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Signs from Spirit + Sacral IRL with 6/2 Generator Autumn Grimes · Human Design IRL

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  SPEAKER_01: Oh, hey there.
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  SPEAKER_01: I'm Carly, Human Design Medium, and your guide for this podcast.
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  SPEAKER_01: This is Human Design IRL, where we talk to my favorite women in the world about how their human design shows up in their real lives.
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  SPEAKER_01: So you have actual examples as you're learning about how your design might show up in yours.
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  SPEAKER_01: Here's a clip from today's episode.
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  unknown: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_02: Beautiful thing because there's only more that I'm going to be learning, but I'm like, I'm finally at this place where it's like I can breathe.
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  SPEAKER_02: I'm not underwater anymore.
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  SPEAKER_02: I'm floating on top of the water and I'm okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: You're on the roof.
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  SPEAKER_01: You're on the roof.
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  SPEAKER_01: Before we start the episode, I want to remind you that we talk about specific channels, gates, incarnation crosses, all the stuff in every episode.
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  SPEAKER_01: All right, here we go.
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  SPEAKER_01: Hi, I'm Carly Arbuckle, Human Design Medium, and this is the Human Design IRL podcast.
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  SPEAKER_01: Today I have one of my dearest, oldest beginning my journey with spirit sisters, Autumn Grimes, who is just part of we are just talking about how she and I are like moon and sun energy.
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  SPEAKER_01: And this is the woman I spent years doing gallery readings with.
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  SPEAKER_01: I spent you're sort of tag teaming.
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  SPEAKER_01: I mean, helping women understand their intuition, trust themselves, hear from their spirit teams.
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  SPEAKER_01: So she is a spiritual mentor, an angel Reiki master, a psychic medium, a believer in miracles, a heart healer.
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  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I could go on and on, but I think that the common denominator, when I see women work with Autumn and I work with her, is she is so connected and invested in helping women heal their heart space, helping them to know that they are worthy, that they are whole and that they are capable of whatever they want to do and be in this life.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I adore you.
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  SPEAKER_01: So why don't you give a little intro on Awaken with Autumn is her, I guess, brand, your website.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yes, website.
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  SPEAKER_02: Hello.
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  SPEAKER_02: Hi, Carly.
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  SPEAKER_02: Thank you so much for having me on.
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  SPEAKER_02: I love you so much, first and foremost.
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  SPEAKER_02: We go way back, way, way back.
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  SPEAKER_02: Way back to the beginner years.
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  SPEAKER_02: I remember meeting Carly in a little side coffee shop.
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  SPEAKER_02: I drove like an hour, she drove an hour, and we just kicked it off.
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  SPEAKER_02: And from then, there's always been a spark.
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  SPEAKER_02: And she's so right.
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  SPEAKER_02: It is yin and yang energy, sun and moon energy.
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  SPEAKER_02: I am one that really has a lot of tools under my belt, a lot of understanding of energy and the blueprint behind the things that are holding you back from being the truest version of yourself.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I feel that she's so right about the heart healer.
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  SPEAKER_02: That's what my specialty is.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I love helping women understand that they matter and their gifts matter, and they don't have to keep dimming their lights to make other people comfortable.
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  SPEAKER_02: And it is worthy of you and your divine right to stand out and to speak up and to be yourself.
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  SPEAKER_02: So that's my mission here on earth to help every soul just you matter, you matter, shine that belief.
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  SPEAKER_02: Like Carly said, I am a believer in miracles.
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  SPEAKER_02: I have had way more miracles in my life happen because I surrender and I hold to my belief.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I feel like that is the magic.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's the magic of this world in this present moment to bring in miracles.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_01: And you have walked your talk too.
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  SPEAKER_01: So you have launched so many things in the past months.
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  SPEAKER_01: And we did it, guys.
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  SPEAKER_01: We did it at the same time.
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  SPEAKER_01: Like she and I are like we launched our podcast like within a week of each other.
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  SPEAKER_01: You just launched an app and I just launched my programs.
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  SPEAKER_01: It is uncanny.
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  SPEAKER_01: We were chatting beforehand and we we have so much to catch up on.
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  SPEAKER_01: I was like, okay, so let's let's uh you know find some time outside because otherwise we'll just talk this whole time.
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  SPEAKER_01: And she had to tell me one story, and it was about how she had a shark encounter in Florida in the past month.
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  SPEAKER_01: And the reason that was significant to her was because she had just had a conversation.
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  SPEAKER_01: You it can either be a shark or a dolphin, and she wanted to be a shark.
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  SPEAKER_01: She went to the beach, she walked with the sharks like a badass.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I had to stop because I had just last week been in Florida and I had a bonkers encounter with a dolphin.
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  SPEAKER_01: So when I say that she and I are in alignment, it's insane.
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  SPEAKER_01: She's a six-two generator.
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  SPEAKER_01: So, and I'm a projector, so we're not the same type, but we both have this six-line energy that I'm excited to talk to you about, Autumn.
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  SPEAKER_01: And yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: And anything else you want to do as an intro?
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  SPEAKER_02: I'm just really excited to tap into this human design part.
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  SPEAKER_02: And and also Spirit was saying, it's okay to be a dolphin.
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  SPEAKER_02: That's playful, it's fun, it's inviting, it's mystical.
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  SPEAKER_02: And sometimes, though, it's it's really good to be the shark.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's good to go after your dreams and after your desires and and know that there's that that place in your heart that's calling you there is for a reason because you hold that inspiration and that spark to bring it into the physical realm.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so being a shark and getting going after the things that you want in this life, regardless of what anyone tells you you can't do or how bonkers it might seem to someone else, being delusional might just get you there.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's so interesting.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I am sitting here thinking about this analogy that you've brought in.
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  SPEAKER_01: Because what's occurring to me is you are a generator, and your purpose, like the way that you're meant to move through the world, is to follow what lights you up and do it over and over again.
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  SPEAKER_01: I am not meant to do that.
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  SPEAKER_01: I'm meant to wait for the invitation into play in the meantime.
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  SPEAKER_01: So like I know.
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  SPEAKER_01: So it's like for you, it's like I'm picturing Harry Potter like at the end when they do the like the three, the hollows, and they're like, well, it's obvious which one you choose, you know, and they each say something different.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I just think it's so interesting that you and I are always sort of really tapped into how we need to, as as six lines.
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  SPEAKER_01: I mean, six lines.
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  SPEAKER_01: So if you don't, I think I've talked to you about this before.
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  SPEAKER_01: So there are two lines on your profile.
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  SPEAKER_01: And actually, God, you're a six, two, I'm a four-six.
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  SPEAKER_01: So we're on the opposite sides for the six, too.
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  SPEAKER_01: The six line, though, lives life in three parts one through 30 or zero through 30, which until you're about your Saturn return, which is where you're living life as a three line, which means that you're an experimenter.
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  SPEAKER_01: What's hard for us in particular is that we don't have the resilience that three lines are born with.
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  SPEAKER_01: They don't mind failing because it means they've tried something and they move on to something else.
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  SPEAKER_01: But for six lines, we don't have that natural bounce back.
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  SPEAKER_01: It actually feels like a lot of error and it can get really painful and chaotic because we're trying to explore that first 30 years.
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  SPEAKER_01: Then it gets to 30 to 50-ish, and you are on the roof, is what it's called.
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  SPEAKER_01: So you're reflecting on all you've learned on the first 30 years, and it's you're trying to apply it and use it intentionally and how you are going to live your life.
