Latest / HEAVY Music Interviews / Calculating The Past, Present & Future With BEN WEINMAN From THE DILLINGER ESCAPE PLAN
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- 0:00Speaker 1: This is Ben Wyman from the Dillager skate Plan and
- 0:02Speaker 1: we will be heading over to Australia in August to
- 0:07Speaker 1: do our first album, Calculaing Infinity in its entirety and
- 0:11Speaker 1: we can't wait.
- 0:13Speaker 2: Mantassy Ben, thanks for joining us today.
- 0:16Speaker 3: Thank you my pleasure.
- 0:18Speaker 2: So as you say, the Dillinger Escape playing recently announced
- 0:21Speaker 2: in bono shows for Australia, starting in Perth on August
- 0:24Speaker 2: tenth and hitting at a Lade in Melbourne, Sydney, before
- 0:27Speaker 2: finishing in Brisbane on August is seven eighth. But pretty
- 0:30Speaker 2: exciting times made it came out of the blow your
- 0:32Speaker 2: note and expected it.
- 0:34Speaker 3: Yeah for sure. Yeah, it's been a lot of years and.
- 0:39Speaker 1: It was something it was kind of a tough decision
- 0:43Speaker 1: to make, but we're really sure. We're really glad we
- 0:45Speaker 1: did it because we've been having a really good time.
- 0:49Speaker 2: You mentioned that you celebrating the release of your debut album,
- 0:51Speaker 2: Calculating Infinity, so you will be playing that in full.
- 0:54Speaker 2: But I get the impression of you guys out and
- 0:56Speaker 2: the thought that it's going to be playing up front
- 0:58Speaker 2: and back, you're going to be mixing up a bit.
- 1:00Speaker 1: Yeah, So we also have been playing our an EP
- 1:04Speaker 1: that we put out with the original singer before that
- 1:06Speaker 1: called Under the Running Board, and then also cuts from
- 1:09Speaker 1: our first, very first early early stuff that we did
- 1:13Speaker 1: when we first started the band, and you know, then
- 1:15Speaker 1: we're doing you know, we try to do some covers,
- 1:18Speaker 1: a different cover every night, and just we're just having
- 1:21Speaker 1: a good time up there, man. But it is definitely
- 1:24Speaker 1: the first time we've done all that kind of early material,
- 1:28Speaker 1: all back to back like that. So it's been interesting
- 1:31Speaker 1: and challenging benchal because when you.
- 1:33Speaker 2: Made those albums, I couldn't imagine you ever would have
- 1:35Speaker 2: thought about playing him in there entirety, so there would
- 1:38Speaker 2: have been songs on there that would have been studio specials.
- 1:40Speaker 2: As has been difficult translating some of that live.
- 1:44Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, honestly, when I was writing that stuff,
- 1:46Speaker 1: I wrote it like I couldn't play any of it,
- 1:49Speaker 1: you know, Like I just was like, let me write
- 1:52Speaker 1: songs I can't play, and then I better learn how
- 1:55Speaker 1: to play. I better get good enough to play them,
- 1:57Speaker 1: you know. So yeah, I mean, and there's you.
- 2:02Speaker 3: Know, the later.
- 2:04Speaker 1: Incarnation of the band did play some older songs from
- 2:07Speaker 1: those albums, but there are a lot of them that
- 2:10Speaker 1: we hadn't played in a very very long time, if ever,
- 2:15Speaker 1: so those ones were definitely more challenging because we just
- 2:17Speaker 1: didn't even have the muscle memory.
- 2:19Speaker 2: True, so that the band is renowned for your live performances,
- 2:23Speaker 2: bright like, are they still wild and spontaneous or is
- 2:27Speaker 2: age mellowed you a little bit?
- 2:31Speaker 1: You know, I think it's I think the it's pretty
- 2:36Speaker 1: wild up there, So it's pretty wild.
- 2:39Speaker 3: It's pretty dangerous.
- 2:40Speaker 1: Uh, And uh, it's definitely unpredictable, you know. Uh, yeah,
- 2:47Speaker 1: I have to say it's definitely still very unpredictable. We
- 2:50Speaker 1: never ever think about performance or things like that. We
- 2:54Speaker 1: always try and just be completely uninhibited expression. That's a
- 2:59Speaker 1: very important to us. So like, you know, sometimes I
- 3:02Speaker 1: don't even want to really look out at the crowd,
- 3:04Speaker 1: even at sound check or anything.
