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Why a Narcissist Always Returns After Discarding You · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  Boom. Why do narcissists almost always
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  return after they discard you? Why do they keep coming back?
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  Why can't they just leave you the hell alone once they
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  discard? You.
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  Like they are the ones that end the relationship.
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  They are the ones that leave you.
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  They are the ones that break up with you or file for divorce or
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  leave you for somebody else. Why the hell do they keep coming
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  back after they are the ones that ended it?
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  Why? That's what we're talking about
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  today, y'all. Of course, if you're new here,
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  I'm Lee Hammock. I'm a diagnosed narcissist
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  myself and we just going to hop. Right into it.
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  I'm here to give you the inside look at the mind of a
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  narcissist. Sorry, Yeah, got a comment right
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  here that says they need money, a place to stay, another round
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  the game of life, Cheek clapping, their side piece
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  dumped them and the other ones on vacation with her real
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  boyfriend that cheated on you with your ex.
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  Yeah. So that right there could
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  definitely happen, right? That right there could
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  definitely happen. What is going on and what is
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  going on? Jalisa, what's up?
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  What's up? What's up?
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  Yes, the main reason why a lot of narcissists and toxic people
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  refuse to leave you alone once they discard you is because they
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  feel like you belong to them. You are mine.
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  I own you, not me personally. That's how the narcissist there
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  in your life thinks. They think that because y'all
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  have shared bodily fluids, y'all have dated, y'all have been in
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  love before y'all were married or divorced or whatever the case
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  may be. They think you are you belong to
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  them, that you have your ownership papers like your your
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  papers, your your driver's license.
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  If you flip that thing over on the back, it says property of
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  this narcissistic toxic bastard. That's what the back of it says.
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  The front has your name and address on it.
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  The back has all of the other stuff on it, right?
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  The back has everything else on it.
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  That's what goes on right there. Y'all, what's going on Lisa?
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  How you doing girl? This is what goes on.
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  I'm just telling you, they think that you belong to them.
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  Just because I ended with you does not mean I am done with
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  you. It does not mean that I'm
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  finished with you. It does not mean that it's
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  absolutely over. It just means I'm pushing pause
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  on this section of the relationship, this section of
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  the relationship, y'all? That's what that's what it
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  means. That's what it could mean to a
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  lot of narcissistic people, right?
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  I'm just pushing pause on what we have going on right now.
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  Nothing that nothing more, nothing less.
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  And this is what you're going to encounter the more you deal with
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  a toxic narcissistic person. Like who's it?
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  That sounds like my baby daddy. I bet it does.
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  Your baby daddy probably think because we have a baby together.
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  Glenda, you belong to me you don't get to move on.
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  Yes, I have 4 kids by four other people.
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  Yes I cheated on you and had three kids three of those kids
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  while we were together. Yes I left you for the 4th 1:00
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  but you don't get to move on because you belong to me now.
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  How dare you think otherwise? How dare you think you get to
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  move on and live your life to the fullest.
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  How dare you? That's what that's.
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  Literally the way it goes, I'm telling you, that's the mindset,
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  that's the mentality of a lot of toxic, abusive, narcissistic
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  people. They think that because we've
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  shared anything before, you belong to me.
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  And I hate that there's so many people that have to deal with
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  that, right? I hate that when you when you
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  deal with this person or you're trying to heal and you're trying
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  to leave them alone, like they break up with you, right?
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  They like they abruptly end your relationship.
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  They abruptly break up with you. They out of out of nowhere, they
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  suddenly break up with you. And then when you.
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  Finally start. To heal your Your heart is
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  broken. You.
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  It came out of nowhere. They ghosted you.
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  Now look, now you're finally starting to heal and guess what?
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  This toxic bastard calls you. This toxic bastard texts you.
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  This toxic bastard decides that they missed you and they they
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  were just thinking about you. They after they broke.
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  You down and. Try to do this.
