Latest / Eating While Broke / KILLA F - SoCal Turkey Tacos
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Hey guys, welcome to another episode of Eating While Broke.
- 0:04Speaker 1: I'm your host, Colleen Wit and today we have very
- 0:07Speaker 1: special guests, recording artists Killer f from the Fanatics. Is
- 0:13Speaker 1: it the building? A? How are you good?
- 0:16Speaker 2: How?
- 0:17Speaker 1: Good good? I'm excited to have you on the show.
- 0:21Speaker 1: So you are on the Eating While Broke show, which
- 0:24Speaker 1: means that you cooked for me. So what broke dish?
- 0:28Speaker 1: Are you going to have me eating today?
- 0:30Speaker 2: Today? Were having some ground turkey tacos, you feel me?
- 0:34Speaker 2: We got some ketchup hot sauce and some Yeah.
- 0:43Speaker 1: Yeah, that's two tone because I put them in our
- 0:47Speaker 1: oven and burned them, which is what I'm famous for
- 0:50Speaker 1: on the show. Actually it's burning people's burning people's food.
- 0:53Speaker 2: It's a little extra crime.
- 1:18Speaker 1: I've never thought about ketchup and tacos together, so this
- 1:22Speaker 1: will be the first for me. Yeah, I'm Jewish and
- 1:27Speaker 1: Jamaican black and white.
- 1:28Speaker 2: Yeah, oh yeah, you ain't had it.
- 1:30Speaker 1: Like that, no, no, And I'm not from LA I'm
- 1:33Speaker 1: from New York, so you know, okay.
- 1:36Speaker 2: Coast from the coast where sixty ninth Street.
- 1:39Speaker 1: Okay, okay, okay, Well, while you start cooking for me,
- 1:45Speaker 1: I want you to take me back to what was
- 1:47Speaker 1: going on when you was eating tacos?
- 1:49Speaker 2: Oh? What was going on? I was eating tacos, man,
- 1:53Speaker 2: I want to say I was getting put out the
- 1:55Speaker 2: house while the tacos was getting made because I was
- 2:00Speaker 2: run around for going crazy and ship. So my mom
- 2:02Speaker 2: used to put me out, but she used to make
- 2:03Speaker 2: the most fires tacos.
- 2:05Speaker 1: So this is like a tribute to your.
- 2:07Speaker 2: Yeah, rest in peace, it's a tribute to my mom.
- 2:08Speaker 1: Okay, okay, we'll start cooking for me.
- 2:10Speaker 2: Let me look it up. You know that's right here.
- 2:13Speaker 1: How often do you guys get to see killer cooks?
- 2:17Speaker 1: Do you ever cook for your fans on camera?
- 2:19Speaker 2: I never cooked, but I showed shit. I cooked like
- 2:21Speaker 2: the cakes and ship. I like the bake cakes.
- 2:23Speaker 1: You bake cakes from scratch? Scratch or the box either
- 2:27Speaker 1: or really? Yeah, okay, that's a fun fact I would
- 2:32Speaker 1: have ever.
- 2:32Speaker 2: So you're gonna have to help me out how you
- 2:33Speaker 2: turn this thing on right here?
- 2:35Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that's how you know?
- 2:36Speaker 2: He this is different right here. We ain't had this
- 2:38Speaker 2: in the hood. Right here.
- 2:39Speaker 1: It is that first right there?
- 2:41Speaker 2: All right?
- 2:42Speaker 1: Put that on low, put it on medium maybe, and
- 2:45Speaker 1: then uh, you.
- 2:47Speaker 2: Ain't got no grease all right, we're gonna do this
- 2:49Speaker 2: right here. Drop this thing on there like it's hot.
- 2:50Speaker 1: I could have grease for you, but I just assumed
- 2:53Speaker 1: you didn't.
- 2:54Speaker 2: Dad, I don't gonna let that thing cooking. Let it
- 2:56Speaker 2: brown on that sock a little bit.
- 2:58Speaker 1: I feel like just pre judging you. You have no
- 3:01Speaker 1: idea what you're doing.
- 3:03Speaker 2: Why you say that?
- 3:04Speaker 1: Shout outs to your mom? So your mom made these
- 3:07Speaker 1: tackles for you growing up. Yeah, and we're like, paint
- 3:11Speaker 1: the whole picture for me of like what your home
- 3:13Speaker 1: life is. Father in the house.
- 3:15Speaker 2: Oh, your father in the house. Father is in the house.
- 3:17Speaker 2: I had two sisters, older sister. She a Lasbian. She's
- 3:21Speaker 2: like an older brother.
- 3:22Speaker 1: You're hilarious, you know what I'm saying. Oh, now she's
- 3:25Speaker 1: all wait, she transformed. Oh so now she's a brother.
- 3:30Speaker 2: Well, I don't know. She's still a girl.
- 3:32Speaker 1: She's still a girl.
- 3:33Speaker 2: She started growing facial hair.
- 3:35Speaker 1: Okay, now now that you took us out this path,
- 3:38Speaker 1: I have a couple questions. What was that transition like
- 3:42Speaker 1: for her to go from a girl to a boy
- 3:44Speaker 1: for you.
- 3:46Speaker 2: I didn't expect it because, you know, growing up me
- 3:49Speaker 2: seeing her, she was always a girly girl. She was pretty.
- 3:52Speaker 2: And then in high school she started playing sports like basketball.
- 3:56Speaker 2: And then one day I walked in the house. I
- 4:00Speaker 2: go on my wrong, She in there kissing her girl,
- 4:04Speaker 2: and I'm like, oh, I'm telling mama, tell her mama.
- 4:09Speaker 2: She run out. She grabbed him me up. She's like,
- 4:11Speaker 2: I give you some shark bites. He's a fruit snack.
- 4:13Speaker 2: She bribed me and ship. So I never told my mom,
- 4:15Speaker 2: and then one day we got into it real bad.
- 4:18Speaker 2: I just blurted that shit out, like and Seannie Kate,
- 4:24Speaker 2: that's how my mom found out.
- 4:25Speaker 1: Like what was she devastated or was she cool?
- 4:28Speaker 2: My big sister, No, it's your mom. I don't think
- 4:30Speaker 2: she really cared. I don't think she really cared.
- 4:33Speaker 1: Did you care at all?
- 4:35Speaker 2: Nah? She has some pretty girlfriends for real.
- 4:39Speaker 1: Would you ever go around her and be like, what
- 4:40Speaker 1: do you think about this? Shorty? Nah?
- 4:42Speaker 2: Man? Our relationship makes the same. A big sister moved,
- 4:45Speaker 2: She moved to Vegas and like, I rarely see her
- 4:47Speaker 2: like that.
- 4:47Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, okay.
- 4:49Speaker 2: Once my mom passed, it was like I wanna say,
- 4:52Speaker 2: she just got like, you know, the family ain't like
- 4:54Speaker 2: how it used to be.
- 4:55Speaker 1: Yeah, it got spread out yeah, it spread out or
- 4:57Speaker 1: was it like sometimes with tuber passes there's like fight
- 5:00Speaker 1: over acids or who hell no.
- 5:01Speaker 2: Hell no, hell My mom was rich nothing, there was
- 5:04Speaker 2: nothing to fight over.
- 5:07Speaker 1: Were your parents still together?
- 5:09Speaker 2: No, they actually broke up. I want to say, when
- 5:11Speaker 2: I was like eighteen, they split up.
- 5:16Speaker 1: That's okay, Yeah, they split up. Okay, so they were
- 5:20Speaker 1: together a.
- 5:20Speaker 2: Long time in a long time, So they split up.
- 5:25Speaker 2: I don't even know why, but they fucking split up
- 5:27Speaker 2: and ship, and that's when like shit started going rough,
- 5:30Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. Like I'm trying to find
- 5:32Speaker 2: my way around and my mom's over here, my pop's
- 5:37Speaker 2: over here, and I'm trying to be grown and ships,
- 5:40Speaker 2: like I don't want to stay over here with them.
- 5:41Speaker 2: Let me do my own things.
- 5:43Speaker 1: And that's what was that around the time of your
- 5:45Speaker 1: mom was throwing you out the house.
- 5:47Speaker 2: No, she never threw me out the house, like like
- 5:50Speaker 2: I said, when I was cooking taco when she was
- 5:51Speaker 2: cooking tacos when I was younger and ship. You know
- 5:53Speaker 2: what I'm saying, she kicked me out eight nigga food
- 5:55Speaker 2: ain't ready. Other than that, Na, she never kicked me.
- 5:58Speaker 1: Out the house, Okay, okay, okay, So was you a
- 6:00Speaker 1: good kid?
- 6:02Speaker 2: I was a little sneaky kid, but I was good though.
- 6:04Speaker 1: What you mean sneaky?
- 6:05Speaker 2: I was always into ship okay, like always into ship.
- 6:08Speaker 1: Like what like anything streets or or just like pulling
- 6:14Speaker 1: pranks on people, or just that.
- 6:16Speaker 2: I'm just a joker, like off the time, I'm just
- 6:18Speaker 2: a joker and I'm a flirt.
- 6:19Speaker 1: Okay, I can see that about.
- 6:21Speaker 2: I had a lot of girls, Okay. I was no
- 6:25Speaker 2: problem like that until I started selling drugs. That's when
- 6:28Speaker 2: I fucked up. That's when I found out, Like she
- 6:32Speaker 2: was like, oh, ship, what do you be? Like? I
- 6:35Speaker 2: started getting in trouble to the law, like down like eighteen.
- 6:40Speaker 1: Did you actually get to go to jail? I went
- 6:42Speaker 1: to jail before in downtown l A was terrible.
- 6:44Speaker 2: No, I didn't go. I swallowed my ship a cause
- 6:49Speaker 2: my best my best friend he was actually he he
- 6:51Speaker 2: was already season on that type of ship. So he
- 6:53Speaker 2: was basically like he was showing me how to sell dope.
- 6:56Speaker 2: So he said, break it down for me, showing me
- 6:59Speaker 2: how to bag an ship. So he always tell them like, hey, man,
- 7:02Speaker 2: keep you some orange juices or gatorade in case you
- 7:05Speaker 2: gotta swallow that ship. But I never thought what he
- 7:07Speaker 2: was talking about, Like what you mean, like swallow this ship.
- 7:10Speaker 2: So one day I'm at the bus stop. I'm on
- 7:12Speaker 2: I want to say, I'm on seventh and seventh and Broadway.
- 7:16Speaker 2: It's like it's late at night. Man, I'm out there,
- 7:19Speaker 2: I'm serving. I see the police that come to jump out.
- 7:22Speaker 2: But the ship is in my mouth.
- 7:24Speaker 1: So why is it in your mouth already?
- 7:26Speaker 2: Because that's where I was keeping it that in case
- 7:28Speaker 2: I had.
- 7:28Speaker 1: To, Oh my gosh, you know for no reason.
- 7:34Speaker 2: Yeah, I never. I never when I was selling dope.
- 7:36Speaker 2: I never used to like handed to the crackhead or something.
- 7:39Speaker 2: I used to spit it out, okay, like like get
- 7:41Speaker 2: that ship, like put the money in the phone book.
- 7:44Speaker 2: This was that unless somebody else pick it up.
- 7:46Speaker 1: Okay, So you would just like spit it on the ground.
- 7:50Speaker 2: He's so small, like they already know what they want,
- 7:53Speaker 2: what they wanted to say, what they want to all.
- 7:54Speaker 2: Just I don't know, it's crazy. I used to feel
- 7:56Speaker 2: that ship in my mouth, like I had the dimes
- 7:59Speaker 2: on this side and I had a duve on this side.
- 8:01Speaker 1: You're hilarious for rial, Okay, so take me back to
- 8:04Speaker 1: the bus stop into that.
- 8:06Speaker 2: So that's what I thought.
- 8:07Speaker 1: I was gagster.
- 8:08Speaker 2: You just up at the bus stop and the police
- 8:12Speaker 2: they hop out on me. Boom, they grabbed me. They
- 8:15Speaker 2: searched me and ship. But these police they janky though.
- 8:17Speaker 2: They all rough and ship. But it's like you spit
- 8:19Speaker 2: it off. Yeah, they knew it's in my mouth. I'm
- 8:23Speaker 2: already swallowing this ship boom over my mouth and shit,
- 8:26Speaker 2: I ain't got nothing this time. I'm going crazy because
- 8:29Speaker 2: I just swallowed some crack. Oh you know what I'm saying.
