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The Essence of Mourning · Kollel Toras Chaim All Shiurim

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  This,
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  you
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  guys
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  were
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  doing
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  a
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  very
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  special
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  time
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  right
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  now.
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  Nine
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  days.
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  And
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  Tisha
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  bav
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  a
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  lot
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  of
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  people.
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  This
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  is,
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  I
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  think,
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  the
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  hardest
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  thing
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  about
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  this
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  period
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  of
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  time
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  is
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  people
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  are
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  just
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  confused
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  about
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  what
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  am
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  I
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  supposed
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  to
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  do?
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  How
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  am
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  I
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  supposed
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  to
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  feel?
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  What
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  is
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  the
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  avoidant?
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  Why
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  do
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  the
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  Chachamim
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  say
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  that
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  we
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  have
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  all
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  these
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  restrictions
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  and,
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  you
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  know,
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  they
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  don't
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  like
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  us.
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  They
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  want
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  us
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  to
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  suffer,
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  like,
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  what's
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  going
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  on?
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  Okay,
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  khumbism.
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  Because
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  what
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  does
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  that
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  have
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  to
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  do
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  with
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  me?
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  And
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  they
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  have
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  all
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  these
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  questions.
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  We
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  all
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  just
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  fake
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  this.
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  So
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  this
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  is
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  the
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  main
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  thing
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  that
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  the
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  Rebbe
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  is
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  talking
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  about
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  the
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  steroids
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  is
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  the
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  hardest
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  thing
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  is
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  doubt.
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  Not
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  even
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  clarity,
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  Just
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  not
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  understanding.
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  Where's
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  my
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  avoider
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  right
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  now?
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  If
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  we
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  know
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  exactly
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  what
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  Hashem
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  wants
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  from
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  us,
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  exactly
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  how
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  we're
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  supposed
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  to
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  serve
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  him
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  and
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  give
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  him
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  the
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  biggest
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  nachos,
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  you
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  know,
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  so
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  then
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  it
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  could
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  be
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  that.
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  It
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  wouldn't
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  be.
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  It
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  still
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  wouldn't
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  be
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  easy.
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  There'd
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  still
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  be
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  tests
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  and
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  we
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  have
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  to
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  go
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  through
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  different
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  things.
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  But
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  for
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  sure,
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  we
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  go.
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  We
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  overcome
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  everything.
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  You
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  know,
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  if
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  you
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  could
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  see
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  what
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  happened,
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  you
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  know,
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  every.
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  Every
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  time
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  you
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  travel
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  to
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  Uman
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  Roshana
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  along
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  the
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  way,
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  and
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  then
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  Uman,
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  everything
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  that's
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  happening,
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  you
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  could
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  see
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  exactly,
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  you
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  know,
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  the
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  nahzu.
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  So
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  for
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  sure,
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  you
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  would
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  spend
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  all
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  the
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  money
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  you
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  had,
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  you
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  would
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  travel
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  across
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  the
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  world,
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  you
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  go
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  to
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  Australia
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  to
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  catch
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  a
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  flight
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  to
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  New
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  York,
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  for
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  sure.
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  Yeah.
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  If
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  you
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  had
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  this
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  clarity,
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  you
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  know,
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  you
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  understood
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  how
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  big
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  Rebbe
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  Hashanah
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  is.
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  And
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  it
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  would
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  just
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  be
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  like,
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  I'll
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  figure
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  out
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  a
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  way
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  to
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  get
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  there.
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  Whatever.
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  What's
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  going
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  to
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  happen.
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  It's
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  going
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  to,
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  you
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  know,
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  whatever
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  it
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  takes.
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  That's
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  right.
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  We
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  do
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  it.
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  It's
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  like,
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  so.
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  So
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  it's
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  the
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  same
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  thing,
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  you
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  know,
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  with
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  13,
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  we
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  understood
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  what
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  it
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  took.
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  What
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  I
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  think
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  we
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  had
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  the
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  visual
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  yard,
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  this
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  amazing
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  seder
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  of.
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  Of.
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  So
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  obviously
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  the
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  Indian
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  of
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  T
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  comes
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  from
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  the
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  times
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  of
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  the
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  Korben,
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  you
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  know,
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  But
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  Rizal
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  gave
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  us
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  this
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  amazing
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  state
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  of
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  that.
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  It
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  makes
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  incredible
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  tikkunim,
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  all
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  the
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  spheres,
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  Everything
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  we
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  can
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  understand
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  everything,
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  but
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  we
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  know
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  that
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  it's,
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  you
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  know,
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  and
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  so
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  there's
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  all
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  these
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  eights
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  of
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  the
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  tzadikim,
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  Chuvv
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  etze
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  miktras
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  is
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  that
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  we
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  don't
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  know
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  what's
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  tzadikim.
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  And
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  then
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  because
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  of
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  that,
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  we
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  don't
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  know
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  what
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  to
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  do.
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  And
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  then
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  we
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  fall
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  and
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  we
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  have
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  this
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  Tina
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  Falaif
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  stuck.
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  We
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  don't
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  feel
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  anything.
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  What's
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  going
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  On,
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  Right.
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  So.
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  So
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  what
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  are
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  the
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  Eightzes?
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  The
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  eights
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  of
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  the
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  Chochomeim.
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  The
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  Chazal
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  is
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  telling
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  us
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  right
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  now
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  that
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  they
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  want
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  us
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  to
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  help.
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  They
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  want
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  to
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  help
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  us
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  to
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  connect
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  to
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  the
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  reality
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  of
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  our
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  situation,
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  of
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  Gollus.
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  Why
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  do
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  we
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  need
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  to
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  connect
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  to
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  Godless?
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  I
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  want
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  to
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  run
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  away
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  from
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  God.
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  That's
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  why
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  I'm
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  trying
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  to
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  ignore
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  this
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  period
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  of
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  time
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  as
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  much
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  as
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  possible.
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  I
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  get
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  to
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  Benazmanim
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  and
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  then
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  we
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  go
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  have
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  fun
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  and
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  just
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  forget
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  if
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  there's
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  any
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  problems
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  in
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  my
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  life.
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  Right?
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  That
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  sounds
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  good.
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  That
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  itself
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  is
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  godless.
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  You
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  know,
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  you
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  have
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  to
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  take,
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  you
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  know,
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  wherever
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  you
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  go
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  on
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  vacation,
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  you
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  need
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  to
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  take
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  a
• 3:20
  vacation
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  for
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  the
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  vacation,
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  because
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  you
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  don't
• 3:23
  get
• 3:23
  any
• 3:23
  khirs
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  from
• 3:23
  going
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  on
• 3:24
  vacation.
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  It
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  just
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  causes
• 3:25
  you
• 3:25
  more
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  and
• 3:25
  more,
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  you
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  know,
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  to
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  feel
• 3:27
  more
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  and
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  more
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  empty.
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  And
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  then.
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  So
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  then.
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  So
• 3:31
  then
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  really
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  the
• 3:32
  vacation
• 3:32
  is
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  Ben
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  of
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  Itzan.
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  That's
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  the
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  real
• 3:36
  vacation.
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  That's
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  the
• 3:38
  real.
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  Because
• 3:38
  you're
• 3:38
  getting.
• 3:38
  You
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  get.
• 3:39
  You're
• 3:39
  getting
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  to.
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  It's
• 3:42
  reality.
• 3:42
  It's
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  like
• 3:43
  taking
• 3:43
  medicine.
• 3:43
  It's
• 3:44
  like,
• 3:45
  you
• 3:45
  know,
• 3:46
  so
• 3:46
  it's
• 3:46
  like
• 3:47
  you're
• 3:47
  healing
• 3:48
  everything
• 3:48
  that
• 3:48
  you're
• 3:48
  going
• 3:49
  through.
• 3:49
  That's
• 3:49
  the
• 3:49
  opportunity
• 3:49
  we
• 3:50
  have.
• 3:50
  We
• 3:50
  have
• 3:50
  another
• 3:50
  few
• 3:50
  days.
• 3:52
  Tishua
• 3:53
  of
• 3:53
  itself
• 3:53
  is
• 3:53
  the
• 3:53
  main
• 3:54
  which
• 3:54
  we
• 3:54
  talk
• 3:54
  about.
• 3:55
  So
• 3:56
  what
• 3:56
  is
• 3:56
  the.
• 3:56
  What
• 3:57
  is
• 3:57
  the
• 3:57
  medicine
• 3:57
  in
• 3:58
  the
• 3:58
  beginning
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  is
• 4:02
  that,
• 4:02
  yes,
• 4:03
  we're
• 4:03
  on
• 4:03
  goals,
• 4:03
  but
• 4:04
  what
• 4:04
  we
• 4:04
  learned
• 4:05
  last
• 4:05
  time
• 4:05
  from
• 4:06
  s
• 4:06
  in
• 4:06
  his
• 4:07
  Torah
• 4:08
  that
• 4:11
  gullus
• 4:12
  is.
• 4:13
  Yes,
• 4:13
  it
• 4:14
  is
• 4:14
  a
• 4:14
  punishment,
• 4:14
  right?
• 4:15
  Hashem
• 4:15
  says,
• 4:15
  you're
• 4:16
  not
• 4:16
  listening
• 4:16
  to
• 4:16
  me.
• 4:17
  So
• 4:17
  I'm
• 4:17
  going
• 4:17
  to
• 4:17
  destroy
• 4:18
  the
• 4:18
  Bismaktish.
• 4:18
  I'm
• 4:18
  going
• 4:19
  to
• 4:19
  send
• 4:19
  you
• 4:19
  into
• 4:19
  gullus.
• 4:21
  But
• 4:22
  the
• 4:23
  Amos
• 4:23
  is
• 4:25
  say
• 4:25
  that.
• 4:26
  That
• 4:26
  it's.
• 4:27
  It's
• 4:27
  a
• 4:27
  punishment.
• 4:27
  It's
• 4:28
  also
• 4:28
  a
• 4:28
  tikkun.
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  It
• 4:29
  itself
• 4:30
  is
• 4:30
  the
• 4:30
  tikkun,
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  meaning
• 4:32
  it
• 4:32
  itself
• 4:33
  is
• 4:33
  the
• 4:33
  closeness
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  to
• 4:34
  Hashem.
• 4:34
  That
• 4:35
  itself
• 4:35
  is.
• 4:35
  That's
• 4:36
  the
• 4:36
  way
• 4:36
  to
• 4:36
  get
• 4:36
  close
• 4:36
  to
• 4:36
  Hashem
• 4:37
  is
• 4:37
  through
• 4:37
  godless.
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  You
• 4:39
  want
• 4:39
  to
• 4:39
  run
• 4:39
  away
• 4:39
  from
• 4:40
  godless
• 4:40
  and
• 4:40
  pretend
• 4:41
  like
• 4:41
  everything
• 4:41
  is
• 4:42
  fine.
• 4:42
  You
• 4:42
  want
• 4:42
  to
• 4:42
  ignore
• 4:42
  the
• 4:43
  reality
• 4:43
  of
• 4:43
  your
• 4:43
  life.
• 4:44
  So
• 4:44
  you
• 4:44
  run
• 4:44
  away
• 4:45
  from
• 4:45
  Hashem,
• 4:46
  which
• 4:46
  is
• 4:46
  really
• 4:46
  the
• 4:47
  most
• 4:47
  painful
• 4:47
  thing.
• 4:49
  Feeling
• 4:49
  the
• 4:49
  pain
• 4:50
  of
• 4:51
  our
• 4:51
  suffering
• 4:52
  is
• 4:52
  healing.
• 4:53
  It
• 4:53
  feels
• 4:53
  good,
• 4:54
  actually.
• 4:54
  Nachman
• 4:55
  is
• 4:55
  a
• 4:55
  sign
• 4:56
  a
• 4:56
  person
• 4:56
  really
• 4:56
  had
• 4:56
  a
• 4:56
  good
• 4:57
  confession,
• 4:58
  that
• 4:58
  he
• 4:58
  had
• 4:58
  a
• 4:58
  good
• 4:59
  teeth
• 4:59
  and
• 4:59
  God.
• 4:59
  So
• 4:59
  he's
• 5:00
  right.
• 5:00
  He's
• 5:01
  happy
• 5:01
  afterwards.
• 5:02
  Like,
• 5:03
  it's
• 5:03
  a
• 5:03
  good
• 5:03
  therapy,
• 5:04
  right?
• 5:04
  You
• 5:04
  know,
• 5:04
  you
• 5:05
  feel
• 5:05
  like
• 5:05
  you
• 5:05
  got
• 5:06
  it
• 5:06
  out.
• 5:06
  He
• 5:07
  spoke,
• 5:07
  he
• 5:07
  said,
• 5:07
  what's
• 5:08
  on
• 5:08
  your
• 5:08
  mind?
• 5:08
  You
• 5:08
  really.
• 5:09
  Wow.
• 5:10
  Now
• 5:10
  I
• 5:10
  feel
• 5:10
  so
• 5:10
  relieved.
• 5:11
  Like,
• 5:11
  I
• 5:11
  just.
• 5:12
  You're
• 5:13
  so
• 5:13
  relieved.
• 5:13
  Like,
• 5:13
  wow.
• 5:14
  I
• 5:14
  just.
• 5:14
  I
• 5:14
  feel
• 5:14
  like
• 5:14
  somebody,
• 5:15
  you
• 5:15
  know,
• 5:15
  let's
• 5:15
  say
• 5:15
  real
• 5:15
  therapist,
• 5:16
  talking
• 5:16
  to
• 5:16
  a
• 5:16
  friend,
• 5:16
  talking
• 5:17
  to
• 5:17
  Hashem
• 5:17
  and
• 5:17
  his
• 5:17
  brother,
• 5:19
  you
• 5:19
  know,
• 5:22
  Wow.
• 5:23
  I
• 5:23
  feel
• 5:23
  like
• 5:24
  somebody
• 5:24
  really
• 5:24
  understands
• 5:25
  what's
• 5:25
  going
• 5:25
  on
• 5:25
  in
• 5:25
  my
• 5:26
  life.
• 5:26
  I'm
• 5:26
  not
• 5:27
  alone.
• 5:29
  That's
• 5:30
  like
• 5:30
  a
• 5:30
  real
• 5:30
  vacation.
• 5:34
  So
• 5:36
  it's
• 5:36
  a
• 5:36
  vacation
• 5:36
  from
• 5:37
  Omalumhaza.
• 5:38
  In
• 5:38
  other
• 5:38
  words,
• 5:40
  what's
• 5:41
  the
• 5:41
  point
• 5:41
  of
• 5:41
  vacation,
• 5:42
  right?
• 5:42
  Vacation
• 5:43
  from
• 5:43
  Olam
• 5:44
  Haba
• 5:44
  or
• 5:44
  vacation
• 5:45
  from
• 5:45
  olam
• 5:45
  haze.
• 5:46
  We
• 5:46
  want
• 5:46
  a
• 5:46
  vacation
• 5:47
  from
• 5:47
  Olam
• 5:47
  haze.
• 5:47
  That's
• 5:47
  what
• 5:48
  Chazal
• 5:48
  is
• 5:48
  trying
• 5:48
  to
• 5:48
  give
• 5:49
  us
• 5:49
  right
• 5:49
  now.
• 5:49
  They
• 5:49
  say,
• 5:50
  you
• 5:50
  guys,
• 5:51
  no
• 5:51
  showers,
• 5:52
  no.
• 5:53
  No
• 5:53
  clean
• 5:53
  clothes,
• 5:54
  no
• 5:55
  meat,
• 5:55
  no
• 5:55
  wine,
• 5:57
  no
• 5:58
  music.
• 5:58
  Oh,
• 5:58
  that's
• 5:59
  probably
• 5:59
  the
• 5:59
  hardest
• 5:59
  one.
• 6:00
  Three
• 6:00
  weeks
• 6:00
  with
• 6:01
  no
• 6:01
  music.
• 6:01
  Mama
• 6:02
  school
• 6:02
  crazy,
• 6:04
  you
• 6:04
  know,
• 6:08
  and
• 6:08
  it's
• 6:08
  obviously
• 6:08
  middle
• 6:09
  of
• 6:09
  the
• 6:09
  summertime,
• 6:09
  you
• 6:10
  know,
• 6:10
  and
• 6:10
  mom
• 6:11
  is
• 6:11
  the
• 6:11
  hottest
• 6:11
  time.
• 6:12
  Shit
• 6:12
  singing
• 6:12
  and
• 6:13
  everything.
• 6:14
  But
• 6:14
  they
• 6:14
  just
• 6:15
  want
• 6:15
  you
• 6:15
  to
• 6:15
  suffer.
• 6:15
  No,
• 6:16
  they're
• 6:16
  trying
• 6:17
  to
• 6:17
  give
• 6:17
  you
• 6:17
  a
• 6:17
  vacation.
• 6:19
  They're
• 6:19
  trying
• 6:19
  to
• 6:20
  help
• 6:20
  you
• 6:20
  realize
• 6:21
  that
• 6:22
  really
• 6:22
  the
• 6:22
  main
• 6:23
  problem
• 6:23
  in
• 6:23
  your
• 6:23
  life
• 6:24
  is
• 6:24
  we're
• 6:24
  so
• 6:24
  attached
• 6:25
  to
• 6:25
  gashmirs.
• 6:27
  That's
• 6:28
  the
• 6:28
  main
• 6:28
  problem,
• 6:28
  is
• 6:29
  that
• 6:29
  I
• 6:29
  have
• 6:29
  this.
• 6:30
  I'm
• 6:30
  so
• 6:30
  attached.
• 6:31
  I
• 6:31
  have
• 6:31
  to.
• 6:32
  Every
• 6:32
  single
• 6:32
  day.
• 6:33
  I
• 6:33
  have
• 6:33
  to
• 6:33
  eat
• 6:33
  meat,
• 6:34
  I
• 6:34
  have
• 6:34
  to
• 6:34
  drink,
• 6:35
  I
• 6:35
  have
• 6:35
  to
• 6:35
  do.
• 6:36
  You
• 6:36
  know,
• 6:36
  I
• 6:36
  have
• 6:36
  to
• 6:36
  take
• 6:37
  a
• 6:37
  half
• 6:37
  an
• 6:37
  hour
• 6:37
  shower,
• 6:38
  at
• 6:38
  least
• 6:39
  Mikvah.
• 6:40
  That
• 6:40
  could
• 6:40
  be
• 6:40
  like
• 6:41
  30
• 6:41
  seconds.
• 6:41
  But
• 6:42
  shower,
• 6:43
  hot
• 6:43
  shower
• 6:43
  with
• 6:44
  all
• 6:44
  the
• 6:44
  soaps
• 6:44
  and
• 6:45
  the
• 6:45
  shampoos
• 6:45
  and
• 6:45
  the
• 6:45
  conditioner,
• 6:46
  and
• 6:46
  that
• 6:47
  is.
• 6:47
  I
• 6:47
  can't.
• 6:48
  I'm
• 6:49
  not.
• 6:53
  This
• 6:54
  is.
• 6:54
  I'm
• 6:54
  a
• 6:54
  good
• 6:54
  person.
• 6:55
  I
• 6:55
  don't
• 6:55
  do
• 6:55
  any
• 6:55
  guests.
• 6:59
  I
• 6:59
  think
• 6:59
  this
• 7:00
  is.
• 7:00
  This
• 7:00
  is
• 7:00
  what
• 7:00
  the.
• 7:00
  You
• 7:01
  know.
• 7:02
  You
• 7:03
  know,
• 7:03
  the
• 7:03
  whole
• 7:03
  point
• 7:04
  is.
• 7:04
  Is.
• 7:04
  Is.
• 7:04
  Yes,
• 7:05
  it's.
• 7:05
  It's.
• 7:05
  It's
• 7:06
  a.
• 7:06
  It's
• 7:06
  a
• 7:06
  kidu.
• 7:07
  It's
• 7:07
  a
• 7:07
  punishment.
• 7:07
  It's.
• 7:08
  Yeah,
• 7:08
  you're
• 7:08
  in
• 7:08
  gallus.
• 7:09
  And.
• 7:09
  And
• 7:09
  this
• 7:09
  miktash
• 7:10
  hasn't
• 7:10
  been
• 7:10
  rebuilt.
• 7:11
  Why?
• 7:11
  Because
• 7:11
  we're
• 7:12
  not
• 7:12
  doing
• 7:12
  chuvah.
• 7:13
  We're
• 7:13
  not
• 7:13
  rebu
• 7:14
  it.
• 7:14
  Right.
• 7:14
  So.
• 7:14
  Yes.
• 7:15
  So
• 7:15
  we
• 7:15
  also
• 7:16
  have
• 7:16
  the
• 7:16
  makaba,
• 7:17
  this
• 7:17
  onish.
• 7:17
  But
• 7:17
  the
• 7:17
  ohnish
• 7:17
  itself
• 7:18
  is
• 7:19
  not
• 7:19
  just
• 7:19
  a
• 7:19
  tikkun.
• 7:20
  I'm
• 7:20
  trying
• 7:20
  to
• 7:20
  think
• 7:20
  of
• 7:20
  the
• 7:20
  right
• 7:20
  word.
• 7:21
  It's.
• 7:21
  It's.
• 7:21
  The
• 7:22
  oish
• 7:22
  itself
• 7:23
  is
• 7:24
  the
• 7:24
  closest
• 7:24
  to
• 7:24
  hashem.
• 7:25
  That's
• 7:25
  the
• 7:25
  only
• 7:25
  way
• 7:25
  I
• 7:25
  can
• 7:25
  explain
• 7:26
  it.
• 7:26
  That.
• 7:27
  That.
• 7:27
  That.
• 7:27
  That's
• 7:27
  the
• 7:28
  way
• 7:28
  to
• 7:28
  get
• 7:28
  close
• 7:28
  to
• 7:28
  hashem
• 7:28
  is
• 7:29
  through
• 7:29
  that.
• 7:29
  Like
• 7:30
  that.
• 7:30
  That's
• 7:30
  the.
• 7:31
  The
• 7:31
  way
• 7:31
  that
• 7:32
  we
• 7:32
  get
• 7:32
  out
• 7:32
  of.
• 7:33
  Of
• 7:33
  gullus
• 7:33
  is
• 7:34
  through
• 7:34
  goddess.
• 7:34
  We're
• 7:35
  going
• 7:35
  into
• 7:35
  go
• 7:35
  way
• 7:35
  to
• 7:36
  get
• 7:36
  out
• 7:36
  of
• 7:36
  go
• 7:37
  way.
• 7:38
  Rabbi
• 7:38
  explains
• 7:38
  over
• 7:39
  here
• 7:39
  is
• 7:39
  that
• 7:40
  person
• 7:40
  has
• 7:40
  machlaikis.
• 7:42
  Against
• 7:42
  him,
• 7:42
  which
• 7:42
  is,
• 7:42
  again,
• 7:43
  is
• 7:43
  that
• 7:43
  he
• 7:43
  has
• 7:44
  all
• 7:44
  these
• 7:44
  tfekas.
• 7:45
  He
• 7:46
  doesn't
• 7:46
  know
• 7:46
  what's
• 7:46
  going
• 7:46
  on.
• 7:47
  He
• 7:47
  doesn't
• 7:47
  know
• 7:48
  how
• 7:48
  to
• 7:50
  function
• 7:50
  in
• 7:50
  life.
• 7:50
  Doesn't
• 7:51
  know
• 7:51
  what
• 7:51
  to
• 7:51
  decide.
• 7:53
  And
• 7:53
  it's
• 7:53
  also
• 7:53
  machlagos
• 7:54
  between
• 7:54
  his
• 7:55
  body
• 7:55
  and
• 7:55
  his
• 7:55
  najama,
• 7:56
  which
• 7:56
  is
• 7:56
  again,
• 7:57
  the
• 7:57
  body
• 7:57
  wants
• 7:58
  one
• 7:58
  thing
• 7:59
  that's
• 8:00
  a
• 8:00
  big
• 8:00
  machlekos,
• 8:00
  right?
• 8:01
  Some
• 8:01
  people,
• 8:01
  they
• 8:02
  have
• 8:02
  machlogas
• 8:02
  from
• 8:03
  their
• 8:03
  roommates,
• 8:03
  their
• 8:04
  wives
• 8:04
  from
• 8:05
  their
• 8:05
  family.
• 8:06
  They
• 8:06
  don't
• 8:06
  want
• 8:07
  them
• 8:07
  to
• 8:07
  go
• 8:07
  to
• 8:07
  uman,
• 8:07
  right?
• 8:08
  Different
• 8:08
  things.
• 8:08
  Everybody's
• 8:09
  got
• 8:09
  their
• 8:09
  own
• 8:09
  nistayanas,
• 8:10
  their
• 8:10
  own,
• 8:11
  you
• 8:11
  know,
• 8:12
  things
• 8:12
  they
• 8:12
  have
• 8:12
  to
• 8:12
  deal
• 8:13
  with.
• 8:14
  All
• 8:15
  these
• 8:15
  forms
• 8:15
  of
• 8:15
  machlekis,
• 8:16
  really.
• 8:17
  Rebbe
• 8:17
  says
• 8:18
  over
• 8:18
  here,
• 8:18
  it's
• 8:19
  a
• 8:19
  mikveh.
• 8:20
  It's
• 8:20
  all
• 8:20
  a
• 8:20
  mikveh.
• 8:21
  The
• 8:21
  mikhoykas
• 8:21
  itself
• 8:21
  is
• 8:22
  a
• 8:22
  mikveh.
• 8:23
  Why?
• 8:24
  Because
• 8:24
  it
• 8:24
  pushes
• 8:24
  you
• 8:25
  to
• 8:25
  find
• 8:25
  the
• 8:25
  emes.
• 8:26
  You
• 8:27
  have
• 8:27
  to
• 8:27
  figure
• 8:27
  out
• 8:28
  the
• 8:28
  answer,
• 8:29
  right?
• 8:29
  When
• 8:30
  I'm
• 8:30
  just,
• 8:30
  like,
• 8:30
  comfortable.
• 8:31
  Yeah,
• 8:31
  I
• 8:31
  got
• 8:31
  my
• 8:31
  Lazy
• 8:32
  Boy.
• 8:33
  I
• 8:33
  got
• 8:35
  my
• 8:35
  deluxe
• 8:37
  excavator.
• 8:37
  Excavator.
• 8:38
  What
• 8:38
  are
• 8:38
  these
• 8:38
  cards
• 8:39
  called
• 8:39
  now?
• 8:39
  I
• 8:39
  don't
• 8:39
  remember.
• 8:41
  You
• 8:41
  know,
• 8:41
  these
• 8:42
  really
• 8:42
  fancy
• 8:43
  SUVs,
• 8:44
  whatever.
• 8:45
  And,
• 8:46
  you
• 8:46
  know,
• 8:48
  I
• 8:48
  have
• 8:48
  to
• 8:48
  sit
• 8:48
  on
• 8:48
  the
• 8:48
  floor.
• 8:49
  Forget
• 8:50
  about
• 8:50
  it.
• 8:50
  I
• 8:50
  need,
• 8:51
  like,
• 8:51
  you
• 8:51
  know,
• 8:52
  need
• 8:52
  to
• 8:52
  be
• 8:52
  comfortable.
• 8:52
  I
• 8:53
  need
• 8:53
  to
• 8:53
  be,
• 8:54
  you
• 8:54
  know,
• 8:54
  in
• 8:54
  my
• 8:54
  comfort
• 8:55
  zone.
• 8:55
  I
• 8:55
  have
• 8:55
  to
• 8:56
  have
• 8:56
  all
• 8:56
  the
• 8:56
  nice
• 8:56
  foods
• 8:57
  that
• 8:57
  I
• 8:57
  like.
• 8:58
  So
• 8:58
  then
• 8:59
  I'm
• 8:59
  not.
• 8:59
  I'm
• 9:00
  never
• 9:00
  gonna
• 9:00
  change.
