:52
  Speaker 5: He goes Chase donated one hundred dollars. But I know
• 50:55
  Speaker 5: how many subscribers he has. How about your donate some more?
• 50:59
  Speaker 4: Oh so it wasn't good enough.
• 51:01
  Speaker 8: I love it.
• 51:03
  Speaker 2: And it was great.
• 51:05
  Speaker 6: Listen, Sometimes you have to shame people into reaching your goals.
• 51:11
  Speaker 2: And I'm not above that.
• 51:12
  Speaker 4: That's beautiful for the children, for the children, the kids.
• 51:16
  Speaker 1: And we're letting brand do therapy tonight.
• 51:18
  Speaker 4: Is that? Yeah, let you go next, We're letting him try. Well.
• 51:21
  Speaker 6: I do want to bring up I do want to
• 51:23
  Speaker 6: bring up Ris God because I can't help. But notice
• 51:28
  Speaker 6: Risk God that every time you talk about yourself, you almost.
• 51:34
  Speaker 2: Like a tick.
• 51:35
  Speaker 6: I have to say riz g O, d Ris God baby,
• 51:40
  Speaker 6: And I want to know why you listen. I like it,
• 51:44
  Speaker 6: I find it endearing, but I can't help but wonder
• 51:48
  Speaker 6: why you feel the need to do that.
• 51:49
  Speaker 2: You are wonderful the way that you are.
• 51:53
  Speaker 6: You are a beautiful boy, you play a wonderful game.
• 51:57
  Speaker 4: I'm very hot lesbian too, did you? They were like,
• 52:01
  Speaker 4: they were like, this is like this might be the
• 52:03
  Speaker 4: sexiest lesbian ever.
• 52:05
  Speaker 2: Yeah, that's I mean, I haven't thought about that.
• 52:09
  Speaker 1: But he's a beautiful I mean top three, and I
• 52:13
  Speaker 1: just can't help but wonders the top Who's who's number one?
• 52:16
  Speaker 7: In two?
• 52:20
  Speaker 4: Chase is number one?
• 52:21
  Speaker 6: That's ye, yes, Chase and risk God or battle it
• 52:29
  Speaker 6: out for third. But why do you want Why do
• 52:33
  Speaker 6: you feel the need to do that? Do you feel
• 52:35
  Speaker 6: is it a coping mechanism? Is it, you know, a
• 52:38
  Speaker 6: way for you to feel like you are kind of
• 52:41
  Speaker 6: in charge of the way in which people perceive you,
• 52:44
  Speaker 6: like you want them to know, Hey, I'm a riz god,
• 52:49
  Speaker 6: I am going to dominate. Do you feel the need
• 52:51
  Speaker 6: to constantly say that because you're worried that your game
• 52:55
  Speaker 6: perhaps isn't that amazing. Perhaps you're worried that you might fail,
• 53:00
  Speaker 6: and your way of getting ahead of that is having
• 53:02
  Speaker 6: this fun, silly little gimmick.
• 53:04
  Speaker 1: Again.
• 53:05
  Speaker 5: I like it.
• 53:06
  Speaker 6: I don't get I'm not mad at I'm not even
• 53:08
  Speaker 6: annoyed by it, but it is something that I've noticed,
• 53:11
  Speaker 6: and I've just wondered.
• 53:12
  Speaker 2: Why, why is God?
• 53:14
  Speaker 6: Do you feel the need to spell it, say it
• 53:18
  Speaker 6: and then say baby.
• 53:22
  Speaker 3: Is there any uplifting part of this or just like why, no,
• 53:26
  Speaker 3: it's beautiful boy.
• 53:28
  Speaker 1: I did say he was a beautiful boy.
• 53:31
  Speaker 2: I'm not saying.
• 53:37
  Speaker 6: I'm not I'm not saying I'm not gonna tell him, hey,
• 53:40
  Speaker 6: you have to stop it.
• 53:41
  Speaker 2: I just I just would like for him.
• 53:43
  Speaker 1: To maybe consider why, consider the why.
• 53:47
  Speaker 3: So you want him to get on a confessional and
• 53:49
  Speaker 3: be like, hey, everybody, so this is why I say
• 53:51
  Speaker 3: my name this way every single time you're.