- 3:05Speaker 3: I don't want to have any indication of what to expect.
- 3:09Speaker 1: And uh, it's it's continued to be that way, although
- 3:12Speaker 1: I think back in the day when we were first
- 3:14Speaker 1: writing these songs, we had a lot more people looking
- 3:16Speaker 1: at us with disgust than with uh than with enjoyment,
- 3:22Speaker 1: so that that's different.
- 3:25Speaker 2: Do you have to put yourself like in a mindset
- 3:27Speaker 2: or Sosky psuchy together. I think, what do you guys
- 3:30Speaker 2: do it? It's not human some of the you guys do,
- 3:33Speaker 2: Like did you have to woke yourself up into that person?
- 3:39Speaker 3: Yeah? You know. Uh.
- 3:40Speaker 1: I guess like maybe the difference between me now when
- 3:43Speaker 1: I was younger is I just maybe stretched my hands
- 3:45Speaker 1: a little bit stuff like that, prepare a little more
- 3:49Speaker 1: because you know, I'm like, oh man, I had some gluten.
- 3:52Speaker 3: My hands don't work so good, you know.
- 3:54Speaker 1: But uh, But other than that, I think I think
- 3:59Speaker 1: the for me, I can say one of the main
- 4:02Speaker 1: aspects of turning on the dealing with your performance is
- 4:05Speaker 1: that I'm always nervous. I'm never not nervous. I've never
- 4:09Speaker 1: stepped on stage unnervous. So I think that feeling of
- 4:15Speaker 1: I still feel to this day. Everyone out there is
- 4:17Speaker 1: gonna hate us. You know, we're playing to a pack
- 4:20Speaker 1: of wild wolves and it and it's just stayed with you.
- 4:25Speaker 1: Maybe maybe it's trauma from when we were younger, but
- 4:28Speaker 1: like it does I feel like, you know, we wrote
- 4:30Speaker 1: music that wasn't supposed to be enjoyed, and we really wrote.
- 4:35Speaker 3: An album that was just for us and it ended
- 4:38Speaker 3: up working. And so.
- 4:42Speaker 1: I really feel that the fact that we're going out
- 4:46Speaker 1: there still like not even knowing what the reception would
- 4:51Speaker 1: be to some degree at least mentally, and the nerves
- 4:54Speaker 1: is what turns it on, because you either you either
- 4:57Speaker 1: get up on stage and like unleash the beast, or
- 4:59Speaker 1: you just turn around and cover into a little ball
- 5:02Speaker 1: and you know, play facing the drums, and so it's
- 5:06Speaker 1: got to it's one or the other, you know.
- 5:08Speaker 2: En true that now the album Calculating Infinity means so
- 5:12Speaker 2: much to so many people around the world, bro, But
- 5:15Speaker 2: to you personally, what does that album mean twenty six
- 5:17Speaker 2: years later?
- 5:20Speaker 3: Uh?
- 5:21Speaker 1: Well, for one, I can't believe how young I was
- 5:23Speaker 1: when we were writing that.
- 5:24Speaker 3: Stuff, Like.
- 5:27Speaker 1: And I look at kids that age and I'm like,
- 5:30Speaker 1: you lazy fuck seriously, Like we were making Calculie Infinity
- 5:38Speaker 1: and you're like cutting and pasting five rists and being
- 5:41Speaker 1: calling a song you know.
- 5:44Speaker 2: Stay true?
- 5:46Speaker 1: Come on, man, you can do better than that, you
- 5:49Speaker 1: know so, But.
- 5:52Speaker 2: What are so many memories of making it? Like you do?
- 5:55Speaker 2: You do you remember specific albums for different reasons?
