Latest / Dits & Dahs / neighbors who are NPCs
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- Sue: Hello neighbors. I'm thinking of you all this morning, whether I've met you in person or actual human connection. Recently I had a variety of experiences, encounters with neighbors, good and bad. And only now, a couple weeks after, I've had a chance to sort of chew on it for a bit to understand better that they're related. And they're related in the view that I have about free will. I refer to as those yes-no decisions that you make. Is it for your best interest at that moment in time to do that to make this decision in this way? Or isn't it? And I think we can get ourselves into a place very quickly that you make these decisions, quote unquote, without thinking, that there would be an effect to that cause you just created, whether you realize it or not, in that view, that for everything that you put out, you will get it back. you know, we're taught not to pay attention to these things. You know, we're we're approached by people to make important financial decisions quickly and you know, we can understand that there are times when we know we have to push back and say, wait a minute, allow me to consider this carefully. And then there are other times in our life where we're so consumed with getting things done and such that the more mundane decisions that seem to be presented in front of us, we just go. There's the plethora of possibilities that Given my mood today I could probably explore in detail, but off you guys are all my neighbors and I don't wanna impact so much 'cause we do have no choice, given our previous decisions to buy a house in this neighborhood, have to live together with one another. I have some neighbors that are old enough in the neighborhood to deal with the history of my life with my husband, and that period of time mourning the death of my husband and the elapse of time since then is about four years in change. And so for most part, my neighbors have experienced or at least observed that life event that I went through. And have supported it in the sense that they could contribute in some way. I think everybody who has confirmation, lost a life partner can confirm that that event in and of itself can be life altering for everyone involved closely. But to have it coupled with being unemployed and destitute is just to some eyes I'm sure would be considered cruel. I choose not to view it that way simply for the fact that I'm here now. I'm not destitute. I'm not saying I make ⁓ bank as I used to do, but, you know, with a little alterations in my daily diet, I can s survive and make the most of it. And the thing is, though, that it's also meant that aside from biannual, if you will, family trips to parts outside of a drive. I've basically remained at this place ninety nine percent of my living time for the better part of six years. Because the pandemic put all of us employed at that time working remotely. But I've been really focused on staying at the house other than the occasional trip into the post office once a week. Which I sometimes forget to do. I haven't left the house. Out in the woods, yes, here with Miss Rita, enjoying our morning. And the perspective of that for me as somebody who's been comfortable traveling regularly for business and pleasure, is that the impact that you have on your neighbors becomes really, really important to understand and be sensitive to. You begin to understand very quickly through how events play out, who's actually aware and and in control of the fact that they do not own their own thoughts and that they are temporarily, momentarily, perhaps, in the control of another energy that is not theirs. And that the important thing about not only making the yes no decision is to look back momentarily to see what you might have to mitigate here. Now you can't change karma, as far as I understand. I'm Sure, there's some YouTube oracle that'll tell you otherwise. But my point is, once you make that cause happen, you will get it back. And if you're unaware that that's what's happened in your life is either a return of what you sent out, and now you need to understand, I need to be in a different positive frame of mind when I do this stuff, right? That's self reflection, that's self-forgiveness. If you get yourself to that place and are aware of just how important it is to think carefully on the first try your yes-no decision and get it right, then you're gonna be doing this all over again because you have opened up this portal in yourself that is unmonitored and unchecked by you, that allows these thoughts to come in that actually might be Targeted, flowing to you because of your connection to me. Everything that you recognize is not good for the best of yourself. Yeah, of course impacts others, but it might have been done with a diabolical purpose as a target for something. That's not about being suspicious or paranoid or fearful. It's just to understand that there's so much at play here that is so easily out of control that when you don't have the clarity to understand that one, your thoughts are not your own and two, when you're presented with these mundane little decisions that might not be nothing more extravagant than what do you want in your coffee today, dear 'cause like me I'm known for switching it up. But anyway, there we go. Once you begin to understand that, you're never gonna be a hundred percent assured of preventing these negative intrusions, but at least if you know that you can keep yourself positive. You've done as much preventively as anyone can possibly can. And to know that without your realizing it, it might not just be the end