• 53:54
  Speaker 1: PD, Hey, p D, I forget we were doing this,
• 53:57
  Speaker 1: So maybe just shove all the way off. I'm doing
• 53:59
  Speaker 1: the best. In Brand's defense, you are simply posing the
• 54:04
  Speaker 1: questions to risk God and allowing him to discover to
• 54:08
  Speaker 1: dig a little deeper within himself.
• 54:10
  Speaker 2: You know, and I did again. I'm not say you
• 54:14
  Speaker 2: too many times, but he is a beautiful boy.
• 54:16
  Speaker 5: Yeah, beautiful Top three Lesbion, top three beautiful boys.
• 54:20
  Speaker 1: Potentially whoa I said what I said? That might be
• 54:25
  Speaker 1: who's next? Should I do this? Yeah, let's hear yours man.
• 54:29
  Speaker 3: Okay, So my therapy session is for Shannon. And it's
• 54:33
  Speaker 3: important for me to start this by saying, I don't
• 54:35
  Speaker 3: condone the use of AI, but it was brought to
• 54:38
  Speaker 3: my attention by somebody in our comments that Shannon used
• 54:41
  Speaker 3: AI and got it to talk to her like Ramdas
• 54:43
  Speaker 3: and Jesus.
• 54:46
  Speaker 1: Have we have we all heard that brand? Did you
• 54:47
  Speaker 1: get about that.
• 54:50
  Speaker 4: Advice? Right?
• 54:51
  Speaker 2: Yes?
• 54:52
  Speaker 1: So I'm gonna hold on real quick at risk of
• 54:55
  Speaker 1: embarrassing myself. Who was the first.
• 55:01
  Speaker 3: He was kicked out of Harvard for doing acid with students,
• 55:04
  Speaker 3: and then became like a spiritual teacher?
• 55:06
  Speaker 1: Okay, and then now who's Jesus.
• 55:10
  Speaker 4: Dude? That's I'm glad you asked. I didn't know either.
• 55:13
  Speaker 1: I was scared this is gonna take a long time.
• 55:16
  Speaker 3: So I thought that it would be best for me
• 55:18
  Speaker 3: because if I want to get through to Shannon, I
• 55:20
  Speaker 3: got to speak her language, so I use chat GPT.
• 55:24
  Speaker 1: Oh.
• 55:26
  Speaker 3: This is a therapy session for Shannon in the style
• 55:29
  Speaker 3: of Jesus Christ and ramdash Beloved, Shannon, be not troubled
• 55:37
  Speaker 3: by the words that others cast upon you, for the
• 55:40
  Speaker 3: world will always speak vile things, such as baseless comparisons
• 55:43
  Speaker 3: to Charles Manson. When you walk in the light of sincerity.
• 55:49
  Speaker 3: The shadows will misunderstand you, but the light knows its source. Remember, child,
• 55:56
  Speaker 3: your path is not to prove your purity, but to
• 55:59
  Speaker 3: live it.
• 56:00
  Speaker 1: Let your heart.
• 56:00
  Speaker 3: Remain soft, even when the world and Jonathan would have
• 56:04
  Speaker 3: you harden it. You stand now among new faces, a
• 56:08
  Speaker 3: new tribe. Some may see you as a threat, some
• 56:11
  Speaker 3: may see you as a mystery. But do not shrink
• 56:14
  Speaker 3: or perform. Simply be the power of loved when lived authentically,
• 56:19
  Speaker 3: is a quiet revolution. Let them see your kindness without calculation,
• 56:23
  Speaker 3: your strength without armor. When you walk with awareness, every
• 56:27
  Speaker 3: moment becomes an invitation to return to God, to love
• 56:31
  Speaker 3: that infinite field that Ramdas spoke of, where we were
• 56:34
  Speaker 3: all just walking each other home. So even in the game,
• 56:38
  Speaker 3: even in the strategy, you, Shannon Fairweather, can walk with grace.
• 56:42
  Speaker 1: You can play with love.
• 56:43
  Speaker 3: And if fear rises, and it will meet it as
• 56:46
  Speaker 3: a friend. Say to it, Ah, I see you, old companion.
