Latest / Miss Pims Camouflage / 27 - Miss Pim's Camouflage by Dorothy Tennant
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Dorothy Stanley, chapter twenty seven. Miss Pim, as she walked
- 0:04Speaker 1: to courtray, though suffering acutely in body and in mind,
- 0:08Speaker 1: felt no anger at her fate. Her life had been
- 0:11Speaker 1: the forfeit she had played and lost she must now pay.
- 0:15Speaker 1: But she did grieve over the failure to help her country.
- 0:19Speaker 1: She had obtained most valuable information, which her death made
- 0:23Speaker 1: it impossible to pass on. No one would know what
- 0:27Speaker 1: had become of her. Sir Hugh Douglas's staff might guess,
- 0:31Speaker 1: but nothing would ever be said. Leslie would only hear
- 0:34Speaker 1: that Auntie Purr was missing. Such thoughts alternated with sharp
- 0:38Speaker 1: spasms of pain in her arm and an increasing sensation
- 0:43Speaker 1: of weakness. Miss Pim tried to brace herself and to
- 0:46Speaker 1: prepare her mind for death. She knew that physical collapse
- 0:50Speaker 1: would appear to be abject fear, and yet Miss Pym
- 0:54Speaker 1: was surprised to feel no fear. In Hindenburgh's clutch, she
- 0:58Speaker 1: had felt the terror of some small animal in the
- 1:02Speaker 1: grip of a monster, But now walking to courtray with
- 1:06Speaker 1: these dull, stolid German soldiers, all fear of her impending
- 1:11Speaker 1: fate had departed. Only the longing remained to die with dignity,
- 1:16Speaker 1: as the worthy descendant of the Pims should die. To
- 1:20Speaker 1: be English to the end, Koitzik had thought death gentle
- 1:24Speaker 1: and desirable. He had seen nothing dreadful in dying. But
- 1:29Speaker 1: Miss Pim could not bring herself to feel this. She
- 1:32Speaker 1: was a happy woman and loved life, but it was
- 1:35Speaker 1: up to her to die calmly. So by the time
- 1:39Speaker 1: she entered the parade plots, Miss Pym was able to
- 1:43Speaker 1: walk towards a building which she knew must be the
- 1:47Speaker 1: drill Hall, and standing there to await her fate. She
- 1:51Speaker 1: was kept there some little time, whilst the recruits were
- 1:55Speaker 1: being fetched. Three officers came to her, and one offered
- 1:59Speaker 1: her a chair. He spoke English and asked her whether
- 2:03Speaker 1: she had anything to say. Miss Pim shook her head,
- 2:06Speaker 1: but she begged for a glass of water. The officer
- 2:10Speaker 1: sent a soldier for water, and again advised her to
- 2:13Speaker 1: die sitting. Miss Pim assured him that she would be
- 2:17Speaker 1: able to stand, and begged, as a last favor, that
- 2:21Speaker 1: her eyes be not bandaged nor her hands tied. Then
- 2:26Speaker 1: the water came, and as she drank, new life crept
- 2:30Speaker 1: into her veins. It was as though she drank some
- 2:33Speaker 1: potent elixir. She handed the mug to the soldier with
- 2:38Speaker 1: a smile. Life was good and unending. Death was only
- 2:42Speaker 1: an episode. She saw crowds of soldiers marching on to
- 2:47Speaker 1: the plots, all those men coming to see an englishwoman die.
- 2:52Speaker 1: She said to the officer who had given her the water.
- 2:55Speaker 1: It is very good of them to turn out thus,
- 2:58Speaker 1: to do me honor beyond. Officer frowned. You must now
- 3:02Speaker 1: stand here, straight up against this wall, he said. When
- 3:06Speaker 1: I drop this handkerchief, the men will shoot. Miss Pim
- 3:10Speaker 1: saw twenty men advance. The officers moved aside, and Miss
- 3:15Speaker 1: Pim faced twenty rifles. I must die game, I must
- 3:20Speaker 1: hold up my head for England. She straightened herself, and
- 3:25Speaker 1: like a flash came to her the thought one more
- 3:28Speaker 1: try for invisibility. She felt the thrill as she threw
- 3:32Speaker 1: back her head. Then, seeing the officer drop the handkerchief,
- 3:36Speaker 1: she flung herself down, quite flat, invisible. A volley was
- 3:41Speaker 1: fired and Miss Pim wriggled aside, only standing up when
- 3:46Speaker 1: out of range. The scene was indescribable, short sharp barks
- 3:52Speaker 1: of command, soldiers tearing up at the double, the officers
- 3:56Speaker 1: examining the dust where Miss Pym had dragged herself. Men
- 4:00Speaker 1: were sent running all over the parade plots. Soldiers were
- 4:04Speaker 1: marched up to surround it. Miss Pim did not attempt
- 4:08Speaker 1: to leave. She would pass out with the officers. When
- 4:12Speaker 1: it was clear to them that Miss Pym had really disappeared,
- 4:16Speaker 1: they left, walking slowly in deepest gloom. They knew themselves broken.
