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Twots Take BravoCon 2025 (Tamra Judge and Alexis Bellino) · Two Ts In A Pod with Teddi Mellencamp and Tamra Judge

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  Speaker 1: Two teas in a pod which Teddy Mellencamp and Camra Judge.
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  Speaker 2: Hey guys, welcome to to Teas and a Pop with
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  Speaker 2: myself Tamra Judge and today I have from Vegas Live
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  Speaker 2: Baby Bravo con the one, the one and only Alexis Jansen.
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  Speaker 2: Oh you're gonna say Jesus No, I'm not calling you
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  Speaker 2: Jesus Jugs anymore. You're now your new name is Jansen Jugs.
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  Speaker 3: They're smaller, went bigger, I went smaller. Yeah, so I got.
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  Speaker 2: Implants put in, but they're very tiny. They're only one
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  Speaker 2: hundred and fifty ccs. But I went bigger and you
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  Speaker 2: went smaller.
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  Speaker 3: I went half, Yeah, you went half.
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  Speaker 2: So how's married life so far?
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  Speaker 3: My gosh, I can't even.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, there's always stressors with when you have six kids.
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  Speaker 1: There's always somebody that's got some crisis or.
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  Speaker 3: This or that. But it is it is, so, it
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  Speaker 3: is different.
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  Speaker 2: I told you this a modern day Brady Bunch.
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  Speaker 3: We are. You have three boys and three girls. Okay,
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  Speaker 3: the Brady Bunch.
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  Speaker 2: So let's talk about like we I had you in
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  Speaker 2: the podcast a little while ago, a couple of what
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  Speaker 2: maybe three weeks ago or so, and we talked about
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  Speaker 2: the wedding and all that stuff. So now you guys
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  Speaker 2: have been married for what a month.
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  Speaker 3: And a couple of weeks or okay, so six weeks?
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  Speaker 2: And so what are the living arrangements? Are you going
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  Speaker 2: to stay in your house?
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  Speaker 1: We you know, it's really weird because we might sell
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  Speaker 1: my house. We don't really know. We're really figuring it
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  Speaker 1: out as we go. We're definitely keeping the house on
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  Speaker 1: the water because we have the boat.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, we have to have the house, even as Shannon
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  Speaker 2: used to be in that house.
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  Speaker 3: Oh honey, we changed it all.
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  Speaker 2: You staged.
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  Speaker 3: Oh honey, it's done.
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  Speaker 2: You stage that shit.
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  Speaker 3: L It's it's moved. It's done.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, you need to redecorate, new sheets, new everything, new mattress.
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  Speaker 1: New bed pillows, everything, everything, but the kids love it.
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  Speaker 2: New ring cameras, no ring cameras, the same.
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  Speaker 1: And you know what, by the way, it's right there
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  Speaker 1: when you walk in, So it's not like anyone's exclude different.
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  Speaker 2: Don't seen not punching?
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  Speaker 3: Oh my god, you're going The other morning I walked out.
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  Speaker 2: I mean, John wasn't the one punching.
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  Speaker 1: No it at all.
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  Speaker 3: Make that Claire, I walked out.
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  Speaker 1: The other morning completely naked because I just got on
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  Speaker 1: the shower and his his house is small, it's small.
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  Speaker 4: Careful, he's going to keep that footage.
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  Speaker 2: He goes.
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  Speaker 3: He goes, Babe, I got footage, and I went like that, now,
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  Speaker 3: yes you do.
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  Speaker 2: You just got to Bravo Khan. Yeah, and I heard
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  Speaker 2: you ran into Shannon.
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  Speaker 3: I don't know how this gets back so fast.
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  Speaker 4: Spencer got here before you. You're your your guy, and
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  Speaker 4: so he told me. He's like, oh my god, we're walking.
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  Speaker 1: You should have seen her face when she walked out
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  Speaker 1: of a room.
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  Speaker 3: And I have my escort taking me and Spencer to
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  Speaker 3: my room.
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  Speaker 2: Escort sounds really weird. I don't think you should use
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  Speaker 2: that word.
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  Speaker 3: Change there. I don't know what handler hand. Okay, that
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  Speaker 3: sounds even weirder.
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  Speaker 2: Escort sounds a little weird and vague's okay, baby, I'm
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  Speaker 2: just throwing that out there.
