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- 0:01SPEAKER_00: Hello, welcome to Moony's Mythic Podcast.
- 0:05SPEAKER_00: This is the late night edition.
- 0:09SPEAKER_00: It's not that late but it's dark and I'm sitting by my hearth,
- 0:14SPEAKER_00: by my fire and I am recording this pod for you in the most gentle and tender way.
- 0:25SPEAKER_00: I'm sitting here with my fire and I am sewing and I'll tell you a little bit as we
- 0:31SPEAKER_00: go along about what I'm sewing.
- 0:34SPEAKER_00: But first of all I'll just tell you about the thread.
- 0:36SPEAKER_00: I've had this thread for a long time.
- 0:38SPEAKER_00: It was woven, it was sheared and it was carded and it was spun by my friend.
- 0:48SPEAKER_00: And I dyed it at Pencoit, which is where I'm doing the storytelling retreat on the 27th of September.
- 0:59SPEAKER_00: Sometimes I gather there with some gorgeous women that I've known for a really long time.
- 1:04SPEAKER_00: And we just decide what it is that we want to do, how we want to spend our time.
- 1:10SPEAKER_00: And one year, I think it was me that suggested it.
- 1:14SPEAKER_00: I said I wanted to dye some wool with natural dyes.
- 1:17SPEAKER_00: So that's what we did.
- 1:19SPEAKER_00: A gorgeous woman called Jane Redpath showed us how to do it.
- 1:24SPEAKER_00: And this particular one.
- 1:27SPEAKER_00: I'm holding in my hand is dyed with madder but I've also got some that's been dyed
- 1:33SPEAKER_00: with metal and this one's been dyed with another root I can't remember what it is
- 1:39SPEAKER_00: but I've got a few here but I've got this nice kind of peachy one and I'm just
- 1:46SPEAKER_00: gonna thread my needle with it now and I'm just in a really soft
- 1:53SPEAKER_00: quiet shanty space so i hope you can join me here in this in this space which is
- 2:02SPEAKER_00: kind of the the twilight of the summer you know we've got it all at the moment
- 2:09SPEAKER_00: we've got these bursts of great and glorious sunshine and we've got this wind
- 2:15SPEAKER_00: coming in and we've got flowers blooming and we've got
- 2:21SPEAKER_00: brown leaves and green leaves and berries.
- 2:25SPEAKER_00: I'm really happy that we've got it all.
- 2:27SPEAKER_00: It just feels like very, very, very rich and very full.
- 2:32SPEAKER_00: I've got vegetables in my garden that are growing.
- 2:35SPEAKER_00: I mean, yeah, you know, mostly courgettes, but I'm loving the courgettes.
- 2:40SPEAKER_00: Let's just call them marrows, shall we?
- 2:42SPEAKER_00: Because they're way,
- 2:44SPEAKER_00: like myself,
- 2:45SPEAKER_00: I have got past the courgette stage long ago and I am a ripe and juicy marrow.
- 2:54SPEAKER_00: And I'm just recording this pod because I'm back from the Oxfordshire Storytelling Festival.
- 3:01SPEAKER_00: And I didn't intend to record it tonight,
- 3:02SPEAKER_00: but I just suddenly had this feeling that I wouldn't give you a kind of authentic
- 3:08SPEAKER_00: transmission if I didn't come and deliver it straight away.
- 3:13SPEAKER_00: So here we are back from the Oxford Storytelling Festival.
- 3:17SPEAKER_00: And I wasn't telling stories, so it's not a story that I'm going to share with you.
- 3:21SPEAKER_00: It's my whole experience of being there.
- 3:25SPEAKER_00: And it's been a long time since I've been to a storytelling festival because I went
- 3:30SPEAKER_00: to one probably 20 years ago and I was very,
- 3:35SPEAKER_00: very excited and I wanted to get my money's worth because I'm a cockney.
- 3:40SPEAKER_00: So I went to see like three storytelling sessions in a row and just had enough after that.
