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- ToShae Germaine: Great morning, great morning, great morning, great people. Welcome to the message, y'all. Welcome to the message. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy Monye, y'all. Happy Monye. We in this thing. If you are new to the Kingdom Flow community, to the message, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you're here. And if you was an old T but good T. Welcome back. Y'all come in, show the new people them what to do. Like the live, share the live, share the love. Drop something in the chat that's grateful for. Let's get into flow of abundance. Y'all, I know I'm not live on this more tank. I'm actually trying something different because of course I am, right? ⁓ I'm recording this. It is Monday when I'm recording this, but I wanted to see, I needed to get a practice run in and see how it would go. ⁓ with me recording and then post this later. So let's just do numbers four, okay? ⁓ the plan is today is Labor Day as well. So happy Labor Day to everybody. I hope y'all are resting. ⁓ look, I had to get I and did, child, I had to get me an extra hour sleep, did because I messed up, right? I don't know if anybody else that's been feeling really, really tired. But I had felt really tired. And so yesterday I was in the bed at like five o'clock and I knew it was gonna throw my sleep pattern off because I had to be up at three. And so sure enough, I was back up at 11 p.m. And so then I was up for a few hours, and then by the time I went to sleep, it was time to get up. So ⁓ sleep pattern was a little off this morning, but we finna ⁓ let's do it, let's get to it. ⁓ we're gonna get we're gonna get into numbers four. This week, y'all, is gonna be a little different because we have to get because we need to go into numbers 10. ⁓ so we're kind of gonna jump around later on this week. That will be on Friday. ⁓ and then we'll and then we're also gonna touch back, we're gonna backtrack a little bit, which I gotta get my journal out into numbers. I mean Leviticus, Leviticus 23, I believe. ⁓ this week is the start the ⁓ the start of a new month. ⁓ the month of Tishri and the Hebrew calendar. And so the Lord kind of giving me some instructions. I'll give y'all more clarification on that once we get closer to that. But Friday we may skip around a little bit and then we'll get back in our order. But let's get into numbers four on this morning. Y'all like the live share the live share the love. ⁓ Drop something in chat that you're grateful for. Let's get in in the flow of abundance. Same setup. We just doing this on a recording. I hope I'll be able to release it, child. I know I'm gonna have to go through and try to release it on everywhere, but we're gonna see how it goes. All to do it, let's get to it. Let's get into numbers four for this morning. So, first things first, we have been talking about several things in the book of numbers. ⁓ the Lord and told us about taking inventory, ⁓ he's told us about like counting everything up. Now he's getting ready to show us how to carry the assignment that he is giving us, right? All of us at this point, we're kind of starting on new assignments. Right. ⁓ new assignments, new things that the Lord has given us to do. And so there's a way to carry what God gives you to carry, right? ⁓ so numbers four is how the assignment is supposed to be carried. ⁓ it speaks primarily about assignment, preparation, boundaries, which many of us maybe you've had to put some boundaries in place. Remember the day I told y'all that I had to put some boundaries in place with self, right? ⁓ because I'm we not we not doing what we did in Egypt, okay? And ain't I ain't gonna be able to do it. I'm just not. Some of you may be recognizing some things that you did in your previous seasons, baby. Uh-uh, that that dog don't hunt. We we ain't gonna be able to do it in this season. So boundaries are important. We're gonna talk about that. ⁓ also in this chapter, responsibility, leadership, and stewardship. So In numbers four, basically, what the Lord does is he gives each of its the Levites, right? He has said to, and we talked about this in Numbers three: the Levites are his. ⁓ and so they're separated from the other clans. And so when the Lord organized back in Numbers three, when he started organizing how the the clans were going to be ⁓ set up around the tabernacle, the Levites were excluded. Now He's going th in the in the in the Levites, he's dividing them up and giving them individual assignments by clans as well. So three different three the and and y'all y'all know how I feel about the names. Okay, so don't come for me. But we'll start with the Kohathites. Okay. ⁓ the Kohathites are responsible for carrying the most holy things. ⁓ like the ark, the table, the altars, utensils, the lampstand. So they're actually the ones who seem like they have the most work, right? The most work to do. ⁓ now, Aaron and his sons had to enter first. So the Kohathites would come in, they would take care of all of the most holy things, but there was something significant about even when they were taking care of the most holy things, they had to be covered, right? Before they couldn't actually touch the things. They had to be covered. We're gonna talk about it in a minute because baby, when I was reading this, I say, ooh, come on, cover, drop that in the chat. I'm covered. Okay. ⁓ so Aaron and his sons had to enter first. They had to take down the shield and curtain, then they had to cover the sacred sacred objects and prepare everything for transportation. So they couldn't just come in right, ⁓ and just like start touching stuff like they wanted to, they had to be covered. God warned, look, hold on, y'all. Let me move my am I talking to y'all like y'all really here? Is because y'all is. We y'all here in spirit, okay. ⁓ so Aaron and ⁓ we talked, we said that. So first, God warned that they must touch they must not touch them. ⁓ being assigned does not eliminate boundaries. That's where the boundaries come in, right? ⁓ so sometimes, even in even in your assignment, y'all, you got to know that there are boundaries as well. So we be good at overstepping sometimes, right? Overstepping, and sometimes you got to pull yourself back. That's something the Lord showed me last week. You got to pull yourself back because everything