• 9:01
  I'm
• 9:01
  never
• 9:01
  gonna
• 9:02
  realize
• 9:02
  that
• 9:03
  I'm
• 9:03
  lost
• 9:03
  in
• 9:04
  colors.
• 9:04
  I'm
• 9:04
  lost.
• 9:04
  And.
• 9:05
  And
• 9:05
  I
• 9:05
  don't
• 9:05
  want
• 9:05
  to
• 9:05
  come.
• 9:06
  And
• 9:06
  I'm.
• 9:07
  My
• 9:07
  mind
• 9:07
  is,
• 9:07
  like,
• 9:08
  running
• 9:09
  around
• 9:09
  like
• 9:09
  one
• 9:09
  of
• 9:09
  these,
• 9:11
  you
• 9:11
  know,
• 9:11
  these
• 9:11
  drones,
• 9:12
  they
• 9:12
  have,
• 9:12
  like.
• 9:12
  It's
• 9:13
  not
• 9:13
  just
• 9:13
  like
• 9:13
  one
• 9:13
  propeller,
• 9:14
  like,
• 9:14
  four
• 9:14
  colors.
• 9:15
  That's
• 9:16
  what
• 9:16
  our
• 9:16
  brains.
• 9:16
  Like
• 9:16
  that.
• 9:18
  No,
• 9:19
  compares
• 9:19
  it
• 9:19
  to
• 9:19
  ats
• 9:20
  notion.
• 9:20
  Like,
• 9:21
  sometimes
• 9:21
  women
• 9:22
  that
• 9:22
  they're
• 9:23
  dumping
• 9:23
  back
• 9:23
  and
• 9:23
  forth
• 9:23
  from
• 9:24
  one
• 9:24
  top
• 9:24
  to
• 9:24
  the
• 9:24
  next,
• 9:24
  they
• 9:25
  can't
• 9:25
  stand
• 9:25
  one
• 9:25
  thing
• 9:26
  because
• 9:26
  the
• 9:26
  mind,
• 9:28
  right?
• 9:29
  That's
• 9:29
  what's
• 9:29
  going
• 9:29
  on.
• 9:30
  We
• 9:30
  don't.
• 9:31
  This
• 9:31
  is
• 9:31
  this.
• 9:32
  We're
• 9:32
  really,
• 9:32
  really
• 9:32
  suffering.
• 9:33
  We're
• 9:34
  not
• 9:34
  dealing
• 9:34
  with
• 9:34
  it.
• 9:35
  Dealing
• 9:36
  with
• 9:36
  itself
• 9:36
  is
• 9:37
  the
• 9:37
  most
• 9:37
  geshmach
• 9:38
  thing.
• 9:39
  And
• 9:39
  we're
• 9:39
  not
• 9:39
  dealing
• 9:39
  with
• 9:39
  it
• 9:40
  because
• 9:40
  we're
• 9:40
  too
• 9:40
  comfortable
• 9:41
  in
• 9:41
  the
• 9:41
  gashmis.
• 9:42
  Because
• 9:42
  we're
• 9:43
  letting
• 9:43
  the
• 9:43
  mahlaikas.
• 9:44
  We're
• 9:45
  just
• 9:45
  say,
• 9:45
  okay.
• 9:45
  We're
• 9:46
  like.
• 9:47
  The
• 9:47
  reality
• 9:47
  is
• 9:48
  my
• 9:48
  life
• 9:48
  is
• 9:48
  machlaikos.
• 9:49
  And
• 9:49
  I'm
• 9:49
  happy
• 9:49
  with
• 9:50
  that.
• 9:50
  I'm
• 9:50
  fine
• 9:50
  with
• 9:50
  it.
• 9:50
  I'm
• 9:50
  okay
• 9:50
  with
• 9:51
  it.
• 9:51
  As
• 9:51
  long
• 9:51
  as
• 9:51
  I
• 9:51
  have
• 9:51
  my,
• 9:52
  you
• 9:52
  know,
• 9:53
  my
• 9:53
  steak
• 9:54
  and
• 9:54
  my
• 9:54
  wine.
• 9:55
  It's
• 9:55
  all
• 9:55
  good.
• 9:57
  So,
• 9:59
  okay,
• 9:59
  we're
• 9:59
  going
• 9:59
  to
• 10:00
  help
• 10:00
  you.
• 10:01
  We're
• 10:02
  going
• 10:02
  to
• 10:02
  have
• 10:02
  to
• 10:02
  get
• 10:02
  out
• 10:02
  of
• 10:02
  the
• 10:02
  situation.
• 10:04
  Yeah.
• 10:04
  And
• 10:05
  we're
• 10:05
  going
• 10:05
  to
• 10:05
  tell
• 10:05
  you
• 10:06
  no.
• 10:07
  You
• 10:08
  know,
• 10:10
  we
• 10:10
  want
• 10:10
  you
• 10:11
  to
• 10:11
  find
• 10:11
  what
• 10:12
  the
• 10:13
  real
• 10:13
  simcha
• 10:13
  being
• 10:14
  people
• 10:14
  think.
• 10:15
  Right?
• 10:17
  Simcha.
• 10:17
  So
• 10:18
  we're
• 10:18
  supposed
• 10:18
  to
• 10:18
  reduce
• 10:19
  our
• 10:19
  simcha.
• 10:22
  So
• 10:25
  in
• 10:25
  the
• 10:25
  Yeshivish
• 10:26
  world.
• 10:26
  So
• 10:26
  this
• 10:26
  means
• 10:27
  I
• 10:27
  take
• 10:27
  the
• 10:27
  entire
• 10:28
  world
• 10:29
  except
• 10:29
  for
• 10:29
  outside
• 10:29
  of
• 10:30
  Hasidim.
• 10:31
  It
• 10:31
  means
• 10:32
  that.
• 10:32
  Okay,
• 10:33
  so
• 10:33
  I'm
• 10:33
  supposed
• 10:33
  to
• 10:33
  be
• 10:34
  depressed
• 10:34
  and
• 10:34
  sad.
• 10:35
  Sad
• 10:36
  right
• 10:36
  now.
• 10:36
  It
• 10:36
  will
• 10:37
  be
• 10:38
  okay.
• 10:41
  But
• 10:42
  wait
• 10:43
  a
• 10:43
  minute.
• 10:43
  Do
• 10:43
  you
• 10:43
  really
• 10:44
  care
• 10:44
  about
• 10:44
  the
• 10:44
  best
• 10:44
  mitra?
• 10:46
  No.
• 10:48
  No,
• 10:48
  I
• 10:48
  don't.
• 10:48
  So
• 10:49
  why
• 10:49
  don't
• 10:49
  you
• 10:50
  care
• 10:50
  about
• 10:50
  the
• 10:50
  best
• 10:50
  answer
• 10:51
  is
• 10:51
  like
• 10:51
  this.
• 10:52
  When
• 10:52
  you
• 10:52
  look,
• 10:53
  when
• 10:53
  you
• 10:53
  look
• 10:53
  in
• 10:54
  the,
• 10:54
  in
• 10:54
  the,
• 10:55
  in
• 10:56
  the
• 10:56
  Gemara
• 10:56
  on
• 10:56
  thy,
• 10:56
  it
• 10:57
  says.
• 10:58
  Yeah.
• 10:58
  Everything
• 10:58
  that
• 10:59
  one
• 11:00
  of
• 11:00
  the
• 11:00
  kalon
• 11:00
  that
• 11:00
  we
• 11:00
  learned
• 11:01
  from
• 11:01
  learning
• 11:02
  is
• 11:02
  that
• 11:03
  whenever
• 11:03
  you're
• 11:03
  going
• 11:03
  to
• 11:04
  quote
• 11:04
  a
• 11:05
  mimer
• 11:06
  from
• 11:06
  a
• 11:06
  sefer,
• 11:06
  you
• 11:07
  should
• 11:07
  see
• 11:07
  what
• 11:07
  it
• 11:07
  says
• 11:08
  in
• 11:08
  the
• 11:08
  sefer.
• 11:10
  Because
• 11:10
  if
• 11:10
  you
• 11:10
  take
• 11:10
  it
• 11:11
  out
• 11:11
  of
• 11:11
  context,
• 11:12
  so
• 11:12
  then
• 11:12
  you
• 11:12
  can
• 11:12
  mess
• 11:12
  up
• 11:13
  the
• 11:13
  whole
• 11:13
  thing.
• 11:13
  That's
• 11:13
  what
• 11:14
  Rebbe
• 11:14
  tells
• 11:14
  us.
• 11:15
  One
• 11:15
  of
• 11:15
  the
• 11:15
  18
• 11:16
  principles
• 11:16
  of
• 11:16
  learning
• 11:17
  to
• 11:17
  look
• 11:17
  at
• 11:17
  is
• 11:18
  anytime
• 11:19
  the
• 11:19
  Rebbe
• 11:19
  quotes
• 11:19
  something,
• 11:20
  you
• 11:20
  always
• 11:20
  have
• 11:21
  to
• 11:21
  look
• 11:21
  it
• 11:21
  up.
• 11:21
  See
• 11:22
  what
• 11:22
  it
• 11:22
  says
• 11:22
  over
• 11:22
  there
• 11:23
  because
• 11:23
  you
• 11:23
  understand
• 11:23
  the
• 11:24
  context.
• 11:24
  Then
• 11:25
  you
• 11:25
  get
• 11:25
  the.
• 11:27
  You
• 11:27
  get
• 11:27
  the
• 11:27
  right
• 11:27
  message.
• 11:28
  So
• 11:28
  what
• 11:28
  does
• 11:29
  it
• 11:29
  say
• 11:29
  to
• 11:29
  Gemara
• 11:29
  and
• 11:29
  thyness
• 11:30
  about
• 11:31
  Misha
• 11:31
  Nichnas
• 11:32
  av?
• 11:33
  It
• 11:33
  says
• 11:33
  over
• 11:34
  there.
• 11:34
  Yeah.
• 11:35
  You
• 11:35
  should,
• 11:35
  you
• 11:35
  should,
• 11:35
  you
• 11:35
  should
• 11:36
  reduce
• 11:36
  your
• 11:36
  simcha.
• 11:37
  How
• 11:37
  do
• 11:37
  you
• 11:37
  reduce
• 11:37
  the
• 11:37
  simcha?
• 11:38
  By
• 11:38
  not
• 11:39
  eating
• 11:39
  meat.
• 11:39
  By
• 11:39
  all
• 11:39
  the
• 11:39
  restrictions
• 11:40
  we
• 11:40
  have.
• 11:40
  Not
• 11:40
  drinking
• 11:41
  wine,
• 11:42
  not
• 11:42
  washing
• 11:42
  your
• 11:43
  clothes,
• 11:44
  not
• 11:44
  taking
• 11:44
  showers.
• 11:45
  It
• 11:46
  says
• 11:46
  all
• 11:46
  the
• 11:46
  restrictions
• 11:47
  over
• 11:47
  there.
• 11:49
  So
• 11:49
  let
• 11:49
  me
• 11:49
  think
• 11:50
  about
• 11:50
  this
• 11:50
  for
• 11:50
  a
• 11:50
  second.
• 11:51
  What
• 11:51
  type
• 11:52
  of
• 11:52
  simcha
• 11:52
  is
• 11:52
  chazar
• 11:53
  talking
• 11:53
  about?
• 11:55
  It's
• 11:56
  very
• 11:56
  positive.
• 11:56
  They're
• 11:57
  talking
• 11:57
  about
• 11:57
  simcha
• 11:58
  and
• 11:58
  gashmius.
• 11:59
  So
• 12:00
  in
• 12:00
  a
• 12:00
  physical
• 12:00
  simcha.
• 12:03
  Oh,
• 12:04
  wait
• 12:04
  a
• 12:04
  minute.
• 12:05
  Right.
• 12:06
  And
• 12:06
  on
• 12:07
  the
• 12:07
  other
• 12:07
  hand,
• 12:07
  we
• 12:08
  know
• 12:08
  there's
• 12:08
  a
• 12:08
  posse
• 12:11
  by
• 12:11
  the
• 12:11
  clodim
• 12:12
  and
• 12:12
  Parshas
• 12:12
  Kisavoy.
• 12:14
  It
• 12:14
  says
• 12:14
  that
• 12:14
  all
• 12:15
  these
• 12:15
  curses
• 12:15
  are
• 12:15
  going
• 12:15
  to
• 12:15
  happen
• 12:15
  to
• 12:16
  Jewish
• 12:16
  people,
• 12:21
  that
• 12:21
  you're
• 12:22
  not
• 12:22
  serving
• 12:22
  hashem.
• 12:24
  All
• 12:24
  the
• 12:24
  curses
• 12:25
  of
• 12:25
  godless
• 12:25
  happen
• 12:25
  because
• 12:25
  you're
• 12:25
  not
• 12:26
  serving
• 12:26
  hashem
• 12:26
  for
• 12:26
  the
• 12:26
  same
• 12:26
  cha.
• 12:28
  So
• 12:28
  now
• 12:29
  you're
• 12:29
  going
• 12:29
  to
• 12:29
  go
• 12:29
  to
• 12:29
  nine
• 12:29
  days.
• 12:29
  You
• 12:30
  want
• 12:30
  to
• 12:30
  fix
• 12:30
  the
• 12:30
  gallus
• 12:31
  by
• 12:32
  serving
• 12:32
  hashem,
• 12:33
  by
• 12:33
  atzpos
• 12:33
  being
• 12:34
  depressed
• 12:34
  in
• 12:34
  a
• 12:34
  various
• 12:35
  hashem.
• 12:36
  So,
• 12:36
  right,
• 12:37
  there's
• 12:37
  this
• 12:37
  pasha.
• 12:38
  There's
• 12:38
  no
• 12:38
  seichel.
• 12:38
  Nobody
• 12:39
  really
• 12:39
  has
• 12:39
  seichel.
• 12:40
  Nobody's
• 12:40
  really
• 12:41
  using
• 12:41
  their
• 12:41
  seichel.
• 12:41
  Except
• 12:42
  for
• 12:42
  the
• 12:42
  great
• 12:42
  Tzadikim
• 12:43
  you
• 12:43
  look
• 12:44
  on
• 12:44
  the
• 12:44
  swarm,
• 12:44
  the
• 12:44
  great
• 12:44
  tzadikim
• 12:45
  says
• 12:45
  Hamidim,
• 12:46
  you
• 12:46
  find
• 12:46
  real
• 12:47
  seichel.
• 12:47
  That's
• 12:48
  what
• 12:48
  we're
• 12:48
  talking
• 12:48
  over
• 12:48
  here
• 12:48
  with
• 12:49
  the
• 12:49
  maksiv.
• 12:49
  All
• 12:50
  the
• 12:50
  swarm
• 12:51
  give
• 12:51
  us.
• 12:52
  They
• 12:52
  teach
• 12:52
  us.
• 12:53
  They
• 12:54
  teach
• 12:54
  us
• 12:54
  how
• 12:54
  to
• 12:54
  approach
• 12:55
  everything,
• 12:55
  how
• 12:56
  to
• 12:56
  see,
• 12:56
  how
• 12:57
  to.
• 12:57
  How
• 12:57
  to
• 12:57
  understand.
• 12:58
  The
• 12:58
  nine
• 12:58
  days.
• 12:59
  How
• 12:59
  to
• 12:59
  understand.
• 13:00
  After
• 13:00
  the
• 13:00
  nine
• 13:00
  days.
• 13:01
  Understand.
• 13:03
  It's
• 13:04
  a
• 13:04
  circle
• 13:05
  of
• 13:05
  being
• 13:05
  in
• 13:06
  zoom.
• 13:06
  So
• 13:06
  without
• 13:07
  that
• 13:07
  we're
• 13:07
  just
• 13:07
  confused.
• 13:08
  So
• 13:09
  says
• 13:09
  a
• 13:10
  person
• 13:10
  does
• 13:10
  Mitz
• 13:10
  without
• 13:10
  simcha,
• 13:11
  it's
• 13:11
  like
• 13:12
  there's
• 13:13
  no
• 13:13
  Simcha.
• 13:14
  It's
• 13:14
  like.
• 13:14
  It's
• 13:14
  like
• 13:14
  you,
• 13:15
  you.
• 13:15
  You
• 13:15
  have
• 13:15
  a
• 13:15
  goof
• 13:16
  is
• 13:16
  out
• 13:16
  in
• 13:16
  the
• 13:16
  shama.
• 13:19
  Yeah,
• 13:19
  there
• 13:19
  has
• 13:20
  to
• 13:20
  be.
• 13:20
  The
• 13:20
  simcha
• 13:21
  imam
• 13:21
  is
• 13:21
  right
• 13:21
  now.
• 13:22
  Ikra
• 13:23
  voda
• 13:23
  is
• 13:23
  beerusimcha.
• 13:24
  We
• 13:25
  need
• 13:25
  to
• 13:25
  clarify
• 13:25
  what
• 13:25
  makes
• 13:26
  me
• 13:26
  happy.
• 13:29
  So.
• 13:29
  Because
• 13:29
  I'll
• 13:30
  say,
• 13:31
  except
• 13:31
  for
• 13:31
  Shabbosi
• 13:32
  yamtim,
• 13:32
  it's
• 13:32
  a
• 13:32
  whole
• 13:32
  different.
• 13:33
  Whole
• 13:33
  different
• 13:33
  reality.
• 13:35
  So
• 13:35
  what
• 13:36
  makes
• 13:36
  you
• 13:36
  happy
• 13:36
  should
• 13:36
  be
• 13:36
  your
• 13:37
  Torah
• 13:37
  mitzvahs,
• 13:38
  right?
• 13:38
  What
• 13:38
  was.
• 13:38
  What
• 13:39
  was
• 13:39
  the
• 13:39
  chorum
• 13:39
  beitz
• 13:39
  Hamikdash?
• 13:40
  A
• 13:41
  number
• 13:41
  of
• 13:41
  things
• 13:41
  that
• 13:41
  the
• 13:42
  chazal
• 13:42
  say.
• 13:42
  Cause
• 13:42
  the
• 13:42
  kor
• 13:43
  bismikdash,
• 13:43
  right?
• 13:44
  One
• 13:45
  of
• 13:45
  them
• 13:45
  is
• 13:46
  that
• 13:46
  they
• 13:46
  didn't
• 13:46
  say
• 13:47
  birkas
• 13:47
  hataya.
• 13:50
  Is
• 13:51
  it
• 13:51
  because
• 13:51
  of
• 13:51
  Torah?
• 13:51
  That's
• 13:52
  such
• 13:52
  a
• 13:52
  serious
• 13:52
  problem.
• 13:53
  You
• 13:54
  gotta
• 13:54
  destroy
• 13:55
  all
• 13:55
  the
• 13:56
  question
• 13:57
  asking,
• 13:57
  like,
• 13:57
  what's
• 13:58
  going
• 13:58
  on
• 13:58
  over
• 13:58
  here?
• 14:01
  So
• 14:01
  there
• 14:01
  can
• 14:01
  be
• 14:01
  many
• 14:01
  different
• 14:01
  answers,
• 14:02
  but
• 14:02
  we
• 14:02
  can
• 14:02
  answer
• 14:02
  in
• 14:02
  a
• 14:03
  very
• 14:03
  simple
• 14:03
  way
• 14:03
  also
• 14:03
  that
• 14:05
  what
• 14:05
  is
• 14:12
  present
• 14:12
  tense.
• 14:13
  Hashem's
• 14:13
  giving
• 14:13
  me
• 14:14
  the
• 14:14
  Torah
• 14:14
  right
• 14:14
  now,
• 14:14
  today.
• 14:17
  I
• 14:17
  don't
• 14:17
  feel
• 14:18
  that
• 14:18
  there's
• 14:18
  anything
• 14:18
  special
• 14:19
  about
• 14:19
  Torah.
• 14:19
  I
• 14:19
  don't
• 14:20
  feel
• 14:20
  like,
• 14:20
  you
• 14:21
  know,
• 14:21
  that
• 14:22
  it's.
• 14:23
  Hashem
• 14:24
  chose
• 14:24
  me
• 14:25
  from
• 14:25
  all
• 14:26
  the
• 14:26
  Graham
• 14:26
  in
• 14:26
  the
• 14:26
  world
• 14:27
  and
• 14:27
  he
• 14:28
  gave
• 14:28
  me
• 14:28
  a
• 14:28
  Torah.
• 14:29
  And
• 14:29
  it's
• 14:29
  so
• 14:29
  special.
• 14:30
  And
• 14:30
  every
• 14:30
  single
• 14:31
  word
• 14:31
  is
• 14:31
  such
• 14:31
  a
• 14:31
  big
• 14:32
  nachos
• 14:32
  for
• 14:32
  Hashem.
• 14:34
  Nah.
• 14:37
  Not
• 14:37
  feeling
• 14:38
  it.
• 14:38
  I
• 14:38
  don't
• 14:38
  know.
• 14:39
  It's
• 14:39
  not
• 14:39
  special.
• 14:40
  Just
• 14:40
  learning
• 14:41
  Torah
• 14:41
  Islam.
• 14:41
  That's
• 14:42
  Kalos,
• 14:43
  that's
• 14:43
  Khorbes
• 14:43
  hamiktush
• 14:44
  livingstam.
• 14:45
  Torah's
• 14:46
  time
• 14:47
  istam.
• 14:49
  Just
• 14:50
  going
• 14:50
  about
• 14:50
  my
• 14:50
  life
• 14:50
  without
• 14:51
  thinking
• 14:51
  about
• 14:52
  any.
• 14:52
  Anything
• 14:53
  deeper.
• 14:54
  That's.
• 14:55
  That's
• 14:55
  that.
• 14:55
  That's.
• 14:56
  That's
• 14:56
  what
• 14:56
  Hashem
• 14:56
  destroyed.
• 14:57
  The
• 14:57
  basement
• 14:57
  destroys.
• 14:57
  Okay,
• 14:58
  you,
• 14:58
  you,
• 14:59
  you,
• 14:59
  you,
• 14:59
  you.
• 14:59
  All
• 14:59
  you're
• 14:59
  feeling
• 15:00
  is
• 15:00
  that.
• 15:00
  Is
• 15:00
  that
• 15:00
  lazy
• 15:01
  boy
• 15:01
  in
• 15:01
  the.
• 15:02
  You
• 15:02
  know,
• 15:02
  so.
• 15:02
  No,
• 15:03
  I'm
• 15:03
  gonna
• 15:03
  tell
• 15:03
  you.
• 15:04
  You
• 15:04
  need
• 15:04
  to
• 15:04
  sit
• 15:05
  on
• 15:05
  the
• 15:05
  floor.
• 15:05
  Tishba.
• 15:06
  There's
• 15:07
  no.
• 15:07
  There's
• 15:07
  no.
• 15:07
  There's
• 15:07
  no
• 15:07
  lazy
• 15:08
  boy
• 15:08
  Tishba.
• 15:09
  There's
• 15:09
  no
• 15:10
  food.
• 15:10
  There's
• 15:10
  not,
• 15:10
  you
• 15:10
  know,
• 15:11
  forget
• 15:12
  there's
• 15:12
  no
• 15:12
  food
• 15:13
  at
• 15:13
  all.
• 15:14
  There's
• 15:14
  no
• 15:14
  mikvah
• 15:15
  even.
• 15:15
  You
• 15:15
  know,
• 15:15
  some
• 15:15
  people,
• 15:16
  you
• 15:16
  know,
• 15:16
  I
• 15:17
  like
• 15:17
  a
• 15:17
  friend
• 15:17
  over
• 15:17
  here,
• 15:18
  you
• 15:18
  know,
• 15:18
  doesn't
• 15:19
  take
• 15:19
  showers.
• 15:19
  But
• 15:19
  prokshm
• 15:20
  goes
• 15:20
  to
• 15:20
  the
• 15:20
  mikvah.
• 15:21
  They're
• 15:21
  not
• 15:21
  even
• 15:21
  the
• 15:21
  mikvah
• 15:22
  now.
• 15:22
  I'm
• 15:22
  going
• 15:22
  to
• 15:22
  now.
• 15:23
  But
• 15:23
  Hashem
• 15:24
  goes
• 15:24
  even
• 15:24
  further
• 15:24
  than
• 15:25
  that.
• 15:25
  Hashem
• 15:26
  says
• 15:27
  there's
• 15:28
  no
• 15:28
  diva
• 15:28
  Torah.
• 15:30
  Tishva
• 15:31
  Tyra,
• 15:33
  right?
• 15:34
  I
• 15:34
  have
• 15:34
  a
• 15:34
  litvak.
• 15:35
  I
• 15:35
  can't
• 15:36
  live
• 15:36
  without
• 15:36
  Toira.
• 15:36
  What
• 15:36
  do
• 15:37
  I
• 15:37
  do
• 15:37
  on
• 15:37
  tishvav?
• 15:37
  Like,
• 15:38
  okay,
• 15:39
  Hasidim,
• 15:40
  they
• 15:40
  like
• 15:40
  davening.
• 15:41
  There's
• 15:41
  other
• 15:41
  things
• 15:41
  you
• 15:41
  can
• 15:41
  do
• 15:41
  on
• 15:42
  tishvav,
• 15:42
  right?
• 15:42
  You
• 15:43
  know,
• 15:43
  with
• 15:43
  breastf,
• 15:43
  you
• 15:43
  could
• 15:43
  do
• 15:44
  his
• 15:44
  barados
• 15:44
  ishmak.
• 15:45
  But
• 15:45
  I'm
• 15:45
  a
• 15:46
  little.
• 15:46
  I
• 15:46
  can't
• 15:46
  learn
• 15:46
  Torah.
• 15:47
  Like,
• 15:47
  okay.
• 15:47
  So
• 15:47
  I
• 15:47
  have
• 15:47
  to
• 15:48
  find
• 15:48
  the
• 15:48
  mesekhtas
• 15:48
  that,
• 15:49
  you
• 15:49
  know,
• 15:49
  Dafka
• 15:49
  goes
• 15:50
  through
• 15:50
  all
• 15:50
  the
• 15:50
  mesekhtas
• 15:50
  that
• 15:51
  talk
• 15:51
  about
• 15:51
  the
• 15:51
  khurban
• 15:51
  and
• 15:52
  learn
• 15:52
  the
• 15:52
  halachas.
• 15:53
  I
• 15:53
  can
• 15:53
  keep
• 15:53
  myself
• 15:53
  busy
• 15:54
  with
• 15:54
  the
• 15:54
  shulchanarach,
• 15:55
  and
• 15:55
  I
• 15:55
  can
• 15:55
  learn
• 15:56
  on
• 15:56
  the
• 15:56
  poise
• 15:56
  scheme,
• 15:56
  on,
• 15:56
  you
• 15:57
  know,
• 15:57
  hookahs
• 15:57
  and
• 15:57
  veilas
• 15:58
  and
• 15:59
  what
• 15:59
  is
• 15:59
  nudibert.
• 16:01
  What
• 16:01
  is
• 16:02
  going
• 16:02
  on
• 16:02
  over
• 16:02
  here?
• 16:04
  But
• 16:04
  I
• 16:05
  was
• 16:05
  thinking.
• 16:05
  I
• 16:05
  was
• 16:05
  just
• 16:05
  thinking
• 16:06
  this
• 16:06
  year,
• 16:06
  I
• 16:06
  was
• 16:06
  thinking.
• 16:07
  But
• 16:07
  at
• 16:07
  the
• 16:07
  same
• 16:08
  time,
• 16:08
  we
• 16:08
  still
• 16:09
  say
• 16:09
  birkas,
• 16:09
  the
• 16:10
  to
• 16:12
  tishva.
• 16:12
  If
• 16:12
  we
• 16:12
  say
• 16:12
  Birkenstur,
• 16:13
  we
• 16:13
  don't
• 16:13
  learn.
• 16:15
  I
• 16:15
  mean,
• 16:15
  you
• 16:15
  have
• 16:15
  to
• 16:15
  say
• 16:16
  the
• 16:16
  little
• 16:16
  pisukim
• 16:16
  afterwards.
