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ABDL - SHALL WE CHANGE THAT DIAPER, LITTLE BOY? · CALL ME MISTRESS

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  Hi, welcome to the latest episode of Mr. Smias Dungeon.
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  I'm your Hostess, Mistress Mia, and today I have Madam Liv.
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  Hey. Hey, Liv.
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  Hi. Good morning.
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  All right, so Miss Liv, you are officially in the dungeon with
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  us. You're with the rest of the
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  girls. Yes, I'm one of the crew.
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  And we had an adult baby the other day.
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  Yes. Yes.
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  So our adult baby, I think he goes on fat as Sir Doofus.
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  Yeah, yeah, something like that. Anyway, he wrote me a
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  questionnaire. And.
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  Nice. Yeah, it's AQA for himself
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  because he didn't have really the courage, I don't think to to
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  get and actually talk about it, you know, to all of our
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  listeners and the adult baby, any type of ABDL is hugely
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  popular with our listeners in the community and that kind of
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  thing. So I always like to talk about
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  it and, you know, bring an episode every so often to the
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  table so we can talk about it. Absolutely.
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  So we can talk about the session, but for now I'm going
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  to read this Q&A. This was all him.
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  He started off. When did your fetish start?
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  He said. I believe when I was about 7.
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  I realized I had an odd fascination with babyish things,
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  most notably diapers. I was always watching cartoons
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  as a kid, and occasionally there'd be an episode where a
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  character was put in some kind of predicament that left them
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  dressed as a baby and humiliated, which stuck with me
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  for some reason. I knew it should be making me
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  laugh, but for an odd part of me I envied them.
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  I wanted to be treated the same way and as I got older I went
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  online a bit more and I found that I wasn't the only one that
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  felt this way. Oh, I love that.
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  Right, so reading stories and seeing art displaying a lot of
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  these things made me blush with embarrassment, my heart race
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  with excitement. I like that.
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  We saw a lot of excitement with him the other day.
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  So second question was why do you feel you have the fetish?
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  Or is it a need for you? He says.
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  I'm not exactly sure where the wires got crossed, but I think
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  it's a culmination of different things.
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  I had trouble with bed wetting until I was 5, so it's likely
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  where the connection with diapers came from.
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  He said he also remembers being very young, possibly 3, and
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  having a babysitter he thought was very beautiful and being the
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  little boy that he was, not knowing what to do with those
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  feelings, which I guess internalized maybe explain my
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  attraction to a female caregiver role.
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  A lot of people assume that to have this fetish some sort of
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  trauma had happened or tragic event, but it's not always the
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  case though for some it can be a trauma.
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  For as dysfunctional as my family could be, I think I had a
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  decent upbringing and never felt like I wasn't loved by them.
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  Usually when I'm in my headspace there's enough cognitive
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  disconnect to where they're never ever on my mind.
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  I view it as a skate and I. Love how aware he is.
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  Yeah, he really is. It's about self-awareness in
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  this. Isn't it?
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  Absolutely. Whether it be for my day-to-day
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  stress, anxiety, depression, or general overthinking, I push it
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  aside and just get lost in the fantasy.
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  I suppose I just yearn for the comfort and sense of security
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  mixed with some of the humiliation and kinkier aspects
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  of the fetish, and it's able to encompass everything I desire.
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  In a way I I guess it's a need for distraction.
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  It's also a good source of ego death when you find yourself
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  sucking on a pacifier in a wet diaper.
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  So. And the last question, he said,
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  there we go. Could you live without ever
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  doing it again? He said, I've wrestled with this
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  part of myself for a long time, so it's hard to say.
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  On one hand, it's hard not to enjoy the kinkier fun of meeting
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  new people, getting to explore it more.
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  But adult baby is extra taboo to most.
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  One assumption is people have that you must be and incest or
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  you know, you're automatically into mommy daddy baby roles.
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  These are just basic dominant and subtitle roles.
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  Subtitles. Now that's what he said.
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  The same as Mr. Master. So forth.
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  No one involved in pet play imagines they're actually having
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  sex with an animal. The same can be said for age
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  play and how all parties know what their roles are.
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  But the main assumption is you must be into children.
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  Well of course that's not the case with me.
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  This could happen with any kink. This was just unfortunately has
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  the qualities that coexist with other things.
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  I've had to block and report so many people affiliated with any
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  of that because they've contacted me via fat.
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  I know that sounds like a lot of mental gymnastics or thou doth
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  protest too much, but I do feel as though this is true for most
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  people. There is healthy and and ethical
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  way to enjoy your kinks and to learn more about them.
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  So tangents aside, he said I didn't ask for it and at times I
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  do wish I could remove this part of me.