you're not responsible for everything. But this is also, y'all know, sometimes we be wanting to test our boundaries, and so. Just understand that even with your assignment, there are certain things that you're not responsible for. So the Lord will draw a boundary to let you know, like, hey, I know even sometimes, even if you like, man, I could fix it, I could do it. Like I have understanding everything ain't your assignment. And so even your assignment has boundaries, right? An assignment from God does not give us permission to handle his ⁓ his things however we want. You have to do things the way that God has instructed you to do them. It's like a job, right? Even if you know there's a better way, you can you maybe even even be able to see a problem. Thank y'all. You may even be able to see a problem, but it may not be for you to handle it, right? ⁓ you may even see the solution, but sometimes you just got to let God handle it God's way. Okay. The Gershenites, ⁓ they were responsible for transporting the curtains, the coverings, the ropes, and related equipment. It may not sound as impressive, but God considered it necessary. Remember we talked a a few a couple chapters ago about ⁓ first of all ain't no comparison, okay, because we all got different assignments. So there's no comparison. But it's also understanding that just because your your your assignment may not be as visible or it may not be the same as somebody else's, maybe God has you in the back, right? Versus being on the front lines or being the face of it's like there's they're using the example of like the face of a corporation or The person who's front facing. Just because you ain't in the front doesn't mean that you're not important, right? ⁓ every in the in the kingdom, in kingdom order, every assignment is necessary. The meher meorites, spell check, ⁓ transported the structural components, the frames, the crossbars, ropes, equipment, etc. They carried the structure. So some people saw y'all, some of us are responsible for. Carrying the foundational things. And that is because if you don't have the foundation, which we know Jesus is our rock, right? But if you don't have the foundation, then what's gonna hold everything else up? Sometimes the thing the assignment, thank God, sometimes the assignment that you think is the most important is not. Imagine how how would the tabernacle stand if it didn't have structure, if it didn't have something to hold or support it, how would it stand, right? And so if you start thinking about it in terms of that, it's just like, well, man, right, how how some maybe you're the foundation and sometimes and that foundation got the carry weight. Man, look, now I'm not talking about my bad, y'all. I'm not talking about like having to carry the responsibilities of the cause other people don't want to. I'm talking about when you have to you what you do is pivotal to a corporation running. To your family. You may be the one who organizes everything. ⁓ you may not even realize how important what you do is is in the scheme of what it is that you're responsible for. Every part is visible. We got to have structure, okay? So visibility does not determine value. God doesn't just assign the what, he establishes the how. So for many of us, the Lord is showing us next what how what and how to carry. The assignment that he's giving us. So in numbers three, we had to we got familiar with knowing your assignment. ⁓ and now in numbers four, we're learning how to carry it. That's two different levels of maturity. That's a whole different level of understanding. You can know something. Man, when the Lord said this, ⁓ when I was doing I think it's in this one, it I did. I wrote it right here. Sometimes, and let me just read it, there are things you may have you may be called to or may have been called to that you weren't ready to carry. Five years ago. I say, you was right, Lord. You was right. Because I know for for sure it's some stuff that I can be responsible for now that I wasn't ready for before. maturity, responsibility, accountability, those kinds of things where you just like, man, thank you, Lord. That's why I'll be like, Daddy, don't give it to me until I'm ready for it. Because what? Some stuff you fumble. If he gives it to you too soon, you're gonna fumble it. Then you're gonna be back at A, right? You're gonna have to start over. And many, we don't wanna be starting over on some things. It's cool to start over when the Lord gives us a do over, right? But man, if there's something that I would I would rather just Lord make me ready for it, drop that in the chat. Lord, make me ready for it. Okay. Sometimes we recognize what God has called us to do, but we haven't learned the weight, boundaries. Discipline, preparation, and stewardship required to carry it properly. So this is training, right? Which we know we do a lot of times in the wilderness season. ⁓ we learn, we're getting understanding. You maybe there's some skill development, maybe you need to be more disciplined with what it is that you have to do. So it's sometimes it's recognizing that, Lord, I'm I realize I'm not quite ready for this. So let me get the instruction I need. Lord, give me the wisdom. Make me ready to steward and carry this assignment, right? ⁓ so there's order in this. Aaron and his sons ⁓ prepared it. The Kohathites carried it. ⁓ certain things they could touch and certain things they couldn't, they couldn't. They had to make sure it was covered. Certain people couldn't enter and certain people could not. The Lord was very He was explicit. Excuse me, y'all. Don't touch it. Okay. Now y'all can't come in here. So things that he's considered very holy. That's why everybody can't do everything. Everybody's not equipped for it nor assigned to it. so it's understanding what you're responsible for, what you can do, somebody else may not have the education, the wisdom, the understanding to be able to do. Kingdom assignment operates under kingdom order. Some things have to be covered before they can be carried. ⁓ The ark, the table, the lampstand, altar. ⁓ God did not allow what was holy to be transported, exposed. When I was doing the Bible study on this, I told when I when I read that, I was just like, mm. I was like, okay, Lord, when it was talking about like how everything had to be covered. And I say, Well, man, sometimes