- 6:00Speaker 1: Definitely, And the main thing I remember about Calculate Infinity
- 6:03Speaker 1: was that we had just started getting some local recognition
- 6:10Speaker 1: and people started getting an expectation of what they wanted
- 6:14Speaker 1: from us, or what they you know, thought we would produce,
- 6:18Speaker 1: not only from a live show perspective because of the
- 6:21Speaker 1: kind of the mythology of the band of being this wild,
- 6:24Speaker 1: really crazy show, but also the fact that our music
- 6:29Speaker 1: was so intense and extreme and you know, going in
- 6:34Speaker 1: directions that people weren't used to, I guess, so we
- 6:38Speaker 1: really had like kind of a unique vocabulary by the
- 6:40Speaker 1: time we were going to finish this full length album.
- 6:46Speaker 1: And right when that happened, our bass player was in
- 6:49Speaker 1: a car accident and paralyzed, and then our other guitar
- 6:54Speaker 1: player decided he was quitting the band.
- 6:57Speaker 3: He never thought it would work out.
- 6:59Speaker 1: He's kind of just want to commit and wants to
- 7:02Speaker 1: go to school and do computers, so he like bailed.
- 7:05Speaker 1: And it was just very stressful for me because now
- 7:08Speaker 1: it was like we had created some pretty intense, really
- 7:13Speaker 1: you know, kind of unique music, and now it was
- 7:18Speaker 1: all on me to like play every instrument on the
- 7:21Speaker 1: album except you know, the drums obviously, and for me
- 7:24Speaker 1: and our drummer to like really push the envelope and
- 7:27Speaker 1: and make music. So there I remember being really just
- 7:33Speaker 1: being like having.
- 7:34Speaker 3: Full on.
- 7:37Speaker 1: Major imposter syndrome, like really feeling like, man, there's no
- 7:42Speaker 1: way we can do this album.
- 7:45Speaker 3: There's no way. You know. The other guitar player was
- 7:49Speaker 3: a very guitar player than me.
- 7:50Speaker 1: Our bass player was a prodigy and the coolest dude ever.
- 7:56Speaker 3: What are we gonna do? You know?
- 7:57Speaker 1: And I think I maybe overcompensated a little bit. And
- 8:00Speaker 1: just like I just said again, like the nerves, you
- 8:03Speaker 1: either cower into a ball or you just turn around
- 8:06Speaker 1: and you attack and you go full on.
- 8:08Speaker 3: And so that's that's that's what it was.
- 8:10Speaker 1: It was like all right, once, once it was time
- 8:12Speaker 1: to go, we just went in there and put everything
- 8:16Speaker 1: into it, and we recorded that whole album to tape, not
- 8:19Speaker 1: to pro tools. We weren't looking at a screen. There
- 8:22Speaker 1: was no screen, you know. We did it in like
- 8:25Speaker 1: two weeks. It was just it was a totally different time.
- 8:29Speaker 1: So part of me feels like I don't know how
- 8:33Speaker 1: we even did it, how we pulled it off, and.
- 8:36Speaker 3: I'm not sure we could even do that again. And
- 8:40Speaker 3: they rand that time right.
- 8:42Speaker 2: The Dillinger escape Plane formed in New Jersey in nineteen
- 8:44Speaker 2: ninety seven with yourself, Adam Christ and dimitry. So what
- 8:49Speaker 2: was a musical climate like that gave birth to the
- 8:51Speaker 2: Dillinger escape Plane And when did you fit into the
- 8:54Speaker 2: scene when you first came into it.
- 8:58Speaker 3: Well, we didn't fit in really well at all.
- 9:01Speaker 1: We came from a little town that didn't have much
- 9:03Speaker 1: of a scene, but there was in New Jersey a
- 9:07Speaker 1: lot going on on the underground, and so we would
- 9:09Speaker 1: travel around to different college towns like New Brunswick, and
- 9:13Speaker 1: we'd go to the city, New York City.
- 9:15Speaker 3: It was a short chain ride.
- 9:16Speaker 1: For us, and we'd see all these bands, but you know,
- 9:20Speaker 1: they were very kind of formulaic. So we had heard
- 9:25Speaker 1: about all the band the hardcore and punk bands coming
- 9:28Speaker 1: from DC and New York. And there was the bands like,
- 9:32Speaker 1: you know, the Bad Brains and Black Flag from the
- 9:35Speaker 1: West Coast, and bands like the Chromags and Agnostic Front
- 9:39Speaker 1: from New York that were dangerous and unpredictable and pushing limits.
