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Good morning fcuckers · An ASMR Practice

• 0:01
  Speaker 1: Okay. Good morning, guys. Welcome to, um, welcome to class.
• 0:07
  Speaker 1: Welcome to class. I'm in disguise.
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  Speaker 2: Oh.
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  Speaker 1: Alberto. Alberto's thinking of me. How sweet. And he's asking
• 0:17
  Speaker 1: me questions. Oh, my God. This fucker. They never quit
• 0:22
  Speaker 1: with the questions. Listen, I love questions. I'm just, I'm
• 0:26
  Speaker 1: in the middle of something, okay? Like, relax.
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  Speaker 2: Um.
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  Speaker 1: dude's got a knack for popping up at the wrong
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  Speaker 1: time alberto.
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  Speaker 3: If you're there literally can't wait to see you baby
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  Speaker 3: boy um so okay so i.
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  Speaker 1: First of all i procured a meal don't ask me
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  Speaker 1: how um took a lot of inspiration and And I
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  Speaker 1: have a list here. The other day I was in disguise.
• 1:04
  Speaker 1: I put on my disguise and I started making a
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  Speaker 1: fucking list. I put on a disguise and I started
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  Speaker 1: making a list because this is what I do when
• 1:14
  Speaker 1: I'm stressed. I think I just start making lists when
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  Speaker 1: I'm stressed. So I have a list here. If I
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  Speaker 1: want to go over it, I can. I'm not going
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  Speaker 1: to pressure myself to do that.
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  Speaker 2: Because I'm on vacation.
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  Speaker 1: Oh, okay. So we got a quiche Lorraine here. I've
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  Speaker 1: made peace with like pork again. So, okay. The whole
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  Speaker 1: thing with my meat, my meat. I mean, there's a lot,
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  Speaker 1: there's a lot of stuff. I think there's just like,
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  Speaker 1: I think my family is just comprised of... Well, there's
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  Speaker 1: two sides of my family, okay? There's, like, my dad's
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  Speaker 1: side and my mom's side. And my dad's side is, like...
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  Speaker 1: They got issues. They got... My understanding is they got, like,
• 2:15
  Speaker 1: quite literally, like... A vintage, like, Nazi uniform. Like, genuinely
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  Speaker 1: in the closet type shit. Yeah. And, um, and then,
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  Speaker 1: you know, I think they have colonial, genocidal kind of
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  Speaker 1: guilt and stuff. It's, like, not ideal for, like, um,
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  Speaker 1: your psyche, I think, to, like, come from people like
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  Speaker 1: this and to, you know, like, I don't even want
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  Speaker 1: to talk about ancestral trauma because I don't know anything
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  Speaker 1: and I don't want to know anything. And also it's just, like,
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  Speaker 1: kind of bleak. Should we go over the list?
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  Speaker 4: I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: I don't really want to do that either. I'm a boy.
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  Speaker 1: I'm literally a boy down there. We got the quiche
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  Speaker 1: of the rain, but they didn't supply me with a fork,
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  Speaker 1: so I would have to go downstairs. And I also
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  Speaker 1: got like a baguette with some bacon.
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  Speaker 4: All right.
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  Speaker 1: I guess I'm becoming less snobby about how my eggs
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  Speaker 1: are cooked. Typically, I would like immersion blend them. Because
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  Speaker 1: I don't, it doesn't matter. I'm getting over it. This
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  Speaker 1: is what, this is what they want from me. They
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  Speaker 1: want me to fucking get over it. Yeah, I'm making
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  Speaker 1: peace with pork. Which is good, like, because... So when
• 4:02
  Speaker 1: I was a vegan, the hardest part about being a
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  Speaker 1: vegan was not having cheese. Yeah, it's literally this, right?