the covering is is the thing that you need. ⁓ and it's a covering. How did the Lord explain it to me yesterday? It's like a covering. Because sometimes things will be, it's almost like having he was showing me in the form of like sensitive skin, right? Like you may need to, and even now I'm hearing like a wound. It's it's understanding, like some stuff has to be covered and taken care of that way. If it is exposed in any way, shape, form, or fashion, it ain't gonna, it ain't gonna bother too much, right? ⁓ it won't stop you. Cause have you ever had something like an exposed nerve, like something that maybe is still tender that you hadn't completely healed from? Imagine, mm-hmm. Imagine you having still feeling like still being sensitive about something and then somebody somebody knowing that, right? Your ops, right? The enemy knowing that, and that be the thing that he used to trigger you. So that's the way the Lord was showing me yesterday and today is like some things he's got to make sure we done cover that that wound. Than covered up before so that if it gets exposed, it's not gonna make you stop your assignment or deter you from doing what God has told you to do. Everything God gives you doesn't have to be exposed while He's moving you. This is you ain't got to tell everybody everything, okay? We talk about moving silence all the time, y'all. You ain't got to tell everybody everything, everybody ain't got to know your moves. For some of you, there may be something that you're doing right now. And maybe it's a long term vision, but you had you it's like you're not revealing it. You may not even, I told the Lord that I laughed about it because there are things that you may be doing. Some of y'all think y'all, and you ain't need much giving no explanation. You you're not even going, it's like you may do something and you have a and sometimes maybe that's the way to do something. Instead of because I I have been bad about this in the past, you know, you be excited about something. And you be like, ⁓ I'm gonna tell, ⁓ you wanna tell it. But what we're learning is that you don't even much have to tell it. You sometimes it's about just developing something, and then it's almost like when it's ready to launch. And for others of you, you learn that you don't have to give an explanation. I was talking to the Lord about that in prayer last night. It's just like I'm at a I'm at a point, baby, I ain't got no explaining to, I don't have to do no explaining, right? As long as me and God are still in alignment, I'm not we we're not doing a whole lot of explaining. Okay. So for some of you, you're recognizing that you don't have to explain your moves. You don't even have to explain your ideas. You don't have to explain, and maybe you were that person who always felt like you had to over explain or try to justify why you're doing something. And we just in a season where we like, huh? Because I want to, okay. Drop that in the chat. Because what menthid. Because I want to. Okay. sometimes you're carrying something extremely valuable that nobody can see it. And that's the thing about vision. The Lord being gave you something, and can't nobody else see it, right? So you don't have to explain it. Just keep following the instructions and doing what God has told you to do. ⁓ this could be a business, this can be an idea, this could be a move that you're making, a strategy, promise, a new assignment, whatever, whatever it is, as long as you have understanding and you good with God, go with that. Okay. Just because it's covered doesn't mean it's not there. ⁓ everybody, God didn't give them the vision. So a lot of times people can't see what you see. They can't understand why you're doing something, or it may not make sense to them. God didn't give the vision to them, right? sometimes covering is part of carrying. Your assignment determines what you're responsible for, not what you're worth. I think I mentioned that just because you may not have again, maybe what you're doing seems less than what somebody else is doing, that doesn't make it any less valuable or you any less valuable. Your assignment determines what you're responsible for, not your worth. Drop it in the chat. I just put the cards up from last week. You are worthy. Okay, I am worthy of this assignment. Lord, make me ready for it. Same tabernacle, different assignments and responsibilities. God determines your your work responsibility and your load. He knows what you can handle. God determines your ⁓ God determines your capacity before he determines your load. This is how the Lord explained this to me. So I y'all know I ain't old, ain't maybe a little antique-ish. Okay, but babe, I'm in the prime of my life. Best, best shape of my life, all the things. So one of the things that I have told the Lord frequently is I know the season of life I'm in. And it's certain things that I'm not equipped for. Back when I was in my 20s and my 30s, it was a certain it was certain things that I can do that I'm not quite in this in the position to do no more, right? Like work wise and just as I've grown and as we mature and and you start to recognize like, no, I don't it's and I'm look, I'm I'm I have a shirt coming out, I'm gonna tell y'all about it. Nah, I'm gonna tell y'all about it. But it's like my one of my motto in this life and it or this part of my life. There are certain things that you're more equipped for now that you weren't equipped for maybe at a later age. Why or an earlier age because you're you're You're grown now, you've matured. But there are also things that you were more equipped for at a younger age that you're not at an older age, right? So the Lord knows your capacity. You can I can't now and ain't trying to. I'm not trying to do all the same stuff that I was doing when I was younger. Why? Because I'm not her no more. I mean, I'm young in spirit is, but I'm not the same age when I was able to do certain things. So for some of you, it's like an understanding that. As you grow, you're more suited for certain things than you know, maybe what you were doing. Let's say they're using the example of a job, right? So maybe you had like a super strenuous and some people still built for that. And kudos to you, honey. But maybe you had like a super strenuous, heavy labor, heavy lifting job when you was younger. And maybe as you get