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- 0:01Speaker 1: Chapter twenty three of The Sleeper Awakes. This is a
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- 0:15Speaker 1: Recording by Arrowit. The Sleeper Awakes by H. G. Wells,
- 0:20Speaker 1: Chapter twenty three, Graham speaks his word. For a time,
- 0:26Speaker 1: the Master of the Earth was not even master of
- 0:28Speaker 1: his own mind. Even his will seemed a will, not
- 0:31Speaker 1: his own. His own acts surprised him and were but
- 0:34Speaker 1: a part of the confusion of strange experiences that poured
- 0:37Speaker 1: across's being. These things were definite. The Negroes were coming,
- 0:41Speaker 1: Helen Wotton had warned the people of their coming, and
- 0:44Speaker 1: he was Master of the Earth. Each of these facts
- 0:47Speaker 1: seemed struggling for complete possession of his thoughts. They protruded
- 0:51Speaker 1: from a background of swarming halls, elevated passages, rooms jammed
- 0:56Speaker 1: with ward leaders in council, kinematograph and telephone rooms, and
- 1:00Speaker 1: windows looking out on a seething sea of marching men.
- 1:03Speaker 1: The men in yellow and men whom he fancied were
- 1:06Speaker 1: called ward leaders, were either propelling him forward or following
- 1:09Speaker 1: him obediently. It was hard to tell perhaps they were
- 1:12Speaker 1: doing a little of both. Perhaps some power, unseen and
- 1:15Speaker 1: unsuspected propelled them all. He was aware that he was
- 1:19Speaker 1: going to make a proclamation to the people of the earth,
- 1:22Speaker 1: aware of certain grandiose phrases floating in his mind. As
- 1:25Speaker 1: the thing he meant to say. Many little things happened,
- 1:29Speaker 1: and then he found himself with the man in yellow,
- 1:32Speaker 1: entering a little room where this proclamation of his was
- 1:34Speaker 1: to be made. This room was grotesquely latter day in
- 1:38Speaker 1: its appointments. In the center was a bright oval, lit
- 1:41Speaker 1: by shaded electric lights from above. The rest was in shadow,
- 1:45Speaker 1: and the double, finely fitting doors through which he came
- 1:48Speaker 1: from the swarming hall of the atlas made the place
- 1:50Speaker 1: very still. The dead thud of these as they closed
- 1:54Speaker 1: behind him, the sudden cessation of the tumult in which
- 1:56Speaker 1: he had been living for hours. The quivering circle of light,
- 2:00Speaker 1: the whispers and quick, noiseless movements of vaguely visible attendants
- 2:03Speaker 1: in the shadows had a strange effect upon Graham. The
- 2:06Speaker 1: huge ears of a phonographic mechanism gaped in a battery
- 2:09Speaker 1: for his words. The black eyes of great photographic cameras
- 2:13Speaker 1: awaited his beginning. Beyond metal rods and coils glittered dimly,
- 2:17Speaker 1: and something whirled about with a droning hum. He walked
- 2:21Speaker 1: into the center of the light, and his shadow drew together,
- 2:23Speaker 1: black and sharp, to a little blot at his feet.
- 2:27Speaker 1: The vague shape of the thing he meant to say
- 2:29Speaker 1: was already in his mind. But this silence, this isolation,
- 2:33Speaker 1: the withdrawal from that contagious crowd, this audience of gaping,
- 2:37Speaker 1: glaring machines, had not been in his anticipation. All his
- 2:41Speaker 1: supports seemed withdrawn together. He seemed to have dropped into
- 2:44Speaker 1: this suddenly, suddenly to have discovered himself. In a moment,
- 2:48Speaker 1: he was changed. He found that he now feared to
- 2:50Speaker 1: be inadequate. He feared to be theatrical. He feared the
- 2:54Speaker 1: quality of his voice, the quality of his wit. Astonished,
- 2:57Speaker 1: he turned to the man in yellow with a propitatory gesture.
