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- 0:00Speaker 1: Life doesn't stop for you to hurt. It doesn't stop
- 0:05Speaker 1: turning because you lost a loved one. It doesn't stop
- 0:08Speaker 1: because you don't feel good. It's still happening. The bills
- 0:11Speaker 1: are still coming. The problems are still coming. This is
- 0:13Speaker 1: not the end. Don't run from it. Don't hide from it.
- 0:16Speaker 1: Don't duck from it. Don't dodge from it. Don't run
- 0:19Speaker 1: trying to get away from it because you are not
- 0:22Speaker 1: being buried. You are being planted. So I was building
- 0:28Speaker 1: my church. The church of my dreams. The church beyond
- 0:33Speaker 1: my dreams. The church that I never thought I would
- 0:35Speaker 1: ever get to build. The church that was valued out
- 0:39Speaker 1: at millions and millions of dollars that I didn't have.
- 0:44Speaker 1: But I had the faith to believe that God did.
- 0:47Speaker 1: And it was going up and it was happening and
- 0:50Speaker 1: I was seeing it right before my eyes and it
- 0:53Speaker 1: was like being at the Red Sea when Moses stretched
- 0:55Speaker 1: forth his rod and the bills parted. And the contractors
- 1:00Speaker 1: got paid and the building was erected and it was
- 1:02Speaker 1: standing there. And the only bad thing about it, amidst
- 1:06Speaker 1: all of the pews and the colors and the picking
- 1:08Speaker 1: out of the architect's designs and going through proofs and
- 1:12Speaker 1: looking at materials and concepts, the only bad thing about
- 1:15Speaker 1: it is while the church was going up, my mother
- 1:20Speaker 1: was going down.
- 1:23Speaker 2: And you have to have.
- 1:24Speaker 1: Taken care of somebody with Alzheimer's to know that they
- 1:27Speaker 1: go away in layers. It's not like a car wreck
- 1:32Speaker 1: and they go all at once. It's not like a
- 1:33Speaker 1: heart attack and you find them and they're gone.
- 1:35Speaker 2: No, no, no, no.
- 1:36Speaker 1: She died a little bit every day. And every day
- 1:41Speaker 1: they were bringing me reports about what materials came in
- 1:45Speaker 1: and the pews are going to come in on Saturday
- 1:47Speaker 1: and the carpet is coming in and at the same
- 1:50Speaker 1: time the doctor was saying she's getting worse. And she
- 1:54Speaker 1: had lost the ability to remember to swallow and holding
- 1:59Speaker 1: food in her mouth And I would come home from
- 2:02Speaker 1: preaching and ministering and have to stick my finger in
- 2:06Speaker 1: her mouth and remove her food and take care of her.
- 2:09Speaker 1: And all kinds of articles were being written about the
- 2:12Speaker 1: smart church and what was going on. And they were
- 2:15Speaker 1: talking about what was going right. And they never saw
- 2:18Speaker 1: what was going wrong. They saw the wine and I
- 2:26Speaker 1: saw the crushing. I really saw the crushing You see,
- 2:32Speaker 1: my mother was not just my mother. She was my
- 2:34Speaker 1: best friend. She was my secret keeper and my confidant.
- 2:38Speaker 1: I knew everything about her and she knew everything about me.
- 2:42Speaker 1: And losing her was like losing me in pieces because
- 2:45Speaker 1: we were almost the same person. Even through Alzheimer's, we
- 2:49Speaker 1: could still continue to communicate. And when she lost her
- 2:53Speaker 1: ability to speak English and started speaking gibberish when I
- 2:57Speaker 1: would walk into the room, she'd look at me and say, hi, baby.
- 3:04Speaker 1: And I watched her fade away until she died in
- 3:07Speaker 1: my arms. And I held her until her body got cold.
- 3:12Speaker 1: And it was painful. And it was tough. And I
- 3:18Speaker 1: still had to teach Bible class. And I still had
- 3:21Speaker 1: to run revival. And I still had to preach on
- 3:23Speaker 1: Sunday morning. And I still had to conduct business. And
- 3:26Speaker 1: I still had to negotiate the affairs of the church.
- 3:28Speaker 1: And I was writing a book by her bedside while
- 3:32Speaker 1: she was in the hospital. I was writing while she
- 3:37Speaker 1: was dying in the room with her, right by her side.
- 3:42Speaker 1: You can't let go of one thing for the other.
- 3:45Speaker 1: You have to do both simultaneously. Life doesn't stop for
- 3:50Speaker 1: you to hurt. It doesn't stop turning because you lost
- 3:55Speaker 1: a loved one. It doesn't stop because you don't feel good.
- 3:59Speaker 1: It won't give you a leave of absence so that
- 4:01Speaker 1: you can get away from everything and shut it all down.
- 4:04Speaker 1: It's still happening. The bills are still coming. The problems
- 4:07Speaker 1: are still coming. I'm talking about crushing people. I'm talking
- 4:10Speaker 1: about pain. I'm talking about suffering. I'm talking about where
- 4:13Speaker 1: the rubber meets the road. I'm not talking about church.
- 4:15Speaker 1: I'm not talking about religion. I'm talking about life. Jesus
- 4:18Speaker 1: didn't say, I come that you might have church. He said,
- 4:21Speaker 1: I come that you might have life. And sometimes we're
- 4:24Speaker 1: great at having church, but we're having a terrible time
- 4:27Speaker 1: having life. We know how to clap. We know how
- 4:32Speaker 1: to sing. We know how to shout. But do we
- 4:34Speaker 1: know how to live? And God won't just be a
- 4:39Speaker 1: church experience. He's going to get in your life experience
- 4:45Speaker 1: to validate your church experience. So I asked myself, what
- 4:49Speaker 1: does this mean? How would I get through this? Can
- 4:52Speaker 1: I get through this? I have never had to get
- 4:55Speaker 1: through this before. I have never lived a day that
- 4:58Speaker 1: she wasn't in it.
- 5:00Speaker 2: Not one.
- 5:03Speaker 1: I have never been abandoned like that in my life.
- 5:08Speaker 1: And even though I was 40, for the first time
- 5:11Speaker 1: in my life, I was an orphan, a preaching orphan.
- 5:17Speaker 1: a teaching orphan, a traveling book writing orphan. And though
- 5:23Speaker 1: he slay me, yet shall I trust him.
- 5:39Speaker 1: Demolition is a messy thing.
- 5:46Speaker 1: If you get ready to remodel your house, expect to
- 5:48Speaker 1: have some mess. And when God gets ready to recycle you,
- 5:53Speaker 1: he does it through the things you suffer and the
- 5:57Speaker 1: things you endure. In the gospel of St. John, Jesus
- 6:02Speaker 1: identifies who he is. And he says, I am the
- 6:05Speaker 1: vine and ye are the branches. And every branch in
- 6:11Speaker 1: me that bear fruit, I purge it that it might
- 6:14Speaker 1: bring forth more fruit. That's the sentence that gets me
- 6:18Speaker 1: because it would seem like to me that if the
- 6:20Speaker 1: branch was doing good, you would leave it alone. But
- 6:24Speaker 1: he says every branch in me that beareth fruit.
- 6:27Speaker 2: I cut it back.
- 6:31Speaker 1: I cut it back not because I'm a serial killer,
- 6:34Speaker 1: not because I'm out to destroy the bush, not because
- 6:37Speaker 1: I hate grapes, not because I don't want it to win,
- 6:41Speaker 1: but I cut it back so that it might bring
- 6:43Speaker 1: forth more fruit. So we don't go through these crushings
- 6:50Speaker 1: because we are not his and we don't go through
- 6:53Speaker 1: these crushings because he doesn't love us and we don't
- 6:56Speaker 1: go through these crushings because we're not fruitful. He cuts
- 7:00Speaker 1: us because we are fruitful. Because as fruitful as we are,
- 7:06Speaker 1: he knows the potential of what is yet down inside
- 7:10Speaker 1: of us. And he knows how to get you to
- 7:12Speaker 1: that potential. And he stops you from being safe. And
- 7:17Speaker 1: he stops you from being satisfied. You have to give
- 7:20Speaker 1: up safety if you're going to walk with God.