- 8:33Speaker 2: I just I just swallowed some crack.
- 8:35Speaker 1: Wait, where was your in my hand?
- 8:38Speaker 2: Oh? Yeah, but the police had me, so I swallowed it.
- 8:40Speaker 2: So I'm trying to play cool. Soon as they let
- 8:42Speaker 2: me go, I had to line like I got to
- 8:44Speaker 2: I had a bus. I still had a bus transfer
- 8:45Speaker 2: in my head, so I lie like, man, my girlfriend
- 8:47Speaker 2: is at to see suw. It's a hotel right there.
- 8:49Speaker 2: You have to see. So I'm like, I just came
- 8:50Speaker 2: from seeing her. They let me go. So they let
- 8:54Speaker 2: me go. It's a bar on the corner. I run
- 8:55Speaker 2: to the bar. I'm like, I used the bathroom. I'm
- 8:58Speaker 2: ready drinking, trying to throw all of them up, So
- 8:59Speaker 2: I like I had like six rocks, like uh I
- 9:02Speaker 2: thing like four came out. So now I'm in their paranoid.
- 9:05Speaker 2: Like really, now I'm in their paranoid, Like, man, I
- 9:09Speaker 2: gotta get this run back in there, buy some more gatorade,
- 9:12Speaker 2: go back in the bathroom, trying to throw this ship up.
- 9:14Speaker 1: When it finally come out and you were counting them.
- 9:17Speaker 2: Yeah, I was counting them because I knew how many
- 9:19Speaker 2: I had in my mouth? Ship?
- 9:20Speaker 1: Were you scared like one of them was gonna break
- 9:22Speaker 1: in your body?
- 9:23Speaker 2: Like when they are in your mouth, you taste the ship, Yeah,
- 9:26Speaker 2: like it's seeping through the bag, Like you taste like
- 9:27Speaker 2: it's like low key, like uh I want to say,
- 9:29Speaker 2: like vinnekar is like a little salty taste in your mouth. Yeah,
- 9:34Speaker 2: I'm just yeah, but you was so crack.
- 9:38Speaker 1: That's like a major drug.
- 9:40Speaker 2: Hell yeah, it was just fast money and it was
- 9:42Speaker 2: downtown LA, so it was like coming rapidly fast.
- 9:45Speaker 1: Yeah, they bring me anything.
- 9:48Speaker 2: Scared of they bring you anything. I'm talking about anything.
- 9:51Speaker 2: What do you mean you name it? The crackhead is
- 9:53Speaker 2: gonna bring it to you, some dope like they're bringing.
- 9:56Speaker 1: You'll be like I need a plasma.
- 9:59Speaker 2: You ain't needing nothing. They coming with this shit like
- 10:01Speaker 2: they walked like I promised, they coming up to you
- 10:03Speaker 2: with this shit. I remember, like they used to give
- 10:05Speaker 2: us the EBT cards.
- 10:07Speaker 1: Damn, that's crazy. Was there ever an incident of somebody
- 10:13Speaker 1: that was like a crackhead that you truly wish they
- 10:15Speaker 1: weren't on crack?
- 10:17Speaker 2: Man? There was a lot of pretty females down there,
- 10:19Speaker 2: like like pretty but just like smokers, like you like
- 10:23Speaker 2: what the happened to you? And they had a cold
- 10:25Speaker 2: story like you know what I'm saying. Somebody it was
- 10:27Speaker 2: raped and somebody had pens, yeah, got them. This was
- 10:31Speaker 2: all types of shit, damn.
- 10:33Speaker 1: So those like those were the stories where you're just like.
- 10:35Speaker 2: Yeah, and then you see babies, like when you see
- 10:37Speaker 2: the babies down there with their moms like that shit
- 10:40Speaker 2: really like damn, do I really want to be doing
- 10:42Speaker 2: this shit? Like yeah, real real?
- 10:44Speaker 1: Yeah? And your was your mom aware of that stuff?
- 10:48Speaker 2: Ma'am? The way my mom found out I was sudding
- 10:50Speaker 2: dope was all right. I had a shoebox full of money.
- 10:54Speaker 2: Shoebox for the money.
- 10:55Speaker 1: You're like a perfect card too, character movie, like you
- 10:58Speaker 1: could write a movie about this.
- 10:59Speaker 2: By the for real, I had a shoe box full
- 11:01Speaker 2: of money and I left it at the house like
- 11:04Speaker 2: I was like a safe spot. So when I came home,
- 11:08Speaker 2: she found the money. She she already called my dad
- 11:11Speaker 2: and Ship told him that I was selling dope and
- 11:14Speaker 2: because they had the little Zigzags and that motherfucker Ship,
- 11:18Speaker 2: so she told him that.
- 11:19Speaker 1: Ship, what did he say?
- 11:22Speaker 2: This nigga picked me and my best friend up and
- 11:24Speaker 2: it was like on my head, like you know what
- 11:26Speaker 2: I'm saying, Like, your nigga threatened me and Ship. He
- 11:29Speaker 2: was like, Oh, your niggas want to be Nino Brown
- 11:31Speaker 2: and g money nigga. Your niggas want a game bangh.
- 11:33Speaker 2: I'm gonna put you on y'all gonna be under me.
- 11:35Speaker 2: Y'all like talk to me crazy, We said, we terrified.
- 11:38Speaker 2: His nigga like dad, my dad Yo, g O, he's
- 11:41Speaker 2: a dad. So he had he had a nigga scared.
- 11:44Speaker 2: He's like damn. He's like, no, you gonna get a job.
- 11:47Speaker 2: Take you get a job. So that's like when I
- 11:49Speaker 2: stopped selling dough. Once he got on my ass, that
- 11:52Speaker 2: was it. Because I was always scared of my pops.
- 11:54Speaker 1: That's hilarious. That's hilarious. Your pop says, like a good man.
- 11:59Speaker 2: Yeah, he had nig cool cool in a polar bear toe.
- 12:01Speaker 1: He's straight, so he went straight and handled that nip
- 12:05Speaker 1: the buzz.
- 12:05Speaker 2: He did, but he did it Like I said, I
- 12:07Speaker 2: was sneaky.
- 12:10Speaker 1: So what did you do? You just snuck it around it.
- 12:11Speaker 2: I was still doing what I'm doing because it was
- 12:14Speaker 2: like I was thinking, like, shit, I ain't want to
- 12:17Speaker 2: like all my life, I ain't see myself working for nobody,
- 12:20Speaker 2: you know, like I didn't want to work for nobody.
- 12:21Speaker 2: And then me seeing like how much money I was
- 12:24Speaker 2: making off of selling dope.
- 12:25Speaker 1: Shit, I was like that was gonna be about next question.
- 12:27Speaker 1: Were you really baking that much or was it like
- 12:29Speaker 1: high school level you were making.
- 12:30Speaker 2: No, I was making a lot of money because we
- 12:32Speaker 2: just I was done there day and night, like I didn't.
- 12:34Speaker 2: It was rare that I went home like we would
- 12:36Speaker 2: sell out, go re up, come right back downtown. Like
- 12:39Speaker 2: me and my best friend we had to go like
- 12:40Speaker 2: niggas were about to sell out, sell out three times,
- 12:43Speaker 2: come back down this motherfucker.
- 12:44Speaker 1: Wow. Okay, okay, so you were you were kind of
- 12:46Speaker 1: addicted to the hustle. But what did you do with
- 12:48Speaker 1: all the money?
- 12:50Speaker 2: Shit, we we blew the money like we blew the
- 12:53Speaker 2: money in like clothes going out, and then how we
- 12:57Speaker 2: really lost all the money. But it's coming from it.
- 13:01Speaker 2: Like we got a hotel room and hearts on Boulevard
- 13:04Speaker 2: and we needed a lighter. So my dumb ass, I'm
- 13:08Speaker 2: going outside to get a lighter. I see a crackhead.
- 13:11Speaker 2: The store is closed, so literally I see the crackhead.
- 13:14Speaker 2: I'm like, hey, man, I got a dollar, give me
- 13:17Speaker 2: a lighter. I'm giving this motherfucker the dollar. The fucking
- 13:20Speaker 2: shares pull up on me. Boom, I'm on probation. So
- 13:25Speaker 2: they got probable calls to search whatever I got. So
- 13:28Speaker 2: I had the room kill in my pocket.
- 13:30Speaker 1: So they went to the room.
- 13:32Speaker 2: No, they didn't go to the room. That's how he
- 13:33Speaker 2: went to the room. My best friend seen him from
- 13:35Speaker 2: the window. His dumb ass, he come outside like trying
- 13:39Speaker 2: to see what's going on with me. They stopped him.
- 13:42Speaker 2: This motherfucker on probation too, so bam. Now they got
- 13:47Speaker 2: probable calls to search the room. They take the key,
- 13:50Speaker 2: they go to the room, but him, he goes before
- 13:53Speaker 2: they come to the room. He go hide the dope
- 13:55Speaker 2: down the hall in the trash can.
- 13:57Speaker 1: So he was smart.
- 13:58Speaker 2: He was smart, okay, and missed me in the car.
- 14:01Speaker 2: He telling me that were cool and all that. So
- 14:02Speaker 2: I'm thinking we cool. The motherfucker dude from the hotel
- 14:05Speaker 2: that he come and showed the police what he just did.
- 14:08Speaker 2: Oh my god, he's showing the dope. You're showing the dope.
- 14:12Speaker 2: So then what happens They rest my best friend?
- 14:15Speaker 1: Oh, they didn't rest you.
- 14:16Speaker 2: I wasn't by it. They had no proof that I.
- 14:18Speaker 1: Had, oh, because they had him on cameras.
- 14:20Speaker 2: They had him on camera doing that shit. So after
- 14:23Speaker 2: that that, my dope was over.
- 14:24Speaker 1: What happened to your best friend?
- 14:25Speaker 2: He went down for like I want to say, for
- 14:28Speaker 2: like like sixteen months.
- 14:30Speaker 1: Okay, so what if your original dishes? I heard was
- 14:33Speaker 1: gonna be the spread. I had the spread on the
- 14:35Speaker 1: show before, and the original reason of the spread is
- 14:38Speaker 1: for well, what I heard was it's for people that
- 14:42Speaker 1: go to jail. Yeah, so you were gonna do the
- 14:45Speaker 1: spread dishes, the original dish.
- 14:47Speaker 2: Y'all gonna do the spread dish because not even because
- 14:50Speaker 2: of jail shit. It was like the spread is like
- 14:52Speaker 2: that's just some fast shit, Like.
- 14:54Speaker 1: It's terrible. I've had it.
- 14:56Speaker 2: What you had in it, though.
- 14:57Speaker 1: It was like a bunch of random stuff. It was
- 15:00Speaker 1: like chips ramen. It was like everything you get at
- 15:04Speaker 1: a seven eleven or a dollar store just mashed together.
- 15:08Speaker 1: Nacho cheese.
- 15:10Speaker 2: That's some nasty as see. I ain't gonna eat no
- 15:12Speaker 2: ship that's gonna look like slot. You know what I'm saying.
- 15:14Speaker 2: I'm gonna make that ship look good.
- 15:15Speaker 1: Like, so, what would you have?
- 15:17Speaker 2: Spread?
- 15:18Speaker 1: Because when I got the text that you were gonna
- 15:19Speaker 1: do a spread, I.
- 15:20Speaker 2: Was like, my spread was gonna be top ramen, noodles.
- 15:24Speaker 1: Okay, that was the other one. Yeah, hoto, that was
- 15:27Speaker 1: the other one. Yep, that was the other one.
- 15:31Speaker 2: A hot pickle okay, and a tartilla ship and pork rhymes.
- 15:39Speaker 1: That doesn't even sound good. I'm so glad I didn't
- 15:42Speaker 1: even do that.
- 15:42Speaker 2: I promised to God, you would have ate that ship.
- 15:45Speaker 2: I'm like, hey, I would have ate it and been
- 15:48Speaker 2: like what have done? Nah? I promise you I'm gonna
- 15:51Speaker 2: have to see you something and you can test it
- 15:52Speaker 2: out on your own.
