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- 0:00SPEAKER_03: Welcome, everyone.
- 0:00SPEAKER_03: This is another episode of Draw Me Anything.
- 0:04Today,
- 0:05a very special guest all the way from northern Germany right
- 0:08now is Magritte de Heer.
- 0:11SPEAKER_03: Welcome, Magritte.
- 0:12SPEAKER_03: How are you doing?
- 0:13SPEAKER_03: Magritte.
- 0:13SPEAKER_03: I was trying to say it correctly, but I have a silly accent.
- 0:17SPEAKER_00: I love it.
- 0:18SPEAKER_00: I love how you say it, Magritte.
- 0:19SPEAKER_00: Yeah, let's do it like that.
- 0:22You are originally from the Netherlands,
- 0:24but you're in Germany right now.
- 0:25SPEAKER_03: You're a comic artist,
- 0:27SPEAKER_03: previous comics laureate,
- 0:31which I was impressed to see that because I've never heard of a
- 0:35comics laureate
- 0:36SPEAKER_03: before.
- 0:36SPEAKER_03: Can you tell me what that entails?
- 0:39SPEAKER_00: It's basically a sort of ambassadorship for comics.
- 0:43SPEAKER_00: And in the Netherlands, it meant, you know, if anything...
- 0:48newsworthy was going on with comics and the press was looking
- 0:51for a representative
- 0:52then we as comic artists would have one person to point to
- 0:56which was me for three
- 0:58years and I also got a sort of like special assignment that I
- 1:04could do myself and
- 1:06what I chose to do was get graphic novels into high schools or
- 1:11a reading list for
- 1:13SPEAKER_00: Dutch lessons there's a literature reading list
- 1:17And yeah,
- 1:20graphic novels needed to go on there,
- 1:21but teachers don't know where to start.
- 1:23SPEAKER_00: They don't know what's out there, how to find it.
- 1:26SPEAKER_00: So I made a guide for that.
- 1:28SPEAKER_03: That's fantastic.
- 1:29SPEAKER_03: Are you noticing, I mean, it probably is more prevalent in Europe than in
- 1:34the US but in the US I'm noticing tons and tons of like classic
- 1:39titles are being
- 1:39adapted into graphic novels now because it's a more accessible
- 1:43medium for a lot of
- 1:44young readers but also I mean even like not even just young
- 1:47readers now like a lot
- 1:48of people are preferring to read the graphic novelization of
- 1:51everything from like
- 1:52Moby Dick to War and Peace like are you noticing that in Europe
- 1:55as well a lot of
- 1:56SPEAKER_03: adaptations?
- 1:57SPEAKER_00: Have you come across Lord of the Flies yet?
- 1:59SPEAKER_03: Yeah, I saw that, yeah.
- 2:02SPEAKER_00: By R. Amy de Jong.
- 2:03SPEAKER_00: She's a Dutch comic artist as well.
- 2:06SPEAKER_00: I clearly known her from when she was just a small comic artist.
- 2:10SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so, no, it's a trend, definitely.
- 2:14SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah.
- 2:16SPEAKER_03: It's interesting to me,
- 2:17SPEAKER_03: coming from Australia,
- 2:18SPEAKER_03: where comics and cartooning has really thought of this,
- 2:20SPEAKER_03: like,
- 2:21SPEAKER_03: very,
- 2:22SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 2:22SPEAKER_03: silly,
- 2:23SPEAKER_03: puerile,
- 2:24SPEAKER_03: childish,
- 2:25SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 2:25SPEAKER_03: thing.
- 2:25And for cartoonists,
- 2:26cartoonists generally get taken very seriously in Australia.
- 2:30SPEAKER_03: It's kind of this thing where people think it's like a hobby.
- 2:33SPEAKER_03: It's not really a job.
- 2:35SPEAKER_03: And it's interesting because, I guess,
- 2:42SPEAKER_03: I don't know.
- 2:42SPEAKER_03: I mean, I have different views on it.
- 2:44SPEAKER_03: When I was the president of the Australian Cartoonist Association,
- 2:46SPEAKER_03: I used to get asked,
- 2:48SPEAKER_03: similar to like your comics laureate role,
- 2:50SPEAKER_03: people,
- 2:51SPEAKER_03: the press would ask about things,
- 2:52but their questions really spoke volumes about how they
- 2:55perceive comic artists and
- 2:57SPEAKER_03: cartoonists.
- 2:58SPEAKER_03: And it was that it was just this silly little,
- 3:00SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 3:01SPEAKER_03: funny,
- 3:02SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 3:03SPEAKER_03: meaning,
- 3:03SPEAKER_03: not meaningless,
- 3:04SPEAKER_03: but just like,
- 3:05SPEAKER_03: You know, just fluff.
- 3:07SPEAKER_03: Whereas when I went to France and Belgium and Amsterdam,
- 3:10SPEAKER_03: people treat comic artists,
- 3:13SPEAKER_03: cartoonists,
- 3:14SPEAKER_03: as like royalty in some of these places.
- 3:16SPEAKER_03: It's a valued medium.
- 3:18SPEAKER_03: It's a really, like the awards for these things are huge.
- 3:22The praise,
- 3:23but also just like the reverence for the form is so deep and
- 3:29abiding.
- 3:29SPEAKER_03: And it seems more of a cultural thing than anything.
- 3:32SPEAKER_00: Well,
- 3:32SPEAKER_00: I'm glad you got that vibe in Amsterdam,
- 3:34SPEAKER_00: because in general,
- 3:36SPEAKER_00: Holland is the same as Australia.
- 3:39People think comics are just for kids,
- 3:41and how do you make a living of it?
- 3:44SPEAKER_00: But we have Belgium and France pretty close by.
- 3:48We always point over there,
- 3:49like,
- 3:50over there we're rock gods,
- 3:51why not here?
- 3:54SPEAKER_03: Yeah, I mean, do you know RIDEP?
- 3:59It's a cartooning sort of conference where they get one
- 4:01cartoonist from each
- 4:02SPEAKER_03: country and they go to Karkafu in France,
- 4:04SPEAKER_03: near Nantes.
- 4:05SPEAKER_00: No, no.
- 4:06SPEAKER_03: I've been to Angoulême once.
- 4:07SPEAKER_03: Angoulême's amazing.
- 4:08SPEAKER_03: Yeah, I've been wanting to go forever.
- 4:10SPEAKER_03: I follow Angoulême.
- 4:11Every year I follow everyone who's there on social media and I
- 4:14follow along because
- 4:14SPEAKER_03: I've always wanted to go.
- 4:16SPEAKER_03: But the timing's always off for me.
- 4:19SPEAKER_03: I will go one day.
- 4:20SPEAKER_03: It looks amazing.
- 4:22The Redepth thing really opened my eyes because I went in 2012
- 4:26to France and I met
- 4:27all these other cartoonists from all over Europe and Asia and
- 4:32Central and South
- 4:33SPEAKER_03: America.
- 4:34And I realized that there's a big difference in the way that
- 4:39both the artists and
- 4:40SPEAKER_03: the work are perceived.
- 4:43SPEAKER_03: and paid for.
- 4:43SPEAKER_03: The pay rates are totally different.
- 4:46But also that like,
- 4:48I was there with the UK cartoonist and the American cartoonist
- 4:51and we were
- 4:52SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 4:52looking at each other and talking quietly because there was a
- 4:54Tunisian cartoonist,
- 4:56SPEAKER_03: an Iranian cartoonist.
- 4:58SPEAKER_03: Uh, there was a Sudanese cartoonist who had been exiled to Qatar.
- 5:01SPEAKER_03: There was a Chinese cartoonist who again had been also,
- 5:04SPEAKER_03: he was in hiding for doing anti propaganda cartoons.
- 5:08SPEAKER_03: And we were like, these guys are like freedom fighters.
- 5:10SPEAKER_03: We're just like court jesters.
- 5:11SPEAKER_03: We're silly, you know?
- 5:13SPEAKER_03: And it kind of, it made me realize, oh yeah, this is maybe why, um,
- 5:18it's it's like it perceived differently in different cultures
- 5:21is like for us we're
- 5:21kind of lucky that we're not like doing cartoons against some
- 5:24kind of dictatorial
- 5:25regime until now uh but but you know but you know it just felt
- 5:30very like a very
- 5:31different vibe you know yeah yeah yeah you know you're just
- 5:36pretty much describing
- 5:37how i felt at the lakes comics festival last fall and yeah i
- 5:41was also you know yeah
- 5:42SPEAKER_00: international comic artists from all kinds of sites and
- 5:46SPEAKER_00: It's just lovely to get together and feel that the field is so big.
- 5:51SPEAKER_03: Yeah.
- 5:52SPEAKER_03: Yeah, it is big.
- 5:53SPEAKER_03: And I didn't realize how big.
- 5:54SPEAKER_03: I went to Kendall for the first Lakes International Comic Arts Festival.
- 5:57Julie sort of put together this insane list of comic artists
- 6:02that I had obviously
- 6:03SPEAKER_03: never met or seen.
- 6:04SPEAKER_03: And again, it opened my eyes to just how massive the industry is.
- 6:09including,
- 6:09by the way,
- 6:10I mean,
- 6:12my whole world is cartoonists and cartoons and comic artists.
- 6:16SPEAKER_03: And our common friend, Alex Hallett, who I see is on the stream.
- 6:19SPEAKER_03: Hi, Alex.
- 6:22SPEAKER_03: Actually,
- 6:22she just mentioned she was offered one of those graphic novel
- 6:25adaptation jobs over
- 6:26SPEAKER_03: Christmas,
- 6:26SPEAKER_03: but the timelines were awful.
- 6:27And she said,
- 6:29I think they do it because with the help of AI,
- 6:32they don't need a writer.
- 6:34SPEAKER_03: Oh, that's interesting.
- 6:34SPEAKER_03: I didn't know that.
- 6:38SPEAKER_03: Dan McConnell said,
- 6:39SPEAKER_03: cartoon...
- 6:40SPEAKER_03: Oh,
- 6:41SPEAKER_03: yeah,
- 6:41SPEAKER_03: an adaptation of 200 pages of the United States Constitution art by Aaron
- 6:45SPEAKER_03: McConnell.
- 6:46SPEAKER_03: Wow, that'd be an interesting adaptation.
- 6:49SPEAKER_03: Our common friend Alex Hallett
- 6:52SPEAKER_03: and myself, we were talking on a previous episode of Draw Me Anything.
- 6:58SPEAKER_03: And just talking about the state of comics and comic art,
- 7:01SPEAKER_03: we both came from newspaper comic strips,
- 7:04SPEAKER_03: which are now,
- 7:05SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 7:06SPEAKER_03: almost completely defunct.
- 7:07SPEAKER_03: And just the medium and what a powerful medium it is and how...
- 7:14SPEAKER_03: it's being affected by things like AI.
- 7:17I don't know if you are noticing that because I want to kind of
- 7:20talk about your
- 7:21SPEAKER_03: book in a second,
- 7:21but I want to talk about process and how you work because
- 7:25you've had quite a
- 7:26SPEAKER_03: wide-ranging career.
- 7:28And so I want to know sort of how you're noticing the new sort
- 7:31of tools and
- 7:32SPEAKER_03: technology affecting your work.
- 7:35SPEAKER_00: Well, short answer, I don't feel that yet.
- 7:40SPEAKER_00: Yes, probably.