• 56:50
  Speaker 1: You were here to remind me to trust again. Shannon.
• 56:54
  Speaker 1: Remember this. You were not here to be understood. You
• 56:57
  Speaker 1: are here to understand, and you were.
• 56:59
  Speaker 3: Not here here to be approved of. You are here
• 57:02
  Speaker 3: to awaken. And when you walk in that remembrance. No
• 57:05
  Speaker 3: one can touch the quiet piece that lives in your chest.
• 57:08
  Speaker 3: So go forth, daughter of light. Let your laughter be
• 57:11
  Speaker 3: a prayer, Let your stillness be your power. Play, play
• 57:15
  Speaker 3: your game, but keep your soul even in this wild
• 57:18
  Speaker 3: island of shifting alliances.
• 57:20
  Speaker 1: Love never leaves you.
• 57:22
  Speaker 3: For love is you?
• 57:26
  Speaker 4: Oh my God, Oh my God?
• 57:30
  Speaker 1: Is married to a therapist?
• 57:32
  Speaker 2: Might be?
• 57:37
  Speaker 1: Yeah, according to some people. My side Hurds by the
• 57:40
  Speaker 1: side Hurds went on for a while.
• 57:46
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I really, I really hope that Shannon listens to
• 57:50
  Speaker 3: this and gets encouragement from that, because Jonathan was very
• 57:53
  Speaker 3: mean to Shannon in the last episode of our podcast.
• 57:56
  Speaker 1: I can't help it that I've been reading the true
• 57:59
  Speaker 1: crime novel at the moment, So I'm just saying it
• 58:03
  Speaker 1: just leaked into the podcast.
• 58:06
  Speaker 4: What does Shannon have to do with true crime?
• 58:09
  Speaker 1: I look, I don't know if you've listened to the
• 58:11
  Speaker 1: last episode, but I was. I was reading I've been
• 58:15
  Speaker 1: reading a Charles Manson investor.
• 58:18
  Speaker 4: Charles. Yeah, I don't know that.
• 58:20
  Speaker 1: This is all I did was compare her to Charles Manson.
• 58:25
  Speaker 1: Is that too bad of a thing to do.
• 58:28
  Speaker 3: It's not a big deal, Mary, you don't have to
• 58:30
  Speaker 3: act like we know that now that we're not talking
• 58:32
  Speaker 3: about you every week, that you're not listening.
• 58:35
  Speaker 4: No, I actually I actually was. I actually was. I'll
• 58:39
  Speaker 4: pull pull up your about Look, look, I listen. I
• 58:44
  Speaker 4: listened up to the last eight minutes.
• 58:46
  Speaker 1: Wow, minutes probably all adds as this. You are a
• 58:55
  Speaker 1: Survivor player by far?
• 58:56
  Speaker 2: What what speed do you listen at?
• 58:59
  Speaker 8: One?
• 59:00
  Speaker 1: Three?
• 59:00
  Speaker 4: Oh? I know, cuckoo.
• 59:04
  Speaker 1: I'm might have to go back to Jeff and tell him,
• 59:07
  Speaker 1: you know, she listens on a one.
• 59:09
  Speaker 4: I listen on a one, dude. I don't know how
• 59:10
  Speaker 4: people listen on a three. I know sometimes I talk
• 59:12
  Speaker 4: like a three, but like, I don't know how people
• 59:14
  Speaker 4: do it. It's just very stressful.
• 59:17
  Speaker 1: Mary. Do you have a therapy session planned?
• 59:20
  Speaker 4: I do. It's not for a person on this season,
• 59:24
  Speaker 4: it's okay for a person on all the seasons.
• 59:26
  Speaker 1: Oh, let's hear it.
• 59:28
  Speaker 2: Oh so for Jeffrey props.