older, you ain't quite built for that anymore. Let them little young strapping fellas and Women, if that's the thing, let them do that, right? Because you're you get older and you start to realize that man, I ain't got the capacity to be doing all of that anymore. Some people do for life, and shout out to you. But it's like those that type of understanding, and the Lord knows. And so y you he starts showing you like, no, you're better built for something else. You're better built to to do something that's more in alignment with who you are now. I hope that makes sense. ⁓ he God identifies those, He identifies those prepared for that particular stage of service and then assigns their responsibility. So the Lord knows what to equip you for. ⁓ and that's stewardship. He's not merely concerned about whether it gets carried, he's concerned about who is prepared to carry it. Everybody can't care. There are certain things that you're responsible for that other people could not carry because they're not equipped for it, therefore they're not assigned to it. ⁓ there are things you may have been called, I said that there are things you may have been called to now or that you're doing now that you weren't really ready for at a previous ⁓ time. Why? Maybe you had to go through an experience, maybe you had to get some wisdom, some education, some knowledge, some understanding. Maybe you had to grow up. ⁓ the Lord had to increase your capacity. You developed, you matured, you learned. ⁓ you gain discipline, you learn boundaries, you learn stewardship. So all of these things prepare us to carry what the assignment is that the Lord has been preparing us for. ⁓ then something that once would have crushed you becomes something you're equipped to carry. Have you ever thought about the fact that whatever you're doing now, man, if the Lord had put you in it before, it would have taken you out. There are things that I know for a fact that I could do now. That I just could not have done, dealing with people in a certain way, you know, maintaining your composure because the Lord has has taught you in those areas. leadership, right? Being in leadership, being more responsible. These are things that as you have gone through life and got some understanding, the it was equipping you for this, right? It was equipping you for this. ⁓ Y'all, I don't know what's going on with my throat. I said it, my throat. Okay. Leadership is responsible too. So then the Lord kind of flipped the script. So he was talking about the Levites, but now He starts talking about leadership. Leadership is responsible too. They provide clarity, instruction, organization, oversight, and accountability. And so for some of you. The Lord has been preparing you for leadership. And how you are going to lead is up to you and the Lord, of course. But many of you know that the Lord is and has been preparing you for leadership in some way. ⁓ that could be leading a family, leading your children, leading in a business, ⁓ leading in an organization. But you also have to be prepared to that because something the Lord has been talking to me about is the kind of leader that you're going to be, right? Because it matters, it matters for business, teams, families. ⁓ it matters that you're gonna the kind of so that you can be an effective leader. ⁓ if you're leading people, part of your assignment is making sure that they understand theirs. So in this case, Aaron and Aaron had to make sure that the Levites understood their assignment. Drop it in the chat. I understood the assignment. And so you have to if you it's like it's it it'd be chaos, right? Man, it'd be chaos. When everybody just doing whatever they want to do, I have issues with that. Let me just say it. I do. I have issues with it, honey. Okay. Because I've I literally be like, wait a minute, do we we ain't got no understanding? huh. One of the blessings, y'all, and I have told y'all this before. One of the blessings that I know the Lord has given me in this season is that even in my own job, right? And I it this is just a true story.com because I have been at the from the I I once knew the job from nerd from nursing down, right? But this go round the Lord He allowed me to experience this job from the bottom up. So I knew it top down, but now I know it bottom up. And now I'm able to see things on everybody's level. So one thing, certain two things for show, it's one of them where it's just like, nah, you you can't run it on me because I know what the job responsibilities are. Does that make sense? It's just like, no, you can't tell me what the CNA is supposed to do because I know what the CNA is supposed to do. So it's one of those sometimes the Lord will put you in a position to learn. And we've talked about this before, where maybe the Lord puts you at a lower level so you can have that understanding. So that when He if He when and if He moves you up, right, you'll be able to know the job on multiple levels. I hope that makes sense. So this is like, so you know with When you, when he puts you in a different role, can't nobody act like, ⁓ I ain't know I was supposed to do that. Yeah, you did. And he people can't run it on you. So sometimes when he it's like one of those moments where you have to be grateful that the Lord has put you at the lower level. Cause number one, you can understand what the people down there are doing. But number two, as he moves you up and puts you in a different position, you also know what the people below you are responsible for. Does that make sense? So that's why, even in sometimes we got to take a ⁓ entry level, thank y'all, like an entry level position. You take an entry level position because maybe the Lord needs you to know what happens down there as He continues to move you up, right? Jesus didn't, so then we start we flip and start talking about Jesus didn't ⁓ make God less holy. He made a way for us to approach God, a holy God. ⁓ because there's progression and what and and it it relates to the as it relates to the New Testament. So God assigns it, He prepares you for it, He establishes boundaries around it. ⁓ then He teaches you how to carry it and God provides leadership and order around it, then God moves His people. Let me just say as we're closing this out, y'all, we're finna get into the clarity for this morning. God is not organizing He this is none of