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- 0:00Time is a healer, I hear everyone say. It will
- 0:04get better, just take it day by day. Stand tall,
- 0:07stand strong, don't bear any weight. For that
- 0:10will only hold you back, and fate is that, just
- 0:12fate. We never know what's coming, it's best
- 0:16that way, you see. For who would want to know
- 0:18when there would be pain or misery? So think
- 0:21good thoughts and smile. You know that all is
- 0:24well. Keep moving on the path of life. You're
- 0:27not here just to dwell. For time is a great healer.
- 0:31For that is the deal. It's that moment when you
- 0:34need to rest, recuperate and heal. It's that
- 0:38moment when you need to rest, recuperate and
- 0:42heal. Ah, Janice, absolutely you could not be
- 0:47speaking more my language. Thank you so much
- 0:50for another absolutely beautiful inspired poem.
- 0:55Janice sent that in to me a few months ago and
- 0:58I've been waiting for a proper moment where that
- 1:00would make sense and I haven't released my scheduled
- 1:06podcast as usual and if subscribers and regular
- 1:10listeners will know I have actually missed out
- 1:11a week. And I had no idea what to talk about
- 1:14today, so I thought, right, get up in the back
- 1:16bedroom, switch the laptop on and just start
- 1:19talking. And as I did so, I thought, oh, I've
- 1:21still got one of Janice's poems to put on. And
- 1:23I listened to it and I thought, wow, that is
- 1:27apt. So hello, everyone. Welcome to this mini
- 1:32episode of The Psychic Explorer. It's been a
- 1:35minute, hasn't it? Blimey. I do apologize for
- 1:38missing a week. I know I normally go out every
- 1:41other Thursday. I have to be honest though, last
- 1:45Thursday I was not in a good place. I was very
- 1:49ill. I'm sure I have had COVID. I did do a test,
- 1:54but it came back negative. I'm pretty sure these
- 1:56COVID viruses are now evading the two -line tests
- 2:01that we all... put a cotton swab into our nose
- 2:04and the back of our throats not necessarily in
- 2:07that order. And it did come back negative, so
- 2:10I don't know, but I looked online and the new
- 2:13Nimbus variant, I had all of the symptoms, achy,
- 2:20very fatigued, swallowing razor blades. I woke
- 2:23up every morning and my throat, my god, every
- 2:26time I swallowed it was just horrendous. So yeah,
- 2:30it was not fun. I had a whole week off work and
- 2:33when you are self -employed, having a week off
- 2:35of work is not good, but one must rest and one
- 2:39must listen to one's body, mustn't one. And yeah,
- 2:43I have to admit, I've been feeling very burnt
- 2:46out, very drained. Run down is what I'm trying
- 2:51to look for, the phrase I'm trying to look for.
- 2:54There's been a lot of stuff going on. This is
- 2:57not going to be an episode where I drone on about
- 2:59my woes or my problems or anything like that.
- 3:01So don't worry. Don't switch off just yet, but
- 3:04more an episode just to sort of check in with
- 3:07you. But I have been feeling really run down
- 3:10recently. I'm very disconnected. I've not been
- 3:13doing any meditations, which is ironic because
- 3:15my last solo episode was one about meditations.
- 3:20There's a lot of stuff going on. in the background
- 3:23of life at the moment which has really been quite
- 3:26distracting and actually for me I found it's
- 3:30it's not been fun it's not been great but again
- 3:33not your problem completely mine but that's just
- 3:35to say that I have been feeling extremely disconnected
- 3:39I've been going to circle I've done a few readings
- 3:42and actually those readings have not gone very
- 3:44well or at least I don't feel that I've been
- 3:47in the right vibe for it So I'm wondering if
- 3:50actually my next solo episode should be about
- 3:54taking a break. Not taking a break, but about
- 3:57taking a break because that's what I feel like
- 3:59I've done. I feel like this illness has forced
- 4:02me just to stop. I basically sat on the sofa
- 4:07and I started a 30 -day Amazon Prime subscription.
- 4:15I intend to cancel it before the 30 days is up
- 4:18because I don't understand why you were subscribed
- 4:21to a service and then you got to still pay for
- 4:23stuff even after you have to subscribe to it.
- 4:26But I did get through an entire four series of
- 4:31Jeremy Clarkson's farm and I know he is a controversial
- 4:34figure, but I have to admit, I still do find
- 4:38him quite entertaining, providing he's not talking
- 4:41about politics or other. bullshit he doesn't
- 4:44really know what he's talking about but yeah
- 4:48so I've literally been sat on the sofa for a
- 4:50whole week and if I haven't been sleeping then
- 4:54I've been watching Jeremy Clarkson's farm and
- 4:58I have felt absolutely no no inclination whatsoever
- 5:03to get on the laptop to do some recording. I
- 5:07mean, to be fair, you wouldn't have been able
- 5:08to hear me anyway because my voice sounded like...
- 5:12sounded like I was dead. It sounded like I was
- 5:16a ghost. And also I was coughing every five minutes.
