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The #Message: The Kingdom Is The Standard! · The #Message with ToShae Germaine

• ToShae Germaine: Let me put that up there. Like so. And it is so and it is done. Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Hold on. I need to do this right now. Expeditiously. Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great people. Welcome to the message, y'all. Welcome to the message. Hold on, y'all. I got to do something. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy Thursday, y'all. Happy Thursday. We in this thing. Hold on, I got to get my chat opened up. I ain't even have a chat. Good morning, y'all. I hope you're feeling good. Happy Thursday. We in this thing. It's still Thursday. We are so happy, so grateful. We back in the studio today. We're back in the studio today. if you are new to the Kingdom Flow community. To the message. Welcome. We're so happy and so grateful that you were here. And if you was an old T but good tea, welcome back. Y'all show the new people them what to do. Come in, like the live, share the live, share the love, share the Lord. Drop something in the chat that you're grateful for. Let's get in the flow of abundance. I hope that y'all I need much check it. I hope the lighting ain't shining in my in my face in my glasses too much, but. We back, we back in the studio on yesterday, y'all. We went outside. We outside. Hey, we outside. so if you didn't, it wasn't a whole lot going on. It was just a step of obedience, a step of obedience. And so, okay, I'm back in the studio. So we're gonna get into Leviticus 18 on today. How are y'all doing? How y'all feeling? I got something to share with y'all for those of you who didn't see the message on yesterday or hadn't seen anything on my social media. man, y'all, today is a big day. Today is a big day. More to come on that. Good morning, Pam. Good morning. Pam is checking in on the YouTube side of the street. Pam says, I'm grateful for a new day. I'm grateful for a new day. Indeed. And amen. Indeed, and amen. man, it's new beginnings happening, y'all. It's new beginnings happening, and so I'm grateful for that. Thank y'all for checking in on the message or with the message today. It's so much going on. Y'all ever felt like the Lord just doing a whole lot of stuff at one time? It's almost like you, y'all know we've been talking about, man, let me see if I can minimize this and pull this over. Hold on, y'all. Why can't never wait a minute? I'm all in y'all grill. Hold on. Uno momento. Okay, let me see if I can do that. And then because I got to be on my iPad today when I got to do my shoppable. Okay, we in this thing. Okay, I'm back. now I can see over here. Good morning, K. Good morning, good morning, blessings received in return, dearest one. Okay, I'm back. Listen, you haven't felt like the Lord was just doing a whole lot at one time? I'm talking like a whole lot. Like you be one minute you be in the waiting room and you be waiting on the Lord to do stuff, and then the next minute he just start doing all kinds of stuff. That's kind of how I feel. Where we've been talking about these pivots. I promise y'all, the Lord said, Go that way. I say, huh? I say, What what what'd you say, Lord? Because who? For for what? For why? But we got to be obedient. Anyway, that kind of happened for me this week. Something that I didn't know was gonna happen happened. And so the Lord is in this season where He's like, Hey, go this way. Okay, you you got to go this way. I know what you had thought, but I know the plans. I have for you. plans to prosper you and not to harm you. It's been pro it's been Proverbs 3, 5, and 6 for me. It's is Proverbs 3, 5 and 6 for me this whole week, y'all. And so the Lord had been talking about plans and stuff, and now we still talking about plans. So some of y'all, I got to move it, don't I? Let me put that down. Y'all sip y'all favorite adopt beverage. let me move my mouse out the way, y'all, so I can make sure I can see stuff. Okay, I'm back. man, the the plan changes is real. But we receive it, Lord. We receive the Lord's plan for our life. We finna get into Leviticus 18. I thought we was gonna do it on yesterday, y'all, but it was just too much going on. It was a new adventure. We out we was outside on yesterday. We gonna be outside some, but I had to go and do some testing to just kind of see how it's gonna go. And we we gonna keep moving forward with the message. Monday through Friday, 6 a.m. Central Standard Time. But there may just be something additional that we're going to do as the Lord continues to give us new beginnings. Okay. New beginnings. Yesterday we were on assignment, right? We was outside in the streets. Okay. We was outside, we was outside in them community streets, okay, for kingdom travels, for kingdom travels. And so we're going to be continuing to do that. We're going to have some outside experiences. Shout out to Provision. Coffee shop, provision cafe and coffee shop in downtown Fairhope, y'all. I had such a great experience there. Shout out to the manager Chris as well as Isla, one of the people that in that worked there. She was so helpful for me yesterday. This is finna teach me some editing. You know, the Lord be telling you you got to learn some skills and stuff. I didn't win all this time. I had met well, why I got to start. Why you send me so who wanna edit? Somebody can't somebody edit anyway. I'm back. One of them skills that I'm gonna have to go ahead and learn. Good morning, Kelly. Good morning. Good morning, Jared. Good morning, y'all. Y'all come in, like the live, share the live, share the love. I got a busy morning. Y'all, but man, I tell you, the Lord will give you, He'll give you a moment. He'll give you a pause where good morning, T Black. Good morning, honey one. He'll give you a pause where let's before we do anything else. Can we just true story? Give God the glory this morning. You ever have been moments where you can really just look back and say, man, God has brought me so far? Just drop this. Thank you, Lord. Thank you, Lord. On yesterday, y'all, I was, I went, I ended up finding some water, y'all, to go sit by. Like a whole, I'm going today actually to go walk. but I ended up kind of ex doing a little bit of exploring on yesterday, and I found somewhere to go walk. It's by the water, it's got a pier. and I literally so I was sitting there and I had a moment where I was reminded I I and I recorded this and I'ma try to post the video, but I was reminded of when I was homeless, y'all, the two and a half years that I lived in my car, and this was up until last year, right? The place that I found yesterday would have been. one of the it was like the kind of place that I would have gone and spent my days at. Right. You know, wake up in the morning and go sit and basically just a really peaceful place, somewhere that had good service. So I'd be able to record. it's the kind of place that I would have gone to when I was homeless, that I was constantly looking for to be able to just have somewhere to be. For the day, you know what I'm saying? And so I had a moment when I was sitting by the water yesterday where I was just like, Man, thank you, Lord, because the difference between then and now, right? And so sometimes the Lord will just give you those moments where you can just really be like, Man, this would have been perfect for me when I was in that that part, that wilderness season. But then the Lord makes something perfect in the season that you're in. Does that make sense? Anyway, I hope that makes sense to somebody. That's why you got to give the tell the Lord thank you. Message, you got to tell the Lord thank you, right? Okay, I'm about to say, wait a minute. What was that, Lord? let's get into Leviticus 18, y'all. I do have quite a bit of notes that we got to go over. And then we go. So we're gonna get the Bible clarity, then we're gonna get the kingdom clarity, get some cars and see what is going on with that. Something I did learn on Kingdom Travels yesterday, man, I ain't trying to be toting all this stuff. First of all, my battery on my computer only gonna get by a good hour. Right, about an hour without actually having a power source. Good morning, Monica. Good morning, honeywone. Without having a good power source. it was a little loud there yesterday, and then it's that downside, y'all, of not having the internet the way I need the internet to make sure that I'm doing this. And so Kingdom Travels may end up just being the second show that the Lord is allowing me to produce. And so, y'all stay tuned for that. We gonna I got some other destinations coming up. we're gonna be traveling here shortly. So while I still have the opportunity to do so, I'll tell y'all about that in a second if you didn't hear that news on the other day. Let's get into Leviticus 18. Here we go. Thank you so much for the follow, T Black. I appreciate you, dearest one. Leviticus 18. Drop this in the chat. I'm different. First things first. I'm different. Yeah, I'm different. Pull up to the scene with my not that one. Trapped out tarot, not today though, right? I'm different. And so, as I was going, that was the first thing that the Lord told me when I was studying out Leviticus 18, y'all, is we are a different people. Okay, we different, we got to be different, especially as the Lord is sending us into new territories, as He's giving us new things and new beginnings, new places to explore, even so. This the next thing you got to have some understanding about the kingdom. Is your standard what you say? I said the kingdom is your standard. So in a couple of different ways, the Lord has been showing me that we're not saying we're not we're not lowering, thank y'all, lowering our standards, right? We ain't gonna be able to do it for many of us. The Lord has may have taken you through a season. Where he has had to make you stand on what you stand on, knowing who you are. This is, and this we're gonna be talking a lot once again about identity on today. because it's like this is why the Lord said you got the, even last week, y'all, we could the Lord kept on talking about like you gotta know who you are, you gotta stand on your gifts. You know, you don't be ashamed of what the Lord has given you, how he's blessed you, how he means you to stand out, be authentic, be unique. Right. Look, my nose started itch itching. And so thank you for the gifts, dearest one. Thank you for reposting the live. So a lot of what the reason that the Lord has been talking about your identity is because of two things. And this is what I got out of Leviticus 18. Number one, the kingdom is your standard. And so we're not lowering our standards, right? The Lord will set you apart so that you are very clear about who you are, whose you are, what you stand for. Okay. And the lifestyle that you want to live. he teaches us all of those things. He'll get your character together, your integrity together, make sure that you're ready because you realize that we're getting ready, we're coming up on Canaan. Okay. Now we know we in the kingdom, but we understand that the promised land is kingdom life. Does that make sense? So we then left Egypt, right? Moses then brought us out. We did that in Exodus. Moses then brought us out. So now the Lord is teaching us right now how to live in the promise. Does that make sense? That's all that's what all of this is about. He's like, hey, this is the kingdom that I'm putting you in. But it's some stuff in the kingdom, the world, if you will, that you got to be aware of before you get there. And I got to make sure that you're good with who I've created you to be before you get there to the promised land. I hope that makes sense. So as the Lord was explaining that to me, I say, okay, Lord, you know that makes sense. He's teaching us how to live in the land before we get to the land. Okay. Before we get to the promise, let me go ahead and teach you how to live in the land. Because when you get there, it's gonna be some folks, it's gonna be some temptations, it's gonna be some things that I'm making you aware of now so that when you encounter it, you already know who you are. Okay. So the first word I heard I heard was lifestyle. Y'all know I'm foolish. So I start singing. I done did it lifestyle. Cause that's really how I sang the song. I don't know the words to that song. It came straight from the bottom to the top. My lifestyle. That's it. I don't know nothing else. Lifestyle. The Lord will set you apart, give you a whole different life. So you know what he and for many of us, what he'll do is he'll give us a king, he'll start giving us some kingdom experiences, right? He'll start showing you the life that he's giving you. And I think we talked about this where it's like you'll get a preview, right? Good morning, Marianne. Good morning. Where he'll give you a preview of some stuff. I told y'all about that a couple weeks ago. Maybe it's just me. Like the Lord will show you, He's just like, hey. You finna come into something good, my G. So I want to make sure that you're good. So you get that, right? So he'll give a he'll show us the type of life that he wants us to live. He'll start to give us experiences that align with that lifestyle as well. So here you go the Lord. Don't imitate Egypt, the culture they came out of. They were surrounded by culture and different ways of thinking. Worshiping hundreds of gods, magic, divination, idol worship, rituals, fertility, all the things that they was doing in Egypt. Of course, of course, we know Leviticus 18 speaks a lot about sexual practices and all of that. Not sexual chocolate, sexual practices and things, right? Good morning, Melvina. Good morning. And so the Lord, He so, of course, we have to deal with morality. And I wrote this. I say, let me just let me just say something right now. What's right or wrong for me may not be right or wrong for somebody else. So I'ma let God handle it. It ain't my issue. And the reason I was saying that to the Lord, because there because some people like what they like. Listen, who am I to judge? I'm not gonna say I ain't then did some stuff. I done did some stuff in my life when I was outside. Baby, I was outside