- 4:22Speaker 1: Men Hindenburg might even take their lives in exchange for
- 4:26Speaker 1: Miss Pim's, and Miss Pym was free in the streets
- 4:30Speaker 1: of Courtray. Before repairing to the hotel, where she had
- 4:34Speaker 1: left all her papers, she visited several pharmacies, hoping to
- 4:38Speaker 1: find iodine and bandages to dress her wounded arm, but
- 4:42Speaker 1: she could only obtain a little boracic lint in a
- 4:46Speaker 1: draper's shop. However, she carried off a cambric undergarment, which
- 4:51Speaker 1: torn in strips, made a serviceable bandage, dressing her aching
- 4:55Speaker 1: and inflamed arm as well as she could. In the
- 4:58Speaker 1: hotel bedroom, she now found that tossing her canvas bundle
- 5:03Speaker 1: on to the wardrobe was easier than getting it down,
- 5:06Speaker 1: which necessitated the careful balancing of a chair on a
- 5:10Speaker 1: table and herself on the chair with a mutilated arm.
- 5:14Speaker 1: This was no easy feat, but Miss Pim, with infinite caution,
- 5:19Speaker 1: succeeded in lowering herself and her precious bundle to the floor.
- 5:23Speaker 1: Her one thought was to fly from Kortray. She had
- 5:27Speaker 1: a superstitious dread of meeting Hindenburg again. If, by any
- 5:31Speaker 1: dreadful accident her visibility again returned at Kortray, she would
- 5:37Speaker 1: be shot at sight. Better to sleep in the woods
- 5:40Speaker 1: or in barns. On her way to the British lines.
- 5:44Speaker 1: Feeling miserably ill and tearful, Miss Pym slowly made her
- 5:49Speaker 1: way out of courtray by compass. She had supplied herself
- 5:53Speaker 1: with the necessary food from the hotel kitchen. The straps
- 5:57Speaker 1: over her shoulders caused much pain in the wounded arm.
- 6:02Speaker 1: Outside the town, she advanced towards the setting sun. With
- 6:06Speaker 1: teeth set after all, she asked herself, what is this
- 6:10Speaker 1: to the pain many of our boys are enduring? Without
- 6:14Speaker 1: a murmur, Then the remembrance of Hindenburg's plan flashed on
- 6:18Speaker 1: her brain. That plan screwed up into a ball, which
- 6:22Speaker 1: she had thrust inside her dress. The official map had
- 6:26Speaker 1: been taken from her, But this sketch map, this plan,
- 6:30Speaker 1: which might succeed with secrecy and celerity. She carried it
- 6:35Speaker 1: on her What a treasure to give Sir Hugh Douglas.
- 6:39Speaker 1: Here was something of immense importance to the commander in chief.
- 6:43Speaker 1: She must cross over to the British lines as quickly
- 6:46Speaker 1: as possible. Miss Pim stood on a little wooded eminence
- 6:51Speaker 1: away to the northwest ran the railway, and the sinking
- 6:55Speaker 1: sun shone red upon the lines from Courtray and bade
- 6:59Speaker 1: them peered two thin streams of blood. She decided to
- 7:04Speaker 1: follow those lines until they brought her to some station
- 7:08Speaker 1: where she might entrain. Along the track, she walked doggedly,
- 7:12Speaker 1: determined to keep on till she reached the station of Yula,
- 7:17Speaker 1: which was crowded with reserves. Going to the front, there
- 7:21Speaker 1: she heard of a great battle. Men like demented creatures
- 7:25Speaker 1: were pouring into Huel. The wounded and the dead were
- 7:28Speaker 1: said to be beyond computation, and whole divisions were said
- 7:33Speaker 1: to be prisoners. The fresh troops from Courtray going to
- 7:37Speaker 1: the front were in trucks, unending chains of trucks reaching
- 7:42Speaker 1: to the far distance. In both directions. Carriages were being
- 7:47Speaker 1: joined together with a crashing jar. Carriages were being uncoupled,
- 7:52Speaker 1: train loads of wounded returning, the troops going out from courtray,
- 7:57Speaker 1: hailing their broken comrades, who replied with groans and curses.