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  SPEAKER_01: So, my first 30 years, chaotic, I think I was 33 when I started this work, and learning how I'm going to use what I learned about belonging, about being yourself, about authenticity, about all the things that I went through the years one or zero through 30 to what I want to be and who I want to be.
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  SPEAKER_01: And so, for you, do you know what you what the theme was for you through that?
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  SPEAKER_02: I feel that how you said it's it's experimenting.
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  SPEAKER_02: What is working for me, what's not working for me.
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  SPEAKER_02: I would try everything, and yeah, I might have been good at it, but it wasn't calling to me.
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  SPEAKER_02: And maybe sometimes I stuck in it just because I was good at it, but it was really draining me in the end.
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  SPEAKER_02: I feel like you had said that you know it's harder to bounce back because sometimes when I was failing, failing, I wasn't seeing that I was learning a lesson.
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  SPEAKER_02: I was taking it as like, oh, I gotta try harder, I gotta try harder instead of learning the lesson.
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  SPEAKER_02: And now I'm gonna be 31 in about a month, two months.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I feel like I can feel the shift of being on the roof, of knowing that, like, hey, I don't have to fit into every single category.
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  SPEAKER_02: I can stand out and be different and shine my light and take all of that I've learned and take it as wisdom.
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  SPEAKER_02: Put it in my briefcase.
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  SPEAKER_02: What do you need for me?
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  SPEAKER_02: I'm gonna pull it out.
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  SPEAKER_02: I'm gonna let you know.
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  SPEAKER_01: Briefcase.
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  SPEAKER_01: I love that.
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  SPEAKER_02: My briefcase.
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  SPEAKER_01: My briefcase, your spiritual briefcase.
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  SPEAKER_01: I mean, that's so cool to me because I've recently had this sort of like theory based on who I've been talking to.
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  SPEAKER_01: The things that you go through the first 30 years have to do with the other line in your profile.
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  SPEAKER_01: So for me, that has to do with relationships.
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  SPEAKER_01: For you, it has to do with like natural talents, what you're good at.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's called the hermit because you are meant to retreat and be creative, but also you are the natural.
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  SPEAKER_01: So when you were just talking about how you're going through and like trying different things and and needing to be, you know, none of them really feel like the right one, or they, you know, some of them do, but like if they fail, it hurts extra.
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  SPEAKER_01: You know, that's how I feel about the relationships with anybody I formed, with friends, with family, with, with, with whoever.
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  SPEAKER_01: I've learned a lot about how to, who to to to be in relationships with and how belonging feels.
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  SPEAKER_01: And like that's where my focus is.
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  SPEAKER_01: But you're talking about, and I think it lines up beautifully with what you do, purpose and your role in this lifetime and what you're here to create and to give.
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  SPEAKER_02: I love that.
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  SPEAKER_02: Is that right?
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  SPEAKER_02: Is that yeah, oh, absolutely.
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  SPEAKER_02: I can I can see that because again, with trying everything or trying the things that I thought I'd be good at.
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  SPEAKER_02: I think that I've taken what I was good at in those and kind of took it into my own container.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I took a little bit of everything and made it my own unique thing, not to follow one line exactly, but to take it all and kind of put it under this umbrella and use it all to my power, to knowing.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: I mean, there's a difference between, so you're a generator, a pure generator, which means that you your your first of all, your intuition comes through your gut, but second of all, that you are here to go deep into areas.
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  SPEAKER_01: And what you said, I can see being confusing for people who are just learning human design.
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  SPEAKER_01: There's manifesting generators who are a type of generator who are very spread out and trying all the different and doing all the different things.
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  SPEAKER_01: Whereas I want what I'm hearing in what you're saying and what I want to share with with others is you can be have a lot of things that you love to do as a generator.
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  SPEAKER_01: But the idea in each of these is to dive in, to go deeper, to go deep and and broad and really root yourself in those things that you love, and to continue to do that over and over and to shine brighter and brighter.
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  SPEAKER_01: So you become this beacon for other people who are drawn to you so that you can share your knowledge and respond to that, you know, share, share your gifts that way.
• 11:43
  SPEAKER_01: I also was noticing on your forum, you were talking about like something you've always wondered being how can what I think like why is what I'm talking about so interesting?
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  SPEAKER_01: Can you go into that?
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  SPEAKER_01: What did I write?
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  SPEAKER_01: How I know the things I know could be this interesting.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I feel that a lot of the things that I've learned in life is to teach others how to overcome the things that they're going through.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I've kind of gone through a little bit of everything, and I'm not exaggerating exaggerating when I say that.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I think that our mindset has a lot to do with what we bring into this world, the magic that we bring into this world.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I feel that the things that I I just know the things that I know.
• 12:36
  SPEAKER_02: Okay, for instance, I was gonna make a course, and every time I was sitting down to my computer, I kept getting no, not right now.
• 12:42
  SPEAKER_02: No, not right now.
• 12:43
  SPEAKER_02: I was trusting my inner knowing, and my whole course came to be an app instead of a course.
• 12:48
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
• 12:48
  SPEAKER_02: And I feel that there's a lot of times where I just know things.
• 12:52
  SPEAKER_02: Like my daughter was missing a shirt, and I'm like, oh, it's on the right side of your dresser in the bottom underneath your blankets.
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  SPEAKER_02: And she goes there and she's like, Mom, how did you know that?
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  SPEAKER_02: Another time Mark was missing a credit card, and I'm like, oh, it's behind the dryer.
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  SPEAKER_02: No idea if I'm actually right on the things that I'm getting, but I am majority of the time.
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  SPEAKER_02: I guess very psychic, but I under, I get these hits from people when I'm healing their hearts that I typically wouldn't know, but I know.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I feel like that energy heals them because for once they're seen for who they are and they're almost getting validated within their own energy field of wow, she sees me.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I don't know if in human design it kind of shows like why this is, like how I carry this wisdom to know what I know, like I know, because every single person is so different.
• 13:42
  SPEAKER_02: That's I don't have a coaching container that is one fits all.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's literally so different from each single person.
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  SPEAKER_02: But I feel like I can I hold this energy to be able to inspire them in the way that they need to be inspired, if that makes sense.
• 14:02
  SPEAKER_01: It does totally make sense.
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  SPEAKER_01: So what I hear in human design, and that I think there's a lot of things in that, and I think we could label them however we want to, and some some labels I think are very helpful and some are just like arbitrary.
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  SPEAKER_01: But what I really hear and want to tease out is this natural part of your two line.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I think also a big part of what you mentioned is overcoming and knowing how to move through some real struggles.
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  SPEAKER_01: And that's the signature of a natural, which is something actually it's interesting that you're asking this question because the it's the second line in your profile, and that line is more.
• 14:43
  SPEAKER_01: I'll I'll give you the root of it.
• 14:46
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, yeah, you're gonna okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: So you've got these two sides, they're two full sets of astrology.
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  SPEAKER_01: The the red side is your design side.
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  SPEAKER_01: So in traditional human design, the comparison is this is the car that you're driving.
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  SPEAKER_01: And the personality side is the driver.
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  SPEAKER_01: So, and in your profile, the personality side is the first number, and the design side, the car side is the second one.
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  SPEAKER_01: What's less familiar to you than the driver because you are the driver.
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  SPEAKER_01: So this two-line energy is which is the natural, which is the this the classic thing, is like, I don't know, I just do it, I just figure it out when when talking about something that people are like, you're really good at this, you know, and you're and you're just like, I don't know, I just I I just I do it.
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  SPEAKER_01: That is on your unconscious, on your car, on your design side.