- 7:42SPEAKER_00: Could also be because I'm sort of in my own bubble.
- 7:44SPEAKER_00: I just don't want to see it.
- 7:47SPEAKER_00: Well,
- 7:50SPEAKER_00: I think you wrote a brilliant piece about it as well,
- 7:53that there is also a sort of counter movement that you see
- 7:59people wanting more art
- 8:01SPEAKER_00: that is dirty.
- 8:03SPEAKER_00: I think you called it dirty.
- 8:05SPEAKER_00: I love that.
- 8:07SPEAKER_00: You can see the blood, sweat, and tears.
- 8:09SPEAKER_00: You can see it's not AI.
- 8:13SPEAKER_00: Art that you can see is made by a human.
- 8:15And beyond that,
- 8:16people,
- 8:17like here on Substack,
- 8:19they want to see us,
- 8:21Jason.
- 8:22SPEAKER_00: Eight caring people want to see us.
- 8:24SPEAKER_00: They want to see that there are real people behind the art.
- 8:26SPEAKER_00: So I have hope.
- 8:28SPEAKER_00: I have hope yet.
- 8:28SPEAKER_00: And the people who are happy to illustrate their stuff with AI,
- 8:33SPEAKER_00: They were never going to give us good jobs anyway.
- 8:38SPEAKER_00: Maybe I'm too naive, but that's how I feel.
- 8:41SPEAKER_03: No,
- 8:41I ask every different artist because sometimes I wonder if I am
- 8:45sort of down the
- 8:46SPEAKER_03: rabbit hole on this stuff.
- 8:47SPEAKER_03: My chair just swooped in.
- 8:49SPEAKER_03: My dog is running around down here, by the way.
- 8:50SPEAKER_03: I don't know if you know Morris.
- 8:52SPEAKER_03: I took him out this morning.
- 8:55SPEAKER_03: Morris, go, sit.
- 8:57SPEAKER_03: He's okay.
- 8:58SPEAKER_03: He's okay.
- 8:59SPEAKER_03: This is going live with a dog.
- 9:01SPEAKER_03: Yeah,
- 9:03SPEAKER_03: I think the human element,
- 9:04SPEAKER_03: the wobble in the line,
- 9:06the way that you can see someone's personality in their line
- 9:10work instead of it
- 9:11SPEAKER_03: being sort of too perfect.
- 9:13I think there is certainly a huge cohort of people who really
- 9:16still prefer to see it.
- 9:18SPEAKER_03: and also put a face to a name like we're doing now,
- 9:21SPEAKER_03: like actual humans behind the writing and behind the art,
- 9:24SPEAKER_03: sort of seeing that we are real humans.
- 9:27SPEAKER_03: That's definitely a factor in it.
- 9:30SPEAKER_03: And as you say,
- 9:31SPEAKER_03: I think you're quite right that the people who are sort of so...
- 9:35SPEAKER_03: I don't want to say ethically compromised.
- 9:37SPEAKER_03: That's too judgmental, I think.
- 9:39SPEAKER_03: They just don't really understand the notion of like...
- 9:45what using those tools does to the remainder of the people who
- 9:49are working in that field.
- 9:50SPEAKER_03: You know,
- 9:51SPEAKER_03: it just kind of wipes out the remainder of the people who...
- 9:54SPEAKER_03: It was already difficult to make a living as an artist.
- 9:58SPEAKER_00: Yeah, you lose your jobs to start your career.
- 10:00SPEAKER_00: That's definitely true.
- 10:02SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 10:03SPEAKER_00: But yeah, I'm more... Yeah, I was just...
- 10:07trying to look away from the negative stuff and make a bridge
- 10:12to the next thing.
- 10:13SPEAKER_00: I'm a firm believer in crowdfunding.
- 10:16SPEAKER_00: And I think even as a starting artist,
- 10:19SPEAKER_00: you can start building your crowd through small crowdfunding things.
- 10:23And then you get your own people around you who are interested
- 10:27in your art,
- 10:29SPEAKER_00: in you as a person,
- 10:30SPEAKER_00: you as a struggling artist.
- 10:32SPEAKER_00: And I think that's the way forward for all of us cartoonists.
- 10:36SPEAKER_03: Yeah, I think that's right.
- 10:38SPEAKER_03: I'm glad you said that because I often wonder the 1,000 true fans model,
- 10:43SPEAKER_03: the Kevin Kelly 1,000 true fans model.
- 10:45Just like find your people and find enough of them that will
- 10:48pay for your work,
- 10:50SPEAKER_03: that show up and they like what you do.
- 10:52SPEAKER_03: Don't try and please the whole world, you know.
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: Put numbers on that for the people out there.
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: If you have 1,000 true fans and true fans, let's say that each one
- 11:02SPEAKER_00: wants to give you $100 a year for your art.
- 11:05SPEAKER_00: That's not even too much.
- 11:06SPEAKER_00: Most people can afford that.
- 11:08SPEAKER_00: So that would mean $100,000 a year.
- 11:11SPEAKER_00: You can easily live off that.
- 11:13So with a relatively small group of 1,000 people,
- 11:17you have a career,
- 11:19you have a life.
- 11:20Now,
- 11:211,000 is,
- 11:22for me,
- 11:22I think I am about 30 true fans,
- 11:27the people I can always count on to...
- 11:30SPEAKER_00: to support me at any campaign.
- 11:32SPEAKER_00: And for a campaign, I can usually ruffle up at least 100 people.
- 11:39SPEAKER_00: But even then,
- 11:40SPEAKER_00: with 100 people who are ranging from true fans to just fans to,
- 11:45SPEAKER_00: hey,
- 11:45SPEAKER_00: I just found this and it looks kind of interesting,
- 11:48you can at least pay for your projects and have a little bit of
- 11:52profit and
- 11:55SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and you can build on that.
- 11:56And let's not forget the great positive feedback you get
- 12:01through such actions and
- 12:04SPEAKER_00: the people who are saying,
- 12:05SPEAKER_00: yes,
- 12:06SPEAKER_00: I want your work.
- 12:06SPEAKER_00: Just every little,
- 12:10SPEAKER_00: every euro,
- 12:11SPEAKER_00: every dollar that they give to a campaign is sort of like,
- 12:13SPEAKER_00: oh,
- 12:13SPEAKER_00: yeah,
- 12:14SPEAKER_00: they really love me.
- 12:16SPEAKER_00: You know, seeing subscribers leaving on Substack.
- 12:20SPEAKER_00: Right.
- 12:21SPEAKER_00: There's another one unsubscribed because you posted too much.
- 12:25SPEAKER_03: Yeah.
- 12:26Well,
- 12:26I tend to celebrate the unsubscribes because it just means they
- 12:30weren't for you.
- 12:31SPEAKER_03: You're condensing down the core of your people.
- 12:34SPEAKER_03: If people flake off, that's fine.
- 12:36SPEAKER_03: They're not for you.
- 12:37SPEAKER_03: That's okay.
- 12:39Yeah,
- 12:39I turn off any notifications that talk about unsubscribe or any
- 12:42of that stuff.
- 12:43SPEAKER_03: I don't track that at all.
- 12:45SPEAKER_03: But I do want to talk to you about something you just raised,
- 12:47SPEAKER_03: which is,
- 12:48SPEAKER_03: it's a field that I don't know a lot about.
- 12:50SPEAKER_03: And...
- 12:52you really seem to know a lot about it because you've had some
- 12:54great success with it.
- 12:56SPEAKER_03: Um, and that is crowdfunding.
- 12:58In 2020,
- 13:00I spoke to,
- 13:01I did an interview for the National Cartoonist Society's Rubin
- 13:05Awards.
- 13:05SPEAKER_03: We did a virtual Rubins that year because of the pandemic.
- 13:08SPEAKER_03: So,
- 13:08SPEAKER_03: um,
- 13:09SPEAKER_03: we did like an online Zoom with Jake Parker,
- 13:12SPEAKER_03: who's the,
- 13:13SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 13:13SPEAKER_03: the founder of Inktober and several other things.
- 13:16And we talked about crowdfunding with him,
- 13:18like GoFundMe and Indiegogo and,
- 13:20um,
- 13:22SPEAKER_03: Then we had the founders of Zoop talking about their product.
- 13:25SPEAKER_03: And it was pretty new back then.
- 13:27SPEAKER_03: It was kind of a fairly new platform.
- 13:30SPEAKER_03: And I knew nothing about any of this stuff.
- 13:33SPEAKER_03: And then I saw Tom Richmond,
- 13:35SPEAKER_03: the cartoonist,
- 13:37SPEAKER_03: the sort of parody,
- 13:38SPEAKER_03: movie parody cartoonist and caricaturist from Mad Magazine.
- 13:41SPEAKER_03: He did a great book.
- 13:45SPEAKER_03: with Desmond Devlin, who's a writer for MADD.
- 13:48SPEAKER_03: And it was called Claptrap.
- 13:50SPEAKER_03: And he crowdfunded that.
- 13:52SPEAKER_03: And I thought it was really successful.
- 13:54SPEAKER_03: I thought it was really interesting to watch him.
- 13:56SPEAKER_03: He kind of explained what he was doing as he went.
- 13:58SPEAKER_03: So I was kind of learning about it.
- 14:00SPEAKER_03: But I still really... I've never crowdfunded anything.
- 14:02SPEAKER_03: But you have,
- 14:03SPEAKER_03: including your latest book,
- 14:04SPEAKER_03: which congratulations,
- 14:05SPEAKER_03: you've already hit your...
- 14:06SPEAKER_03: Within like,
- 14:06SPEAKER_03: what,
- 14:07SPEAKER_03: 24 hours?
- 14:07SPEAKER_03: It already...
- 14:09got funded it's incredible can you talk about that for a while
- 14:11because i selfishly
- 14:13i just want to learn more about it i have i really don't know
- 14:15how it works yeah
- 14:17well uh i'm both an expert and a complete noob because uh i'm
- 14:21an expert in holland
- 14:22on it uh i've done uh six crowdfundings now on the most common
- 14:27uh platform here
- 14:28which is for the kunst know all the ins and outs i know the
- 14:30people behind the the
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: platform themselves and i help a lot of
- 14:35SPEAKER_00: people out here with their own campaigns.
- 14:37SPEAKER_00: So I feel I've got that down.
- 14:39SPEAKER_00: And when I start a campaign here in Holland, I'm not nervous at all.
- 14:43SPEAKER_00: I know it will succeed one way or another.
- 14:47SPEAKER_00: I also have a very good publisher here who is very active in helping me,
- 14:52SPEAKER_00: Personalia Publishing,
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: whom I actually convinced to also get into crowdfunding.
- 14:57SPEAKER_00: So now we have a publisher,
- 14:59a comics publisher in Holland who does all of the publications
- 15:04are crowdfunded.
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: And I'm behind there pulling the strings as well.
- 15:10SPEAKER_02: That's great.
- 15:11SPEAKER_00: I'm an expert in Holland,
- 15:13SPEAKER_00: and last month I started on Zoop for my big philosophy book,
- 15:19SPEAKER_00: a big one,
- 15:20SPEAKER_00: big-ish one for $6,000,
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: which...