- 9:46Speaker 1: But by the time we started playing in that scene,
- 9:49Speaker 1: everything was kind of not that dangerous, not that unpredictable.
- 9:54Speaker 1: It was a lot of bands writing music that they
- 9:56Speaker 1: thought like sounded like that, but it didn't have the
- 10:00Speaker 1: the passion or the the the like emotion behind it.
- 10:06Speaker 3: It was just like, we like this band, let's make
- 10:08Speaker 3: a punk band.
- 10:09Speaker 1: You know a lot of a lot of people who
- 10:14Speaker 1: were just more into an agenda or like a political thing,
- 10:19Speaker 1: or it was vegan, or they were a Christian metal band,
- 10:23Speaker 1: or there was all these kind of different things going on.
- 10:25Speaker 1: So we really had just given up on our previous bands,
- 10:30Speaker 1: and Dillinger was really kind of like, all right, we're
- 10:32Speaker 1: going to put everything that has influenced us from like
- 10:37Speaker 1: technical music, infusion and electronic music, and then apply it
- 10:42Speaker 1: to this scene where you can play in a basement
- 10:44Speaker 1: and just play wherever and have a show in front
- 10:50Speaker 1: of whoever. You can do the show yourself, you can
- 10:52Speaker 1: put out the music yourself. So there was that Diy
- 10:56Speaker 1: element that we liked, and ultimately we wanted to create
- 11:01Speaker 1: that unpredictability and that danger that we heard about, and
- 11:06Speaker 1: in order to do that we had to do something
- 11:08Speaker 1: more extreme, different polarizing like those bands did in the
- 11:13Speaker 1: eighties and seventies, and.
- 11:16Speaker 2: Settle tarl and Erra coming up with her saying like,
- 11:20Speaker 2: how much of what you started off with did you cape?
- 11:22Speaker 2: And how did you know what was right? I guess
- 11:25Speaker 2: came back then because no one else was really doing
- 11:27Speaker 2: it as well anyway.
- 11:29Speaker 1: Yeah, well, I tell people all the time, like kids
- 11:36Speaker 1: asked me about music and things. I'm like everyone, the
- 11:39Speaker 1: most original bands typically just imitate poorly, you know, and
- 11:44Speaker 1: then it becomes something original. Unfortunately, we live in a
- 11:47Speaker 1: time now where there is a blueprint of how to
- 11:49Speaker 1: do everything.
- 11:49Speaker 3: You could look on.
- 11:50Speaker 1: YouTube or and just you have the blueprint, which I
- 11:54Speaker 1: think does limit originality. But yeah, I mean, I think
- 12:05Speaker 1: like it's a lot of happy accidents and things that
- 12:08Speaker 1: are really naturally happening because of the group of people together,
- 12:11Speaker 1: the music we're listening to and what we're doing, and
- 12:14Speaker 1: it ends up turning into something that doesn't exist and
- 12:16Speaker 1: you have to just recognize that and say, oh.
- 12:19Speaker 3: That actually is a part of our vocabulary.
- 12:23Speaker 1: Now, maybe we intended it to be more like this,
- 12:25Speaker 1: or maybe by the time we all messed with it
- 12:27Speaker 1: and you know, kept messing with it and didn't Maybe
- 12:30Speaker 1: we had limitations, we didn't have the same gear that
- 12:32Speaker 1: other people had, or so in an attempt to kind
- 12:36Speaker 1: of incorporate all our influences in a way that didn't
- 12:38Speaker 1: sound like different genres, we wanted to sound like one
- 12:44Speaker 1: piece of music that was influenced by everything that we
- 12:47Speaker 1: were listening to, and so doing that and making a
- 12:51Speaker 1: lot of mistakes and then recognizing the mistakes and be
- 12:53Speaker 1: like that's cool, that's our thing, and continuously building on
- 12:56Speaker 1: that vocabulary, I think is really what created our sound.
- 13:00Speaker 2: Nice And you mentioned like the difficult is you faced personally,
- 13:04Speaker 2: like with the member changes earlier on, but Dimitry left
- 13:07Speaker 2: after calculating infinity, so that would have been Was that
- 13:11Speaker 2: a difficult period for you?