• 15:40
  SPEAKER_01: So it's it's a really good example that you're asking about it because you're not as aware of it, and it's a I think it's called a projected line or so it what it means is others need to recognize it.
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  SPEAKER_01: So the things that you're really good at, the awareness of that for you comes through other people because you're just so good at them that you don't even realize it.
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  SPEAKER_01: It kind of is one of those beautiful things in human design where it shows that we need each other.
• 16:06
  SPEAKER_02: Oh, I love that.
• 16:07
  SPEAKER_02: I love that.
• 16:07
  SPEAKER_02: So through the voice of others, it it makes me more aware of it by correct.
• 16:12
  SPEAKER_02: Oh, I love that.
• 16:13
  SPEAKER_02: Okay, that makes sense.
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  SPEAKER_02: I love that.
• 16:14
  SPEAKER_02: That's so interesting.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 16:16
  SPEAKER_01: Well, and it's it's always been a part of you.
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  SPEAKER_01: And what I think, as a six-line, what we are trying to do is to embody the truest version of ourselves.
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  SPEAKER_01: And it makes sense to me that this two-line quality, which is also the theme, probably of that zero through 30, you're taking that on and trying to learn as much as you can about it, but you need other people.
• 16:36
  SPEAKER_01: So you probably a lot of your experiences had to do with like trying things and other people were involved somehow.
• 16:43
  SPEAKER_01: Do you know what I'm saying?
• 16:44
  SPEAKER_02: I could see that.
• 16:45
  SPEAKER_02: I could see that.
• 16:45
  SPEAKER_02: I mean, for a part of my life right out of high school, I started working on the pipeline because my uncle Dave was like, Oh, you need to, you need to be a union worker, you need to do this.
• 16:54
  SPEAKER_02: I didn't want to do that.
• 16:56
  SPEAKER_02: But I was six weeks gone, one week home.
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  SPEAKER_02: It was totally out of alignment for me.
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  SPEAKER_02: I still pushed through.
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  SPEAKER_02: Actually, I ended up getting pregnant with McKinsey with Mark.
• 17:06
  SPEAKER_02: And luckily, I didn't have to do that job anymore.
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  SPEAKER_02: But there's so many places in my life where I guess I did think that what other people told me I had to do, I had to try, right?
• 17:18
  SPEAKER_02: I had I had to try it.
• 17:20
  SPEAKER_02: If they're telling me I have to try it, I have to try it.
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  SPEAKER_01: Or you'd be good at it.
• 17:24
  SPEAKER_02: That's it.
• 17:24
  SPEAKER_02: That's it.
• 17:25
  SPEAKER_02: I would be good at it.
• 17:26
  SPEAKER_02: I would be good at it.
• 17:27
  SPEAKER_02: It would, yeah.
• 17:28
  SPEAKER_02: So I would trial and error, trial and error.
• 17:30
  SPEAKER_02: And even if I didn't like it, I would still push forward and do it because I would be good at it.
• 17:35
  SPEAKER_02: It would, that would, that word would sink in me.
• 17:38
  SPEAKER_02: And oh, I'm good at it, so why wouldn't I be doing it?
• 17:41
  SPEAKER_02: Mind you, working on the pipeline.
• 17:42
  SPEAKER_02: I was, I'm a hard worker, I'm disciplined, yeah.
• 17:45
  SPEAKER_02: But I believe you could do that shit.
• 17:47
  SPEAKER_02: I totally believe you could do that.
• 17:48
  SPEAKER_02: What was I thinking?
• 17:50
  SPEAKER_01: Well speaking.
• 17:51
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, it makes sense.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I love learning about this because it is so, as you're speaking clear, as a generator, your gift in the world is to do what you love and to share that life force energy that you are a guardian of with other people at your discretion, with the world doing what lights you up.
• 18:11
  SPEAKER_01: But you've also got this line that is unnatural that people need to inform you what you're what you won't be able to see your natural talents as well as uh other people telling you because it's just so it feels so innate to you.
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  SPEAKER_01: And you're also in this sixth line where you're trying to figure out the highest expression of yourself.
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  SPEAKER_01: Which is right, which which leads to this first 30 years.
• 18:32
  SPEAKER_01: It's interesting.
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  SPEAKER_01: I I wonder, I'm trying to compare it to mine as a projector going through a six-line experience.
• 18:40
  SPEAKER_01: Like if if mine had to do more with perspective, I don't, I don't know.
• 18:45
  SPEAKER_01: I'll have to think more about that and think about if maybe as a generator it has to do more with what you're doing and what you're good at because you want to do that.
• 18:52
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 18:53
  SPEAKER_02: Even recently, I mean, on my website, I don't know.
• 18:55
  SPEAKER_02: I used to have a ton of services.
• 18:57
  SPEAKER_02: Oh, I was good at divination readings, I'm gonna put that on there.
• 18:59
  SPEAKER_02: I'm good at higher self-readings, I'm gonna put that on there.
• 19:02
  SPEAKER_02: I'm good at QA's, I'm gonna put that on.
• 19:04
  SPEAKER_02: I had so many services, and just last month, I'm like, this isn't why am I doing this?
• 19:11
  SPEAKER_02: I have so many different funnels.
• 19:12
  SPEAKER_02: So I got rid of all my little mini services.
• 19:15
  SPEAKER_02: I only do heart restoration sessions, coaching, and my app now and my podcast.
• 19:19
  SPEAKER_02: But I I'm like, none of that was actually served, it was serving the people, but it wasn't serving me.
• 19:25
  SPEAKER_02: And I feel like it was almost draining my energy sometimes.
• 19:28
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my god.
• 19:29
  SPEAKER_01: All right, pause.
• 19:30
  SPEAKER_01: That is the most beautiful expression of generator of your design.
• 19:34
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, okay yes.
• 19:36
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 19:37
  SPEAKER_01: So I mean, your whole intuition and the whole point of human design is to tap into who you are on a soul level, how your energy works, and knowing that being in alignment with that energy is how you are going to be best aligned with the whole world.
• 19:55
  SPEAKER_01: And the biggest conditioning for generators is for, I mean, this is one of the oldest types, is like people would see your light and be like, point it this way, use it this way.
• 20:05
  SPEAKER_01: And we've constructed a social reality where we are using our minds and not our bodies to make decisions.
• 20:13
  SPEAKER_01: And so the biggest conditioning is like, well, you should, because it's the polite thing to do.
• 20:19
  SPEAKER_01: And and your gut's like, uh, or no, but you're doing it anyway, you're pushing through, as you were saying, because it's helping other people.
• 20:29
  SPEAKER_01: We'll get into that in a second, but it's not helping you.
• 20:33
  SPEAKER_01: And what you've sort of uh stepped into is what I'm hearing, is now uh this is where uh you're done uh feeling like you you are in service of other people, but you know that you have to do it in a way that is that feels good to you.
• 20:48
  SPEAKER_02: Exactly.
• 20:49
  SPEAKER_02: Exactly 1000%.
• 20:51
  SPEAKER_02: And I've really taken this last year to focus on that, to be like, what is what is filling my cup and what's draining it?
• 20:59
  SPEAKER_02: And and how can I pull back in the places that are draining it or change my perspective if that's what's needed, because sometimes that's what's needed, but how can I make sure that my cup is as full as I can possibly make it?
• 21:13
  SPEAKER_02: Not worrying about everything and everyone else, but me, because I feel like when my cup is full, everyone else is as full.
• 21:22
  SPEAKER_02: It's like the ace of cups, you know?