- 15:23has not been funded yet so i'm a bit nervous about that and
- 15:27then out of the blue
- 15:28sort of i did a just started last weekend a small kick my first
- 15:33kickstarter and
- 15:35that was for just 500 euros for a small press booklet of all
- 15:39the web comics i did
- 15:41in the past two months because i did the january thing that
- 15:44hallie bateman started
- 15:45SPEAKER_01: yeah
- 15:46yeah yeah that sort of it started spontaneously and it spoiled
- 15:51spilled over into
- 15:52february for me because there was so much going on i didn't
- 15:55want to stop in january
- 15:56and in the end i've got this 60 pages of uh diary narrative
- 16:03with a happy end as
- 16:04SPEAKER_00: well so i thought yeah i really want this as a book to hold for myself um
- 16:09And a small Kickstarter like that helps me pay the printing
- 16:15costs and then some,
- 16:16SPEAKER_00: so I have a little profit on that as well.
- 16:18Plus,
- 16:19I make my 30 true fans happy because they can contribute and
- 16:25order the book.
- 16:27SPEAKER_00: So, what was your original question?
- 16:29SPEAKER_03: Well, I kind of want to know how it works.
- 16:31I mean,
- 16:31you funded this book and within,
- 16:33well,
- 16:33funded,
- 16:34you put out this campaign for this book.
- 16:37You,
- 16:38I think you posted it and within about a day or so,
- 16:41you'd already hit your,
- 16:43your goal.
- 16:43SPEAKER_03: Is there a stretch goal?
- 16:44SPEAKER_03: Is there some extra level to this?
- 16:47SPEAKER_00: No,
- 16:47SPEAKER_00: I,
- 16:48SPEAKER_00: I,
- 16:48SPEAKER_00: um,
- 16:49SPEAKER_00: this became about very spontaneous,
- 16:51SPEAKER_00: but I've been thinking about doing a Kickstarter for three years now.
- 16:54SPEAKER_00: And I have even,
- 16:56SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 16:56SPEAKER_00: almost started one,
- 16:58SPEAKER_00: but I,
- 16:58SPEAKER_00: then I got cold feet and this was really spontaneous and it's,
- 17:03SPEAKER_00: um,
- 17:04SPEAKER_00: It's just the 500 euros.
- 17:06SPEAKER_00: I knew I was going to make that.
- 17:10And you can make a Kickstarter also bigger by offering add-ons
- 17:16and by doing stretch calls.
- 17:17And I've gone in just saying,
- 17:20you know,
- 17:21I'm going to do a very simple Kickstarter.
- 17:23SPEAKER_00: People can order the book.
- 17:25uh just just the book or the book signed or the book plus an
- 17:29interesting extra
- 17:30which i'm not going to reveal just now people in holland know
- 17:34how i do that because
- 17:35i do that extra every crowdfunding here i come up with
- 17:39something crazy extra and
- 17:42they trust me on that so so i did that i gave those three
- 17:46options and yeah it's
- 17:49SPEAKER_00: it's funded already
- 17:51SPEAKER_03: Wow.
- 17:52SPEAKER_03: That's fantastic.
- 17:53SPEAKER_03: I mean, congratulations.
- 17:54SPEAKER_03: I saw... I find your work fascinating not just because I love your style.
- 18:01SPEAKER_03: I really enjoy your style.
- 18:02SPEAKER_03: It's very accessible and very well-crafted.
- 18:05SPEAKER_03: And I know you've been working for a long time.
- 18:07You have this very clear sense of how to use the form and
- 18:14storytelling and structure.
- 18:16SPEAKER_03: It's really...
- 18:19SPEAKER_03: some of the topics are very,
- 18:20SPEAKER_03: very complicated and can get very esoteric,
- 18:22SPEAKER_03: very dense very quickly.
- 18:23SPEAKER_03: So you're able to kind of break them apart to make them more digestible.
- 18:27SPEAKER_03: Things like theology and philosophy are such dense and complex things,
- 18:33but you seem to be able to use comics to really pull them apart
- 18:37and make them more
- 18:38SPEAKER_03: accessible and understandable.
- 18:39SPEAKER_03: Do you want to talk about that for a while?
- 18:41Because you were studying theology,
- 18:42right,
- 18:43at the University of Amsterdam?
- 18:44SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 18:45SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 18:46Actually,
- 18:46when I left school,
- 18:47I first went to the film academy,
- 18:49but I flunked there.
- 18:50SPEAKER_00: It was too much technology.
- 18:53SPEAKER_00: And then I just reverted to what all of my family has done before.
- 18:58SPEAKER_00: Theology.
- 18:59Both of my parents are reverends or ministers in the Dutch
- 19:03Protestant church.
- 19:04SPEAKER_00: And my grandfather even was a professor in theology.
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: So I felt kind of safe.
- 19:10If I do that,
- 19:12I should have the right genes to actually finish it,
- 19:16which I did.
- 19:17But then by the end,
- 19:18I thought,
- 19:18no,
- 19:19I definitely don't want to become a minister.
- 19:22SPEAKER_00: I don't want to work in the church.
- 19:23SPEAKER_00: I just want to draw.
- 19:26SPEAKER_00: During my studies,
- 19:29I kind of discovered that I really wanted to do that because I
- 19:33drew a comic for the
- 19:36SPEAKER_00: paper of the faculty called The Adventures of Jesus.
- 19:42SPEAKER_03: I've read that book.
- 19:43SPEAKER_03: I mean, it's not called The Adventures of Jesus.
- 19:48SPEAKER_03: It's got a big cross on the front and everything.
- 19:49SPEAKER_03: But yeah, pretty much I've read that book.
- 19:51SPEAKER_03: Wouldn't it be great if the Bible was called The Adventures of Jesus?
- 19:55SPEAKER_03: I think more people would read it.
- 19:56SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah.
- 19:58SPEAKER_00: Although he's not in it much.
- 20:00SPEAKER_00: Theology is weird.
- 20:02Just the New Testament is the adventures of Jesus and
- 20:05everything before that is the
- 20:06SPEAKER_00: adventures of God with Israel.
- 20:09SPEAKER_03: Right, yeah.
- 20:09SPEAKER_03: I mean, Jesus is like this butch of it and then the rest of it is just...
- 20:15SPEAKER_03: I was raised...
- 20:18SPEAKER_03: My family didn't practice any particular religion,
- 20:20SPEAKER_03: but then I went to an Anglican school,
- 20:21SPEAKER_03: an Anglican high school.
- 20:23And when we did Bible study,
- 20:26I was very...
- 20:27I guess,
- 20:27you know,
- 20:28my brain is wired for like...
- 20:30I guess it's a bullshit detector because for comedy and for
- 20:32editorial cartooning
- 20:33SPEAKER_03: and for all this sort of stuff,
- 20:34SPEAKER_03: you just kind of start building these questions.
- 20:36SPEAKER_03: You like, you start interrogating things and go, wait, why is that?
- 20:39SPEAKER_03: Hang on.
- 20:39SPEAKER_03: That doesn't make any sense.
- 20:40SPEAKER_03: Like calling out inconsistencies and things like that.
- 20:43SPEAKER_03: And it becomes this kind of, my Bible studies teacher hated me.
- 20:46SPEAKER_03: Mrs. Lee was just like, can you stop asking questions?
- 20:48Because I just,
- 20:51and I would like draw pictures about what we were learning
- 20:53about.
- 20:54SPEAKER_03: And, um,
- 20:56SPEAKER_03: I guess my experience with it was that I,
- 20:59SPEAKER_03: as excited as I was to kind of just learn so many things,
- 21:03SPEAKER_03: I'm like,
- 21:03SPEAKER_03: oh,
- 21:04SPEAKER_03: wow,
- 21:04SPEAKER_03: I didn't know anything about any of these stories.
- 21:07SPEAKER_03: As excited as I was to learn, I was also just as ready to...
- 21:14SPEAKER_03: ask,
- 21:14SPEAKER_03: like try to pick it apart,
- 21:16SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 21:16reverse engineer it and pick it to pieces and figure out the
- 21:19bones of it and go,
- 21:19SPEAKER_03: okay,
- 21:20SPEAKER_03: so why?
- 21:21SPEAKER_03: Where did this come from?
- 21:22And then going all the way back to the Dead Sea Scrolls and
- 21:24bits that were written
- 21:25SPEAKER_03: in Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek.
- 21:27SPEAKER_03: There was some written in Greek and just like translations.
- 21:31SPEAKER_00: That's why theology is so interesting because the stuff that,
- 21:35SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 21:35most people who are in churches won't let you do is stop asking
- 21:38questions.
- 21:39in theology you get to delve into that and they had these big
- 21:43charts showing like
- 21:45okay this piece of new testament it was uh uh yeah appears in
- 21:51all these different
- 21:52books and we can deduce that it must have been another uh
- 21:55source for it which is
- 21:56gone lost the the source q and uh it all together like this on
- 22:01this and this in
- 22:01SPEAKER_00: this timeline and i was like
- 22:04You know,
- 22:05this is man's work,
- 22:07putting together a book of 66 books,
- 22:10basically.
- 22:11And theology acknowledges that,
- 22:13so I don't understand why Christians are so squeamish about it.
- 22:18SPEAKER_00: Because for me, it makes it just all the more interesting.
- 22:21SPEAKER_00: It's history, it's poetry, everything, yeah.
- 22:26SPEAKER_03: Yeah,
- 22:27SPEAKER_03: it's a fascinating thing to illustrate,
- 22:28SPEAKER_03: I guess,
- 22:28SPEAKER_03: as well,
- 22:29SPEAKER_03: because you're really drawn to the material.
- 22:31SPEAKER_03: You understand it,
- 22:32SPEAKER_03: you are fascinated by it,
- 22:34SPEAKER_03: and you can tell that you have a passion for it the way that you work.
- 22:40SPEAKER_03: By the way,
- 22:40SPEAKER_03: anyone,
- 22:40SPEAKER_03: we've got a lot more people here now,
- 22:42SPEAKER_03: anyone who didn't tune in at the very beginning,
- 22:44SPEAKER_03: this is Magritte Dehir.
- 22:47She is a comic artist from the Netherlands,
- 22:50and we're talking today,
- 22:52she's in
- 22:53northern germany right now i'm in new york city uh if anyone
- 22:56hasn't yet there's a
- 22:57subscribe button just up the top here uh if you hit that orange
- 23:01subscribe button
- 23:01you can get her Substack uh you can subscribe to her Substack and
- 23:05uh she does
- 23:06fantastic work and shares her comics some exclusive stuff that
- 23:09she doesn't share
- 23:10anywhere else but also these fantastic comics about philosophy
- 23:13and and all kinds of
- 23:14SPEAKER_03: things um before we move on and by the way anyone who is new here uh
- 23:19SPEAKER_03: Anyone who's been here before would know that at about halfway through,
- 23:23SPEAKER_03: we flip the camera and draw and take your request.
- 23:26SPEAKER_03: So in the comments section,
- 23:30let us know if you want us to draw anything in particular and
- 23:33we can have a go at
- 23:34SPEAKER_03: sketching.
- 23:34SPEAKER_03: That's the draw me anything part of it.
- 23:36I do want to go back just slightly about your latest book
- 23:42because I noticed...
- 23:45something happened that I had heard about on the Comic Lab
- 23:48podcast with Brad Geiger
- 23:51SPEAKER_03: and Dave Kellett,
- 23:52SPEAKER_03: which was kind of a scam,
- 23:54SPEAKER_03: I guess.
- 23:54SPEAKER_03: It was like a spammy, scammy thing.
- 23:58SPEAKER_03: Do you want to kind of explain?