• 59:31
  Speaker 4: Could I give some background? Yeah? Okay, so it's it's
• 59:35
  Speaker 4: it's been heavy on my heart. Oh so okay. So
• 59:40
  Speaker 4: we were watching the episode, me and my boyfriend, and
• 59:43
  Speaker 4: I was like just talking smack about Jeff, and he's like,
• 59:46
  Speaker 4: do you like not like Jeff? And I was like
• 59:48
  Speaker 4: an annoying and he's like what happened? And I was like, well,
• 59:52
  Speaker 4: lots of things, but this one time at a tribal
• 59:55
  Speaker 4: council when it was like the mergatory, murgatory whatever people
• 1:00:01
  Speaker 4: call it. I started it off. He made me start
• 1:00:04
  Speaker 4: it off. He was like so merry, like how are
• 1:00:07
  Speaker 4: you feeling today back back at camp? And I was like, well, Jeff,
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 4: as they say on Love Island, my head's all scrambled.
• 1:00:16
  Speaker 4: And then he was like, shut up. We do not
• 1:00:20
  Speaker 4: need to hear about Love Island. What the fuck was that?
• 1:00:24
  Speaker 8: And then.
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 4: He said fuck in it? And I got scared.
• 1:00:29
  Speaker 8: I was like.
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 1: He didn't.
• 1:00:32
  Speaker 4: He didn't. He didn't say shut up. He probably didn't
• 1:00:34
  Speaker 4: say shut but that's what it felt for me, you know,
• 1:00:36
  Speaker 4: like emotionally my heart regis that. And I was like
• 1:00:40
  Speaker 4: what and I just kind of and everybody was like
• 1:00:42
  Speaker 4: staring at me, and I was like, oh my god,
• 1:00:44
  Speaker 4: what did I say? It was my pish accent that bad?
• 1:00:49
  Speaker 4: And then like and then he was like winning his
• 1:00:52
  Speaker 4: little rant and then he was like all right, now
• 1:00:54
  Speaker 4: try it again. And I was like, well, it's like
• 1:00:57
  Speaker 4: we're all at a dog park and snipping each other's
• 1:00:59
  Speaker 4: butts and then they use that, and then later on
• 1:01:02
  Speaker 4: I found out that it's because Love Island apparently like
• 1:01:06
  Speaker 4: bought out the Ponderosa or something from the year before.
• 1:01:10
  Speaker 4: Don't quote me. I don't know. I haven't looked it up,
• 1:01:12
  Speaker 4: but that's what people say. Yeah, and so I'm just
• 1:01:16
  Speaker 4: kind of like, well, you know, sue me for one
• 1:01:18
  Speaker 4: to do my British accent. I told my friends that
• 1:01:20
  Speaker 4: I would say that on national television. So my advice
• 1:01:24
  Speaker 4: for Jeff. You know, people have heard of this therapy
• 1:01:27
  Speaker 4: called DBT dialectical behavioral therapy. WHOA right. It's about it's about, like,
• 1:01:32
  Speaker 4: you know, making sure that you are aware that two
• 1:01:35
  Speaker 4: things can be true at the same time, and about
• 1:01:38
  Speaker 4: like mindfulness. I'm proposing a therapy not called DBT, but
• 1:01:43
  Speaker 4: called b DT big dig therapy where you start acting
• 1:01:49
  Speaker 4: like you have a big dig about it. It's your
• 1:01:52
  Speaker 4: fucking show and I'm here because I want to be
• 1:01:55
  Speaker 4: on the show. Can you at least pretend to have
• 1:01:56
  Speaker 4: a big dick about it? Sue me for watching another show.
• 1:02:00
  Speaker 4: I didn't know I was not allowed to have that
• 1:02:02
  Speaker 4: a CBS.
• 1:02:02
  Speaker 1: Show, isn't it. I don't Yeah, that's crazy dude.
• 1:02:08
  Speaker 4: But but my my advice is, you know, for just
• 1:02:12
  Speaker 4: and for everyone, is I want people to ask themselves
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 4: in any situation, how can I have a big dick
• 1:02:19
  Speaker 4: about this? And it's okay if you don't have the answer,
• 1:02:24
  Speaker 4: because what's important in life sometimes is that we ask
• 1:02:27
  Speaker 4: the right questions.
• 1:02:28
  Speaker 2: That's right.
• 1:02:29
  Speaker 4: Keep trying, keep trying, because I don't even have a
• 1:02:32
  Speaker 4: big dick, and I have a big dick about most
• 1:02:33
  Speaker 4: things exactly. So it's if I can do it, you
• 1:02:37
  Speaker 4: can do it.
