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Do you know who was the first narcissist that you had in your life? · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on, beautiful people?
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  Today we're going to be asking the question, who was the first
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  narcissist in your life? Who could you be?
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  Your parent, sibling, best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend,
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  husband and wife? Who was it?
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  If you're new here, my name is Lee Hammock.
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  I'm a clinically diagnosed narcissist and welcome to
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  another episode of The Narcissist.
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  Scope. Boom.
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  Welcome back. Welcome back.
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  Welcome back. Y'all.
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  See, I retired the finger pistols.
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  I told you I would. I told you I would retire them.
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  And now they're gone. But yes.
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  Yep, Yep, Yep, Yep. Who was that first elusive
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  narcissist in your life? I know it happens.
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  So a lot of people wonder this. Y'all this is more for the
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  viewers and whatnot. And out there they say out there
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  in YouTube land, Facebook land, wherever.
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  Y'all watching this podcast world and whatnot.
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  But yeah, who was the first narcissist in your life?
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  Because, I mean, so for me, it matters who that first
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  narcissist was because they can alter the course of your life a
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  lot of times. Toxic, narcissistic people, if
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  you can't get rid of them, so to speak, they will alter your
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  life. They will alter the trajectory
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  of your life. They absolutely can.
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  That's one of those things that does happen right there.
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  And if it's your parent, you hear me say it like if you can't
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  get rid of them, it's different. You can't get rid of your
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  parent. So if the first narcissist,
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  toxic person, whoever you dealt with in your life, is one of
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  your caretakers, your parent, your mom, your dad, I mean, some
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  people will get raised by their aunts and uncles and their
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  grandparents, your your main caretaker in your youth.
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  If that person is narcissistic, that can drastically or
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  dramatically alter the trajectory of your life.
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  It really, really can't because you know a lot of people you see
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  a lot of videos that say, hey look, if you were raised by a
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  toxic person, your chances of ending up with a toxic person
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  increase. Mean.
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  I don't know if they say exponentially, but they increase
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  greatly. If you get raised by a toxic
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  narcissistic person, chances are you might end up with a toxic
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  narcissistic person because that's what you're accustomed
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  to, right? That's what you used to
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  experience in in relationships within a household dynamic.
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  Hey, this is what I grew up around.
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  So this is OK. You know this is what this is
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  what I saw my mom and dad doing. So this is OK.
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  This is how I saw my mom treating my dad or how my dad
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  was treating my mom. So in my mind or my in my
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  unconscious brain, these behaviors are acceptable because
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  this is what I grew up in. This is OK.
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  So if the first narcissist in your life was your parent, just
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  think. Think back.
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  Y'all think back who was answered this question?
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  Who was dropping in the comment section?
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  Who was the first possible narcissist toxic person that you
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  deal with? Who was it?
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  Because this can help help out a lot of people.
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  Because so many people are in toxic relationships, right.
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  With narcissistic people, with narcissistic men, narcissistic
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  women, narcissistic people overall in general.
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  And when I'm talking to them over Zoom, they open up about
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  some some things that happened in their childhood.
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  Oh yeah, my dad used to cheat a lot.
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  My mom used to cheat a lot. Whatever it is, I'm like, wow,
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  really. And I'm like, yeah.
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  And so I thought it was OK. My mom would cheat a lot.
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  My dad would just keep taking her back, but he'd be angry.
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  And my mom would just gaslight him and manipulate him.
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  And, you know, I never lived there with my mom's standards.
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  She had super high standards. My dad had super high standards.
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  My grandparents, whoever it was, they had these super high
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  unreasonable standards for you as you were growing up.
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  So you go into a relationship dynamic.
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  You know that you got neglected as a child emotionally, that you
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  got her and you're seeking that validation that you didn't
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  receive because you were neglected when you were a child.
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  You see how that works. You see the mindset of the
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  mentality that goes into that right there.
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  You see the scope of it. That's what happens right there.
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  Y'all this is part of what happens.