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  Wow. As aside from a lot of men
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  generally seem to have an issue with expecting women to be their
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  mothers and not their partner. That I would actually feel
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  guilty if I were to engage in some sort of dynamic with a
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  woman and not tell her completely the truth.
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  But in what little experience I've had in all of this, I've
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  met decent people and it's helped me learn more.
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  As long as we're safe and we play as adults and we all trust
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  each other and we share consent with it, it's OK to make your
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  fantasies into a reality. I love that.
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  Don't you though I. Hate the fact that he was like,
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  I wish I could take this part away from me.
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  Yeah. But I understand.
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  I've been at that point before where you just feel like it's
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  wrong or dirty. But once you realize that
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  there's like, a whole world out there, we're all kind of the
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  same, that it, it makes you feel like at peace with yourself.
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  Yeah. That's what I like about the
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  community. Yeah, it's entirely true.
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  So, you know, just to give kind of like a play by play.
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  So Doofus came into the dungeon. He's so cute.
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  He's so cute, you know, and he comes in, he's in his 20s.
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  He looks like he's 1718, but he comes in, you know, he lays all
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  this stuff out for us. I'm packed his diaper bag.
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  Unpack the diaper bag so he's got a full size glass bottle.
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  The adult pacifier. Yogurt.
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  Yogurt. A spoon, diapers, powder.
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  He had the whole. Work he did.
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  The onesie that he had. Oh yeah, the onesie with the
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  bib, yes. And then, of course, the magic
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  wand, because every baby carries a magic wand in a diaper bag.
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  Well, that baby does. So, so I told you, you know, he
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  and I did a one-on-one and I said look, Liv, I'm gonna, you
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  know, blow on his belly, I'm gonna tickle him.
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  You know, you treat him like you would a 2 year old who's still
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  in diapers and you're gonna have fun with this.
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  You're gonna love it. Mm Hmm.
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  And. You did I.
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  Really liked it. I, I honestly was scared because
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  I didn't know how I would react to it, but it just, it almost
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  felt natural because I, I have kids on my own.
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  So it's like I was really able to like really set into the
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  role. It was nice.
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  So when we first got it all started, I was just like, yeah,
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  so he's undressed now. We you know, he's in his cute
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  little socks. You know we gotta put his
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  diaper. On.
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  Yeah, but this time he wanted to incorporate a butt plug.
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  Yes, he did. He did, yeah.
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  That was kind of. Like the first, I don't know,
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  that's new. Oh.
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  Yeah, that was new. He did for chastity so.
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  That was interesting. I've never used for chastity so
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  it was actually cool just to see it.
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  No, I know, right? I was like, does that hurt?
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  I'm just like looking at him like when he liked it.
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  So I was like, OK. Yeah, you know, a lot of people
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  like the chastity device, but a lot of people can't put them on
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  when they get in because they start getting erect, obviously.
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  I mean, yeah, you're exposed. You're exposed and.
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  That's exciting. The whole thing is exciting for
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  them. But being exposed usually is
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  either shameful or exciting, right?
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  No, no, don't look at me. So you know, he's in this
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  vulnerable state, he's laying out on this Gurney that we have
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  and you're trying to put the chastity on him.
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  You succeed. And he was at first, you know,
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  getting a wrecked. I'm like, slap it, slap his
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  little winky, you know his. Little Winky, Yeah.
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  And you know, we're laughing about it, and it was so fun.
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  It was just so funny. Right.
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  It was like play time. It was play time it.
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  Was play time. And then you diapered him.
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  You put powder in his diaper. It was.
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  It was great. Yeah, we put on his onesie and
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  then I fed him as yogurt. Yes, and then eventually, next
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  thing you know, he's laying in your lap and you're reading him
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  a bedtime story. He was curled up in there.
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  I definitely feel like a little mommy.
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  I was holding his head and. You know.
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  Rub it on his eyebrows like I do for my own children.
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  And I just, I really like soaked into it.
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  I was like, I was feeling for it.
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  I was like, wow, you were, I was, I was in it you.
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  Were and that was the part where I was like OK, I don't want to
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  like interrupt this money time because when.
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  I look down, You're over there in his diaper.
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  I'm like, oh, I didn't know how to take it.
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  Like, I can't play both roles here.
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  I'm like, I'm like. You know, pick and choose.
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  Auntie Neil's like fumbling and playing.
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  Well, he's hard as a rock and I'm just over here trying to rub
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  his face and. I'm taking his chassis device
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  off. Yeah, which?
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  He had soaked his diaper with brick cum.
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  Really. Yes.
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  Yeah. I remember when he came, he came
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  on his mittens. Oh my gosh, that's right, he was
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  wearing. Mittens and he.
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  Came on his. Mittens.
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  Tell the listeners about the mittens.
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  Ah, the, the mittens are like, they're like mittens that are
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  like chained to him. So he can't get his hands out.
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  He can't. Locks on them.