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  Speaker 1: Let's just say the very amazing person in the four
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  Speaker 1: seasons collared shirt was walking me to my room.
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  Speaker 3: Okay. And so anyway, she.
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  Speaker 1: Walks out, she gives this really bizarre like like look,
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  Speaker 1: and then the elevators right there, and I realized who
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  Speaker 1: I'm like Oh, that's gonna be really weird on the
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  Speaker 1: elevator with her.
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  Speaker 3: So we we hung back and okay, I could have
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  Speaker 3: You know, when I said to Spencer, I said, why
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  Speaker 3: do I do that? Why? Why is it weird?
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  Speaker 2: By the way, I would do the same, would you
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  Speaker 2: would you?
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  Speaker 3: Wait? I wouldn't.
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  Speaker 2: I am not getting in an elevator with Shannon, but door.
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  Speaker 1: I almost honestly afterwards, I thought I looked at him.
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  Speaker 2: Shannon be bore is what I call her. Be bore?
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  Speaker 2: You know, by the way, you know how she came
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  Speaker 2: after you for rehearsing. There's a door, Shannon door. Do
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  Speaker 2: you think she rehearsed with Archie Tamra Grudge?
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  Speaker 3: Oh my god.
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  Speaker 2: Not only that.
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  Speaker 1: Here's the thing, Tamara, You've had me on the podcast
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  Speaker 1: enough times now to know that weird things come out
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  Speaker 1: of my mouth that I don't even think about. They
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  Speaker 1: just know they come out. Cookie Sometimes I'm Cookie, Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I don't. I don't sit in the mirror and practice.
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  Speaker 1: Do I practice my poses for Red car make sure
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  Speaker 1: my stomach's in in a certain dress or gown. Absolutely,
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  Speaker 1: But I don't practice lines.
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  Speaker 3: If they just whatever comes out comes out.
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  Speaker 2: How long do you think she And here's the ironic
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  Speaker 2: thing is I don't hold a grudge. I try to
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  Speaker 2: make up.
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  Speaker 3: You're the one that doesn't. To be honest, I know
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  Speaker 3: you're the one that wants We're.
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  Speaker 4: Still talking about David. Fuck John Janssen. She's still talking
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  Speaker 4: about David. Okay, now that's a grudge. Okay, okay, talking
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  Speaker 4: about gudge.
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  Speaker 3: Please hold on.
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  Speaker 2: Yes, we wish her well. I do, but please God
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  Speaker 2: bless her.
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  Speaker 3: I do wish her well. I do, I truly do.
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  Speaker 1: And from the bottom of my heart, please talk about David,
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  Speaker 1: your husband of decades, and that you have children with me,
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  Speaker 1: talking about my husband who was on and off boyfriend
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  Speaker 1: for a few years of your life, that I've now
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  Speaker 1: been almost longer with and also am married.
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  Speaker 2: Well too, John jans about a bad rap because her.
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  Speaker 2: So we're going to move on. But it's okay from that,
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  Speaker 2: But we were talking about grudges. We bear our grudge
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  Speaker 2: two years ago at Bravo con and we've been kind
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  Speaker 2: of inseparable since then.
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  Speaker 1: You know, I no one gets it, Tam, No one
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  Speaker 1: gets what that felt like in that room. Andy Cohen
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  Speaker 1: was there, He probably felt the love.
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  Speaker 2: He was crying tears.
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  Speaker 1: We all were having tears, and it was like it
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  Speaker 1: was one of those moments where you and I have
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  Speaker 1: grown so much from what we were a.
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  Speaker 2: Decade or both in marriages that we got out of.
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  Speaker 3: There was just a lot of there's a lot of
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  Speaker 3: other stuff.
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  Speaker 2: Just so here's the thing we grew. We grew. Could
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  Speaker 2: you imagine if I went you came back last year
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  Speaker 2: and all we talked about is this shit that happened
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  Speaker 2: between me and you fifteen years ago? Could you, like,
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  Speaker 2: first of all, who freaking remembers that shit?
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  Speaker 4: You know?
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  Speaker 3: I mean, otherwise it still bother anyone.
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  Speaker 1: Anyways, it's like, whatever happened, look at how fast we squashed.