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  They after they broke you down piece by piece, they decided to
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  come back and try to After they destroyed you, they want to
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  check in on you to make sure that you're OK.
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  How crazy is that sound right there?
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  How crazy is that? After they destroyed you, they
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  want to check in on you. After they broke you down, they
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  want to check. In I just wanted to make sure
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  hey, hey, Kirsten, I just wanted to make sure that you were OK.
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  I just wanted to check in and make sure you're doing OK.
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  I know things between us didn't end the best.
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  I just wanted to make sure that you all right, That's it.
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  That's it. I ain't I ain't want I ain't
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  want nothing. I just want to check in or
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  you're still just because we're not together no more don't mean
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  I don't care about you don't mean I don't worry about you
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  like right. That's that's not what that
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  means right there. That's not what that.
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  Means that's exactly what that means right there y'all.
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  So a lot of times narcissists return returns after they
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  discard you because they think you belong to them and also
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  y'all, they want to make sure that they still have some type
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  of access to you. I want to make sure that the
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  door or the window or the the back door, whatever is still
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  open for me if and when I decide to come back.
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  If and when I decide to come back into your life, I want to
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  make sure that that door is possibly still open for me.
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  I, I do. Who said this right here?
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  Amy said we were shelved. Yep.
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  Put you on the shelf. They put you on the shelf for
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  later just in case I find somebody new that fits me
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  better. I'm putting you on the shelf.
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  I'm placing you on the shelf for later, just in case I find
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  someone new. Just in case this new person
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  that I'm dealing with doesn't work out.
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  I want to be. Able to come back.
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  Amy, I miss you. Amy I want Amy.
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  I want my family back. Amy I can't believe I made a
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  mistake. Amy, did you?
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  Know what I'm saying? They want to have the ability to
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  do that right there. They want to have the ability to
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  try to come back into your life, become disruptive, become
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  destructive, and possibly leave again.
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  I will say this right here. Y'all, if they come into your
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  life, if they, if they're coming in and out of your life and you
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  let them, they're going to keep doing it.
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  If you if they leave you for somebody else and you take them
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  back, they're going to leave you for somebody else again later
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  on. What's going to go?
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  Like seriously, I'm not trying to hurt anybody's feelings, but
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  in a lot of times in the in the mind of a narcissist job, it's
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  like this. What you allowed me to do is
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  what I'm going to do. Simply put, whatever I feel like
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  you allowed me to do, I'm going to do regardless of how you
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  feel, regardless of what's going on.
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  Whatever I feel like you allowed me to do, I'm absolutely going
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  to do regardless. I don't care what you have to
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  say. I don't care what's going on.
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  Whatever you say have to do, whatever you say is going on.
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  Y'all my officer right by the Police Department out and it is
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  just killing me. It'd be blowing by.
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  It'd be blowing by or whatnot, just constantly.
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  But who commented this? Like I said, yes.
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  Another reason why they return after they discard you because
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  they might need money, they might be broke.
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  If look, if you have look, OK, yeah, If you have a bum
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  narcissistic person that you've been taking care of for years
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  for you've been taking care of this narcissistic bastard for
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  years, right? And they leave you with somebody
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  else. And it's like if they if you've
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  been taking the care of this narcissistic bastard for years
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  and they leave you for somebody else and then they get kicked
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  out or they get broken up with, or they're still with the
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  person, they might ask you for money.
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  Like, wow, you going to really let me suffer out here?
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  You really going to let me suffer?
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  You know I need you know I ain't worked in 40 years because of
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  you. You going to let me suffer?
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  After they broke up with you, after they left you, they come
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  back asking you for money, right?
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  They come back asking you for some type of financial
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  assistance. Look, I just need a little to
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  get in my feet with the new with my new Boo.
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  We looking for a place and I I know you still love me.
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  You want me to you don't want me to be homeless.
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  Go. Can you spare a couple of
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  dollars? Right?
