Latest / The Trauma Therapist / Psilocybin Therapy From Functioning to Flourishing with Myles Katz
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- 0:21Speaker 1: who experienced trauma. My name is Got macpherson, and my
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- 0:34Speaker 2: All right, right, already, all.
- 0:36Speaker 1: Right Miles here, So five four, three, two and one,
- 0:42Speaker 1: our folks, welcome back to the podcast. Very excited to
- 0:44Speaker 1: have my guest today, Miles Katz.
- 0:46Speaker 2: Miles, welcome, Thanks Ca, thanks for having me.
- 0:50Speaker 1: Awesome. So Miles leads the development of Confluence Retreats, which
- 0:55Speaker 1: seeks to integrate nature based multiday multiday psilocybin retreat experiences
- 1:00Speaker 1: into organ's innovative legal framework and in the process collaborating
- 1:05Speaker 1: with indigenous communities to restore each and healing practices to
- 1:09Speaker 1: the Cascade Siscu National Monument. Previously, Miles co founded the
- 1:14Speaker 1: Synthesis Institute, where he served as director of business Development,
- 1:18Speaker 1: spearheading the development of one of the world's initial legal
- 1:21Speaker 1: psychedelic service models. This groundbreaking initiative supported over one thousand
- 1:26Speaker 1: individuals in their mental health journeys until its closure in
- 1:29Speaker 1: twenty twenty three. Miles, Welcome to the podcast.
- 1:32Speaker 2: Yeah, thanks, it's great to be here.
- 1:34Speaker 1: Awesome. So before we get going, share with the listeners
- 1:37Speaker 1: where you're from originally and where you are currently, and
- 1:40Speaker 1: then we'll dive in.
- 1:42Speaker 2: Yeah. So I was born in Manhattan, which is a
- 1:45Speaker 2: very noisy, busy place, and had a long journey, including
- 1:50Speaker 2: living in Africa for six years and Amsterdam to start
- 1:53Speaker 2: my previous psycholicatry business that ultimately landed me here in
- 1:58Speaker 2: southern Oregon where we run our legal psilocybin retreats through Confluence.
- 2:03Speaker 1: Nice. So it's interesting because I was born in Manhattan
- 2:06Speaker 1: and I'm also in in Oregon right now.
- 2:09Speaker 2: Cool.
- 2:09Speaker 1: So how did all this start for you?
- 2:13Speaker 2: Well, I'd say the psychedelic component of it, which is
- 2:17Speaker 2: the more probably the more interesting and relevant components to
- 2:19Speaker 2: talk about, started actually while I was living in Kenya,
- 2:23Speaker 2: in rural Kenya for about six years. I was in
- 2:27Speaker 2: my late twenties at the time, and without having this
- 2:31Speaker 2: language I was I can see now in hindsight that
- 2:34Speaker 2: I was very much a very high functioning, depressed alcoholic,
- 2:38Speaker 2: and I was in this lull in life and I
- 2:41Speaker 2: had on the surface side everything that I wanted. I
- 2:45Speaker 2: was living in rural Africa running social enterprise. So this
- 2:50Speaker 2: is a concept I was really into in my early twenties,
- 2:53Speaker 2: essentially running for profit businesses that had a social or
- 2:56Speaker 2: environmental mission to help people who lived at the base
- 3:01Speaker 2: of the economic period.
- 3:02Speaker 1: This is this is crazy interesting. How did you even
- 3:05Speaker 1: get to this point where you're interested in starting social stuff?
- 3:10Speaker 2: Yeah, I was raised in a family business, very entrepreneurial environment,
- 3:15Speaker 2: and I always I never really thought about following a
- 3:20Speaker 2: corporate career path. I was always really interested in business,
- 3:22Speaker 2: but really it was instilled with this entrepreneurial perspective on
- 3:27Speaker 2: the world, and so I had a towards the later
- 3:32Speaker 2: stage of my undergraduate at Northeastern University in Boston, I
- 3:36Speaker 2: was exposed to this concept of social entrepreneurship, which is
- 3:40Speaker 2: using the principles and the tools of business, but having
- 3:44Speaker 2: an to have an outcome that's not necessarily financially motivated,
- 3:49Speaker 2: but increasing incomes for you know, the people at the
- 3:53Speaker 2: base of the economic period or environmental missions, and I
- 3:57Speaker 2: was just really inspiring professor who turned me onto this
- 4:00Speaker 2: idea and kind of tilted my whole career path into
- 4:03Speaker 2: this broad concept of using business skills to help create
- 4:07Speaker 2: positive change in the world.
