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- 0:00I'll take you home, Kathleen. The night was dark blue, and a
- 0:05big silver dollar for a moon was stuck into it up above. He was
- 0:09only two years older, and that was young enough yet. But the walk
- 0:12along the road out to the dance pavilion seemed longer than it used to be,
- 0:16maybe because he was walking it alone and not with her. A car
- 0:20racketed by going the same way. He was bulging with girls and fellows,
- 0:25all piled in pell Mell on their way to the Saturday night dance. Every
- 0:30Saturday night. They still came from miles away as he used to with her,
- 0:34only she was coming with somebody else. Now he wouldn't talk to her.
- 0:39He wouldn't even let her see that he was there. He'd just stand
- 0:42quietly by for a few minutes, looking at her once again. Then he'd
- 0:47take that away with him. He passed under some kind of skinny tree with
- 0:51its branches all sticking out with no leaves on them, and the moon shining
- 0:55down through them made a lot of horizontal stripes show up across his body,
- 1:00as if he were wearing a convict's suit. He side stepped quickly, as
- 1:03though the illusion had frightened him, and brushed his hands slowly down his clothes,
- 1:07as if he were trying to rub the phantom stripes out. Then he
- 1:11went on quickly, with his head lowered a little. Yes, it seemed
- 1:15a longer walk than he used to be. The pavilion looked the same as
- 1:19it slowly came into sight round the last turn of the road, the same
- 1:23russet glow like a smoky sunset or a harvest moon, gleaming out from under
- 1:27its low eaves. The same semicircle of darkened cars parked around its entrance,
- 1:34the same wind sighing through the trees, dropping scattered notes of music as it
- 1:40went, like rain drops shaken off the boughs when you have another's arms around
- 1:45you, Do you ever think of me? He stopped a minute there by
- 1:49the roadside, looking at it. Then he went up the graveled walk,
- 1:53past the parked cars with their sly red cigarette embers winking here and there,
- 1:57and their stifled gusts of laughter, to the entrance, and inside the music
- 2:02turned loud and the lights turned bright. The same quadroon girl was there behind
- 2:07the hat counter, and the same colored ticket taker stood by the inner doors,
- 2:12watching the dancers through the crack. They both looked at him, and
- 2:15they recognized him right away, but they didn't smile right away. She took
- 2:21his hat and sort of looked it over, and then she said, you've
- 2:23been away quite a spell, mister Burke. Sir, he just said yes
- 2:28with the lids of his eyes. Then he looked down at the check she
- 2:30had given him, and his face changed. Not that number, he cried
- 2:35out, sharply, Oh, gee, don't gimme that number to night.
- 2:38Of all nights, it was a thirteen. It's the only one I've got
- 2:44left. She said, they plumb cleaned me out of checks. Give me
- 2:47a blank, then he said. She looked around her alcove helplessly. Finally,
- 2:53he took out a metal pencil he had hooked his inside coat pocket and
- 2:57darkened out the thirteen so vigor that the lead wore down to the quick and
- 3:01he had to give the barrel a twist to bring some more out. She
- 3:06gave a little admiring quirk of her head, as though she had never seen
- 3:08a pencil like that before. He turned the check over on its blank side
- 3:13when he had finished, and took it up from the counter that way and
- 3:15dropped it into his pocket. This way, I get an even break.
- 3:19At least, he said. It's still there underneath, though, he added
- 3:23softly. As he went in. The floor was packed with dancers. But
- 3:28in another minute, as he found a place on the sidelines and stood watching,
- 3:31it seemed to him that it emptied by magic without the music stopping,
- 3:36and there was no one on it anymore but a girl in a filmy green
- 3:38dress, dancing alone, holding her arms up to a ghostly partner, Kathleen.
- 3:46She was so beautiful she hurt the eyes, So beautiful she hurt the
- 3:50heart. There was some girl or other standing at his right, and a
- 3:53man standing at his left. He heard a guarded voice remonstrate, don't stand
- 3:59there, move over this way, and the girl wasn't next to him any
- 4:02more. He heard a slurring breath say, trail bird, and the man
- 4:08on the other side of him wasn't near him anymore either. There was no
- 4:12one around him. He was by himself in the middle of an empty space
- 4:15and all that crowd. But there was no one in the place except her
- 4:18anyway, So what difference could that make? They were doing fancy dances now,
- 4:24when the affair was nearing its end, The shag or something. He
- 4:28didn't know what it was called. That was the man she was going to
- 4:30marry. That empty space between her two arms. He was a banker's son.
- 4:34He had all kinds of money, a swell house to move her into,
- 4:38probably a car waiting outside to take her home in. And the only
- 4:42stripes he'd ever worn ran up and down in pencil lines, not a cross
- 4:46in bars. He had everything already, and now he was going to have
- 4:48her too. But I'm going to have this last night with her. He's
- 4:53not getting that. The man on the sideline said to himself, Suddenly,
- 4:57one more walk home through the moonlight, the way we used to. He
- 5:01put his hand to his inside coat pocket to take out a cigarette, and
- 5:04he touched the sleek, slippery, rounded cylinder of the mechanical pencil clasped to
- 5:10its lining. They moved by close to him on the outer edge of the
- 5:14floor. His legs, her partners were spiraling in fancy steps. He was
- 5:19the fatuous kind that wanted everyone to see how good he was. He wasn't
- 5:24satisfied with just holding heaven in his arms. And suddenly one of his legs
- 5:29shot unmanageably out from under him, and he went crashing down on top of
- 5:32it, twisted it beneath him in some way. She had stepped clear just
- 5:36in time, and she stood by for a minute, starting to laugh as
- 5:40they all were. But then they saw he couldn't get up again, had
- 5:44to be helped up, and a small crowd gathered near him. Two of
- 5:46the men put their arms around him, and he hobbled painfully out into the
- 5:49vestibule between them, and she went with them. Then in a few minutes
- 5:55she came back again to let everyone know how he was. It started to
- 5:59swell. I think he sprained it. One of the boys has driven him
- 6:01in to see a doctor. It's the right one, you know, and
- 6:04he can't put it down on the accelerator. He asked me to stay and
- 6:08enjoy myself, but I'm afraid I'll have to find somebody else to take me
- 6:11home. The man who had been waiting there on the sidelines pushed his way
- 6:15through the little group standing around her and said, in a quiet voice,
- 6:18I'll take you home, Kathleen, just like I used to a voice that
- 6:24didn't ask it told you could hear a pin drop. She didn't wait to
- 6:29smile, like the two attendants outside in the entry. She smiled right away
- 6:32and said, hello, Danny. A man said to her, I'll take
- 6:36you home. A girl offered, Kathleen, you can come with us.
- 6:40They didn't say it, but you could almost hear it beating on the air
- 6:43around her from all sides. Kathleen, don't look out, be careful.
- 6:47Another girl said, Kathleen, can I talk to you alone a minute,
- 6:50and drew her a step away. While he stood there alone in the crowd.
- 6:56He didn't hear what the girl was whispering to her, but he didn't
- 6:59have to. He could have told what it was word for word. Kathleen,
- 7:02take my advice. Don't go alone with him. He's been in jail,
- 7:05so I heard. He's probably not the same as he was. And
- 7:09these men that feel they've been thrown over are dangerous. Sometimes they turn on
- 7:12you when you least expect it. She came back again beside him and looked
- 7:15at all of them in turn, and then at him. Shall we go
- 7:19now, Denny, was all she said, and slipped her arm through his,
- 7:24And he knew they had made her do it, not he. She
- 7:27was that kind of girl. In the vestibule, she left him for a
- 7:30moment to get her bottle, green cloak, and a little old fashioned draw
- 7:32bag with her powdering things in it. The check room girl smiled when he
- 7:36handed her back the blackout thirteen for his hat and rebuked, Now you see,
- 7:43the night was dark blue and the silver dollar moon hadn't tarnished any and
- 7:46they walked down the road under its, side by side. I suppose you're
- 7:49used to writing it these days, he said, But this'll be the last
- 7:54time with me, and I wanted you to walk it with me like we
- 7:57used to, like he used to, was all she said. They walked
- 8:03a long way without saying anything after that. I only came back just to
- 8:07look at you once more. Watch you at one of the Saturday night dances
- 8:13tomorrow. I'm going away again for good. That's the best, she agreed,
- 8:18wistfully. They're such fools. A car came whistling up behind him,
- 8:22tore past, tapered to a coast on the road ahead. It was full
- 8:28of people, either from the dance they had just left or from somewhere else.
- 8:31A voice called back, I want to left you two. She threw
- 8:35up her arm for a minute and ready acceptance, perhaps caught off guard by
- 8:39the invitation. Then as He quickly made a restraining gesture toward her, canceled
- 8:43it again. No, you don't finish it out with me alone, all
- 8:48right, she consented. He called down to them for her. No,
- 8:54we're doing all right. It may have sounded more brusque than he had intended
- 8:58it to. The car picked up speed and disappeared in the distance with a
- 9:01red blink. They came to a log bridge thrown over a ridiculous trickle of
- 9:05water, and he laughed and said, the Mississippi's still here, I see.
- 9:11Then a little farther on, as the road bellied out and a great
- 9:13loop and the trees began to thicken, they came to a place where a
- 9:16little footpaths started aside through them. Here's our old short cut, she said,
- 9:22aren't we going to take it? It goes I'm pretty deep. Aren't
- 9:26you afraid to go through there alone with a jail bird at this hour of
- 9:30the night. They've hurt you, Denny, she said gently, You mustn't
- 9:35take it out on me. I haven't done anything to you. You see,
- 9:39you're an old friend. And my friends don't stop being my friends,
- 9:41whether they've been in jail or not. And I'm not afraid to go through
- 9:45the woods at night with one of my friends. All the harm that would
- 9:48ever come to you from me, he said, with a touch of ancestral
- 9:52rogue, coming out under the stress of emotion would give you a small cause
- 9:56to worry. It got so narrow in places they had to go single file.
- 10:01Sometimes she went first, swinging her bag blithely around by the little loop
- 10:05that held it, and he tread behind her. Sometimes he took the lead
- 10:11to sweep low hanging branches out of her way, and she followed. Sometimes
- 10:15the moon came through in silver splashes. Sometimes it was dark as a tunnel.
- 10:20He stopped and said, here's that place where we kissed good bye.
- 10:24I still remember the tree. Let me just once more for the last time.
- 10:30She stood beside him and turned her face toward him, and their forms
- 10:33blended for a moment in the shadows. That was a salute to the past,
- 10:37a ghost kiss. She let him know. It felt like it,
- 10:41he said, ruefully. She laughed and swung the little bag around some more.
- 10:46On the end of its cord, something tinkled faintly near by, but
- 10:50treacherously vague as to direction. The bag fell motionless. What is it?
- 10:56He asked, sensing her silent dismay. My key, my key to the
- 11:01house flew out. She backed her hand to her mouth. Oh what'll I
- 11:03do now? Well? Get it? Don't get excited. He struck a
- 11:09match, crouched down with it, started circling slowly around her. She stood
- 11:13in one place, peering down, shifting slowly in company with the little flame.
- 11:18The thing must have opened without my noticing it. It's all right,
- 11:22it's gotta be around here, someplace, he said, soothingly. I'll have
- 11:26it for you in a minute. He was on his second match, now
- 11:28widening the circle around her. With each circuit, it sounded to me as
- 11:33though it went over this way. Stay there where you are, otherwise we'll
- 11:35get baled up, he warned. She had already gone off away from him,
- 11:39however, looking on her own, ferns rustling against her dress. They
- 11:43moved around in absorbed silence for a few moments. Oh why did that have
- 11:48to happen? I should have been more careful, she said, Once and
- 11:52another time? Find it yet? And then presently he wouldn't think a thing
- 11:58like that could disappear so completely. You're right under our noses, would you?
- 12:01Each time, her voice sounded a little less distinct. I'm on my
- 12:05last match. Don't you think we'd better let it go. I know it's
- 12:09a shame to wake them up, but you don't understand. They're both over
- 12:13at Hartsdale for the night. I won't be able to get in without it,
- 12:18Denny, We've got to find it. I wish I had one of
- 12:20those pocket lights, he said, apparently preoccupied. She didn't answer. He
- 12:26had to bend over closer than before, now that he had no more matches
- 12:30to rely on. He straightened finally in defeat. Kathleen, it's no go.
- 12:35I'll have to climb in through one of the upper story windows and let
- 12:37you in that way. She didn't answer. She hadn't said anything for the
- 12:41past several moments. He noticed that only now he made his voice louder.
- 12:46Kathleen, there's no use looking any more. Come on, we'll have to
- 12:50go. She didn't answer. He turned and went after her, but when
- 12:54he got to where he thought she'd be, she wasn't there. Kathleen,
- 12:58he called, not a sound. He turned and went over another way.
- 13:03Kathleen, where are you? He called? Puzzled, The trees and the
- 13:07night were still. He went back to their starting point, the tree of
- 13:11the last kiss, Where the devil did she go? Anyway? He said
- 13:16out loud, the way a man does. He raised his voice to a
- 13:18full bodied shout, now that she couldn't fail to hear Kathleen. Silence lay
- 13:24around him. What's she doin kidding me? He added hands to it at
- 13:30the sides of his mouth. But the shout couldn't come out any louder than
- 13:33before. Kathleen. She couldn't be that far away not to hear that,
- 13:39And yet she was Kathleen. His voice cracked with the pressure he put on
- 13:46it. Suddenly fright, like a cold black shower, blotted out the moon,
- 13:52nameless fear all over him. He lost his head for a minute in
- 13:54the first flush of it, and started to pound the call out in rapid
- 13:58succession, like the of an alarm drum. Kathleen, Kathleen, Kathleen.
- 14:07Two. His cries burgeoned out under the trees while he ran this way and
- 14:11that, grazing their trunks, stumbling over their roots, getting stung by their
- 14:15twigs. Then he stood stock still, wiped his forehead, and pulled himself
- 14:20together. She couldn't get lost, not even if she tried to. She's
- 14:24lived around here all her life, She's passed through here a thousand times before.
- 14:30What's the matter with me? Anyway? She's played a joke on me,
- 14:33That's what it is. She's picked up the key herself without telling me
- 14:35and gave me the slip when on the rest of the way home alone.
- 14:39Maybe I frightened her by kissing her, and maybe she wanted to avoid the
- 14:43final parting scene at her door, afraid I was going to reproach her for
- 14:46ditching me. I'll probably catch up with her just ahead, or else I'll
- 14:50see the light in her bedroom window when I get to her house. He
- 14:54started running down the footpath. He was lying to himself, or he would
- 14:58not have gone so fast, still bucking briars and branches as before, and
- 15:01stumbling as he ran, panting Kathleen every once in a while, without much
- 15:07volume to it any more. The trees burst open, and there was the
- 15:11road again, its futile detour over with, and there was her house not
- 15:15far down it from here on the other side. He kept on running along
- 15:18the side of the road, just jogging now the few remaining yards, and
- 15:22then he ran across to the white picket fence that stood around her place,
- 15:26past the mailbox like a dovecot on its skinny support, and in at the
- 15:30gate that still had one hinge deffective like two years ago. The window of
- 15:35her bedroom on the upper left hand corner was dark, only the moon swam
- 15:39on its black pane. He ran up on the porch just the same and
- 15:41rattled the door knob hectically and pounded his way all over the panel. Kathleen,
- 15:46he called, futilely, Kathleen, are you in there? It was
- 15:50so easy to see she wasn't, Kathleen, don't joke? Are you in
- 15:54there? At last he turned and came down off the porch and turned again
- 15:58and looked hopelessly upward at the blank windows. Then he went out through the
- 16:03gate once more and stopped by it to slap the gate post smartly with his
- 16:07open hand, and his turmoil in distress, he crossed back again to the
- 16:11wooded side of the road and followed it to where the footpath went in,
- 16:15and started back along that at a tront Kathleen, He called, futilely,
- 16:21Kathleen. They died away among the trees and the crashing, blundering course of
- 16:26his running died out after it, as though he were chasing his own voice.
- 16:30He came back to the tree of their parting with the glow of the
- 16:33moon higher up on the trunk. Now as the orb sank lower in the
- 16:36sky, he beat around the spot in ever widening circles that carried him far
- 16:40away from it. But she wasn't in here any more. She couldn't be.
- 16:45She would have heard him shout. She would have come out to him
- 16:47long ago. She had gone back the other way, toward the pavilion instead
- 16:52of on toward her house, perhaps to find some other girl to stay with
- 16:56for the night now that she had lost her key. But why walk off
- 17:00like that without a word. He knew it wasn't so she hadn't, but
- 17:03he wouldn't admit it to himself. Yet he had to find out for sure.
- 17:07First. It was the only rational explanation left, and he couldn't face
- 17:11the night without one. Finally, he started back that way himself. There
- 17:17were scratches on his face from twigs and brambles, and his hair was down
- 17:19in front of his eyes, and his hat was gone, and the lower
- 17:22end of his tie was out. Still, he weaved along from side to
- 17:26side, hoarsely exclaiming Kathleen from time to time, not loudly any more,
- 17:32for she never answered, just to show that he wanted her. And once,
- 17:37just before he emerged at the lower end of the short cut, the
- 17:38thought came to him, why are you so frightened? What is it you
- 17:42feel already about this that tells you she won't be at the pavilion either.
- 17:47He didn't know, He couldn't answer. The log bridge thudded hollowly with the
- 17:52hurried passage of the footsteps. When he came to the pavilion, only one
- 17:56car was left in front of it, and though a little music still sounded,
- 18:00the orange glow was dimmed to just a wan reflection coming now from far
- 18:04inside it. He ran in through the unlighted vestibule and out on the barren,
- 18:08gleaming dance floor. A single bulb shone nakedly down over it. A
- 18:14scrub woman was working her way along one side, doing more kneeling and observing
- 18:18than scouring. A man and a girl were sitting at the piano together.
- 18:22He was doing the playing, and she was holding a gin bottle for him.
- 18:26The checkroom girl, dressed to go home, was trucking deftly by herself
- 18:29in the middle of the floor. The doorman was standing there shouting his encouragement
- 18:33and approval from the sideline. Burke came flinging in on them, and everything
- 18:37stopped, the piano playing and the shouts of praise, and the dancing and
- 18:41even the mopping up. He had to wait a minute to get his wind
- 18:45back. He had been running so long and steadily, and they didn't make
- 18:48a sound, any of them. While he stood there with his chest going
- 18:51up and down and the assorted scratches on his face and his hair stringy over
- 18:55his forehead. Have you seen her? He panted, finally, to come
- 19:00back here. The man at the piano got up, pocketed his own gin,
- 19:03came down off the musicians platform, who he asked Curtly, Kathleen Leary,
- 19:11what were you doing out with her? Burke. The man's voice wasn't
- 19:14friendly. His own girl answered him, he took her home while you were
- 19:18driving Larry Kirby to the doctor. We all told her not to the checkroom
- 19:22girl and the doorman, and to edge together in the face of this white
- 19:26people's crisis, The man from the piano said, in a confidential aside,
- 19:32go out and get my coat, Sam, bring it just the way it
- 19:34is. But he didn't look at the door man. He kept looking steadily
- 19:37at Burke. The scrub woman took a mesmerized half turn on her cleaning rag
- 19:42in the water, and it went splop into the pail. Then she didn't
- 19:47come back here. Burke asked, we got separated out there, you know,
- 19:52in that patch of woods between the creek and her house. I've been
- 19:55out to her house already and she wasn't there either. His voice wavered,
- 19:59steadied again, something's happened to her. The other man's girl drew in her
- 20:03breath with a shudder, closed her eyes, murmured commiseratingly. Oh, Jody,
- 20:11Yeah, something has the man answered Burke. His voice was so rough
- 20:15it was like sand ground between his teeth. The doorman had brought back his
- 20:18coat, was holding it out toward him. He didn't take the coat.
- 20:22He took a gun out of its pocket instead, go outside and wring up
- 20:26Sheriff Myers off as honey pie, he said, matter of factly to his
- 20:30girl. He's done something with her. You can see they had a fight.
- 20:34Look at the scratches all over his face. I'll hold him here get
- 20:37over there by the door, Sam Burke said, almost dazed with astonishment.
- 20:41No, don't wait. What was as for? I told you we got
- 20:45separated. The other man just looked at him with a sort of hard contempt.
- 20:49What did you think that, by comin back here and handing us that
- 20:53you could get away with it? He made a scoffing sound deep down in
- 20:57his larynx. Men don't lose the girls they're taking home that easy. He
- 21:03made the sound again. She's not my girl. If she was, I
- 21:07wouldn't stand waiting this long with a gun already in my hand for Maya is
- 21:11to get here. She's Larry Kirby's girl. He's the one I feel sorry
- 21:15for. Burke tried to keep his voice reasonable. Why you're full of that
- 21:19gin, don't do this to me. You're accusing me without a You grew
- 21:23up around here as well as me. Don't you know what that means in
- 21:26these parts. I've got a record. I've been in jail once already.
- 21:30Don't talk to me, the other man said, stonily. I'm not an
- 21:33officer. I'm just doing my duty the way any man would. If Kathleen
- 21:38Larry turns up unharmed, you've got nothing to worry about. A whisper reached
- 21:44Burke's ears from over by the door. He got the thirteen tap tonight for
- 21:48his hat. Mm M, man, stay out there where you are till
- 21:52they get here, Sugar. The man with the gun cautioned his concealed young
- 21:56woman companion, as the swing doors bowlged to flee against Sam's back. Once
- 22:02or twice, Burke wanted to fling the gun up out of position, wrench
- 22:06it away from him, bolt for one of the two windows on either side
- 22:07of the bandstand, jump out into the night. He could have made it.
- 22:11The other man's reflexes were slowed up with jin He knew he mustn't.
- 22:15That was the worst thing he could do. He fought the urge down,
- 22:19kept himself from it by gripping and twisting the hem of his coat in his
- 22:22hands. And he knew now too, what that formless fear was that had
- 22:26assailed him almost from the moment he had first lost her, an instinctive sense
- 22:32of jeopardy, of doom, his own, not hers, that he hadn't
- 22:37been able to recognize at the time. That soft, drawly whispering was sounding
- 22:41by the door again. Go on, tell him, child, Ah,
- 22:45don't pay me to go mixin up in it. The man with the gun
- 22:48didn't take his hard little buckshot pupils off Burt, but he asked, tell
- 22:52me what, Leah, what's here? I don't want to get mister Burke
- 22:56in no more trouble than he is already. Mister Allen, she said timorously.
- 23:00Only that pencil that one of the gentlemen picked up from where mister Kirby
- 23:04fell, the one they said they thought maybe it was to blame. It
- 23:08just come to me now. I saw mister Burke use it on his way
- 23:11in. What you gotta say about that, Bert, Yeah, it's mine.
- 23:17I rolled it at his feet. But we're not talking about Kirby's fault.
- 23:19We're talking about Kathleen. Well, we'll tell that to Myers when he
- 23:23gets here too. Burke flared out, tormentedly, do you realize while you're
- 23:29standing around here making a tin hero yourself over me? She may be lying
- 23:33out there somewhere hurt or unconscious. You'd know more about that than I would,
- 23:37was the suggestive answer. We'll get going as soon as Myers gets here.
- 23:42Three. Myers got there with a flourish of the swing doors. That
- 23:47pushed Sam cavalierly out of the way. A shaggy deputy and a khaki shirt
- 23:52was with him. Well, no, what's this about little Kathleen Leary,
- 23:56the sheriff demanded authoritatively. Alan motioned for his coat, dropped his gun back
- 24:00into its pocket. Now that Burke was safely surrounded, this fellow took her
- 24:04out here while I was driving Larry Kirby down to the doctor. Then he
- 24:07showed up about twenty minutes, half an hour ago the way you see him
- 24:11now, asking if we'd seen her. I reckon, it's up to us
- 24:14to ask him that, don't you. I agree with you? There,
- 24:18said Myers aggressively. Wait a minute, aren't you in that Burke that used
- 24:21to live hereabouts? Somebody told me you were in jail. Burke moistened his
- 24:26lips. There has nothing to do with this, he said, looking down
- 24:30at the floor. How'd you get in that condition? Looking for her?
- 24:34What'd you do to make her run away from you like that? She didn't
- 24:38run away. She dropped her key and we both started to hunt for him.
- 24:41When I looked up, she was gone. The sheriff sliced his hand
- 24:45at him disparagingly. Oh, now, don't give me that. A girl
- 24:48don't jest up and disappear from a fellow while she's on her way home with
- 24:52him. Well, we can't stand here all night. Let's get out there
- 24:55quick as we can and see what's to be seen. I phoned her mother
- 24:59and father at Hartsdale already, Alan's girl said virtuously. And I phoned Larry
- 25:03too and told him about it. He and a lot of the men are
- 25:06coming out to help look for He feels terrible why their wedding was only a
- 25:11month off. She seemed to want to rush matters toward their worst possible conclusion.
- 25:15They left in a welter of confusion, everyone talking at once. Look
- 25:18after him, birds All, Meyers said to his deputy. He's staying with
- 25:22us until we find out what this is. Something clinked and Burt protested with
- 25:29smothered heat. Wait a minute, you can't put that thing on me.
- 25:32I haven't been guilty of anything. He's right, birds All, said Myers
- 25:36judiciously. We have nothing against him yet. Just keep a good tight grip
- 25:41on his shoulder. Allan was arguing with his excitement thirsting girl, No,
- 25:45you can't come with us, shugar lump, only men'll be along. Hush
- 25:48up, what kind of talk is that, and interrupting himself to take SIPs
- 25:52from his gin bottle. Oh, and I think I borrowed a safety pin
- 25:56from her in there just before she left here tonight, I still have it
- 26:00on me. Look, this is it right here. I ain't going to
- 26:03be so good for somebody in the way it looks tonight. Sam told Leah.
- 26:07If they do, it'll be the first white one they've had around here
- 26:10since my grandpa's time. He told me about seeing one once. Burke was
- 26:15taking in the sheriff's car with the two officials, Alan bundled his protesting girl
- 26:18into his own car to drop her off at the house before a joining in
- 26:22the Roman holiday. The lights of the search party that had preceded them out
- 26:26there could already be seen twinkling in and out among the trees like fireflies from
- 26:30all the way down at the log bridge when they rumbled across it. As
- 26:34they neared the footpath, a line of parked cars strung along the side of
- 26:37the road came in to view ahead. The sheriff breaked behind the last one,
- 26:41and Burke got out between him and the deputy. Now take us in
- 26:45there to where you say you last saw her. Myers ordered that you say
- 26:51gave a glimpse of what his opinions on the matter already were. Stand backum
- 26:55in, I shouldn't have begun till I got here. I'm in charge of
- 26:57this. Here, give us one of those lantern They went and burked midway
- 27:02between the two with birds, All's grip still riveted on his shoulder to keep
- 27:06him from bolting off into the darkness. The little footpath that had been so
- 27:10lonely and quiet before and pie Vald moonlight and shadow seemed to be alive with
- 27:14people now. Every few minutes they passed some one either going in or coming
- 27:18out, or half submerged in the underbrush, ferreting around, some with lights,
- 27:22some without a cur that some one had brought was yapping around too,
- 27:26and raising nothing but false alarms at every squirrel or titmouse it discovered. Why'd
- 27:32you bring her through here, Meyer said coldly, as they trudged Indian file.
- 27:36Funny place to bring a girl in a party dress and dancing slippers.
- 27:40Why say that she had suggested it? They wouldn't have believed it anyway.
- 27:44It was the shortest way to her house. That's what you'd told her too.
- 27:48I reckon. Larry Kirby confronted them suddenly, one foot of shoeless,
- 27:52bandaged club, supporting himself on a pair of crutches to keep it clear of
- 27:56the ground. He was taking it hard. Apparently he was one of those
- 28:00men who can cry easily. His face was contorted in a weeping grimace,
- 28:04though without any tears. You oughtn't to be in here on that foot,
- 28:08Larry Meyers said considerately. We'll take care of it for you. I can't
- 28:14sit still out there on the road. I've got a finder. He turned
- 28:18poignantly dramatic swung himself directly before Burke on his two crutches. Where's my girl?
- 28:22He shouted in venomous anguish. I'll get you if you've done anything to
- 28:26her. They led Burke on past him, his head lowered in silent denial.
- 28:32They reached the tree where he had lost her twice, the first time
- 28:34to another man, the second to the night itself. Here's where she dropped
- 28:40her key, and we started to look for it. The sheriff was the
- 28:44sheriff. How are you so sure of that? Just where it was?
- 28:48You didn't have a light like we have. We were standing, right,
- 28:52He checked himself too late. He couldn't tell them all he'd kissed her.
- 28:56Oh you were standing, would come to be standing still in such a god
- 29:02forsaken place. I mean we were walking along by here. Now wait a
- 29:07minute. First, just say you were standing, Then you say you were
- 29:11walking along. You're starting to lie your way around in it already. Burke
- 29:15pointed to the lantern lighted ground. Look see there's still some of the matches
- 29:22I used trying to find it. There and there and there, birds all
- 29:26called out vindictively. Some of these ferns up this way are bent and broken
- 29:30and flatten out, like there could very well have been wrestling going on on
- 29:33top of them. She did that herself, Burke said. She was moving
- 29:38around through him, looking up that way. Myers ignored them, went and
- 29:42examined them for himself, but then shook his head, not positive enough.
- 29:47There's been so many of these fools swarming all over the place before we got
- 29:49here. A distant shout was raised so far off it sounded faint where they
- 29:55were, but they all stiffened to attention. That sounds like something now d
- 30:00him over here to me, whoever he is Meyer called out commandingly. Burke
- 30:03could fill the blood slowly draining out of his face and neck, leaving a
- 30:07cold, prickling feeling in its wake. It took no little time for the
- 30:11envoy to make his way back to them, and he came quadruply accompanied when
- 30:15he found her back. Look isn't this hers? This powder gadget? As
- 30:18are initials on it. It was dangling from a bush. They'd all seen
- 30:23it already, but someone finally gave it voice and the dead hush that had
- 30:26fallen, someone had to be the first to put it into words. Look,
- 30:32there's blood on it. Burke's neck strained out, whipcorded Kathleen. He
- 30:38yelled harrowingly for the last time that night, as though there were both their
- 30:42death cries, and one his and hers, and the night brooded dark around
- 30:48him. Hang on to him, birds, all myers barked, Where was
- 30:52the fountain? Show us the place? There was a sudden, concerted surgeing
- 30:56after them in the one direction. As the beating about was abandoned where it
- 31:00had been going on until now, the sporadic lanterns started to converge like reverse
- 31:06rays, toward a single point from all over the woods. It was far
- 31:10across the woodland. It was nearly at the other side of it, where
- 31:12the fields and the meadows set in. Once more, it was just a
- 31:17bush now without the bag on it anymore. Myers began to spatter orders like
- 31:22a machine gun. Anything that happened to her happened right here. Now,
- 31:25spread out, and be careful where you put your feet. Anyone without lights
- 31:29drop out of this. There's too many of you fellows here. Discoveries began
- 31:33to come in sickening succession. Burke recoiled psychically, if not physically, at
- 31:37each additional one. Hey, Myers, here's a dark stain on this moss.
- 31:42Wait a minute, over this way, Look at this piece of light
- 31:45green stuff I found. I thought it was a leaf at first, but
- 31:47it's a torn scrap of thin dress goods. And then, in catastrophic culmination,
- 31:52the ubiquitous curve started yapping. Ah, there goes that blame mud again.
- 31:56Somebody said, disgustingly, don't pay it any attention to him, Hey,
- 32:00Parker, call your dog off. Unheeded whistling and commands of here spot
- 32:06mingled with the frenzied barking. He won't come away. This time, I
- 32:08better go and see the yapping died abruptly. There was a sudden, tense,
- 32:13waiting silence all around under the trees. It seemed to get to all
- 32:16of them at once. Those who were bending straightened up, those who were
- 32:22moving about stood still. Those who were standing still turned inquiringly in that direction.
- 32:28Then the voice of the dog's owner, calling out low, almost furtively,
- 32:30in contrast to the previous hubbub mius, better come here where I am
- 32:37that told the story. They all drew into a tight little knot around the
- 32:42man and the collared dog, and her, so beautiful. She had hurt
- 32:46the eyes only a little while ago. She still hurt the eyes. She
- 32:51was so horrible now, a welter of bloodied, battered inanimateness, nestled hidden
- 32:58within the dark green cloak, like a shroud out that the mongrel had pulled
- 33:00open with his teeth, so motionless, so unaware, so dead. For
- 33:09they said the things that men say at such a time, in husky baited
- 33:14voices, the ineffectual, paltry, anticlimactic things. Then they stopped saying them.
- 33:20The knot began to contract still more, bunching up, passing beyond her,
- 33:23entirely to try to close around a different center. Meyer saw it coming
- 33:28first. He was no slouch for a rural official. He breathed warningly across
- 33:32his shoulder to the deputy. Their turn and sour, get him out of
- 33:37here, quick, back to the car as fast as you can. He
- 33:39started to work as Gunfrey, backing away a step at a time to cover
- 33:43their retreat. Birds all clicked his manacle, and the arrest had become an
- 33:46actuality. It was almost a benefit now compared to the worst thing that was
- 33:51impending. They were like a troop of dangerous lowering apes, hesitant only because
- 33:55they hadn't found a leader yet to give them their voice. Meyer's own voice
- 34:00sounded throbbing with a sort of forced calmness. Now wait a minute, you
- 34:05men, easy, now, take it easy, now, none of that.
- 34:08We have no proof that this man did it. Yet, stand back.
- 34:12I'll fire at the first one of you. That And then suddenly the
- 34:15lacking leader Alan arriving with a gun on him and a disappointment at being delayed,
- 34:20changing to a fierce jinny glee as he took in the situation. At
- 34:23a glance, She's Kirby's girl, look at it. There is that how
- 34:27you'd want your girl? Look, are you gonna let him get away with
- 34:30that? Don't pay the attention to mayas I've got a gun on my own.
- 34:32Here, spread out your fools, get around behind him, cut them
- 34:36off. A shot blasted out, echoing like a roll of thunder under the
- 34:40trees. Abruptly, the frozen grouping liquefied turned into a headlong foot race through
- 34:46the woods. The deputy and his prisoner, handcuffed together, bent double speeding
- 34:51along in the lead, risked dashing their brains out at any moment if a
- 34:54tree should come between them. Meyer's midway between them and the pack, was
- 35:00stopping and turning every few steps to hold them back with a flourish of his
- 35:02gun or an actual warning shot over their heads. They made the car by
- 35:07the grace of moments. Myers jumped forward at their heels after the deputy,
- 35:10straining across Burke's body from the outside position, already had it swerving out into
- 35:15the road. Myers made it, held on, finally worked his way inside.
- 35:21Flashing lanterns and dark figures came streaming out across the roadway in their wake.
- 35:25Shoot for the tires, get their tires cried Alan's voice. They did
- 35:30a couple of times and missed. They had cars of their own, but
- 35:32they didn't attempt to pursue in them. It would have been too flagrant out
- 35:37here on the open highway. They preferred the anonymity of the woods to avenge
- 35:40a murder by another murder. None of the three could speak prisoner or captors.
- 35:45They were breathing too hard. Finally, as they neared the lights of
- 35:49the village, Myers panted, drive straight through, go stop till we get
- 35:53him to the jail at Glen River. He added apprehensively. This will come
- 35:58up again in a night or two, and the next time it does,
- 36:00it'll be the real thing. When they had him safely there and cell,
- 36:04Myers lingered a moment, looking at him while the turnkey held the gate.
- 36:08You sure got yourself in a mess, friend. The moon that had seen
- 36:13Kathleen Leary die was still peering in through the barred window opening. It should
- 36:16have been red, but it was still only innocent. White Burke raised his
- 36:22head suddenly and said, look, I'm not afraid to die. Fact is
- 36:27I care less now than ever before? But why should I die for something
- 36:30I didn't do? Meyers said crisply, but not unkindly. I just arrest
- 36:37I don't try. All I can point out is people that don't do something
- 36:42don't get in the position you're in right now. Ah. I may live
- 36:46to be tried, Burke told him, resignedly. Or I may only live
- 36:51until the sun goes down again tomorrow night. That's why I'd like to ask
- 36:54you to do something for me while I'm still alive, and while it can
- 36:58still do me some good. Send for Bill Bailey. Who's Bill Bailey,
- 37:04one of your crooked pals down in the city. You'll laugh. He's the
- 37:08dick I had to report to when I was first out on parole, but
- 37:12we got to be friends. He never jumps you when you're down. What
- 37:15makes you think he'd bother about a jail bird, Burke supplied. He told
- 37:20me if I was ever in trouble and didn't deserve it, to let him
- 37:22know and he'd stand by me. And he said if I was ever in
- 37:24trouble and did deserve it, he'd make it so hot for me I'd wish
- 37:28I'd stayed in the first time. Myers had one more question to ask him,
- 37:32what do you expect him to be able to do for you nothing.
- 37:36I don't care if he does nothing. It's just that you got to have
- 37:39a friend, just one friend at a time like this, that y know
- 37:44is around somewhere around or else. There's nothing to go on for any more.
- 37:50Tell me where I can reach him, the sheriff, Aqui asked thriftily,
- 37:53And I'll call him long distance before the day rates go into effect.
- 37:58Five. Bill Bailey was slim and of medium height, and looked as if
- 38:02he might be easy to handle in a physical encounter. He wasn't, as
- 38:07more than one adversary had found out to his cost. He had alert black
- 38:12eyes crackling with intelligence, and all his movements were quick and impatient, so
- 38:16much so that he seemed out of place in the South. He'd lost his
- 38:20drawl, too, but one of his tricks was to reassume it at times,
- 38:23perhaps to give a misleading impression of linguor. He dropped lithely off the
- 38:28rear platform of the local without waiting for it to stop around sundown the day
- 38:31after Kathleen Leary's murder. Even ordinary locals didn't stop here, just the caterpillar
- 38:37type that halted at every other telegraph pole along the way. The sun was
- 38:42glaring crimson all around him and made him squint. Birds all edged over said
- 38:47he missed her. Bailey from the city and the car. He confessed ruefully,
- 38:52I lost ten bucks to Myers. I I didn't think he'd come.
- 38:54He didn't either, but we couldn't both be on the same end of the
- 38:58bed, so we tossed for it all for the sake of a jail bird
- 39:01too. Bailey gave an apologetic shake of his head. I was just boring,
- 39:07soft hearted, I reckon, but my own curiosity got the better of
- 39:10me. Why he used to most say his prayers to her every night,
- 39:15Well he set him to her last night in a different way. They stopped
- 39:17at Myer's office first. Myers, like his subordinate, expressed surprise that the
- 39:22detective had actually answered Burke's summons for aid. Well, Sir Bailey explained deprecatingly,
- 39:30there was a much doin down my way right now, anyway, and
- 39:35I did try pretty hard to straighten him out while he was reporting to me.
- 39:38Man hates to think he's wasting his time. Course when he told me
- 39:42he was coming up here, he told you he was coming up here,
- 39:45Myers exclaimed in surprise. Sure enough, he told me I was the one
- 39:51staked him to the trip. He wouldn't have got very far without telling me.
- 39:54I might try straighten out the ones that seemed worth it, but I
- 39:57don't give them their o. He it's not for a year and years.
- 40:00They got back in the car and, at Bailey's request, drove to the
- 40:04undertakers in the village where the girl's body was before he interviewed the prisoner.
- 40:08Later, when they got to the jail, Myers led the way to the
- 40:10far end of the rickety cel Dick. He's in here, and do you
- 40:15want to talk to him alone? Bailey nodded. It may help him to
- 40:20talk free here. I'll just hear what he has to say. It won't
- 40:22take very long, especially if I think he's lying. In that case,
- 40:27I'll still be in time to take the seven ten back. When the crossbarred
- 40:30gate had been relocked behind him, Myers said, just let us know when
- 40:35you're through, mister Bailey, and sauntered back along the corridor to the front.
- 40:39So now they've got you for murder, Bailey said, bet you wish
- 40:43you were back where they just had you, and for holding up a filling
- 40:45station. No, said Burke doggedly, because then I knew I had done
- 40:51it. This time, I know I haven't, And I saw her at
- 40:54the undertaking parlor before I came here. She looked pretty again. Don't know
- 41:00how they did it, but you sure couldn't notice anything, well, hardly
- 41:04anyhow. Burke looked up relieved. I'm glad, he said, gratefully.
- 41:10I want to remember her like she was dancing, so sweet and pretty.
- 41:15Hold out your hand, Bailey said casually. There was suddenly a little lock
- 41:20of auburn hair lying in Burke's palm. That's hers, Bailey said, I
- 41:23snipped it off her lying there on the slap. I thought you might want
- 41:27some little thing like that to remember her by. Burke raised it a little
- 41:31higher toward his face with both hands, as if it were something very precious.
- 41:36Thanks, he breathed. His eyes missed a little in tenderness looking at
- 41:40it. The interview was suddenly over. Bailey gripped him by the shoulder,
- 41:45turned his back on him. Coming out, gents, he called through the
- 41:49grate. Real that was fast, Myers remarked, surprisedly when they were out
- 41:53of earshot. Once more, did he tell you anything at all? The
- 41:58whole thing, but not in words. You've got the wrong man. Bailey
- 42:02had supper at the sheriff's house. He was staying now. He had made
- 42:07that plane. Myers remarked when the meal was over. I won't take no
- 42:10stock in that fellow's innocence. He may have convinced you, but he hasn't
- 42:14me. You trying to argue she's strayed away from him while they were looking
- 42:17for the key, and some vagrant or hobo lurking in there set upon her.
- 42:22While your man's own story won't allow for that. He tells us over
- 42:24and over. He didn't hear a sound, not a whisper, he claims.
- 42:28She just disappeared like a puff of wind. Bailey raised his hand,
- 42:31silencing the flow of argument. I don't think a vagrant did it. If
- 42:36she had been alone in there, it'd be a different matter. But whoever
- 42:38saw her, he couldn't help. But see this boy Burke too, the
- 42:42way he was lighting matches, calling back and forth to her. What vagrant
- 42:45is gonna set on a girl when he knows there's a husky young fellow along
- 42:50with her. She was killed by somebody that knew her. Myers nodded vigorously.
- 42:54That's what we say, too, Boo. We go the whole hog
- 42:58and say that somebody was Burke, nobody but him, And I take it
- 43:00you mean someone who knew her outside of him exactly, someone who knew her
- 43:07besides Burke. How could it be done at all without him hearing it?
- 43:12Said Myers disgustedly. He poured some more BlackBerry brandy for his guest. But
- 43:15it was easy to see the latter had lost cast in his eyes. Why
- 43:20couldn't it be It's not a physical impossibility. Bailey used the sight of a
- 43:23forked diagram on the cloth. Once you accept my theory, it's easy enough
- 43:28to reconstruct it. Now. Look, there's no road along the far side
- 43:30of those woods where she was found lying. She knew those woods pretty well,
- 43:35but from passing through them all through her life. She didn't get lost
- 43:37therefore and stray all the way over there by accident. Neither is it likely
- 43:42she went looking for her key that far away. My idea is somebody followed
- 43:45them in unnoticed by the very same footpath they used themselves, spied on them,
- 43:50saw something he didn't like her that enraged him, and instead of coming
- 43:53out like a man and tackling. Burt waylaid her when she began drifting away
- 43:58from him, stunned her with an unexpected blow to the head so that she
- 44:01didn't even cry out, and then carried her out at earshot all the way
- 44:05over where she was found, and struck her repeatedly with something in an ungovernable
- 44:10rage with what interrupted his host Sharply, no lethal object was found around there,
- 44:17Probably a large flat rock of some kind. I understand there's a small
- 44:21woodland stream near there, Probably studded with him. He could have dropped the
- 44:25murder stone into its bed after he'd finished, so the natural action of the
- 44:30water would cleanse it of all traces. He stopped a moment, then went
- 44:34on. It's capable of variation and details. Of course, he mayn't have
- 44:37followed him. He may have been coming the other way toward them along the
- 44:40footpath and been just in time to see something that he resented. Suppose he
- 44:45did stutter at first, as you say, scoffed Myers. How is it
- 44:50she didn't revive by the time he got her over to the far side of
- 44:52the woods, at least long enough to let her out one good scream mean
- 44:57to say Burke wouldn't have heard that even in the distance. He might have
- 45:00held something over her mouth until Burke was out of the woods entirely. Remember,
- 45:05Burke went chasing clear up to her house first off, to see if
- 45:07she was there. The murderer may have counted on his doing that, and
- 45:10that suggested something else to me. I think the final act, the murder
- 45:15itself, was a deliberate afterthought, perpetrated to frame Burke. Myers just rolled
- 45:20his eyes at the ceiling, as though his patients were being taxed beyond endurance.
- 45:24You see, this person is not normal, whoever he is. Bailey
- 45:29explained she was a girl of a good character, so whatever he saw was
- 45:34little enough excuse in itself. His real hatred was directed toward Burke, but
- 45:39he was a yellow coward afraid to tackle Burke directly, so he took it
- 45:43out on the girl instead. Then, when he had calmed down again,
- 45:45he could tell he had already heard her badly. That frightened him. It
- 45:50meant jail at the very least if she had recovered, and she mightn't have
- 45:53recovered by that time. His natural cowardice came uppermost, and also his unsatisfied,
- 45:59longing to it even with Burke, he saw the way both to escape
- 46:02the blame for his own act and at the same time to revenge himself upon
- 46:07Burke. He cold bloodedly, fiendishly and knowingly finished what he had begun,
- 46:12changed her from badly injured to beyond help, so that the other man would
- 46:16be accused of it and suffer for it. The sheriff made one of his
- 46:22delayed catlike jumps, which had always been enormously successful with the colored population.