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  That's crazy. That's insane.
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  But that's what happens again, sometimes they do come back
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  because they need a place to say stay.
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  They need a place to stay. They need some shelter.
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  They need food, water and shelter.
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  They can't do it on their own. They're super dependent.
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  So sometimes they'll come back into your life just because they
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  need something from you. Very, yeah, very rarely is it
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  because they love you and they care about you and they, they
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  regret what they've done to you. Most times there ain't most
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  times they're going to come back into your life because they need
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  something from you. It's it's always, almost always
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  going to be a transactional reason as to why they come back.
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  They're not just to come back for the the kindness of their
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  own heart. You know what?
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  I don't want nothing from you. I just love you, girl, and I
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  want you back. I just.
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  Love you boy, and I want you back.
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  I want my boob back. I just want my boob back.
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  I don't want anything from you except another chance.
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  Very rare. And they might say that, but do
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  they actually mean that, right? They might say that, but it
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  actually actually mean that, right?
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  That's crazy right here. And she said I have BPD, broke
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  over him three times because he changed.
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  When I walked away and went back to him, he said he's already
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  dating. Yeah.
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  They only like you keep coming in and out.
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  I don't like that. Now move on quick.
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  I can't have you coming in and out of my life even though I'm
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  not, even though I'm not changing.
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  You know, if you're dealing with a person like this, this is
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  something you have to consider. Y'all seriously?
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  Now? I know it's a tough thing, but
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  this is what goes on right here, y'all.
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  So sometimes another reason why some of these toxic bastards
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  will come back is because y'all, they do want them.
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  They, they might want to clap some cheeks, right?
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  They might want to clap some cheeks.
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  They might absolutely want to clap some cheeks.
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  They might miss the buns. They might miss the miss what
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  y'all used to do and then come back and, and come back and
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  sleep with you while they're simultaneously sleeping with
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  somebody else and you know it. So now they do that type of
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  stuff sometimes, sometimes y'all will.
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  You absolutely know what they're doing.
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  You'll hear about it and you won't care.
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  Just like, well, I just need, I have needs too.
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  I got my knees now. I don't care if I don't care if
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  I'm playing second field. They want to make you sometimes
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  they'll make you the side person, right?
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  They'll make you the side person to their new relationship.
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  Like they were cheating on you, left you for somebody else, left
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  you for this side person and now they're making you the side
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  person. You sign and you will or will
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  you willfully do it. You know what I'm saying?
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  They'd be having out here looking silly as hair like you.
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  You decide peace to your ex-husband.
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  You still fucking your? Ex-wife when she moved, she she.
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  She engaged somebody else that be happening.
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  They be happening they be happening Y'all know it right
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  and they and something like that.
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  I've heard yeah, I've heard these stories before.
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  Well, they well, they let like the narcissist was cheating,
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  left them for the new supply, married the new supply, cheated
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  on the new supply with them, got them pregnant and still had a
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  baby outside their new their new affair marriage.
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  Ain't that crazy as hell. The narcissist cheated on you,
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  left you for somebody else, then started cheating with you, got
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  you pregnant and you had a baby outside their marriage.
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  I was like, what? The heck what?
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  It's like Leo was in a different place then I was in a different
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  place. It's just that now, now the new
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  supply angry at me because I got a baby, even though she knew I
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  existed when she was cheating with my man.
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  Now she's mad at me because of Herman, who was my man, got me
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  pregnant and that we raising the baby together.
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  And I don't I don't want her around the baby and my husband,
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  my ex-husband still come over here still fucking me.
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  And then I was like, Oh my goodness, what are we doing?
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  Y'all? They'd be making my head hurt.
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  Like what are we doing? What are we doing here?
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  Like what's what's what we doing?
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  Seriously, what are we doing? What we doing is these cross
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  lies raising the brazing babies in this crazy ass shit.
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  That's wild. That's wild.
