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Episode 351 - Thoughts From Cora · Thoughts From Cora

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  Speaker 1: Nothing quite prepares you for the loss of your mom.
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  Speaker 1: One day I'm living in Hawaii and being around her,
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  Speaker 1: visiting her in the hospital, taking care of her, bringing
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  Speaker 1: her stuff at home, and one day she's gone just
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  Speaker 1: like that.
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  Speaker 2: It's so very sad to me.
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  Speaker 1: I'm trying to live a normal life now, but I
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  Speaker 1: don't feel like my life will ever be normal. I
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  Speaker 1: just feel like there's a missing person. something missing and
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  Speaker 1: I don't feel like a lot of people understand what
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  Speaker 1: grief is like but sometimes it just sucks you into
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  Speaker 1: a dark hole that you can't get out of like
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  Speaker 1: you don't want to leave your house you don't want
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  Speaker 1: to leave your bed you don't want to be around
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  Speaker 1: people it's just very exhausting and then you feel exhausted
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  Speaker 1: most of the time even though you sleep and some
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  Speaker 1: nights you can't sleep And it doesn't help that you
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  Speaker 1: don't have many friends or people to check on you
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  Speaker 1: to see how you're doing because it's been a year, maybe.
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  Speaker 2: A year and a half.
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  Speaker 1: And then I'm worried about my own health, my daughter's health,
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  Speaker 1: and the money situation and just bills.
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  Speaker 2: And it's just a lot sometimes.
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  Speaker 1: So I actually called my ex-husband today just to talk
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  Speaker 1: to him, just to make things good between us, but
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  Speaker 1: he didn't answer.
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  Speaker 2: That's probably a good thing. So, like, I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: I keep wanting to reach out to my exes recently,
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  Speaker 1: like to my ex-boyfriend, to my ex-husband.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not sure.
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  Speaker 1: I feel like God is going to bring someone into
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  Speaker 1: my life soon, so I've got to let all that
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  Speaker 1: go and work on myself, and that's what I'm doing.
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  Speaker 1: To be like the best person I could be.