- 46:27And doesn't the whole thing still fetch her Burke better than anyone else. He
- 46:30loved her, didn't he. He came back to see her, didn't he
- 46:34He found her on the point of marrying another man, didn't he? Absolutely
- 46:37not, not in a million years. Bailey said, his crime wasn't Burke's
- 46:43type of crime. That proves it for me. His way to payoff would
- 46:46have been to single out the guy that he blamed for his losinger and beat
- 46:50him up, probably with half the town looking on. Try to get this
- 46:53through your head, Myers. You have a certain set situation. People can
- 46:58only react to it according to their own characteristics. They can't bury it no
- 47:01matter how hard they try. Burke's just a man that's had a tough break
- 47:06in outer life, but he's not all sick inside. This other man is
- 47:09must be, whether the people he's living among know it or not. He's
- 47:14got an inferiority complex. He's got some valid reason for it that none of
- 47:19you suspect. He's a victim of abnormal jealousy because of that same complex.
- 47:23On top of that, he's a coward, Burke, isn't He wasn't afraid
- 47:28to come back here just to see her once again when the whole town knew
- 47:30he'd been in jail and had no use for him. Was he? He
- 47:34wasn't afraid to step up to her in front of a couple hundred people and
- 47:37tell her he was taking her home, not beg her, tell her that
- 47:42took courage, didn't it. One man did those things. Another man,
- 47:45an entirely different type of man, skulked around behind the trees after her and
- 47:52beat her to death in the dark. One and the same man couldn't have
- 47:57done both things. That's elemental psychology in town. It solves our cases for
- 48:00us. They're in the country now, observed Myers dryly. We just use
- 48:07facts, not fancy words. A man's been in jail already for one crime.
- 48:12He takes the girl home alone through the woods, a girl that's thrown
- 48:15him over for somebody else. She turns up dead. He turns up all
- 48:19must up and covered scratches. Those are elemental facts. And out here,
- 48:23where are you going? He asked, as Bailey angrily shoved his chair back.
- 48:28I'm going out and look for someone who's an instinctive coward, who's got
- 48:30an inferiority complex, who's cursed with insane jealousy, who's subject to maniacal rages
- 48:37or even worse, and who's suffering from some congenital handicap or ailment that's at
- 48:43the bottom of everything else. He held up one hand, fingers spread.
- 48:47Those five things will tell me who the man is. Meyer's derisive, stentorian
- 48:53laughter boomed insultingly after him as he slammed out of the house. Now,
- 48:58when you've found him, come back, and I'll still show you the guy
- 49:00who killed Kathleen Leary in my jail. Six. Yes, I grew up
- 49:07with all of them, said the grocery store owner. Sure we had no
- 49:12old swimming hole, just us boys, did I me? Now there's a
- 49:15new crop of kids using it. Who was the best swimmer in your day,
- 49:19asked Bailey, Johnny Green, Was I reckon? Who took the most
- 49:22chances? Oh? This feller burt too bad? He turned out like he
- 49:27did. Who was always the last one in when the water was cold in
- 49:30the early spring? Who was afraid to dive in from way up high?
- 49:34I always spoiled it by flinching at the last minute and did a belly whopper.
- 49:38The grocer laughed and told him you must have grown up around an old
- 49:42swimming hole yourself to know so much about it. Bailey sauntered out of the
- 49:45store, unseen by the owner. He held up his right hand ticked off
- 49:50its little fingers of keeping count coward, he murmured. Yeh, said the
- 49:57kindly looking man in the white coat, wh the grinder's ache. They all
- 50:00come to me. Ain't nobody else in town for them to go to scare
- 50:05the wets out of them all? Huh, Bailey grinned. The dentist grinned
- 50:08back, Well, you know the old saying. Nobody loves a dentist.
- 50:13Some don't mind so much, others act upright ordery in the chair off hand?
- 50:17Who would just say was the hardest handle of all your patients, the
- 50:22dentist told him, then went on, of course there's some excuse in his
- 50:27case, Doc Morgan, and that's his family. Doctor advised me against giving
- 50:30him an anesthetic. Didn't say why, Hart Maybe Bailey strolled out, ticked
- 50:36off that same little finger. Still a coward, even grown up, He
- 50:40murmured, Who'd I say, offhand? Is the most popular feller comes into
- 50:45my place, said the bartender, wiping the counter with his bar rag.
- 50:51I don't know. He mentioned a name, a name Bailey had already heard
- 50:54twice before. I guess he is place always seems quiet when he's not in
- 51:00here. He's lively, convivial, no what I mean, telling stories,
- 51:05buying rounds of drinks for the whole house, sort of gathering everyone in the
- 51:08place around him. In other words, he works hard at being popular.
- 51:15Well he is popular, argued the barman. Well he buys frequent rounds of
- 51:20drinks, you say, Bailey, came back at him. Anyone who does
- 51:22that is bound to be popular. The real test is not to buy him.
- 51:27And then if there's still a crowd around you, you've got something outside.
- 51:30He ticked off the third finger of the hand he was keeping score on
- 51:34infery already complex. Yes, a boss, we is fixed, more comfortable
- 51:39than most color folks. He abouts. The old mammy agreed, corn cob
- 51:44pipe in mouth, leaning across the fence. How come it come out of
- 51:47misfortune? I reckon? You know how good sometime come out at evil?
- 51:52What misfortune? Asked Bailey? That sixth sense all good detectives should have warning
- 51:58him there was something here rele to his purpose. Oh, he ain't supposed
- 52:02to speak about it, she said reticently. She didn't appear inclined to give
- 52:07him any further information, But just then a peculiar goat like bleeding sounded from
- 52:12inside the open doorway. That's my little boy, she said, Hush,
- 52:15honey, mammy's coming reckoned. The flies must be pester him again, She
- 52:20turned and went in. Bailey promptly unlatched the gate and moved after her,
- 52:23unbidden. Something about that cry had sounded unnatural. A moment later, he
- 52:29recoiled from the doorway into the open again, horrified. The woman rejoined him.
- 52:32Presently, How old is he, he asked, about twenty two?
- 52:38Now he'll always be just five, like when it happened, though, we
- 52:42don't xactly like to show him to folks. She reproached him mildly. I'm
- 52:46sorry, auntie, He slipped a five dollar bill into her hand. Who
- 52:52did that to his head? Please don't ask me that, boss, But
- 52:55if it's forgotten us folks got a guard our tongues. Never mind, I
- 53:01know already. He murmured a name to test her reaction. It was the
- 53:06same one that had cropped up in the previous interviews. Isn't that right?
- 53:10Isn't that who did it? He prompted. Her expression was an admission in
- 53:15itself, without the need of words. She looked fearfully up and down the
- 53:21road, as if to make sure they weren't being overheard. He didn't mean
- 53:25it, she said, defensively. Just lost his temper for a minute cause
- 53:30my little boy tease him bash his head with a flat stone. He pick
- 53:32up his family, gave us five thousand dollars, make us a president.
- 53:37His plot of ground stranger the ways of the Lord. Bailey moved slowly out
- 53:42to the road again, saddened and sickened, he told off the middle finger
- 53:45of his hand. Subject to insane rages. Doctor Morgan came scuffling down the
- 53:52stairs in leather house slippers. Kind of late for a consultation, isn't it?
- 53:59He said? My sorry, Doc, I'm not a patient. I'm
- 54:01an insurance investigator. Bailey hitched his chair forward confidentially. A man whom we
- 54:07know to be a patient of yours has applied to us to take out quite
- 54:12a heavy insurance. I've been sent down here to find out if there's any
- 54:15reason we shouldn't underwrite this policy that you know of. Oh, come to
- 54:22me, haven't you medical experts your own? Yes, and he's already passed
- 54:27the physical examination. But there are often things that don't reveal themselves in a
- 54:32physical examination. Who is it? Bailey mentioned the name, the name that
- 54:38had already occurred in his conversations with the grocer, the dentist, the bartender,
- 54:44the negro mother. It was just a wild guess, but it worked.
- 54:46Morgan's face went white. He rose unsteadily to his feet, recoiled a
- 54:51step. I read the answer in your face, doctor, Bailey said,
- 54:55tight lipped. What is it? What's wrong with him? Can he tell
- 55:00you that? Don't you know what? Doctor's patience are treated in strictest confidence?
- 55:05I know the Hippocratic oath, But unless you speak out, this thing
- 55:08is going through. You'll be a party to a fraud. Why do I
- 55:14have to be dragged into this? Your company has its own medical testimony to
- 55:19go by. The transaction should stand to fall on the strength to that.
- 55:23All right, let's skip the insurance gag. I'm a detective and here are
- 55:27my credentials. Now out with it. Morgan eased his collar as though it
- 55:30constricted him, but his mouth remained stubbornly shut. Bailey knew there was no
- 55:36way in which he could force him to speak if he didn't choose to of
- 55:37his own free will. He tried a spursion to loosen the doctor's tongue.
- 55:44How much hush money have you been getting from him? Strangely enough, the
- 55:47doctor didn't flare up. No, he isn't like that, he said,
- 55:52almost submissively. He did offer me money, but I refused it. He's
- 55:58threatened to kill me if I ever breath a word about it. I know
- 56:01he would too. Then you refuse to tell me just what's wrong with this
- 56:06man? I can't. It will cost me my life. Bailey thrust out
- 56:12his thumb, tapped it very well, and you've given me my fifth factor.
- 56:16I don't need to know the exact name of his ailment. I can
- 56:20go ahead without it. Seven. The sky was overcast at the time of
- 56:24Kathleen Leary's funeral. The next afternoon, Bailey didn't attend. He had business
- 56:30of his own to occupy him. He visited the village tailor shop run by
- 56:35a near sighted, undersized man on the pretext of having a new crease pressed
- 56:39in his trousers. While he was waiting around in his shirt tail he asked
- 56:44the tailor if he did any worked for mentioning that recurrent name again. Yeah,
- 56:50that's a suit there, just come in for a cleaning job. Swell
- 56:53tweed, said Bailey, examining it idly. Peculiarly looking buttons too, all
- 57:00covered with leather. If one of'em was missing, what would you do,
- 57:05Gee, I don't know. I wouldn't be able to match them with
- 57:07what I got here. I'd have to phone him and ask him if he
- 57:09knew where he dropped it. His head disappeared momentarily behind a cloud of steam
- 57:15raised by the iron. They're all in place, though, Ain't they had
- 57:19a chance to look over it yet? No, Bailey said, quietly.
- 57:24One of those small ones down at the bottom of the sleeve is off.
- 57:28That's why I asked you. He dropped it unseen into his own coat pocket,
- 57:32covertly edged aside the razor blade he had just severed it with. Gee,
- 57:37I'll have to phone him right away, said the tailor worriedly. See
- 57:40if he knows where he lost it. Otherwise he'll think it come off in
- 57:44the shop here. Blame me. Can't send his suit back to him with
- 57:47three on one sleeve or on another. Bailey made straight from there to the
- 57:52house of Alan's girl, Mary lou Davis. The women of the community had
- 57:55come back from the funeral by now, but there was still something strangely dis
- 58:00lifeless about the village. He couldn't tell exactly what it was at first,
- 58:04Then as he hurried past the saloon in the dusk, that gave him his
- 58:07clue. There wasn't a soul in it. The usual array of corner loafers
- 58:13outside was ominously missing too. The bar man was standing by the door without
- 58:16a thing to do. Kinda slow, isn't it, Bailey remarked, In
- 58:21passing. The fellow gave him a wink, meant to impart secret information.
- 58:25He'll be a big rush of business for midnight after it's all over. Suddenly
- 58:31Bailey knew what the strangeness was he had detected about the village. There had
- 58:37been a wholesale disappearance of the adult male population. There wasn't an able bodied
- 58:44man in sight. They seemed to have all gone off to some secret meeting
- 58:47by pre arrangement right after the funeral was over. So tonight was the night
- 58:52Meyers should be warned. If he didn't know already. The detective hesitated about
- 58:58to turn back, but then he saw that he couldn't. He'd have to
- 59:00work faster than ever. He had a dead line of mob fury to work
- 59:04against. Now the surest way of saving Burke was to prove him innocent.
- 59:07The only way to prove him innocent in time was by going ahead with what
- 59:13he had been about to do. He fairly ran the rest of the way
- 59:15to the Davis girl's house. In the deepening twilight. She was on the
- 59:20porch. Luckily, for every second counted, there was a dead line within
- 59:23a dead line to beat. The more immediate one was the tailor's phone call
- 59:28to his customer about that missing button where they all took and disappeared to she
- 59:32complained at sight of him, Jojes dropped me like an old glove. Right
- 59:37after the funeral was over. He had no time to waste on preliminaries.
- 59:40You'll like excitement, don't you, miss Davis, he panted, drawing up
- 59:44short in front of the portrail. Do I her eyes sparkled. I've got
- 59:49some for you, but it'll take courage, he warned. What do I
- 59:52do Remember that dance dress Kathleen Larry had on Saturday night? Sure enough,
- 1:00:00so, sort of whispy and trailing like leaves all over. I've got one
- 1:00:04just like except in its yellow. Go upstairs and put it on. Fix
- 1:00:07your hair the way she wore hers closely as you can, sort it down
- 1:00:12over one eye and loosen back. Then get some kind of thin veil and
- 1:00:15put it over your head so your face can't be seen too clearly through it.
- 1:00:19See if you can do the whole thing in two minutes flat. There
- 1:00:22isn't much time. Nice stars, the girl could hardly contain herself. Where
- 1:00:28are we all going? And in the woods where Kathleen was killed Saturday night?
- 1:00:32Oooh, she breathed, shiveringly. What do you want me to go
- 1:00:37there for? He thrust his face close to hers and whispered it. This
- 1:00:40time she shrank back a step, put her hand over her open mouth,
- 1:00:44and stared at him round eyed. She would have given anything to back out,
- 1:00:47he could tell. If he'd pressed her, she probably would have.
- 1:00:52But he was wise in the ways of human nature. This Bailey, Sorry,
- 1:00:55he said shortly. Guess I came to the wrong party. Forget all
- 1:01:00about it. He turned on his heel and made as if to stride off.
- 1:01:04She came running down the steps after him, plucked out his sleeve.
- 1:01:07Mister Bailey, wait a minute out there. It I didn't say, I
- 1:01:09wouldn't know how. Just wait. Yeah, I'll be down in no time.
- 1:01:15Make it even faster than that, said Bailey gruffly. We've got to
- 1:01:17get there first. Dark clouds filled the sky as they drove part of the
- 1:01:22way out in her family's car. To save time, they left it just
- 1:01:25before the mouth of the short cut off the road and well hidden from sight.
- 1:01:30Then he led her in along the same route Burke and Kathleen had taken
- 1:01:34that night. They didn't follow the path through the other end. They left
- 1:01:37it in the middle and made their way through the woods to the far side
- 1:01:39where Kathleen's body had been found two nights before. Bailey chose a large tree
- 1:01:45and motioned her down out of sight behind it. Then he crouched down protectively
- 1:01:50beside her. Who are we waiting for? She asked breathlessly. You'll see
- 1:01:55here. Take this pocket light. Now listen while I tell you just what
- 1:01:59I want you to do. And when he had finished got that straight,
- 1:02:04I'll be right here in the back of you with my gun out, so
- 1:02:07don't be afraid. Nothing will happen to you. Don't get too close,
- 1:02:09though. As their whispering died out, an oppressive silence fell over the woods
- 1:02:15all about them. They could hardly see one another's faces. It was so
- 1:02:19dark where they were ensconced. He could make out the pale gleam of her
- 1:02:22dress. That was all. Once a twig snapped and she gave a nervous
- 1:02:25start. He quickly laid a reassuring hand on her arm to steady her.
- 1:02:30Put his finger to his lips in morning reminder the wait probably seemed much longer
- 1:02:35than it actually was. Then at last, the hushed sound of footfalls treading
- 1:02:39the turf and moss. Someone was drawing near them in the darkness a small
- 1:02:44stone, struck a root, A bow rustled as it was swept aside.
- 1:02:49The girl turned her veiled head toward Bailey inquiringly. He nodded signed her to
- 1:02:53get ready. He unlimbered his gun. A pocket light, someone else's,
- 1:02:58not the one the girl was holding, suddenly bloomed at a distance of about
- 1:03:01ten yards or so from them, and began to play slowly around on the
- 1:03:06ground. Little by little it drew nearer. It was impossible to see who
- 1:03:10was behind it Wielding it. Bailey waited until it had drawn within five yards
- 1:03:15of them, then touched the girl on the elbow. She stood up,
- 1:03:19moved out around the trunk of the tree, paced slowly forward, like someone
- 1:03:22walking in her sleep. She was holding the pocket light flat up against her
- 1:03:27at waist level. By his instructions, she shifted the little catch on it
- 1:03:31and softly diffused light like a ghostly halo or nimbus, peered upward from below,
- 1:03:37suffusing her bosom and shoulders and veiled head. She was tempering the directness
- 1:03:42of the beam by shielding it with one hand. There was a gasp.
- 1:03:45The oncoming light opposite her fell to the ground went out. Then a man's
- 1:03:50voice screamed in ungovernable terror. It was unrecognizable. It was so high pitched,
- 1:03:54almost equine. No, no, the voice keen not you. You're
- 1:04:00Dad, he buried you today. Get away from me, Kathleen. I'll
- 1:04:04kill you all over again if you come near me. The light the girl
- 1:04:09was holding went out. Bailey jumped quickly forward in the dark, thrust her
- 1:04:13aside in case a firearm should be brought into play. That's enough, get
- 1:04:16back, get behind the tree. He took the light from her, turned
- 1:04:19it on again, pointed forward. Larry Kirby, the banker's son, the
- 1:04:25man Kathleen had been pledged to marry, stood writhing there in its beam,
- 1:04:29doing a dance of nameless horror, as though every muscle in his body had
- 1:04:32gone mad. Bailey put his gun away. He didn't need it, after
- 1:04:38all. The man before him was held transfixed in the grip of something more
- 1:04:42powerful than any weapon could be. Right while they looked, he dropped in
- 1:04:46a threshing mass to the ground, clawing at it, foam coming from his
- 1:04:50mouth. Don't look, Bailey breathed to the girl. He snapped off the
- 1:04:56light, mercifully, blacking out the monstrous sight before them. He murmured,
- 1:05:00that's what Morgan knew and wouldn't tell me. You heard what he just said,
- 1:05:04didn't you. Yeah, she shuddered. He said he killed her the
- 1:05:11other night, and then come on, you're my witness. He caught her
- 1:05:15by the wrist. We've got to get to Burke before the mob does.
- 1:05:18Let him stay where he is. He'll be helpless until he gets over it.
- 1:05:21He started running full tilt through the woods, pulling her after him by
- 1:05:25the arm. Behind them. The groveling sounds as of a hog rooting for
- 1:05:29acorns, died out in the darkness. When they had reached the road once
- 1:05:32more, they flung themselves into the car, and Bailey took the wheel.
- 1:05:36There's a slim chance we may be able to beat them out to Glen River,
- 1:05:40he panted, if they were slow and starting. How'd yin know he'd
- 1:05:45come back there? Just now? What was he looking for? A button
- 1:05:49off his suit? He thought he lost it there when he killed her and
- 1:05:53was afraid somebody would find it and trace it to him. Bailey palmed it
- 1:05:56out of his own pocket. Here it is. Ard through the village had
- 1:06:00still had that same half empty appearance. Bailey had noted earlier. He covered
- 1:06:04the distance to Glen River at a speed that was enough to peel the skin
- 1:06:08from their faces. But their very first glimpse of the jail was enough to
- 1:06:11show them it was already over. Too many lights were winking from the cell
- 1:06:15openings for such a sparsely tenanted jail, and there was an impalpable haze still
- 1:06:20hovering over it. Not fire, but dust raised by the trampling of countless
- 1:06:26feet, with perhaps the smudge given off by numerous resin torches thrown in when
- 1:06:31they slashed up before the entrance. All the nondescript litter that marks the passage
- 1:06:35of a big, unruly crowd lay thickly about on the ground, shards of
- 1:06:40shattered glass, loose planks that had been used for battering rams, stones and
- 1:06:45bricks that had served as missiles, tattered newspapers, discarded liquor flasks. The
- 1:06:49sheriff was standing there in the devastated doorway, coatless and with several big tears
- 1:06:55in his shirt, as though he had been roughly handled, but otherwise apparently
- 1:06:59unhurt. You've got here too late, he shouted hoarsely. They broke in
- 1:07:02and took him out five minutes ago. Culn't ya hold them off? Bailey
- 1:07:06bellowed, wrathfully. We did the best we could. There was only three
- 1:07:10of us against fifty or sixty. They cut the phone wires and tied me
- 1:07:14and birds all in the turnkey up. I finally got my proof. The
- 1:07:16man's innocent, and this girl's my witness. Which way'd they go? Myers
- 1:07:20pointed, go back where Kathleen was killed, and take Larry Kirby into custody.
- 1:07:25You'll find him there. The rest of it was drowned out as the
- 1:07:27car plunged on ahead in the direction the lynching party had taken. The hum
- 1:07:31of voices coming through the thickets, and even gleeful shouts as at a picnic
- 1:07:35or barbecue told them where it was before they could even see anyone. The
- 1:07:40mob hadn't gone very far in off the road, fitful lantern flashes like fireflies
- 1:07:45on a spree, peered through the trees toward them. Bailey braked, vaulted
- 1:07:49out without opening the car door, and tore in toward the commotion, unlimbering
- 1:07:54his gun as he went. They were milling around in a clearing, like
- 1:07:57a pack of bloodthirsty headhunters. Burke stood in the center of them, all
- 1:08:01stripped to the waist, bound to a tree with rope. He was facing
- 1:08:04them unflinchingly, head up, without uttering a sound. There was no noose
- 1:08:09around his neck. Instead, Alan face, a mask of brutal satisfaction,
- 1:08:15was slowly emptying the contents of a gasoline can over Burke's shoulders, shifting from
- 1:08:19side to side so that both of them got wetted down Equally. A short
- 1:08:24distance away, a group was trying out a blow torch to make sure it
- 1:08:26was in working order. Even as Bailey came plunging through the trees, too
- 1:08:30quickly for them to see who it was and try to stop him, Its
- 1:08:32forked, fiery tongue shot out with the deep throated hum. The gasoline can
- 1:08:38went hurtling into the air. Alan went sprawling out full length on the ground,
- 1:08:42and Bailey was standing there in his place, covering Burke with his own
- 1:08:45body and watchfully sweeping his gun around from side to side. Turn this man
- 1:08:49loose, he grated. Larry Kirby, killed Kathleen. Get back, yeh,
- 1:08:54hear me? A dull growl of resentment went up. They started to
- 1:08:58close in on him. They were past listening to reason. Their appetite for
- 1:09:01cruelty had been wetted and couldn't be checked that abruptly, the foremost ones crouched,
- 1:09:06watching for a chance to rush in and overpower him. From somewhere in
- 1:09:10the rear, he heard a voice say, throw your lit cigarette, Adam
- 1:09:14Rufe. He's all weighted down, ready to go. Let the damn stranger
- 1:09:16blaze with him if he loves him so much. Bailey glimpsed the poisoned wrist
- 1:09:20just in time. Sighted at it fired, there was a yell of pain.
- 1:09:25Something red looped up in the air, and the wrist flopped over limp
- 1:09:28as a wrung chicken neck. Mary loud Davis suddenly came wriggling through their midst
- 1:09:32all disheveled and no longer pretty to look at, but more admirable now than
- 1:09:36she had ever been before in her life. She turned to face them at
- 1:09:41Bailey's side, held up her hands commandingly. Call him a stranger if you
- 1:09:45like, but you can't call me one. I was born and bred here.
- 1:09:47I'm wanting you, and Kathleen was my friend. You know I wouldn't
- 1:09:50lie to you. He's telling you the truth. I heard Larry Kirby,
- 1:09:54say, did it? I heard him with my own ears just now he
- 1:09:57has fits or something that none of us knew about until now. Keep them
- 1:10:00going, encouraged Bailey under his breath, gun still pointed forward, he edged
- 1:10:05around toward the back of the tree, started working on the knots that held
- 1:10:09Burke fast. By the time myers and birds all arrived, it was all
- 1:10:14over. Most of them had already slunk off, ashamed. A few lingered
- 1:10:17brazening it out, stood around talking it over in sheepish little knots of two
- 1:10:21and three. Bailey still had his gun out, but perhaps that was just
- 1:10:25an oversight. Burke was sitting on a stump, slowly refastening his shirt button
- 1:10:30by button, as if still dazed by the sudden turn events had taken.
- 1:10:34Mary Lou Davis was standing with arms folded, her back scornfully turned to Alan's
- 1:10:39whining attempts to whitewash himself. I don't want anything want to do with you,
- 1:10:43Joe Allen, she declared in a clear, ringing voice, after what
- 1:10:46I've found out about you tonight, and then with a look at Bailey that
- 1:10:50was plainly inviting. There are all kinds of men in this world, a
- 1:10:54girl'd be a fool to take your kind. Did you get him, Bailey
- 1:10:59asked the sheriff. He had dragged himself back to his own house from the
- 1:11:01woods. Meyers said, but when we went over there after him, we
- 1:11:06were just a minute too late upstairs in the bedroom with his own gun when
- 1:11:11he saw us coming up toward the front door. I was probably the best
- 1:11:15thing he cut it down, after all, Bailey said soberly. He was
- 1:11:18just a burden to himself and a menace to others. But how could he
- 1:11:23get in there into the woods that night on that injured footage? He got
- 1:11:27in there again tonight on it and without any crutches, didn't he missus?
- 1:11:30Davis and I both saw him with our own eyes. That was probably nothing
- 1:11:33but a painful little wrench he got. But he borrowed the crutches simply to
- 1:11:36show off how badly hurt he'd been, and to attract attention. He was
- 1:11:41that kind, as it turned out later, that came in very handy as
- 1:11:44an alibi. Then something happened to start that slow fuse of his rage sputtering.
- 1:11:49Somebody coming away from the dance probably tipped him off that Kathleen had left
- 1:11:54it with Burke. Maybe he waited for her at her house first, and
- 1:11:57when she didn't show up, he started in along the shore cut from the
- 1:12:00other end, looking for He was so cursed with a sense of his own
- 1:12:03inferiority that he couldn't even trust the girl who'd promised to marry him, had
- 1:12:08to spy on her. Maybe he saw them stop and kiss. For old
- 1:12:11time's sake, Who knows now any more, the demons in him came to
- 1:12:15the surface. He waited until they had drifted apart, hunting for her key.
- 1:12:18Then he stunned her with a vicious blow, caught her in his arms
- 1:12:21as she went limp carried her off soundlessly, out of reach. The exact
- 1:12:27mechanics of what came next will never know, because he and she are both
- 1:12:30gone now and the moon can't talk. A frenzied, jealous beating before she
- 1:12:34had even revived, then remorse, failure to revive her, and then deliberate
- 1:12:41murder, completing what he had begun to free Burke. It must follow along
- 1:12:45those lines. Tonight, he thought he saw her again, and coward to
- 1:12:49the bitter end, spoke his own confession. Bailey rested a sympathetic hand on
- 1:12:55Burke's shoulder. If it's all the same to you, I'd like to take
- 1:12:58this man back to the city with me now. He needs someone to keep
- 1:13:01a friendly eye on him. They went down the road together, side by
- 1:13:05side, Burke and the man who was the closest thing to a friend he
- 1:13:10had ever known. The night was dark, and the silver dollar moon that
- 1:13:14had seen Kathleen Leary die was gone, just as she was herself, And
- 1:13:18though Bailey was beside him, Burke walked alone. End of Section one.
- 1:13:25I'll take you home, Kathleen screen test. She's been getting threatening letters,
- 1:13:31he finished telling me. Don't they all? I said, anytime? The
- 1:13:35press agent can't think of anything else. No, not this time, he
- 1:13:40said firmly. I saw some of them myself. They were sent down here
- 1:13:44to us. I didn't answer. I suppose he could tell by my face
- 1:13:47I didn't like the deal. He looked me over curiously. What if you
- 1:13:51got against people like them? Her and the rest? You don't like him?
- 1:13:56Do you I've noticed that before? Should I? I said, sullenly.
- 1:14:01They're all phony in a yard wide? What makes them so special?
- 1:14:04Anyway? Who were they before? One of them used to lather men's kissers
- 1:14:10in a barber shop, anyone that had the price of a shave on him
- 1:14:13and walked in off the street, mind you. Another used to strut the
- 1:14:15Coney Island Boardwalk on stilts a barker for a side show. Does that mean
- 1:14:20they're not entitled to police protection? He inquired pointedly. Everyone is, I
- 1:14:27conceded grudgingly. Haven't they ever entertained you? He wanted to know. They're
- 1:14:33not real up there, I argued, I go and sit there in front
- 1:14:36of them, but they're not real. They're just photographs on celluloid. They
- 1:14:42eat, they drink, they sleep, They love, just like the rest
- 1:14:45of us. Maybe they're even lonely sometimes, maybe they're even scared. All
- 1:14:49I said was they wanted to be where they are, didn't they Nothing less
- 1:14:54would satisfy them. Well, now they're there, what do they want now?
- 1:14:58Sympathy? Did you ever see this one? He asked? I can't
- 1:15:01tell one from the other, I prevaricated, sulkily. They all look alike
- 1:15:06to me. They're just names going around without body As far as I'm concerned,
- 1:15:11Well, I wouldn't exactly call Betty Grable or Marilyn Monroe, for instance,
- 1:15:15someone going around without a He started to say that he didn't anyway.
- 1:15:19Her studio just called and asked us to furnish her with protection, and we
- 1:15:23are It's just like being a lapdog going around trailing one of them. I
- 1:15:29complain, half under my breath, babysitter to a why me anyway? Isn't
- 1:15:33there anyone else? He rattled some desk papers definitively a while back before we
- 1:15:39started this kind of informal conversation, I seem to recall giving you an assignment.
- 1:15:44Are you refusing it? No, sir, I am not. What
- 1:15:48else was there to say to that? All right, Gallbrays, get right
- 1:15:51out there and don't let her out of your sight until further notice. And
- 1:15:56remember one thing. Your job isn't to trace these threats or track down whoever
- 1:16:00symptom. It's just to keep your eye on Martha Meadows and see that nothing
- 1:16:03happens to her. You're responsible for her safety, Yes, sir, I
- 1:16:10said, I gave a sigh with it, but I said it just the
- 1:16:13same. Unquestionably, I was the most reluctant, unenthusiastic, semi mutinous plainclothesman
- 1:16:19whoever started out on an assignment. As I walked out of headquarters that day
- 1:16:24and thumbed up a taxi. The sooner I got busy on the job,
- 1:16:28I figured the sooner the chief might relent and take me off it. The
- 1:16:31taxi and everything else from now on was at miss Meadow's studio expense. But
- 1:16:36that didn't make me like her any better. Without actually wishing her any harm,
- 1:16:42I was far from being a devoted fan of hers at the moment.
- 1:16:45In fact, I could even almost sympathize with whoever was writing her the letters.
- 1:16:48That was the frame of mind I was in about her. The studio,
- 1:16:53a biscuit colored stucco job on Marathon Street, up near where Vine meets
- 1:16:57the boulevard, looked more like a real road car barn, blank side out
- 1:17:01than anything else. Having been born here and having lived in Los Angeles all
- 1:17:06my life, I had never expectedly enough been inside one of these places.
- 1:17:12In the same way that you never visit museums or other points of interest in
- 1:17:15your own town. It's always the outsiders who do that. I showed the
- 1:17:19gateman my credentials. He picked up a phone there, and his little booth
- 1:17:23said from place headquarters to see mess meadows, and at once everything opened up
- 1:17:28high, wide and handsome. I was passed from hand to hand like a
- 1:17:30basketball in a high voltage game. In the process of getting to her.
- 1:17:35She was in her bungalow dressing room, resting between scenes and having her lunch
- 1:17:40when the last of the receptionist relays tapped oh so apologetically and convoyed me in.
- 1:17:45Then he tactfully bowed right out again, just as studio underling, I
- 1:17:49guess, in the presence of majesty and not supposed to hang around her.
- 1:17:55The dressing room had chintz drapes like my wife has at home, only ours
- 1:17:59aren't as good. Her lunch was a malted milk and a paper thin sandwich,
- 1:18:02the lettuce leaf thicker than the bread that held it. Probably something to
- 1:18:06do with her measurements, which were of national moment, not to me but
- 1:18:11to the entire feminine population. No doubt she had a thick make up on,
- 1:18:15but somehow it wouldn't work. By that, I mean, underneath it,
- 1:18:18she still looked sort of fresh and clean, soap and scrubbing brush type.
- 1:18:23She looked like your best friend's kid's sister, about like that the one
- 1:18:26that suddenly grows up and turns beautiful in front of your eyes, but you
- 1:18:29still never get used to it. She's always just a kid to you,
- 1:18:32that one Gallbraith from head quarters, Miss Meadows, I said, perfunctorily.
- 1:18:38She looked at me for a minute, and then she said, sort of
- 1:18:41solemnly, you don't look at all like I thought detectives do. I came
- 1:18:45right back with and you don't look at all like I thought picture stars do.
- 1:18:49She waited, thought about it, then finally asked, is that good
- 1:18:54about picture stars? Very good? I said, earnestly. Then I asked
- 1:18:59her, is that good about detectives? She dropped her eyes closed, opened
- 1:19:04them again to show me. She meant yes, And I don't know.
- 1:19:08But then, just like that, all of a sudden, we were friends.
- 1:19:12We liked each other. A colored woman her maid, I guess,
- 1:19:15looked in and started to say, honeys you nearly then when she saw me,
- 1:19:19she scrutinized me good. Her eyes traveled down me until they reached my
- 1:19:23hand. Then they locked there and she burst out suddenly, look here,
- 1:19:27man, don't you bring that little cigarette in here? What you want to
- 1:19:30do with that? Child? She plucked it unceremoniously away from me, took
- 1:19:33it outside the door and trampled on it heavily, far more than was required
- 1:19:36to deaden it. I didn't know what it was all about for a minute.
- 1:19:41I hadn't been drawing on it, and the Meadows Girl looked too young
- 1:19:44to be an asthma sufferer. Don't get so peevish, Nelly marth the Meadows
- 1:19:47ordered with an indulgent smile. She means this, she explained to me,
- 1:19:51and pointed to her dress. It has celluloid underneath to stiffen it if a
- 1:19:56spark gets on it. She was dressed as a Civil War bell with a
- 1:20:00wide hoop skirt the size of a beach umbrella. Just cause it ain't happen
- 1:20:03so far, don't mean it can't happen yet for you. Through snapped the
- 1:20:06protective Nelly wardrobe. Has no right to make you up such a thing.
- 1:20:11Anyhow. She continued about her business, muttering darkly to herself. The Meadows
- 1:20:15Girl winked at me and said half under her breath, always looking on the
- 1:20:19dark side of things. The dressing room telephone rang, and she picked it
- 1:20:24up. All right, I'm ready whenever you are. She turned to me,
- 1:20:29I have to go back on the set now. We're shooting the big
- 1:20:30scene this afternoon. Sophy, you'll excuse sorry, I said quickly. You
- 1:20:34don't understand. I'll have to go right along with you. Those are my
- 1:20:38orders. She thought about that for a minute, then shrugged. I have
- 1:20:42no objection, but the director mayn't like the idea of admitting outsiders to the
- 1:20:45set. He hates to have people watch him when he works. He's very
- 1:20:49temperamental, you know. I gave her a sleepy eyed look and said,
- 1:20:54he'll get over it. She put a little antiquated looking shawl around her shoulders.
- 1:21:00Nelly handed her a pair of old fashioned lace mits, and the three
- 1:21:01of us left the bungalow. I let her and the maid go in front,
- 1:21:05and I followed at a discreet distance. They walked along a number of
- 1:21:09lanes between low studio buildings. It was like a little city in itself in
- 1:21:13there, and finally stopped before an entrance that bore the sign set eight Meadows
- 1:21:17Civil War picture. People were hanging around outside it, some in costume and
- 1:21:23some not. They looked strange to see a girl concealed in crinoline down to
- 1:21:27her toes chatting with a girl in bull fighter pants and a halter top.
- 1:21:30They made way for her respectfully. As she passed through them and went in.
- 1:21:34She bowed slightly to one or two, and they nearly fell all over
- 1:21:38themselves bowing back. Inside. The place had a cement floor Chris crossed over
- 1:21:44with a lot of little steel rails like baby train tracks. I suppose they
- 1:21:47were for moving heavy camera trucks back and forth. I don't know. I'm
- 1:21:51just giving you a detective's eye view of something, and I didn't know the
- 1:21:55first thing about. Cables and ropes and wires and pulleys galore were dangling from
- 1:22:00the rafters. Canvas backdrops were stacked like cards up against the walls. But
- 1:22:05it wasn't out here they were going to shoot the scene, I could tell
- 1:22:09that much. There was a soundproof door with a light bulb over it,
- 1:22:13leading into the sound stage itself where the action was to take place. Before
- 1:22:17we got to it, though, a bald headed man in a pullover sweater
- 1:22:20came up to meadows. He was about five feet tall and with a nose
- 1:22:24like an eagle's beak. A girl carrying a thick script chunky as a telephone
- 1:22:29directory was following him around wherever he went by a process of elimination. I
- 1:22:32figured he must be the director. He was too short and homely to be
- 1:22:35her leading man. He wasn't in costumes, so he wasn't the heavy and
- 1:22:40he wasn't in a business suit and sitting still in an office, so he
- 1:22:43wasn't the producer. How is this? He asked, meaning me. When
- 1:22:47she explained, he raised both hands to his head as if he would have
- 1:22:50liked to tear out some hair. Only, as I've mentioned, there wasn't
- 1:22:54any there that he could. Now A's detective, he said, first it
- 1:22:59was I had made, then somebody else, now him who it had been
- 1:23:02next to? Sorry, too many people around here. I can't verk in
- 1:23:04Crawbs. I am sensitive. She kept trying to calm him down. Now
- 1:23:10store me, and I thought that was a very good name for him.
- 1:23:13Now Stormy, he won't be in the way. When I was in UFA
- 1:23:17in Berlin, he declaimed, you think they would dare do this to me?
- 1:23:21At UFA I got the respect. At UFA was no CoP's butting into
- 1:23:27my verk. I didn't like being called a cop. I gave him a
- 1:23:30pun and a sour look both at the same time. Well, I'm ooffully
- 1:23:34sorry, but you're not at UFA now, you're in the study of Los
- 1:23:38Angeles. Yah los aunt j lis, he agreed, spitefully. Finally,
- 1:23:45I cut the whole thing short by saying I'd phone in and leave it up
- 1:23:47to the chief whether I went in or stayed out. He was the one
- 1:23:49who had given me the assignment in the first place, and I'd put it
- 1:23:53up to him. But the one telephone I could locate inside the place was
- 1:23:57already in use, and I had to chase all the way outside and around
- 1:24:00to the studio commissary before I could find another. The Chief went off like
- 1:24:04a firecracker when I told him, what's the matter with these people? Anyway?
- 1:24:09I'm beginning to think you're right. First they asked me for a bodyguard
- 1:24:12for then we start shooing him away. You go in there, gal,
- 1:24:14and if they try to keep you out, quit the case cold and report
- 1:24:16back here to me. I'll wash my hands of all responsibility for her safety,
- 1:24:20which was music to my ears, as I hadn't liked a job from
- 1:24:24the start. When I got back, sure enough, this stormy petrel of
- 1:24:28a director had taken advantage of the opportunity. The soundproof door was already closed,
- 1:24:32the red light was on above it to warn that shooting was ready to
- 1:24:34start inside, and they had all gone in without waiting. There was even
- 1:24:39a guard stationed outside the door to keep people from opening it by mistake.
- 1:24:43It wasn't her fault, he told me. Storman argued her and going in
- 1:24:47without you, And he's some arguer that boy. Oh he did, did
- 1:24:51he? I burned? Who does he think he is? He may be
- 1:24:55the whole cheese around here, but he's not even a bad smell to us
- 1:24:58down at headquarters. I didn't want to crash the door open and force my
- 1:25:01way in. It would have ruined the scene, cost the company thousands of
- 1:25:03dollars, and it wouldn't have been fair to Meadows, who wasn't to blame
- 1:25:08in the first place. Only an angel like her, the guard was confiding
- 1:25:12to me, could get along with him. Nobody likes him. Give her
- 1:25:15my regards when she comes out, I said, bitterly, and tell her
- 1:25:18for me. But that, almost as though I'd been overheard, the door
- 1:25:23suddenly opened from the inside without any warning. The red bulb automatically dimmed and
- 1:25:28a series of jagged screams stabbed out at us, the screams of the dying.
- 1:25:31They were like, no one could scream like that and go on living
- 1:25:34very long. That's real, that's not in the scene. The guard yelped,
- 1:25:39unnecessarily jolting with shock. He didn't have to tell me. It had
- 1:25:42to be real. No imitation scream could have sounded like that. Meadows made
- 1:25:46was suddenly in the doorway, arms pin wheeling all around her in a futile
- 1:25:49flurry. Her own voice was almost gone from fright, Oh, somebody quick,
- 1:25:54somebody. I've been hammering on his door. I thought I'd never get
- 1:25:56it open. But the screaming went right on behind her, in a sort
- 1:25:59of flickering light effect, like a jittery sunrise that kept moving around from this
- 1:26:02side to that. I rushed in the guard after me. Martha Meadows,
- 1:26:06with the camera still playing on her, was burning alive there before everyone's eyes.
- 1:26:11She was a living torch, a funnel of fire from head to foot
- 1:26:14and screaming her life away. She was running blindly here and there like some
- 1:26:16kind of a horrible human firework, and the flames were streaming after her like
- 1:26:21ribbons flattened out by the swiftness of her rushing. She was out of her
- 1:26:26head, mad with agony, and kept eluding their extended arms, ducking and
- 1:26:30doubling back and forth with hellish agility, while her life went up in vivid
- 1:26:32yellow white gushes. I'll see that scene for years to come on every screen
- 1:26:39I sit before. It will come back again. I didn't try to catch
- 1:26:43her in my arms. I couldn't. I flung myself at her bodily head
- 1:26:45down right into the flames, like in a football tackle. I wept,
- 1:26:49stinging hands around something soft and quivering inside that glow that had once been cool
- 1:26:54human flesh. The pillar of fire toppled over and lay horizontal along the ground,
- 1:26:59with the flames foreshortened now and just locking upward all around it like bright
- 1:27:02scallops. A blanket or something was thrown over her and partly over me too.
- 1:27:06As it fell, a puff of horrid black smoke spurted out all around
- 1:27:10the edges. The last scream stopped, and she was still. I held
- 1:27:14my breath to avoid inhaling any of the damned stuff. I could feel rescuing
- 1:27:18hands beating all around the two of us through the blanket After a minute,
- 1:27:23I picked myself up. My hands were smarting, my shirt cuffs were scorched
- 1:27:27brown in places and peeling back, and sparks had eaten into the front of
- 1:27:30my suit. Otherwise I was all right. But what lay under the blanket
- 1:27:34alone now didn't move five minutes ago, one of the most beautiful girls in
- 1:27:41America, and now something it was better not to look at, as if
- 1:27:45in gruesome jest. The winking eyes of the cameras were still focused on her,
- 1:27:48and in the deathly silence that had now fallen, you could hear the
- 1:27:53whirring noise that meant they were still grinding away unattended. The crew were all
- 1:27:59down on the floor round. No one had had the presence of mind enough
- 1:28:01to turn them off. The guard who had been at the door had sent
- 1:28:04in a call for help even before the flames had been beaten out. The
- 1:28:09studio had a first aid station of its own door or two away, and
- 1:28:12two men arrived with a stretcher and carried her out on it, still under
- 1:28:15the blanket. Nellie went with them, staggering like a wounded steer, and
- 1:28:19pleading with someone, someone whose identity only she knew. No, Please,
- 1:28:25No, don't do this, Hans clasped before her eyes. Storman for once
- 1:28:30was wordless, stunned with shock, I guess, and shaking like a leaf,
- 1:28:34with all the cowardice that only loud mouthed little men like him could know.
- 1:28:39Terrified even by the other person's calamity, but not by sympathy, only
- 1:28:43because they were so close to it that it might have happened to themselves.
- 1:28:46I saw one of the electricians giving him whisky in a paper drinking cup.
- 1:28:50The script girl was the only one there who seemed to have kept her head
- 1:28:53about her, staring owlishly through those oblique shaped glasses. She wore down at
- 1:28:58the pages of her script, as though this whole thing puzzled her. I
- 1:29:00went over to her, dabbing some oil they'd given me on to the angry
- 1:29:04red patches on the backs of my hands and wrists, and asked, how'd
- 1:29:08it happen? It's not in here, she said, continuing to pour.
- 1:29:13It's not in here. I swallowed hard to cork up my patience. It
- 1:29:17wouldn't be wo it, I tried again. Where Where was she when it
- 1:29:23happened? Right here? She said instantly, and put her finger down Right
- 1:29:28here, see where it says, oh, won't he ever come? She
- 1:29:31even turned the script around helpfully so I could read it with less difficulty.
- 1:29:35That's her line. I was following very closely the way I'm supposed to.
- 1:29:40She's supposed to be waiting by the window for her lover. Well, she
- 1:29:43spoke it all right, And then the next thing I knew, there was
- 1:29:45a funny shiny light on the pages of my book. I looked up,
- 1:29:48and it was coming from her. She had it all over her. I
- 1:29:53quickly looked back at the book to see if it was some new effect they
- 1:29:56thought up, but I couldn't find it anywhere. I gave her up.
- 1:30:00This wasn't a girl. This was a machine. I bet. Even on
- 1:30:02her own deathbed, she had asked her maker, what's my next line?
- 1:30:05Lord? I've lost my place in the script. I tackled Storman next.
- 1:30:11He was on his third or fourth paper, cupful by now and getting bleary
- 1:30:14in a heavy teutonic way. You could see that he felt deeply sorry for
- 1:30:18himself. Mind picture. He was lamenting mind Kleiner picture, Ach, Why
- 1:30:26couldn't it have happened after not? Now? We had only two days work
- 1:30:30left. I wasn't there to express my personal opinion of any of them,
- 1:30:34and maybe I had no right to, but I couldn't hold it back.
- 1:30:38You people, I let him know in a scathing undertone, must have come
- 1:30:43up out of the bottom of the bread box. I never saw such crumbs
- 1:30:45in my life, and I've sat out in front of many a lineup.