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  Speaker 3: Look at how fast we squashed the beef. We had
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  Speaker 3: a lot of shit. You threw me out of your gym.
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  Speaker 3: You were like, get out of here.
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  Speaker 2: I thought it exact.
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  Speaker 3: I thought you were going to hit me. I went
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  Speaker 3: home that night.
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  Speaker 2: I don't hit anybody.
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  Speaker 1: I went home to my then husband and I said,
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  Speaker 1: I know we're husband's in now, but anyway, I went
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  Speaker 1: home to Jim and I said, I literally thought she
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  Speaker 1: was going to hit me, and I was going to
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  Speaker 1: take it, but I was going to hit her right back.
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  Speaker 3: I'm sorry. If you threw that much TV, can you
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  Speaker 3: throw a punch at me? Girlfriend, I am going to
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  Speaker 3: hit you back, and I was.
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  Speaker 2: I would never hit you xanax Lydia.
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  Speaker 3: Here's the thing, if you and I can get over this.
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  Speaker 1: Question, is were you really taking xanax? I took one,
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  Speaker 1: and I was I because I took.
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  Speaker 2: Sanax this year and drank and didn't go over very well.
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  Speaker 3: I only took like he told.
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  Speaker 1: The doctor told me to take half of one, so
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  Speaker 1: I took a quarter because I don't take prescription anything.
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  Speaker 3: I don't even take advill.
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  Speaker 2: I took it that night, or you took it.
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  Speaker 1: You have taken all the stress of you, Tamra grudge
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  Speaker 1: of all.
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  Speaker 3: The stress of you. I was. I took oxanic.
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  Speaker 1: I told Jim, I am I need and so our
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  Speaker 1: doctor gave me great.
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  Speaker 2: Not only am I a leaker.
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  Speaker 4: Of storyline, you're a am a cyber hacker.
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  Speaker 2: Now I cause people to take xanax.
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  Speaker 3: You know, my reputation met her by the second.
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  Speaker 2: Where's Teddy? Where's Teddy? When you need her?
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  Speaker 3: She's on the way. She's on the way.
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  Speaker 1: No, but you like the stress you and I were having,
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  Speaker 1: and just the whole all of it was coming to
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  Speaker 1: a lot become a lot for me.
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  Speaker 3: So I took He said take a half. I took
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  Speaker 3: a quarter. I woke up that night like straight up
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  Speaker 3: in bed. I'm like, I could never take this stuff again.
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  Speaker 3: It did the opposite for me.
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  Speaker 1: It made me feel like I was I don't even know,
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  Speaker 1: maybe it was laced with something else.
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  Speaker 3: I did have to take it because of you. It's
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  Speaker 3: just the show. Great.
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  Speaker 2: I can see the headlines now, but look how we
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  Speaker 2: made up. But I had to get you medicated first.
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  Speaker 4: Only one time I was your your did situation.
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  Speaker 2: You had to take some little bit.
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  Speaker 3: Of Okay, well, I don't blame you, know, I.
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  Speaker 2: Can't blame for everything you do. I do. I'm Cara.
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  Speaker 2: If this season is not good, it's Tamra. If the
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  Speaker 2: season's great, it's still Tarma's fault.
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  Speaker 3: It's great.
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  Speaker 2: It's crazy, right.
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  Speaker 3: So I really that has bothered me this.
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  Speaker 1: I know you can't talk about it because you're still
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  Speaker 1: filming or like it hasn't comp there, but it has
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  Speaker 1: bothered me.
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  Speaker 3: It does.
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  Speaker 2: It bothers me too. Well, everybody turn their back, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: I know. So let's talk about last season a little bit, Okay,
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  Speaker 2: any regrets, any thoughts if you had to do it
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  Speaker 2: over again, would you any problem with the edit? I
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  Speaker 2: know you're going to be interviewing Alex Baskin.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, well are you even supposed to give that information?
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  Speaker 3: I can give it team in the back.
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  Speaker 2: Room, I think so. Yes. So I hear that you're
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  Speaker 2: going to be interviewing Alex Baskin. So, guys, I want
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  Speaker 2: to let you know that that Alexis is here with
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  Speaker 2: iHeart with to teas in a pod because I can't
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  Speaker 2: be here every single day with Teddy, and Teddy's got
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  Speaker 2: some obligations here as well. At Bravo Kahn Alexis Billin
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  Speaker 2: Billino Jansen or I don't know what to say.