• 21:24
  SPEAKER_02: It's that's enough for everyone.
• 21:26
  SPEAKER_02: But when my cup is drained, it's like depleted.
• 21:30
  SPEAKER_02: And I I I can't, I cannot do life that way anymore.
• 21:34
  SPEAKER_02: And I've really been so firm on this boundary of of pulling back my energy.
• 21:39
  SPEAKER_02: Like, yes, I've done so many different things and been a part of so many different things, but it's all been for that other person or that other, that other or what vision they they saw me as.
• 21:50
  SPEAKER_02: And now that I can pull back and be who I want to be for who I am, it's a whole different ballgame.
• 21:56
  SPEAKER_02: It's a whole different ballgame.
• 21:57
  SPEAKER_02: And I'm so grateful for everything.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_02: That I've been through and all everything I've learned because I feel like now I'm and I'm I'm still so young.
• 22:07
  SPEAKER_02: That's the yeah the beautiful thing because there's only more that I'm gonna be learning, but I'm like, I'm finally at this place where it's like I can breathe.
• 22:14
  SPEAKER_02: I'm not underwater anymore.
• 22:16
  SPEAKER_02: I'm floating on top of the water and I'm okay.
• 22:19
  SPEAKER_00: You're on the roof.
• 22:20
  SPEAKER_00: You're on the roof.
• 22:21
  SPEAKER_02: Yes, I'm on the roof.
• 22:22
  SPEAKER_02: I'm not sending out an SOS.
• 22:24
  SPEAKER_02: I like it here.
• 22:28
  SPEAKER_01: So let me unpack this from a human design perspective because I think it might be helpful.
• 22:33
  SPEAKER_01: Because your purpose, as it's written in your chart, ties together this, it's part of the what's called a tribal circuit, which means it has to do with survival and survival of the tribe and like practicality.
• 22:47
  SPEAKER_01: And it also meets with like compassion.
• 22:51
  SPEAKER_01: So I was actually, I just got a book, I'll shout it out.
• 22:54
  SPEAKER_01: It's called The Incarnation Cross Guide of Purpose Archetypes, and it's by Brynah Magnuson.
• 23:02
  SPEAKER_01: So the cross is this cross, which is like your purpose, is the union of addressing the brief basic wants of survival with purpose and caring.
• 23:12
  SPEAKER_01: So, and this the channel, the 5027 that you have that connects here, this is like if these, if the emotional center and the spleen are like ovaries and this the sacral is like the womb, this is the nurturing, this is the mother side.
• 23:29
  SPEAKER_01: So your purpose is very tied into the service of others.
• 23:35
  SPEAKER_01: The how of that purpose is not through self-sacrifice, which is what we've been taught.
• 23:42
  SPEAKER_01: It's through self-empowerment and being true to who you are and knowing as a mother, which I know is a huge part of your identity, as like, you know, and as a metaphorical, as a, you know, whatever, you're the guardian of this life force energy that you've been given.
• 24:01
  SPEAKER_01: And so part of your purpose is in nurturing others, but it has to be your way, it has to be in service of you.
• 24:10
  SPEAKER_01: It's called the channel of preservation.
• 24:12
  SPEAKER_01: So within you, this is my software from bodygraph.com.
• 24:16
  SPEAKER_01: Within you, care, selflessness, and compassion are united to support others.
• 24:20
  SPEAKER_01: You must first take care of yourself.
• 24:24
  unknown: Yeah.
• 24:24
  SPEAKER_01: Um alignment.
• 24:27
  SPEAKER_01: You advocate for and shape the values of your community, right?
• 24:31
  unknown: Yeah.
• 24:32
  SPEAKER_01: Also have a trustworthy aura.
• 24:33
  SPEAKER_01: Therefore, people instinctively rely on your assistance.
• 24:37
  SPEAKER_01: And because you're a two-line, they're going to also point out what you would be good at.
• 24:41
  SPEAKER_01: And because you're a generator, they're also going to see your shiny light and have all the different ways for you to use it, all the different ideas.
• 24:49
  SPEAKER_01: The importance is coming it back into yourself and being true to that gut, that yes, no, that like it's a you basically have this.
• 25:00
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so you were talking about your cup being full.
• 25:03
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 25:03
  SPEAKER_01: So you wake up every morning.
• 25:04
  SPEAKER_01: I the way that I tell generators about their energy is you wake up every morning with like this pilot light, this little bonfire, it's a little kindling, and it's going.
• 25:12
  SPEAKER_01: It's like a it's like a battery for a cell phone.
• 25:15
  SPEAKER_01: And your job is to burn this pile of things that you love, things to like things to do that you love.
• 25:21
  SPEAKER_01: Use your energy doing what you love.
• 25:23
  SPEAKER_01: And the more you say yes to the things that you love and you say no to the things that are feel like a no to your gut, like your gut will tell you every time.
• 25:31
  SPEAKER_01: Things will come to you as a generator.
• 25:33
  SPEAKER_01: You're not, you're not initiating.
• 25:35
  SPEAKER_02: I have a very strong gut.
• 25:37
  SPEAKER_02: I have a very strong, like yes or no, very strong yes or no.
• 25:40
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, because that's that's where your intuition is embodied.
• 25:43
  SPEAKER_01: That's where it comes through in a human design sense.
• 25:45
  SPEAKER_01: So you have this kindling, and then you it as you do things that are in alignment, you can burn through all of this wood and it becomes this giant bonfire.
• 25:55
  SPEAKER_01: At the end of the day, you feel really satisfied.
• 25:58
  SPEAKER_01: And then you wake up, you just want to do it again.
• 26:01
  SPEAKER_01: If you are not filling your cup, of course, you're using like a liquid analogy and I'm using a fire analogy.
• 26:08
  SPEAKER_01: But if you are not filling your, you know, right, exactly.
• 26:11
  SPEAKER_01: So I say it's like pouring a cup of water on your fire.
• 26:14
  SPEAKER_01: If you do things that are out of alignment or that don't let you up, or you're using your energy that way, it's not going to completely diminish your fire unless you just start doing it in the morning, and then that's all you do.
• 26:23
  SPEAKER_01: And then you're frustrated by noon.
• 26:25
  SPEAKER_01: But if you are out of alignment, it's going to, it's going to limit what you can burn because you're going to be recovering from the cup of water you just poured on it.
• 26:35
  SPEAKER_01: And at the end of the day, you're not going to have done all the things that you could have done, all the logs you could have burned.
• 26:42
  SPEAKER_01: And it's going to feel very frustrating for you.
• 26:45
  SPEAKER_01: And that's your sign you're out of alignment.
• 26:47
  SPEAKER_01: You've that's how generators burn out so quickly.
• 26:50
  SPEAKER_01: Like if you can imagine going to a pipeline in the morning, immediately no.
• 26:57
  SPEAKER_01: Immediately.
• 26:58
  SPEAKER_01: Like your poor little pilot light.
• 27:01
  SPEAKER_02: Like, I know it not to mention I literally had to dress like a man, not that that matters, but to to protect myself, I had to literally dress like a a male in a man-dominated field.
• 27:13
  SPEAKER_02: So it was a no on top of a no on top of a no.
• 27:16
  SPEAKER_01: You just didn't feel like yourself.
• 27:18
  SPEAKER_02: No, not at all.
• 27:19
  SPEAKER_02: Not at all.
• 27:19
  SPEAKER_02: Interesting.
• 27:20
  SPEAKER_02: Poor little 18-year-old Autumn.
