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SPECIAL GUEST ON "I AM NOT THE ORDINARY, I AM UNIQUE" LIVE ON WBNN-BEVERLY NATION · DA CREW Podcast

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  Speaker 1: Being transparent at all times. You know, this was a
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  Speaker 1: really interesting topic that woke me up out my fleet
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  Speaker 1: and my care the Queen Anslas.
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  Speaker 2: Is my coat or tonight? Asa are you all to be?
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  Speaker 2: None needs unique?
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  Speaker 3: Am?
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  Speaker 4: How are you tonight?
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  Speaker 2: I'm fine.
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  Speaker 1: I just blown up to be a little transparent tonight
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  Speaker 1: on this topic because a lot of people were telling
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  Speaker 1: me today when nobody's gonna chime in, it doesn't really
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  Speaker 1: matter if they do it they don't. I'm just don't
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  Speaker 1: be transferding seek bosed on my heart and.
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  Speaker 2: About this topic, like the topics do you like? Do
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  Speaker 2: you practice for people?
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  Speaker 4: So I'm the type of person that if I say something,
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  Speaker 4: I want to lead by example. I want to do
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  Speaker 4: what I say, and when I say something, I mean it.
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  Speaker 4: So I mean what I say and I want to
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  Speaker 4: do what I say. So I'm just someone that leads
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  Speaker 4: by example. See, I can't tell people to do one
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  Speaker 4: thing and then do something else. So I think it's
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  Speaker 4: going to be.
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  Speaker 2: A good topic. Well, thank you.
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  Speaker 1: No, we are an eventual we say a lot of
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  Speaker 1: people they treat you, but they don't utilize what they feel. Everybody,
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  Speaker 1: you know, and in everything we have to find peace. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I can speak on my self as well.
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  Speaker 2: As you do. We practice what we preach. A lot
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  Speaker 2: of time we do.
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  Speaker 1: We don't do situating, but a lot of time one
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  Speaker 1: hundred consented of fine.
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  Speaker 2: I do.
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  Speaker 1: Do I support? Yes, I practice what I preach. I support.
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  Speaker 1: Do I care enough to let a person know how
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  Speaker 1: important they is in my life?
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  Speaker 2: Yes? I preach that it and I live by.
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  Speaker 1: Do I show compassion, Yes I do. Do I say
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  Speaker 1: things that it's hilarious to make people lack? Yes, I do,
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  Speaker 1: But I don't do it in a negative way. I
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  Speaker 1: try to for a life into other people. What do
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  Speaker 1: you think about that?
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  Speaker 4: So I definitely am someone that loves to empower, encourage,
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  Speaker 4: and inspire others. So of course I'm always going to
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  Speaker 4: be that person that tries to uplift. I never want
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  Speaker 4: to tear people down. I want to come from a
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  Speaker 4: place of empowerment. So that's that That's my take. I
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  Speaker 4: operate in something that I call the E three experience,
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  Speaker 4: and it is educate, empower, and encourage. I believe that
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  Speaker 4: when I come in people's presence, I want to leave them,
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  Speaker 4: you know, feeling like they have been encouraged, they have
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  Speaker 4: been a little educated, and they have been empowered to
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  Speaker 4: steal their journey. You know, you never know what the
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  Speaker 4: next person is going through, So I never try to
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  Speaker 4: tear anyone down. Have I always been like that? No,
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  Speaker 4: I can't say I have, But I can say that
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  Speaker 4: I'm so glad that I'm not the person that I
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  Speaker 4: used to be. And because of some things that I
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  Speaker 4: have endured and some things that I've went through, it
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  Speaker 4: has taught me that, you know, it's better to do
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  Speaker 4: what you say. If you're gonna say something, then you
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  Speaker 4: got to be about that. So that that's why I
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  Speaker 4: do what I say.
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  Speaker 2: A word, but.
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  Speaker 1: What people are gonna do about what to join this conversation.
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  Speaker 1: I don't want nobody to think that I left the number.
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  Speaker 1: the conversation, and brought you and know the kind of
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  Speaker 1: most medium you know, I am who I am, you
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  Speaker 1: or who you are, And this world would be a
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  Speaker 1: lot nicely if people said the words and did what
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  Speaker 1: they say it was gonna do.
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  Speaker 2: So it's always what people do.
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  Speaker 1: That don't match up with what they say. I always
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  Speaker 1: learned that always do what you fail. If you tell
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  Speaker 1: a pitch, you know, are you gonna go and do
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  Speaker 1: that cast you want everybody else to do? Or you
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  Speaker 1: gonna live by what you preach to everybody? Or do
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  Speaker 1: you just want everybody else to do it and not
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  Speaker 1: get your hands dirty in any kind of way?
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  Speaker 2: What do you think about that?
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  Speaker 4: Well, a little bit about me. I was a store
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  Speaker 4: manager at one point. One thing my mother instilled in
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  Speaker 4: me was that you treat people how you want to
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  Speaker 4: be treated. In doing that, I've always been in some
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  Speaker 4: type of management position wherever I've been, but I'm always
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  Speaker 4: comfortable in my skills and the things that I learned
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  Speaker 4: that I don't mind teaching and showing other people the ropes.
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  Speaker 4: So if I expect someone else to do something, I
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  Speaker 4: have to do it too, because I have to leave
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  Speaker 4: by example. So there was a point in time where,
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  Speaker 4: you know, some of the ladies didn't like to clean
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  Speaker 4: the restaurant, but we all used the restaurant, so I
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  Speaker 4: had to show them that. Yet, hey, we all got
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  Speaker 4: to do this because we all use it, so I
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  Speaker 4: have to get in there and do some of the
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  Speaker 4: things that you know, some people think they're above because
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  Speaker 4: once we get to a certain level, a certain position,
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  Speaker 4: some people think that they don't have to do certain things.
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  Speaker 4: But I've always been that type of person where I
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  Speaker 4: don't want to, you know, make myself come off as
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  Speaker 4: if I think I'm better than someone else, because my
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  Speaker 4: mama taught me. She say, the same roads you pass
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  Speaker 4: on the way up, the same people you bypass, she
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  Speaker 4: said them, the same people you're gonna pass on your
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  Speaker 4: way down. So never think you're better than anyone. So
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  Speaker 4: that thing has stuck with me. And one thing that
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  Speaker 4: my apostle tells us now and I try to live
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  Speaker 4: by that, She say that that you do for others,
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  Speaker 4: God would do for you. So that's what I try
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  Speaker 4: to do.
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  Speaker 2: That's a true statement.
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  Speaker 1: Well how do you feel on people always saying I'm
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  Speaker 1: preaching do this, do that, and they never do it.
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  Speaker 4: Well, one thing about me is if I'm giving a task,
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  Speaker 4: I'm going to complete that task because I believe in
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  Speaker 4: completing assignments. I believe that you know, whether anybody else
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  Speaker 4: do it or not, there's always someone looking at me.
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  Speaker 4: So if I'm tasked to do something, I'm gonna do
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  Speaker 4: it because you never know who may be watching and
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  Speaker 4: who may need what you're giving. So I don't look
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  Speaker 4: at what other people will do because I'm not them.
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  Speaker 4: I have my journey and I have to focus on
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  Speaker 4: what it's a sign to me. You know, Yes, sometimes
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  Speaker 4: I may not want to do it, but if I'm
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  Speaker 4: tasked to do it, I'm gonna try to follow it through.
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  Speaker 4: But if I'm ever at a space where I feel like, hey,
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  Speaker 4: I've had enough this, this is not what I want
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  Speaker 4: to do no more, then I know how to, you know,
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  Speaker 4: move on. Because one thing that the Creator has given
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  Speaker 4: us is wisdom. So that's how I try to operate.
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  Speaker 4: I try to operate with gratitude and with wisdom.
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  Speaker 2: And that's the true statement and spoken words that can't.
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  Speaker 2: And you know, one thing that I.