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  Speaker 1: It's exactly what I have here. It's a bacon, egg,
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  Speaker 1: and cheese. It's a bacon, egg, and cheese. This is
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  Speaker 1: what I was needing. When, uh... This is what I
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  Speaker 1: was needing. Or wanting. This is what I was really,
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  Speaker 1: really wanting when I was a vegan. And you know,
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  Speaker 1: my dad told me, he was like... He was like,
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  Speaker 1: it's very impressive that you're doing this. He's like, I
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  Speaker 1: don't think I could do it. And I'm sure I've
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  Speaker 1: talked about this, but the whole... People are addicted to meat. Meat?
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  Speaker 1: I'm addicted to perhaps another kind of meat. And that's okay.
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  Speaker 1: I think I mean, I think I'm also, like, addicted to, like,
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  Speaker 1: eating meat. Like, in the sense of... Like, I'm almost, like,
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  Speaker 1: strategizing my meat consumption for, like, maximum pleasure. And I'm
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  Speaker 1: talking about, like, bacon. We're talking about bacon right now.
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  Speaker 1: Or beef, like steak. Or, you know, seafood. I'm making
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  Speaker 1: peace with seafood here in New Orleans. Kind of.
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  Speaker 4: I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: I don't even think I've really eaten any. I've eaten
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  Speaker 1: some tuna.
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  Speaker 2: No.
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  Speaker 1: Apparently there were some kids movies. I heard this via. My.
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  Speaker 1: Niece and nephew. There was some kid movie. And. Apparently
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  Speaker 1: my nephew was like singing a Taylor Swift song. And. His.
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  Speaker 1: His dad. My brother goes. Where'd you learn that song?
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  Speaker 1: Or something like that. And the kid is like. Taylor
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  Speaker 1: Swift is the pig. Because I guess there's some movie
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  Speaker 1: where they're singing Taylor Swift and it's like a pig.
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  Speaker 1: Just my understanding. So, I'm eating Taylor Swift right now.
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  Speaker 1: And life's never been better. If I want to work,
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  Speaker 1: I have to go to the library and And I could.
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  Speaker 4: I don't really want to. I don't really want to.
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  Speaker 1: I would like... There's a lot of things I would
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  Speaker 1: like to do, okay? I gotta go home. Home is calling. Technically,
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  Speaker 1: I keep fucking calling home. Home doesn't fucking call me.
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  Speaker 1: I call home. I'm just fine. If I'm lucky, home answers.
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  Speaker 2: If I'm lucky, home calls back. But, I'm just, this
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  Speaker 2: makes me sick. This literally makes me sick. Why is
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  Speaker 2: this what they want? Why is this what they want? Like, okay,
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  Speaker 2: so I started.
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  Speaker 1: Writing this morning. I was like, Because, like, I'm sort
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  Speaker 1: of perpetually, like, a little bit at war with the
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  Speaker 1: freaking feminists. And, like, men. Like, what? What the hell? Okay,
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  Speaker 1: so it's like men want to be bossed around. Men
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  Speaker 1: want to be mothered and bossed around is my understanding.
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  Speaker 1: This is not what I was told originally in my youth.
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  Speaker 1: I think, okay, so if I take like the three
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  Speaker 1: adults who like sort of kind of parenting. me in
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  Speaker 1: my youth these are the three messages i received about
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  Speaker 1: men one is like just just simply just shallow as
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  Speaker 1: fuck just like go for like the tallest smartest guy
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  Speaker 1: you just need you need smart Because smart's going to
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  Speaker 1: have money and you need tall because, I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: And then, okay, so second piece of advice is just
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  Speaker 1: men cannot be trusted. Men are despicable. Men will, like,
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  Speaker 1: use what? What is it? Men will use love to
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  Speaker 1: get sex. And, like, men don't actually care about love
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  Speaker 1: at all. And that love is just a tool to
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  Speaker 1: acquire sex, right? And then, some fucking bitch, I'm pretty sure,
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  Speaker 1: goddamn lied to me. She said, men don't want a mother.
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  Speaker 1: They want a lover. That is sick. I mean, and
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  Speaker 1: I think that's true. I think she was the closest
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  Speaker 1: person to being right. And she's definitely not listening to
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  Speaker 1: this shit because she does not like advertisements. And, like,
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  Speaker 1: when I listen to my own shit back, I'm like...
