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Living Abundantly through art! · Music Explored Podcast

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  You
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  know,
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  it's
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  a.
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  Okay.
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  This
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  is
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  very
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  controversial
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  because
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  a
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  lot
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  of.
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  There's
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  a
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  lot
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  of
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  pain
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  in
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  the
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  world.
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  There's
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  a
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  lot
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  of
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  very,
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  very
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  traumatic,
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  horrible,
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  horrendous
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  things
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  that
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  are
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  happening
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  in
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  the
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  world.
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  So
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  this
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  idea
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  of
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  like,
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  everything
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  happens
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  for
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  a
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  reason.
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  Someone
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  might
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  say,
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  hey,
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  yeah,
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  why
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  should
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  a
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  child
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  go
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  through
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  that
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  in
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  the
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  world?
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  Why
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  should
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  there
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  be
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  genocide?
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  Right.
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  So
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  I
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  want
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  to
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  be
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  very
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  careful
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  the
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  way
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  I
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  preface
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  that.
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  But
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  everything
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  I've
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  been
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  through.
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  Most
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  people
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  wouldn't
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  trade
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  lives
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  with
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  me
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  if
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  they
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  ever
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  knew
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  my
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  story.
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  But.
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  But
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  I'm
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  so
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  grateful
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  for
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  all
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  of
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  it
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  because
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  I
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  am
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  so
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  strong.
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  I'm
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  so
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  strong.
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  And
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  I
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  wouldn't
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  replace
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  any
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  of
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  my
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  exes.
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  I
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  wouldn't.
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  In
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  hindsight,
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  you
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  know,
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  I
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  would.
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  All
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  I
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  can
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  do
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  now,
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  you
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  know,
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  I
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  was
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  saying
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  this
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  to
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  you
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  the
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  other
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  day,
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  and
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  I
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  really
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  want
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  people
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  to
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  know
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  this.
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  I'm
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  gonna
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  work
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  on
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  this
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  quote
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  that
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  I
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  made
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  and,
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  like,
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  finesse
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  it.
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  Maybe
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  between
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  you,
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  me
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  and
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  Dori,
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  we
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  can
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  like,
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  figure
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  it
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  out.
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  He's
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  a
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  wordsmith
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  himself.
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  So
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  let's
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  do
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  it.
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  Amazing.
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  When
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  God
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  gives
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  you
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  a.
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  God
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  gives
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  you
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  a
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  second
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  chance
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  or
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  a
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  new
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  chance
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  at
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  something.
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  Let's
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  call
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  it
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  a
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  second
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  chance.
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  A
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  third
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  chance
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  is
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  still
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  a
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  second
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  chance
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  on
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  the
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  previous
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  chance,
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  right?
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  Okay,
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  fair.
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  So
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  when
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  God
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  gives
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  you
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  a
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  second
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  chance.
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  Okay,
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  I'll
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  start
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  it
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  again.
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  When
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  God
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  gives
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  you
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  a
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  second
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  chance.
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  Yes,
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  it's
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  a
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  chance.
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  You
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  honor
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  that
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  by
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  making
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  it
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  a
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  true
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  reset,
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  a
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  real
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  opportunity
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  for
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  your
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  life.
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  The
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  chance
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  is
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  just
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  a
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  chance,
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  right?
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  If
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  you
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  get
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  out
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  of
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  an
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  abusive
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  relationship,
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  he
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  helped
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  you
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  get
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  out,
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  you
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  prayed
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  for
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  it.
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  You
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  figured
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  out
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  how
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  to
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  get
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  out,
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  right?
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  Yep.
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  But
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  then
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  what
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  are
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  you
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  gonna
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  do?
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  Are
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  you
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  gonna
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  go
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  into
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  the
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  same
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  habits?
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  Are
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  you
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  gonna
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  pick
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  up
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  a
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  new
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  vice
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  to
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  deal
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  with
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  the
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  pain
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  of?
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  And
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  what?
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  And
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  what?
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  And
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  what?
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  What?
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  How
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  will
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  we
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  honor
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  that?
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  That
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  is
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  a
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  reset.
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  God
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  doesn't
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  give
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  you
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  a
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  reset.
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  He
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  gives
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  you
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  a
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  chance,
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  a
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  chance
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  opportunity.
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  You
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  make
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  it
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  into
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  a
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  reset.
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  Because
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  if
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  he
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  gives
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  you.
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  If
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  he
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  gives
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  you
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  a
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  chance
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  and
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  you
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  throw
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  it
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  away,
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  then
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  it's
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  not
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  really
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  a
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  reset,
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  is
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  it?
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  Same
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  thing.
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  It's
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  the
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  same
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  thing.
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  So
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  I
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  am
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  happy
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  for
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  everything
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  that
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  happened
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  so
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  far
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  because
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  I'm
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  learning.
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  But
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  I'm
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  not
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  happy
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  to
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  make
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  those
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  mistakes
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  again.
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  I'm
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  not
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  happy
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  to
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  make
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  those
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  missteps
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  that
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  is
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  dishonoring
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  your
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  life.
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  You
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  have
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  to
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  value
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  the
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  time.
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  We
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  have
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  to
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  value
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  the
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  time.
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  I'm
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  not
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  saying
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  that
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  cuz
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  I
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  figured
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  it
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  out.
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  I'm
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  saying
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  It.
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  So
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  I
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  make
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  this
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  promise
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  on
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  your
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  podcast
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  to
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  do
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  that
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  for
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  myself.
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  We're
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  all
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  a
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  work
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  in
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  progress,
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  so
• 2:38
  telling
• 2:38
  you,
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  yeah,
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  the
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  accountability
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  helps.
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  I
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  mean,
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  of
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  course,
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  between
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  friends,
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  between
• 2:43
  colleagues,
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  just
• 2:45
  putting
• 2:45
  things
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  out
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  there
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  in
• 2:46
  the
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  way
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  that
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  you
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  see
• 2:47
  them
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  and
• 2:47
  understand
• 2:47
  them
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  in
• 2:48
  this
• 2:48
  moment
• 2:49
  is
• 2:49
  big.