- 7:22Speaker 2: Amen.
- 7:23Speaker 1: You have to trust him that he is the farmer,
- 7:25Speaker 1: that he knows what he's doing. And when he says
- 7:28Speaker 1: that I am the vine and you are the branches,
- 7:30Speaker 1: he says, my father is the husbandman and the husbandman
- 7:34Speaker 1: is the farmer. He's the vintner. He's the one that
- 7:38Speaker 1: controls the process. He knows exactly where to cut to
- 7:45Speaker 1: make you more fruitful. When I was a little boy,
- 7:48Speaker 1: I went out in the yard trying to do like
- 7:51Speaker 1: my mother who pruned the rose bushes. I decided I
- 7:54Speaker 1: would help her out and go prune the rose bushes.
- 7:57Speaker 1: And when she came home from work, I had almost
- 7:59Speaker 1: killed the bush. I had almost killed the bush. I
- 8:03Speaker 1: was a bad little boy. You can tell. Can't you imagine?
- 8:07Speaker 1: Just shrink me down to about eight years old. You
- 8:09Speaker 1: got trouble on your hands. I was a bad little boy.
- 8:12Speaker 1: I tore the bush apart. And she was furious with me.
- 8:17Speaker 1: And I said, why are you furious with me when
- 8:19Speaker 1: I'm only doing what you did? She said, no, you're
- 8:22Speaker 1: not doing what I did because I know where to cut. See,
- 8:31Speaker 1: the vintner knows where to cut. It's not the cut alone.
- 8:36Speaker 1: You can't just cut it anywhere. He knows where to
- 8:38Speaker 1: cut and he knows when to cut and he knows
- 8:41Speaker 1: how to cut to bring you to the place that
- 8:43Speaker 1: you can be more fruitful because ultimately he wants you
- 8:47Speaker 1: to have enough fruit that we can become wine. That
- 8:51Speaker 1: we can enter into that state of being that lasts
- 8:56Speaker 1: for years and years forever. and hundreds of years as wine.
- 9:01Speaker 1: But if I remain, the grape power will go bad.
- 9:05Speaker 1: So it is the only fruit that is raised to die.
- 9:11Speaker 1: It is raised to be crushed. It is meant to
- 9:15Speaker 1: be stepped on. It is meant to be bruised. If
- 9:21Speaker 1: grapes could scream, they would cry out from the pain
- 9:27Speaker 1: of becoming wine. But if they can endure the pain
- 9:31Speaker 1: of the crushing and trust the vidner who is God
- 9:34Speaker 1: our father to take me through this process, my latter
- 9:38Speaker 1: days will be greater than my former days. And finally,
- 9:41Speaker 1: I'll be more valuable and I'll be worth more. And
- 9:44Speaker 1: I may get shipped abroad and I may be served
- 9:47Speaker 1: to kings and princes and set before great men only
- 9:50Speaker 1: because I've been crushed. I may be served at the
- 9:55Speaker 1: finest tables. I may be used in the greatest restaurants
- 9:59Speaker 1: only because I endured the crushing. Jesus connects us to
- 10:05Speaker 1: the Father by helping us to understand what his role
- 10:08Speaker 1: is in our life so that we won't misunderstand the knife,
- 10:13Speaker 1: so that we will understand that the knife is in
- 10:15Speaker 1: the right hand. That sometimes when God approaches you, he
- 10:19Speaker 1: approaches you and he looks like a slayer because he's
- 10:22Speaker 1: coming with something that hurts. And you have to trust
- 10:27Speaker 1: his character when you don't understand his methods. You have
- 10:32Speaker 1: to understand his acts by believing in his ways. Because
- 10:39Speaker 1: the husbandman is our father. He cuts us in all
- 10:43Speaker 1: the right places. And we can do nothing without him.
- 10:49Speaker 1: We can be nothing without him. We cannot reach the
- 10:53Speaker 1: height and the hope of the purpose of our calling
- 10:56Speaker 1: without him because only the manufacturer knows how fast the
- 11:01Speaker 1: car will go. He has built it and designed it
- 11:05Speaker 1: to accomplish more than the foot that's got its pressure
- 11:09Speaker 1: on the pedal. He has designed the car to exceed
- 11:14Speaker 1: the pace that you may be willing to drive. And
- 11:18Speaker 1: so if you want to know how fast it can go,
- 11:21Speaker 1: you have to talk to the manufacturer because he designed
- 11:24Speaker 1: it with enough horsepower to do more things than you
- 11:27Speaker 1: may even be capable of doing. And God pushes us
- 11:30Speaker 1: out of our comfort zone by crushing us. Jesus became
- 11:34Speaker 1: human so that he could understand what it was like
- 11:38Speaker 1: to be human. He experienced our trials, our temptations, our heartaches,
- 11:42Speaker 1: our pain, so that he would be an example for us.
- 11:45Speaker 1: He is the fruition of God's word. He proves himself
- 11:48Speaker 1: in us. He walks it out right in front of
- 11:50Speaker 1: us to show us that it can be done. He
- 11:53Speaker 1: allows himself to be beaten right in front of us.
- 11:56Speaker 1: And we got to see him be beaten. And we
- 11:58Speaker 1: got to see him be ridiculed and laughed at and
- 12:01Speaker 1: be popular and then unpopular and loved and then hated
- 12:05Speaker 1: so that we would understand that all of this is
- 12:08Speaker 1: part of becoming wise. My wife is a neat freak.
- 12:18Speaker 1: She wants everything in place. I think the house is
- 12:21Speaker 1: clean even when she says it's not. And she'll be
- 12:25Speaker 1: complaining about stuff that I think is no big deal.
- 12:28Speaker 1: Because she likes everything nice and neat. Now don't get
- 12:30Speaker 1: me wrong, I'm not a messy person. Well, maybe a
- 12:33Speaker 1: little bit. But I like it nice even though I'm messy.
- 12:39Speaker 1: I like it nice and neat. I like life nice
- 12:42Speaker 1: and neat and packaged and beautiful and smelling good.
- 12:46Speaker 2: And that's not how it happens.
- 12:49Speaker 1: Any winemaker will tell you that making wine is a
- 12:52Speaker 1: dirty business. It's a messy business. It's a business that
- 12:57Speaker 1: leaves stains in your clothes and scratches in your skin.
- 13:02Speaker 1: That making wine happens in dirty places, not nice places. Neat, comfortable,
- 13:07Speaker 1: lazy boy chair, laid back remote control places. That's not
- 13:12Speaker 1: how you become wine. We have a God who works
- 13:16Speaker 1: in dirty places. From the very first time we meet
- 13:21Speaker 1: him in the book of Genesis, we see him stooping down,
- 13:24Speaker 1: playing in the dirt. This is the first indication that
- 13:28Speaker 1: God is not afraid to work in dirty places. Amen.
- 13:33Speaker 1: Over and over again, we get the metaphor of him
- 13:35Speaker 1: being a farmer of seed, of seed time and harvest,
- 13:39Speaker 1: of sowing and reaping.
- 13:41Speaker 2: To let you know that God works in the dirt.
- 13:45Speaker 1: And when you pray to stay out of the dirt,
- 13:47Speaker 1: you're praying to stay away from God because he stoops down.
- 13:51Speaker 2: To the dirt.
- 13:52Speaker 1: And he makes you in the dirt and he shapes
- 13:55Speaker 1: you in the dirt and he forms you in the
- 13:58Speaker 1: dirt and he matures you in the dirt and he
- 14:01Speaker 1: stabilizes you in the dirt like any wine dresser would.