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  Speaker 1: You know, she did teach me. She taught me very well.
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  Speaker 1: I was only with her for a short time. But
• 11:27
  Speaker 1: she had... I want to say she had Pandora. And
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  Speaker 1: she didn't pay for that shit. And when the ads
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  Speaker 1: came on, she would just mute it. She'd be like,
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  Speaker 1: you're not interrupting. You are not getting into my headspace
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  Speaker 1: right now. Me? Me? Me? I'll fast forward it. And
• 11:51
  Speaker 1: maybe that's the problem. I don't think it's a problem.
• 11:55
  Speaker 1: I think I'm literally fine just the way I am.
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  Speaker 1: If I'm honest. I'm not really worried about it. Sometimes
• 12:11
  Speaker 1: I'm worried about it. I have a couple questionable habits. Um,
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  Speaker 1: but it's only sometimes. Only sometimes I'm worried about it.
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  Speaker 1: For the most part, I'm like, if I die, so
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  Speaker 1: be it. If I die, winter. If I die, Tacoma wept.
• 12:31
  Speaker 1: Tacoma will weep. Um, shout out Ethan. Um, shout out Dan. Um,
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  Speaker 1: my family. My literal family. Um, My symbolic family, my
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  Speaker 1: highly symbolic family. So, yeah, I think, like, God or
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  Speaker 1: the universe or source or whatever you believe in, I
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  Speaker 1: think it's, like, really intervening in a big way. I
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  Speaker 1: keep saying this. And I'm never going to shut up
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  Speaker 1: about it. Like, I definitely understand, like, now... I really understand, like,
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  Speaker 1: the whole glory to God thing. I really do. Because, like,
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  Speaker 1: I think a hater-ass bitch would say, like, everything.
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  Speaker 4: Like, ooh.
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  Speaker 1: Ooh. I think a hater-ass bitch would be, like, mad
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  Speaker 1: about things being derivative or something. Or, like, I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: I don't actually know what the fuck he would say
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  Speaker 1: because I actually don't care. um and um this is
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  Speaker 1: what i think is like yeah i don't even i
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  Speaker 1: don't even think at this point i genuinely don't even
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  Speaker 1: think it's like possible to be like original okay so
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  Speaker 1: what was my beef with the feminists this morning It's just, like...
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  Speaker 1: I mean, yeah, I guess it's just, like, the going
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  Speaker 1: back and forth between, like.
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  Speaker 1: I want to be, like... I want to be, like,
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  Speaker 1: a passenger pillow princess, okay? And also... Uh... Men cannot
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  Speaker 1: be left to their own devices at the same time.
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  Speaker 1: Some men. Boys cannot be left to their own devices.
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  Speaker 1: I gotta stop blaming men. I don't think men are
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  Speaker 1: the problem. I think.
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  Speaker 1: It all goes back to Frida Kahlo, okay? Like, the whole, like...
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  Speaker 1: I think about this. I think Frida Kahlo really just, like...
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  Speaker 1: Did something to me. It just murkied my inner world, bro.
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  Speaker 1: She said, if I have to ask, I don't want it.
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  Speaker 1: And the thing is, is like, I be offering, like,
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  Speaker 1: I'm the kind of person, like, I offer because there
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  Speaker 1: is pleasure in doing good things. There is literally pleasure
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  Speaker 1: in doing good things. I hate to sound like fucking
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  Speaker 1: whoever this guy is, Catherine, tell them. Somebody tell them.
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  Speaker 1: It's one of the main freaking guys. I used to
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  Speaker 1: have a fuck, marry, kill for the three philosopher guys. And, like,
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  Speaker 1: I was definitely killing Aristotle back in the day. I just...
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  Speaker 1: I don't know. Something, like... I struggled to read his stuff. Like,
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  Speaker 1: I just thought he was really annoying. Alright, and if
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  Speaker 1: we're doing, like, fuck, marry, kill, like... Freud, Schopenhauer, Kant, like.