- 3:49SPEAKER_00: I really had.
- 3:49SPEAKER_00: I felt really full up.
- 3:50SPEAKER_00: I felt really sad that...
- 3:54SPEAKER_00: These stories,
- 3:54SPEAKER_00: they were sexist and they were quite dated,
- 3:59SPEAKER_00: I thought,
- 3:59SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 4:00SPEAKER_00: and I know some stories are ancient,
- 4:01SPEAKER_00: but I think it's really our job to,
- 4:05SPEAKER_00: I want something that sings through my whole body.
- 4:08SPEAKER_00: You know, we can tell stories really purely and they do that, whatever the content.
- 4:14SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I was kind of full up and disappointed.
- 4:17SPEAKER_00: And so I think I paid 150 quid for the ticket.
- 4:20SPEAKER_00: I'd seen three storytelling sessions.
- 4:22SPEAKER_00: That was 50 quid a session.
- 4:24SPEAKER_00: Probably expensive.
- 4:26SPEAKER_00: So I have not been back.
- 4:28SPEAKER_00: Not until my very good friend, and not only my very good friend, but her daughter is my goddaughter.
- 4:36SPEAKER_00: My very good friend,
- 4:37SPEAKER_00: Charlotte Mabon,
- 4:39SPEAKER_00: was booked to the Oxford Storytelling Festival to sing medicine songs.
- 4:45SPEAKER_00: And our medicine songs are kind of magical songs, incantations.
- 4:52SPEAKER_00: Songs where you can really feel your own soul.
- 4:55SPEAKER_00: They can be sometimes quite slow.
- 4:58SPEAKER_00: They can be repetitive.
- 5:00SPEAKER_00: But they're sacred and they're very moving.
- 5:04SPEAKER_00: And Charlotte really brought that through at this festival.
- 5:09SPEAKER_00: So I was dead excited.
- 5:11SPEAKER_00: And my goddaughter and her sister were going.
- 5:13SPEAKER_00: So we were going to spend some time together.
- 5:16SPEAKER_00: And I thought, okay, well, I'll just go and I'll follow them.
- 5:19SPEAKER_00: I'll do whatever they want to do.
- 5:22SPEAKER_00: I'll have a lovely time.
- 5:23SPEAKER_00: I've not spent such a long time with them, I think, ever before.
- 5:25SPEAKER_00: So I was really looking forward to that.
- 5:29SPEAKER_00: And I arrived and the place was absolutely beautiful.
- 5:32SPEAKER_00: It's in this place called Waterbury Gardens.
- 5:35SPEAKER_00: And the gardens, they're so thoughtfully created for really one who wants to wander and dream.
- 5:41SPEAKER_00: They are an absolute blessing.
- 5:44SPEAKER_00: And it had this jaw-dropping amphitheatre.
- 5:47SPEAKER_00: I mean, wow.
- 5:49SPEAKER_00: I would love to tell a story in an amphitheatre.
- 5:52SPEAKER_00: I've never told a story in an amphitheatre.
- 5:55SPEAKER_00: And I put in mind of Rowena Cade, who built the Minak in Cornwall.
- 6:02SPEAKER_00: She built it brick by brick.
- 6:03SPEAKER_00: There's a great picture of her sitting in an upturned wheelbarrow.
- 6:07SPEAKER_00: And that made me think about all the women who have built things with their hands.
- 6:14SPEAKER_00: And I'm not so great at really doing things
- 6:19SPEAKER_00: with my hands.
- 6:20SPEAKER_00: I think that's why I get drawn to the story of the Handless Maiden over and over again,
- 6:24SPEAKER_00: kind of as a way to recover and reclaim these arts and crafts with our hands.
- 6:33SPEAKER_00: And it's great to be talking about this as I'm sitting here with you now, making this pouch.
- 6:38SPEAKER_00: So what was the first thing I saw?
- 6:43SPEAKER_00: I can't remember.
- 6:45SPEAKER_00: Oh, yeah.