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  And
• 2:50
  you
• 2:50
  might
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  say
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  something
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  that
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  sounds
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  so
• 2:51
  simple
• 2:52
  for
• 2:52
  you
• 2:52
  to
• 2:52
  say
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  now,
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  but
• 2:53
  for
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  someone
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  else,
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  it's
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  like,
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  I've
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  never
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  even
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  considered
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  it
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  that
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  way.
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  That's.
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  Yeah.
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  So
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  true.
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  What
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  do
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  you
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  think,
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  Doriki?
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  Should
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  we
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  wordsmith
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  it?
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  What's
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  going
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  on?
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  What
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  do
• 3:01
  you
• 3:01
  think?
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  I
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  think
• 3:02
  I
• 3:02
  have
• 3:02
  to
• 3:02
  distill
• 3:03
  this
• 3:03
  for
• 3:03
  a
• 3:03
  little
• 3:03
  bit,
• 3:04
  because
• 3:04
  sometimes,
• 3:05
  simmer,
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  sometimes
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  I.
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  I
• 3:08
  have
• 3:08
  to
• 3:08
  absorb
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  and
• 3:09
  kind
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  of
• 3:09
  receive,
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  especially
• 3:10
  when
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  we
• 3:10
  get
• 3:10
  deep,
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  because
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  I'm
• 3:12
  actually
• 3:12
  still
• 3:12
  kind
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  of
• 3:13
  stuck
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  on
• 3:13
  the
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  artist.
• 3:14
  The
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  artists
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  have
• 3:16
  to
• 3:16
  be
• 3:16
  careful
• 3:16
  with
• 3:17
  their
• 3:17
  message
• 3:17
  because
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  we
• 3:18
  can.
• 3:18
  Oh,
• 3:18
  my
• 3:19
  gosh.
• 3:20
  That
• 3:20
  I'm
• 3:21
  stuck
• 3:21
  on
• 3:21
  there.
• 3:21
  And
• 3:21
  so
• 3:22
  I
• 3:22
  need
• 3:22
  some
• 3:22
  time
• 3:23
  to
• 3:23
  kind
• 3:23
  of
• 3:23
  listen
• 3:23
  to
• 3:23
  this
• 3:24
  over.
• 3:24
  But
• 3:24
  I
• 3:25
  really.
• 3:25
  I
• 3:25
  really
• 3:26
  do
• 3:26
  think
• 3:27
  that
• 3:27
  at
• 3:27
  some.
• 3:27
  Point
• 3:27
  in
• 3:27
  time,
• 3:28
  two
• 3:29
  things
• 3:29
  here.
• 3:29
  First
• 3:29
  of
• 3:29
  all,
• 3:30
  I'm.
• 3:30
  I
• 3:31
  must
• 3:31
  be.
• 3:33
  I
• 3:33
  must
• 3:33
  be
• 3:33
  stupid
• 3:34
  for
• 3:34
  thinking
• 3:34
  that
• 3:34
  we
• 3:34
  could
• 3:35
  do
• 3:35
  this
• 3:35
  in
• 3:35
  30
• 3:36
  minutes
• 3:36
  with
• 3:36
  you,
• 3:37
  because
• 3:37
  none
• 3:38
  of
• 3:38
  our
• 3:38
  conversations
• 3:39
  are
• 3:39
  30
• 3:39
  minutes.
• 3:41
  But
• 3:41
  also,
• 3:42
  I
• 3:43
  got
• 3:43
  to
• 3:43
  say
• 3:43
  this,
• 3:43
  too.
• 3:45
  We.
• 3:46
  There's
• 3:47
  always
• 3:47
  people
• 3:47
  in
• 3:47
  our
• 3:48
  lives
• 3:48
  that
• 3:48
  can,
• 3:48
  like,
• 3:48
  really
• 3:49
  just
• 3:49
  lift
• 3:49
  us
• 3:49
  up
• 3:49
  and,
• 3:50
  like,
• 3:50
  find
• 3:50
  us.
• 3:51
  I
• 3:52
  mean,
• 3:52
  I'm
• 3:52
  a
• 3:52
  pretty
• 3:53
  positive
• 3:53
  guy.
• 3:54
  I
• 3:54
  try
• 3:54
  to
• 3:54
  keep
• 3:54
  myself
• 3:55
  at
• 3:55
  a
• 3:55
  certain
• 3:55
  standard,
• 3:56
  but
• 3:56
  whenever
• 3:57
  we
• 3:57
  talk,
• 3:57
  it's,
• 3:58
  like,
• 3:58
  it
• 3:58
  elevates.
• 3:59
  And
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  because
• 4:00
  we
• 4:00
  talk,
• 4:00
  like,
• 4:01
  pretty
• 4:01
  much
• 4:01
  daily,
• 4:02
  I
• 4:02
  feel
• 4:02
  like
• 4:02
  it
• 4:03
  elevates
• 4:03
  daily.
• 4:04
  So,
• 4:04
  like,
• 4:05
  maybe
• 4:06
  I
• 4:06
  come
• 4:06
  down
• 4:06
  a
• 4:06
  tiny
• 4:07
  bit,
• 4:07
  but
• 4:07
  I
• 4:07
  find
• 4:07
  myself
• 4:08
  higher
• 4:08
  and
• 4:08
  higher
• 4:09
  each
• 4:09
  day.
• 4:09
  It's
• 4:09
  really
• 4:10
  interesting.
• 4:10
  And
• 4:10
  I
• 4:11
  have
• 4:11
  a
• 4:11
  feeling,
• 4:11
  Duriki,
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  because
• 4:12
  you've.
• 4:12
  I
• 4:12
  mean,
• 4:12
  we're.
• 4:13
  We
• 4:13
  come
• 4:13
  from
• 4:13
  the
• 4:13
  same
• 4:13
  place.
• 4:14
  We've
• 4:14
  known
• 4:14
  each
• 4:14
  other
• 4:15
  forever.
• 4:16
  So
• 4:16
  I
• 4:16
  have
• 4:17
  a
• 4:17
  feeling,
• 4:17
  even
• 4:17
  in
• 4:17
  this
• 4:18
  little
• 4:18
  snippet
• 4:18
  of
• 4:19
  attack,
• 4:19
  you
• 4:19
  probably
• 4:20
  get
• 4:20
  the
• 4:20
  same
• 4:20
  sense
• 4:21
  from
• 4:21
  her,
• 4:21
  because
• 4:21
  she's
• 4:21
  100.