- 13:13Speaker 3: It was because you know, we started the band together and.
- 13:19Speaker 1: He was one of my best friends. He still is
- 13:21Speaker 1: one of my best friends, so it was it was
- 13:23Speaker 1: it was an exciting time. It was a scary time.
- 13:26Speaker 1: We were really about to embark on a period of
- 13:31Speaker 1: our lives where we were throwing everything to.
- 13:34Speaker 3: The side in order to do this.
- 13:37Speaker 1: I had like a corporate job and stock options and
- 13:41Speaker 1: all that stuff, and like a steady girlfriend and we
- 13:46Speaker 1: just I just we just let it all go to go.
- 13:48Speaker 1: Just like sleep on benches and sleep on people's floors
- 13:52Speaker 1: and like really push this as far as possible because
- 13:54Speaker 1: we were in a position where we were getting opportunities
- 13:57Speaker 1: that we never thought we would get, but they weren't
- 14:00Speaker 1: necessarily like financially viable things. So we had to make
- 14:05Speaker 1: the choice to really just suck it up and just
- 14:07Speaker 1: do it because so many bands would have loved these opportunities.
- 14:10Speaker 1: We were getting offers to play in like Japan on
- 14:13Speaker 1: a festival or something like that, and at some point
- 14:15Speaker 1: we're like, we got to quit our jobs and we
- 14:17Speaker 1: just got to go do this.
- 14:20Speaker 2: And of course you got Greg into the band after that.
- 14:23Speaker 2: But what was the selection process like for a new singer, Like,
- 14:26Speaker 2: did you did you hold everyone up against the maitre a?
- 14:29Speaker 2: Were you looking for someone with a beta pizzazz themselves?
- 14:32Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a good question. I mean, while we were
- 14:35Speaker 1: looking for a singer, we we we did an EP
- 14:39Speaker 1: with Mike Patton and that was interesting because we toured
- 14:46Speaker 1: with Mike Patten and Mister Bungle with Dimitri in the band,
- 14:49Speaker 1: and we had a great time. We became friends with
- 14:51Speaker 1: those guys, really inspired. Patton was always a real advocate
- 14:56Speaker 1: for us and a fan of what we were doing.
- 14:59Speaker 1: And then when we were in this transition period, we
- 15:01Speaker 1: had a couple of songs I sent him to Mike.
- 15:04Speaker 1: He was into him, and we decided to just like
- 15:06Speaker 1: do this kind of EP, this like Dillinger featuring Mike
- 15:09Speaker 1: Patton thing. And I think because people trust Mike to
- 15:15Speaker 1: do they he kind of has a license to do
- 15:17Speaker 1: whatever he wants over music. You know, there's not many
- 15:20Speaker 1: often like melodics. Singing over heavy music can be rather cheesy,
- 15:24Speaker 1: you know, like you know, this is kind of not
- 15:29Speaker 1: often into it. It could be pretty bad, but someone like
- 15:32Speaker 1: Mike can make it always cool and good. So having
- 15:36Speaker 1: someone like Mike sing over that kind of music and
- 15:39Speaker 1: do so much diversity Korea a scenario where we both
- 15:44Speaker 1: had a license now to do so much more moving forward,
- 15:47Speaker 1: but we also had some pretty hard shoes to fill,
- 15:51Speaker 1: you know, so we definitely wanted somebody who could do
- 15:55Speaker 1: everything Dmitri was doing but also take us, you know,
- 15:58Speaker 1: into the future and do.
- 15:59Speaker 3: New things as well.
- 16:01Speaker 2: Oh nice, And then your Dementric got back up with
- 16:04Speaker 2: you for two shows just before the eight year hiatus
- 16:08Speaker 2: of the band on December twenty eight and twenty nine
- 16:10Speaker 2: and three thy seventeen. So what was that like that
- 16:13Speaker 2: like at that point in time, could you feel the
- 16:15Speaker 2: seeds of a potential reunion going or was it just
- 16:19Speaker 2: strictly one off?
- 16:20Speaker 1: Then No, there was no thought of doing reunion at all. Honestly, definitely.