for real. Said it, meant it. Okay. So it's an understanding, y'all, that. Wait a minute, not Siri start Siri, why you not Siri was trying to record me. Hold on, girl. Wait a minute now. That's evidence. Hey Lumbay. It ain't for me to judge. Okay. It's not for me to judge how somebody chooses to live their life. We're only responsible for who what we're responsible for, which is us, right? So I say, baby, I ain't got nothing to do with that. But the Lord was speaking to me in the terms of You hear people, you hear they're like people be practicing sex magic for real, y'all. Like sex is a sacred act. Which part? That's why you can't let everybody get these credentials. That's why for some of us, the Lord will make you sit down on them because you understand that's a transference of energy, huh? What you say? A transfer energy. Some of it, man, look, is that too much to talk about? It's a it's a it's a sexual conversation on the day, not like that. But you got to understand that's why you got to be careful who you sleeping with, right? Cause sometimes we, I say we, maybe. I'm talking about what you seen Siri, child, she had got beside herself. wait a minute, let me don't say a name no more. Okay. So let me just tell y'all, like I ain't gonna, I'm not finna hold you. Baby, I done slept with some folks who should have never got these credentials, baby. But I didn't have the value and self-worth that I have now. Now being stella basting it, it's a whole different thing, right? But baby, listen, wait a minute. The child, wait a minute. So whatever she's trying to broadcast is falling on deaf ears. Baby, clearly not, cause you here. Welcome. Good morning. Good morning, Black Beauty. Good morning. So let me just say, you got to be careful, men and women. Okay. who you giving your credentials to. Because some folks, first of all, they may not deserve it. second of all, you got to know you, you got to have some standards. Remember, the kingdom is a standard, so we're standing on that, right? and yes, some people be doing some some off the wild stuff, honey, where they'll it's sex magic. It's a real thing. If you know, you know. Okay. Renewing their minds, they had spent centuries thinking they were slaves. Drop this in the chat. I'm free. I'm free. Good and free. Good and free. Okay. So for many of us, what we're actually, it's like understanding, y'all. There's so many things that the Lord has set us free from, right? There are so many things. If you just think about like who you used to be, again, it's one of them. Thank God for God. Because we used to be so different. Experiences that we've gone through for and just things that we've done, y'all. Thank God for growth. So because of the fact we are no longer, not I don't even know what that movie is. I just heard a movie. Because we truly are free, there are things that we did in our old life. Good morning, Brenda. Good morning, y'all. that we we can't take into our promise. Does that make sense? There are things that it's a it's people how we used to be, the way we used to operate, the mindset, whatever it is for you, okay. We can't take that into Canaan. We don't want to take Egypt into Canaan. Does that make sense? So I I stopped in the middle of this and was just started talking to the Lord about Egypt, right? And so and went and did some research and just looking up different things. And so I say, Well, Lord, you know, what types of things specifically would we say, would you say not taking Egypt into Canaan? And these are some examples. Depending on Pharaoh instead of depending on God, right? Like drop that in the chat. I know my source. I know my source, right? So depending on Pharaoh instead of God, living by Egypt's systems instead of by God's authority. Does that make sense? So these are transitions that most of us, a lot of us, not everybody, because some people still still sleep, right? We have transitioned. It's just like, no, I ain't got to worry about that. And the Lord gave me an example of this, right? In what's currently happening in my life. Y'all. And when I tell y'all I be walking out the word, I be walking out the word. Go ahead and talk. Okay. So let me just share this, right? So check this out. Good morning, Miss Succulent. Good morning, Bonnie. Good morning, y'all. So for those of you who have not been on the live or who hadn't heard this already, y'all know that I reapplied, look. Good morning, Miss Chris. Good morning. Y'all know that I reapplied to practice nursing again. I told y'all that last month. But in the mean and in between time, quit my job working as a CNA because that was part of what I had to do for restoration. I quit my job as a CNA back at June 26th and have only been going to school full time, right? So Monday, I ended up finding out that. The board of nursing is allowing me to be reinstated, right? When I say, can we just one time for the one time say God is good, right? This is how this is the difference between Egypt, my God, you just don't never be knowing. The difference between Egypt and Canaan. Okay. So Monday I find out that the board says that I can be reinstated, right? As but But in order to be reinstated, now I done already paid $750. Okay. I had to pay $750 just to apply to see if they was gonna grant it. So Egypt and Canaan. So these folks say they say, yeah, you can get it. You you can come back, but you got to pay a thousand dollar fine. Huh? You mean in addition to the 750? Huh? Thousand dollars. I say, now mind you, I'm not working. Okay? And remember, we're talking about Egypt and Canaan. Okay. So me back in Egypt, mm-first thing I would have did was go try to figure it out. Lord, I got to pay that. They they they gonna if I don't pay this thousand dollars, Lloyd, because the folks say you got 30 days to pay the thousand dollars. And they don't care if you ain't got no job or not. That's not their problem. This what you got to do. You got to pay this thousand dollars in these 30 days. And if you don't, you're gonna be subject to further disciplinary action, which basically would mean that you're licensed, you can't get the reinstatement that we just told you that you can get, right? They say, you got to keep doing, you got to do this drug testing and we I don't care nothing about. Ain't no money. Ain't no job. That that's how you do it is how you do it, right? Back in the gap, first thing I would have did, y'all, is get nervous, get scared, start, you know, trying to spazzing out, crashing out. gosh, what Lord, where am I gonna get a thousand dollars from? I'm I'm be I'm budgeting, stewarding the blessings you've given me to try to just get up into right. I I'm I'm in full mana mode. Do you understand? I'm in full mana. Mode right now, Lord. I don't know how you're gonna pay the rent, but thank you, Lord, for paying it. Lord, I don't know how the bills are gonna get paid, but thank you, Lord. I know it's done in advance. But see, Egypt me would have said, Let me go figure out what I'm gonna do. But Canaan, promised land, kingdom, come on, kingdom. Me says, Lord, how you gonna pay this money? Lord, what you gonna do? Cause I cause who? Huh? Because one thing the Lord told me, I say, Lord, you ain't bring me this far to bring me this far. Does that make sense? I man, I hope this please let this be an example to somebody. God didn't bring you this far to bring you this far. So if He didn't made away. Y'all wouldn't even believe the way the Lord that made the way for me to get this these credentials back. Test that I had no idea I was finna I try was like, well Lord, I'm gonna have to come up with $3,500 to get this psychological evaluation. I how I'm gonna pay for this? Me. But then when you switch to Kingdom Life, how you gonna pay for it, Lord? Because I I ain't got it. You know what's in my checking account. What w hell huh What to do? Egypt and Canaan. Does that make sense to somebody? I can't make this up. I literally was just when I was reading the pay, think it's a game. When I was reading said paperwork, when I got to let me let me tell y'all what section it's in to section four that says respondents shall pay a fine in the amount of one thousand dollars. This fine must be paid within 30 days of the effective date of respondent's reinstatement. Listen now. Respondent understands that failure to pay the fine is cause for additional disciplinary action, and the fine is due regardless of whether respondent is employed in nursing. I skip right on past it. I said, ordinarily. Because for those of you who don't know this part, not being able to pay the fine was what got me messed up the first time. And then it was $600, right? So I say, well, I read it. I say, Lord, well, show me what to do. Egypt, Canaan. Egypt is how am I going to do it? Canaan promised. Kingdom is God, how are you going to do it? Drop that in the chat. God, how you gonna do it? How you gonna do it? Because it takes the responsibility and the burden off of you, and it says, Lord, you said this is the promise, this is the direction and the path that you put me on. How you gonna do it? I hope that makes sense to somebody. That's the difference between Egypt systems and the kingdom systems, right? God taught them a whole new way to think. Okay. You are not slaves, nor do we depend on anyone or anything outside of God. Okay. Don't we don't imitate Canaan either. Cause where because where you're going, you're going to have some temptations there as well. You're going to have some folks that's going to try to number one, make you make you feel like you still in Egypt. Number two, try to Make you because you know you going in there as a kingdom citizen. You you the Lord sending you into a new beginning, a new place, a new territory. And this is why he had us set apart in the first place, right? So we could become a reflection of the kingdom. Does that make sense? When people see you, they want to know, they different. They ain't like us. They not like us for real. You it's is it get to a point where because of the way that you talk. Because of the way that you move, the way that you act, not even you don't even got the look no different. But when somebody, it it's the way you present yourself, it's they gonna know it's just like, wait a minute. They ain't that they ain't they ain't even on that type of time, ain't. So, this is why the Lord will set you apart, get you all the way together so that when He sends you, because it's very easy, y'all, and we fin, I think we're finna talk about this as well. Imitation. It's so easy for the enemy to come in. I'm guilty of this, my God, I am. I'm getting it's so easy to start imitating the surroundings or the environments that the Lord places you in. Man, I hope that made sense to somebody. So don't take Egypt into Canaan. Remember that it was, it's almost like the way the Lord showed it to me was in between Egypt and Canaan is the kingdom. Does that make sense? It's like the Lord introduces us, He brings you out of Egypt and introduces you to the kingdom, and then He sends you into Canaan. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. That makes sense to me. Anyway, I'm back. You're not your path. Don't go backwards or simply adopt the next culture. Now we're speaking to Canaan, right? Don't go imitating Canaan either. You're not your past, and don't let your future disciple you either. We are Christ's disciples. Be discipled by Christ. If you've been the disciple of Christ, be the disciple of Christ, even when you get to Canaan, right? Egypt is your old identity, your old habits, your old fears. The old survival mindset, the way the world taught you to think. Canaan represents the culture you're living now, kingdom life. Drop that in the chat. Kingdom life, okay? Society values, popular trends, popular opinion, whatever ever everyone else is doing. These are the kinds of things you're gonna deal with in Canaan. And neither one Is your standard. The kingdom is your standard. Okay. That's why the Lord named this this. The kingdom is your standard, not Egypt, not Canaan. Kingdom. Then he said, then he gave me Romans 12 and 2. Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. This is why this is a daily, this is this kingdom life has to be the daily life. This is why you got to seek it. Every single day because again, wherever the Lord is sending you, whatever He's sending you into, it's very easy to begin to imitate that culture, right? The God standard, holiness affects every area of your life, even the private parts that speaks to the sexual immorality. And again, who am I to judge? That I'm I got to leave that up to the Lord. Good morning, KFK. Good morning, honey. Identity before increase. This why. The Lord will show you who you are. You got to be firm in that. Crazy thing about it was when I went to Provision. For those of you who don't who didn't see yesterday's message, or when we was outside, the place that the Lord sent me to was called Provision, y'all. I'm not making it up. Shout out to Provision Cafe and Coffee Shop in Fair Hope. Okay. That is the place that the Lord sent me to on yesterday. Man, look, I can't, y'all, y'all, y'all. So the Lord, before you go where the Lord is sending you, you got to know who you are because you're going to encounter temptations in Canaan too. Okay? Identity before increase. You gotta know who you are. You have to behave like you belong to God. We're not carrying Egypt into Canaan. Don't do what they did and don't do what they do. You got to be who God has created you to be in that in-between space. From freedom from Egypt, I'm bringing you out, but I'm sending you in. So in that, in that wilderness, come on, Lord. In that wilderness, that's when you re you you find out who you are for real. Okay. Deliverance doesn't automatically erase old habits. It doesn't. We think just because the Lord delivered us from and brought us out of Egypt, that don't mean he brought Egypt out of you. That is a process. One that we got to work on every day, right? So just because the Lord brought you out don't mean that it's not look what what they say, you can take the girl out the country, but not the country out the girl, something like that. Well, that's a true story, because I'm country. Anyway, I'm