• 4:22
  I
• 4:22
  was
• 4:23
  gonna
• 4:23
  end
• 4:23
  this
• 4:23
  person
• 4:24
  with
• 4:24
  saying
• 4:25
  we
• 4:25
  need
• 4:25
  maybe
• 4:25
  once
• 4:26
  every
• 4:26
  other
• 4:26
  month
• 4:27
  when
• 4:27
  she
• 4:27
  has
• 4:27
  time
• 4:28
  to
• 4:28
  kind
• 4:28
  of
• 4:28
  come
• 4:29
  in
• 4:29
  and
• 4:29
  drop
• 4:29
  some
• 4:29
  gems
• 4:30
  with
• 4:30
  us.
• 4:30
  We
• 4:30
  could
• 4:31
  definitely
• 4:31
  spend
• 4:31
  some
• 4:32
  time.
• 4:32
  I
• 4:32
  think
• 4:32
  we
• 4:32
  could.
• 4:33
  The
• 4:33
  short
• 4:34
  distance
• 4:36
  to
• 4:36
  her,
• 4:36
  her
• 4:37
  understanding
• 4:37
  of
• 4:38
  emotions.
• 4:38
  You
• 4:38
  know,
• 4:39
  we're
• 4:39
  gonna
• 4:39
  have
• 4:39
  to
• 4:39
  do
• 4:40
  this
• 4:40
  in
• 4:40
  parts
• 4:40
  because
• 4:41
  we're
• 4:41
  here
• 4:41
  today.
• 4:42
  We
• 4:42
  haven't
• 4:42
  even
• 4:43
  got
• 4:43
  past
• 4:43
  the
• 4:43
  childhood,
• 4:44
  really.
• 4:44
  We've
• 4:45
  only
• 4:45
  really
• 4:45
  focused
• 4:46
  that
• 4:46
  and
• 4:46
  some
• 4:46
  thoughts
• 4:47
  that
• 4:47
  you've
• 4:48
  formulated
• 4:49
  from
• 4:49
  experiences.
• 4:50
  So
• 4:50
  maybe
• 4:50
  we're
• 4:51
  gonna
• 4:51
  call
• 4:51
  this
• 4:51
  part
• 4:52
  one
• 4:52
  and
• 4:52
  not
• 4:53
  try
• 4:53
  to
• 4:53
  push
• 4:53
  past
• 4:54
  that.
• 4:54
  Because
• 4:54
  there's
• 4:55
  so
• 4:55
  much
• 4:55
  more
• 4:55
  that
• 4:55
  we
• 4:55
  have
• 4:56
  to
• 4:56
  get
• 4:56
  into.
• 4:57
  We
• 4:57
  got
• 4:57
  to
• 4:57
  get
• 4:58
  past
• 4:58
  the
• 4:58
  age
• 4:58
  of
• 4:58
  10,
• 5:00
  so
• 5:00
  we'll
• 5:00
  do
• 5:00
  that
• 5:01
  another
• 5:01
  day
• 5:01
  for
• 5:01
  sure.
• 5:02
  Explore
• 5:02
  boarding
• 5:02
  school
• 5:03
  a
• 5:03
  little
• 5:03
  bit
• 5:03
  more,
• 5:03
  because
• 5:03
  that's
• 5:04
  a
• 5:04
  fascinating
• 5:04
  experience
• 5:05
  for
• 5:05
  me.
• 5:05
  Oh,
• 5:06
  my
• 5:06
  God.
• 5:07
  I
• 5:07
  don't
• 5:07
  think.
• 5:08
  I
• 5:08
  rarely
• 5:09
  talk
• 5:09
  about.
• 5:10
  About
• 5:11
  it.
• 5:11
  And,
• 5:11
  like,
• 5:12
  people
• 5:12
  have
• 5:12
  such
• 5:12
  a
• 5:12
  misconception
• 5:13
  of
• 5:13
  it.
• 5:14
  Absolutely.
• 5:15
  You
• 5:16
  know,
• 5:16
  like,
• 5:16
  back
• 5:16
  in
• 5:16
  that
• 5:17
  day,
• 5:17
  it
• 5:17
  was,
• 5:17
  like,
• 5:18
  very
• 5:18
  elite
• 5:18
  to
• 5:19
  send,
• 5:19
  like,
• 5:19
  your
• 5:19
  kids
• 5:19
  to
• 5:20
  boarding
• 5:20
  school.
• 5:21
  It
• 5:21
  was,
• 5:21
  like
• 5:21
  private
• 5:21
  school.
• 5:22
  It
• 5:22
  was,
• 5:22
  like,
• 5:22
  in
• 5:22
  the
• 5:22
  top
• 5:23
  hundred
• 5:23
  schools
• 5:23
  in
• 5:23
  India.
• 5:24
  Yeah.
• 5:24
  And
• 5:25
  it
• 5:25
  was
• 5:25
  run
• 5:26
  by,
• 5:26
  you
• 5:26
  know,
• 5:26
  nuns.
• 5:27
  And
• 5:27
  so
• 5:28
  you
• 5:28
  had,
• 5:28
  like,
• 5:29
  a
• 5:29
  very
• 5:29
  different
• 5:30
  concept
• 5:30
  of
• 5:30
  the
• 5:30
  world.
• 5:30
  The
• 5:31
  children
• 5:31
  that
• 5:31
  were
• 5:31
  in
• 5:32
  that
• 5:32
  school
• 5:33
  had
• 5:33
  came
• 5:33
  from
• 5:33
  different
• 5:34
  parts
• 5:34
  of
• 5:34
  life
• 5:35
  and
• 5:35
  the
• 5:35
  world
• 5:36
  to
• 5:36
  be.
• 5:36
  Even
• 5:36
  to
• 5:37
  be.
• 5:37
  To
• 5:38
  afford
• 5:38
  to
• 5:38
  be
• 5:38
  in
• 5:39
  that
• 5:39
  school.
• 5:40
  And
• 5:40
  then.
• 5:41
  Not
• 5:41
  that
• 5:41
  I.
• 5:42
  That
• 5:42
  we
• 5:42
  came
• 5:42
  from
• 5:43
  money.