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  You know, it sounds dramatic. It know it sounds got like kind
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  of, I'm not going to say it sounds unbelievable because it
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  doesn't sound unbelievable, but it's part of it.
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  Y'all this is part of what so many people face.
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  Like if the first narcissist was a caretaker, it's different.
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  It affects your life in the you know you you don't.
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  It's almost damn near like you don't get a fighting chance when
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  you're getting raised right. When you you you get a raise in
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  the toxic environment you damn near don't, You know, you
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  typically end up becoming a product of your environment.
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  I got a video I just did on Monday about becoming a product
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  of your environment. How you can you should make your
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  environment a product of you when you get older.
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  But so many people end up being a product of their environment
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  when you get raised within a toxic household or toxic escape
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  or whatever. You know, toxic grandparents.
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  If the first toxic narcissistic person that you dealt with in
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  Relay is in a relationship, that's different Y'all because
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  it's almost damn near like you have to treat toxic parents.
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  Different sometimes. Do you treat toxic boyfriends or
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  girlfriends? Because before y'all, get to it.
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  If you've noticed that you're dealing with a narcissist, you
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  know early on. Chances are you can cut them off
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  before things get too deep, right?
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  You can cut that person off before things go to the next
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  level. Before y'all, start adding
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  things to the relationship right before y'all, start having kids,
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  before you start buying a house or buying cars or talking about
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  being engaged and things like that.
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  The partner interruption just want to let you know that I do
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  have courses and support groups available as well.
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  Courses to help you understand what you went through and
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  support groups to help you during or after the toxic
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  relationship. Link in the description and back
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  to the video before things like that start happening.
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  You can cut it off, but if you notice the signs and the red
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  flags before you get in too deep, it's possible to get out
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  of there quicker. You know, that's different than
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  being raised 18/19/20 years with a toxic household.
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  You know so many people and this is y'all.
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  I'm not trying to make it seem like one is tougher than the
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  other or one is greater than the other or one leads to more abuse
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  than the other. I was saying is that you could
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  like before you get in too deep to a toxic intimate
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  relationship, you can get out of it, you know, if you notice the
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  signs early on, if you trust your intuition early on, like
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  this is the red flag. I need my my ass need to bounce.
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  You know you can't just bounce from your parents.
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  So it's just different. It's the it's the traits of
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  narcissists are going to be the same.
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  Typically across the board. How those traits are expressed
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  is going to be different, different depending on what role
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  that they play in your life. Is this a parent, a guardian, a
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  sister, a sibling, a Co worker. Whatever it is they they how
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  they are expressed is going to be different.
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  They still going to have the same, like go look at the go
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  look at the the diagnosable criteria of narcissistic
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  personality disorder. You'll see exactly what I'm
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  talking about, how the traits across the board are going to be
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  the same. It's just how they are, how they
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  are expressed outwardly is going to be different.
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  How they are expressed to the world is going to be different.
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  You know, and that happens. And this is me, I'm trying to
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  help you out, wake you up because like who was the first
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  narcissist that you dealt with? Because a lot of times it's not
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  your partner, you know, sometimes it is the part that
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  you dealt with. Somebody all got raised in great
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  households. You had great, loving, caring
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  parents. You went to college.
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  You graduated high school. Didn't.
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  You didn't have any narcissistic people in your life?
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  No narcissistic friends, family members, Co workers or whatever.
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  You know, when you get into a relationship, this is the first
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  narcissist you experienced and it could change your yeah, it
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  could change your viewpoint, it could change your life and how
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  things are viewed and whatnot. So This is why we're here, to
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  help out and things like that. Just to help you understand,
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  like understand how it started. Where where is the starting
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  point at? Dig Up the Roots.
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  Digging up the roots can help you get rid of the weed.
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  That's why I say when I say dig up the roots, I'm not mean.
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  Dig up the roots to the the good stuff.
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  Don't dig up the roots to the plant.
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  You know the good part of you. Dig up the roots to the to the
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  weeds. Pull up the weeds by the roots.
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  Who was the first narcissist that I've dealt with?
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  Dig deep because a lot of times it might not be your real
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  romantic part. It could be a sibling.