- 8:03Speaker 1: It was a fearful sight in the pale lights of
- 8:06Speaker 1: the station to see those German faces, like the faces
- 8:09Speaker 1: of maniacs. The confusion was indescribable, as wild as a debach.
- 8:15Speaker 1: The shouts and yells of the non coms herding the men,
- 8:19Speaker 1: the roar of human voices, the tangle of convoy teams,
- 8:24Speaker 1: the shrieks of the locomotives, and all this while the
- 8:28Speaker 1: blue of night was deepening, till the armies became merged
- 8:32Speaker 1: into dark mobile walls of humanity, losing individuality. Lights swung about,
- 8:40Speaker 1: some high up in the air, others tremulously running a
- 8:44Speaker 1: few feet from the ground. Miss Pym kept moving with
- 8:48Speaker 1: a tide of men, first one way, then another, till
- 8:52Speaker 1: she lost all notion of direction, but she kept her
- 8:56Speaker 1: face instinctively turned westward, where a living band of light
- 9:01Speaker 1: yet lingered in the sky. At last she saw the
- 9:04Speaker 1: men swarming into trucks and vans. One truck was being
- 9:09Speaker 1: crammed with officers. All she could do was to climb
- 9:12Speaker 1: on to the footboard and cling desperately to an iron
- 9:16Speaker 1: post till they reached Morsilla. Then she ran down the line,
- 9:21Speaker 1: mounted the cab of the locomotive, and sank down on
- 9:25Speaker 1: the coal heap. The battle had been raging throughout the day,
- 9:29Speaker 1: and a counter attack by the Germans would soon be attempted,
- 9:33Speaker 1: for the British had advanced along a front of many miles,
- 9:37Speaker 1: capturing strong German positions. As the train progressed, the rending
- 9:43Speaker 1: explosion of guns and mortars made Miss Pim feel that
- 9:47Speaker 1: crossing over to the British lines would be difficult for
- 9:51Speaker 1: all her invisibility. What must this day's firing have been
- 9:56Speaker 1: if this is a lull, she thought, when the engine
- 9:59Speaker 1: driver called over his shoulder to the fireman that the
- 10:02Speaker 1: guns of the English devils were quieting down. The train
- 10:06Speaker 1: had now reached its terminus, and Miss Pim was thankful
- 10:10Speaker 1: to get out and stretch herself. She had walked the
- 10:13Speaker 1: length of the little station when the crash of an
- 10:16Speaker 1: explosion sent everyone down flat like Noah's ark figures when
- 10:21Speaker 1: you shaked the table. The forepart of the train had
- 10:24Speaker 1: been wrecked. Crowds of soldiers had been saved the trouble
- 10:28Speaker 1: of dying on the battlefield. The engine, the driver and
- 10:31Speaker 1: stoker had been scattered in the air and come down
- 10:35Speaker 1: in fragments, and overhead was the throb of one of
- 10:38Speaker 1: the British airplanes, winging westward in the light of a
- 10:42Speaker 1: waning moon, hastening to report at headquarters some damage to
- 10:48Speaker 1: a German troop train. After the wounded and the dead
- 10:51Speaker 1: had been removed, the men remaining lay down everywhere along
- 10:56Speaker 1: the platform, the railway embankment, all down the road. Some
- 11:00Speaker 1: began eating, others looked to their weapons. Many drew off
- 11:05Speaker 1: their boots and inspected their blisters. Sergeants marched up and down,
- 11:10Speaker 1: shouting orders. So far as Miss Pim could make out,
- 11:13Speaker 1: they were waiting to be joined by further drafts, and
- 11:17Speaker 1: all the night wounded men were being brought in by
- 11:21Speaker 1: the thousand and literally piled into open trucks and sent
- 11:25Speaker 1: back to courtray and beyond. It was a terrible sight,
- 11:30Speaker 1: made more terrible by the cruel and callous treatment of
- 11:33Speaker 1: the wounded, the brutality shown to their own dying men.