• 5:43
  My
• 5:43
  mom
• 5:43
  just
• 5:43
  figured
• 5:44
  out
• 5:44
  a
• 5:44
  way
• 5:44
  that
• 5:45
  she
• 5:45
  could
• 5:45
  send
• 5:45
  us
• 5:45
  there.
• 5:46
  Yeah.
• 5:47
  And
• 5:47
  then.
• 5:48
  But
• 5:50
  so
• 5:50
  many
• 5:50
  different
• 5:51
  reasons
• 5:51
  that
• 5:51
  a
• 5:52
  child
• 5:52
  is
• 5:52
  sent
• 5:52
  to
• 5:52
  boarding
• 5:53
  school.
• 5:53
  Like,
• 5:54
  you
• 5:54
  just
• 5:54
  lost
• 5:54
  your
• 5:55
  parent.
• 5:55
  You
• 5:56
  might
• 5:56
  have
• 5:56
  lost
• 5:56
  both
• 5:56
  your
• 5:57
  parents.
• 5:58
  You
• 5:58
  know,
• 6:00
  your
• 6:01
  parents
• 6:01
  can't
• 6:01
  tell
• 6:02
  you
• 6:02
  something,
• 6:02
  so
• 6:02
  you
• 6:03
  don't
• 6:03
  even
• 6:03
  know
• 6:03
  why
• 6:03
  you're
• 6:03
  there.
• 6:04
  Right.
• 6:04
  You
• 6:04
  know,
• 6:05
  that's
• 6:05
  true,
• 6:05
  too.
• 6:06
  It
• 6:06
  was
• 6:06
  so
• 6:06
  many.
• 6:07
  So
• 6:07
  many
• 6:07
  different
• 6:08
  stories,
• 6:08
  but
• 6:09
  we
• 6:09
  all
• 6:09
  found
• 6:09
  love
• 6:10
  with
• 6:10
  each
• 6:10
  other.
• 6:10
  We
• 6:11
  found
• 6:11
  friendship
• 6:12
  with
• 6:12
  each
• 6:12
  other,
• 6:13
  you
• 6:13
  know,
• 6:14
  And
• 6:14
  I
• 6:15
  always
• 6:15
  try
• 6:15
  to
• 6:15
  think
• 6:15
  of
• 6:15
  it,
• 6:16
  like,
• 6:16
  in
• 6:16
  a
• 6:16
  good
• 6:16
  way,
• 6:17
  but,
• 6:17
  like,
• 6:17
  in
• 6:18
  hindsight,
• 6:19
  you
• 6:20
  know,
• 6:20
  who
• 6:20
  knows
• 6:21
  what
• 6:21
  my
• 6:21
  life
• 6:21
  would
• 6:21
  have
• 6:21
  been
• 6:21
  like
• 6:22
  had
• 6:22
  I,
• 6:22
  like,
• 6:23
  been
• 6:23
  raised
• 6:23
  at
• 6:23
  home.
• 6:24
  Right.
• 6:25
  I
• 6:25
  feel
• 6:25
  like
• 6:26
  every
• 6:26
  time
• 6:26
  I
• 6:26
  leave
• 6:26
  my
• 6:26
  parents
• 6:27
  now,
• 6:27
  my
• 6:27
  dad
• 6:28
  is
• 6:28
  77.
• 6:29
  Okay.
• 6:29
  His
• 6:29
  birthday's
• 6:30
  coming
• 6:30
  up,
• 6:30
  so
• 6:31
  I
• 6:32
  think
• 6:32
  he's
• 6:32
  gonna
• 6:32
  be
• 6:32
  78.
• 6:34
  And
• 6:34
  so
• 6:35
  I.
• 6:36
  Every
• 6:36
  time
• 6:37
  I
• 6:37
  leave
• 6:37
  him,
• 6:37
  like,
• 6:37
  I'm
• 6:37
  about
• 6:38
  to
• 6:38
  go
• 6:38
  take
• 6:38
  him
• 6:39
  to
• 6:39
  his
• 6:39
  doctor's
• 6:39
  appointment
• 6:39
  right
• 6:40
  after
• 6:40
  this,
• 6:41
  and
• 6:41
  I'm
• 6:41
  excited
• 6:42
  to
• 6:42
  see
• 6:42
  him.
• 6:43
  And
• 6:43
  when
• 6:43
  I
• 6:43
  leave
• 6:44
  him,
• 6:44
  I'm
• 6:45
  gonna
• 6:45
  be
• 6:46
  sad.
• 6:47
  Like,
• 6:47
  it's
• 6:47
  like
• 6:48
  back
• 6:48
  in
• 6:48
  the
• 6:48
  day,
• 6:49
  like,
• 6:49
  leaving
• 6:49
  him
• 6:49
  to
• 6:49
  go
• 6:50
  back
• 6:50
  to
• 6:50
  boarding
• 6:50
  school.
• 6:50
  So
• 6:51
  I'm
• 6:51
  a
• 6:51
  little
• 6:52
  bit.
• 6:52
  If
• 6:52
  I
• 6:52
  ever
• 6:53
  meet
• 6:53
  you,
• 6:53
  Doria,
• 6:53
  you'll
• 6:54
  know.
• 6:54
  Like,
• 6:54
  I
• 6:54
  hug.
• 6:55
  I
• 6:55
  hold
• 6:55
  on
• 6:55
  a
• 6:56
  little
• 6:56
  tighter
• 6:57
  for
• 6:57
  every
• 6:57
  hug,
• 6:58
  you
• 6:59
  know,
• 6:59
  it
• 6:59
  always
• 7:00
  feels
• 7:00
  like,
• 7:01
  when
• 7:01
  will
• 7:01
  I
• 7:02
  see
• 7:02
  this
• 7:02
  person
• 7:02
  again?
• 7:03
  You
• 7:03
  know,
• 7:03
  It's
• 7:04
  a
• 7:04
  good
• 7:04
  thing
• 7:04
  to,
• 7:04
  like.
• 7:05
  I
• 7:05
  think
• 7:05
  that
• 7:05
  goes
• 7:05
  back.
• 7:05
  Will
• 7:06
  Smith
• 7:06
  said
• 7:06
  it.
• 7:06
  Yeah.