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  Speaker 1: Learned in this life is when you don't live or
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  Speaker 1: practice what's we prove.
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  Speaker 2: All you here and all I hear is his pomposity.
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  Speaker 2: That's it.
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  Speaker 1: You know, it's over one ear and I say it
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  Speaker 1: next because you know, I've dealt with it all week.
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  Speaker 2: Everybody wants to tell you what to do.
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  Speaker 1: Or try to watch what you do and they're not
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  Speaker 1: doing it. You know, I'm gonna always let what I
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  Speaker 1: do line up with what I prove. And that goes
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  Speaker 1: for me being at work, me being on this radio
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  Speaker 1: for I care and I can, I can actually say
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  Speaker 1: that it's glad year me being on WBNN and even
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  Speaker 1: being on the groove. If I say I'm gonna do something,
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna do something, I can actually say that I
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  Speaker 1: live up to what I said I was gonna do.
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  Speaker 2: Because even with me.
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  Speaker 1: Being the commissioner, do I call in to people shows,
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  Speaker 1: Yes I do?
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  Speaker 2: I did that. Did I support? Yes? I did? Did
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  Speaker 2: I take the initiative.
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  Speaker 1: When we lost people during the past year? A lot
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  Speaker 1: of times I didn't even know people, but I spent flowers,
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  Speaker 1: I supported the family, I stole compassion.
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  Speaker 2: Did I have to do it?
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  Speaker 5: Know?
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  Speaker 2: But that's not for everybody, because everybody is not unique.
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  Speaker 1: I'm one of a time, I'm genuine. I've been things
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  Speaker 1: out of the ordinary. I don't want recognition or part
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  Speaker 1: of the bat They're just the love and support that
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  Speaker 1: I have for in the Woodsivigitals as a whole coma
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  Speaker 1: from It's not the ordinary, it's unique.
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  Speaker 2: Do I have to now everything.
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  Speaker 1: I take it upon myself to say, did anybody? I
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  Speaker 1: can count on one hand, and that hand is a
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  Speaker 1: full all the losses I had fourteen in one year
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  Speaker 1: and still was climbing. How many people supported me? They
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  Speaker 1: didn't have to. I didn't ask them too, but just
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  Speaker 1: having empathy for my fellow person, male or female. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I'm being transparent and.
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  Speaker 2: I'm putting it out there.
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  Speaker 1: I supported everybody show, everybody on jug ben In I
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  Speaker 1: supported they showed for the year in and out. I
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  Speaker 1: didn't have to know.
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  Speaker 2: I did not.
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  Speaker 1: But how many of those people just reached out and
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  Speaker 1: said it was up to you? And I really can
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  Speaker 1: say that I appreciate the ones that did reach out,
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  Speaker 1: But out of the twenty two, maybe fix reached out
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  Speaker 1: to me. That's post volume to me, and it resonated
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  Speaker 1: with my poe.
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  Speaker 2: That I know.
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  Speaker 1: It's not about me, It's not about what I do.
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  Speaker 1: It's about do you really practice what you fru everybody
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  Speaker 1: it con choose, who shows they call in, do they
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  Speaker 1: really practice what they preach? They want you to call
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  Speaker 1: in so they sold, but do they take out three
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  Speaker 1: point five seconds just to call in to just say
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  Speaker 1: I support your show? Some people don't even know who
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  Speaker 1: I am. A lot of people do a lot of
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  Speaker 1: people don't. A lot of people don't even know what
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  Speaker 1: my show is about. A lot of people don't know
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  Speaker 1: what Joe show is about. A lot of people don't
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  Speaker 1: know what half of the people on w ben is
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  Speaker 1: so was about because they don't pone in So do
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  Speaker 1: they actually practice what they preach or do they just
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  Speaker 1: do it for recognition? And if you will like to
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  Speaker 2: And go in time low five media.
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  Speaker 1: We have one collar a Q. Can you tell me
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  Speaker 1: who you are and where you're calling from?
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  Speaker 2: Hey, this is mine Walker to talker. How are you?
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  Speaker 1: And I just came in the house out of the rain,
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  Speaker 1: and I'm hearing your conversation and I'm guilty of us
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  Speaker 1: to let me call in because you're being transparent, so
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  Speaker 1: someone like me should be transparent. I'm not sure if
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  Speaker 1: I've been on this longer than.
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  Speaker 2: You have with doctor Oh, but I have listened to you.
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  Speaker 1: Often, I don't think, but maybe once or twice that
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  Speaker 1: I called.
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  Speaker 2: In because you talk a.
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  Speaker 1: Lot of spiritual stuff and that is not at all
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  Speaker 1: my fields of expertise.
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  Speaker 2: So I listen and learn from you. I don't know
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  Speaker 2: if you were listening.
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  Speaker 1: To last night, because my phone was acting up till
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  Speaker 1: the call god dropped and I had to call back
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  Speaker 1: in and I wasn't very attention to the prompts like
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  Speaker 1: sometimes I do, but I had to explain last night
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  Speaker 1: I have a serious bleeping problems. Recently I won a
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  Speaker 1: case or two cases, but I won the last of
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  Speaker 1: the cases. I've been fighting for four years for the
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  Speaker 1: tenant that pulled threatening with a gun and pulled the
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  Speaker 1: gun on me. And you don't realize how traumatic that
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  Speaker 1: can be until you've gone through something like that, and
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  Speaker 1: being that I've gone through more than once, it's really
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  Speaker 1: taking a toll woman where I had nightmares one to
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  Speaker 1: four times a night.
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  Speaker 2: So even during the show every Monday is.
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  Speaker 1: It takes an effort because when you know, and I
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  Speaker 1: know that when we finished the show, you don't just
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  Speaker 1: hang up and go to sleep. You have to wind down.
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  Speaker 1: And so by the time I wind down. It might
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  Speaker 1: be two o'clock, three o'clock, and then I'm back up
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  Speaker 1: at six to then go to work as a teacher
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  Speaker 1: in North Philly. You're absolutely right.
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  Speaker 2: I this is my first time hearing that you were
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  Speaker 2: even going through anything. Part of that, and correct me
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  Speaker 2: if I'm wrong.
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  Speaker 1: Unique part of that is we're not really permitted to
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  Speaker 1: communicate with each other, you know, in the technage, So
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  Speaker 1: I don't even know people's phone numbers to contact them.
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  Speaker 1: And I had no idea that you were going through
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  Speaker 1: any type of situation where you might have been losing
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  Speaker 1: people or going through anything, because I would have reached out.
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  Speaker 1: And I think that some of us, I know, maybe
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  Speaker 1: I don't want to speak for anybody else they could
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  Speaker 1: call in. So many of us are in a survival
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  Speaker 1: type mood. We're not thriving, and this has sort of
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  Speaker 1: been the case ever since COVID, Like it's.
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  Speaker 2: Like you go to work just to pay bills, not
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  Speaker 2: to say, not to enjoy, and you're ticking and choosing.
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  Speaker 1: What you can pay and what you can't pay because
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  Speaker 1: everything's going up at price and things like that, and
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  Speaker 1: then all you need to do is be hit with
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  Speaker 1: a car repair bill. Which I would just hit with
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  Speaker 1: a gigantic one a few months back, or a sickness
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  Speaker 1: you know that slows you down, or maybe a kid
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  Speaker 1: needs something or something, or or repairing your help home,
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  Speaker 1: you know, like so.
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  Speaker 2: Many of us, many people are.
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  Speaker 1: Like paycheck to paycheck and many people have never experienced
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  Speaker 1: that before, and in my opinion, from my experience, it
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  Speaker 1: just seemed to be getting worse. So nobody sees me,
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  Speaker 1: nobody hears from.
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  Speaker 2: Me, only the kids at the school. And it took a.
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  Speaker 1: Lot of effort to say yet, I'm gonna go and
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  Speaker 1: teach full time. People don't see me on the weekends unless.
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  Speaker 2: They need something.