- 4:09Speaker 1: So where was the genesis of the alcoholism?
- 4:14Speaker 2: So yeah, good question. So my mother passed away when
- 4:20Speaker 2: I was a teenager and I was you know, i'd
- 4:24Speaker 2: say that like up until the time I was fifteen
- 4:28Speaker 2: when that happened, I would describe my life as a
- 4:31Speaker 2: very privileged, quote normal upper middle class upbringing. And she
- 4:39Speaker 2: was sick for a number of years, started with breast cancer,
- 4:42Speaker 2: turned into leukemia, and we were very much a family
- 4:47Speaker 2: that acknowledged it, but we didn't have like deep emotional
- 4:50Speaker 2: processing tools or techniques. And so when she did pass
- 4:56Speaker 2: I had already started to experiment with alcohol and my
- 4:59Speaker 2: you know, mid to late teenage years, and when she passed,
- 5:04Speaker 2: I just kind of dove into that rabbit hole, and
- 5:08Speaker 2: you know, it was all for fun and liked to
- 5:11Speaker 2: connect with friends. But through a lot of work, in hindsight,
- 5:15Speaker 2: I can see I was really just self numbing quite
- 5:18Speaker 2: a lot. And so I was grateful for that tool
- 5:23Speaker 2: and that I'm really grateful that I was safe. I mean,
- 5:25Speaker 2: I look back at some of the things that were happening,
- 5:27Speaker 2: and I must have had a guardian angel looking out
- 5:31Speaker 2: for me because it was not a very safe use
- 5:34Speaker 2: of alcohol. But yeah, I'd say like it really started
- 5:38Speaker 2: with that and carried out throughout my twenties as my
- 5:42Speaker 2: relationship with my dad and brother really shifted significantly as
- 5:46Speaker 2: we all went our separate ways to process the death
- 5:48Speaker 2: of my mom and ultimately, you know, disconnect from one
- 5:52Speaker 2: another instead of you know, lean in and support each other.
- 5:57Speaker 1: So noa Northeastern University. And was that the kind of
- 6:03Speaker 1: entree into the Synthesis Institute in a sense.
- 6:07Speaker 2: No, So my experience at Northeastern University led me to
- 6:11Speaker 2: want to live in Africa and work in startups that
- 6:14Speaker 2: helped you know, people like essentially the global or you know,
- 6:20Speaker 2: bas of the economic period, people who lived on two
- 6:22Speaker 2: to three dollars a day on average in developing countries
- 6:26Speaker 2: like Kenya. And so I lived in Kenya for six
- 6:29Speaker 2: years and I worked on a pretty interesting business that
- 6:32Speaker 2: ultimately puttered its way along through the years, still exists
- 6:36Speaker 2: today but never grew the way we had hoped. But
- 6:40Speaker 2: we essentially worked with the rural farmers in Africa, collected
- 6:45Speaker 2: a local indigenous tree nut that they had on their
- 6:48Speaker 2: properties and procesedges into organic oils and agricultural inputs. And
- 6:56Speaker 2: I was there for about six years working on this
- 6:58Speaker 2: other business model. And it was around this time that
- 7:01Speaker 2: I started to slip into a more depression based state.
- 7:08Speaker 1: For one second, during this time, did you engage in
- 7:13Speaker 1: any kind of therapy m m okay. No. No.
- 7:17Speaker 2: I was still drinking, as a lot of us do
- 7:20Speaker 2: in Western culture in their mid to late twenties, you know,
- 7:24Speaker 2: binging a couple times a week, but no conscious awareness
- 7:28Speaker 2: of therapy or anything, not even in the place to
- 7:31Speaker 2: admit that I could benefit from it.
- 7:33Speaker 1: Did you kind of consciously, oh intentionally, quote unquote process
- 7:40Speaker 1: your mother's death?
- 7:43Speaker 2: No, I had. I always had a very spiritual connection
- 7:46Speaker 2: with that experience and with her even after she passed.