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  It does got a lock on it. It's so creative.
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  I don't. Yeah, it was he.
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  He had his whole he knew what he wanted.
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  Yeah, he did. He knew exactly what he wanted.
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  I like when they're like that. They know exactly what they
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  want. It's so great.
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  Yeah. Then you're not sitting there
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  like we're both like, I don't know what do you want to do?
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  I don't know what do you want to do?
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  Yeah. Because a lot of people come to
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  the dungeon and they think you're Mind Raider.
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  You know, it's crazy, but I did. I really thought that you just
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  just like sunk into that role so well.
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  I did. I feel like with each time it's
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  been, I've been able to pull myself into each scene.
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  It usually takes me a second, but I can pull myself into the
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  scene pretty well. Yeah, yeah, Honestly, it takes
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  skill to do that. You know, I mean 1 You could say
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  it's great acting, but you know, you really don't act when you.
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  Feel for it, feel like it didn't act.
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  No, it wasn't at all. First it was, but then I was
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  able to soak into it and it just became what was happening.
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  Yeah, because you only know each other so well.
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  Yeah, if I do, you know better, you know, I could really play
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  into what he likes and stuff and sound thing because that's what
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  the long term things that you can play with their mind better
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  if you knew their mind, yeah. I, I found that, you know, I've
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  seen a lot of adult babies over the years we've had, we've had
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  different ones that have come in and they, they always have this,
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  you know, great organized diaper bag.
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  I mean, it's a thing for all of them.
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  They really do. We had this one kid and he came
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  in, he wasn't from, from this area.
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  He was here on vacation. And I mean, he just had
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  everything set out. He.
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  Brought his diaper bag on his vacation.
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  Everything, yeah. He, on the other hand, wanted to
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  be. He wanted more humiliation and
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  he wanted to feel more like a girl.
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  And so he had, you know, Princess diapers and a little
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  Princess outfit. But he was a baby, you know.
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  Mm hmm. And it's interesting because
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  we've asked, you know, different ones.
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  Well, how old do you feel? Well, I feel like little doofus,
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  you know, he's like a 2 year old.
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  Mm hmm. You know, he doesn't really talk
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  and. And he just giggles and, yeah,
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  nestles into you. You know he's like a baby.
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  He's a baby. It's so sweet.
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  It's pure. It is pure, isn't it?
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  That's why whenever you're digging in a diaper, it doesn't
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  make it feel like, like, come on, make him appear not pure.
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  What do you think is another part of why he likes it?
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  You know, make him appear not pure.
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  So. Funny, but the best part to me?
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  Afterwards, yeah. The switch, he was able to cut
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  it off. Yeah, it would be like normal.
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  He was like cussing and stuff. I was like.
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  Little boy, that little baby. Like.
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  No, it's not a baby anymore. Yeah, I was expecting it.
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  I didn't, you know, I didn't know what to expect.
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  I didn't know if it was just going to be something that he
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  just was and that he just played into this role or does he become
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  like his age again? Yeah.
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  So it was really cool to see that or experience it in
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  general, because it was my first anyways.
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  Yeah, I'm glad it was him. Definitely when he first started
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  coming to see us, you know, he was still a virgin.
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  You know he's then since at some point lost his virginity to
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  someone. Some penetration, yeah, he said.
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  It was penetration, but they didn't get to do anything.
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  It was just. It made its way in.
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  But, you know, he's such a cool person, he is.
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  And he's so fun to hang out with.
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  You know it's so. Easy.
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  It's easy. Yeah, it's a lot of fun.
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  And I think obviously the more time you'll see him and spend
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  time with him, you know? He's he's the reason why I like
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  this job, but not just him, but just people that are like him.
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  That makes it where it's literally like a fun thing we're
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  playing, you know? It's play time, Yeah.
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  It's why you like this lifestyle.
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  Oh yeah, for sure, yeah. You know the lifestyle.
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  I always talk about Mama Peach. She's a she's, she's a nurse.
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  I don't know if she practices as a nurse any longer, but I do
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  know that she travels the US seeing her clients for strictly
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  adult baby Oh. Cool.
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  Yeah, and she has a huge following.
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  She's on FET as as Mario fan. She's one of my friends.
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  It's Mario fan something. And yeah, her and her husband,
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  they take a lot of cool photos together.
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  They do a lot of cool photo shoots.
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  And he's her adult baby. Oh so.
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  He's AI was going to ask that. Yeah.
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  And then she travels and sees that with other adult babies.
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  Yeah, that's good. I like that.
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  She said that she deals with a lot of veterans specifically
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  well, and that's what we'll talk about on our next episode.
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  We'll talk about some of your other people you've seen in the
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  dungeon, all those interesting things in between.
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  Yeah. For sure, that's going to be an
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  interesting one. All right.
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