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  Speaker 1: If I knew you needed something, I would have stopped
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  Speaker 1: everything I was doing to try.
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  Speaker 2: To be here or support you. But I don't go.
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  Speaker 1: Out to party, I don't carry OK anymore or anything else.
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  Speaker 1: So I'm sorry to hear that you were going through something.
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  Speaker 1: I'm glad that you're sharing.
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  Speaker 2: You know.
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  Speaker 1: Last night, uh, I had one of our hosts come
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  Speaker 1: on and I didn't even recognize her voice, you know,
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  Speaker 1: because I am in serious the Bible move and trying
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  Speaker 1: to deal with a lot of different attacks, and I'm
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  Speaker 1: a fighter, so I put all my energy into fighting
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  Speaker 1: these things. I pray too, but I'm I've always grown
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  Speaker 1: up believing that God helps those who helped himself.
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  Speaker 2: He's always going to be on time.
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  Speaker 1: Maybe not just in your time, but he really helps
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  Speaker 1: the people he sees really trying to help themselves. I
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  Speaker 1: always do everything I possibly can't web and with you
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  Speaker 1: know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, but let me clarify, go go right ahead.
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  Speaker 1: Even even though even though I was going through I
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  Speaker 1: never missed a beat because I know who di I
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  Speaker 1: am and who I belong to. I never I never
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  Speaker 1: suffered through any of it. It gave me strength to
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  Speaker 1: help the next person. And and that's the one thing
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  Speaker 1: that my show is about, tifting.
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  Speaker 2: Goal in need.
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  Speaker 1: I if I can, if as long as I can
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  Speaker 1: say one word that can bless somebody's.
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  Speaker 2: Stole during my fuck, during my stoles, whether I'm.
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  Speaker 1: Out in the community or whatever, God always said, well
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  Speaker 1: done by doing it, faith for serving. At the end
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  Speaker 1: of the day, I'm not doing it to gain monetary
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  Speaker 1: gifts or anybody reporting to me, because my my, my, my, my,
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  Speaker 1: my savings account is being filled in heaven.
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  Speaker 2: I don't, I don't.
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  Speaker 1: Money don't make me or break me down here on earth.
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  Speaker 1: That's not yet help. But I don't focus on using
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  Speaker 1: Nobody put money in my mailbot for nothing like that.
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  Speaker 2: My gift is to fray love and that price. Yeah, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: And I hear that from you.
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  Speaker 1: Like I said when I the times I have listened
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  Speaker 1: to you, and I have listened, I just I'm just
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  Speaker 1: not that type of.
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  Speaker 2: I believe a higher being.
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  Speaker 1: I am spiritual, but you you have it on a
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  Speaker 1: whole nother level. It sounds like you were raised up
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  Speaker 1: in the church, you know what I'm saying, And I
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  Speaker 1: was lift the opposite. Like literally my parents argued about
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  Speaker 1: which church we were going to be allowed to go too.
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  Speaker 1: And I had listened to you. I just haven't called
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  Speaker 1: in because I'm like, when you're saying all the stuff
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  Speaker 1: that you're saying, and it's very useful and it sounds
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  Speaker 1: like it's coming from the heart, and told I don't
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  Speaker 1: have any anything valuable to add to what you're saying,
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  Speaker 1: because that's why I don't push the button to chime in.
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  Speaker 2: The same thing on some other hosts.
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  Speaker 1: Some of the hostess are so thorough and the things
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  Speaker 1: that they're saying, they don't need my comments to break
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  Speaker 1: to break their call because you.
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  Speaker 2: Know what, I just thought about this unique.
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  Speaker 1: I remember one time I called in to I think
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  Speaker 1: it was Kate Bloxham's show and maybe doctor Oh will
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  Speaker 1: remember and whatever she was talking about, and I was new,
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  Speaker 1: I didn't know any better, and it was like, oh,
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  Speaker 1: callers call in And I called in and.
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  Speaker 2: Started talking politics like.
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  Speaker 1: You all know that I do. And I had to
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  Speaker 1: catch myself to God, it's like the show I called
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  Speaker 1: in about politics and she was talking. They was like
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  Speaker 1: I started talking about apples and she was talking about
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  Speaker 1: kine apples or regular newsie salads.
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  Speaker 2: Like I was like, way off, you follow me?
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  Speaker 1: And I had to catch myself afterwards, and Doctor Oh
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  Speaker 1: had to say, well, she was talking about such an
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  Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, I just thought we just
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  Speaker 1: called it a supportive one another. So I've always said
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  Speaker 1: that in MO to get it. I don't like anything
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  Speaker 1: to say about what you all are actually talking about
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  Speaker 1: of the subject, and I can't.
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  Speaker 2: Really act real value.
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  Speaker 1: I don't want to just be talking because I have
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  Speaker 1: lits or pushing the button to call and maybe breaking
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  Speaker 1: the train of thought. Then I just listen and don't
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  Speaker 1: say anything. But I'm quick to go streats to politics
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  Speaker 1: and straight for Philadelphia.
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  Speaker 2: You all know me. That's where my passion is. That's
• 23:29
  Speaker 2: where the generation of welcomes. But thank you for sharing.
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  Speaker 2: I'm sorry to hear.
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  Speaker 1: That you had been going through anything you seem like
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  Speaker 1: to me like you said, because again I listened. You're
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  Speaker 1: such a strong person, you know, and I never once
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  Speaker 1: picked up that you were going through you know, anything,
• 23:50
  Speaker 1: But I did get that you're the type of person
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  Speaker 1: that's very spiritual and loves helping people. So so do I,
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  Speaker 1: you know, but I don't talk about that part of
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  Speaker 1: my life. Just feed out, teacher, keep free going, you know.
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  Speaker 1: That's why I'm going to give back that come on
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  Speaker 2: So for fruit PRESTI you know who o Tex, thank
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  Speaker 1: I thank Wanton for coming on the show. And this
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  Speaker 1: to things. I understand that doctor over. It doesn't perfect
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  Speaker 1: your face, call in and face. I support the show.
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  Speaker 1: You can hang up that that that's good. It's anything
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  Speaker 1: you know. We know, we don't know who's out there
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  Speaker 1: in the airways.
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  Speaker 2: We don't know, uh, who's listening? Who's the only you
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  Speaker 2: know that? But I appreciate her for coming off.
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  Speaker 1: Uh and my guess and my host h Angela, Queen Angela,
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  Speaker 1: we got another call, inqu and we're gonna keep right
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  Speaker 2: You tell me who you are and where you calling from. Hello,
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  Speaker 2: my darling, you need to say the holly, how are you.
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  Speaker 2: I'm glad.
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  Speaker 1: I can show a resmee with all your trials and tribulations,
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  Speaker 1: and I think and pray for you every day. But basically,
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  Speaker 1: you know, I'm going for a lot right now too,
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  Speaker 1: and I wanted to just fall in and support you
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  Speaker 1: and say hello, and you know you know I'm here. Yes,
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  Speaker 1: thank you, Aba, and I know yourself is tomorrow and
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  Speaker 1: Queen Anglos on.
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  Speaker 2: The phone with me on this.
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  Speaker 1: So is it anything you would like to ask me
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  Speaker 1: in Queen Angela, No, I don't want to ask you anything.
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  Speaker 2: I just want to take something. It called Angela. See
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  Speaker 2: it is so much to me. See it is so amazing.
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  Speaker 1: And I know I know doctor and Dasey is a
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  Speaker 1: big part of her letting and getting out with you.
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  Speaker 1: poet and she is just amazing. So that's what I
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  Speaker 1: have to say about miss as If. I love her
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  Speaker 1: and I love you tonight, Thank you, I love you.
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  Speaker 1: We've all stop, right, Anne and Angela, is it anything
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  Speaker 1: that you would like to say about the show The Knight?
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: You know as far and you know we're being transparent tonight.
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: Do you practice what you preat you, which I know
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  Speaker 1: you do. Do you say to win people over?