- 23:59SPEAKER_03: Because I don't think a lot of people know about these.
- 24:00SPEAKER_03: There's some people who are new,
- 24:03SPEAKER_03: myself included,
- 24:04SPEAKER_03: new to crowdfunding and don't quite understand the mechanics of it,
- 24:06but also don't know how these scams work with crowdfunding as
- 24:10soon as you list a
- 24:11SPEAKER_03: campaign.
- 24:11SPEAKER_03: Do you want to talk about that a little bit?
- 24:13Yeah,
- 24:14it's in the subject that I wrote yesterday for if people want
- 24:17to look it up.
- 24:18SPEAKER_00: It's called News, News, News.
- 24:20And it's something I just found out this week when I,
- 24:23for the first time,
- 24:23started a Kickstarter.
- 24:24SPEAKER_00: Because this has never happened before to me in a calm...
- 24:29SPEAKER_00: rural Holland,
- 24:31SPEAKER_00: that as soon as I launched my campaign there,
- 24:35SPEAKER_00: there was someone contributing to it,
- 24:39SPEAKER_00: even before I put it out to the world,
- 24:41SPEAKER_00: at the highest tier.
- 24:42And then I was sent a message saying,
- 24:45oh,
- 24:45your work is so innovative and interesting.
- 24:48And please contact me by emailing back at me because I'm not
- 24:52too much on the
- 24:53SPEAKER_00: Kickstarter platform.
- 24:55SPEAKER_00: And this I have heard about from Brad and Dave.
- 24:59It's the equivalent of being lured away from the busy high
- 25:03street into a dark alley.
- 25:05SPEAKER_00: No, we can have a more private talk over here.
- 25:08SPEAKER_00: I don't know what they do then and what they promise,
- 25:11but eventually you have to pay something and then you're never
- 25:15going to get it
- 25:16SPEAKER_00: back.
- 25:16SPEAKER_00: And
- 25:17SPEAKER_00: I didn't, um, respond.
- 25:19SPEAKER_00: So the next day, this, uh, backer, uh, withdrew the pledge.
- 25:25SPEAKER_00: That's the thing with Kickstarter.
- 25:26SPEAKER_00: You, you, it's just a pledge.
- 25:27You say,
- 25:28yes,
- 25:28I,
- 25:29I am,
- 25:30I do want to contribute,
- 25:31but the money is only gathered up at the end.
- 25:35SPEAKER_00: While in Holland,
- 25:36SPEAKER_00: when you contribute to a campaign,
- 25:38SPEAKER_00: you actually pay the money on,
- 25:40SPEAKER_00: on,
- 25:40SPEAKER_00: at the moment that you contribute.
- 25:42SPEAKER_00: So that's, in, in that sense, you're, you're sort of like, it's, um,
- 25:47SPEAKER_00: you're protected from that kind of scam.
- 25:50And then I got another mail supposedly from the Kickstarter
- 25:54support group saying,
- 25:55SPEAKER_00: oh,
- 25:55your campaign is so great and we have all kinds of ideas to
- 25:58make it greater.
- 25:59SPEAKER_00: But I could see that the email address was kickstarter at gmail.com.
- 26:05SPEAKER_00: Always look at the... Kickstarter would never have a Gmail address.
- 26:09SPEAKER_00: They would have something from kickstarter.com.
- 26:12SPEAKER_00: So forget that one.
- 26:14SPEAKER_00: But that seemed pretty harmless as well.
- 26:16SPEAKER_00: But then I got another one.
- 26:18SPEAKER_00: And this one mentioned me by name.
- 26:21SPEAKER_00: It said, Mr. Margrethe here.
- 26:23SPEAKER_00: And it had the name of my campaign in the subject, build and play.
- 26:28SPEAKER_00: And it said, it's an urgent message.
- 26:29SPEAKER_00: And it was from notification bot at Kickstarter.
- 26:34SPEAKER_00: at notifications at kickstarter.com looked really, really genuine.
- 26:38SPEAKER_00: And there were no spelling mistakes in there.
- 26:42SPEAKER_00: And it started with this whole blog saying like,
- 26:46SPEAKER_00: we at Kickstarter would never scam you and we are protecting you.
- 26:50SPEAKER_00: And it was by the safety and protection team or something like that.
- 26:54And I knew it was a scam,
- 26:56but I was looking for the clues to see why is it a scam?
- 27:00SPEAKER_00: And I couldn't find them.
- 27:02SPEAKER_00: The mail is very,
- 27:03SPEAKER_00: very sneaky and it's very urgent because it says,
- 27:06we're suspending your account and no one can see your campaign
- 27:09right now because we
- 27:10SPEAKER_00: have a problem with processing money.
- 27:13SPEAKER_00: So here's a link, go there and you can make it right.
- 27:16SPEAKER_00: Don't go to that link.
- 27:18SPEAKER_00: Don't go to the link at all, of course.
- 27:20SPEAKER_00: And I found out because I typed in notification bot,
- 27:24SPEAKER_00: Kickstarter scam,
- 27:25and I found several Facebook posts by people who had
- 27:29Kickstarter campaigns as
- 27:31SPEAKER_00: recent as January warning about this.
- 27:34SPEAKER_03: Wow.
- 27:35SPEAKER_03: Okay.
- 27:35SPEAKER_03: So it's relatively new?
- 27:36SPEAKER_00: I think so, yeah.
- 27:39SPEAKER_00: And they called it a pretty sophisticated scam as well.
- 27:42So I thought,
- 27:42you know,
- 27:43this needs to go out into the world soon before people fall for
- 27:46it.
- 27:47SPEAKER_03: Yeah, absolutely.
- 27:48SPEAKER_03: Thank you for letting us know about it.
- 27:49SPEAKER_03: Because I had actually,
- 27:50SPEAKER_03: I mean,
- 27:51SPEAKER_03: I had heard Brad and Dave talk about it and I didn't really know,
- 27:56SPEAKER_03: again,
- 27:56SPEAKER_03: because I'm not sure of the mechanics of how that works.
- 27:59SPEAKER_03: I didn't know that they kind of hold the money,
- 28:02SPEAKER_03: where you are,
- 28:02SPEAKER_03: they hold it kind of what,
- 28:03SPEAKER_03: like in escrow almost,
- 28:04SPEAKER_03: like they kind of hold it for you before...
- 28:07SPEAKER_03: Whereas it's just a pledge here.
- 28:09It's just like the money doesn't come out of your credit card
- 28:11until it gets funded.
- 28:13And so I guess that is a perfect setting for some scams where
- 28:18they do put money in
- 28:21SPEAKER_03: as a way to kind of get you on the hook.
- 28:25SPEAKER_00: That's fascinating.
- 28:27Brad had something about someone said,
- 28:29well,
- 28:29I want to order $2,000 worth of stuff from you.
- 28:33SPEAKER_00: But we need to hash it out in this communication.
- 28:37SPEAKER_00: And the stupid thing is then the 2,000 is visible on the campaign.
- 28:44SPEAKER_00: So it looks like you have this whole bunch of money.
- 28:47But Dave at that point knew already,
- 28:50yeah,
- 28:50this money is going to disappear.
- 28:52So you have to keep that in mind that even though you're at a
- 28:55certain level on the
- 28:56SPEAKER_00: campaign,
- 28:57SPEAKER_00: that's not going to be the end result.
- 29:00SPEAKER_00: The result is going to be less than that.
- 29:02SPEAKER_01: Right, okay.
- 29:03SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I was warned about this, but yeah.
- 29:04SPEAKER_00: Yeah, very different.
- 29:14SPEAKER_03: That's really important.
- 29:14SPEAKER_03: Yeah.
- 29:15SPEAKER_03: I mean, I'm going to post up a replay of this probably tomorrow.
- 29:19And I'm going to write that up for people because I think
- 29:21that's a really important
- 29:23SPEAKER_03: thing for people to know about the mechanics of these scams.
- 29:26SPEAKER_03: Because there are so many.
- 29:27SPEAKER_03: I don't know.
- 29:28I mean,
- 29:28across all of these different things,
- 29:30I don't know if you've received the scam.
- 29:31A lot of cartoonists,
- 29:33we kind of share with each other,
- 29:35especially here in the States,
- 29:39SPEAKER_03: on like group chats and emails about, hey, did you get this one?
- 29:42SPEAKER_03: Did you get this one?
- 29:43SPEAKER_03: Is this one a scam?
- 29:44SPEAKER_03: This one looks too good to be true.
- 29:45It's usually someone saying,
- 29:46hey,
- 29:46I want to buy an original piece of artwork.
- 29:48SPEAKER_03: I found this on your store.
- 29:49SPEAKER_03: I want to buy this, this, and this.
- 29:50SPEAKER_03: And they,
- 29:51SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 29:51SPEAKER_03: quote some ridiculous amount of money,
- 29:53SPEAKER_03: but it's...
- 29:53SPEAKER_00: Make it up front or at least half up front or something like that.
- 29:57SPEAKER_00: A cartoon is certainly hesitant about asking for money, but you have to.
- 30:01SPEAKER_03: You have to, I know.
- 30:03And it's a tough lesson to learn because by just doing spec
- 30:07work or just like work
- 30:08SPEAKER_03: before getting a deposit or anything,
- 30:11SPEAKER_03: it's such a...
- 30:13SPEAKER_03: I don't know.
- 30:14As you say,
- 30:14cartoonists sometimes just feel apologetic for asking for money
- 30:19for their work.
- 30:20SPEAKER_03: Like your dentist doesn't feel sheepish about that.
- 30:22SPEAKER_03: Why should you?
- 30:23SPEAKER_03: You're an expert.
- 30:24SPEAKER_03: Why would you feel sheepish about asking someone to pay you for your job?
- 30:27SPEAKER_00: Because we have fun doing what we do, Jason.
- 30:30SPEAKER_00: That's the crime.
- 30:31SPEAKER_00: So why not give it away for free?
- 30:35SPEAKER_03: What a crime.
- 30:38There's another one that I noticed,
- 30:39another scam that artists are getting.
- 30:42SPEAKER_03: It's sort of,
- 30:44SPEAKER_03: it's usually,
- 30:45it's like a conference organizer or something and they usually
- 30:47lead with something
- 30:48SPEAKER_03: about I'm deaf or I have some kind of medical disability,
- 30:51SPEAKER_03: some kind of disability.
- 30:54And then they talk about wanting to pay to have your work used
- 30:59in some kind of
- 31:01I don't know,
- 31:02convention or...
- 31:03And it's like a variation on a theme,
- 31:05each one of these scams.
- 31:06And often what it is is they pay...
- 31:09They can only pay you in like a...
- 31:10What do you call it?
- 31:11SPEAKER_03: Not a traveler's check, but like a money order or something like that.
- 31:14SPEAKER_03: And then they...
- 31:16get you to send them the difference because they send you too
- 31:19much money they send
- 31:20you too much and then they ask you to send them the difference
- 31:23or something like
- 31:24that and it's just very scammy and spammy and weird but um a
- 31:28lot of people fall for
- 31:29it unfortunately even like veteran cartoonists i've seen
- 31:32unfortunately just fell
- 31:33for it because they were like oh yeah well this just seems like
- 31:35a thing you know
- 31:36they're like why would anyone do this this seems very mean to
- 31:38do if this is the
- 31:39SPEAKER_03: scam but they do it
- 31:40SPEAKER_03: And artists are not impervious from scams.