back. Deliverance don't just mean like, yeah. No, it's a daily. The process of renewing that has to happen when the Lord delivers us, right? Kingdom culture, kingdom laws, kingdom customs, kingdom traditions. What does my king require of me? Okay. There's protection in this, a covenant protection. This is protecting not only you, it's protecting your family, generations, identity. God prohibits what he wants to preserve. And if you didn't already, if you already know that you'd have chosen one, that the Lord chose you for this, drop that in the chat. God chose me. He chose you on purpose because there are blessings. There is freedom. There are things that are attached to other people because of you, if that makes sense. The enemy rarely begins with outright rebellion. You ever thought about how it's almost like stuff trying to sneak up on you? And you, if you don't, this while we be over here exposing the tactics of the enemy, because if you ain't careful, you'll be started imitating stuff and you ain't even know it. This why I'm very transparent with y'all. I'll be like, man, I it was so subtle, I ain't even much realize I was doing it because that is how the enemy works. We're past the blatant, let me just point outright, just boom, put something in your face. He knows he can't get you like that, right. So he'll start, he'll do little subtle things. And I can tell y'all the latest example of this that the Lord gave me. I hadn't been, you know, when I was in the in the car, y'all, I didn't have a lot of money to eat sweets or anything like that. Child, I didn't gain two pounds because I got one thing that I ain't put down in about a month. And I eat it almost every day. And I told the Lord today, I say, you know, Lord. It's time for me to stop eating this because I had to really just sit back and think. And I say, you know, every time I go to the store, I said, I buy this one particular thing. It's so good, but it's so good. But I got to put it down. Because I got on a scale and I said, wait a minute, two pounds. What? Wait a minute. I now. And the Lord had it, and then on top of that, coming out of a season where it was just like I was so busy, I wasn't moving the same way. I wasn't at work, so I wasn't getting that activity in. I say, no. So side note, faith and flow for finances, people name movement, because we got the flow. We got to get back in the flow. Good morning, Chris Curls. Good morning. So it's little things like that where the enemy make you compromise. What you say? I said where the enemy will make you compromise, where you hadn't previously been compromising. And if you was on here the other day, Monday, I think Tuesday. I told y'all I met the manager and I didn't tell y'all who it was, but I met the manager at provision and he said, and right then he was like, I don't know why this is coming to me. He was like, but I heard the word compromise. And he said, and he was like, he didn't even say it in a bad way, but it sat with me all day, y'all. Like I was literally like, dang. I was like, Lord, but because I couldn't get and and then it's like over the past few days, the Lord started showing me a couple things, and I was like, okay. So I started to see where I have been compromising standards, things that I had already put down that I hadn't had to deal with before, right? So I hope that made or that I hadn't that I had chosen not to do, but then all of a sudden now I'm back doing stuff that child I What? No, I ain't gonna be able to do it. Mm-mm. I ain't gonna be able to do it. So it's those those subtle things that the enemy will do, y'all, to make you compromise your standards and what you've already told the Lord. Like, no, I ain't even on that. Hence me taking my ass to go walk today. You understand me? I'm talking about expeditiously. I got an app I got a call at nine. I got an appointment I got to go to, probably about 10, and I'm gonna be outside walking. Cause no. Don't compromise, okay. You are meant to influence culture, not absorb it. Okay. You are meant to influence culture, not absorb it. So be mindful of that. Good morning, Sandy. Good morning, honeywone. So the land itself represents, I'm sorry, the land itself responds to righteousness. And everywhere you step your foot on, baby, you own it. The Lord says when he wherever he's getting ready to send you this new territory that he's giving you to go take over. Whenever your foot steps on it, walk in there, and it's like you every every footstep is taking territory for the kingdom. I hope that makes sense. The land itself, the land he is sending you into, represents righteousness. Everywhere your foot touches, decree and declare that this land now belongs to the kingdom of God. Our choices have consequences beyond ourselves. The kingdom transforms your heart first. We know it's an inside out job. the kingdom isn't about escaping something. It's about becoming someone, someone who has the capacity to hold what God is trying to give you. When your identity is rooted in the king, your lifestyle becomes begins to reflect his kingdom. And that's the whole goal, right? Because then you have the ability to influence others to see what the kingdom life is all about. And that's what we're supposed to be doing. We want to inspire other people to be like, wait a minute now, they they might be on to something. Because how many, how many, if you just if you look at the people surrounding you, I said this to the Lord over the weekend. If you look at all the folks that's around you, everybody got something going on. People lost. So that's why the Great Commission is sending us out to be disciples. So we can say, like, hey, I found an answer. I hope that makes sense. When identity is settled, obedience becomes the natural fruit. The the more obedient you become, the easier it becomes. Sometimes you'd be like, Man, I man, do I have to? But it ain't even no hesitation in doing it. I hope that makes sense. In the beginning, when the Lord, I think my biggest step of obedience was okay, I was willing to be homeless in order to be obedient, right? But now obedience is just like, okay, Lord, I don't want to do it, but I'm gonna do it. You know, you may have a little bit to say, but you know what, I'm gonna do it. But when you look at the things that you've been obedient about, right? The obedience you've had, man, look at how the Lord has will bless your obedience. Ever this is again, y'all, this is nine years, almost 10 years, including. Moving back home to the last place I wanted to be. But now here we are, nine years after the Lord, after I lost my license, here's the Lord restoring it. But do you, man, come on? This is why Job's the Job season is so important. But do you also understand that not only man, how which part about let me just say this to somebody sometimes the Lord got to strip that old identity all the time. So you really know who you are for real. You do realize that had I had the Lord not taken my life, I lost it, but had He not taken it from me, I wouldn't be sitting here talking to y'all about none of this right now. Because I still would have been only LaToya the nurse. That that was my whole identity, instead of touched Germain and all this process. He stripped my name, he stripped the identity, stripped me of everything, stripped my name, changed my name. He's done all of this. So now that he's restoring it, not only did is he giving the I that back, he's also giving me businesses. He's given me companies to run. He's giving me the ability to come up here and give this message every day. So when the when you when the Lord says he's gonna give you back more than what you lost, This is what he mean. Because once you realize that you're more than that, I'm more than just a nurse, you actually become more than that old identity. Does that make sense? That's why the Lord says sometimes you got to lose yourself to find yourself. Because if you don't lose yourself, you'll never truly know who you are. I hope that makes sense. Salvation gets us out of slavery. Discipleship Get slavery out of us. The kingdom of God is the standard. It is determined by the king. Before you receive the promise, God shapes you into the kind of person you need to be to receive it. Holiness creates healthy boundaries. The boundaries, this what I'm gonna do, and this what I ain't gonna do, is the protection. Boundaries aren't prisons, they're only prisons, they're boundaries are only prisons to the enemy, right? Because, like I told y'all, it's stipulations with this. Yeah, we'll let you get the license back, but you got to pay this money. Yeah, we'll let you get the license back, but you got to do this, that, and the third for three years. Three years, 36 months. Okay. There are boundaries. There are certain things that the Lord is saying, yeah, I'm gonna, it's consequences to your actions, right? Let me your choice our choices have consequences. So understand that. You messed it up the first time. I'll give it back, but this time you're gonna have to work a little harder to keep it. Does that make sense? I hope it was hard enough going to nursing school, but now I ain't got to go back to nursing school. So just know the Lord will give. But he's like, you don't have to, you don't have to really show me listen, you have to really want it. I hope that makes sense. There's temptation waiting for you in your future too. So do your best to avoid it. The Lord will try to prepare you for it. Like, listen, nah, trying to tell you now. Don't think you're finna just get there and ain't finna be nothing. That's not, that's just everything gonna be all sunshine and rainbows. Ain't ain't. Don't return to your old life and don't compromise what's ahead. One of Satan's greatest strategies is mixture, which is not completely abandoning God, but adding enough worldly thinking that the differences disappear. I hope that makes sense. Don't blend in, reflect the kingdom. External obedience without inward transformation becomes religion, rules, regulations, and we ain't on that. Okay. Kingdom transformation begins with from the inside out. And when we walk in righteousness, we become a blessing to those around us. Okay. Blessed to be a blessing. And that's it for Leviticus 18. That's what the Lord had given me. We finna get into the kingdom clarity for this morning. Y'all like the live, share the live, share the love. couple of things before. Thank you for sharing the live runs. I appreciate you message. Couple of things to share before we get into the cards for this morning. I think I did I put them up. I probably did. Where did I put them at, y'all? man, y'all, the Lord is showing out. The Lord is showing out. He ended up, if you didn't watch the Virgo message that I put out the other day, make sure that you watch that. It was the last, not the newest ones. It was the oldest, the older. Well, no, because I just started the new set today. the Lord is showing up. Okay. So, a couple of things the Lord gave me before we get ready to get into the cards for this morning. The Queen of Cups. Let me just tell somebody, y'all granny names. If your granny names, this is plural, maybe two to three. I for me, it was two. Your grannies and your papa. Showing out if you want to know who helping you through this next season of your life, disclaimer look little relight religiosity people named don't come over here with that. We ain't on that. This morning, y'all cannot make it up. Both of the grannies came out. This is my children's grandmother. Hey granny, love you. And this is my grandmama's card in the tarot, right? And so then when I ended up putting the cards sitting down right there, I was like, okay, y'all. I looked at the numbers and it comes up to 317. And then I that's my papa. I say, so the grandparents and the spirituals making some I was finna cut, y'all heard it. Y'all heard the cuss word of my spirituals. I'm trying to do right on today. I got three, I'ma save them. I might need them. They showing out, they helping some stuff come together. Okay. They said that was important for me to tell y'all on this morning, so I'm told you. The number 1233 came up this morning. Luke 10 and 9 as well. the number 911, which led to Psalms 911, because they were on my phone. Are y'all still on there? Let me see. That's how that's no, it's gone now. On my phone right now is the number 143. Also, what is this? 1 Peter 5 and 7. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Then we also have 1 Corinthians 1550. That's on my phone right now. Deuteronomy 10, 12, and then the number 317. So go back in your journal to March 17th. It may be something important on that day for you. Okay. So let's do it. Let's get to it. Let's see what else the Lord want to talk about. Let's see what we got. I shuffled. No, I didn't shuffle today. Because I shuffled these. So yeah, we just do a little quick spirit shuffle. And then we're gonna see what else the Lord wants to give us on today. Cause baby, when I tell you the Lord's showing out, it's the show out season. All I do, and here we go, y'all. Boom, the keys. I am the key that unlocks the door to my success. Okay, so thank you for the gifts, dearest one. So, for many of us, there may be a door that's opening. We've been talking about the keys, we've been talking about new beginnings, we've been talking about all of this, and this is also there. The Lord may be giving you some revelation on how you're going to move forward. Like, drop that in the chat. What's next, Lord? What's next? I don't know. I don't know what door you've been trying to open, but it feels like it's finna be successful. Whatever this is, whatever the Lord has been calling you to do, it's finna be a success. We receive that, Lord. Y'all need to make sure y'all get this because y'all gonna need it. Y'all need to get this kettlebell from the TikTok shop. Anyway, what's next, right? the Lord finished. I told been telling y'all the Lord finna show you the door he wants you to walk through. Okay. We have a three of cups that's coming in next. This is collaboration, of course. This is a soul tribe, kindred spirits, good company as well. This is people, man. You finna, and it it just may be, thank y'all. It just may be that this Lord, this door that's getting ready to open, you know, sometimes it's a blessing when you have somebody that will just open the door for you. Does that make sense? And some of y'all, and I'll say us, you may be that person that has always been the resource or the person who was able to open a door for somebody else. And it feels like the Lord finna is finna, it's like you finna get that same blessing in return, right? Where the Lord is going to put people in your life that will be able to open doors for you. Because a lot of us, we done been, maybe you didn't been like what y'all just called it. what is the word? A reference. It's almost like good word of mouth. You didn't maybe you've always been that person that people could be like, hey, can I use you as a reference because you have good character or something like that? But it's like somebody you actually being able to call somebody else and say, Hey, can you vouch for me? And then and for some of you, it feels thank y'all. It's like you ain't even gonna have to say nothing. The Lord's gonna get re it's like he's gonna recommend you. Like him whispering your name to somebody that's actually going to be able to open a door for you. I hope that makes sense. What else, Lord? 1810. The name of the Lord is a strong fortress. The godly run to him and are safe. Drop it in the chat. I'm safe. Some of the Lord was talking to me about over the last few days, and I want to encourage somebody because you know people get wrapped up in all this monitoring spirit stuff and who can block your blessings and all this, that, and the third. And y'all know over here we don't give the enemy any power, right? And I don't know why this is coming out right now, but let me just told somebody. One thing, you know, people, and and I kind of mentioned it on yesterday's message when I was outside. What God has for you is for you. Do you understand that there were so now, mind you, I need to be very clear about this. You will go through a season, man. I just got to chill, where the Lord will tell you to keep your mouth shut. Don't say nothing. Don't tell nobody your plans, just let things unfold. Why? Because in that time, and this is a lesson that I had to learn. In that time, it's not about somebody else being able to delay. It's about you learning not to delay yourself. Does that make sense? It's like if you start, it's almost like if you go and tell somebody that you're trying to do something, them speaking death into your destiny. And they'll start like the that's how the enemy will influence, like he'll make you start doubting the promise. So I've learned that the move in silent seasons are not because anybody can stop what God is doing, because who can stop God? Does that make sense to some out? Did I say that right? Who can stop God? If God gets what God wants, period. Like it it ain't no ifs, ands, and buts about it. But if you start telling folks what you got going on, they'll start trying to discourage you from doing what God told you to do. That's why sometimes you got to keep your moves to yourself. You got the because you'll be, you'll be all the way for something like, yeah, let's do it, Lord. Yeah, let get it. And then you go tell somebody, and because they stuck, they want you to stay stuck. So they'll start because you, because they ain't living in the kingdom, they'll try to get you to stay in Egypt. Does that make sense? They'll try to keep you where they at because they don't want to see you get further than they done got. This is why you got the, it's like you have to start when you start understanding, like, okay, God, I know what you said. So let me start moving and doing what you told me. Can't nobody stop God. So it's not about somebody being able to block your blessings. Because who can stop God? It's about you staying focused, keep it to yourself. And then when the Lord says you can reveal it, then reveal it. Because then you hadn't created unnecessary delays. I am a believer that we create the delays. Do you understand that I don't care how much anybody try send negative energy, bad juju? You try to speak against the blessing. Do you understand that could nobody stop this move of God? Nobody. Because this is what God said He wanted. Period. So that's why you can't believe me. I don't care nothing about no spells. Spell God, God. Because when you send something to me, God is gonna say, No, that not that one. Why? The shield. I'm protected. Can you drop that in the chat? That's why the grandparents them showing up today. I don't care what kind of spell work, magic, witchcraft, hoodoo, voodoo. I don't give a damn. Did it work though? Huh? Because if you believed it worked, then it worked. When you know it can't, because no weapon formed against you shall prosper. You just keep moving with God. You just keep moving. Stuff only works against you if you give it the power to. Does that make sense? That's how the enemy influences. Man, I hope that makes sense. This is Proverbs 18:10. God is a safe refuge in difficult times. This is protection, security, faith. And suddenly, come on, suddenly we receive it, Lord. Some I'm telling you right now, like, man, the Lord finna do something, and everybody else gonna think it happened overnight. But you like, man, I've been over here working this, working this work. I've been over here doing baby. What you ain't even much got no idea how much I've been over here working the work. Man, look, trying to tell somebody it's a suddenly season, man. Come on, Lord, what else? Now look at the look at the protection. You you play with the Lord if you want to. You see what guess what? Archangel Michael, who is like God. Angel of protection. What you have said, the angel of protection, truth, integrity, justice, courage, and strength. Here you go. Here, what how you fight? How you fight back? The word. I ain't because we don't fight. I'm cute. What I pray. I don't fight. This how you fight right here. You know the word for yourself. This what the word has it, the Bible. What? Because when you start reading it. You start living it, you always got a weapon. Does that make sense? I hope I said that right. You ain't got the fight. This is my fight. Man. You ain't got the. I'm talking about a two. Look at the sword. Two-edged sword. The sh this the the shield and the sword anyway, baby. The protection is real, hunting. What else, Lord? Don't show out on a Thursday now. I feel like y'all on some on some show out. Two of Wands. Okay. But planning first steps, progress, patience, confidence, courage, taking action. Y'all better take these steps. We've been talking about this for two weeks. You ain't got to tell us what you did. Did somebody take a step? Y'all know I had to go out yesterday. The Lord told me to go outside. I had to go out yesterday. I was in a part of town, but let me just tell you something. When I tell you the Lord are gonna give you a preview on yesterday, child, I seen Gigi Touche three times on yesterday. She was outside, baby. Message. She was outside. Gigi had on her little gray dress. She had on her black dress. She had on her green dress. Lord had me in a part of town. And I was like, I like it here. The Lord will start giving you a preview of the life that He wants you to have, of a kingdom life for real. Man, you better know this ain't the way where the Lord destined for you to stay. The Lord is gonna start showing you what he desires for you to have, the desires of your heart. Song, what was that psalm that we just had the other day? 37, four through six. Anyway, you better start telling the Lord. And I went over there yesterday and I said, yeah. I say, yeah, this this is this. I was like, we moving, Lord. When we when when we packing up, because I was ready. He said, get ready. Drop it in the chat. Get ready. Here we go. Let's clear T I am the key. Wish. You a wish come true. It's a prayer come true. Your wish is being granted, but it may not come in the way that you expect. No worries. Message is just what you need. It's gonna come how you need it. And not always like you want it. Okay. It's gonna come how you need it, not always how you want it. But when I say the Lord say, I'm gonna give you what I promised, that promise still stands for real. So I don't know, because we we I we you we I don't really feel, I don't wish, right? This is just a card. I don't wish. I pray. I sow a seed. Let me let me sow this kingdom seed. I did that on yesterday. I say, Yeah, Lord, put me here. And then and one of the things that I've learned to do, y'all, is I say, Lord, yeah, I belong here. I sure do. I belong here. I belong in this environment. I belong in this level of peace. I said, this is for me. And one of the things that has consistently worked for me. When I say, Lord, show me how to get there. Show me the steps. And all of a sudden, steps start showing up. I told the Lord over the weekend, so let me just briefly give this story again for those of you who didn't see this yesterday. I told the Lord on Sabbath, Saturday, because y'all I be Sabbathing, and I have a business meeting. I guess well, I say a business meeting. I have a meeting with the Lord every Saturday to say, Lord, what we working on this week? On Saturday. I'm sitting there in prayer, just talking to the Lord, chilling, and I say, Daddy, I was like, I don't think I'm living the life that I want to live. And you know, the Lord just be listening. He lets you say what you need to want to say before he responds. I say, Daddy, I I ain't living the way I want to live. I said, I have vis I have dreams for what I want the message to be. I said, I have places that I want to go. And the Lord said, Go. I say, huh? He said, go. Simple. I was like, well, Daddy, how I'm he said, if you want the message to be what the message is, he said, Well, do what your mission is. You already know your mission is take the kingdom to the people and invite the people into the kingdom. I say, So you mean like go outside? He said, Didn't you want to travel? And the made the way he made and I say Well, Lord, I said nothing about no money. He said, go. So he sent me on assignment, y'all, and truestory.com. I was like, well, where can I go, Lord? Where? Where can I go? And when I started Googling places, the second place on the list was called Provision. If you get the Kingdom Clarity newsletter, you already saw this because I posted the picture of it. But I'm gonna show y'all because I was tripping because I was like, I got to be tripping. Surely it's not a place called provision. Once again, can y'all see provision? I say, huh? So I went. I didn't even look at the the 100 North Section Street. If y'all are ever in downtown Fairhope, please go and visit visit provision cafe and coffee shop because that's where I was, right? So I went Monday, had me a little latte, and was just like, hmm. The Lord provided the spot. You tell the Lord you want something, and He'll be like, Here you go. And did so when the Lord says, when you start, you you speak those things that are not as if and until they are. You better start opening your mouth. I don't really wish. I just say, Hey Lord, this is what I want to do. And He says, Okay. And when He gives the okay, I'm on the move. So, yeah, we finna start doing kingdom travel, the message. Kingdom travels. Okay. So it's not about wishful thinking, it's about prayerful thinking. I hope that makes sense to somebody. The Lord finna give you what you asked for. Why? Because He made you ready to receive it. I hope that makes sense. Don't give it to me until I'm ready, Lord. Don't don't give it to me until I have the capacity to hold it, right? Thinking of you, okay. Nostalgia. font memories, text messages because the Lord is always thinking of us. Sometimes when we be out here in the waiting room, y'all, it be feeling like the Lord then forgot. I recorded a video that said just that the other day. You ever felt like you was in the waiting room for so long, and you or you feel like you just always in God's waiting room? And it's like the Lord remembering you. And I'm saying that to y'all again. Because sometimes it feels like, and this is where, and again, this is where we have to be mindful because the enemy will start showing you other people's success and other people getting the things that they've been praying for, but you don't know how long them folks been praying for that. You don't know how long them folks been struggling, dealing with stuff, waiting on the Lord. You don't know what kind of processing somebody had to go through for the Lord to make them ready to receive it. But the enemy will try to come in and show you somebody else getting something and ha have you thinking, like, man. When is it gonna be my turn? Be mindful. It's y'all, when I tell you the enemy be subtle. One thing that the Lord has taught me, man, when I see somebody winning, I'm celebrating their success. Because especially if it's people that I know that's right around me, because if yo, if you just got your turn, I got next. Drop it in the chat. I got next. This why you ain't got to be envious. I can I don't get mad when some baby, please win. Please, because if you winning and we standing in agreement. I got I got next. I got next. What Lord me daddy, thank you for blessing them. Thank you for blessing them. Man, I can't wait to see what you finna do in their life next. Why can I do that? Because if I'm attached to Monica and Monica's winning, or if Jared's winning, Sandy's winning, I know my time is coming. I ain't got to worry. I whoo chat because I know. I'm attached to some folks that got a little anointing, a little blessing on their life, a little favor surrounding them like a shield. Man, look. Thank y'all. Thank y'all for taking them steps the Lord had told y'all to take. Because you, if you going up, you ain't leaving me. I'm going to. Let me take my step. Cause y'all ain't leaving me. Now, what Lord, well, if they what I got to do. What? Hello? Daddy. You say what not, man? You better get you round, get yourself around some folks that's trying to do something with themselves. You they start because then all of a sudden you like, wait a minute, I ain't staying back here. Memphis, doubting. Okay. Unsure about something or someone, lack