- 6:47SPEAKER_00: Oh, the first storyteller I saw was a woman called Jenix.
- 6:52SPEAKER_00: I'd met her at breakfast and my goddaughters weren't there yet.
- 6:55SPEAKER_00: So I felt like, oh, I can do whatever I want.
- 6:57SPEAKER_00: And I thought I'd go and see this woman called Jenix because it didn't look like I
- 7:02SPEAKER_00: think it's at age 14 plus or something on her next story.
- 7:05SPEAKER_00: So the kids would be able to come.
- 7:08SPEAKER_00: So I didn't really know what to expect.
- 7:10SPEAKER_00: But I had sat with her at breakfast and she was a really fascinating woman.
- 7:16SPEAKER_00: And we go into the room and there is an altar created in the centre and there's a
- 7:22SPEAKER_00: big bundle in the centre that she told us was her pipe.
- 7:27SPEAKER_00: And there were two pipes either side.
- 7:30SPEAKER_00: One of the pipe bowls, the chanupa they're called.
- 7:34SPEAKER_00: in Native American and she did have a Native American teacher so she talked a lot about that.
- 7:40SPEAKER_00: One of the chenupas was carved in the form of a jaguar and one of the chenupas was
- 7:45SPEAKER_00: carved in the form of an eagle's head and she gave us the jaguar chenupa to hold
- 7:52SPEAKER_00: and to introduce ourselves.
- 7:57SPEAKER_00: So let's just hold our hands like a bowl
- 8:01SPEAKER_00: and just feel the heavy head of the Jaguar resting,
- 8:07SPEAKER_00: resting down in us,
- 8:12SPEAKER_00: seeing if we can evoke what message the Jaguar might have to impart to us.
- 8:23SPEAKER_00: What holding the head of a Jaguar made out of a black stone
- 8:29SPEAKER_00: could be filled with a sacred herb and smoked and prayed over i wonder what that
- 8:38SPEAKER_00: evokes for you i'd love to tell you what it evoked for me but i can't remember so
- 8:45SPEAKER_00: uh trusting whatever you got in that moment was enough
- 8:52SPEAKER_00: So she did that for us and the workshop was gorgeous and I'm going to end with an
- 8:57SPEAKER_00: inspiration that I had from Jenix's workshop and she's coming to Glastonbury in a
- 9:02SPEAKER_00: few weeks time so hopefully she'll come and tell us more about what she does and
- 9:08SPEAKER_00: how she does things.
- 9:11SPEAKER_00: So I finished that workshop and then my goddaughters were there, brilliant.
- 9:15SPEAKER_00: We went to the room and we hung out for a bit and we caught up and they told me
- 9:20SPEAKER_00: that I should really watch The Derry Girls because I would love it and I have been
- 9:24SPEAKER_00: watching it and it's very funny.
- 9:26SPEAKER_00: Thank you, you two, for that.
- 9:28SPEAKER_00: And then we went to see a storyteller called Sonia Sophia and she was telling Welsh tales.
- 9:34SPEAKER_00: She was telling the story of Ceridwyn and Taliesin
- 9:39SPEAKER_00: and Gerardwyn was a great witch and I'm going to open this story I'm going to tell
- 9:44SPEAKER_00: this story when I do my season of the witch stories which is going to be at the
- 9:49SPEAKER_00: beginning of October so you've got to wait a couple of weeks before you hear this
- 9:53SPEAKER_00: story but Sonia's so fierce she had this meditative way of telling a story which
- 10:00SPEAKER_00: made me feel like I was walking the Welsh landscape with her
- 10:05SPEAKER_00: And it made me want to go out and walk and tell and tell and walk stories.
- 10:10SPEAKER_00: It made me want to really know when I'm walking the landscape of a story,
- 10:15SPEAKER_00: really know what hill and what dell,
- 10:19SPEAKER_00: what forest,
- 10:20SPEAKER_00: what exact tree I'm talking about.