- 5:19And I did not want to have another bout of horrendous
- 5:23editing like I did on the first episode when
- 5:25I had that cough. So I just stopped. I've not
- 5:28done a thing. And it's been so nice. On Sunday
- 5:34night, before I went to work on yesterday, Monday,
- 5:38I'm recording this now on Tuesday evening. So
- 5:41yesterday was my first day back to work in a
- 5:44week. And on Sunday evening, I thought, oh God,
- 5:47I feel all right. I feel like I'm going to be
- 5:49okay. Can I just string out one more day? I thought,
- 5:53no, you got to get out, earn that coin, earn
- 5:56that money. So all that is just to say is that
- 5:59it's been really nice to stop and it's made me
- 6:02reflect on this on not in the podcast but also
- 6:07just my spirituality in general. You will know
- 6:12because I have said about it in or at least I've
- 6:15hinted at it in recent episodes that I have been
- 6:19feeling quite disconnected. I've not been feeling
- 6:24that same vibe. And I've really missed it. I've
- 6:27really missed just sitting and stopping and just
- 6:33absorbing the energy around me. But I've also
- 6:36learned to listen to what I do or don't need
- 6:41in that moment. And as I came up here this evening,
- 6:46I thought, right, let's do a quick episode. Just
- 6:48do a very, very small one, very short one, just
- 6:50to check in with everyone. And I was sat here
- 6:53and I thought, I don't know how to start it.
- 6:54And then I remembered that I had Janice's poem
- 6:58still that I hadn't shared with everyone. And
- 7:03I put it on and it just spoke to me, you know,
- 7:08time is a healer. Absolutely it is. So I'm giving
- 7:12myself that time. I'm giving myself, I'm being
- 7:15kind to myself. I'm being compassionate. I'm
- 7:18not putting any pressure on myself. I am just
- 7:22being and it feels really nice to say that actually.
- 7:28As I sat here and as I listened to Janice's poem
- 7:31I pulled a card and it's a lovely card. I'll
- 7:35post it on my Instagram account and the way that
- 7:40I interpret this card is this man is basking
- 7:43in the energy of the moon and of course at night
- 7:48when the moon is out It is in our nature to stop,
- 7:53to stop, rest and relax. And this moon is hovering
- 7:59above the mysterious pyramids of Giza, full of
- 8:02mysticism and full of wonder. And this guy is
- 8:09just stopping and looking and resting and the
- 8:15mysticism and the wonder is still there waiting
- 8:19to be discovered. but he is just pausing and
- 8:25basking in that glorious energy that comes from
- 8:29the moon and it's just occurred to me that as
- 8:34this episode goes out it is the night of the
- 8:38full moon I promise you I had not planned this
- 8:43this card was pulled completely randomly it is
- 8:47the buck moon so I know I don't really put much
- 8:52stock in the names of these moons but I am conscious
- 8:54that it is a full moon as this episode goes out
- 8:58and this card is depicting a big bright full
- 9:02moon and I'm gonna choose to take this as a sign,
- 9:08take this as a meaning that I just need to bask
- 9:11in its energy so yeah If my other half finds
- 9:16me in the hammock on Friday morning, chilled
- 9:19to the bone because I've been out all night,
- 9:21then yeah, there's no way I can do that. There's
- 9:25no way. I love my bed too much, far too much.
- 9:29So I'm going to start rambling now. And if there's
- 9:33any of that that resonated with you, then hey,
- 9:35take it too. You know, if you're feeling a bit
- 9:37rundown, if you're feeling a bit rough, if you're
- 9:39feeling like you're not really connected, take
- 9:42that time to look after you. Take that time to
- 9:47fill up your cup so that you can afford to fill
- 9:52other people's Just a reminder that I'm gonna
- 9:56try and get myself back on track and next week's
- 9:58episode is a good one It's another guest episode
- 10:03with a very lovely young lady called Delana Luna
- 10:07and we talk about sexuality and spirituality
- 10:12I know pride month was June or is June traditionally
- 10:16but where I live my local town stroke city our
- 10:21pride is in July so that's so yeah that's the
- 10:28excuse I'm using to put out this pride episode
- 10:32a month later than everyone else but uh You know,
- 10:36whatever. I don't think you have to have an entire
- 10:38month for Friday. It can be whenever you want.
- 10:40And it can be for when you need it. So it's a
- 10:43real good one. She goes really deep into this
- 10:47topic of spirituality and sexuality. And it's
- 10:50for everyone, even if you don't class yourself
- 10:53as a member of the LGBT plus community. Then
- 10:59this is still for you. There's still things that
- 11:01Delana says in this podcast episode, which really
- 11:06Chimes with me. Yeah, she hits quite deep and
- 11:10it's really interesting to self -reflect as well
- 11:13On what she says. So yeah, I'm really looking
- 11:16forward to releasing that one. So Without further
- 11:20ado, I'll leave you be have a wonderful rest
- 11:23of your week people take time for yourself And
- 11:27yeah, I'll speak to you next time. Take care,
- 11:29guys. Lots of love. Bye.