- 31:44SPEAKER_03: Every kind of industry has their scam artists.
- 31:48SPEAKER_03: I want to flip the phones and start sketching with you,
- 31:52but not without noticing what an incredible room you have
- 31:56behind you and the light
- 31:58SPEAKER_03: that you have there.
- 31:58SPEAKER_03: This is ridiculous.
- 32:00SPEAKER_03: I'm so jealous.
- 32:01SPEAKER_03: This is after a renovation you did, right?
- 32:04SPEAKER_00: And I just closed the curtain.
- 32:06SPEAKER_00: Yeah, this is just over a month ago.
- 32:11SPEAKER_00: A solid wall behind me here.
- 32:16SPEAKER_00: You can see it here.
- 32:18SPEAKER_00: And it was two rooms and they were dingy and dirty and smelling.
- 32:25SPEAKER_00: And we broke it open and this room behind me was on the north side.
- 32:28SPEAKER_00: So it hardly ever saw any sun.
- 32:30SPEAKER_00: And now you can see the sun streaming in.
- 32:32And I,
- 32:33well,
- 32:33as it was,
- 32:34January and February Diary,
- 32:36I comic journaled about it.
- 32:38SPEAKER_00: So if people want to read that, it's all on my sub stack.
- 32:42SPEAKER_00: And if you want the book, go to Kickstarter.
- 32:44SPEAKER_00: Go to Kickstarter and get that book.
- 32:46SPEAKER_00: Even scammers can get the book if they pay.
- 32:49SPEAKER_03: If they pay, yeah.
- 32:52I want to talk a little bit more about the book and about your
- 32:54process of doing the
- 32:55book because I want to talk about something I can't stop
- 32:58talking about with other
- 32:59SPEAKER_03: cartoonists.
- 33:00And it's not that I think that tools are some kind of magical
- 33:03thing that make you draw well.
- 33:04SPEAKER_03: I know it's the artist, it's whoever's holding the tool.
- 33:07But I am always so fascinated by,
- 33:09especially internationally,
- 33:11who is using what?
- 33:12SPEAKER_03: So you have what looks like, is that a mechanical pencil?
- 33:15SPEAKER_03: What is that?
- 33:15SPEAKER_03: No, no, that's a dip pen.
- 33:17SPEAKER_03: With a... What nib is that?
- 33:19SPEAKER_03: I'm trying to see it.
- 33:21SPEAKER_03: What is it?
- 33:22SPEAKER_03: That's not a Hunt, is it?
- 33:23SPEAKER_03: That's not a... No, it's a... Cloakwell?
- 33:28SPEAKER_03: No, is it a Hunt 102?
- 33:30SPEAKER_00: I've got no idea.
- 33:31SPEAKER_03: But it's a dip pen.
- 33:34SPEAKER_03: It's a dip pen.
- 33:35SPEAKER_00: Dip pen, yeah.
- 33:36SPEAKER_00: We call it an on-call.
- 33:37SPEAKER_03: I love dip pens.
- 33:38Yeah,
- 33:38with this kind of...
- 33:40But I'm actually cheating a little bit,
- 33:42Jason,
- 33:43because I've put
- 33:45I put this in here because I know that you're very much into
- 33:48the analog tools,
- 33:49SPEAKER_00: and I'm much more into digital nowadays.
- 33:51SPEAKER_00: But this is how I started out.
- 33:52SPEAKER_00: My first comics were made with these,
- 33:54SPEAKER_00: and I loved this pen for a long,
- 33:57SPEAKER_00: long time,
- 33:58SPEAKER_00: but it became a little bit impractical.
- 34:01I love just making my comics in bed,
- 34:04and it becomes dangerous after a while.
- 34:07SPEAKER_03: Having an inkpot in bed is a bit of a hazard.
- 34:12SPEAKER_03: Yeah, that's true.
- 34:13SPEAKER_03: By the way, I have something from you on my wall.
- 34:15SPEAKER_03: I have this above my drawing board.
- 34:16SPEAKER_03: I kept it.
- 34:23SPEAKER_03: You sent this to me, I think, in 2024.
- 34:26SPEAKER_03: Yes, I have.
- 34:28SPEAKER_01: With the love book.
- 34:30SPEAKER_03: Yes, that's right.
- 34:31SPEAKER_03: Which is great, by the way.
- 34:33SPEAKER_03: I'm sure I emailed you about it, but I really enjoyed that.
- 34:36SPEAKER_03: You did a book.
- 34:37Do you want to explain what that book was to people who may not
- 34:40know what it is?
- 34:41SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's the fifth book in my series called Discoveries in Comics.
- 34:45SPEAKER_00: And that's an educational series.
- 34:48SPEAKER_00: And it starts with philosophy, which is crowdfunding now on Zoop.
- 34:52I must not forget that because that's the one that's in danger
- 34:55of failing.
- 34:56SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 34:57SPEAKER_00: So Zoop, philosophy.
- 34:59SPEAKER_00: But that whole series ended with a book on love.
- 35:03SPEAKER_00: Right.
- 35:04SPEAKER_00: Yeah,
- 35:05SPEAKER_00: with the idea of gathering educational tidbits about love,
- 35:10SPEAKER_00: for instance,
- 35:12SPEAKER_00: how to get over a broken heart in Kansas.
- 35:17SPEAKER_00: And the timeline of the history of marriage,
- 35:21SPEAKER_00: from what marriage meant through all the ages and stuff like that.
- 35:26SPEAKER_00: So I love doing timelines, historical timelines.
- 35:29SPEAKER_00: And weaving through that is my own love life story.
- 35:36which was interesting and which ended or is still going on with
- 35:41my husband,
- 35:42SPEAKER_00: Jiri,
- 35:42SPEAKER_00: who is also in the chat somewhere,
- 35:44SPEAKER_00: I'm sure.
- 35:44SPEAKER_03: He's a comic artist as well, isn't he?
- 35:46SPEAKER_00: He does your color as well.
- 35:48SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 35:49I can actually also,
- 35:50I can really advise that to people,
- 35:53to you,
- 35:54Jason,
- 35:55marry a comic artist.
- 35:56SPEAKER_00: It helps.
- 35:57SPEAKER_00: Counts of luck against imposter syndrome and against,
- 36:01SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 36:02SPEAKER_00: thinking that your art is shitty.
- 36:03You always have someone there steering you on and who
- 36:06understands what you're going through.
- 36:08SPEAKER_03: Well, I find that interesting.
- 36:10SPEAKER_03: I've always had this rule.
- 36:13SPEAKER_03: I say a rule.
- 36:15SPEAKER_03: I never date a comedian.
- 36:17SPEAKER_03: I'm a comedian,
- 36:20and there are very good reasons to not date anyone within your
- 36:26professional circles
- 36:28SPEAKER_03: and people who do what you do.
- 36:31SPEAKER_03: That said, I did date a comic, and then I ended up marrying her.
- 36:35SPEAKER_03: So that...
- 36:36SPEAKER_03: I mean, that worked out for a while until it didn't.
- 36:39SPEAKER_03: And then, yeah, it's just like I keep breaking.
- 36:44SPEAKER_03: I've broken that rule now twice.
- 36:45SPEAKER_03: So I've never dated a cartoonist, never dated an illustrator.
- 36:49SPEAKER_03: And I don't think I could.
- 36:52SPEAKER_03: I mean, I...
- 36:54SPEAKER_03: I know what you mean about it,
- 36:55SPEAKER_03: sort of having,
- 36:57SPEAKER_03: I guess,
- 36:57a real cheerleader when you're having your imposter syndrome or
- 37:03feeling down.
- 37:04SPEAKER_03: I think that's a very important and interesting thing.
- 37:10SPEAKER_03: I wonder, because you've been together for a while, right?
- 37:12I mean,
- 37:12when you moved in together,
- 37:16and you said you have stepkids as well?
- 37:19SPEAKER_00: Yeah, from a previous relationship.
- 37:21SPEAKER_03: Right, right.
- 37:23SPEAKER_03: And it's an interesting...
- 37:25SPEAKER_03: I don't know,
- 37:26I was sort of reading that and I found that very interesting
- 37:29that you work with,
- 37:31SPEAKER_03: not only with your husband,
- 37:32SPEAKER_03: but he does your coloring.
- 37:35SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah.
- 37:36SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's also...
- 37:38SPEAKER_00: A very good perk.
- 37:45SPEAKER_03: Right.
- 37:46SPEAKER_03: So in the chat,
- 37:47SPEAKER_03: everyone,
- 37:47SPEAKER_03: everyone who's watching,
- 37:50SPEAKER_03: we've got,
- 37:51SPEAKER_03: make sure you put your requests in the chat.
- 37:53SPEAKER_03: We've got one from Inge Matz.
- 37:54SPEAKER_03: Is it Matz?
- 37:55SPEAKER_03: M-A-T-Z.
- 37:55SPEAKER_01: Hello, Inge.
- 37:57SPEAKER_01: An elephant in love.
- 37:59SPEAKER_03: An elephant in love.
- 38:01SPEAKER_03: Oh, we've got Adam Ming joining us, the previous guest, Adam Ming.
- 38:07SPEAKER_03: He's great.
- 38:08SPEAKER_03: His Substack is excellent.
- 38:09I don't know if you read,
- 38:10he's got several,
- 38:10but he has an excellent sub stack.
- 38:12SPEAKER_03: Any illustrators or artists, subscribe to Adam Ming.
- 38:15um you're using the dip pen and ink i think i'll do the same
- 38:20i'll do the same i've
- 38:21got i'm using higgins waterproof ink and i'm going to use a my
- 38:26trusty old hunt 101
- 38:28imperial dip pen um look at something about spring lj anderson
- 38:34said all right what
- 38:35SPEAKER_03: about an elephant in love in spring
- 38:39SPEAKER_03: Okay, I can work with that.
- 38:41SPEAKER_03: I can work with those parameters.
- 38:44SPEAKER_03: So, Magritte, I wanted to get back to you.
- 38:46You were talking about philosophy and you were talking about
- 38:48theology and the fact
- 38:50SPEAKER_03: that your entire family,
- 38:53SPEAKER_03: it seems,
- 38:54SPEAKER_03: are all somehow sort of tied up in this,
- 38:57SPEAKER_03: I don't want to say field,
- 38:58SPEAKER_03: but in this field of,
- 39:00SPEAKER_03: well,
- 39:00SPEAKER_03: in this...
- 39:03SPEAKER_03: I don't know, what would you call it?
- 39:04SPEAKER_03: I mean... Yeah, it's a field.
- 39:05SPEAKER_03: I guess it's a field, yeah.
- 39:07SPEAKER_03: I...
- 39:10I'm fascinated by it because it's so alien to me as far as
- 39:14family members being in that field.
- 39:18SPEAKER_03: So that influenced your work and it influenced your,
- 39:24SPEAKER_03: I guess,
- 39:25because it's your area of expertise and it's something you
- 39:27really know about.
- 39:28I think you are obviously uniquely placed to write about it
- 39:34with some authority.
- 39:36SPEAKER_03: Do you know of anyone else who's really doing that at that level?
- 39:42SPEAKER_00: In comics?
- 39:43SPEAKER_03: Yeah, in comics.
- 39:46SPEAKER_00: No.
- 39:48SPEAKER_00: Simply.
- 39:48SPEAKER_00: So you really have cards carved out in nature?
- 39:53SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I guess so.