- 15:53Speaker 1: I'll for surely test it. I'll test it and I'll
- 15:56Speaker 1: definitely put my step. But please, nobody go to jail ever.
- 15:59Speaker 2: You know what I'm when I cook, if be having
- 16:00Speaker 2: a music playing, you know what I'm saying, that's how
- 16:02Speaker 2: you get the flavor.
- 16:02Speaker 1: You don't look like you cook it all the way.
- 16:04Speaker 1: You was looking at this stove like a foreign machine.
- 16:06Speaker 2: I ain't cook.
- 16:08Speaker 1: So after you quit the drug business, what was your
- 16:12Speaker 1: next food?
- 16:13Speaker 2: I was always rapping, So that was like, that was it.
- 16:17Speaker 2: But after the drug business, I started sucking at working
- 16:20Speaker 2: at a jack in the box.
- 16:22Speaker 1: I worked at jacking, the one that said I'm never
- 16:24Speaker 1: going to work for somebody.
- 16:26Speaker 2: I had a job, don't get me wrong. My first
- 16:27Speaker 2: job was Nick check cashing. Okay, yeah, I worked a
- 16:30Speaker 2: Nick check cashing and I got fired because they want
- 16:34Speaker 2: to do the security check on me.
- 16:35Speaker 1: What was you doing?
- 16:37Speaker 2: I was working at Nick. So I was like, I
- 16:40Speaker 2: don't know, it's just money around me.
- 16:41Speaker 1: So I was just was sticky fingers. I was, yeah,
- 16:46Speaker 1: I look, if I worked for a bank, I would
- 16:48Speaker 1: be up there with Ludell Robin Bake like this don't
- 16:51Speaker 1: make no sense. I'm getting paid this bunch and I've
- 16:53Speaker 1: said around all this money.
- 16:55Speaker 2: Yeah, So it was like it was that So I
- 16:57Speaker 2: didn't go to the security test, So I I uh
- 17:00Speaker 2: terminated from nick check Cash and then from nick check Cashing.
- 17:04Speaker 2: It was a jacket of box jack in the box.
- 17:06Speaker 1: But you weren't selling dope at the time.
- 17:08Speaker 2: No, I wasn't selling dope at jacket box.
- 17:10Speaker 1: Okay, So I said at the time, no, no, no, no, no,
- 17:13Speaker 1: So you're going you went straight legit and then you
- 17:16Speaker 1: go for making all this money to legit. What was
- 17:21Speaker 1: when you was looking at those paychecks? Like who for
- 17:24Speaker 1: making all that money to make it a little bit
- 17:25Speaker 1: of money? What were you thinking?
- 17:28Speaker 2: I don't know, because it was not It was like
- 17:31Speaker 2: it sit still seemed the same.
- 17:34Speaker 1: You mean, like the drug money equal the save as
- 17:37Speaker 1: the jacket the box fuddy.
- 17:39Speaker 2: No, like it just seemed the same, Like like I
- 17:41Speaker 2: wasn't noticing the money, like you know what I'm saying,
- 17:43Speaker 2: Like I'm not noticing money because I didn't. I wasn't
- 17:45Speaker 2: caring for that shit, if it makes any sense, Like no,
- 17:49Speaker 2: like I wasn't like adding that ship up to calculate
- 17:52Speaker 2: how like it was getting money, Like I got some
- 17:54Speaker 2: money coming in, That's all I worried about.
- 17:55Speaker 1: I got some money that got it, got it?
- 17:57Speaker 2: I wasn't really into like I know for sure. It
- 17:59Speaker 2: was the more I was making is selling dope.
- 18:01Speaker 1: Hell yeah, yeah, because I know some people like when
- 18:04Speaker 1: they go for making a lot of money to like
- 18:05Speaker 1: work at a regular job, it is a little bit of
- 18:08Speaker 1: a culture shock, like yoa, I've been working two weeks,
- 18:09Speaker 1: that's all I got. But when you're young, it's not no,
- 18:12Speaker 1: you're like eighteen or yeah, I.
- 18:14Speaker 2: Was young eighteen nineteen, Okay, it was like nothing. As
- 18:18Speaker 2: long as I had money to buy some something fresh
- 18:20Speaker 2: away and put gas in my car, buy some food.
- 18:22Speaker 2: I wasn't tripping off of like this shit.
- 18:24Speaker 1: And you didn't go to college.
- 18:26Speaker 2: I went to college, but it didn't work out. I
- 18:28Speaker 2: only even went to college for like two days.
- 18:31Speaker 1: Oh wow, And what were your parents sake? Drink all
- 18:33Speaker 1: of this.
- 18:36Speaker 2: Shit? Nothing? It was split up.
- 18:38Speaker 1: Oh yeah, they were split, so they weren't saying anything.
- 18:41Speaker 2: There was on my My pops is on my ass.
- 18:43Speaker 2: My mom she was like she wasn't really saying nothing
- 18:45Speaker 2: because I had a job. She wasn't really saying anything. Possible.
- 18:47Speaker 2: Was just still on my ass because he always wanted
- 18:49Speaker 2: me to do better than he did. You know what,
- 18:51Speaker 2: I'm saying he's always on me.
- 18:53Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, are you and your pops still close?
- 18:56Speaker 2: Hell yeah, that's my nigga.
- 18:58Speaker 1: And then your siblings you just you're not as close
- 19:01Speaker 1: with you're older, but you have a young girl.
- 19:03Speaker 2: Yeah. Me and my big sister, Like she's weird, bro,
- 19:06Speaker 2: Like I promise she's weird.
- 19:08Speaker 1: I feel like we're like cousins on the couch and
- 19:10Speaker 1: you're talking to me. You're like, Yo, she's just weird.
- 19:12Speaker 2: Bro, Like she's weird. I love her, but she's like
- 19:15Speaker 2: I don't know what happened to my sister, like mentally,
- 19:17Speaker 2: like you know what I'm saying, she ain't all there,
- 19:18Speaker 2: no more, Like this ain't the same big sister that
- 19:21Speaker 2: I'm used to, So I gotta like when I be
- 19:24Speaker 2: talking to her, i'd be having to adapt, like it
- 19:27Speaker 2: hurt my feelings sometimes, like damn, this ain't my fucking
- 19:29Speaker 2: big sister right here? Is it? Is?
- 19:31Speaker 1: There like a sensitivity there, like could you give me
- 19:33Speaker 1: bored like details?
- 19:36Speaker 2: I could, but I don't know if I'm I don't
- 19:38Speaker 2: want to expect my sister in sam shit, that's not true,
- 19:41Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Like I don't know, just
- 19:43Speaker 2: be just like I don't know if she do drugs
- 19:45Speaker 2: or it's just maybe it's alcohol or maybe uh the
- 19:50Speaker 2: depth of my mom. Yeah, that fucked her up. But
- 19:53Speaker 2: I just know, like it's not the same, you know
- 19:55Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Like, I can't even have no conversation with.
- 19:57Speaker 1: You really when you say that? Does it? Is it
- 20:00Speaker 1: because it'll break out into a fight or disagreement or
- 20:03Speaker 1: is it like.
- 20:03Speaker 2: She is fucking She'll hang up.
- 20:07Speaker 1: Oh, she'll hang up. Yeah, I'm gonna hang up her
- 20:11Speaker 1: like okay, okay. So she has like some either boundaries
- 20:17Speaker 1: or something going on there.
- 20:19Speaker 2: I don't even know if it's boundaries or I don't know.
- 20:21Speaker 2: I really don't know what it is. I'll be like,
- 20:23Speaker 2: I'm still trying to figure shit out. Today she called
- 20:24Speaker 2: me today. I answered, cause I know how, I know how.
- 20:27Speaker 2: The conversation was gonna gonna say, what's doing a nigga?
- 20:29Speaker 2: I'm like, shiit chilly, She's all right, how the kids doing.
- 20:32Speaker 2: I'm like they fine. She's like, all right, nigga, talk
- 20:34Speaker 2: to you later, and it'll.
- 20:35Speaker 1: Be like that, Oh okay, I see, I'm like, what
- 20:40Speaker 1: the That's how my dad handles us on Sundays, Like
- 20:42Speaker 1: every Sunday, We'll get a call and he'll be like, hey,
- 20:45Speaker 1: what's going on. And I'll be like, the house blew up,
- 20:49Speaker 1: I'm broke and I'm homeless on crack, and he'll be
- 20:51Speaker 1: like all right. Well, he'd be like, all right, have
- 20:54Speaker 1: a good day. Talk to you next Sunday. And I'll
- 20:56Speaker 1: be like, all right, every Sunday, I'll try, like something
- 20:59Speaker 1: different to see if the outcome will be different. But
- 21:01Speaker 1: I assure you, it doesn't matter what I tell my dad.
- 21:04Speaker 1: In his mind, he did his Sunday call and that's it.
- 21:06Speaker 2: That's all that matters. I talked to her, I talked
- 21:10Speaker 2: to my My pops actually get mad when I don't
- 21:12Speaker 2: talk to him, and shit like I don't call this
- 21:14Speaker 2: nigga like in two days, three days, this nigga get
- 21:17Speaker 2: mad at me. He so with you, nigga, I'm like,
- 21:20Speaker 2: what you mean, what's up? You're feeling yourself? I'm like,
- 21:24Speaker 2: bro like, come on, my nigga, I'm grown as fuck
- 21:27Speaker 2: now you that's so cute.
- 21:30Speaker 1: I love that. Shout to the pops.
- 21:32Speaker 2: Shout out to the pops.
- 21:33Speaker 1: Okay, what about your other siblings?
- 21:35Speaker 2: My little sister, Yeah, man, she's a fucking I don't know.
- 21:41Speaker 2: She's like, she's like a little big sister, you know
- 21:44Speaker 2: what I mean, how she carried herself like she she's
- 21:48Speaker 2: more mature than me.
- 21:49Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, how much younger is she than you? This
- 21:53Speaker 1: fucking lexi's the age difference.
- 21:58Speaker 2: I don't even know to be that's hilarious. I don't
- 22:01Speaker 2: even know that's hilarious. I don't even know how my
- 22:03Speaker 2: big sister is. I'm just being honest with you.
- 22:06Speaker 1: But you don't know the age gap. Everyone knows the
- 22:08Speaker 1: age gap age, but I know we're like seven years apart.
- 22:12Speaker 2: Man, I don't know if my I don't even know.
- 22:14Speaker 2: I think my little sister twenty nine or something. I
- 22:16Speaker 2: don't know she's twenty nine or thirty. She's somewhere around there.
- 22:20Speaker 1: Okay, so you have a good relationship with her.
- 22:22Speaker 2: Yeah, that's my nigga. I'm like, yeah, that's my dog.
- 22:26Speaker 1: There's nothing better to talking shit about siblings behind their
- 22:28Speaker 1: back and in front of their face.
- 22:30Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 22:31Speaker 1: So take me on past the Jack in the Box.
- 22:35Speaker 1: You're doing rap music on the side. What happens next?
- 22:40Speaker 2: Uh shit, you're fired from Jack in the Box. They
- 22:44Speaker 2: trying to make me wear some skinny ass pants and
- 22:47Speaker 2: this was like skinny jeans was not even in Like
- 22:49Speaker 2: they're like you can't I'm sagging and shit, and uh yeah,
- 22:54Speaker 2: I'm just sagging and my clothes was too big. So
- 22:56Speaker 2: they fired me from Jack in the Box. And then
- 22:58Speaker 2: I kept making complaints. I kept getting burnt on it
- 23:00Speaker 2: taco machine, Like fucking taco is too hot. You gotta
- 23:03Speaker 2: crack them bitches over it and put some cheese in
- 23:04Speaker 2: them while they hot. So that's kept burning my finger
- 23:06Speaker 2: and I'm making complaints and ship it was all bad.
- 23:09Speaker 2: They fired me.
- 23:11Speaker 1: So there what happened?
- 23:13Speaker 2: From there? I go? I go to Walmart right right
- 23:18Speaker 2: across the street, right across the street on King Krishaw,
- 23:22Speaker 2: so right across the street in my Walmart, and I
- 23:26Speaker 2: ain't gonna lie. That was like the best job.
- 23:28Speaker 1: Ever really why.
- 23:30Speaker 2: Because it was like I was back in high school again.