• 27:22
  SPEAKER_01: I believe it though.
• 27:24
  SPEAKER_01: I can see you.
• 27:25
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, you are such a I hate when people say like strong, because you don't want to be strong when you are strong.
• 27:33
  SPEAKER_01: But you like you are such a goddess.
• 27:38
  SPEAKER_01: You are such like a grounded, present walk through fire, don't care, walk over coals kind of person.
• 27:47
  SPEAKER_01: And so I can see you going through this and being like, yep, I'm just gonna keep going.
• 27:52
  SPEAKER_01: But you probably felt very frustrated.
• 27:55
  SPEAKER_02: Oh, absolutely.
• 27:56
  SPEAKER_02: Absolutely.
• 27:57
  SPEAKER_02: I think I think every day of my life, I felt a out of alignment from that until my best friend passed away and I started hearing from him on the other side.
• 28:05
  SPEAKER_02: So when I started hearing from him on the other side, it sparked this inner autumn that's always existed.
• 28:12
  SPEAKER_02: And when I started bringing her back out, oh my goodness, my life changed.
• 28:17
  SPEAKER_02: I my life changed so incredibly much.
• 28:20
  SPEAKER_01: And he just came back in and was dancing around and was being like, see, I told you she, I knew she'd mention me.
• 28:25
  SPEAKER_01: Like, right.
• 28:26
  SPEAKER_01: Of course.
• 28:27
  SPEAKER_01: He's like, he's like, you're damn right.
• 28:29
  SPEAKER_01: You're damn right.
• 28:31
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I I know this about you, but I completely forgot his energy just came right back and was like, see, I mean, he's goofy.
• 28:38
  SPEAKER_01: He's like, Oh, come on, let me get it.
• 28:39
  SPEAKER_01: Bow down.
• 28:40
  SPEAKER_01: No, I'm just kidding.
• 28:41
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 28:41
  SPEAKER_01: That's exactly the energy was like, I mean, I'm not saying, but I'm just saying.
• 28:45
  SPEAKER_02: Exactly.
• 28:46
  SPEAKER_01: It's every time we talk.
• 28:47
  SPEAKER_01: God bless him.
• 28:48
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 28:49
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, he's like, yes, absolutely, keep blessing me.
• 28:56
  SPEAKER_01: That is him.
• 28:57
  SPEAKER_01: That is him.
• 28:58
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, like the he the song that I'm getting is rain on me, rain, rain, rain on me.
• 29:03
  SPEAKER_02: And he's like, I love that.
• 29:07
  SPEAKER_01: But anyway, so we were talking about so this purpose.
• 29:10
  SPEAKER_01: So your purpose, in fact, is of service.
• 29:15
  SPEAKER_01: It's just the the evolution of that is realizing that you don't have to try to do that.
• 29:22
  SPEAKER_01: You don't have to make an effort pushed through the gut.
• 29:26
  SPEAKER_01: You naturally are born and set up to be of service just by doing and being who you are meant to be and doing what lights you up.
• 29:33
  SPEAKER_01: That's the gift.
• 29:34
  unknown: I love that.
• 29:35
  SPEAKER_02: I love that.
• 29:36
  SPEAKER_02: And that kind of aligns with my app, What Finds You.
• 29:38
  SPEAKER_02: I mean, yes, service.
• 29:39
  SPEAKER_02: Talk about it.
• 29:40
  SPEAKER_02: So the What Finds You app is every single person here on Earth has their own unique universal language that they hold within them.
• 29:49
  SPEAKER_02: And I feel like we're so quick to put ourselves in a box when we go to Google search to try to make it fit.
• 29:55
  SPEAKER_02: Google search is great with signs, don't get me wrong, but you know, like you know, there's just something deeper there.
• 30:00
  SPEAKER_02: And it's like, uh, it works, but I know it's something else.
• 30:03
  SPEAKER_02: I know there's something deeper.
• 30:05
  SPEAKER_02: So my app, you when a sign finds you, or when you are asking for a sign, because I totally believe in asking for signs too.
• 30:13
  SPEAKER_02: When a sign finds you, you can log it into the app, into the database, and you you go deeper into the questions of what you're feeling.
• 30:20
  SPEAKER_02: What time was it?
• 30:22
  SPEAKER_02: And then you can reflect on it.
• 30:23
  SPEAKER_02: What came after you saw the sign, like later that day or later that night, and my database actually recognizes patterns.
• 30:30
  SPEAKER_02: So maybe you're seeing a dime at 322 every single day, and you're not realizing the time, you're just realizing the dime.
• 30:37
  SPEAKER_02: And then that there's that deeper meaning that can go there.
• 30:39
  SPEAKER_02: Maybe you're always faced with a decision and you don't know if you're making the right decision, but you always see that dragonfly, and it's catching your conscious awareness because anything that catches your conscious awareness is for you.
• 30:51
  SPEAKER_02: Anything that catches your conscious awareness is for you.
• 30:56
  SPEAKER_02: And so everyone's so quick to journal, or I'll write that sign down later.
• 31:00
  SPEAKER_02: Why not make it an app?
• 31:01
  SPEAKER_02: We always have our phones in our hands.
• 31:03
  SPEAKER_02: We can document it now, fill it in later, and then start recognizing the patterns because every single person has their own universal language.
• 31:10
  SPEAKER_02: And through this app, What Finds You, you can begin to one, trust your intuition.
• 31:15
  SPEAKER_02: It brings you back into the present moment more because you're being more aware of the signs that are coming in.
• 31:20
  SPEAKER_02: I have an AI agent on there named Sage that is very skilled in understanding that she is not there to give you the answers, but for you to question your intuition, to strengthen your own intuition, to dive deeper and trust yourself.
• 31:36
  SPEAKER_02: So to build on your own intuition of trust through the signs that you're receiving.
• 31:40
  SPEAKER_02: But all in all, it is phenomenal.
• 31:42
  SPEAKER_02: And I thought the app was going to be a course.
• 31:44
  SPEAKER_02: I thought the app was going to be a course for the people, but I turned it into an app.
• 31:48
  SPEAKER_02: There's also a place on there that goes over all of the archangels, each and every archangel that are on your team, how you can decipher what is what on your team, who's on your team.
• 31:58
  SPEAKER_02: But I'm I'm a people's person.
• 32:00
  SPEAKER_02: So say that you use my app and you're like, oh, I got my journal.
• 32:03
  SPEAKER_02: I understand it now.
• 32:04
  SPEAKER_02: I don't think I need the app.
• 32:06
  SPEAKER_02: I can really dig in deeper.
• 32:07
  SPEAKER_02: You can print or download the PDF file.
• 32:10
  SPEAKER_02: So it's not like you have to stay connected to the app to keep your journal, like most apps do, right?
• 32:15
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
• 32:16
  SPEAKER_02: You can take what you learn, download it on your phone, and continue to grow it.
• 32:20
  SPEAKER_02: So the app is a tool for you to learn.
• 32:24
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 32:24
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, what Spears has said to me about AI is that it's an assistant, not an advisor.
• 32:29
  SPEAKER_01: So, you know, we both were in Julie Jansis's Angel Reiki school.
• 32:33
  SPEAKER_01: We we were told, and I think just in conventional mediumship, there is something that in like really conventional mediumship is called like a symbol library, where we you work with spirit.
• 32:46
  SPEAKER_01: Basically, it's an energetic language.
• 32:49
  SPEAKER_01: And what when you're a medium, what's happening is they are working through what you have, the language, the tools, like for me, it's human design, like what you have, what you've studied.