- 1:30:48Believe me, she's thinking about the lines in her script. You're thinking about
- 1:30:53your picture. Well, there happens to be a poor, miserable human being
- 1:30:56who, if she's conscious at all right now, is probably suffering the tortures
- 1:31:00of the damned. I'm thinking about her, mister big shot heiny director.
- 1:31:06He was stunned. Probably no one had ever spoken to him like that since
- 1:31:10he first arrived in the country. His mouth dropped open. You talk to
- 1:31:15me, he breathed, Yes, I talked to you. I tapped my
- 1:31:18finger insultingly three times against his chest for emphasis. Now you see that you
- 1:31:25talk back to me. I'm not on the studio payroll. I don't have
- 1:31:28to cowtow to you. I hadn't forgotten that it had been his doing that
- 1:31:31I'd been barred from the set in the first place. Seeing that he wasn't
- 1:31:35up against one of his usual yes men. He was suddenly meek as a
- 1:31:39lamb, only giving a look or two a round to make sure no one
- 1:31:42was near enough to witness his submission. What do you wish? I say
- 1:31:45to you? Here's what I'm asking you. Did you or did you not
- 1:31:48see? What cost it? No? He said, like a small kid,
- 1:31:54answering the school truant officer. You didn't, Well, where were you
- 1:31:58when it started? Right here? My chair, this same chair where I
- 1:32:02am now looking right at her, watching her verk and suddenly begins flims from
- 1:32:10nowhere? Flims one minute is nothing, the next flims, he gestured,
- 1:32:14ripplingly. They don't begin from nowhere. They got up again from somewhere.
- 1:32:18Did you know about her dress? A little of his former hauteur returned,
- 1:32:24That is wardrobe. That is not my department. I only carreate the picture.
- 1:32:28I do not dress. It was any one smoking a cigarette in here?
- 1:32:31Absolutely not, he said emphatically. I would not have permitted the lenses
- 1:32:38would pick up the haze. Maybe you have to be careful of such things
- 1:32:41when you direct. Did she brush against any wires? Maybe? Where do
- 1:32:45you see near? Round this is the inside of the old time house.
- 1:32:50You can see for yourself. Wires don't belong. What about this thing?
- 1:32:56I picked up a lighted oil lamp that was standing on the fake window sill,
- 1:32:59but side which she had been standing. Then I put it down again.
- 1:33:02It had an electric torch hidden in the base of it. Who was
- 1:33:05doing the scene with her? She wasn't alone in it was she? One
- 1:33:10oz player Ruth Tobias got to go crying over his ea. I let him
- 1:33:15go back to his paper drinking cups and started over toward her. She was
- 1:33:18having Academy Award winning hysterics across the back of a chair, and for a
- 1:33:23moment, for a moment only, as I stood looking down at her,
- 1:33:27I thought someone with a heart. At last, she raised her head and
- 1:33:30looked at me, and without knowing she was doing it, blew her chances
- 1:33:33for my sympathy. Two whole years, she heaved, with ricocheting breath,
- 1:33:40two whole years to make a comeback. It's taken me and now this,
- 1:33:44And when you've been on the shelf for two years in this business, you're
- 1:33:46dead. Now I'm finished. Now, I'm through. Now I may as
- 1:33:49well give up, I felt like saying, your skin isn't burned off all
- 1:33:55over you though the way hers is, bud. I didn't. I said,
- 1:34:00instead, I want to ask you something. You were right there in
- 1:34:03the scene, whither Did you see what it was? Did you see what
- 1:34:06happened to her? She was an attractive woman. They were still telltale traces
- 1:34:12of it to be seen under the make up, the unflattering costuming and the
- 1:34:15alcohol puffiness. But it had taken a terrible beating her attractiveness. Maybe during
- 1:34:20those two years she was gotten up to look old and severe, old matish.
- 1:34:26She was in black and carried a lorn yet, and her hair was
- 1:34:29pulled back tight in a cranky knot. I played her older sister, she
- 1:34:33said, and I was glad to take the part. I would have played
- 1:34:35her grandmother if I'd had to. Why should I kid you? I begged
- 1:34:40them for it. I practically got down on my knees. I told them
- 1:34:43I knew the story backwards, and they finally gave it to me. It's
- 1:34:45a remake, you know. I didn't. What's more, I didn't care
- 1:34:49I had to lead in it the first time around. Don't you remember Magnolia's
- 1:34:53and honeysuckle, that's what this is. I should remember picture titles, don't
- 1:34:59you rememb she said, then wandly, they're not real up there, I
- 1:35:04started to say. Then I didn't go ahead to get back, I said,
- 1:35:09pointedly. She ran her hand in front of her eyes. What was
- 1:35:13it, you asked me? She said, with an effort. Did you
- 1:35:15see how it happened? No? I was in that rocker there on the
- 1:35:19set, facing her way, and yet I wasn't watching for something to happen.
- 1:35:26How did I know something was going to happen. I didn't have any
- 1:35:28lines to queue two. My mind was a thousand miles away. All I
- 1:35:31kept thinking was I won't have to stand behind any more counters in the dime
- 1:35:35store. I won't have to carry any more trays out to cars. Please,
- 1:35:41miss Tobias, I said, almost embarrassed. I don't want to know
- 1:35:45your personal thoughts. I only want to know what your eyes saw. I'm
- 1:35:48supposed not to approve of the fellow she's intending to run off with, But
- 1:35:53all I do to show is to keep rocking back and forth, back and
- 1:35:56forth through the whole scene. She had her back to me over at the
- 1:36:00window. I was looking right at her, and all of a sudden she
- 1:36:03was on fire from head to foot as quickly as that, and for no
- 1:36:06earthly reason that I can make out. All I had time to do was
- 1:36:10jump back out of the way myself. You would, I thought, that's
- 1:36:14you. Was it unusually hot in here? I asked, Do you think
- 1:36:18that might have done it? No, it's always warm under the lights,
- 1:36:21but it wasn't unusually so this time. Not hot enough for that. I
- 1:36:26know, because I'm very susceptible to heat, and I wasn't at all uncomfortable
- 1:36:30myself. Did you know about those hoop skirts? Is yours like that too?
- 1:36:35She had to examine hers before she could give me the answer, you
- 1:36:39mean that stiffening Mine doesn't have any Yes, I did hear vaguely something about
- 1:36:43that, but I didn't think twice about it. They left mine limp because
- 1:36:46there's a scene, not this one, in which I have to hold her
- 1:36:49in my arms, and they found it wasn't manageable with two hoop skirts.
- 1:36:54We couldn't get close enough to each other. Just then word was brought in
- 1:36:58that impossible, as it sounded. The Meadows girl was still breathing. She
- 1:37:01was going fast, though they said, just a matter of minutes. Now
- 1:37:05they'd given her morphine to kill the pain. Is she conscious or completely out?
- 1:37:11I asked, semi conscious, you know, sort of groggy from the
- 1:37:14hypo. Quick. Then let me see her a minute. Oh you can't
- 1:37:17question her now, they protested, a pault. I won't subject her to
- 1:37:21questioning. Just take me to her a minute. It was a slim chance,
- 1:37:25but maybe she herself knew what had caused it. She might have seen
- 1:37:29it happen and not been able to prevent it in time. If only I
- 1:37:31could get to her to whisper that. To me, it was a monstrous
- 1:37:35thing. They showed me lying on a cot in a darkened room, like
- 1:37:39a mummy, crisscrossed with yards and yards of gauze bandaging. No eyes,
- 1:37:44no ears, no nose, no anything. A crevice between the bandages for
- 1:37:48a mouth, two bandaged paws atop the sheets, the faithful Nelly there on
- 1:37:55guard beside her. I put my face down close Martha, I whispered,
- 1:38:00Martha, can you hear me? She moved a little, or I thought
- 1:38:03she did, which amounts to the same thing. Martha, I begged again,
- 1:38:09Martha, neddows what caused the accident. Just now. I couldn't tell
- 1:38:15whether she had heard me or not. There was no way I repeated the
- 1:38:18question. Then suddenly I saw her head sway slowly from side to side,
- 1:38:24slowly and slightly. No accident, she mumbled. Then she muttered something else,
- 1:38:31but so low I couldn't catch it any more. A minute later,
- 1:38:34her head had lolled loosely over to the side again and stayed that way.
- 1:38:40She was gone. I went outside and stood there, lost in thought.
- 1:38:45I hadn't found what I'd come to find out, what did it? But
- 1:38:47I'd found something else, much more important. No accident meant that had been
- 1:38:54done purposely. What else could it mean? Or was I building myself a
- 1:38:58case out of thin air delirium, morphine and a shaking of the head and
- 1:39:02her death throes that I'd mistaken for no. I tried to convince myself I
- 1:39:06was just looking for trouble. But it wouldn't work. I had to answer
- 1:39:11pro for every argument. Con She had known what I was asking her just
- 1:39:15now. She had answered me with her voice as well as with the motion
- 1:39:18of her head. She hadn't been out of her mind. Death will strike
- 1:39:24during unconsciousness or sleep. Maybe but never during delirium. The mind will always
- 1:39:29clear just before it breaks up, even if only an instant before. And
- 1:39:32hadn't she gotten threatening letters and asked for protection anyway, I told myself,
- 1:39:39as long as there was a doubt in my mind, it was up to
- 1:39:41me to track it down until there wasn't any doubt left, either one way
- 1:39:45or the other. That was my job. Nellie came out. She wasn't
- 1:39:49pleading any more like she had been on the set. There wasn't anything left
- 1:39:54to plead for now. She walked as though her legs were in plaster casts.
- 1:39:59She didn't see me, She didn't see any one. I guess.
- 1:40:02I didn't know what to call a middle aged colored woman that would stop her
- 1:40:04most effectively. I didn't want to say hey, I didn't want to say
- 1:40:09you there. Finally I went after her and touched her arm. Party.
- 1:40:15I said, like to talk to you a minute. She stopped and turned
- 1:40:18and looked at me. She still didn't see me, I could tell,
- 1:40:21but she looked at me anyway. If I am a party, I ain't
- 1:40:26a happy one. I'm a funeral party. Jes call me desolation and let
- 1:40:29me go. My way won't keep you along. They must have been casting
- 1:40:33in heaven to day, but they sure picked a miserable, low down way
- 1:40:35to fill their star part, she said, with a sort of suppressed rancor.
- 1:40:41And was she going to use a mate for on set up? There?
- 1:40:44Some skimpy angel don't even know how to look after her nylons, right.
- 1:40:47I wasn't sure if this was her own native poetry or she'd been listening
- 1:40:50to actors say there are lines around her too long. I'm gonna buy me
- 1:40:54a bottle o gin, she said, and keep on drinkin it down till
- 1:40:58I can see the clear sky through the bottom, and another if I have
- 1:41:00to, and another till I can't remember her no more, until I can't
- 1:41:04remember me either, And that's about all the good life is a bottle of
- 1:41:06gin, and don't remember yourself. You sure loved her, all right,
- 1:41:11I said, No, I didn't love her, she said, with a
- 1:41:14brace of scorn. Then she said, it's funny, but I only love
- 1:41:18two people in my whole life, a mother and this little white girl.
- 1:41:24One of them taught me never to drink now the other one's gonna teach me
- 1:41:27never to stop. Then she seemed to remember that I was some one and
- 1:41:30that I'd stopped her and was standing there. What you want wi me,
- 1:41:34she asked, with sudden sharpness and an excess of negroid inflection that hadn't been
- 1:41:39present before. I just want to ask a question or two. Who you'd
- 1:41:44ask questions? She said challengingly. I'm a policeman, I said, we
- 1:41:47have to sometimes po leice man, she said, accusingly, po leice man.
- 1:41:56She broke the word in two. Poh leice man, she bleeded,
- 1:42:00it like a goat. You goin to bring her back. You're goin to
- 1:42:03make her eyes open and her mouth speak and her pretty face whole again.
- 1:42:09No, you gonna ask questions? Well, don't ask him round here a
- 1:42:12pilice man. Ask him where they can be answered. Ask God why he
- 1:42:15took her in such a sh I cautioned her primly. I gave her a
- 1:42:19minute to quiet down. Are you listening? I tried again when the minute
- 1:42:24was up. You don't happen to know of any one who had a grudge
- 1:42:28against her, do you? She tossed her head impatiently. Your foolish mouth.
- 1:42:32She was everybody's honey. She made it Christmas every day of the year,
- 1:42:35everywhere she went. Didn't she even go to the trouble, asking'em
- 1:42:40and coaxing'em to give that miss Tobias a job in her picture for old
- 1:42:43time's sake? When nobody wanted her any more. Everybody loved Miss Marta n
- 1:42:47not really, I said, everybody doesn't love anybody. If you get me,
- 1:42:54lots may or some may not everybody all at once. That's out of
- 1:42:58this world. Then how about those threats she got? Were they from someone
- 1:43:01who loved her too, some crank, she said disdainfully. They weren't anything.
- 1:43:06Everybody in the business gets them one time or another. It means you're
- 1:43:10a big shot, that's all. You were in there with her when it
- 1:43:13happened. What you see, there was nothing to see. I took my
- 1:43:16eyes off her for a minute. Next minute she wasn't there anymore, only
- 1:43:19fire, with a voice in the middle of it, screaming, that's how
- 1:43:24fast it seemed like. I slapped my hand frustratedly against the side of my
- 1:43:28thigh. Can I go now, she chafed rebelliously. I've got a date
- 1:43:33with a package store. She turned and went without waiting for my dismissal.
- 1:43:38I wouldn't have stopped her anyway. Take it easy on the gen stuff,
- 1:43:43I advised her. That won't bring her back. No, she answered mournfully,
- 1:43:47without turning her head. But it'll make her go away altogether, and
- 1:43:51that's even better. I rang headquarters and gave the chief a full account of
- 1:43:56what had happened up to this point. Something new, an invisible accident,
- 1:44:01right under everybody's nose, and yet nobody saw it. You'll have to stay
- 1:44:05on it by yourself, at least for the next couple hours. I can't
- 1:44:09send anyone else over. Before then, there's been a big armed hold up
- 1:44:12at one of the downtown stores, and I'm short of men. I'll let
- 1:44:15the studio brass know you're in charge. When I get back to the set.
- 1:44:18They were all there yet, all except Stormman and Ruth Tobias. That
- 1:44:21is, I thought I told you, I muttered, accusingly to the guard
- 1:44:27to keep your eye on everybody. See that they all stayed here. I
- 1:44:30couldn't stop them, he whined. I tried, but they didn't pay any
- 1:44:33attention. I'm only a guard here and it would have cost me my job.
- 1:44:38Besides, they'll be right back, they told me so. Storman only
- 1:44:40stepped out for a minute to get some more liquor. Electrician that was supplying
- 1:44:43and ran out of it, and Miss Tobias went to take off her costume.
- 1:44:46She got jittery because Stormy was nervous and started smoking around her after what
- 1:44:50happened. But hers hadn't had the lethal celluloid stiffening under it, so why
- 1:44:56did she bother to change it? I checked with the electri Trrisian distiller who
- 1:45:00had been supplying Storman. Why no, he said, flatly, I've got
- 1:45:04some left. I told him so, only he got a sudden notion he
- 1:45:08wanted better quality liquor than I had, and went out after it. They
- 1:45:12were both back in no time at all, and at that Tobias was back
- 1:45:15first of the two. I made a mental note of that, wondering should
- 1:45:18it take a man longer to obtain some liquor than it does a woman?
- 1:45:21And a conceited woman an actress to boot to change clothes from head to foot.
- 1:45:28She looked better now she'd loosened her hair and it hung down free.
- 1:45:31But this wasn't a beauty contest I was holding here. Storman already had an
- 1:45:35uncertain shuffling gait, proving if anything, only that he wasn't used to much
- 1:45:40alcohol. He came up to me and breathed fearfully, how is she dead?
- 1:45:46I said, for the shock value, it sure had plenty. He
- 1:45:50folded up and went down right in front of me. They picked him up
- 1:45:55and carried him out. I went with them part of the way, only
- 1:45:58long enough to finger my lap extract a pin from it, and sheathed it
- 1:46:01in the back of his hand. He never even twitched, so I withdrew
- 1:46:04the pin, replaced it in my lapel, turned around and came back.
- 1:46:09Nothing like being certain in your own mind about a thing, anything at all.
- 1:46:13He had passed out. It, being my first time in sole charge
- 1:46:16of a case, I played it up big. I turned a chair around
- 1:46:19backwards, sat down on it, and faced the remaining members of the group.
- 1:46:24I gave them a short speech, short, but a speech nevertheless ending
- 1:46:28up. And all I'm going to do for the present is repeat the question
- 1:46:31I've already asked. Mister Storm, and miss Tobias Nellie, and this young
- 1:46:35lady over here, the script girl, did any of you see what caused
- 1:46:40it? Electricians, stage hands and camera crew all shook their heads. I
- 1:46:45got up and banged the chair down hard for emphasis. She wasn't six feet
- 1:46:49away from some of you. I bawled them out. She was in the
- 1:46:51full glare if some of the brightest lights ever devised. All eyes were on
- 1:46:56her at the time, watching every move she made, and yet nobody saw
- 1:47:00how it started. Two dozen pairs of eyes, and they might as well
- 1:47:02have all been closed. Well, there's one pair left, and maybe I'll
- 1:47:06have better luck with them. I suppose they thought I meant my own I
- 1:47:11didn't. Now clear out of here, all of you, and give me
- 1:47:14your names and addresses as you go. You're subject to recall for further questioning.
- 1:47:17You stay. This was to the chief electrician and check up on those
- 1:47:21lights of yours for defects. One of them might have gotten overheated and dropped
- 1:47:26a spark on her. You take this. I passed my handkerchief to the
- 1:47:29guard, and go over the floor, especially over there around where she was
- 1:47:31first standing, and pick up everything that doesn't belong, no matter what,
- 1:47:35every cigarette button, every cinder. The rest of them filed out past me,
- 1:47:40one by one, giving their names and addresses as they went. They
- 1:47:43all reacted differently. Well, I guess that many different people always do and
- 1:47:47always will. Some were a little nervous, some indifferent, some cracked wise
- 1:47:53one grip, a man a little older than the rest with graying hair,
- 1:47:56said to me, this is your first case, isn't it. I'll ask
- 1:48:00the questions here, I said, non committally. But he compressed the five
- 1:48:03words into just one yes and took that for the answer. I could tell
- 1:48:09you got so angry about it. Next, I said, the script girl
- 1:48:14played a script girl to the bitter end. Nose actually still buried in her
- 1:48:17book as she came sauntering on. They're not going to make that picture any
- 1:48:21more, I know, but it seems a shame not to memorize it to
- 1:48:26the end. I have only two more pages to go. I like to
- 1:48:29finish anything. I begin ambition. I felt like saying, we'll get you
- 1:48:33nowhere. And Tobias came last. There was a little defiant springing us to
- 1:48:39her step, I thought, or maybe she always walked that way. How
- 1:48:41should I know? Ruth Helen Tobias such and such Santa Monica Boulevard. She
- 1:48:47had hazel eyes. I saw, and she gave her name. I looked
- 1:48:49down at my writing. This was a day. She said that didn't need
- 1:48:55an answer. Then she said, I feel as if I had lost a
- 1:48:58sister. We were both the same age, you know, thirtieth of next
- 1:49:01February. I thought, I just minded my business. So she gave up
- 1:49:05and went on her way. After she was gone, then I did look
- 1:49:10up any man, just so she can feel young for a few minutes,
- 1:49:14I thought, even a freshman detective. It must be terrible to be a
- 1:49:17woman and care how you look. The chief cameraman came out of his booth
- 1:49:21with a round, flat tin box packed under his arm. Where are you
- 1:49:26going with that? I asked him? Drop it in the ash can on
- 1:49:29my way out. He said, it's what we took today. No good
- 1:49:31now anymore ashcan? Hell. I let him know you hang on to that,
- 1:49:38but tight, that's what I want. Those lenses of yours are the
- 1:49:41other pair of eyes. I told them about. How soon can you develop
- 1:49:44that stuff? Why? Right away? He told me, looking surprised,
- 1:49:47But are you sure you this has her whole death scene on it, and
- 1:49:53that's just what I want. Don't touch it and leave it just the way
- 1:49:55it is? Can? I trust you? I'll meet you in projection room
- 1:49:59may as soon as I finished it, he said, quietly. She was
- 1:50:02a swell kid. The electrician came down from way up high somewhere and reported
- 1:50:08the lights and wiring all in order, not a loose wire, not a
- 1:50:11screw out of place anywhere. You dig up a typewriter, Get that all
- 1:50:15down on paper and sign it, I instructed him. Then shoot it in
- 1:50:17to me at headquarters. I wasn't sure just what good that was, but
- 1:50:23it sounded nice and official. The guard passed my handkerchief back to me with
- 1:50:27a cigarette, but a wire frame and a lot of little pieces of glass
- 1:50:30in it, the butt Storman's, he pointed out. He was smoking it
- 1:50:34after it was all over. I saw him throw it down and step on
- 1:50:38it before he went out after that liquor, I was when Tobias yapped,
- 1:50:41don't come near me with that thing. You want it to happen to me
- 1:50:43too. I wonder if that remark meant anything. Did he want it to
- 1:50:47happen to her too, as if to say he had wanted it to happen
- 1:50:50to meadows in the first place. I decided that was stretching it too far.
- 1:50:55It was just a turn of speech with no ulterior meaning. I knew
- 1:50:59what the piece is of glass and the frame were a shattered lorn yet,
- 1:51:01like the one I'd seen Tobias fiddling with. Meadows had it around her neck,
- 1:51:06I guess, he suggested, and it fell and smashed when she started
- 1:51:10to run around crazy. That I disagreed with, but I didn't tell him.
- 1:51:14So these pieces of glass were clear. The burning celluloid would have smoked
- 1:51:17them up if they had been on Martha Meadow's person. I sent for the
- 1:51:20wardrobe woman and had her bring a complete list of every article she had furnished
- 1:51:25Meadows and Tobias for this picture. I singled out just the two of them
- 1:51:29because there hadn't been any other women in this particular scene with them. She
- 1:51:32was an aristocratic looking person with white hair, a former actress herself, I
- 1:51:36imagined, judging by the way she was groomed. She had typewritten sheets with
- 1:51:41her. Did you supply Meadows with a lorn yet? Why? No?
- 1:51:45Young girls didn't carry them even in those days. You didn't supply Tobias with
- 1:51:50one. Yes, she showed it to me on the inventory, I showed
- 1:51:55her the pieces. Is this it? It must be? She turned in
- 1:52:00her costume a little while ago and explained that she'd broken hers while that awful
- 1:52:02thing was happening to poor Martha. You see, I have everything else crossed
- 1:52:06off, but that Ordinarily we charge players for anything that hasn't returned to us,
- 1:52:11but in this case, I don't suppose that will be done. It
- 1:52:14seemed to me I had seen the lorn yet on Tobias after the accident,
- 1:52:17but I couldn't be sure enough on that point this long after to make too
- 1:52:20much out of that. A kid came in and said, the Rushes are
- 1:52:26ready for you in projection room May and took me over there. The room
- 1:52:30had rows of seats, just like a miniature theater, and a screen on
- 1:52:33one wall. I closed the door and locked the projectionist and myself in.
- 1:52:39You'd better hang on tight, he warned. This is ghastly. If you
- 1:52:44can stand it, I told him I can run it through at normal speed.
- 1:52:46First, I sat down in the front row with the screen almost on
- 1:52:50top of me. There wasn't much to it at regular speed, maybe about
- 1:52:55five minutes worth of picture a single sequence, but it was so grisly it
- 1:53:00was almost too long at that It opened on Tobias, sitting there in the
- 1:53:03rocker broad side to the camera Meadows came in almost at once. I'm going
- 1:53:09away with him tonight, she said. Tobias raised her lornyete and looked at
- 1:53:13her disapprovingly. Through it. Meadows went over to the window, and the
- 1:53:16camera followed her part of the way, dollied after her. I think they
- 1:53:19called it. That left Tobias over at the left hand side of the screen
- 1:53:24and partly out of the picture. With just one shoulder arm in the side
- 1:53:27of her head showing. She started to rock back and forth and tap her
- 1:53:30lorgnette against the back of her hand. I had my eyes glued to Meadows,
- 1:53:33though she turned around to look at her sister. Oh won't he ever
- 1:53:39come? She said. Her face sort of tightened up, changed from repose
- 1:53:44to tenseness. A look of horror started to form on it, but it
- 1:53:46never got any further. Right then and there, the thing happened. The
- 1:53:50best way I can describe it is that a sort of bright, luminous flower
- 1:53:55seemed to open up halfway down her dress, spreading peeling back, but the
- 1:54:00it were flame. An instant later, it was all over her, and
- 1:54:02the first screams of a voice that was gone now came smashing out at my
- 1:54:06ear drums, and in between screams. The hellishly conscientious soundtrack had even picked
- 1:54:12up and recorded the sizzling that her hair made, like eggs frying in a
- 1:54:16pan. Cut. I turned around and yelled back at him, for Pete's
- 1:54:21sake, cut, and I mopped my drenched forehead. Felt the same way
- 1:54:28myself while I was processing it, he confessed, looking out of the projection
- 1:54:31booth at me. It hadn't told me a thing so far, but then
- 1:54:35I hadn't expected it to the first throw out of the bag. Go back
- 1:54:40and start it over, I shivered. But whatever you do, leave out
- 1:54:45that finale. Take it up where she turns at the window. Slow motion
- 1:54:48this time. Can you hold it when I tell you to? He adjusted
- 1:54:51his apparatus. Sure, just say when he called. The figures on the
- 1:54:57screen hardly moved it all On this run, times slowed down, They drifted
- 1:55:01lazily, sort of floated. I knew the place to look for on meadows
- 1:55:05dressed now, and I kept my eyes focused on it and let everything else
- 1:55:09ride. A moment later, something had shown up there. Hold it,
- 1:55:13I yelled, and the scene obediently frozen too a still. Now it was
- 1:55:16just a magic lantern slide, no motion at all. I left my seat
- 1:55:20and stood close up against the screen, keeping to one side so my own
- 1:55:25shadow wouldn't blur out that place on her dress. No flame was coming from
- 1:55:29it yet, it was just a bright luminous spot, about the size and
- 1:55:32shape of a dime. Back up one, I instructed him. By one,
- 1:55:38I meant a single frame or still picture. As most of us know,
- 1:55:41without having to be technically proficient in cinematography, any strip of motion picture
- 1:55:46film consists of an endless number of little still pictures in succession, which hardly
- 1:55:50vary one from the next. They carry the thread of motion along by infinitesimal
- 1:55:56alteration. It takes about eight hundred of them, speaking loosely to show a
- 1:56:00raising a cigarette to his mouth. At any rate, whatever the correct jargon
- 1:56:03to be used. In such an instant, he seemed to understand what I
- 1:56:06wanted without any difficulty, and carried it out. The scene hardly shifted at
- 1:56:11all. There was just a momentary blurring of lines, but when they'd settled
- 1:56:15again, the pinpoint of light was smaller, like a pea. Now,
- 1:56:18you couldn't have seen it at all from the seat I'd been in at first
- 1:56:23two heads are better than one. I called him out and showed it to
- 1:56:26him with a pencil. What do you make of this? It's a blob
- 1:56:30alike coming to a head at that place on her dress, like a highlight,
- 1:56:33you might say, a gleam originating from somewhere else, which was just
- 1:56:39exactly what I'd had it figured for myself. Go three frames forward, I
- 1:56:44said, and then hold it. It came out again. To look it
- 1:56:47was back to the size of a dime once more, and only a frame
- 1:56:50or two before the flames were due to show up. There's heat in it,
- 1:56:55I said. See that the white spot had developed a dark core,
- 1:56:59a pin head of black or brown. That's the material of the dress getting
- 1:57:02ready to burn. See that thread coming out of the dot smoke and all
- 1:57:08there'll ever be of it too. Celluloid doesn't give much warning. So far,
- 1:57:13so good. But what I wanted to know was where that gleam or
- 1:57:15ray was coming from. I had the effect now, but I wanted the
- 1:57:19cause. The trouble was you couldn't follow the beam through the air to gage
- 1:57:23its direction. Like any beam alight, It left no trail, only showed
- 1:57:28up suddenly on her dress. Maybe one of the powerful cleag lights high overhead
- 1:57:31and out of the picture, had developed some flaw in its glass shield,
- 1:57:34warping one of its rays. But the chief electrician had gone over them afterward
- 1:57:39and given them all a clean bill of health. Start it up again,
- 1:57:43I said wearily, slow motion, and went back and sat down. I
- 1:57:47was further away now and had a better perspective of the thing as a whole.
- 1:57:51Maybe that was what did it. As the scene on the screen thawed
- 1:57:55and slowly dissolved in the fluid motion once more, it gave the impression for
- 1:57:59a moment of everything on it moving at once. Therefore, it was only
- 1:58:02natural that the one thing that didn't move should catch my eye and hold it.
- 1:58:08Tobias is Lornete and the wrist and hand that held it. The three
- 1:58:13objects stayed rigid down in the lower left hand corner of the screen. After
- 1:58:16everything else was on the go once more. The chair she was in had
- 1:58:20started to rock slowly back and forth, and her body with it, but
- 1:58:24the forearm, wrist, hand, and Lornette stayed poised, motionless. There
- 1:58:30was something unnatural about it that caught the eye at once. I remember she
- 1:58:33had opened the scene by tapping her lorgnette as well as rocking. Now would
- 1:58:39the fire do to break out any second? She was only rocking. The
- 1:58:43lorgnette was stiff as a ramrod in a grasp. Not that she was holding
- 1:58:46it out at full length before her or anything like that. She was holding
- 1:58:49it close, unobtrusively, but straight up and down a little out to one
- 1:58:54side of her own body. Maybe the director's orders had been for her to
- 1:58:57stop fiddling with it at a certain point, then again, maybe not.
- 1:59:01All I wanted was to find out what points she had stopped tapping and playing
- 1:59:04with it. I had been concentrating on Meadows until now and had missed that
- 1:59:09whoa back up? I called out to him all the way back and then
- 1:59:12start over slow. I let Meadows go this time and kept my eye on
- 1:59:16tobiasenter lorn. Yet the minute I saw it stop hold it, I yelled
- 1:59:21and ran over to the screen and examined meadows dress. Nothing yet, But
- 1:59:26in three more frames, that deadly white spot had already showed up on the
- 1:59:30celluloid lined hoop skirt effect had followed cause too quickly to be disregarded. Lights,
- 1:59:36I roared, I've got it. He turned a switch. The room
- 1:59:41blazed all around me, and I took the handkerchief out of my pocket and
- 1:59:44examined the pieces of glass it held. Some were thicker than others. The
- 1:59:46lins had therefore probably been convex, not flat. I held one up and
- 1:59:51looked at my cuff. Through it, the weaves stood out a magnifying glass.
- 1:59:57I held it about a foot away from the back of my hand,
- 1:59:59where I I had already been burned once that afternoon, and even with the
- 2:00:02far weaker lights of the projection room, working through it. In about thirty
- 2:00:05seconds, something bit me and I jumped. You'd come out and was watching
- 2:00:11what I was doing. Back that film up again in the box the way
- 2:00:15you had it, I said, I'll be back for it in a minute.
- 2:00:17I have to see someone first, then I'm taking it down to headquarters
- 2:00:20with me. I went over and knocked on the door of the dressing room
- 2:00:25where they'd told me i'd find Ruth Tobias mis Tobias. Would you come out
- 2:00:29here a minute, I said, in that flat voice you use when you're
- 2:00:31going to make a pinch. I want to talk to you. She opened
- 2:00:34the door, and again my impression was as it had been once before that,
- 2:00:38her eyes were hazel eyes are big when they're trying to flirt. They're
- 2:00:43also big when they're frightened. What's the charges, the chief asked when I
- 2:00:46brought her in with me, causing Martha Meadow's death by setting fire to an
- 2:00:51inflammable costume she had on by focusing the strong cleag lights through a magnifying glass
- 2:00:57while they were working together in a scene. Here's the glass she used to
- 2:01:00do it, picked up on the set. Here's the original harmless glass that
- 2:01:03was in the frame before she knocked it out, picked up in the trash
- 2:01:06basket in her dressing room. The film there in that box shows her in
- 2:01:12the act of doing it. She's been eaten away with jealousy and hate ever
- 2:01:15since she faded out and Martha Meadows replaced her. And then what brought matters
- 2:01:19to a head, I think was that they decided to remake the very picture
- 2:01:23that had been her own greatest success, with Meadows in the part she had
- 2:01:26originally had, and with she herself playing an older, unsympathetic part. You
- 2:01:31fool, she hissed in my direction after she had been booked and the matron
- 2:01:34was leading her way. You fooled, not dry behind the ears, yet
- 2:01:39trying to play the part of a detective and being an actress, she could
- 2:01:43make her line sound good even at such a time and in such a place.
- 2:01:46You'll never make this stick. You think you've got a case against me,
- 2:01:49but you'll find out different. And then, just to give it all
- 2:01:53a final dramatic flourish, I suppose she spat on the headquarters building floor.
- 2:01:58The chief smiled and eye bristled. I'm still touchy about our prestige. She's
- 2:02:02right and away gal, he commented, after the noise had died down.
- 2:02:06We can prove that she was the cause of it happening in such and such
- 2:02:11a way, But I doubt very much, even with that film you've got
- 2:02:13there, that we can prove it was intentional, that it was done purposely.
- 2:02:17She may be able to get around that, I said, but I
- 2:02:20have a hunch she won't get around this so easy. I took out an
- 2:02:25oblong of blotting paper, torn into four pieces and passed them to him.
- 2:02:29This too, was in the trash basket in her dressing room. Since when
- 2:02:31do people take the trouble to tear up a blotter? Isn't it enough to
- 2:02:35just throw it away whole once it's become unusable. If they do tear it
- 2:02:40up, isn't that an indication there's something on it they want to conceal,
- 2:02:43to do away with, In other words, a sign of guilt. To
- 2:02:45me, it is, and he queried. I matched the pieces together in
- 2:02:50reverse against the dressing room mirror. You know that old trick. Just one
- 2:02:55line escaped the general blur of ink pressings. The user had blotted it too
- 2:03:00close to a blink margin. Never live to finish this picture. If that
- 2:03:04shows up on any of those threatening letters you're holding, you put it in
- 2:03:10quite an afternoon, was his way of patting me on the back. At
- 2:03:13least I suppose it was that. Now, he added, I suppose on
- 2:03:17your next night off, you'll go and sit in some movie show with your
- 2:03:20missus and take up disliking all of them again where you left off. It'll
- 2:03:26be a long time before you ever catch me at a movie show again.
- 2:03:29I let him know with intensity, I couldn't not me no matter what the
- 2:03:32picture was, She'd be up there in the middle of it, burning like
- 2:03:35a bonfire, screaming her life away for the help that never came. You're
- 2:03:42the fellow who used to say, he reminded me, but rather gently.
- 2:03:45They're not real up there, just photographs moving around on celluloid. End of
- 2:03:53section two screen test. I owe you to the others in the back room.
- 2:03:59Second grade Detective Clinton Sturgis said, so long, fellow, see you
- 2:04:03tomorrow. He went down the hall, past the sergeant's desk, out of
- 2:04:08the precinct house, and into the velvety softness of an August dusk. He
- 2:04:12went around the corner to the garage, got his old car out. He
- 2:04:15swung it up the ramp to the street, stopped long enough to light a
- 2:04:18cigarette, exhaled an enjoyable ah, and started homeward whistling. It was a
- 2:04:25swell night. It was a swell life. He was thirty five, had
- 2:04:29a nice wife and a nice kid. He was a second grader, and
- 2:04:31he wasn't stopping there. He had it all lined up before him, step
- 2:04:35by step, first grade Lieutenant Captain, inspector. Still remote, those steps
- 2:04:41were, but not unattainable. The way lay plain before him, with odds
- 2:04:45just stiff enough to try his metal, and the rewards generous to a fault.
- 2:04:49It was a swell night. It was a swell life. He was
- 2:04:55out on the Lake Shore Drive now, with its lights curving around before him,
- 2:04:59in a long vista in the lake, gray violet in the twilight.
- 2:05:02His rented bungalow was a little far out from the city and the district not
- 2:05:06yet fully built up. But it was cheaper out there, and you got
- 2:05:10more for your money. He was whistling my Blue Heaven. It was old,
- 2:05:15but it stayed with him, and the words in his mind fitted his
- 2:05:17contentment. Uh turned to the right, a little wide line. He made
- 2:05:27the turn, but it was to the left, and climbed the steep grade
- 2:05:30that led to their house. The development was called lake View Heights because it
- 2:05:33was strung along the top of this bluff. He parked at the curb instead
- 2:05:38of backing into the garage, because he had decided to take his family to
- 2:05:42the movies. He sounded the horn and the porch light went on, and
- 2:05:45they both came out in a flurry, his wife just to the lower step,
- 2:05:48the kid flying out all the way to swing from his neck as he
- 2:05:50stepped from the car and caught her. The kid was pretty, everybody said
- 2:05:55so. She had been on loan to them from Heaven for seven years now,
- 2:05:59and each time he could see the place she had come from just by
- 2:06:00looking at her. Get your things ready, we're going to the movies.
- 2:06:05The flurry became a whirlwind. His wife said, I've got supper waiting for
- 2:06:09you on the table. We're finished already, Barbara, Come in and get
- 2:06:12your hat. He turned the car round to face downhill to save time leaving,
- 2:06:15and breaked once more. The kid came racing out past him a second
- 2:06:19time as he got up to the porch. I'll wait for you in the
- 2:06:23car, she cried gaily. All right, but don't monkey with the horn
- 2:06:27now. He wasn't even sitting down yet. He was crouched above a chair
- 2:06:30in the act of pulling it forward under him, and his wife was passing
- 2:06:33him a plate across the table. He was in a straight line with the
- 2:06:36porch door. He happened to turn his head that way, and there was
- 2:06:40something wrong. There was a blankness out there where there shouldn't have been.
- 2:06:44He couldn't see the opposite side of the street. His chair cracked over,
- 2:06:47and he was running through the living room to the porch. Behind him.
- 2:06:51A plate shattered on the floor, and the sos of his wife's heels came
- 2:06:54tapping after him. He could still hear the whisper of the car's going receding
- 2:06:59on the hush night air. No engine, So then he knew what had
- 2:07:02happened, and the knowledge nearly felled him like a crowbar across the top of
- 2:07:05his head, even before he got out to the porch and could see.
- 2:07:10Street lamps made it bright all the way down, all the way to where
- 2:07:15the lake was. The car was going straight as an arrow. It didn't
- 2:07:19swerve at all. Its momentum held it gripped too tightly. A little arm
- 2:07:25was thrust briefly out at the side, then withdrawn again a sort of gay
- 2:07:29wave coasting was fun. There wasn't a sound behind him. Somehow he knew
- 2:07:33without looking that his wife had fallen senseless there on the walk, But he
- 2:07:38was already yards down that fearful incline. He ran down that hill like nothing
- 2:07:42that had ever run down it before. It was all over so quickly,
- 2:07:45so soundlessly. He had been gaining on the car, but the foot of
- 2:07:49the street came too quickly. Horror such as a man sees only once in
- 2:07:54a lifetime, was fleetingly there before his eyes, then gone again, but
- 2:07:58never quite gone again until the hed die for the car reached Lake Shore Drive,
- 2:08:03swept across its triple lane width unerringly hurtled the pitifully low pedestrian parapet It
- 2:08:09was such a new development, and it would have hidden the beauties of the
- 2:08:11lake to have built at any higher cleared the barrier almost by the unaided resiliency
- 2:08:16of its own tires and springs, with a flaring of dust and a crumbling
- 2:08:20along the top, and was gone from sight. It was as instantaneous as
- 2:08:26the exposure of a snap shot two of the limestone blocks along the upper tier.
- 2:08:31The cars with the part had been knocked out by the wheels, giving
- 2:08:33a battlement effect, but the spray that had risen on the other side never
- 2:08:37seemed to finish falling back into place. There was a screaming of brakes off
- 2:08:41to one side of him as he darted across the roadway, and some kind
- 2:08:43of a pitching, swerving beam of light flicked at him. Somebody's arrested headlights.
- 2:08:48Maybe a horrid heaving was there below him. As he mounted one of
- 2:08:50the loosened blocks, the high posted driveway lights behind him played up a single
- 2:08:54blister like bubble formed there in the water, a bubble that refused to burst.
- 2:09:00They kept renewing itself from below. He didn't bother about his coat.
- 2:09:03He aimed himself face forward into those roiling eddies, and as he went down,
- 2:09:07the thought that he couldn't swim was with him, but that didn't matter.
- 2:09:11He went in wrong with a spanking blow across the chest and stomach.
- 2:09:15He went down a little way, arms groping before him, toward nothing.
- 2:09:18Then he was being pushed up again, and he didn't know how to make
- 2:09:20himself go down any farther. He didn't know how not to breathe either,
- 2:09:26and long before he could get up again, he was nothing but a massive
- 2:09:28convulsive muscular spasms, drawing in destruction at every inhalation. He broke the surface
- 2:09:35briefly, but he didn't know how to take advantage of it. He was
- 2:09:37already dying himself now. As he went under again, something swift and safe
- 2:09:41and sure got him at some point after that he never knew when, and
- 2:09:46it drew him backward through water and up into air, air that now hurt
- 2:09:50as much as water but didn't kill. Then he was lying there, heaving
- 2:09:54like a bellows on a tiny lip of soil that protruded at the base of
- 2:09:56the parapet, and there was a man standing over him, dripping but not
- 2:10:01spent, looking down at him with a sort of scorn that had no solicitude
- 2:10:05or consideration to it. The man said, what the hell do you go
- 2:10:09in for if you can't swim? Sturgis turned over on his face, supporting
- 2:10:13himself on his hands, and between spasms of coughing, managed to strangle out
- 2:10:18my kid in a car down there. The man was suddenly gone again,
- 2:10:22and in a little while, and only the space between two paroxysms of coughing,
- 2:10:26it seemed she was there again before his eyes. Cradled in the man's
- 2:10:31arms, her face blue and still in the darkness from where he lay,
- 2:10:35Sturgis just mutely looked his gratitude as the stranger climbed up over the parapet,
- 2:10:41still holding her toward the waiting arms of quickly gathered spectators reaching down to help.
- 2:10:48When the inhalator squad had finished and Sturgis had held her tight to him
- 2:10:52a minute, with her open eyed breathing, he looked around and asked,
- 2:10:56where is he? Where'd he go? He saw a car start to glide
- 2:11:00furtively off in the background. He shouted weight and ran directly across the path
- 2:11:05of its headlights. The car stopped with a poor sort of grace, and
- 2:11:07the man at the wheel hitched his head in a surly inquiry. As Sturgis
- 2:11:11came up alongside. One hand on the wheel rim was bandaged. Sturgis poised
- 2:11:16his own two hands downward across the edge of the door, and gratitude was
- 2:11:20somehow expressed even in the gesture itself. But the man inside grated impatiently,
- 2:11:26Well, what do you want? It was hard to put into words,
- 2:11:28especially when it wasn't welcome. All Sturgis could say was, you don't know
- 2:11:33what this means. The man said with a jeer, a jeer for himself.
- 2:11:37I don't know how I come to do it. I never done a
- 2:11:39thing like that before. But isn't there anything I can do? Won't you
- 2:11:43at least let me have your name? The answer was almost venomous, Well
- 2:11:48do you care what my name is? I don't go around giving people my
- 2:11:50name. Sturgis would have taken a kick in the teeth from him. His
- 2:11:56balked gratitude had to find some means of expression, so he gave the man
- 2:11:58his own name instead. The stranger just looked at him stolidly. Sturgis couldn't
- 2:12:03tell if he was bored or contemptuous. His eyes flicked to Sturgis's fingers,
- 2:12:07which were folded across the rim of the car door. The meaning was plain,
- 2:12:11take your hands off, get away from me. The car inched away,
- 2:12:15and Sturgis dropped his hands defeatedly. If there's ever anything I can do,
- 2:12:20he called out helplessly. His benefactor stayed in character to the end.
- 2:12:26A cynical that's what they all say, came floating back above the dwindling tail
- 2:12:30light. The reports on the Torrington murder were coming in faster and more promising
- 2:12:35by the hour. There had been a lull of half a week first,
- 2:12:37that preliminary lull that the outside world always mistakes for inactivity, even defeat.
- 2:12:43But they hadn't been idle. They'd been working behind the scenes in the laboratory,
- 2:12:46in the Bertillion files on the weapon testing range in the world of the
- 2:12:52Exact Sciences. They had built up their man from nothing, with the aid
- 2:12:56of nap from his suit body, oil from his finger tips injured in one
- 2:13:00other microscopic things At the end of half a week, they had him,
- 2:13:03although they had never seen him. They had his height, his weight,
- 2:13:07his habits, almost the way he walked, and what his blood count was.
- 2:13:11Now came the time to get him, to pull him out of thin
- 2:13:13air, the way a magician makes a rabbit appear out of a hat,
- 2:13:16to match him in the flesh to his preconceived identity. The murderer had had
- 2:13:20plenty of time to leave the city during those three and a half days he
- 2:13:24had left. They'd expected him to, they'd counted on his doing just that.
- 2:13:31They cast their net in a great wide loop, first over reaching the
- 2:13:33farthest possible limits of his flight, for in his own mind he was still
- 2:13:37safely anonymous. They began to draw the net in by telegraph, by radio,
- 2:13:43by all the means they had too late, by a matter of hours.