- 39:55The book on theology that I did was also half a fact on the
- 40:02five big religions,
- 40:04Islam,
- 40:05christianity judaism hinduism and buddhism and the other half
- 40:10was my personal uh
- 40:12SPEAKER_00: experiences um going through um yeah finding out who you are yourself um
- 40:21spiritually and i i was raised uh in protestant church but i i
- 40:27i really yeah
- 40:29SPEAKER_00: buddhism blew my mind and and and opened my mind and uh
- 40:34SPEAKER_00: Meditation really gave me a handle.
- 40:37SPEAKER_00: You meditate as well, I remember.
- 40:40SPEAKER_03: Yeah, since November of 2013, I started meditating.
- 40:45SPEAKER_00: It doesn't have to be affiliated with any sort of religion.
- 40:51SPEAKER_00: But the practice of meditation, it's at the core of every...
- 40:57SPEAKER_00: every religion as well,
- 40:58SPEAKER_00: I think,
- 40:59SPEAKER_00: the mysticism,
- 41:00SPEAKER_00: and that's,
- 41:01SPEAKER_00: yeah,
- 41:02SPEAKER_00: you know what it does for your mind.
- 41:06SPEAKER_03: Yeah, I mean...
- 41:08SPEAKER_03: I always found that interesting.
- 41:09SPEAKER_03: You write about this as well,
- 41:11but I've always sort of found it interesting that there is a
- 41:15level of mindfulness
- 41:16and meditation in a lot of things and also in the notion of
- 41:20prayer and the rituals
- 41:23SPEAKER_03: in different religions.
- 41:25SPEAKER_03: I...
- 41:29kind of study it i you know everything from um you know um
- 41:34vipassana you know
- 41:35traditional sort of vipassana mindfulness meditation but also
- 41:38um meta as well you
- 41:40know sort of loving kindness meditation and and there are a lot
- 41:43of correlations
- 41:44SPEAKER_03: with different religions of sort of rituals and things um
- 41:49And it is interesting just sort of looking across the ages and
- 41:53across the different
- 41:54SPEAKER_03: religions and studying different theologies,
- 41:57SPEAKER_03: everything from,
- 41:58SPEAKER_03: as you say,
- 41:59SPEAKER_03: like Islam to Judaism and Christianity and Jainism and Buddhism.
- 42:04SPEAKER_03: And it is...
- 42:06I think there's something very human about wanting to
- 42:12understand the mind,
- 42:14SPEAKER_03: not necessarily control the mind,
- 42:15but be able to come to a quiet accommodation with the fact that
- 42:19you do not
- 42:20SPEAKER_03: necessarily control the thoughts you have.
- 42:22SPEAKER_03: You have control over...
- 42:25SPEAKER_03: how you react or identify with thoughts and feelings,
- 42:28but you don't necessarily control what thoughts come into your
- 42:31head at any given
- 42:33SPEAKER_03: time.
- 42:34And I think it's such a valuable skill to have because you can
- 42:37be hijacked by your
- 42:39SPEAKER_03: thoughts and your mind on any given day,
- 42:41SPEAKER_03: depending on any number of factors.
- 42:45SPEAKER_03: And it genuinely changed my life when I learned to try and meditate.
- 42:48SPEAKER_03: And it's an ongoing thing.
- 42:50SPEAKER_03: I still am learning.
- 42:51SPEAKER_03: I find myself to be a student of meditation rather than any kind of
- 42:55SPEAKER_03: you know, I'm just a practitioner.
- 42:57SPEAKER_03: I really think it's a fascinating thing.
- 42:59SPEAKER_03: Can you talk about it a little bit?
- 43:01SPEAKER_03: You know way more about it than I do.
- 43:03SPEAKER_00: Well, I'm not sure if that's true.
- 43:06SPEAKER_00: But I got into it because I met a tantric Buddhist master,
- 43:12SPEAKER_00: and then I got taught by his students.
- 43:15SPEAKER_00: And yeah, for me, it was like,
- 43:18SPEAKER_00: Well,
- 43:19SPEAKER_00: mind-blowing that you can,
- 43:20SPEAKER_00: in that way,
- 43:21SPEAKER_00: yeah,
- 43:22SPEAKER_00: just get a grip on your mind as well,
- 43:24SPEAKER_00: you know.
- 43:25But then I got caught up in actually the spiritual side of
- 43:30things because there's
- 43:31SPEAKER_00: this feeling,
- 43:32SPEAKER_00: and maybe that's a Western way of interpreting life,
- 43:37SPEAKER_00: that,
- 43:37SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 43:38SPEAKER_00: you've got to get somewhere.
- 43:40SPEAKER_00: You've got to reach the goal.
- 43:43SPEAKER_00: Arrive.
- 43:44Yeah,
- 43:44you got to arrive,
- 43:45you got to put in the work and then reap the rewards.
- 43:50And the goal of meditation is to just be in the moment and to
- 43:58be fully there.
- 44:00SPEAKER_00: I had this idea, no, no, now I can't wait until I reach enlightenment.
- 44:06SPEAKER_00: When will that happen?
- 44:08SPEAKER_00: I've got to try harder.
- 44:10SPEAKER_00: So that's a pitfall of the whole meditation journey.
- 44:13SPEAKER_00: But it's a fun pitfall and it's a common pitfall.
- 44:16And yeah,
- 44:18so I guess you came in completely from the secular side,
- 44:22didn't you?
- 44:23SPEAKER_03: Well,
- 44:24SPEAKER_03: actually,
- 44:24SPEAKER_03: when I initially learned,
- 44:26SPEAKER_03: I learned TM,
- 44:27SPEAKER_03: Transcendental Meditation,
- 44:28which I stopped doing because I didn't like the religious culty
- 44:32aspects of it.
- 44:33SPEAKER_03: I found that part of it to be a little... I don't know.
- 44:37Like I said,
- 44:37my bullshit detector is too finely tuned to adhere to things.
- 44:43SPEAKER_03: Although having a mantra did help.
- 44:45SPEAKER_03: Having a mantra-based meditation did help for my ridiculous monkey mind.
- 44:50SPEAKER_03: That said, I...
- 44:52I find it fascinating that different people take different
- 44:55things from meditation.
- 44:56SPEAKER_03: I think there's a there's a tendency,
- 44:58SPEAKER_03: as you say,
- 44:58SPEAKER_03: especially in Western culture,
- 45:00SPEAKER_03: to sort of arrive for there to be a goal.
- 45:03SPEAKER_03: And it should like start here and then arrive here.
- 45:05SPEAKER_03: And it's like, all right, I've done it.
- 45:06SPEAKER_03: I'm enlightened.
- 45:07SPEAKER_03: I've arrived here.
- 45:08SPEAKER_00: I'm there.
- 45:10SPEAKER_00: I'm better than you.
- 45:11SPEAKER_03: There is no arriving.
- 45:13SPEAKER_03: I mean, it's just being.
- 45:14SPEAKER_03: It's just existing.
- 45:15SPEAKER_03: And it's so much harder than it sounds.
- 45:18SPEAKER_03: It's such a difficult thing to do,
- 45:21SPEAKER_03: especially when our attention has been hijacked every day,
- 45:25when our nervous systems are ramped up to 11 because of our
- 45:28fight or flight,
- 45:29SPEAKER_03: because of things like social media and the news.
- 45:32SPEAKER_03: It's so hard to just rally enough,
- 45:37SPEAKER_03: even confidence to think that you can do it,
- 45:40SPEAKER_03: let alone actually in earnest trying to meditate,
- 45:45SPEAKER_03: to figure out how to understand your mind.
- 45:49I found a really interesting hack in the last year,
- 45:53and I should read up at some point.
- 45:56SPEAKER_00: I got into it from a therapeutic kind of angle, which is with...
- 46:07SPEAKER_00: I want to say rapid eye movement, but that's not what it's called.
- 46:10SPEAKER_00: But it has to do with moving your eyes.
- 46:12SPEAKER_00: You know,
- 46:13when you have a therapist sitting in front of you and then
- 46:16waving their finger back
- 46:17SPEAKER_00: and forth,
- 46:18SPEAKER_00: and then you go through a traumatic experience.
- 46:20That idea,
- 46:21and I wanted to do that with a therapist,
- 46:24but couldn't find one.
- 46:24SPEAKER_00: And then I just lay on my bed at night and I started just,
- 46:29SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 46:30SPEAKER_00: with my eyes closed,
- 46:32SPEAKER_00: rolling my eyeballs from right to left.
- 46:35SPEAKER_01: Okay.
- 46:36SPEAKER_00: and going over the events in my head that I was having trouble with.
- 46:41SPEAKER_00: And immediate effect.
- 46:43SPEAKER_00: It's like because you're doing something with your muscles,
- 46:52SPEAKER_00: between your brain and your body.
- 46:54SPEAKER_00: And it's sort of like,
- 46:55SPEAKER_00: it disconnects the energy going from any thought,
- 47:01SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 47:01SPEAKER_00: happy energy,
- 47:02SPEAKER_00: but in this case,
- 47:03SPEAKER_00: just not happy energy,
- 47:05SPEAKER_00: to go down into your body and making you tense up.
- 47:10SPEAKER_00: Because your energy is going to moving your eyeballs,
- 47:15SPEAKER_00: simply just moving your eyeballs,
- 47:17SPEAKER_00: it takes up enough energy that...
- 47:21SPEAKER_00: you're not expanding that energy into making the terrible thoughts worse,
- 47:28SPEAKER_00: which makes it easy to just look at them the way they are.
- 47:32SPEAKER_00: Objectively.
- 47:33SPEAKER_00: Yeah,
- 47:34SPEAKER_00: what we do in meditation,
- 47:35SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 47:36you try to just detach yourself from all the stuff that the
- 47:44thoughts do to you.
- 47:46SPEAKER_00: So, yeah, I don't know.
- 47:48SPEAKER_00: I'm sure that everyone's brain works differently, but this works.
- 47:51SPEAKER_00: It's a miracle thing for my brain.
- 47:53It's just,
- 47:54you know,
- 47:55just move your eyeballs from right to left or do it for just a
- 47:59minute.
- 47:59SPEAKER_00: Count it out.
- 48:01SPEAKER_00: And I personally feel my body relax immediately.
- 48:05SPEAKER_00: Wow.
- 48:07SPEAKER_03: That is an interesting one.
- 48:08SPEAKER_03: And the neurology of it.
- 48:11SPEAKER_03: The notion of why that works is fascinating to me.
- 48:15SPEAKER_03: And it disconnects you from the rumination loop, I guess, as well, right?
- 48:22SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's my theory.
- 48:23SPEAKER_00: But that must be it because it's so immediate.
- 48:27SPEAKER_00: You don't have to put in any effort or you don't have to wait.
- 48:30SPEAKER_00: It's just immediate.
- 48:33SPEAKER_03: That's so interesting.
- 48:34SPEAKER_03: Try it.
- 48:35SPEAKER_03: I'm going to try it.
- 48:37SPEAKER_03: Absolutely, I'm going to try it.
- 48:39SPEAKER_03: I sometimes have trouble,
- 48:40SPEAKER_03: I don't know if you have this,
- 48:42SPEAKER_03: especially when you're on a deadline,
- 48:43SPEAKER_03: you've been working all night at the drawing board and your brain,
- 48:47SPEAKER_03: you're wired,
- 48:47SPEAKER_03: you're...