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  Speaker 2: Are you just? So?
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  Speaker 4: One thing about me is sometimes and I've gotten better
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  Speaker 4: at this, sometime I may come off a little overbearing
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  Speaker 4: because one thing about me, if I see a gift
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  Speaker 4: and a talent within you, one thing I do is
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  Speaker 4: I push And some people are not used to being
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  Speaker 4: pushed outside of their comfort zone. Some people are not
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  Speaker 4: used to sometime the way I speak. But one thing
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  Speaker 4: about me is everything that I do I do in love.
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  Speaker 4: I have tried to, you know, with all that I've
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  Speaker 4: been going through, and I really wanted to say something
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  Speaker 4: to wander Walker. I can relate to what she's going
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  Speaker 4: through because I too have experienced exactly what she is
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  Speaker 4: experiencing after being shot ranged with a salt our shotgun,
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  Speaker 4: and it still bothers me to this day. I am
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  Speaker 4: currently seeing a therapist because I recently have had some reoccurrence,
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  Speaker 4: so I was diagnosed again with PTSD and manic depression.
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  Speaker 4: So I am currently on the doctor's care. I am
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  Speaker 4: on three medications. It's just not something that I talk
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  Speaker 4: about because, like she said, some things we we have
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  Speaker 4: to work. We we we have to work the faith.
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  Speaker 4: So I push and I continue to go on, I
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  Speaker 4: work through it. It just got to a point to
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  Speaker 4: where I just knew that I couldn't do it on
• 29:53
  Speaker 4: my own anymore. Because they make us out to be
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  Speaker 4: these strong people. But sometime I I need someone outside
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  Speaker 4: myself to talk to, need someone outside my family. I
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  Speaker 4: need someone that you know, can really help me dig
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  Speaker 4: deep into the things, to the root of the things
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  Speaker 4: that truly are bothering me. Like I'm dealing with some
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  Speaker 4: unforgiveness because I thought I had forgave my ex husband,
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  Speaker 4: But the more and more I dig deep, I haven't.
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  Speaker 4: So that is something that I'm working on because I
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  Speaker 4: truly want to be in a place where, you know,
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  Speaker 4: God would bless me, and I don't want to be
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  Speaker 4: carrying anything that would hinder me from those blessings and
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  Speaker 4: the things that I know that He has for me.
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  Speaker 4: I understand that things happen and some things come to
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  Speaker 4: get you off track. I understand that that was a
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  Speaker 4: distraction because the enemy peeped into my future and he
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  Speaker 4: saw the great things that God had in thor for me.
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  Speaker 4: So that was something that he used to try to
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  Speaker 4: set me back, to try to be a stumbling block.
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  Speaker 4: But I use those things because if I had not
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  Speaker 4: experienced the things that I experienced, I wouldn't be able
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  Speaker 4: to even be here on this podcast today. I wouldn't
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  Speaker 4: have the podcast networks, I wouldn't have the magazine, I
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  Speaker 4: wouldn't have the books, I wouldn't have all of the
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  Speaker 4: platforms that I'm allowed to be a part of if
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  Speaker 4: I not experience the things that I've went through. So
• 31:29
  Speaker 4: I take those experiences and the things that I have
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  Speaker 4: endured and I try to use them as teaching teaching opportunities,
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  Speaker 4: where if I see someone else experiencing something that I've
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  Speaker 4: been through, I could share them how I got through it.
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  Speaker 4: So that is where do you practice what you preach?
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  Speaker 4: Come and play? Because I can't tell someone else to
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  Speaker 4: trust God if I don't trust him. I can't tell
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  Speaker 4: someone else to walk in faith to press if I
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  Speaker 4: don't do it. But understanding that there's work behind everything
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  Speaker 4: that we do. If you truly want to be here,
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  Speaker 4: you have to put in that work. That means if
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  Speaker 4: you got to take the medication, you got to be
• 32:19
  Speaker 4: on the medication, and then you got to lead yourself
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  Speaker 4: off the medication. You got to go to the therapy,
• 32:24
  Speaker 4: you got to do the exercises, you got to do
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  Speaker 4: the things that would help you go to the next
• 32:30
  Speaker 4: level and would help with your rehabilitation. So that's just
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  Speaker 4: just a little bit. So yeah, to answer your question.
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  Speaker 2: Well, I appreciate you for that question, and I will
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  Speaker 2: say something. But we got caller three and Q and
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  Speaker 2: you tell me who you are and where you're calling from.
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  Speaker 2: Its Wanda again. I asked doctor or to bring me
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  Speaker 2: back on and wow listening to you to night that
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  Speaker 2: will ask it what you're said, It's gonna be O no, no,
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  Speaker 2: let me talk. I refuse, I refuse to get out
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  Speaker 2: the talk what then happened to me. I was running
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  Speaker 2: a faith here.
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  Speaker 1: I just ticked my whole life around because of this situation,
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  Speaker 1: because those kids look everything to me.
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  Speaker 2: And what's saying to.
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  Speaker 1: My mind was if I admit that I need hope,
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  Speaker 1: the name might label me and then I might not
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  Speaker 1: be able to be the director of my own days here.
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  Speaker 1: And that happened April six, twenty twenty two. I think
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  Speaker 1: it was funny. Seventeen, that's funny. Oh On actually tried
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  Speaker 1: to rob me save a lot, made the news and everything.
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  Speaker 1: And twenty eight I can to put a gun to
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  Speaker 1: my head three times. That's them from me telling him he.
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  Speaker 2: Couldn't beat on his wife.
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  Speaker 1: And doctor O knows me when I say I refuse
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  Speaker 1: because part of the generation that doesn't believe in land
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  Speaker 1: on account. And I know you all was gonna say
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  Speaker 1: that I said, but I thought, I just want to
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  Speaker 1: get past it. I just want to get past it, and.
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  Speaker 2: I'd rather.
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  Speaker 1: Believe it or not instead of being on the couch
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  Speaker 1: someone I don't even know what my issues. I don't
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  Speaker 1: even know what my issues are.
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  Speaker 2: Because that's not relatable to me. I'd rather.
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  Speaker 1: Have the proper protocols and procedures and play and fight
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  Speaker 1: for that those policies and stuff so that this doesn't
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  Speaker 1: happen to someone else.
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  Speaker 2: This, this is ridiculous. This is four years.
• 35:33
  Speaker 1: I just just won this last case about two months ago,
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  Speaker 1: and Lutie was with me, so he is my witness.
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  Speaker 2: That's four years of fighting this.
• 35:46
  Speaker 1: And I just started not having one to poor nightmares
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  Speaker 1: every single night. So the last two three weeks, I
• 35:55
  Speaker 1: might get through one or two nights about any nightmares
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  Speaker 1: cause breathing problems and health problems, weight.
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  Speaker 2: Gain it and everything else there.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm saying this because unique, I feel what you're saying.
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  Speaker 1: If I just wanted to stay that sometimes and everything
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  Speaker 1: to me is free COVID post COVID, COVID really messed
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  Speaker 1: me up. I had a plan, a mission, I was
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  Speaker 1: on a roll. I knew exactly what I was doing
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  Speaker 1: and who I was doing for, and then they shut
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  Speaker 1: everything down. And with what the shutdown did with COVID,
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  Speaker 1: and it's not as tough thing, it's not going there.
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  Speaker 1: It's weight passed prom because he was literally trying to
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  Speaker 1: tell us.
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  Speaker 2: Not to take those shots.
• 36:47
  Speaker 1: But the stuff that they did to us, the PPA
• 36:50
  Speaker 1: loans were set ups. And everything else, and I didn't
• 36:52
  Speaker 1: touch any of that, but when it came down to reopen,
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  Speaker 1: it was like we had to start all over again.
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  Speaker 1: And when you just put eight a line straight years
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  Speaker 1: into a new business, and if you've ever run a business,
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  Speaker 1: you know the first five ten years you don't have
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  Speaker 1: a life.