- 2:13:46He tried to break through. He was recognized, the alarm sent out,
- 2:13:50the highways blocked off. He turned and fled back again. The chase
- 2:13:54went into reverse. He plunged back into the sanctuary of the city. The
- 2:13:58net was drawn in slowly, but yesterday his car had been found abandoned just
- 2:14:03inside the city limits, and by that they got his name. It was
- 2:14:07Murray Foreman. There were infinite variations to it, but none of them was
- 2:14:11of paramount importance. He was guilty of cold blooded murder, and that was
- 2:14:16tighter and tighter. The noose was pulled from city wide. It narrowed to
- 2:14:20a single neighborhood, from an entire neighborhood down to a single street. And
- 2:14:24presently they would have the very house and the exact room inside that house,
- 2:14:28and then they'd have him. It was a matter of hours, only fractions
- 2:14:33of hours. They were old and guile and remorseless, and their combined intelligences
- 2:14:37never slept, but singly they were only human beings. First, Greater Sturgis
- 2:14:43of the homicide Squad was relieved temporarily at two that morning, almost at the
- 2:14:46zero hour, and sent home, subject to immediate recall. He had slept
- 2:14:52only in snatches for a week past. His reflexes were no longer dependable,
- 2:14:54and much as he rebelled against it, he recognized the advisability of the respite.
- 2:15:00The climax might not occur until dawn, in which case he could still
- 2:15:03be in time for it. On his return to duty, he put his
- 2:15:07key to the door and led himself into the empty house. The wife and
- 2:15:09kid were away in the country with relatives for two weeks in the summer.
- 2:15:13Mustiness of rooms that had been shut up tide all day clung to the air.
- 2:15:16He put on the lights and saw halos around them. From his fatigue,
- 2:15:20the image of his girl leaped out at him from the green gold easel
- 2:15:24on the radio, and already he was less weary. Just the sight of
- 2:15:28her likeness was RESTful. She was still on loane, and now at twelve,
- 2:15:31more than a hint of the way she was going to be was apparent,
- 2:15:35and she was going to be the tops. He said hello, honey
- 2:15:39to her. He said it every time he got back, just as though
- 2:15:41she were here. Your old man's all in, he mourned to her under
- 2:15:46his breath. He opened the windows first of all, to freshen up the
- 2:15:50place a little. Then he took off the things that bothered him most,
- 2:15:54in order, his tie, and then his shoes, and then his coat.
- 2:15:58He said to himself, I'm kidding old, but with the complacency that
- 2:16:01only a man who knows he really isn't can bring to bear on the thought.
- 2:16:05He puttered around in his socks a minute or two. He thought,
- 2:16:09where did she keep the cans of salmon? Now, he thought, I'm
- 2:16:15too old to bother. He went in and stood over the bed, sketchily
- 2:16:18straightened since the last time he had been in it. He looked at it
- 2:16:20questioningly. It was too much trouble to pull down that spread. It would
- 2:16:24take too long. He couldn't wait another minute. He turned slightly, let
- 2:16:28himself fall back on the bed in a straight line from shoulders to heels,
- 2:16:31so that his feet kicked up slightly with the fall. The bed sang out
- 2:16:35threateningly under the impact, but held, and before the springs had stopped jarring,
- 2:16:39he was already out of the world. The tapping alone would never have
- 2:16:43roused him. It was too low, too furtive. It was the sharper
- 2:16:48note of the bell that brought him up through layers of oblivion and to the
- 2:16:50shallows of awareness. He raised his head from the neck alone, held it
- 2:16:56erect, let it drop back again of its own weight. The ring came
- 2:17:00again, cut short, as though no more than a peck had been given
- 2:17:03the button. The tapping was blurred, like a hail or gravel striking on
- 2:17:07wood. He got up, wavered through the two rooms, toward the front
- 2:17:11door, said sharply, who's there? The tapping broke off short. He
- 2:17:16opened the door, and a man was standing there in the dim light.
- 2:17:20The man acknowledged the opening with a peculiar warning gesture, a diagonal cut of
- 2:17:24his hand that held a plea for caution in it. He seemed to take
- 2:17:28his right of admission for granted. His hat was low, and Sturgis didn't
- 2:17:31know him, didn't know why I should. The visitor inserted himself obliquely between
- 2:17:35Sturgis and the door frame, and then as Sturgis gave ground before him,
- 2:17:39the man closed the door and sealed it with his own body, Pressing himself
- 2:17:43against the knob. He pushed his hat higher, but inadvertently by backing a
- 2:17:48hand to his forehead, as though an unutterable relief. I thought you had
- 2:17:52never opened the door, he said, I saw you come in before.
- 2:17:56Sturgis sat on a rising inflection that held no inner, yet led the way
- 2:18:01toward it. Who are you? The man leaned dejectedly against the door.
- 2:18:05He was starting to sag a little now, as if some long sustained tension
- 2:18:09had relaxed. Sneered, you don't know me. There was memory in that
- 2:18:15sneer alone, and that characteristic tone that never gave the benefit of the doubt.
- 2:18:18The man's shoulder blades when a notch lower on the door. Seem you'd
- 2:18:22better know me, he said, And then he jeered, or don't you
- 2:18:26want to? His eyes found the picture rested on it, guessed came back
- 2:18:31again with a mocking gleam. But he didn't say anything. He didn't have
- 2:18:35to. Sturgis knew by now he had never been good at saying things.
- 2:18:39He said, Yer, you're the fellow, You're the man the lake.
- 2:18:43That time his face lit up with a long stored gratitude. But then the
- 2:18:48light died again as the man brushed by him seemed not to see the friendly
- 2:18:52start surges his hand had made. The man found his own way across the
- 2:18:56room, pitched into a chair. There was blood on one side of his
- 2:18:58face, or rather vestiges of it, a thin, dark patina. Sturgis
- 2:19:03was awake. Now he was frightened too, by some kind of foreknowledge.
- 2:19:07He ran his tongue across his lower lip, said, what'd you do?
- 2:19:11Hurt yourself? The man lowered his head abruptly, glared challengingly, No,
- 2:19:16I didn't hurt myself. A bullet grazed me getting over here from one of
- 2:19:22your crowd. Sturgis was getting whiter by the minute. The other's eyes held
- 2:19:26him derisively, forcing knowledge on him that he didn't want. Why don't you
- 2:19:31ask me why I'm here? Sturgis flinched. Don't tell me anything. You're
- 2:19:35liable to be sorry, he said quickly. The man in the chair started
- 2:19:39to repeat what he had just said. Don't you want to find out why
- 2:19:45I'm shut up? Sturgis shouted, No, you don't. I've got something
- 2:19:50coming to me. What are you trying to do? Leave it out for
- 2:19:54yourself? Well, shout of it so that when they come ganging around here
- 2:19:58in a minute or two, see no, oh evil here now wi evil?
- 2:20:01Lay? Well, you're looking at Murray foreman? And what are you
- 2:20:03going to do about it? Sturgis ran a hand through the bird's nest,
- 2:20:07tingle of his hair. My god, he groaned. Don't you know who
- 2:20:13I am? Do you suppose i'd be here if I didn't? You're my
- 2:20:18trump card, the last one I hold. Somebody else told me who you
- 2:20:22were that night I came across your picture in the paper once after that when
- 2:20:26you were promoted for running down those cop killers. It gave your address,
- 2:20:31he laughed mirthlessly. It pays to change your dresses more often when you got
- 2:20:35debts outstanding. He looked rested now fit compared to Sturgis. His color was
- 2:20:43high alongside Sturgis's agonized pallor. His pores were dry, not glistening like the
- 2:20:48other man's. Sturgis flung the door open, folded it back flat against the
- 2:20:52wall, as if he couldn't get it wide enough. Get out, he
- 2:20:56said, in a choked voice. Get out of here. That's the most
- 2:21:00I can. Foreman kept looking at the picture as though he hadn't heard.
- 2:21:03He said softly. Is her hair golden brown like it looks on there?
- 2:21:09Is that how she smiles all the time, with a little dent in the
- 2:21:11middle of her cheek. Get out, you dirty killer. I know how
- 2:21:16they do. Sometimes they slip their arm around your neck from behind your chair
- 2:21:20and hug you tight. Sometimes they get down on the floor at your feet
- 2:21:24and lean their head against your knee and look up over at you backwards.
- 2:21:30She wouldn't do all that, Sturgis, if it wasn't for me. What's
- 2:21:33her name? Sturgis. Barbara said Sturgis limply, and closed the door again,
- 2:21:41very slowly, as though it weighed a ton. They didn't say anything
- 2:21:45for a long time, either of them. It seemed like a long time
- 2:21:48anyway. Foreman stayed in the chair, which was the most comfortable one in
- 2:21:52the room. Sturgis stood against the door. Foreman spoke finally, as matter
- 2:21:58of factly, as though they had known each other all their lives. Give
- 2:22:01me a cigarette, got one on you. Sturgis felt absently for his coat
- 2:22:05pocket, without looking up. He didn't have any Foreman must have got up
- 2:22:09and helped himself from the humidor. The next thing Sturgis noticed, he was
- 2:22:13back in the chair smoking. Sturgis said finally, as though the trivial request
- 2:22:18had managed to restore his own power of expression. I'm a police officer,
- 2:22:24Foreman, there isn't anything I can do. The man in the chair snapped
- 2:22:28ashes from his cigarette. You don't have to do a thing. Just let
- 2:22:33me stay here till the heat cools a little. Then you'll turn you back
- 2:22:35and I'll be gone the way I came. That's all. And then,
- 2:22:39with square quits, you struck down and murdered a man in cold blood.
- 2:22:45That doesn't cancel your obligation. I'd already croaked some one long before that night
- 2:22:50you first came across me. That didn't keep you from accepting your kid's life
- 2:22:54from my hands, did it. She breathes just as good, her lungs
- 2:22:58just as empty a water. Her eyes are just as wide open as if
- 2:23:01a right guy saved her, aren't they. I didn't argue the right and
- 2:23:05wrong of it before I went in? Did I? You owe me a
- 2:23:07life? Two lives? Sturgeon admitted to himself. It was clever of him,
- 2:23:13good psychology not to mention having saved Sturgis himself, to emphasize only the
- 2:23:18one that really mattered. And I want a life back from you my own,
- 2:23:24Sturgis said, fiercely. Do you want a drink? I do?
- 2:23:28Three times he started out in the wrong direction before he could remember where the
- 2:23:31liquor was kept. Foreman was thoroughly at ease, now sure of himself or
- 2:23:35else. That was his game, to seem sure of himself, to appear
- 2:23:39not to have any doubts. To take it for granted, he said,
- 2:23:43holding his little whiskey glass up to the light and studying it. Idly.
- 2:23:46Don't take it so hard. He went on with the detached curiosity, as
- 2:23:50though confronting for the first time some rare trait he'd often heard of but never
- 2:23:54encountered until now. You're dead on the level. Aren't you so straight?
- 2:24:01It hurts? He made a grimace. Gee, it must be hell to
- 2:24:05be like that. I had you figure that way even that night, the
- 2:24:09way you'd jumped in without knowing how to swim. I'm good that way.
- 2:24:11It's sizing people up. I've had to be. That's why I came here.
- 2:24:16Do you think I'd have taken a chance like this on one of those
- 2:24:18other guys you string along with. Sturgis had sat down now, staring sightlessly
- 2:24:24at the problem as though it were spread out on the carpet before him.
- 2:24:26He heard the man say, is this the only bottle in the place?
- 2:24:31He nodded absently. He heard the thudding of liquid on the carpet, and
- 2:24:33he looked up. Foreman was holding the uncorked bottle upside down. Sturgis didn't
- 2:24:39say anything. A million little things like that didn't matter. There was only
- 2:24:43one thing that mattered. Foreman explained, I want to keep you a thinkin
- 2:24:48straight and mine too. I can't take a chance what it's all about might
- 2:24:52get too foggy for us to handle. Right, Sturgis nodded again to himself.
- 2:24:58I was right from his own point of view, too. Liquor made
- 2:25:01him sentimental. That could be just as dangerous either way, in this case,
- 2:25:07romanticize his duty or his debt. He slashed the contents of his little
- 2:25:11glass jigger viciously across the floor. It's simple enough, Foreman remarked, meaning
- 2:25:18nothing to lose your temper about, nothing to go up in the air about.
- 2:25:22Shut up, Sturgis growled, unless you say the better. He looked
- 2:25:26over at the open bedroom door. When'd you sleep last? You can go
- 2:25:30in there and lie down if you want to get out o here. Then
- 2:25:33his foreman rose to his feet, crooked his arms behind his head, and
- 2:25:37yawned. He was that composed. Sturgis added, Wait a minute, have
- 2:25:41you got a gun on you sure want it? He brought it out and
- 2:25:46indifferently pitched it across at Sturgis. But first, you didn't have to worry
- 2:25:50about that, he assured him. You are my trump card. I have
- 2:25:52everything to lose and nothing to gain by the rest of it. Was lost.
- 2:25:56As he went calmly and leisurely into the bedroom, Sturges heard his shoes
- 2:26:01drop one after the other, and the bed creaked a little, as it
- 2:26:03had under him earlier. He bawled his hands into fists and put them up
- 2:26:07alongside his temples, as though he were going to bash his own head in.
- 2:26:11After a while, as if to give his hand something to do,
- 2:26:13he picked the gun up from the side of the chair and started to empty
- 2:26:16it. Long before he had finished, the harsh breathing of a man in
- 2:26:20deep sleep was coming from the bedroom. The knocking came within ten minutes.
- 2:26:26He stopped dead in the middle of the oval. He had been coursing endlessly
- 2:26:28round the room. One hill, raised clear of the floor and held that
- 2:26:31way. It came again, and the bell chirped, and a voice said,
- 2:26:35Sturge, are you in here? He recognized at his Highlands Island was
- 2:26:39one of his team mates. He went over and closed the bedroom door first.
- 2:26:43Then he came back to the front door, put out his hand to
- 2:26:46it, breathed deeply, and threw it wide open. Highland was out there
- 2:26:50with another man named Ranch and two uniformed cops. The last two had their
- 2:26:54guns out, but they had already started away by the time he got the
- 2:26:56door open, as though summoning him had been only incidental. Sturgis said,
- 2:27:01what's up? Hyland said, Foreman broke through again at the last minute,
- 2:27:05just as we were ready to close in. We've picked up a cab driver
- 2:27:09that brought him as far as the corner below here. He's holed up around
- 2:27:11here someplace. I'm going to case the back. You won't find him there,
- 2:27:16Sturgis said. He didn't offer to join them. All he said was
- 2:27:20I'm off duty. Hyland gave him a look, but he turned and went
- 2:27:22loping off. His voice came drifting back with a cutting edge to it.
- 2:27:28Sleep tight, Sorry we bothered you. Sturgis closed the door and stood by
- 2:27:33it a minute, head down, down, as low as if he were
- 2:27:35looking at his shoes. But he wasn't behind him, Foreman's voice said,
- 2:27:39slurringly through the narrow opening of the bedroom door. So you went to bat
- 2:27:43for me, Sturgis answered, viciously through clinched teeth. I don't have to
- 2:27:50turn you in behind your back while you're asleep. That isn't my way.
- 2:27:52I'm not afraid of you. No was the grudging admission. It's your own
- 2:27:58conscience you're afraid of, and her eyes. You let me do the worrying
- 2:28:03about that and stay in there. Sturgis took a threatening step forward. Stay
- 2:28:07out of my side, or I'll settle the problem with my own two hands.
- 2:28:11The door eased mockingly closed again. Sturgis was standing in his wife's kitchen,
- 2:28:16awkwardly jockeying something hot with the help of an enveloping dishcloth. When Foreman
- 2:28:20came out the second time, it was still dark. The gun metal Paul
- 2:28:24proceeding dawn. Foreman lounged there in the alcove a minute, watching him.
- 2:28:30What's this the president's last breakfast? Why so early? Sturgis just motioned to
- 2:28:35a chair drawn up at the formca topped table. The guests sat down.
- 2:28:39Sturgis brought over an aluminum percolator, snatched his hand away, blew on his
- 2:28:43thumb. He sat down opposite the killer. Foreman studied him detached. You
- 2:28:48look like you've been pulled through a knot hole. I bet you pounded the
- 2:28:50carpet and there the whole time I was asleep to that, Sturgis said,
- 2:28:56it took me three tries. Before I got this right. The sink,
- 2:28:58lined with black coffee grounds looked like some kind of flower bed. He pointed
- 2:29:03to a loaf of whitebread. You can cut some of that if you want
- 2:29:07any. They sat there after that, facing each other across the table,
- 2:29:11with a peculiar sort of normality, and every day no thiss, like two
- 2:29:15men at the kitchen table while their women were away. Foreman, wolf in
- 2:29:20great chunks of spongy white bread, looked around appraisingly, how much you pay
- 2:29:24for this place? There may have been a method in his assumption of unshaken
- 2:29:28confidence, his taking of immunity for granted, or there may not. He
- 2:29:33may have been as artless as he sounded, or he may have been as
- 2:29:35wary as a man cornered in a cage with a lion who knows that the
- 2:29:39show fear is fatal. Sturgis was past knowing or caring eighty five, he
- 2:29:46said. Foreman mused, while he picked his teeth. I never stayed in
- 2:29:50one place long enough to pay by the month. It might have been better
- 2:29:54if you had. They sat a while longer in silence. Then, little
- 2:29:58by little, the tension through tension that was coming from Sturgis his hands went
- 2:30:03down to the edge of his chair seat, gripping it on each side like
- 2:30:07a man reluctantly about to stand up. Foreman started smoking a little faster,
- 2:30:11shortening the intervals between puffs. Finally, he said, what are you getting
- 2:30:16all white like that? For? You're getting white as a ghost. You
- 2:30:20ought to see yourself. Sturgis said, we're going over there if you feel
- 2:30:24like starting anything, now's the time, still looking far away out. Huh
- 2:30:30no, you don't. You don't get off that easy. Sturgis got up
- 2:30:33and left the kitchen without a word. When he came back, he had
- 2:30:37his coat on and was holding an open manacle in his hand. He said,
- 2:30:39thickly, come on, let's get started. Shove out your hand.
- 2:30:46Foreman slowly extended a hand flat across the table top. He started drawing back
- 2:30:50his sleeve until he had bared his forearm nearly to the elbow. On its
- 2:30:54upper reaches were transverse white scarves from breaking the glass in the submerged car window
- 2:31:00that night. He just sat and looked up at Sturgis, holding it exposed
- 2:31:05that way. Sturgis's lips got white. He blinked, and the manacal click
- 2:31:09shut on the other's wrist. Foreman got up and followed Sturgis out of the
- 2:31:13kitchen. You can't go through with it, he said, quietly. It's
- 2:31:18written all over you. You can't. The window was open a little from
- 2:31:22the bottom, just below the shade. Sturgis threw out the handcuff key with
- 2:31:26a flick of his free hand. Foreman said, you don't trust yourself,
- 2:31:31do you. It's going to be a devil of a job now to The
- 2:31:35picture was lying face down on the radio as they went past. Is that
- 2:31:39the way you had to do it? Foreman said. Sturgis turned down the
- 2:31:43wall switch and the picture vanished. There wasn't enough light outside to penetrate the
- 2:31:46room. You'll have to see her again, Foreman pointed out. You'll have
- 2:31:52to see her every day of your life. You can't keep her face turned
- 2:31:56away from you. What'll you do? Then just opened the front door,
- 2:32:01swept his arm around in an arc, and towed Foreman through after him.
- 2:32:05I'm not going to bag or whine, Foreman said, I'm gonna make it
- 2:32:09tough for you. It'd be a lot easier for you if I went yellow,
- 2:32:11wouldn't it. The killer was right again. His intuition was uncanny.
- 2:32:18If he had cringed and slobbered and resisted, accepted the role of a squirming,
- 2:32:22apprehended culprit, somehow he would have weakened the validity of his claims.
- 2:32:26Sturgis could have dragged him in without compunction. This way, Sturgis closed the
- 2:32:33door and they went out, side by side. It was still blue overhead
- 2:32:35now, but still a little murky down at street level. He'll get a
- 2:32:41citation for this, Foreman taunted, he'll get promoted. You'll be the envy
- 2:32:46of every man in the department. And without having to lift a finger,
- 2:32:50either a man comes to you. They gave you the one thing you got
- 2:32:54that you give a damn about, the one thing that holds you together,
- 2:32:58that makes you tick. He comes trusting you. You're the lowest thing on
- 2:33:03the face of God's earth, Sturgis, even an alley cur has gratitude.
- 2:33:09Shut up, Sturgis roared. They went on slowly, almost waveringly, but
- 2:33:16Sturgis was breathless with effort, as though he had been running. The green
- 2:33:20lamps of a precinct house blinked at them as they rounded a corner, and
- 2:33:24Foreman recoiled involuntarily Sturgis could feel the hitch through the manacle. Foreman said,
- 2:33:30they're gonna kill me if you take me in there. You know that,
- 2:33:33don't ya. You know that once we go up these steps, no power
- 2:33:37yours, nothing you can do will get me out alive again, don't yea.
- 2:33:41I gave ye a kid's life, Sturgis, for the last time.
- 2:33:43I want my own from you. Sturgis's face was glossy with sweat and gray
- 2:33:50in the early dawn. He brought his forearm up level to his chest and
- 2:33:54nudged Foreman into motion copper. The man beside him breathed with contempt as they
- 2:34:01trudged up the steps and inside together. Sturgis just stood there, rigid,
- 2:34:05watching the clock that last night. They tried to tell him, sit down,
- 2:34:09Sturge, don't take it like that, but he didn't seem to hear
- 2:34:13them. When the phone call from upstate came through, you couldn't see him
- 2:34:16breathe at all while the lieutenant was talking. The lieutenant hung up and was
- 2:34:20quiet. Sturgis asked, was that it? Yeah? That was it?
- 2:34:28Did he leave any word say anything about forgiving anybody? He left a message
- 2:34:35for you, The lieutenant said, unwillingly looking down at his desk. Sturgis
- 2:34:39came closer. Still, tell me what is it I've got to know,
- 2:34:45he said, Tell Sturgis I'll be seeing him again. He knows where to
- 2:34:48find me, and her eyes tell him I'll always be waiting there. Sturgis
- 2:34:54put his hand to where he carried his badge, as if something hurt him
- 2:34:56there, and turned around and walked out the room without another word. Barbara
- 2:35:01said, half laughingly when he squatted down before his face so strained and white,
- 2:35:07and peered so closely, what are you looking at me like that?
- 2:35:09For? Oh? Still, he said, huskily, and look at me.
- 2:35:16There was sweat all over his forehead. Then, when he had drawn
- 2:35:18a great deep breath and straightened up again, she asked playfully, did you
- 2:35:22think you'd see something in my eyes? His answer to that was yes,
- 2:35:28the ghost of the man who saved your life. But he didn't tell her
- 2:35:33that well, did you, she insisted, Yes, he admitted sadly,
- 2:35:41I guess I always will a little. He took out his badge and started
- 2:35:46polishing it. But the other way, he added, mysteriously, I wouldn't
- 2:35:52have been able to look into them at all. End of Section three.
- 2:35:58I owe you three o'clock. She had signed over her own death warrant.
- 2:36:03He kept telling himself over and over that he was not to blame. She
- 2:36:07had brought it on herself. He had never seen the man. He knew
- 2:36:11there was one. He had known for six weeks now, Little things had
- 2:36:15told him. One day he came home and there was a cigar butt in
- 2:36:18an ash tray, still moist at one end, still warm at the other.
- 2:36:22There were gasoline drippings on the asphalt in front of their house, and
- 2:36:26they didn't own a car, and it wouldn't be a delivery vehicle because the
- 2:36:30drippings showed it had stood there a long time, an hour or more.
- 2:36:35And once he had actually glimpsed it just rounding the far corner as he got
- 2:36:39off the bus two blocks down the other way, a second hand Ford.
- 2:36:43She was often very flustered when he came home, hardly seemed to know what
- 2:36:48she was doing or saying at all. He pretended not to see any of
- 2:36:52these things. He was that type of man stap. He didn't bring his
- 2:36:56hates or grudges out into the open. When they had a chance to heal.
- 2:37:00He nursed them in the darkness of his mind. That's a dangerous kind
- 2:37:03of a man. If he had been honest with himself, he would have
- 2:37:07had to admit that this mysterious afternoon caller was just the excuse he gave himself.
- 2:37:13That he had day dreamed of getting rid of her long before there was
- 2:37:16any reason to that. There had been something in him for years past now
- 2:37:20urging kill, kill, kill, maybe ever since that time he had been
- 2:37:26treated at the hospital for a concussion. He didn't have any of the usual
- 2:37:31excuses. She had no money of her own, he hadn't insured her.
- 2:37:35He stood to gain nothing by getting rid of her. There was no other
- 2:37:37woman he meant to replace her with. She didn't nag and quarrel with him.
- 2:37:41She was a docile, tractable sort of wife. But this thing in
- 2:37:46his brain kept whispering kill, kill, Kill. He had fought it down
- 2:37:50until six weeks ago, more from fear and a sense of self preservation than
- 2:37:56from compunction. The discovery that there was some stranger calling on her in the
- 2:38:01afternoons when he was away was all that had been needed to unleash it in
- 2:38:05all its hydra headed ferocity, and the thought that he would be killing two
- 2:38:09instead of just one now was an added incentive. So every afternoon, for
- 2:38:15six weeks now when he came home from his shop, he had brought little
- 2:38:18things with him, very little things that were so harmless, so inoffensive in
- 2:38:22themselves, that no one, even had they seen them, could have guessed.
- 2:38:28Fine little strands of copper wires, such as he sometimes used in his
- 2:38:31watch repairing, And each time a very little package containing a substance that well
- 2:38:37an explosives expert might have recognized, but no one else. There was just
- 2:38:41enough in each one of those packages, if ignited to go and flare up
- 2:38:46like flashlight powder does loose like that, it couldn't hurt you, but only
- 2:38:50burned your skin, of course, if you got too near it. But
- 2:38:54wadded tightly into cells, And what had formerly been a soap box down in
- 2:38:58the basement compressed to within an inch of its life the way he had it,
- 2:39:03The whole accumulated thirty six days worth of it. For he hadn't brought
- 2:39:07any home on Sundays. That would be a different story. They'd never know.
- 2:39:13There wouldn't be enough left of the flimsy house for them to go by
- 2:39:16sewer gas, they'd think, or a pocket of natural gas in the ground
- 2:39:20somewhere around under them. Something like that happened over on the other side of
- 2:39:24town two years ago that had given him the idea. Originally, he brought
- 2:39:30home batteries to the ordinary dry cell kind, just two of them, one
- 2:39:33at a time. As far as the substance itself was concerned, where he
- 2:39:37got it was his business. No one would ever know where he got it.
- 2:39:41That was the beauty of getting such a little at a time like that.
- 2:39:46It wasn't even missed where he got it from. She didn't ask him
- 2:39:48what was in these little packages because she didn't even see them. He had
- 2:39:52them in his pocket each time, and of course he didn't smoke coming home.
- 2:39:58But even if she had seen them, she probably wouldn't have asked him.
- 2:40:01She wasn't the nosy kind that asked questions. She would have thought it
- 2:40:03was watch parts, maybe that he brought home to work over at night or
- 2:40:07something. And then too, she was so rattled and flustered herself these days,
- 2:40:11trying to cover up the fact that she had had a caller that he
- 2:40:15could have brought in a grandfather clock under his arm, and she probably wouldn't
- 2:40:18have noticed it. Well, so much. The worse for her death was
- 2:40:22spinning its web beneath her busy feet as they bustled obliviously back and forth in
- 2:40:26those ground floor rooms. He'd been in a shop tinkering with watch parts,
- 2:40:31and the phone would ring, mister Stap, mister Stap, your house has
- 2:40:35just been demolished by a blast. A slight concussion of the brain simplifies matters
- 2:40:39so beautifully. He knew she didn't intend running off with his unknown stranger,
- 2:40:46and at first he had wondered why not. By now he thought he had
- 2:40:48arrived at a satisfactory answer. It was that he Stap was working, and
- 2:40:54the other men evidently wasn't wouldn't be able to provide for her if she left
- 2:40:58with him. That must be it. What other reason could there be?
- 2:41:03She wanted to have her cake and eat it too, So that was all
- 2:41:07he was good for? Was it to keep a roof over her head?
- 2:41:09Well, he was going to lift that roof sky high, blow it to
- 2:41:13smithereens. He didn't really want her to run off anyway. That wouldn't have
- 2:41:18satisfied this thing within him that cried to kill, kill, kill. It
- 2:41:24wanted to get the two of them and nothing short of that would do.
- 2:41:28And if he and she had had a five year old kid, say,
- 2:41:31he would have included the kid in the Holocaust too, although a kid that
- 2:41:35age obviously couldn't be guilty of anything. A doctor would have known what to
- 2:41:39make of this and would have phoned a hospital in a hurry, But unfortunately
- 2:41:43doctors aren't mind readers, and people don't go around with their thoughts placarded on
- 2:41:46sandwich boards. The last little package had been brought in two days ago.
- 2:41:52The box had all it could hold, now, twice as much as was
- 2:41:56necessary to blow up the house, enough to break every window for a radius
- 2:42:01of blocks, only there were hardly any. They were in an isolated location,
- 2:42:05and that fact gave him a paradoxical feeling of virtue, as though he
- 2:42:09were doing a good deed. He was destroying his own but he wasn't endangering
- 2:42:13anybody else's home. The wires were in place, the batteries that would give
- 2:42:18off the necessary spark were attached. All that was necessary now was the final
- 2:42:22adjustment, the hook up, and then kill, kill, kill, the
- 2:42:28thing within him gloated. Today was the day he had been working over the
- 2:42:33alarm clock all morning to the exclusion of everything else. It was only a
- 2:42:37dollar and a half alarm, but he had given it more loving care than
- 2:42:41someone's Swiss movement pocket watch or platinum and diamond wrist watch, taking it apart,
- 2:42:46cleaning it, oiling it, adjusting it, putting it together again,
- 2:42:52so that there was no slightest possibility of it failing him, of it not
- 2:42:56playing its part, of its stopping or jamming, or anything else. That
- 2:43:00was one good thing about being your own boss, operating your own shop.
- 2:43:03There was no one over you to tell you what to do and what not
- 2:43:07to do, and he didn't have an apprentice or helper in the shop either
- 2:43:11to notice this peculiar absorption in a mere alarm clock and tell someone about it
- 2:43:16later other days, he came home from work at five. This mysterious caller,
- 2:43:22this intruder, must be there from about two thirty or three until shortly
- 2:43:28before she expected him one afternoon. It had started to drizzle at about a
- 2:43:31quarter to three, and when he turned in at his doorway over two hours
- 2:43:35later, there was still a large dry patch on the asphalt out before their
- 2:43:39house, just beginning to blacken over with a fine misty precipitation that was still
- 2:43:43falling. That was how he knew the time of her treachery so well.
- 2:43:48He could, of course, if he had wanted to bring the thing out
- 2:43:52into the open, simply have come an unexpected hour earlier any afternoon during those
- 2:43:58six weeks and confronted them to face. But he preferred the way of guile
- 2:44:03in murderous revenge. They might have had some explanation to offer that would weaken
- 2:44:07his purpose, rob him of his excuse to do the thing he craved.
- 2:44:11And he knew her so well that in his secret heart he feared she would
- 2:44:16have if he once gave her the chance to offer it. Feared was the
- 2:44:20right word. He wanted to do this thing. He wasn't interested in a
- 2:44:24showdown. He was interested in a payoff. This artificially nurtured grievance had brought
- 2:44:30the poison in his system to a head that was all. Without it,
- 2:44:35it might have remained latent for another five years, but it would have erupted
- 2:44:37sooner or later. Anyway. He knew the hours of her domestic routine so
- 2:44:43well that it was the simplest matter in the world for him to return to
- 2:44:46the house on his errand at a time when she would not be there.
- 2:44:50She did her cleaning in the morning, then she had the impromptu morsel that
- 2:44:54she called lunch. Then she went out in the early afternoon and did her
- 2:44:58marketing for their evening miss. They had a phone in the house, but
- 2:45:01she never ordered over it. She liked. She often told him to see
- 2:45:05what she was getting. Otherwise, the tradespeople simply foisted whatever they chose on
- 2:45:09you at their own prices. So from one until two was the time for
- 2:45:13him to do it and be sure of getting away again unobserved. Afterwards,
- 2:45:18at twelve thirty sharp, he wrapped up the alarm clock in ordinary brown paper,
- 2:45:24tucked it under his arm, and left his shop. He left it
- 2:45:26every day at this time to go to his own lunch. He would be
- 2:45:30a little longer getting back to day, that was all. He locked the
- 2:45:33door carefully after him. Of course, no use taking chances. He had
- 2:45:37too many valuable watches in there under repair and observation. He boarded the bus
- 2:45:43at the corner below, just as he did every day when he was really
- 2:45:46going home for the night. There was no danger of being recognized or identified
- 2:45:50by any bus driver or fellow passenger or anything like that. This was too
- 2:45:54big a city. Hundreds of people used these buses night and day. The
- 2:46:00drivers didn't even glance up at you when you paid your fare, deftly made
- 2:46:03change for you back hand by their sense of touch alone on the coin you
- 2:46:07gave them. The bus was practically empty. No one was going out his
- 2:46:11way at this hour of the day. He got off at his usual stop,
- 2:46:13three interminable suburban blocks away from where he lived, which was why his
- 2:46:18house had not been a particularly good investment when he bought it, and no
- 2:46:22others had been put up around it afterwards, but it had its compensations.
- 2:46:26On such a day as this, there were no neighbors to glimpse him returning
- 2:46:31to it at this unusual hour from their windows. And remember that fact afterwards.
- 2:46:37The first of the three blocks he had to walk had a row of
- 2:46:39taxpayers on it one story store fronts. The next two were absolutely vacant from
- 2:46:45corner to corner, just a panel of advertising billboards on both sides, with
- 2:46:50their gallery of friendly people that beamed on him twice each day. Incurable optimists,
- 2:46:54these people were even to day when they were going to be shattered and
- 2:46:58splintered. They cantinued to grin and smirk their council and messages of cheer.
- 2:47:03The perspiring bald headed fat man about to quaff some non alcoholic beverage. The
- 2:47:09pause that refreshes the grinning colored laundress hanging up wash. No, ma'am,
- 2:47:13I just uses a little OXI dol the farm wife at the rural telephone,
- 2:47:18sniggering over her shoulder, still talking about their new forward eight. They'd beat
- 2:47:24tatters and kindly in two hours from now, and they didn't have sense enough
- 2:47:28to get down off there and hurry away. You'll wish you had, he
- 2:47:33whispered darkly as he passed by beneath them, clock under arm. But the
- 2:47:37point was that if ever a man walked three city blocks in broad daylight,
- 2:47:41unseen by the human eye, he did that now. He turned in on
- 2:47:46the short cement walk. When he came to his house at last, pulled
- 2:47:50back the screen door, put his latch key into the wooden inner door,
- 2:47:52and let himself in. She wasn't home, of course, he had known
- 2:47:56she wouldn't be, or he wouldn't have come back like this. He closed
- 2:48:01the door again after him moved forward into the blue twilight dimness of the inside
- 2:48:05of the house. It seemed like that at first, after the glare of
- 2:48:07the street. She had the green shades down three quarters of the way on
- 2:48:11all the windows to keep it cool until she came back. He didn't take
- 2:48:16his hat off or anything. He wasn't staying particularly after once he set this
- 2:48:20clock. He was carrying in motion. In fact, it was going to
- 2:48:24be a creepy feeling, even walking back those three blocks to the bus stop
- 2:48:28and standing waiting for the bus to take him down town again, knowing all
- 2:48:31the time something was going to talk to talk in the stillness back here,
- 2:48:37even though it wouldn't happen for a couple of hours. Yet he went directly
- 2:48:41to the door leading down to the basement. It was a good stout wooden
- 2:48:45door. He passed through it, closed it behind him, and went down
- 2:48:48the bare brick steps to the basement floor. In the winter, of course,
- 2:48:52she'd have to come down here occasionally to regulate the oil burner while he
- 2:48:56was away, But after the fifteenth of April, no one but himself ever
- 2:49:00came down here at any time, and it was now long past the fifteenth
- 2:49:03of April. She hadn't even known that he had come down, that he
- 2:49:07had slipped down each night for a few minutes while she was in the kitchen
- 2:49:11doing the dishes, and by the time she got through and came out,
- 2:49:13he was upstairs again behind his newspaper. It didn't take long to add the
- 2:49:18contents of each successive little package to what was already in the box. The
- 2:49:22wiring had taken more time, but he had gotten that done one night when
- 2:49:26she had gone out to the movies, so she said, and then had
- 2:49:31been very vague about what the picture was she had seen, but he hadn't
- 2:49:33pressed her. The basement was provided with a light bulb over the stairs,
- 2:49:39but it wasn't necessary to use it except at night. Daylight was admitted through
- 2:49:43a horizontal slit of window that on the outside was flushed with the ground,
- 2:49:46but on the inside was up directly under the basement ceiling. The glass was
- 2:49:50wire mashed for protection, and so cloudy with lack of attention as to be
- 2:49:54nearly opaque. The box that was no longer merely a box now al but
- 2:50:00an infertile machine, was standing over against the wall to one side of the
- 2:50:03oil burner. He didn't dare shift it about any more. Now that it
- 2:50:07was wired and the batteries inserted, he went over to it and squatted down
- 2:50:11on his heels before it, and put his hand on it with a sort
- 2:50:15of loving gesture. He was proud of it, prouder than of any fine
- 2:50:20watch he'd ever repaired or reconstructed. A watch, after all, was inanimate.
- 2:50:24This was going to become animate in a few more minutes. Maybe diabolically
- 2:50:30so, but animate just the same. It was like giving birth. He
- 2:50:37wrapped the clock and spread out the few necessary small implements he had brought with
- 2:50:41him from the shop. On the floor beside him, Two fine copper wires
- 2:50:46were sticking stiffly out of a small hole. He'd bore it into the box
- 2:50:50in readiness, like the antennae of some kind of insect. Through them,
- 2:50:54death would go in. He wound the clock up first, for he couldn't
- 2:50:58safely that once it was connected. He wound it up to within an inch
- 2:51:03of its life, with a professionally deft economy of wrist motion. Not for
- 2:51:07nothing was he a watch repairer. It must have sounded ominous down there in
- 2:51:11that hush basement to hear that crick crack, that so domestic sound that denotes
- 2:51:18going to bed, peace, slumber, security, that this time denoted approaching
- 2:51:24annihilation. It would have if there'd been any listener. There wasn't any but
- 2:51:28himself. It didn't sound ominous to him. It sounded delicious. He set
- 2:51:33the alarm for three. But there was a difference now, instead of just
- 2:51:37setting off a harmless bell when the hour hand reached three, in the minute
- 2:51:41hand reached twelve, the wires attached to it leading to the batteries would set
- 2:51:46off a spark, a single, tiny, evanescent spark, that was all.
- 2:51:52And when that happened, all the way downtown where his shop was,
- 2:51:56the showcase would vibrate, and maybe one or two of the more delicate could
- 2:52:00watch mechanisms would stop, and people in the streets would stop and ask one
- 2:52:03another what was that. They probably wouldn't even be able to tell definitely afterwards
- 2:52:09that there'd been any one else beside herself in the house at the time.
- 2:52:13They'd know that she had been there only by process of elimination. She wouldn't
- 2:52:18be anywhere else afterwards. They'd know that the house had been there only by
- 2:52:20the hole in the ground and the litter around. He wondered why more people
- 2:52:26didn't do things like this. They didn't know what they were missing, probably
- 2:52:30not clever enough to be able to make the things themselves. That was why,
- 2:52:35when he had set the clock itself by his own pocket watch one fifteen,
- 2:52:39he pried the back off it. He had already bored a little hole
- 2:52:41through this at his shop. Carefully, he guided the antenna like wires through
- 2:52:46it. More carefully still, he fastened them to the necessary parts of the
- 2:52:50mechanism without letting a trimmer course along them. It was highly dangerous, but
- 2:52:54his hands didn't play him false. They were too skilled at this sort of
- 2:52:58thing. It wasn't vital to reattach the back to the clock. The result
- 2:53:03would be the same if it stood open or closed, But he did that
- 2:53:05too, to give the sense of completion to the job that his craftsman soul
- 2:53:09found necessary. When he had done with it, it stood there on the
- 2:53:15floor, as if placed there at random, up against an innocent looking copperlighted
- 2:53:18soap box ticking away. Ten minutes had gone by since he had come down
- 2:53:24here. One hour and forty minutes were still to go by. Death was
- 2:53:28on the wing. He stood up and looked down at his work. He
- 2:53:33nodded. He retreated his step across the basement floor, still looking down,
- 2:53:37and nodded again, as if the slight perspective gained only enhanced it. He
- 2:53:41went over to the foot of the stairs leading up and stopped once more and
- 2:53:45looked over. He had very good eyes. He could see the exact minute
- 2:53:48notches on the dial all the way over where he now was. One had
- 2:53:52just gone by. He smiled a little and went on up the stairs,
- 2:53:56not furtively or fearfully, but as a mend in his own house, with
- 2:54:01an unhurried air of ownership, heads up, shoulders back, tread firm.
- 2:54:05He hadn't heard a sound over his head while he was down there, and
- 2:54:09you could hear sounds quite easily through the thin flooring. He knew that by
- 2:54:13experience even the opening and closing of doors above could be heard down here.
- 2:54:16Certainly the footsteps of anyone walking about in the ground floor rooms if they bore
- 2:54:22down with their normal weight, and when they stood above certain spots and spoke,
- 2:54:26the sound of the voices and even what was said came through clearly due
- 2:54:31to some trick of acoustics. He had heard a commentator clearly on the radio
- 2:54:35several times while he was down here. That was why he was all the
- 2:54:39more unprepared as he opened the basement door and stepped out into the ground floor
- 2:54:43hall to hear a soft tread somewhere up above on the second floor, a
- 2:54:48single solitary footfall, separate, disconnected, like Robinson Crusoe's footprint. He stood
- 2:54:54stock still a moment, listening tensely, thinking, hoping rather he'd been mistaken,
- 2:55:00but he hadn't. The slur of a bureau drawer being drawn open or
- 2:55:03closed reached him, and then a faint tinkling sound, as though something had
- 2:55:07lightly struck one of the glass toilet articles on Frand's dresser. Who else could
- 2:55:13it be but she? And yet there was a stealth to these vague,
- 2:55:16disconnected noises that didn't sound like her. He would have heard her come in
- 2:55:20her high heels usually exploded along the hardwood floors like little fire crackers. Some
- 2:55:26sixth scents made him turn suddenly and look behind him toward the dining room,
- 2:55:30and he was just in time to see a man, half crouched, shoulders
- 2:55:33bunched forward, creeping up on him. He was still a few yards away,
- 2:55:37beyond the dining room threshold. But before Stap could do more than drop
- 2:55:39open his mouth with reflex astonishment, he had closed in on him, caught
- 2:55:43him brutally by the throat with one hand, flung him back against the wall
- 2:55:46and pinned him there. What are you doing here? Stat managed to gasp
- 2:55:52out, Hey, Bill, somebody is home. The man called out guardedly.
- 2:55:58Then he struck out at him, hit him as stunning blow on the
- 2:56:00side of the head with his free hand. Stap didn't reel because the wall
- 2:56:05was at the back of his head. That gave him back the blow doubly,
- 2:56:07and his senses dolled into a worrying flux for a minute. Before they
- 2:56:11had cleared again, a second man had leaped down off the stairs from one
- 2:56:13of the rooms above in the act of finishing cramming something into his pocket.
- 2:56:18You know what to do, hurry up, the first one ordered, give
- 2:56:22me something to tie him with, and let's get out of here. For
- 2:56:24God's sake, don't tout. Stap managed to articulate through the strangling grip on
- 2:56:30his windpipe. The rest of it was lost in a blur of frenzied struggle
- 2:56:33on his part flailing out with his legs clawing at his own throat to free
- 2:56:37it. He wasn't fighting the man off, He was only trying to tear
- 2:56:39that throttling impediment off long enough to get out what he had to tell them.
- 2:56:43But as assailant couldn't tell the difference, he struck him savagely. A
- 2:56:46second and third time. Stap went limp there against the wall without losing consciousness.
- 2:56:54The second one had come back already with a rope. It looked like
- 2:56:56Fran's clothes line from the kitchen that she used on money days. Stap head
- 2:57:01falling forward dazedly upon the pinioning arm that still had him by the jugular,
- 2:57:05was dimly aware of this going around and around him, criss cross in and
- 2:57:09out legs and body and arms. Don't he panted. His mouth was suddenly
- 2:57:16nearly torn into and a large handkerchief or rag was thrust in, effectively silencing
- 2:57:20all further sound. Then they whipped something around outside of that to keep it
- 2:57:24in and fastened it behind his head. His senses were clearing again now that
- 2:57:28it was too late. Fier huh, one of them muttered, grimly,
- 2:57:33what's he protecting? The place is a lemon. There's nothing in it.
- 2:57:37Stapp felt a hand spade into his vest pocket, take his watch out,
- 2:57:41then into his trouser pocket, and remove the little change he had on him.
- 2:57:46Where all we put him, leave him where he is. No,
- 2:57:50I did my last stretch just on account of leaving a guy in the open
- 2:57:54where he could put a squad car on my tail. Too quick they nab
- 2:57:56me a block away, I'd shove him back down in there where he was.