• 7:08
  Will
• 7:08
  Smith
• 7:08
  always
• 7:09
  says
• 7:09
  that,
• 7:09
  like,
• 7:09
  hold
• 7:09
  someone
• 7:10
  a
• 7:10
  little
• 7:10
  longer,
• 7:10
  you
• 7:11
  never
• 7:11
  know
• 7:12
  how
• 7:12
  it's
• 7:12
  gonna
• 7:12
  feel
• 7:13
  when
• 7:13
  they're
• 7:13
  gone.
• 7:13
  But
• 7:14
  at
• 7:14
  the
• 7:14
  same
• 7:14
  time,
• 7:15
  like,
• 7:16
  maybe
• 7:16
  a
• 7:16
  little
• 7:16
  too
• 7:16
  much
• 7:17
  pressure,
• 7:17
  you
• 7:17
  know,
• 7:17
  Like.
• 7:18
  Like,
• 7:18
  chill,
• 7:18
  dude.
• 7:19
  Like.
• 7:19
  Yeah,
• 7:19
  I
• 7:20
  gotta
• 7:20
  think
• 7:20
  of
• 7:20
  Life
• 7:20
  abundantly.
• 7:21
  At
• 7:21
  the
• 7:21
  same
• 7:21
  time,
• 7:22
  like,
• 7:22
  choking
• 7:23
  out
• 7:23
  time
• 7:24
  like
• 7:24
  that
• 7:24
  right?
• 7:25
  Now,
• 7:26
  you
• 7:26
  made
• 7:26
  a
• 7:26
  very
• 7:27
  important
• 7:27
  point.
• 7:27
  Point
• 7:28
  the
• 7:28
  message
• 7:29
  to
• 7:29
  the
• 7:29
  world,
• 7:29
  right?
• 7:30
  Yeah.
• 7:32
  It's
• 7:32
  like,
• 7:32
  you.
• 7:32
  You
• 7:33
  ever
• 7:33
  hear
• 7:33
  these
• 7:33
  songs
• 7:34
  about,
• 7:34
  like,
• 7:35
  suicide
• 7:36
  and
• 7:36
  things
• 7:36
  like
• 7:37
  that,
• 7:37
  right?
• 7:37
  And
• 7:37
  I'm
• 7:38
  like,
• 7:39
  what
• 7:40
  does
• 7:40
  that
• 7:40
  leave
• 7:41
  someone?
• 7:41
  Like,
• 7:42
  it's.
• 7:42
  There's
• 7:42
  a.
• 7:43
  There
• 7:43
  are
• 7:43
  some
• 7:43
  songs
• 7:44
  that
• 7:44
  are
• 7:44
  so
• 7:44
  beautiful,
• 7:45
  and
• 7:45
  it's
• 7:45
  just.
• 7:45
  It
• 7:46
  starts
• 7:46
  with
• 7:46
  pain
• 7:46
  and
• 7:47
  ends
• 7:47
  with
• 7:47
  pain.
• 7:48
  And
• 7:48
  I
• 7:48
  remember
• 7:48
  once
• 7:49
  I
• 7:49
  called
• 7:49
  my
• 7:49
  sister,
• 7:50
  and
• 7:50
  I'm
• 7:50
  like,
• 7:51
  I
• 7:51
  have
• 7:51
  this
• 7:51
  song.
• 7:52
  And,
• 7:53
  like,
• 7:53
  what
• 7:53
  message
• 7:53
  am
• 7:53
  I
• 7:54
  putting
• 7:54
  out
• 7:54
  there?
• 7:54
  Because
• 7:54
  the
• 7:55
  hook
• 7:55
  was,
• 7:55
  like,
• 7:57
  looking
• 7:57
  back,
• 7:58
  everything
• 7:59
  good
• 7:59
  and
• 7:59
  bad
• 8:00
  was
• 8:00
  meant
• 8:00
  to
• 8:01
  be
• 8:02
  for
• 8:02
  a
• 8:03
  reason,
• 8:03
  right?
• 8:05
  I'm
• 8:05
  like,
• 8:06
  what
• 8:06
  am
• 8:06
  I
• 8:06
  saying?
• 8:07
  Like
• 8:07
  that?
• 8:07
  Am
• 8:08
  I,
• 8:08
  like,
• 8:08
  blaming
• 8:09
  the
• 8:09
  victim?
• 8:10
  Or
• 8:10
  am
• 8:11
  I
• 8:11
  like.
• 8:11
  Or,
• 8:11
  like,
• 8:12
  just
• 8:12
  what
• 8:12
  is
• 8:12
  the
• 8:12
  message?
• 8:13
  She's
• 8:13
  like.
• 8:13
  Of
• 8:14
  different
• 8:14
  songs.
• 8:14
  We
• 8:14
  were,
• 8:15
  like,
• 8:15
  dissecting
• 8:15
  it,
• 8:16
  and
• 8:16
  I'm
• 8:16
  like,
• 8:16
  yeah.
• 8:17
  She's
• 8:17
  like,
• 8:18
  talia,
• 8:19
  you
• 8:19
  cannot
• 8:19
  control
• 8:20
  what.
• 8:20
  How
• 8:20
  people
• 8:21
  will
• 8:21
  feel.
• 8:22
  And
• 8:22
  at
• 8:22
  the
• 8:23
  end
• 8:23
  of
• 8:23
  the
• 8:23
  day,
• 8:24
  right,
• 8:25
  there
• 8:25
  could
• 8:25
  be
• 8:25
  a
• 8:25
  song
• 8:26
  that
• 8:26
  ends
• 8:26
  up
• 8:27
  being
• 8:27
  someone's
• 8:27
  last
• 8:27
  song.
• 8:27
  And
• 8:28
  they
• 8:28
  hurt
• 8:28
  themselves,
• 8:28
  unfortunately,
• 8:30
  because
• 8:30
  they
• 8:30
  found
• 8:31
  solace
• 8:31
  in
• 8:31
  that,
• 8:31
  and
• 8:31
  they
• 8:31
  thought,
• 8:32
  okay,
• 8:32
  this
• 8:32
  is
• 8:32
  what
• 8:32
  I
• 8:32
  do,
• 8:33
  Right?
• 8:33
  What,
• 8:34
  are
• 8:34
  you
• 8:34
  going
• 8:34
  to
• 8:34
  blame
• 8:34
  yourself
• 8:35
  for
• 8:35
  the
• 8:35
  rest
• 8:35
  of
• 8:36
  your
• 8:36
  life?