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  Speaker 3: I don't want to.
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  Speaker 2: Trust me.
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  Speaker 1: I told you this last time we talked. It is
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  Speaker 1: kind of going through what you went through with Eddie.
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  Speaker 1: I am Alexis Jansen on the marriage certificate.
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  Speaker 2: That took me three years. Say, he reminds me all
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  Speaker 2: the time.
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  Speaker 1: Right, and so when I'm getting my room and my
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  Speaker 1: license still, says Billino, I am Alexis Jansen.
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  Speaker 2: And can I give you some advice?
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  Speaker 1: Yes?
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  Speaker 2: When your year twins are still in high school, Yes,
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  Speaker 2: when they graduate high school is the time for you
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  Speaker 2: to change your name. It's easier because it's easier because
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  Speaker 2: when you have a different name than your children in
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  Speaker 2: high school, it just makes things weird. Yeah, so that
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  Speaker 2: that's my suggestion is just to wait.
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  Speaker 1: I don't think that you Honestly, I'm not in a
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  Speaker 1: rush because I did do it on the marriage certificate.
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  Speaker 1: So when we get our marriage license, it is going
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  Speaker 1: to say Alexis Janson.
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  Speaker 3: I know I am.
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  Speaker 2: When you see when you said marriage certificate, first thing
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  Speaker 2: came to my I was marriage boot Camp and I
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  Speaker 2: don't ever want to see you on that show again. Okay,
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  Speaker 2: I just want to tell you that, Well.
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  Speaker 3: That was with my mom. What's wrong with that?
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  Speaker 1: Is it? Oh?
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  Speaker 3: It was with your mom?
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  Speaker 2: With what was your ex?
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  Speaker 1: It was called marriage boot Camp family addition, so it
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  Speaker 1: was who in your family do you have the strife
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  Speaker 1: with that you need to mend things?
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  Speaker 3: Tamra. This is gonna make you cry. So I'm not
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  Speaker 3: gonna go deep. I don't want to. I don't I'm
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  Speaker 3: not gonna cry. We're not gonna cry. This is a
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  Speaker 3: fun We're at Bravo.
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  Speaker 2: This is past now.
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  Speaker 1: I know that.
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  Speaker 2: So you realized she.
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  Speaker 1: We spent eighteen days in that Marriage boot Camp house
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  Speaker 1: with she didn't like your ex Corey Feldman. Well that
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  Speaker 1: wasn't it, but yeah, anyway, she Corey Feldman and his
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  Speaker 1: brother Eden and yeah, and then his ex wife Corey's
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  Speaker 1: ex wife, and then Aaron Carter rest his mom Jane,
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  Speaker 1: and then Lauren Govan and her two parents who are
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  Speaker 1: amazingly exceptional people, and then my mom and myself. So
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  Speaker 1: it was all about working through family challenge stuff. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: I had the best experience on that. It was eighteen
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  Speaker 1: straight days.
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  Speaker 2: The way made you have a light detector test?
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  Speaker 3: Yes?
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  Speaker 2: Was it the same guy?
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  Speaker 3: No? It was not.
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  Speaker 2: I know that Gretchen. We did a light detector test
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  Speaker 2: this season, as you know, and it's the same guy
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  Speaker 2: that when she was on Marriage boot Camp that did
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  Speaker 2: the light detector. And then when she did it, she
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  Speaker 2: said in her confessional, I've never done one before and
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  Speaker 2: it was the same guy.
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  Speaker 3: How could she say she's not done it because she's on.
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  Speaker 1: Just in case if it's on national television, that you've
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  Speaker 1: done it on a dinner pinocchio.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, So did you get that out?
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  Speaker 3: Do you feel?
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  Speaker 2: I feel so much better?
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  Speaker 3: Okay?
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  Speaker 2: Right, So I feel so much better now. Sorry, sorry
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  Speaker 2: audio guys. So what I want to say is, let's
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  Speaker 2: talk a little bit about last season. So last season
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  Speaker 2: was rough for you, and I felt like, you know,
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  Speaker 2: when it comes to editing, you got a rough to
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  Speaker 2: edit because there are so many scenes that we did do.