• 1:02:38
  Speaker 1: Chase really needed this, jeff Sorry, I will say.
• 1:02:42
  Speaker 6: Mary, it's it is possible that Jeffrey has maybe he
• 1:02:46
  Speaker 6: already began doing the work there was. He's notoriously like
• 1:02:51
  Speaker 6: just hates other shows, I feel like, and it was
• 1:02:54
  Speaker 6: like very against other players going on other shows and
• 1:02:58
  Speaker 6: has sense kind of backed off of that opinion.
• 1:03:02
  Speaker 1: And perhaps this is different though.
• 1:03:04
  Speaker 3: This is like a bookang coming up on your territory,
• 1:03:08
  Speaker 3: buying out your land, and he's like, only one of
• 1:03:11
  Speaker 3: us can and that's what they do.
• 1:03:14
  Speaker 1: They buy it or they they buy the land. This
• 1:03:17
  Speaker 1: is like wants to sell coke in this area. He
• 1:03:20
  Speaker 1: doesn't want any other people coming in.
• 1:03:22
  Speaker 4: Okay, that's that's good perspective. That's good perspective. You know,
• 1:03:25
  Speaker 4: knock if you buck, if you when you put it
• 1:03:27
  Speaker 4: in that way, you got to defend your turf.
• 1:03:29
  Speaker 1: But you should.
• 1:03:32
  Speaker 3: Yeah, lash out when Mary wants to do her accent.
• 1:03:35
  Speaker 2: Yeah, don't talk to Marry that way.
• 1:03:36
  Speaker 4: I just wanted to do a British accent.
• 1:03:38
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, if you talked to Marry that way,
• 1:03:40
  Speaker 1: we're all for mad, which I know Jeff he does
• 1:03:44
  Speaker 1: not want the four of us mad. No, No, you
• 1:03:47
  Speaker 1: don't want the Yeah, the wrath of four white podcasters,
• 1:03:53
  Speaker 1: you do not.
• 1:03:56
  Speaker 2: That's true.
• 1:03:56
  Speaker 6: Where four, where two or more white podcasters are gathered,
• 1:04:00
  Speaker 6: look out, danger, lurk.
• 1:04:02
  Speaker 3: It's like a murder of crows, you know, hopefully, you know,
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 3: whenever we reach out to CBS and be like, hey,
• 1:04:07
  Speaker 3: can we have exit interviews, they don't listen to this one.
• 1:04:10
  Speaker 5: We don't want them, not after that, right, you know,
• 1:04:15
  Speaker 5: just just because of this, I might include Jeff in
• 1:04:18
  Speaker 5: my therapy before we get out of here.
• 1:04:20
  Speaker 2: Okay, because you forgot too, No.
• 1:04:24
  Speaker 1: I didn't forget. I have a whole thing. I have
• 1:04:25
  Speaker 1: a whole word for word what Mary said. I'd be
• 1:04:28
  Speaker 1: really fun. We're gonna know. Uh No, I had a
• 1:04:31
  Speaker 1: I had a thing. I was prepared. Guys, today I'm
• 1:04:33
  Speaker 1: gonna be talking to Detective Cigarette. I wish we had
• 1:04:38
  Speaker 1: our little just imagine it's there.
• 1:04:39
  Speaker 2: Imagine we'll fix it post.
• 1:04:44
  Speaker 1: I think I did.