of trust, the choice being unclear. And sometimes you don't know. Right? Sometimes you don't know. Sometimes you be like, man, Lord, is this what ain't that what we just talking about? The enemy trying to come up, make you doubt them blessings. Baby bye. You won't get me. Mm-mm. It was a many a day, y'all, that I was sitting here over this last year. Do you realize that it's only been a year? It's only been a year, y'all, that the Lord sent me back to Alabama and told me go get this nursing license. A year. And it may have felt like a long year. But here we are, a year late. Sometimes all the all you got to do is commit. Commit your ways to the Lord. Commit to the Lord. Trust Him to do it. What? Baby. And all of a sudden now the thing you've been waiting on is just like, man, I can't even believe it's here. What else, Lord? Don't I you won't get me. And won't, you won't get me like that. Also. This is starseed energy. you got an a mission on a mission, okay. Important mission in life here to evolve spiritually. Y'all know this the ancestors them. I tell y'all every time we get this card, the child, because this is what you were sent here to do, okay. This is what you were sent here to do. You got an assignment on your life, it's all about you choosing whether or not you're gonna walk out this assignment, baby. Can't nobody do it but you so what you gonna do, okay. Now, with that being said, thank the Lord for the folks that's coming in your life right now. You don't even much know where they're coming from. I got to talk about that. Let me tell somebody this right now. And I'm gonna say this as respectfully, Nim, as I can say it. Don't think that. These next blessings ain't gonna be from the folks that you think it's coming from. I can say this because I done been so blessed in my life, Lord. I'm so grateful. This them strangers, thank y'all. The Lord finna send strangers. He ain't say to people that already know you, he ain't say strangers. You finna get support, some support, support. Not that kind. You finna get support from folks don't even much know you. Mm-mm. Why? Because it's folks that's getting ready to the Lord finna come on, introduce the Lord finna introduce you to folks, and they gonna believe in you more than the people right around you believe in you. You don't have to believe me if y'all want to, but I'm telling you right now, the Lord know the kind of support you need. And it ain't gonna come from the folks who you think it's going to come from. This is one of the hardest lessons when you first start now. You be wanting them ride or die, you be wanting everybody that know you to be the ones to support you. And thank God for God, thank God for the people who have that kind of support system. But everybody ain't got it. Okay. But when I tell you the Lord will send some Jared's, some Sandy's, some Kelly's. Strangers don't believe me. Watch what I tell you. You'll be down there in the pit, and they'll know you in the pit, and they huh? Do who? okay. Them define the kind of folks the Lord finna come seeing in your life. These three of cups people who really want you to do better in life. Now, mind you, when you come up. Them same folks that ain't had, ain't even had a good could encourage. I ain't talking about money. I'm talking about they didn't even encourage the vision, the dream, the goal, the nothing. but watch when the Lord bless you. You're gonna get a whole different then. Then they go. I knew you could do it. yeah. But you ain't believe when I was in the pit, because you, okay. You you thought I was just running some foolishness, some game. No, I know what the Lord said. The only thing that can limit your abundance is your inability to dream bigger. I promise we just had these cards. What is happening? Okay. the abundance is coming. And the Lord finna surround. Now he not only is he finna bless you, now mind you, you're gonna be a blessing to the folks who even who even doubted you. You understand that that's one of the things that the Lord will make you responsible for. Now, I'm not saying be foolish about it, but you realize that even the folks that didn't support you, their abundance is tied to you. I hope that makes sense. It's almost like sometimes you feel like you got to dream big enough for other people because they have the inability to dream bigger. Anyway, and that's part, it's almost like that's part of what it is because the Lord chose you for this. And they don't have no understanding. And that doesn't make you completely responsible for them because they got their own walk to walk. But The people a lot of times that you doing it for are going to give you the least support. But you about to be the biggest blessing that they've ever known. I hope that makes sense to somebody. It changes things. And don't let that make your heart like bitter. Thank y'all. Don't let your heart be bitter because you're gonna be like, you don't even realize it what I'm doing, I'm doing so you can be better. That's why the Lord will get your heart together before the identity, because you have a big weight and a big responsibility on your shoulders. And part of that is going to be like, yeah, even blessing folks who didn't necessarily believe in you, right? Let me shuffle these real quick and then here we go. I hope that makes sense. Because if somebody feelings gonna be hurt because the folks who you thought was going to be supporting you don't be the ones. Anyway, that's part of your process, and you're gonna have to work through that. The Lord, He because again to come on Pharaoh, just like He had to harden Pharaoh's heart. You think he won't do that to the folks around you, best friends, family, whoever it is. He does that. Why? Because he has to strengthen you for it to be able to deal with it. Anyway, I hope that makes sense. Message. Come on, 88 Lions Gate, 888. Abundance mindset in the divine flow, income and prosperity. Okay? You don't man, it's something significant about 8.8. What day is that on Sunday for eight? Y'all for those of you who are in faith and flow for finances, we're gonna be talking about this in 8.8. I'm meeting with y'all on 8.8, which is Saturday, but more to come on that. Man, look, watch how the Lord finna start blessing the blessings, is real. Look, Saturday, my birthday, honey. That's a powerful day. I hope you look, you better speak it in. Man, you better speak it into existence. You better speak it into existence, what you want. And don't again, religiosity people, them, don't come over here with that. If you know, you know. The Lord gives us days and times where man, you can. When I'm talking about really be in the flow, that's one of them. Don't believe me. Keep playing. The Lord starts revealing stuff to you. You be like, do it on what day, Lord? Set the intention on what day? You you know what? Portals of power. You either understand or you don't. I'm not I'm not finna go into that today. Baby, you better sow some kingdom seeds on Saturday. What else, Lord? Ending, okay, not the not skeletor. You may leave a position or be terminated. However, there's always a new opportunity ahead. you may che you may change careers entirely. Let me just say this because not the ancestors. Hey, y'all. Let me say this to somebody. One thing about the Lord creating an ending, man, it'll open you up for it'll open up a door for a blessing and abundance. I'm talking about you have a I tell I say I tell and I talk about, I think I said maybe I said it today. I don't know. Thank God for the endings that He created in my life. Thank God for the things. Just drop that in the chat. Thank you, Lord. Cause man, I tell you. Be grateful. I told man, I told the Lord I was supposed to talk about gratitude because I wrote it in my journal this morning. I had to tell the Lord thank you for some stuff that he let end in my life. Because if it wouldn't have ended, I wouldn't have room for this. We be looking at them L's we have to take and be mad. You be mad when you first lose it, don't it? Until you realize that the Lord took it. So he could replace it with even more, with even better. When the Lord ends something in your life, say thank you, Lord. Because if you may, if I were, if it, if you removing it, then you got to know something better coming. But thank you for the something better, Lord. Hindsight, 2020, looking back, be like, man, thank God for God. That's them El Fulios we be dating. Thank you, Lord. Love y'all with the love of the Lord. But thank God the Lord removed you out of my life. I'm so grateful for every lesson, every blessing. Thank you. Because wouldn't the Lord bring what's next? What if I had a kept on holding on? What? What else, Lord? The Lord, the name of the Lord is a strong fortress. Fortress. What else? Here we go. Gifted in transformation. Clairvoyance, clear sentience, clear audience, clear cognizance. And then didn't we talk about a dark night of the soul the other day? You coming out on the other side of this. Endings, two cars back to back. Endings and beginnings. I'm talking about, didn't I tell y'all that the speed the granny was in the building on the day and my papa? Man, when I'm talking about, I'm talking about y'all celebrating, ain't it? We love y'all. We don't thank you. Thank you, child. That's you who look, let me tell somebody this. You know, if you know, you know. You know, every time I feel like, man, I ain't I can't do something, I go talk to my mama, right? this because we because we finna be talking about media. We talked about this the other day. I'm not going into that today. We'll get to it when we get to it, maybe Monday, whatever day. I don't know. And every time I start to feel like I don't know if I can do something or something ain't gonna work out. And I don't know if you got an an ancestor, a spirit in them like this, but I do. I do. Because every time I think something ain't gonna work out, you know the one thing God reminds me. Is number one that he always sent an angel before me. And he said it's gonna work out. And he said he was always going to make sure that I had help. So when I start getting in my feelings, mama come in, she has an attitude, she be fussing, and she be like, Whatever made you think that I was gonna that I was gonna let you fail. Does that make you ever had a I don't know if that makes sense to somebody? It's like when you start doubting and start doubting and getting discouraged, God come in and be like, what made you whatever made you think? That you were gonna fail. And a lot of times it's because we've been had to wait for so long. Anytime I get in my feelings like that, because I do too, I'll be like, Man, I don't need I don't even much know how this is gonna work out. That's how I felt about these credentials. Been waiting a month of Sundays to hear I went and did all the things, and then I just had to wait for somebody to say something. And the Lord be like, I already told you this is done. Drop that in the chat. It is done. I don't even know what you're waiting on. But if the Lord already said it, sometimes he got to send his ministering spirits, his angels, his angels to come remind you that you were destined to succeed. Does that make sense? Anyway, I hope that makes sense for somebody. Like. Whenever I get like that in that little funk, my mama be like, girl, shut up. Cause sometimes you need little tough love. Girl, shut up. It's gonna happen when it's gonna happen. And you it's like me having my mama in the spirituals. Man, my mama not finna let nothing happen to me. Divine protection. Do you understand? It's some stuff that you can't do nothing about. Some stuff is out of your control. But one thing I know, God had angels surrounding me. Come on, ain't Nikki. God had angels. If the Lord allowed me to live in a car for two and a half years and I was safe. What make you think that protection went anywhere? If he let you go through that, the pit, the fire, and he was with you in the fire, why would that change right now? I don't know who needed that. You realize that during your transformation is when you're the most vulnerable, right? Why would the Lord leave you when remember and thank you, Lord? Think about Jesus. Right? We love you, Lord. Best example we got. He gets baptized, he comes out, and immediately the spirit leads him into the wilderness. And as soon as he got done being tested and tempted and all the things, the angels immediately attended to him. Where you read at that the angels was never there? Maybe I missed it in my 17 Bibles. Where we who, huh? The Lord never said they was always there standing on the sidelines anyway. Sometimes the Lord said, Don't do nothing. Uh-uh. Just like he told them then, don't do nothing. He got to go through this. He got to to fight this fight. It's going to strengthen him. Sometimes we be mad. Lord, why are you making me go? Because I need you to be strong enough to handle this if you got to deal with it again. Temptation's gonna come, the testing's gonna come, but I need you to be strong enough. Angels, be right there. Angels, be right there on the sidelines, just waiting. You get too come on, 444. You get too far out of line, they be like, uh-uh. Come on now. No. Uh-uh. Come snatch you by your neck. Make sure you don't get too far off the path. I hope that made sense to somebody. Life and death endings. Okay. so is the Lord say I never said I wasn't gonna send help with you. I sent the angels. Come on, grannies, papa, mama. I sent the angels. Before you, huh? I sent them, but I say I sent them before you. Like, I hope that made sense to somebody. I don't understand how people don't, and maybe because people don't believe, baby, what? Ain't no way I could have got through some stuff if the Lord hadn't gave me some help. Drop it in the chat. I got help. I got help. But sometimes your help got to let you do some stuff. If they did everything for you, if the Lord did everything for you, you wouldn't learn. Man, look, come on, transformation. We receive it, Lord. It's a gift. Anyway, what else, Lord? Like I got help for real. I got help because you don't be knowing what to do. You don't be having no understanding, right? Dogma, doctrine, okay. Religion. I talk about the religiosity