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  Speaker 3: You called me every night, We cried together, You cried
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  Speaker 3: for me, You cried for me.
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  Speaker 2: We cried during filming. Which things they didn't see. It
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  Speaker 2: was only you know about Channon and John right who
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  Speaker 2: you are now married to, and and then it was
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  Speaker 2: a lot of stuff that you know, we talked about
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  Speaker 2: your mom and the stuff that you went through.
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  Speaker 3: Just never watch on your kids. We talked about.
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  Speaker 2: Sick and your children and your divorce and all these things.
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  Speaker 2: It was never shown.
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  Speaker 3: So I felt like for.
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  Speaker 2: People out there that didn't see the full Alexis and
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  Speaker 2: they saw what they saw, like, what do you what
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  Speaker 2: do you say to them? Now?
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  Speaker 1: You know? I feel like everything happens for a reason,
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  Speaker 1: did I Okay, so picture this, you just lose your mom?
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  Speaker 2: Okay?
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  Speaker 1: Five months before, three months before filming, August started filming
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  Speaker 1: December or January whatever that was. So a few months
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  Speaker 1: before we started filming, and you know my phone calls
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  Speaker 1: to you. I said, I don't think I can do it.
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  Speaker 3: Tom. I don't know if I have the energy, the strength.
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  Speaker 3: I don't know.
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  Speaker 5: I'm one talking into signing the contract yes and so,
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  Speaker 5: and then I also have to break up with my
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  Speaker 5: fiance at the time that I knew just was not right.
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  Speaker 1: It's not right to be with someone who's not there
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  Speaker 1: at your darkest hour. So I lost so much after
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  Speaker 1: already getting a divorce from my father's the children, the
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  Speaker 1: father of my children, and then go straight into filming
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  Speaker 1: after all of these other things have transpired. I was
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  Speaker 1: literally on my knees even more, and I kept saying,
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  Speaker 1: to God, why did you do this to me.
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  Speaker 3: After knowing how low I already was. But you know
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  Speaker 3: what it did, Tam.
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  Speaker 1: And this is why I say, what what doesn't kill
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  Speaker 1: you makes you stronger? That song is so true, Thank
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  Speaker 1: you killing Clerksland Clarkson. But I got stronger from it,
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  Speaker 1: and it was like I believe it was meant to happen.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know why. I don't have the clear picture,
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  Speaker 1: but what I would say to everybody is you are
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  Speaker 1: hearing more of who alexis really is now than the
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  Speaker 1: pod on all the Pods on Carlos.
• 14:02
  Speaker 2: So you co host with Carlos, you recap Orange County.
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  Speaker 2: You're so good with Carlos.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, and I think you're funny.
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  Speaker 2: I think your point across, by the way, he is amazing.
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  Speaker 2: Carlos is absolutely amazing. But I feel like you guys
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  Speaker 2: together are really good, really really good. Someone said, but
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  Speaker 2: there's a lot of headlines now that you're on too.
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  Speaker 1: One of the one of the people at your part,
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  Speaker 1: your party that was amazing. Sorry, we just took had
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  Speaker 1: the party a week ago for you know, Tamaron or yeah,
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  Speaker 1: Tamar and Katie through.
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  Speaker 2: Katie actually through the party. I know you, but you you.
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  Speaker 3: Still were a co host, Yeah, our host.
• 14:41
  Speaker 1: But anyway, one of them said, you guys are like
• 14:44
  Speaker 1: the modern day Kelly and Regis, And I'm like, my god,
• 14:46
  Speaker 1: we are so not because we are not doing the news,
• 14:48
  Speaker 1: we are doing reality TV.
• 14:49
  Speaker 3: Like I don't know, I don't I'm just following where
• 14:53
  Speaker 3: I thought.
• 14:54
  Speaker 2: That you have a natural talent for podcasting. I really do.
• 14:58
  Speaker 2: I think you're doing an amazing job.
• 15:00
  Speaker 3: I have fun with you.