- 48:50Having trouble switching your brain off and then you go to bed
- 48:53and your brain is
- 48:54just like running a million miles an hour still and you can't
- 48:57sort of turn it off.
- 48:58SPEAKER_03: You can't slow it down.
- 48:59SPEAKER_03: There's all kinds of different things.
- 49:00Like I try to roll my eyes into the back of my head and count
- 49:03backwards from 100.
- 49:04SPEAKER_03: I try to do box breathing.
- 49:06We breathe in for four,
- 49:07hold for four,
- 49:08out for four,
- 49:08and then nothing for four.
- 49:10SPEAKER_03: There's all these different things I try, but sometimes nothing works.
- 49:13SPEAKER_03: Sometimes you're just like, no, you're just going to be in insomnia.
- 49:16SPEAKER_03: It's really hard.
- 49:19SPEAKER_03: Really hard.
- 49:20SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 49:22SPEAKER_00: I think you said at some point you have ADHD.
- 49:26SPEAKER_00: Yes, I do.
- 49:28SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 49:30SPEAKER_00: I definitely don't have that.
- 49:31SPEAKER_00: So maybe that's easier for me to just focus on the
- 49:37SPEAKER_00: right and left.
- 49:37SPEAKER_00: But you could give it a try tonight and let me know how that works.
- 49:42SPEAKER_03: Yeah, I will.
- 49:44SPEAKER_03: Again,
- 49:44SPEAKER_03: it sounds like it breaks a pattern,
- 49:47SPEAKER_03: which is why I'm fascinated by it,
- 49:48SPEAKER_03: because the H part of ADHD is hyperactive,
- 49:51SPEAKER_03: and people think that that means you're physically hyperactive.
- 49:54SPEAKER_03: It's not necessarily so.
- 49:55SPEAKER_03: It's more the mind and what that is doing.
- 49:58SPEAKER_03: And it is a... You're trying to...
- 50:05rally your mind in such a way to sort of corral your mind in
- 50:09such a way that it
- 50:10doesn't just completely run away with you and and take you you
- 50:14know to places you
- 50:16don't want to go and it's hard it's an ongoing journey and
- 50:20there's all kinds of
- 50:21SPEAKER_03: different it's part of why meditation is such a big part of my
- 50:27When I do that,
- 50:29it really helps with that particular neurological dysfunction.
- 50:34SPEAKER_00: Do you also consider drawing a form of meditation?
- 50:39SPEAKER_03: Absolutely, I always have.
- 50:44SPEAKER_00: Yeah, exactly.
- 50:45SPEAKER_00: And I found out more and more that not everyone has that with drawing.
- 50:52SPEAKER_00: So embrace it, Jason.
- 50:54SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's so great to have that.
- 50:57SPEAKER_03: Well, I consider myself very lucky that I have that.
- 51:02Someone,
- 51:02Joey,
- 51:03just said,
- 51:04to fall asleep,
- 51:05alphabetize animals or kitchen supplies or tools.
- 51:08SPEAKER_03: It gives your brain two tasks and puts you out.
- 51:14SPEAKER_03: We had another suggestion,
- 51:15SPEAKER_03: by the way,
- 51:16SPEAKER_03: in the comments from,
- 51:18SPEAKER_03: I think it's Dan McConnell,
- 51:22SPEAKER_03: which was leaping leprechauns for St.
- 51:24SPEAKER_03: Paddy's Day.
- 51:25SPEAKER_00: Oh, gosh, leprechauns.
- 51:27SPEAKER_00: Oh, gosh.
- 51:28SPEAKER_00: I'll start with four-leaf clover.
- 51:33SPEAKER_03: Nice.
- 51:34SPEAKER_03: Is St.
- 51:35Patrick's Day celebrated in where you are or in Amsterdam as
- 51:40much as it is the rest
- 51:41SPEAKER_03: of the world?
- 51:42SPEAKER_03: Is it quite big?
- 51:42SPEAKER_00: No, just in the Irish pubs.
- 51:45SPEAKER_03: Yeah, okay.
- 51:46SPEAKER_03: It's pretty big in New York.
- 51:47SPEAKER_03: I mean, there's a lot of Irish people in New York.
- 51:49SPEAKER_03: A lot of New York was built by the Irish.
- 51:52SPEAKER_03: But it's massive over here.
- 51:54SPEAKER_03: Everyone gets involved and there's a parade.
- 51:56SPEAKER_03: It's crazy.
- 51:57SPEAKER_03: Even bigger in Boston.
- 51:59SPEAKER_00: Cool.
- 51:59SPEAKER_00: Cool.
- 52:00SPEAKER_00: Well, is it cool?
- 52:02SPEAKER_00: Do you celebrate with it?
- 52:05SPEAKER_03: I got a lot of Irish friends.
- 52:06SPEAKER_03: I have a ton of Irish friends over here.
- 52:08SPEAKER_03: Yeah, a lot of them are other bartenders or comedians.
- 52:11SPEAKER_03: But yeah, surprise, surprise.
- 52:14SPEAKER_03: Yeah,
- 52:15SPEAKER_03: I always thought the leprechaun,
- 52:17SPEAKER_03: like I've never really considered it to be...
- 52:21SPEAKER_03: Because the leprechaun is,
- 52:23SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 52:24SPEAKER_03: it's a funny...
- 52:28SPEAKER_03: You know,
- 52:29SPEAKER_03: I always thought when I saw a leprechaun,
- 52:32SPEAKER_03: I thought,
- 52:32is that offensive to Irish people or is it just something they
- 52:35really embrace and
- 52:37SPEAKER_03: own it?
- 52:37SPEAKER_03: Because it's effectively...
- 52:40SPEAKER_03: I guess,
- 52:40SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 52:41SPEAKER_03: people,
- 52:42SPEAKER_03: when they speak to Irish people,
- 52:44SPEAKER_03: they kind of,
- 52:45SPEAKER_03: they have stereotypes that they use as they do with any culture,
- 52:48SPEAKER_03: you know.
- 52:49SPEAKER_03: But the leprechaun,
- 52:49SPEAKER_03: I always thought,
- 52:50I wonder if they actually like that or if that's like offensive
- 52:54when I mention
- 52:56SPEAKER_03: leprechauns and things to the Irish.
- 53:00SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I haven't heard about it.
- 53:01SPEAKER_00: But I haven't, well, I lived in Scotland for two years, a long time ago.
- 53:06SPEAKER_00: I also did the theology there.
- 53:09SPEAKER_00: And they had St.
- 53:10SPEAKER_00: Patrick's Day.
- 53:11SPEAKER_00: Yeah, Irish and Scottish cultures are pretty linked.
- 53:17SPEAKER_00: But I never heard of the...
- 53:18SPEAKER_00: I don't remember,
- 53:19SPEAKER_00: at least,
- 53:20SPEAKER_00: that they were talking about leprechauns.
- 53:22SPEAKER_00: They're just talking about beer.
- 53:25SPEAKER_00: Well, sure.
- 53:26SPEAKER_03: Maybe it's just us that talk about leprechauns.
- 53:29SPEAKER_03: Maybe it's just non-Irish.
- 53:31SPEAKER_03: I did my years and years and years ago,
- 53:34SPEAKER_03: and I'm sure my data has been scraped and sold a million times now,
- 53:38SPEAKER_03: but I did the 23andMe DNA testing to see where my ancestors were from.
- 53:44SPEAKER_03: Me too.
- 53:44SPEAKER_03: Yeah.
- 53:44SPEAKER_03: Where did yours hail from?
- 53:46SPEAKER_00: Well, all Northern Europe.
- 53:48SPEAKER_00: Very boring.
- 53:48SPEAKER_00: Very nice.
- 53:50SPEAKER_03: Mine are all Northern Europe.
- 53:52SPEAKER_03: It's UK, Ireland, Scotland.
- 53:55SPEAKER_03: Yeah, it's very predictable.
- 53:58SPEAKER_03: Very predictable for an Australian.
- 54:00SPEAKER_03: Yeah, my great-grandfather was in the UK.
- 54:04SPEAKER_03: He delivered milk for the Queen, the royal dairy.
- 54:09SPEAKER_03: And he came down to Australia for the gold rush to start a new life.
- 54:14SPEAKER_00: Well, okay, whoa, whoa, whoa, back up.
- 54:17SPEAKER_00: Delivering milk to the queen.
- 54:20SPEAKER_00: And then you want to go dig gold in Australia?
- 54:23SPEAKER_00: Exactly.
- 54:24SPEAKER_00: Something happened there, Jason.
- 54:26SPEAKER_03: Scene missing.
- 54:27SPEAKER_03: And so I thought,
- 54:28SPEAKER_03: uh-oh,
- 54:28did he steal a loaf of bread and just get sent down to
- 54:31Australia as a convict?
- 54:32SPEAKER_03: And it turns out, no.
- 54:35SPEAKER_03: He went to the West Coast deliberately because he heard
- 54:38that there was gold in Kalgoorlie,
- 54:40which is a town about 10 hours out of Perth,
- 54:43where I'm from.
- 54:44And he got a reference letter from the Royal Dairy,
- 54:48and I have the reference letter.
- 54:50SPEAKER_03: My grandfather gave it to me just before he died.
- 54:52SPEAKER_03: He showed me, and it was incredible.
- 54:53SPEAKER_03: They were like,
- 54:54SPEAKER_03: we don't usually do reference letters for our employees,
- 54:57SPEAKER_03: but considering you're going all the way down to Australia,
- 55:00you're probably going to need some evidence that you're not a
- 55:02complete no-do-well.
- 55:03SPEAKER_03: And...
- 55:06SPEAKER_03: Yeah,
- 55:06SPEAKER_03: and I think he was also part Irish,
- 55:09SPEAKER_03: is why I think of it,
- 55:10SPEAKER_03: is that he's got British and Irish heritage.
- 55:14SPEAKER_03: So, yeah, he started a whole new life in Australia.
- 55:21And my mother and my grandfather and aunt and grandmother all
- 55:27were raised in a gold
- 55:29SPEAKER_03: mining town called Kalgoorlie.
- 55:31SPEAKER_00: Wow.
- 55:32SPEAKER_03: That's very strange.
- 55:34Have you ever considered just doing an autobiographical graphic
- 55:41model or something like that?
- 55:42SPEAKER_03: You know, I haven't.
- 55:43And I think it's probably just because I think it's strange
- 55:45because I write about
- 55:46SPEAKER_03: my life on Substack all the time.
- 55:48SPEAKER_03: I write about what I'm doing and my, you know, my life now.
- 55:54SPEAKER_03: And I recently gave a talk at Stanford,
- 55:56which kind of did cover a bunch of things in my life that I
- 56:00realized in retrospect
- 56:01SPEAKER_03: were very,
- 56:02SPEAKER_03: could be helpful stuff.
- 56:03SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 56:04SPEAKER_03: to people who are trying to,
- 56:05SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 56:06SPEAKER_03: live a life,
- 56:06SPEAKER_03: a creative life and start a career.
- 56:09SPEAKER_03: It was for students, for the students at the design school at Stanford.
- 56:13And I don't know,
- 56:15I guess I feel like a little bit like,
- 56:17oh,
- 56:17who really wants to know that?
- 56:19SPEAKER_03: In my head,
- 56:20SPEAKER_03: if I drew it up,
- 56:21SPEAKER_03: I feel,
- 56:21SPEAKER_03: I know it's silly,
- 56:23SPEAKER_03: but like,
- 56:23I just feel like I would constantly be second guessing what
- 56:27people actually even
- 56:28SPEAKER_03: want.