people, Nim, way of life, philosophy. thank God for having some understanding. You know, some people and I this is for what because I'ma say what I'm gonna say. Cause who gonna check me? The Lord will tell me if I'm wrong. I'ma say this for the people in the the religiosity people nam. It's a it's some folks right now. I love y'all, but it's some folks now got. A whole lot under more understanding than you'll ever get. Why? Because they they they allow the Lord to show them. You realize it's more people, that's why more people woke right now. When you so can when you it's almost like having blinders on. You don't have the ability, so you don't think somebody else does? Just because the Lord don't use you like that, and they're speaking on this card, my by the by the by giftings. Right. If you how do I say this? Hey Australia, come on, Australia. Child, I'm not coming to visit y'all, but y'all got some beautiful water. Y'all bugs is not from Earth. I don't even think y'all on Earth. Anyway, I'm back. Love you though. Let me say something, somebody. Many moons ago I heard somebody say that God doesn't speak in full sentences. That you don't sit up and have this a long man, this is a long time ago that you don't sit up and have conversations with God like you having coffee with him. And I said, Who? Could God talk to me in complete sentences. I I I I go talk to the Lord just like I'm talking to y'all, daddy, daddy. hey. Is me hey. So who not who I say, who said that? I said, I hate that for the people them who talking to God and only expecting him to say one word back. Babe, I never would have made it. Never. made it I never would made I'm not a singer I said what I said because what I say what that it you got to talk to me in complete sentences because I ain't got no I be telling Spirit Nim all the time clarity please I ain't got time now that's how I learned to develop my language with spirit Nim Because who you finna talk to in riddles? What? No, I ain't gonna be able to do it. And in the beginning, that's how it felt. Now I'd be like, daddy, speak, Lord. So that servant is listening. I'm talking about I need a whole paragraph. Spell it out for me. He said, go read the Bible. okay. I'm sorry for the people who still think I don't know how people I don't know how how they talk to him up there. Cause who, how I'm amazed. Anyway, I'm sorry for y'all who who that's your experience and you and you don't have real conversations. I taught the Lord said I Jesus is my friend. Thank you, big bro. Love you. He my friend. How what do you go talk to? Do you say one word to your friend? Friend. Okay, well, sometimes we can say one word, and that be enough to say. But anyway, baby, you better open your mouth. So I'm sorry to the little religiosity people now who feel like the Lord don't speak in complete sentences, baby. I don't know what God y'all talking to who don't want to give you no communication. Cause the Lord be talking to me. The Holy Spirit talking about one word. Try by I done moved on. I done moved on. Cause honey, I I'm sorry that that's all y'all know of the Lord. Now look, I'm sorry that that's all. Let me am I tripping. Let me just let me find let me let me get some clarity. Hold on, y'all. I might have to go and find you just can't make this up. Where sat y'all? Where I put it at? No, I wouldn't have put it there. I y'all. No, it wasn't that. Where sat, y'all? I don't need much remember. I need these cards. They're important. And I don't know if I left them in the bag that I used on yesterday. And I need this card. These cards. I'm finna go find them. What else I had on yesterday? Hold on, y'all. I had my Bible. This is per per it's it's important. I I didn't I wouldn't have put up. Just tell me where they're at. Hold on. Maybe I did. Let me just tell y'all why this is important and why I'm on the hunt for these cards. Let me look through these one more time because I don't know what I did with them. Psalm 37. We had this card, the sun card. We had the sun that came out just the other day. And I talked about this because whenever the sun comes out, it's always the Lord for me. And so we had the Psalm 37 and 4 card that came out for the Virgo message. And that's the same picture of the sun that I put. I hope I didn't, but I probably put them back in the in the what's it called? that's the same picture of the sun that just came out on different with different cards. I tell you what. Look, now I'm gonna have to find them and watch me find them soon as I get done with the message. The sun, the Lord. Okay. the sun, this this particular card is your identity. What we've been talking about today. Identity before increase, identity before income. Ain't that been the whole point of Leviticus, y'all? I want to know where these cards are at. Ain't that been the whole thing we were just talking about? You got to know who you are before the Lord sends you into this new territory, into this new beginning, into this new opportunity. It's the identity, knowing who you are before you get there. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. this is, and that's the whole point of the Son, not only the Lord, but it's knowing who you are, whose you are before He sends you into these new environments, into these new territories. You got to know who you are in Christ. That's it. That's all. Man, I'm I can't. I don't. I think I put them back in the box and I'm so mad at myself that I did. I'm be even more mad if I find them. But you can go watch the Virgo message. You can also go watch the message I posted. This would been two days ago. You can go watch the message I posted. And this card, that that card literally came out. And I think we had it earlier this week. I'm not sure which it was either two. It may have been Monday or Tuesday, because it was literally speaking to the Lord, giving you the desires of your heart. So somebody getting ready to receive something. so you can get ready. Y'all, I'm gonna be looking for these cards for two days because I don't know what I did with them. Anyway, what else, Lord? Moving on because I'm not gonna spend a lot of time there. Man, you want once you know who you are, that's it. That's all. The wounded warrior, perseverance, committed to the goal, you're at the finish line. so for many of you, what the Lord, this is an encouragement to keep going. Now, I don't know what the Lord is have what assignment the Lord has you on. come on the beach. I don't know what it is that he has instructed you to do, but it feels like at the last minute, you may feel thank y'all, like some exhaustion, right? Because you've been waiting, you've been, you feel maybe feel like you're toiling, but this is a Commit this is this is a confirmation for somebody to just keep going because you're a lot closer than you think. So if you have felt discouraged, if you have felt like you know, giving up, and we all get to that point. I told y'all a couple weeks ago when I didn't know, I was just like, Man, I've been waiting. I was like, and I had surrendered it again. The whole nursing thing, y'all. I had surrendered it, and because I was just like, if even if it, even though I know that that's what the Lord promised. You get sometimes you just get tired and be like, man, forget it. I don't even I I can I can do something else. If you're at that stage and at that point, just remember that God promised this to you and the enemy is trying to exhaust you. And many times it comes right at the point of receiving your promise. I hope that makes sense to somebody. so be mindful of that. For some of you, this may even include like old hurts, old wounds. that need to be resolved or need to like that'll come that'll resurface thank y'all that will resurface things that you thought you had healed from but you may end up having to revisit I think Pam said something about the other day thank God for heal trauma thank god for healing right thank god for healing Because many of us, we have gone through a stage of healing and this is like a completion. I hope that makes sense to somebody. This is a completion for someone. So if you find yourself feeling some type of way about stuff that you thought you had gotten over completely, this is the Lord letting you know, like, hey, I'm just burning off the little last remnants of this. The healing is done. I hope that makes sense. We had something not long, not not too long ago that was about that as well. Y'all, I feel that in my spirituals. And and it's like you had you're a new who you're a new. Person. I hope that makes sense. Don't let nobody try to what? I don't that that it made me mad in my nervous system. Don't let nobody try to use because they showed me the shield, but in the wound. Let me just show y'all. It's almost like somebody trying to use your past against you in some way. And it ain't gonna work. Drop that in the chat. It ain't gonna work. It it ain't gonna work. You you can't use my past against me, honey, because it's just that the past. So somebody might be trying to rehash or bring up message, old wounds, or something like that. Baby, no, that ain't gonna work. Too much healing for that. What else, Lord? Archangel Michael. You do realize that Archan Archangel Michael is like the commander in chief when it comes to the Archangels. They're pointing out again. divine protection. Like Maybe I don't know. It's almost like, and I think we we talked about this. it's almost like the the reinforcements coming in. Mm-hmm. I don't know how else to explain that. It feels like the you don't even, it's like you you got big big big help. The Lord getting ready to send in some heavy reinforcements. When Archangel Michael comes through, it's just like, okay. Like this is the commander in chief of all the angels. So they're pointing out angels a lot today, y'all. and it's like it it's To understand just how protected this assignment is. Like just how much help you actually have for real. So what else, Lord? Cause they I'm finna go. This it the father s listen now. Who's what Lord Daddy if you if you had just wanted to show up in the message, just say that, okay? Yahweh, Jehovah Jira, the Messiah, Jesus Christ. He was just out here, by the by. Okay. I said when the Lord show up and he just be like, period. Period. Minth punctuation. Exclamation. I don't because I feel like when the Lord show up like this, I don't I was I need to be clarityfication in this two of wands. But here come the Lord saying, What? Come on, the lion and the lamb. When the Lord show up and and he give his confirmation like that, I just be ooh. he said, I sent them. I I sent them. This is him saying this not to me, to you. I'm sending you out. This is your assignment. And this is like, I don't know. This is why the Lord say my word stands. I'm not a man that I should lie. So it's like the Lord is, I don't know who who need this confirmation, honey. I don't know. But when the Lord come in and say, like, yeah. All of that I stand on everything that was said. Does that make sense to somebody? I said what I said. I don't even know. I'ma go ahead and pull on this two of wands, but for some of you, this is gonna be in regards to something that the Lord had told you to do. Right? Your ministering angels gonna keep come, keep on coming through. Telling you, come on, you ain't making no mistake. The Lord gave you a step, and he's gonna Yeah, I told you to do it. Now I want you to do it, now go do it. I'm fit. This is it. I listen now. This it I ain't got nothing else. Ready or not? Here I come. You can't hide. Shout out, Lauren. The Fuji's ready or not. Ascension, leveling up. Stepping into your destiny, growing in faith. First step. Okay. It's time to go up. Drop that in the chat. Up, please. I don't got nothing else. That's it. That's all. I don't even. What you say? What do you say to the Lord after He just couldn't show up and be like, huh? I heard you was looking for me. Shut up, mystical. Here I go. The man right chill. Man, look, somebody. Tell right now, you finna unlock some destiny. Why? Cause you're gonna take a step. I'm talking about say it, Brenda. Obey. Yes. Thank you, Lord. Thank you, Archangel Michael. Thank you. y'all know I pray that prayer every day. Archangel Michael. Protect me, my family, my children, my community, and their families from all negativity, negative energy, low vibrational energy, sin intentionally or unintentionally from those known and unknown. Archangel Gabriel, Archangel Uriel, Archangel Raphael, the four majors. Yeah. You better get to know your help. People, you worshiping angels. No, I'm not a worship guy. God said he will give his angels charge over me. Then I just tell y'all the look this morning the Lord gave me Psalm 91:11. He said he will give his angels. Why are we talking about this again? Why we got to go back to what? that's why y'all was talking about the doctrine card. Because some people ain't never gonna have no understanding. I will look to the hills from whence cometh my help. Like, baby, when the Lord says I got help, I got help. How you believe everything else? It's in the word. Because I feel like it then kind of got on my nervous system. Like, why we why we having this conversation? Maybe somebody just needs to know. Let's just flip it. Thank y'all. Flip the perspective. Maybe somebody just needs to know that you got help. And I'm talking about you got help help. Like the Lord is dispatching his angels right now. You better open your mouth. What you better open your mouth. Ascension. Somebody leveling up, honey. The level up is real. Travel. Relocation. Mm. Some of y'all might be leaving and going somewhere unexpectedly too. So just get ready for that. Baby, this is a blessing. The Lord come in and say he was like, yeah. yeah. We on the move. We got stuff to accomplish. We got things. This is a beautiful message. I might have to go back and watch this today because it's literally like the Lord just coming in, giving a confirmation, and not that he doesn't all the time, but sometimes. We just talked about identity and it's a immediately he follows that and say, yeah. Know who you are. And man, it's a card in in the Clarity is Real deck, which happens to be the card, the deck that has most of the angels in it, right? It's a but there's a card that is opposite to this. This one is whose I Am. And there's one that says who I am. Just so happened. Two different decks. Cause this is the astrology clarity deck, right? But the Lord say who you are and whose you are. Man, look. And we're talking about Leviticus 18, where the Lord says, Yo, I you got to know who you are. I said it, it was it's in my notes. I did not make it up. The Lord come through and he confirmation and say, Yep, exactly that. Man, when you know who you are, it helps you your when identity is settled. Obedience becomes the natural fruit. Man, look, people think it's good. What you mean, obey? Yeah, I'm I and am. Yeah, what you say, Lord? Yeah. Because you start listening to the Lord, your whole life starts changing. Once you know who you are for real, the Lord gave me the word millionaire the other day, but He ain't spell it in the traditional way. He spelled it with the H E I R at the end. And I say, huh? Millionaire. I say who I had to Google it, see if some folks can use it. Shout out Tyrese. I think Tyrese got some cologne or something like that, called Millionaire. But ever since then, the Lord's been that's all He's been calling me. He's like, Yeah, you a millionaire. But not in the way it ain't got nothing to do with money. It does, but it don't. Cause it's like the truth, the it's like understanding inheritance. Man, look, you better know who you are. I I can't help nobody with identity, but this is why the Lord will solidify your identity before he sends you into Canaan. You live man. I don't and I didn't even, the Lord didn't even tell it to me that way. But him saying, I brought you out of Egypt, put you in the kingdom, and then I send you into Canaan. Why? Why does he teach you the kingdom in the wilderness? Because you got to take the kingdom into Canaan. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. I ain't even get that revelation till this morning. That's why the kingdom is in the middle. Man, look, I hope that man he'll give you the kingdom as almost as soon as you come out of Egypt. Let me let you experience the life I want you to live. So when you get to the place I'm sending you, you'll already be living that life. And you'll be an example of that life when you get there. You finna have some other folks coming into the kingdom because they're gonna wanna know how you how how you man, I don't know. I I just be trying to be obedient, taking one step at a time. I said this to myself the other day, I don't always get it right. Understand I done messed up a whole lot, but that's how you know you got some get right, because all of a sudden blessings start coming in, and it's blessings you didn't have to wait for sometimes years. Long suffering. Is that the word? Long suffering. As a result of losing the nursing license, ultimately it ended me up in homelessness. Now here we are almost 10 years later, and the Lord says, Here you go. Man, what? Huh? But it was some long suffering in the mean and in between time. But in that time, you get introduced to the kingdom, the kingdom life, the kingdom laws, the kingdom traditions, the kingdom language. You get the introduction and the Lord say you can stay here. It's some requirements to live here. You can't just be doing all any old thing now. I need you to get right. Yeah, that's a good life over here, man. I'm staying. Where my mansion at? What the Lord said, the Lord said, in my dad's house, there's many rooms. Where my room? Rooms be mansions. Man, I'm staying. No I ain't getting you gonna have to put me out. What? Some of y'all finna experience blessings like that. The the trusting and the believing and knowing that God is gonna do it, telling you, it's finna unlock the door. Where the key? Unlocking this door. People can start asking you what you did, child. My very best to listen. That's it. That's all. I ain't even doing nothing. Be messing up, getting stuff wrong. Go back, Daddy. I messed up. Help. What to do? My bad, Lord. Kingdom life. Okay. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. I'm because let me tell, I need to tell somebody this as well. This is me, right? I got the I wouldn't be me if I was not obedient. If you would like to support in any way, shape, form, or fashion, to send Touche back into nursing, if you would like to donate, I'm probably gonna get banned for this. Go to my name and you can donate and support the vision. Cause I I yeah, y'all. I'm already doing what I can do. Look, look, can I just tell this story real quick? Y'all, the first time they put my nursing license on probation many moons, many, many moons ago, this was in 2015. The reason that I I got in trouble the first time was because I lost my job when they put me on probation. And because I couldn't pay the fine. It was a $600 fine. And I'll never forget, it was like December of 2015. And the lady I was working with at that time with the board, she was like, Well, you know, sometimes people have to go get a job at McDonald's. In order to do what you have to do. Now, mind you, this 2015, right? I ain't never been nothing but a nurse. You understand? From 19 years old up until that time, I had never been anything but a nurse. That lady says, work at McDonald's. I say, who? Huh? I'm not doing that. Pride. One of them things the Lord will teach you about pride. Cause me. I could gone and got a job at McDonald's, but I had so much pride, it wouldn't allow me. I'm a nurse. What do you mean, work at McDonald's? So guess what I didn't do? I didn't go get a job. And I couldn't find a job. So as a result of me not paying the fine, they suspended my license. And then they later they ended up reinstating it and put me off restarting my probation for two years. Fast forward. to 2026. They say you can get the license, but you got to pay this thousand dollar fine. Me. Y'all know I ain't worked since June twenty sixth. excuse me, I might need to come back to work. Sometimes the Lord's gonna check and make sure if you're still do really want what you say? You won't? Because remember, when message, when he sends you into the promised land, he didn't say the manna stops. Do you understand? When he sends you into the promise, you got work to do. So guess who ain't gonna make the same decision and and and mess up the way I did that time? you say. A thousand dot. Guess what? I had to be humble enough to do something I don't ever do. Maybe you one of them people that's like me, you don't never ask for help. Hey y'all, I done created a GoFundMe. I'm in school full time. I'm st I'm in a man of season. I'm in a man of season. Sometimes the thing that will keep you from getting your blessing is opening your mouth because you've been you be so prideful, speaking from experience. Instead of saying, Hey, I need help. Lord, if the Lord say I don't do nothing that the Lord don't tell me to do, remember, we obedient, right? So if the Lord say, Hey, go start a GoFundMe, ain't never you realize that even when I was homeless, I didn't have a GoFundMe. When I was living in my car, and I ain't never did a go fund me in my life. But the Lord say, Yeah, hey, put it on the website. Okay. Cause sometimes Haul and see if you can get your job your job. Do you understand that I called and told my boss, hey, can I come work as a CNA? This was going on. I got this paperwork right here, and this is what the Lord says, but I need to work now. Sometimes your pride, because yes, the Lord provides. Absolutely. Who is this for? I don't know. But if the Lord tells me to talk to somebody about pride, babe, I'm gonna do it. Because you won't you won't get me like that. Do I know the Lord provides? I do. But sometimes the way He provides is not the way that you expect. Sometimes you just want the money to show up. No, Lord, if I if you didn't brought me this far, let me do what I can do. Hey, I need to come, I I need to come pick up a shift. That's also the importance of you got to know which bridges to burn. And which bridges to keep intact. Cause you never know when you gotta go back that way. Mind you, this the same job that I had when I lost my nursing license the first time. Listen now, trying to tell somebody. You never know when you got to go back through a door. You never know. Imagine that then I didn't have a choice. In June, I left so I could focus on school. Now the Lord's sending me right back through that door. Telling you. This this is where the Lord will get your and your character together. He'll make sure that you, when you go to work, you do the best job that you can do. You be the best person that you can be. Cause you never know when you gotta walk back through that door. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Thank God that I've never been a person to just leave, you know. Well, now I ain't gonna what you know what you write. Cause I'd have left some folks and been like, you I promise I ain't never coming back. You it's some folk right now. One in LA, now Memphis, one where else? I was really the only one. I'm finna go. So I hope that made sense to somebody. You never know. You never know. Are you? I've never been to Missouri. Show me. I ain't never been to Missouri, honey one. But the Lord still be showing me. I'm just so I hope that helps somebody. Sometimes the one thing, the least thing that you want to do, which is oftentimes asking for help or utilizing the resources that the Lord will give you, is the thing that is going to save you. And we don't be wanting to hear that because we so used to IND independent. I can do it at now. If you want to support By all means, please feel feel free and I thank you. Cause I'm doing I'm gonna go do everything I can. Let me get let me do what I can do. Do your part and I promise you the Lord is gonna meet you halfway. And then He's going to exceed it simply because you were willing. Can we drop that in the chat? I'm willing, Lord. I'm willing. Pride is not an issue, honey. For me, no. Mm-mm. Mm-mm. Got me like that. Again. Sometimes you get put back in the same situation, right? Sometimes the Lord will put you back in the same situation to see if you're going to respond differently this time. I'm not afraid of the $1,000 fine. I said, okay, Lord, this time, if the Lord says, Are you humble enough to even go? When when I could work, can I can I huh? Man, look. Do you really want what you say? I'm willing. Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Because guess what? I know the increase is coming. It that that part's already done. It's that last little check where the Lord says, Okay, let me see. Let me just make sure. I'm I'm pretty sure I know you. But let me just make sure you okay. So if my schedule, telling you right now, it's been a blessing. This is my dream. But if if one day a week I ain't gonna be able to be on here two hours, uh-uh, I got to go to work. Y'all remember a couple months ago for a whole year, it's like mm-mm, okay, y'all, we got 45 minutes. This is we got to wrap this up. It's a wrap. Got to go. Cause what? I got to go do what the Lord tells me to do. So If you that person who, and I'm not talking about, and sometimes even the test, y'all, you got to ask somebody for help. And the Lord will tell you to ask somebody who's gonna, he already is gonna say no. That be what's hard. He'll have you ask, and sometimes it hurts your feelings. But he'll have you ask. It's like Pharaoh again. And he already determined that he wants them to say no. People don't want to hear that. But it's going to hurt your feelings because you're going to be like, why wouldn't they help me? Like, why wouldn't you help me? A lot of times it's family, right? Because you would you would expect the help to come from there. But it's designed by the Lord for them to say no. Because it's going to teach you something. But yeah, sometimes that's that hurt. For real. He's going to make them say no. So that you will understand that you're not to depend on. Man, you have to depend on him because he's gonna make a way. Again, we had the card that just said it don't always look the way you thought. But if you're willing, message, the Lord's gonna make a way. He's gonna make a way. Are you willing to really go? To really, do you really want to receive what God's trying to give you? Going into Canaan, we we almost there, right? We're almost there. So I hope that makes sense to somebody. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. thank y'all so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I'm so truly, truly grateful. It's time to get to the next part of the work. I halfway don't know what to do with myself. I passed my classes, y'all, my three classes. I understand even why the Lord had me set out for this last month and a half. It's only been about, well, since June 26th. Because school is gonna keep going. Do you understand? Man, do you understand that sometimes the Lord will give you time to sit down so you can organize your life? Because when he gets ready to bring in, we talk about seasons of rest and season of running, right? So imagine the Lord tells me to quit my job, but now I'm full-time in school. So he gave me all this time to organize myself. Man, this is why I be telling, just trying to explain stuff to folks. He gave me this time to sit down, organize myself, know how I was gonna operate because I'm still in school. Okay. But now he finna get ready to add work and back in. But he had to, that's why he'll tell you, you got to get your scheduling together. You had there's some things that you're gonna have to be like, nope, this is what my schedule is. You have to commit to it, get it, get you got to get it together because when he adds something else, it's certain things that already have to be in place. So he gave me three classes, which is what I'm gonna have for till 2029. Three classes. That's what you this your workload. This is what you're gonna be required to do. Work around it. Now he's getting ready to add because I can't, I have to work if I when I get reinstated, y'all. It's not optional. I have to work. So he says, Go and get your schedule together because I'm getting ready to add. Man, look, that's why he has to increase your capacity. I hope that makes sense. Y'all give a congratulations to Miss Succulent. Thank you. Thank y'all. Thank y'all. I'm great. I'm grateful. y'all say congratulations to Miss Succulent who's pinning ceremony. Shout out to the nurses. We the real MVPs. Congratulations to you, honey one. Welcome, welcome to the healthcare world, honey one. We appreciate you. We are so happy and so grateful to have you, honey one. you got this. I'm so proud, man. I'd be so grateful. I'd be so glad to see folks winning. Let me tell you something. Nursing school ain't easy, honey. Nursing, healthcare, shout out to my CNAs in the building. Y'all, the real MVPs. And I said what I said. Guess who could say that? Touche the CNA. Touche bars. Because I know the work be working. Nah, I ain't I done been a CNA, LPN, RN. Can't nobody tell me. Listen now. Shout out to my CNA's. Y'all the real MVPs. Cause if you on your baby hunt what? The work be working. Okay. I'm college. Nurses were the only majors who studied in groups. Man, look, you you got to have some, you got to have some study partners in college. And in nursing school, you almost can't do it by yourself. Thanks. Shout out to the people I went to nurse. I went to nursing school twice, y'all. Got my LPN, then my RN. And so in LPN school, we had to team up. In RN school, we had to team up. Cause I don't even think we would have made it if we didn't. And some folks didn't make it all. We didn't all make it together. I'm grateful. I only took 85 questions, which is the minimum for my LPN, and I took 75 questions for my RN, which was the minimum for that. But I shout out to the folks that I was studying with. I did a lot of self study, but I did a lot of most study with because we had to, man, because then I don't know what they do. Man, I can't even imagine what y'all got to do right now. Back then, when I went, man, I mean, wait a minute. First of all, why y'all trying to handle me about how old I am? I am antique-ish. I anyway, I'm back. Back then, they was trying to teach us critical thinking. And then what was crazy, because they went to teaching us about critical thinking. So when you went into not me, but I know a lot of people who went into taking boards. And they were overthinking the problems. And so they ended up failing because they were overthinking. Because in nursing school, they taught us to overthink. They literally was be like, what does the A stand for in A B C D's? And they were trying to analyze it instead of it just being airway. Right. And so, but we had been taught to overthink critical thinking. And so people were missing basic questions, y'all, because they were we were taught to overthink. Nursing school ain't no hoe. I said it, menthit. Nursing school ain't no play play. So shout out. I don't I can't even imagine what they're teaching y'all now. Thank you, Lord, because I ain't going back. Who now? No, I ain't gonna be able to do it. I can't even imagine trying to get through nursing school right now. Cause right now because now it's so much more. I can't even imagine being a med surge nurse and getting mad surgeon. Who? No. No. Uh-uh. I did my 20 years in the hospital, honey. I'm good. On it now. For those of y'all who ain't never had no nursing experience and stuff, get you some med surge experience and shout out to y'all. Cause I'm not set up to be a floor nurse anymore. I did my 20. You drink not drop and give me 20. not not that. That ain't even the song. You was right. Anyway, I'm back. no. Look, Chris Curl says I work for the nursing department. Shall by at a community college, bringing bring the skills lab, running the skills lab. Listen. Uh-uh. I can't imagine. Now I can start IV. Now I was a I was a pro at that. I can do that. I can do all I got all my skills. Skills check, but the stuff they be having, no, I ain't gonna be able to do it. You have to know your strengths. That ain't my season. But for my new grad nurses, Miss Succulent, get you some hospital nursing experience. Okay. I promise you it is going to benefit you down the road. Get you some experience down the road because those skills are so valuable. And in certain environments, certain atmospheres, certain places that you're going to work. You will not get those skills. Okay. You need to go start IVs. You need to know how to do foley catheters. You need to know how to do the basic skills. You need to know how to draw blood. Like, and it's cool to learn on mannequins. It's a whole different thing in real life. It's so different. It's different. Okay. So the I if I could tell it, and I used to train a lot of nurses, y'all. So if you are a new grad. Please get you some med grad, some med surge experience. A lot of people want to go straight to ICU, baby. Go get in the trenches. You got to learn. Okay. You got to learn. So people don't want to hear that. You want to go straight into specialties, and that's cool. But if you ever decide to do some people get in their specialty and stay there for life. I can now I know what kind of nurse I'm designed to be. I'm not my med, but my med surge benefited me. So get you a couple of years in the hospital. Yes, it's hard work. Yes, but you you you have to learn. It's gonna be so beneficial down the line. Especially, you know, folks be letting go traveling and stuff. If you want to do that, that resume is gonna look good. Get you some telemetry experience. Just putting that out there. If anybody learn. ER, I love the ER. I did actually like the ER. So get get get you some experience, honey, because it's gonna benefit you down the line. And when you finally decide that you're not ready, or if you ever get to that point, some people are mad search for life. I'm not one of them, but it'll be it'll be beneficial. Message. Okay. child, listen. Whew, that's it, y'all. Y'all, I have a call today. to kind of finalize the details to see What's what's the what? What's the what? Right? Yes, drawing blood correctly, please. Well, let me just say well, because Jared just said, drawing blood correctly, please. So many people miss my veins and I got bruises. Let me say this. That was something that I enjoyed. I enjoyed drawing blood. I enjoyed IVs. But let me say this to people who ain't in healthcare. It's not as easy as it looks. You either a good stick or you not. I don't know how else to say that. It ain't for everybody. Right. so I have been stuck by people and missed, and I be like, see that vein sitting right there. You can't miss it. Like I, you know, like how you miss? And then I'd be like, get somebody else to do it. Now I'm me. If you look nervous, then you finna no, baby. Now I'm not opposed to allowing somebody to a new nurse to stick me. Why? Because I was a new nurse at one time, right? So I had to learn. And some people, because of those kinds of experiences, they don't want you to stick them because they be like, uh-uh, you don't know what you're doing. And some people have trauma as a result of that. But I also know that it is a skill that has to be developed. And imagine, so I I'm I'm, you know, I can advocate on both sides. You get one stick, and if you don't get it, you all, that's it. No, go get somebody else. And I stand on that. No, you knit, no. Mm-mm. But at the same time, I've been that nurse who was before I knew what I was doing. I was like, okay, you know, you try to be confident, but it's still kind of scary, especially if you look and you see somebody and you can tell they're nervous. You be like, Lord, please let me get it. And sometimes you just don't. Sometimes somebody's dehydrated. Some it it be like that. But yeah, I'm a one-stick. Like, you get one shot. You only get one shot. Do not miss your chance. Tableau, man thick. Cause yeah, I'm I'm particular about that. I don't like to stick people more than one time. If I ain't finna be, I ain't doing all that now. I'll get somebody else to do it. Cause it would just be like that. Sometimes you have an off day. Sometimes you can't. You know what I'm saying? But anyway, it's just me. But I feel that you get one shot. One shot. So that's it. That's all. Thank you, dearest one. Good morning, gifted. Good morning, Cornell. If I ain't speak to y'all, that's all y'all. I got about an hour before I find out what the details are. Y'all pray for me. That's it. That's all. Pray for me. Because we're gonna find out. I'll know. Either I'll know to know or not, not to know or not to know. I'll know something by the end of this day, exactly what direction we headed in. so y'all pray for me, child, because I'm finna give some clarification. So thank y'all so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I probably already said it. I'm so truly grateful. I appreciate y'all. y'all go do great and be great and amazing, do great and amazing things. It's time to get to the next part of the work. that's how I started because I don't I don't know what to do with myself since I'm out of school and I passed my classes. All A's in this thing did mint it. Best class was statistics. Did I tell y'all that? I made a hundred in statistics. Period. Yeah, that marketing tried to take me on out. I made it though. I made it. But I did end up with all A's this semester. I don't know what's well. I don't even want to look at it. I think I got microeconomics coming up. What I got? Microeconomics. I got an intro to business class. Lord. Y'all I got an accounting class. Somebody help. I think I got like five. Let me just tell you better know financial accounting principles or something. I don't know something. Lord help. Just help me, Lord. Just go on help me now. Cause I don't even know what this finna be about. But anyway. That's it. That's all. Y'all pray for me. On multiple levels. Child, I got too much. It's too much. I will see y'all on tomorrow, 6 a.m. Thank y'all, thank y'all, thank y'all. Look, y'all. I didn't go. I ain't even gonna be done with school till 2029. Anyway, I can't believe it. Okay, I'm back. I'm still processing it. Just work with me. I will see y'all on tomorrow. Business info will help you for life. this page is a business. Listen, so look, come on, the Lord's lasagna. Let me just tell to the truth.com. And I don't know if I told y'all this. I can tell y'all now because I'm done with the marketing class. What would well I think I mentioned this. Let me tell you how I know the Lord be strategic. Because the classes that I'm taking, I'm immediately able to implement in my businesses. Marketing stuff, different stuff that y'all whether you might have paid attention, might not have different stuff. It was like I would learn something in this in the marketing class. That's how I ended up with new packaging for Touche Cosmetics. It was like, okay, I need to change that up. Okay, I need to, okay, like that's the way the Lord, man, he's so good. That's how he said he designed this for me, to where it's like I learned something and I can immediately implement it. Child, pay attention to how the Lord be leading and guiding and directing you. Because I say, Well, wait a minute, I can do this in two shape cosmetics. Or wait a minute, I can do this on the message. That's how I ended up creating the Kingdom Clarity newsletter because it's all about distribution channels. Man, look, the kingdom is the mission, right? The kingdom is the message. How many ways can I get marketing? How many ways can I get the kingdom to the people? Hence the Kingdom Clarity newsletter coming. New packaging for Touche Cosmetics. All it man, look, the Lord got a plan for your life now. Trying to tell you that's where all of this came from, y'all. But it took for him to give me time to really focus in and work on it. And then I was like, okay, so that's what made me. Be like, okay, instead of it just being like I'm studying or I'm just learning the material just to know to learn it, and I ain't gonna hold you that that that history class. But I even learned stuff in that as well. Statistics, even it was just like, okay, I'm knowing this because I got to know it. But when I changed my perspective and started looking at it like, how can I apply this right now? It started changing. And I started at first marketing was like, I can't stand this. I don't want to do another marketing plan. Lord, just let me get through the class. To okay, what did I learn from this and how can I go implement it? It'll change the way you it'll change if you do it right then. It's taking action anyway. I hope that helps somebody. I see y'all on tomorrow. So that's that really happened for me, honey. I can't even child, I don't even know. What this business class is finna be, but I know it's gonna help. It'll be amazing to see some of the things that I've already done. Cause the marketing class was teaching me business as well. Because again, y'all, you got to remember, I'm starting from the bottom. Ain't have no business mentors, nobody telling me to do this, that, and the third. Now this is me learning from scratch. But things that I learned in the marketing class, it was like, okay, I need to get. A county license, I need a city license. Like I had to get all my credentials together, LLC, which I had that before. But all these things, man, look business email, y'all. The Lord be working when I say all the way legit business check in. Separate that from your personal finances. Man, look, the Lord has to have me doing stuff, and I was I'll transfer this entity from this place to this place, y'all. When I told y'all, I was just like, Man, the Lord, it's a lot going on a lot on top of trying to do the nursing stuff. Anyway, that's it. That's all. Let me get ready for this call that I got. Y'all pray for me. We'll have some updates on tomorrow and see how we're moving forward from that. Thank y'all for the congratulations. I love y'all in real life. Y'all go hydrate your soul. Drink your water. Say your gratitude. Have a fantastic and an amazing Thursday. It's still Thursday. I will see y'all on tomorrow. 6 a.m. Central Standard Time for the message. I love y'all in real life. I'll see y'all on tomorrow. Okay, y'all. This it. Here we go. I love y'all in real life. I see. y'all was gonna get that background. Let me let me maximize y'all. I will see y'all on tomorrow. Deuces, y'all. Love y'all in real life. Bye, y'all. All right, Lord. Here we go.