• 15:01
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and as much as I want you back on
• 15:03
  Speaker 2: the show in different circumstances because I could use a
• 15:07
  Speaker 2: really good friend on the show. And I feel like,
• 15:10
  Speaker 2: you know, I tell Eddie this all the time, and
• 15:12
  Speaker 2: I don't want to get like teary eyed, but you
• 15:15
  Speaker 2: check on me and you tell me you love me,
• 15:19
  Speaker 2: and here I like, I feel like I have your heart,
• 15:22
  Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like there's not a lot
• 15:24
  Speaker 2: of friends that you feel like have your back. And
• 15:27
  Speaker 2: you know everything that went down.
• 15:28
  Speaker 3: Last year, No I understand.
• 15:30
  Speaker 2: I didn't turn my back on you. I did not
• 15:33
  Speaker 2: know when in my back.
• 15:34
  Speaker 3: No one understands.
• 15:35
  Speaker 1: And I want to say this to all the listeners
• 15:37
  Speaker 1: right now, the all the to tease listeners. Every castmate
• 15:42
  Speaker 1: turned their back on me last season because of how
• 15:44
  Speaker 1: much hatter I was getting and I had to shut
• 15:46
  Speaker 1: off you know, my my Instagram, And then when I'd
• 15:49
  Speaker 1: go out and meet them for coffee, no one would
• 15:50
  Speaker 1: want to take a picture.
• 15:51
  Speaker 3: No one wanted to post it.
• 15:53
  Speaker 1: You posted on my birthday when I'm at the darkest
• 15:56
  Speaker 1: time of turning off into getting death threats. John and
• 15:59
  Speaker 1: I the most horrible human you've ever met, because we
• 16:02
  Speaker 1: fell in love when nobody, neither of us were with
• 16:05
  Speaker 1: anyone else.
• 16:06
  Speaker 3: It's like, you did not turn your back on me
• 16:10
  Speaker 3: and I.
• 16:10
  Speaker 1: I so look back at all of that and think,
• 16:14
  Speaker 1: plus what all the time we just cried about how
• 16:16
  Speaker 1: the show was getting edited. At the moment, I know
• 16:18
  Speaker 1: that words not nobody likes. Okay, so how we were
• 16:21
  Speaker 1: being portrayed is what we should say. Yeah, so because
• 16:25
  Speaker 1: you do it is true.
• 16:26
  Speaker 3: What you do say is what you say. You can't
• 16:28
  Speaker 3: fake them.
• 16:29
  Speaker 2: Yeah, but a lot of times things aren't shown, so
• 16:32
  Speaker 2: you know how it's portrayed. So people are like, why
• 16:34
  Speaker 2: are you so hard on Shannon, Well, because of the
• 16:36
  Speaker 2: stuff that I found and she was doing behind my back.
• 16:38
  Speaker 2: So did they ever show any that. No, So there
• 16:41
  Speaker 2: wasn't like it just came out of left field, like
• 16:43
  Speaker 2: I was there until I wasn't right, you know. And
• 16:46
  Speaker 2: it had nothing to do with being friends with you
• 16:49
  Speaker 2: or you know I can balance friends.
• 16:51
  Speaker 3: I can't.
• 16:51
  Speaker 2: I'm not that person that says I'm your friend and
• 16:55
  Speaker 2: you're my friend if you like her. If you like her,
• 16:58
  Speaker 2: I'm not gonna like you.
• 16:59
  Speaker 3: Here's the thing.
• 16:59
  Speaker 1: You know how I can vouch for that is because
• 17:02
  Speaker 1: you were in the middle of me and Jen being
• 17:05
  Speaker 1: good friends and knowing how much I was talking to Jen,
• 17:08
  Speaker 1: and I'm like, yeah, we just left. I was just
• 17:10
  Speaker 1: left coffee with gen If. One of the times you
• 17:12
  Speaker 1: called me, I'd literally just gotten in my car. You
• 17:14
  Speaker 1: did not say one word about it. You were like, oh, okay, cool, okay,
• 17:17
  Speaker 1: So what's the next time we can all go to
• 17:19
  Speaker 1: dinner or whatever? We talked about that day. And it's like,
• 17:22
  Speaker 1: it's like you did not have this. You weren't dictating
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: any No, I wasn't dictating. I'm not that person.
• 17:28
  Speaker 2: But I also told you over and over again, your
• 17:31
  Speaker 2: experience with Jen is your experience, and you might see
• 17:34
  Speaker 2: things that I already know you might not I don't know,
• 17:37
  Speaker 2: but you have to go through the experience.