- 14:05Speaker 1: If a wine dresser is not willing to get dirty,
- 14:07Speaker 1: he'll never have the grapes. And if you don't have
- 14:10Speaker 1: the grapes, you won't have the wine because the wine
- 14:13Speaker 1: means that you got to step on it and you
- 14:15Speaker 1: got to crush it and your feet are stained with
- 14:19Speaker 1: the pressure. Until both the winemaker and the grape have
- 14:25Speaker 1: experienced the same stain. And he was wounded for our transgressions.
- 14:32Speaker 1: And he was bruised for our iniquities. And the chastisement
- 14:35Speaker 1: of our peace was upon him. And with his stripes,
- 14:39Speaker 1: we are healed. Jesus became human so that he could
- 14:44Speaker 1: be stained with the stain that we experience. So that
- 14:48Speaker 1: when we cry out to him, he can be touched
- 14:51Speaker 1: by the feeling of our infirmity. He wanted to know
- 14:54Speaker 1: what that was like. God had never slept, not one night.
- 14:58Speaker 1: Until he came in the form of Jesus, he didn't
- 15:00Speaker 1: know what tired felt like. He didn't know what sleep
- 15:03Speaker 1: felt like. He didn't know what fear felt like. He
- 15:06Speaker 1: didn't know what stress felt like. And he came so
- 15:09Speaker 1: he could answer his own question, Adam, where art thou?
- 15:13Speaker 1: And so he came walking down from time, from eternity
- 15:17Speaker 1: into time, so that he could have a human experience
- 15:20Speaker 1: so that we could have a conversation. He is the
- 15:24Speaker 1: seed of Abraham. Amen. And God knows how to develop
- 15:28Speaker 1: that seed. He knew how to take it through 42 generations.
- 15:32Speaker 1: And you're trying to get there in 42 days. And
- 15:35Speaker 1: Jesus came through 42 generations. And you think you're late
- 15:39Speaker 1: and you think you're behind and you think you're off
- 15:41Speaker 1: schedule and you.
- 15:42Speaker 2: Think you missed your mark.
- 15:43Speaker 1: Jesus came through 42 generations to be the seed of Abraham.
- 15:49Speaker 1: He grew and matured. He started as a baby. And
- 15:52Speaker 1: most people don't want to start small. The Lord of glory,
- 15:56Speaker 1: the King of glory, the great I am, the mighty one,
- 15:59Speaker 1: the holy one, the consolation of Israel came in a
- 16:04Speaker 1: form of a baby. He came small. He came smaller
- 16:10Speaker 1: than the mother he would redeem. He came smaller than
- 16:14Speaker 1: the people that he would deliver. And it is no
- 16:18Speaker 1: accident that he was born in a manger because he
- 16:23Speaker 1: was a lamb. Where else would a lamb be born?
- 16:29Speaker 1: And he teaches us as he grows and as he develops.
- 16:34Speaker 1: The opportunity to grow happens in your life, in your home,
- 16:38Speaker 1: in your heart, in your spirit. And you are being planted,
- 16:43Speaker 1: but you feel like you're being buried. Have you ever
- 16:46Speaker 1: noticed that there is no difference in the motion between
- 16:50Speaker 1: planting and burying? When you plant a seed, it feels buried,
- 16:59Speaker 1: but it was planted to rise again. The fitner understands
- 17:07Speaker 1: that he is not a mortician. And even though he
- 17:12Speaker 1: takes the seed and digs a hole and puts the
- 17:15Speaker 1: seed down in the hole and covers it up with dirt,
- 17:18Speaker 1: he's not a mortician. He's planted it and not buried it.
- 17:23Speaker 1: And most of us think we are being buried when
- 17:26Speaker 1: in fact we are only being planted. And when you
- 17:30Speaker 1: are planted, that means you're going to get up again.
- 17:33Speaker 1: And when you are planted, that means you're going to
- 17:35Speaker 1: come forth again. And when you are planted, that means
- 17:37Speaker 1: that this is not how the story ends. This is
- 17:40Speaker 1: not the end. Don't run from it. Don't hide from it.
- 17:43Speaker 1: Don't duck from it. Don't dodge from it. Don't run
- 17:46Speaker 1: trying to get away from it because you are not
- 17:48Speaker 1: being buried. You are being planted. And to God be
- 17:55Speaker 1: the glory. For the things he has done. Even when
- 18:01Speaker 1: it hurts. That's crushing. This is the end. You're going
- 18:17Speaker 1: to lose everything. You won't come out of this. You're
- 18:24Speaker 1: not smart enough. You're not bright enough. You waited too late.
- 18:28Speaker 1: You should have started younger. Those are the kind of
- 18:32Speaker 1: voices that we all live with. For me, our ministry
- 18:36Speaker 1: was growing. We lived in a nice house, nice house
- 18:40Speaker 1: we'd ever had. Driving a nice car. Living from paycheck
- 18:45Speaker 1: to paycheck, making it. Every night. I lay down at night.
- 18:53Speaker 1: After she goes to sleep, I hear the voices. Those
- 18:59Speaker 1: voices are the kind of voices that stop you from
- 19:01Speaker 1: buying into your own life. Stop you from enjoying the
- 19:07Speaker 1: good times and believing that they will last. The anxiety
- 19:11Speaker 1: and the pressure and the strength that it took to
- 19:13Speaker 1: get from where you were to where you are doesn't
- 19:17Speaker 1: go away so you don't. really believe it's yours. You're
- 19:23Speaker 1: driving it but you don't really believe it's yours and
- 19:25Speaker 1: you're scared to relax and really rest in whatever it
- 19:29Speaker 1: is or whoever it is because everything else went away.
- 19:39Speaker 1: Maybe this will go away too. We talk about faith
- 19:43Speaker 1: for bad times but you also need faith in good times.
- 19:48Speaker 1: to actually believe the goodness of God is not going
- 19:53Speaker 1: anywhere to silence the voices they keep saying you'll never
- 20:00Speaker 1: make it you're about to lose everything fear gets in
- 20:04Speaker 1: your heart see see I know what it's like to
- 20:08Speaker 1: be poor And I know what it's like to be without.
- 20:12Speaker 1: And I know what it's like not to have dinner
- 20:14Speaker 1: for my kids. Returning to that, the idea that that
- 20:19Speaker 1: could happen is terrifying. And the enemy always has some
- 20:25Speaker 1: sort of tool or memory or situation that he uses
- 20:29Speaker 1: to terrify you, even though the good times are here
- 20:33Speaker 1: and the dream is there, the blessing is there and
- 20:36Speaker 1: the goodness is there. But there's always this haunting, nagging,
- 20:42Speaker 1: defiance that says, don't you relax. You're not worth it.
- 20:50Speaker 1: You don't deserve it. And it's not going to last.
- 20:55Speaker 1: Resting in what God has done is often more difficult
- 21:01Speaker 1: than receiving what God has done. To rest in it.
- 21:07Speaker 1: To believe that it will last. To believe that you
- 21:11Speaker 1: will last, that love will last, that life will last,
- 21:15Speaker 1: that good times will come, that things will be better.
- 21:18Speaker 1: It's difficult because of the voices. And you are what
- 21:21Speaker 1: you eat, and the voices are the food that feeds
- 21:24Speaker 1: your faith or fear. So if you want to change
- 21:30Speaker 1: your diet, you can change your outcome. But you have
- 21:36Speaker 1: to stop talking to yourself the way you do. Because
- 21:39Speaker 1: if you continue to talk to yourself the way you do,
- 21:42Speaker 1: you will always be where you've always been. It is
- 21:45Speaker 1: what you say within yourself that heals you. The woman
- 21:49Speaker 1: with the issue of blood said to herself, if I
- 21:52Speaker 1: can but touch the hem of his garment, I'll be
- 21:54Speaker 1: made whole. There was no scripture to validate that. She
- 22:00Speaker 1: could say, she wasn't quoting Deuteronomy or numbers or anything
- 22:04Speaker 1: like that. It's just something she said to herself. There
- 22:07Speaker 1: was no doctrine around it. We've never seen that happen before.