• 8:37
  Right.
• 8:37
  Yeah.
• 8:37
  Like,
• 8:38
  so
• 8:38
  it's
• 8:39
  like,
• 8:39
  there's
• 8:39
  different
• 8:40
  ways
• 8:40
  people
• 8:41
  can
• 8:41
  take
• 8:41
  your
• 8:41
  music,
• 8:42
  and
• 8:42
  I
• 8:42
  love
• 8:43
  hearing
• 8:43
  those
• 8:43
  stories.
• 8:44
  There's
• 8:44
  a
• 8:44
  song.
• 8:45
  So
• 8:45
  there's
• 8:45
  a
• 8:45
  record
• 8:45
  I'm
• 8:46
  about
• 8:46
  to
• 8:46
  put
• 8:46
  out.
• 8:46
  It's
• 8:46
  called
• 8:46
  Sound
• 8:47
  of
• 8:47
  My
• 8:47
  Love.
• 8:47
  Yep.
• 8:48
  Can't
• 8:48
  Wait.
• 8:48
  Which
• 8:49
  I
• 8:49
  wrote
• 8:49
  with
• 8:49
  Steve
• 8:50
  D'Angelo,
• 8:50
  like,
• 8:50
  a
• 8:51
  decade
• 8:51
  ago.
• 8:51
  It
• 8:52
  was.
• 8:52
  Yeah,
• 8:52
  it's
• 8:52
  gonna
• 8:53
  be,
• 8:53
  like,
• 8:53
  2015.
• 8:54
  And
• 8:56
  I
• 8:57
  only
• 8:57
  recently
• 8:58
  realized
• 8:59
  that
• 8:59
  it
• 8:59
  was
• 8:59
  actually
• 9:00
  the
• 9:00
  sound
• 9:00
  of
• 9:00
  God's
• 9:00
  love.
• 9:01
  Right.
• 9:02
  Was
• 9:02
  not
• 9:02
  the
• 9:02
  sound
• 9:03
  of
• 9:03
  my
• 9:03
  love.
• 9:04
  And
• 9:04
  so
• 9:06
  what
• 9:07
  was
• 9:07
  it
• 9:07
  gonna
• 9:07
  say
• 9:07
  with
• 9:08
  that?
• 9:08
  What
• 9:09
  was
• 9:09
  I
• 9:09
  talking
• 9:09
  about?
• 9:09
  Previously,
• 9:10
  the
• 9:10
  message.
• 9:11
  Oh,
• 9:12
  yeah.
• 9:12
  So,
• 9:13
  okay,
• 9:13
  my
• 9:14
  sister's
• 9:15
  friend
• 9:16
  heard
• 9:17
  the
• 9:17
  song
• 9:18
  and
• 9:18
  was
• 9:19
  going
• 9:19
  through
• 9:19
  a
• 9:19
  really
• 9:19
  tough
• 9:20
  time,
• 9:20
  and
• 9:20
  she
• 9:21
  heard
• 9:21
  the
• 9:21
  whole
• 9:21
  song
• 9:23
  from
• 9:23
  a
• 9:23
  different
• 9:24
  perspective.
• 9:24
  Okay.
• 9:25
  So,
• 9:25
  okay,
• 9:26
  the
• 9:26
  chorus
• 9:27
  is,
• 9:28
  did
• 9:28
  you
• 9:29
  see
• 9:29
  me?
• 9:30
  Didn't
• 9:31
  you
• 9:31
  feel
• 9:32
  me?
• 9:33
  Did
• 9:33
  you
• 9:33
  hear
• 9:34
  the
• 9:35
  sound
• 9:35
  of
• 9:36
  my
• 9:36
  love?
• 9:37
  Right.
• 9:38
  Yeah.
• 9:38
  And
• 9:39
  this
• 9:39
  says
• 9:39
  that
• 9:39
  twice,
• 9:40
  right?
• 9:40
  And
• 9:40
  it's
• 9:40
  like,
• 9:41
  now
• 9:41
  when
• 9:41
  I
• 9:42
  look
• 9:42
  back
• 9:42
  at
• 9:42
  it,
• 9:42
  it
• 9:43
  was
• 9:43
  like
• 9:43
  I
• 9:43
  was
• 9:43
  crying
• 9:43
  in
• 9:43
  the
• 9:43
  shower
• 9:44
  the
• 9:44
  other
• 9:44
  day.
• 9:44
  It
• 9:44
  was
• 9:44
  like,
• 9:45
  I'm
• 9:45
  like,
• 9:45
  oh,
• 9:46
  these
• 9:46
  were
• 9:46
  songs
• 9:46
  for
• 9:46
  myself.
• 9:48
  And
• 9:48
  then
• 9:48
  I
• 9:48
  was
• 9:48
  like,
• 9:48
  oh,
• 9:49
  these
• 9:49
  were
• 9:50
  songs.
• 9:50
  No,
• 9:50
  God
• 9:51
  was
• 9:51
  telling
• 9:51
  me,
• 9:52
  did
• 9:52
  you
• 9:52
  see
• 9:52
  me?
• 9:53
  Did
• 9:53
  you
• 9:53
  feel
• 9:53
  me?
• 9:54
  Did
• 9:54
  you
• 9:54
  hear
• 9:54
  the
• 9:54
  sound
• 9:54
  of
• 9:54
  my
• 9:55
  love?
• 9:55
  I
• 9:55
  was
• 9:56
  always
• 9:56
  with
• 9:56
  you.
• 9:57
  I
• 9:57
  was,
• 9:57
  like,
• 9:58
  chilled
• 9:58
  as
• 9:58
  I
• 9:58
  say
• 9:58
  that.
• 9:59
  And
• 9:59
  then
• 10:00
  that
• 10:00
  just
• 10:00
  happened
• 10:00
  a
• 10:00
  few
• 10:00
  weeks
• 10:00
  ago.
• 10:01
  Now
• 10:01
  this
• 10:01
  whole
• 10:01
  record
• 10:01
  is
• 10:02
  like,
• 10:02
  we're
• 10:02
  in
• 10:02
  the
• 10:02
  studio
• 10:03
  doing
• 10:03
  it.