• 16:17
  Whatever.
• 16:18
  You
• 16:19
  say
• 16:19
  Krishma.
• 16:19
  Okay,
• 16:23
  whatever.
• 16:24
  But
• 16:25
  we're
• 16:25
  saying
• 16:26
  Birchill
• 16:26
  Torah.
• 16:26
  We're
• 16:26
  not.
• 16:27
  Because
• 16:28
  that's
• 16:28
  exactly
• 16:28
  the
• 16:28
  deep.
• 16:30
  We're
• 16:30
  not
• 16:30
  feeling
• 16:31
  the
• 16:31
  asha
• 16:31
  bar
• 16:31
  chavana.
• 16:32
  We're
• 16:32
  not
• 16:32
  feeling
• 16:32
  the
• 16:32
  simcha
• 16:33
  satir,
• 16:33
  the
• 16:33
  simcha
• 16:34
  that's
• 16:34
  closest
• 16:34
  to
• 16:34
  Hashem
• 16:35
  of
• 16:35
  being
• 16:35
  a
• 16:36
  yida.
• 16:37
  So
• 16:37
  then
• 16:38
  you
• 16:38
  gotta
• 16:38
  just
• 16:38
  get
• 16:38
  back
• 16:39
  to
• 16:39
  that
• 16:39
  nekuda
• 16:40
  before
• 16:40
  you
• 16:40
  even,
• 16:41
  you
• 16:41
  know,
• 16:41
  do
• 16:42
  you
• 16:42
  know,
• 16:43
  before
• 16:43
  you
• 16:43
  even
• 16:43
  serve
• 16:43
  Hashem,
• 16:44
  before
• 16:44
  you
• 16:44
  even
• 16:44
  do
• 16:44
  anything,
• 16:45
  you
• 16:45
  have
• 16:45
  to
• 16:45
  reconnect
• 16:46
  to
• 16:46
  this,
• 16:47
  to
• 16:47
  the
• 16:48
  source,
• 16:48
  to
• 16:48
  the
• 16:53
  essence
• 16:53
  of
• 16:54
  being
• 16:54
  a
• 16:54
  Yid.
• 16:55
  Essence
• 16:56
  of
• 16:56
  being
• 16:56
  a
• 16:56
  Yid
• 16:57
  is
• 16:57
  that
• 16:58
  I'm
• 16:59
  connected
• 16:59
  to
• 16:59
  Hashem
• 17:00
  sitting
• 17:01
  on
• 17:01
  the
• 17:01
  ground.
• 17:01
  St.
• 17:01
  Kinos,
• 17:02
  Stephen
• 17:02
  Katsoys.
• 17:05
  You
• 17:05
  know,
• 17:06
  it's
• 17:06
  a
• 17:06
  devious
• 17:07
  parados.
• 17:08
  This
• 17:08
  is
• 17:08
  like.
• 17:08
  This
• 17:08
  is
• 17:09
  the
• 17:09
  main
• 17:09
  way
• 17:09
  that
• 17:11
  we
• 17:11
  create
• 17:11
  a
• 17:11
  relationship
• 17:12
  with
• 17:12
  Hashem.
• 17:12
  That's
• 17:13
  what
• 17:13
  Hashem
• 17:13
  wants
• 17:14
  the
• 17:14
  most,
• 17:15
  cares
• 17:16
  about
• 17:16
  your
• 17:16
  heart.
• 17:17
  So
• 17:17
  what's
• 17:17
  the
• 17:18
  problem?
• 17:18
  I
• 17:19
  go
• 17:19
  to
• 17:19
  Sadhana,
• 17:19
  take
• 17:19
  Kenneth
• 17:20
  Dishabov,
• 17:20
  and
• 17:22
  not.
• 17:22
  This
• 17:22
  is
• 17:22
  like
• 17:23
  the
• 17:23
  last
• 17:23
  thing
• 17:23
  that's
• 17:24
  going
• 17:24
  to
• 17:24
  make
• 17:24
  me
• 17:24
  feel
• 17:24
  close
• 17:25
  to
• 17:25
  Hashem.
• 17:26
  It's
• 17:26
  like
• 17:26
  the
• 17:26
  last
• 17:27
  thing,
• 17:27
  right?
• 17:27
  He's
• 17:28
  better
• 17:28
  to
• 17:28
  us.
• 17:28
  We
• 17:28
  talked
• 17:29
  about
• 17:29
  last
• 17:29
  time.
• 17:29
  For
• 17:30
  many
• 17:30
  of
• 17:30
  us,
• 17:30
  doing
• 17:30
  yizberidos
• 17:31
  is
• 17:31
  like
• 17:32
  pulling
• 17:32
  teeth.
• 17:33
  Maybe
• 17:33
  it's
• 17:33
  worse
• 17:36
  what's
• 17:37
  missing.
• 17:37
  So
• 17:37
  I
• 17:37
  was
• 17:38
  telling
• 17:38
  my
• 17:38
  children
• 17:38
  Shabbos,
• 17:39
  I
• 17:40
  said,
• 17:40
  it's
• 17:40
  Rosh
• 17:40
  chodesh.
• 17:41
  Av
• 17:42
  said,
• 17:42
  what
• 17:42
  does
• 17:42
  the
• 17:42
  word
• 17:43
  av
• 17:43
  mean?
• 17:46
  Means
• 17:46
  tati
• 17:47
  means
• 17:47
  father.
• 17:48
  Yeah,
• 17:49
  you're
• 17:49
  right.
• 17:50
  Why
• 17:51
  is
• 17:51
  the
• 17:51
  month
• 17:51
  of
• 17:51
  Av?
• 17:52
  Why
• 17:52
  is.
• 17:55
  Not
• 17:55
  only
• 17:55
  that,
• 17:55
  but
• 17:55
  I'll
• 17:56
  tell
• 17:56
  you
• 17:56
  secrets.
• 17:56
  The
• 17:57
  month
• 17:57
  is
• 17:57
  called
• 17:57
  menachemav.
• 17:58
  It's
• 17:59
  called
• 17:59
  the
• 17:59
  Comforting
• 17:59
  Father.
• 18:02
  That's
• 18:02
  water.
• 18:06
  So
• 18:06
  it's
• 18:06
  called
• 18:06
  the
• 18:06
  Comforting
• 18:07
  Father.
• 18:07
  So
• 18:10
  it's
• 18:11
  a
• 18:11
  good
• 18:11
  question,
• 18:11
  right?
• 18:13
  It's
• 18:13
  a
• 18:14
  good
• 18:14
  question
• 18:14
  for
• 18:14
  an
• 18:14
  8
• 18:15
  year
• 18:15
  old.
• 18:15
  It's
• 18:15
  a
• 18:15
  good
• 18:15
  question
• 18:16
  for
• 18:16
  a
• 18:16
  25
• 18:16
  year
• 18:16
  old.
• 18:17
  Also,
• 18:18
  when
• 18:19
  we
• 18:19
  have
• 18:20
  to
• 18:20
  go
• 18:20
  back
• 18:20
  over
• 18:20
  the
• 18:20
  basics,
• 18:20
  you
• 18:21
  know,
• 18:21
  refresh
• 18:22
  the
• 18:22
  system,
• 18:24
  because
• 18:24
  what's
• 18:25
  going
• 18:25
  on,
• 18:25
  right?
• 18:25
  We
• 18:25
  became
• 18:26
  blessed
• 18:26
  somehow.
• 18:27
  Most
• 18:27
  of
• 18:27
  us
• 18:27
  didn't
• 18:28
  grow
• 18:28
  up
• 18:28
  this
• 18:28
  way
• 18:30
  and.
• 18:30
  But
• 18:31
  he's.
• 18:31
  I'm
• 18:32
  so
• 18:32
  far
• 18:32
  away
• 18:32
  from
• 18:32
  his
• 18:32
  brother,
• 18:33
  this
• 18:33
  tishba
• 18:33
  of
• 18:33
  Kinois.
• 18:34
  This
• 18:34
  is
• 18:34
  the
• 18:35
  day,
• 18:35
  this
• 18:35
  form
• 18:35
  of
• 18:36
  Hasidah
• 18:36
  says
• 18:37
  a
• 18:37
  thicker
• 18:37
  day
• 18:37
  of
• 18:38
  his
• 18:38
  carvers
• 18:38
  to
• 18:38
  hashem,
• 18:39
  like
• 18:39
  the
• 18:39
  biggest
• 18:40
  closeness.
• 18:40
  The
• 18:40
  king
• 18:41
  is
• 18:41
  like
• 18:41
  going
• 18:42
  out
• 18:42
  from
• 18:42
  his
• 18:42
  palace
• 18:43
  and
• 18:43
  going
• 18:43
  down
• 18:43
  to
• 18:43
  the
• 18:44
  lowest
• 18:44
  places,
• 18:44
  right?
• 18:45
  The
• 18:45
  shechina
• 18:45
  is
• 18:45
  sitting
• 18:46
  with
• 18:46
  us
• 18:46
  in
• 18:46
  mourning
• 18:46
  the
• 18:46
  gullus.
• 18:48
  Why
• 18:49
  am
• 18:49
  I
• 18:49
  not
• 18:49
  connecting
• 18:49
  to
• 18:49
  this?
• 18:50
  Because
• 18:50
  we
• 18:50
  don't
• 18:51
  have
• 18:51
  the
• 18:51
  basics.
• 18:52
  Basics
• 18:52
  is
• 18:53
  the
• 18:53
  munatz
• 18:53
  tzadikim.
• 18:54
  What
• 18:54
  is
• 18:54
  the
• 18:54
  tzadikim?
• 18:55
  What
• 18:55
  do
• 18:55
  we
• 18:55
  have
• 18:55
  to
• 18:55
  have
• 18:55
  a
• 18:55
  munna
• 18:56
  thinking
• 18:56
  about?
• 18:56
  There's
• 18:56
  many
• 18:57
  things,
• 18:57
  right?
• 18:57
  Everything
• 18:58
  that
• 18:58
  sefer
• 18:58
  bezim.
• 18:59
  The
• 18:59
  Rebbe
• 18:59
  says
• 19:00
  we
• 19:00
  have
• 19:00
  to
• 19:00
  be
• 19:00
  mahshi
• 19:00
  of
• 19:01
  all
• 19:01
  this
• 19:01
  form.
• 19:01
  All
• 19:02
  the
• 19:02
  svarm
• 19:02
  is
• 19:02
  very
• 19:02
  important.
• 19:02
  We
• 19:02
  have
• 19:02
  to
• 19:03
  understand.
• 19:04
  Every
• 19:04
  line
• 19:04
  in
• 19:04
  Likitimiran
• 19:05
  is
• 19:05
  another
• 19:05
  sefer
• 19:08
  khab.
• 19:09
  Every
• 19:10
  line
• 19:10
  in
• 19:10
  Likhtimiran
• 19:11
  is
• 19:11
  another
• 19:11
  sefer.
• 19:12
  It's
• 19:12
  another
• 19:12
  seichel.
• 19:13
  It's
• 19:13
  another
• 19:13
  yiddiya.
• 19:14
  It's
• 19:14
  another
• 19:15
  revelation
• 19:15
  of
• 19:15
  hashem.
• 19:16
  So,
• 19:17
  okay,
• 19:17
  I
• 19:18
  like
• 19:18
  this
• 19:18
  line.
• 19:18
  That
• 19:19
  line
• 19:19
  I
• 19:19
  don't
• 19:19
  understand
• 19:20
  so
• 19:20
  much.
• 19:20
  I
• 19:20
  don't
• 19:20
  connect
• 19:21
  with
• 19:21
  it.
• 19:21
  How
• 19:21
  does
• 19:21
  it
• 19:22
  relate
• 19:22
  to
• 19:22
  me?
• 19:22
  I
• 19:22
  don't
• 19:23
  know.
• 19:23
  I
• 19:24
  need
• 19:24
  the
• 19:24
  machu
• 19:25
  of
• 19:25
  that
• 19:25
  line
• 19:25
  also,
• 19:26
  right?
• 19:26
  That's
• 19:27
  the
• 19:27
  approach
• 19:27
  we
• 19:27
  have
• 19:27
  to
• 19:27
  have.
• 19:27
  As
• 19:28
  far
• 19:28
  as
• 19:28
  siddiquim
• 19:28
  is
• 19:29
  every
• 19:29
  single
• 19:29
  line
• 19:30
  is
• 19:30
  the
• 19:30
  entire
• 19:30
  sefer
• 19:31
  as
• 19:31
  we
• 19:32
  sow
• 19:32
  hashem
• 19:32
  to
• 19:32
  us.
• 19:35
  What's
• 19:36
  the
• 19:36
  main
• 19:36
  cloud?
• 19:37
  Rizal?
• 19:38
  We
• 19:38
  just
• 19:38
  said
• 19:38
  Ibiza
• 19:39
  Ziyatzite.
• 19:39
  Rizal
• 19:40
  is
• 19:40
  many,
• 19:40
  many
• 19:40
  pratim,
• 19:41
  right?
• 19:41
  There's
• 19:41
  many
• 19:42
  details
• 19:42
  in
• 19:42
  Kabbalah,
• 19:43
  Rizal.
• 19:43
  This
• 19:44
  full
• 19:44
  and
• 19:44
  full
• 19:44
  of
• 19:45
  details.
• 19:45
  Incredible.
• 19:46
  Incredibly
• 19:47
  in
• 19:47
  depth
• 19:48
  details.
• 19:49
  What
• 19:49
  is
• 19:50
  the
• 19:50
  cloud?
• 19:51
  What
• 19:51
  comes
• 19:51
  out
• 19:52
  from
• 19:52
  it.
• 19:52
  And
• 19:53
  what
• 19:53
  do
• 19:53
  we
• 19:53
  learn?
• 19:53
  The
• 19:53
  mahesa.
• 19:54
  So
• 19:54
  we
• 19:54
  see
• 19:54
  in
• 19:54
  the
• 19:56
  down
• 19:56
  all
• 19:56
  the
• 19:57
  Kavanaughs
• 19:58
  for
• 19:58
  all
• 19:58
  the
• 19:59
  mitzvahs.
• 19:59
  Pretty
• 19:59
  much
• 20:00
  every
• 20:01
  Yomtiv
• 20:02
  in
• 20:02
  the
• 20:02
  Torah.
• 20:03
  Many
• 20:03
  of
• 20:03
  the
• 20:04
  mitzvahs
• 20:04
  in
• 20:04
  the
• 20:04
  Torah
• 20:04
  also.
• 20:05
  And
• 20:06
  the
• 20:06
  Svaram
• 20:06
  and
• 20:06
  Hasidahs
• 20:07
  talk
• 20:07
  about
• 20:07
  it.
• 20:07
  The
• 20:08
  cloud
• 20:08
  is
• 20:10
  Hashem
• 20:11
  loves
• 20:11
  you.
• 20:12
  The
• 20:12
  clout
• 20:13
  is
• 20:13
  Midas
• 20:14
  Harach
• 20:15
  in
• 20:15
  the
• 20:15
  terms
• 20:15
  of
• 20:15
  Kabbalah,
• 20:16
  the
• 20:17
  clout
• 20:17
  is
• 20:17
  there's
• 20:17
  Miras
• 20:18
  Arachmim.
• 20:18
  That
• 20:20
  there's
• 20:20
  incredible
• 20:22
  like,
• 20:22
  yeah,
• 20:23
  we
• 20:23
  messed
• 20:23
  up
• 20:23
  and
• 20:24
  we
• 20:24
  don't
• 20:24
  deserve
• 20:24
  anything.
• 20:25
  Yeah.
• 20:26
  Which
• 20:26
  is
• 20:26
  humility.
• 20:28
  That's
• 20:28
  also
• 20:28
  sitting
• 20:29
  the
• 20:29
  ground
• 20:29
  is
• 20:29
  I
• 20:30
  need
• 20:30
  to
• 20:30
  humble
• 20:31
  myself.
• 20:32
  And
• 20:32
  all
• 20:32
  the
• 20:33
  afflictions
• 20:33
  we
• 20:33
  have
• 20:33
  in
• 20:33
  the
• 20:33
  nine
• 20:34
  days
• 20:34
  in
• 20:34
  Tishbuov
• 20:35
  is
• 20:35
  also
• 20:35
  an
• 20:35
  aspect
• 20:36
  of
• 20:36
  humbling
• 20:36
  ourselves.
• 20:38
  Humbling
• 20:38
  ourselves.
• 20:38
  Realize
• 20:39
  I
• 20:39
  don't
• 20:39
  deserve
• 20:39
  anything.
• 20:40
  But
• 20:41
  Hashem
• 20:42
  still
• 20:42
  gives
• 20:42
  me
• 20:42
  everything.
• 20:45
  And
• 20:46
  Hashem
• 20:47
  has
• 20:47
  incredible
• 20:48
  compassion
• 20:48
  for
• 20:48
  me
• 20:49
  beyond
• 20:50
  whatever
• 20:50
  I
• 20:50
  can
• 20:51
  I
• 20:51
  could
• 20:51
  ever
• 20:51
  imagine.
• 20:54
  What
• 20:54
  does
• 20:55
  that
• 20:55
  have
• 20:55
  to
• 20:55
  do
• 20:55
  with
• 20:55
  his
• 20:55
  bar?
• 20:56
  What
• 20:56
  does
• 20:56
  it
• 20:56
  do
• 20:56
  with
• 20:56
  Kinois?
• 20:57
  Is
• 20:58
  that
• 20:58
  the
• 20:59
  reason?
• 20:59
  I
• 20:59
  tell
• 20:59
  you
• 20:59
  guys,
• 21:00
  it's
• 21:00
  very
• 21:00
  simple.
• 21:00
  Everybody
• 21:01
  has
• 21:01
  a.
• 21:02
  I
• 21:02
  don't
• 21:02
  know
• 21:02
  what
• 21:02
  to
• 21:02
  say
• 21:02
  to
• 21:02
  Hashem.
• 21:03
  I
• 21:03
  don't
• 21:04
  feel
• 21:04
  connected.
• 21:05
  I
• 21:06
  don't
• 21:06
  know
• 21:06
  how
• 21:06
  to
• 21:07
  speak.
• 21:08
  I
• 21:08
  don't
• 21:09
  know
• 21:09
  how
• 21:09
  to
• 21:09
  have
• 21:09
  a
• 21:09
  relation
• 21:09
  with
• 21:09
  Hashem.
• 21:10
  Why
• 21:10
  not?
• 21:11
  Because
• 21:12
  somewhere
• 21:12
  deep
• 21:13
  in
• 21:13
  your
• 21:13
  heart,
• 21:13
  you
• 21:14
  don't
• 21:14
  really
• 21:14
  think
• 21:14
  Hashem
• 21:15
  is
• 21:15
  Mamish
• 21:15
  right
• 21:16
  here
• 21:16
  with
• 21:16
  you
• 21:16
  in
• 21:16
  your
• 21:16
  life.
• 21:17
  You
• 21:18
  don't
• 21:18
  believe
• 21:18
  it.
• 21:19
  You
• 21:19
  don't
• 21:20
  really
• 21:20
  think
• 21:20
  it's
• 21:20
  possible
• 21:21
  that
• 21:21
  Hashem
• 21:22
  could
• 21:22
  Mamish
• 21:22
  in
• 21:23
  your
• 21:23
  gallus
• 21:24
  and
• 21:24
  everything
• 21:24
  that
• 21:24
  you're
• 21:24
  going
• 21:25
  through
• 21:25
  and
• 21:25
  every
• 21:25
  mistake
• 21:26
  you
• 21:26
  made
• 21:26
  and
• 21:26
  all
• 21:26
  the.
• 21:26
  If
• 21:27
  there
• 21:27
  is,
• 21:27
  and
• 21:27
  all
• 21:27
  the
• 21:28
  darkness,
• 21:29
  all
• 21:29
  the
• 21:30
  hiddenness,
• 21:30
  you
• 21:31
  don't
• 21:31
  really
• 21:31
  believe
• 21:31
  that
• 21:32
  Hashem
• 21:32
  could
• 21:32
  Mamish
• 21:33
  be
• 21:33
  right
• 21:34
  there
• 21:35
  and
• 21:35
  all
• 21:35
  that
• 21:36
  so
• 21:36
  close
• 21:37
  to
• 21:37
  you,
• 21:38
  you
• 21:38
  don't
• 21:38
  believe
• 21:39
  it.
• 21:39
  Why
• 21:40
  not?
• 21:40
  Well,
• 21:41
  if
• 21:41
  it's
• 21:41
  up
• 21:41
  to
• 21:42
  me
• 21:42
  to
• 21:42
  believe
• 21:42
  it
• 21:42
  on
• 21:42
  my
• 21:42
  own.
• 21:43
  So
• 21:43
  of
• 21:44
  course
• 21:44
  I
• 21:44
  don't
• 21:44
  believe
• 21:44
  it
• 21:44
  because
• 21:45
  I
• 21:45
  don't
• 21:45
  see
• 21:45
  it.
• 21:46
  All
• 21:47
  I
• 21:47
  feel
• 21:47
  is
• 21:47
  Rich
• 21:48
  Huk.
• 21:48
  All
• 21:48
  I
• 21:48
  feel
• 21:48
  is
• 21:48
  Hashem
• 21:49
  pushing
• 21:49
  me
• 21:49
  away.
• 21:49
  Nothing's
• 21:50
  going
• 21:50
  right
• 21:50
  in
• 21:50
  my
• 21:50
  life.
• 21:50
  I
• 21:50
  have
• 21:51
  all
• 21:51
  these
• 21:51
  problems,
• 21:51
  right?
• 21:53
  I
• 21:53
  wanted
• 21:53
  everybody
• 21:54
  to
• 21:54
  be
• 21:54
  a
• 21:54
  great
• 21:54
  tzaddik.
• 21:55
  I
• 21:55
  already
• 21:55
  wanted
• 21:55
  to
• 21:55
  be
• 21:55
  married.
• 21:55
  I
• 21:56
  already
• 21:56
  wanted
• 21:56
  to
• 21:56
  have
• 21:56
  a
• 21:56
  million
• 21:57
  dollars.
• 21:59
  Never
• 21:59
  worked
• 21:59
  out,
• 21:59
  right?
• 22:03
  So
• 22:03
  Hashem
• 22:04
  hates
• 22:04
  me,
• 22:05
  right?
• 22:07
  It
• 22:07
  says
• 22:07
  in
• 22:07
  this
• 22:07
  response.
• 22:08
  Actually,
• 22:10
  yeah,
• 22:10
  we
• 22:11
  have
• 22:11
  to
• 22:11
  read
• 22:11
  the
• 22:11
  newspaper.
• 22:11
  Can't
• 22:12
  forget
• 22:12
  to
• 22:12
  read
• 22:12
  the
• 22:12
  newspaper.
• 22:13
  I
• 22:13
  don't
• 22:13
  know
• 22:13
  if
• 22:13
  you
• 22:13
  hear,
• 22:14
  if
• 22:14
  you
• 22:14
  hear.
• 22:15
  Previous
• 22:15
  times
• 22:15
  we
• 22:16
  said
• 22:16
  that
• 22:17
  in
• 22:17
  this
• 22:17
  Torah,
• 22:18
  Nachman
• 22:19
  says
• 22:20
  we
• 22:20
  have
• 22:20
  to
• 22:20
  connect
• 22:21
  to
• 22:21
  Ksaviya
• 22:21
  Dano,
• 22:22
  Ksav
• 22:23
  of
• 22:23
  Eden,
• 22:25
  and
• 22:25
  that
• 22:25
  overcome
• 22:25
  the
• 22:26
  Ksav
• 22:26
  of
• 22:26
  the
• 22:26
  goyim.
• 22:27
  Ksav.
• 22:28
  The
• 22:28
  goyim
• 22:28
  is
• 22:28
  a
• 22:29
  newspaper?
• 22:29
  Yeah,
• 22:29
  it's
• 22:29
  the
• 22:30
  Haredi
• 22:30
  newspaper.
• 22:30
  It's
• 22:30
  everything.
• 22:31
  It's
• 22:31
  all
• 22:31
  Khav
• 22:32
  Yadon.
• 22:34
  Right?
• 22:34
  Here
• 22:34
  is
• 22:37
  the
• 22:38
  aliyah,
• 22:38
  you
• 22:38
  know,
• 22:39
  the
• 22:39
  Parasha
• 22:39
  of
• 22:39
  the
• 22:40
  week.
• 22:40
  The
• 22:40
  Aliyah
• 22:41
  of
• 22:41
  the
• 22:41
  week.
• 22:42
  This
• 22:42
  is
• 22:42
  what's
• 22:43
  going
• 22:43
  on.
• 22:43
  So
• 22:43
  what
• 22:43
  do
• 22:43
  we
• 22:44
  say
• 22:44
  over
• 22:44
  here?
• 22:44
  Moishe
• 22:45
  Rabbeinu
• 22:45
  is
• 22:45
  giving
• 22:45
  us
• 22:45
  tochha,
• 22:46
  which
• 22:46
  we
• 22:46
  talk
• 22:46
  about
• 22:47
  in
• 22:47
  a
• 22:47
  general
• 22:47
  sense.
• 22:48
  First,
• 22:48
  I
• 22:48
  want
• 22:48
  to
• 22:48
  talk
• 22:48
  about
• 22:48
  the
• 22:49
  specific.
• 22:50
  The
• 22:51
  specific
• 22:51
  poster.
• 22:52
  Let's
• 22:52
  see
• 22:52
  if
• 22:52
  I
• 22:52
  can
• 22:52
  find
• 22:52
  it.
• 22:53
  I
• 22:53
  think
• 22:53
  it
• 22:53
  was
• 22:53
  from
• 22:53
  Monday's
• 22:54
  newspaper.
• 23:01
  Yeah,
• 23:02
  this
• 23:02
  is
• 23:02
  a
• 23:02
  newspaper.
• 23:03
  This.
• 23:03
  This
• 23:03
  is
• 23:03
  what's
• 23:04
  going
• 23:04
  on
• 23:04
  in
• 23:04
  the
• 23:04
  world
• 23:04
  right
• 23:04
  now,
• 23:05
  in
• 23:05
  case
• 23:05
  you're
• 23:06
  wondering.
• 23:10
  I'm
• 23:11
  the
• 23:11
  reporter.
• 23:11
  Okay,
• 23:11
  good,
• 23:11
  good,
• 23:12
  good.
• 23:12
  I'm
• 23:12
  the
• 23:12
  reporter.
• 23:14
  We
• 23:14
  just
• 23:14
  read
• 23:15
  the
• 23:15
  newspaper
• 23:15
  together.
• 23:15
  You
• 23:15
  know,
• 23:16
  everybody,
• 23:16
  you
• 23:16
  have.
• 23:16
  You
• 23:16
  know,
• 23:17
  in
• 23:17
  the
• 23:17
  morning,
• 23:17
  you
• 23:18
  have
• 23:18
  a
• 23:18
  coffee,
• 23:18
  read
• 23:18
  the
• 23:18
  newspaper.
• 23:19
  So
• 23:20
  that's
• 23:20
  what
• 23:20
  we
• 23:20
  do,
• 23:20
  you
• 23:21
  know?
• 23:22
  Okay,
• 23:22
  so
• 23:22
  it
• 23:23
  says
• 23:23
  it's
• 23:23
  from
• 23:23
  Tuesday's
• 23:24
  newspaper.
• 23:24
  Sorry.
• 23:25
  So
• 23:25
  it's
• 23:25
  talking
• 23:25
  about
• 23:26
  the
• 23:27
  Miraglim,
• 23:27
  right?
• 23:28
  That
• 23:28
  the
• 23:28
  Moraglim
• 23:29
  come
• 23:29
  and
• 23:29
  say,
• 23:30
  it's
• 23:30
  not
• 23:30
  gonna
• 23:31
  work
• 23:31
  out.