- 22:13Speaker 1: But she said to herself, if I can but touch
- 22:15Speaker 1: the hem of his garment, I'll be made whole. And
- 22:19Speaker 1: all the while she was crawling, she kept saying over
- 22:22Speaker 1: and over again, if I can just touch, if I
- 22:23Speaker 1: can just touch, if I can just touch, if I
- 22:25Speaker 1: can just touch.
- 22:26Speaker 2: The hem of his garment.
- 22:27Speaker 1: And without Jesus' permission, And without the support of the disciples.
- 22:34Speaker 2: She creeped up on him and snatched a miracle. Snatched it.
- 22:42Speaker 1: Snatched it because of what she said to herself. You
- 22:47Speaker 1: see those voices that say what you can't do, what
- 22:49Speaker 1: you can't have, what you can't be, what's not going
- 22:51Speaker 1: to last, what's not going to work is how the
- 22:54Speaker 1: enemy pulverizes the promises of God in your life. And
- 22:59Speaker 1: it takes word to combat word. That's why when Jesus
- 23:03Speaker 1: was in the wilderness and Satan was throwing word at him,
- 23:06Speaker 1: he was throwing word back. And what we have to
- 23:09Speaker 1: do is put word on word. I'm blessed. I'm blessed
- 23:15Speaker 1: in the city. I'm blessed in the field. I'm blessed
- 23:17Speaker 1: in my uprising. I'm blessed in my down setting. I'll
- 23:20Speaker 1: be blessed into my old age. I'll be blessed when
- 23:22Speaker 1: I'm an old man. My grandchildren will be blessed. My
- 23:26Speaker 1: body is blessed. My body is, my mind is blessed.
- 23:29Speaker 1: My head is blessed. I got this. I can handle it.
- 23:32Speaker 1: I can do it. Bring it on.
- 23:34Speaker 2: Here it is.
- 23:36Speaker 1: That kind of talk saying that to yourself drives back
- 23:41Speaker 1: the other voices of negativity that we all have creep
- 23:45Speaker 1: up behind us and tell us that we're not capable
- 23:49Speaker 1: and we're not competent and we're not gifted enough and
- 23:53Speaker 1: we're not good enough or we waited too late or
- 23:55Speaker 1: God is punishing us to talk back to those voices
- 24:01Speaker 1: shuts the enemy down the pressure I was going through
- 24:07Speaker 1: I was causing because the pressure I was going through
- 24:12Speaker 1: was coming from the things that I allowed to reverberate
- 24:15Speaker 1: in my head. And I'm wondering if there are things
- 24:18Speaker 1: echoing in your head right now that are stopping you
- 24:21Speaker 1: from living your best life because you will not silence
- 24:25Speaker 1: them by speaking back. You shall have whatever you say.
- 24:35Speaker 1: So says the word of God. you shall have whatever
- 24:39Speaker 1: you say. If it's betrayal, you shall have whatever you say.
- 24:45Speaker 1: If it's a life without love, you shall have whatever
- 24:49Speaker 1: you say. It doesn't just work positively. It also works negatively.
- 24:53Speaker 1: You shall have whatever you say. She touched him and
- 24:56Speaker 1: she was made whole. And he says, who touched me?
- 25:03Speaker 1: Which means he's oblivious to what's going on. This is
- 25:06Speaker 1: all happening in her head. The whole thing happened in
- 25:10Speaker 1: her head and the Lord who is omniscient asked a question,
- 25:14Speaker 1: who touched me? And the disciples wanting to be important
- 25:19Speaker 1: answered him, said everybody touched you. He said, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
- 25:23Speaker 1: That's not what I'm talking about. Everybody around me don't
- 25:25Speaker 1: touch me. Everybody around me don't touch me. You've been set.
- 25:29Speaker 1: Everybody around me don't touch me. Just because you're around
- 25:32Speaker 1: me don't mean you touch me. Somebody touch me. Somebody
- 25:35Speaker 1: touch me. And she came out from the cross sheepishly
- 25:38Speaker 1: and said it was me. It was me. She got
- 25:43Speaker 1: a miracle while Jesus wasn't looking because of what she
- 25:49Speaker 1: said to herself. That's what I want you to see.
- 25:53Speaker 1: And stop letting those other words crush you. When I
- 26:01Speaker 1: say excellent, you say excellent.
- 26:03Speaker 2: Excellent.
- 26:04Speaker 1: Excellent.
- 26:05Speaker 2: Excellent.
- 26:06Speaker 1: Excellent. The problem is, we all said the same word,
- 26:12Speaker 1: but we don't all mean the same thing. Because what
- 26:16Speaker 1: you call excellent, what I call excellent, may be two
- 26:19Speaker 1: different things based on the lives we've lived, the things
- 26:22Speaker 1: we've experienced, the places we've been exposed to, our ideas
- 26:28Speaker 1: of excellent may vary drastically based on how we define excellence.
- 26:34Speaker 1: The problem with the English language is that it is
- 26:37Speaker 1: limited to interpretation. So how do you know when I
- 26:42Speaker 1: say I love you that I mean what you meant
- 26:43Speaker 1: when you said you love me? So we're having a
- 26:48Speaker 1: conversation and I'm making an assumption that your love is
- 26:51Speaker 1: my love and it may not be at all. Or
- 26:54Speaker 1: we're planning a banquet and I make an assumption that
- 26:58Speaker 1: your excellent is my excellent and it may not be
- 27:02Speaker 1: at all. Because the reality about it is your definition
- 27:09Speaker 1: of excellent rises no higher than your level of exposure.
- 27:16Speaker 1: Whatever you've been exposed to, that becomes the new paradigm
- 27:20Speaker 1: of what excellent is to you. And it shifts from
- 27:24Speaker 1: day to day. And the hardest thing in the world
- 27:27Speaker 1: is to have a conversation with somebody and all you
- 27:30Speaker 1: have to use is words. Because I'm not sure that
- 27:36Speaker 1: you mean what I mean when I say excellent. I'm
- 27:40Speaker 1: not sure that you mean what I mean when I
- 27:43Speaker 1: say love. I'm not sure you mean what I mean
- 27:46Speaker 1: when I say loyal. I'm not sure you mean what
- 27:51Speaker 1: I mean When I say hurt, because all we have.
- 27:59Speaker 2: Is words.
- 28:02Speaker 1: The reality is we have to make up in our
- 28:06Speaker 1: mind that whatever our definition of excellence is, it's going
- 28:12Speaker 1: to change. It's going to get higher. It's going to
- 28:17Speaker 1: get broader. It's going to get better. It's going to
- 28:19Speaker 1: be different or it's going to go down And a
- 28:24Speaker 1: lot of it depends on who you hang around and
- 28:27Speaker 1: what you're exposed to. There are people that take you up.
- 28:29Speaker 1: There are people that bring you down. They bring you
- 28:31Speaker 1: down to their level of excellence. That's what a job
- 28:35Speaker 1: description for a hater looks like. The job description of
- 28:39Speaker 1: the hater is to bring you down to the level
- 28:43Speaker 1: that they are on. So that while they're trying to
- 28:47Speaker 1: pull you down, I'm trying to get up. And if
- 28:51Speaker 1: I'm going to get up, I have to know that
- 28:52Speaker 1: there's going to be a cost in getting up. I'm
- 28:55Speaker 1: going to have to put my back to it or
- 28:57Speaker 1: it's not going to happen. God wants somebody to work
- 28:59Speaker 1: with him and give what it takes to make it happen.
- 29:04Speaker 2: Is it worth it? Absolutely.