• 33:00
  SPEAKER_01: And they are giving that message through you to the sitter, to the person that you're working with, and getting as close as possible to what they have in their perspective, because it's not a language, like you were saying, it's not like cardinals mean the same thing to everybody.
• 33:18
  SPEAKER_01: It can't, but it can be comforting to have conventional places to start, right?
• 33:24
  SPEAKER_01: So that you can iterate from that.
• 33:26
  SPEAKER_01: But what you're doing, and if this is not even in medium terms, because the idea for that is that's where you see Teresa Caputo be like, when I see leather jackets, it means this.
• 33:36
  SPEAKER_01: That's what when as you're as a medium, that's what you're trying to do is create, like basically humanize your energetic language with the universe.
• 33:44
  SPEAKER_01: But what you are doing is empowering individual people to understand the signs that they're receiving through putting it using the technology that we have to analyze and to be an assistant to be like, oh, I got that.
• 34:00
  SPEAKER_01: I'll write that down for you, and then give you the notes at the end of the week.
• 34:03
  SPEAKER_01: Exactly.
• 34:04
  SPEAKER_01: Exactly.
• 34:05
  SPEAKER_02: And I mean, who's to say if someone's documenting their their journeys long enough that they when they see a cardinal, hey, I have to make a choice and I made the right choice.
• 34:15
  SPEAKER_02: So when you're this, when you're channeling for that other person, say that you have everyone is intuitive.
• 34:21
  SPEAKER_02: I feel like everyone has mediumistic abilities, right?
• 34:24
  SPEAKER_02: When you're sitting across from someone and you keep seeing a cardinal, hey, a loved one on the other side is wanting you to know that you made the right choice.
• 34:30
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 34:30
  SPEAKER_02: That's just how it's gonna work.
• 34:32
  SPEAKER_02: That's my intention of the app.
• 34:34
  SPEAKER_02: But for every single person, it could be completely different.
• 34:36
  SPEAKER_02: Hey, this red cardinal meant joy, inspiration, inspired.
• 34:39
  SPEAKER_02: Hey, take inspired action on your dream, whatever it may be.
• 34:42
  SPEAKER_02: But it's the dialogue that you're creating with yourself because that is the universal dialogue of this entire world.
• 34:49
  SPEAKER_02: And it's so uniquely individual.
• 34:52
  SPEAKER_02: And I think that that is the important piece that a lot of us are missing because we can't continue to try to make it look like everyone else.
• 35:00
  SPEAKER_02: Everyone else.
• 35:01
  SPEAKER_02: We have to make it uniquely our own.
• 35:04
  SPEAKER_02: Because I think that that trust and that inspiration inspires us to show up in the world the way that we need to.
• 35:10
  SPEAKER_02: To trust it, to trust it.
• 35:12
  SPEAKER_02: Yes.
• 35:12
  SPEAKER_01: That's what I love about human design, is it's so objectively created.
• 35:17
  SPEAKER_01: And what you're doing is objectifying the frequency of and and timing of the signs.
• 35:23
  SPEAKER_01: Like it's so objective.
• 35:25
  SPEAKER_01: You couldn't have made that up.
• 35:27
  SPEAKER_01: You couldn't have sort of decided you were going to see something at 315 every day.
• 35:31
  SPEAKER_01: Like, then that pulls credibility for your nervous system that is used to needing the proof, and it's not going to get the proof when it comes to the other side.
• 35:41
  SPEAKER_01: It's faith.
• 35:41
  SPEAKER_01: That's what it is.
• 35:42
  SPEAKER_01: But I feel like so many women in particular are being called to expand their the way that they help others.
• 35:49
  SPEAKER_01: I think what you were just talking about is something I've also separated.
• 35:53
  SPEAKER_01: Like there's a there's a practitioner part of this where people who feel that sort of like pull toward learning to whether you want to be a professional medium or not.
• 36:02
  SPEAKER_01: I work with therapists, I work with community leaders, I work with women who have influence and who have feel like they have to give to others to understand and to feel confident and to step into that and to stop being what they're not.
• 36:15
  SPEAKER_01: And signs are a tool.
• 36:18
  SPEAKER_01: That's a tool to be able to feel more confident.
• 36:21
  unknown: Yeah.
• 36:22
  SPEAKER_02: Even asking for a sign.
• 36:23
  SPEAKER_02: How many of us or you, or I know I'm guilty of this?
• 36:26
  SPEAKER_02: I'll ask for a sign and then I'll receive that sign.
• 36:29
  SPEAKER_02: I'm like, oh my goodness, what was it that I asked for?
• 36:31
  SPEAKER_02: Like, what was what was behind the sign?
• 36:33
  SPEAKER_02: Right.
• 36:33
  SPEAKER_02: And they show you the sign, and you're like, oh my goodness, what did I ask for?
• 36:37
  SPEAKER_02: I forgot.
• 36:37
  SPEAKER_02: So you can document that in the app too.
• 36:39
  SPEAKER_02: Like, ask for a sign.
• 36:40
  SPEAKER_02: I love to ask for signs for validation.
• 36:42
  SPEAKER_02: Even when I was moving, was I needing to pack up?
• 36:44
  SPEAKER_02: Was I needing to save for rent?
• 36:46
  SPEAKER_02: Show me Garfield the Cat.
• 36:47
  SPEAKER_02: Next thing you know, down the highway, I was cut off by a truck and Garfield the cat's bobbing along in the trunk of the truck.
• 36:54
  SPEAKER_02: And I'm just like, oh my, that's great, Spirit.
• 36:56
  SPEAKER_02: That's literally how I'm feeling.
• 36:57
  SPEAKER_02: I'm hanging on by a thread, going 90 miles per hour, but there's Garfield the cat.
• 37:02
  SPEAKER_02: So guess what I knew that I needed to do?
• 37:03
  SPEAKER_02: Go home and pack because I was moving.
• 37:05
  SPEAKER_02: I trust the signs that I receive.
• 37:07
  SPEAKER_02: Totally.
• 37:08
  SPEAKER_01: Can you unpack that?
• 37:09
  SPEAKER_01: Because I think it's important.
• 37:11
  SPEAKER_01: Spirit can't make decisions for us.
• 37:13
  SPEAKER_01: So were you feeling like I mean, that's what I believe.
• 37:17
  SPEAKER_01: Do you believe like no?
• 37:18
  SPEAKER_02: I I absolutely believe that.
• 37:19
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 37:19
  SPEAKER_01: So you would probably were feeling like you needed to pack.
• 37:22
  SPEAKER_01: Is that so?
• 37:23
  SPEAKER_02: I asked Spirit, if I'm needing to pack, please show me Garfield the cat.
• 37:28
  SPEAKER_01: Because you wanted to, you felt like that's what you wanted to do and you wanted to validate.
• 37:32
  SPEAKER_02: It's validation.
• 37:32
  SPEAKER_02: It is validation.
• 37:33
  SPEAKER_02: Okay.
• 37:34
  SPEAKER_02: So again, even recently I was going through a transition where I knew that I needed to leave a place that I loved.
• 37:40
  SPEAKER_02: I'm like, I didn't want to leave this place.
• 37:42
  SPEAKER_02: Show me the validation of a purple penguin if I'm following my intuition.
• 37:46
  SPEAKER_02: Because that's the thing.
• 37:47
  SPEAKER_02: You will have this pull and you will know, like you know that that's the pull and you trust it, but your mind still needs more.
• 37:55
  SPEAKER_02: It still needs more.