- 2:58:01This brought on a new spasm, almost epileptic in its violence. He
- 2:58:05squirmed and writhed and shook his head back and forth. They'd picked him up
- 2:58:09between them now head and feet, kicked the basement door open, and were
- 2:58:13carrying him down the steps to the bottom. They still couldn't be made to
- 2:58:16understand that he wasn't resisting, that he wouldn't call the police, that he
- 2:58:20wouldn't lift a finger to have them apprehended, if only they'd let him get
- 2:58:24out of here with them. This is more like it, one said,
- 2:58:30as they deposited him on the floor. Whoever lives in the house with him
- 2:58:33won't find him so quick steps started to roll his eyes back and forth on
- 2:58:39the floor like something demented toward the clock, then toward them, toward the
- 2:58:43clock, toward them, but so fast that it finally lost all possible meaning,
- 2:58:46even if it would have had any for them in the first place,
- 2:58:50and it wouldn't have, of course, they still thought he was trying to
- 2:58:54free himself in unconquerable opposition. Look at that, one of them jeered,
- 2:59:00ever see anyone like him in your life? He backed his arm threateningly at
- 2:59:03the wriggling form. I'll give you one that'll hold you for good if you
- 2:59:07don't cut it out. Tie him up to that pipe over there in the
- 2:59:11corner, his companion suggested, or he'll wear himself out rolling all over the
- 2:59:15place. They dragged him backwards along the floor and lashed him in a sitting
- 2:59:18position, legs out before him, with an added length of rope that had
- 2:59:22been coiled in the basement. Then they brushed their hands ostentatiously and started up
- 2:59:26the basement stairs, one behind the other, breathing hard from the struggle they
- 2:59:30had had with him. Back up what we got, and let's blow,
- 2:59:33one muttered. We'll have to pull another one tonight, and this time you
- 2:59:37let me do the pickin. It looked like the berries. His mate alibied,
- 2:59:41now one home and standing way off by itself like it is a peculiar
- 2:59:46sound, like the low simmering of a tea kettle, where the mewing of
- 2:59:50a newborn kitten left out in the rain to die came percolating thinly through the
- 2:59:54gap in Stap's mouth. His vocal cords were strained to bursting with the effort
- 2:59:58it was costing him to make even that slight sound. His eyes were round
- 3:00:01and staring fastened on them in horror and imploring. They saw the look as
- 3:00:07they went on up, but couldn't read it. It might have been just
- 3:00:09the physical effort of trying to burst his bonds. It might have been the
- 3:00:13rage and threatened retribution. For all they knew, the first passed obliviously through
- 3:00:18the basement doorway and disappeared from sight. The second stopped halfway to the top
- 3:00:22of the stairs and glanced complacently back at him, the way he himself.
- 3:00:26I had looked back at his own handiwork just short minutes ago. Take it
- 3:00:31easy, he jeered, relax. I used to be a sailor. You'll
- 3:00:35never get out of them, notts, buddy, Stap swoveled his skull desperately
- 3:00:39threw his eyes at the clock one last time. They almost started out of
- 3:00:43their sockets. He put such physical effort into the look this time the man
- 3:00:48got it finally, but got it wrong. He flung his arm at him
- 3:00:52derisively, trying to tell me you got a date. Oh, no,
- 3:00:56you haven't. You only think you have. Why do you care what time
- 3:00:58it is is Y're not going any place. And then, with the horrible
- 3:01:03slowness of a nightmare, though it only seemed that way, for he resumed
- 3:01:07his ascent fairly briskly. His head went out through the doorway, his shoulders
- 3:01:11followed his waist next. Now, even then, optical communication was cut off
- 3:01:16between them, and if only Stap had had a minute more he might have
- 3:01:20made him understand. There was only one back thrust foot left in sight.
- 3:01:24Now poised on the topmost basement step to take flight, Stap's eyes were on
- 3:01:30it as though their burning plea could hold it back. The hill lifted up,
- 3:01:33it rose trailed through. After the rest of the man was gone.
- 3:01:37Stap heaved himself so violently as if to go after it by sheer will power
- 3:01:41that for a moment his whole body was a distended bow, clear of the
- 3:01:46floor from shoulders to heels. Then he fell flat again with a muffled thud,
- 3:01:52and a little dust came out from under him, and a half dozen
- 3:01:54little separate skins of sweat started down his face at one time, crossing and
- 3:01:58intercrossing as they coursed. The basement door ebbed back into its frame, and
- 3:02:03the latch dropped into its socket with a minor click. That the hymn was
- 3:02:07like the crack of doom in the silence now above. The surge of his
- 3:02:11own tidal breathing that came and went, like surf upon a shoreline was the
- 3:02:16counterpoint of the clock. For a moment or two longer. He drew what
- 3:02:24consolation he could from the knowledge of their continued presence above him. An occasional
- 3:02:30stealthy footfall here and there, never more than two in succession, for they
- 3:02:33moved with marvelous dexterity. They must have had a lot of practice in breaking
- 3:02:37and entering. They were very cautious walkers from long habit, even when there
- 3:02:41was no further need for it. A single remark filtered through from somewhere near
- 3:02:45the back door. I'll set let's take it this way. The creak of
- 3:02:50a hinge and the horrid finality of a door closing after them, the back
- 3:02:54door which Fran may have forgotten to lock, and by which they had presumably
- 3:02:58entered in the first place. And then they were gone, and with them
- 3:03:03went his only link with the outside world. They were the only two people
- 3:03:07in the whole city who knew where he was at this moment. No one
- 3:03:11else, not a living soul, knew where to find him, nor what
- 3:03:16would happen to him if he wasn't found and gotten out of here. By
- 3:03:18three o'clock it was twenty five to two. Now. His discovery of their
- 3:03:24presence, the fight, their trussing him up with the rope, and their
- 3:03:26final, unhurried departure had all taken place within fifteen minutes. It went t
- 3:03:31t t tick tick tack tick tick, so rhythmically, so remorselessly, so
- 3:03:39fast, and hour and twenty five minutes left, eighty five minutes left.
- 3:03:46How long that could seem if he were waiting for someone on a corner under
- 3:03:50an umbrella in the rain, like he had once waited for Fran outside the
- 3:03:56office where she worked before they were married, only to find that she had
- 3:03:58been taken ill and gone home early that day. How long that could seem
- 3:04:03if you were stretched out on a hospital bed with knife pains in your head
- 3:04:07and nothing to look at but white walls until they brought your next tray,
- 3:04:11as he had that time of the concussion. How long that could seem when
- 3:04:15you'd finished the paper and one of the tubes had burned out in the radio,
- 3:04:18and it was too early to go to bed. Yet, how short,
- 3:04:22how fleeting, how instantaneous that could seem when it was all the time
- 3:04:26there was left for you to live, and you were going to die at
- 3:04:30the end of it. No clock had ever gone this fast, of all
- 3:04:33the hundreds that he had looked at and set right. This was a demon
- 3:04:37clock. Its quarter hours were minutes, and its minutes seconds. Its lesser
- 3:04:41hand didn't even pause at all on those notches, the way it should have
- 3:04:45passed on from one to the next, in perpetual motion. It was cheating
- 3:04:48him. It wasn't keeping the right time. Somebody slow it down at least,
- 3:04:52if nothing else. It was twirling like a pin wheel. That secondary
- 3:04:58hand. Tik tok, TikTok, tik tok. He broke it up into
- 3:05:03Here I go, Here I go, Here I go. There was a
- 3:05:05long period of silence that seemed to go on forever. After the two of
- 3:05:09them had left, the clock told him it was only twenty one minutes.
- 3:05:13Then at four to two, a door opened above without warning. Oh blessed
- 3:05:18sound, Oh lovely sound, the front door, this time over above that
- 3:05:22side of the basement, and high heeled shoes clacked over his head like castanets.
- 3:05:30Fren. He shouted, freen, he yelled, fren He screamed,
- 3:05:35but all that got past the gag was a low whimper that didn't even reach
- 3:05:39across the basement. His face was dark with the effort it cost him,
- 3:05:43and a cord stood out at each side of his palpitating neck like a splint.
- 3:05:48The tap, tap, tap, went into the kitchen, stopped a
- 3:05:50minute. She was putting down her parcels. She didn't have things delivered,
- 3:05:54because then you are expected to tip the errand boyt incense came back again.
- 3:06:00If only there was something he could kick at with his interlocked feet, make
- 3:06:05a clatter with the cellar flooring was bare from wall to wall. He tried
- 3:06:09hoisting his lashed legs clear of the floor, and pounding them down again with
- 3:06:13all his might, maybe the sound of the impact would carry up to her.
- 3:06:16All he got was a soft, cushioned sound, with twice the pain
- 3:06:20of striking a stone surface with your bare palm, and not even as much
- 3:06:24distinctness. His shoes were rubber heeled, and he could not tilt them up
- 3:06:28and around far enough to bring them down on the leather part above the lifts.
- 3:06:33An electrical discharge of pain shot up the backs of his legs, coursed
- 3:06:37up his spine, and exploded at the back of his head like a brilliant
- 3:06:39rocket. Meanwhile, her steps had halted about where the hall closet was.
- 3:06:45She must be hanging up her coat. Then went on toward the stairs that
- 3:06:48led to the upper floor, faded out upon them going up. She was
- 3:06:52out of earshot now temporarily, but she was in the house with him.
- 3:06:56At least, that awful a loneness was gone. He felt such gratitude for
- 3:07:01her nearness, He felt such love and need for her. He wondered how
- 3:07:05he could have ever thought of doing away with her only one short hour ago.
- 3:07:11He saw now that he must have been insane to contemplate such a thing.
- 3:07:15Well, if he had been, he was sane. Now he was
- 3:07:18rational. Now this ordeal had brought him to his senses. Only release him,
- 3:07:24only rescue him from his jeopardy, and he'd never again. Five after
- 3:07:30she had been back nine minutes. Now there it was ten, at first
- 3:07:35slowly, then faster and faster. Terror, which had momentarily been quelled by
- 3:07:39her return, began to fasten upon him again. Why did she stay up
- 3:07:43there on the second floor like that? Why didn't she come down here to
- 3:07:46the basement to look for something? Wasn't there anything down here that she might
- 3:07:50suddenly be in need of? He looked around, and there wasn't. There
- 3:07:54wasn't a possible thing that might bring her down here. They kept their basement
- 3:07:58so clean, so empty. Why wasn't it piled up with all sorts of
- 3:08:03junk like other peoples that might have saved him? Now she might intend to
- 3:08:07stay up there all afternoon. She might lie down and take a nap.
- 3:08:11She might shampoo her hair, she might do over an old dress. Any
- 3:08:15one of those trivial, harmless occupations of a woman during her husband's absence prove
- 3:08:20so fatal. Now she might count on staying up there until it was time
- 3:08:24to begin getting his supper ready. And if she did no supper, no
- 3:08:31she, no he? Then a measure of relief came again. The man,
- 3:08:35the man whom he had intended destroying along with her. He would save
- 3:08:41him, He would be the means of his salvation. He came other days,
- 3:08:45didn't he in the afternoon while stapp was away? Then, oh God,
- 3:08:48let him come today, Make this one of the days they had a
- 3:08:52rendezvous. And yet maybe it just wasn't. For if he came, that
- 3:08:56would bring her down to the lower floor, if only to it at him.
- 3:09:01And how infinitely greater his chances would be with two pairs of ears in
- 3:09:03the house to overhear some wisp of sound, he might make them with just
- 3:09:09one. And so he found himself in the anomalous position of a husband,
- 3:09:13praying, pleading with every ounce of fervency he could muster for the arrival,
- 3:09:18the materialization of arrival whose existence he had only suspected until now, never been
- 3:09:24positive. Of eleven past, two forty nine minutes left less than the time
- 3:09:31it took to sit through the a part of a picture show, less than
- 3:09:35the time it took to get a hair cut. If he had to wait
- 3:09:37your turn, less than the time it took to sit through a Sunday meal,
- 3:09:41or listen to an hour program on the radio. A ride on the
- 3:09:45bus from here to the beach for a dip, less than all of those
- 3:09:48things to live. Oh no, he had been meant to live thirty more
- 3:09:54years, forty What had become of those years, those months, those weeks,
- 3:10:00No, not just minutes left. It wasn't fair. Fran, he
- 3:10:05shrieked, Fran, come down here, can't you hear me? The gag
- 3:10:09drank it up like a sponge. The phone trilled out suddenly in the lower
- 3:10:13hallway, midway between him and her. He had never heard such a beautiful
- 3:10:16sound before. Thank god, he sobbed, and a tear stood out in
- 3:10:22each eye. That must be the man now, that would bring her down?
- 3:10:26Then fear again. Suppose it was only to tell her that he wasn't
- 3:10:31coming, Or worse still, suppose it was to ask her instead to come
- 3:10:35out and meet him somewhere else, leave him alone down here once again,
- 3:10:39with this horror ticking away opposite him. No child was ever so terrified of
- 3:10:43being left alone in the dark of its parents. Putting out the light and
- 3:10:48leaving it to the mercy of the boogeyman. As this grown man was at
- 3:10:52the thought of her going out of the house and leaving him behind, it
- 3:10:56kept on ringing a moment longer, and then he heard her quick step to
- 3:10:58desay the stairs to answer it. He could hear every word she said down
- 3:11:03there where he was, these cheap matchwood houses. Hello, yes, Dave,
- 3:11:09I just got in now, then, Oh Dave, I'm all upset.
- 3:11:13I had seventeen dollars upstairs in my bureau drawer and it's gone. And
- 3:11:16the wristwatch that Paul gave me is gone too. Nothing else is missing.
- 3:11:20But it looks to me as if someone broke in here while I was out
- 3:11:22and robbed us. Step almost writhed with the light down there where he was.
- 3:11:28She knew they'd been robbed. She'd get the police now, Surely they'd
- 3:11:33search the whole place. Surely they'd look down here and find him. The
- 3:11:35man she was talking to must have asked her if she was sure, Well,
- 3:11:39I'll go look again, but I know it's gone. I know just
- 3:11:41where I left it, and it isn't there. Paul will have a fit.
- 3:11:46No, Paul wouldn't either if she'd only come down here and free him.
- 3:11:50He'd forgive her anything, even the cardinal sin of being robbed of his
- 3:11:54hard earned money. Then she said, no, I haven't reported it yet.
- 3:12:00I suppose I should, but I don't like the idea on your account.
- 3:12:03You know, I'm going to call up Paul at the shop. There's
- 3:12:07just a chance that he took the money and the watch both with him when
- 3:12:09he left this morning. I remember telling him the other night that it was
- 3:12:13losing time. He may have wanted to look it over. Well, all
- 3:12:16right, Dave, come on out then, so he was coming, so
- 3:12:20Stap wasn't to be left alone in the place. Hot breaths of relief pushed
- 3:12:24against the sodden gag at the back of his palate. There was a pause
- 3:12:28while she broke the connection. Then he heard her call his shop number,
- 3:12:33Trevalian four five one two, and waited while they were ringing, and of
- 3:12:37course no one answered. Tick tick tick, tick tick tick. The operator
- 3:12:43must have told her finally that they couldn't get the number. Well, keep
- 3:12:46ringing. He heard her say, it's my husband's store. He's always there
- 3:12:50at this hour. He screamed, in terrible silence. I'm right here under
- 3:12:54your feet. Don't waste time, for God's sake, Come away from the
- 3:12:58phone, come down here. Finally, when failure was reported a second time,
- 3:13:03she hung up. Even the hollow cupping sound of that detail reached him.
- 3:13:07Oh, everything reached him. But help. This was a torture that
- 3:13:13a grand inquisitor would have envied. He heard her steps move away from where
- 3:13:16the phone was. Wouldn't she guess by his absence from where he was supposed
- 3:13:22to be that something was wrong? Wouldn't she come down here now and look?
- 3:13:26Oh? Where was this woman's intuition they spoke about. No, how
- 3:13:31could she be expected to What connection could the basement of their house possibly have
- 3:13:37in her mind with the fact that he wasn't in his shop. Most likely
- 3:13:41she wasn't even alarmed so far by his absence. If it had been evening,
- 3:13:46but at this hour of the day, he might have gone out later
- 3:13:50than other days to his lunch. He might have had some errand to do.
- 3:13:54He heard her going up the stairs again, probably to resume her search
- 3:13:56for the missing money and watch he went Disappointedly, he was as cut off
- 3:14:01from her while she remained up there, as if she had been miles away
- 3:14:05instead of vertically over him in a straight line. It was twenty one past
- 3:14:11two, now, one half hour and nine scant minutes more left, and
- 3:14:16they ticked away with the prodigality of tropical rain drops on a corrugated tin roof.
- 3:14:22He kept straining and pulling away from the pipe that held him fast,
- 3:14:26then falling back, exhausted to rest awhile to struggle, and to strain some
- 3:14:31more. There was as recurrent a rhythm to it as there was to the
- 3:14:35ticking of the clock itself, only more widely spaced. How could ropes hold
- 3:14:41that unyieldingly? Each time he fell back weaker, less able to contend with
- 3:14:45them than the time before. For he wasn't little strands of hemp. He
- 3:14:50was layers of thin skin that broke one by one and gave forth burning pain
- 3:14:54and finally blood. The doorbell rang out sharply. The man had come.
- 3:15:00In less than ten minutes after their phone talk. He had reached the house.
- 3:15:03Stap's chest started rising and falling with renewed hope. Now his chances were
- 3:15:09good again, twice as good as before, with two people in the house
- 3:15:11instead of only one, four ears instead of two, to hear whatever slight
- 3:15:16sound he might manage to make, and he must, he must find a
- 3:15:20way of making one. He gave the stranger his bendiction while he stood there
- 3:15:24waiting to be admitted. Thank God for this admirer or whatever he was,
- 3:15:30Thank God for their rendezvous. He'd give them his blessing if they wanted it,
- 3:15:33all the worldly goods, anything, anything, if only they'd find him,
- 3:15:37free him. She came quickly down the stairs a second time, and
- 3:15:41her footfalls hurried down the hall. The front door opened. Hello, Dave,
- 3:15:48she said, and he heard the sound of a kiss, quite clearly,
- 3:15:52one of those loud, unabashed ones that bespeak cordiality rather than intrigue.
- 3:15:56A man's voice, deep resonant asked, well, did it turn up yet?
- 3:16:01No? And I've looked high and low, he heard her say,
- 3:16:05I try to get Paul after I spoke to you and he was out to
- 3:16:07lunch. Well, you can't just let seventeen dollars walk out the door without
- 3:16:11lifting your finger. For seventeen dollars they were standing there frittering his life away,
- 3:16:18and they're own too. For that matter. The fools they'll think I
- 3:16:22did it, I suppose he heard the man say, with a note of
- 3:16:26bitterness. Don't say things like that, she reproved. Come in the kitchen
- 3:16:30and I'll make you a cup of coffee. Her quick, brittle step went
- 3:16:33first, and his heavier, slower one followed. There was the sound of
- 3:16:37a couple of chairs being drawn out, and the man's footfalls died out entirely.
- 3:16:41Hers continued busily back and forth for a while, on a short orbit
- 3:16:45between stove and table. What were they going to do? Sit up there
- 3:16:48for the next half hour? Could he make them here in some way?
- 3:16:52He tried clearing his throat coughing. It hurt furiously because the lining of it
- 3:16:56was all raw from long strain. But the bag muffled even the cough to
- 3:17:01a blurred, purring sort of sound. Twenty six to three, Only minutes
- 3:17:05left, now, minutes, not even a full half hour anymore. Her
- 3:17:13footsteps stopped finally, and one chair shifted slightly as she joined him at the
- 3:17:16table. There was linoleum around the stove and sink that deadened sounds, but
- 3:17:22the middle part of the room where the table stood was ordinary pine board flooring.
- 3:17:26It let things through with crystalline accuracy. He heard her say don't you
- 3:17:31think we ought to tell Paul about us. The man didn't answer for a
- 3:17:35moment, maybe he was spooning sugar or thinking about what she had said.
- 3:17:41Finally, he asked, what kind of a guy is he? Paul's not
- 3:17:46narrow minded, She said, he's very fair and broad. Even in his
- 3:17:52agony, Step was dimly aware of one thing that didn't sound a bit like
- 3:17:56her, not her speaking well of him, but that she could calmly,
- 3:18:00detachedly contemplate broaching such a topic to him. She had always seemed so proper
- 3:18:05and slightly prudish, this, argued, a sophistication that he hadn't known she'd
- 3:18:09had. The man was evidently dubious about taking Paul into their confidence. At
- 3:18:15least he had nothing further to say. She went on, as though trying
- 3:18:18to convince him, you have nothing to be afraid of on Paul's account,
- 3:18:22Dave, I know him too well, and don't you see we can't keep
- 3:18:26on like this. It's better to go to him ourselves and tell him about
- 3:18:30you, than wait until he finds out he's liable to think something else entirely
- 3:18:33and keep it to himself. Broode, hold it against me unless we explain.
- 3:18:39I know that he didn't believe me that night when I helped you find
- 3:18:41a furnished room and told him I'd been to a movie. And I'm so
- 3:18:43nervous and upset each time he comes home in the evening. It's a wonder
- 3:18:48he hasn't noticed it before. Now, why I feel as guilty as if
- 3:18:52as if I were one of these disloyal wives or something. She laughed embarrassedly,
- 3:18:56as if apologizing to him for even bringing such a comparison up. What
- 3:19:01did she mean by that? Didn't you ever tell him about me at all?
- 3:19:05You mean in the beginning, Oh, I told him you'd been in
- 3:19:09one or two scrapes, But like a little fool, I let him think
- 3:19:11I'd lost track of you, didn't know where you were any more. Why
- 3:19:16that was her brother? She had said that about the man sitting up there
- 3:19:20with her confirmed it right as the thought burst in his mind. I know
- 3:19:24it's tough on you, sis, You're happily married and all that. I've
- 3:19:28got no right to come around and gum things up for you. No one's
- 3:19:31proud of a jail bird an escaped convict for a brother. David, he
- 3:19:37heard her say, and even through the flooring. There was such a ring
- 3:19:39of earnestness in her voice. Stap could almost visualize her reaching across the table
- 3:19:43and putting her hand reassuringly on his. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for
- 3:19:50you, and you should know that by now. Circumstances have been against you,
- 3:19:52that's all. You shouldn't have done what you did. But that's spilt
- 3:19:56milk, and there's no use going back over it now. I suppose I'll
- 3:20:01have to go back and finish it out. Seven years though fran seven years
- 3:20:05out of a man's life, But this way you have no life at all.
- 3:20:11Were they going to keep on talking his life away? Nineteen to three,
- 3:20:15one quarter of an hour and four minutes over before you do anything.
- 3:20:20Let's go down town and talk it over the pall. Hear what he says?
- 3:20:24One chair jarred back, then the other. You could hear dishes clatter,
- 3:20:26as though they had all been lumped together in one stack. I'll do
- 3:20:31these when I come back, she remarked. Were they going to leave again?
- 3:20:35Were they going to leave him behind here alone with only minutes to spare?
- 3:20:39Their footsteps had come out into the hall, now halted a moment undecidedly,
- 3:20:46I don't like the look of you being seen with me on the streets
- 3:20:48in broad daylight. You can get in trouble yourself. You know, why
- 3:20:52don't you phone him to come out here instead? Yes, yes, stat
- 3:20:56wailed, Stay with me, Stay, I'm not afraid, she said gallantly.
- 3:21:01I don't like to ask him to leave his work at this hour,
- 3:21:03and I can't tell him over the phone. Wait a minute, I'll get
- 3:21:07my hat. Her footsteps diverged momentarily from his rejoined them again. Panic stricken,
- 3:21:15stabbed the only thing he could think of. Struck the back of his
- 3:21:18own head violently against the thick pipe he was attached to. A sheet of
- 3:21:22blue flame darted before his eyes. He must have hit one of the welts,
- 3:21:26where he had already been struck once by the burglars. The pain was
- 3:21:30so excruciating he knew he couldn't repeat the attempt. But they must have heard
- 3:21:33something, some dull thud or reverberation must have carried up along the pipe.
- 3:21:39He heard her stop short for a minute and say what was that? And
- 3:21:43the man duller sense than she and killing him all unknowingly what I didn't hear
- 3:21:48anything? She took his word for it, went on again to the hall
- 3:21:52closet to get her coat. Then her footsteps retraced themselves all the way back
- 3:21:56through the dining room to the kitchen. Wait a minute, I want to
- 3:22:00make sure this back door's shut tight locking the stable. After the horse had
- 3:22:03gone, she came forward again through the house for the last time. There
- 3:22:07was the sound of the front door opening. She passed through it, the
- 3:22:11man passed through it. It closed, and they were gone. There was
- 3:22:16the faint whir of a car starting up outside in the open, and now
- 3:22:20he was left alone with his self fashioned doom a second time, and the
- 3:22:24first seemed to paradise in retrospect compared to this. For then he had a
- 3:22:28full hour to spare. He had been rich in time, and now he
- 3:22:31only had fifteen minutes, one miserly quarter hour. There wasn't any use struggling
- 3:22:37any more. He'd found that out long ago. He couldn't anyway, even
- 3:22:43if he had wanted to. Flames seemed to be licking lazily around his wrists
- 3:22:46and ankles. He'd found a sort of polliative. Now the only way there
- 3:22:50was left. He'd keep his eyes down and pretend the hens were moving slower
- 3:22:56than they were. It was better than watching them constantly. It blunted a
- 3:23:01little of the terror, at least the ticking he couldn't hide from. Of
- 3:23:05course, every once in a while, when he couldn't resist looking up and
- 3:23:07verifying his own calculations, there'd be a renewed burst of anguish, But in
- 3:23:13between times it made it more bearable to say, it's only gained a half
- 3:23:16minutes since the last time I looked. Then he'd hold out as long as
- 3:23:20he could with his eyes down, But when he couldn't stand it any more
- 3:23:24and would have to raise them to see if he was right it had gained
- 3:23:28two minutes. Then he'd have a bad fit of hysterics in which he called
- 3:23:31on God and even on his long dead mother to help him, and he
- 3:23:35couldn't see straight through the tears. Then he'd pull himself together again in a
- 3:23:39measure and start the self deception over again. It's only about thirty seconds now
- 3:23:43since I last looked. Now it's about a minute. But was it?
- 3:23:48But was it? And so on, mounting slowly to another climax of terror
- 3:23:54and abysmal collapse. Then suddenly the outside world intruded again that world that he
- 3:24:00was so cut off from that it already seemed as far away, as unreal,
- 3:24:03as if he were already dead. The doorbell rang out. He took
- 3:24:09no hope from the summons at first, maybe some peddler. No, that
- 3:24:13had been too aggressive to be a peddler's ring. It was the sort of
- 3:24:16ring that claimed it mission as its right, not as a favor. It
- 3:24:20came again. Whoever was ringing was irately impatient at being kept waiting. A
- 3:24:26third ring was given the bell, this time a veritable blast that kept on
- 3:24:28for nearly half a minute. The party must have kept his finger pressed to
- 3:24:33the bell button the whole time. Then, as the peal finally stopped,
- 3:24:37a voice called out forcefully, anybody home in there, gas company, And
- 3:24:41suddenly Stapp was quivering all over, almost whinnying in his anxiety. This was
- 3:24:48the one call, the one incident in all the day's domestic routine from earliest
- 3:24:52morning until latest night, that could have possibly brought anyone down into the basement.
- 3:24:58The meter was up there on the wall beside the stairs, staring him
- 3:25:01in the face, and her brother had had to take her out of the
- 3:25:03house at just this particular time, there was no one to let the man
- 3:25:09in. There was the impatient shuffle of a pair of feet on the cement
- 3:25:15walk. The man must have come down off the porch to gain perspective with
- 3:25:18which to look inquiringly up at the second floor windows, and for a fleeting
- 3:25:22moment as he chafed and shifted about out there before the house on the walk
- 3:25:28and off, Stap actually glimpsed the blurred shanks of his legs standing before the
- 3:25:31grimy transom that let light into the basement at ground level. All the potential
- 3:25:37savior had to do was crouch down and peer in through it, and he'd
- 3:25:41see him tied up down there, and the rest would be so easy.
- 3:25:45Why didn't he? Why didn't he? But evidently he didn't expect anyone to
- 3:25:50be in the basement of a house in which his triple ring went unanswered.
- 3:25:54The tantalizing trouser legs shifted out of range again, the transom becoming blink.
- 3:26:00A little saliva filtered through the mass of rag, and Stap's distended mouth trickled
- 3:26:03across his silently vibrating lower lip. The gas inspector gave the bell one more
- 3:26:09try, as if venting his disappointment at being balked, rather than in any
- 3:26:13expectation of being admitted this late in the proceedings. He gave it innumerable short
- 3:26:20jabs, like a telegraph key. Then he called out, disgustedly, evidently
- 3:26:26for the benefit of some unseen assistant waiting in a truck out on the curb
- 3:26:31er. They're never in when you want him to be. There was a
- 3:26:33single quick tread on the cement away from the house, then the slur of
- 3:26:37a light truck being driven off. Stap died a little, not metaphorically literally.
- 3:26:45His arms and legs got cold up to the shoulders and knees. His
- 3:26:48heart seemed to beat slower, and he had trouble getting a full breath.
- 3:26:52More saliva escaped and ran down his chin, and his head drooped forward and
- 3:26:56lay on his chest for a while inert. T Tu tu tu t tur.
- 3:27:03It brought him too after a while, as though it were something beneficent,
- 3:27:07smelling salts of ammonia, instead of being the malevolent thing it was.
- 3:27:11He noticed that his mind was starting to wander, not much as yet,
- 3:27:15but every once in a while he'd get strange fancies. One time he thought
- 3:27:20that his face was the clock dial, and that thing he kept staring at
- 3:27:24over there was his face. The pivot in the middle that held the two
- 3:27:28hands became his nose, and the tin and the two up near the top
- 3:27:33became his eyes. And he had a red tin beard and a head of
- 3:27:35hair, and a little round bell on the exact top of his crown for
- 3:27:39a hat. Gee, I look funny. He sobbed drowsily, and he
- 3:27:45caught himself twitching the muscles of his face, as if trying to stop those
- 3:27:48two hands that were clasped on it before they progressed any further and killed that
- 3:27:52man over there who was breathing so metallically. Tik tok, tik tok.
- 3:27:58Then he drove the weird notion away again, and he saw that it had
- 3:28:03been just another escape mechanism. Since he couldn't control the clock over there,
- 3:28:07he had attempted to change it into something else. Another vagary was that this
- 3:28:11ordeal had been brought on him as punishment for what he had intended doing to
- 3:28:16Fran, That he was being held fast there not by the inanimate ropes,
- 3:28:20but by some active punitive agency, and that if he exhibited remorse, pledged
- 3:28:26contrition to a proper degree, he could automatically affect his release at its hands.
- 3:28:31Thus, over and over, he whined, in the silence of his
- 3:28:35throttled throat, I'm sorry, I won't do it again. Just let me
- 3:28:39go this one time. I've learned my lesson. I'll never do it again.
- 3:28:45The outer world returned again. This time it was the phone. It
- 3:28:48must be Fran and her brother trying to find out if he had come back
- 3:28:52here in their absence. They'd found the shop closed, must have waited outside
- 3:28:56of it for a while, and then when he still didn't come, didn't
- 3:29:01know what to make of it. Now they were calling the house from a
- 3:29:03booth down there to see if he had been taken ill had returned here in
- 3:29:07the meantime when no one answered, that would tell them, surely that something
- 3:29:11was wrong. Wouldn't they come back now to find out what had happened to
- 3:29:15him? But why should they think he was here in the house if he
- 3:29:18didn't answer the phone, How could they dream he was in the basement The
- 3:29:22whole time They'd hang around outside the shop some more, waiting for him,
- 3:29:28until as time went on and Fran became real worried. Maybe they'd go to
- 3:29:31the police, but that would be hours from now. What good would it
- 3:29:37do. They'd look everywhere but here for him. When a man is reported
- 3:29:41missing, the last place they'd look for him would be in his own home.
- 3:29:46It stopped ringing finally, and its last vibration seemed to hang tenuously on
- 3:29:50the lifeless air long after it had ceased, humming outward in a spreading circle,
- 3:29:54like a pebble dropped into a stagnant pool, m until it was gone
- 3:30:03and silence came rolling back in its wake. She would be outside the pay
- 3:30:07booth or wherever it was she had called from by this time, rejoining her
- 3:30:11brother where he had waited, reporting he's not out at the house either,
- 3:30:16adding the mild still unworried comment, isn't that strange? Where on earth can
- 3:30:20he have gone? Then they'd go back and wait outside the locked shop at
- 3:30:24ease, secure, unendangered. She'd tap her foot occasionally in slight impatience,
- 3:30:31look up and down the street while they chatted. And now they would be
- 3:30:33two of those casuals who would stop short and say to one another at three
- 3:30:37o'clock, what was that? And frand might add it sounded as though it
- 3:30:41came from out our way. That would be the sum total of their comment
- 3:30:46on his passing TI nine minutes to three. Oh, what a lovely number
- 3:30:54was nine. Let it be nine forever, not eight or seven. Nine
- 3:30:58for all eternity, Make time stand still, that he might breathe, though
- 3:31:03all the world around him stagnated, rotted away. But no, it was
- 3:31:07already eight. The hand had bridged the white gap between the two black notches.
- 3:31:13Oh, what a precious number it was, eight, so rounded,
- 3:31:16so symmetrical. Let it be eight forever. A woman's voice called out in
- 3:31:22sharp reprimand somewhere outside in the open, be careful what you're doing, Bobby,
- 3:31:24you'll break a window. She was some distance away, but the ringing,
- 3:31:28dictatorial tones carried clearly. Step saw the blurred shape of a ball strike
- 3:31:33the basement transom. He was looking up at it, for her voice had
- 3:31:37come in to him through there. It must have been just a tennis ball,
- 3:31:41but for an instant it was outlined black against the soiled pane, like
- 3:31:43a small cannon ball. It seemed to hang there, suspended to adhere to
- 3:31:48the glass. Then it drop back to the ground. If it had been
- 3:31:50ordinary glass, it might have broken it, but the wire mesh had prevented
- 3:31:54that. The child came close up against the transom to get its ball back.
- 3:31:58It was such a small child that step could see its entire body within
- 3:32:01the height of the pane, only the head was cut off. It had
- 3:32:05bent over to pick up the ball, and then its head came into range
- 3:32:07two. It had short golden ringlets all over it. Its profiles turned toward
- 3:32:11him, looking down at the ball. It was the first human face he
- 3:32:15had seen since he had been left where he was. It looked like an
- 3:32:18angel, but an inattentive, unconcerned angel. It's aw something else while it
- 3:32:24still bent forward close to the ground, a stone or something that attracted it,
- 3:32:28and picked that up too, and looked at it still crouched over,
- 3:32:31then finally threw it recklessly away over its shoulder. Whatever it was. The
- 3:32:35woman's voice was nearer at hand. Now. She must be strolling along the
- 3:32:39sidewalk directly in front of the house. Bobby, stop throwing things like that.
- 3:32:43You'll hit somebody. If it would only turn its head over this way,
- 3:32:48it could look right in. It could see him. The glass wasn't
- 3:32:52too smeary for that. He started to weave his head violently from side to
- 3:32:56side, hoping the flurry of motion would attract it catch its eye, they
- 3:33:00have, or its own natural curiosity may have prompted it to look in Without
- 3:33:03that. Suddenly it had turned its head and was looking directly in through the
- 3:33:07transom blankly. At first, he could tell by the vacant expression of its
- 3:33:11eyes. Faster and faster he swiveled his head. It raised the heel of
- 3:33:15one chubby, fumbling hand and scoured a little clear spot to squint through.
- 3:33:18Now it could see him. Now, surely it still didn't for a second.
- 3:33:24It must be much darker in here than outside, and the light was
- 3:33:26behind it. The woman's voice came in, sharper proof, Bobby, what
- 3:33:30are you doing there? And then suddenly it saw him. The pupils of
- 3:33:33its eyes shifted over a little came to rest directly on him. Interest replaced
- 3:33:37blankness. Nothing is strange to children, not a man tied up in a
- 3:33:41cellar, any more than anything else. Yet everything is, everything creates wonder,
- 3:33:46calls for comment, demand's explanation. Wouldn't it say anything to her?
- 3:33:52Couldn't it talk? It must be old enough too, she its mother,
- 3:33:56was talking to it incessantly, Bobby, come away from there, mommy,
- 3:34:01look, it said gleefully. Stap couldn't see it clearly any more. He
- 3:34:05was shaking his head so fast he was dizzy, like you are when you've
- 3:34:07gotten off a carousel. The transom and the child it framed kept swinging about
- 3:34:11him in a half circle, first too far over on one side, then
- 3:34:15too far over on the other. But wouldn't it understand, wouldn't understand that
- 3:34:20weaving of the head meant he wanted to be free, even if ropes about
- 3:34:26the wrists and ankles had no meaning to it. If it couldn't tell what
- 3:34:28a bandage round the mouth was, it must know that when anyone writhed like
- 3:34:33that, they wanted to be let loose. Oh God, if it had
- 3:34:37only been two years older, three of the most a child of eight these
- 3:34:39days would have understood and given warning, Bobby, are you coming? I'm
- 3:34:43waiting. If he could only hold its attention, keep it rooted there long
- 3:34:50enough in disobedience to her, surely she'd come over and get it see him
- 3:34:54herself. As she irritably sought to ascertain the reason for its fascination, He
- 3:35:00rolled his eyes at it in desperate comicality winked them, blinked them across them,
- 3:35:03and elf and grin peered out on its face at this last. Already
- 3:35:07it found humor in a physical defect or the assumption of one young as it
- 3:35:11was. An adult hand suddenly darted downward from the upper right hand corner of
- 3:35:16the transom, caught its wrist, bore its arm upwards out of sight.
- 3:35:20Mommy, look, it said again, and pointed with its other hand.
- 3:35:22Funny man tied up the adult voice, reasonable logical, dispassionate and attentive to
- 3:35:28a child's FIBs and fancies, answered why that wouldn't look nice, Mommy can't
- 3:35:33peer into other people's houses like you can. The child was tugged erect at
- 3:35:37the end of its arm. Its head disappeared above the transom, Its body
- 3:35:41was pivoted around away from him. He could see the hollows at the back
- 3:35:43of its knees for an instant longer than its outline on the glass blurred,
- 3:35:46and withdrawal, it was gone. Only the little clear spot it had scoured
- 3:35:52remained to mock him in his crucifixion. The will to live is an unconquerable
- 3:35:58thing. He was more dead than alive now, Yet presently he started to
- 3:36:01crawl back again out of the depths of his despair, a slower, longer
- 3:36:05crawl each time, like that of some indefatigable insect buried repeatedly in sand that
- 3:36:11each time manages to burrow its way out. He rolled his head away from
- 3:36:16the window, back toward the clock. Finally, he hadn't been able to
- 3:36:18spare a look at it during the whole time the child was in sight,
- 3:36:22and now, to his horror, it stood at three to three. There
- 3:36:26was afresh a final blotting out of the burrowing insect that was his hopes,
- 3:36:31as if by a cruel idler lounging on a beach. He couldn't feel any
- 3:36:35more terror, or hope or anything else. A sort of numbness had set
- 3:36:41in, with a core of gleaming awareness remaining. That was his mind.
- 3:36:46That would be all that the detonation would be able to blot out. By
- 3:36:48the time it came. It was like having a tooth extracted with the aid
- 3:36:52of novacane. There remained of him now, only this single pulsing nerve of
- 3:36:58premonition. All the tissue around it was frozen so protracted fore knowledge of death
- 3:37:03was in itself its own anesthetic. Now it would be too late even to
- 3:37:07attempt to free him first before stopping the thing, just in time enough if
- 3:37:13someone came down those stairs, this very minute, sharp edged knife with which
- 3:37:16to sever his bonds already in hand, for him to throw himself over towards
- 3:37:20it, reverse it. And now now it's too late even for that,
- 3:37:26too late for anything but to die. He was making animal noises deep in
- 3:37:31his throat as the minute hand slowly blended with the notch of twelve guttural sounds,
- 3:37:35like a dog worrying a bone, though the gag prevented their emerging and
- 3:37:39full volume. He puckered the flesh around his eyes apprehensively creased them into slits,
- 3:37:45as though the closing of his eyes could ward off, lessen the terrific
- 3:37:48force of what was to come. Something deep within him, what it was
- 3:37:54he had no leisure nor skill to recognize, seemed to retreat down long,
- 3:37:58dim corridors away from the doom that impended. He hadn't known he had those
- 3:38:03convenient corridors of evasion in him, with their protective turns and angles by which
- 3:38:07to put distance between himself and menace, Oh clever architect of the mind,
- 3:38:13Oh merciful blueprints that made such emergency exits available toward them, This something that
- 3:38:22was he and yet not. He rushed towards sanctuary, security, toward waiting,
- 3:38:28brightness, sunshine, laughter. The hand on the dial stayed there,
- 3:38:33upright perpendicular, a perfect right angle to its corollary, while the swift seconds
- 3:38:39that were all there was left of existence ticked by and were gone. It
- 3:38:45wasn't so straight now anymore, but he didn't know it. He was in
- 3:38:46a state of death already. White reappeared between it and the twelve notch behind
- 3:38:52it. Now it was one minute after three. He was shaking all over
- 3:38:58from head to foot, with fear, with laughter. It broke into sound
- 3:39:03as they plucked the dampened, bloodied gag out, as though they were drawing
- 3:39:07the laughter out after it by suction or osmosis. No, don't take those
- 3:39:11ropes off him yet, the man in the white coat warned the policeman,
- 3:39:15sharply, why do'll they get here with the straight jacket first, or you'll
- 3:39:18have your hands full. Franz said, through the tears, cupping her hands
- 3:39:22to her ears. Can't you stop him? From laughing like that. I
- 3:39:24can't stand it. Why does he keep laughing like that? He's out of
- 3:39:28his mind, lady explained the intern patiently. The clock said five past seven.
- 3:39:35What's in the box? The cop asked, kicking at it idly with
- 3:39:39his foot. It shifted lightly along the wall a little and took the clock
- 3:39:43with it. Nothing. Stap's wife answered, through her sobs and above his
- 3:39:48incessant laughter. Just an empty box. It used to have some kind of
- 3:39:50fertilizer in it, but I took it out and used it on the flowers
- 3:39:54I've been trying to raise out in the back of the house. End of
- 3:40:01section four three o'clock Nightmare, Part one. First, all I could see
- 3:40:07was this beautiful face, this beautiful girl's face, like a white, slightly
- 3:40:13luminous mask, swimming detachedly against infolding darkness, as if a little private spotlight
- 3:40:20of its own was trained on it from below. It was so beautiful and
- 3:40:24so false, and I seemed to know it so well, and my heart
- 3:40:26was wrung. There was no danger yet, just this separate shell like face
- 3:40:33mask standing out, But there was danger somewhere around. I knew that already,
- 3:40:37and I knew that I couldn't escape it. I knew that everything I
- 3:40:41was about to do I had to do, I couldn't avoid doing. And
- 3:40:46yet oh, I didn't want to do it. I wanted to turn and
- 3:40:50flee. I wanted to get out of wherever this was. I even turned
- 3:40:56and tried to, but I couldn't any more. There had been only one
- 3:41:00door when I slipped in just now. It had been simple enough. Now,
- 3:41:03when I turned to the place was nothing but doors, an octagon of
- 3:41:07doors, set frame to frame, with no free wall space in between.
- 3:41:11I tried one, another, a third. They were the wrong ones.
- 3:41:15I couldn't get out, And by doing this I had unleashed the latent menace
- 3:41:20that was lurking there around me all the time. I brought on all the
- 3:41:24sooner, the very thing I had tried to escape from, though I didn't
- 3:41:28know what it was yet. The flickering white mask lost its cameo like placidity.
- 3:41:33Slowly before my horrified eyes became malign, vindictive. It spoke, It
- 3:41:41snarled, there he is right behind you get him. The eyes snapped like
- 3:41:45fuses, the teeth glistened in a grinning bite. The light became more diffused,
- 3:41:50as if a stage electrician were controlling the scene by a trick switch.
- 3:41:54It was a murky, bluish green now the kind of light there would be
- 3:41:58under water, and in it danger my doom slowly reared its head with typical
- 3:42:03underwater movements to sluggish and held back, with a terrible inevitability about them.
- 3:42:11It was mail, of course, menace is always male. First it he
- 3:42:16was just a black huddle and inn coo it lumpy mass. Say you like
- 3:42:22solidified smoke at the feet of this opalescent revengeful mask. Then it slowly uncoiled,
- 3:42:26rose, lengthened, and at the same time narrowed until it loomed there
- 3:42:31before me upright. It was still anonymous, a hulk, an outline against
- 3:42:35the dark blue background, as though the light that had played up the mask
- 3:42:39until now were coming from somewhere on the other side of it. It came
- 3:42:43toward me, towards me, towards me, with cataleptic slowness. I wanted
- 3:42:48to get out. I wanted to turn and run in the minute, the
- 3:42:52half minute that was all there was left. Now I couldn't move, I
- 3:42:56couldn't lift a foot. It was as though a was set into a concrete
- 3:43:01block. I just wavered back and forth on a rigid base. Why I
- 3:43:05wanted to get out what it was going to do to me wasn't clear.
- 3:43:09I didn't know, only that there was soul shriveling, fear in it,
- 3:43:15and horror more than the mind could contemplate. Pace was beginning to accelerate now
- 3:43:20as it neared its climax, the way they always do. He came on,
- 3:43:24using up the small remaining distance between us. His outline was still indistinct,
- 3:43:28clotted like something daubed with mud, like a lumpy clay image. I
- 3:43:33could see the arms come up from the sides and couldn't avoid their lobster like
- 3:43:37conjunction. I could feel the pressure of his hands upon my neck. He
- 3:43:43held it at those sides rather than in front, as if trying to break
- 3:43:46it rather than strangle me. The gouge of his thumbs in particular was excruciating,
- 3:43:50digging into the straining cords right under the ears, pressing into the tender
- 3:43:56slack of flesh right beside and under the jawbone. I went down in a
- 3:44:00sort of spiral, around and round, following my head and neck around as
- 3:44:05he sought to wrench them out of true with my spinal column. I had
- 3:44:09to keep it from snapping. A clawed at the merciless hands, trying to
- 3:44:13pull them off. A pried one off at last, but it wrenched itself
- 3:44:16free of my restraint again, trailing a nail scratch on my forearm just across
- 3:44:20the knob of the wristbone. Fire was in the slight laceration, even in
- 3:44:24the midst of the total extinction, threatening me. The hand clamped itself back
- 3:44:30where it had been with the irresistibility of a suction cup. I beat at
- 3:44:33his arched body from underneath. Then, as my resistance weakened, only pushed
- 3:44:39at it. At last, only grasped at it with the instinctive clutch of
- 3:44:43a drowning man. A button came off loose in my hand, and I
- 3:44:46hung on to it with the senseless tenacity of the dying. And then I
- 3:44:50was so long dying, My neck was so long breaking. He tired of
- 3:44:54the slower, surer way his voice sounded. He spoke to the macab mask.