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  Speaker 2: You don't have a life, you don't have anything.
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  Speaker 1: You're doing twelve sixteen hour days, six seven days a week,
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  Speaker 1: and to have to start all over again. And then
• 37:19
  Speaker 1: when you go to the simple people that are supposed
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  Speaker 1: to help you and represent you, they don't. They don't.
• 37:25
  Speaker 1: And that's the passion that you always hear from me,
• 37:30
  Speaker 1: instead of me talking about for opening up like I'm
• 37:33
  Speaker 1: doing now, because I don't. Everybody thinks I'm superwoman anyway.
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  Speaker 1: I told you a line there at the Dakha. Nobody's
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  Speaker 1: gonna believe I have issues because I always make things
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  Speaker 1: happen until I stop breathing.
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  Speaker 2: I'm in the hospital.
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  Speaker 1: I'd rather channel that frustrate than my cousin to help
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  Speaker 1: other people and exposing the corruption and the people they
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  Speaker 1: think letting us down and selling us out this stuff
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  Speaker 1: for the happenings.
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  Speaker 1: That person ended up for eight years this da the
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  Speaker 2: Months and came out looking for you. Doctor.
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  Speaker 1: Let me thank you for sharing again. Okay, let me
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  Speaker 1: say this, and I want you to know this wholeheartedly.
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  Speaker 1: This is my show is not a bashing show. That's
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  Speaker 1: not what my.
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  Speaker 2: Show is about it.
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  Speaker 1: And I just wanted to let you know this today
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  Speaker 1: is a French thought for you. And you are stronger
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  Speaker 1: and resilient and more capable than you realize.
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  Speaker 2: You know, we all go through things.
• 38:43
  Speaker 1: To take things one step at a time, plus your
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  Speaker 1: ability to handle whatever comes your way, and know that
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  Speaker 1: God is behind you, to give yourself time to breathe,
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  Speaker 1: pace yourself and just folks us today.
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  Speaker 2: Each day is a new day. Focus on that date.
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  Speaker 1: Don't worry about yesterday, your focus on the.
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  Speaker 2: New day coming.
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  Speaker 1: And then.
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  Speaker 2: And we have another color.
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  Speaker 1: In Q hopefully, and if you would like to join
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  Speaker 1: Two to join the conversation with me and Queen Angela.
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  Speaker 1: And you know a lot of times in life some
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  Speaker 1: people need to take their own advice when they're given,
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  Speaker 1: given it to you, and I got faith practice what
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  Speaker 1: you preach or otherwise don't preach it. So that's what
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  Speaker 1: I have to say on that. You know, are a
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  Speaker 1: lot of times are you doing what you tell others
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  Speaker 1: to this? Where do where do we fail in? I'm
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  Speaker 1: talking about me?
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  Speaker 2: You anybody find daily habits that mats the advice that
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  Speaker 2: you've given others? What do you think about that? Ansle?
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  Speaker 5: That is?
• 40:39
  Speaker 4: That's That's one of the narratives that I use for
• 40:43
  Speaker 4: my for my minor legacy campaign. So understanding when when
• 40:56
  Speaker 4: I talk about legacy, a lot of people think that
• 40:59
  Speaker 4: it is what you what people remember when you're gone.
• 41:03
  Speaker 4: But every day you should be creating legacy, and we
• 41:11
  Speaker 4: should be you know, transforming every day. We should be,
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  Speaker 4: you know, trying to be the best version of ourselves
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  Speaker 4: every day, every single day, living by example, you know,
• 41:30
  Speaker 4: being that change that we desire to see in this world.
• 41:35
  Speaker 4: So we have to understand that change begins and end
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  Speaker 4: with us. And sometimes things are gonna get hard, But
• 41:49
  Speaker 4: because it gets hard does not mean that we abandon ship.
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  Speaker 4: When things begin to get hard, you have to understand
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  Speaker 4: that your blessing is right around the corner, and if
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  Speaker 4: you stop before, you may never walk into your blessing.
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  Speaker 4: Some people just don't realize how blessed they are. They
• 42:08
  Speaker 4: got blessings hanging all around them, but they keep giving up.
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  Speaker 4: Every time an obstacle come up. Every time something comes up,
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  Speaker 4: they throw in the towel, They back down. They look
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  Speaker 4: at what other people are doing and think that they
• 42:25
  Speaker 4: cannot live up to other people's expectation. When you realize
• 42:30
  Speaker 4: that you have purpose and that you have a journey,
• 42:34
  Speaker 4: then you can walk in that and understand that everybody's
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  Speaker 4: journey is not the same. There's no two people on
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  Speaker 4: this planet that is the same. I don't care if
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  Speaker 4: you are a twin. I have twin nephews and they
• 42:49
  Speaker 4: are not the same. Matter of fact, they are total opposite,
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  Speaker 4: total opposite. They don't like the same drinks, like the
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  Speaker 4: same activities. When they were in school, one played in
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  Speaker 4: the band, one played football. One is a firefighter's a
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  Speaker 4: chief of the fire department, and the other one he
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  Speaker 4: he worked two jobs. He he rather work in a plant.
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  Speaker 4: He decided that that's what he wanted to do. He
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  Speaker 4: he liked the physical part of working in a plant.
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  Speaker 4: So we have to understand what our journey is and
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  Speaker 4: you know, live it and not worry about the next person.
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  Speaker 4: So lead by example. You know those things that you
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  Speaker 4: instilled in other people, you you have to be that
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  Speaker 4: example for them.
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  Speaker 2: Wow, I can't believe the thing getting ready you that.
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  Speaker 1: Do you know how to be fair or you want
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  Speaker 1: side it? Do you hold yourself to the strict rule
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  Speaker 1: or do you apply just to other people the rule
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  Speaker 1: that you apply to other people?
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  Speaker 2: Do you live by Do you want.
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  Speaker 1: Me to do this a certain way and tell me
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  Speaker 1: to do this a certain way or do you use
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  Speaker 1: those same rules to apply it in your life. You
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  Speaker 1: can't freak to me and try to teach me to
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  Speaker 1: do some something a certain way when you're not even living.
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  Speaker 2: Bye. You want me to.
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  Speaker 1: Go out and get that ball straight, but you don't
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  Speaker 1: even hit the ball straight. You want me to be
• 44:49
  Speaker 1: mean and hateful when that's not a part of me.
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  Speaker 1: But see, a lot of people want to chunk the
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  Speaker 1: rock and hide their hands. They don't practice what they fruit.
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  Speaker 2: Want to give you.
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  Speaker 1: All and dictate you how to do this and that
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  Speaker 1: and when and where and how.
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  Speaker 2: But do they do it? No, they don't. They just
• 45:11
  Speaker 2: want to keep telling you what to do, but they
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  Speaker 2: don't even do it. So learn the practice. What you
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  Speaker 2: fruit is my advice? Realistic?
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  Speaker 1: Are you really being realistic? I talked to myself as
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  Speaker 1: well as I talk to other people. Are what you
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  Speaker 1: asking me or what I'm asking you? Am I being
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  Speaker 1: really realistic about it? Am I certain standards that are
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  Speaker 1: too possible? Or are they too high that other people
• 45:42
  Speaker 1: can't meet them?
• 45:44
  Speaker 2: As achievers? CALLO for you and Q? Can you tell
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  Speaker 2: me who you are and where you're calling from? Followed for.
• 45:58
  Speaker 6: Okay, okay, m h thay.
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  Speaker 1: The hello lady, wonderful skills tonight that is care on
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  Speaker 1: that seat. I just want to say thank you guys
• 46:23
  Speaker 1: for sharing your pain. I didn't wanna, you know, say
• 46:27
  Speaker 1: my heart goes out.
• 46:28
  Speaker 2: Who you know or the ladies had to endure. I
• 46:33
  Speaker 2: had to endure a lot, So I do understand even now.
• 46:37
  Speaker 1: I suffer from from certain danger. I didn't even realize that.