• 23:31
  We're
• 23:31
  not
• 23:31
  gonna
• 23:32
  go
• 23:32
  there.
• 23:32
  It's
• 23:32
  Israel.
• 23:33
  Right?
• 23:33
  And
• 23:33
  obviously,
• 23:34
  we
• 23:34
  know
• 23:34
  it
• 23:34
  was
• 23:34
  all
• 23:34
  just
• 23:34
  an
• 23:35
  illusion,
• 23:36
  really,
• 23:36
  that
• 23:36
  he
• 23:36
  could
• 23:36
  have
• 23:36
  gone.
• 23:38
  Moshe
• 23:38
  Beno
• 23:38
  says,
• 23:39
  velois,
• 23:40
  you
• 23:40
  didn't
• 23:40
  want
• 23:40
  to
• 23:40
  go
• 23:40
  up
• 23:41
  there
• 23:41
  to
• 23:41
  Israel,
• 23:42
  and
• 23:42
  you
• 23:42
  rebelled
• 23:43
  against
• 23:43
  Hashem.
• 23:44
  And
• 23:44
  he's
• 23:44
  speaking
• 23:44
  about
• 23:45
  Lashon
• 23:45
  Hara
• 23:46
  in
• 23:46
  your
• 23:46
  tents,
• 23:47
  you're
• 23:47
  saying,
• 23:49
  But
• 23:50
  Hashem's
• 23:50
  hatred
• 23:50
  for
• 23:50
  us,
• 23:52
  he
• 23:52
  took
• 23:52
  it
• 23:53
  out
• 23:53
  of
• 23:53
  Egypt
• 23:56
  to
• 23:56
  put
• 23:57
  us
• 23:57
  in
• 23:57
  the
• 23:57
  hands
• 23:57
  of
• 23:57
  the
• 23:57
  Goyim,
• 23:58
  to
• 23:58
  destroy
• 23:58
  us.
• 24:02
  Okay,
• 24:04
  so,
• 24:06
  right.
• 24:07
  What
• 24:07
  does
• 24:08
  Rashi
• 24:08
  say?
• 24:13
  Hashem
• 24:14
  really
• 24:14
  loved
• 24:14
  you.
• 24:17
  And
• 24:17
  how
• 24:17
  we
• 24:17
  know
• 24:17
  Hashem
• 24:18
  loved
• 24:18
  us,
• 24:18
  we
• 24:18
  see
• 24:18
  from
• 24:18
  the
• 24:18
  previous.
• 24:19
  Earlier
• 24:19
  in
• 24:19
  the
• 24:20
  Parasha,
• 24:20
  it
• 24:20
  said
• 24:21
  that
• 24:21
  Hashem
• 24:22
  wanted
• 24:22
  to
• 24:22
  take
• 24:22
  us
• 24:23
  straight
• 24:23
  to
• 24:23
  Eretz
• 24:23
  Yisrael,
• 24:24
  you
• 24:24
  know,
• 24:24
  straight
• 24:25
  path,
• 24:25
  going
• 24:25
  straight
• 24:26
  through
• 24:26
  Eretz
• 24:26
  Erdoim.
• 24:26
  Like
• 24:27
  going
• 24:27
  straight
• 24:27
  north
• 24:28
  from
• 24:29
  Egypt
• 24:29
  to
• 24:29
  Eretz
• 24:29
  Yisrael
• 24:30
  in
• 24:30
  three
• 24:30
  days,
• 24:34
  you
• 24:34
  know?
• 24:34
  That's
• 24:34
  pretty.
• 24:34
  That's
• 24:35
  pretty.
• 24:35
  It's
• 24:35
  pretty
• 24:35
  amazing.
• 24:36
  Yeah,
• 24:36
  it's
• 24:36
  just
• 24:36
  like
• 24:36
  Yadavitzrayim,
• 24:37
  Chris.
• 24:38
  Yom
• 24:38
  Kippos
• 24:38
  Etorim.
• 24:39
  Okay,
• 24:39
  let's
• 24:39
  go,
• 24:39
  guys.
• 24:40
  We
• 24:40
  had
• 24:40
  to
• 24:40
  stay
• 24:40
  by
• 24:41
  Arsina
• 24:41
  a
• 24:41
  little
• 24:41
  bit.
• 24:43
  Straight
• 24:43
  Arabs
• 24:43
  as
• 24:43
  well.
• 24:44
  In
• 24:44
  three
• 24:44
  days,
• 24:44
  you
• 24:45
  know,
• 24:45
  we
• 24:45
  say
• 24:46
  Hashem
• 24:46
  loves
• 24:46
  us.
• 24:47
  Bhagwatim
• 24:50
  Oisoy.
• 24:51
  But
• 24:51
  we
• 24:51
  hated
• 24:52
  Hashem.
• 24:58
  What
• 24:58
  you
• 24:59
  have
• 24:59
  in
• 24:59
  your
• 24:59
  heart
• 24:59
  for
• 24:59
  your
• 25:00
  friends,
• 25:00
  what
• 25:00
  you
• 25:00
  think
• 25:00
  he
• 25:01
  has
• 25:01
  for
• 25:01
  you.
• 25:03
  Meaning
• 25:04
  that
• 25:05
  things
• 25:05
  aren't
• 25:05
  going
• 25:06
  right
• 25:06
  in
• 25:06
  our
• 25:06
  lives.
• 25:07
  Really,
• 25:07
  it's
• 25:07
  going
• 25:07
  very,
• 25:08
  very
• 25:08
  good.
• 25:09
  Just
• 25:09
  like
• 25:09
  this
• 25:10
  example
• 25:10
  I
• 25:10
  gave.
• 25:11
  I
• 25:11
  said,
• 25:11
  I'm
• 25:11
  taking
• 25:11
  you
• 25:11
  ere
• 25:12
  to
• 25:12
  spell
• 25:12
  three
• 25:12
  days.
• 25:12
  You're
• 25:12
  going
• 25:12
  to
• 25:13
  get
• 25:13
  all
• 25:13
  your.
• 25:13
  Everything
• 25:14
  is
• 25:14
  going
• 25:14
  to
• 25:14
  be
• 25:14
  good.
• 25:15
  But
• 25:15
  in
• 25:15
  those
• 25:15
  three
• 25:15
  days,
• 25:16
  okay,
• 25:16
  you
• 25:16
  have
• 25:16
  to.
• 25:16
  It's.
• 25:17
  It's,
• 25:17
  you
• 25:17
  know,
• 25:18
  you're
• 25:18
  pretty
• 25:19
  much
• 25:19
  running,
• 25:19
  you're
• 25:20
  going
• 25:20
  very
• 25:20
  quickly,
• 25:21
  and
• 25:21
  you're
• 25:21
  getting
• 25:21
  tired.
• 25:22
  You
• 25:22
  don't
• 25:22
  have
• 25:22
  a
• 25:22
  lot
• 25:22
  of
• 25:23
  time
• 25:23
  to
• 25:23
  eat
• 25:23
  in,
• 25:23
  okay?
• 25:23
  So
• 25:24
  it's
• 25:24
  not
• 25:24
  easy.
• 25:25
  But
• 25:25
  really,
• 25:25
  you
• 25:25
  just
• 25:25
  don't
• 25:26
  understand
• 25:26
  that
• 25:27
  you're
• 25:27
  going
• 25:27
  to
• 25:27
  get
• 25:27
  there.
• 25:28
  You're
• 25:28
  going
• 25:28
  to
• 25:28
  get
• 25:28
  to
• 25:28
  the
• 25:28
  tachos,
• 25:29
  you're
• 25:29
  going
• 25:29
  to
• 25:29
  get
• 25:29
  to
• 25:29
  the
• 25:29
  gula.
• 25:30
  Everything's
• 25:30
  going
• 25:30
  to
• 25:30
  work
• 25:30
  out.
• 25:31
  But
• 25:31
  in
• 25:31
  those
• 25:31
  three
• 25:32
  days,
• 25:32
  it's
• 25:32
  too
• 25:32
  hard
• 25:33
  and
• 25:33
  we
• 25:33
  should
• 25:33
  be
• 25:33
  in,
• 25:33
  and
• 25:33
  we
• 25:34
  stop
• 25:34
  and
• 25:34
  we
• 25:34
  start
• 25:34
  complaining
• 25:34
  and
• 25:35
  everything
• 25:35
  goes
• 25:35
  wrong,
• 25:35
  right?
• 25:35
  That's
• 25:36
  what
• 25:36
  happens.
• 25:38
  So
• 25:38
  we
• 25:38
  have
• 25:39
  in
• 25:39
  our
• 25:39
  heart,
• 25:39
  okay,
• 25:39
  Hashem's
• 25:40
  giving
• 25:40
  us
• 25:40
  Nissan.
• 25:41
  He's
• 25:41
  testing
• 25:42
  us,
• 25:42
  giving
• 25:42
  us
• 25:42
  struggles.
• 25:43
  Really,
• 25:43
  it's
• 25:43
  the
• 25:43
  best
• 25:43
  thing
• 25:44
  for
• 25:44
  us.
• 25:44
  Imam
• 25:45
  is
• 25:45
  so
• 25:45
  good.
• 25:45
  It's
• 25:45
  so
• 25:45
  good
• 25:46
  in
• 25:46
  this
• 25:46
  world
• 25:46
  also.
• 25:47
  Yes,
• 25:47
  in
• 25:47
  this
• 25:47
  world
• 25:47
  also.
• 25:49
  Kosher
• 25:50
  Cain
• 25:50
  in
• 25:50
  the
• 25:50
  next
• 25:50
  world.
• 25:52
  But
• 25:52
  we
• 25:52
  have
• 25:53
  this
• 25:53
  tinuf
• 25:54
  in
• 25:54
  our
• 25:54
  hearts.
• 25:54
  We
• 25:54
  have
• 25:54
  this
• 25:54
  conscious.
• 25:55
  Yeah,
• 25:56
  we
• 25:56
  don't
• 25:56
  understand
• 25:57
  it
• 25:57
  and
• 25:58
  we
• 25:58
  don't
• 25:58
  have.
• 25:58
  We
• 25:59
  don't
• 25:59
  believe
• 25:59
  in
• 25:59
  mature
• 25:59
  Benu.
• 26:02
  They
• 26:02
  don't
• 26:02
  see
• 26:03
  it,
• 26:03
  right?
• 26:03
  So
• 26:04
  then
• 26:04
  we
• 26:04
  have
• 26:04
  this
• 26:04
  problem.
• 26:05
  We
• 26:06
  have
• 26:06
  this
• 26:06
  cautious
• 26:07
  in
• 26:07
  our
• 26:07
  heart,
• 26:08
  this
• 26:08
  hatred.
• 26:09
  And
• 26:09
  we
• 26:09
  also
• 26:09
  think,
• 26:09
  okay,
• 26:09
  Hashem
• 26:10
  also
• 26:10
  doesn't
• 26:10
  like
• 26:10
  me.
• 26:12
  That's
• 26:12
  a
• 26:12
  person.
• 26:14
  That's
• 26:15
  what
• 26:15
  the
• 26:15
  Yidden
• 26:15
  told
• 26:15
  Moshe
• 26:16
  Beno.
• 26:16
  It
• 26:17
  can't
• 26:17
  be
• 26:17
  Hashem
• 26:17
  likes,
• 26:18
  because
• 26:18
  then
• 26:18
  why
• 26:18
  are
• 26:19
  things
• 26:19
  going
• 26:19
  wrong?
• 26:21
  We're
• 26:21
  getting
• 26:21
  at
• 26:22
  the
• 26:22
  basics
• 26:22
  of
• 26:22
  Yiddishkeit,
• 26:23
  you
• 26:23
  guys,
• 26:23
  right
• 26:23
  now.
• 26:23
  I
• 26:23
  mean,
• 26:24
  usually
• 26:24
  sometimes
• 26:25
  we
• 26:25
  speak
• 26:25
  deeper
• 26:26
  concepts.
• 26:26
  This
• 26:26
  is
• 26:27
  momishment
• 26:28
  Chodesh
• 26:28
  Ben
• 26:28
  Achim
• 26:29
  av.
• 26:29
  Hashem
• 26:29
  is
• 26:29
  trying
• 26:29
  to
• 26:30
  comfort
• 26:30
  us.
• 26:30
  How
• 26:30
  is
• 26:31
  he
• 26:31
  comfort
• 26:31
  us?
• 26:31
  He
• 26:31
  sends
• 26:32
  you
• 26:32
  in
• 26:32
  Gullus
• 26:35
  Gallus
• 26:35
  is
• 26:35
  your
• 26:35
  comfort.
• 26:37
  That's
• 26:37
  what
• 26:37
  you're
• 26:37
  going
• 26:37
  to
• 26:37
  find.
• 26:37
  Hashem,
• 26:38
  don't
• 26:38
  run
• 26:38
  away
• 26:38
  from
• 26:38
  it.
• 26:39
  Ad
• 26:39
  Hashem
• 26:39
  comfort
• 26:40
  you
• 26:40
  by
• 26:40
  telling
• 26:40
  you
• 26:40
  not
• 26:40
  to
• 26:41
  do
• 26:41
  this
• 26:41
  and
• 26:41
  not
• 26:41
  to
• 26:41
  do
• 26:41
  that,
• 26:42
  not
• 26:42
  to
• 26:42
  do
• 26:42
  this,
• 26:43
  and
• 26:44
  telling
• 26:44
  you
• 26:44
  to
• 26:45
  suffer
• 26:45
  with
• 26:45
  your
• 26:46
  stinky,
• 26:46
  sweaty
• 26:46
  clothes.
• 26:49
  That's
• 26:50
  what
• 26:50
  Hashem
• 26:50
  is
• 26:50
  showing
• 26:51
  his
• 26:51
  love
• 26:51
  for
• 26:51
  you.
• 26:53
  But
• 26:53
  like
• 26:53
  Elijah
• 26:54
  says,
• 26:54
  I
• 26:54
  don't
• 26:54
  see
• 26:55
  it.
• 26:55
  I
• 26:55
  don't
• 26:55
  understand
• 26:55
  it.
• 26:57
  So
• 26:58
  this
• 26:58
  is
• 26:58
  where
• 26:58
  we
• 26:58
  see
• 26:59
  another
• 26:59
  place
• 26:59
  where
• 27:00
  without,
• 27:02
  there's
• 27:03
  no
• 27:03
  Yiddishkech,
• 27:04
  there's
• 27:04
  no
• 27:04
  Torah.
• 27:05
  There's
• 27:05
  nothing,
• 27:07
  absolutely
• 27:07
  nothing.
• 27:08
  There's
• 27:08
  no
• 27:08
  Moshe
• 27:09
  Beno.
• 27:10
  There's
• 27:10
  no
• 27:10
  Yeshua,
• 27:11
  there's
• 27:11
  no
• 27:11
  Gemara,
• 27:12
  there's
• 27:12
  no
• 27:13
  Halacha,
• 27:14
  no
• 27:14
  Tzedikim.
• 27:18
  So
• 27:18
  this
• 27:18
  is
• 27:18
  the
• 27:18
  Tikkun.
• 27:19
  This
• 27:19
  is
• 27:19
  Aravada,
• 27:20
  right?
• 27:20
  Now,
• 27:22
  believe
• 27:22
  that
• 27:22
  Hashem
• 27:23
  has
• 27:23
  so
• 27:23
  much
• 27:24
  Rachmanos
• 27:24
  on
• 27:24
  you
• 27:25
  that
• 27:26
  you
• 27:26
  just
• 27:27
  did
• 27:27
  the
• 27:27
  biggest
• 27:27
  of
• 27:27
  era
• 27:28
  right
• 27:28
  now.
• 27:28
  You
• 27:28
  can
• 27:28
  do
• 27:29
  Tuva
• 27:29
  in
• 27:29
  two
• 27:29
  seconds.
• 27:31
  You
• 27:31
  can
• 27:31
  sit
• 27:31
  down,
• 27:32
  do
• 27:32
  a
• 27:32
  little
• 27:32
  Yizvar
• 27:32
  to
• 27:34
  ask
• 27:34
  Hashem
• 27:35
  for
• 27:35
  forgiveness,
• 27:36
  confess
• 27:36
  to
• 27:36
  him,
• 27:37
  share
• 27:38
  your
• 27:38
  pain
• 27:38
  and
• 27:38
  suffering
• 27:39
  with
• 27:39
  him.
• 27:40
  This
• 27:40
  is
• 27:40
  the
• 27:41
  key.
• 27:41
  If
• 27:41
  we
• 27:41
  have
• 27:41
  the
• 27:41
  right
• 27:42
  approach,
• 27:43
  so
• 27:43
  then
• 27:43
  we'll
• 27:44
  be
• 27:44
  able
• 27:44
  to
• 27:44
  open
• 27:44
  up.
• 27:44
  And
• 27:45
  the
• 27:45
  same
• 27:45
  thing
• 27:45
  with
• 27:45
  Kinos,
• 27:46
  Kinnuts.
• 27:46
  Try
• 27:46
  to,
• 27:46
  try
• 27:47
  to,
• 27:47
  you
• 27:47
  know,
• 27:47
  obviously,
• 27:48
  practically
• 27:48
  speaking,
• 27:48
  get
• 27:49
  some
• 27:49
  sort
• 27:49
  of
• 27:49
  translation,
• 27:50
  something,
• 27:50
  you
• 27:51
  know,
• 27:51
  if
• 27:51
  you
• 27:51
  need
• 27:51
  it.
• 27:52
  Why
• 27:53
  is
• 27:53
  running.
• 27:53
  Why
• 27:54
  is
• 27:54
  go
• 27:54
  running
• 27:55
  away?
• 28:01
  Going
• 28:02
  into
• 28:02
  Golis
• 28:03
  is.
• 28:04
  Is.
• 28:04
  Is.
• 28:05
  Is
• 28:05
  an
• 28:05
  aspect
• 28:05
  of.
• 28:06
  Of
• 28:07
  the.
• 28:07
  The
• 28:08
  struggle
• 28:08
  that.
• 28:08
  The
• 28:08
  struggle
• 28:09
  that
• 28:09
  we
• 28:09
  have
• 28:09
  to
• 28:09
  go
• 28:09
  to
• 28:09
  in
• 28:09
  order
• 28:10
  to.
• 28:10
  In
• 28:11
  order
• 28:11
  to
• 28:11
  get
• 28:11
  there,
• 28:11
  to
• 28:11
  struggle,
• 28:12
  right?
• 28:12
  That
• 28:12
  was
• 28:12
  the
• 28:12
  example
• 28:13
  saying,
• 28:13
  right?
• 28:15
  You
• 28:15
  have
• 28:15
  to
• 28:15
  work
• 28:15
  really
• 28:15
  hard
• 28:16
  to
• 28:16
  get
• 28:16
  there.
• 28:16
  Even
• 28:16
  really,
• 28:16
  Hashem
• 28:17
  is
• 28:17
  trying
• 28:17
  to
• 28:17
  get
• 28:18
  you
• 28:18
  there
• 28:18
  quickly,
• 28:19
  but
• 28:20
  you
• 28:20
  have
• 28:20
  to
• 28:20
  work
• 28:20
  hard,
• 28:21
  you
• 28:21
  have
• 28:21
  to
• 28:21
  go.
• 28:21
  It's
• 28:22
  not
• 28:22
  easy
• 28:22
  in
• 28:22
  order
• 28:22
  to
• 28:23
  understand
• 28:23
  it
• 28:23
  and
• 28:23
  to
• 28:23
  appreciate
• 28:24
  it.
• 28:26
  No,
• 28:26
  because
• 28:26
  that
• 28:26
  itself
• 28:27
  is
• 28:27
  the
• 28:27
  closest
• 28:28
  to
• 28:28
  Hashem.
• 28:28
  That
• 28:28
  is
• 28:29
  the
• 28:29
  path.
• 28:29
  Like
• 28:30
  in
• 28:30
  this
• 28:30
  example,
• 28:31
  Hashem's
• 28:31
  taking
• 28:31
  you
• 28:31
  there
• 28:31
  to
• 28:32
  Israel.
• 28:32
  You're
• 28:32
  going
• 28:32
  to
• 28:33
  do
• 28:33
  exactly
• 28:33
  where
• 28:33
  you
• 28:33
  need
• 28:33
  to
• 28:33
  go.
• 28:36
  It's
• 28:36
  the
• 28:36
  ultimate
• 28:37
  gula.
• 28:39
  But
• 28:39
  for
• 28:40
  you,
• 28:40
  it
• 28:40
  feels
• 28:40
  hard,
• 28:40
  right?
• 28:41
  Because
• 28:41
  you
• 28:41
  have
• 28:41
  a
• 28:41
  goof,
• 28:41
  and
• 28:42
  your
• 28:42
  goof
• 28:42
  is
• 28:42
  tired,
• 28:43
  and
• 28:43
  your
• 28:43
  goof
• 28:43
  wants
• 28:43
  to
• 28:44
  eat
• 28:44
  meat,
• 28:44
  and
• 28:44
  your
• 28:44
  goof
• 28:44
  doesn't
• 28:45
  want
• 28:45
  to
• 28:45
  fast
• 28:45
  the
• 28:45
  whole
• 28:45
  24
• 28:46
  hours,
• 28:46
  right?
• 28:47
  So
• 28:48
  you're
• 28:48
  like,
• 28:48
  okay,
• 28:48
  so
• 28:49
  why
• 28:49
  does
• 28:49
  Hashem
• 28:49
  make
• 28:49
  me
• 28:49
  do
• 28:50
  this?
• 28:50
  But
• 28:51
  really,
• 28:51
  that
• 28:51
  itself
• 28:51
  is
• 28:52
  the
• 28:52
  closest
• 28:52
  to
• 28:52
  Hashem
• 28:53
  at
• 28:53
  that
• 28:53
  moment.
• 28:53
  And
• 28:53
  it's
• 28:53
  going
• 28:53
  to
• 28:54
  bring
• 28:54
  you
• 28:54
  to
• 28:55
  a
• 28:55
  revealed
• 28:57
  aspect
• 28:57
  of
• 28:58
  closeness
• 28:58
  to
• 28:58
  Hashem,
• 28:59
  which
• 29:00
  is
• 29:00
  the
• 29:00
  Biny
• 29:00
  Bs
• 29:01
  Miktash,
• 29:01
  which
• 29:01
  is
• 29:01
  getting
• 29:01
  to
• 29:01
  Eretz
• 29:02
  Yisrael
• 29:03
  afterwards,
• 29:04
  right?
• 29:04
  But
• 29:04
  in
• 29:04
  that
• 29:04
  period
• 29:04
  of
• 29:05
  time,
• 29:05
  it's
• 29:05
  hidden.
• 29:06
  So
• 29:06
  that's
• 29:06
  why
• 29:06
  the
• 29:06
  Ikir
• 29:07
  right
• 29:07
  now
• 29:07
  after
• 29:07
  the
• 29:08
  Chor
• 29:08
  Mez
• 29:08
  Hamikdash
• 29:08
  is
• 29:08
  a
• 29:09
  munatz
• 29:09
  Tzadikim,
• 29:09
  because
• 29:09
  the
• 29:09
  tzadikim
• 29:10
  will
• 29:10
  know
• 29:11
  by
• 29:11
  them.
• 29:11
  It's
• 29:11
  not
• 29:11
  hidden
• 29:12
  by
• 29:13
  them.
• 29:13
  It's
• 29:13
  really.
• 29:14
  There's
• 29:14
  no
• 29:14
  difference
• 29:14
  between
• 29:15
  the
• 29:15
  nine
• 29:15
  days
• 29:15
  and
• 29:15
  Shabbos
• 29:16
  Nacho.
• 29:16
  It's
• 29:16
  all.
• 29:17
  It's
• 29:17
  all
• 29:18
  his
• 29:18
  gallows
• 29:18
  covered.
• 29:19
  Hashem,
• 29:19
  Hashem,
• 29:20
  they
• 29:20
  see
• 29:20
  the
• 29:21
  whole
• 29:21
  thing
• 29:22
  very
• 29:22
  clearly,
• 29:22
  right?
• 29:23
  We
• 29:23
  don't.
• 29:24
  Okay,
• 29:24
  that's
• 29:25
  fine.
• 29:25
  So
• 29:25
  then
• 29:25
  listen
• 29:26
  to
• 29:26
  them
• 29:26
  and
• 29:26
  follow
• 29:26
  them.
• 29:27
  Believe
• 29:27
  that
• 29:27
  Hashem
• 29:27
  is
• 29:27
  rachmanos
• 29:28
  on
• 29:28
  you.
• 29:28
  And
• 29:28
  all
• 29:28
  these
• 29:29
  things,
• 29:29
  all
• 29:29
  the
• 29:29
  bad
• 29:29
  things
• 29:29
  happen
• 29:30
  is
• 29:30
  really
• 29:30
  Rachmanos.
• 29:31
  It's
• 29:31
  Mamish
• 29:32
  Rachmanos,
• 29:33
  right?
• 29:33
  It's.
• 29:34
  It's
• 29:34
  the
• 29:34
  mahlikas.
• 29:35
  Let's
• 29:35
  go
• 29:35
  against
• 29:36
  you
• 29:36
  is
• 29:36
  purifying
• 29:36
  you.
• 29:38
  It's
• 29:38
  purifying
• 29:38
  you.
• 29:39
  It's
• 29:39
  helping
• 29:39
  you.
• 29:39
  It's
• 29:40
  being
• 29:40
  mechazik
• 29:41
  you
• 29:41
  to.
• 29:42
  It's
• 29:42
  supposed
• 29:42
  to
• 29:42
  mechazik
• 29:43
  you
• 29:44
  no
• 29:44
  pain
• 29:44
  again.
• 29:44
  Because
• 29:46
  it's
• 29:46
  supposed
• 29:46
  to
• 29:46
  mechazik
• 29:47
  you
• 29:47
  to
• 29:47
  get
• 29:47
  the
• 29:47
  answer.
• 29:47
  Other
• 29:48
  Rebbe
• 29:48
  is
• 29:48
  saying
• 29:48
  over
• 29:48
  here.
• 29:48
  Let's
• 29:48
  go
• 29:49
  back
• 29:49
  to
• 29:49
  the
• 29:49
  story
• 29:50
  of
• 29:50
  the
• 29:50
  Quran.
• 29:51
  Is
• 29:52
  that
• 29:52
  the
• 29:52
  suffering
• 29:53
  that
• 29:53
  we're
• 29:53
  going
• 29:53
  through
• 29:53
  in
• 29:53
  Galah
• 29:54
  is
• 29:54
  supposed
• 29:54
  Mechazikos
• 29:55
  to
• 29:55
  come
• 29:56
  closer
• 29:56
  to
• 29:56
  Hashem
• 29:59
  to
• 29:59
  try
• 29:59
  to
• 29:59
  find
• 29:59
  answers
• 30:01
  to
• 30:01
  do
• 30:01
  his
• 30:01
  brother.
• 30:03
  Well,
• 30:03
  we
• 30:03
  could
• 30:03
  take
• 30:03
  it
• 30:03
  the
• 30:03
  wrong
• 30:03
  way
• 30:04
  without
• 30:04
  the
• 30:04
  tzadikim.
• 30:04
  So
• 30:05
  then
• 30:05
  forget
• 30:06
  Mamish
• 30:06
  person
• 30:07
  can
• 30:07
  totally
• 30:07
  give
• 30:07
  up.
• 30:10
  So
• 30:10
  that's
• 30:10
  why
• 30:10
  the
• 30:10
  Rebbe
• 30:11
  is
• 30:11
  saying,
• 30:11
  right?
• 30:11
  That
• 30:11
  this
• 30:12
  whole
• 30:12
  thing
• 30:12
  is,
• 30:12
  you
• 30:13
  know,
• 30:13
  is
• 30:14
  a
• 30:14
  muna
• 30:14
  srikim.