- 10:29SPEAKER_00: And during the story,
- 10:31SPEAKER_00: she told us that Keridwyn,
- 10:34SPEAKER_00: in order to create something of a transformative pouch for the boy that she wanted to,
- 10:46SPEAKER_00: that she was initiating,
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: she put him in a pouch of seal skin.
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: And that reminded me that I had some seal skin, that I've got some seal skin, because
- 11:00SPEAKER_00: Once I got a phone call from a vegan friend and she was clearing out her mum's
- 11:07SPEAKER_00: house and she said Sarah there's some fur here can you just come and deal with it
- 11:11SPEAKER_00: for me she didn't want to touch it she didn't want to be involved in it and so
- 11:17SPEAKER_00: there were two jackets and I took one home and I didn't know what fur they were for
- 11:21SPEAKER_00: a long time but I was just cutting the lining out of one of them and it said 100%
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: genuine seal fur inside and I've been wondering about how to honour this seal fur
- 11:37SPEAKER_00: And I have it as a blanket and I dream often with it on top of me when I want to dream about stories.
- 11:45SPEAKER_00: I put it on top of me and sometimes I lend it to other women,
- 11:48SPEAKER_00: other sisters,
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: so that they can dream with it too.
- 11:53SPEAKER_00: It feels like a really precious thing and it feels like something to be shared.
- 11:57SPEAKER_00: She told me when Sonia Sophia was talking about Keridwyn putting...
- 12:05SPEAKER_00: the baby that she had birthed inside a seal skin pouch.
- 12:10SPEAKER_00: I just had this inspiration that I was going to make a seal skin pouch and that it
- 12:15SPEAKER_00: would be something that the people that come to the retreat in Wales at the end of
- 12:21SPEAKER_00: September would be able to use if there was something they wanted to transform.
- 12:26SPEAKER_00: that they could put it inside,
- 12:29SPEAKER_00: either a token or some words or something,
- 12:33SPEAKER_00: that they could put it inside for the weekend.
- 12:36SPEAKER_00: And I thought I would make it by my fire whilst I was talking to you guys,
- 12:42SPEAKER_00: so that it had all of that magic and intention in it,
- 12:46SPEAKER_00: so that's what I'm doing.
- 12:51SPEAKER_00: And whilst I'm making this sealskin pouch and I'm thinking about Sonia Sophia's story,
- 12:57SPEAKER_00: such a meditation,
- 12:59SPEAKER_00: such a welcoming to the land,
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: it reminded me that Rachel May,
- 13:09SPEAKER_00: who set up the storytelling festival that I'd read an interview with her,
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: and she said...
- 13:15SPEAKER_00: that the first time she saw a story,
- 13:18SPEAKER_00: she went to a storytelling event,
- 13:21SPEAKER_00: she felt as though she'd been storied.
- 13:24SPEAKER_00: And that is how I felt this weekend.
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: I felt like I'd been storied.
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: In fact,
- 13:29SPEAKER_00: after I'd listened to a few different people's storytelling and then we went to bed
- 13:33SPEAKER_00: that night and we were all sleeping in the same room,
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: I didn't sleep a wink.
- 13:37SPEAKER_00: I was just having dreams and imaginings and ideas and recapitulations and I was
- 13:43SPEAKER_00: really thinking,
- 13:43SPEAKER_00: yeah,
- 13:44SPEAKER_00: this is what...
- 13:45SPEAKER_00: Storytelling is all about the way that it just gets inside you and deepens inside you.
- 13:51SPEAKER_00: It's so fantastic.
- 13:53SPEAKER_00: And in the morning, I confessed to my goddaughter that I hadn't slept a wink.
- 13:57SPEAKER_00: And she said to me,
- 13:59SPEAKER_00: she said,
- 14:00SPEAKER_00: I wondered,
- 14:01SPEAKER_00: she said,
- 14:01SPEAKER_00: because you were quiet all night and I'd heard that you snored like a groundhog.
- 14:07SPEAKER_00: Which I thought was interesting.