- 23:33Speaker 1: No way, I promised.
- 23:35Speaker 2: It was like Walmart was.
- 23:36Speaker 1: Like it was like kicking it. Are you gonna spear
- 23:38Speaker 1: in the store.
- 23:39Speaker 2: I was a courtey associated so all I had to
- 23:42Speaker 2: do is I was in the parking lot walking, get
- 23:44Speaker 2: the baskets out the parking lot, help you with their
- 23:46Speaker 2: stuff to their car, and get tips and ship.
- 23:48Speaker 1: That's it.
- 23:48Speaker 2: That's it.
- 23:50Speaker 1: Okay, that's so all.
- 23:52Speaker 2: Day I did that. Okay, So he's being a parking lot, smoking, drinking,
- 23:55Speaker 2: hilarious talking to females and ship like, yeah, Walmart was
- 24:00Speaker 2: the ship. Okay, shout out the Walmart shout out. And
- 24:03Speaker 2: when they fired me, look, I got my job right back.
- 24:05Speaker 2: They couldn't get rid of me.
- 24:06Speaker 1: Why did they fire you?
- 24:08Speaker 2: Because I was in the parking lot doing too much?
- 24:10Speaker 2: So they kept I was in the parking lot doing
- 24:12Speaker 2: too much.
- 24:13Speaker 1: But did they hire you back?
- 24:14Speaker 2: Yeah? Because I called the corporate office on the ass
- 24:16Speaker 2: like uh uh, and they gave me my job.
- 24:34Speaker 1: Okay, So then what happens after this whole job? Working
- 24:37Speaker 1: a job? I want to get closer to fanatics.
- 24:41Speaker 2: From the job. The fanatics was not even in existence
- 24:45Speaker 2: at this point. I want to say fanatics. Fanatics started existing,
- 24:49Speaker 2: Like when I got out of jail.
- 24:51Speaker 1: Okay, Oh, so you did end up going to jail?
- 24:53Speaker 2: Hell yeah?
- 24:53Speaker 1: For how long?
- 24:55Speaker 2: I want to say, two years?
- 24:56Speaker 1: Was it the downtown jail?
- 24:58Speaker 2: No? Hell?
- 24:59Speaker 1: No? Yo?
- 24:59Speaker 2: Yeah? Men tell yeah that was terrible.
- 25:02Speaker 1: She is terrible. It's unsafe. No, it's no way, it's
- 25:05Speaker 1: unsafe because I have no windows or bars.
- 25:08Speaker 2: That's not even why it's unsafe. It's unsafe because the
- 25:11Speaker 2: fucking police down there. That's why it's unsafe.
- 25:14Speaker 1: Do you think the police were hell man.
- 25:16Speaker 2: Any nigga to go to jail, they'll tell yours. The
- 25:18Speaker 2: police they's the worst. They'll set your ass up, they'll
- 25:22Speaker 2: put your ass onwhere you ain't supposed to be, or
- 25:25Speaker 2: they'll do something to your ass and then it's just
- 25:26Speaker 2: that's just like that shit low key like I ain't
- 25:30Speaker 2: no offense like this, like low key homosexual type ship. Yeah,
- 25:33Speaker 2: like how the police try to do when you going
- 25:35Speaker 2: that motherfucker they say shit like, uh, spread your ass cheeks,
- 25:39Speaker 2: I want to see your asshole call script like I
- 25:44Speaker 2: swear to God, like take your man like like you
- 25:46Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, every nigga, I'm not if you been,
- 25:49Speaker 2: if they've been in county jail, they know how the
- 25:51Speaker 2: police do you up in there? They spread like like
- 25:55Speaker 2: what like no way, I promised to God.
- 25:58Speaker 1: It would have been about last time go to jail.
- 26:00Speaker 2: They would have beat your ass in there, they would
- 26:01Speaker 2: have did something to you. You would have came back.
- 26:04Speaker 1: I went to that jail because like they had me
- 26:07Speaker 1: on the You ever see the Lisha Keys video where
- 26:09Speaker 1: she's on the jail bus. I was on one of
- 26:11Speaker 1: those jail busses from the valley to l A. And
- 26:14Speaker 1: those cops were assholes, by the way. They were definitely mean.
- 26:18Speaker 2: That's not the that's not the ones. It's the ones
- 26:20Speaker 2: they call the boobob squad. Yeah, it's the boobob squad.
- 26:25Speaker 2: The boobob squad to get your ass. It's some buff
- 26:28Speaker 2: ass butf ass white cops. You feel me, and they
- 26:31Speaker 2: get your ass. It's like, I don't know the county jail,
- 26:35Speaker 2: it's JANKI.
- 26:36Speaker 1: Okay, but it's fun though, it's fun.
- 26:40Speaker 2: It's fun, Like.
- 26:40Speaker 1: It's fun the history of I've never heard of soon.
- 26:44Speaker 2: Know what I'm saying, Like, it ain't no you know
- 26:45Speaker 2: how people say jails like like it's like the worst thing.
- 26:49Speaker 1: Was the worst. I went there and I was like
- 26:50Speaker 1: never going back.
- 26:51Speaker 2: It's bad. But it's like once if you got to
- 26:53Speaker 2: be in that motherfucker, you know you're not getting out
- 26:55Speaker 2: no time soon. You're gonna have to adapt to this y. Yeah,
- 26:57Speaker 2: So that's why I said it wasn't like not bad,
- 26:59Speaker 2: It's like, could you start getting to be friends with motherfuckers.
- 27:02Speaker 1: And shit like, okay, so you like kicking it, You're
- 27:04Speaker 1: kicking it at this point. I know what I was
- 27:06Speaker 1: in jail. I was taking out with like prostitutes and
- 27:08Speaker 1: it was not fun. I was like, why do you
- 27:11Speaker 1: guys even have it doesn't even make sense.
- 27:14Speaker 2: Nah, I ain't playing like that, But that shit is
- 27:16Speaker 2: like when you got to grow to that ship and
- 27:18Speaker 2: you got to adapt to it.
- 27:20Speaker 1: I was only in there for like twenty four hours. Yeah,
- 27:23Speaker 1: so I was counting the minutes, like, please let me
- 27:25Speaker 1: out of this place.
- 27:27Speaker 2: I was in for a couple of years.
- 27:29Speaker 1: So what did you go in for?
- 27:31Speaker 2: Oh shit, some shit?
- 27:33Speaker 1: Okay, some shit? Well do you want to leave it
- 27:35Speaker 1: at that?
- 27:35Speaker 2: Yeah?
- 27:36Speaker 1: Okay, so you get out?
- 27:37Speaker 2: Then what As soon as I get out, I really
- 27:42Speaker 2: started taking the music series okay, because I gained my confidence,
- 27:45Speaker 2: Like I really got my confidence from jail. Okay, because
- 27:48Speaker 2: I was rapping on them boom hard or I'm like,
- 27:52Speaker 2: I ain't scared to wrap in front of motherfuckers no more.
- 27:54Speaker 2: I couldn't do that ship. So that's where I gained
- 27:56Speaker 2: my confidence at and I just start taking that shit
- 27:59Speaker 2: more and more serious. You know what I'm saying I
- 28:01Speaker 2: had people. I had a couple of people that worked
- 28:03Speaker 2: at Innerscode Alexis Brown, she had plugged me in. She
- 28:07Speaker 2: was having me at like big ass studios and ship.
- 28:09Speaker 2: So I was going there and then I started going
- 28:13Speaker 2: to the Hollywood Born Grill performing like That's how I
- 28:16Speaker 2: made everybody else and ship Okay?
- 28:19Speaker 1: And then what because you're you're more of a power player. Yeah,
- 28:22Speaker 1: I feel like you're not really.
- 28:23Speaker 2: So I always had pushed fanatics, so it was just me,
- 28:33Speaker 2: Like I said, it was just me, and I was
- 28:34Speaker 2: saying fanatic game.
- 28:35Speaker 1: I always needed some like a little gang.
- 28:38Speaker 2: I needed a game. I went to Hollywood Born Grill
- 28:40Speaker 2: and I run it too. My boy j R. He
- 28:43Speaker 2: was the part of the tax crew, tattoo crew called
- 28:45Speaker 2: in in so it was like a tattoo squad is ship.
- 28:48Speaker 2: So he introduced me to everybody else and that's how
- 28:50Speaker 2: I medt my other party that's on the song when
- 28:52Speaker 2: we don't drop the thing Nigga easy. And from there
- 28:59Speaker 2: on we just clicked. Like I started, I joined the
- 29:02Speaker 2: tattoo Squad. That's how I end up getting all these fucking.
- 29:04Speaker 1: Yeah, you got a lot of tats, you got you
- 29:07Speaker 1: got a.
- 29:07Speaker 2: Right here you got my blood dress? What you say
- 29:10Speaker 2: I love me? I think one of them saying I'm single,
- 29:13Speaker 2: let me say I love me I'm single.
- 29:15Speaker 1: That one says I'm single. Why did you put I'm single?
- 29:18Speaker 2: What's your sign?
- 29:20Speaker 1: Aquarius?
- 29:21Speaker 2: Are you cool than a motherfucking you know what I'm saying?
- 29:24Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. Cool?
- 29:26Speaker 1: Why does it say I'm single?
- 29:27Speaker 2: Man, I was going through some ship.
- 29:29Speaker 1: You're a break up.
- 29:30Speaker 2: But he was like and then little then Lil Wayne,
- 29:33Speaker 2: Little Wayne. I'm a fucking diehard Little Wayne fan.
- 29:36Speaker 1: Like Lil Wayne's dope. I was gonna ask you who
- 29:38Speaker 1: you're who you looked up to? I'm a j fan.
- 29:40Speaker 1: I don't know if you saw my jay Z painting
- 29:42Speaker 1: and that.
- 29:42Speaker 2: I'm a jay Z fan. I'm a I'm saying when
- 29:45Speaker 2: I stopped listening to.
- 29:45Speaker 1: Jay Z, please say it was after the Black album.
- 29:50Speaker 2: I stopped listening. It's not the same, no more after that.
- 29:52Speaker 2: It's not after tell you something.
- 29:55Speaker 1: Let me tell you something. That is exactly what happened
- 29:59Speaker 1: to me. But but it was like after the Black album,
- 30:02Speaker 1: I didn't honestly, I didn't really value for for four either.
- 30:05Speaker 1: What came after the Black Album? There was another album
- 30:08Speaker 1: in between.
- 30:08Speaker 2: Was it American Americans, American Gangs?
- 30:11Speaker 1: It was pretty hard, but yeah it was. I think
- 30:14Speaker 1: there was one. But I remember after the Black Album,
- 30:17Speaker 1: I was like, yeah, because I wasn't really feeling it.
- 30:20Speaker 2: It wasn't it because a black album was. It was
- 30:22Speaker 2: literally like.
- 30:24Speaker 1: But what I will say to give jay Z credit
- 30:26Speaker 1: is there was a long point in my life where
- 30:29Speaker 1: I didn't like reasonable doubt. There was, like I would say,
- 30:32Speaker 1: for at least five years, I was not feeling reasonable doubt.
- 30:35Speaker 1: Then as I got older, I went back and listened
- 30:37Speaker 1: to a reasonable doubt joke.
- 30:38Speaker 2: That's what happened to me. After the fucking What's the Dynasty?
- 30:42Speaker 1: The Dynasty? Dynasty was dope record.
- 30:44Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, So after that, I think the Dynasty and
- 30:47Speaker 2: the Blue with the Dynasty Blue. So after that, my
- 30:51Speaker 2: uncle always listened to reason with Doubt. Yeah, that's when
- 30:54Speaker 2: I went back and listened to I'm like, oh, same,
- 30:58Speaker 2: Like what's.
- 30:59Speaker 1: T I T Yeah, okay.
- 31:01Speaker 2: I used to listen to him. I think it was
- 31:03Speaker 2: like his first record, his first album, I forgot. I
- 31:06Speaker 2: think it was Urban Legend. I'm like, just tak it hard,
- 31:09Speaker 2: and then that shit just changed, Like he stopped being TI,
- 31:12Speaker 2: so I stopped listening to Ti Okay, same ship with Ludacris.