- 16:27Speaker 1: It was not one of those things where band breaks
- 16:29Speaker 1: up just in order to get back together. Yeah, like
- 16:32Speaker 1: you know, one of those tricks.
- 16:33Speaker 3: You know. Really, it was never anything like that. We
- 16:37Speaker 3: were done.
- 16:37Speaker 1: I mean I was done at least. I was very
- 16:41Speaker 1: very adamant about that. I even got a tattoo that
- 16:43Speaker 1: said like Dillinger Rip twenty seventeen, so that it was
- 16:48Speaker 1: like final, Like this was, you know, a thing like
- 16:53Speaker 1: I was not going to add a show, or it
- 16:55Speaker 1: was like this is it twenty years?
- 16:56Speaker 3: That is it? That's it? You know, it was.
- 17:00Speaker 1: And I will say it was really fun seeing him
- 17:03Speaker 1: up there in front of that many people, and he
- 17:08Speaker 1: sounded great, and it really felt like a great ending
- 17:16Speaker 1: and it all brought it all together in a nice way.
- 17:19Speaker 1: But they're definitely the majority of people who got in
- 17:22Speaker 1: this band never got to see those songs, and certainly
- 17:25Speaker 1: not with him. So when the twenty fifth anniversary came
- 17:29Speaker 1: around and people were coming to us asking us, it
- 17:34Speaker 1: just kind of felt good.
- 17:36Speaker 3: You know, Tary, what have.
- 17:39Speaker 2: You done with the tiny and Amra? Have you got
- 17:40Speaker 2: a cover up or have you changed it?
- 17:44Speaker 1: Man? I still feel like that was the death of
- 17:46Speaker 1: the band and this is more like a celebration of
- 17:49Speaker 1: our past, you.
- 17:49Speaker 3: Know, any very cool?
- 17:51Speaker 2: Do you think, like how much this reunion tour is
- 17:56Speaker 2: fueled by fans design to have the band back, and
- 18:00Speaker 2: how much is yours fun finished business?
- 18:03Speaker 1: I guess well the first show, we put the first
- 18:08Speaker 1: show on sale, and it was really quickly that we decided.
- 18:12Speaker 1: It wasn't even that much time between like feeling, you know,
- 18:17Speaker 1: agreeing to do this and actually announcing it, and we
- 18:24Speaker 1: we ended up like we knew we might do two
- 18:27Speaker 1: nights if it did well, you know, but it ended
- 18:32Speaker 1: up selling out three nights in like an hour or
- 18:35Speaker 1: something like very like just instantly, and that was super
- 18:42Speaker 1: surprising because it ended up doing far better than even
- 18:48Speaker 1: our final Dilander shows. So the fact that there were
- 18:52Speaker 1: so many people who wanted to see this, even in
- 18:56Speaker 1: this form of the band, and and we did.
- 19:01Speaker 3: There was so much more movement.
- 19:03Speaker 1: I mean, the final shows were exciting and the tickets
- 19:06Speaker 1: sold quick and like it was amazing, but like to
- 19:09Speaker 1: see that there was even more interest now, you know
- 19:13Speaker 1: than there was when we fully announced this is it,
- 19:16Speaker 1: this is your last chance to see us.
- 19:18Speaker 3: That's that's pretty that was pretty felt pretty crazy.
- 19:22Speaker 1: And and so I think like the additional shows we've
- 19:27Speaker 1: been playing is definitely because of the fans, you know,
- 19:32Speaker 1: and the fact that we're having a good time. We're
- 19:35Speaker 1: just having a good time together as friends and like
- 19:39Speaker 1: enjoying it. We're hanging out, you know, together, and we're
- 19:43Speaker 1: enjoying it, and we're playing music that was important to
- 19:46Speaker 1: our youth, and there's a lot of people who still
- 19:49Speaker 1: want to see it. So it's kind of like we're
- 19:50Speaker 1: playing it by ear. Like if there's a real need
- 19:53Speaker 1: for it and people really.
- 19:54Speaker 3: Want it, we entertain it. You know.
- 19:56Speaker 1: There's no plan, we don't have a plan with it,
- 19:58Speaker 1: but we're definitely not closing the door to playing shows
- 20:01Speaker 1: here and there.