this is is happening randomly. We're getting ready to move. In some way, shape, form, or fashion. I don't know how the Lord is moving you, but He is we it's like He's preparing us for movement. Why? Because the Israelites are getting ready to leave Mount Sinai. That's what all of this is, even in numbers five. And as we continue to progress, because I was doing numbers five Bible study, and it was like all of this is like, okay, count the people you have, right? That's number one, numbers one. Okay, count everybody. Then establish their positions, then establish their assignments. Now teach them how to carry what they're responsible for. Why? Because God is creating order and organization before they move. So that when when we start moving, we're not disorganized. It's not chaos all over the place. ⁓ He's organizing these people because they're not staying where they are. You ain't got to believe me if you don't want to, but I say, okay, Lord. The Lord start telling you stuff like this. He's like, now I'm getting you ready because you finna move. Okay. I don't know what the move is. We've been talking about the keys. We've been talking about movement. We had the horses the other day. It's like an understanding that the Lord be said, yup now. He'll he'll get he'll tell you get things organized. Your money could be moving, your business. This could be an increase in resources, income, new positions. Opportunities so he will get everything in order so that you're it's so that you're ready when this movement is when he's ready to go. It's like tell me when to go, tell me when to go, right? Preparation is evidence that movement is coming, okay? It's coming. ⁓ sometimes the next level is learning how to properly carry the one. you already have. So wherever God has you positioned right now, maybe this is the part the part that you're on. It's not maybe it's not movement yet. It's learning how to carry this, steward this before the next part of the assignment. Calling tells you what belongs to your assignment. Stewardship determines how you handle it. ⁓ Focus on what God has actually assigned you to carry. Listen for his instructions concerning how it should be handled. Obey and respect the boundaries, preparation, and order attached to the assignment. And you win when God says it's time to move, you'll already know what you're carrying and how to carry it. Okay. Everything God gives you has weight, but when God assigns the weight, He also provides the order, the preparation, the boundaries, and the grace necessary to carry it. So carry your assignment God's way. Okay, because when the cloud moves. It's time to move, okay? ⁓ and the cloud is definitely getting ready to move for many of us, so we just need to be ready when it does, okay? All it do it, let's get to it, y'all. I'm gonna try to release this ⁓ before I go to work, but if not, then it won't be released until tomorrow because I'm not going live until tomorrow. This may be some of the pattern, y'all. I don't know. Y'all know I'm experimenting because now that I'm back at work. I got to see how stuff is going to go. ⁓ it's a lot easier for me to go live, but I wanted to see how this was gonna work out. So we don't see how it's gonna work out. So all it do it, let's get to it. Here we go. Your day is as beautiful as you make it. Yeah, because I'm not live on TikTok. Your day is as beautiful as you make it, is the first card to come out. Look at the horizon. Okay, look, that looked like a mountain out in the desert anyway. It's gonna be a beautiful day in purpose and on purpose. I got to mention it because it came up. ⁓ when I was shuffling this morning, I saw not only the seven of swords, then I was shuffling, or I was shuffling in here, and I saw the seven of swords, then I saw the five of swords in the Claire Tarot deck, and then I also saw the devil. So I usually those three cards go together, so there may be something prickly. Now I'm not gonna, I don't want to pull the card. ⁓ there may just be like a prickly situation or something difficult or challenging. The five and the reason I'm saying this, the fact that this card is coming out and I just hurt and I just I'm gonna go find it just so I can show y'all because it's in it's in this deck. Man, this is a confirmation. I don't know exactly what ⁓ it's in reference to. So it's like of course we don't be paranoid, but it's almost just like ⁓ being prepared for something. Let me show y'all. So I saw this card. It wanted to flip over. this is the five of swords in the Bible clarity deck. And then these thorns are out here again. Complicated, dangerous. And again, the five of the the devil, the seven of swords, five of swords usually run together. And so it's kind of an indicator that there may be something difficult or challenging or something that Just maybe it's like a thorn in your side, right? You can go read like Paul's like, remove this thorn from me, and the Lord's like, No, right? Because ⁓ I'm making you strong enough to carry it. So just know this is this is speaking to Matthew 13, 22. The seed falling among the thorns refers to someone who hears the word, but the worries of this life and the deceitfulness of wealth choke the word, ⁓ making it unfruitful. So let's see what else is coming out with this. ⁓ I don't know, honey, but I d I look, it's too early. It's too early in the morning food. Okay. Rest, relax, and receive is coming out as well. Taking a day off. ⁓ divine guidance, intuitive feelings in your inner compass, and we'll get one more. And then we're gonna clarification it. A five of cups. I do not want to end on a five of cups. ⁓ sadness, depression, this is crying over spilled milk, difficulties. You can't do nothing about what you can't do nothing about. Okay. What's done is done. So let's see, y'all. Here we go. ⁓ your day is as beautiful as you make it. Let's see what is going on with this. It's gonna be a great week. I won't see y'all again until probably Thursday morning because that's when I have to go back to work after the day. We have party time that is coming in. Have some fun. Okay, live life to the fullest, enjoy yourself. ⁓ relaxation. So, for some of you. It's almost like the the light at the end of the tunnel. Thank y'all. The light at the end of the tunnel that's coming up with this. It's almost like the Lord finna give you a reason to celebrate. You