• 37:56
  SPEAKER_02: So having that more of turning on the TV and playing the YouTube video that I usually restart from the beginning and seeing that purple penguin come across the screen.
• 38:07
  SPEAKER_02: I'm like, this is the validation.
• 38:08
  SPEAKER_02: I need to act on it now.
• 38:10
  SPEAKER_02: I need to act on it because you have I got validated and I confident.
• 38:13
  SPEAKER_02: I trust myself.
• 38:14
  SPEAKER_02: Yep.
• 38:14
  SPEAKER_02: I need to trust myself and the confidence of it.
• 38:16
  SPEAKER_02: So it's validation.
• 38:18
  SPEAKER_01: They will show up to support you over and over and over.
• 38:21
  SPEAKER_01: They're not going to tell you what to do.
• 38:22
  SPEAKER_01: No, but they will, once you've sort of they will help you, like in terms of what you're saying, I'm feeling insecure here.
• 38:28
  SPEAKER_01: Please help me show me that I'm supported.
• 38:30
  SPEAKER_01: Show me that this is, you know, in alignment because I feel like it is, but my brain's in the way.
• 38:35
  SPEAKER_02: Yep.
• 38:35
  SPEAKER_02: Give me, give me the confidence to take that action step.
• 38:38
  SPEAKER_02: Uh-huh.
• 38:39
  SPEAKER_02: Give me the confidence to take that action step.
• 38:41
  SPEAKER_02: And that's what they do.
• 38:42
  SPEAKER_02: I totally believe that they will not tell you what to do.
• 38:44
  SPEAKER_02: They will not tell you what to do.
• 38:46
  SPEAKER_02: Okay.
• 38:46
  SPEAKER_02: But I know, like I know that if you ask for validation, they will give you that validation.
• 38:52
  SPEAKER_01: A hundred percent.
• 38:53
  SPEAKER_01: In spades, in show up over and over and over again.
• 38:58
  SPEAKER_01: And we can go into a whole thing about science.
• 39:01
  SPEAKER_01: But this, that's why I just I'm so obsessed with this app.
• 39:05
  SPEAKER_01: I'm so excited that it's here because I feel like people need that's that's why I feel like human design can do for people.
• 39:12
  SPEAKER_01: It's just different ways of feeling, getting into your body and knowing that you can trust yourself.
• 39:20
  SPEAKER_02: Exactly.
• 39:21
  SPEAKER_01: That you can trust the things, and even if they don't feel like everybody else's.
• 39:25
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I know like I've got one more thing to read to you.
• 39:28
  SPEAKER_01: I read it earlier.
• 39:29
  SPEAKER_01: I didn't know why I was reading this, but of course, it was about your incarnation cross.
• 39:33
  SPEAKER_01: And we are all here to be completely unique.
• 39:36
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, human design is called the science of differentiation because it's about how you can lean into the things that you've always thought, you know, as human beings, we want to belong.
• 39:46
  SPEAKER_01: So we don't want to be different, but it's about leaning into the things that do make you different because then your puzzle piece can be revealed and you can fit with other people.
• 39:55
  SPEAKER_02: I love that because I do think that that authenticity piece, the more that we can step into our power, we can hold space for people to step into theirs.
• 40:02
  SPEAKER_02: Right.
• 40:02
  SPEAKER_02: So it's not because we're not racial.
• 40:04
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, exactly.
• 40:05
  SPEAKER_02: It's more about coming together as a as a oneness because we realize that we each are uniquely divinely led no matter what, and we each carry our own gifts.
• 40:14
  SPEAKER_02: And yeah, it might not look like we want it to, but it allows us to hold the container for others.
• 40:20
  SPEAKER_01: A hundred percent.
• 40:21
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 40:22
  SPEAKER_01: So this is what I wanted to read to you because it stuck out to me.
• 40:24
  SPEAKER_01: This is from again that book, That Incarnation Cross, the guidebook of purpose archetypes from human design with uh Bringa Magnuson.
• 40:31
  SPEAKER_01: So someone on this cross will be driven to go their own way, and that may look nothing like what you might expect.
• 40:38
  unknown: Yeah.
• 40:39
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, I love that.
• 40:40
  SPEAKER_01: Let me see.
• 40:40
  SPEAKER_01: It will be unique to them.
• 40:42
  SPEAKER_01: It will be doing what they are called to do, glamorous or not.
• 40:46
  SPEAKER_01: If someone in this with this cross of alignment crosses your path, be aware that your purpose and positioning toward your innate being may be highlighted.
• 40:54
  SPEAKER_01: And that's what you help people with.
• 40:57
  SPEAKER_02: That is exactly what I help people with.
• 40:59
  SPEAKER_02: So, what is the cross of alignment?
• 41:00
  SPEAKER_02: That's just what brings you into alignment.
• 41:02
  SPEAKER_02: It's called your incarnation cross.
• 41:04
  SPEAKER_01: No, it's your purpose.
• 41:07
  SPEAKER_01: Oh.
• 41:08
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 41:10
  SPEAKER_01: So, see, like that's what I mean when it's like it's of course of service to others, because we are, when we are ourselves, of service to others.
• 41:18
  SPEAKER_01: Yours has to do with meeting that need to survive, that nurturing that mama bear instinct with compassion and with what did it say, purpose and caring.
• 41:30
  SPEAKER_01: So survival, yes, but also caring for you, caring for others, like that is so woven into who you are.
• 41:38
  SPEAKER_01: It's just not what is meant to lead.
• 41:40
  SPEAKER_01: Your intuition, your knowing, your joy as an as a generator, that's what's meant to lead you.
• 41:47
  SPEAKER_01: And that's what when you get into your 30 to 50, like when you're on the roof, that's what you realize.
• 41:53
  SPEAKER_01: It's like, oh, it's not about other people.
• 41:55
  SPEAKER_01: I wonder if we're all sort of people pleasy six lines in our first 30 years, trying to just figure it out.
• 42:01
  SPEAKER_01: I think outside of ourselves.
• 42:03
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I think so.
• 42:05
  SPEAKER_02: I've realized, I mean, and I'm I'm still just in the beginning, I'm just turning 31.
• 42:10
  SPEAKER_01: I know.
• 42:10
  SPEAKER_02: But yeah, yeah, people pleasing is not something that I can I can live with anymore.
• 42:15
  SPEAKER_02: And I noticed that I mean, not that I want to cut people off because I love everyone so incredibly much.
• 42:22
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, but I've realized that some people expect that people pleaser out of me and they they bring it out of me and they can't accept the change of the person that I am.
• 42:33
  SPEAKER_02: So, you know, boundaries is huge with me right now because it's like, okay, well, if you can't hold me where I am today, I'm gonna wait and see when you can.
• 42:42
  SPEAKER_02: And if you can't, then that might be divinely led, but really just understanding.
• 42:48
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, we talked about people are drawn to you because you've got a trustworthy aura and they're telling you what you're good at.
• 42:55
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, you're good at doing this for me.
• 42:57
  SPEAKER_01: You're good at people pleasing.
• 42:58
  SPEAKER_01: And what you're doing is returning to your own power, returning to your own gut, returning to your own knowing your intuition and trusting that, and just not doing what doesn't let you up, which by the way, is the best thing for everybody.
• 43:11
  SPEAKER_02: It is mic drop.
• 43:13
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 43:15
  SPEAKER_01: It's hard to believe because we've been so conditioned to be selfless, to not think of ourselves, but actually we've come with this divine GPS that is going to lead us exactly where we need to go if we just trust it, we're not gonna be able to see it.