- 7:49Speaker 2: But I didn't do any conscious processing of grief or
- 7:54Speaker 2: anything of that nature. Yeah, it was really in my
- 7:58Speaker 2: late twenties as I I slipped into a depression. I
- 8:02Speaker 2: knew I didn't want to come back home to the US,
- 8:04Speaker 2: but I knew I didn't It wasn't really going so
- 8:06Speaker 2: well in East Africa, despite the fact that I had
- 8:09Speaker 2: this dream career, you know dream from where I was
- 8:12Speaker 2: at as an undergraduate, and I started to very slowly
- 8:17Speaker 2: experiment with psychedelics in very unintentional ways and started out
- 8:24Speaker 2: with like an experience once every year or two. And
- 8:28Speaker 2: in twenty sixteen, I was at a burning Man type
- 8:32Speaker 2: festival in South Africa and I had my first experience
- 8:35Speaker 2: with LSD and this would this was really the one that,
- 8:39Speaker 2: as they say in the psychedelic world, lifted.
- 8:41Speaker 1: The veil and.
- 8:44Speaker 2: Made me aware of all the things that I hadn't
- 8:47Speaker 2: been aware of through the self numbing and I had
- 8:51Speaker 2: lost my appetite to drink alcohol pretty much immediately overnight,
- 8:55Speaker 2: which was not an intention at all, and I for
- 8:59Speaker 2: about six months or so, I just had this tingling
- 9:02Speaker 2: sensation in like the frontal lobe of my brain, which
- 9:05Speaker 2: like at first scared me because I didn't know a
- 9:07Speaker 2: lot about psychedecs at the time, and I really was
- 9:10Speaker 2: curious if I did some long term damage. And then
- 9:13Speaker 2: as I dug more and more into the literature that
- 9:16Speaker 2: was available at that time, which I'm very grateful for,
- 9:19Speaker 2: it wasn't as much as available now, but there's still
- 9:21Speaker 2: enough that I could find it on the internet. I
- 9:24Speaker 2: was really intrigued to learn how how physiologically safe these
- 9:29Speaker 2: substances are some of the safest that we know about
- 9:33Speaker 2: from a psychoactive standpoint, how other people have these healing experiences,
- 9:38Speaker 2: And it just started this infinite curiosity that I still
- 9:41Speaker 2: have today about how these tools psychedelics can be used
- 9:45Speaker 2: to help us improve our well being, you know, whether
- 9:49Speaker 2: that's treating mental illness or what I refer to as
- 9:53Speaker 2: moving up the mental health spectrum from functioning to flourishing,
- 9:57Speaker 2: which I think of as more my person journey. Because
- 10:00Speaker 2: I was not well, I can look back and I
- 10:03Speaker 2: could say I probably should have been diagnosed and treated.
- 10:05Speaker 2: I never was because I was so high functioning in
- 10:07Speaker 2: an everyday sense, And so that's really like an interest
- 10:12Speaker 2: of mind still to this day, is like, I know,
- 10:14Speaker 2: there's a whole world of psychedelics for mental health treatment,
- 10:17Speaker 2: and there's no uh, there's no reason that shouldn't be acknowledged.
- 10:21Speaker 2: But I think something that we're yet to talk about
- 10:24Speaker 2: more intentionally as a culture is moving from like just
- 10:28Speaker 2: not being unwell to like, what is it like to
- 10:30Speaker 2: be flourishing and living with purpose and having meaningful connections
- 10:34Speaker 2: with ourselves and nature and others and maybe even you know,
- 10:40Speaker 2: spiritual connection for some and.
- 10:42Speaker 1: So that distinction, Yeah, that's awesome. Yeah, So let's talk
- 10:47Speaker 1: about Confluence and how that started.
- 10:52Speaker 2: Yeah, so I had a very unique experience of being
- 10:57Speaker 2: able to work legally with psychedelics twenty eighteen. So the
- 11:01Speaker 2: precursor to Confluence was an organization called Synthesis that ran
- 11:05Speaker 2: legal retreats out of Amsterdam, where psilocybin is legal. It's
- 11:11Speaker 2: not regulated like it is an organ but it's legally available.
- 11:15Speaker 2: And so that company raised venture capital and built a
- 11:19Speaker 2: very professional therapeutic, multi modality approach to psilocybin group retreats,
- 11:26Speaker 2: and at the time it was quite ahead of the game.