- 3:45:00I heard every word with delphic clarity, like you do in those things.
- 3:45:05Hand me that boar, that sharp pointed boar lying over there, or
- 3:45:09this'll go on all night I raised mutely protesting hands out and passed him,
- 3:45:15and something was put into one of them. I could feel the short transverse
- 3:45:18handle. A thought flashed through my mind, and even one's thoughts are so
- 3:45:22distinct in those things. She's put it into my hand instead of his.
- 3:45:26I fixed my hand on it more securely, poised it high, and drove
- 3:45:30it in to him from and back. The shock of its going in seemed
- 3:45:33to be transmitted to my own body. We were so inextricably intertwined. But
- 3:45:37for all that, it seemed to go in effortlessly, like a skewer into
- 3:45:41butter. I could even fill myself withdraw it again, and it came out
- 3:45:46harder than it went in. He went with it or after it, and
- 3:45:50toppled back. After a moment, I drew near to him again, on
- 3:45:54hands and knees, and now that it was too late, his face became
- 3:45:56visible at last, as if a windly flickering light were playing over it,
- 3:46:01and he was suddenly no formless, mud blotted monster, but a man just
- 3:46:05like I was harmless, helpless and offensive. The face looked reproachfully up at
- 3:46:11me, as if to say, why'd you have to do that? I
- 3:46:15couldn't stand that, and I leaned over him, tentatively, feeling for the
- 3:46:18position of his heart, not for purposes of succor, but to make that
- 3:46:24face stop looking at me so accusingly. Then, when I'd located it,
- 3:46:28I suddenly drove the metal implement in with ungovernable swiftness from straight overhead, and
- 3:46:33jumped back. As I did so, the mask, still present in the
- 3:46:37background, gave a horrid scream, like something undone foiled and whisked away like
- 3:46:41something drawn on wires. I heard a door close, and I quickly turned
- 3:46:46to see which way she had gone, so that I might remember and find
- 3:46:50my own way out. But as always in those things, I was too
- 3:46:54late. She was gone by the time I turned, and all the doors
- 3:46:56looked alike again. I went to them and tried them one by one,
- 3:47:01and each one was the wrong. One wouldn't open, And now I couldn't
- 3:47:05get out of here. I was trapped shut in with what was lying there
- 3:47:07on the floor that still held fear and menace for me, greater even than
- 3:47:11when it had moved, attacked me, for the dread and horror that had
- 3:47:16been latent throughout, far from being expiated, was now more imminent than ever,
- 3:47:22seemed to gather itself to a head over me, about to burst and
- 3:47:24inundate me. Its source, its focal point, was what lay there on
- 3:47:28the floor. I had to hide it, I had to shut it away.
- 3:47:33It was one of those compulsions, all the more inescapable for being illogical.
- 3:47:37I threw open one of the many doors that had baffled me so repeatedly
- 3:47:41throughout and behind it, in the sapphire pall that still shrouded the scene,
- 3:47:46I now saw a shallow closet. It was as though it hadn't been there
- 3:47:50until now. It was as though it had just formed itself for my purpose.
- 3:47:54I picked up what lay on the floor, and I could seem to
- 3:47:56do it easily. It had become light, as easy to shoulder as a
- 3:48:00rolled up rug or mat. I propped it up behind the closed door.
- 3:48:03There was not depth enough behind it to do anything else. Then I closed
- 3:48:07the door upon it and pressed it here and there with the flats of my
- 3:48:11hands up and down the frame that bordered the mirror, as if to make
- 3:48:16it hold tighter. But danger still seemed to exude through it like a vapor.
- 3:48:20I knew that wasn't enough. I must do more than that, or
- 3:48:22it would be surely open again. Then I looked down, and below the
- 3:48:26knob there was a key head sticking out. It was shaped like a little
- 3:48:31three leaf clover, and the inner rim of each of the three scooped out
- 3:48:35leaves was fretted with scroll work and tracery. It was up some yellowish metal,
- 3:48:39either brass or iron, yielded over a key such as is no longer
- 3:48:45made or used. I turned it in the keyhole and I drew it slowly
- 3:48:50out. I was surprised at how long a stem it had. It seemed
- 3:48:54to keep coming forever. Then at last it ended in two odd little teeth,
- 3:48:58each one doubled back on itself, like the single arm of a swastika.
- 3:49:03After I had extricated it, at last, I pocketed it, and
- 3:49:07then the knobs started turning from the inside. The door started to open anyway,
- 3:49:11very slowly, but remorselessly, And in another minute I was going to
- 3:49:16see something unspeakably awful on the other side of it. Revelation, the thing
- 3:49:20the whole long mental film had been building to, was upon me. And
- 3:49:26then I woke up. I lost the pillow to the floor, and my
- 3:49:28head was half way down after it. I was dangling partly over the side
- 3:49:33of the bed, and my face was studded with oozing sweat drops. I
- 3:49:35right at it and propped myself up on one elbow and blew out my breath
- 3:49:39harrowedly. I mumbled, gee, im glad that's over with, and drew
- 3:49:45the back of my pajama sleeve across my forehead to dry it. I brushed
- 3:49:48the edge of my hand across my mouth, as if to remove a bad
- 3:49:52taste. I shook my head to clear the last clinging mists of the thing
- 3:49:56out of it. I looked at the clock, and it was time to
- 3:49:58get up anyway. But even if it hadn't been, who would have risked
- 3:50:01going back to sleep after such a thing? It might have re formed and
- 3:50:05started in again, for all I knew. I flung my legs out of
- 3:50:09the ravaged coverings, sat on the edge of the bed, picked up a
- 3:50:11sock and turned it inside out, preparatory to shuffling it on. Dreams were
- 3:50:16funny things. Where'd they come from? Where'd they go? The basin fall
- 3:50:22of stinging cold water in the bathroom cleared away the last lingering vestiges of it,
- 3:50:26and from this point on everything was on a different plane, normal,
- 3:50:31rational, and reassuringly familiar. The friendly bite of the comb, the winding
- 3:50:35of the little stem of my wrist watch, the looping together of the two
- 3:50:39strap ends around my They fell open and dangled down straight again, still unattached,
- 3:50:45and stayed that way. I had to rivet my free hand to the
- 3:50:48little dial to keep it from sliding off my wrist. I stared at the
- 3:50:52thing for minutes on end. I had to let my cuffs slide back in
- 3:50:54place and cover it at last. I couldn't stand there staring at it forever.
- 3:51:00That didn't answer anything. What should it tell me? It was a
- 3:51:03scratch that was all talk about your realistic dreams, I thought, I guess
- 3:51:09I must have done that to myself with my other hand in the throes of
- 3:51:13it. That was why the detail entered into the dream fabric. It couldn't
- 3:51:18naturally be the other way around, because the other way around meant transference from
- 3:51:22the dream into the actuality of leaving a red scratch across my wrist bone.
- 3:51:26I went ahead, the familiar plane, the rational, every day plane,
- 3:51:31the blue tie to day, not that I changed them every day. I
- 3:51:35wasn't that much of a dude, but every second day I varied them.
- 3:51:37I threw out my collar, drough the tie length through, folded it down
- 3:51:41again. My hands stayed on it, holding it down flat on each side
- 3:51:46of my neck, as though afraid it would fly away. Although it was
- 3:51:50a shirt attached collar. Part of my mind was getting ready to get frightened
- 3:51:56fly off the handle, and the rest of my mind wouldn't let it,
- 3:51:58held it steady, just like I I held the collar. But I hadn't
- 3:52:01had those bruises, those brownish purple discolorations faintly not vividly visible at the side
- 3:52:09of my neck, as from the constriction of a powerful grip, the pressure
- 3:52:13of cruel fingers last night when I undressed. Well, all right, But
- 3:52:18I hadn't yet had the dream last night when I undressed either. Why look
- 3:52:22for spooks in this The same explanation that covered the wrist scratch still held good
- 3:52:26for this too. I must have done it to myself, seized my own
- 3:52:31throat and trying to ward off the trammel attack passing through my mind. Just
- 3:52:35then. I even stood there and tried to reconstruct the posture to see if
- 3:52:39it were physically feasible. It was, but the result was almost grotesquely distorted.
- 3:52:46It resulted in crossing the arms over the chest and gripping the left side
- 3:52:48of the neck with the right hand, the right with the left. I
- 3:52:52didn't know. Maybe troubled sleepers did get into those positions. I wasn't as
- 3:52:58convinced as I would have liked to be. One thing was certain. The
- 3:53:01marks had been made by two hands, not one. There were as many
- 3:53:05on one side as on the other, and the four fingers always go opposite
- 3:53:09to the thumb and one hand grip. But more disturbing than their visibility,
- 3:53:13there was pain in them, soreness when I prodded them with my own finger
- 3:53:18tips, stiffness when I turned my neck acutely. It shouldn't have, but
- 3:53:22it seemed to weaken the theory of self infliction. How was it? I
- 3:53:26hadn't awakened myself exerting that much pressure to which the immediate and welcome corollary was.
- 3:53:35But but if it had been exerted by some one else, I would
- 3:53:39have been apt to awaken even more quickly, wouldn't I. I forced myself
- 3:53:43back to the every day plain again, buttoned the collar around the bruises,
- 3:53:46partly but not entirely, concealing them, nodded the tie, shrugged on best
- 3:53:52and coat. I was about ready to go. Now. The last thing
- 3:53:56I did was what I always did last of all, one of those in
- 3:53:58a rattitable little habits. I reached into my pocket to make sure I had
- 3:54:03enough change available for my meal and transportation without having to stop and change a
- 3:54:09bill on the way. I brought out a palmful of it, and then
- 3:54:13I lost a good deal of it between my suddenly stiff outspread fingers. Only
- 3:54:18one or two pieces stayed on around the button, the large and central button.
- 3:54:24I let them roll and then stoop to pick them up. I couldn't.
- 3:54:28My spine wouldn't have bent right then. It was a strange button.
- 3:54:33Somehow I knew that even before I compared it. I knew I was going
- 3:54:37to check it with every article of clothing I owned. But I already knew
- 3:54:41it wasn't from one of my own things. Something about the shape the color
- 3:54:46told me my fingers had never twisted it through a buttonhole, or they would
- 3:54:50have remembered it. That may sound far fetched, but buttons can become personalized
- 3:54:54to nearly as great an extent as neckties. And when I closed my hand
- 3:55:00over it, as I did now, it took up as much room inside
- 3:55:03my folded palm. It had the same feel as it had had a little
- 3:55:09while ago in that thing. It was the button from the dream. I
- 3:55:15threw open the closet door so fast and frightenedly. It swung all the way
- 3:55:20around, flush with the wall, and rebounded off it and started slowly back
- 3:55:22again with the recoil. There wasn't anything hanging up in there that I didn't
- 3:55:26hold it against, even when there was no button missing, even where its
- 3:55:31size and type utterly precluded its having been attached vests and jackets, a cardigan,
- 3:55:37a raincoat, a lumber jacket, a top coat, bathing trunks of
- 3:55:41bathrobe, every stitch I owned. It wasn't from anything of mine. It
- 3:55:46didn't belong anywhere. This time I couldn't get back on the naturalistic plane.
- 3:55:52I was left dangling in mid air. This time I couldn't say I did
- 3:55:56it to myself. In the throes of that thing. It came from somewhere.
- 3:56:00It had four center holes. It even had a whisp or too of
- 3:56:03black tailor's thread still entwined in them. It was solid, not a phantom.
- 3:56:07But rationality wouldn't give in. Tried to rush into the breach, and
- 3:56:13I was on its side for all I was worth. Oh no, I
- 3:56:16picked this up on the street, and I don't remember doing it. That
- 3:56:20simply wasn't so. I'd never picked up a stray button in my life.
- 3:56:24Or the last tailor I sent this suit out to left it in the pocket
- 3:56:28from someone else's clothing by mistake, but they always returned dry cleaning garments to
- 3:56:33you with the pocket linings inside out. I'd noticed that a dozen times.
- 3:56:37That was the best rationalization could do, and it was none too good.
- 3:56:43It just shows you what a thing like that will do to your nerves.
- 3:56:46I took out a fresh handkerchief for the day, but I didn't just spade
- 3:56:50it into my pocket this time. I furtively touched my temples with it before
- 3:56:54I did, and it came away, darkening with damp. I better get
- 3:56:58out of here. I need a cup of coffee. I've got the jitters.
- 3:57:03I shrugged into my coat fast, threw open my room door, poised
- 3:57:05it to close it after me, and the last gesture of all before leaving
- 3:57:09each morning, came to me instinctively, feeling to make sure I had my
- 3:57:13key and wouldn't be locked out when I returned that evening. It came up
- 3:57:18across the pads of my fingers, but it was only visible at both ends.
- 3:57:22The middle part was bisected, obscured by something lying across it. My
- 3:57:26lips parted spasmodically as when a sudden thrust is received and refuse to come together
- 3:57:31again. It had a head, this topmost one a little like a three
- 3:57:37leaf clover, and the inner rim of each of the three leaves was fretted
- 3:57:43with scroll work and tracery. It had a stem disproportionately long for the size
- 3:57:48of its head, and it ended in two odd little teeth bent back on
- 3:57:52themselves, like the quarter part of a swastika. It was of some yellowish
- 3:57:58composition, either or iron gilded over a key such as is no longer made
- 3:58:03or used. It lay lengthwise in the hollow of my hand, and I
- 3:58:09kept touching it repeatedly with the thumb of that same hand. That was the
- 3:58:13only part of me that moved for a long time, that foolish flexing thumb.
- 3:58:20I didn't leave right then for all my preparations. I went back into
- 3:58:24the room and closed the door after me on the inside, and staggered dazedly
- 3:58:28around for a moment or two. Once I dropped down limply on the edge
- 3:58:33of the bed, then turned around and noticed what it was, and got
- 3:58:35hastily up again, more frightened than ever. Another time I remember, I
- 3:58:41thrust my face close to the mirror in the dresser, drew down my lower
- 3:58:43lid with one finger, stared intently at the white of my eyeball. Even
- 3:58:48as I did it, I didn't know what I meant by it myself,
- 3:58:52didn't know what it was to tell me. It didn't tell me anything.
- 3:58:56And still another time I looked out of the window, as if to see
- 3:59:00if the outside world was still there. It was. The houses across the
- 3:59:05way looked just like they had looked last night. The lady on the third
- 3:59:09floor had her bedding airing over the window sill, just like every morning.
- 3:59:13An ice man was gouging a partition across a cake of ice with one point
- 3:59:16of his tongs, preparatory to picking it up. In two A little boy
- 3:59:22was swinging his books on his way to school, killing as much time as
- 3:59:26he could by walking along, spanning the curb, one foot up, one
- 3:59:30foot down. There was nothing the matter out there. It was in here
- 3:59:33with me. I decided I'd better go to work. Maybe that would exercise
- 3:59:39me. I fled from the room, almost as though it were haunted.
- 3:59:43It was too late to stop off at a breakfast counter. Now I didn't
- 3:59:46want any anyway. My stomach kept giving little quivers. In the end,
- 3:59:50I didn't go to work either. I couldn't. I wouldn't have been any
- 3:59:54good. I telephoned in that I was too ill to come, and it
- 3:59:56was no idle excuse, even though I was upright on my two legs.
- 4:00:01I roamed around the rest of the day in the sunshine. Wherever the sunshine
- 4:00:05was the brightest, eye sought and stayed in that place. And when it
- 4:00:09moved on, I moved with it. I couldn't get it bright enough or
- 4:00:13strong enough. I avoided the shade. I edged away from it, even
- 4:00:16the slight shade of an awning or of a tree. And yet the sunshine
- 4:00:20didn't warm me. Where others mopped their brows and moved out of it,
- 4:00:24I stayed and remained cold inside. And the shade was winning the battle as
- 4:00:31the hours lengthened, it outlasted the sun. The sun weakened and died,
- 4:00:35the shade deepened and spread. Night was coming on the time of dreams the
- 4:00:41Enemy. I went to Cliff's house late. My mind had been made up
- 4:00:46to go there for hours passed, but I went there late on purpose.
- 4:00:50The first time I got there, they were still at the table. I
- 4:00:52could see them through the front window. I walked around the block repeatedly until
- 4:00:56Lil had gotten up from the table and taken all the dishes with her,
- 4:01:00and Cliff had moved to another chair and was sitting there alone. I did
- 4:01:03all this so she wouldn't ask me to sit down at the table with them.
- 4:01:07I couldn't have stood it. I rang the bell, and she opened
- 4:01:11the door, dried her hands and said heartily, hello, stranger. I
- 4:01:15was just saying to Cliff, only tonight, it's about time you showed up
- 4:01:18around here. I wanted to detach him from her, but first I had
- 4:01:22to sit through about ten minutes of her. She was my sister. But
- 4:01:26you don't tell women things like I wanted to tell him. I don't know
- 4:01:30why, but you don't you tell them the things you have under control.
- 4:01:33The things that you're frightened of. You tell other men, if you tell
- 4:01:37anyone. Finally, she said, I'll just finish up the dishes and then
- 4:01:41I'll be back. The minute the doorway was empty, I whispered urgently,
- 4:01:46get your hat and take a walk with me outside. I want to tell
- 4:01:48you something alone. On our way out, he called into the kitchen.
- 4:01:52Bence and I are going out to stretch our legs. We'll be back in
- 4:01:56a couple of minutes. She called back immediately and mourningly. Now, Cliff,
- 4:02:01only beer, if that's what you're goin for. It put the idea
- 4:02:03in his head if nothing else. But I said, no, I want
- 4:02:07to be able to tell you this clearly. It's going to sound hazy enough
- 4:02:11as it is. Let's stay out in the open. We strolled slowly along
- 4:02:15the sidewalk. He was on his feet a lot, and it was no
- 4:02:18treat to him, I suppose, but he was a good natured sort of
- 4:02:20fellow. Didn't complain. He was a detective. I probably would have gone
- 4:02:24to him about it anyway, even if he hadn't been, But the fact
- 4:02:28that he was, of course made it the inevitable thing to do. He
- 4:02:33had to prompt me, because I didn't know where to begin. So what's
- 4:02:37the grief, boy friend, Cliff. Last night I dreamed I killed a
- 4:02:41fellow. I don't know who he was or where it was supposed to be.
- 4:02:46His nail creased my wrist, his fingers bruised the sides of my neck,
- 4:02:50and a button came off him somewhere and got locked in my hand.
- 4:02:54And finally, after I'd done it, I locked the door of a closet.
- 4:02:56I'd propped him up in put the key away in my pocket. And
- 4:03:00when I woke up, well, look we had stopped under a street light.
- 4:03:05I turned to face him. I drew back my cuff to show him.
- 4:03:09Can you see it? He said he could. I dragged down my
- 4:03:13collar with both hands, first on one side, then on the other.
- 4:03:16Can you see them? Can you see the faint purplish marks there? They're
- 4:03:20turning a little black now, he said he could. And the button the
- 4:03:24same shape and size, and everything was in my trouser pocket, along with
- 4:03:28my change. It's on the dresser back in my own room. Now.
- 4:03:31If you want to come over, you can see it for yourself. And
- 4:03:35last of all, the key turned up on me next to my own key
- 4:03:37in the pocket where I always keep it. I've got it right here.
- 4:03:41I'll show it to you. I've been carrying it around with me all day.
- 4:03:45It took me a little while to get it out, and my hand
- 4:03:46was shaking, so it had shaken like that all day every time I brought
- 4:03:52it near the thing to feel if it was still on me. And I
- 4:03:54had felt to see if it was still on me every five minutes. On
- 4:03:56the minute, the lining caught around it and I had to free it.
- 4:04:00But finally I got it out. He took it from me and examined it
- 4:04:03curiously, but noncommittally. That's just the way it looked, And when I
- 4:04:09saw it when I was asleep, I quavered. The same shape, the
- 4:04:13same color, the same design. It even weighs the same and even He
- 4:04:18lowered his head a trifle, looked at me intently from under his brows when
- 4:04:22he heard how my voice sounded. You're all in pieces, aren't you,
- 4:04:26he confirmed. He put his hand on my shoulder for a minute to study
- 4:04:30it. Don't take it that way, don't let it get you. That
- 4:04:33didn't help. Sympathy wasn't what I wanted. I wanted explanation, Cliff,
- 4:04:37You've got to help me. You don't know what I've been through all day.
- 4:04:41I've been turned inside out. He weighed the key up and down.
- 4:04:46Where don't you get this from? Vince? I mean, where'd you first
- 4:04:48get it from? Before you dreamed about it? I grabbed his one arm
- 4:04:52with both hands. But don't you understand what I've just been telling you?
- 4:04:56I didn't have it before I dreamed it. I never saw it before then.
- 4:05:01And then I wake up and it turns real. And that goes for
- 4:05:05the button too. I quirked my head. You're in bad shape over this,
- 4:05:11aren't you? Well? What is it that's really got you going?
- 4:05:13It's not the key in the button and scratches it? Are you afraid the
- 4:05:16dream really happened? Is that it? By that I could see that he
- 4:05:22hadn't understood until now, hadn't really gotten me naturally. It wasn't just the
- 4:05:28tokens carried over from the dream that had the life frightened out of me.
- 4:05:31It was the implication behind them. If it was just a key turned up
- 4:05:37in my pocket after I dreamed about it, why would I go to him?
- 4:05:39To hell with it? But if the key turned up real, then
- 4:05:43there was a mirrored closet door somewhere to go with it. And if there
- 4:05:48was a closet to match it, then there was a body crammed inside it,
- 4:05:50also real, real, dead, a body that had scratched me and
- 4:05:54tried to wring my neck before I killed it. I tried to tell him
- 4:05:58that I was too weak to shake him, but I went through the motions.
- 4:06:01Don't you understand there's a room somewhere in this city, right at this
- 4:06:05very minute that this key belongs to. There's a man propped up dead behind
- 4:06:09it. And I don't know where, Mike, and I don't know where,
- 4:06:13my god, I don't know where, nor who he is, nor
- 4:06:16how or why it happened, only that I must have been there, I
- 4:06:20must have done it, or why would it come to my mind like that
- 4:06:24in my sleep here in a bad way. He gave a short whistle through
- 4:06:30his clenched teeth. Do you need a drink, lil or no, lil?
- 4:06:35Come on, we'll go someplace and get this thing out of your system.
- 4:06:39He clutched me peremptorily by the arm, but only for coffee. I
- 4:06:45faltered. Let's go where the lights are good. And bright. We went
- 4:06:50where there was so much gleam and so much dazzle. Even the flies walking
- 4:06:54around on the table cast long shadows. Now we'll go at this my way,
- 4:06:58he said, looking the beer foam off his upper lip. Tell me
- 4:07:01the dream over again. I told it. I can't get anything out of
- 4:07:05that. He shook his head, baffled. Did you know this girl or
- 4:07:09her face or whatever it was? I pressed the point of one finger down
- 4:07:13hard on the table. No, now I don't, But in the dream
- 4:07:18I did, and it made me broken hearted to see her, like she
- 4:07:22had double crossed me or something. Well, in the dream, who was
- 4:07:26she then? I don't know. I knew her then, but now I
- 4:07:30don't. Geez, he said, swallowing more beer fast. I should have
- 4:07:35made this whiskey with tabasco sauce. Well, was she some actress you've seen
- 4:07:39on the screen lately? Maybe, or some picture you've seen in a magazine,
- 4:07:43or maybe even some passing face you glimpsed in a crowd. All those
- 4:07:46things could happen. I don't know. I don't know. I seemed to
- 4:07:50know her better than that. It hurt me to see her, to have
- 4:07:54her hate me. But I can't carry her over into now. And the
- 4:07:58man, the fellow, or whoever he was, No, I couldn't seem
- 4:08:03to see his face through the whole thing. I only saw it at the
- 4:08:07very end, after it was already too late. And then when the door
- 4:08:09started to open again, after I'd locked him in, it seemed as though
- 4:08:13I was going to find out something horrible about him, I guess, but
- 4:08:18I woke up before there was time. And last of all, the place,
- 4:08:22you say, nothing but doors all around you. Have you been in
- 4:08:24a place like that lately? Have you ever seen one in a magazine illustration,
- 4:08:30in a story you read, in a movie? Oh no, no,
- 4:08:33Well then let's get away from the dream. Let's leave it alone.
- 4:08:37He flung his hand back and forth relievedly, as if clearing the air.
- 4:08:41It was starting to get me myself. Now, what'd you do last night
- 4:08:45before this whole thing came up? Nothing? Just what I do every night.
- 4:08:50I left work at the usual time, had my meal at the usual
- 4:08:52place. Sure it wasn't a Welsh rare Bit answered his smile, but not
- 4:08:58lightheartedly. Well, rare Bit is not responsible for that key. A locksmith
- 4:09:03is drop it on the table and hear it clash, bite it between your
- 4:09:07teeth and chip them. And I didn't have it when I went to bed
- 4:09:09last night. He leaned toward me. Now, listen, Vince, there's
- 4:09:15a very simple explanation for that key. There has to be, and whatever
- 4:09:20it is, it didn't come to you in a dream either. You were
- 4:09:22walking along you notice that key, picked it up because of its peculiar I
- 4:09:28semaphored both hens before my face. No, I tried to sell myself that
- 4:09:33this morning. It won't work. I have absolutely no recollection of ever having
- 4:09:37done that at any time. I'd remember the key itself, even if I
- 4:09:41didn't remember the incident of finding it. Are you sitting there trying to say
- 4:09:46you've never in your life forgotten a single object once you've seen it the first
- 4:09:50time? No, I said, unwillingly, you'd better not, particularly a
- 4:09:56nondescript thing like a key. This isn't a nondescript key. It's a unique
- 4:10:01key. And I do say I never saw it before, never picked it
- 4:10:05up. It's a strange key to me. He spread his hands permissively.
- 4:10:11All Right, it don't have to be that explanation. There's a dozen in
- 4:10:13one other ways it could have gotten into your pocket without your knowledge. You
- 4:10:18might have hung the coat up under some shelf the key was lying on,
- 4:10:20and it dropped off, and the open pocket caught it. The pockets in
- 4:10:24my top coat have flaps. Would it do make a U turn to get
- 4:10:26in under them? The flaps might have been left accidentally tucked in from the
- 4:10:31last time your hands were in your pockets, or it may have fallen out
- 4:10:33of someone else's coat hung up next to yours in a cloak room, and
- 4:10:37been lying there on the floor, and somebody came along, thought it belonged
- 4:10:41in your coat, put it back in. I shoved my hands in and
- 4:10:45out of those pockets a dozen times yesterday and the day before and the day
- 4:10:48before that. Where was it? Then? It wasn't in the pocket,
- 4:10:52but it was this morning after I saw it clear as a photograph in my
- 4:10:56sleep during the night. Suppose it was in the pocket and your hand missed
- 4:11:00it yesterday and the day before and so on until this morning. That would
- 4:11:05be physically possible, wouldn't it. I gave him no one this I had
- 4:11:09a right to. It came up over my own key. It was the
- 4:11:15top one of the two. When I got them both out, this morning.
- 4:11:18So if it were already in there last night, how could I have
- 4:11:20gotten my own key out as I did when I came home without bringing it
- 4:11:24up too, And last night I didn't bring it up. He waved to
- 4:11:28that point, Maybe because I had him. Maybe not? All right,
- 4:11:33have it your way. Let's say that it wasn't in your pocket last night.
- 4:11:37That still doesn't prove that the dream itself was real. No, I
- 4:11:41shrilled it gives it a damn good foundation. In fact, as far as
- 4:11:43I'm concerned. Listen, Vince, there's no halfway business about these things.
- 4:11:48It's either one thing or the other. Either you dream or thing, or
- 4:11:52you don't dream it it really happens. You're twenty six years old, you're
- 4:11:56not a kid. Don't worry. You'd know it and you'd remember damn plainly
- 4:12:01afterwards if you ever came to grips with a guy and he had you by
- 4:12:03the throat, like in this dream, and you rammed something into his back.
- 4:12:07I don't take any stock in this stuff about people walking in their sleep
- 4:12:11and doing things without knowing it. They can walk a little ways off from
- 4:12:13their beds, maybe, but the minute anyone touches them or does something to
- 4:12:18stop them. They wake right up they can't be manhandled, and go right
- 4:12:22on sleeping through it. I couldn't have walked in my sleep anyway. It
- 4:12:26was drizzling when I went to bed last night. The streets were only starting
- 4:12:28to dry off when I first got up this morning. I don't own rubbers,
- 4:12:33and the soles of both my shoes were perfectly dry when I put them
- 4:12:35on. Don't try to get away from the main point at issue. Have
- 4:12:39you any recollection at all, no matter how faint, of being out of
- 4:12:43your room last night, of grappling with a guy, of ramming something into
- 4:12:46him. No, all I have is a perfectly clear recollection of going to
- 4:12:54bed dreaming I did all those things, and then waking up again, hands
- 4:13:00short at me to keep the button, key and bruises from showing up again.
- 4:13:03I guess then that's all there is to it. Then it didn't happen,
- 4:13:07and he repeated stubbornly. Yeah, either dream them or you do them,
- 4:13:11no two ways about it. I ridged my forehead, dissatisfiedly. You
- 4:13:16haven't helped me a bit, not a dime's worth. He was a little
- 4:13:20put out, maybe because he hadn't naturally not not. If you expected me
- 4:13:26to arrest you for murdering a guy in a dream, the arrest would have
- 4:13:28to take place in a dream too, and the trial and all the rest
- 4:13:31of it. And I'm off duty when I'm dreaming. What do you think
- 4:13:33I am? A witch? Doctor? How much? I asked the counterman
- 4:13:37disgruntedly. Seventeen cups of coffee he tabulated. It was two o'clock in the
- 4:13:45morning. I'm going to sleep in the living room at your place tonight,
- 4:13:48I said to him on the way over. I'm not going back to that
- 4:13:52room of mine till broad daylight. Don't say anything the little about it,
- 4:13:54will you, Cliff, I should say not? He agreed. Do you
- 4:13:58think I want? I'm here to take you for bugs? You'll get over
- 4:14:01this fence first. I'll get to the bottom of it, then I'll get
- 4:14:05over it, I concurred somberly. I slept about an hour's worth, But
- 4:14:11that was the fault of the seventeen cups of coffee, more than anything else.
- 4:14:15The hour that I did sleep had no images in It was no different
- 4:14:18than any other night's sleep I had had all my life until the night before,
- 4:14:24no better and no worse. He came in, and he stood looking
- 4:14:26at me. The next morning, I threw off the blanket they'd given me
- 4:14:30and sat up on the sofa. How'd it go, he asked, half
- 4:14:33secretively. On account of her I suppose I eyed him. I didn't have
- 4:14:39any more dreams, if that's what you mean. But that has nothing to
- 4:14:43do with it. If I was convinced that was a dream, I would
- 4:14:46have gone home to my own room last night, even if I was going
- 4:14:48to have it over again twice as bad. But I'm not. I'm still
- 4:14:52not convinced by a damn sight. Now are you going to help me or
- 4:14:56not? He rocked back and forth on his feet. Well, what do
- 4:15:01you want me to do? How can I answer that coherently? I couldn't.
- 4:15:05You're a detective. You've got the key, The button's over in my
- 4:15:09room. You must have often had less than that to work with. Find
- 4:15:13out where they came from, find out what they're doing on me. He
- 4:15:18got tough. He had my best interests at heart, maybe, but he
- 4:15:20thought the thing to do was bark at me. Now, listen, cut
- 4:15:24that stuff out you here. I don't want to hear any more about that
- 4:15:26key. I've got it, and I'm keeping it, and you're not going
- 4:15:30to see it again. If you harp on this spooky stuff anymore, I'll
- 4:15:33help you, all right, in a way you won't appreciate. I'll haul
- 4:15:35you off to see a doctor. The scratch on my wrist had formed a
- 4:15:39scab. It was already about to come off. I freed it with the
- 4:15:43edge of my nail. Then I blew the little sliver of dried skin off,
- 4:15:46and I gave him a long look, more eloquent than words. He
- 4:15:50got it, but he wouldn't give in. Lil called in, come and
- 4:15:54get it. Boys. I left their house and I was on my own,
- 4:15:58just like before I'd gone there, me and my shadows. I stopped
- 4:16:03in at a newspaper advertising bureau, and I composed an AD and told them
- 4:16:07I wanted it inserted in the real estate section. I told them to keep
- 4:16:11running it daily until further notice. It wasn't easy to word. It took
- 4:16:15me the better part of an hour in about three dozen blank forms. This
- 4:16:19ad wanted I am interested in inspecting with a view toward leasing or buying a
- 4:16:26house with an octagonal mirror paneled room or alcove location. Size, and all
- 4:16:32other details of secondary importance, provided it has this one essential feature desired for
- 4:16:37reasons of a sentimental nature. Communicate box blank world express giving exact details.
- 4:16:45The first two days there was no reaction that wasn't to be wondered at.
- 4:16:49It had only appeared on the first day, and any answer would still be
- 4:16:52in possession of transmission through the mail on the second. On the third day,
- 4:16:56there were two replies waiting when I stopped in at the advertising bureau.
- 4:17:00One was from a missus Tracy Lytton on Decklled's dictionary. She had a house
- 4:17:06that she was anxious to dispose of for the winter's season, with a view
- 4:17:08to going to Florida. It had a mirror lined powder room on the second
- 4:17:12floor. It was not she had to admit eight sided. It was only
- 4:17:17four square, But wouldn't that do? She was sure that once I had
- 4:17:19seen it. The other was from a man by the name of Kern.
- 4:17:23He too had one that he thought would meet my requirements. It had an
- 4:17:26octagonal breakfast nook of glass bricks. There wasn't anything on the fourth day.
- 4:17:33On the fifth there was a windfall of about half a dozen waiting for me.
- 4:17:36When I stopped in before I'd set to work opening and reading them.
- 4:17:40I couldn't help being astonished that there should be this many prospective dwellings in the
- 4:17:44market with such a seldom encountered feature as an eight sided mirror faced cubicle.
- 4:17:48By the time I'd waded through them, I saw I needn't have worried there
- 4:17:52weren't. Three of the six were from realty agents offering their services in case
- 4:17:56I couldn't find what I wanted unassisted. Two more from contractors offering to install
- 4:18:02such a feature to order for me, provided I couldn't find it ready made.
- 4:18:07The last one, the only one from an individual owner and who was
- 4:18:10evidently anxious to get a white elephant off his hands, likewise, offered to
- 4:18:14have one built in for me at his own expense if I agreed to take
- 4:18:18a long term lease on the property. They started tapering off after that.
- 4:18:22A desultory one or two more drifted in by the end of the week.
- 4:18:26One of these, for a moment, seemed to strike a spark when I
- 4:18:27read it, and my hopes flared up. It was from a retired actress
- 4:18:32with a suburban villa which she did not occupy. She was offering it furnished,
- 4:18:36and mentioned that although it had no eight sided built in mirror arrangement,
- 4:18:40there was a small dressing room fitted with a moveable eight paneled mirrored screen which
- 4:18:45could be adjusted so that it cut corners off and gave the room any number
- 4:18:48of sides required. I telephoned, arranged an appointment at her hotel, and
- 4:18:52she drove me out in her car. I could see that my appearance in
- 4:18:56Youth gave her misgivings as to my financial ability to meet the term involved,
- 4:19:00and she only went through it because the appointment had been agreed upon. The
- 4:19:03villa was a stucco affair, and at first sight of the screen when we'd
- 4:19:07gone in, my face got a little white, and I thought I had
- 4:19:10something. It was holded over to the width of one panel and leaned against
- 4:19:14the dressing room wall. Here's how I used to arrange it when I was
- 4:19:18trying on costumes. She said. We rigged it up between us in an
- 4:19:22octagon shape, so that it made sort of an inner lining to the room,
- 4:19:26cutting off the four corners and providing eight angles instead. I stood there
- 4:19:30in the middle of it, and she stood beside me, waiting my decision.
- 4:19:34No, I said. Finally, No, she couldn't understand. But
- 4:19:40won't it do just as well? It's mirror and it's eight sided. There
- 4:19:44was no key hole on any of the eight flaps to fit a key in
- 4:19:47two, a key such as I had found in my pocket that morning.
- 4:19:51That was the main thing I didn't explain. I'll let you know, I
- 4:19:56said, And we went back to the car and back to our starting point.
- 4:20:00That was the closest I'd come, and that wasn't very close. The
- 4:20:03ad continued to run, but now it brought no further results. Fell on
- 4:20:07barren ground. The supply of mirrored compartments had been exhausted. Apparently the advertising
- 4:20:14bureau phoned to find out if I wanted to continue it. No, kill
- 4:20:18it, I said, disheartenedly. Meanwhile, Cliff must have spotted it and
- 4:20:22recognized it. He was a very thorough paper reader when he came home at
- 4:20:26nights. Or perhaps he hadn't. He just wanted to see how I was
- 4:20:30getting along. Brace me up, take me away from myself, as the
- 4:20:33phrase goes. At any rate, he showed up good and early the next
- 4:20:38day, which was a Sunday. He was evidently off. I didn't ask
- 4:20:41him, but I hardly figured he'd wear a pull over and slacks like he
- 4:20:45had on two head quarters. Sit down, I invited, now, he
- 4:20:51said, somewhat embarrassedly, matter of fact, Leil and I are going to
- 4:20:55take a ride out into the country for the day. And she pecked a
- 4:20:57lunch for three, Callbert and so that was it. Listen, I'm all
- 4:21:03right, I said, dryly. I don't need any fresh air jaunts to
- 4:21:07exercise the devils in me. If that's what the strategy is. He was
- 4:21:11going to be diplomatic Lil's orders, I guess. And until you've seen a
- 4:21:15detective trying to be diplomatic, you haven't lived. Something about the new second
- 4:21:19hand chev his actual phrase, that he had just gotten in exchange for his
- 4:21:25old second hand Chev and just come down to the door a minute to say
- 4:21:29how to eat to Lil. She was sitting in it. So I did,
- 4:21:32and he brought my coat out after me and locked up the room.
- 4:21:33So I went with him. The thing was a hoodoo from the beginning.
- 4:21:38He wasn't much of a driver, but he wasn't the kind who would take
- 4:21:41back seat orders on the road from anyone either. He knew it all we
- 4:21:45never did reach where they had originally intended going. He lost it on the
- 4:21:48way. We finally compromised on a fly incubating meadow after a thousand miles of
- 4:21:53detouring. Lil was a good sport about it. It looks just like the
- 4:21:57other place, anyway, she consoled. We did more slapping at our ankles
- 4:22:02than eating, and the beer was warm, and the box of hard boiled
- 4:22:04eggs had disappeared from the car at one of those ruts he had hit.
- 4:22:08And then, to cap the climax, a menacing geyser of black clouds piled
- 4:22:12themselves up in the sky with effervescent suddenness, and we had to run for
- 4:22:17it. The storm was so instantaneous we couldn't even get back to the car
- 4:22:21before it broke, and the rest was a matter of sitting in sodden misery
- 4:22:23while he groped his way down one streaming, rain misted country road and up
- 4:22:26another, surroundings completely invisible. Lil's fortitude finally snapped short. The lightning was
- 4:22:33giving her a bad time of it. Like most women, she abharded,
- 4:22:37and her new outfit was ruined. Stop at the first place you come to,
- 4:22:40and let's get out of it, she screamed at him. I can't
- 4:22:42stand any more of this. She hid her face against my chest. I
- 4:22:48can't even see through my windshell, much less offside past the road, he
- 4:22:51grunted. He was driving with his forehead pressed against the glass. I scoured
- 4:22:56a peep hole on my side of the car, peered out a sort of
- 4:22:59rustic tory, one of those sidled past in the watery welter. There's a
- 4:23:03cut off a little ways ahead, around the next turn. I said,
- 4:23:07if you take that, it'll lead us to a house with a big white
- 4:23:08porch. We can get in under there. They both spoke at once.
- 4:23:12He said, how'd you know that? She said, were you ever up
- 4:23:15around these parts? Before? I couldn't answer his question, I said no
- 4:23:21to hers, which was the truth. Even after he had followed the cutoff
- 4:23:25for quite some distance, there was no sign of a house. Are you
- 4:23:29getting us more tangled up than we were already? Events, he asked in
- 4:23:32mild reproach. No, don't stop keep going, I insisted, you'll come
- 4:23:37to it. Two big stone lanterns turn the car left between them. I
- 4:23:41shut up again, as jerkily as I had commenced the peculiar back shoulder look
- 4:23:45he was giving me. I poked my fingers through my hair a couple of
- 4:23:49times. Gee, I don't know how I knew that myself, I mumbled,
- 4:23:55half audibly. He became very aware. From then on he didn't have
- 4:24:00much to say any more. I think he kept hoping I'd be wrong.
- 4:24:03There wouldn't be any Lil gave him a peremptory accolade on the shoulder without warning.
- 4:24:07There they are, there, they are turncliff like he told you.
- 4:24:11You could hardly make them out. Even at that faint gray blurs against the
- 4:24:15obliterating pencil strokes of rain, you certainly couldn't tell what they were. He
- 4:24:21turned without a word, and we glided between them. All I could see
- 4:24:23was his eyes in the rear sight mirror on me. I'd never seen eyes
- 4:24:29with such black, accusing pupils before, Like buckshot. They were a minute
- 4:24:33passed, and then a house with a wide sheltering veranda materialized through the mist,
- 4:24:38phantom like, and came to a dead halt beside us. I heard
- 4:24:42his brakes go on. I wasn't much aware of the business of making a
- 4:24:47dash for it through the intervening curtain of water that separated us from the porch
- 4:24:49roof. Lil squeezed between us, my coat hooded over her head. Through
- 4:24:56it all, I was conscious of the beer and my stomach. It had
- 4:25:00been warm when I drank it back at the meadow, but it had turned
- 4:25:03ice cold now, as though it had been put into a refrigerator. I
- 4:25:07had a queasy feeling, and the rain had chilled me, but deep inside
- 4:25:11where it hadn't been able to wet me at all. And I knew those
- 4:25:14weren't rain drops on my forehead. They were sweat turned cold. We stamped
- 4:25:19around on the porch for a minute, like soak people do. I wish
- 4:25:23we could get in litl mourned the keys under that window box with the geraniums,
- 4:25:30I said. Cliff traced a finger under it and brought it out.
- 4:25:36He put it in the keyhole, his hand shaking a little, and turned
- 4:25:40it and the door went in. He held his neck very stiff to keep
- 4:25:44from looking around at me. That beer had turned to a block of ice.
- 4:25:48Now I went in last, like someone toiling through the coils of a
- 4:25:52bad dream. It was twilight dim around us at first. The rain storm
- 4:25:59outside had loomed up the afternoon so I saw Lil's hands go out to a
- 4:26:03china switch mount sitting on the inside of the door frame on the left.
- 4:26:08Not that one, that's the one to the porch, I said, the
- 4:26:12one that controls the halls on the other side. Cliff swept the door closed,
- 4:26:18revealing it. It had been hidden until now. This one was wood,
- 4:26:22not porcelain. He flicked it and a light went on a few yards
- 4:26:26before us. Overhead. She tried out hers anyway, and the porch lit
- 4:26:30up, then blackened once more as she turned the switch off. I saw
- 4:26:34them look at each other. Then she turned to me and said, what
- 4:26:37is this a rib? How do you know so much about this place?
- 4:26:41Anyway? Vince, poor Lil, she was in another world, Cliff said,
- 4:26:47gruffly, Just a lucky guess on his part. He wanted to keep
- 4:26:51her out of it, out of that darkling world he and I were in.
- 4:26:56The light was showing us a paneled hall and stairs going up, dark
- 4:27:00polished wood, with a carved hand rail mahogany or something. It wasn't a
- 4:27:04cheaply fitted out place, whatever it was, And I could say that whatever
- 4:27:11it was as honestly as they could, Cliff said, pointing his call up
- 4:27:15the stairs. Good afternoon, anybody home, I said, don't do that,
- 4:27:22in a choked voice. He's cold, Lil said, he's shaking.
- 4:27:27She turned aside through a double doorway and lit up a living room. We
- 4:27:32both looked in there after her, without going in. We had other things
- 4:27:36on our minds. She just wanted warmth and comfort. There was an expensive
- 4:27:41parquet floor, but everything else was in a partial state of dismantlement, not
- 4:27:45abandonment, just temporary dismantlement. Dust covers making ghost shapes of the chairs and
- 4:27:52sofa, and a piano, an oversized linen hornet's nest hanging from the ceiling
- 4:27:56with indirect light peering from the top of it, was crystal chandelier away for
- 4:28:02the summer, Lily said, knowingly, but funny they leave it unlocked like
- 4:28:06that, and with the electricity still connected. Your being a detective comes in
- 4:28:10handicliff. We won't get in trouble walking in like this. There was a
- 4:28:15black onyx fireplace, and after running her hands exploratively around it, she gave
- 4:28:18a little bleed of satisfaction, touched something electric and it glowed red. She
- 4:28:26started to rub her arms and shake out her skirt before it to dry herself
- 4:28:30off, and forgot us for the time being. I glanced at him,
- 4:28:34and then I backed away out of the doorway. I turned and went up
- 4:28:38the staircase silently but swiftly. I saw him make for the back of the
- 4:28:42hall, equally silent and swift. We were both furtive in our movements.
- 4:28:47Somehow I found a bedroom dismantled like downstairs. I left it by another door
- 4:28:52and found myself in a two entrance bath. I went out by the second
- 4:28:56entrance, and I was in another bedroom through a doorway left open. I
- 4:29:00could see the hallway outside through another doorway likewise unobstructed. I could see myself
- 4:29:07poised, quivering with apprehension, arrested in mid search, white face staring out
- 4:29:12from above, a collar not nearly so white. I shifted, came closer,
- 4:29:18dying a little wavering as I advanced two of me three, four,
- 4:29:26five, six seven. I was across the threshold now, and the door
- 4:29:30brought around from its position flat against the outside wall, pulled in after me,
- 4:29:36flashed the eighth image of myself on its mirror backed surface. I tottered
- 4:29:41there and stumbled, and nearly went down the nine of me. Cliff's footfall
- 4:29:47sounded behind me, and the eighth reflection was swept away, leaving only seven.