• 43:29
  SPEAKER_01: What Spirit brought in is when I was first doing something the other day, and I guess my parents is the example that it gave me.
• 43:34
  SPEAKER_01: Like, but my dad knows somewhere he will be driving us.
• 43:38
  SPEAKER_01: And then if I'm like, Waze says to go this way, like he's like, I know the way, no, nope, and how do you get there?
• 43:47
  SPEAKER_01: And how do I, you know, and that's your mind being like, I don't see the path there, I don't see it.
• 43:54
  SPEAKER_01: But you're built, it's like having Waze as your you can you can lay that out.
• 44:00
  SPEAKER_01: You can trust yourself and trust it's okay.
• 44:02
  SPEAKER_01: So spirit is saying it's the how.
• 44:04
  SPEAKER_01: So you can feel your purpose and then your brain feels like it needs to see it in order to trust it.
• 44:11
  SPEAKER_01: But when you you can get there faster and easier and with more joy, when you tune tune into that, when you let the how be figured out by what's informing ways, which is real time.
• 44:23
  SPEAKER_01: Oh I wish you could say that again.
• 44:28
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I I'll try.
• 44:29
  SPEAKER_01: I can repeat, maybe I'll just cut and paste this to say it again.
• 44:32
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so Spirit is saying it's the how.
• 44:34
  SPEAKER_01: So you can feel your purpose, and then your brain feels like it needs to see it in order to trust it.
• 44:41
  SPEAKER_01: But when you you can get there faster and easier and with more joy, when you tune tune into that, when you let the how be figured out by what's informing ways, which is real time.
• 44:54
  SPEAKER_01: So you can know your purpose, and then you can like look at a map and see how you can get there, right?
• 45:00
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 45:01
  SPEAKER_01: So you can connect that.
• 45:03
  SPEAKER_01: That's the the divine way.
• 45:04
  SPEAKER_01: Like you download the way or like the the destination, excuse me.
• 45:08
  SPEAKER_01: The destination, right?
• 45:10
  SPEAKER_01: You can also find your way there on a map with your mind.
• 45:14
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, I can see how this would happen.
• 45:15
  SPEAKER_01: And then your body's gonna trust that more because you can see it's on the map.
• 45:19
  SPEAKER_01: It's this is how it's gonna go.
• 45:20
  SPEAKER_01: These are the steps.
• 45:21
  SPEAKER_01: And then when something is closed, or when something and then there's weather, when there's something, you won't know.
• 45:28
  SPEAKER_01: And so then you're stopped there and you have to find a workaround, right?
• 45:32
  SPEAKER_01: But you also have the intuition, which is in this analogy, ways that will give you real-time updates.
• 45:40
  SPEAKER_01: You might not see the how, but if you follow it, it's going to get you there in a way that is quicker, easier with more joy because you're not going to have to get as many roadblocks.
• 45:54
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 45:54
  SPEAKER_02: There, yep, yep.
• 45:55
  SPEAKER_02: No, I got it the first time, but to really process it, I needed to hear it again.
• 45:59
  SPEAKER_02: No.
• 46:00
  SPEAKER_01: Good.
• 46:00
  SPEAKER_01: This is Spirit Works and Metaphors for me.
• 46:02
  SPEAKER_02: It's like I love that.
• 46:04
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 46:05
  SPEAKER_01: Thank you for being here.
• 46:07
  SPEAKER_01: And everybody go and get this.
• 46:09
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, the app is called What Finds You.
• 46:12
  SPEAKER_02: Yes, it's WhatFinds You.app.
• 46:14
  SPEAKER_02: So it's a web browser app.
• 46:15
  SPEAKER_02: You'll have to subscribe on the web browser, but you can add it to your home screen.
• 46:19
  SPEAKER_02: So I am doing a creative way so I can bypass the Apple and Google outrageous fees by making it a web browser app.
• 46:27
  SPEAKER_01: And it lights well, it lights you up too.
• 46:29
  SPEAKER_02: No, it actually does.
• 46:30
  SPEAKER_02: I feel like I like it's a back door.
• 46:31
  SPEAKER_02: It's a backdoor.
• 46:32
  SPEAKER_02: So I mean, yeah.
• 46:33
  SPEAKER_02: What finds you.app, and you will subscribe on the web browser, but there are ways for you to add it to your home screen as an app.
• 46:41
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 46:42
  SPEAKER_01: And then it's awaken with autumn.
• 46:44
  SPEAKER_02: Yep.
• 46:44
  SPEAKER_02: There's a three-day free trial.
• 46:45
  SPEAKER_02: So just quit.
• 46:47
  SPEAKER_01: So just do it.
• 46:47
  SPEAKER_02: I'm telling you, you're gonna love it, but what do you have to lose?
• 46:50
  SPEAKER_02: Just do it.
• 46:50
  SPEAKER_02: And then my website is www.awakenwithAutum.
• 46:54
  SPEAKER_02: I do heart restoration sessions.
• 46:56
  SPEAKER_02: That's medium sessions to help release any sort of energy that maybe you might not be seeing to help you align and step into the highest version of yourself.
• 47:07
  SPEAKER_02: Those are one-hour sessions.
• 47:08
  SPEAKER_02: And then I have coaching packages as well.
• 47:10
  SPEAKER_02: But my coaching packages are one-on-one, very intimate packages.
• 47:13
  SPEAKER_02: So I only allow so many of those at the time.
• 47:15
  SPEAKER_02: And unfortunately, there's a wait list.
• 47:17
  SPEAKER_02: So if you're interested, email me, get on the wait list.
• 47:20
  SPEAKER_02: But if not, I hope to see you at a heart restoration session.
• 47:23
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my God.
• 47:24
  SPEAKER_01: I love you.
• 47:25
  SPEAKER_02: I love you, Carly.
• 47:25
  SPEAKER_02: Thank you for thank you for being here.
• 47:27
  SPEAKER_01: I hope people learned a ton and are go out there and support yourself.
• 47:31
  SPEAKER_01: Like, yeah, I'm saying be the dolphin.
• 47:34
  SPEAKER_01: Projectors, you be the dolphin, and generators, you be the shark.
• 47:38
  SPEAKER_01: But I can't tell you.
• 47:39
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, in my insight, wasn't invited theirs.
• 47:43
  SPEAKER_01: All right.
• 47:44
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 47:45
  SPEAKER_01: Bye, everybody.
• 47:46
  SPEAKER_01: Bye.
• 47:46
  SPEAKER_01: I'll see you later.
• 47:47
  SPEAKER_01: I love you.
• 47:48
  SPEAKER_01: I love you.
• 47:48
  SPEAKER_01: Love you.
• 47:50
  SPEAKER_01: Well, that was fun.
• 47:52
  SPEAKER_01: Thanks for being here.
• 47:53
  SPEAKER_01: If you find yourself wanting to be in the hot seat to know more about your design, to connect to your spirit team so you can feel grounded and confident in who you are.
• 48:01
  SPEAKER_01: Feel free to check out my website, www.humandesignmedium.
• 48:05
  SPEAKER_01: I've got programs, I've got plans, I've got a free design calculator to use when you visit.
• 48:11
  SPEAKER_01: Girl, you are unconditionally loved, supported, and cherished by Spirit.
• 48:15
  SPEAKER_01: You are who and how you're meant to be.
• 48:18
  SPEAKER_01: I'm just here to help you see yourself more clearly.
• 48:22
  SPEAKER_01: How's that for a Midwestern goodbye?