• 46:41
  Speaker 1: Literally the other day it hit me, you know, from
• 46:44
  Speaker 1: my reactions and something that I'm like, wow, But I
• 46:47
  Speaker 1: would say this if hopefully wanted. It's the one I
• 46:51
  Speaker 1: want to say that therapy, there's nothing wrong with that.
• 46:56
  Speaker 1: I think we gotta stop sneaking it as a sack
• 46:59
  Speaker 1: of bad thing. Let me tell you something. I started
• 47:02
  Speaker 1: it because I had my house broken into, and I
• 47:06
  Speaker 1: wasn't home when it happened. I'm not sure hearing the
• 47:09
  Speaker 1: I'm noting do something like what you probably I wasn't
• 47:14
  Speaker 1: home when it happened. However, I was always worrying if
• 47:17
  Speaker 1: the person would come back, and because what they did
• 47:20
  Speaker 1: if they left the lock box on my door, I
• 47:22
  Speaker 1: had moved in.
• 47:24
  Speaker 2: What I didn't discover, you know, can you got to
• 47:29
  Speaker 2: go get me?
• 47:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I can't hear, Okay, okay, all right. I just
• 47:39
  Speaker 1: wanted to make there so so like I discovered my
• 47:44
  Speaker 1: bike was missing. It was brand new, and I'm like,
• 47:46
  Speaker 1: oh my gosh, somebody was in here. So it just
• 47:49
  Speaker 1: made me feel so for a whole year. You know,
• 47:51
  Speaker 1: I put an alarm up the cameras, but you know,
• 47:54
  Speaker 1: anytime I heard somebody walk up the stuff or something
• 47:56
  Speaker 1: like that, and it was it was a kind of
• 47:59
  Speaker 1: it was oh my God, Like I was so scared,
• 48:03
  Speaker 1: and it really had a really bad.
• 48:05
  Speaker 2: Effect on God.
• 48:06
  Speaker 1: Actually, you know, when it's not a therapist, if he's
• 48:08
  Speaker 1: absolutely amazing. I still helped her to their so many
• 48:12
  Speaker 1: things family issues and things, and let me tell you,
• 48:15
  Speaker 1: if you find the right one, they can't help navigate
• 48:18
  Speaker 1: your thoughts in a way that you might not be
• 48:20
  Speaker 1: able to do it. And I always felt like I
• 48:22
  Speaker 1: was a person I was able to navigate my thoughts
• 48:25
  Speaker 1: in a way that you know, I think I'll try
• 48:27
  Speaker 1: about this lady is absolutely amazing. She helps me understand
• 48:32
  Speaker 1: the behaviors of those around me. She helped me put
• 48:34
  Speaker 1: things in different perspectives. And sometimes our pain is the
• 48:38
  Speaker 1: perspective that we have as well, we still hold on
• 48:40
  Speaker 1: to it. I'll give you just an example of you know,
• 48:45
  Speaker 1: that's the thing we feel the trades aren't and we
• 48:48
  Speaker 1: hold on to it. But sometimes if we look deeper
• 48:51
  Speaker 1: into the picture, and sometimes we do create those things
• 48:55
  Speaker 1: in our minds that I'm not saying that that people
• 48:58
  Speaker 1: don't have troubles, but sometimes I'm realizing a lot of
• 49:01
  Speaker 1: people around me, and even just we're going to family
• 49:03
  Speaker 1: because of a family member, they're always making themselves a different.
• 49:07
  Speaker 2: With certain things.
• 49:07
  Speaker 1: You know, Like they had a vehicle that was on
• 49:12
  Speaker 1: a friend's property and the friend kept contacted them and
• 49:15
  Speaker 1: they didn't want to be bothered, and the friendly trying
• 49:17
  Speaker 1: to sell the house. So the friend had to sell
• 49:20
  Speaker 1: the vehicle.
• 49:21
  Speaker 2: Because they wanted to sell the house and they ken't
• 49:23
  Speaker 2: reach it out to them.
• 49:24
  Speaker 1: So now they're like, I can't believe you know, they
• 49:27
  Speaker 1: said that person did that to me they sold in
• 49:29
  Speaker 1: our vehicle, And I'm like, no, that's your fault because
• 49:32
  Speaker 1: this person reached out to everybody before.
• 49:35
  Speaker 2: They did that, and you didn't want to contact them.
• 49:36
  Speaker 1: So they're supposed to allow your vehicle to stay on
• 49:38
  Speaker 1: their property, but they can't sell their house. Like no,
• 49:41
  Speaker 1: that's a little bit of entitlement, you know. So sometimes
• 49:44
  Speaker 1: it's a matter of perspective, and sometimes it's a matter.
• 49:46
  Speaker 2: Of forgiveness, allowing to forgive.
• 49:48
  Speaker 1: Yourself for you know, not because the other person deserves it,
• 49:53
  Speaker 1: but also forgiving ourselves for allowing us, you know, to
• 49:56
  Speaker 1: stay in situations too long, or just even being skinned
• 50:00
  Speaker 1: the people who maybe didn't deserve it, you know, because
• 50:02
  Speaker 1: we might want to see the people every ing, so
• 50:05
  Speaker 1: you know that we have a good heart retal thinking
• 50:07
  Speaker 1: everybody else has it's good heart.
• 50:09
  Speaker 2: You know. I had to learn that myself, like not
• 50:11
  Speaker 2: everybody mean, I'm not perfect, but I'm not going to
• 50:13
  Speaker 2: try to.
• 50:14
  Speaker 1: Go out of my way to hurt anybody. You know,
• 50:17
  Speaker 1: I have a family member on which I don't even
• 50:22
  Speaker 1: you know, I don't associate with them so much.
• 50:24
  Speaker 2: But then there's.
• 50:25
  Speaker 1: There's definitely freaking amongst that side of the family where
• 50:30
  Speaker 1: they're trying to actively get another family member put out
• 50:34
  Speaker 1: of their one purpose, out of revent and it's like,
• 50:37
  Speaker 1: I can't be a part of that that's not me.
• 50:39
  Speaker 1: So it's like that's a continuous cycle. It's like, you
• 50:42
  Speaker 1: have to free your mind. So if if there can
• 50:45
  Speaker 1: help you lay everything on the table. It's like it's like,
• 50:48
  Speaker 1: imagine all the things that put their heads inside of
• 50:51
  Speaker 1: a pockable jam. If you're a man, imagine all the
• 50:54
  Speaker 1: things you like inside of a bag, and all those
• 50:57
  Speaker 1: things you turn the bag upside down and they all
• 50:59
  Speaker 1: fall out on the table, on the bed or whatever.
• 51:01
  Speaker 1: They fall out on the floor, and the therapy can
• 51:05
  Speaker 1: help organize those things and put them in place and
• 51:09
  Speaker 1: make them nice to me. But that way you can
• 51:11
  Speaker 1: be a better crystal for yourself. So sometimes there are
• 51:13
  Speaker 1: kids with everything I was my my, Oh, mom, I
• 51:16
  Speaker 1: wish you went the theory because I realized how much
• 51:18
  Speaker 1: that my life was stolen by me having to live
• 51:21
  Speaker 1: through her thoughts and things that just things that me
• 51:25
  Speaker 1: are not enlisted or just things. So you sometimes you
• 51:28
  Speaker 1: have to do what you have to do.
• 51:29
  Speaker 2: Now.
• 51:29
  Speaker 1: It might see that the first person you meet, I
• 51:31
  Speaker 1: had one that I did not like at all, Like
• 51:34
  Speaker 1: he was just very mental, you know, be being in pain.
• 51:37
  Speaker 1: I remember I came in there.
• 51:39
  Speaker 2: It took long long.
• 51:40
  Speaker 1: Time ago, and I came in with heels, and she
• 51:43
  Speaker 1: just like doesn't even killing me, like I'm not in pain,
• 51:45
  Speaker 1: because it doesn't mean I'm not in pain, Like I
• 51:47
  Speaker 1: still want to look at it, you know.