- 4:29:52His hand gripped me by the shoulder, supporting me. I heard myself
- 4:29:56grown in infinite desolation. This is place God above, This is the place,
- 4:30:02all right? Eh? He bent out in an undertone. He bit
- 4:30:07it off so short it was like a single letter shorter than no. Even
- 4:30:11then he said, wipe off your forehead. You're all. I don't know
- 4:30:15why, for lack of something better to say. I guess I made a
- 4:30:18pass with my sleeve across it. We neither of us were really interested in
- 4:30:22that. Have you got it? I said? He knew what I meant.
- 4:30:26He fumbled. He had it on a ring with his other keys.
- 4:30:30I wished he hadn't kept it. I wished he'd thrown it away, like
- 4:30:33an ostrich hides its head in the sand. The other keys slithered away,
- 4:30:38and there it was fancy scroll work, a key such as is no longer
- 4:30:44used or made. One was a door, the door we'd come in by.
- 4:30:48Four of the remaining seven were dummies, mirrors set into the naked wall
- 4:30:52plaster. You could tell that because they had no key holes. They were
- 4:30:56the ones that cut the corners of the quadrilateral. The real ones were the
- 4:31:00ones that paralleled the walls, one on each side. He put it into
- 4:31:04one, and it went in so smoothly, so easily, like a key
- 4:31:07goes into the keyhole for which it was made. Something went clock behind the
- 4:31:12wood, and he pulled open the mirror door. A ripple coursed down the
- 4:31:18lining of my stomach. There was nothing in there, only empty wooden paneling
- 4:31:23that left too. Lil's hale reached us. What are you two up to
- 4:31:29up there, from that other world so far away? Keep her downstairs a
- 4:31:33minute, I breathed desperately. I don't know why you don't want your agonies
- 4:31:37of soul witnessed by a woman he called down hauled it. Vince's taken off
- 4:31:42his pants to dry them. She answered, I'm hungry. I'm going to
- 4:31:45see if they left anything around too, and her voice trailed off toward the
- 4:31:48kitchen at the back. He was turning it in the second one. I
- 4:31:52thought the clock would never come, and when it did I must have shuddered.
- 4:31:57My eyes in mortal terror. His look caught me with them closed.
- 4:32:03I saw a black thing in the middle of it, and for a minute
- 4:32:06I thought it was a built in safe steel painted black, but with a
- 4:32:11dial left its own color. It was jagged, had been cut or burned
- 4:32:15into. That's what he was crouched before that night when he seemed just like
- 4:32:22a puddle on the floor, I heard myself say. And he must have
- 4:32:26had a blow torch down there on the floor in front of him. That's
- 4:32:29what made that bluish light and made her face stand out in the reflection like
- 4:32:32a mask. I saw it popped like a bubble in my throat. And
- 4:32:36that one that you haven't opened yet is the one I propped him up in.
- 4:32:41He straightened and turned and started over toward it, as though I had
- 4:32:45just then called his attention to it for the first time, which of course
- 4:32:48wasn't the case. I turned to water, and there wasn't anything like courage
- 4:32:52in the whole world. I didn't know where other fellows got theirs. No,
- 4:32:59don't, I pleaded, and caught ineffectively at his sleeve. Not right
- 4:33:03away, way, wait just a minute longer, Give me a chance to
- 4:33:06cut that out, he said remorselessly, and shook my hand off. He
- 4:33:11went ahead. He put the key in deep it went and turned it and
- 4:33:15the panel backing the mirror grunted, and my heart groaned in company with it.
- 4:33:19He opened it between us. I mean I was standing on the opposite
- 4:33:25side from him. He looked in slantwise first when it was still just open
- 4:33:29a crack, and then he widened it around my way for me to see.
- 4:33:33I couldn't until then. That was his answer to my unspoken question,
- 4:33:37that widening of it like that for me to see. Nothing fell out on
- 4:33:41him, Nothing was in there, not any more. He struck a match
- 4:33:47and singed all up and down the perpendicular woodwork. There was light behind us,
- 4:33:52and it wasn't close enough. When the match stopped traveling, you could
- 4:33:55see the faint, blurred, old discoloration behind it, old blood, dark
- 4:34:00against the lighter wood. There wasn't very much of it, just about what
- 4:34:03would seep through a wound and a dead back, ooze through clothing and be
- 4:34:07pressed out against the wood. He singed the floor, but there wasn't any
- 4:34:12down there. It hadn't been able to worm its weight down that far.
- 4:34:17You could see where it had ended in two little tracks, one longer than
- 4:34:19the other, squashed out by the blotterlike clothed back before they had gotten very
- 4:34:23far the closet and I we stared at one another. The match went out,
- 4:34:32the old blood went out with it. Some one that was hurt was
- 4:34:36in here, he concluded grimly, some one that was dead. I amended
- 4:34:41with a silent shudder. Lil dozed off right after the improvised snack she had
- 4:34:45gotten up for us in the kitchen, tired out from the excitement of the
- 4:34:48storm and of getting lost in that remote, secure world she still inhabited.
- 4:34:53You did things like eat and take naps, not in the one I was
- 4:34:57in any more, but the tea. Two of us had to sit with
- 4:35:00her and go through the motions, while the knowledge we shared hung over us
- 4:35:03like a bloody axe, poised and waiting to crash. I think if she
- 4:35:07hadn't started to nod, he would have hauled me outside into the dripping dusk
- 4:35:11with him then and there, if he had had to to get out of
- 4:35:15earshot. He couldn't wait to tackle me. All through the sketchy meal,
- 4:35:18he'd sat there drumming the fingers of his left hand on the tabletop while he
- 4:35:22inattentively shoveled and spaded with his right like an engine, all tuned up and
- 4:35:26only waiting for the touch of the starter to go my own rigid wrist and
- 4:35:32elbow. Shoved stuff through my teeth. I don't know what it was,
- 4:35:34and then after it got in it wouldn't go down anyway, stuck in my
- 4:35:38craw. What's the matter of Vince. You're not very hungry, she said
- 4:35:42one time he answered for me, no, he isn't. He turned unfriendly.
- 4:35:49We left her stretched out on the covered sofa shape in the living room,
- 4:35:52the electric fireplace on both their coats spread over her for a pieced blanket.
- 4:35:59As soon as her eye as were safely closed, he went out into
- 4:36:00the hall, beckoning me after him with an imperative hitch of his head,
- 4:36:04without looking at me, I followed close the doors. He whispered guttily.
- 4:36:11I don't want her to hear this. I did, and then I followed
- 4:36:15him some more back into the kitchen, where we'd all three of us been
- 4:36:18until only a few minutes before. It was about the furthest you could get
- 4:36:22away from where she was. It was still warm and friendly from her having
- 4:36:26been in there. He changed all that with a look at me. I
- 4:36:30looked that belonged in a police station basement. He lit a cigarette and it
- 4:36:34jiggled with wrath between his lips. He didn't offer me one. Policemen don't
- 4:36:38with their suspects. He bounced the match down like he wanted to break it
- 4:36:44into three pieces. Then he shoved his hands deepened pockets, like he wanted
- 4:36:48to keep them down from flying at me. Let's hear about another dream,
- 4:36:52he said, vitrolically. I eyed the floor. You'd think I lied,
- 4:36:57don't you? That was as far as I got. He had a temper.
- 4:37:02He came up close against me, sort of pinning me back against the
- 4:37:04wall, not physically his hands were still in pockets, but by the scathing
- 4:37:11glare he sent in to me. You knew which cut off to take that
- 4:37:14would get us here from a dream, didn't you? You knew about those
- 4:37:17stone lanterns at the entrance from a dream. Didn't you You knew where the
- 4:37:21key to the front door was cashed from a dream? Didn't you You knew
- 4:37:25which was the port switch and which the hall from a dream? Didn't you
- 4:37:30you know what I'd do to you if you weren't Lil's brother. I'd push
- 4:37:33your lying face out through the back of your head, and the way his
- 4:37:37hands hitched up. He had a hard time to keep from doing it.
- 4:37:38Then and there I twisted and turned as if I was on a spit,
- 4:37:42the way I was being tortured. He wasn't, though he wasn't even half
- 4:37:47through. You came to me for help, didn't you. But you didn't
- 4:37:49have guts enough to come clean to say, Cliff, I went to such
- 4:37:52and such a place in the country last night, and I killed a guy,
- 4:37:56such and such a guy for such and such a reason. No,
- 4:37:59you had to cook up a I can look up to and respected guy,
- 4:38:02no matter how rotten a crime he's committed, that'll own up to it,
- 4:38:04make a clean breast of it. And I can even understand and make allowances
- 4:38:08for a guy that'll deny it flatly lie about it. That's only human nature.
- 4:38:12But a guy that'll come to someone trading on the fact that he's married
- 4:38:15to his sister and he knows he'll give him an air, abusing his gullibility,
- 4:38:19making a fool out of him like you did me, I've got no
- 4:38:22use for him. He's low and lousy and no good. He's lower than
- 4:38:26the lowest rat we ever brought in for knife in someone in an alley.
- 4:38:30Look, I found this key in my pocket when I got up this morning.
- 4:38:33How did you get there? Look? I found this button playing on
- 4:38:36my sympathies. Huh, getting me think in terms of doctors and medical observation.
- 4:38:41Huh. One hand came out of his pocket. At last, he
- 4:38:45threw away a cigarette, not downward, but on an even keel. He
- 4:38:48was so sore he spit on the floor to one side of him. Maybe
- 4:38:52because he had been talking so fast and furious, maybe just out of contempt
- 4:38:57some dream that was all right, Well, the dream's over and baby's awake.
- 4:39:00Now. His left hand came out of his pocket and shouldered itself to
- 4:39:04my shoulder and stiff armed me there in front of him. We're going to
- 4:39:07start in from scratch right here in this place, you and me. I'm
- 4:39:11going to get the facts out of you. And whether they go any further
- 4:39:15than me or not, that's my business. But at least I'm going to
- 4:39:18have them. His right hand had knotted up. I could see him priming
- 4:39:22it. How could that get something out of me that I didn't have in
- 4:39:25me to give him? What were you doing out at this place the night
- 4:39:29had happened? What brought you here? I shook my head helplessly. I
- 4:39:33never was here before. I never saw it until I came here today with
- 4:39:37you and Lil. He shot a short uppercut into my jaw. It was
- 4:39:42probably partly pulled, but it smacked my head back into the wall plaster.
- 4:39:47Who was the guy you did it to? What was his name? I'm
- 4:39:49in hell already, you blundering fool without this, I moaned. He sent
- 4:39:55another one up at me. I swerved my head, and this time it
- 4:39:57just grazed me my recalcitrance. It must have seemed like that, only inflamed
- 4:40:02his anger. Are you gonna answer me? Events? Are you gonna answer
- 4:40:06me? I can't. You're asking me things I can't. A sob of
- 4:40:11misery wrench from me. Ask God or whoever it is watches over us in
- 4:40:15the night when we're unconscious. It developed into a scuffle. He kept swinging
- 4:40:21at me. I sent one or two swings, half heartily back at him,
- 4:40:23the instinctive reflex of anyone being struck at no more. Who was the
- 4:40:26guy? Why'd you kill him? Why? Why? Why? Finally I
- 4:40:30wrenched myself free retreated out of range. We stood there facing one another for
- 4:40:34an instant, puffing, glaring. He closed in again. You're not gonna
- 4:40:38get away with this, he said. I've handled closed mouthed guys before I
- 4:40:42know how to. You're gonna tell me or I'm gonna half kill you with
- 4:40:45my own hands where you killed somebody else. He meant it. I could
- 4:40:52see he meant it. The policeman's blood in him was up, all the
- 4:40:55stops were out. Now he could put up with anything but what he took
- 4:40:57to be this sensely stubbornness, this irrational prevarication in the face of glaring inescapable
- 4:41:03facts. I felt the edge of the table the three of us had peacefully
- 4:41:07eaten at so short a time before, grazing the fleshy part of my back.
- 4:41:12I shifted around behind it, got it between us. He swung up
- 4:41:17a rickety chair that didn't have much left in it but a cane seat and
- 4:41:19four legs. All the rungs were gone. It probably wouldn't have done much
- 4:41:23more than stun me. I don't think he wanted it to. He didn't
- 4:41:26want to break my head. He just wanted to get the truth out of
- 4:41:29it, and I I wanted to get the truth into it. He at
- 4:41:33least had someone he thought he could get the truth out of. I had
- 4:41:37no one to turn to, only the inscrutable night that never repeats what it
- 4:41:41sees. He poised the chair high overhead and slung his lower jaw out of
- 4:41:47line with his upper. I heard the door slap open. It was over
- 4:41:49beyond my shoulder. He could see it, and I couldn't without turning.
- 4:41:52I saw him sort of freeze and hold it and looked over at it,
- 4:41:56not at me anymore. I looked, too, and there was a man's
- 4:41:59stay there, eyeing the two of us, holding a drawn gun in his
- 4:42:02hand, ready to use it. He spoke first, after a second that
- 4:42:06had been stretched like an elastic band to cover a full minute, had snapped
- 4:42:10back into place. What are you two men do again? Here? He
- 4:42:14moved one foot watchfully across the room threshold. Cliff let the chair down the
- 4:42:18slow, easy way with a neat little tick of its four legs. His
- 4:42:22stomach was still going in and out a little. I could see it through
- 4:42:25his shirt. We came in out of the rain that suits you, he
- 4:42:29said, with leftover truculence that had been boiled up toward me originally, and
- 4:42:33was only now simmering down. Identify yourselves and hurry about it. The man's
- 4:42:37other foot came in the room, so did the gun, so did the
- 4:42:41cement ridges around his eyes. Cliff took a wallet out of his rear trouser
- 4:42:45pocket, shouted over at him, so that it slithered along the floor,
- 4:42:48came up against his feet. Help yourself, he said contemptuously. He turned
- 4:42:53and went over to the sink, poured himself a glass of water to help
- 4:42:56cool off. Without waiting to hear the verdict, he came back, wiping
- 4:43:00his chin on his shirt sleeve, held out his hand peremptorily for the return
- 4:43:03of the credentials. The contents of the wallet had buried the gun, muzzle
- 4:43:07first and its holster, rubbing out the cement ridges around its owner's eyes.
- 4:43:11Leg's dodge, the man said, with noticeable respect. Homicide Division. Uh.
- 4:43:17Cliff remained unbending. How about doing a little identifying yourself. I'm a
- 4:43:22deputy attached to the Sheriff's office. He silvered his mouth out of his vest
- 4:43:26pocket, looked a little embarrassed. I'm detailed to keep an eye on this
- 4:43:30place. I was home, having a little supper, and he glanced out
- 4:43:33into the hall behind him questioningly, how'd you get in? I thought I
- 4:43:37had it locked up, safe and sound. The key was batted in a
- 4:43:41flower pot on the porch. Cliff said it was. He looked startled,
- 4:43:47must be a spare of Then I head the original on me, not in
- 4:43:48day for the past week. Funny, we never knew there was a second
- 4:43:52one ourselves. I swallowed at this point, but it didn't ease my windpipe
- 4:43:56any I was driving by just to see if everything was okay. It went
- 4:44:00on, and I saw a lot peering out of the rear window here.
- 4:44:03And then when I got in, I heard the two of you. I
- 4:44:07saw his glance rest on the rickety chair a moment. He didn't ask the
- 4:44:10question. What had the two of us been scrapping about? Cliff wouldn't have
- 4:44:14answered it if he had. I could tell that by his expression. His
- 4:44:18attitude was plainly it was none of this outsider's business. Something just between the
- 4:44:22two of us. I thought, maybe Bow's broken in or something. The
- 4:44:26deputy added, lamely, Seeing he wasn't getting any additional information, Cliff said,
- 4:44:32why should this house be your particular concern. H there was a murder
- 4:44:37uncovered in it last week. You know, something inside me seemed to go
- 4:44:40down for the third time. There was Cliff echoed tonelessly. There wasn't even
- 4:44:47a question mark after it. I'd like to hear about it, He waited,
- 4:44:51awhile, and then he added all about it. He straddled the chair
- 4:44:56of our recent combat wrong way around, legs to the back. He took
- 4:45:00out his pack of smokes again. Then when he'd helped himself, he pitched
- 4:45:03it over at me, but without deigning to look at me, like you
- 4:45:06throw something to a dog. No, not like that, you like the
- 4:45:10dog as a rule. I don't know how he managed to get the message
- 4:45:14across. It doesn't sound like anything when you tell it. But in that
- 4:45:18simple, unspoken act I got the meaning he wanted me to perfectly. Whatever
- 4:45:22there is between us. I'm seeing that it stays just between us for the
- 4:45:26time being, anyway, So shut up and stay out of it. I'm
- 4:45:29not ready to give you away to anybody yet. It can't be analyzed.
- 4:45:33But that was the message he got across to me by cutting me in on
- 4:45:36his cigarettes in that grudging, unfriendly way. Give one to the man,
- 4:45:41he said in a stony, hard voice, again without looking at me much
- 4:45:45oblage got my own. The deputy went over and rested one haunch on the
- 4:45:48edge of the table. That put me behind him so he couldn't see my
- 4:45:52face. Maybe that was just as well. He addressed himself entirely to Cliff,
- 4:45:56ignored me as though I were some non entity. If there had been
- 4:46:00any room left for objectivity in my tormented, fear racked mind, I might
- 4:46:03have appreciated the irony of that, His turning his back on someone who might
- 4:46:08very well turn out to have been a principle in what he was about to
- 4:46:11relate. He expanded, felt at home, you could see this was shop
- 4:46:17talk with a big time city dick on a footing of equality. He haloed
- 4:46:21his own head with a comfortable smoke. This house belonged to a wealthy couple
- 4:46:26named Fleming. Cliff's eyes flicked over at me, burned searchingly into my face
- 4:46:30for a second, whipt back to the deputy again before he had time to
- 4:46:33notice. How could I show him any reaction, guilty or otherwise. I'd
- 4:46:37never heard the name before myself. It didn't mean anything to me. The
- 4:46:42husband frequently goes away on these long business trips. He was away at the
- 4:46:47time this happened. In fact, we haven't been able to reach him to
- 4:46:51notify him yet. The wife was a pretty little thing, was I heard
- 4:46:55cliff breathe. The deputy went ahead. He was telling this his way,
- 4:47:00kind a flighty. In fact, some of the women around here say she
- 4:47:03wasn't above flirting behind his back, but no one was ever able to prove
- 4:47:07anything. There was a young fellow whose company she was seen in a good
- 4:47:11deal, but I don't have to mean anything. He was just as much
- 4:47:15a friend of the husband's as of hers. Three of them used to go
- 4:47:18around together. His name was Dan Ayres. This time it was my mind,
- 4:47:22soundlessly repeated was. The deputy took time out, expectorated, scoured the
- 4:47:29linoleum with his soul. It wasn't his kitchen floor, after all, it
- 4:47:33was nobody's now, some poor devils named Fleming that he thought was coming back
- 4:47:37to happiness. Bob Evans, he leaves the milk around here. He was
- 4:47:42tooling his truck in through the cutoff that leads to this place just about daybreak
- 4:47:47that Wednesday morning, and in the shadowy light, he sees a bundle of
- 4:47:51rags lying there in the moss, and breaks just offside. Luckily Bob's curious
- 4:47:56well sir, he stops, and it was little missus Fleming, Poor little
- 4:48:00missus Fleming, all covered with dew and leaves and twigs. Dad Cliff asked,
- 4:48:07dying. She must have spent hours dragging herself flat along the ground toward
- 4:48:11the main road in the hope of attracting attention and getting help. She must
- 4:48:15have been too weak to cry out very loud, and even if she had,
- 4:48:19there wasn't anybody around to hear her. She must have groaned her life
- 4:48:22away unheard there in those thickets and brambles. She had gotten nearly as far
- 4:48:27as the foot of one of those stone entrance lanterns they have where you turn
- 4:48:30in. She was unconscious when Bob found her. He rushed her to the
- 4:48:36hospital. Let the rest of his deliveries go hang both legs, broken,
- 4:48:40skull, fracture, internal injuries, they said right away. She didn't have
- 4:48:44a chance, and they were right. She died early the next night.
- 4:48:48Breathing was so hard. I had never known breathing to be so hard before,
- 4:48:51Yet it always seemed a simple thing that anyone could do, and here
- 4:48:55I had to work at it so desperately. The noise attracted the deputy.
- 4:48:59He turned his head then back to Cliff, with the comfortable superiority of the
- 4:49:02professional over the layman. Kind of gets him, doesn't it. The stuff's
- 4:49:07new to him. I guess Cliff wasn't having any of me. God,
- 4:49:11how he hated me. Right then? What was it? He went on
- 4:49:15tautly without even giving me a look. Well, that's it. We didn't
- 4:49:19know what it was at first. We knew that a car did it to
- 4:49:22her, but we didn't get the hang of it at first. Had it
- 4:49:25all wrong. We haven't found the car itself. It was abandoned there under
- 4:49:29the trees off the main road, a low way down beyond the cutoff.
- 4:49:32There were hares and blood on the tires and fenders, and it was Dan
- 4:49:36Eyre's car. Well. Practically simultaneous to that, find Wagoner, that's my
- 4:49:42chief, had come up here to the house to look around, and he'd
- 4:49:45found the safe busted and looted. It's in an eight sided mirror room that
- 4:49:48got on the floor above. I'll take you up and show you afterwards.
- 4:49:52Cut it out Cliff snarled, unexpectedly, not at the deputy. I put
- 4:49:56the whiskey bottle back on the shelf where it had caught my eye just now.
- 4:50:00This was like having your appendix taken out without ether. Why doesn't he
- 4:50:06go outside of this gitson, the deputy said patronizingly. I want him in
- 4:50:11here with us. He should get used to this, Cliff said, with
- 4:50:14vicious casualness. Well, that finding of the safe gave us a case,
- 4:50:18gave us the whole thing, tire and intact, or so we thought.
- 4:50:22You know those cases you don't even have to build, that are they're waiting
- 4:50:25for you? Too good to be true? This was it AARs had caught
- 4:50:27on that Fleming left a good deal of money in the safe even when he
- 4:50:30was away on trips. I brought her back that night, neither fixed the
- 4:50:34door so that he could slip back inside again after pretending to leave, or
- 4:50:37else remained concealed in the house the whole time without her being aware of it.
- 4:50:42Some time later, she came out of her room unexpectedly, caught him
- 4:50:45in the act of forcing her husband safe, and ran out of the house
- 4:50:48for her life. Why didn't she use the telephone, Cliff asked, unmovidly,
- 4:50:55well you thought of that it wasn't a case of simple reporting and attempted
- 4:50:59robbery. She must have seemed, by the look on his face when she
- 4:51:00confronted him, that he was going to kill her to shut her up.
- 4:51:03There wasn't any time to stop at a phone. She ran out into the
- 4:51:07open and down the cut off toward the main road to try to save her
- 4:51:10own life. She got clear of the house, but he tore after her,
- 4:51:12and his car caught up with her before she made the halfway mark to
- 4:51:15the stone lanterns. She tried to swerve offside into the brush. He turned
- 4:51:19the car after her and killed her with it, just before she could get
- 4:51:22in past the trees that would have blocked him. We found TRACE's galore there
- 4:51:26that reconstructed that angle of it to a tee and they were all off side
- 4:51:30off the car path. It was no hit and run, It was no
- 4:51:33accident. It was a deliberate kill with the car chassis for a weapon.
- 4:51:37He knocked her down, went over her, and then reversed and went over
- 4:51:41a second time. In backing out. He thought she was dead. She
- 4:51:44was next door to it, but she was only dying. I blotted the
- 4:51:48first tier before it got free of my lashes, but the second one dodged
- 4:51:52me ran all the way down. Gee, life was lovely. All I
- 4:51:56kept saying over and over was I don't know how to drive. I don't
- 4:51:59know how to drive. Cliff took out his cigarettes again and brought it into
- 4:52:03the warped pack. He threw it at me and looked at me and smiled,
- 4:52:07Have another smoke, kid, he said, I've only got one left,
- 4:52:11but you can have it. And I lit it and I smiled too,
- 4:52:14threw all the wet junk in my eyes. He rode the car spell
- 4:52:18further down the main road away from there, and then he thought better of
- 4:52:21it. Realized there must be traces all over it that would give him away
- 4:52:23even quicker than he could drive it. So he ran it off a second
- 4:52:26time, ditched it there out of sight where we found it, and let
- 4:52:30out some less conspicuous way. I don't want to spend too much time on
- 4:52:33it. This is the case we thought we had all Wednesday morning, and
- 4:52:37up until about five that afternoon, we sent out a general alarm for Dan
- 4:52:41Ayre's broadcast. His description had the trains and roads and hauling trucks out of
- 4:52:47here, watched at the city's end. We were all busy as a swarm
- 4:52:51of bees. And then at five that afternoon, Missus Fleming regained consciousness for
- 4:52:55a short time. Wagoner had been waiting outside there the whole time to question,
- 4:53:00and the first thing she whispered, was is Dan all right? He
- 4:53:03didn't kill Dan? Did he? What she told us was enough to send
- 4:53:06us hot footing back to the house. We pride open the various mirror panels
- 4:53:10we'd overlooked the first time, and found Air's dead body behind one of them.
- 4:53:14He'd been stabbed in the back with some kind of an all or bit.
- 4:53:18He'd been dead since the night before. She died about eight that next
- 4:53:21evening. There went our case. Cliff didn't ask it for a while,
- 4:53:26maybe he hated to himself. Finally he did. Did you get anything on
- 4:53:30the rail keller? Practically everything but the guy himself. She was right in
- 4:53:34the alcove with the two of them when it happened. She got a pretty
- 4:53:37good look by torchlight, and she lasted long enough to give it to us.
- 4:53:41All the dope is over at my chief's office, Cliff smacked his own
- 4:53:45knees, as if in reluctant decision. He got up. Let's go over
- 4:53:51there, he said, slowly. Let's go over and give it the once
- 4:53:56over. He stopped and looked back at me from the doorway. Come on,
- 4:54:00Vince, you too, I'll leave a note for Lil. He stood
- 4:54:04out there waiting until I had to get up. My legs felt stiff.
- 4:54:10Come on, Vince, he repeated. I know this is on your line,
- 4:54:12but you'd better come anyway. Haven't you got any mercy at all?
- 4:54:18I breathed, muffledly as I brushed past him with lowered head. In of
- 4:54:25section five Nightmare Part one, Nightmare, Part two, Cliff trod on my
- 4:54:30heel twice going into the Constabulary from the Deputy's car. Short as the distance
- 4:54:36was, he was bringing up behind me. It must have been accidental,
- 4:54:40but I think without it I might have faltered and come to a dead halt.
- 4:54:44I think he thought so too. Wagoner was a much younger looking and
- 4:54:48trimmer man than I had expected. I had never met a rural police officer
- 4:54:53before. I thought. They chewed straws and ran to gallases and said he
- 4:54:57was teething on a dunhill pipe, and his trousers looked as though his wife
- 4:55:00ran a hot iron over them every day. The four of us went into
- 4:55:04his inner office at the back of the front room, and the three of
- 4:55:07them chewed the rag about it the case in general terms for a while.
- 4:55:12Then he said yes to Clip's question, opened a drawer in one of the
- 4:55:17filing cabinets, and got out a folder. We do have a pretty good
- 4:55:21general description of him from her. Here's a transcription of my whole interview with
- 4:55:26her at the hospital. I had a stenographer take it down at her bedside.
- 4:55:30From the folder he removed and turned a quadruple ply typescript on onion skin
- 4:55:34began finger tracing its double spaced lines. All that, I thought, dismally,
- 4:55:41Oh God, all that the room had gotten very quiet. Our reconstruction
- 4:55:48of the car assault on Missus Fleming was perfectly accurate, as was our motivation
- 4:55:52of the safe looting and its interruption. The only thing is there's a switch
- 4:55:56of characters involved. That's where we went wrong. Instead of Missus Fleming being
- 4:56:00killed by airs, Missus Fleming and heirs were killed by this third person.
- 4:56:06She saw the all plunged into Air's back fled from the house for her life,
- 4:56:11was pursued down the cut off by the murderer in the Air's car and
- 4:56:14crushed to death. The murderer then went back, completed his interrupted ransacking of
- 4:56:19the safe and concealed Air's body. He also relocked the house to gain as
- 4:56:23much time as possible. His voice became an unintelligible drone, and so on
- 4:56:30and so on. He turned a page, then his tracing fingers stopped.
- 4:56:33Here's what you want, Dodge. The killer was about twenty five and fairly
- 4:56:37skinny. His cheek bones stood out cast shadows, and the torchlight as it
- 4:56:41wavered on his face. I cupped my hand lengthwise to my cheek. The
- 4:56:45one turned toward the three of them and sat there as if holding my face
- 4:56:48pensively. I was over by the night black window, and they were more
- 4:56:52in the center of the room under the cone light Wagoner had turned on over
- 4:56:56his desk. He traced his finger, dropped a paragraph of life, stopped
- 4:57:00again. He had light brown hair. She even remembered that it was parted
- 4:57:03low on the left side. Take a woman to notice a thing like that,
- 4:57:07even at such a moment, and an unusually long forelock that kept falling
- 4:57:11in front of his face. My hand went up a little higher and brushed
- 4:57:15mine back. It only fell down again, like it always did. His
- 4:57:19eyes were fixed and glassy, as though he was mentally unbalanced. I saw
- 4:57:25Cliff glance thoughtfully down at the floor, then up again. He had on
- 4:57:27a knitted sweater under his jacket, and she even took in that it had
- 4:57:32been darned or rewoven up the neckline in a different colored yarn. Lil had
- 4:57:37made me one the Christmas before, and then I'd burned a big hole in
- 4:57:40it with a cigarette spark, and when I'd taken it back to her,
- 4:57:41she hadn't been able to get the same color again. It had left a
- 4:57:45big star like patch that hit you in the eye. It was back at
- 4:57:48my room now. I looked out the window and I didn't see anything.
- 4:57:52His voice went on. It took us hours to get all of this out
- 4:57:56of her. We could only get it in snatches, a little out of
- 4:57:59time. She was so low she went under without knowing. Airs had been
- 4:58:03killed along with her. I heard the onion skin sheets crackle as he refolded
- 4:58:07them. No one said anything for a while, then Cliff asked, they
- 4:58:11been buried yet, Yeah, both temporarily. In her case, we haven't
- 4:58:15been able to contact the husband yet. I understand he's in South America.
- 4:58:19Got pictures of him? Yeah, we got death photographs. Care to see
- 4:58:22them? I knew what was coming up. My blood turned to ice,
- 4:58:27and I tried to catch Cliff's eye to warn him in silent desperation. Don't
- 4:58:33make me look in front of them. I'll cave. I'll give myself away.
- 4:58:37I can't stand any more of it. I'm played out, he said,
- 4:58:41off handedly. Yeah, let's have a look. Wagner got them out
- 4:58:45of the same folder that held the typescript. Blurredly, I could see the
- 4:58:49large gray squares passed from hand to hand. I got that indirectly by the
- 4:58:55reflections on the polished black window square. I was staring with desperate intensity out
- 4:59:00to the night, head averted from them. I missed seeing just how Cliff
- 4:59:03worked it with my head turned away like that. I think he distracted their
- 4:59:07attention by becoming very animated and talkative all at once while the pictures were still
- 4:59:11in his hands, so that Wagoner forgot to put them back where he'd taken
- 4:59:15them from. I lost track of them. The next thing I knew,
- 4:59:19the light had snapped out. They were filing out. He was holding the
- 4:59:22inner office door for me empty handed. Come in, Vince, who passed
- 4:59:26through the outside room to the street. The deputy said, oh, run,
- 4:59:32you're back there. It's on my way home anyway. He got in
- 4:59:36under the wheel, and Cliff got in next to him. I was just
- 4:59:37going to get in the back when Cliff's voice warded me off like a lazy
- 4:59:41whip. Run back a minute and see if I left my cigarettes and mister
- 4:59:45Wagoner's office, Vince. Then he held Wagoner himself rooted to the spot there
- 4:59:48beside the car by a sudden burst of parting cordiality. I want you to
- 4:59:52be sure and look me up anytime you're down our way. His voice dwindled
- 4:59:57behind me, and I was in the darkened inner office again alone. I
- 5:00:00knew what I had been sent back for. He didn't have any cigarettes in
- 5:00:04here. He'd given me his last one back at the fleming house. I
- 5:00:08found the still warm cone, curbed its swaying lit it. There they were
- 5:00:14on the table under my eyes. He'd left them out there for me,
- 5:00:15purposely. The woman's photograph was topmost the cone through a narrow pool of bright
- 5:00:21light. Her face seemed to come to life in it. Held up in
- 5:00:25my hand, it lost its distortion, the stiff ugliness of death sight came
- 5:00:30into the vacant eyes. I seemed to hear her voice again. There he
- 5:00:34is right behind you, And the man's came to life in my other hand.
- 5:00:40That look he had given me when I bent over him, already wounded
- 5:00:44to death on the floor. What did you have to do that for?
- 5:00:48The cone light jerked high up into the ceiling, and three pairs of feet
- 5:00:52were ranged around me. There where I was flat on the floor, I
- 5:00:56could hear a blur of awed male voices overhead out like a light. What
- 5:01:03did it you suppose the pictures things like that get him, don't they?
- 5:01:06I noticed that already over at the house before, when I was telling you
- 5:01:08about the case. He's not well. He's under treatment by a doctor right
- 5:01:14now. He gets these dizzy spells now and then that's all it is.
- 5:01:17The last was cliffs. He squatted down by me on his haunches, raised
- 5:01:21my head, held a paper cup of water from the filter in the corner
- 5:01:23to my mouth. His face and mine were only the cup's breath away from
- 5:01:29one another. Yes, I sighed soundlessly. Shut up, he grunted,
- 5:01:34without moving his lips. I struggled up, and he gave me an arm
- 5:01:38back to the car. It's a funny feeling to lean on someone that's your
- 5:01:42natural enemy. From now on, that has to be through force of circumstances.
- 5:01:48He'll be all right, he said, and he closed the rear car
- 5:01:51to her on me. It sounded a little bit like a cell gate.
- 5:01:55Wagoner was left behind, standing on the sidewalk in front of his office in
- 5:01:59a welter of so longs and much obliged. We didn't say anything in the
- 5:02:03car. We couldn't. The deputy was at the wheel, which changed to
- 5:02:07Cliff's car at the Fleming house. Picked Lil up and she was blazing sore.
- 5:02:12She laced it into him halfway back to the city. I think you've
- 5:02:15got one hell of a nerve, Cliff Dodge, leaving me alone like that
- 5:02:18in a house where I had no business to be in the first place,
- 5:02:22and going off to talk shop with a couple of corny Keystone cops. Suppose
- 5:02:26you did leave a note saying where you were. That isn't the point.
- 5:02:29This was supposed to be your date off. I can't have one date in
- 5:02:32the year with you without squat stuff, squat stuff, squat stuff. Don't
- 5:02:34you get enough of it? All week long in the city. I think
- 5:02:38for once he was glad she kept his ears humming like that kept him from
- 5:02:42thinking too steadily about me. She only quit past the city limits, and
- 5:02:47then the cold, empty silence that descended could be ascribed to his sulking after
- 5:02:51the calling down he had gotten. Once near the end, she said,
- 5:02:56what's matter, Vince, don't you feel well? She caught me holding my
- 5:02:59head in the rear mirror. The outing was a little bit too strenuous for
- 5:03:03him. Cliff said bitterly that brought on a couple of postscripts. No,
- 5:03:07wonder the way you drive next time, trying not to get to the place
- 5:03:11where going, and maybe you'll make it. I would have given all my
- 5:03:15hopes of heaven to be back in that blessed, everyday world she was in,
- 5:03:18where you wrangled and you squabbled, but you didn't kill. I couldn't
- 5:03:23give that because I didn't have any hopes of heaven left. We stopped and
- 5:03:27he said, I'll go up with Vince a minute. I went up the
- 5:03:32stairs ahead of him. He closed the door after us. He spoke low
- 5:03:36and very undramatically. No fireworks. He said, Leille's waiting downstairs, and
- 5:03:41I'm going to take her home first before I do anything. I love Lil.
- 5:03:45It's bad enough what this is going to do to her when she finds
- 5:03:48out. I'm going to see that she gets at least one good night's sleep
- 5:03:49before she does. He went over to the door, got ready to leave.
- 5:03:56Run out. That's about the best thing you can do. Meet your
- 5:03:57finish on the hoof somewhere else where, your sister and I don't have to
- 5:04:02see it happen. If you're still here when I come back, I'm going
- 5:04:04to arrest you for the murder of Dan Ayres and Dorothy Fleming. I don't
- 5:04:07have to ask you if you killed those two people. You fainted dead on
- 5:04:11the floor when you saw their photographs and death. He gave the knob a
- 5:04:15twist, as though he was choking the life out of his own career.
- 5:04:18Take my advice and don't be here when I get back. I'll turn in
- 5:04:21my information at my own precinct house and they can pass it on to Wagoner.
- 5:04:25Then I'll hand over my own badge. In the morning, I was
- 5:04:27pressed up against the wall as if I were trying to get out of the
- 5:04:30room where there was no door, arms making swimming strokes. I'm frightened,
- 5:04:37I said, stiffly kellers always are, he answered. Afterwards, I'll be
- 5:04:42back in about half an hour. He closed the door and went out.
- 5:04:47I didn't move for about half the time he had given me thrown scornfully into
- 5:04:51my face, so to speak. Then I put on the light over the
- 5:04:53washstand and turned the warm water tap. I felt my jaw and it was
- 5:04:57a little briskly. I wasn't really interested in that. I opened the cabinet
- 5:05:03and took out my cream and blade and hold her from sheer reflex of habit.
- 5:05:07Then I saw I'd taken out too much, and I put back the
- 5:05:10cream and holder. The warm water kept running down. I was in such
- 5:05:14pain already. I didn't even feel the outer gash when I made it.
- 5:05:17The water kept carrying the red away down the drain. It would have been
- 5:05:22quicker at the throat, but I didn't have the guts. This was the
- 5:05:26old Roman way, slower but just as effective. I did it on the
- 5:05:30left one too, and then I threw the blade away. I wouldn't need
- 5:05:34it any more to shave with. I was seeing black spots in front of
- 5:05:38my eyes when he tried to get in the door. I tried to keep
- 5:05:41very quiet so he'd think i'd lambed and go away. But I couldn't stand
- 5:05:45up any more. He heard the thump when I went down on my knees,
- 5:05:48and I heard him threaten through the door, open it, or I'll
- 5:05:51shoot the lock away. It didn't matter now any more. He could come
- 5:05:55in if he wanted to. He was too late. I floundered over to
- 5:05:57the door knee high and turned the and I climbed up to it to my
- 5:06:02feet again. You could have saved yourself the trip back, I said weakly.
- 5:06:07All he said grimly was I didn't think of that way out. And
- 5:06:11then he ripped the ends of his shirt and tied them tied around the gashes,
- 5:06:15pulling with his teeth till the skin turned blue above them. Then he
- 5:06:18got me downstairs and into the car. They didn't keep me at the hospital,
- 5:06:23just took stitches and the gashes, sent me home and told me to
- 5:06:26stay in bed a day and take it easy. I hadn't even been able
- 5:06:30to do that effectively. These were safety razor blades. No depth it was
- 5:06:36for. When we got back to my room, he stood over me while
- 5:06:37I got undressed, and then thumbed the bed for me to get in.
- 5:06:42What about the arrest, I asked, postponed. I asked it just as
- 5:06:48a simple question, without any sarcasm, rebuke, or even interest. I
- 5:06:52didn't have any left in me to give canceled, he said. I gave
- 5:06:56you a chance to run out, and you didn't take it. As a
- 5:06:59matter of fact, I sent Lil home alone. I've been downstairs watching the
- 5:07:03street door the whole time. When a guy's willing to let the life who
- 5:07:06was out of his veins, there must be something to his story. You
- 5:07:07don't die to back up lies. You have convinced me of your good faith,
- 5:07:12if not your innocence. I don't know what the explanation is, but
- 5:07:17I don't think you really know what you did that night. I think you're
- 5:07:18telling the truth to the best of your knowledge. I'm tired, I said,
- 5:07:25I'm licked. I don't even want to talk about it anymore. I
- 5:07:27think I better stick with you at night. He took one of the pillows
- 5:07:32and furled it down inside a chair and hunched low in it. It's all
- 5:07:34right, I said spiritlessly. I won't try it again. I still think
- 5:07:40it would have been the best way out. Our voices were low, we
- 5:07:44were both all in from the emotional stress we'd been through all night long,
- 5:07:48and in my case there was the loss of blood. In another minute,
- 5:07:51one or both of us would have dozed off. In another minute, it
- 5:07:55would have eluded us forever, for no combination of time and place and mood
- 5:07:59and train of the od is ever the same twice. It's like a chemical
- 5:08:02formula, vary at one iota, and you don't get the same result.
- 5:08:07This was the right minute, now, our minute mine in his he yawned.
- 5:08:11He stretched out his legs to settle himself better. The chair had a
- 5:08:15low seat and he was long legged. The shift brought them over a still
- 5:08:18damp stain. From my attempt. There were traces of it in a straight
- 5:08:23line from the washstand all the way over to the door. He eyed them.
- 5:08:29You share picked him messy way, he observed, drowsily. Gas is
- 5:08:33what occurs to most people first, I imagine, I said, equally drowsily.
- 5:08:38It did to me. But this house has no gas, so there
- 5:08:41was no other way but the blade good thing? And hasn't he droned?
- 5:08:47If more houses had no gas, there'd be fewer. Yeah, but if
- 5:08:51the bulb in your room burns out unexpectedly, it can be damn awkward.
- 5:08:56That happened to the fellow in the next room one night, I remember,
- 5:08:57and he had to use a candle. My eyes were closed already, maybe
- 5:09:02his were too. For all I knew, my somnolent voice had one more
- 5:09:06phrase to unburden itself before it too fell silent. It was the same night
- 5:09:11I had the dream, I added, inconsequentially, how do you know he
- 5:09:15had to use a candle? Were you in there at the time? His
- 5:09:18voice opened my eyes again, just as my last straggling remark had opened his.
- 5:09:23His head wasn't reared, he was still supine, but his face was
- 5:09:27turned toward me on the pillow. No, he rapped and stuck his head
- 5:09:33in my door a minute, and he was holding the candle. He wanted
- 5:09:37to know if my light had gone out too. I guess he wanted to
- 5:09:38see if the current had failed through the whole house or it was just the
- 5:09:42bulb in his room. You know how people are in rooming houses. Might
- 5:09:48you have to do that? Couldn't he tell? By the hall? His
- 5:09:51voice wasn't as sleepy as before. They'd turned the light out in the upper
- 5:09:56halls at eleven thirty here, and I guess the hall was dark already.
- 5:10:00His head had left the pillow. Now there's still no reason why he should
- 5:10:03bust in on you. I'd like to hear the rest of this. There
- 5:10:07isn't any rest I've told you. Oh there is to it. That's what
- 5:10:11you think. Watch what I get out of it? To begin with?
- 5:10:14Who was he? Or had you ever seen him before? Oh? Sure,
- 5:10:18I smiled deprecatingly. We weren't strangers. His name was Berg. He
- 5:10:22had been living in the room for a week or ten days before that.
- 5:10:26We'd said howdy, passing each other on the stairs. We'd even stood and
- 5:10:30chatted down at the street door several times in the evening when neither of us
- 5:10:34had anything to do. How is it you never mentioned this incident to me
- 5:10:37before, as many times as I've asked you to account for every single minute
- 5:10:41of that evening before you fell asleep. But this has nothing to do with
- 5:10:47that. With what came up later. You've kept asking me if I wasn't
- 5:10:52sure. I didn't remember leaving the room at any time, and things like
- 5:10:55that. I didn't even step out into the hall when he came to the
- 5:10:57door like that. I was in bed already and I didn't even get out
- 5:11:00of bed to let him in. Now, what more do you want?
- 5:11:04Oh, you're in bed already. I'd been in bed sometime, passed,
- 5:11:10reading the paper like I do every night. I'd just gotten through and put
- 5:11:12out my own light a couple of minutes before when I heard this light knock.
- 5:11:17He made an approving pass with his hands. Tell it just like that,
- 5:11:21step by step, Tell it like to a six year old kid.
- 5:11:25He'd left the chair long ago, was standing over me. I wondered why
- 5:11:29this trifling thing, this less than an incident, should interest him. So
- 5:11:34I turned over called out, Who is it? He answered in a low
- 5:11:37pitched voice, Berg from next door. Cliff wrinkled his skin under his eyes,
- 5:11:44low pitched, fartive cag. I shrugged. Uh. He didn't want
- 5:11:48to wake up everyone else on the floor. I suppose maybe it was that.
- 5:11:53Go on, I can reach the door from my bed, you know,
- 5:11:57I stuck out my arm, flipped a key and open the door.
- 5:12:00He was standing there in his suspenders, holding this lighted candle in front of
- 5:12:03him. So he asked if my room light was okay. We tried it
- 5:12:07and it was. Then did he back right out again? Well, not
- 5:12:14instantly. We put the light right out again, but he stayed on in
- 5:12:17the doorway a couple of minutes. Why do you have to stand in the
- 5:12:19doorway a couple minutes? Once he'd found out your light was okay, well,
- 5:12:25winding up the intrusion, signing off whatever you'd want to call it,
- 5:12:29and just what words. Gee, he was worse than a school teacher in
- 5:12:33the third grade. You know how those things go. He said he was
- 5:12:37sorry he had disturbed me. He wouldn't have he had realized I was bed.