- 31:15Speaker 1: Well, Lula, Yeah, no, I'm just I can't even believe
- 31:19Speaker 1: I admitted that I broke up with jay Z for
- 31:22Speaker 1: a little bit over the Black Eyes. It was the truth.
- 31:26Speaker 1: And then I felt like he started getting so rich
- 31:28Speaker 1: that I couldn't relate to a lot of his records,
- 31:30Speaker 1: Like he was name dropping names that I ain't never heard.
- 31:32Speaker 1: I'm like, yo, I'm not your demo anymore.
- 31:34Speaker 2: I can't reciprocate this shit talking about who.
- 31:37Speaker 1: But I'm glad that's kind of cool that we okay.
- 31:39Speaker 1: And then Lil Wayne, who by the way, is extremely talented.
- 31:43Speaker 1: I remember when he dropped. It was like with Little
- 31:45Speaker 1: Zaye and like when all those little boppers were dropping,
- 31:48Speaker 1: and I had a huge crush on Little Zayne at
- 31:51Speaker 1: the time.
- 31:52Speaker 2: I think all the girls had a crush on Little Zaye.
- 31:54Speaker 1: But Lil Wayne ended up being more of just a
- 31:58Speaker 1: more well rounded artist, and I think we really didn't
- 32:00Speaker 1: see his maturity till like ten years later, to be honest,
- 32:04Speaker 1: because like his first he was cool, but then I don't.
- 32:07Speaker 2: Know where he died. Hard Wheezy fan like he's amazing.
- 32:12Speaker 2: He's amazing.
- 32:13Speaker 1: But I'm saying like when I was younger, I don't
- 32:15Speaker 1: think it wasn't until I got older I was like, oh,
- 32:18Speaker 1: this guys, he's not a rap artist. He's in He's
- 32:21Speaker 1: just a well rounded artist, like you know. And then
- 32:24Speaker 1: I'll just be like, please, let nothing happen awayne because
- 32:27Speaker 1: he's so talented. But you know, drugs and alcohol, you'd
- 32:30Speaker 1: be scared for some of these artists, like please. Like
- 32:32Speaker 1: DMX was one of my favorites.
- 32:34Speaker 2: I swear to god DMX Damian that she used the
- 32:36Speaker 2: scared I used to listen to Damien because that she's
- 32:38Speaker 2: to be scary. But it's like I'm like this nigga rapping,
- 32:42Speaker 2: then he rapping in the whole other voice, like talking
- 32:44Speaker 2: that she was hard to me.
- 32:47Speaker 1: Let me tell you, I saw DMX like a month
- 32:49Speaker 1: before he a month and a half, maybe two months
- 32:52Speaker 1: before he died at an airport. And I don't I
- 32:55Speaker 1: don't get like fanned out, except for like jay z J.
- 33:00Speaker 1: I've been known to stutter like just can't I met
- 33:04Speaker 1: jay z and I had it was it was such
- 33:06Speaker 1: a rush. I wish they would have just understood that.
- 33:09Speaker 1: I just needed to sit still and just own it
- 33:11Speaker 1: for a minute. They were like, hey, jay Z me Colleen,
- 33:13Speaker 1: And it was like, ohh let me take it in
- 33:18Speaker 1: first before you stow me in front of him. But
- 33:22Speaker 1: and sort of like the end of time, anyone that
- 33:24Speaker 1: was there will still bring up like yo, you legit froze.
- 33:27Speaker 1: But it was just like, yo, if you would have
- 33:29Speaker 1: just let me be in the room for like five
- 33:31Speaker 1: minutes and like, okay, jay Z's across you don't just huh.
- 33:37Speaker 1: I mean I had the high school magazine at the time,
- 33:39Speaker 1: and there was high schoolers that were I had that
- 33:42Speaker 1: were supposed to meet him that day, so they spoke
- 33:44Speaker 1: up very well and articulate for me for like a
- 33:46Speaker 1: bunch of fifteen year olds. But I just I probably
- 33:50Speaker 1: would have just been like I love you. I love you, man,
- 33:54Speaker 1: I love you when you saved my life so many times,
- 33:57Speaker 1: Like yeah, it's crazy how much his music saved me
- 34:00Speaker 1: through a lot. Still does I still love him? You
- 34:04Speaker 1: know the rapper that I cheat on him with, I
- 34:07Speaker 1: call it cheating because like I'll be loyal to like
- 34:10Speaker 1: one person, Like that's how I am. I know I'm
- 34:12Speaker 1: not a cheater. I'm very much like I like my chocolate.
- 34:17Speaker 1: That's it. You know what I'm saying. I like this,
- 34:19Speaker 1: that's it. I don't. I don't like mixing up stuff.
- 34:22Speaker 1: So like jay Z is like jay Z's my man,
- 34:24Speaker 1: that's it. But I will cheat on him with Drake rapping,
- 34:31Speaker 1: Drake rapping.
- 34:33Speaker 2: Hold on rap rapping Drake. I say, Drake, he put
- 34:37Speaker 2: that ship out there. You could listen to him just rapping,
- 34:39Speaker 2: but it's the shitty be saying about the song about
- 34:41Speaker 2: the relationships and ship like I just feel like cuz
- 34:43Speaker 2: it's just talking to me, like my situation is like
- 34:46Speaker 2: with a female, like the shitty be saying I me, like, damn, nigga,
- 34:50Speaker 2: do you is you right here? Is conscious?
- 34:52Speaker 1: Well maybe that's why he wrote that out for your
- 34:55Speaker 1: for his boys or whatever. But I listen, first of all,
- 34:58Speaker 1: anytime Drake sings, I just I can't. I can't last
- 35:02Speaker 1: three seconds. It doesn't really no, I can't do it.
- 35:06Speaker 1: It has to be him rapping, and that only like
- 35:09Speaker 1: if he has a half record and it's half raps
- 35:11Speaker 1: and half songs, I literally will only listen to the raps.
- 35:14Speaker 1: I don't even give the songs a chance.
- 35:16Speaker 2: You know what I've been doing that lately too, though,
- 35:18Speaker 2: when it gets to the singing part of the shit, yeah,
- 35:20Speaker 2: because the beat change and shit skipping that shit.
- 35:23Speaker 1: You know who else I've been sleeping on and I
- 35:25Speaker 1: hate to admit it, J Cole.
- 35:29Speaker 2: I what's that that nineteen forty two is the album
- 35:32Speaker 2: or something? Was it nineteen forty eight or some ship.
- 35:34Speaker 2: That's when I started fucking with one of the albums.
- 35:36Speaker 2: That's when I started fucking with Jake Cole because I
- 35:38Speaker 2: was in prison at the time and that album Big
- 35:41Speaker 2: Sean Dim Shits was like, I don't think I've ever.
- 35:44Speaker 1: Really listened to a full J Cole album. I just
- 35:46Speaker 1: know that sometimes on my Apple Music. I don't know
- 35:49Speaker 1: how I ended up with J Cole songs in my downloads,
- 35:52Speaker 1: but I'm like, oh, he's got a frush. When I
- 35:55Speaker 1: would give his albums a try, I would always feel
- 35:57Speaker 1: like J Cole no't disrespect, but like, who produces those
- 36:01Speaker 1: tracks exactly? He needs to just stop producing tracks and
- 36:05Speaker 1: just stick to rapping.
- 36:08Speaker 2: I don't know, I've just I just I've been feeling them.
- 36:11Speaker 1: Yeah, But like I said, as I get older, I'm like,
- 36:13Speaker 1: you know, J Cole is definitely dope. But I definitely
- 36:16Speaker 1: like a certain sound.
- 36:19Speaker 2: You need to stick to wrap.
- 36:22Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, I'm a terrible rap critic. You know, if
- 36:26Speaker 1: these guys got in the room, they'd probably be irritated.
- 36:27Speaker 1: They could clown me, you know, don't don't the dunt
- 36:33Speaker 1: All right, all right, feed me.
- 36:35Speaker 2: Let me guess you one of these tacos.
- 36:40Speaker 1: I need a call up.
- 36:42Speaker 2: You want to grab right here? Yeah?
- 36:45Speaker 1: You could? You could touch my food?
- 36:46Speaker 2: You want?
- 36:47Speaker 1: You want to use a hand sanitizer.
- 36:48Speaker 2: First, my hand. I don't want to be touching my
- 36:50Speaker 2: people's food.
- 36:52Speaker 1: They be touching my food all the time in here.
- 36:55Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 36:56Speaker 1: No, I'll tell you what's crazy is what people will
- 36:58Speaker 1: have meat and they besides meat. And I'll be like,
- 37:03Speaker 1: y'all if I would have known you were touching the meat.
- 37:05Speaker 1: We have plastic gloves.
- 37:06Speaker 2: And handle the food with But I'm saying Grandma didn't
- 37:09Speaker 2: use that ship back in the day.
- 37:10Speaker 1: She said no. But when you're doing a podcast, it's like, okay,
- 37:12Speaker 1: but what if you have to touch the bike and touch.
- 37:14Speaker 2: This, They're gonna be on your ass online. Okay, let
- 37:20Speaker 2: me get this tacolready. So you say you don't like
- 37:23Speaker 2: hot sauce.
- 37:24Speaker 1: Did you put hot sauce in it. You said no,
- 37:27Speaker 1: no hot sauce. Oh, I wanted you to make it
- 37:30Speaker 1: your way.
- 37:31Speaker 2: That's you put the hot sauce on it.
- 37:32Speaker 1: After word, I'm just wondering where the ketchup gets in here?
- 37:37Speaker 1: Where does the ketchup get it?
- 37:38Speaker 2: Ketch in there? Oh? But it goes on top of
- 37:41Speaker 2: it too.
- 37:41Speaker 1: Okay, so you put the ketchup in with the meat
- 37:44Speaker 1: in the season. This is different, and you use the
- 37:46Speaker 1: whole packet of taco season.
- 37:47Speaker 2: Yes.
- 37:47Speaker 1: Oh, let's see how salty this bad boy is.
- 37:50Speaker 2: The ketchup, the ketchup.
- 37:51Speaker 1: Okay, you're gonna put bore ketchup on it.
- 37:54Speaker 2: You just talk though, Hold on, little ketch up.
- 38:01Speaker 1: I feel like we're inside your baba's living group right now. Yeah,
- 38:05Speaker 1: please don't put too much hot sauce.
- 38:06Speaker 2: I ain't gonna bring you up like that.
- 38:09Speaker 1: So killer, I'm having so much fun with you today,
- 38:12Speaker 1: truly a breath of fresh air. Okay. We've literally could
- 38:17Speaker 1: be hobies of the outside eyes side of life. Okay,
- 38:21Speaker 1: So now that we're close, I could clown you for
- 38:23Speaker 1: like three seconds.
- 38:24Speaker 2: Three seconds.
- 38:25Speaker 1: So you got two tattoos above your eyebrows, one that
- 38:27Speaker 1: says I love me and the other one that says
- 38:30Speaker 1: I'm single. This is reading very emotional. Yeah, tell me
- 38:34Speaker 1: the story.
- 38:36Speaker 2: Man, I fucking around.
- 38:37Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no, speaking to the mic, I.
- 38:39Speaker 2: Fucking around and got into a relationship with the devil.
- 38:43Speaker 2: That's what happened, you feel me.
- 38:45Speaker 1: I got it.
- 38:45Speaker 2: I actually got a trick into a relationship. What do
- 38:47Speaker 2: you mean, Like I was dealing with a girl and
- 38:49Speaker 2: we was just kicking it, you know what I'm saying,
- 38:52Speaker 2: like every day and the whole time, I'm like, I'm
- 38:55Speaker 2: telling them, like, I never be in a relationship with you,
- 38:57Speaker 2: because I know how she get down.
- 39:00Speaker 1: To get that.
- 39:00Speaker 2: She's a player.
- 39:01Speaker 1: Oh do you mean like a like a dude, like players,
- 39:04Speaker 1: like a nigga.
- 39:04Speaker 2: Like yeah, she's like that. So me knowing how she was,
- 39:07Speaker 2: I told her I'd never been in a relationship with
- 39:09Speaker 2: And I want to say when I was well, I
- 39:12Speaker 2: was sixteen. That's when I first got with this girl.
- 39:16Speaker 2: And the bitch was pregnant.
- 39:18Speaker 1: She was pregnant when you were dating her.