point of you that is the only beneficiary, that there may be others around you, neighbors, whose destiny I do not know, but respect, nonetheless, that I'm clear helping to clear the way for. in service to others. I had an instance recently where a neighbor ⁓ who was really enjoying life with electronic audio devices, you know, whether it be in the car or whatever, like myself, I love being able to crank things up. And if you have a convertible, it's even better. Point being, at the time that I was at the front of my property with Rita, she backed out of her driveway with her device cranked to eleven in her Jeep, and it was Excessively loud. I know this because I'm a professional musician. My ears are trained to understand how decibels affect the human body. And my response to the excessive and harmful audio that I heard was effing, disgusting. And I screamed it. And I also felt angered because that's what the energy that was sent through her to me was meant to do. It was meant to elicit a response such that that energy Energy could then be utilized by the controller, because she was just a vessel, to deplete from me, to take that life force and to get a little hit. Now, what I'm left with on the backside of that, as a neighbor, I'm now dealing with a personality of somebody who is now f is quite cheerful when I am in her presence. Now, on an earthly level, in the three D world, we are trained to offer up an apology and forgive whomever transgressed you, right? Understood. I think it goes deeper than that though. Because I recognize now that while she may fault me for throwing her anger and taking it personally, and now feeling like I'm not gonna mess with that neighbor, I get that. But she didn't know what she was doing. And the forces behind, the spiritual forces behind sending that to us to us, just totally used her. She's an open portal for so many things. And this comes also to a place where this is not about judging. It's about understanding how important I call the spiritual stoma is to be closed or at least monitored such that you understand what's coming in and coming out of you. It's because when you have addictions, whether it be food addictions, whether it be work addictions, whether anything that consumes your schedule every day that must happen. And I'm not talking just eating for the you know, sustaining yourself. I'm talking about sugar addictions. Caffeine addictions, ⁓ smoking, alcohol, emotional abuse of another person. Right? We all understand that there are many, many substances that can allow us to lose control because we allowed it with a malformed yes no decision in the first instance without giving it much thought. Everybody does it. We don't want to seem out of place here. I'm gonna join the crowd. Think of all the times that we're confronted with that kind of peer pressure. So of course the best way forward is to allow things to happen organically with this particular neighbor. Everything takes time to process through somebody and it's goes for both of us. I'm done and beyond it because I have the perspective understanding what it all is about, and know that as ever, kindness and patience is the way forward. And understanding fully that no one's in the place of judge, no one wears those robes amongst these manners. And honestly, In the real world, I would have recourse because it all goes back to an audio noise disturbance. So my point is is that when you have a personality who loves to listen to music, that of course is an addiction. This neighbor may be experiencing hearing loss because she didn't think to protect her hearing when she was working, perhaps at a hospitality establishment that has reflective surfaces and loud noises, not understanding that that was actually physically impacting her because she didn't understand that. Sound waves are energy and we're energy and that sometimes it means that loud noises make people on edge persistently, at the very least, without realizing it. Sometimes it more directly creates damage in the eardrum. Needless to say, as somebody who makes their living in the music business, I like to keep my sense of organic hearing intact. But I also recognize that when people don't rec when when people don't see within themselves that they might be losing their hearing or that They have been impacted such, it's none of my business to interfere. So it's about being kind and patient on my part. We all know that ignorance isn't a forgiven't law. Somebody just tried to shut my mouth. Interesting. That said, it's all good. When neighbors who have been supportive with their observations of what I've gone through extend a last minute invite to to join them with a meal. It's so beautiful. It's a simple little bit of dharma. And if Rita gets to come along too, That's a beautiful thing. So it's a bowl about when we get to a place, because some of us who arrive before others recognize that when your thoughts aren't your own, you have to be aware of your actions before and after just in case you end up giving yourself an effect that you didn't intend to. Because it's never gonna be a one way. It's not just cause and the effect goes elsewhere. No, it always comes back to you. And we're all equal. So then it becomes simple. You wouldn't do that to you. So why would you do that to anybody else? Because you're not aware. And ignorance isn't forgiveness of a wall. So here we are. You'll figure it out. Over the meantime, we'll be over here. You know where we live. And I'm grateful that we're neighbors. And I appreciate the fact that you're listening, and I appreciate you all for providing a wonderful place to live. Thank you. Permission with the airplane.