• 17:40
  Speaker 3: And I told you, I said, where do you stand
• 17:41
  Speaker 3: with jan?
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: Right?
• 17:42
  Speaker 3: No one's going to tell me who to be friends
• 17:45
  Speaker 3: with you. No one's going to anything.
• 17:49
  Speaker 2: Let me tell you that right now. She got her
• 17:50
  Speaker 2: own opinion. Well, I'm still where do you stand with Jen?
• 17:54
  Speaker 2: Right now?
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: I mean we're we're still we're still working through it all.
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: We haven't had the talk of are you texting?
• 18:01
  Speaker 2: Are you?
• 18:01
  Speaker 3: Yeah?
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: We have. I mean, this is what sucks is that
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: I kind of don't want to go deep about it
• 18:07
  Speaker 1: because we're still trying to work through it, and we haven't.
• 18:09
  Speaker 3: We've missed each other.
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: We both called yesterday even just to talk about things,
• 18:13
  Speaker 1: and it's like we're both getting ready for Brava Khan.
• 18:15
  Speaker 3: I had a crisis at work. I have kids that
• 18:17
  Speaker 3: had need things. She has five kids. Dawson's in town.
• 18:19
  Speaker 3: It was like, it's like, it's it's not that.
• 18:22
  Speaker 2: I think I can just give you this and we
• 18:24
  Speaker 2: can end on this. I think that Jena is a
• 18:26
  Speaker 2: good person, but I think Jenna is a people pleaser,
• 18:29
  Speaker 2: and a lot of times when you're people pleaser, you
• 18:31
  Speaker 2: step on your own shit. So when you're telling one
• 18:34
  Speaker 2: person what they want to hear, and then you're telling
• 18:35
  Speaker 2: another person what they want to hear, and then telling
• 18:38
  Speaker 2: the other person what they want to hear, it causes problems.
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: Sometimes that's your saying camera that a friend of all
• 18:44
  Speaker 1: is a friend of none.
• 18:45
  Speaker 2: None, And that's where I'm problem with her, and that's
• 18:48
  Speaker 2: where sometimes their stories get a little like forgetful.
• 18:52
  Speaker 1: Well, I all I know is that you've allowed me
• 18:57
  Speaker 1: the space to have my friendship with her, and I'm
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: so thankful for that because that's also why we're so close,
• 19:01
  Speaker 1: Because you don't bring her up to me. I mean,
• 19:03
  Speaker 1: we're doing it now because we're talking about the show.
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: I mean, people don't get it that we have to
• 19:07
  Speaker 1: talk about this on a podcast. This is something that's today.
• 19:10
  Speaker 1: We're talking about today. But You've allowed me the space
• 19:15
  Speaker 1: to have my friendship with her, and I'm thankful for that.
• 19:17
  Speaker 1: And I'm also thankful that like Jen isn't I mean,
• 19:21
  Speaker 1: she hasn't been horrible to me. She's she's I'm I'm
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: still figuring things out. I'm trying to work through it, but.
• 19:28
  Speaker 2: She's and I'm hoping to work through things with her good.
• 19:32
  Speaker 3: And I wish just like I'm so excited about you
• 19:34
  Speaker 3: and Vicki, by the way, let's talk about that. Oh good, Okay,
• 19:38
  Speaker 3: So Vicki is going to be kind of a Max.
• 19:40
  Speaker 2: So Vicky and I, you know, we're like sisters. We fight,
• 19:43
  Speaker 2: we we get mad.
• 19:44
  Speaker 3: Okay, you need to talk for like a frickin year
• 19:46
  Speaker 3: or so.
• 19:46
  Speaker 2: That's for a year. But you know what that was, Shannon,
• 19:49
  Speaker 2: that's because of Shannon. Shannatorships.
• 19:52
  Speaker 3: Shannon does that dictatorships don't work.
• 19:54
  Speaker 2: She's yeah, exactly. She doesn't want to send people to
• 19:58
  Speaker 2: be friends. And I think that, you know, you know
• 20:01
  Speaker 2: something was brought up on the reunion about you know,
• 20:05
  Speaker 2: Shannon recording Vicky while Shannon while Vicky was actually taking
• 20:11
  Speaker 2: care of her, and you said, and I told you,
• 20:15
  Speaker 2: and You're like, yeah, I know all about it. Yeah,
• 20:18
  Speaker 2: I got the text messages. She was texting John too
• 20:21
  Speaker 2: when this is happening and sending him audio. So I'm like,
• 20:25
  Speaker 2: I'm not the crazy one.