- 29:09Speaker 1: I do not want to die. Let me explain. I
- 29:14Speaker 1: was born in between two dead babies. The baby before
- 29:17Speaker 1: me died, the baby after me died. I was raised
- 29:20Speaker 1: by a dying father. And I do not want to
- 29:25Speaker 1: live my life and die. And at the last moment
- 29:29Speaker 1: of my life, ask this question, wonder what would have
- 29:33Speaker 1: happened if I'd have pushed a little harder. I don't
- 29:38Speaker 1: want to get down to the end of the road
- 29:40Speaker 1: and wonder what would have happened if I'd have pushed
- 29:44Speaker 1: a little harder. I don't want to wonder that. I
- 29:47Speaker 1: want to get down to the end of the road
- 29:49Speaker 1: like Paul and say I fought a good fight. I
- 29:52Speaker 1: kept the faith. I finished my course. And now laid
- 29:55Speaker 1: up for me is a crown of righteousness in the heaven.
- 29:58Speaker 1: I don't want to get down to my last breath
- 30:00Speaker 1: and wonder what would have happened if I went back
- 30:03Speaker 1: to school, if I took a course, if I worked
- 30:05Speaker 1: a little harder, if I changed the way I dress,
- 30:07Speaker 1: if I changed the way I talk to people, if
- 30:09Speaker 1: I forgave somebody, if I released somebody.
- 30:11Speaker 2: I don't want to wonder about nothing. Because that is excellence.
- 30:22Speaker 1: Excellence is to come out with the conclusion, I have
- 30:28Speaker 1: no regrets. I have no.
- 30:35Speaker 2: Regrets.
- 30:38Speaker 1: The wine he is producing is greater than the pain
- 30:41Speaker 1: you are experiencing. And if you allow him to take
- 30:46Speaker 1: you through the process, when he says excellence, And you say, excellent.
- 30:53Speaker 2: They will mean the same thing.
- 30:59Speaker 1: The dying words of the thief on the cross was
- 31:02Speaker 1: remember me. The words of Jesus at the last supper
- 31:09Speaker 1: is as often as you do this, you do this
- 31:12Speaker 1: in remembrance of me. What does remember mean? Remember, re-put
- 31:22Speaker 1: back together again. Remember me. When we remember what God
- 31:32Speaker 1: has done, that becomes the foundation on which we build
- 31:35Speaker 1: our lives. Now, a house is not a foundation and
- 31:40Speaker 1: nobody can live in a foundation, but it has to
- 31:42Speaker 1: have a foundation in order to be a house. And
- 31:45Speaker 1: I'm not suggesting that your life begins, ends, and all
- 31:49Speaker 1: through the middle It's nothing but.
- 31:50Speaker 2: Jesus, Jesus, Jesus.
- 31:51Speaker 1: Because you got to take out the trash. You got
- 31:53Speaker 1: to brush your teeth. You got to comb your hair.
- 31:55Speaker 1: You got to get your nails done. You got to
- 31:56Speaker 1: get your feet done. Or you're going to cut your
- 31:58Speaker 1: blankets when you're laying in bed at night. All of
- 32:00Speaker 1: that happens. But I am saying that God is the foundation.
- 32:06Speaker 1: When God delivered the children of Israel out of Egypt,
- 32:09Speaker 1: he did it as a foundation for them to remember.
- 32:12Speaker 1: And all through the Old Testament, he says over and
- 32:14Speaker 1: over again, am I not the God who brought you
- 32:17Speaker 1: out from the Red Sea? Am I not the God
- 32:20Speaker 1: who brought you out by my own hand and my
- 32:23Speaker 1: strong arm? It becomes a point of reference to which
- 32:26Speaker 1: you face the future. Remembering what he did in the past,
- 32:30Speaker 1: remembering it, putting it back together again, again and again
- 32:34Speaker 1: and recreating it. as a point of reference to fight from,
- 32:38Speaker 1: to stand from, to drive from, to preach from, to
- 32:42Speaker 1: teach from. What do you have to remember? It's important
- 32:47Speaker 1: that you have something to remember, something on God's resume
- 32:51Speaker 1: that you know, that you know, that you know that
- 32:53Speaker 1: he did for you. And it tells you that if
- 32:55Speaker 1: God would do that, he can do this. If he
- 32:59Speaker 1: can drive back the Red Sea and bring me across
- 33:01Speaker 1: on dry land, then he can fight you off. He
- 33:04Speaker 1: can deal with the Amalekites and the Hittites and the
- 33:06Speaker 1: Jebusites and the Gerashites. God does certain things so you
- 33:10Speaker 1: will have something to remember, a point of reference through
- 33:13Speaker 1: which you build your life upon. And you stand on
- 33:16Speaker 1: it and you say, I'm not sure about this and
- 33:18Speaker 1: I'm not sure about that. But this one thing I
- 33:21Speaker 1: do know. You have to know this. You have to
- 33:24Speaker 1: know this in your knower. You have to know this
- 33:27Speaker 1: when your girlfriend doesn't know it. When your prayer warriors
- 33:29Speaker 1: don't know it. When your children don't know it. When
- 33:31Speaker 1: your mama doesn't know it. Something that you know, that
- 33:34Speaker 1: you know, that you know. becomes the catalyst against the trials,
- 33:38Speaker 1: against the traumas, against the sleepless nights, against the virus,
- 33:43Speaker 1: against the crisis, against the times that we're living in.
- 33:46Speaker 1: We have been living in the most perilous times that
- 33:49Speaker 1: we have seen in a hundred years. We are fighting
- 33:52Speaker 1: an invisible enemy. And that enemy has friends that has
- 33:57Speaker 1: created trauma and distress until we are overwhelmed even when
- 34:02Speaker 1: nothing else is going wrong. Just the feeling that other
- 34:05Speaker 1: people are going wrong gives us a certain degree of
- 34:08Speaker 1: stress and trauma. How do we stand up against this
- 34:12Speaker 1: unseen foe we fight right now? I'm talking about your emotions,
- 34:16Speaker 1: your will, your spirit, your fight, your drive, your tenacity,
- 34:20Speaker 1: your sense of normalcy, your courage to get out of
- 34:23Speaker 1: the house, your courage to get out of the bed,
- 34:25Speaker 1: the courage to continue when there's a threat requires that
- 34:33Speaker 1: there's something about God that you have to remember. For
- 34:38Speaker 1: the children of Israel, it was the blood of the
- 34:41Speaker 1: lamb that was painted on the doorposts. And the angel
- 34:45Speaker 1: passed by and said, when I see the blood, I
- 34:47Speaker 1: will pass over you. It was walking out to the
- 34:51Speaker 1: Red Sea and hearing 600 chosen chariots coming with Pharaoh
- 34:55Speaker 1: chasing them down, saying, I'm going to get you back.
- 34:59Speaker 1: He was going to get them back. But let me
- 35:00Speaker 1: tell you a secret. He was also trying to get
- 35:02Speaker 1: back the wealth they'd taken. For the wealth of the
- 35:06Speaker 1: unjust had been laid up for the just. And they
- 35:08Speaker 1: had borrowed all the gold and all the silver and
- 35:10Speaker 1: they had broken the GDP of Egypt. It wasn't just
- 35:14Speaker 1: the slaves he wanted. He wanted the money back. He
- 35:17Speaker 1: wanted the jewels. He wanted the gold. He wanted the silver.
- 35:20Speaker 1: He wanted the things that the tabernacle would actually end
- 35:22Speaker 1: up being built by. He was trying to get it
- 35:24Speaker 1: all back. He could have got some more slaves anywhere.
- 35:27Speaker 1: He was trying to get what they had borrowed. They
- 35:29Speaker 1: had borrowed the whole economy of Egypt was running through
- 35:33Speaker 1: the Red Sea. For the wealth of the unjust is
- 35:37Speaker 1: laid up for the just. And when God brings you out,
- 35:40Speaker 1: he brings out enough for your children. The Bible says
- 35:43Speaker 1: that God put so much wealth on them that their
- 35:46Speaker 1: children had to carry on their backs the wealth that
- 35:49Speaker 1: God placed on them. I want the kind of blessing
- 35:51Speaker 1: that affects my children and my children's children and my
- 35:55Speaker 1: children's children's children. I want my grandchildren to blow kisses
- 36:00Speaker 1: at my picture when I'm dead and gone. I want
- 36:02Speaker 1: them to be able to say if it hadn't been
- 36:04Speaker 1: for that old man, I'd have never been able to
- 36:06Speaker 1: go to college. I'd have never been able to get
- 36:08Speaker 1: a job. I'd have never been able to work for Google.