- 14:11SPEAKER_00: So I didn't snore at all that night because I didn't sleep because I was dreaming so much about stories.
- 14:21SPEAKER_00: And I was thinking about stories,
- 14:22SPEAKER_00: they're everywhere,
- 14:23SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 14:24SPEAKER_00: they're films,
- 14:25SPEAKER_00: they're the way that people used,
- 14:27SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 14:27SPEAKER_00: there's lots of marketing and sales things about stories.
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: We're all involved in stories all the time.
- 14:36SPEAKER_00: And the more ancient the stories we tell,
- 14:40SPEAKER_00: I think the more connected to our ancestors we can be,
- 14:44SPEAKER_00: the more we can call upon the wisdom and the magic of the past.
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: So then we went to see Amanda Cortey's story and she was doing something called
- 14:58SPEAKER_00: Three Days of Listening to the Land.
- 15:02SPEAKER_00: three days of listening to the land.
- 15:05SPEAKER_00: So she was asking the land, what story do you wish me to tell?
- 15:09SPEAKER_00: I just love that notion.
- 15:12SPEAKER_00: I just love that notion.
- 15:15SPEAKER_00: What story does the land want us to tell?
- 15:18SPEAKER_00: I want to ask.
- 15:23SPEAKER_00: I want to know.
- 15:23SPEAKER_00: And Amanda must have listened so well and so gorgeously because her storytelling was mighty.
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: It was like
- 15:33SPEAKER_00: She included everything.
- 15:34SPEAKER_00: The children felt more included than in some of the other adult storytelling.
- 15:40SPEAKER_00: She included everything,
- 15:41SPEAKER_00: and I felt in the way that she included everything,
- 15:44SPEAKER_00: and then the story could just get bigger and bigger and bigger because of all that
- 15:49SPEAKER_00: she included.
- 15:51SPEAKER_00: And we were outside for some of the time and we were inside for some of the time
- 15:56SPEAKER_00: and the weather kind of came with us and the weather then became part of the story.
- 16:00SPEAKER_00: It truly was a great experience.
- 16:03SPEAKER_00: I really appreciated that.
- 16:09SPEAKER_00: Sorry,
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: my needle's just really finding it hard to get into this little last bit of
- 16:14SPEAKER_00: sheepskin pouch,
- 16:16SPEAKER_00: seal skin pouch.
- 16:17SPEAKER_00: So I am just pulling it through with all my might before I continue.
- 16:22SPEAKER_00: There we go.
- 16:26SPEAKER_00: And in the amphitheatre on Saturday night, we saw Joe Blake crying.
- 16:33SPEAKER_00: telling a story with this great male dancer.
- 16:37SPEAKER_00: We saw her telling the story of Mary Magdalene.
- 16:41SPEAKER_00: And this was just real.
- 16:43SPEAKER_00: It was brilliant.
- 16:44SPEAKER_00: It was so great.
- 16:45SPEAKER_00: It was so great that like two thirds of the way through, I heard Dolly Parton.
- 16:50SPEAKER_00: I remember Dolly Parton saying once to someone, we're going to get a standing O for this.
- 16:57SPEAKER_00: And she knew that the audience, you could just tell that
- 17:01SPEAKER_00: what they had delivered was worthy of a standing ovation and I really felt that
- 17:04SPEAKER_00: with Joe Blake and I was just like really ready to like jump to my feet at the end
- 17:09SPEAKER_00: because I was so moved by what I'd experienced.
- 17:13SPEAKER_00: And the moment that moved me so much was when Jesus and Mary Magdalene first met.
- 17:22SPEAKER_00: He'd been talking and she could see his throat was dry and she brought him a glass of water
- 17:34SPEAKER_00: And then this guy and this storyteller with this glass of water,
- 17:42SPEAKER_00: their hands touch and they circle around each other.
- 17:47SPEAKER_00: And they say something, first of all her and then in unison, nothing changed.
- 17:52SPEAKER_00: I think they said together and everything changed.