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  One of your siblings could be narcissistic.
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  You know one of your best friends growing up could be
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  narcissistic. Some of your teachers that you
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  have to depend on to teach you and educate you could be highly
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  narcissistic. You know, refuse to validate
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  you. Refuse, you know make you the
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  target of their abuse. Tech teachers that your middle
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  school, high school teachers, elementary school teachers can
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  do. Sometimes college professors,
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  they can launch smear campaigns on you as well.
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  They can invalidate you. They can spread rumors of smear
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  campaigns and things like that. They can rage out on you in
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  class and just make it embarrass you.
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  You know, some of your teachers can't be narcissists as well.
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  And that's why I just tell you I'm conveying this point to
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  people because it sucks, you know?
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  But, like, digging up the roots and understanding where you came
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  from help can help you out. Understanding, Get back to the
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  beginning, back to the basics. Like, how the hell did I get
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  here? You know, what steps were taken
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  to put me in this position, You know, this precarious position,
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  you know, because nobody wants to be in a toxic election.
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  Well, let me, let me rephrase that.
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  Let me rephrase that because I've talked.
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  I've spoken to people who, and they are, yeah, some of them are
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  toxic. Y'all.
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  Some toxic people do want to be in toxic relationships because
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  they feel like, well, this person understands, but this
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  person gets me. And I also understand that
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  because I've been, I've been in toxic relationship before with a
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  toxic woman. Yes, I was toxic as well.
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  This is not me trying to. I'm not trying to play the
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  victim. That's what happens.
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  So I realized, so this I want to help as many people as I
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  possibly can climb this ladder of healing and growth because
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  yeah, I want y'all to live the life that you.
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  I want y'all to live the best lives you can, you know?
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  I want you to live the best life you possibly can because it
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  empowers you. It helps you out.
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  You know what I mean? It's just one of those things
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  that I want y'all to heal and grow.
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  You just understand where you came from.
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  Dig up the roots. Who was your first narcissist?
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  Who was it? You know who was the first
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  narcissistic person that you dealt with?
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  Dig it up. You could drop in the comment
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  section. Let's say this is about healing
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  and helping out people right here.
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  Y'all, it's like drop the conversation.
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  Who's the 1st narcissist that you dealt with and how do you
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  think that affected your life? If it was your parent partner?
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  Grandparent, Your best friend, Your cousin, your Co workers?
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  Like I said, your bosses can, your bosses can be narcissist.
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  Your first narcissist you might encounter could be at your first
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  job or your, you know, could be your boss.
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  Your supervisor, you know, the CEO of your company could be
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  highly toxic and narcissistic. You know, So who was the first
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  narcissist and how did it affect you?
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  If they can help, you can help. See here to get out your system.
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  It also helps other people who's like, wow, me too.
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  I like, dude making friends. Y'all I'm about to start doing
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  this. I'm going to end the video with
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  this y'all I'm about to start doing in person and online
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  workshops as well. So I'm glad I got a list of
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  cities and things that I want to do here.
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  Coming up pretty soon. But like, if y'all are
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  interested in having a workshop in the city near you, just drop
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  drop where you are. If y'all if y'all see the city
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  that you're already in. Just like their comment.
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  Just like if it's Atlanta, GA, I've got Georgia on the map.
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  Washington, DC, New York City, LA.
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  Those are already on the map. You know Texas out of Texas.
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  Those on the map drop your city if you already see your city
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  just like it. Yeah, I'm planning my my in
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  person workshops and stuff like that.
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  Anyway, y'all make sure to swap to the channel, but doing this
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  is out. Please thank you so much for
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  making it to the end of my video.
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  I am extremely grateful for you have no idea.
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  If you haven't already, make sure you go ahead and subscribe
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  to the channel helps. Reach more people and click on
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  the screen to watch another video or to browse through
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  another playlist. There's also a link on the
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  screen to check out my courses and my support groups to help
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  you heal and understand what you've been through.
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  Thank you so much again. I will see you in the next
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  video. Peace.