• 1:04:44
  Speaker 5: I nailed it, Detective Cigarette. I know that it seems
• 1:04:50
  Speaker 5: like you are barely in the show right now. The
• 1:04:53
  Speaker 5: whole tight okay, because sure you've barely gotten any confessionals,
• 1:04:58
  Speaker 5: But you know what's better than talk active listening, and
• 1:05:03
  Speaker 5: you are so locked in with your listening that you
• 1:05:06
  Speaker 5: don't even need to be talking in confessionals. And that's
• 1:05:08
  Speaker 5: what's so great is that you have meta cognition, right,
• 1:05:13
  Speaker 5: you know that your thoughts have a direct result on
• 1:05:16
  Speaker 5: your own actions. And even though you are barely in
• 1:05:19
  Speaker 5: the show, I cannot stress that enough, the times which
• 1:05:22
  Speaker 5: you are on the show show congruence. Your thoughts meet
• 1:05:27
  Speaker 5: your actions, right. It's like when you spoke up and
• 1:05:31
  Speaker 5: told Jeff that this reward sucks. That is harmonious with
• 1:05:35
  Speaker 5: your thoughts, and I think that's great And let's not
• 1:05:38
  Speaker 5: get discouraged, Detective Cigarette. If you just think, if this
• 1:05:42
  Speaker 5: is what you think, if you think, because you're barely
• 1:05:44
  Speaker 5: in the show that it's because Jeff hates you for
• 1:05:47
  Speaker 5: speaking up about his reward. You can sigrette about it,
• 1:05:50
  Speaker 5: all right, let's not forget about it. I don't care
• 1:05:53
  Speaker 5: about Let's not forget Rachel, right, whose only moment pre
• 1:05:58
  Speaker 5: Merge involved a reward challenge, just like yours, Detective Sigarette.
• 1:06:04
  Speaker 5: Rachel tried to sneak some rice in her pocket, and
• 1:06:07
  Speaker 5: that made all of us notice her before she disappeared
• 1:06:10
  Speaker 5: for episodes and episodes at a time. And at your
• 1:06:13
  Speaker 5: reward challenge, Siggrette, when you spoke out about the fruit,
• 1:06:16
  Speaker 5: this is your big moment, and after Merge, you will
• 1:06:19
  Speaker 5: rise up from the flames of non.
• 1:06:20
  Speaker 1: Confessionals and you will win this season. Thank you. She's
• 1:06:25
  Speaker 1: on the case. Wow.
• 1:06:27
  Speaker 3: So you're saying Jeff needs to have a big dick
• 1:06:29
  Speaker 3: about the fruit and not purple.
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  Speaker 4: I think exactly exactly. He's got to have a big
• 1:06:34
  Speaker 4: dick about the fruit.
• 1:06:34
  Speaker 6: Can you imagine that, Mary, Like when you get there's
• 1:06:38
  Speaker 6: fruit in front of you and just being like that's
• 1:06:40
  Speaker 6: for snacking.
• 1:06:41
  Speaker 1: I die.
• 1:06:44
  Speaker 4: I will say, I mean, she's not wrong. Two things
• 1:06:46
  Speaker 4: can be true at the same time. Right, she's not wrong.
• 1:06:49
  Speaker 4: And also I was fucking lit for the fruit. Them
• 1:06:54
  Speaker 4: were the fucking juiciest fruit that I've ever had, the watermelon,
• 1:06:58
  Speaker 4: the banana. Yeah, it was delicious, and I don't think
• 1:07:01
  Speaker 4: anything really topped it after that, because I it was
• 1:07:05
  Speaker 4: like it was like the wanting the food for so
• 1:07:08
  Speaker 4: long and finally getting it. It was delicious, So I.
• 1:07:12
  Speaker 5: Didn't mean to go she enjoyed it on Jeff, But
• 1:07:16
  Speaker 5: after hearing what he did to Mary, I got very
• 1:07:18
  Speaker 5: upset with Jeff.
• 1:07:19
  Speaker 1: I went a little too hard in the paint. I apologize, Jeff,
• 1:07:22
  Speaker 1: I apologize. I know he listened.
• 1:07:24
  Speaker 4: Look, he's trying to. He's trying to.
• 1:07:29
  Speaker 1: We love CBS, We appreciate CBS did a we actually
• 1:07:36
  Speaker 1: worshiped ces.
• 1:07:38
  Speaker 4: Jeff, you're the man.
• 1:07:40
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, Please don't pull the trigger anyway.
• 1:07:46
  Speaker 2: Wait which trigger?
• 1:07:47
  Speaker 6: Yeah?
• 1:07:48
  Speaker 1: Wait, I don't know. He just needs to have a
• 1:07:51
  Speaker 1: big dick about it. Yeah.
• 1:07:54
  Speaker 3: I wish we could title the episode that, but I
• 1:07:56
  Speaker 3: think have a big dick about it featuring Mary, Mary,
• 1:08:01
  Speaker 3: it'd be a weird title.