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  Speaker 1: I'm marrying Schopenhauer. I hate to say it. I'm really
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  Speaker 1: marrying Schopenhauer in a big way. I'm probably fucking Freud.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm probably killing Kant. Because Kant doesn't know how
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  Speaker 1: to write. Like... Like, his writing is just, like, simply, it's, like,
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  Speaker 1: intended to confuse you. And I think, like, Aristotle's is probably, like,
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  Speaker 1: intended to, like, inspire someone who's not me is how
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: I would probably put it. Like, it's, like, intended for
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  Speaker 1: someone who needs to be inspired about, like, not being
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  Speaker 1: a shitty person. And this might be a good place
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  Speaker 1: to jump into, um... to my list my list this
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  Speaker 1: is like my rules i was like because part of
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  Speaker 1: me is like i i don't i don't like rules
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  Speaker 1: i don't want to be a part of this and
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  Speaker 1: i don't like rules oh the house next door is
• 17:30
  Speaker 1: so fucking beautiful oh they got they got literal trees
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  Speaker 1: growing in the gutter though that's crazy um so i
• 17:45
  Speaker 1: was being bratty It says rules for people who really,
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  Speaker 1: really need and or want rules. And then there's three
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  Speaker 1: points that I have drawn a fence separating me and
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  Speaker 1: them because I don't give a fuck about these. I
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: drew a fence. It kind of looks like a freaking spreadsheet.
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  Speaker 1: I'm not even going to lie. Well, the first two
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  Speaker 1: are like spreadsheeted and then the other two are like
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  Speaker 1: just like pillars almost. Okay, I can read the third one.
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  Speaker 1: It says nothing to see on this list item. I forwent,
• 18:16
  Speaker 1: forget it. I think I wrote something probably extremely problematic
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  Speaker 1: and then I erased it and I was like okay
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: let me rephrase this and then I was like fuck
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  Speaker 1: it we don't need this rule I have no idea
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  Speaker 1: what I wrote and I I'd be curious if like
• 18:39
  Speaker 1: because you know like on google docs it'll save like
• 18:44
  Speaker 1: your edits I don't think it does that And if
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  Speaker 1: it does, I don't know how the fuck to find it. Alright,
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  Speaker 1: so rule number four. I hate to sound like Drake,
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  Speaker 1: you guys, but you only live once. There is just
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  Speaker 1: simply no past or future lives or heaven or hell.
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  Speaker 1: I really, I think I'm dying on this hill. I
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  Speaker 1: think I'm dying on the hill that, like, heaven is
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  Speaker 1: something we create. Like, heaven is something that we find
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  Speaker 1: and make here. Okay? Okay? And sometimes, sometimes it looks
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  Speaker 1: like being mentally ill. Like, I think there's some, like,
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  Speaker 1: fucking hater-ass bitches who... Speaking of hater-ass bitches, I'm gonna
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  Speaker 1: have to take some coffee advice from a certain individual.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm gonna put some honey in my coffee. And
• 19:42
  Speaker 1: I'm going to put some honey in my coffee. This
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  Speaker 1: is the one. This is like probably the best thing
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  Speaker 1: he ever gave me. And I'm making peace with him
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  Speaker 1: a lot lately. I feel like. I feel like he's
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: with me. And helping me. Definitely don't want his ass back,
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: but I feel like he is helping me indirectly. Because, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: he fucking messed that shit up. He literally fumbled the ball.
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  Speaker 1: He literally dropped the bag. And that's all I'm doing.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm not saying his name. I see his name
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  Speaker 1: fucking everywhere.
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  Speaker 5: It's like the most common name possible. But, you know,
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  Speaker 5: he was always like, you gotta sweeten your coffee with honey.
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  Speaker 5: And I was like, uh, yeah, no sweetened love, please.