- 11:38Speaker 1: Miss Pim could only steady her mind by repeating to herself,
- 11:42Speaker 1: almost mechanically over and over again. I have to finish
- 11:46Speaker 1: my job. I must finish my job. None of all
- 11:50Speaker 1: this must weaken me for my task. Steady, perdita, keep
- 11:55Speaker 1: your British nerve. Do not let yourself fail now when
- 11:59Speaker 1: every thing may depend on your carrying a high heart.
- 12:04Speaker 1: She sat near a shed crowded with men, trying to
- 12:07Speaker 1: keep dry for towards dawn, a dismal downpour commenced, and
- 12:13Speaker 1: notwithstanding the immense discomfort, she must have been dozing. When
- 12:17Speaker 1: a bugle sounded in the steady tramp of multitudes roused
- 12:22Speaker 1: her stiff and aching. She sat up and lo men
- 12:26Speaker 1: were moving rhythmically along as far as the eye could reach.
- 12:31Speaker 1: The march to the front had commenced. Would it be
- 12:34Speaker 1: a long march? Where was the front? Could Miss Pym
- 12:38Speaker 1: keep up with the men? She asked herself these questions anxiously.
- 12:43Speaker 1: Every lorry, every gun carriage was crowded with officers. There
- 12:48Speaker 1: was no chance whatever of a lift along the muddy road.
- 12:52Speaker 1: And Miss Pim went forward with the sullen, hungry men
- 12:55Speaker 1: who had no stomach for fighting, and hoped they might
- 12:59Speaker 1: be made prisoners. Not a man among them believed in victory.
- 13:04Speaker 1: They advanced mechanically because they must. Not only were they
- 13:08Speaker 1: under the discipline of years, but also the discipline which
- 13:12Speaker 1: came by inheritance. These men believed they were going to
- 13:16Speaker 1: their death, but they went not from love of fatherland,
- 13:21Speaker 1: nor for liberty, not even for German culture, but because
- 13:25Speaker 1: they must. They heeded not the harsh words and humiliating
- 13:30Speaker 1: blows of their officers. After all, what were these to
- 13:34Speaker 1: the awful voice of the British guns. Slowly they tramped
- 13:38Speaker 1: along in the rain and mud, but even so the
- 13:42Speaker 1: pace appeared too fast for Perdita. The pack on her
- 13:46Speaker 1: shoulder became leaden. Her thin cashmere dress trimmed with crape,
- 13:51Speaker 1: soon became saturated and clung to her, impeding her movements.
- 13:56Speaker 1: But Miss Pim was not town bred. Long country tramps
- 14:01Speaker 1: and latterly hard work in the garden had trained her muscles.
- 14:06Speaker 1: This and the strong desire to win through sustained her
- 14:11Speaker 1: and enabled her to keep up with the men. When
- 14:14Speaker 1: they were halted, she took out her rations and forced
- 14:17Speaker 1: herself to eat. Some hours they were kept in a
- 14:21Speaker 1: poor village waiting for machine guns, the officers walking up
- 14:26Speaker 1: and down using the most frightful language. Miss Pim longed
- 14:30Speaker 1: to reveal herself to some poor French peasants hidden in
- 14:34Speaker 1: a quarry. She could have given them words of hope
- 14:37Speaker 1: and comfort, and they could have directed her, but she
- 14:41Speaker 1: was now afraid of being unable to resume invisibility. The
- 14:45Speaker 1: power had failed her so recently she dared not risk
- 14:49Speaker 1: losing it. Just in sight of the goal, the rain
- 14:53Speaker 1: had ceased, and Miss Pim, somewhat rested, decided to venture
- 14:58Speaker 1: forward alone. If she entered the battle zone with the soldiers,
- 15:03Speaker 1: the chances were she would fall with them. So she
- 15:06Speaker 1: left the village and the masses of troops behind her,
- 15:10Speaker 1: and followed the long, muddy highway, meeting groups of Germans
- 15:14Speaker 1: carrying or supporting wounded comrades. Miss Pim frequently stopped her senses,
- 15:21Speaker 1: bewildered by the thunder of guns, the screams of flying shells,
- 15:26Speaker 1: the awful explosions, and the terrible concussions of the air
- 15:31Speaker 1: all around her. Everywhere the country seemed to be falling
- 15:35Speaker 1: to pieces, and she felt that irresolution, that helplessness experienced
- 15:41Speaker 1: in earthquakes. At last, she reached a barren desolation without
- 15:46Speaker 1: landmark of any kind. Men with machine guns crouched in
- 15:51Speaker 1: cemented holes or behind shattered walls, and then, in one
- 15:56Speaker 1: mad instant, Miss Pim was banged down upon the ground
- 16:00Speaker 1: and lay there some time, completely stupefied. When she recovered,
- 16:05Speaker 1: the noise and concussion was so terrific, she felt convinced
- 16:10Speaker 1: that it would mean instant death to move. The whole
- 16:13Speaker 1: world seemed to be crashing to its dissolution, and there
- 16:18Speaker 1: was no reason for thinking one spot safer than another.