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  I'm like my head y'all be like, yeah, I'm telling you I'm not
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  here Be hurry. I'm like, yeah, what are we?
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  What are we doing? Here, you see what I'm saying?
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  I literally asked the question, what are we?
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  What? What are we doing?
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  You mean that make somebody said that makes them important to
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  women fighting over their lame ass.
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  Don't do it like Oh yeah, they make them.
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  They make them feel super important.
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  Look how look at me. I ain't got, look, I ain't got
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  two. I ain't got 2 nickels to rub
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  together. But I got two women fighting
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  over me. I have literally 2 nick.
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  I have two nickels to rub together.
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  But I got, look, I got more women fighting over me then I
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  got nickels to rub together. I let I let that joke sit with
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  y'all for a second. I got more women fighting over
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  me then I got dollars. In my pocket?
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  That's crazy. I got more.
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  Women fighting over me. Then I got Dimes.
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  To rub the. They're pennies to rub together.
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  That's wild. Yeah, I'll be scrapping fighting
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  for that bum that much. I'll be fighting for that bum.
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  Like this is my. Bum get off, get him back, give
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  him back. Give me this.
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  Give me this is my bum. Give him back to me.
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  Give him bike right now. Give him bike.
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  I've heard it so many times. I've really heard it so many
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  times. So I'm like, yeah, what are we
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  fighting over? You know, I try to, I try to be
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  judgmental, y'all, but I'm like, look, if this is your friend
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  fighting over a bum, what would you say?
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  I'll tell Lily. A bum alone.
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  Do you get it? Why is he still living with me,
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  sleeping in living room for four months, but spending money on me
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  instead of with his New Girl who I think may be pregnant?
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  No, we don't clap cheeks. No, so and I have no and so
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  that's why he right there. So now it's like he he's still
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  in his space right now. Now he think he can have this
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  dual, dual life. I have this woman at home that I
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  live with, but I also have this other girl that I'm paying for.
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  You know what I'm saying? That's how narcissistic people
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  like to trap you. They like to have these
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  situations where they that you financially depend on them.
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  So they can trap you, right. They'll absolutely feel like
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  make you feel like you're trapped in here like you can't
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  deal with you can't leave me. So you have to put up with the
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  shit I'm doing. You have no incomes.
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  You get you have to put up with what I'm saying.
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  You can't just leave me. So you have to understand that I
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  got a baby on the way and you got to stay here.
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  Where you going to go? You know what I'm saying?
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  Yeah. And if I know a bum, yeah y'all
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  got to stop playing and come back there because these these
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  guys are looking for women with good jobs to live off of a Yeah,
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  It that be happening. Y'all that was saying like y'all
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  I heard it like it's a it's a it's damn near a tail as old as
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  time. Like these bum ass people that
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  have literally nothing to offer you then some sex just be
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  ruining y'all lives. It'd be ruining your life.
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  You'd be cutting your Mama. Daddy friends off.
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  For a fucking bum. And they'd be blowing my mind.
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  Like what are we doing? Everybody cut off with this bum,
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  this bum man, this bum woman, this bum person be cutting
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  everybody off and now you alone. Now they leave you for somebody.
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  Else now you alone, like my friends, turn on me, you turn on
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  your. Friends.
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  You turn on your. Friends.
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  My friends turn on me, don't want to talk to me no more
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  because who I'm dealing with. You turn on them now you mad I
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  don't want to talk. Anymore I wouldn't talk to you
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  more either. You turn on.
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  Me for this bump. No, no, no.
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  But as we yeah, I'm just telling you this, what goes on in a lot
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  of these hot relationship dynamics, this is the space that
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  so many people fall into repeatedly over and over again.
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  You're speaking to me. Yeah.
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  We got to wake up, man. We literally have to wake up
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  because sometimes a narcissist will come back to you just
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  because they think you're open to it.
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  They'll come back to you just because their their new partner
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  left them. The new supply broke up with
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  them and now they have nowhere to go.