- 3:00Speaker 1: For a moment, he said, I must wait. I did
- 3:03Speaker 1: not think it would be like this. I must think
- 3:05Speaker 1: of the thing I have to say. While he was
- 3:08Speaker 1: still hesitating, there came an agitated messenger with news that
- 3:12Speaker 1: the foremost aeroplanes were passing over Madrid. What news of
- 3:15Speaker 1: the flying stages? He asked the people of the southwest
- 3:18Speaker 1: wards are ready ready? He turned impatiently to the blank
- 3:22Speaker 1: circles of the lenses. Again. I suppose it must be
- 3:25Speaker 1: a sort of speech would to God. I knew certainly
- 3:28Speaker 1: the thing that should be said. Aeroplanes at Madrid. They
- 3:31Speaker 1: must have started before the main fleet. Oh what can
- 3:34Speaker 1: it matter whether I speak well or ill? He said,
- 3:37Speaker 1: and felt the light grow brighter. He had framed some
- 3:40Speaker 1: vague sentence of democratic sentiment, when suddenly doubts overwhelmed him.
- 3:45Speaker 1: His belief in his heroic quality and calling, he found,
- 3:47Speaker 1: had altogether lost its assured conviction. The picture of a
- 3:51Speaker 1: little strutting futility in a windy waste of incomprehensible destinies
- 3:54Speaker 1: replaced it abruptly. It was perfectly clear to him that
- 3:58Speaker 1: this revolt against ostrog was premature, foredoomed to failure. The
- 4:02Speaker 1: impulse of passionate inadequacy against inevitable things. He thought of
- 4:07Speaker 1: that swift flight of aeroplanes, like the swoop of fate
- 4:09Speaker 1: towards him. He was astonished that he could have seen
- 4:12Speaker 1: things in any other light. In that final emergency, he debated,
- 4:16Speaker 1: thrust debate resolutely aside, determined at all costs to go
- 4:19Speaker 1: through the thing he had undertaken, and he could find
- 4:22Speaker 1: no word to begin. Even as he stood awkward, hesitating
- 4:26Speaker 1: with an indiscreet apology for his inability, trembling on his lips,
- 4:30Speaker 1: came the noise of many people crying out, the running
- 4:33Speaker 1: to and fro of feet. Wait, cried someone, and a
- 4:36Speaker 1: door opened. Graham turned, and the watching lights waned through
- 4:40Speaker 1: the open doorway. He saw a slight, girlish figure approaching
- 4:43Speaker 1: his heart leapt. It was Helen Wotton. The man in
- 4:46Speaker 1: yellow came out of the nearer shadows into the circle
- 4:48Speaker 1: of light. This is the girl who told us what
- 4:51Speaker 1: Ostrog had done, he said. She came in very quietly
- 4:54Speaker 1: and stood still, as if she did not want to
- 4:56Speaker 1: interrupt Graham's eloquence. But his doubts and questionings fled before
- 5:00Speaker 1: her presence. He remembered the things that he had meant
- 5:03Speaker 1: to say. He faced the cameras, and the light about
- 5:06Speaker 1: him grew brighter. He turned back to her. You have
- 5:09Speaker 1: helped me, he said, lamely, helped me very much. This
- 5:13Speaker 1: is very difficult, he paused. He addressed himself to the
- 5:18Speaker 1: unseen multitudes who stared upon him through those grotesque black eyes.
- 5:22Speaker 1: At first, he spoke slowly, Men and women of the
- 5:26Speaker 1: New Age, He said, you have arisen to do battle
- 5:29Speaker 1: for the race. There is no easy victory before us.
- 5:34Speaker 1: He stopped to gather words. He wished passionately for the
- 5:37Speaker 1: gift of moving speech. This night is beginning, he said,
- 5:41Speaker 1: This battle that is coming, this battle that rushes upon
- 5:44Speaker 1: us tonight, is only a beginning all your lives. It
- 5:47Speaker 1: may be you must fight. Take no thought though I
- 5:50Speaker 1: am beaten, though I am utterly overthrown. I think I
- 5:54Speaker 1: may be overthrown. He found the thing in his mind
- 5:57Speaker 1: too vague for words. He paused momentarily and broke into
- 6:01Speaker 1: vague exhortations, And then a rush of speech came upon him.