• 51:50
  Speaker 2: So it's just and the extry really hurt me off.
• 51:52
  Speaker 2: But I didn't. I didn't talk it because I know
• 51:54
  Speaker 2: she's not the only what out there.
• 51:56
  Speaker 1: I just want to just int hurt anybody listening out there, Like,
• 52:00
  Speaker 1: don't be a shame thing that I said. I talk
• 52:02
  Speaker 1: to somebody at all, because it helps me organize my thoughts.
• 52:06
  Speaker 2: It is like and sometimes it's a release.
• 52:08
  Speaker 1: And if you if you really really really don't want
• 52:10
  Speaker 1: to talk to anybody, get a journal. You can get
• 52:12
  Speaker 1: a lot of journal up in about like twenty but
• 52:15
  Speaker 1: writes your thoughts down, whatever you're feeling that day, whatever's
• 52:18
  Speaker 1: bothering you or whatever happened is they did show like
• 52:20
  Speaker 1: if you're thinking about a love when you write all
• 52:22
  Speaker 1: that stuff down, because all that stuff and then effect
• 52:25
  Speaker 1: into help you if you don't even know you had,
• 52:28
  Speaker 1: you can't understand why this is happening in your body
• 52:31
  Speaker 1: or that's happening. So that's just what I want to say.
• 52:34
  Speaker 1: I think you for giving me the time, you know,
• 52:37
  Speaker 1: but my heart does go out to you guys and
• 52:38
  Speaker 1: anybody listening. If you need somebody to talk who you
• 52:41
  Speaker 1: can reach out to me a big radio on Instagram
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  Speaker 1: and get hands you see, Yeah, for.
• 52:53
  Speaker 2: Telling and everything you share it.
• 53:01
  Speaker 1: You feel like a lot of people won't accept the
• 53:07
  Speaker 1: faults of art. The only is because the fault that
• 53:11
  Speaker 1: they have made when they try to preach to other people.
• 53:16
  Speaker 2: Do you think they just stand ten tolls downs on
• 53:19
  Speaker 2: whether is wrong.
• 53:21
  Speaker 1: They everything wrong, they try to make it right and
• 53:23
  Speaker 1: everything right, they try to move wrong.
• 53:27
  Speaker 2: The type of people, I, oh, my god, I just
• 53:30
  Speaker 2: deal with that. I realize it is a lot of
• 53:33
  Speaker 2: people that I know not going to be accountable.
• 53:36
  Speaker 1: And a lot of times I think it's whatever they've
• 53:38
  Speaker 1: done in their life. A lot of times they're very
• 53:40
  Speaker 1: guilty for it. So it's a lot of them trying
• 53:44
  Speaker 1: to like their way of dealing with it is to
• 53:47
  Speaker 1: try to navigate somebody else because they can't control their
• 53:50
  Speaker 1: own celts. They can't control their own those, they can't
• 53:52
  Speaker 1: go back and it's whatever they did, so they put
• 53:55
  Speaker 1: the control on somebody else. So don't want to do
• 53:58
  Speaker 1: and you know that sometimes there's a way for them
• 54:01
  Speaker 1: to escape accountability.
• 54:02
  Speaker 2: What I do is I just call it right out
• 54:05
  Speaker 2: because I can.
• 54:06
  Speaker 1: I don't have time for it anymore that I was.
• 54:08
  Speaker 1: I had a lot of patience and I still do
• 54:10
  Speaker 1: have patience. But for certain people, if you've been throwing
• 54:13
  Speaker 1: stuff for years and years and years, it's a family
• 54:15
  Speaker 1: member of no, I'm We've just got an argument the
• 54:17
  Speaker 1: other day because I'm like, you're never wrong about anything,
• 54:22
  Speaker 1: and it is like that is one of the hardest
• 54:24
  Speaker 1: people to deal with when they can never be wrong
• 54:28
  Speaker 1: about anything. And I got in my ground.
• 54:31
  Speaker 2: You don't have when you.
• 54:33
  Speaker 1: Tell somebody how you feel, the one thing, the one
• 54:35
  Speaker 1: you think that I will say that people make it
• 54:37
  Speaker 1: telling somebody how you feel and expecting the reaction that
• 54:41
  Speaker 1: you want from them.
• 54:42
  Speaker 2: You know, you tell them how you can still.
• 54:43
  Speaker 1: Get it off of you don't expect any reaction that
• 54:47
  Speaker 1: you think you could get because if that person might
• 54:50
  Speaker 1: not be mature enough to give you that, you gotta
• 54:52
  Speaker 1: realize that when you say that, I deal with it
• 54:54
  Speaker 1: because I tell you can say, I just.
• 54:56
  Speaker 2: Put one of my family guys like so, I'm like,
• 54:58
  Speaker 2: you know, you're damn you're good it right now and
• 55:00
  Speaker 2: the ticket they comfortable and I'm collassed. I don't feel anything.
• 55:03
  Speaker 2: We take that on the test, you know, right, that
• 55:10
  Speaker 2: is so right, Angela, what do you have to say
• 55:15
  Speaker 2: about it? Coin?
• 55:16
  Speaker 4: I agree with everything she said, Like that is so right.
• 55:20
  Speaker 4: Like nobody want to be accountable for their orongs, and
• 55:25
  Speaker 4: it's like they try to push that, they try to control.
• 55:30
  Speaker 4: What that's called when you try to fix other people?
• 55:35
  Speaker 4: What is that call? What is that call? It's a
• 55:38
  Speaker 4: disorder enabling enabling, So they poll dependency, that's what it is.
• 55:49
  Speaker 4: They They they think that they can't fix other people,
• 55:55
  Speaker 4: and it's usually the things that is wrong in their
• 55:58
  Speaker 4: lives and and they try to see it in other
• 56:02
  Speaker 4: people and it may not even be in other people,
• 56:04
  Speaker 4: but they think they can fix other people because they
• 56:07
  Speaker 4: are not accountable for themselves. That that's that's my thought
• 56:13
  Speaker 4: that's my thought. But Tiana, she made some great points.
• 56:17
  Speaker 4: She made some great points. She dropped some good nuggets.
• 56:24
  Speaker 4: I am transparent. I don't expect more from anyone than
• 56:31
  Speaker 4: I expect from myself. If if I'm not living up
• 56:36
  Speaker 4: to the standard that I have for myself, then I
• 56:38
  Speaker 4: can't expect nobody else to. So we have to have
• 56:43
  Speaker 4: a standard. We we have to have, you know, boundaries,
• 56:49
  Speaker 4: things that we will and will not accept, And we
• 56:53
  Speaker 4: have to have that for ourselves, and then we have
• 56:56
  Speaker 4: to have it for the people that we deal with.
• 57:04
  Speaker 3: They you you're with them, and do you just shunt
• 57:14
  Speaker 3: them out or do you.
• 57:15
  Speaker 1: Just get away from around them or do you just
• 57:18
  Speaker 1: move move away, move off away and let them do them.
• 57:23
  Speaker 4: So if you're gonna, if you're gonna have an expectation
• 57:27
  Speaker 4: out of me, then I expect the same out of you.
• 57:31
  Speaker 4: If if you want me to be one hundred, then
• 57:33
  Speaker 4: I expect you to be one hundred. So that that
• 57:37
  Speaker 4: you expect of someone else, I expect you to do
• 57:40
  Speaker 4: the same in return. And if you're not doing that,
• 57:43
  Speaker 4: then I distance myself. I really distance myself because we
• 57:50
  Speaker 4: have to learn how to protect our own peace because
• 57:54
  Speaker 4: no one else truly cares about your peace, So you
• 58:00
  Speaker 4: have to learn how to protect your own piece in
• 58:03
  Speaker 4: every situation.
• 58:08
  Speaker 2: We got too, because at the end of the day, if.
• 58:11
  Speaker 1: I tell you why I want you to do this, this,
• 58:14
  Speaker 1: and this, and I'm not doing it, why am I.