- 39:20Speaker 2: And I didn't know she was pregnant. I wasn't sucking it, okay,
- 39:24Speaker 2: so we wasn't having stake, but she was pregnant. The
- 39:25Speaker 2: whole time. Okay, she was sucking with her older nigga,
- 39:28Speaker 2: like he was picking her up from high school. And
- 39:31Speaker 2: so that was like my first time dealing with her,
- 39:33Speaker 2: and she just got on disappeared and I didn't know
- 39:35Speaker 2: what was going on. Yeah, I found out like, oh
- 39:38Speaker 2: this bit is pregnant. Okay, so but yeah, the same girl.
- 39:42Speaker 2: I ended up getting her after I told her I
- 39:44Speaker 2: wanted to be with her. She tricked me into like
- 39:47Speaker 2: being with her, Like how does a woman trick?
- 39:49Speaker 1: It was like, your name is killer. I wasn't you know,
- 39:52Speaker 1: he wasn't killing it.
- 39:53Speaker 2: I wasn't killing I'm like, I was in love with
- 39:55Speaker 2: this bitch.
- 39:58Speaker 1: He was in love.
- 40:00Speaker 2: I was, okay. So she was like she was just
- 40:03Speaker 2: doing everything like you know what I'm saying. She feeding me,
- 40:06Speaker 2: she picking me up. She had the whip, so she
- 40:08Speaker 2: was picking me up, feeding me. She got her own place,
- 40:10Speaker 2: so basically she was like on some baby and me
- 40:12Speaker 2: type shit. But she was giving me her car.
- 40:16Speaker 1: So you were in love?
- 40:17Speaker 2: Yeah, I was just comfortable. And then one day on
- 40:21Speaker 2: the free reach, she said it like she like, we're
- 40:24Speaker 2: gonna be together, and I'm like, she's staying. She went
- 40:27Speaker 2: on like nigga staying at my house, getting me call
- 40:30Speaker 2: your money and all this stuff, and I'm like, damn,
- 40:33Speaker 2: you're right okay, And it went like that.
- 40:36Speaker 1: Okay, so you ended up Twitter and then what you
- 40:39Speaker 1: fell in love? Damb in love, dumb love, so cute.
- 40:43Speaker 1: It's you can tell you was in love because of
- 40:46Speaker 1: these tattoos, right, So tell me what happened? How old
- 40:49Speaker 1: were you where you got these?
- 40:51Speaker 2: Damn I'm gonna say like twenty four.
- 40:56Speaker 1: Okay, So you guys get in a fight here. I'm trying.
- 40:58Speaker 2: I'm trying to know. So okay, So, like I said,
- 41:00Speaker 2: I was into I was in the tattoo crew. But
- 41:02Speaker 2: let me tell you about the female though.
- 41:04Speaker 1: Like I said, the devil, the devil, the devil.
- 41:06Speaker 2: When I was dealing with this girl, she had sugar daddies,
- 41:10Speaker 2: not one, not too she has like I ain't know
- 41:12Speaker 2: about it. I just seen them hot. Yeah she was.
- 41:15Speaker 2: She was a little bad little bit but now she
- 41:17Speaker 2: like that was like that bitch.
- 41:19Speaker 1: Like okay, and she's still bad though. I mean, she's
- 41:23Speaker 1: still hot.
- 41:25Speaker 2: Ain't nothing bad than the sugar. Okay, sugar the ship.
- 41:28Speaker 1: What does that mean? What does that mean?
- 41:31Speaker 2: You don't know? Baby?
- 41:32Speaker 1: What, Yeah, what.
- 41:37Speaker 2: You seen Friday before? Like you don't know, baby, But
- 41:41Speaker 2: she was cool. She was a cool female, and she
- 41:43Speaker 2: was like down to earth. She was like she was
- 41:45Speaker 2: like a nigga. She had like the hommiye or something.
- 41:46Speaker 2: So I was likely really attaching then, making long story short,
- 41:50Speaker 2: she was doing her ship, so I was like doing
- 41:52Speaker 2: my little ship. Fem me a phone. So I came
- 41:55Speaker 2: home one night, I put my phone on my shoe.
- 41:58Speaker 2: I didn't have a cell phone. She was clean after
- 42:00Speaker 2: room and she seeing her phone, she went to my phone, bitch,
- 42:04Speaker 2: text me good night.
- 42:06Speaker 1: Mm hmm.
- 42:07Speaker 2: You know how she woke me up? She slapped me
- 42:10Speaker 2: in my face with the iron.
- 42:12Speaker 1: With real iron like like that not hot, was like
- 42:14Speaker 1: the iron.
- 42:15Speaker 2: Bom. I wake up like what and she was just
- 42:19Speaker 2: going crazy. That's how I got cut right here.
- 42:22Speaker 1: Oh my god. Domestic violence.
- 42:24Speaker 2: Yeah, she had a knife. She had a knife. So
- 42:26Speaker 2: I'm in the room. She's trying to stab me. Bro,
- 42:29Speaker 2: She's trying to stab me, but my wrist is like
- 42:30Speaker 2: I don't know my wrists. One of my wrists is
- 42:32Speaker 2: like fucked up. It was fucked up, fractured or something
- 42:34Speaker 2: like that. So she had the knife, but she was.
- 42:37Speaker 2: She was carving. It was like cutting my wrists, like
- 42:40Speaker 2: cutting my hand. My gosh, she was crazy. So it
- 42:43Speaker 2: was cutting my hand and her it was her her
- 42:45Speaker 2: grandmother walking there, and her grandmother yelled at me, let
- 42:48Speaker 2: her go. I'm like this, lady, she's stabbing me. What
- 42:52Speaker 2: are you talking about? Her daughter is grabbing my legs.
- 42:55Speaker 2: It's all going on. They don't know that. I'm just
- 42:58Speaker 2: trying to not get stabbed. She's reallyunderstand me. She already
- 43:00Speaker 2: hit me in the face with iron. Yeah, all that,
- 43:02Speaker 2: so boom after that they break everything up. I just
- 43:06Speaker 2: got my CDs printed up. This was this was like
- 43:10Speaker 2: like I ain't having.
- 43:11Speaker 1: It's like your first rap CD.
- 43:14Speaker 2: Yeah, so it's like I just got to print it
- 43:16Speaker 2: up and ship. I ain't never had no CDs before.
- 43:18Speaker 2: So it was like I was like it was a
- 43:20Speaker 2: big accomplishment before me. So she did that ship. She
- 43:22Speaker 2: was in the middle of the streets. I swear she
- 43:24Speaker 2: was possessed. She had my CDs like snapping, like making
- 43:28Speaker 2: an evil face like.
- 43:32Speaker 1: All from the one good Night text.
- 43:33Speaker 2: From the one good Night text.
- 43:34Speaker 1: Okay, so did you break up with her right away?
- 43:38Speaker 2: Oh? Yeah, it was done after that because my music
- 43:40Speaker 2: is I love music.
- 43:41Speaker 1: Okay, but all right, so you break up with her,
- 43:43Speaker 1: take me to where the tattooing happened.
- 43:46Speaker 2: So now I'm back in my mom house and I'm
- 43:50Speaker 2: just going through it because I ain't not where I
- 43:52Speaker 2: want to be in life.
- 43:53Speaker 1: And all your CDs are gone.
- 43:55Speaker 2: All my CD is gone. This girl I was a girl,
- 44:00Speaker 2: my love. So I'm like all going through all that
- 44:02Speaker 2: ship and I'm part of the tattoo. Yeah, I'm like, bucket,
- 44:21Speaker 2: let me go get a tattoo. And I couldn't think
- 44:23Speaker 2: of nothing. I'm like my favorite song. I'm single. Oh,
- 44:27Speaker 2: So it's like it's just I'm a little Wayne fan.
- 44:29Speaker 2: So it's just like, yeah, I love me, I love me.
- 44:33Speaker 1: Just in general, I just think it's such a profound
- 44:36Speaker 1: statement for a guy to put on his body. It's
- 44:39Speaker 1: like it's kind of deep, you know, Yeah, but you
- 44:43Speaker 1: don't expect the guy to do that because you know
- 44:47Speaker 1: it's a little deep, especially guy with a.
- 44:50Speaker 2: Really got I got some I got a voodoo doll.
- 44:53Speaker 1: Yeah, but you have I love me. I think that's
- 44:55Speaker 1: very sweet. It's very sweet.
- 44:59Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 44:59Speaker 1: So but now every time you look at those tattoos,
- 45:01Speaker 1: do you think about the devil. Does your girl know
- 45:06Speaker 1: the story about the tattoos?
- 45:08Speaker 2: I don't think she would even care?
- 45:09Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, okay, okay, because she's the devil too. It
- 45:22Speaker 1: says every guy, every guy. I think guys like their
- 45:26Speaker 1: girl before they're their girl, but the second they become
- 45:29Speaker 1: like official, they don't like they girl. No more.
- 45:32Speaker 2: Hell no girl. But it's like she's fucking crazy.
- 45:38Speaker 1: Maybe you like the crazy chicks.
- 45:40Speaker 2: I do like the crazy chicks.
- 45:41Speaker 1: A lot of guys like that. They'd be like, chump
- 45:43Speaker 1: out the bushes, but don't jump out the bushes, but
- 45:45Speaker 1: jump out the bushes.
- 45:45Speaker 2: Don't jump up the bushes, don't jump out with no knife,
- 45:48Speaker 2: scare me, don't come.
- 45:49Speaker 1: Out of knife. There's like limits to the game. Murder me.
- 45:54Speaker 2: You don't want no punpant you know what I'm saying,
- 45:56Speaker 2: Show me that you care. If you show a guy,
- 46:00Speaker 2: there's no emotions for if he do wrong, he's gonna
- 46:03Speaker 2: run over your ass. Really hell yeah, he go out
- 46:06Speaker 2: there fucking shit and you find out and you don't
- 46:08Speaker 2: do nothing to his ass, like or say nothing or
- 46:10Speaker 2: a complaint. Oh yeah, I'm gonna.
- 46:13Speaker 1: Tell you right now. I shouldn't say this, but my
- 46:17Speaker 1: husband soon to be possibly it husband. Anyways, he did
- 46:21Speaker 1: some ship the other day and he has been He
- 46:24Speaker 1: hasn't talked to me in a couple of days, and
- 46:26Speaker 1: from what I've gathered this he's afraid to come see.
- 46:30Speaker 1: But I took the call. I think the scariest thing
- 46:33Speaker 1: of what we could do is be silent. Sometimes sometimes
- 46:38Speaker 1: when a woman is silent, all you're thinking is what
- 46:42Speaker 1: is going on in her head?
- 46:43Speaker 2: Now? When women signed to me, I think she's doing
- 46:45Speaker 2: something really hell yeah, really hell yeah. But woman, I
- 46:50Speaker 2: feel like this, But a woman mess with it, keep
- 46:53Speaker 2: messing with like you mess up, and she just keep
- 46:55Speaker 2: messing with you, like, oh that's okay, Oh no, all
- 46:58Speaker 2: that something ain't right.
- 46:59Speaker 1: Oh. My husband will ask me stuff like he always
- 47:03Speaker 1: implied that achieve. But I'm like, I've never cheated on anybody,
- 47:06Speaker 1: so it's like a no brainer. But I be also
- 47:09Speaker 1: the type that once I get quiet, that usually means
- 47:11Speaker 1: I'm plotting and exit.
- 47:13Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying.
- 47:14Speaker 1: It's not I'm cheating, It's I'm plotting and eggtive. No,
- 47:18Speaker 1: it just means like I don't want to act on
- 47:19Speaker 1: emotions anymore. I want to start proces to seek my emotions.
- 47:22Speaker 2: So you're premeditating the breakup.
- 47:24Speaker 1: Yes, men do it all the time. Everyone doesn't when
- 47:27Speaker 1: you get a breakup. See, there's two types of breakups.
- 47:29Speaker 1: There's a breakup that's emotional fuck you, I'm done, I'm done.
- 47:32Speaker 1: And then a week later you come back.
- 47:33Speaker 2: That's stupid.
- 47:34Speaker 1: Now that happens, say three times, I'm like, okay. By
- 47:38Speaker 1: the fourth time, I'm like, you know what, You're starting
- 47:39Speaker 1: to disrupt my peace. This is starting to be something
- 47:42Speaker 1: you do. Like you know what, him breaking up with you?