ever felt like, man, you ever felt like you just it's like being at the very end of something and finally, like finally having this moment where it's just like, man, I didn't wait my whole life. That's what it feels like, right? Where you be done waited and waited and like, man, it's finally happening. Is finally coming to getting a resolution or a conclusion. ⁓ it feels like you're finally getting ready to do that. It feels like a beautiful ending as well. And it also feels like it's been challenging, right? It's been complicated, it's been difficult, it's been something that you've had to work through. It's been so it's just like, man, it's almost like this the Lord getting ready. Thank y'all. It's like the Lord getting ready to give you rest in some way because you've had to overcome. This together just is just like, man, it's really been a challenge and it's like an overcoming kind of energy. So for some of y'all, there's something that you have successfully navigated and you can finally see the sun rising again. It's like not you finally being able to say, ⁓ my gosh, like I accomplished this. So for many of you, it feels like the Lord's getting ready to give you a reason to celebrate because you accomplished something. Okay. ⁓ we have Proverbs. 1618 Pride goes before destruction and haughtiness before a fall. pride can lead to a downfall. So, for some of you, this is and this is coming up with this prickly, right? Because I feel like this is a look. Some of you may have a difficult conversation, like there may be somebody in your sphere of awareness, and you just gonna have to almost hold your tongue because you don't have to say or speak on everything. There may be something that's going to come up, and it's like somebody you may be dealing with, somebody who's very prideful. It almost feels like intimidation in some way. This five of swords, this prickly, these thorns, and and it, and because it's it just feels like maybe somebody is still very prideful, and you may say something, it almost feels like you're gonna trigger somebody. I don't know what this is about, but just this sometimes it's better to just walk away and Also, message, also look, I feel this in my spirituals. For some of y'all, it's some folks that's not finna be happy about the fact that you overcame something. Now, why? I don't know, honey. That ain't it ain't for me to know, but it's almost like there are people who maybe they intentionally were setting not intentionally setting traps. I don't even know if I said the word right, intentionally setting you up, or maybe they just thought you weren't going to succeed or accomplish. But no matter what, you you kept you kept kept moving with God, moving in alignment. And it's almost like which I mean, it's almost like somebody trying to wanted to humble you. Or they they preferred you in a state where you were almost on bottom. And it's like they feel like in some way you're surpassing them or that you surpass them in some way. And it's their pride. And it really you really didn't do anything. And so some for some now this ain't everybody message and this a mess, but it's like somebody feeling it's they they almost like they liked you better when you were less than yourself. Ugh a mess. It's almost like they liked you better then. And so you may have a conversation with someone and you may just pick up on that. And it's kind of like instead of them being happy for you, you're gonna understand that they they really weren't looking forward to you remembering who you are. Drop in the chat. I know who I am. Message Knight of Swords coming out. ⁓ next. This is Saul on the road to Damascus, determination, transformation. Because you weren't doing this for them. Okay, you were doing this for you. You were doing this to become a better version of you for you. This is speaking to Saul, of course. ⁓ later known as Paul. Wouldn't I just talk about? Look at the Lord, tell y'all, go read about Paul and this thorn. That's why I said it. Paul and the thorn, and I hit come Paul. So for some of you, there may be something, it's almost like somebody. I that now y'all know I don't know whose spirit names this is. Who was the gold G O A D. It's almost like be mindful because somebody might be like intentionally trying to pick at you or what's the word? Like they trying to they're trying to get a response. It feels like for some of y'all, somebody is a little intimidated. Like they they they're choosing and to not be happy for you. So it's like they're gonna be picking at you or trying to Just get a reaction out of you. So just be mindful of that. But the Lord is making you aware of it, right? ⁓ this could be like them communications, them saying something, just trying to get under your skin. ⁓ don't fall for the okey doke, okay? Don't fall for it. Saul, of course, travel to Damascus to arrest more of Jesus' followers. However, some communication is coming in. Again, this feels like a conversation that some of y'all might be having, but the Lord is just saying, like, stay in alignment, okay? Stay in alignment. Don't Don't let somebody get you out of character because it feels like they're going to try to do it on purpose. It's like you telling somebody, thank y'all. It's like you telling you you being happy and excited about something that is maybe happening for you. But then it's like somebody who still feels some type of way trying to minimize your happiness and your joy. Don't let the enemy steal your joy. Okay. We're not doing that on this day. Okay, ⁓ continue to celebrate because why it's almost like and for some of y'all it's almost like being invited somewhere as well. Because they just pointed out this invitations. Some of you may get invited to do something, or and it's like people that'll feel some type of way because it's it's like why them and not me? Because God says so. Okay, it literally just be that simple. So what else, Lord? Man, I Lord, now y'all. I can I'm telling y'all, I don't even know how to explain this. On yesterday, I told I there was the Lord gave me this number yesterday, and it was something very specific that I asked, but this was the number that came up, so it's kind of trip. So, some of y'all, there may be something that you ask the Lord, and He's going to give it. We've been talking about these confirmations. ⁓ new opportunities do what