• 10:04
  It's
• 10:04
  such
• 10:04
  a
• 10:04
  beautiful
• 10:05
  process
• 10:05
  with
• 10:05
  Tom
• 10:05
  Pkai.
• 10:06
  Big
• 10:07
  love
• 10:07
  to
• 10:07
  Tom
• 10:07
  Makai
• 10:08
  for
• 10:08
  everything
• 10:09
  he
• 10:09
  puts
• 10:09
  into
• 10:09
  a
• 10:10
  project
• 10:10
  and
• 10:10
  where
• 10:10
  he
• 10:10
  goes
• 10:11
  to
• 10:11
  respect
• 10:12
  you
• 10:12
  as
• 10:12
  a
• 10:12
  person,
• 10:12
  as
• 10:12
  an
• 10:13
  artist,
• 10:13
  and
• 10:14
  into
• 10:14
  his
• 10:14
  own
• 10:14
  spirit
• 10:15
  to
• 10:15
  create
• 10:15
  it.
• 10:15
  So
• 10:15
  these
• 10:16
  beautiful
• 10:16
  things
• 10:17
  are
• 10:17
  happening
• 10:17
  once
• 10:17
  you
• 10:17
  get
• 10:17
  back
• 10:18
  home.
• 10:18
  Yeah.
• 10:19
  But
• 10:19
  this
• 10:19
  woman.
• 10:20
  There
• 10:20
  was
• 10:20
  a
• 10:20
  woman,
• 10:22
  you
• 10:23
  know,
• 10:23
  a
• 10:23
  decade
• 10:24
  ago,
• 10:24
  lost,
• 10:25
  what,
• 10:26
  like,
• 10:26
  gave
• 10:26
  birth
• 10:26
  to
• 10:26
  a
• 10:26
  stillborn
• 10:27
  child.
• 10:28
  And
• 10:28
  it
• 10:28
  was
• 10:28
  so
• 10:28
  hard
• 10:29
  for
• 10:29
  her,
• 10:29
  but
• 10:29
  she
• 10:29
  said
• 10:31
  it
• 10:31
  was
• 10:31
  her
• 10:31
  singing
• 10:32
  to
• 10:32
  her
• 10:32
  baby.
• 10:32
  Did
• 10:32
  you
• 10:33
  see
• 10:33
  me?
• 10:33
  Did
• 10:33
  you
• 10:33
  feel
• 10:33
  me
• 10:34
  and
• 10:34
  the
• 10:34
  baby
• 10:34
  singing
• 10:34
  about,
• 10:35
  did
• 10:35
  you
• 10:35
  hear
• 10:35
  the
• 10:36
  sound
• 10:36
  of
• 10:36
  my
• 10:36
  love?
• 10:36
  I'll
• 10:37
  always
• 10:37
  be
• 10:37
  with
• 10:37
  you
• 10:38
  like,
• 10:38
  so
• 10:38
  I.
• 10:39
  Where,
• 10:39
  where
• 10:39
  is
• 10:39
  my
• 10:40
  silly
• 10:40
  love
• 10:40
  story?
• 10:41
  But
• 10:41
  this
• 10:41
  unrequited
• 10:42
  love
• 10:42
  I
• 10:42
  was
• 10:43
  God
• 10:43
  over.
• 10:44
  Oh,
• 10:44
  please.
• 10:44
  This
• 10:44
  guy
• 10:45
  doesn't
• 10:45
  love
• 10:45
  me
• 10:45
  back.
• 10:46
  Way
• 10:46
  bigger.
• 10:47
  Yeah,
• 10:47
  it's
• 10:48
  way
• 10:48
  bigger,
• 10:49
  you
• 10:50
  know,
• 10:50
  and
• 10:50
  if
• 10:50
  you
• 10:50
  can,
• 10:50
  your
• 10:51
  message
• 10:51
  can
• 10:51
  be
• 10:51
  the.
• 10:52
  Your
• 10:52
  message.
• 10:52
  God
• 10:53
  sends
• 10:53
  me
• 10:53
  messages
• 10:53
  for
• 10:54
  myself,
• 10:54
  for
• 10:54
  my
• 10:54
  future
• 10:55
  self,
• 10:55
  and
• 10:55
  then
• 10:56
  I
• 10:56
  figure
• 10:56
  out,
• 10:56
  oh,
• 10:58
  this
• 10:58
  is
• 10:58
  what
• 10:58
  it
• 10:59
  meant.
• 10:59
  Yeah,
• 11:00
  Right.
• 11:01
  But,
• 11:02
  like,
• 11:02
  who
• 11:03
  you
• 11:03
  work
• 11:03
  with
• 11:03
  now,
• 11:04
  who
• 11:04
  we
• 11:04
  are
• 11:05
  now,
• 11:06
  who
• 11:06
  you
• 11:07
  surround
• 11:07
  with
• 11:07
  now,
• 11:08
  these
• 11:08
  are
• 11:08
  choices
• 11:09
  we
• 11:09
  can
• 11:09
  still
• 11:10
  make.
• 11:10
  I
• 11:11
  really
• 11:11
  wish
• 11:11
  anyone
• 11:12
  watching
• 11:12
  this
• 11:13
  that
• 11:14
  we
• 11:14
  all
• 11:15
  create
• 11:16
  love
• 11:16
  every
• 11:17
  day.
• 11:17
  Someone
• 11:17
  told
• 11:18
  me
• 11:18
  once,
• 11:18
  like,
• 11:18
  stop
• 11:19
  saying,
• 11:19
  have
• 11:19
  a
• 11:19
  nice
• 11:19
  day.
• 11:19
  I
• 11:20
  always
• 11:20
  tell
• 11:20
  you,
• 11:20
  Anthony,
• 11:21
  create
• 11:21
  a
• 11:22
  beautiful
• 11:22
  day.
• 11:22
  And
• 11:23
  that
• 11:23
  way
• 11:23
  you're
• 11:23
  not
• 11:23
  like,
• 11:24
  have,
• 11:24
  oh,
• 11:24
  I'm
• 11:24
  gonna
• 11:25
  magically
• 11:25
  have
• 11:25
  a
• 11:25
  beautiful
• 11:26
  day.