• 30:15
  We
• 30:15
  have
• 30:15
  to
• 30:20
  right
• 30:20
  now
• 30:20
  a
• 30:20
  lot
• 30:24
  that
• 30:24
  Hashem
• 30:25
  is
• 30:25
  only
• 30:25
  sending
• 30:25
  you
• 30:25
  struggles
• 30:26
  because
• 30:26
  he
• 30:26
  wants
• 30:26
  to
• 30:27
  once
• 30:27
  he
• 30:27
  wants
• 30:28
  to
• 30:28
  wake
• 30:28
  you
• 30:28
  up.
• 30:30
  Once
• 30:30
  they
• 30:30
  wake
• 30:30
  you
• 30:30
  up
• 30:30
  to
• 30:30
  have
• 30:30
  a
• 30:30
  munas
• 30:31
  Tzadikim,
• 30:31
  you're
• 30:32
  lost.
• 30:32
  You're
• 30:33
  just
• 30:33
  going
• 30:33
  through.
• 30:33
  Life's
• 30:33
  dumb.
• 30:34
  Yeah.
• 30:35
  And
• 30:35
  you're
• 30:35
  a
• 30:36
  comfortable
• 30:36
  lazy
• 30:36
  boy.
• 30:36
  But
• 30:37
  really,
• 30:37
  when
• 30:37
  you're
• 30:37
  in
• 30:38
  the
• 30:38
  shama,
• 30:38
  it's
• 30:38
  not
• 30:38
  so
• 30:38
  comfortable,
• 30:39
  right?
• 30:40
  The
• 30:40
  goof
• 30:40
  and
• 30:40
  the
• 30:40
  neshama.
• 30:41
  The
• 30:42
  goof
• 30:42
  can't
• 30:42
  win.
• 30:44
  It's
• 30:44
  a
• 30:44
  chiddish.
• 30:45
  The
• 30:45
  Gruv
• 30:45
  can't
• 30:45
  win
• 30:46
  really,
• 30:46
  because
• 30:46
  the
• 30:46
  shama
• 30:47
  is
• 30:48
  eternal
• 30:48
  light.
• 30:49
  That's
• 30:49
  Mamish
• 30:50
  burning,
• 30:50
  blazing
• 30:51
  for
• 30:51
  Hashem.
• 30:52
  So
• 30:53
  a
• 30:53
  person
• 30:53
  gives
• 30:53
  in
• 30:54
  to
• 30:54
  the
• 30:54
  desires
• 30:55
  of
• 30:55
  his
• 30:55
  body
• 30:56
  so
• 30:56
  that
• 30:56
  he's
• 30:57
  going
• 30:57
  to
• 30:57
  be
• 30:57
  in
• 30:57
  a
• 30:57
  constant
• 30:57
  state
• 30:58
  of
• 30:58
  machlagos.
• 30:59
  Because
• 31:00
  the
• 31:00
  Guf
• 31:00
  is
• 31:00
  going
• 31:00
  to
• 31:00
  pull
• 31:01
  him
• 31:01
  one
• 31:01
  way
• 31:01
  and
• 31:01
  Hashem
• 31:01
  is
• 31:01
  always
• 31:02
  upon.
• 31:02
  But
• 31:02
  the
• 31:02
  Guf,
• 31:03
  as
• 31:03
  we
• 31:03
  know,
• 31:05
  is
• 31:05
  going
• 31:06
  to
• 31:06
  rot
• 31:07
  and
• 31:07
  turn,
• 31:07
  you
• 31:07
  know,
• 31:08
  in
• 31:08
  the
• 31:08
  ground
• 31:08
  after
• 31:09
  a
• 31:09
  little
• 31:09
  while.
• 31:10
  It's
• 31:10
  a
• 31:10
  temporary
• 31:11
  thing.
• 31:11
  And
• 31:11
  then
• 31:11
  Hashem
• 31:12
  can,
• 31:12
  you
• 31:12
  know,
• 31:12
  can
• 31:13
  overpower
• 31:13
  the
• 31:13
  Guf
• 31:14
  completely.
• 31:15
  Okay,
• 31:15
  there's
• 31:15
  different
• 31:15
  levels,
• 31:16
  right?
• 31:16
  We
• 31:16
  don't
• 31:17
  have
• 31:17
  to
• 31:17
  be.
• 31:17
  Shem
• 31:17
  doesn't
• 31:18
  expect
• 31:18
  us
• 31:18
  to
• 31:18
  be
• 31:18
  great
• 31:18
  tzedikim.
• 31:19
  But
• 31:20
  the
• 31:20
  more
• 31:20
  that
• 31:21
  we
• 31:21
  strengthen
• 31:21
  Hashem
• 31:21
  over
• 31:22
  the
• 31:22
  Guv,
• 31:22
  so
• 31:22
  then
• 31:22
  the
• 31:22
  less
• 31:22
  machlekas
• 31:23
  there
• 31:23
  is,
• 31:25
  the
• 31:25
  machalagas
• 31:25
  goes
• 31:25
  away.
• 31:26
  So.
• 31:26
  But
• 31:26
  so
• 31:26
  the
• 31:26
  Guf,
• 31:27
  right,
• 31:27
  is
• 31:27
  telling
• 31:27
  us
• 31:27
  to
• 31:27
  do
• 31:27
  this.
• 31:28
  The
• 31:28
  Yetzer
• 31:28
  Har
• 31:28
  is
• 31:28
  telling
• 31:28
  us
• 31:29
  to
• 31:29
  do
• 31:29
  this.
• 31:29
  That's
• 31:29
  the
• 31:29
  ikr
• 31:29
  machalagas
• 31:30
  we
• 31:30
  have
• 31:30
  to
• 31:30
  deal
• 31:30
  with
• 31:30
  the
• 31:30
  yetzhar
• 31:31
  is
• 31:31
  our
• 31:31
  bodies
• 31:31
  is
• 31:32
  like
• 31:32
  pushing
• 31:32
  us.
• 31:34
  And
• 31:36
  so
• 31:36
  the
• 31:36
  whole
• 31:37
  point
• 31:37
  of
• 31:37
  that
• 31:37
  is
• 31:37
  for
• 31:37
  us
• 31:37
  to
• 31:39
  attach
• 31:39
  ourselves
• 31:39
  to
• 31:39
  tzadikim,
• 31:40
  strengthen
• 31:41
  the
• 31:41
  light
• 31:41
  of
• 31:41
  our
• 31:41
  neshama,
• 31:43
  and
• 31:43
  get
• 31:43
  the
• 31:43
  answers,
• 31:46
  get
• 31:46
  out
• 31:46
  of
• 31:47
  that
• 31:47
  golus
• 31:48
  of
• 31:49
  gashmis,
• 31:50
  which
• 31:50
  is
• 31:50
  why
• 31:50
  the
• 31:50
  chaza'll
• 31:51
  tell
• 31:51
  us
• 31:51
  not
• 31:51
  to
• 31:51
  do
• 31:52
  all
• 31:52
  these
• 31:52
  physical
• 31:52
  things
• 31:52
  during
• 31:53
  this
• 31:53
  time.
• 31:54
  So
• 31:56
  in
• 31:56
  other
• 31:56
  words,
• 31:57
  the
• 31:57
  machloik
• 31:57
  is
• 31:57
  the
• 31:58
  hara
• 31:58
  in
• 31:58
  the
• 31:58
  body
• 31:58
  is
• 31:59
  just
• 31:59
  to
• 31:59
  bring
• 31:59
  us
• 32:00
  the
• 32:00
  final
• 32:00
  light
• 32:01
  on
• 32:01
  Hashem,
• 32:02
  to
• 32:02
  connect
• 32:02
  more
• 32:02
  deep
• 32:03
  with
• 32:03
  the
• 32:03
  light
• 32:03
  on
• 32:03
  Hashem,
• 32:03
  which
• 32:04
  is
• 32:04
  burning
• 32:04
  very,
• 32:04
  very
• 32:05
  brightly.
• 32:05
  And
• 32:05
  that's
• 32:05
  the
• 32:06
  most
• 32:06
  kishmak
• 32:06
  thing
• 32:06
  in
• 32:06
  the
• 32:07
  world.
• 32:07
  Telling
• 32:08
  you.
• 32:09
  Like,
• 32:09
  you
• 32:09
  know,
• 32:09
  our
• 32:09
  friend
• 32:10
  was
• 32:10
  saying,
• 32:10
  like,
• 32:10
  you
• 32:10
  know,
• 32:12
  really
• 32:13
  being
• 32:13
  with
• 32:14
  Vata
• 32:14
  Yaguf
• 32:15
  is
• 32:15
  the
• 32:15
  most
• 32:17
  enjoyable
• 32:17
  thing
• 32:18
  you
• 32:18
  can
• 32:18
  ever
• 32:18
  experience.
• 32:20
  Diving
• 32:20
  a
• 32:21
  clean,
• 32:21
  a
• 32:22
  clean
• 32:22
  Shemona
• 32:22
  spray
• 32:23
  with
• 32:23
  kavana,
• 32:24
  a
• 32:24
  goody
• 32:25
  bardus,
• 32:25
  connecting
• 32:26
  to
• 32:26
  the
• 32:26
  kedusha
• 32:27
  of
• 32:27
  the
• 32:27
  Torah.
• 32:27
  Kedusha
• 32:28
  of
• 32:28
  Hashem.
• 32:30
  Really,
• 32:31
  you
• 32:32
  know,
• 32:32
  it's
• 32:32
  a
• 32:32
  joke.
• 32:32
  I'm
• 32:33
  saying
• 32:33
  after
• 32:33
  you
• 32:34
  taste,
• 32:34
  you
• 32:34
  taste
• 32:35
  a
• 32:35
  little
• 32:35
  bit
• 32:35
  of
• 32:35
  that
• 32:35
  vekas,
• 32:36
  you
• 32:37
  know,
• 32:37
  gashmius
• 32:38
  is
• 32:38
  like
• 32:38
  the
• 32:38
  most
• 32:38
  disgusting
• 32:39
  thing
• 32:39
  in
• 32:39
  the
• 32:39
  world.
• 32:39
  It's
• 32:39
  like,
• 32:39
  okay,
• 32:40
  like,
• 32:40
  I
• 32:40
  want
• 32:40
  the
• 32:41
  nine
• 32:41
  days,
• 32:41
  the
• 32:41
  whole
• 32:41
  year,
• 32:42
  please,
• 32:42
  please
• 32:42
  give
• 32:42
  me
• 32:42
  the
• 32:43
  90.
• 32:43
  Except
• 32:43
  for
• 32:43
  Shabbos,
• 32:44
  of
• 32:44
  course.
• 32:44
  Shabbos,
• 32:45
  a
• 32:45
  whole
• 32:45
  different
• 32:45
  situation,
• 32:46
  which
• 32:46
  we
• 32:46
  should
• 32:47
  talk
• 32:47
  about
• 32:47
  Shabbos,
• 32:47
  because
• 32:47
  the
• 32:47
  bias.
• 32:48
  We
• 32:48
  have
• 32:48
  a
• 32:48
  big
• 32:48
  Shabbos
• 32:48
  coming
• 32:48
  up.
• 32:50
  Shabbos
• 32:51
  chazon
• 32:51
  is
• 32:51
  the
• 32:52
  tachlis,
• 32:53
  where
• 32:53
  the
• 32:53
  gashmi
• 32:54
  is
• 32:54
  so
• 32:55
  rukhni.
• 32:55
  It's
• 32:55
  so
• 32:56
  isol.
• 32:56
  Spiritually,
• 32:57
  there's
• 32:57
  no.
• 32:58
  It's
• 32:58
  kula
• 32:59
  Kyiva
• 32:59
  to
• 32:59
  Hashem.
• 33:00
  It's
• 33:00
  not
• 33:01
  for
• 33:01
  a
• 33:01
  body
• 33:01
  of
• 33:01
  chlad.
• 33:02
  It's
• 33:02
  just
• 33:02
  to
• 33:02
  get
• 33:02
  close
• 33:02
  to
• 33:02
  Hashem.
• 33:03
  I'm
• 33:03
  eating
• 33:03
  food.
• 33:03
  It's
• 33:04
  this
• 33:04
  holy
• 33:04
  thing.
• 33:05
  Believe.
• 33:05
  Believe
• 33:05
  in
• 33:05
  the
• 33:05
  kedusha
• 33:06
  of
• 33:06
  yours.
• 33:07
  Believe
• 33:08
  in
• 33:08
  the
• 33:08
  kedusha
• 33:08
  of
• 33:08
  your
• 33:09
  big
• 33:09
  day.
• 33:09
  Shabbos.
• 33:10
  The
• 33:10
  kedusha
• 33:11
  of
• 33:11
  the
• 33:11
  Mikveh
• 33:11
  and
• 33:11
  Shabbos.
• 33:12
  The
• 33:12
  kedusha
• 33:12
  of
• 33:12
  the
• 33:12
  davening
• 33:13
  Shabbos
• 33:13
  and
• 33:13
  Torah
• 33:13
  and
• 33:14
  Shabbos.
• 33:15
  But
• 33:18
  even
• 33:19
  the
• 33:19
  physical
• 33:19
  things
• 33:19
  we
• 33:20
  do
• 33:20
  on
• 33:20
  Shabbos
• 33:20
  is
• 33:21
  so
• 33:22
  such
• 33:22
  an
• 33:22
  incredible
• 33:23
  light,
• 33:23
  spiritual
• 33:24
  light,
• 33:25
  right?
• 33:26
  The
• 33:26
  lowest
• 33:26
  places,
• 33:26
  the
• 33:27
  Rizal
• 33:27
  says
• 33:27
  lowest
• 33:28
  places
• 33:28
  of
• 33:28
  Gashmiyas
• 33:29
  go
• 33:29
  up
• 33:29
  to
• 33:29
  higher
• 33:30
  places.
• 33:30
  Meaning
• 33:30
  eating
• 33:30
  on
• 33:31
  Shabbos
• 33:31
  is
• 33:31
  higher
• 33:31
  than
• 33:31
  davening
• 33:32
  and
• 33:32
  learning.
• 33:33
  This
• 33:33
  is
• 33:33
  the
• 33:33
  reason
• 33:33
  it
• 33:34
  says
• 33:34
  this
• 33:35
  farmer
• 33:35
  Kadesh,
• 33:36
  the
• 33:37
  eating
• 33:37
  on
• 33:37
  Shabbos,
• 33:38
  which
• 33:38
  during
• 33:38
  the
• 33:38
  week,
• 33:38
  you
• 33:39
  know,
• 33:39
  eating
• 33:39
  is
• 33:39
  down
• 33:39
  here,
• 33:40
  turns,
• 33:40
  feel
• 33:40
  is
• 33:41
  up
• 33:41
  here.
• 33:41
  Shabbos,
• 33:42
  it
• 33:42
  goes
• 33:42
  like
• 33:42
  this,
• 33:44
  or
• 33:44
  it
• 33:44
  feels
• 33:45
  up,
• 33:45
  but
• 33:45
  eating
• 33:46
  goes
• 33:46
  up
• 33:48
  to
• 33:48
  the
• 33:48
  top
• 33:49
  right,
• 33:50
  we
• 33:50
  say,
• 33:51
  right
• 33:51
  we
• 33:51
  say
• 33:54
  is
• 33:54
  like
• 33:55
  the
• 33:55
  highest
• 33:55
  revelation
• 33:55
  of.
• 33:57
  That's
• 33:58
  your
• 33:59
  schnitzel,
• 34:00
  right?
• 34:01
  That's
• 34:01
  your
• 34:02
  toman.
• 34:05
  So,
• 34:05
  so,
• 34:06
  so
• 34:06
  forget
• 34:06
  and
• 34:06
  Shabbos.
• 34:07
  That's,
• 34:07
  that's.
• 34:07
  That's
• 34:08
  the
• 34:08
  way
• 34:08
  it's
• 34:08
  going
• 34:08
  to
• 34:08
  be
• 34:08
  in
• 34:08
  the
• 34:08
  future,
• 34:09
  right?
• 34:10
  So
• 34:10
  a
• 34:10
  lot
• 34:10
  of
• 34:10
  people
• 34:10
  want
• 34:11
  that
• 34:11
  future
• 34:11
  right
• 34:11
  now.
• 34:12
  They
• 34:12
  want
• 34:12
  it
• 34:13
  the
• 34:13
  whole
• 34:13
  week.
• 34:13
  They
• 34:13
  want
• 34:13
  it
• 34:13
  all
• 34:14
  the
• 34:14
  time.
• 34:14
  They
• 34:15
  don't
• 34:15
  realize
• 34:15
  the
• 34:15
  reality
• 34:16
  of
• 34:16
  goes,
• 34:16
  right?
• 34:17
  We're
• 34:17
  not
• 34:17
  these
• 34:17
  modernum,
• 34:18
  right?
• 34:18
  These,
• 34:20
  these
• 34:23
  that
• 34:23
  they
• 34:24
  get
• 34:24
  a
• 34:24
  little
• 34:24
  confused.
• 34:25
  That's
• 34:25
  the
• 34:25
  biggest
• 34:25
  confusion
• 34:26
  is.
• 34:26
  Is.
• 34:26
  Is
• 34:27
  being
• 34:27
  like
• 34:27
  a
• 34:28
  datinomi
• 34:28
  little,
• 34:29
  you
• 34:29
  know,
• 34:30
  like
• 34:30
  with
• 34:30
  Torah
• 34:31
  mixed
• 34:31
  all
• 34:31
  together.
• 34:32
  I
• 34:32
  don't
• 34:32
  know
• 34:32
  what
• 34:32
  the
• 34:32
  heck
• 34:32
  is
• 34:33
  going
• 34:33
  on.
• 34:33
  You
• 34:33
  see,
• 34:33
  the
• 34:33
  children
• 34:34
  either
• 34:34
  become
• 34:34
  Khmer
• 34:35
  or
• 34:35
  nothing.
• 34:37
  Because
• 34:38
  really
• 34:38
  that's
• 34:38
  what
• 34:38
  it
• 34:39
  is.
• 34:39
  You
• 34:39
  have
• 34:39
  to
• 34:39
  oil
• 34:40
  and
• 34:40
  water,
• 34:40
  you
• 34:40
  know,
• 34:41
  you
• 34:41
  have
• 34:41
  to
• 34:41
  like,
• 34:41
  separate
• 34:41
  it
• 34:42
  out.
• 34:42
  But
• 34:42
  we
• 34:42
  have
• 34:42
  this
• 34:43
  confusion
• 34:43
  in
• 34:43
  ourselves
• 34:43
  also,
• 34:44
  right?
• 34:44
  That,
• 34:47
  that.
• 34:49
  Right?
• 34:50
  That
• 34:50
  during
• 34:50
  the
• 34:50
  week
• 34:50
  we
• 34:50
  want.
• 34:51
  We
• 34:51
  want.
• 34:51
  We
• 34:51
  want
• 34:51
  to
• 34:51
  have
• 34:52
  all
• 34:52
  the
• 34:52
  disenjoyment
• 34:53
  of
• 34:53
  the
• 34:53
  Mahabhar.
• 34:54
  Okay?
• 34:54
  So
• 34:54
  could
• 34:55
  in
• 34:55
  the
• 34:55
  deeper,
• 34:55
  deeper,
• 34:56
  deeper,
• 34:56
  deepest
• 34:56
  level,
• 34:56
  there
• 34:57
  is
• 34:57
  a
• 34:57
  good
• 34:57
  button
• 34:57
  there.
• 34:58
  We
• 34:58
  want.
• 34:59
  We
• 34:59
  want
• 34:59
  the
• 34:59
  buster
• 35:00
  and
• 35:00
  yayin
• 35:00
  during
• 35:00
  the
• 35:00
  week
• 35:01
  because
• 35:01
  we
• 35:01
  want
• 35:02
  mashiach,
• 35:03
  really.
• 35:03
  Behemoth.
• 35:04
  We're
• 35:05
  looking
• 35:05
  for
• 35:05
  good
• 35:05
  stuff.
• 35:05
  Behemoth,
• 35:06
  behemoth,
• 35:06
  looking
• 35:06
  for
• 35:07
  good
• 35:07
  stuff.
• 35:10
  The
• 35:11
  question
• 35:11
  is.
• 35:11
  The
• 35:11
  question
• 35:12
  is
• 35:12
  Chazal
• 35:13
  is
• 35:13
  telling
• 35:13
  us
• 35:13
  right
• 35:13
  now
• 35:14
  you
• 35:14
  want
• 35:14
  to
• 35:14
  get
• 35:14
  there.
• 35:15
  The
• 35:15
  acre
• 35:16
  get
• 35:16
  there
• 35:17
  is
• 35:18
  to
• 35:18
  realize
• 35:19
  that
• 35:19
  the
• 35:19
  greatest
• 35:20
  of
• 35:20
  vaccus
• 35:20
  is
• 35:21
  in
• 35:21
  gullus
• 35:22
  right
• 35:23
  now.
• 35:23
  Way
• 35:23
  of
• 35:23
  the
• 35:23
  bakers
• 35:24
  is
• 35:24
  not
• 35:24
  eating,
• 35:24
  but
• 35:25
  is
• 35:25
  restricting
• 35:26
  yourself.
• 35:27
  Is
• 35:28
  restricting
• 35:28
  from
• 35:28
  these
• 35:28
  things
• 35:29
  and
• 35:30
  trying
• 35:30
  to
• 35:30
  find
• 35:30
  a
• 35:30
  simcha.
• 35:31
  Simcha
• 35:32
  of
• 35:32
  my
• 35:32
  term.
• 35:32
  It's
• 35:33
  asha
• 35:33
  bar.
• 35:34
  Such
• 35:34
  a
• 35:34
  sweetness.
• 35:36
  So
• 35:39
  that
• 35:39
  is
• 35:40
  the
• 35:42
  separate
• 35:42
  of
• 35:42
  the
• 35:42
  nine
• 35:42
  days.
• 35:43
  Tisha
• 35:43
  B'Av.
• 35:44
  And
• 35:44
  what
• 35:45
  Rabbi
• 35:45
  is
• 35:45
  talking
• 35:45
  over
• 35:45
  here?
• 35:46
  All
• 35:46
  this,
• 35:46
  the.
• 35:48
  This
• 35:48
  machlagas
• 35:49
  that
• 35:49
  we
• 35:49
  have
• 35:49
  to
• 35:49
  deal
• 35:50
  with
• 35:55
  tikkun
• 35:56
  is
• 35:56
  to.
• 35:58
  To
• 35:58
  come
• 35:58
  to
• 35:58
  the
• 35:58
  answers,
• 35:59
  look
• 35:59
  for
• 35:59
  answers,
• 35:59
  search
• 36:00
  for
• 36:00
  answers.
• 36:00
  Right
• 36:01
  now
• 36:01
  the
• 36:01
  time
• 36:01
  is
• 36:01
  searching.
• 36:02
  Search
• 36:02
  for
• 36:02
  the
• 36:02
  truth.
• 36:03
  It's
• 36:03
  Mamish
• 36:03
  Eicha
• 36:04
  is
• 36:04
  Lashem.
• 36:05
  Is
• 36:05
  Ayeko.
• 36:06
  Where
• 36:06
  are
• 36:06
  you,
• 36:06
  Hashem?
• 36:07
  Where
• 36:07
  are
• 36:07
  you,
• 36:07
  Hashem?
• 36:09
  We
• 36:09
  have
• 36:09
  to
• 36:09
  search,
• 36:13
  search
• 36:13
  for
• 36:13
  Eitzes.
• 36:14
  So
• 36:15
  we
• 36:15
  talked
• 36:15
  before.
• 36:15
  Searching
• 36:16
  for
• 36:16
  ates
• 36:16
  means
• 36:16
  to
• 36:16
  maksha
• 36:17
  the
• 36:17
  sperm.
• 36:17
  The
• 36:17
  sperm.
• 36:18
  Every
• 36:18
  single
• 36:18
  sefer
• 36:18
  has
• 36:19
  ates
• 36:19
  in
• 36:19
  it
• 36:19
  for
• 36:19
  me.
• 36:19
  Svar
• 36:20
  farm,
• 36:20
  it's
• 36:20
  speaking.
• 36:22
  And
• 36:23
  they
• 36:23
  have
• 36:23
  a
• 36:23
  muna
• 36:23
  in
• 36:24
  the
• 36:24
  swarm,
• 36:24
  not
• 36:24
  just
• 36:24
  a
• 36:24
  little
• 36:24
  swarm
• 36:25
  like
• 36:25
  we
• 36:26
  talked
• 36:26
  about
• 36:26
  before.
• 36:28
  So
• 36:28
  at
• 36:28
  the
• 36:28
  top
• 36:29
  of
• 36:29
  this
• 36:29
  Amr
• 36:29
  over
• 36:30
  here,
• 36:30
  staff
• 36:31
  Ayin.
• 36:31
  Hey,
• 36:31
  in
• 36:31
  the
• 36:31
  regular
• 36:32
  print
• 36:32
  of
• 36:35
  not
• 36:35
  in
• 36:36
  that
• 36:36
  one,
• 36:38
  it
• 36:38
  says
• 36:39
  it's
• 36:39
  in
• 36:39
  the
• 36:39
  middle
• 36:40
  of
• 36:40
  Sefei.
• 36:41
  So
• 36:41
  it
• 36:41
  depends
• 36:42
  on.
• 36:42
  There's
• 36:42
  different
• 36:43
  types
• 36:43
  of
• 36:43
  machlik.
• 36:43
  So
• 36:44
  you
• 36:44
  have
• 36:44
  to
• 36:44
  understand
• 36:44
  what
• 36:45
  you
• 36:45
  know
• 36:45
  depending
• 36:46
  on
• 36:46
  the
• 36:46
  Makhluqis.
• 36:46
  You
• 36:46
  have
• 36:47
  everybody
• 36:47
  understand
• 36:47
  has
• 36:47
  different
• 36:47
  strokes
• 36:48
  from
• 36:48
  some
• 36:48
  people
• 36:49
  it's
• 36:49
  the
• 36:49
  meat,
• 36:49
  like
• 36:49
  M,
• 36:50
  I
• 36:50
  can't
• 36:50
  go
• 36:50
  a
• 36:50
  week
• 36:51
  without
• 36:51
  eating
• 36:51
  meat.
• 36:51
  Some
• 36:51
  people
• 36:52
  the
• 36:52
  showers.
• 36:52
  Right.
• 36:53
  Some
• 36:54
  people
• 36:54
  this
• 36:54
  other
• 36:55
  things
• 36:55
  going
• 36:55
  on
• 36:55
  in
• 36:55
  their
• 36:55
  lives
• 36:56
  and
• 36:56
  that.
• 36:56
  It's
• 36:56
  such
• 36:57
  confusion.
• 36:58
  Oh,
• 36:59
  before,
• 36:59
  before.
• 37:00
  Before
• 37:00
  we
• 37:00
  do
• 37:00
  this,
• 37:00
  we
• 37:00
  have
• 37:00
  to
• 37:00
  talk
• 37:01
  about.
• 37:01
  We
• 37:01
  have
• 37:01
  to
• 37:01
  talk
• 37:01
  about
• 37:01
  connect,
• 37:03
  right?
• 37:04
  I
• 37:04
  mentioned
• 37:04
  in
• 37:04
  the
• 37:04
  beginning
• 37:05
  we
• 37:05
  didn't
• 37:05
  come
• 37:06
  full
• 37:06
  circle.
• 37:06
  So,
• 37:07
  so,
• 37:07
  so
• 37:08
  what
• 37:08
  does
• 37:08
  that
• 37:08
  do
• 37:08
  with
• 37:09
  and
• 37:09
  how
• 37:09
  do
• 37:09
  we
• 37:10
  connect
• 37:10
  to
• 37:10
  this
• 37:10
  time?