- 47:45Speaker 2: Are you breaking with him?
- 47:46Speaker 1: Not the breakup, but like, say you you cross the threshold.
- 47:50Speaker 1: I'll give you example. My husband did not come home
- 47:51Speaker 1: the other night.
- 47:52Speaker 2: M hm.
- 47:54Speaker 1: Also okay, but what does that mean? Though my husband's
- 47:59Speaker 1: a whore, it's easy. But he called me at like
- 48:05Speaker 1: six pm the next day and he was like, hello,
- 48:08Speaker 1: I noticed you didn't call me. I was like, for what.
- 48:10Speaker 1: He's like, well, I'm just gonna tell you why I
- 48:12Speaker 1: didn't call you. I was afraid, afraid of what because
- 48:16Speaker 1: in my mind, I'm like, I'm starting the process different.
- 48:19Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm not gonna yell at you for what.
- 48:21Speaker 1: You're gonna do what you want to do. It's out
- 48:23Speaker 1: of my control, but what is in my control? And
- 48:25Speaker 1: that's when it gets dangerous for anybody that's dating me,
- 48:27Speaker 1: because once it gets silent with me, it means that
- 48:30Speaker 1: I'm checking out, Like I'm starting to go. You know,
- 48:33Speaker 1: maybe this isn't a good look for me, but I
- 48:36Speaker 1: think it's better when your girl nags you because then
- 48:38Speaker 1: she's still invested. But once she stops nagging, and dudes
- 48:45Speaker 1: hate nags, but the truth is, once she stopped nagging,
- 48:47Speaker 1: that's dudes.
- 48:48Speaker 2: Don't really hate nags. I already don't hate a nag
- 48:53Speaker 2: because it's showed me that you give to give some
- 48:55Speaker 2: type of fuck about me.
- 48:56Speaker 1: You're hilarious, are you nagging at me?
- 48:57Speaker 2: Like damn, she must really give a fuck about me?
- 49:00Speaker 1: Really, you're like into those toxic Really, I'm not toxic.
- 49:03Speaker 2: That's toxic, you know, And you're not showing me no
- 49:08Speaker 2: emotion that about none of the ship I do. So
- 49:11Speaker 2: it's gonna make me like, oh, you don't give up?
- 49:13Speaker 1: Well yeah after a while. Yeah, I know with my husband,
- 49:16Speaker 1: like he did be dirty if we separated for like
- 49:19Speaker 1: a year, and like he's shown so many bad hands
- 49:24Speaker 1: to me. At this point, I'm like.
- 49:25Speaker 2: How long we are married?
- 49:27Speaker 1: We've been married almost three years, but the last year
- 49:29Speaker 1: doesn't really count. We were separated, but he came back.
- 49:32Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm a pimp.
- 49:33Speaker 2: I'm a wolf.
- 49:34Speaker 1: I'm this I'm like, uh said he was a wolf
- 49:42Speaker 1: to my dad and my dad was like what. I
- 49:44Speaker 1: was like, you sad my dad was a wolf. I
- 49:47Speaker 1: was like, you're more like a cub.
- 49:48Speaker 2: But what's wrong with you?
- 49:51Speaker 1: This nigga is stupid? But this nigga walk around. He's like,
- 49:54Speaker 1: I'm gonna pimp. I think I'm gonna be a pimp.
- 49:56Speaker 1: And okay, but I'll tell you one thing. Pimps are
- 50:00Speaker 1: usually smart. They don't lose the woman they don't like.
- 50:04Speaker 1: Your woman is your greatest asset if you're doing her white.
- 50:08Speaker 1: If you're not doing her right, she could be your
- 50:10Speaker 1: worst enemy. But like, if you're doing your woman rights,
- 50:13Speaker 1: she is your greatest asset. There's no better ride or
- 50:15Speaker 1: die than a woman that's in your corner.
- 50:17Speaker 2: For real.
- 50:18Speaker 1: Yeah, she'll be more loyal than your.
- 50:20Speaker 2: Holies in what you probably understanding with you that.
- 50:25Speaker 1: Let me tell you so, I've had friends that go
- 50:26Speaker 1: to jail and most of their homies don't keep up
- 50:29Speaker 1: with them, but they girls with them, A lot of them.
- 50:33Speaker 1: They girls do. It depends because some of the y'
- 50:35Speaker 1: all like to date like girls that are certain types
- 50:39Speaker 1: of women. Huh. Like I got some girlfriends that are
- 50:43Speaker 1: like straight up players, like the Devil Girl. Now they'd
- 50:47Speaker 1: be like, Oh, he fucked up. I'm out here in
- 50:48Speaker 1: the streets.
- 50:49Speaker 2: Oh yeah, it's a lot of them, Like, it's a
- 50:50Speaker 2: lot of them that don't. Ain't like that, but they're.
- 50:53Speaker 1: Like that, Yeah, yeah, I don't do I don't do
- 50:55Speaker 1: revenge stuff. I don't. I'll leave. I'll leave before I cheap.
- 50:59Speaker 1: But my reasoning is that I secretly think I'm hot,
- 51:02Speaker 1: so I'd be like, well, I could get anybody anytime.
- 51:05Speaker 1: Why bother cheating, Like the second we break up, I
- 51:09Speaker 1: could fill that roster less than a week. But no,
- 51:12Speaker 1: I don't. But but I'm just saying I don't cheat
- 51:14Speaker 1: because I know that I'll always.
- 51:16Speaker 2: Have What is that's not cheated?
- 51:18Speaker 1: Still, No, if you don't cheat, break up, if you break.
- 51:22Speaker 2: Up with him tomorrow, tell me today, break on with today,
- 51:25Speaker 2: you have sex tomorrow? Is that cheating?
- 51:26Speaker 1: I don't do that. I'm just saying, if you break
- 51:29Speaker 1: up today and you have sex tomorrow. No, that's not cheating.
- 51:34Speaker 2: Why it's not cheating.
- 51:36Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you right now. I don't do that
- 51:38Speaker 1: because I believe that what are the worst things that
- 51:41Speaker 1: could happen is have you ever broke up with somebody
- 51:43Speaker 1: and then you get with somebody else and it was
- 51:45Speaker 1: whack and you're like, why did I do that? You're
- 51:47Speaker 1: only gonna think about the person more exactly, So I
- 51:50Speaker 1: would never do that. I've heard so many dudes do
- 51:53Speaker 1: that and they'd be like, it's the worst you have
- 51:54Speaker 1: sex with somebody.
- 51:56Speaker 2: I think a lot of my relationships was like I
- 51:58Speaker 2: was theb don't crip. I feel like I was a rebound.
- 52:02Speaker 2: Like still to this day, I feel like I'm the
- 52:03Speaker 2: rebound nigga. Yeah, because I get with a girl and
- 52:06Speaker 2: then it'd be like like hold on, like nah, what
- 52:12Speaker 2: you know, don't try to be all levy double.
- 52:15Speaker 1: With me my boyfriends rebound.
- 52:17Speaker 2: That's fucked up? Like why I got to be the
- 52:19Speaker 2: one to get everything? Like I don't want to be
- 52:20Speaker 2: the reband? Why I never had no girl that was
- 52:22Speaker 2: just like mine?
- 52:24Speaker 1: That is, just because you're a rebound doesn't make it yours.
- 52:27Speaker 2: She's about being with a girl. They always was still
- 52:30Speaker 2: in love with their eggs or it was. I never
- 52:34Speaker 2: had no girl that was just like.
- 52:36Speaker 1: Like mine baby violence.
- 52:38Speaker 2: Yeah, like this is my baby, like you would never
- 52:40Speaker 2: think killer.
- 52:40Speaker 1: This is how you are in real life.
- 52:42Speaker 2: That's why I am. That's why I am the way
- 52:44Speaker 2: I am because I don't know, but it's sugar. Though,
- 52:49Speaker 2: damn y'all always been a rebound.
- 52:53Speaker 1: I don't know if I've ever been a rebound. I
- 52:55Speaker 1: will say this, though, I'll be paranoid that dudes will
- 52:58Speaker 1: try to trap me. I'm a baby, always paardo about
- 53:02Speaker 1: being trapped with a baby. I love you feel like
- 53:08Speaker 1: you know, I'll be I'll be scared of that stuff.
- 53:09Speaker 1: I'll be scared. I feel like dudes be here, they'd
- 53:12Speaker 1: be like, I want to keep her, and then they
- 53:14Speaker 1: ain't going about it.
- 53:15Speaker 2: Dudes to do that, they're trapping.
- 53:17Speaker 1: They do, and they always make like women do it.
- 53:19Speaker 1: It's men.
- 53:20Speaker 2: I think I do that before, No way really have.
- 53:25Speaker 1: The first time we had six, you mean the virginity one, No,
- 53:30Speaker 1: the last one.
- 53:32Speaker 2: I tolduse it was like I had a crush on
- 53:34Speaker 2: her for like a long ass time. So I used
- 53:36Speaker 2: to always tell my partner when I seen her, I
- 53:38Speaker 2: was like, man, I'm married that bit right there. I
- 53:40Speaker 2: always said, that's my wife right there. And when I
- 53:43Speaker 2: finally got her, I was like, damn, you got her?
- 53:47Speaker 2: What you gonna do? It was just too much so
- 53:52Speaker 2: because she like she was like a hot commodity, you
- 53:55Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. Yeah, And it was just like
- 53:58Speaker 2: I don't know, but now she cool?
- 54:01Speaker 1: Now she could, Well, y'all have how many kids together?
- 54:03Speaker 1: Y'all got like a bunch of kids together.
- 54:05Speaker 2: Now you got some kids?
- 54:06Speaker 1: You guys married? Yet why I was engaged tour? What happened?
- 54:13Speaker 2: No, I ain't tied a knife fashion that.
- 54:15Speaker 1: What she changed her mind on?
- 54:17Speaker 2: You?
- 54:17Speaker 1: You get sad right now.
- 54:19Speaker 2: Because I'm back down and redlaying now. Yeah, man, home
- 54:23Speaker 2: ain't home no more.
- 54:26Speaker 1: It's bad right now, but hopefully it'll work out. Sometimes
- 54:30Speaker 1: what I'm learning now that I'm almost forty is like
- 54:34Speaker 1: it's a maturity thing. Like I feel like like I
- 54:37Speaker 1: don't take stuff personal. Like when my husband does stupid stuff,
- 54:39Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, he's on like the stupid bus right now.
- 54:42Speaker 1: It has nothing to do with it.
- 54:43Speaker 2: It's communication, you know, like if we communicating through uh
- 54:47Speaker 2: fucking text messages yet like you mad at me, you
- 54:50Speaker 2: text me your problems. I can't get jigged with that
- 54:53Speaker 2: shit because I can't attack your ass back. When you're
- 54:55Speaker 2: shooting that shit to me, I'm still reading and you
- 54:57Speaker 2: just coming and coming, so I can't even respond back.
- 55:00Speaker 2: I'm just like it. I don't want to. I don't
- 55:01Speaker 2: want to text them.
- 55:02Speaker 1: You're hilarious. I heard a lot of guys hate the
- 55:05Speaker 1: long text for women. I feel like it's better because
- 55:07Speaker 1: otherwise I will I will end up cursing you out.
- 55:11Speaker 1: And I also am Jamaican, so like sometimes if I
- 55:14Speaker 1: get really mad, I speak pasta. Let me tell you
- 55:17Speaker 1: so that nothing scares My husband bored than passway like
- 55:20Speaker 1: he would be like, it's just broken English, and so
- 55:23Speaker 1: he'll be like he'll think I'm possessed or something. It'll
- 55:26Speaker 1: be like, you don't sound like that in real life.
- 55:28Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, you got me offiss me off, and
- 55:34Speaker 1: it comes out and I'll be I feel like, oh
- 55:36Speaker 1: my god, oh my god. And I'll be and I
- 55:38Speaker 1: remember that my mom only spoke passwat when she would
- 55:41Speaker 1: get upset.
- 55:42Speaker 2: Past past why past why wait?
- 55:47Speaker 1: Tell you yo? I just want to get to the
- 55:49Speaker 1: fanatics finish line because we begetting off. Yeah all right,
- 55:53Speaker 1: so she broke up your CDs. He was that whole
- 55:55Speaker 1: cry with your little tattoos.