• 11:26
  This
• 11:26
  is
• 11:26
  not
• 11:27
  happening.
• 11:28
  We
• 11:28
  are
• 11:28
  making
• 11:28
  things
• 11:29
  happen.
• 11:29
  If
• 11:30
  we
• 11:30
  are
• 11:30
  connected
• 11:30
  to
• 11:31
  a
• 11:31
  larger
• 11:31
  source,
• 11:31
  when
• 11:32
  we
• 11:32
  are
• 11:32
  connected
• 11:33
  to
• 11:33
  the
• 11:33
  ether,
• 11:33
  when
• 11:33
  we're
• 11:34
  connected
• 11:34
  to
• 11:34
  God.
• 11:34
  Right?
• 11:35
  Yeah.
• 11:35
  So
• 11:36
  what
• 11:37
  will
• 11:38
  we
• 11:38
  bring
• 11:39
  to
• 11:39
  this
• 11:39
  day?
• 11:40
  And
• 11:40
  just
• 11:41
  people,
• 11:41
  you
• 11:42
  know,
• 11:43
  create
• 11:43
  love
• 11:43
  for
• 11:43
  others
• 11:44
  that
• 11:45
  will
• 11:45
  automatically
• 11:46
  create
• 11:46
  love
• 11:46
  for
• 11:46
  yourself,
• 11:47
  because
• 11:48
  you
• 11:48
  can
• 11:48
  only
• 11:48
  create
• 11:49
  love
• 11:49
  for
• 11:49
  others
• 11:49
  if
• 11:49
  you
• 11:50
  actually
• 11:50
  love
• 11:50
  yourself.
• 11:51
  So
• 11:51
  it's
• 11:51
  on
• 11:51
  automation.
• 11:52
  Some
• 11:52
  of
• 11:52
  us
• 11:53
  is
• 11:53
  on
• 11:53
  automation.
• 11:54
  Right.
• 11:55
  So
• 11:55
  a
• 11:56
  lot
• 11:56
  of
• 11:56
  us
• 11:56
  is
• 11:56
  on
• 11:56
  automation.
• 11:57
  But
• 11:57
  our
• 11:57
  source.
• 11:58
  Yeah,
• 11:58
  the
• 11:59
  signal
• 11:59
  from
• 12:00
  the
• 12:00
  source
• 12:01
  has
• 12:01
  to
• 12:01
  be
• 12:01
  so
• 12:02
  clear.
• 12:03
  And
• 12:03
  so
• 12:03
  who
• 12:03
  do
• 12:04
  you
• 12:04
  surround
• 12:04
  yourself
• 12:04
  with?
• 12:05
  I
• 12:05
  cut
• 12:06
  out
• 12:06
  so
• 12:06
  many
• 12:07
  people
• 12:07
  from
• 12:08
  my
• 12:08
  life.
• 12:09
  Thank
• 12:09
  you
• 12:10
  for
• 12:10
  everything.
• 12:10
  Thank
• 12:11
  you
• 12:11
  for
• 12:11
  the
• 12:11
  lessons.
• 12:12
  And
• 12:12
  I
• 12:12
  never
• 12:12
  let
• 12:13
  someone
• 12:13
  go
• 12:14
  begrudgingly.
• 12:15
  I
• 12:15
  like.
• 12:16
  Thank
• 12:16
  you.
• 12:18
  Sometimes
• 12:18
  I
• 12:18
  don't
• 12:18
  give
• 12:19
  them
• 12:19
  a
• 12:19
  final
• 12:19
  conversation.
• 12:20
  So
• 12:20
  the
• 12:20
  people
• 12:20
  who
• 12:21
  never
• 12:21
  got
• 12:21
  the
• 12:21
  final
• 12:22
  conversation.
• 12:23
  This
• 12:23
  is
• 12:23
  for
• 12:23
  you.
• 12:24
  I
• 12:24
  was
• 12:24
  thinking
• 12:25
  about
• 12:25
  you
• 12:25
  guys
• 12:25
  last
• 12:25
  night,
• 12:26
  right?
• 12:26
  Yeah,
• 12:26
  I
• 12:27
  was
• 12:27
  thinking
• 12:27
  about
• 12:27
  you
• 12:27
  guys.
• 12:28
  I
• 12:28
  remember
• 12:28
  you,
• 12:29
  what
• 12:29
  you
• 12:29
  did
• 12:30
  for
• 12:30
  me.
• 12:30
  The
• 12:30
  good
• 12:31
  times,
• 12:31
  lovingly.
• 12:32
  But
• 12:32
  you
• 12:32
  did
• 12:32
  not
• 12:33
  deserve
• 12:33
  that
• 12:33
  final
• 12:33
  conversation
• 12:34
  because
• 12:35
  there's
• 12:35
  a
• 12:35
  maddening
• 12:36
  when
• 12:37
  someone's
• 12:37
  in
• 12:37
  a
• 12:37
  toxic
• 12:38
  state.
• 12:38
  Yeah.
• 12:39
  I
• 12:39
  believe
• 12:40
  that
• 12:40
  everyone's
• 12:40
  a
• 12:40
  good
• 12:41
  person.
• 12:41
  Okay?
• 12:41
  Every
• 12:42
  God
• 12:42
  doesn't
• 12:42
  create
• 12:43
  evil.
• 12:44
  Okay,
• 12:44
  so
• 12:44
  we
• 12:44
  all
• 12:45
  come
• 12:45
  out
• 12:45
  good,
• 12:45
  and
• 12:46
  then
• 12:47
  broken
• 12:47
  people
• 12:48
  then
• 12:49
  hurt
• 12:49
  us,
• 12:50
  and
• 12:50
  then
• 12:50
  we,
• 12:51
  you
• 12:51
  know,
• 12:52
  act
• 12:52
  out
• 12:52
  on
• 12:52
  the
• 12:52
  trauma.
• 12:53
  Right.
• 12:53
  And
• 12:54
  this
• 12:54
  healing,
• 12:54
  that
• 12:55
  can
• 12:55
  bring
• 12:55
  someone
• 12:55
  from
• 12:56
  being
• 12:56
  deeply
• 12:56
  narcissistic
• 12:57
  to
• 12:57
  deeply
• 12:57
  spiritual
• 12:58
  and
• 12:58
  loving.