- 18:00SPEAKER_00: And it was profound for me because it was a beautiful moment of storytelling.
- 18:05SPEAKER_00: But also because I just feel like we don't see enough modelled in anything we see
- 18:12SPEAKER_00: people giving each other glasses of water.
- 18:15SPEAKER_00: And I don't think I've ever offered anyone a glass of water.
- 18:17SPEAKER_00: People have asked for it at my house.
- 18:19SPEAKER_00: But I want to just normalise more glasses of water because it's like it's the elixir of life.
- 18:28SPEAKER_00: it is life it is flow it's such magic I remember seeing this film with Ryan
- 18:36SPEAKER_00: Reynolds and someone offers him a glass of water and it moved me because it's
- 18:42SPEAKER_00: usually a product you know it's usually a moment where one of those companies has
- 18:48SPEAKER_00: bought that sponsorship so everyone is drinking that and it's rife everywhere you
- 18:53SPEAKER_00: know drinks companies
- 18:57SPEAKER_00: sponsoring sporting events sponsoring films sponsoring things so that we don't
- 19:02SPEAKER_00: think to go for a glass of water we think to go for their product and it makes
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: money for them and they get our money and we don't get this pure flow through us we
- 19:18SPEAKER_00: don't get this gift from from nature
- 19:26SPEAKER_00: Should that really move me?
- 19:27SPEAKER_00: So if you want to stop, pause this, go and get yourself a glass of water.
- 19:33SPEAKER_00: I'd feel like that was my job done.
- 19:36SPEAKER_00: And yeah, if I could press pause on my thing, I would.
- 19:41SPEAKER_00: But I promise you when I get up from this, I'm going to get myself a glass of water.
- 19:47SPEAKER_00: And now I'm pausing just to lick my wool because it's come out of my needle I need to reach.
- 19:54SPEAKER_00: re uh thread it yeah so i'm leaning towards the fire now to thread it whilst i
- 20:05SPEAKER_00: think about what else i wanted to share with you yeah stories they go so deep in
- 20:15SPEAKER_00: and that's what i've been thinking about for the winter you know what stories are
- 20:18SPEAKER_00: deep in us that um
- 20:21SPEAKER_00: that are working us in a way that we don't want them to, you know.
- 20:26SPEAKER_00: Hans Christian Andersen, his stories are all about, you know, behaving well.
- 20:32SPEAKER_00: If you behave well,
- 20:33SPEAKER_00: if you're a good girl,
- 20:34SPEAKER_00: if you're a maiden,
- 20:34SPEAKER_00: if you're this,
- 20:35SPEAKER_00: if you're that,
- 20:35SPEAKER_00: if you're this,
- 20:36SPEAKER_00: if you're that.
- 20:38SPEAKER_00: And I want us to reclaim those stories, those stories that are kind of already kind of
- 20:44SPEAKER_00: they're poison really, you know, they're poison inside us.
- 20:48SPEAKER_00: I want to retell those stories and reclaim those parts of us.
- 20:52SPEAKER_00: I started doing it a little bit with Snow White and the Seven Dwarves if you have
- 20:56SPEAKER_00: listened to my couple of earlier pods.
- 20:58SPEAKER_00: I think I'm going to do an online group over the winter where we take those stories,
- 21:04SPEAKER_00: we'll kind of gather the group and then see what their childhood stories they
- 21:10SPEAKER_00: remember are and then we'll go through
- 21:12SPEAKER_00: And we'll activate the medicine of those stories rather than going into the stories
- 21:19SPEAKER_00: and reactivating the kind of negative stuff that has been poured and poked into us
- 21:30SPEAKER_00: through these stories.
- 21:31SPEAKER_00: It's time.
- 21:32SPEAKER_00: It's time.
- 21:32SPEAKER_00: It's time.
- 21:33SPEAKER_00: This is the time of our lives.
- 21:35SPEAKER_00: This is the time for us to have the time of our lives.
- 21:39SPEAKER_00: That's what I think.