- 55:57Speaker 2: Yeah, I was part of Tattoo Cruiser Boom. I got
- 56:01Speaker 2: my tattoos. And then I want to say, like a
- 56:05Speaker 2: month later I started cracking. Really yeah, don't drop that.
- 56:10Speaker 1: Start And did she Did she ever reach out to you?
- 56:12Speaker 2: Oh? Hell yeah really?
- 56:15Speaker 1: And I was like it was you like, yeah's curving that?
- 56:19Speaker 2: Like yeah, because he's like I was with her. I
- 56:22Speaker 2: was like always respectful. You know what I'm saying. Now
- 56:26Speaker 2: my own I got money, she got my own car.
- 56:29Speaker 2: Now trip, I don't need you for nothing. So yeah
- 56:32Speaker 2: I got it. I got the best. Yeah, she was
- 56:34Speaker 2: trying to come back.
- 56:36Speaker 1: Yeah. But were you secretly in your head super happy
- 56:38Speaker 1: that you were able to curve her? Were you like
- 56:41Speaker 1: every time I see.
- 56:42Speaker 2: That, it happens every time in my life. Once a
- 56:45Speaker 2: woman exited my life, I elevate.
- 56:48Speaker 1: Really hell yeah what does that say though.
- 56:51Speaker 2: I'm thinking the wrong woman? Yeah, that's all it is.
- 56:55Speaker 1: Yeah, that's how I think it was.
- 56:57Speaker 2: Like I ain't want to be alone.
- 57:00Speaker 1: Yeah you know what I'm saying, Yeah, look at you killer.
- 57:03Speaker 1: I would never think this side of you is so beautiful?
- 57:08Speaker 1: What else can we expect next from you?
- 57:11Speaker 2: Right now? I got a project called Ugly. It's all
- 57:14Speaker 2: right now, I got them dropped Ugly Part two January. Uh,
- 57:19Speaker 2: you have to just opened up a closing store on
- 57:21Speaker 2: Melrose Grind to be rich closing.
- 57:22Speaker 1: We're gonna try to get famous failures in there.
- 57:24Speaker 2: Right, famous failures.
- 57:28Speaker 1: Why are you? Why are you froze like that doesn't
- 57:31Speaker 1: know famous spell famous failures and.
- 57:34Speaker 2: Famous failures were in this bitch like a baby. Yeah, yeah, okay, yeah, yeah,
- 57:38Speaker 2: were gonna get that in the closing store. And uh shit,
- 57:42Speaker 2: I got merchandise. I'm sure I can't.
- 57:43Speaker 1: Show you you can't. I we'll take pictures with it.
- 57:46Speaker 1: It looks good. So what was the hardest part about fanatics?
- 57:49Speaker 2: The hardest part is like the business part.
- 57:53Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 57:54Speaker 2: So basically the situation was we had a manager. The
- 58:00Speaker 2: motherfucking manager was our lawyer and our manager. That's terrible, terrible, terrible. Yeah,
- 58:06Speaker 2: but we ain't we ain't knowing that. Yeah that sh
- 58:11Speaker 2: went on and yeah.
- 58:13Speaker 1: Right here, so was there uh money, no money, money,
- 58:17Speaker 1: no money, yes, money, but.
- 58:20Speaker 2: We never we have never seen a fucking a check
- 58:24Speaker 2: like for no amount, never seen. I never seen no check. Like,
- 58:27Speaker 2: but I get money, but I've never seen this ship physically.
- 58:30Speaker 2: What you mean I never seen a check before? How
- 58:33Speaker 2: I never seen a check?
- 58:34Speaker 1: How did you get your money?
- 58:36Speaker 2: The manager cash? Uh? Directed? Not direct? But uh, you
- 58:41Speaker 2: know it's seen that ship zel or oh yeah, but
- 58:46Speaker 2: we never know how much the money is, like we
- 58:48Speaker 2: well never know, like I never know how much money.
- 58:50Speaker 2: How much money it was that you got paid?
- 58:53Speaker 1: Wow? How was that possible?
- 58:56Speaker 2: This is yank the music Janky.
- 58:58Speaker 1: So it's not like that for you now though, right.
- 59:02Speaker 2: Right, right, right now? He is jan right now.
- 59:05Speaker 1: Do you still have the same manager and lawyer?
- 59:07Speaker 2: No?
- 59:09Speaker 1: But you're independent now independent, So it's not Jankie.
- 59:12Speaker 2: No, it's not Jankie's like me doing it. Like now
- 59:14Speaker 2: I'm saying, like the ship that I have that's going
- 59:16Speaker 2: for me is JANKI like the situation like I can't
- 59:20Speaker 2: do nothing, I can't do it with that ship.
- 59:22Speaker 1: Well you can perform it and still making Yeah that's it.
- 59:25Speaker 1: But it's not like you can't get no publishing or anything.
- 59:27Speaker 2: Yeah, because he owned publishing and the record was on
- 59:30Speaker 2: the publishing.
- 59:31Speaker 1: Oh that's terrible.
- 59:32Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm not getting the publishing from that ship.
- 59:34Speaker 1: That's terrible. Yeah yeah, So now now you're on all
- 59:38Speaker 1: your publishing and everything.
- 59:39Speaker 2: Now, no, now I do but that the ship that matters.
- 59:45Speaker 1: So how much money did you actually end up walking
- 59:46Speaker 1: away with from that song?
- 59:51Speaker 2: I won't say, like a couple hundred thousand damn?
- 59:53Speaker 1: And did you blow it off?
- 59:55Speaker 2: Yeah?
- 59:56Speaker 1: What did you blow it? All?
- 59:58Speaker 2: Just on surviving just like just like you know uspur
- 1:00:02Speaker 2: it's still like just surviving, you know. Yeah, Like the
- 1:00:06Speaker 2: money from wasn't like no money you could just go
- 1:00:08Speaker 2: crazy with. Yeah, yeah, you know what I'm saying.
- 1:00:10Speaker 1: It was just like so you managed it enough to
- 1:00:12Speaker 1: be able to survive for.
- 1:00:13Speaker 2: A while, for a while, for a while till this day.
- 1:00:15Speaker 1: Now you it's till this day. That's really good. That's
- 1:00:18Speaker 1: really good. So now you have this new project that
- 1:00:22Speaker 1: you're doing independently, one hundred percent independent. Who's on the
- 1:00:26Speaker 1: project with you?
- 1:00:27Speaker 2: Right now? I got features from a side of Baby.
- 1:00:31Speaker 1: Everybody likes baby every time. I sorry, let me just
- 1:00:40Speaker 1: tell you something, but I was pregnant with my daughter.
- 1:00:42Speaker 1: If you played sid a baby, she would like jump
- 1:00:45Speaker 1: all around in my stomach. It was weird. Baby it
- 1:00:49Speaker 1: would be like a baby.
- 1:00:51Speaker 2: She'd be like, oh.
- 1:00:53Speaker 1: My god, she's gonna be Rach now to this day,
- 1:00:58Speaker 1: if she hears bad music, she's like Bobby, that's like okay,
- 1:01:04Speaker 1: but outside of Baby, Okay? Who else where.
- 1:01:06Speaker 2: Side of Baby from Detroit?
- 1:01:08Speaker 1: Did Detroit? Yeah? I don't like side of Baby?
- 1:01:10Speaker 2: Sorry, I just don't. I fuck with you school, you
- 1:01:14Speaker 2: know I fuck with you.
- 1:01:16Speaker 1: I'm not supposed to say that. Okay, Si of Baby
- 1:01:19Speaker 1: is amazing.
- 1:01:19Speaker 2: You might pull up on your ass, go back, pull up?
- 1:01:24Speaker 1: Okay, Okay, okay, So you got side of the Baby?
- 1:01:26Speaker 2: Who else? I got zold something on there? A little
- 1:01:30Speaker 2: Vada G five okay, young.
- 1:01:34Speaker 1: Saying okay, okay, okay, good. So did the album already drop?
- 1:01:40Speaker 2: Yeah? Ugly is out right now, Ugly Ugly Partly one
- 1:01:42Speaker 2: is out right now, Part two dropping. I'm gonna drop
- 1:01:46Speaker 2: that shit next month.
- 1:01:48Speaker 1: And then do you now that you own your own stuff?
- 1:01:51Speaker 1: Do you get like every time someone buys it, you
- 1:01:54Speaker 1: get a check or.
- 1:01:54Speaker 2: You get a check? All that no check, you get
- 1:01:57Speaker 2: a discro? Kid, I still get being my checksie. You
- 1:02:00Speaker 2: know what I'm saying.
- 1:02:01Speaker 1: But kid, is there anything outside of the store on
- 1:02:04Speaker 1: Melrose and ugly that you're doing, Like are you looking
- 1:02:07Speaker 1: at to acting or any other facets of production.
- 1:02:12Speaker 2: We actually do the acting. We do movies like short
- 1:02:14Speaker 2: films and shit. We got one out right now called Eviction.
- 1:02:18Speaker 1: Where is it out on?
- 1:02:19Speaker 2: Man? If I tell you what happened to me, you
- 1:02:20Speaker 2: would have believed. So it was on my YouTube, like
- 1:02:23Speaker 2: I want to say, like last week, my whole everything
- 1:02:25Speaker 2: was canceled, like I mean, hijack.
- 1:02:28Speaker 1: How some hijackers you'd be like off YouTube strip.
- 1:02:34Speaker 2: My YouTube strip, my YouTube and my email. So I'm
- 1:02:38Speaker 2: going through some shit right now with Google to get
- 1:02:39Speaker 2: all my ship back.
- 1:02:40Speaker 1: But do you have the actual movie on a hard
- 1:02:43Speaker 1: drive or something.
- 1:02:46Speaker 2: Probably in my text message or something like that. Wow?
- 1:02:49Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, this sounds pretty bad.
- 1:02:51Speaker 2: It's bad right now, like the whole situation with the
- 1:02:54Speaker 2: everything's bad. Only thing I got to myself right now
- 1:02:56Speaker 2: is motherfucking Spotify and my Apple Music and shit like that.
- 1:02:59Speaker 2: But my you tube, all that's been compromised.
- 1:03:02Speaker 1: Oh that sucks. Yes, I got alert recently on one
- 1:03:05Speaker 1: of our pages, and I just was praying it was
- 1:03:07Speaker 1: fake because I think our Facebook page got pulled for
- 1:03:10Speaker 1: a second. But I don't think it got pulled the
- 1:03:13Speaker 1: good good it would suck because it takes so long
- 1:03:17Speaker 1: to build a following.
- 1:03:18Speaker 2: Bro. One hundred and one hundred and twenty two thousand followers.
- 1:03:20Speaker 1: Were getting from YouTube too. Yeah, how good are those
- 1:03:24Speaker 1: checks for YouTube?
- 1:03:24Speaker 2: YouTube is like the ship. YouTube is the ship, bro,
- 1:03:28Speaker 2: especially if you really got your ship hooked that right, Like, yeah,
- 1:03:30Speaker 2: YouTube is it?
- 1:03:32Speaker 1: Yeah? Well, I know a lot of people are producing
- 1:03:33Speaker 1: movies on tub now and they're making like nice little
- 1:03:36Speaker 1: checks off that. Yeah, you may have to put eviction
- 1:03:40Speaker 1: on TB. Yeah then maybe the look I know someone
- 1:03:43Speaker 1: that can hook that up. I got to play, okay, Yeah,
- 1:03:47Speaker 1: all right, Well, thanks guys for listening and eating catchup tacos.
- 1:03:51Speaker 1: That Hollywood it.
- 1:03:53Speaker 2: No, I don't say that because she she looks she
- 1:03:56Speaker 2: parked Caucasian and y'allso she ain't like to ketch up
- 1:03:59Speaker 2: in the she ain't putting enough hot sauce on there.
- 1:04:02Speaker 1: I love, I love, I love nothing more that I
- 1:04:05Speaker 1: love when people break up my little bit of whiteness.
- 1:04:08Speaker 1: I'm a jud Just for the record, I don't think
- 1:04:10Speaker 1: that's really white. I don't think jee's are white. Not
- 1:04:14Speaker 1: really all right, guys, thanks for tuning in to another
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