- 36:11Speaker 1: I'd have never been able to work for Xerox. I'd
- 36:12Speaker 1: have never been able to preach the gospel. I would
- 36:14Speaker 1: have never been able.
- 36:15Speaker 2: To do it.
- 36:17Speaker 1: I want that for them. So I have to have
- 36:20Speaker 1: something to remember that I can count on that won't break.
- 36:26Speaker 1: And I want to ask you, what do you remember
- 36:30Speaker 1: when life get hard? When things get tough, when friends
- 36:35Speaker 1: get few, there ought to be something in your life
- 36:39Speaker 1: that you remember God brought you through or brought you
- 36:42Speaker 1: from or brought you out of that feeds you. That
- 36:48Speaker 1: is the foundation that makes you to rise above the
- 36:52Speaker 1: crushing and turns grape juice into absolute wine. Let's talk
- 37:05Speaker 1: about the historic feast and parties of ancient Israel and
- 37:10Speaker 1: understand that the harvest seasons were huge events, not just
- 37:14Speaker 1: work events. They were moments of elaborate celebrations and people
- 37:18Speaker 1: would come from miles and miles around to appreciate what
- 37:22Speaker 1: God had done because they so recognized that the harvest
- 37:25Speaker 1: was at the mercy of God sending the rain. And
- 37:30Speaker 1: the big parties that they would have would last for
- 37:32Speaker 1: days and days and days because they had experienced drought.
- 37:38Speaker 1: And nothing causes you to enjoy harvest like having experienced drought.
- 37:46Speaker 1: It gives you a spirit of gratitude and appreciation. If
- 37:48Speaker 1: you've never been through a drought, you'll think you did
- 37:50Speaker 1: it because of your own goodness. But once you've been
- 37:53Speaker 1: in a drought, you know that you're at the mercy
- 37:55Speaker 1: of the Lord. Amen. Usually representing a key moment in
- 37:59Speaker 1: Jewish history was symbolic of the fact that we are
- 38:03Speaker 1: dependent upon God to meet every need. Our harvest depends
- 38:08Speaker 1: on Him. Our increase depends on Him. Our growth depends
- 38:13Speaker 1: on Him. Our promotions depend on Him. Our businesses depend
- 38:18Speaker 1: on Him. The health of our children depend on Him.
- 38:21Speaker 1: Our livelihood. And so we give Him the glory. And
- 38:26Speaker 1: particularly in Israel, these were robust parties. Huge celebration. The
- 38:33Speaker 1: Master Venter is celebrating today. You as well. He's celebrating you.
- 38:39Speaker 1: He's got a plan for your life. You're not an afterthought.
- 38:42Speaker 1: You're not an accident. You're not an incident. He has
- 38:46Speaker 1: a plan for you. So imagine the collaborative effort of
- 38:51Speaker 1: God celebrating his children while they're celebrating him. It's much
- 38:56Speaker 1: like praise and worship that we can praise until God
- 39:00Speaker 1: turns around.
- 39:00Speaker 2: On his throne. Yes, sir.
- 39:04Speaker 1: Dance till God dances with you. That's a celebration. In Israel,
- 39:09Speaker 1: they had seven different kinds of feasts. And I just
- 39:12Speaker 1: want to name them quickly so that you might know
- 39:16Speaker 1: them and remember them. You've got the Feast of the Passover.
- 39:19Speaker 1: You've got the Feast of Unleavened Bread. You've got the
- 39:22Speaker 1: Feast of First Fruits. You've got the Feast of Weeks
- 39:26Speaker 1: or Pentecost. Rosh Hashanah, which is the Feast of Trumpets.
- 39:31Speaker 1: The Day of Atonement, Yom Kippur. The Feast of Tabernacles.
- 39:36Speaker 1: All of these feasts point to different attributes and aspects
- 39:41Speaker 1: of their faith and their trust and their collaborative living
- 39:45Speaker 1: with God. It is no incident that the first miracle
- 39:50Speaker 1: that we see Jesus do occurs.
- 39:52Speaker 2: At a party.
- 39:54Speaker 1: After John 1, 1 and talking about in the beginning
- 39:56Speaker 1: was the word and the word was with God and
- 39:58Speaker 1: the word was God. All things were made by him
- 40:01Speaker 1: and without him was not anything made that was made.
- 40:04Speaker 1: In him was life and the life was the light
- 40:06Speaker 1: of men. And the light shined in darkness and the
- 40:08Speaker 1: darkness comprehended it not. Now there was a man who
- 40:11Speaker 1: was sent from God. His name was John. He was
- 40:14Speaker 1: not that light, but he was sent to bear witness
- 40:16Speaker 1: of that light. saying there is one coming after me
- 40:19Speaker 1: who's mightier than I, whose shoes I'm not worthy.
- 40:21Speaker 2: To latch it.
- 40:23Speaker 1: I will indeed baptize you with water, but he will
- 40:25Speaker 1: baptize you with the Holy Ghost and with fire. And
- 40:29Speaker 1: finally at 114, and the word was made flesh and
- 40:34Speaker 1: dwelt among us. And we beheld the wonder of his
- 40:37Speaker 1: glory that only begotten of the Father, full of grace
- 40:39Speaker 1: and truth. The word was made flesh. The abstract was
- 40:43Speaker 1: made concrete. The invisible was made visible. The intangible was
- 40:47Speaker 1: now touchable. Christ materialized matter, materialized. And we beheld the
- 40:54Speaker 1: wonder of his glory, the only begotten of the Father,
- 40:56Speaker 1: full of grace and truth, just so that he could
- 40:58Speaker 1: hang out with you. They talk about that in John 1.1.
- 41:02Speaker 1: And the moment they get through telling you that Jesus
- 41:05Speaker 1: is God in 1.1, By the time you turn the
- 41:09Speaker 1: page to chapter two, he's.
- 41:11Speaker 2: At a party. Amen.
- 41:15Speaker 1: You would think that after you got through going through
- 41:17Speaker 1: all of this elaborate introduction to teach me that Jesus,
- 41:20Speaker 1: the word was made flesh, that Jesus is God, that
- 41:23Speaker 1: he would go out and do some God stuff. But
- 41:25Speaker 1: John two, he's at a party.
- 41:27Speaker 2: Hey, what's up? He's chilling.
- 41:30Speaker 1: He's at a party with his disciples. And the biggest
- 41:34Speaker 1: problem he solves is not a withered hand. It's not leprosy.
- 41:39Speaker 1: It's not a woman with the issue of blood. It's
- 41:42Speaker 1: that they run out of wine. And all of a
- 41:46Speaker 1: sudden he solves the problem by taking the mundane waters
- 41:50Speaker 1: of Cana and turning it into the blissful, powerful, fragrant
- 41:57Speaker 1: wine of a wedding whose guests were so appalled that
- 42:02Speaker 1: they said you have saved the best wine for last.
- 42:05Speaker 2: Come on.