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  Speaker 5: I said, I would rather, this is what I used
• 20:52
  Speaker 5: to say, I used to say, I would rather die
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  Speaker 5: of cancer than obesity. Now, I mean, I don't think
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  Speaker 5: I'm gonna be obese. I.
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  Speaker 1: Like, don't really care about food, to be honest. And
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  Speaker 1: it's not because the food is poison. Frankly, the poison
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  Speaker 1: food appeals to me most. Oh my god. Wow. Okay.
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  Speaker 1: Shout out. Shout out my eggs. You got one thing right.
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  Speaker 1: You literally got one thing right.
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  Speaker 5: It's Vermont, honey.
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  Speaker 1: Gifted by. A certain. Actually I don't know who paid
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  Speaker 1: for it. I would imagine.
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  Speaker 4: Um.
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  Speaker 1: Like a mother in my realm. So shout out the
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  Speaker 1: mothers in my realm. Um.
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  Speaker 5: Shout out.
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  Speaker 1: Shout out the exes who. Helped me spiritually indirectly. It
• 22:06
  Speaker 1: also might just be his mom. His mom's the goat. Um.
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  Speaker 1: I really liked his mom. I really, really liked his mom.
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  Speaker 1: But I didn't mind his dad either. I definitely saw
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  Speaker 1: how his mom was like... I would say more sophisticated
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  Speaker 1: than his dad. That's how I would put it. And
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  Speaker 1: like charismatic. And warm. I mean... But I didn't have
• 22:45
  Speaker 1: a problem with his dad. He had a problem with
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: his dad. But I also feel like this is the thing.
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  Speaker 1: When someone has a problem with someone, I feel like
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  Speaker 1: historically the pattern for me is that I... Okay, so
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  Speaker 1: another way to put it is if I hear someone
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  Speaker 1: talking shit about a person, I feel like it does that.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm like, I got to hear them out. And
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  Speaker 1: this is because people talk hella shit about me. And
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  Speaker 1: it wasn't even fucking true. And it's like. I'm a
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  Speaker 1: fucking idiot.
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  Speaker 4: Like.
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  Speaker 1: You know. And then you just become isolated. I mean
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  Speaker 1: people just like. Team up against you. And shit. It's
• 23:41
  Speaker 1: just happened like a lot. In my life. and so
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  Speaker 1: I think I'm sort of naturally like when people are
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  Speaker 1: shitting on someone I want to hear them out and
• 23:55
  Speaker 1: I think when people are like and I think it
• 23:58
  Speaker 1: goes the other way too of like when people are
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  Speaker 1: like super popular let's say or like have a lot
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  Speaker 1: of followers or something like I think I'm also pretty
• 24:12
  Speaker 1: sussed by that like like it flips Where it's like,
• 24:19
  Speaker 1: you know, if a lot of people like you, it's
• 24:25
  Speaker 1: like you might be, I mean, maybe you're just, I
• 24:34
  Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know. This I'm still working on, honestly.
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  Speaker 1: I'm still working on this. Not because I think I'm, like,
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  Speaker 1: bad or anything for it, but it's just what I
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  Speaker 1: notice about myself. It's just a story I notice about myself.
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  Speaker 1: And this was one of my rules. Let's go back
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  Speaker 1: to the tablet. Alright, so you only live once. No heaven,
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: no hell, no past, no future lives. If you want
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: to find... If you won't find some way... Yeah, whatever.
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  Speaker 1: If you kill your... If you K-Y-S, that's your own problem.
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  Speaker 1: I think, yeah, like, you cannot be taking that stuff personal, honestly. Like,
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  Speaker 1: I think I did. I think I did. I've known
• 25:25
  Speaker 1: a couple people who I had a very charged interaction
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  Speaker 1: with them, and then later they were no longer with
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: us at their own hand. And, um... Ugh. It just
• 25:45
  Speaker 1: stuck around with me, I think. For a long time.
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  Speaker 1: And made me, like, pretty paranoid. Okay, rule number five.
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  Speaker 1: There are forces working that we can't see always. You know?