• 37:10
  So
• 37:14
  b',
• 37:15
  edsim,
• 37:15
  we
• 37:15
  said
• 37:15
  before
• 37:15
  in
• 37:15
  this
• 37:16
  Torah,
• 37:16
  Rabbi
• 37:16
  Nachman,
• 37:17
  he
• 37:17
  doesn't
• 37:18
  speak
• 37:18
  so
• 37:18
  much
• 37:18
  about
• 37:18
  it,
• 37:19
  but
• 37:19
  he
• 37:19
  mentions
• 37:19
  Apostuk
• 37:21
  about
• 37:21
  the
• 37:22
  Beis
• 37:22
  Hamikdash
• 37:23
  in
• 37:23
  Sev
• 37:24
  Beis.
• 37:24
  And
• 37:24
  then
• 37:25
  in
• 37:25
  Sevav,
• 37:25
  he
• 37:25
  talks
• 37:26
  about
• 37:26
  the
• 37:26
  Eben
• 37:26
  Shasir.
• 37:27
  So
• 37:27
  clearly
• 37:27
  the
• 37:28
  Inid
• 37:28
  of
• 37:28
  the
• 37:28
  Beis
• 37:28
  Hamish
• 37:28
  Miktush
• 37:29
  is
• 37:29
  very
• 37:29
  important
• 37:29
  to
• 37:30
  this
• 37:30
  Torah.
• 37:30
  And
• 37:31
  he
• 37:31
  says
• 37:33
  the
• 37:34
  Beis
• 37:34
  Hamikdash
• 37:34
  is
• 37:34
  the
• 37:34
  Ksav
• 37:35
  Yad.
• 37:36
  It's
• 37:36
  the
• 37:37
  revelation
• 37:38
  of
• 37:38
  the
• 37:38
  Seichel
• 37:38
  ally
• 37:39
  he's
• 37:39
  killed.
• 37:40
  Revelation
• 37:41
  of
• 37:41
  the
• 37:41
  Seicho
• 37:42
  of
• 37:42
  how
• 37:43
  to
• 37:43
  be
• 37:43
  close
• 37:43
  to
• 37:43
  Hashem
• 37:44
  in
• 37:44
  the
• 37:44
  physical
• 37:45
  world.
• 37:45
  Basically,
• 37:46
  there's
• 37:46
  a
• 37:46
  physical
• 37:46
  manifestation
• 37:47
  of
• 37:48
  Elukus.
• 37:49
  Right?
• 37:50
  We're
• 37:50
  saying.
• 37:50
  You're
• 37:50
  saying
• 37:50
  Hashem
• 37:50
  is
• 37:51
  hidden
• 37:51
  from
• 37:51
  me,
• 37:52
  so
• 37:52
  I
• 37:53
  don't
• 37:53
  know.
• 37:53
  I'm
• 37:53
  in
• 37:53
  goals.
• 37:53
  How
• 37:53
  do
• 37:54
  I
• 37:54
  know?
• 37:55
  So
• 37:55
  that's
• 37:55
  Mitzius.
• 37:56
  That's
• 37:56
  exactly
• 37:57
  what
• 37:57
  we're
• 37:57
  mourning.
• 37:58
  That's
• 37:58
  exactly
• 37:58
  what
• 37:58
  it
• 37:58
  is.
• 37:59
  So
• 37:59
  you're
• 38:00
  meaning
• 38:00
  we're
• 38:00
  sitting
• 38:00
  on
• 38:00
  the
• 38:01
  ground
• 38:01
  with
• 38:01
  our
• 38:01
  kinos,
• 38:01
  and
• 38:02
  again,
• 38:02
  we're
• 38:02
  trying
• 38:03
  to
• 38:03
  find
• 38:03
  a
• 38:03
  translation
• 38:04
  or
• 38:04
  some
• 38:04
  pair
• 38:04
  of
• 38:04
  something
• 38:05
  we
• 38:05
  can
• 38:06
  understand
• 38:06
  what
• 38:06
  the
• 38:06
  basic
• 38:07
  words
• 38:07
  mean.
• 38:07
  You
• 38:07
  understand
• 38:07
  basic
• 38:08
  words?
• 38:08
  You
• 38:08
  see
• 38:09
  cries
• 38:09
  and
• 38:10
  screams
• 38:11
  of
• 38:12
  Hashem,
• 38:12
  you're
• 38:12
  hidden
• 38:13
  from
• 38:13
  me.
• 38:13
  Where
• 38:13
  are
• 38:13
  you?
• 38:14
  And
• 38:14
  every
• 38:15
  time
• 38:15
  it
• 38:15
  mentions
• 38:15
  Tion
• 38:16
  and
• 38:16
  it
• 38:17
  mentions
• 38:17
  the
• 38:17
  basic.
• 38:18
  Right.
• 38:18
  What
• 38:18
  does
• 38:19
  it
• 38:19
  mean?
• 38:19
  It
• 38:19
  means
• 38:20
  that
• 38:21
  I
• 38:22
  don't
• 38:22
  know
• 38:22
  the
• 38:22
  specific
• 38:23
  eats
• 38:23
  in
• 38:23
  my
• 38:23
  life.
• 38:23
  I
• 38:23
  don't
• 38:24
  understand
• 38:24
  exactly
• 38:25
  what's
• 38:25
  going
• 38:26
  on
• 38:26
  in
• 38:26
  this
• 38:26
  situation.
• 38:27
  I
• 38:27
  have
• 38:27
  a
• 38:27
  tsar.
• 38:28
  I
• 38:28
  have
• 38:28
  some
• 38:28
  sort
• 38:29
  of.
• 38:29
  Some
• 38:30
  problem
• 38:30
  I
• 38:30
  have
• 38:30
  to
• 38:30
  deal
• 38:30
  with.
• 38:32
  Where
• 38:32
  does
• 38:33
  Hashem?
• 38:33
  Over
• 38:33
  there.
• 38:33
  That
• 38:34
  is
• 38:34
  Ch
• 38:34
  Miktus.
• 38:35
  That's
• 38:35
  what
• 38:35
  I'm
• 38:35
  mourning,
• 38:35
  that
• 38:36
  I
• 38:37
  feel
• 38:37
  so
• 38:37
  lost,
• 38:38
  Everything
• 38:38
  is
• 38:39
  so
• 38:39
  hidden.
• 38:40
  And
• 38:40
  I'm
• 38:40
  crying
• 38:41
  to
• 38:41
  Hashem,
• 38:41
  where
• 38:42
  are
• 38:42
  you,
• 38:42
  Ayeko?
• 38:45
  And
• 38:46
  when
• 38:46
  you
• 38:46
  really
• 38:46
  feel
• 38:47
  the
• 38:47
  pain
• 38:50
  that
• 38:50
  you're
• 38:51
  already
• 38:51
  going
• 38:51
  through,
• 38:51
  just
• 38:52
  that
• 38:52
  it's
• 38:52
  covered
• 38:52
  over
• 38:52
  by
• 38:52
  all
• 38:52
  these
• 38:53
  other
• 38:54
  enjoyments.
• 38:55
  All
• 38:55
  the
• 38:55
  pleasures
• 38:56
  of
• 38:56
  the
• 38:56
  guf,
• 38:57
  they
• 38:58
  wash
• 38:58
  it
• 38:58
  over,
• 38:59
  right?
• 38:59
  That's.
• 38:59
  We
• 38:59
  can't
• 39:00
  feel
• 39:00
  the
• 39:00
  heart.
• 39:00
  We
• 39:00
  have
• 39:00
  such
• 39:00
  tina
• 39:01
  in
• 39:01
  our
• 39:01
  hearts
• 39:01
  because
• 39:01
  of
• 39:01
  why?
• 39:02
  Because
• 39:02
  of
• 39:02
  masaris.
• 39:02
  Rather
• 39:03
  it
• 39:03
  says
• 39:03
  there's
• 39:04
  no.
• 39:04
  You
• 39:04
  have
• 39:04
  maisaris.
• 39:05
  There's
• 39:05
  these
• 39:05
  extra
• 39:06
  things,
• 39:06
  these
• 39:06
  gashmis.
• 39:08
  And
• 39:08
  which
• 39:08
  counts
• 39:09
  because
• 39:10
  the
• 39:10
  words
• 39:10
  of
• 39:10
  tzedikim
• 39:11
  are
• 39:11
  extra
• 39:11
  to
• 39:11
  use.
• 39:11
  Then
• 39:12
  you
• 39:12
  fall
• 39:12
  into
• 39:12
  the
• 39:13
  far
• 39:14
  away
• 39:14
  from
• 39:14
  the
• 39:14
  kedusha
• 39:15
  of
• 39:15
  your
• 39:15
  neshama,
• 39:15
  kedusha
• 39:16
  of
• 39:16
  ruhnis.
• 39:17
  And
• 39:18
  you
• 39:18
  fall
• 39:18
  into
• 39:18
  the
• 39:18
  extra
• 39:18
  things
• 39:19
  that
• 39:19
  are
• 39:19
  really
• 39:19
  extra,
• 39:19
  which
• 39:19
  is
• 39:20
  gashmir.
• 39:21
  So
• 39:21
  because
• 39:21
  of
• 39:22
  that
• 39:22
  I
• 39:22
  have
• 39:22
  this
• 39:22
  tina
• 39:22
  from
• 39:22
  my
• 39:23
  heart.
• 39:23
  I
• 39:23
  can't
• 39:23
  feel
• 39:23
  anything.
• 39:23
  My
• 39:24
  heart
• 39:24
  is
• 39:24
  all
• 39:24
  stabbed
• 39:24
  up.
• 39:28
  So.
• 39:28
  But
• 39:29
  the
• 39:29
  Amazon
• 39:30
  right
• 39:30
  now
• 39:30
  we
• 39:30
  have
• 39:31
  eisbatsim
• 39:32
  to
• 39:33
  feel
• 39:33
  the
• 39:33
  pain
• 39:33
  we're
• 39:33
  going
• 39:33
  through.
• 39:34
  Feel
• 39:34
  that
• 39:34
  suffering
• 39:35
  of
• 39:35
  not
• 39:36
  knowing
• 39:36
  where
• 39:37
  Hashem
• 39:37
  is.
• 39:39
  Crying,
• 39:41
  searching,
• 39:42
  screaming.
• 39:44
  A
• 39:44
  veil
• 39:44
  is
• 39:44
  like
• 39:44
  a
• 39:44
  very
• 39:45
  intense
• 39:45
  thing,
• 39:46
  right?
• 39:47
  Imagine
• 39:47
  your
• 39:47
  mamish.
• 39:50
  We
• 39:50
  like.
• 39:50
  I
• 39:51
  know
• 39:51
  we
• 39:51
  don't
• 39:51
  like
• 39:52
  to
• 39:52
  go
• 39:52
  because
• 39:52
  why?
• 39:52
  Because
• 39:53
  we're.
• 39:53
  We're
• 39:53
  so
• 39:54
  accustomed
• 39:54
  the
• 39:54
  whole
• 39:54
  year
• 39:55
  round,
• 39:55
  right?
• 39:56
  It's
• 39:57
  all
• 39:57
  good.
• 39:57
  Exactly.
• 39:57
  That's
• 39:58
  the
• 39:58
  problem.
• 39:59
  Let's
• 39:59
  just
• 39:59
  keep
• 40:00
  the
• 40:00
  status
• 40:00
  quo.
• 40:01
  Let's
• 40:01
  keep
• 40:01
  the
• 40:02
  status
• 40:02
  quo
• 40:02
  of
• 40:02
  I'm
• 40:03
  going
• 40:03
  through
• 40:03
  my
• 40:03
  life.
• 40:03
  Stop.
• 40:04
  I
• 40:04
  just
• 40:04
  want
• 40:04
  to
• 40:04
  be
• 40:04
  comfortable.
• 40:05
  I
• 40:05
  just
• 40:05
  want
• 40:05
  to
• 40:05
  get
• 40:05
  it
• 40:05
  over
• 40:06
  with.
• 40:06
  I
• 40:06
  know
• 40:07
  deep
• 40:07
  on
• 40:07
  the
• 40:07
  inside
• 40:07
  there's
• 40:07
  a
• 40:07
  lot
• 40:08
  of
• 40:08
  problems.
• 40:08
  But
• 40:08
  the
• 40:08
  deep
• 40:09
  of
• 40:09
  the
• 40:09
  problem
• 40:09
  is
• 40:09
  probably
• 40:09
  going
• 40:10
  to
• 40:10
  make
• 40:10
  it
• 40:10
  worse.
• 40:10
  Why?
• 40:11
  Because
• 40:11
  you
• 40:11
  don't
• 40:11
  have
• 40:11
  the
• 40:11
  tzadik.
• 40:12
  If
• 40:13
  you
• 40:13
  don't
• 40:13
  have
• 40:13
  the
• 40:13
  tzadik,
• 40:14
  then
• 40:14
  you're
• 40:14
  right.
• 40:15
  If
• 40:15
  you
• 40:15
  don't
• 40:16
  have
• 40:16
  the
• 40:16
  mut
• 40:16
  tzadikim,
• 40:17
  the
• 40:17
  deal
• 40:17
  with
• 40:17
  the
• 40:17
  promise,
• 40:18
  it's
• 40:18
  going
• 40:18
  to
• 40:18
  make
• 40:18
  you
• 40:18
  more
• 40:19
  depressed
• 40:19
  and
• 40:20
  more
• 40:20
  despair.
• 40:22
  It's
• 40:23
  mamish,
• 40:23
  black
• 40:23
  and
• 40:23
  white.
• 40:24
  It's
• 40:24
  oil
• 40:25
  and
• 40:25
  water.
• 40:25
  Either
• 40:26
  you're
• 40:26
  going
• 40:26
  to
• 40:26
  go
• 40:26
  up
• 40:26
  or
• 40:26
  you're
• 40:26
  going
• 40:26
  to
• 40:26
  go
• 40:26
  down.
• 40:27
  So
• 40:27
  most
• 40:27
  people,
• 40:28
  I'm
• 40:28
  talking,
• 40:29
  myself
• 40:29
  included,
• 40:29
  who
• 40:31
  lacking
• 40:31
  the
• 40:31
  muna
• 40:32
  siddiqim.
• 40:33
  So
• 40:34
  it's
• 40:34
  scary
• 40:35
  to
• 40:35
  really
• 40:35
  do
• 40:36
  his
• 40:36
  barudos
• 40:36
  and
• 40:36
  to
• 40:37
  really
• 40:37
  confront.
• 40:38
  Like
• 40:39
  to
• 40:39
  really
• 40:39
  go
• 40:40
  into
• 40:40
  godless
• 40:40
  is
• 40:40
  really
• 40:40
  scary.
• 40:41
  But
• 40:42
  I'm
• 40:42
  afraid
• 40:42
  of
• 40:42
  falling
• 40:43
  because
• 40:43
  I
• 40:43
  don't
• 40:44
  have
• 40:44
  anything
• 40:44
  to
• 40:44
  hold
• 40:44
  on
• 40:45
  to.
• 40:45
  You
• 40:45
  too.
• 40:46
  Essence
• 40:46
  of
• 40:46
  answer.
• 40:47
  The
• 40:47
  tziddikim
• 40:49
  rabnostan
• 40:49
  says
• 40:50
  it.
• 40:50
  And
• 40:50
  I
• 40:50
  actually
• 40:50
  saw
• 40:51
  this
• 40:51
  by
• 40:51
  knowing
• 40:51
  Melimelech.
• 40:52
  Also
• 40:53
  the
• 40:53
  same
• 40:54
  idea.
• 40:54
  The
• 40:54
  tzedikim
• 40:55
  are
• 40:55
  like
• 40:56
  a
• 40:56
  rope.
• 40:57
  We
• 40:58
  are
• 40:58
  sent
• 40:58
  down
• 40:59
  to
• 40:59
  this
• 40:59
  world
• 41:00
  of
• 41:00
  darkness,
• 41:01
  illness,
• 41:01
  tumor,
• 41:02
  suffering.
• 41:05
  How
• 41:05
  we
• 41:06
  expect
• 41:06
  it
• 41:06
  to
• 41:06
  survive.
• 41:07
  We're
• 41:08
  supposed
• 41:08
  to
• 41:08
  hold
• 41:08
  on
• 41:08
  to
• 41:09
  the
• 41:09
  rope.
• 41:09
  Shem
• 41:10
  doesn't
• 41:10
  send
• 41:10
  us
• 41:10
  down
• 41:11
  without
• 41:11
  like
• 41:11
  a.
• 41:12
  You
• 41:12
  know,
• 41:14
  if
• 41:14
  you
• 41:14
  have
• 41:14
  a
• 41:14
  safety
• 41:14
  package,
• 41:15
  if
• 41:15
  you
• 41:15
  really
• 41:16
  have
• 41:16
  the
• 41:16
  whole.
• 41:17
  The
• 41:17
  whole
• 41:18
  harness
• 41:19
  attachment
• 41:20
  that
• 41:20
  you're
• 41:20
  like,
• 41:21
  you
• 41:21
  do.
• 41:21
  Okay.
• 41:21
  You
• 41:21
  have
• 41:22
  to
• 41:22
  rappel
• 41:22
  down.
• 41:22
  Oh,
• 41:23
  you
• 41:23
  have
• 41:23
  to
• 41:23
  rappel
• 41:23
  down.
• 41:23
  It
• 41:23
  goes
• 41:24
  very
• 41:24
  far
• 41:24
  down.
• 41:25
  And
• 41:25
  you're
• 41:25
  very
• 41:25
  far
• 41:26
  away
• 41:26
  from
• 41:27
  the
• 41:27
  top
• 41:27
  of
• 41:27
  the
• 41:27
  mountain
• 41:28
  where
• 41:29
  you
• 41:29
  can
• 41:29
  see
• 41:29
  clearly
• 41:30
  everything.
• 41:31
  Okay.
• 41:31
  But
• 41:31
  you
• 41:31
  hold
• 41:31
  on
• 41:32
  to
• 41:32
  that
• 41:32
  rope.
• 41:32
  I'm
• 41:33
  not
• 41:33
  letting
• 41:33
  go.
• 41:35
  And
• 41:35
  you
• 41:35
  hold
• 41:35
  on
• 41:35
  to
• 41:35
  the
• 41:35
  rope.
• 41:36
  Ram
• 41:36
  doesn't
• 41:36
  says
• 41:38
  you're
• 41:38
  going
• 41:38
  to
• 41:38
  go
• 41:38
  back
• 41:38
  up.
• 41:39
  You're
• 41:39
  for
• 41:39
  sure
• 41:40
  going
• 41:40
  to
• 41:40
  find
• 41:40
  your
• 41:40
  way
• 41:40
  back
• 41:40
  up.
• 41:41
  There's
• 41:41
  no
• 41:42
  question
• 41:43
  you're
• 41:43
  going
• 41:43
  to
• 41:43
  get
• 41:43
  out.
• 41:44
  Yeah.
• 41:47
  So
• 41:47
  we
• 41:48
  can't
• 41:48
  be
• 41:48
  afraid
• 41:48
  to
• 41:48
  go
• 41:48
  down
• 41:49
  for
• 41:50
  kyat.
• 41:50
  That's
• 41:50
  the
• 41:50
  biggest
• 41:50
  tikraness.
• 41:51
  The
• 41:51
  biggest
• 41:51
  comfort
• 41:52
  is
• 41:53
  going
• 41:53
  down.
• 41:53
  It's
• 41:54
  comforting
• 41:54
  to
• 41:54
  go
• 41:55
  down.
• 41:59
  So
• 42:01
  that's
• 42:02
  the
• 42:02
  vote
• 42:02
  of
• 42:02
  Tishvot.
• 42:03
  That's
• 42:03
  the
• 42:03
  word
• 42:04
  of
• 42:04
  chum
• 42:04
  es
• 42:04
  Hamikdash.
• 42:06
  Finding
• 42:06
  how
• 42:06
  it
• 42:06
  relates
• 42:07
  to
• 42:07
  me.
• 42:07
  Again,
• 42:08
  Ramnasan
• 42:08
  says
• 42:09
  that
• 42:09
  the
• 42:09
  walls
• 42:09
  of
• 42:09
  the
• 42:09
  Beis
• 42:10
  Hamikdash
• 42:10
  are
• 42:10
  the
• 42:10
  walls
• 42:10
  of
• 42:10
  our
• 42:11
  minds.
• 42:12
  Yeah.
• 42:12
  That
• 42:12
  we're
• 42:13
  not
• 42:13
  able
• 42:13
  to.
• 42:13
  Able
• 42:13
  to
• 42:14
  live
• 42:14
  broken.
• 42:14
  We
• 42:15
  can't
• 42:15
  have
• 42:15
  thoughts
• 42:16
  of
• 42:16
  kedusha
• 42:17
  dvekas
• 42:18
  and
• 42:18
  hashem,
• 42:19
  happiness,
• 42:20
  you
• 42:20
  know.
• 42:20
  And
• 42:20
  again,
• 42:22
  just
• 42:22
  to
• 42:22
  clarify,
• 42:22
  we
• 42:23
  talk
• 42:23
  about
• 42:23
  two
• 42:23
  different
• 42:23
  things
• 42:23
  right
• 42:24
  now.
• 42:24
  We
• 42:24
  talk
• 42:25
  about
• 42:25
  one
• 42:25
  is
• 42:25
  now
• 42:26
  is
• 42:26
  the
• 42:26
  time
• 42:26
  to
• 42:26
  be
• 42:26
  mevar
• 42:27
  mechazik.
• 42:28
  The
• 42:28
  real
• 42:28
  symptom
• 42:28
  of
• 42:29
  being
• 42:29
  it
• 42:29
  at
• 42:30
  the
• 42:30
  same
• 42:30
  time
• 42:31
  is
• 42:31
  also
• 42:32
  a
• 42:32
  time
• 42:32
  to
• 42:32
  go
• 42:32
  down
• 42:33
  into
• 42:33
  the
• 42:33
  suffering
• 42:34
  as
• 42:34
  well
• 42:34
  as
• 42:34
  of
• 42:35
  our
• 42:35
  own
• 42:35
  personal
• 42:36
  rich
• 42:36
  huk
• 42:36
  from
• 42:37
  Hashem.
• 42:37
  It's
• 42:38
  not
• 42:38
  astira.
• 42:39
  This
• 42:39
  is
• 42:39
  what
• 42:39
  it
• 42:39
  means
• 42:39
  to
• 42:40
  be
• 42:40
  a
• 42:40
  yid.
• 42:40
  Every
• 42:41
  day
• 42:41
  we
• 42:41
  have
• 42:42
  tiyachatzayis.
• 42:43
  We
• 42:43
  have.
• 42:44
  And
• 42:44
  then
• 42:44
  we
• 42:45
  also
• 42:45
  have
• 42:46
  the
• 42:47
  rest
• 42:47
  of
• 42:47
  the
• 42:47
  day.
• 42:47
  We
• 42:47
  were
• 42:47
  learning
• 42:48
  Torah.
• 42:48
  We're
• 42:48
  basimcha.
• 42:49
  We're
• 42:50
  in
• 42:50
  chazik
• 42:50
  Nikuddus
• 42:51
  Toyvis.
• 42:52
  This
• 42:52
  is
• 42:52
  partially
• 42:52
  Yiddishkeit.
• 42:53
  People
• 42:53
  think
• 42:54
  it's
• 42:54
  Brasov.
• 42:55
  The
• 42:55
  right
• 42:55
  rest
• 42:55
  of
• 42:55
  his
• 42:55
  Yiddishkayit.
• 42:56
  Bringing
• 42:57
  back
• 42:57
  the
• 42:57
  Amos,
• 42:58
  bringing
• 42:58
  back
• 42:59
  what
• 42:59
  was
• 42:59
  lost
• 43:00
  in
• 43:00
  the
• 43:00
  gullus.
• 43:01
  You
• 43:01
  know,
• 43:04
  it's
• 43:04
  Emma
• 43:04
  said
• 43:04
  Rizal
• 43:06
  Tikhlatois
• 43:07
  and
• 43:07
  also
• 43:08
  told
• 43:08
  us
• 43:12
  both
• 43:12
  these
• 43:12
  things.
• 43:13
  So
• 43:13
  that's
• 43:14
  it.
• 43:24
  So
• 43:29
  we
• 43:29
  have
• 43:29
  to
• 43:30
  look
• 43:30
  and
• 43:31
  contemplate
• 43:31
  the
• 43:31
  machlokis
• 43:32
  a
• 43:32
  little
• 43:32
  bit.
• 43:32
  Why?
• 43:33
  What
• 43:33
  is
• 43:33
  this
• 43:33
  thing
• 43:33
  that's
• 43:34
  bothering
• 43:34
  me?
• 43:34
  Right.
• 43:34
  Person
• 43:35
  is
• 43:35
  not
• 43:35
  misbeinin.
• 43:36
  He's
• 43:37
  just
• 43:37
  trying
• 43:37
  to
• 43:37
  avoid
• 43:38
  it.
• 43:39
  Right.
• 43:39
  Something
• 43:39
  goes
• 43:40
  wrong
• 43:40
  in
• 43:40
  your
• 43:40
  life.
• 43:40
  Okay.
• 43:41
  I
• 43:41
  just
• 43:41
  want
• 43:41
  to
• 43:41
  get
• 43:41
  around
• 43:41
  this
• 43:41
  obstacle
• 43:42
  and
• 43:42
  get
• 43:42
  back
• 43:42
  to
• 43:43
  my
• 43:43
  comfort.
• 43:45
  No,
• 43:45
  I'm
• 43:46
  sending
• 43:46
  that
• 43:46
  thing
• 43:46
  because
• 43:47
  that
• 43:47
  is
• 43:48
  what's
• 43:48
  going
• 43:48
  to
• 43:49
  Purify
• 43:49
  you.
• 43:49
  That
• 43:49
  is
• 43:49
  your
• 43:50
  path,
• 43:50
  that
• 43:51
  is
• 43:51
  your.
• 43:51
  That
• 43:51
  gullus.
• 43:52
  That
• 43:52
  problem
• 43:52
  is
• 43:53
  the
• 43:53
  waters
• 43:53
  of
• 43:53
  purity.
• 43:54
  The
• 43:54
  reb
• 43:54
  is
• 43:54
  talking
• 43:54
  over
• 43:55
  here.
• 43:55
  That's
• 43:56
  going
• 43:56
  to
• 43:56
  bring
• 43:56
  you
• 43:56
  back,
• 43:56
  to
• 43:58
  bring
• 43:58
  you
• 43:58
  back
• 43:59
  to
• 44:01
  this
• 44:01
  revelation
• 44:02
  of
• 44:02
  Hashem
• 44:02
  that
• 44:02
  comes
• 44:02
  through
• 44:03
  tzedikim.
• 44:06
  So
• 44:06
  we
• 44:06
  have
• 44:06
  to
• 44:06
  think
• 44:07
  with
• 44:07
  it.
• 44:09
  Why
• 44:09
  is
• 44:09
  this?
• 44:09
  Why
• 44:10
  am
• 44:10
  I
• 44:10
  having
• 44:10
  this
• 44:10
  problem
• 44:10
  in
• 44:10
  my
• 44:11
  life?
• 44:13
  Right?
• 44:13
  So
• 44:13
  it
• 44:13
  could
• 44:14
  be,
• 44:14
  you
• 44:14
  know,
• 44:14
  a
• 44:14
  person,
• 44:14
  obviously
• 44:15
  Rebbe
• 44:15
  is
• 44:15
  talking
• 44:15
  about
• 44:16
  pastors,
• 44:16
  talking
• 44:16
  about
• 44:16
  somebody
• 44:17
  saying
• 44:17
  something
• 44:17
  against
• 44:17
  you.
• 44:18
  You
• 44:18
  know,
• 44:18
  somebody
• 44:18
  in
• 44:19
  the
• 44:19
  street
• 44:19
  insults
• 44:19
  you,
• 44:22
  somebody
• 44:22
  says
• 44:22
  something
• 44:23
  against
• 44:24
  you.