- 11:30Speaker 2: Twenty eighteen was like right before this most recent surge
- 11:35Speaker 2: in research and breakthrough therapy designation and media about psychedelics,
- 11:41Speaker 2: and so out of all the entrepreneurial projects I've worked on,
- 11:44Speaker 2: it was really right place, right time. It's a big
- 11:46Speaker 2: factor of being a successful, you know, startup. And so
- 11:51Speaker 2: that company lasted for about five years. We had to
- 11:57Speaker 2: do a lot of twisting and contorting to the pandemic
- 12:01Speaker 2: and in a lot of ways, like it's amazing we
- 12:03Speaker 2: did survive the pandemic at all, given that we were
- 12:05Speaker 2: an in person group retreat business that relied on travel,
- 12:09Speaker 2: but we did. And I actually relocated from Amsterdam to
- 12:15Speaker 2: Oregon in the middle of twenty twenty because we had
- 12:19Speaker 2: foresight on what was coming in Oregon, which is the
- 12:22Speaker 2: first legal, regulated access model for psilocybin anywhere in the
- 12:27Speaker 2: world still to this day. And what the significance of
- 12:31Speaker 2: that from a safety, from a helping more and more
- 12:36Speaker 2: people come into this work. And so I relocated middle
- 12:41Speaker 2: of twenty twenty before the new law and organ actually
- 12:43Speaker 2: passed and it was successful. And I have a funny,
- 12:50Speaker 2: ironic story that I was in Oregon for over two
- 12:55Speaker 2: years before my company failed and the reason for failure,
- 13:00Speaker 2: you know, kind of a longer story about the again
- 13:03Speaker 2: like the contorting and twisting we had to do to
- 13:05Speaker 2: survive the pandemic, the influence of outside capital in you know,
- 13:09Speaker 2: these businesses. But long story short, as I was on
- 13:13Speaker 2: the sidelines, I had started a family and Oregon and
- 13:17Speaker 2: my business had failed, and it was about three months
- 13:21Speaker 2: later the first legal centers started opening. So my whole identity,
- 13:24Speaker 2: my whole like reason for being there was this type
- 13:27Speaker 2: of work I wasn't involved in, and I really took
- 13:31Speaker 2: a lot of time to process that failure. And I
- 13:35Speaker 2: wasn't even sure i'd want to work with psychedelics again.
- 13:37Speaker 2: It felt very complex. I couldn't intertwine like my passion
- 13:41Speaker 2: for the experiences with the failure of that company. And
- 13:45Speaker 2: slowly I started getting involved in one of the local
- 13:48Speaker 2: license centers in our town in Ashland, Oregon, and just
- 13:52Speaker 2: for fun, just passion like, and I helping Brian and Michelle.
- 13:56Speaker 2: I still work with them today. They run this place
- 13:58Speaker 2: called Omnia Group. And just learning how much I did
- 14:03Speaker 2: have to contribute, you know, the fact that I had
- 14:05Speaker 2: five years of legal experience before anyone in orgon which
- 14:09Speaker 2: you know at this point in time, the most anyone
- 14:12Speaker 2: has an organ is one year of experience. So and
- 14:15Speaker 2: as I slowly got involved in that, I was a
- 14:17Speaker 2: little bit heartbroken that most of the experiences happening in
- 14:22Speaker 2: Oregon are people fly in, getting a hotel room, ubering
- 14:26Speaker 2: to their session, we bring back to their hotel room,
- 14:29Speaker 2: and then flying out the next day. And as someone
- 14:31Speaker 2: who's spent five years helping to set up very professional
- 14:36Speaker 2: multimodality well held multi day experiences for people. I have
- 14:41Speaker 2: a sense of how much of the magic of the
- 14:42Speaker 2: psychedelic experience dissipates as soon as you scroll through your
- 14:47Speaker 2: phone that evening, or you know, get on the TV
- 14:50Speaker 2: in your hotel room, and so just reconnecting with that
- 14:54Speaker 2: and wanting to create a program in a structure where
- 14:58Speaker 2: people can still have that of what I would call
- 15:01Speaker 2: the psychedelic experience container, where you know, they can really
- 15:05Speaker 2: be immersed with just their intention and the experience for
- 15:09Speaker 2: three or five days and being a supportive group of
- 15:12Speaker 2: other individuals and you know, basically weaving together like that
- 15:16Speaker 2: synthesis style of retreat that we had developed over the
- 15:19Speaker 2: course of five years with ten million dollars in backing
- 15:22Speaker 2: and probably iterated on fifty times with like what was
- 15:25Speaker 2: available in organ which is the first legal regulated framework.