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  Speaker 1: Sometimes we can see them. You know?
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  Speaker 4: Um.
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  Speaker 1: And I drew a little guy with, like, sunglasses, and
• 26:16
  Speaker 1: it says, many kinds, many kinds of forces working that
• 26:20
  Speaker 1: we can't see always. Hello. Yeah, I mean, everybody's working.
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  Speaker 1: Everybody has a freaking job, and they're just working. And,
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  Speaker 1: you know, we don't get to see them because they're working.
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  Speaker 1: And also... I don't know how to put it. I
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  Speaker 1: feel like ghosts is too simple. I feel like ghosts
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  Speaker 1: is too simple. But there are forces working for sure.
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  Speaker 1: And then, I mean, there's also like, I genuinely do
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  Speaker 1: think there are like undercover agents. I do think there
• 27:02
  Speaker 1: are like state. I think the state is, you know,
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  Speaker 1: keeping an eye on this shit and intervening. in subtle
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  Speaker 1: ways like i think it's pretty indirect and i think
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  Speaker 1: it's pretty sophisticated honestly like i think there are dream
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  Speaker 1: makers and dream breakers within like whether it's the state
• 27:26
  Speaker 1: or whether it's the angels whether it's demons i don't
• 27:28
  Speaker 1: know um if i was more well read i might
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  Speaker 1: have better language for it but i i'm not i'm
• 27:37
  Speaker 1: not reading anymore i'm done reading i'm reading my own
• 27:39
  Speaker 1: list okay Rule number six, pleasure and desire are compasses.
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  Speaker 1: This is very important. And, you know, you think about
• 27:53
  Speaker 1: like a desire path, right? Where it's like, yeah, there's
• 27:56
  Speaker 1: like a sidewalk, which like somebody constructed the sidewalk. A
• 27:59
  Speaker 1: desire path is like, I mean, obviously you get it.
• 28:03
  Speaker 1: It's a path where the shit has been stomped down. Um,
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: And I just think about that and I think about
• 28:13
  Speaker 1: I had some class where we were using like tuning rods,
• 28:18
  Speaker 1: you know, and it's just like you hold these rods
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  Speaker 1: and you allow them. You allow them slash whatever physical
• 28:26
  Speaker 1: forces are around you. You know, that could be a
• 28:31
  Speaker 1: lot of things. And you sort of take inspiration from them.
• 28:36
  Speaker 1: But I also think you can do that kind of
• 28:38
  Speaker 1: without the rods. And that's also what I was taught.
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: You can do it without the rods. And you can
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: kind of just picture that you have rods. You can
• 28:44
  Speaker 1: imagine it. And then you can take inspiration. Or you
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: can just listen to your freaking body, dude. You can
• 28:51
  Speaker 1: literally just listen to your body. That's what I've been doing.
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: I'm not thinking too much about it. I'm just going.
• 29:00
  Speaker 1: You just got to freaking go. These people are out
• 29:03
  Speaker 1: here thinking way too much. Stop all that. Try imagining.
• 29:12
  Speaker 1: I would say try imagining. Imagining's pretty good and fun. And... Just,
• 29:21
  Speaker 1: can we have fun? Oh my gosh. Can anybody fucking
• 29:25
  Speaker 1: have fun? Like, y'all are like married to being miserable. No.
• 29:31
  Speaker 1: This is what I'm noticing in the world is like
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  Speaker 1: people are genuinely out of here married to being miserable
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  Speaker 1: and uninspired. stop literally fucking stop oh my god why
• 29:52
  Speaker 1: why Am I the only one who just, like, has
• 29:58
  Speaker 1: a natural disposition towards not being miserable and uninspired? What
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: the actual hell? What? I can't be the only one.
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: I just, you know, this is the ego death they
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: talk about. It's like, you haven't met your people yet.