• 1:08:04
  Speaker 1: Wait, no, it actually has to have Jeff's name as well.
• 1:08:07
  Speaker 1: That's the thing, you know, like.
• 1:08:12
  Speaker 4: The correction.
• 1:08:14
  Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, no, no, don't have a big
• 1:08:18
  Speaker 1: dick about it Jeff Broke featuring teaching. Actually it says said, bye, yeah.
• 1:08:27
  Speaker 4: Yeah, it's gonna be I trust you guys will come
• 1:08:30
  Speaker 4: up with something better.
• 1:08:32
  Speaker 1: Don't put that look. For the past two weeks they've
• 1:08:36
  Speaker 1: titled it something I've said, so just saying it may
• 1:08:39
  Speaker 1: still be what I just said. Yeah, it's going to
• 1:08:41
  Speaker 1: be my wife. It's a therapist, That's what it's gonna be.
• 1:08:46
  Speaker 3: Does anybody else have any more therapy sessions they want
• 1:08:49
  Speaker 3: to give out? Or we wrapping this thing up?
• 1:08:52
  Speaker 4: I do want to say at first, when I glanced
• 1:08:54
  Speaker 4: at the episode title, the title episode of the last episode,
• 1:08:59
  Speaker 4: where I thought it said Charles Mansion, and I was like,
• 1:09:02
  Speaker 4: it's Charles Manson. Did did Chase title us? Because I
• 1:09:06
  Speaker 4: know he doesn't know a lot about history? Yeah?
• 1:09:10
  Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, and Chase I would be like, actually
• 1:09:15
  Speaker 1: it's Charles Manson and he was. He would be like
• 1:09:17
  Speaker 1: he was a cop, right, And I'm like, well no,
• 1:09:19
  Speaker 1: but cops were involved. Like making fun of Chase. Making
• 1:09:23
  Speaker 1: fun of Chase is the best way to end this.
• 1:09:25
  Speaker 3: Mary, thank you so much, uh not only for coming
• 1:09:28
  Speaker 3: on the show, but for participating last year so much,
• 1:09:32
  Speaker 3: sending in bits and doing stuff and leaving a review
• 1:09:36
  Speaker 3: on Apple Podcasts, and I would see like, I would
• 1:09:39
  Speaker 3: see you like on Reddit threads of like what's your podcast?
• 1:09:42
  Speaker 4: I The love is real, guys, the love is real.
• 1:09:45
  Speaker 4: Sometimes we feel it real. But the love is the
• 1:09:46
  Speaker 4: shade is the shade is joke. The love is real.
• 1:09:49
  Speaker 1: Even if the shade was real, we would we would
• 1:09:52
  Speaker 1: take the shade at this.
• 1:09:54
  Speaker 4: Point with the love, take the sho take the shade
• 1:09:57
  Speaker 4: with the love.
• 1:09:57
  Speaker 1: And that's right. We're trying, you know.
• 1:10:02
  Speaker 4: Yeah, that's what it's all about.
• 1:10:04
  Speaker 1: Making the Merge podcast.
• 1:10:07
  Speaker 4: Should stop listen to ads for the next twenty minutes. Hey, hey,
• 1:10:14
  Speaker 4: I don't even know if you're still listening, but if
• 1:10:16
  Speaker 4: you're still listening.
• 1:10:18
  Speaker 3: The stop listening. That's what brand says. Yeah, let's ask
• 1:10:21
  Speaker 3: some money now.
• 1:10:23
  Speaker 2: It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if.
• 1:10:25
  Speaker 4: The commercials and are annoying. Yeah, why don't Why don't
• 1:10:29
  Speaker 4: all people do that?
• 1:10:31
  Speaker 1: You're about to hear some ads that helped keep the
• 1:10:33
  Speaker 1: lights on here in the old studio.
• 1:10:36
  Speaker 2: Thanks for listening or don't listen.
• 1:10:39
  Speaker 1: It's really up to you.
• 1:10:40
  Speaker 2: At this point is at the end of the show.
• 1:10:42
  Speaker 2: I mean, you're listening to me hi, but here they come.
• 1:10:46
  Speaker 2: I promised they're coming. Yep, here they are. Happy Day.