- 15:29Speaker 2: So from that I started Confluence Retreats as a small nonprofit.
- 15:34Speaker 2: And the note on the small nonprofit is it is
- 15:37Speaker 2: you know, a part of my integrating the lessons and
- 15:39Speaker 2: the failure of venture capital and not you know, just
- 15:43Speaker 2: wanting to keep a healthy boundary with the nature of
- 15:46Speaker 2: our capitalistic system and how that can really influence a
- 15:50Speaker 2: lot and how people operate day to day and especially
- 15:53Speaker 2: when we get into really deep healing work like psychedelics
- 15:56Speaker 2: has the power to do. And so yeah, confluence five
- 16:00Speaker 2: day programs with two psychedelic experiences, just like Synthesis did.
- 16:04Speaker 2: And then I also work with people one on one
- 16:06Speaker 2: to set up mini retreats where we still you know,
- 16:10Speaker 2: stay in cabins in the woods and take care of
- 16:12Speaker 2: all the meals and do all the prep and integration activities.
- 16:16Speaker 2: But you know, just for people who either know they're
- 16:20Speaker 2: not suited for a group experience or sometimes the timing
- 16:23Speaker 2: and dates don't work as well. So, you know, very
- 16:27Speaker 2: small scale compared to what we were doing with synthesis,
- 16:29Speaker 2: but still really impactful. And I think just showing in
- 16:34Speaker 2: the state of Oregon, and as this legal framework evolves
- 16:36Speaker 2: that it doesn't all have to be a quick in
- 16:39Speaker 2: and out clinic experience. You know, something I share with
- 16:44Speaker 2: clients and maybe for listeners it might be helpful. As JOHNS.
- 16:49Speaker 2: Hopkins research has shown that a very large percentage of people,
- 16:52Speaker 2: somewhere in the range of eighty to ninety percent of
- 16:54Speaker 2: people will quantify their psilocybin experiences one of the top
- 17:00Speaker 2: three or five most meaningful experiences of their life, and
- 17:04Speaker 2: so I ask people to consider having one of the
- 17:09Speaker 2: most meaningful experiences of their life and sitting alone in
- 17:12Speaker 2: a hotel room afterwards, you know, in a new city.
- 17:16Speaker 2: And so I'm glad to hear that people still have
- 17:18Speaker 2: good experiences that way. I rarely still work with people
- 17:20Speaker 2: that way, But I also know the more you can
- 17:23Speaker 2: put into setting up a structure to be supported and
- 17:26Speaker 2: you know, not have to try to figure out uber
- 17:28Speaker 2: eats on your phone after the session, like you know,
- 17:31Speaker 2: you can hold on to like the magic of the
- 17:33Speaker 2: experience even more and ultimately get more out of it.
- 17:36Speaker 1: There's an understanding, uh, kind of a I think a
- 17:39Speaker 1: generalized understanding that psychedelics are probably help most often can
- 17:49Speaker 1: help with mental health issues, but talk about why that is,
- 17:57Speaker 1: Why necessarily would that help?
- 18:01Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, there's a there's a great book by Michael
- 18:05Speaker 2: Polland called How to Change Her Mind. And there's a
- 18:08Speaker 2: couple of things that he points to in this book
- 18:10Speaker 2: that I think are really helpful to use as a
- 18:13Speaker 2: reference for this answer. But you know, at a grossly
- 18:17Speaker 2: oversimplified level, we can look at depression as stress about
- 18:23Speaker 2: the past and anxiety about stress about the future. And
- 18:26Speaker 2: PTSD is stress about a particular event. And so why
- 18:30Speaker 2: I can psychedological help with all these different conditions is
- 18:34Speaker 2: they're helping us get beneath the surface of these conditions,
- 18:37Speaker 2: like what is it about my past that has led
- 18:40Speaker 2: me to feel depressed or anxious or have this you know,
- 18:45Speaker 2: triggering connection to this traumatic event, And it really helps
- 18:50Speaker 2: us get to the why. We don't have a lot
- 18:52Speaker 2: of techniques in the modern healthcare system that looks at why.