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: And it's like, I know, I do have a handful of,
• 30:27
  Speaker 1: you know, I do have people who, like, are capable
• 30:30
  Speaker 1: of having fun. But I think before they have fun,
• 30:34
  Speaker 1: they have a priority of, like, really caring about politics. Like,
• 30:38
  Speaker 1: this is the trend. It's like, people really care about
• 30:40
  Speaker 1: politics or they, like, just really want to fucking watch
• 30:44
  Speaker 1: something on their screen. Which, in a way, I am
• 30:46
  Speaker 1: doing this because I am reading a list off a screen.
• 30:49
  Speaker 1: But it's like, it's my list. And I'm reading. So,
• 30:53
  Speaker 1: shut up. literally shut up okay so what rule number
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: seven what we notice tells a story about ourselves this
• 31:00
  Speaker 1: is what i was saying before like and i don't
• 31:03
  Speaker 1: remember what i was saying then when in doubt change
• 31:05
  Speaker 1: your name is ruled up right when in doubt change
• 31:08
  Speaker 1: your name i recently changed my name again um you'll
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: never guess to what um so we're gonna see what
• 31:22
  Speaker 1: happens i don't really know I'm experimenting or something. I'm
• 31:32
  Speaker 1: experimenting in a way that's fun and, like, not evocative
• 31:35
  Speaker 1: of fucking despair for me. You know what I'm saying? So, yeah.
• 31:45
  Speaker 5: So, yeah.
• 31:46
  Speaker 1: I think it's time to go for a walk. I
• 31:51
  Speaker 1: think it's time to walk my inner dog. And see
• 31:56
  Speaker 1: what I can find in the world. I'm feeling fed. Spiritually, physically.
• 32:08
  Speaker 1: Is there another kind of way to be? Yeah, there is.
• 32:15
  Speaker 1: I'm working on it, okay? This is the kind of
• 32:20
  Speaker 1: work I'm interested in doing. okay, um, well, keep it bleak, guys,
• 32:29
  Speaker 1: you're doing a great job, keep, keep capitalism going, you're
• 32:32
  Speaker 1: doing a really good job at that, just keep making money,
• 32:35
  Speaker 1: keep doing it forever, and, and definitely, like, don't, don't, like,
• 32:39
  Speaker 1: share it, don't share it with anybody except, like, you know, don't, just,
• 32:45
  Speaker 1: just literally, like, don't even bother sharing it, don't even
• 32:50
  Speaker 1: bother doing philanthropy, like, you should hoard all of your
• 32:53
  Speaker 1: money for yourself, like, really, like, You're the only person
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: that matters in the whole world. So you should do
• 33:02
  Speaker 1: capitalism as good as you possibly can. And then you
• 33:05
  Speaker 1: should literally never share it with anybody. I think that
• 33:08
  Speaker 1: would be a really, really good idea. I think we
• 33:12
  Speaker 1: are all on the right track, guys. Just keep it bleak.
• 33:14
  Speaker 1: Don't have fun. Don't... Don't... Don't... Just don't. Okay? Just
• 33:21
  Speaker 1: literally don't. And just fucking... just hoard all your wealth
• 33:27
  Speaker 1: and don't share. And, or, or, alternatively, just fucking, just
• 33:34
  Speaker 1: fucking gamble. Just fucking gamble that shit. Eat beyond your means.
• 33:41
  Speaker 1: Just eat shitty food that costs way too much and
• 33:44
  Speaker 1: just squander any chance you have at financial freedom. Fucking
• 33:49
  Speaker 1: ruin yourself. Literally ruin yourself. Okay? And, um, Yeah, just
• 33:57
  Speaker 1: keep the cycle of poverty going. These are your two options.
• 34:00
  Speaker 1: You can keep the cycle of poverty going or you
• 34:03
  Speaker 1: can just fucking hoard all the wealth and never share
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: with anybody, okay? So it's black or white. It's literally
• 34:09
  Speaker 1: black or white. These are the two options. It's blue
• 34:11
  Speaker 1: and red. Pick one. Don't ask me which one is
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: which because I'm not sure, okay?
• 34:19
  Speaker 4: Bye.