- 21:42SPEAKER_00: So, yeah, this workshop that I went to with Banks was so good, this storytelling workshop.
- 21:54SPEAKER_00: And there was lots of animals involved.
- 21:56SPEAKER_00: And that was one of the themes was kind of animals of the weekend.
- 22:01SPEAKER_00: So when I went, there was a kind of goddess temple there and there was some animal cards.
- 22:07SPEAKER_00: So I was like, oh, yeah.
- 22:09SPEAKER_00: It's been a real sacred animal weekend.
- 22:12SPEAKER_00: And I was kind of feeling a bit sort of fancying myself a little bit at that moment.
- 22:16SPEAKER_00: You know, I'd already held a jaguar.
- 22:18SPEAKER_00: I'd held an eagle.
- 22:21SPEAKER_00: I picked the card of the spider.
- 22:23SPEAKER_00: I was feeling really sensual.
- 22:26SPEAKER_00: So I picked a card.
- 22:27SPEAKER_00: Anyway, it was an orangutan, which I've got to confess I was a little bit disappointed by.
- 22:32SPEAKER_00: But then I read the medicine of the orangutan, which was...
- 22:38SPEAKER_00: to take my time that the orangutan kind of gets up and eats its breakfast in a
- 22:50SPEAKER_00: leisurely pace i mean this is what the card said i've got no idea about the
- 22:54SPEAKER_00: breakfasting habits of an orangutan uh look at the way it swings with one arm um on
- 23:00SPEAKER_00: a branch and you know just kind of like take it easy and allow things to have their
- 23:04SPEAKER_00: own time so that feels like a pretty good way to enter this part of the pod i'm
- 23:12SPEAKER_00: just gonna take my time so let's just yeah
- 23:17SPEAKER_00: Let's just drop our arms.
- 23:19SPEAKER_00: I'm just dropping my arms for a moment like I'm an orangutan,
- 23:23SPEAKER_00: you know,
- 23:24SPEAKER_00: scraping my knuckles on the ground.
- 23:26SPEAKER_00: And as I've dropped my knuckles onto the ground, I'm just letting my shoulders melt.
- 23:33SPEAKER_00: Just melt over me.
- 23:35SPEAKER_00: Like that, yeah.
- 23:39SPEAKER_00: And reaching one hand up like I've got a branch over the top of me and just swinging a little bit.
- 23:44SPEAKER_00: Oh, yeah.
- 23:46SPEAKER_00: See, that's the beauty of a podcast, not a video.
- 23:48SPEAKER_00: I'm actually doing an impression of an orangutan.
- 23:51SPEAKER_00: I'm really enjoying it.
- 23:53SPEAKER_00: And yeah, you're getting there too, aren't you?
- 23:55SPEAKER_00: Like, oh yeah, your shoulders are really feeling it.
- 23:58SPEAKER_00: But it's no video.
- 24:00SPEAKER_00: So if it was a video, I don't think I could quite get there.
- 24:03SPEAKER_00: I don't think I could quite relax as much as I'm doing now.
- 24:09SPEAKER_00: the um the the big medicine that i got from um genix's workshop was this great
- 24:17SPEAKER_00: meditation she did with us about the spider so she talked about the spider and
- 24:23SPEAKER_00: let's now that we've done our kind of orangutan movements let's um i've got to move
- 24:29SPEAKER_00: that because i've got a dead leg so
- 24:31SPEAKER_00: I'm going to move and imagine I'm just moving my arms out and my legs out like I'm a spider.
- 24:36SPEAKER_00: And then just feeling like I've got extra arms and legs.
- 24:40SPEAKER_00: There we go.
- 24:41SPEAKER_00: So I'm like an actual spider.
- 24:44SPEAKER_00: I'm just feeling that.
- 24:47SPEAKER_00: Eugenics talked about the web.
