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The Waiting Room · The Seed Project

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  Hey, friend.
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  Welcome to Send a Seed.
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  I'm Charlotte Edwards, and I believe small seeds create big impact.
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  Each week, we'll plant one.
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  Let's dig in.
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  I don't know anyone who likes waiting rooms.
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  Whether it's a doctor's office, an airport after a delayed flight, or your car while you wait for someone to call you with news, waiting rooms all feel the same.
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  They all hold the same thing: uncertainty.
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  And what we truly want is movement, answers, progress, anything but waiting.
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  I've spent a lot of time around waiting rooms, and some of those moments have been deeply personal.
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  Waiting while my dad was in heart surgery, sitting beside my niece and nephew as their mother was taken off life support, watching my own mom get wheeled into surgery And others have been as a nurse, walking through waiting rooms every day, watching families carry burdens you just can't see by looking at them Over the years, waiting rooms have taught me something.
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  On the outside, you're trying to stay strong.
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  You answer questions, you make phone calls, you reassure everyone else that it's gonna be okay.
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  But on the inside, your heart and your thoughts are being pulled in every direction.
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  You replay conversations in your mind.
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  You imagine every possible outcome.
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  You pray, you hope, and then you wait.
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  Waiting rooms have a way of reminding us how little control we actually have, and the older I get, the more I realize life is just full of waiting rooms.
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  Some of them have chairs, vending machines, and coffee that's never quite hot enough, but most of them don't.
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  Sometimes there's just simply seasons waiting on doctors and phone calls and test results.
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  Waiting on a job, a relationship, a little clarity about what's to come next Waiting on a prayer you've whispered so many times that you've lost count.
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  We spend more of life waiting than we realize, and if there's one thing life has taught me, it's this: waiting is rarely wasted.
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  Think about a seed for a minute.
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  Once it's planted, everything looks the same.
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  The ground doesn't look any different.
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  You don't see leaves.
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  You don't see flowers.
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  If you judge it by what you could see, you'd probably assume that nothing was happening.
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  But underneath the surface, everything is changing.
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  The roots are growing long before anything breaks through the soil.
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  I've come to believe our lives work a little like the seed.
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  Some of the seasons in my life that look the least productive are actually the ones doing the deepest work.
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  Because waiting teaches us things that comfort never can.
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  It teaches patience in a world that expects everything overnight.
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  It teaches trust when there aren't any answers.
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  It teaches humility because we're reminded that not everything is ours to control, and it grows compassion.
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  Because after you've waited for something that mattered so deeply to you, a child, a restored relationship, a diagnosis, a dream, you don't look at someone else's waiting the same way anymore.
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  You understand.
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  You may listen a little bit longer.
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  You sit beside them a little differently.
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  And sometimes waiting slows us down just enough to notice God.
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  Not because He suddenly showed up, but because the noise finally settled for us to recognize He'd been there all along.
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  When I look back on my own life, I can see that some of the strongest parts of my faith didn't grow after I got what I wanted.
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  They grew while I was still wondering if I ever would.
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  I wouldn't have chosen those seasons, and I certainly didn't enjoy them.
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  But I also wouldn't trade them.
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  I wouldn't trade what they grew in me, who they helped me become.
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  I've learned that waiting grows perseverance And perseverance has a way of shaping who we become.
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  And somewhere along the way, hope quietly begins to grow too.
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  Waiting doesn't just change our circumstances, it changes us.
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  So if you're in a waiting room today, whatever that may look like for you, don't spend all your energy asking,"When will I get out of here?" Pause long enough to ask,"Who am I becoming while I'm here?" Because one day the phone will ring, the results will come back, the door will open, and life will start moving again.
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  And when it does, you'll carry with you whatever this season has been growing beneath the surface That's your seed.
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  Now go plant something good