makes you happy. The possibilities are endless. I literally got this number on yesterday, like I heard it, or maybe it was last night before I went to sleep. And also the number 611. Was it 611? It was 611. And I didn't say it out loud. So I was laying in the bed praying. So there, but I was praying. I was like talking to the Lord. But there are certain times where I say stuff to the Lord. Look. Rest, relax, and receive. And I don't say it out loud. It'd be conversations like internal prayers between me and God. So for some of you, the the Lord is going to confirm that way, where it's just like you're gonna ask something and you're gonna ask it to God on the inside of you. And a lot of times y'all know we pray out loud, but this is something where no one's going to know but but you and God, and the Lord is going to give you a confirmation of something. ⁓ So he may be confirming something and it may happen. It may come in your dreams as well. Intuitive feelings, divine guidance. Some of you may get like a spur of the moment kind of nudge or idea or something. That's kind of the way this happened even this morning, y'all. I was set up to go live. I wasn't set up to record. And then I just heard the Lord say just record. And so I was like, okay. So it may be something like that where ⁓ it's going to be a little small nudge or some little something small, some divine communication that you're going to receive in order to help you move forward. We have surprise that's coming up next. ⁓ this is this is talking about had not had ⁓ a baby. Okay. ⁓ this may be an idea this week as you're resting and relaxing. It's almost like trusting those, trusting your body when it tells you to rest as well. ⁓ that's going to be beneficial. I was like y'all told y'all my sleep was a little messed up this morning, but at the same time, it also it it's like the rest that How do I say that? It's like the rest that you need in order to do or produce something in a different way. ⁓ so some of you there may be something again, unexpected that or some unexpected instruction that the Lord gives you. Make sure that you paying attention to that. ⁓ for some of you, it's gonna be an idea. Okay, what else? Which part? And for some of y'all it's like you're understanding again, no people pleasing in this season. That's one of the boundaries that we're drawing for self. Okay. Is where you you're not doing and it's not, man, how did the Lord, me and the Lord talk about this last night? You're doing what you're doing when you're doing because because you're in service to the Lord, right? The Lord will give you an assignment and you are responsible for stewarding that assignment. But it's okay to do stuff but something because you want to do it as well. I think I saw something last night, or I don't know, I think I saw something last night where it's almost like sometimes we get so wrapped up in being in service that we lose ourselves. And that's something the Lord has been talking to me about, which is part of the break that I took about a week or so ago or two weeks ago, where it's just like sometimes it's okay to do for you as well. Yes, what the Lord is going to give you is going to be in service to other people, but it's just as important that you and it's it's like you knowing that you matter. I don't know who needs to hear that, but what you want. matters as well because if you feel like your life is constantly in service to everyone else, you will lose yourself. And so for many of us, the Lord is shifting that perspective to make us understand like, you know, you matter too. Okay. What you want to do matters and your time matters. Like yes, we want to be in service, but you can't allow that to run your whole life. Okay. ⁓ the Lord bless and keep you. This is number six and twenty four. ⁓ favor ain't fair. This is ⁓ blessed and highly favored. So for many of you, telling you right now, thankful, grateful, blessed. There's something, it's like some kind of favor for some of you that it's someone's going to show you favor, or it's someone is going to do something, or maybe someone is thank y'all is gonna speak up and say something positive or nice about you. And it's gonna be some folks like, ⁓ you know, like what's so special about them? And we it ain't even, it's like you're not even on that, but favor ain't fair. And there are people who, you know, even though they have an opportunity to receive favor or to have like they may be favored in their own way, they're still gonna feel some type of way about what you're receiving in this season. But people just don't have no understanding, like, baby, I done went through the fire. Okay. I'm talking about what? Went through the fire for this. So don't worry about my favor, baby. Worry about yours, because yeah, I can't do nothing about yours nor you about mine, right? ⁓ look, tower moment, unstable foundation, tower moments. The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my deliverer. ⁓ my God is my rock in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. This is Psalm 18, too. Something unexpected. Okay. Y'all know tower moments. Now we're gonna see what's coming up after this, but there may be something unexpected, surprise, revelation. Unexpected communication. ⁓ this is it, and it almost feels like I know the way this is set up, but it almost feels like it's coming after this, even though it came before. I don't know if I can make that make sense. This five of cups is the last card that I pulled, but it feels like there's something on an unexpected blessing, right? Because this is coming after the blessing. It's like an unexpected blessing, but it's coming. As a result of this. I hope that makes sense. Like maybe you went through some difficulties or challenges or you went through something ⁓ that kind of, you know what I'm saying, had you in your feelings because that's the five of cups. Maybe it's like an apology for somebody, like somebody apologizing and you weren't expecting that. Or maybe this ain't for everybody. Like ha it's actually like like maybe it's you actually having a baby when you've had. difficulties or challenges with fertility, a business idea that's going to do really well, and you've struggled with previous businesses or something like that. Y'all, my glasses will not my glasses keep slipping down. And y'all know the lashes, okay. It's