- 18:56Speaker 2: It's mostly about suppressing symptoms, you know, things like antidepressants
- 19:01Speaker 2: and other techniques, and so with psychedelics, we're really getting
- 19:05Speaker 2: a really powerful opportunity to look at why and what's
- 19:09Speaker 2: behind the surface and what are the root causes of
- 19:11Speaker 2: some of these things so that we can reorient. And
- 19:15Speaker 2: something that is understood but not incredibly well understood is
- 19:23Speaker 2: the neuroplasticity that psychedelics give us after the experience. So
- 19:27Speaker 2: you might hear this term if you're researching psychedelics, but
- 19:30Speaker 2: they're shown to help our brains be more flexible and
- 19:34Speaker 2: make new connections easier, and in practice, what that is
- 19:39Speaker 2: pointing towards is it's easier to change your behaviors or
- 19:44Speaker 2: get new insights. And so this author, Michael Polland calls
- 19:48Speaker 2: psychedelics a PhD in the obvious, which I really like
- 19:53Speaker 2: because he'll he comments on how like the person in
- 19:58Speaker 2: the clinical trial for or smoking cessation will have the
- 20:03Speaker 2: experience on psychedelics in the journey of their lungs turning
- 20:07Speaker 2: black and collapsing, and for whatever reason to that person's
- 20:10Speaker 2: subjective experience, they'll really connect with like the harm they're
- 20:14Speaker 2: doing to themselves by smoking cigarettes. They don't need to
- 20:17Speaker 2: take psychedelsts to know that it's bad for them, but
- 20:19Speaker 2: there's something about the experience that really makes the obvious
- 20:23Speaker 2: really like. I think of it as like going from
- 20:25Speaker 2: a cognitive knowing to like a felt sense of knowing,
- 20:28Speaker 2: And once you know it in your bones, it's a
- 20:31Speaker 2: lot harder to ignore it and you not do something
- 20:34Speaker 2: about it.
- 20:35Speaker 1: Really really cool. I love that it's the obvious. Yeah,
- 20:39Speaker 1: I loved your answer. I appreciate that. So the listeners here,
- 20:43Speaker 1: we've got people in the mental health field, across the
- 20:47Speaker 1: mental health spectrum, various types of therapists and coaches and
- 20:53Speaker 1: people who identify as survivors as well. So what do
- 20:57Speaker 1: you say to them in terms of how this something
- 21:01Speaker 1: like this might be beneficial for them. Yeah, they're from
- 21:05Speaker 1: a therapist's perspective, maybe recommending to a client, let's say,
- 21:10Speaker 1: and even from a client's perspective.
- 21:13Speaker 2: Yeah, well the yeah, I love that question, thank you.
- 21:17Speaker 2: And I think the main thing I'm hoping to help
- 21:22Speaker 2: get out into the world right now is that there's
- 21:25Speaker 2: such a huge surge of interest in psychedelics and you know,
- 21:29Speaker 2: people are going to Costa Rica and Jamaica for these retreats.
- 21:33Speaker 2: People are just microdosing on their own at home. I'm
- 21:36Speaker 2: getting Facebook ads all the time for psilocybin microdoses, which
- 21:40Speaker 2: is not fully legal at all, but somehow they're doing it.
- 21:43Speaker 2: And so what I think is helpful for people to
- 21:46Speaker 2: know about is that there is a legal, regulated framework
- 21:50Speaker 2: in Oregon that people can tap into. You know, when
- 21:54Speaker 2: we started our previous business in twenty eighteen, the idea
- 21:57Speaker 2: that we would get a therapist recommendation for a client
- 22:00Speaker 2: to come is was a laughable matter. And now a
- 22:04Speaker 2: lot of the people I'm talking to for programs are
- 22:07Speaker 2: being told by their therapists as should come check this out.