- 16:22Speaker 1: And yet Miss Pim clung to the little heap of
- 16:25Speaker 1: stones behind which she lay, and dared not stir hand
- 16:30Speaker 1: or foot, simply because she had so far escaped injury.
- 16:35Speaker 1: There Where she crouched. Gazing at the fearful waste, she
- 16:39Speaker 1: tried to imagine herself crossing it. I am now passing
- 16:43Speaker 1: along that bit of upright wall. I paused by that
- 16:47Speaker 1: tree stump and low. As she looked, mud and rock
- 16:51Speaker 1: shot up, and the tree and the wall had disappeared
- 16:55Speaker 1: in such an inferno. Invisibility was no protection. The fates
- 17:00Speaker 1: had gone mad and were dancing with the furies. Man
- 17:04Speaker 1: stands for nothing, thought Miss Pim. This is elemental and everlasting.
- 17:10Speaker 1: Time and order have disappeared forever. Then Suddenly the guns ceased,
- 17:16Speaker 1: and the silence was more dreadful than the noise, because
- 17:20Speaker 1: it meant something new. Miss Pim raised her head, and
- 17:24Speaker 1: far away in the formless desert, she saw small specks
- 17:29Speaker 1: moving forward singly and in groups, leisurely, as it seemed
- 17:35Speaker 1: to her our men. She gasped, and as they drew nearer,
- 17:40Speaker 1: she saw the groups straighten into lines with plan and intention,
- 17:45Speaker 1: and at the same time out of the earth sprang
- 17:49Speaker 1: German soldiers. Some ran forward with uplifted hands towards the English.
- 17:55Speaker 1: Others fled like madmen towards Miss Pym, but were staying,
- 18:00Speaker 1: eat by a rain of fire, and Miss Pim lay
- 18:03Speaker 1: on her face and tasted death for well. She knew
- 18:06Speaker 1: if that barrage advanced, everything living would disappear. When she
- 18:12Speaker 1: dared to look up again, there were no men running,
- 18:15Speaker 1: only a flutter of rags here and there. After another pause,
- 18:20Speaker 1: miss Pim saw in the distance on her left English
- 18:24Speaker 1: soldiers running and crouching, and again running till they came
- 18:29Speaker 1: to a heap of debris and disappeared behind the ruins
- 18:33Speaker 1: of what had been a church. And then Miss Pim
- 18:36Speaker 1: remembered the great masses of Germans already forming up to
- 18:41Speaker 1: counter attack. Soon they would be trotting up like packs
- 18:45Speaker 1: of wolves, running with short pants and lolling tongues like
- 18:49Speaker 1: wild beasts. In a few minutes, those daring British boys
- 18:54Speaker 1: would be surrounded and obliterated. She ran as one runs
- 18:58Speaker 1: in dreams, with winged feet. The bursting shells no longer
- 19:03Speaker 1: terrified her. She knew that she would reach her countrymen,
- 19:07Speaker 1: those splendid fellows who had ventured too far ahead and
- 19:11Speaker 1: were now in an untenable position. Only a few yards more,
- 19:16Speaker 1: and she would be able to tell them of the
- 19:18Speaker 1: great counter attack in time for their retreat. But even
- 19:22Speaker 1: as she ran, she became aware that the German divisions
- 19:25Speaker 1: were advancing. She climbed over barricades formed by collapsed buildings
- 19:31Speaker 1: and saw the enemy rolling forward in masses. As she
- 19:35Speaker 1: stood there, clear against the skyline, some sniper's bullet grazed
- 19:40Speaker 1: her at the back of the neck. Another bullet sped
- 19:44Speaker 1: through her bonnet. She flung herself down, Then, crawling and creeping,
- 19:49Speaker 1: she reached the roofless little church, where she found her
- 19:53Speaker 1: people hidden. Twenty soldiers with two machine guns, which they
- 19:58Speaker 1: were fitting up to receive the use advancing Germans. A
- 20:01Speaker 1: young second lieutenant stared at her, and she then realized
- 20:06Speaker 1: that her invisibility had gone good heavens a woman and
- 20:11Speaker 1: no escape for her now. He exclaimed, we are cornered here.