- 6:05Speaker 1: Much that he said was but the humanitarian commonplace of
- 6:08Speaker 1: a vanished age, but the conviction of his voice touched
- 6:11Speaker 1: it to vitality. He stated the case of the old
- 6:14Speaker 1: days to the people of the New Age, to the
- 6:16Speaker 1: girl at his side, I come out of the past
- 6:19Speaker 1: to you, he said, with the memory of an age
- 6:22Speaker 1: that hoped. My age was an age of dreams, of beginnings,
- 6:26Speaker 1: an age of noble hopes. Throughout the world. We had
- 6:29Speaker 1: made an end of slavery throughout the world. We had
- 6:32Speaker 1: spread the desire and anticipation that wars might cease, that
- 6:36Speaker 1: all man and women might live nobly in freedom and peace.
- 6:40Speaker 1: So we hoped in the days that are passed. And
- 6:42Speaker 1: what of those hopes? How is it with man after
- 6:45Speaker 1: two hundred years? Great cities, vast powers, a collective greatness
- 6:50Speaker 1: beyond our dreams. For that we did not work, and
- 6:53Speaker 1: that has come. But how is it with the little
- 6:56Speaker 1: eyes that make up this greater life? How is it
- 6:59Speaker 1: with the commone lives as it has ever been, sorrow
- 7:03Speaker 1: and labor, lives cramped and unfulfilled, lives tempted by power,
- 7:07Speaker 1: tempted by wealth, and gone to waste and folly. The
- 7:11Speaker 1: old faith have faded and changed. The new faith? Is
- 7:15Speaker 1: there a new faith? Charity and mercy he floundered, beauty
- 7:19Speaker 1: and the love of beautiful things, effort and devotion. Give
- 7:23Speaker 1: yourselves as I would give myself, as Christ gave himself
- 7:27Speaker 1: upon the cross. It does not matter if you understand.
- 7:31Speaker 1: It does not matter if you seem to fail. You
- 7:34Speaker 1: know in the core of your hearts you know there
- 7:37Speaker 1: is no promise, there is no security, nothing to go upon,
- 7:40Speaker 1: but faith. There is no faith, but faith, faith, which
- 7:44Speaker 1: is courage thing that he had long wished to believe.
- 7:48Speaker 1: He found that he believed. He spoke gustily, in broken,
- 7:51Speaker 1: incomplete sentences, but with all his heart and strength of
- 7:55Speaker 1: this new faith within him. He spoke of the greatness
- 7:58Speaker 1: of self abnegation, of his belief in an immortal life
- 8:01Speaker 1: of humanity in which we live and move and have
- 8:03Speaker 1: our being. His voice rose and fell, and the recording
- 8:07Speaker 1: appliance as hummed as he spoke, dim attendants watched him
- 8:10Speaker 1: out of the shadow. His sense of that silent spectator
- 8:14Speaker 1: beside him sustained his sincerity. For a few glorious moments.
- 8:18Speaker 1: He was carried away. He felt no doubt of his
- 8:20Speaker 1: heroic quality, no doubt of his heroic words. He had
- 8:24Speaker 1: it all straight and plain, His eloquence limped no longer,
- 8:28Speaker 1: and at last he made an end to speaking here
- 8:31Speaker 1: and now, he cried, I make my will. All that
- 8:34Speaker 1: is mine in the world I give to the people
- 8:36Speaker 1: of the world. All that is mine in the world,
- 8:39Speaker 1: I give to the people of the world, to all
- 8:41Speaker 1: of you. I give it to you, and to myself.
- 8:44Speaker 1: I give to you, And as God wills tonight, I
- 8:47Speaker 1: will live for you or I will die, he ended.
- 8:52Speaker 1: He found the light of his present exaltation reflected in
- 8:54Speaker 1: the face of the girl. Their eyes met. Her eyes
- 8:58Speaker 1: were swimming with tears of enthusiasm. I knew, she whispered, Oh,
- 9:03Speaker 1: Father of the world, sire, I knew you would say
- 9:06Speaker 1: these things. I have said what I could, he answered, lamely,
- 9:11Speaker 1: and grasped and clung to her outstretched hands. End of
- 9:15Speaker 1: Chapter twenty three.