• 44:24
  Why
• 44:25
  is
• 44:25
  he
• 44:25
  saying
• 44:25
  these
• 44:25
  things?
• 44:27
  Nothing
• 44:28
  else,
• 44:28
  specifically
• 44:28
  these
• 44:29
  words?
• 44:32
  So
• 44:32
  he
• 44:33
  understands
• 44:33
  how
• 44:33
  to
• 44:33
  answer
• 44:33
  the
• 44:34
  question.
• 44:34
  I
• 44:35
  need
• 44:35
  to
• 44:35
  figure
• 44:35
  out
• 44:37
  what's
• 44:37
  the
• 44:37
  eitza
• 44:38
  for
• 44:38
  this
• 44:38
  situation,
• 44:38
  how
• 44:39
  to
• 44:39
  find
• 44:39
  hashem
• 44:39
  in
• 44:39
  this
• 44:40
  place.
• 44:40
  And
• 44:41
  you
• 44:41
  end
• 44:41
  up
• 44:41
  with
• 44:41
  a
• 44:41
  chuvah.
• 44:43
  You
• 44:44
  return
• 44:44
  to
• 44:44
  Yamunushacham
• 44:45
  because
• 44:45
  you
• 44:45
  realize
• 44:45
  it's.
• 44:46
  We
• 44:46
  have
• 44:46
  all
• 44:46
  the
• 44:47
  answers.
• 44:48
  It's
• 44:49
  speaking,
• 44:50
  they
• 44:50
  have
• 44:50
  all
• 44:50
  the.
• 44:50
  That
• 44:51
  we
• 44:51
  need.
• 44:55
  That's
• 44:55
  the
• 44:55
  reason
• 44:55
  why
• 44:55
  the.
• 44:58
  Just
• 44:58
  because
• 44:58
  you
• 44:58
  didn't
• 44:58
  have.
• 44:59
  So
• 44:59
  Hashem
• 44:59
  sends
• 44:59
  you.
• 45:00
  He's
• 45:00
  trying
• 45:00
  to
• 45:00
  help
• 45:01
  you
• 45:01
  out.
• 45:01
  He's
• 45:01
  trying
• 45:01
  to
• 45:01
  give
• 45:01
  you.
• 45:02
  He's
• 45:03
  trying
• 45:03
  to
• 45:03
  bring
• 45:03
  you
• 45:03
  to
• 45:04
  the
• 45:05
  sweetness
• 45:05
  of
• 45:06
  closeness
• 45:09
  according
• 45:09
  to
• 45:09
  the
• 45:09
  answer
• 45:10
  that
• 45:10
  you
• 45:10
  have.
• 45:10
  Because
• 45:10
  according
• 45:11
  to
• 45:11
  my.
• 45:12
  The
• 45:13
  question,
• 45:13
  the
• 45:13
  argument
• 45:14
  against
• 45:14
  you.
• 45:16
  So
• 45:17
  you
• 45:17
  come
• 45:17
  back
• 45:17
  to
• 45:17
  that
• 45:18
  aspect
• 45:18
  of
• 45:18
  muraskhem
• 45:19
  in
• 45:19
  that
• 45:19
  area.
• 45:23
  So
• 45:23
  then
• 45:23
  it's
• 45:24
  like
• 45:24
  a
• 45:24
  new
• 45:24
  sefer,
• 45:27
  there's
• 45:27
  a
• 45:27
  new
• 45:27
  yadia,
• 45:30
  a
• 45:30
  new
• 45:30
  seichel,
• 45:32
  new
• 45:32
  way
• 45:32
  of
• 45:32
  understanding.
• 45:33
  Hashem
• 45:33
  kicho
• 45:34
  is
• 45:34
  of
• 45:34
  an
• 45:34
  extra.
• 45:37
  Because
• 45:37
  then
• 45:38
  when
• 45:38
  you
• 45:38
  learn
• 45:38
  from
• 45:38
  the
• 45:38
  tzadikim,
• 45:39
  also
• 45:39
  he's
• 45:39
  talking
• 45:40
  about
• 45:40
  pasht,
• 45:40
  the
• 45:40
  sefer
• 45:41
  lutzadik
• 45:41
  that
• 45:41
  you
• 45:41
  learn.
• 45:42
  They
• 45:42
  gave
• 45:42
  you
• 45:42
  the
• 45:42
  answer
• 45:42
  the
• 45:42
  8th
• 45:43
  for
• 45:43
  your
• 45:43
  situation.
• 45:44
  Originally,
• 45:45
  that
• 45:45
  you
• 45:45
  thought
• 45:45
  that
• 45:46
  Seva
• 45:46
  didn't
• 45:46
  speak
• 45:46
  to
• 45:46
  you.
• 45:46
  It
• 45:47
  didn't
• 45:47
  have
• 45:47
  anything
• 45:47
  to
• 45:47
  do
• 45:47
  your
• 45:47
  situation.
• 45:48
  So
• 45:48
  then
• 45:48
  it
• 45:48
  wasn't
• 45:49
  important
• 45:49
  to
• 45:49
  you.
• 45:50
  Now
• 45:50
  you
• 45:51
  understand,
• 45:51
  you
• 45:51
  realize,
• 45:51
  oh,
• 45:52
  this
• 45:52
  is
• 45:52
  like
• 45:52
  the
• 45:52
  tikkun.
• 45:53
  My
• 45:53
  entire
• 45:53
  life.
• 45:55
  It's
• 45:56
  very
• 45:56
  chosra
• 45:56
  to
• 45:56
  you.
• 46:10
  At
• 46:10
  the
• 46:10
  beginning
• 46:10
  we
• 46:10
  made
• 46:10
  fun
• 46:10
  of
• 46:11
  it.
• 46:11
  Like
• 46:11
  Rebbe
• 46:11
  said,
• 46:11
  in
• 46:11
  the
• 46:11
  beginning
• 46:13
  was
• 46:14
  nothing.
• 46:15
  Whereas
• 46:15
  I
• 46:15
  was
• 46:15
  saying
• 46:16
  that
• 46:16
  you
• 46:16
  have
• 46:16
  to
• 46:16
  keep
• 46:17
  going
• 46:17
  with
• 46:17
  this
• 46:18
  person
• 46:19
  gets
• 46:20
  one
• 46:22
  person
• 46:22
  gets
• 46:23
  like,
• 46:23
  you
• 46:23
  know,
• 46:23
  one
• 46:24
  idea.
• 46:25
  Very
• 46:25
  good.
• 46:25
  You
• 46:25
  understand
• 46:26
  how
• 46:26
  to
• 46:26
  be
• 46:26
  close
• 46:26
  to
• 46:26
  Hashem
• 46:27
  in
• 46:27
  lack
• 46:28
  of
• 46:28
  Parnasso.
• 46:28
  What
• 46:28
  do
• 46:28
  I
• 46:29
  do
• 46:29
  when
• 46:29
  I
• 46:29
  don't
• 46:29
  have
• 46:29
  Parnasso?
• 46:30
  I'm
• 46:30
  mamish,
• 46:31
  broke
• 46:31
  and
• 46:31
  I'm
• 46:32
  in
• 46:32
  debt
• 46:32
  and
• 46:32
  I
• 46:32
  can't
• 46:33
  pay
• 46:33
  for
• 46:33
  anything.
• 46:34
  So
• 46:34
  there's
• 46:34
  incredible
• 46:35
  seichel
• 46:36
  that's
• 46:36
  sending
• 46:37
  him
• 46:37
  all
• 46:37
  this
• 46:37
  worm.
• 46:37
  Hasid
• 46:38
  is
• 46:38
  talking
• 46:38
  about
• 46:38
  this.
• 46:39
  How
• 46:39
  to
• 46:40
  understand
• 46:40
  how
• 46:40
  to
• 46:40
  deal
• 46:41
  with
• 46:41
  that
• 46:41
  situation
• 46:42
  with
• 46:42
  the
• 46:42
  muna.
• 46:43
  Not
• 46:43
  to
• 46:43
  get.
• 46:43
  Not
• 46:44
  to
• 46:44
  get
• 46:44
  this,
• 46:44
  you
• 46:45
  know,
• 46:46
  discouraged
• 46:47
  and
• 46:47
  depressed
• 46:48
  by
• 46:48
  it.
• 46:48
  And
• 46:49
  to
• 46:49
  be
• 46:49
  strong
• 46:50
  and
• 46:50
  to
• 46:50
  live
• 46:51
  a
• 46:51
  good
• 46:51
  life
• 46:52
  even
• 46:53
  though
• 46:53
  you're
• 46:53
  in
• 46:53
  debt.
• 46:54
  Plus,
• 46:54
  it's
• 46:55
  very,
• 46:55
  very,
• 46:55
  very,
• 46:55
  very
• 46:55
  possible.
• 46:56
  And
• 46:56
  the
• 46:56
  same
• 46:56
  thing
• 46:56
  with
• 46:56
  all
• 46:57
  these
• 46:57
  things.
• 46:57
  We
• 46:57
  have
• 46:57
  to
• 46:58
  keep
• 46:58
  going
• 46:58
  because
• 46:58
  there's
• 46:58
  a
• 46:59
  lot
• 46:59
  of
• 46:59
  these
• 46:59
  types
• 46:59
  of
• 46:59
  tzim
• 47:00
  tzum,
• 47:00
  a
• 47:00
  lot
• 47:00
  of
• 47:00
  types
• 47:01
  of
• 47:01
  problems
• 47:02
  and
• 47:02
  dealing
• 47:02
  we
• 47:02
  have
• 47:02
  in
• 47:02
  our
• 47:02
  lives
• 47:03
  that
• 47:03
  we
• 47:03
  need
• 47:03
  ham
• 47:03
  talking,
• 47:04
  we
• 47:04
  need
• 47:04
  to
• 47:04
  speak
• 47:04
  in
• 47:04
  these
• 47:04
  places.
• 47:05
  So
• 47:05
  we
• 47:05
  need
• 47:05
  to
• 47:06
  have
• 47:06
  a
• 47:06
  kvyas
• 47:07
  and
• 47:07
  learning
• 47:07
  this
• 47:07
  part
• 47:07
  of
• 47:07
  speaking.
• 47:08
  Choose
• 47:08
  a
• 47:09
  sefer.
• 47:09
  You
• 47:10
  know,
• 47:10
  go
• 47:10
  through.
• 47:10
  Go
• 47:10
  through
• 47:11
  a
• 47:11
  hasidah
• 47:11
  sefer.
• 47:11
  Every
• 47:12
  single
• 47:12
  year
• 47:13
  you
• 47:13
  go
• 47:13
  through
• 47:14
  the
• 47:14
  parshas,
• 47:14
  right?
• 47:14
  Every
• 47:15
  consider
• 47:15
  of
• 47:15
  sefer,
• 47:15
  most
• 47:16
  of
• 47:16
  them
• 47:16
  are
• 47:16
  built
• 47:16
  on.
• 47:16
  Are
• 47:17
  written
• 47:17
  on
• 47:17
  the
• 47:17
  parshas.
• 47:18
  Well,
• 47:18
  yeah,
• 47:18
  go
• 47:18
  through
• 47:18
  the
• 47:19
  sefer
• 47:19
  every
• 47:19
  single
• 47:19
  year,
• 47:20
  15,
• 47:20
  20
• 47:21
  minutes
• 47:21
  a
• 47:21
  day.
• 47:21
  It's
• 47:21
  not
• 47:21
  a
• 47:22
  big
• 47:22
  deal.
• 47:23
  You
• 47:23
  don't
• 47:23
  have
• 47:23
  to
• 47:23
  understand
• 47:24
  everything.
• 47:24
  You
• 47:24
  get
• 47:25
  what.
• 47:25
  What
• 47:25
  you
• 47:25
  need.
• 47:26
  But
• 47:26
  you
• 47:26
  have
• 47:26
  a
• 47:26
  muna
• 47:27
  and
• 47:27
  what
• 47:27
  you're
• 47:28
  learning.
• 47:28
  And
• 47:29
  most
• 47:29
  importantly,
• 47:30
  learn
• 47:30
  the
• 47:30
  ilochos.
• 47:31
  You
• 47:31
  guys
• 47:32
  learning
• 47:32
  these
• 47:33
  not.
• 47:34
  I
• 47:34
  don't
• 47:34
  know
• 47:34
  how
• 47:34
  you're
• 47:34
  alive.
• 47:36
  I
• 47:36
  don't
• 47:36
  know
• 47:36
  how
• 47:36
  you're
• 47:36
  alive.
• 47:37
  I
• 47:37
  don't
• 47:37
  know
• 47:37
  how
• 47:37
  you
• 47:37
  breathe.
• 47:38
  It's
• 47:38
  like.
• 47:38
  It's
• 47:38
  a
• 47:38
  problem,
• 47:40
  you
• 47:40
  know?
• 47:41
  The
• 47:41
  other
• 47:41
  day
• 47:41
  I
• 47:42
  went
• 47:42
  to
• 47:42
  Tfas
• 47:42
  and
• 47:42
  I
• 47:42
  was
• 47:42
  hoping
• 47:43
  in
• 47:43
  Meron
• 47:43
  I
• 47:43
  would
• 47:44
  chapae
• 47:44
  lochs
• 47:45
  with.
• 47:45
  I
• 47:46
  had
• 47:46
  to
• 47:46
  get
• 47:46
  to
• 47:46
  the
• 47:46
  bus.
• 47:47
  I
• 47:47
  didn't
• 47:48
  learn
• 47:48
  like
• 47:49
  the
• 47:49
  locust
• 47:49
  until
• 47:49
  10:30
• 47:50
  in
• 47:50
  the
• 47:50
  morning.
• 47:51
  I
• 47:51
  don't
• 47:51
  know
• 47:52
  how
• 47:52
  I
• 47:52
  existed
• 47:52
  until
• 47:52
  that
• 47:53
  time.
• 47:53
  But
• 47:54
  that's
• 47:54
  the
• 47:54
  latest.
• 47:55
  It's
• 47:55
  been
• 47:56
  a
• 47:56
  number
• 47:57
  of
• 47:57
  years
• 47:57
  for
• 47:57
  me.
• 48:01
  It's
• 48:01
  partial
• 48:02
  chaim.
• 48:02
  It's
• 48:03
  chaim.
• 48:04
  It's
• 48:04
  a
• 48:05
  medicine.
• 48:05
  It's
• 48:05
  Rebbe's
• 48:06
  pharmacy.
• 48:06
  You
• 48:07
  know,
• 48:07
  all
• 48:08
  these
• 48:08
  different
• 48:08
  things.
• 48:10
  It's
• 48:10
  the
• 48:10
  eight
• 48:11
  every
• 48:11
  single
• 48:11
  thing.
• 48:11
  But
• 48:12
  you
• 48:12
  have
• 48:12
  to
• 48:12
  go
• 48:12
  through
• 48:12
  it
• 48:12
  because
• 48:13
  you
• 48:13
  have
• 48:13
  to
• 48:13
  go.
• 48:13
  You
• 48:14
  have
• 48:14
  to
• 48:14
  have
• 48:14
  a
• 48:15
  in
• 48:15
  it
• 48:15
  and
• 48:15
  get
• 48:16
  through
• 48:16
  the
• 48:16
  whole
• 48:16
  thing.
• 48:17
  Because
• 48:18
  there's
• 48:18
  so
• 48:18
  many
• 48:18
  different
• 48:19
  things
• 48:19
  we
• 48:19
  need
• 48:19
  aidsa
• 48:20
  for
• 48:20
  so
• 48:21
  many
• 48:21
  different
• 48:21
  tikkunim
• 48:22
  and
• 48:22
  takas.
• 48:23
  You
• 48:23
  have
• 48:24
  to
• 48:24
  get
• 48:24
  to
• 48:24
  the
• 48:24
  whole
• 48:25
  thing.
• 48:25
  You
• 48:25
  have
• 48:25
  to
• 48:25
  have
• 48:25
  a
• 48:25
  seder
• 48:27
  kvius.
• 48:28
  That's
• 48:29
  what
• 48:29
  I
• 48:29
  was
• 48:29
  hinting
• 48:29
  to
• 48:30
  over
• 48:30
  here
• 48:30
  by
• 48:30
  going
• 48:30
  through
• 48:31
  and
• 48:31
  saying
• 48:31
  we
• 48:31
  need
• 48:31
  more
• 48:32
  and
• 48:32
  more
• 48:32
  Svarim,
• 48:33
  more
• 48:33
  and
• 48:33
  more
• 48:33
  Sikhlim
• 48:34
  for
• 48:34
  Al
• 48:35
  Kayn,
• 48:35
  Alide
• 48:35
  bachhlikis
• 48:36
  nana.
• 48:36
  Stay
• 48:37
  sefer
• 48:39
  because
• 48:39
  of
• 48:39
  Ish
• 48:39
  Rivi
• 48:40
  the
• 48:40
  safer
• 48:41
  is
• 48:41
  written
• 48:49
  speak.
• 48:49
  They
• 48:49
  have
• 48:49
  pure
• 48:50
  amuna.
• 48:52
  Still
• 48:53
  they
• 48:53
  have.
• 48:58
  He
• 48:58
  has
• 48:58
  to
• 48:59
  carry
• 48:59
  the
• 48:59
  synod
• 48:59
  of
• 49:00
  the
• 49:00
  of
• 49:00
  the
• 49:00
  masses,
• 49:03
  he
• 49:03
  has
• 49:04
  to
• 49:04
  suffer
• 49:04
  from
• 49:04
  their
• 49:05
  sins
• 49:09
  because
• 49:09
  the
• 49:09
  people
• 49:09
  that
• 49:10
  are
• 49:10
  not
• 49:10
  doing
• 49:11
  what
• 49:11
  they
• 49:11
  need
• 49:11
  to
• 49:11
  do.
• 49:16
  So
• 49:16
  this
• 49:16
  is
• 49:16
  a
• 49:16
  very
• 49:16
  deep
• 49:17
  thing
• 49:17
  that
• 49:17
  tzedigim
• 49:17
  and
• 49:17
  Mamtik
• 49:18
  Medinim
• 49:18
  for
• 49:18
  us.
• 49:18
  You
• 49:18
  have
• 49:19
  to
• 49:19
  know
• 49:19
  that
• 49:19
  the
• 49:19
  tzadikim
• 49:20
  help
• 49:20
  us.
• 49:20
  We
• 49:20
  have
• 49:21
  to
• 49:21
  do
• 49:21
  it
• 49:21
  all
• 49:21
  by
• 49:21
  ourselves.
• 49:22
  You
• 49:22
  know,
• 49:23
  even
• 49:23
  if
• 49:23
  I
• 49:23
  can't
• 49:23
  do
• 49:24
  it,
• 49:24
  the
• 49:24
  shlimas,
• 49:24
  I
• 49:24
  can't
• 49:25
  get
• 49:25
  to
• 49:26
  all
• 49:26
  the
• 49:26
  seichel
• 49:27
  and
• 49:27
  eitzel
• 49:27
  that
• 49:28
  I
• 49:28
  need.
• 49:28
  But
• 49:28
  I
• 49:29
  know
• 49:29
  that
• 49:29
  the
• 49:29
  tzedikim
• 49:30
  are
• 49:30
  also
• 49:30
  helping
• 49:30
  me.
• 49:30
  They're
• 49:31
  carrying
• 49:31
  this
• 49:31
  burden
• 49:32
  with
• 49:32
  me.
• 49:32
  So
• 49:33
  that's
• 49:33
  a
• 49:33
  big
• 49:33
  comfort.
• 49:33
  It's
• 49:33
  a
• 49:33
  big
• 49:34
  mechazik.
• 49:35
  That's
• 49:35
  what
• 49:35
  you
• 49:36
  were
• 49:36
  asking
• 49:36
  a
• 49:37
  couple
• 49:37
  weeks
• 49:37
  ago
• 49:37
  when
• 49:37
  you
• 49:37
  showed
• 49:38
  that
• 49:38
  the
• 49:38
  tzedikim
• 49:41
  Masakin,
• 49:42
  our
• 49:42
  avodah,
• 49:43
  they're
• 49:44
  giving
• 49:44
  us
• 49:44
  eidza,
• 49:44
  but
• 49:45
  they're
• 49:45
  also
• 49:45
  fixing
• 49:45
  our
• 49:45
  avada.
• 49:46
  This
• 49:46
  is
• 49:46
  part
• 49:46
  of
• 49:46
  it,
• 49:47
  that
• 49:47
  they're
• 49:47
  so
• 49:48
  eva
• 49:48
  for
• 49:48
  us,
• 49:48
  our
• 49:48
  suffering.
• 49:49
  Obviously,
• 49:50
  we
• 49:50
  want
• 49:50
  to
• 49:50
  do
• 49:50
  as
• 49:50
  much
• 49:50
  as
• 49:51
  we
• 49:51
  can.
• 49:51
  Because,
• 49:52
  you
• 49:52
  know,
• 49:52
  one
• 49:53
  of
• 49:53
  the
• 49:53
  biggest
• 49:53
  tsarah,
• 49:55
  you
• 49:55
  know,
• 49:55
  even
• 49:56
  greater
• 49:56
  than
• 49:56
  Khurma,
• 49:57
  Beis
• 49:57
  Hamiktos
• 49:57
  is
• 49:57
  Mistah
• 49:58
  satzidikim.
• 49:59
  And
• 49:59
  why
• 49:59
  did
• 49:59
  Sikhim
• 50:00
  die?
• 50:00
  Because
• 50:00
  of.
• 50:01
  Because
• 50:02
  of
• 50:02
  us,
• 50:02
  right?
• 50:02
  Just
• 50:03
  like
• 50:03
  the
• 50:03
  Beis
• 50:03
  Hamikta
• 50:03
  is
• 50:03
  destroyed
• 50:04
  because
• 50:04
  of
• 50:04
  our
• 50:04
  sins.
• 50:04
  So
• 50:04
  it's
• 50:05
  likim
• 50:05
  and
• 50:05
  nifty
• 50:05
  because
• 50:06
  the
• 50:06
  door
• 50:06
  is
• 50:06
  not.
• 50:08
  We've
• 50:08
  had
• 50:08
  many
• 50:08
  tzadikim
• 50:09
  there.
• 50:09
  Rizu
• 50:09
  could
• 50:09
  have
• 50:09
  brought
• 50:10
  Mashiach.
• 50:10
  Moshem
• 50:10
  to
• 50:10
  could
• 50:11
  have
• 50:11
  brought
• 50:11
  Mashiach.
• 50:11
  Rebbe
• 50:12
  could
• 50:12
  have
• 50:12
  brought
• 50:12
  Mashiach
• 50:13
  hasn't
• 50:13
  come
• 50:14
  yet
• 50:14
  because,
• 50:15
  okay,
• 50:15
  so
• 50:15
  we
• 50:16
  have
• 50:16
  to
• 50:16
  do
• 50:16
  our
• 50:16
  part
• 50:17
  to
• 50:17
  follow
• 50:17
  them,
• 50:18
  have
• 50:18
  a
• 50:18
  muna
• 50:18
  tzidiqim,
• 50:19
  but
• 50:19
  also
• 50:19
  know
• 50:19
  that
• 50:19
  they're
• 50:20
  helping
• 50:20
  us.
• 50:28
  They
• 50:29
  don't
• 50:29
  have
• 50:29
  amuna
• 50:29
  themselves.
• 50:34
  They
• 50:35
  don't
• 50:35
  believe
• 50:35
  in
• 50:35
  their
• 50:35
  own.
• 50:41
  He
• 50:41
  doesn't
• 50:41
  believe
• 50:41
  that
• 50:41
  Hashem
• 50:42
  has
• 50:42
  khadushim
• 50:42
  from
• 50:43
  their
• 50:43
  Torah.
• 50:46
  So
• 50:46
  Asma,
• 50:47
  they
• 50:47
  don't
• 50:47
  want
• 50:47
  in
• 50:47
  their
• 50:47
  own.
• 50:50
  They're
• 50:51
  lazy
• 50:51
  and
• 50:51
  they're
• 50:53
  okay.
• 50:54
  So
• 50:55
  they
• 50:55
  have
• 50:55
  all
• 50:56
  these.
• 50:56
  This
• 50:56
  argument
• 50:57
  comes
• 50:57
  to
• 50:57
  them.
• 50:59
  So
• 51:00
  then
• 51:00
  they
• 51:00
  have
• 51:00
  to
• 51:00
  answer
• 51:01
  the
• 51:01
  people
• 51:01
  that
• 51:01
  are
• 51:02
  questioning
• 51:03
  them.
• 51:06
  So
• 51:06
  then
• 51:07
  they
• 51:07
  realize,
• 51:08
  oh,
• 51:08
  this
• 51:08
  is
• 51:08
  really
• 51:08
  the
• 51:08
  answer.
• 51:09
  That's
• 51:10
  for
• 51:10
  the
• 51:10
  problem
• 51:11
  that
• 51:11
  this
• 51:11
  person's
• 51:11
  making
• 51:12
  for
• 51:12
  me
• 51:16
  that
• 51:16
  creates
• 51:16
  another
• 51:16
  sefer.
• 51:19
  So
• 51:19
  it's
• 51:19
  interesting
• 51:20
  over
• 51:20
  here.
• 51:20
  So
• 51:20
  first
• 51:21
  of
• 51:21
  all,
• 51:21
  there's
• 51:21
  a
• 51:22
  few
• 51:22
  questions
• 51:22
  on
• 51:22
  this
• 51:22
  section.
• 51:23
  First
• 51:24
  of
• 51:24
  all,
• 51:24
  the
• 51:24
  Rebbe
• 51:24
  is
• 51:24
  saying
• 51:26
  the
• 51:26
  Rebbe
• 51:27
  talks
• 51:27
  a
• 51:27
  few
• 51:27
  places
• 51:27
  like
• 51:27
  the
• 51:27
  Imran,
• 51:28
  Chadash
• 51:28
  and
• 51:28
  Torah.
• 51:30
  And
• 51:30
  Ravosin
• 51:31
  himself
• 51:31
  says
• 51:31
  it's
• 51:31
  not
• 51:32
  just
• 51:32
  talking
• 51:32
  about
• 51:32
  person
• 51:32
  who's
• 51:33
  actually
• 51:33
  writing
• 51:34
  a
• 51:34
  sefer
• 51:34
  of
• 51:34
  Chadushim,
• 51:34
  because
• 51:35
  not
• 51:35
  everybody's
• 51:36
  holding
• 51:36
  by
• 51:36
  that.
• 51:37
  Different
• 51:37
  people,
• 51:37
  you
• 51:38
  know,
• 51:38
  maybe
• 51:38
  then
• 51:39
  the
• 51:39
  person
• 51:39
  is
• 51:40
  never
• 51:40
  holding
• 51:40
  by
• 51:40
  that.
• 51:41
  But,
• 51:42
  but,
• 51:43
  but
• 51:43
  we
• 51:44
  see
• 51:44
  in
• 51:44
  the
• 51:44
  context
• 51:44
  of
• 51:44
  this
• 51:44
  Torah
• 51:45
  that
• 51:47
  that
• 51:47
  is
• 51:47
  talking
• 51:47
  about
• 51:48
  a
• 51:48
  person's
• 51:48
  mechadish
• 51:50
  new.
• 51:52
  I
• 51:52
  mean,
• 51:53
  first
• 51:53
  of
• 51:54
  new
• 51:55
  ways
• 51:56
  of
• 51:56
  fighting
• 51:56
  hashem,
• 51:59
  like,
• 51:59
  oh,
• 51:59
  I
• 51:59
  just
• 51:59
  learned
• 52:00
  the
• 52:00
  new
• 52:00
  Ezra
• 52:00
  of
• 52:00
  the
• 52:00
  Tzadik
• 52:01
  and
• 52:01
  the
• 52:01
  Chadish
• 52:01
  that
• 52:01
  Eitzer.