- 20:15Speaker 1: We advanced too far and then we thought we would
- 20:18Speaker 1: take this village of feel Nikte. He explained, Now I
- 20:22Speaker 1: fancy it is all you p our. Colonel is dying.
- 20:27Speaker 1: We could hold the place with small reinforcements, and we
- 20:32Speaker 1: want ammunition and grenades. But the Germans are on you
- 20:36Speaker 1: see that advancing mass. Oh they have no guns, replied
- 20:41Speaker 1: the lieutenant. We could hold out if we had sufficient ammunition.
- 20:45Speaker 1: Awful hard luck that our people don't know, don't realize
- 20:49Speaker 1: we are here. It's too late now to send men back. Besides,
- 20:54Speaker 1: we need every rifle. Miss Pim turned and moved towards
- 20:58Speaker 1: a man lying on a partle of soldiers coats near
- 21:02Speaker 1: the altar of the shattered church. She stooped to view
- 21:05Speaker 1: his space and recognized Colonel Murcott. He gazed up at her.
- 21:11Speaker 1: Too far gone for surprise, which is only a surface feeling. Ah,
- 21:16Speaker 1: he exclaimed, you have come back. We we must save you.
- 21:21Speaker 1: He tried to struggle up, but Miss Pim knelt beside
- 21:25Speaker 1: him and made him drink from her flask. Colonel, give
- 21:29Speaker 1: me your orders. I will take them to our lines.
- 21:32Speaker 1: He shook his head. Impossible, the Germans the guns. No
- 21:37Speaker 1: one could. But I can become invisible. I will go
- 21:41Speaker 1: at once, I will get help. It is doubtful whether
- 21:44Speaker 1: the colonel heard or understood. He smiled faintly and murmured,
- 21:49Speaker 1: you dear. Miss Pim hurried back to the young lieutenant.
- 21:53Speaker 1: See here, I am going to fetch help. Write me
- 21:56Speaker 1: a pencil note quickly? What send a woman? Well, not quite.
- 22:02Speaker 1: Let me try, said Miss Pim, earnestly. If I fail,
- 22:05Speaker 1: you can try later. What is your regiment west kents,
- 22:10Speaker 1: replied the lieutenant. But it is not to be heard of.
- 22:13Speaker 1: I am in command here, so please go and do
- 22:16Speaker 1: what you can for the colonel. Miss Pim saw it
- 22:19Speaker 1: was useless talking, and she was only in the way.
- 22:23Speaker 1: Every moment was precious. The Germans were advancing in solid phalans.
- 22:28Speaker 1: To the west. Behind the church stretched a great gray plain,
- 22:33Speaker 1: gleaming at intervals with livid streaks of light and balls
- 22:37Speaker 1: of white or black smoke. Little bits of masonry stood
- 22:41Speaker 1: up here and there beside heaps of rubble with the
- 22:45Speaker 1: ribs of roofs sticking up. And Miss Pim knew that
- 22:49Speaker 1: she must pass through that fire, that there was no
- 22:52Speaker 1: way but through that field of death. And she also
- 22:56Speaker 1: knew that her power had departed, and she must go
- 22:59Speaker 1: forward word visible end of chapter twenty seven.