• 58:18
  Speaker 2: Preaching to you.
• 58:18
  Speaker 1: I can't teach you something that I'm not doing that
• 58:23
  Speaker 1: that's then.
• 58:25
  Speaker 4: Hypocritical.
• 58:28
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yes, you're being a hypocrite. I was trying to
• 58:31
  Speaker 1: another word, but you I guess it ain't no other
• 58:34
  Speaker 1: word but hypocrit You know you want me to do
• 58:39
  Speaker 1: this a certain way, but then you're not doing it.
• 58:42
  Speaker 2: You want to preach to me and tell me to
• 58:45
  Speaker 2: do it, but you're not doing it. So that's a
• 58:49
  Speaker 2: double standard. That's a double double standard. How can you
• 58:55
  Speaker 2: tell me I want you to put this in the
• 58:57
  Speaker 2: book this way and you're not on I am. I
• 59:05
  Speaker 2: am there.
• 59:05
  Speaker 1: Several books with you and love the book. Because teamwork
• 59:10
  Speaker 1: makes the dream work. It's no beguys, no little years.
• 59:14
  Speaker 1: We're together. We do it as a team. And I
• 59:17
  Speaker 1: know that you're not gonna have me to do something
• 59:21
  Speaker 1: that you wouldn't do. That's being hypocrite. You're right and
• 59:27
  Speaker 1: only what you do for Christ will last, you know.
• 59:30
  Speaker 1: And just like God have angels in place, the devil
• 59:35
  Speaker 1: has surprise too, you know. He'll steal and disparach. They
• 59:39
  Speaker 1: try to ruin your happiness, you know. So how can
• 59:43
  Speaker 1: you preach to me when you're not teaching me the
• 59:46
  Speaker 1: right way?
• 59:48
  Speaker 4: And then you have to put yourself. We have to
• 59:52
  Speaker 4: understand this too, that everybody has a journey and we
• 59:59
  Speaker 4: have to figure out what our journey is and then
• 1:00:03
  Speaker 4: we have to take the steps and the necessary things
• 1:00:07
  Speaker 4: to fulfill that journey. Because expectation and what other people
• 1:00:13
  Speaker 4: think of us at the end of the day is
• 1:00:16
  Speaker 4: not gonna matter, because when you stand before him, he's
• 1:00:19
  Speaker 4: only gonna do He's only gonna honor the things that
• 1:00:22
  Speaker 4: you've done for him. So when we embark upon this journey,
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 4: we have to make sure that we are doing things
• 1:00:29
  Speaker 4: that are pleasing to the one that created us. We
• 1:00:34
  Speaker 4: can't live up to everybody's expectation because guess what, somebody
• 1:00:39
  Speaker 4: is not gonna be pleased. That that's called a person
• 1:00:43
  Speaker 4: that is trying to please everybody. And one thing I'm
• 1:00:46
  Speaker 4: not is a person pleaser. I am not a people pleaser.
• 1:00:52
  Speaker 4: I believe and operating in the gifts and talents that
• 1:00:56
  Speaker 4: was placed within me. I don't believe and keeping up
• 1:01:01
  Speaker 4: with the Joneses, the Palls, the cunning Hounds and all
• 1:01:04
  Speaker 4: them other people. I believe that my journey is my journey,
• 1:01:09
  Speaker 4: and I have to learn how to keep up with
• 1:01:11
  Speaker 4: me because guess what, I'm still trying to figure out
• 1:01:14
  Speaker 4: everything that I'm supposed to be doing because I ain't
• 1:01:17
  Speaker 4: got it all together. Some people may look at you
• 1:01:19
  Speaker 4: and think that you got it all together and lose
• 1:01:23
  Speaker 4: focus on what they're supposed to be doing because they
• 1:01:25
  Speaker 4: looking at what I'm doing, thinking that I got it
• 1:01:28
  Speaker 4: all together. Yet I'm still in pieces and shambls. So
• 1:01:32
  Speaker 4: every day is a it's a learning process, it's a
• 1:01:35
  Speaker 4: growing process. It's another opportunity for us to be able
• 1:01:39
  Speaker 4: to get right those things that we didn't get right
• 1:01:41
  Speaker 4: on yesterday and to make an impact in this opportunity
• 1:01:45
  Speaker 4: in this day because guess what, we're not gonna see
• 1:01:49
  Speaker 4: that day again. We only see that day one time,
• 1:01:53
  Speaker 4: because every day is a new day, and there's always
• 1:01:56
  Speaker 4: gonna be a tomorrow. Tomorrow never gets here, So you
• 1:02:01
  Speaker 4: got to live in the now. You have to live
• 1:02:03
  Speaker 4: in today.
• 1:02:05
  Speaker 1: And I said all the time don't put off what
• 1:02:08
  Speaker 1: you can do today but tomorrow.
• 1:02:10
  Speaker 2: Because tomorrow might not never come.
• 1:02:12
  Speaker 1: And just because I get up at four am everyone,
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 1: and don't mean you can get up at four am. Everyone,
• 1:02:19
  Speaker 1: Now do the chance that I'm doing. But I can't
• 1:02:23
  Speaker 1: preak to you at say well, Angela, I get up
• 1:02:26
  Speaker 1: at four a m. You need to do this, this, this,
• 1:02:29
  Speaker 1: You should have done that, okay, But I can I
• 1:02:33
  Speaker 1: tell you to get what I've done at four am
• 1:02:37
  Speaker 1: when you still sleep.
• 1:02:38
  Speaker 2: I can't preach to you because you might not have.
• 1:02:44
  Speaker 1: The ability or the compacity to do what I did
• 1:02:48
  Speaker 1: at four am. You'll wake up right there for elm. No,
• 1:02:52
  Speaker 1: So I can't expect for you to do what I did.
• 1:02:56
  Speaker 1: I can't preak to you something that I don't even
• 1:03:01
  Speaker 1: give you opportunity to tell me the reason or why.
• 1:03:05
  Speaker 1: I just expecting you to do it. And that's my right.
• 1:03:08
  Speaker 1: I'm not gonna tellue you to do something that I
• 1:03:12
  Speaker 1: won't even do my self. Just mean I will have
• 1:03:17
  Speaker 1: come to pass and fort you to say, okay, well,
• 1:03:21
  Speaker 1: maybe you tells in a bad day, maybe she's not
• 1:03:24
  Speaker 1: feeling well today, destructing is off. Let give her time
• 1:03:30
  Speaker 1: to process whatever shoes going through before I just jump
• 1:03:36
  Speaker 1: on her. Right, it doesn't even matter. Your feelings matter
• 1:03:40
  Speaker 1: to me. Everybody's feelings matter to me. But a lot
• 1:03:44
  Speaker 1: of times people preach to me all the time.
• 1:03:49
  Speaker 2: They don't never know what I have gone on, but they.
• 1:03:53
  Speaker 1: Don't feel as long as I get what they mean done.
• 1:03:58
  Speaker 1: And that's why I fell back on my job. I
• 1:04:01
  Speaker 1: let a lot of my my clients. So I let
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 1: a lot of uh people. I just risked them out
• 1:04:11
  Speaker 1: of my life because they didn't care about what I
• 1:04:13
  Speaker 1: was going what I was going on. Uh, let me see,
• 1:04:21
  Speaker 1: let me see if I can ask doctor and Goldie,
• 1:04:27
  Speaker 1: do you practice what sucreate?
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  Speaker 1: money and not counterfit.
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  Speaker 2: Love me and let me love on you a little bit.
• 1:38:26
  Speaker 1: To God, let us see each other, listen to each
• 1:38:29
  Speaker 1: other again. I've put all my blessings to each and
• 1:38:33
  Speaker 1: every one of you.
• 1:38:35
  Speaker 2: Love you, guys, but thank you.
• 1:38:39
  Speaker 1: Your line has been disconnected by the moderator Dibyk