- 22:10Speaker 2: And I think that's a really good use of the
- 22:12Speaker 2: model and organ like it's far from the most comprehensive
- 22:16Speaker 2: therapeutic support system for these experiences. But it can be
- 22:20Speaker 2: very easily. It's flexible enough to be really easily paired
- 22:23Speaker 2: with an ongoing relationship with a therapist or with you know,
- 22:28Speaker 2: an addiction recovery program. And I tell clients all the time,
- 22:32Speaker 2: like if I could wave a magic wand I would
- 22:34Speaker 2: have every single client, regardless of their intention, like having
- 22:37Speaker 2: a long term relationship with a therapist. You know, I
- 22:40Speaker 2: have that for myself. Like, and there's this nature where like,
- 22:43Speaker 2: no matter what engagement we have with a client around
- 22:46Speaker 2: the psychoic experience, even if it's for multiple weeks before
- 22:48Speaker 2: and after, the kind of insights and the AHAs and
- 22:54Speaker 2: the mental flexibility will continue to unfold usually for months
- 22:58Speaker 2: after the experience. And it's just a different support structure,
- 23:01Speaker 2: a different incentive structure for an ongoing weekly for example,
- 23:06Speaker 2: therapists to have with a client versus like the one
- 23:09Speaker 2: I have with clients. It's like, I'm here to maximize
- 23:11Speaker 2: your outcomes for this one experience and I'm not trying
- 23:14Speaker 2: to be your therapist. I'm not trying to replace that.
- 23:17Speaker 2: And so I don't think there's a lot of people
- 23:19Speaker 2: that really understand that it is available and legal and
- 23:22Speaker 2: there are safe places to go to for these experiences.
- 23:27Speaker 2: So yeah, that's kind of like my main answer to
- 23:30Speaker 2: that question.
- 23:31Speaker 1: Yeah, So as we kind of wind down here, I
- 23:33Speaker 1: know you talked a little bit about the process of
- 23:37Speaker 1: coming to Confluence retreats, but more specifically, who's it for.
- 23:46Speaker 2: Yeah, it's for a wide range of people. I mean,
- 23:49Speaker 2: I think it's generally for people who are already curious
- 23:55Speaker 2: in exploring psychedelics, and that can be I did it
- 23:58Speaker 2: thirty to forty years ago as a teenager, and I'm
- 24:01Speaker 2: ready to you know, kind of go inward and deeper.
- 24:04Speaker 2: It's for people who've never had an experience before. Increasingly
- 24:08Speaker 2: I'm talking to people who are experimenting on their own
- 24:10Speaker 2: and microdosing on their own and are ready to go
- 24:12Speaker 2: to a safe professional setting to like have a full
- 24:16Speaker 2: dose experience. I'd say that ideally people have at least
- 24:24Speaker 2: some therapeutic context, They have a preliminary sense of like
- 24:28Speaker 2: where their trauma may be coming from in childhood or
- 24:32Speaker 2: and ideally they have an ongoing therapist relationship and they're
- 24:37Speaker 2: ready to take that next step. You know, they're they're ready,
- 24:41Speaker 2: but they're mindful. They want to do an way that's
- 24:42Speaker 2: safe and feels good and isn't like on the beaches
- 24:46Speaker 2: of Jamaica, you know, where they're not, you know, as
- 24:49Speaker 2: professionally held and definitely not regulated. And I'll just say
- 24:54Speaker 2: that there are great places to go that are not
- 24:56Speaker 2: organ but I do think the regulation provides a lot
- 24:58Speaker 2: of safe de instructure for people psychologically to go into
- 25:03Speaker 2: these experiences. And so yeah, you know, there's a small
- 25:06Speaker 2: number of people who are better supported one on one
- 25:11Speaker 2: instead of in a group setting, although I really personally
- 25:14Speaker 2: believe in a lot in the value of communal support
- 25:17Speaker 2: structures and healing as a group as opposed to individuals.
- 25:23Speaker 2: And then there's a very small amount of people who
- 25:26Speaker 2: are not quite ready or might need additional support or
- 25:29Speaker 2: additional medical clearance before they come. But yeah, so it's
- 25:34Speaker 2: pretty wide ranging, and a good facilitator will be able
- 25:38Speaker 2: to tailor the experience and help support you in figuring
- 25:42Speaker 2: out if this experience or this connection is right for you.
- 25:45Speaker 2: You know, there's about three hundred people that have their
- 25:47Speaker 2: facilitator license in organ So I always tell people like,
- 25:50Speaker 2: first and foremost, you really need to feel safe and
- 25:52Speaker 2: trusting with the person you're doing this work with, and
- 25:55Speaker 2: that can take shapes in lots of different ways. It
- 25:57Speaker 2: could be male femal, it could be life experience similarity,
- 26:03Speaker 2: it could be you know, someone's knowledge about the topic
- 26:06Speaker 2: like you know, and ultimately like, yeah, you got to
- 26:09Speaker 2: be really consenting and comfortable with the path you're going.