- 42:07Speaker 1: How do you celebrate God? How do you celebrate God
- 42:11Speaker 1: fulfilling his promise? Now that we know that God can
- 42:15Speaker 1: be holy in one and party in two, how do
- 42:19Speaker 1: you celebrate God? All I have to do is remember
- 42:23Speaker 1: the times when I had no electricity or no running
- 42:26Speaker 1: water and look back over my life and see where
- 42:28Speaker 1: God has brought me from and I celebrate God. I
- 42:32Speaker 1: honor him and I worship him and I appreciate him
- 42:34Speaker 1: and I know I didn't get here by myself I
- 42:38Speaker 1: know I didn't deserve to be where I am. To
- 42:41Speaker 1: God be the glory for the things he done. I wonder,
- 42:45Speaker 1: did God also celebrate Israel during these feasts in the
- 42:48Speaker 1: same sort of way, just like a parent celebrates the
- 42:51Speaker 1: accomplishments of their children? Often the giver, the parent receives
- 42:57Speaker 1: as much joy in the giving as the child does,
- 43:00Speaker 1: sometimes more. In Matthew 25, it talks about a very
- 43:05Speaker 1: interesting story. where Jesus in a parable talks about the
- 43:09Speaker 1: talents that he has given out to various ones of
- 43:11Speaker 1: his servants. And to one he gave five, and to
- 43:15Speaker 1: one he gave two, and to one he gave one.
- 43:18Speaker 1: Each with the expectation that you would do something with
- 43:21Speaker 1: what he gave you. Because that's really what life is
- 43:24Speaker 1: all about, doing something with what God gives you. The
- 43:29Speaker 1: master leaves the three servants in charge of the possessions
- 43:32Speaker 1: that he has placed to their hands. Now bear in mind,
- 43:35Speaker 1: The servants are now in charge. I don't want you
- 43:39Speaker 1: to miss that. That these people who were subservient are
- 43:44Speaker 1: now in leadership. That they have been moved into a
- 43:48Speaker 1: position so powerful that now they're accountable to the owner himself.
- 43:53Speaker 1: I just want to stop a minute and praise him
- 43:55Speaker 1: for that.
- 43:56Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 44:01Speaker 1: You can be a slave one minute and a master
- 44:04Speaker 1: the next. That's kind of good stuff to me. Yeah,
- 44:08Speaker 1: things can turn a man. That's why you have to
- 44:10Speaker 1: be careful how you treat people because the person you
- 44:13Speaker 1: met down might end up up and the person who's
- 44:16Speaker 1: up might end up down. You never know how it's
- 44:18Speaker 1: going to go. When he returns, he awards the servants
- 44:21Speaker 1: who produced more with what he had. The servant who
- 44:24Speaker 1: buried his talent, everything he had was taken away from him.
- 44:29Speaker 1: If the master venter celebrated Israel, then I believe he
- 44:34Speaker 1: celebrates you. He celebrates you by becoming all that he
- 44:39Speaker 1: has labored for you to become. He celebrates you because
- 44:43Speaker 1: you have become all that he has labored for you
- 44:46Speaker 1: to become.
- 44:47Speaker 2: When you win, he wins.
- 44:51Speaker 1: The Bible said that God is so interested in you
- 44:54Speaker 1: being fruitful that it pleases him that you bring forth
- 44:58Speaker 1: much fruit. So shall you be my disciples. As you
- 45:03Speaker 1: move beyond your crushing and fermenting, God sets the table
- 45:08Speaker 1: for his royal wine tasting. This celebration is a celebration
- 45:13Speaker 1: for all of eternity. To understand that everything that God
- 45:18Speaker 1: has laid out on the table, he has done it
- 45:22Speaker 1: without hiding it, even from your haters. He has done
- 45:27Speaker 1: it openly and publicly and that he is not ashamed.
- 45:32Speaker 1: of the journey he took you through. So sit back
- 45:35Speaker 1: and take the white napkin and put it in your
- 45:38Speaker 1: collar if you please and allow the very angels themselves
- 45:44Speaker 1: to pour you the first glass of success and enjoy
- 45:48Speaker 1: the nectar that comes from obeying him and recognizing that
- 45:53Speaker 1: he doeth all things well.
- 45:58Speaker 2: Amen.
- 45:59Speaker 1: There are some places in God that are reserved only
- 46:04Speaker 1: for those that he chooses. He that dwelleth in the
- 46:09Speaker 1: secret place, secret place of the most high shall abide
- 46:13Speaker 1: under the shadow of the almighty. There are some places
- 46:16Speaker 1: that God will take you into that are only a
- 46:19Speaker 1: celebration of your intimacy with him. That only you and
- 46:23Speaker 1: he alone can enjoy. The inner sanctum. My favorite scripture
- 46:29Speaker 1: in the Bible, Psalms 27, the Lord is my light
- 46:32Speaker 1: and my salvation. Of whom shall I fear? The Lord
- 46:37Speaker 1: is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I
- 46:39Speaker 1: be afraid? When the wicked, even my enemies and my
- 46:42Speaker 1: foes came upon me to eat up my flesh, they
- 46:46Speaker 1: stumbled and they fell. Though a host should encamp against me,
- 46:50Speaker 1: my heart shall not fear. And though war should rise
- 46:53Speaker 1: against me, in this will I be confident. One thing
- 46:57Speaker 1: have I desired of the Lord, and that will I
- 46:59Speaker 1: seek after, that I may dwell in the house of
- 47:01Speaker 1: the Lord all the days of my life. All the
- 47:04Speaker 1: days of my life. To behold the beauty of the
- 47:07Speaker 1: Lord and to inquire in his temple. Check this out.
- 47:13Speaker 2: For in the time of trouble, he shall hide me
- 47:18Speaker 2: In his tabernacle.
- 47:20Speaker 1: In the secret of his provision shall he hide me.
- 47:24Speaker 1: He shall set me upon a rock. Now shall my
- 47:27Speaker 1: head be lifted above my enemies round about me. And
- 47:30Speaker 1: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto my God. Hear,
- 47:34Speaker 1: O Lord, when I cry with my voice. Have mercy
- 47:37Speaker 1: also upon me and answer me. For when thou saidst,
- 47:39Speaker 1: seek ye my face, my heart said unto thee, thy face, Lord,
- 47:45Speaker 1: will I seek. Yes, Lord.
- 48:07Speaker 1: It's so wonderful to be in a
- 48:11Speaker 1: place with him, to be around somebody with whom you
- 48:14Speaker 1: have nothing to hide. The Bible said all things are
- 48:18Speaker 1: naked before him with whom we have to do. There's
- 48:21Speaker 1: nothing about you that he doesn't know. Not just what
- 48:24Speaker 1: you did, but what you think, what you thought, what
- 48:27Speaker 1: ran through your mind, what you would have done, what
- 48:29Speaker 1: you could have done, what you're capable of doing, what
- 48:31Speaker 1: you dreamed about, what you think about. All things are
- 48:34Speaker 1: naked before him. So there is no need to be pretentious, important. Self-righteous, spectacular, impressive.
- 48:42Speaker 1: You can be your authentic self because he already knows
- 48:45Speaker 1: who you are. And what makes it even better than that?
- 48:49Speaker 1: You are accepted in the beloved. You are accepted in
- 49:00Speaker 1: the beloved because your life is hid in Christ with God.
- 49:05Speaker 1: When you come before God, you come before God in Christ.
- 49:10Speaker 1: In him I live, in him I move, in him
- 49:13Speaker 1: I have my being. If anybody if any man be
- 49:17Speaker 1: in Christ he is a new creature all things are
- 49:20Speaker 1: passed away all things are passed away and all things
- 49:23Speaker 1: have become new why because of my position not my
- 49:26Speaker 1: condition my condition is a working process but my position
- 49:31Speaker 1: is complete it is finished it is total it is
- 49:34Speaker 1: done it is absolute I'm already in the holies of
- 49:37Speaker 1: holies that's right I got the hook up. I'm straight
- 49:41Speaker 1: in the presence of God. That's why when Jesus died
- 49:45Speaker 1: on the cross, the veil was rent from the top
- 49:47Speaker 1: to the bottom so that I would have no restrictions.
- 49:51Speaker 1: That's why Hebrews says that I can come boldly to
- 49:54Speaker 1: the throne of grace and obtain mercy and find grace
- 49:58Speaker 1: to help in the time of need. There is nothing
- 50:00Speaker 1: restricting me from being able to access him anytime, any
- 50:04Speaker 1: place at any time, at any moment in my life.