• 52:03
  And
• 52:03
  why
• 52:03
  does
• 52:03
  Rabbin
• 52:04
  need
• 52:05
  to
• 52:05
  explain
• 52:05
  that
• 52:05
  in
• 52:06
  as
• 52:06
  far
• 52:06
  as
• 52:06
  not
• 52:06
  just
• 52:06
  the
• 52:06
  munas
• 52:07
  chachamim
• 52:07
  but
• 52:07
  also
• 52:07
  munas
• 52:08
  atzmoy?
• 52:09
  Because
• 52:10
  a
• 52:10
  person,
• 52:12
  he
• 52:12
  can
• 52:12
  always
• 52:13
  believe
• 52:13
  the
• 52:13
  Tzarik
• 52:13
  is
• 52:14
  Emet
• 52:14
  and
• 52:14
  his
• 52:14
  Torah
• 52:14
  is
• 52:14
  Emet
• 52:15
  and
• 52:15
  his
• 52:15
  Eitzer
• 52:16
  is
• 52:16
  Mamish
• 52:16
  Emis.
• 52:17
  It's
• 52:17
  the
• 52:17
  biggest.
• 52:18
  It's
• 52:18
  the
• 52:18
  biggest
• 52:18
  revelation
• 52:18
  of
• 52:18
  hashem
• 52:19
  in
• 52:19
  the
• 52:19
  whole
• 52:19
  world.
• 52:20
  But
• 52:20
  I
• 52:20
  can't
• 52:20
  do
• 52:20
  it
• 52:27
  the
• 52:27
  way
• 52:27
  I
• 52:27
  could
• 52:27
  actually,
• 52:29
  actually
• 52:29
  pick
• 52:29
  myself
• 52:30
  up
• 52:30
  and
• 52:30
  be
• 52:30
  happy.
• 52:31
  No
• 52:31
  way.
• 52:32
  Don't
• 52:32
  you
• 52:32
  know,
• 52:32
  I
• 52:33
  was
• 52:33
  born
• 52:33
  pessimistically,
• 52:33
  don't
• 52:34
  even
• 52:34
  know,
• 52:34
  like,
• 52:34
  my
• 52:34
  whole
• 52:34
  life
• 52:35
  history
• 52:35
  what
• 52:35
  I've
• 52:36
  gone
• 52:36
  through.
• 52:36
  And
• 52:37
  the
• 52:37
  Rebbe
• 52:37
  says
• 52:37
  I
• 52:37
  have
• 52:38
  to
• 52:38
  be
• 52:38
  happy
• 52:38
  the
• 52:38
  whole
• 52:38
  day.
• 52:39
  So
• 52:39
  I
• 52:39
  believe
• 52:39
  in
• 52:40
  the
• 52:40
  Rebbe,
• 52:40
  but
• 52:41
  I
• 52:41
  don't
• 52:41
  believe
• 52:41
  in
• 52:41
  myself
• 52:42
  problem.
• 52:43
  So
• 52:43
  the
• 52:44
  Rebbe
• 52:44
  says,
• 52:44
  you
• 52:44
  have
• 52:44
  to
• 52:44
  believe
• 52:44
  in
• 52:45
  your
• 52:45
  ability
• 52:46
  of
• 52:46
  his
• 52:46
  chachas.
• 52:48
  Yes.
• 52:48
  You
• 52:48
  can't
• 52:49
  be
• 52:49
  mechadish
• 52:50
  new
• 52:50
  eitzes
• 52:50
  for
• 52:51
  yourself.
• 52:51
  Yukumechadesh.
• 52:52
  New
• 52:53
  ways
• 52:53
  to
• 52:54
  figure
• 52:54
  out
• 52:55
  how
• 52:55
  to
• 52:55
  get
• 52:56
  through
• 52:56
  this
• 52:56
  confusion
• 52:57
  and
• 52:57
  the
• 52:57
  bullying
• 52:58
  and
• 52:58
  spakers
• 52:59
  of
• 52:59
  God
• 53:00
  and
• 53:01
  get
• 53:01
  to
• 53:01
  the
• 53:01
  truth.
• 53:02
  That's
• 53:02
  one.
• 53:03
  That's,
• 53:03
  that's,
• 53:03
  that's,
• 53:03
  that's
• 53:04
  another
• 53:04
  way
• 53:04
  of
• 53:04
  understanding
• 53:05
  this
• 53:05
  section.
• 53:06
  And,
• 53:06
  and
• 53:06
  in
• 53:06
  this,
• 53:07
  in
• 53:07
  this,
• 53:07
  and
• 53:07
  this,
• 53:07
  this
• 53:09
  explanation
• 53:09
  also
• 53:10
  works
• 53:10
  out
• 53:10
  that
• 53:11
  because
• 53:11
  as
• 53:12
  we
• 53:12
  know
• 53:12
  that
• 53:12
  a
• 53:12
  person,
• 53:13
  he,
• 53:13
  he.
• 53:13
  He
• 53:14
  writes
• 53:14
  Khadush
• 53:14
  Torah,
• 53:15
  it's
• 53:15
  not
• 53:15
  supposed
• 53:15
  to
• 53:15
  go
• 53:15
  around
• 53:15
  saying
• 53:16
  everybody
• 53:17
  like,
• 53:17
  you
• 53:17
  know,
• 53:18
  here's
• 53:18
  my
• 53:18
  chidushim.
• 53:19
  Like,
• 53:19
  you
• 53:19
  know,
• 53:19
  read.
• 53:20
  Read
• 53:20
  my
• 53:20
  stuff.
• 53:20
  You
• 53:20
  know,
• 53:21
  like,
• 53:21
  he's
• 53:21
  not
• 53:21
  supposed
• 53:21
  to.
• 53:21
  That's
• 53:22
  his
• 53:22
  not.
• 53:22
  If
• 53:22
  he
• 53:22
  has
• 53:23
  gaa
• 53:23
  for
• 53:23
  his,
• 53:24
  then
• 53:24
  it's
• 53:24
  worthless.
• 53:26
  Who
• 53:27
  this
• 53:27
  guy,
• 53:28
  then
• 53:28
  it's
• 53:28
  worthless.
• 53:29
  It's
• 53:30
  like
• 53:30
  you
• 53:30
  just,
• 53:30
  you
• 53:30
  just
• 53:30
  like
• 53:31
  all
• 53:31
  your,
• 53:31
  all
• 53:32
  your
• 53:32
  t
• 53:32
  go
• 53:32
  in
• 53:32
  is.
• 53:34
  It's
• 53:34
  just
• 53:34
  for
• 53:34
  yourself.
• 53:35
  It's
• 53:35
  not
• 53:35
  for.
• 53:35
  It's
• 53:36
  not
• 53:36
  for
• 53:36
  Hashem.
• 53:38
  So
• 53:38
  it
• 53:39
  can't
• 53:39
  be
• 53:39
  that.
• 53:39
  The,
• 53:39
  it
• 53:39
  can't
• 53:40
  be
• 53:40
  the,
• 53:41
  like,
• 53:41
  the
• 53:41
  person's
• 53:42
  like,
• 53:42
  so
• 53:42
  proud
• 53:42
  of
• 53:42
  his.
• 53:43
  I
• 53:43
  have
• 53:43
  such
• 53:43
  a
• 53:43
  mun
• 53:44
  myself.
• 53:44
  I'm
• 53:45
  going
• 53:45
  to
• 53:45
  go
• 53:45
  around
• 53:45
  and
• 53:45
  publicize,
• 53:46
  you
• 53:46
  know,
• 53:46
  hey,
• 53:46
  look,
• 53:46
  guys,
• 53:47
  look
• 53:47
  at
• 53:47
  me.
• 53:47
  Everybody
• 53:48
  breathe
• 53:48
  my
• 53:48
  safer.
• 53:48
  Yeah,
• 53:49
  it's
• 53:49
  so
• 53:49
  good.
• 53:50
  They
• 53:50
  can't
• 53:51
  be
• 53:51
  the
• 53:51
  Peshat.
• 53:53
  And
• 53:53
  the
• 53:53
  person
• 53:54
  has
• 53:54
  to
• 53:54
  believe
• 53:55
  that.
• 53:56
  Yes,
• 53:56
  my.
• 53:57
  You
• 53:57
  know,
• 53:58
  that
• 53:58
  a
• 53:58
  person
• 53:59
  who
• 53:59
  is
• 53:59
  machad
• 53:59
  shem
• 54:00
  terah
• 54:00
  that
• 54:00
  his
• 54:01
  khadishim
• 54:01
  are
• 54:02
  needed
• 54:02
  for
• 54:02
  the
• 54:02
  world.
• 54:03
  Needed
• 54:03
  for
• 54:03
  the
• 54:03
  world.
• 54:04
  World
• 54:04
  needs.
• 54:04
  You
• 54:05
  know,
• 54:05
  this
• 54:06
  section
• 54:06
  was
• 54:06
  said
• 54:06
  specifically,
• 54:07
  especially
• 54:07
  about
• 54:08
  rabnosin.
• 54:09
  That
• 54:09
  was
• 54:09
  when
• 54:09
  Chaz
• 54:09
  rabnosim
• 54:10
  in
• 54:10
  his
• 54:10
  chadushim.
• 54:11
  But
• 54:12
  it's
• 54:12
  about
• 54:12
  all.
• 54:12
  Each
• 54:12
  one
• 54:12
  of
• 54:13
  us,
• 54:13
  Each
• 54:13
  one
• 54:13
  of
• 54:13
  us
• 54:13
  has
• 54:13
  new
• 54:14
  chadushim.
• 54:14
  Every
• 54:14
  time
• 54:14
  we
• 54:14
  speak
• 54:15
  with
• 54:15
  a
• 54:15
  friend,
• 54:15
  we
• 54:15
  have
• 54:15
  a
• 54:15
  new
• 54:15
  ha'
• 54:16
  ara
• 54:16
  barem,
• 54:17
  a
• 54:17
  new.
• 54:18
  A
• 54:18
  new,
• 54:19
  like,
• 54:19
  you
• 54:20
  know,
• 54:24
  share
• 54:24
  with
• 54:24
  somebody,
• 54:25
  you
• 54:26
  know,
• 54:26
  you
• 54:26
  should
• 54:27
  speak
• 54:27
  to
• 54:27
  your
• 54:27
  roommate,
• 54:27
  tell
• 54:28
  somebody
• 54:28
  about
• 54:28
  it.
• 54:30
  Believe
• 54:30
  it,
• 54:31
  believe
• 54:31
  in
• 54:31
  it.
• 54:31
  And
• 54:32
  most
• 54:32
  importantly,
• 54:33
  believe
• 54:33
  in
• 54:33
  it
• 54:33
  for
• 54:33
  yourself.
• 54:34
  Believe
• 54:34
  in
• 54:35
  that.
• 54:35
  This
• 54:35
  is.
• 54:36
  That
• 54:36
  this
• 54:36
  is
• 54:36
  really
• 54:36
  important.
• 54:36
  This
• 54:37
  is
• 54:37
  giving
• 54:37
  hashem
• 54:38
  a
• 54:38
  lot
• 54:38
  of
• 54:38
  nachos,
• 54:38
  like
• 54:39
  the
• 54:39
  says
• 54:39
  over
• 54:39
  here,
• 54:39
  right?
• 54:39
  Shashuim.
• 54:41
  Shashu
• 54:41
  is
• 54:41
  more
• 54:42
  than
• 54:42
  nachos.
• 54:44
  This
• 54:45
  is
• 54:45
  like
• 54:45
  shashu
• 54:46
  again.
• 54:46
  How
• 54:46
  many
• 54:46
  times
• 54:46
  have
• 54:46
  we
• 54:47
  used
• 54:47
  the
• 54:47
  word
• 54:47
  shashu
• 54:47
  in
• 54:48
  the
• 54:48
  Quran?
• 54:49
  Only
• 54:49
  a
• 54:49
  few
• 54:49
  places.
• 54:51
  It's
• 54:51
  an
• 54:52
  incredible,
• 54:52
  incredible
• 54:53
  pleasure
• 54:53
  that
• 54:53
  hashem
• 54:54
  gets.
• 54:54
  When
• 54:55
  we
• 54:55
  have
• 54:55
  a
• 54:55
  problem,
• 54:56
  we
• 54:56
  search
• 54:57
  for
• 54:57
  an
• 54:57
  answer
• 54:58
  and
• 54:59
  we
• 54:59
  look
• 54:59
  in
• 54:59
  the
• 54:59
  spirit
• 55:00
  of
• 55:00
  the
• 55:00
  tzedikim,
• 55:01
  a
• 55:01
  new
• 55:02
  thing
• 55:02
  in
• 55:02
  his
• 55:02
  barados.
• 55:04
  This
• 55:04
  is
• 55:04
  the
• 55:04
  biggest
• 55:04
  nachm
• 55:05
  to
• 55:05
  believe
• 55:05
  in.
• 55:05
  It
• 55:09
  makes
• 55:09
  the
• 55:09
  safer
• 55:10
  above.
• 55:12
  Actually,
• 55:13
  he's
• 55:13
  asking
• 55:13
  a
• 55:13
  question,
• 55:14
  answering.
• 55:17
  And
• 55:18
  he's
• 55:18
  answering
• 55:18
  it.
• 55:20
  He's
• 55:21
  giving
• 55:21
  it.
• 55:21
  Giving
• 55:22
  a
• 55:22
  teruze.
• 55:23
  Now
• 55:23
  it's
• 55:23
  safe.
• 55:24
  Makes
• 55:24
  it
• 55:24
  safe
• 55:24
  for
• 55:24
  up
• 55:24
  in
• 55:24
  shemayim
• 55:28
  that
• 55:28
  the
• 55:28
  two
• 55:29
  yerishim
• 55:29
  are
• 55:29
  talking
• 55:29
  to
• 55:30
  each
• 55:30
  other,
• 55:30
  which
• 55:30
  is
• 55:30
  again,
• 55:30
  we
• 55:31
  see
• 55:31
  from
• 55:31
  there
• 55:31
  a
• 55:31
  hint
• 55:32
  that
• 55:32
  we're
• 55:32
  supposed
• 55:32
  to
• 55:33
  speak
• 55:33
  to
• 55:33
  each
• 55:33
  other
• 55:33
  in
• 55:33
  the
• 55:34
  voice.
• 55:34
  Hashem
• 55:34
  as
• 55:34
  an
• 55:34
  aspect
• 55:34
  of
• 55:35
  bimachadish.
• 55:36
  Yeah.
• 55:36
  We
• 55:37
  have
• 55:37
  a
• 55:37
  new
• 55:37
  idea.
• 55:37
  So
• 55:37
  talk
• 55:38
  about
• 55:38
  it
• 55:38
  with
• 55:38
  a
• 55:38
  friend,
• 55:39
  share
• 55:39
  it
• 55:39
  with
• 55:39
  somebody.
• 55:40
  The
• 55:40
  yakshev,
• 55:41
  Hashem,
• 55:41
  Hashem
• 55:41
  is
• 55:42
  listening
• 55:42
  very
• 55:42
  closely.
• 55:42
  He
• 55:43
  cares
• 55:43
  a
• 55:43
  lot
• 55:43
  about
• 55:43
  Yakshev
• 55:44
  is
• 55:44
  not
• 55:44
  just
• 55:44
  yishma.
• 55:45
  Yishma.
• 55:45
  Hearing
• 55:46
  yakshev
• 55:47
  means
• 55:47
  listening.
• 55:47
  It's
• 55:48
  very
• 55:48
  close
• 55:48
  to
• 55:48
  listening
• 55:49
  to
• 55:49
  those
• 55:49
  words
• 55:50
  of
• 55:50
  kedusha.
• 55:50
  You're
• 55:50
  saying
• 55:51
  the
• 55:52
  yishma
• 55:52
  because
• 55:52
  of
• 55:53
  a
• 55:53
  sefer
• 55:53
  and
• 55:53
  it's
• 55:53
  written
• 55:53
  down
• 55:54
  a
• 55:54
  sefer
• 55:54
  the
• 55:54
  mother.
• 55:54
  So
• 55:55
  again
• 55:55
  we
• 55:55
  see
• 55:55
  it's
• 55:55
  not
• 55:55
  necessarily.
• 55:56
  I
• 55:56
  need
• 55:56
  to
• 55:56
  have
• 55:56
  a
• 55:56
  sefer
• 55:57
  to
• 55:57
  show
• 55:57
  everybody.
• 55:57
  Hey,
• 55:57
  everybody,
• 55:58
  look
• 55:58
  here.
• 55:58
  It's
• 55:58
  fancy
• 55:59
  sefer,
• 55:59
  right?
• 56:00
  No,
• 56:00
  it's.
• 56:01
  It's,
• 56:01
  you
• 56:01
  know,
• 56:02
  just
• 56:02
  the
• 56:02
  words
• 56:03
  of
• 56:03
  yishkatras
• 56:03
  that
• 56:04
  I'm
• 56:04
  sharing
• 56:04
  with
• 56:04
  my
• 56:04
  friend
• 56:04
  or
• 56:04
  whatever
• 56:05
  it
• 56:05
  is
• 56:05
  that's
• 56:05
  written
• 56:05
  in
• 56:06
  shemayimachos
• 56:08
  for
• 56:08
  hashem.
• 56:08
  Ah,
• 56:08
  so
• 56:08
  that's
• 56:09
  a
• 56:09
  big
• 56:09
  kizik.
• 56:09
  For
• 56:09
  me
• 56:10
  in
• 56:10
  my
• 56:10
  avoda.
• 56:12
  And
• 56:13
  this
• 56:13
  is
• 56:13
  the
• 56:13
  comfort,
• 56:13
  this
• 56:13
  comfort
• 56:14
  that
• 56:14
  we're
• 56:14
  looking
• 56:14
  for
• 56:15
  in
• 56:15
  G
• 56:16
  is.
• 56:16
  Is.
• 56:17
  Oh,
• 56:17
  it's
• 56:18
  atma.
• 56:18
  Yeah.
• 56:19
  How
• 56:19
  many
• 56:19
  books,
• 56:19
  how
• 56:20
  many
• 56:20
  self
• 56:20
  help
• 56:20
  books
• 56:21
  can
• 56:22
  you
• 56:22
  find
• 56:22
  in
• 56:22
  Barnes
• 56:22
  and
• 56:23
  Noble
• 56:23
  for
• 56:23
  you
• 56:23
  know,
• 56:25
  Believe
• 56:25
  in
• 56:25
  yourself.
• 56:26
  Yeah,
• 56:26
  yeah.
• 56:26
  Believe
• 56:26
  in
• 56:27
  yourself.
• 56:27
  There's
• 56:27
  like.
• 56:28
  There's
• 56:28
  like
• 56:28
  literally
• 56:29
  probably
• 56:29
  10,000
• 56:30
  books
• 56:30
  on
• 56:30
  this
• 56:30
  subject
• 56:31
  and
• 56:31
  they're
• 56:32
  all
• 56:32
  bestsellers.
• 56:34
  New
• 56:34
  York
• 56:35
  Times
• 56:35
  versus
• 56:36
  believing
• 56:37
  yourself.
• 56:37
  But
• 56:38
  it
• 56:38
  doesn't
• 56:38
  work
• 56:38
  if
• 56:38
  you
• 56:38
  don't
• 56:39
  believe
• 56:39
  in
• 56:39
  tziddiqim.
• 56:39
  That's.
• 56:39
  We
• 56:39
  don't.
• 56:40
  That's.
• 56:40
  We
• 56:40
  don't
• 56:40
  have.
• 56:42
  But.
• 56:43
  But
• 56:43
  it
• 56:43
  has
• 56:43
  to
• 56:43
  go
• 56:43
  together.
• 56:44
  You
• 56:44
  have
• 56:44
  to
• 56:44
  believe.
• 56:44
  We
• 56:45
  have
• 56:45
  to
• 56:45
  believe
• 56:45
  in
• 56:45
  ourselves.
• 56:46
  Believe
• 56:46
  that
• 56:46
  I
• 56:46
  can
• 56:46
  more
• 56:47
  in
• 56:47
  the
• 56:47
  basement.
• 56:48
  Yeah.
• 56:48
  It's
• 56:49
  possible
• 56:49
  for
• 56:49
  me
• 56:50
  to
• 56:50
  sit
• 56:50
  in
• 56:50
  the
• 56:50
  ground
• 56:51
  and.
• 56:51
  And
• 56:52
  to
• 56:52
  feel
• 56:52
  something.
• 56:53
  You
• 56:53
  know,
• 56:53
  I
• 56:53
  can
• 56:53
  get
• 56:53
  this
• 56:54
  tinof
• 56:54
  out
• 56:54
  of
• 56:54
  my
• 56:54
  heart.
• 56:55
  I
• 56:55
  can
• 56:55
  get
• 56:55
  these
• 56:55
  waters
• 56:56
  of
• 56:56
  purity.
• 56:56
  Why?
• 56:56
  By
• 56:56
  recognizing
• 56:57
  that
• 56:57
  the
• 56:57
  suffering
• 56:58
  I'm
• 56:58
  going
• 56:58
  through
• 56:58
  is
• 57:00
  my
• 57:00
  kiva
• 57:00
  to
• 57:00
  Hashem.
• 57:01
  That
• 57:01
  macholeik
• 57:02
  is
• 57:02
  against
• 57:02
  me,
• 57:03
  is
• 57:03
  pushing
• 57:04
  me
• 57:04
  to
• 57:04
  find
• 57:04
  Hashem
• 57:05
  in
• 57:05
  that
• 57:05
  place.
• 57:07
  So
• 57:07
  I
• 57:07
  have
• 57:07
  to
• 57:07
  go
• 57:07
  out
• 57:07
  of
• 57:08
  my
• 57:08
  comfort
• 57:08
  zone
• 57:09
  and
• 57:09
  then
• 57:10
  sit
• 57:10
  on
• 57:10
  the
• 57:10
  ground
• 57:12
  and
• 57:12
  search
• 57:12
  for
• 57:13
  him
• 57:13
  down
• 57:13
  there
• 57:14
  and
• 57:14
  then
• 57:15
  cry
• 57:16
  and
• 57:16
  scream
• 57:16
  and
• 57:16
  everything.
• 57:17
  Avedas
• 57:17
  is
• 57:17
  a
• 57:17
  very
• 57:17
  intense
• 57:18
  thing.
• 57:18
  Right.
• 57:18
  Imagine
• 57:19
  you
• 57:19
  lost
• 57:19
  your
• 57:19
  close,
• 57:20
  close
• 57:20
  friend.
• 57:20
  You
• 57:20
  lost
• 57:21
  your
• 57:21
  father.
• 57:22
  So
• 57:22
  your
• 57:23
  Mamish,
• 57:23
  like
• 57:24
  so
• 57:24
  like
• 57:24
  imagine
• 57:25
  was
• 57:25
  like
• 57:25
  a
• 57:25
  tragic.
• 57:25
  That
• 57:26
  was
• 57:26
  something
• 57:26
  very,
• 57:26
  very.
• 57:28
  You're
• 57:29
  so
• 57:29
  torn
• 57:29
  up
• 57:30
  about
• 57:30
  it.
• 57:30
  It's
• 57:30
  like
• 57:30
  you
• 57:30
  just
• 57:31
  like
• 57:31
  you're
• 57:31
  crying,
• 57:32
  you're
• 57:32
  ting
• 57:32
  your
• 57:32
  clothes
• 57:33
  just
• 57:33
  like
• 57:33
  I.
• 57:34
  You're
• 57:34
  so
• 57:34
  upset.
• 57:35
  I
• 57:35
  can't
• 57:35
  deal
• 57:36
  with
• 57:36
  this.
• 57:36
  It's
• 57:36
  so
• 57:36
  hard
• 57:40
  now.
• 57:40
  You're
• 57:41
  the
• 57:41
  closest
• 57:41
  dos
• 57:42
  you've
• 57:42
  ever
• 57:42
  been
• 57:42
  in
• 57:42
  your
• 57:42
  entire
• 57:43
  life
• 57:43
  in
• 57:43
  that
• 57:43
  moment.
• 57:44
  That's
• 57:45
  the.
• 57:47
  I
• 57:47
  think
• 57:47
  it's
• 57:48
  brought
• 57:48
  down.
• 57:49
  Somebody
• 57:49
  could
• 57:50
  remind
• 57:50
  me.
• 57:50
  Which
• 57:50
  safer
• 57:51
  brings
• 57:51
  down
• 57:51
  biggest
• 57:51
  eight
• 57:52
  struts
• 57:52
  into
• 57:52
  David
• 57:53
  which
• 57:53
  have
• 57:53
  also
• 57:54
  because
• 57:54
  of
• 57:54
  this
• 57:54
  Kira
• 57:55
  the
• 57:55
  biggest
• 57:56
  verse
• 57:56
  in
• 57:56
  the
• 57:56
  daven
• 57:57
  Shamsha.
• 57:58
  Bless
• 57:58
  us
• 57:58
  to
• 57:58
  really.
• 57:59
  To
• 57:59
  really.
• 58:00
  You
• 58:00
  know,
• 58:00
  if
• 58:00
  Mashiach
• 58:01
  doesn't
• 58:01
  come
• 58:02
  before.
• 58:03
  Before
• 58:03
  I
• 58:03
  guess
• 58:04
  he
• 58:04
  has
• 58:04
  to
• 58:04
  come
• 58:04
  today.
• 58:04
  He
• 58:04
  can't
• 58:05
  come
• 58:05
  out
• 58:05
  of
• 58:05
  Shabbos.
• 58:06
  So
• 58:06
  if
• 58:07
  Moshiach
• 58:07
  doesn't
• 58:07
  come
• 58:07
  today,
• 58:09
  we
• 58:09
  should
• 58:09
  be
• 58:10
  Zoicha
• 58:11
  to
• 58:12
  go
• 58:13
  in
• 58:13
  into
• 58:14
  this
• 58:14
  incredible
• 58:14
  place
• 58:15
  of
• 58:16
  pain
• 58:16
  and
• 58:16
  suffering
• 58:18
  and
• 58:18
  true
• 58:18
  Simcha.
• 58:21
  And
• 58:21
  especially
• 58:21
  before
• 58:22
  we're
• 58:22
  going
• 58:22
  straight
• 58:23
  from
• 58:23
  Shabbos
• 58:24
  into
• 58:24
  Tishbav.
• 58:25
  That's
• 58:25
  better.
• 58:26
  The
• 58:26
  whole
• 58:26
  thing.
• 58:27
  The
• 58:27
  simcha
• 58:28
  of
• 58:28
  Shabbos,
• 58:28
  the
• 58:28
  simcha
• 58:29
  of
• 58:29
  being
• 58:29
  a
• 58:29
  yid,
• 58:29
  the
• 58:29
  simcha
• 58:30
  of
• 58:30
  eating
• 58:31
  and
• 58:31
  drinking
• 58:31
  with
• 58:31
  kedusha
• 58:32
  and
• 58:32
  learning
• 58:32
  Torah
• 58:32
  and
• 58:32
  davening
• 58:33
  with
• 58:33
  the
• 58:33
  vacancy.
• 58:34
  And
• 58:34
  from
• 58:34
  there
• 58:35
  we
• 58:35
  go
• 58:35
  into
• 58:36
  the
• 58:36
  reality
• 58:37
  of
• 58:37
  our
• 58:37
  lives,
• 58:37
  which
• 58:38
  is
• 58:38
  also
• 58:38
  this
• 58:38
  closest
• 58:39
  to
• 58:39
  Hashem,
• 58:40
  allows
• 58:40
  us
• 58:40
  to
• 58:40
  feel
• 58:40
  it,
• 58:41
  connect
• 58:41
  to
• 58:42
  it,
• 58:42
  and
• 58:42
  to
• 58:43
  see
• 58:43
  in
• 58:43
  the
• 58:44
  Chama
• 58:45
  and
• 58:46
  see.