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  So they come back to you. They just come back to you.
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  Look, I know things didn't end the.
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  Way I would have wanted. Them to I know I.
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  Left you for somebody else? But they keep look.
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  I know I cheated on you, but they cheated on me and they
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  kicked me out knowing I had nowhere.
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  To go and now. You know I have nowhere to go
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  and you won't let me. Come back.
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  Wow, you. Really are evil.
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  That's why I was cheating. See, You really are evil.
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  You had no heart. I cheated you.
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  I cheated on you and left you, but you can't have the heart and
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  let me come back. What about the Bible?
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  The. Bible say about forgiveness.
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  You going to leave me out here in the cold?
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  I'm needy, I'm needy. I'm one of God.
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  'S children, I'm needy. Sorry, y'all, I get carried
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  away, but that's going on right there.
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  That be that that's what be happening.
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  I want y'all to wake up and just understand that people out here
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  don't have the they do. They do not have your best
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  intentions in their hearts. I promise you that they they
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  that they do not like. They don't have your best
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  intention at heart. They just want you to suffer.
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  They want to talk. They want to come back and get
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  you. I've been called Lilith.
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  Oh, Lord of mercy. Oh, Lord of mercy.
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  When mine heads to his ex, I'll be dropping off his things and
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  driving the vehicle home. It's in my name.
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  Everything's in my name because you left me to be responsible.
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  Oh, goodness. He'd be mad as hell.
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  He was mad as hell. You.
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  Taking my car, you know I'm gonna.
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  Get to work. You take my car.
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  Wow. Wow.
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  You know it's my only car. Wow, wow, wow.
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  You gonna do me like? That yeah, the tears farted gas
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  like that. Wow.
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  Damn you gonna? Take my car.
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  Shit, I ain't got nowhere. To go.
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  You know I ain't got nowhere to go.
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  You knew I You knew I ain't got nowhere to go.
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  You gonna do me like this? Wow.
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  I thought you really. I thought you cared.
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  I thought you wouldn't like me. You probably nothing like me.
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  You worse than I am. I would never do you like this.
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  Never. I would never do you like this.
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  I would never do. Do you like you?
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  Do with me. Wow y'all.
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  This is my website on the screen right here at mentalillness.net.
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  Check it out for my coaching, my courses.
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  Everything is at mentalillness.net.
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  Y'all boom you said fine. Thanks for what you do.
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  Appreciate it. I'm putting that work in.
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  Seek peace, not chaos. Absolutely.
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  It's called karma and we don't care.
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  Yeah, you got to give them that karma, y'all?
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  Sometimes karma means leaving these these stinking asses out
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  in the cold after they've done you wrong.
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  That's what. That's what karma look like
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  sometimes, right? Karma mean leaving them out
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  there, not picking the phone up, not giving them somewhere a warm
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  place to stay after they've done something horrible to you,
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  right? Anyway, y'all, I got some videos
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  I need to record. The podcast is launching.
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  I got 6 episodes recorded for the podcast.
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  Y'all. I'm so excited about the
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  podcast. This channel is transitioning to
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  a podcast channel, y'all. I'm still going to be doing
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  narcissist content, but mainly podcast stuff is coming soon,
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  y'all, Mainly podcast stuff is going to be over here.
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  You're going to be on the if you want to be on the podcast, you
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  here. This is the form It looks like
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  y'all, it looks it's tinyurl.com.
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  Fill out the form. I'm doing in person and virtual
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  podcast. I've done 6 virtual in person in
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  if I'm traveling for a workshop or something, I might do
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  something. I might bring myself and do it
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  in person there, right? But I'm here, like I said, I'm
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  I've recorded 6 episodes. Six different topics, 6
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  different stories is going to be amazing.
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  Like I'm posting stuff everywhere.
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  Y'all going y'all we sick of Lee y'all we sick of me talking to
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  people helping people out and stuff like that.
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