something like that. Maybe you've tried to do something multiple times and it just was not working out. Whatever it is, it's just like it's like you you receiving having some kind of success after multiple trials and tribulations. or multiple things and feeling like they fail. Now, I have to go back to this because I just looked at this Proverbs sixteen, eighteen. There's almost there's a warning here as well. And I don't know it's like the Lord is giving a warning that something something I I don't that there is something unexpected coming. It doesn't necessarily feel bad or maybe like a difficult conversation. I don't know, but this I can't ignore it because it's out here. It may be some unexpected news or something that you're going to get. This this out here is like the warning, and then it has the the prickly card, the the the bristling, the trouble, and then a knight of swords. It's kind of and then the tower, there may be something unexpected that's going to ⁓ that's going to happen. And it it again we'll just have to see. How it ends up playing out, because the Lord's not giving me a lot on it. And for some of you, there may be something that you thought was going to move forward that's not a boundary. This the answer is no, the situation or event, it's like something that's not going to work out the way that you wanted it to work out. Maybe there it's something else that has to happen first, and it may be a little disappointing. But it's it's almost like the Lord wants something to be solid before something else or before it moves forward. It's securing the foundation. man, we'll see how we have to see how it plays out. But it does feel like there may be something unexpected. ⁓ and you may even feel like when the whatever this is, you may feel like it's a roadblock, but it's really not. Okay. Hey, Nikki, look the chariot. This is it's almost thank y'all. It's more press pre preparation before movement. Okay. We we just got done talking about numbers four and talking about the movement. Here's the movement. And I think my auntie, I think I just put you up, didn't I, girl? ⁓ number twelve, twelve may be significant. Obstacles, ambition, determination, momentum forward. Movement. It's like again, the Lord preparing you for movement, preparing you. Some of y'all have an unexpected move because the way my auntie looking at what she's looking at is actually looking at this tower. ⁓ but it's almost like she's it's like being able to, she's she's looking at it, but she's also looking beyond it. I don't know how to make that make sense to y'all. It's like something, something, something that's getting ready to move forward, but the Lord's saying. Not right this minute, like not right now. There may be something that he's getting ready to set up, but clearing the difficulties before the move is made. And so don't be disappointed if something doesn't work out the way that you thought it was gonna work out, because it's all preparation. There may be a reason that the Lord is keeping you in a certain position or ⁓ keeping you in a certain place. And maybe that's been your prayer. It's like asking the Lord, like, well, why, Lord? Like, why, why are you, why, why can't I? Or why why is this not moving the way that I want it to move? I feel like for some of y'all, and I take the Lord, you it it may not be tomorrow. It may not even be next year, but for some of you, the Lord is preparing you for a move. Like, and this could be. Let this could be like sometime in the future. I just heard rewriting your story. So it's almost like the Lord in there's in some way he's preparing you for a move, but it may be a move that's happening in the future. Mm-hmm. Knight of Swords, the chariot, and maybe it's like, I don't know, he's preparing you for a move. That that's that on that. So it it doesn't need to happen before. It's time to happen. But he's preparing you for a move. He's also preparing new opportunities to come in as well. ⁓ so he he's it's like he's trying to he wants you to enjoy the space that you're at right now because there's some change that's coming in the future that is going to be so different. It's going to change your life in some way, the tower, right? So he's like, just enjoy where you're at right now because a change is gonna come. Okay, there's a change that's happening. And for some of you, it's like let's just if the chariots out here, let's just use the example of a car. It's like you having look you getting ready to get a new car, but the Lord's saying, okay, hey, I want you to just make sure your credit good or you know you getting the right vehicle for yourself, something like that. Where it's like that he just preparing you for what's coming next. And he wants every it has to be order, okay? Order instead of chaos. Okay. Anyway, that's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. So I'm gonna go try to post this, y'all. ⁓ we'll see how it goes. I will be back with y'all later on this week. We will continue in the book of numbers, but again, ⁓ I think we're gonna jump around just a little bit and then we'll get back into our regular order. Until then, thank y'all so much. ⁓ look, I was finna, y'all know my outro. Thank you so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I'm so truly, truly grateful. ⁓ I don't know, y'all. Y'all know I like being live. And so this is, I can honestly say it's just like, it was like, you know, I like to go live. And I think it's just easier than me trying to record something, then having to, you know, put it out. But it gave me an opportunity to see how I'd be able to do it. So I'm grateful for that. So may the Lord bless you. Bless the work of your hands and may you prosper with everything and in everything that you do on this day. ⁓ y'all go hydrate your soul, drink your water, say your gratitude, have a fantastic and an amazing Monday in purpose, on purpose. ⁓ expect the unexpected. I might need to retitle this. Expect the unexpected. ⁓ because it looks like they're and and just be on the lookout, okay? Don't get triggered, don't let nobody get you out of character. ⁓ It's just it's just look, we too close to elevation, okay? We are too close to elevation and movement, so don't let the enemy get on your nervous system, okay? I love y'all in real life. I'll see y'all on the next one. Love y'all, bye y'all. Thank you.