• 20:26
  Speaker 3: I'm not the bad one.
• 20:28
  Speaker 2: Why because I don't want to gets off with everything
• 20:30
  Speaker 2: I know.
• 20:30
  Speaker 3: I don't know how. I don't want to be in
• 20:32
  Speaker 3: the thick of all of this because I'm removed.
• 20:35
  Speaker 2: You're above it.
• 20:35
  Speaker 3: I know I'm not above anything. I'm not too good
• 20:38
  Speaker 3: or above any Here's the thing.
• 20:39
  Speaker 2: If you talk about Shannon, oh, you're obsessed. If you
• 20:43
  Speaker 2: get asked about Shannon and you answer it.
• 20:45
  Speaker 3: Stop talking about her. Notice that.
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: Notice that every time that lady brought up my name,
• 20:53
  Speaker 1: we weren't even in the equation.
• 20:54
  Speaker 3: She talked about you and the whole season, all season,
• 20:57
  Speaker 3: the whole season.
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: But I would always I would because I have to
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: recap it with Carlos and do it. And I'm like
• 21:01
  Speaker 1: I look back and I'm like, I it wasn't like
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: someone said, oh about Alexis. It was just it came
• 21:06
  Speaker 1: out of her mouth like she just so, who's the
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: obsessed one?
• 21:10
  Speaker 2: And Alexis, I want to say, like there was times
• 21:12
  Speaker 2: where I would because I had a really hard season
• 21:14
  Speaker 2: and talking about taking xanax, you know, with Teddy diagnosed
• 21:17
  Speaker 2: and people.
• 21:18
  Speaker 3: Just so you guys know, I was on the other
• 21:20
  Speaker 3: phone and end of the fo.
• 21:21
  Speaker 2: With her, and I would tell you like, I'm trying
• 21:24
  Speaker 2: to make up with this girl and she doesn't want
• 21:25
  Speaker 2: to make up. And you're like, you know, or she
• 21:28
  Speaker 2: did this to me today and you're like, Okay, Tamara,
• 21:30
  Speaker 2: you know what, you need to really think about this,
• 21:32
  Speaker 2: Like you never put her down to me, you never
• 21:35
  Speaker 2: thought like I took that branch. No, You're like, you
• 21:38
  Speaker 2: know what, Okay, let's think about this, Let's do what's
• 21:40
  Speaker 2: best for you, and let's do I mean, at the
• 21:42
  Speaker 2: end of the day, everyone jay bitches and so you
• 21:46
  Speaker 2: have to have friendships, but you also have to, like
• 21:49
  Speaker 2: you've got to think sometimes you have to put emotions aside.
• 21:52
  Speaker 2: When you're a reality TV person, you have to put
• 21:54
  Speaker 2: emotions aside and go. It's getting harder for me as
• 21:57
  Speaker 2: I get older.
• 21:58
  Speaker 1: I think it's it was harder for me to you
• 22:00
  Speaker 1: should today because I'm another year older.
• 22:02
  Speaker 2: No, it was notice he's such a door. It was
• 22:06
  Speaker 2: hard for me to pack today. I'm here, I'm talking
• 22:08
  Speaker 2: about emotions. It's hard for me as I get older.
• 22:10
  Speaker 2: She goes, it's hard for me to pack today. This
• 22:12
  Speaker 2: is the stuff that I put up with with Alexis Jansen.
• 22:16
  Speaker 2: Bay Guys, thank you so much for tuning in. We
• 22:18
  Speaker 2: are at Bravo Con. It is Thursday night and I
• 22:22
  Speaker 2: am going to watch What Happens to Night and you
• 22:24
  Speaker 2: are going to hold down the ford here with Teddy.
• 22:27
  Speaker 2: You're gonna do some interviews. Super excited about this. You're
• 22:30
  Speaker 2: going to be here for the weekend. And I thank
• 22:33
  Speaker 2: you so much.
• 22:34
  Speaker 3: Love you, I love you. Bye.
• 22:35
  Speaker 2: Hi