- 56:29SPEAKER_03: want to know about, you know?
- 56:31SPEAKER_03: I've never really done that.
- 56:32SPEAKER_00: That's why you need to marry a cartoonist.
- 56:38SPEAKER_03: Yeah, it's funny.
- 56:39SPEAKER_03: I do think about it sometimes,
- 56:42and I think about writing these graphic novels of things that
- 56:44have happened to me
- 56:45SPEAKER_03: in New York,
- 56:47SPEAKER_03: which I've got some pretty crazy stories that I haven't drawn up yet.
- 56:51SPEAKER_03: Some I have drawn up and just never published.
- 56:54SPEAKER_03: But yeah, I feel like it's something I could do.
- 56:56SPEAKER_03: I just don't know
- 56:59I think I need to be really motivated to share those stories in
- 57:03that medium.
- 57:03SPEAKER_03: I also feel like a complete dilettante when it comes to graphic novels.
- 57:08SPEAKER_03: I mean,
- 57:08SPEAKER_03: I did a comic strip for 16 years,
- 57:10but that is a completely different skill set to comic books and
- 57:14graphic novels.
- 57:15I mean,
- 57:16yeah,
- 57:16comic strips are totally a different medium,
- 57:21I think,
- 57:21you know,
- 57:22comparatively.
- 57:23SPEAKER_03: So I'd have to really learn how to do it properly.
- 57:27Yeah,
- 57:28on the other hand,
- 57:29you know,
- 57:29your own style is what...
- 57:31You can do it your own way.
- 57:33SPEAKER_00: There's lots of graphic novel classes at the moment going on.
- 57:37SPEAKER_00: For instance,
- 57:37SPEAKER_00: at Saw,
- 57:38SPEAKER_00: I don't know if you know that,
- 57:40SPEAKER_00: the sequential art workshop,
- 57:42SPEAKER_00: they're doing great work,
- 57:43SPEAKER_00: giving out also free...
- 57:47comics workshops every friday um and yeah that's lovely and i i
- 57:52every now and then
- 57:53i drop in but i i feel and i've always felt like but but i'm
- 57:57autodidact like you
- 57:59are yourself thought right because well there was no uh
- 58:03cartooning school in uh
- 58:05poland at that time but i think that you know finding all this
- 58:09stuff out for
- 58:10SPEAKER_00: yourself
- 58:11It gives you the edge that you are originally true to yourself
- 58:16or authentic.
- 58:18SPEAKER_00: That's the word.
- 58:18SPEAKER_00: I'll keep the buzzword.
- 58:20SPEAKER_00: You're authentic.
- 58:21SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 58:21SPEAKER_00: And knowing too much about what other people do that,
- 58:25SPEAKER_00: yeah,
- 58:25then you start comparing yourself and then you run the risk of
- 58:30paralysis in my
- 58:32SPEAKER_00: experience.
- 58:34SPEAKER_03: I think you're exactly right.
- 58:35It's analysis paralysis and it's constantly worrying that it's
- 58:37not going to be
- 58:38SPEAKER_03: perfect enough for
- 58:39SPEAKER_03: That I'm not good enough to do it.
- 58:42SPEAKER_03: And,
- 58:42SPEAKER_03: yeah,
- 58:42SPEAKER_03: I think that's the crippling thing in my head is this ruminating about,
- 58:45SPEAKER_03: like,
- 58:45SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 58:46SPEAKER_03: about not being ready.
- 58:49SPEAKER_03: You know, this idea of not being ready.
- 58:50SPEAKER_03: But I have to get over that.
- 58:52SPEAKER_03: I really have to get over that.
- 58:54SPEAKER_03: Here is my leprechaun, by the way.
- 58:56SPEAKER_03: Thank you, Dan.
- 58:56SPEAKER_03: Oh, wow.
- 58:58SPEAKER_00: We're just a real leprechaun.
- 59:00SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 59:00SPEAKER_00: This is mine.
- 59:01SPEAKER_00: Nice.
- 59:01SPEAKER_00: I love it.
- 59:01SPEAKER_00: No, well.
- 59:02SPEAKER_00: I love it.
- 59:07SPEAKER_00: It's sort of like, yeah, the silly little brother of yours.
- 59:12SPEAKER_00: Well, yours got a coin.
- 59:13SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah, mine's got a beer and milk for the queen.
- 59:17SPEAKER_03: I love it.
- 59:18SPEAKER_03: That's great.
- 59:18SPEAKER_03: On brand, on theme.
- 59:20SPEAKER_03: Well, this has been really fun, Magritte.
- 59:22SPEAKER_03: I could do this with you again, and I hope I can.
- 59:27SPEAKER_03: But before we go,
- 59:29SPEAKER_03: I really want to,
- 59:30SPEAKER_03: anyone who's joining us,
- 59:30SPEAKER_03: I really want to plug your work and your book and your substack.
- 59:34SPEAKER_03: Where is the best place for people to find you and your work?
- 59:40SPEAKER_00: Margrethehir.com is my site and everything linked out from there.
- 59:44SPEAKER_00: And I really want to ask people to check out my crowdfunding on Zoop,
- 59:49SPEAKER_00: the philosophy book,
- 59:51SPEAKER_00: because that has just one more week to go.
- 59:56SPEAKER_00: And it's, as we say in Holland, clenching my butt cheeks.
- 1:00:02SPEAKER_00: Is that an American saying as well?
- 1:00:06SPEAKER_03: No, maybe, maybe.
- 1:00:08SPEAKER_03: It might have been adopted here.
- 1:00:09SPEAKER_03: I do remember in Amsterdam when I was walking around,
- 1:00:12SPEAKER_03: someone told me I had to have eyes in my ass because of the bikes.
- 1:00:16SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah, yeah, ook in je achterstak.
- 1:00:18SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 1:00:20SPEAKER_00: There you go.
- 1:00:27SPEAKER_03: And if people want to find the book and they would look on...
- 1:00:32SPEAKER_03: Well,
- 1:00:33SPEAKER_03: I guess they go to your Substack,
- 1:00:34SPEAKER_03: right?
- 1:00:34All of the information and the links are on your Substack and
- 1:00:37your website.
- 1:00:39SPEAKER_00: Or go to zoop.gg.
- 1:00:42SPEAKER_00: And then it's one of the three campaigns that's running right now.
- 1:00:46SPEAKER_00: So if people would check that out.
- 1:00:48And one of the big things I'm selling over there is a
- 1:00:52one-on-one Zoom chat with me,
- 1:00:54SPEAKER_00: like we're doing now for an hour.
- 1:00:57SPEAKER_00: And as you can see, I can draw.
- 1:00:59SPEAKER_00: And then I can draw what people want in that hour.
- 1:01:02SPEAKER_00: And then you own the drawings for your blog or,
- 1:01:08SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 1:01:08SPEAKER_00: all the things that you could have AI do for free,
- 1:01:12SPEAKER_00: but don't.
- 1:01:14SPEAKER_03: Yes, but don't.
- 1:01:14SPEAKER_03: That's fantastic.
- 1:01:17SPEAKER_03: All right.
- 1:01:17SPEAKER_03: Yeah, well, everyone get onto that.
- 1:01:19SPEAKER_03: And please, everyone, subscribe.
- 1:01:20SPEAKER_03: I mean, you've got two sub-stacks, is it?
- 1:01:26SPEAKER_00: I've got three.
- 1:01:27SPEAKER_03: Three.
- 1:01:28SPEAKER_03: It is three.
- 1:01:29SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 1:01:29SPEAKER_00: I've got my main one, which is Margrethe's comics.
- 1:01:32SPEAKER_00: And then I've got Philosophy, which I... Yeah, there's the book.
- 1:01:36And I've got Minnie comics,
- 1:01:37which is...
- 1:01:38We haven't even talked about that.
- 1:01:40It's my queer comics about a bisexual girl called Minnie and
- 1:01:43her friends and adventures.
- 1:01:45SPEAKER_00: That's a whole other story.
- 1:01:47SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
- 1:01:47SPEAKER_03: Fantastic.
- 1:01:48SPEAKER_03: Well, we're going to have to do this again and talk about that.
- 1:01:50SPEAKER_03: I'll have you back on and we'll draw it together again.
- 1:01:53SPEAKER_03: Thank you.
- 1:01:54You've always been such a big supporter of mine and with my
- 1:01:56Substack and you're a
- 1:01:57SPEAKER_03: paid subscriber.
- 1:01:58SPEAKER_03: I really, really appreciate that.
- 1:02:00SPEAKER_00: You're a big role model for me on Substack.
- 1:02:03SPEAKER_00: I love the way you do it and also that you don't plan things.
- 1:02:07SPEAKER_00: You just put it out the way you feel it.
- 1:02:10SPEAKER_00: You write the stuff you want sometimes.
- 1:02:12you don't post anything for a week and sometimes,
- 1:02:14you know,
- 1:02:15many times a day.
- 1:02:16SPEAKER_00: That's an inspiration for me.
- 1:02:18SPEAKER_00: I don't want to plan those things either.
- 1:02:19SPEAKER_00: It needs to be spontaneous.
- 1:02:21SPEAKER_03: Yeah,
- 1:02:22I think if it's falling out of me and it feels like something I
- 1:02:24want to say,
- 1:02:25SPEAKER_03: I'm just going to put it out and not worry about,
- 1:02:27SPEAKER_03: you know,
- 1:02:27SPEAKER_03: schedules and things like that,
- 1:02:28SPEAKER_03: really.
- 1:02:29SPEAKER_03: Yeah, if I can.
- 1:02:30SPEAKER_03: But yeah, thank you.
- 1:02:31SPEAKER_03: That's nice to hear because I am making it up as I go.
- 1:02:34SPEAKER_03: So I'm glad that it's of some utility to you.
- 1:02:38SPEAKER_03: I'm there for it.
- 1:02:40SPEAKER_03: Yes.
- 1:02:40SPEAKER_03: And anyone who does want to support, please upgrade to pay.
- 1:02:43SPEAKER_03: This replay will go out tomorrow.
- 1:02:46SPEAKER_03: It will be paywall,
- 1:02:47but you can see a little bit of a preview ahead just in so you
- 1:02:50can see some of it
- 1:02:51SPEAKER_03: and I'll write up everything we discussed,
- 1:02:53SPEAKER_03: including those scams on Kickstarter.
- 1:02:56And thank you again for this little note that you sent with the
- 1:02:59love book.
- 1:03:00SPEAKER_03: I see it every day when I sit down to draw.
- 1:03:02SPEAKER_03: It always encourages me.
- 1:03:05SPEAKER_03: So that was very sweet of you to send that.
- 1:03:07SPEAKER_03: So thank you.
- 1:03:08SPEAKER_03: And thank you to everyone who tuned in.
- 1:03:11SPEAKER_03: I'll see you on the next one.
- 1:03:13And it was so nice to finally meet you face-to-face and draw
- 1:03:16and talk with you.
- 1:03:17SPEAKER_03: So thank you.
- 1:03:17SPEAKER_00: Likewise.
- 1:03:18SPEAKER_01: Thank you very much for the opportunity.
- 1:03:20SPEAKER_01: See you later.
- 1:03:21SPEAKER_01: All right.
- 1:03:21SPEAKER_01: See you, everybody.