- 24:49SPEAKER_00: I repeat this or I evoke this in honor of her brilliant holding and and not was a
- 24:58SPEAKER_00: way to copy her medicine I would totally encourage you to find her for yourself
- 25:03SPEAKER_00: she's grounded like grounded like a planet grounded
- 25:12SPEAKER_00: she evoked the web the spider's web and that we all want to imagine that we're all
- 25:19SPEAKER_00: spiders and we all have these webs around us and she invited us to draw up
- 25:30SPEAKER_00: from the ground from the earth from deep in the earth fire fire fire fire fire and
- 25:38SPEAKER_00: from deep up to the stars I know we've done this a few times on this pod up to the
- 25:44SPEAKER_00: stars down in this fire and stars fire and stars fire and stars we can activate our
- 25:51SPEAKER_00: web with all this fire and stars and we can go along and we can feel
- 25:56SPEAKER_00: parts of a web.
- 25:57SPEAKER_00: I mean, I'll be honest with you.
- 25:58SPEAKER_00: When I first visualized my web, it was like, you know, broken.
- 26:03SPEAKER_00: There were bits that were kind of broken everywhere and really dilapidated.
- 26:08SPEAKER_00: So that's why I think I was so excited about this exercise because I could go
- 26:12SPEAKER_00: through and I could vibrate the web and I could mend with this energy.
- 26:18SPEAKER_00: I could mend these places in the web.
- 26:21SPEAKER_00: And I think that simple sewing and thinking about mending our web
- 26:26SPEAKER_00: web is a really good idea, is another really good winter activity.
- 26:31SPEAKER_00: So we were doing that and I loved it and then she took us on this visualisation
- 26:36SPEAKER_00: where I imagine these droplets on the web and the droplets,
- 26:40SPEAKER_00: we looked into the droplets and we could see ourselves and our whole world
- 26:44SPEAKER_00: reflected into the droplet and then reflected back and reflected back and reflected
- 26:49SPEAKER_00: back and reflected back and reflected back to infinity.
- 26:55SPEAKER_00: And I felt a lot of space when she did that.
- 26:57SPEAKER_00: So that was great.
- 27:00SPEAKER_00: So I think what I'm saying to you guys is that the Oxford Storytelling Festival was
- 27:04SPEAKER_00: really something brilliant and beautiful.
- 27:07SPEAKER_00: And I should definitely encourage you to go another time for next year.
- 27:15SPEAKER_00: And if you're thinking,
- 27:16SPEAKER_00: oh,
- 27:16SPEAKER_00: I really want to just gather around and do some storytelling and do some crafting
- 27:21SPEAKER_00: and all of that magic,
- 27:23SPEAKER_00: then you can still come on my retreat,
- 27:28SPEAKER_00: which is on the 27th to the 30th of September.
- 27:31SPEAKER_00: in Wales, it really is going to be very precious and rich.
- 27:36SPEAKER_00: So get in touch with me if you want to book a place, that would be really great.
- 27:42SPEAKER_00: And if you're interested in working online in the winter,
- 27:46SPEAKER_00: if you're interested in gathering together with a group of us and spending,
- 27:51SPEAKER_00: it's usually Sunday afternoons,
- 27:52SPEAKER_00: probably once a month,
- 27:53SPEAKER_00: about five of them,
- 27:54SPEAKER_00: then let me know because I'd really love to have you on board.
- 27:58SPEAKER_00: And yeah, next pod, I'll tell you a story.
- 28:03SPEAKER_00: I'm going to end of the road and I'm going to do some psychic storytelling and
- 28:08SPEAKER_00: oracle storytelling and rhyming.
- 28:10SPEAKER_00: So if you see me there,
- 28:12SPEAKER_00: you can choose some of my story cards and tell some stories and some of the stories
- 28:17SPEAKER_00: that are evoked in that.
- 28:21SPEAKER_00: weekend i will tell next week and i'll just do a pure storytelling session next
- 28:27SPEAKER_00: week i just wanted to jump on and give you a little bit of our nighttime fire
- 28:33SPEAKER_00: dreaming about the festival before i um jump off to another one tomorrow lots of
- 28:39SPEAKER_00: love