- 26:14Speaker 1: Okay, So let's say we've got someone who's interested. Listeners
- 26:17Speaker 1: are interested, they want to reach out to you. Let's
- 26:20Speaker 1: say they are interested in the communal support aspect. They
- 26:25Speaker 1: reach out to you. What they what can they expect
- 26:27Speaker 1: in terms of steps?
- 26:30Speaker 2: Yeah, So everyone, before I work with anyone, I do
- 26:34Speaker 2: complimentary forty five minute I call them exploration calls with people.
- 26:39Speaker 2: So part of that process is filling out a very
- 26:42Speaker 2: brief two to three minute health safety questionnaire and then
- 26:46Speaker 2: also booking a forty five minute call. And during that call,
- 26:50Speaker 2: we'll talk about your intentions, why you're interested in psilocybin.
- 26:53Speaker 2: I'll get a sense of you, you'll get a sense
- 26:55Speaker 2: of me and us at confluence, and then you can
- 26:59Speaker 2: answer all the questions you have about the programs. And
- 27:03Speaker 2: that's required for everyone before they come into We have
- 27:05Speaker 2: small group programs, So you know, one quote bad apple
- 27:09Speaker 2: could really spoil the group experience. So it's a way
- 27:12Speaker 2: that we assess to make sure everyone in the group
- 27:14Speaker 2: is going to be a good supportive fit. And yeah,
- 27:17Speaker 2: and then we start our formal preparation process about twenty
- 27:21Speaker 2: days before the retreat, and that's administrative intake, but also
- 27:26Speaker 2: internal preparation. What are the things you can do at
- 27:28Speaker 2: home before you come to us in person to get
- 27:31Speaker 2: ready for the experience and start to peel back the
- 27:34Speaker 2: layers of the onions, how to speak to give psilocybin
- 27:37Speaker 2: a better chance of you know, helping you discover things
- 27:40Speaker 2: beneath the surface. And then you know, we take care
- 27:44Speaker 2: of everything on retreat. So it's just about getting yourself
- 27:46Speaker 2: to Southern Oregon and we work with you for a
- 27:49Speaker 2: period of a few weeks after the retreat remotely to
- 27:52Speaker 2: make sure you're getting all the support that you need
- 27:56Speaker 2: to integrate your experience. And then yeah, continuing your you're
- 28:00Speaker 2: healing journey and taking what you get out of the
- 28:02Speaker 2: experience and really turning it into meaningful, lasting change in
- 28:06Speaker 2: your life.
- 28:07Speaker 1: How many people in the small groups.
- 28:09Speaker 2: Generally it's up to eight clients in the small groups,
- 28:14Speaker 2: and we would have three facilitators.
- 28:17Speaker 1: In a group of eight. Yeah, okay, awesome, all right, So,
- 28:23Speaker 1: milescats of Confluence Retreats. What's the best way for people
- 28:26Speaker 1: to reach out and learn more?
- 28:29Speaker 2: The website is Confluence Retreats dot org. And you'll see
- 28:36Speaker 2: a button to book a call on that website pretty easily.
- 28:40Speaker 2: And then you can always reach out to support at
- 28:43Speaker 2: Confluence Retreats dot org and we'll get that email responded
- 28:47Speaker 2: to you right away.
- 28:48Speaker 1: Awesome, all right. We'll have that link up here at
- 28:50Speaker 1: the show notes page at the Trauma Divers Podcast dot com. Miles,
- 28:54Speaker 1: you you have this way about you that is awesome.
- 28:58Speaker 1: It just instill not just I mean, obviously you're knowledgeable,
- 29:02Speaker 1: but you just you just seem so passionate in a
- 29:06Speaker 1: very kind of quiet and confident way. I love it.
- 29:09Speaker 2: Thank you.
- 29:10Speaker 1: I love to hang you out very much.
- 29:11Speaker 2: Yeah, I love to Yeah, I appreciated it.
- 29:14Speaker 1: All right, man, take care alright you all right by
- 29:16Speaker 1: By