- 50:07Speaker 1: I don't have to be in a sanctuary. I don't
- 50:08Speaker 1: have to be in a pulpit. I don't have to
- 50:10Speaker 1: be in a choir stand. I don't have to put
- 50:11Speaker 1: on a certain outfit. I don't have to wear anything special.
- 50:14Speaker 1: I can access him in my shower. I can access
- 50:17Speaker 1: him in my bathtub. I can access him on my
- 50:20Speaker 1: way to work. I can access him because he has
- 50:23Speaker 1: taken me through the process that brought me to a
- 50:26Speaker 1: place that I am the wine at the table of
- 50:30Speaker 1: shoe bread. I am the smell of burning incense in
- 50:36Speaker 1: the holies of holies. I am the pot of manna
- 50:42Speaker 1: that did not ferment. I am the wood that he
- 50:47Speaker 1: covered with gold. I am the sheepskins that surround the tabernacle.
- 50:54Speaker 1: I am the bowls and vials that are in the
- 50:58Speaker 1: most holy place.
- 50:59Speaker 2: Amen.
- 51:00Speaker 1: Only because I am in him. Only because I am
- 51:04Speaker 1: in him. Only because I stood with him in the question.
- 51:08Speaker 1: He said, if you suffer with me, you will reign
- 51:10Speaker 1: with me. If you go down with me, you'll come
- 51:13Speaker 1: up with me. If you are buried in the likeness
- 51:16Speaker 1: of my depths, you shall be in the likeness of
- 51:18Speaker 1: my resurrection. Do you hear what I'm saying to you?
- 51:22Speaker 1: The pain only lasts for a season and then it's over.
- 51:26Speaker 1: The joy lasts for a lifetime. Take heart, my friend.
- 51:31Speaker 1: Have hope. Be filled with trust. God is working in
- 51:35Speaker 1: you to transform and prepare you for this eternal feast.
- 51:38Speaker 1: And if you think we're partying over here, You just
- 51:42Speaker 1: wait till we get over there. You just wait. You
- 51:48Speaker 1: just wait. You just wait till the trumpet sounds and
- 51:52Speaker 1: the skies roll back and the clouds move out of
- 51:55Speaker 1: our way and the angels bow and welcome us into
- 51:59Speaker 1: the eternal presence of God. Everything that we have taught
- 52:02Speaker 1: on this side is only the pattern of the dress.
- 52:06Speaker 1: It is not the dress itself. We are wearing a pattern.
- 52:10Speaker 1: But when we get there, we're going to put on
- 52:11Speaker 1: the real thing, the real feast, the real celebration. That's
- 52:16Speaker 1: why Jesus said, I will drink no more wine until
- 52:20Speaker 1: I drink it new with you in the kingdom of
- 52:26Speaker 1: our God.
- 52:28Speaker 2: So save the best drink.
- 52:33Speaker 1: There are moments and times that the enemy would come
- 52:36Speaker 1: in my ear and sit on my shoulder and whisper
- 52:39Speaker 1: audibly almost so much that I could discern his voice
- 52:43Speaker 1: itself in trying to convince me that because of something
- 52:47Speaker 1: that I'm going through or facing or feeling or thinking,
- 52:52Speaker 1: maybe I am not blessed.
- 52:56Speaker 2: Maybe I'm not.
- 52:56Speaker 1: Blessed because I've still got a mountain to bring down.
- 53:00Speaker 1: a valley to forge, a river to cross, a problem
- 53:04Speaker 1: to solve, a weakness to overcome. Maybe I'm not blessed
- 53:09Speaker 1: because I've got a problem in my family or my
- 53:13Speaker 1: finances or my job or my situation. Maybe I'm not
- 53:18Speaker 1: blessed because I gained too much weight or lost too
- 53:22Speaker 1: much weight or didn't do something that I had set
- 53:26Speaker 1: up as a goal for me to do. And then
- 53:29Speaker 1: I have to remind him That I am not blessed
- 53:32Speaker 1: because of what is on me. I am blessed because
- 53:36Speaker 1: of what is in me. I am blessed no matter
- 53:41Speaker 1: where I go. I am blessed no matter what I wear.
- 53:45Speaker 1: I am blessed in the city. I am blessed in
- 53:48Speaker 1: the field. I'm blessed in my going in. I am
- 53:51Speaker 1: blessed in my coming out. I am blessed in my
- 53:54Speaker 1: uprising and I am blessed in my down setting. If
- 53:58Speaker 1: I don't do nothing but sit here, I sit here blessed.
- 54:02Speaker 1: If I stand here, I stand here blessed. I have
- 54:06Speaker 1: been blessed with these feeble lips of clay and these
- 54:09Speaker 1: human hands I hold and these clay toes that are
- 54:13Speaker 1: in these shoes. I have been blessed to see drug
- 54:17Speaker 1: dealers turn into deacons. I have been blessed to see
- 54:21Speaker 1: winos turn into choir members. I have been blessed to
- 54:26Speaker 1: see convicts turn into converts. I have been blessed to
- 54:31Speaker 1: see the power of the gospel change deadbeat dads into
- 54:36Speaker 1: responsible fathers. I have been blessed to see people go
- 54:40Speaker 1: back to school and get their GED and continue to
- 54:45Speaker 1: get their Ph.D. I have been blessed to see the
- 54:49Speaker 1: downtrodden uplifted. I have been blessed to see homeless people
- 54:53Speaker 1: buy their first house. I have been blessed to see
- 54:56Speaker 1: families reconcile. And I have performed weddings for people who
- 55:02Speaker 1: had divorced and walked away and decided to come back
- 55:05Speaker 1: together again. I have seen God do the impossible. I
- 55:09Speaker 1: have seen God do the amazing. I have seen him
- 55:12Speaker 1: do the spectacular. I have seen him do the supernaturally.
- 55:16Speaker 1: Through these humble eyes and these weary, feeble lips, I
- 55:20Speaker 1: have seen God move mountains too big for me to climb.
- 55:25Speaker 1: And you cannot tell me that I am not blessed.
- 55:29Speaker 1: Because what makes me blessed is that I have access
- 55:32Speaker 1: to him. Anytime, anywhere, any place that I can come
- 55:38Speaker 1: before the king without ceremony, ritual, or routine, that I
- 55:44Speaker 1: need not change my garment or shave my face or
- 55:48Speaker 1: go through any kind of ritual or routine, that I
- 55:50Speaker 1: am accepted in the beloved and I can come into
- 55:53Speaker 1: his presence and access is granted because I got it
- 55:57Speaker 1: like that with God.
- 56:00Speaker 2: And you got it like that with God.
- 56:03Speaker 1: You got a relationship with God like that. Jesus took
- 56:07Speaker 1: for us what we would never be able to handle
- 56:09Speaker 1: on our own. He took our griefs. He carried our sorrows.
- 56:12Speaker 1: He took our weaknesses. He took away our excuses. But
- 56:17Speaker 1: the master was not content with just saving us. No,
- 56:23Speaker 1: he wishes us to be like him. He desires to
- 56:27Speaker 1: refine and transform us. And every little step I take,
- 56:34Speaker 1: every little step I take, I'm inching a little bit
- 56:38Speaker 1: closer to being like Jesus. Every little step that I take,
- 56:47Speaker 1: I can see his nature coming out in me. Even
- 56:50Speaker 1: when I don't want it to. Even when I want
- 56:53Speaker 1: to stay mad. Even when I want to hold a grudge,
- 56:57Speaker 1: even when I want to get even, I see little
- 57:00Speaker 1: pieces of Jesus showing up in my speech because he
- 57:04Speaker 1: is carnate in my own humanity. He is realized in
- 57:09Speaker 1: my own personality. And it is because of him that
- 57:14Speaker 1: I rejoice in the crushing. I celebrate the crushing because
- 57:20Speaker 1: I have no hope to be his glass of wine.
- 57:25Speaker 1: And be held in his hand. If I had not
- 57:29Speaker 1: been his great. And been crushed by his feet.