- 5:12:41He said, you're tired, aren't you. I can see you're tired
- 5:12:47with the light out. It was a commentary, not a question. The
- 5:12:52candle was shining into my face. He said, yes, you're tired,
- 5:12:55You're very tired. And the funny part of it was I hadn't been until
- 5:12:59then, but after he called it to my attention, I noticed he was
- 5:13:02right. I I was kind of repetitious, wasn't he? He drawled,
- 5:13:08You've quoted him as sayin it four times already. Oh, he kept saying
- 5:13:15it over and over. I couldn't even keep track of how many times he
- 5:13:18said it, and his voice kept getting lower all the time. I smiled
- 5:13:22tolerantly. I guess he kind of got a one track mind, used to
- 5:13:26mumbling to himself. Maybe all right, keep going un there's no further to
- 5:13:33go. He closed the door and went away, and I dropped right off
- 5:13:36to sleep. Wait a minute, hold it right there? Are you sure
- 5:13:40the door closed after him? Did yet see it close? Did ye hear
- 5:13:42it? Or are you just trickin your senses into believin' you did because you
- 5:13:47figured that's what must have happened next? Anyway? Was he a hound at
- 5:13:51getting you mixed up? I wasn't so alert any more. I was sort
- 5:13:56of relaxed, I say, I said, bafflingly. Did I go on
- 5:14:00like this? He opened it slightly, eased it gently closed, The latch
- 5:14:06tongue went click into the socket. Did I go like this? He opened
- 5:14:10it a second time, this time eased it back in place, holding the
- 5:14:12knob fast, so the latch tongue couldn't connect, even though the edge of
- 5:14:15the door itself gave a little thump as it met the frame. He waited,
- 5:14:19said, I can see by the trouble you're having given me a positive
- 5:14:23answer that you didn't hear either of those sounds. But the door must have
- 5:14:30closed. I protested, What was he going to do? Stay in here
- 5:14:33all night keeping watch at my bedside? The candle seemed to go out,
- 5:14:37so he must have gone out and left me. The candle seemed to go
- 5:14:40out, how d'you know it wasn't your eyes that drop closed and shut it
- 5:14:44out. I didn't say anything. I want to ask you a few questions,
- 5:14:48He said. What sort of an effect did his voice have on you?
- 5:14:52Especially when he kept saying you're tired? Sort of peaceful? I liked
- 5:14:57it. He nodded at that. Another thing, where did he hold that
- 5:15:03candle in respect to himself? Off to one side, no dead center,
- 5:15:07in front of his own face, so that the flame was between his eyes
- 5:15:11almost He nodded again. Did you stare at the flame pretty steadily? Yeah?
- 5:15:17I couldn't tear my eyes off it. You know how a flame in
- 5:15:21a dark room will get you and behind it? If he was holding it
- 5:15:23up like you say you met his eyes. I guess, I guess I
- 5:15:30must have. He kept it on a straight line between my eyes and his
- 5:15:33the whole time Cliff worked his cheek around like he was chewing a sour apple.
- 5:15:38My eyes were fixed in glassy as though we were mentally unbalanced. I
- 5:15:42heard him mutter what I was just remembering something in that deathbed statement. Missus
- 5:15:48Fleming made the wagoner one more thing when you chatted with him downstairs at the
- 5:15:52street tour, like you say you did once or twice. What were the
- 5:15:56topics? Can you remember? Oh, a little bit of a everything?
- 5:16:00You know how those things go at first general things like the weather and baseball
- 5:16:03and politics, and later more personal things. You know how you get talking
- 5:16:08about yourself when you've got an interested listener, getting the feel of a background.
- 5:16:14He must have meant that for himself. I couldn't make any sense out
- 5:16:18of it. Did you ever catch yourself doing something you didn't want to do
- 5:16:21while you were in his company? No? Oh? Wait, yes,
- 5:16:26One night he had a box of mentilated cough drops in his pocket. He
- 5:16:30kept taking them out and offering them to me the whole time we were talking
- 5:16:34gosh. If there's one thing I hate, it's mentilated cough drops. I'd
- 5:16:38say no each time, and then I'd give in and take one. Anyway,
- 5:16:41before I knew it, I'd finish the whole box. He eyed me,
- 5:16:45gloomily, testing your willpower to see if it was weak enough. You
- 5:16:51seem to make something out of this whole thing, I said, helplessly,
- 5:16:55what is it blamed? If I can see? Never mind, I don't
- 5:16:59want to you right now. You get some sleep, kid, You're a
- 5:17:03week after what you tried to do just now. I saw him pick up
- 5:17:06his hat. Where are you going, I asked. I thought you said
- 5:17:10you were staying here tonight. I'm going back to the Fleming House and to
- 5:17:15Wagoner's headquarters too while I'm at it. Now you're going all the way back
- 5:17:19up there at this hour of the morning, and Vince, he added from
- 5:17:23the doorway, don't give up yet. We'll find a way out somehow.
- 5:17:27Don't take any more short cuts. It was high noon before I woke up,
- 5:17:33after all I'd been through, and even then he didn't show up for
- 5:17:36another two or three hours. Yet. I got dressed, but I didn't
- 5:17:38dare leave my room even for a cup of coffee. I was afraid if
- 5:17:42I did, I'd miss him and he'd think I'd changed my mind and lambed
- 5:17:45out. After all, wild horses couldn't have dragged me away. Where was
- 5:17:49there to go? Anyway? He was my only salvation now. He finally
- 5:17:55showed up around three and found me worriedly coursing back and forth in my stocking
- 5:17:57feet, holding unbandaged wrist with the opposite hand. Stiffening was setting in,
- 5:18:03and they hurt plenty, But I was as fresh as a daisy compared to
- 5:18:07the shape he was in. He had big black crescents under his eyes from
- 5:18:11not getting to bed all night, and the first thing he did was sprawl
- 5:18:14back in the chair he had originally intended occupying the night before and kick off
- 5:18:18his shoes. Then he blew a big breath of relaxation that fanned halfway across
- 5:18:22the room. Were you up there all this time? Until now? I
- 5:18:26gasped, I've been back in town once in between, to pick up something
- 5:18:30I needed and get a leave of absence. He wasn't sanguine by any means.
- 5:18:34I could tell that just by looking at him. He didn't have that
- 5:18:37steely glint in his eye of your master detective on the home stretch to a
- 5:18:41solution. But he looked less harassed than the night before. Maybe the activity
- 5:18:48of running around and itself was good for him. He brought in with him
- 5:18:51a large flat slab wrapped in brown paper. He picked it up now,
- 5:18:55undid it, turning partly away from me, scissored his arms, and then
- 5:18:59turned back again. He was holding a large portrait photograph and a leather frame
- 5:19:03against his chest for me to see. He didn't say anything, Just watch
- 5:19:07me. It took a minute for the identity to peer through the contradictory details,
- 5:19:11trifling as they were. The well groomed hair neatly tapered above the ears
- 5:19:15instead of shaggily unkempt, the clean shaven upper lip instead of a sloppy walrus
- 5:19:21tusk mustache. He helped this effect by holding one finger lengthwise under the picture's
- 5:19:26nose. Above all an intangible aura of prosperity, radiating from the impeccable fit
- 5:19:32of the custom tailored suit collar, the careful negligence of the expensive necktie.
- 5:19:37The expression of the face itself instead of the habitual unbuttoned, tieless, slightly
- 5:19:41soiled shirt collar, the hang dog or of middle age. Running to seed.
- 5:19:45I jolted, that's Berg, the man that had the room next to
- 5:19:51me. Where'd you? I didn't have to ask you that I already know
- 5:19:55it from the landlord and one or two of the other rumors here I've shown
- 5:19:56it to. He reached on with one hand and suddenly swung out a second
- 5:20:02panel attached to the first. It was one of those double easel arrangements that
- 5:20:06stand on dressers. She stared back at me, and like a woman,
- 5:20:10she was different again. She had been different on each of the three times.
- 5:20:15This was the third and last time I was to see her, though
- 5:20:18this crystallize arrested glimpse of her preceded the other two in point of time.
- 5:20:22She had here neither the masklike scowl of hate at Bay I had seen by
- 5:20:26torchlight, nor yet the rigid ghost grin of death. She was smiling,
- 5:20:32calm, alive, lovely. I made a whimpering sound. Somebody, I
- 5:20:37guess in Wagoner's office had stuck a gumed tab uniting the two of them across
- 5:20:41the division of the folder, uniting them symbolically in death and mystery. On
- 5:20:47it was inked b twenty two sixty three. Fleming Airs seven twenty one forty.
- 5:20:55He's also Dorothy Fleming's husband. Joel Cliff said, Wagoner gave me this
- 5:21:00from their house. He must have seen the wan light of hope beginning to
- 5:21:03flicker in my eyes. He snuffed it out with a rueful gnaw at his
- 5:21:07underlip, the slight shake of his head. That was the kindest way.
- 5:21:11I guess, not to let it get fully kindled. Hope is so hard
- 5:21:15to kill anyway. He closed the photo folder and threw it aside. No,
- 5:21:22he said, no, there's no out in it for you. Look,
- 5:21:26Vince, do you want to know now what we're up against once and
- 5:21:29for all. You've got too sooner or later, and it isn't going to
- 5:21:30be easy for you to take. You've got bad news for me, pretty
- 5:21:37bad, But at least it's better than this weird stuff that you've been shadow
- 5:21:40boxing whatever since it happened. It's rational, down to earth, something that
- 5:21:45the mind can grasp. You killed a man that Wednesday night, you may
- 5:21:48as well get used to the idea. There's no dodging out of it,
- 5:21:52no possibility of mistake, no shrugging off of responsibility. It isn't the lone
- 5:21:56missus Fleming's deathbed description conclusive as that is? And she didn't make that up
- 5:22:00out of thin air? You know. Imagine someone looking just like you.
- 5:22:04Fingerprints that Wagoner's staff took from that mirror door behind which Air's body was thrust
- 5:22:08check with yours. I compared them privately while I was up there from a
- 5:22:14drinking glass. I took out of this room and had dusted over at our
- 5:22:17own lab. I looked, and mine was gone. You and nobody butt.
- 5:22:22You found your way into the Fleming house and punctured dan Eyre's heart with
- 5:22:26an awl and secreted his body in a closet. He saw my face blanch.
- 5:22:30Now, steady a minute. You didn't kill Dorothy Fleming, you would
- 5:22:34have, I guess. But she ran out of the house and down the
- 5:22:37cutoff for her life. You can't drive, and she was killed by somebody
- 5:22:41in a car, somebody in Air's car, but not Airs himself, obviously,
- 5:22:45since you had killed him upstairs a minute before yourself. Now that proves
- 5:22:49the course that somebody brought you up there, and that was waiting outside for
- 5:22:55you at a safe distance, a distance great enough to avoid implication yet near
- 5:22:59enough to lend a hand when something went wrong in one of the victims seemed
- 5:23:03on the point of escaping. That didn't help much. That halved my crime,
- 5:23:07but the half was still as great as the whole. After being told
- 5:23:11you had committed one murder, where was the solace? And being told you
- 5:23:15hadn't committed a dozen others? I folded over seated, held my head.
- 5:23:21But why didn't I know I was doing it? I groaned anguishly. We
- 5:23:26can take care of that later, he said, I can't prove what I
- 5:23:30think it was right now, and what good is an explanation without proof,
- 5:23:33And there's only one way to prove it, show it could have happened the
- 5:23:37first time by getting it to happen all over again a second time. I
- 5:23:41thought he was going crazy, or I was. You mean go back and
- 5:23:45commit the crime all over again when they're both already buried. No, I
- 5:23:52mean get the circumstances down on record, repeat the special conditions that surrounded it
- 5:23:56the first time. Even then it'll be purely circumstantial. None too good,
- 5:24:00but it's about the best we can hope for. But can you tell me
- 5:24:03what I think It's safer if I don't until afterwards. You'll get all tense,
- 5:24:07keyed up, your liable to jeopardize the whole thing without meaning to make
- 5:24:11it misfire. I want you to keep cool. Everything will depend on that.
- 5:24:15I wonder what he was going to ask me. It's nearly four o'clock
- 5:24:18now, he said, we haven't much time. I telegram addressed Missus Fleming
- 5:24:22was finally received from her husband while I was there. He's arriving back from
- 5:24:26South America today. Wagoner took charge of it, showed it to me.
- 5:24:29He's ordered her reburied in a private plot. We'll probably get there in time
- 5:24:33for the services. I trailed him downstairs to his car, got in beside
- 5:24:37him, limply, Where are we going? I asked. He didn't start
- 5:24:42the car right away, gave me a half rueful, half apologetic. Look,
- 5:24:47where is the place you would least rather go? Of all places?
- 5:24:49Right now? That wasn't hard, That eight sided mirror alcove where I did
- 5:24:56it. I was afraid of that. I'm sorry, kid, but that's
- 5:25:00the very place you're going to have to go back to and stay in alone
- 5:25:03tonight. If you ever want to get out from under the shadows again.
- 5:25:07What do you say, shall we make the try? He still didn't start
- 5:25:11the car. Gave me lots of time. I only took four or five
- 5:25:15minutes, and I gave him the rest of it back. I slapped in
- 5:25:18my stomach, which made the sick feeling go up into my throat, and
- 5:25:22I said, I'm ready. I'd been sitting on the floor outside it to
- 5:25:27rest when I heard him come in. There were other people with him.
- 5:25:32The silence of the house toomb like until then, was abruptly shattered by their
- 5:25:36entrance into the lower hall, their voices, the sounds they made moving about.
- 5:25:41I couldn't tell how many of them there were. They went into the
- 5:25:45living room, and their voices became less distinct. I stood up and got
- 5:25:48ready, but I stayed out a while longer to be able to breathe better.
- 5:25:52I knew I had time, yet he wouldn't come up right away.
- 5:25:56The voices were subdued as befitted a solemn post funeral occasion. Every once in
- 5:26:00a while, though, I can make out a snatch of something that was
- 5:26:03said. Once I heard someone ask, don't you want to come over to
- 5:26:07our place tonight? Joel? You don't mean you're going to stay here alone
- 5:26:11in this empty house. After after such a thing, I strained my ears
- 5:26:15for the answer. A lot depended on it, and I got it.
- 5:26:19I'm closer to her here than anywhere else. Presently, they all came out
- 5:26:23into the hall again on their way out, and I could hear good nights
- 5:26:27being said. Try not to think about it too much, Joel, get
- 5:26:30some sleep. The door closed, A car drove off outside, then a
- 5:26:37second one. No more voices after that. The tomb like silence almost returned,
- 5:26:41but not quite. A solitary tread down there, returning from the front
- 5:26:45door, told that someone had remained. It went into the living room,
- 5:26:49and I heard the click of a decanter against a glass, then a frittering
- 5:26:53of piano notes, struck at random, the way a person does who has
- 5:26:56found contentment is eminently himself. Then a light switch ticked and the tread came
- 5:27:03out started unhurriedly up the stairs. It was time to get in. I
- 5:27:07put one foot behind me and followed it back. I drew concealment before me
- 5:27:12in the shape of a mirror panel, all but the ultimate fighter's breath of
- 5:27:15gap, to be able to breathe and watch the oncoming tread had entered the
- 5:27:21bedroom adjacent to me, and a light went on in there. I heard
- 5:27:25a slatted blind spin down, then the sound of a valise being shifted out
- 5:27:29into a more accessible position, and the click of the key used to open
- 5:27:32it. I could even glimpse the colored labels on the lid as it went
- 5:27:34up and over South American hotels. I saw bodyless hands reach down taking things
- 5:27:41out, striped pajamas and piles of folded linen that had never seen South America,
- 5:27:47that had probably lain hidden on a shelf in some public check room in
- 5:27:51the city. All this time, my heart was going hard. The dried
- 5:27:55blood on the woodwork at my back of someone I had killed seemed to seer
- 5:27:59me where it touched. My flesh kept crawling away from it in ripples,
- 5:28:03though my body stood there motionless. It was the blood of someone I had
- 5:28:08killed, not that this man out there had killed. No matter what happened
- 5:28:14now tonight, nothing could absolve me of that. There was no possibility of
- 5:28:18transfer of blame. Cliff had told me so, and it was true.
- 5:28:22A light went up right outside where I was, and an ice white needle
- 5:28:26of it splintered in at me. Lengthwise from top to bottom, but not
- 5:28:30broad enough to focus anything it fell on. From the outside, I could
- 5:28:33see a strip of his back by it. He had come in and was
- 5:28:37squatting down by the damage. Safe mirror covering swung out of the way.
- 5:28:41He swung its useless lid in and out a couple of times. I heard
- 5:28:45him give an almost soundless chuckle, as though the vandalism amused him. Then
- 5:28:49he took things out of his coat pockets and began putting them in oblong manilla
- 5:28:53envelopes such as are used to contain currency in securities, lumpy tissue wrapped shapes
- 5:29:00that might have been jewelry. Then he gave the safe flap an indifferent slap,
- 5:29:03to as though whether it shut tight or not didn't matter. What it
- 5:29:07held was perfectly safe for the present. Then he stood before turning to go
- 5:29:11out. This was when now I took the gun. Cliff had given me
- 5:29:15his gun out of my pocket and raised it to what they call the wishbone
- 5:29:19of the chest, and held it there, pointed before me. Then I
- 5:29:23moved one foot out before me, and that took the door away in a
- 5:29:26soundless sweep. I was standing there like that when he turned finally the mirror
- 5:29:33covering the safe Niche had been folded back until now, so he didn't see
- 5:29:37the reflection of my revelation. The shock must have been almost galvanic. His
- 5:29:41throat made a sound like the creak of a rusty pulley. I thought he
- 5:29:45was going to fall down, insensible for a minute, his body made a
- 5:29:48tortured corkscrew twist all the way down to his feet, but he stayed up.
- 5:29:52I had a lot to remember. Cliff had told me just what to
- 5:29:56say and what not to say. I had had to learn my lines by
- 5:29:59heart, and particularly the timing of them. That was even more important.
- 5:30:03He'd warned me, I had very little time in which to say everything I
- 5:30:06wanted to say. I would be working against a deadline that might fall at
- 5:30:11any minute, but he didn't tell me what it was. He'd warned me
- 5:30:15we both this man I was confronting, and I would be walking a tight
- 5:30:18rope without benefit of balancing poles. Everything depended on which one of us made
- 5:30:23a false step first. It was a lot to remember staring at the man
- 5:30:29whom I had only known until now as Berg, a fellow rooming house lodger
- 5:30:33and who held the key to the mystery that had suddenly clouded my existence.
- 5:30:37And I had to remember each thing in the order they had been given me,
- 5:30:41in the proper sequence, or it was no good. The first injunction
- 5:30:45was make him speak first. If it takes all night, wait until he
- 5:30:48speaks first. Some matter of recognition must be involved. But I had no
- 5:30:53leisure for my own side thoughts. He spoke finally, somebody had to and
- 5:30:59I didn't. How'd you get here? It was the croak of a frog
- 5:31:04and mud. You showed me the way, didn't you. I could see
- 5:31:10the lump in his throat as he forced it down to be able to articulate.
- 5:31:14You're you remembered coming here? You didn't think I would, did you.
- 5:31:21His eyes rolled as at the imminence of some catastrophe. You you couldn't
- 5:31:26have the gun and I. We never moved? Then? How did I
- 5:31:30get back here? Again? You explain it? His present situation pierced warningly
- 5:31:37at him through the muffling layers of his panic. I saw his eyes flick
- 5:31:42toward the entrance to the alcove. I shifted over a little, got it
- 5:31:45behind me to seal him in. I felt with my foot and drew the
- 5:31:48door in behind me, not fast, but leaving only a narrow gap.
- 5:31:55How long have you been in here like like this? Since after dark?
- 5:32:00I got in while you were away at the funeral services? Who would you
- 5:32:04bring with you? Just this? I righted the gun, which had begun
- 5:32:10to incline a little at the bore. He couldn't resist asking it. He
- 5:32:14wouldn't have been human if he hadn't asked it. In his present predicament?
- 5:32:18Just how much do you remember? I gave him a wise smile that implied
- 5:32:25everything without saying so. It was Cliff's smile, not mine, but formed
- 5:32:30by my lips. You remember the drive up? He said it low,
- 5:32:36but he'd wavered on the wire that tightrope. Cliff had mentioned You couldn't have
- 5:32:41You had the look, the typical look? What look? He shut up?
- 5:32:47He had regained his equilibrium. I was holding a thumbtack pressed into the
- 5:32:52palm of each hand the whole way. Then, Why did you do everything
- 5:32:57you were directed to so massively? I wanted to see what it was leading
- 5:33:03up to. I thought maybe there might be some good in it for me
- 5:33:07later, if anyone went to all that trouble you purposefully feigned. I can't
- 5:33:14believe it. You didn't even draw back exhibit a trimmer. When I let
- 5:33:17you out of the car, put the knife in your hand, sent you
- 5:33:19on toward the house, told you how to get in. What to do
- 5:33:22you mean you went ahead and consciously sure? I went ahead and did it
- 5:33:26because I figured you'd pay off heavy afterwards to keep me quiet. And if
- 5:33:30I tried to balk, then I probably would have gotten the knife myself.
- 5:33:34On the way back from my trouble. What happened? What went wrong?
- 5:33:38Inside? I accidentally dropped the knife in the dark somewhere in the lower hall
- 5:33:44and couldn't find it again. I went on up empty handed, thinking I'd
- 5:33:48just frightened them out the back way and get a chance at the safe myself.
- 5:33:52But Airs turned on me and got me down. He weighed more than
- 5:33:56I do, and he was going to kill me to keep it from coming
- 5:33:59out that they were adulterous and had been caught in the act of breaking into
- 5:34:02your safe. In the bargain only by mistake, she put the awl that
- 5:34:07he cried out for into my head instead of his. I plunged it into
- 5:34:11him in self defense. He nodded as though this cleared up something that had
- 5:34:15been bothering him. Ah, that explains the change of weapon that had me
- 5:34:19mystified. Also how it was that she got out of the house like that
- 5:34:22and I had to go after her and stop her myself. Luckily I was
- 5:34:27crouched behind the hood of Air's car peering at the open door when she came
- 5:34:30running out. She couldn't drive herself, so she didn't try to get in,
- 5:34:34ran screaming on foot down the cutoff. I jumped in without her seeing
- 5:34:37me, tore after her and caught up with her. If I hadn't,
- 5:34:41the whole thing would have ended in a ghastly failure. I might have known
- 5:34:44you were under imperfect control. He'd fallen off long ago, gone hurtling down.
- 5:34:49But I still had a deadline to work against, things to say without
- 5:34:53knowing the why or where. For your control was perfect enough. Don't let
- 5:34:59that worry you. You haven't lost your neck, but you just said,
- 5:35:04and you fell for it. I didn't know what I was doing when you
- 5:35:07brought me up here, sent me in to do your dirty work for you
- 5:35:11that night. Haven't you missed something from your late wife's bedroom since you've been
- 5:35:15back. There was a double photo folder of you and her. The police
- 5:35:19took that. I happened to see both pictures in one of the papers.
- 5:35:22I recognized you as Berg. I had also recognized my own description by a
- 5:35:27darned sweater I wore that night and had a vague recollection, like when you've
- 5:35:32been dreaming of having been in a house and taking part in such a scene.
- 5:35:36You've convicted yourself out of your own mouth to me right now, I
- 5:35:40haven't come back here to be paid off for my participation or take a cut
- 5:35:44in any hush money. Nothing you could give me from that safe can buy
- 5:35:47your life. You picked someone with weak will power maybe, but strong scruples.
- 5:35:52I was an honest man. You've made me commit murder. I can't
- 5:35:55clear myself in the eyes of the law. Ever, you're going to pay
- 5:35:57for doing that to me now this way, wait, don't do that.
- 5:36:03I won't help you any alive. Maybe I can do something for you.
- 5:36:07I'll give you money, I'll get you out of the country. No one
- 5:36:11needs to know. My conscience will always know. I've got an honest man's
- 5:36:15conscience and a murderer's body. Now you should have let me alone. That
- 5:36:21was your mistake. Here you go, fleming. He was almost incoherent,
- 5:36:26drooling at the mouth. Wait one minute more, just sixty seconds. He
- 5:36:32took out a thin gold pocket watch, snapped up its burnished lid. He
- 5:36:36held its face toward me. Open that way. I saw what he was
- 5:36:38trying to do. Cliff had warned me to be careful. I dropped my
- 5:36:42eyes to his feet, kept them stubbornly lowered, brow furrowed with a resistance
- 5:36:47while I held the gun on him. Something kept trying to pull them up.
- 5:36:51A flash from the burnished metal of the inside of the watch lid wavered
- 5:36:53erradically across my chest front for an instant, like when kids tease you with
- 5:36:56sunlight thrown back from a mirror. Look up, he kept pleading, Look
- 5:37:03up, just one a minute more. See the hands are at six too,
- 5:37:07Look just until they get to here. Something was the matter with the
- 5:37:14trigger of the gun. It must have jammed. I kept trying to close
- 5:37:18the finger that was hooked around it, and it resisted. Or else maybe
- 5:37:22it was the finger that wouldn't obey my will. I kept blinking more and
- 5:37:26more rapidly. The flash slithered across my shuddering, eyes slid off, came
- 5:37:32back again. They wanted so bad to look up into it. It prickled.
- 5:37:37There was a slight snap, as though he had surreptitiously pulled out the
- 5:37:41stem winder to set the watch back. That did it. I glanced up
- 5:37:45uncontrollably. He was holding the watch up, brow high, like he had
- 5:37:49the candle that night, as if to give me a good, unobstructed look
- 5:37:52at its dial. It was in about the position doctors carry those little attached
- 5:37:57head mirrors with which they examined throats. I met his eyes right behind it,
- 5:38:03and all of a sudden my own couldn't get away anymore, as though
- 5:38:06they had hit glue. A sort of delicious torpor turned me into wax.
- 5:38:11I didn't have any ideas of my own anymore. I was open to anyone
- 5:38:15else's. My voice control lasted a moment longer than the rest of my functions.
- 5:38:19I heard it say, carrying a leftover message that no longer had any
- 5:38:22will power behind it. I'm going to shoot you, No, he said
- 5:38:29soothingly. You're tired. You don't want to shoot anybody. You're tired.
- 5:38:36The gun's too heavy for you. Why do you want to hold that heavy
- 5:38:41thing. I heard a faraway thump as it hit the floor, as far
- 5:38:47away as though it had fallen right through to the basement. Gee, it
- 5:38:51felt so good to be without it. I felt lazy all over. The
- 5:38:56light was going out, but very gradually, like it was tired too.
- 5:38:59The whole world was tired. Somebody was crooning, you're tired, You're tired,
- 5:39:06you dirty bumb Now I've got you. Mental laps induced by hypnosis.
- 5:39:14There was a white flash that seemed to explode inside my head and hurt like
- 5:39:17anything. Something cold and wet pressed against my eyes when I tried to flicker
- 5:39:21them open, and when I had, instead of getting lighter as when you're
- 5:39:25slowly waking up, the world around me seemed to get darker and way against
- 5:39:27me, crushingly all over. The pain increased, traveled from my head to
- 5:39:32my lungs. Knives seemed to slash into them, and I couldn't breathe.
- 5:39:37I could feel my eyeballs starting out of their sockets with strangulation, and my
- 5:39:41head seemed about to burst the pressure of the surrounding darkness seemed to come against
- 5:39:45me in undulating waves. I realized that I was under water and was drowning.
- 5:39:49I could swim, but now I couldn't seem to. I tried to
- 5:39:53rise, and something kept holding me down. I weaved there like a writhing
- 5:39:57seaweed, held fast to the botto them. I doubled over, forced myself
- 5:40:02down against the surrounding resistance, groped blindly along my own legs. One seemed
- 5:40:07furry and unencumbered. I could lift it from the mucky bottom. About the
- 5:40:11ankle of the other there was a triple construction of tightly coiled rope, like
- 5:40:15a hideous hemp gaiter. It was tangled hopelessly about a heavy iron crossbar.
- 5:40:19When I tried to raise this, one scimitar like a pindage, came free.
- 5:40:23The other remained hopelessly hooked into the slime and had slashed into from above.
- 5:40:29It must have been some sort of a small but weighty anchor, such
- 5:40:32as is used by launches and fishing craft. I couldn't release it. I
- 5:40:37couldn't endure the bend of position against my inner suffocation. I spiraled upright again
- 5:40:41and death fluid. My jaws kept going spasmodically, drinking in extinction. A
- 5:40:47formless blur came down from somewhere brushed lightly against me, shunted away again before
- 5:40:52I could grasp it shot up out of reach. I couldn't see it so
- 5:40:56much as since it as a disturbance in the water, there were only fireworks
- 5:41:00inside my skull, now not conscious thoughts any more, The blurred manifestation shot
- 5:41:07down again, closer. This time it seemed to hang there, flounderingly upside
- 5:41:11down beside me. I felt a hand close around my ankle, then a
- 5:41:15knife grazed my calf withdrew. I could feel a tugging at the rope,
- 5:41:19as if it were being sliced at. Self preservation was the only spark left
- 5:41:25in my darkening brain. I clutched at the hovering form and the death grip
- 5:41:29of the drowning. I felt myself shooting up through water together with it,
- 5:41:33inextricably entangled. I wouldn't let go, couldn't. Something that felt like a
- 5:41:38small ridge rock crashed into my forehead. Even the spark of self preservation went
- 5:41:44out. When I came to. I was lying out on a little pier
- 5:41:47or string piece of some kind, and there were stars over me. I
- 5:41:51was in shorts and undershirt, ringing, wet and shivering, and water kept
- 5:41:55flushing up out of my mouth. Somebody kept kneading my sides in an out,
- 5:42:00and somebody else kept flipping my arms up and down. I coughed a
- 5:42:03lot, and one of them said, there he is, he's all right
- 5:42:07now. He stood up, and it was Cliff. He was in his
- 5:42:10underwear and all dripping too. A minute later Wagoner stood up on the other
- 5:42:14side of me. He was equally sodden, but he'd left on everything but
- 5:42:17his coat and shoes. There hadn't been any time by then, I guess.
- 5:42:22He said, now, get something around him, and then the three
- 5:42:25of us better get back to the house fast and kill the first bottle we
- 5:42:27find. There was light coming from somewhere behind us, through some fir trees
- 5:42:33that bordered the little lake. It played up the little pier by it.
- 5:42:37I could see my own outer clothes neatly piled at the very lip of it.
- 5:42:41There was a paper on top of them, pressed down by one of
- 5:42:44my oxfords. Cliff picked it up, brought it over and read it to
- 5:42:47us. I'm wanted for the murder of those two people at the Fleming House.
- 5:42:51They're bound to get me sooner or later. And I have no chance.
- 5:42:55I see no other way but this vincent hardy. It was in my
- 5:43:00own handwriting. The light was strong enough for me to see that. When
- 5:43:03he showed it to me. He looked at Wagoner and said, do we
- 5:43:06need this? Wagoner pursed his lips thoughtfully and said, I think we're better
- 5:43:11off without it. These coronary inquest guys can be awfully dumb. Sometimes it
- 5:43:15might sort of cloud their judgment. Cliff took a match from his dry coat
- 5:43:19and struck it and held it to the note until there wasn't any to hold
- 5:43:22anymore. I was feeling better now, all but the shivering. I was
- 5:43:29sitting up. I looked back at the glow through the trees and said,
- 5:43:32what's that Fleming's car. Cliff answered, he tried to take a curve too
- 5:43:37fast getting away from here. When we showed up on his tail and turned
- 5:43:41over and kindled. I grimaced sickly. That was about all that could have
- 5:43:45stirred horror in me, after the past ten days a cremation alive. I
- 5:43:52shot him first, Cliff said, quietly, one of us did, Wagoner
- 5:43:56corrected him. We all three fired after. We'll never know which one hit
- 5:44:00him. We don't want to anyway. The machine telescoped and we couldn't get
- 5:44:06him out, and then I had to give Dodge a hen going down after
- 5:44:07you. He's no great shakes of a swimmer. We had to hit him.
- 5:44:12Cliff said, it was the only way of breaking the hypnosis in time.
- 5:44:17You were drowning down there by your own act, and there was no
- 5:44:19time to chase him and force him at gunpoint to release his control or whatever
- 5:44:23it is they do. We only found out about the anchor after we'd located
- 5:44:26you. The figure was coming back toward us from the glow, which was
- 5:44:30dwindling down. Now it was the deputy, he said at the left.
- 5:44:36No. I wet it down all it could to keep it from kindling the
- 5:44:38trees. Let's get back to the house, Cliff said, the kid's all
- 5:44:42goose pimples. We went back, and I got very soused on my third
- 5:44:47of the bottle. I couldn't even seem to do that properly. They let
- 5:44:52me sleep it off there. The four of us spent the night right there
- 5:44:55where we were. I found out later it was Fleming's own bed I'd occupied,
- 5:44:57but at the time I wouldn't have ca if it was the mirror closet
- 5:45:00itself, with Air's body still in it. In the morning, Cliff came
- 5:45:04in and had a talk with me before the other two were up. I
- 5:45:07knew where I was going to have to go with him in a little while,
- 5:45:11but I didn't mind so much anymore. I said, did that help
- 5:45:15any what I did last night? Did it do any good? Sure?
- 5:45:19He said, it was the works. It was what I wanted had to
- 5:45:22have. What do you suppose I was doing around here, ah, yesterday
- 5:45:26before he got back. Why do you suppose I warned you to make him
- 5:45:29stay right there in the alcove with you, not let the conversation drift outside.
- 5:45:33I had it all wired up. We listened in on the whole thing.
- 5:45:36The three of us were down in the basement taking it all down.
- 5:45:38We've got the whole thing down on record now. I'd emptied that gun I
- 5:45:42gave you, and I figured he'd be too smart to do anything to you
- 5:45:45right here in his own house. Only he got you out and into his
- 5:45:51car too quick before we had a chance to stop him. We'darn near lost
- 5:45:55you. We turned back after one fault, start toward the city, and
- 5:45:56a truckman told us he'd glimpsed a car in the tearing down the lake road.
- 5:46:02That gave us the answer. We wouldn't even have been able to hold
- 5:46:04the suicide against him. You did all that yourself, you know, even
- 5:46:07to shackling your foot to that boat anchor and dropping it over ahead of you.
- 5:46:12A person who is afraid of the jump into the water but determined to
- 5:46:15go through with it might have taken such a precaution as that. I had
- 5:46:19a hunch that was hypnosis. The miniature told me that candle incident, But
- 5:46:23how was I going to prove it. So much of that stuff is fake
- 5:46:26that most people don't want to believe in it. Now, I've got two
- 5:46:30other police officers besides myself, who saw, or rather heard, the thing
- 5:46:34happened all over again, and that's going to carry weight that no coroner's jury
- 5:46:40will dare disregard. You were in a state of hypnosis when you committed this
- 5:46:44crime. That's the whole point. In other words, you were as unresponsible,
- 5:46:48as inanimate, as insensible as the knife for club that a murderer wields
- 5:46:52to accomplish his deed. You were simply the weapon in the actual murderer's hands.
- 5:46:57Your own mind wasn't function. You had no mind. Two bodies were
- 5:47:02being directed by one mind his. He stopped and looked at me. Does
- 5:47:06that scare you? Oh boy? I puffed out my cheeks. It would
- 5:47:11me too. I'd better begin at the beginning. Joe Fleming used to be
- 5:47:15a professional hypnotist in vaudeville years ago. I found enough scrap books, old
- 5:47:19theater programs and what not in trunks here in this house to testify to that
- 5:47:23stage named doctor Mephisto. He undoubtedly possesses a gift of hypnotic control over certain
- 5:47:30subjects. With my wife Lil, for instance, I'm afraid he'd come a
- 5:47:34complete cropper and even wind up helping her dry the dishes. He was trying
- 5:47:40to cheer me up. I grinned appreciatively. He went on more seriously.
- 5:47:45But there is such a thing, you know. It's not all bunked by
- 5:47:48any means. Only certain types of people are more easily influenced than others.
- 5:47:53Well, he got out of aaudeville years ago while the getting was still good,
- 5:47:56and he went into another line of business entirely which doesn't need to concern
- 5:48:00us here, And he made good dough then, like they all do,
- 5:48:03he made the mistake of marrying some one years younger than him, a hat
- 5:48:07check girl he met at a night club. It wasn't only that she married
- 5:48:11him simply for his money and to be able to quit handling people's sweat bands
- 5:48:15at four bits a throw. She was already the sweetie of a convict named
- 5:48:18Dan Ayres, who was duing time just then for embezzlement. You get the
- 5:48:22idea, don't you. Airs got out, found a new, ready made
- 5:48:26situation crying to be profited by, so he profited by it. He cultivated
- 5:48:30Fleming got in solid with him. He didn't have to get in solid with
- 5:48:34Dorothy. He was already all right. Fleming did make these trips to South
- 5:48:38America all but the last time. It's obvious that he found out what was
- 5:48:41going on quite some time back, somewhere in between the last real trip he
- 5:48:45made in the fake one just now, it's equally obvious that he brooded,
- 5:48:49and he planned revenge. They talk about a woman scorned, there's nothing more
- 5:48:55dangerous than a middle aged husband who finds himself betrayed by a younger wife.
- 5:49:00It wasn't just a case of marital disloyalty involved either. He found out they
- 5:49:03were planning to make off with his available funds and securities the next time he
- 5:49:07was away, just strip him clean and good bye. You noticed he didn't
- 5:49:11entrust her with a combination of that's safe here in the house. That's a
- 5:49:17basic situation. All though we got to go on is just conjecture. The
- 5:49:19three principles are dead now and can't give evidence. I'm not trying to defend
- 5:49:23Fleming, but there is something to be said for his doing what he did.
- 5:49:27He turned him into a demon. He wanted Heirs dead and he wanted
- 5:49:30Dorothy dead too now. But he picked a low, lousy way of affecting
- 5:49:36his purpose. He wasn't going to endanger himself risk his own security. No,
- 5:49:41he started off for South America, dropped from sight, hold up in
- 5:49:45a rooming house in the city under the name of Berg, and picked an
- 5:49:48innocent kid who had never done him any harm, who had just as much
- 5:49:52right as he had to life in the pursuit of happiness to do his murdering
- 5:49:55for him. He tested you out, saw that you were a suitable subject,
- 5:50:00and well the rest we got over the dictaphone last night to give him
- 5:50:03his due. He wasn't deliberately trying to have you apprehended for the crime either.
- 5:50:07He would have been just as satisfied if you were never caught yourself.
- 5:50:11But the point was, whatever clues came into the possession of the police pointing
- 5:50:15at the killer would point at you, not him. He had provided himself
- 5:50:19with a buffer. He would always be one step removed from the crime if
- 5:50:22they ever caught the man the clues pointed to, if they ever caught the
- 5:50:26actual killer, it would always be you, not him. It was a
- 5:50:30lot safer than just hiring a professional killer in full possession of his faculties.
- 5:50:36It removed all danger of eventual betrayal and implication. True, he had to
- 5:50:41drive you up there because you didn't drive. Maybe he would have had to
- 5:50:45anyway. I don't know enough about hypnotism. I don't know if control can
- 5:50:48be effectively maintained over such a great distance. It was just as well he
- 5:50:52did. From his point of view. He lost the knife, only killed
- 5:50:56Airs by a fluke and struggling with him, and Dorothy would have gotten away
- 5:50:59scott free if he hadn't been lurking outside to lend a hand himself. If
- 5:51:03she had lived, or raise the alarm, you probably would have been nabbed
- 5:51:07in and there before you could make a getaway in your day's state, which
- 5:51:10would have brought the investigation back to the rooming house too quickly to suit him.
- 5:51:14His presence there might have been revealed in spite of all his precautions.
- 5:51:17So he crushed her to death and whisked you back to immunity. How is
- 5:51:22it I remembered the whole murder scene so vividly the next morning, especially their
- 5:51:26faces. His control wasn't one hundred percent effective. I don't know if it
- 5:51:32ever is. The whole thing must have filtered dimly through your conscious mind,
- 5:51:36remained in your memory the next morning after you woke up, just the way
- 5:51:38a dream does. And other particles that remained embedded in your subconscious at first
- 5:51:44also came out later when they reproduced themselves in actuality. I mean your memory
- 5:51:48of the stone entrance lanterns, the cutoff, the spare door key, the
- 5:51:52hall light switch, et cetera. All that stuff is way over my head.
- 5:51:56I'm not qualified to pass expert judgment on it. I'd rather not even
- 5:52:00puzzle too hard about it. Scares me myself. Why did I seem to
- 5:52:04know her when I didn't? Why was I so sort of hurt heartbroken at
- 5:52:10the sight of her face? Those are flemings thoughts, not yours, filtering
- 5:52:15through your mind. She was his wife, about to desert him, helping
- 5:52:18another man to rob him in his absence. I was sitting down on the
- 5:52:21edge of the bed lacing my shoes. That reminded me of something else.
- 5:52:26It was drizzling in town that night when I went to bed, and the
- 5:52:29streets were only starting to dry off when I woke up the next morning.
- 5:52:32Yet the soles of my shoes were perfectly dry. How could they be if
- 5:52:36I followed him even across the sidewalk to where he had a car waiting at
- 5:52:38the curb, and no doubt that he brought it up that close to the
- 5:52:41rooming house entrance for fear of being seen. I remember you mentioned that to
- 5:52:47me once before, and it's puzzled me too. The only possible explanation I
- 5:52:51can think of is this, And that's another thing we'll never know for sure,
- 5:52:53because that point didn't come up when he was giving himself away in the
- 5:52:56alcove last night. Can you remember whether you got him off easily. That
- 5:53:00night, when you were undressing in your own room, or as sometimes happens
- 5:53:04with nearly everyone, the laces got snarled. You couldn't undo the knot of
- 5:53:08one or both of them. I tried to remember. I'm not sure,
- 5:53:14but I think a snag did form in the laces of one of them.
- 5:53:17So I pulled it off the way it was without really opening it properly,
- 5:53:21and in the morning they both seemed all right, that's what it was.
- 5:53:26Then you couldn't undo the knot in time while you were hurriedly getting dressed under
- 5:53:30his direction. You followed him out and around to wherever the car was,
- 5:53:33and your stocking feet shoes probably shoved into the side pockets of your coat.
- 5:53:37He got the knot out, for you had his leisure in the car before
- 5:53:40starting. It wasn't raining up here that night, and by the time you
- 5:53:42got back to town again, the sidewalks were already starting to dry off,
- 5:53:45so your shoes stayed dry. But wouldn't my socks have gotten wet? They
- 5:53:51probably did, but they'd dry off again quicker than shoes. I was ready
- 5:53:55now. Waggoner and his deputy went over ahead without waiting for us. I
- 5:54:00guess. He figured I'd rather just go alone with Cliff, and he wanted
- 5:54:03to make it as easy as he could for me. He said, bring
- 5:54:07the kid over whenever you're a ready dodge. Cliff and I started over by
- 5:54:11ourselves. About half an hour later. I knew I'd have to go into
- 5:54:14a cell for a while, but that didn't worry me any more. The
- 5:54:18shadows had lifted when we got out in front of the constabulary. Cliff asked,
- 5:54:22are you scared, kid? I was a little like when you're going
- 5:54:27in to have a tooth yanked or a broken arm reset. You know what's
- 5:54:30got to be done, and you'll feel a lot better after it's over,
- 5:54:34sort of, I admitted, forcing a smile. You'll be all right,
- 5:54:40he promised, giving me a heartening grip on the shoulder. I'll be standin
- 5:54:44up right next to you the whole time. They probably won't even send it
- 5:54:47all the way through to prosecution. We went in together. End of Section
- 5:54:53six Nightmare Bequest. The slate roadster corp steadily onward along the dusky road,
- 5:55:02chasing its own headlight beams, never succeeding in overtaking them. Overhead, the
- 5:55:07stars seemed to move slowly along the sky and company with it, while the
- 5:55:11night bound earth below streamed backwards like something on a moving belt. An occasional
- 5:55:17offside light winking from some farmhouse would trundle slowly rearward, finally blink out.
- 5:55:23The world was asleep. The man at the wheel hadn't spoken for half an
- 5:55:27hour. The woman beside him had been silent that length of time. The
- 5:55:32dashboard lights illumined their faces from below, cast phantomlike reflections of them on the
- 5:55:37windshield. They both had the set look of people who were lost in thought.
- 5:55:41Their eyes, staring straight ahead had the fixed aspect of those who did
- 5:55:45not see what they seemed to be looking at. The road made a leisurely
- 5:55:49turn, and the car obediently went with it. The woman spoke at last,
- 5:55:55unexpectedly, without any preliminary as though the slight shift of equilibrium caused by
- 5:55:59the turn and had finally dislodged the silence sticking in her throat. So that's
- 5:56:03why she remarked, that's why we came away on this trip. The man
- 5:56:08continued to stare ahead, hands sobered to the wheel, while the road flowed
- 5:56:12unendingly beneath their front wheels. That's why, he answered laconically. A moment
- 5:56:18or two of silence followed, and then she spoke again. Why didn't you
- 5:56:22tell me before we left? What's the difference when I told you? I've
- 5:56:26told you now, haven't I? Yes, now I know, she said
- 5:56:30quietly. Neither of them looked at one another. And what are you going
- 5:56:34to do now? She said? Finally, his mouth thinned a little.
- 5:56:40Just keep going. You can't keep going forever. This time he didn't answer.
- 5:56:45She had spoken so low that perhaps he hadn't heard her. Don't come
- 5:56:49after you. I won't wait for them to get there. You've torn down
- 5:56:55something that it's taken me five years to build, our home, our good
- 5:56:59name, friends and security. You've thrown it all away in one reckless and
- 5:57:03sane You don't have to come with me, he said stonily. You can
- 5:57:08go back. You haven't done anything. I can drop you off at the
- 5:57:11next town and you can take the train back. She turned in the seat
- 5:57:15and looked directly at him for the first time. She reached out and lightly
- 5:57:19put one hand on his arm in a pleading gesture. Why don't you come
- 5:57:23back with me? It's too late. They'll find it out. Tomorrow morning,
- 5:57:27if they haven't already, then we'll face it together. I'm your wife,
- 5:57:32I'll be by your side. He gave a short, bitter laugh.
- 5:57:34You know what it means, don't you. Anything's better than just running away
- 5:57:40for the rest of our lives. That's a game you're bound to lose in
- 5:57:41the end. He shook his head slightly. Thanks. No, I've made
- 5:57:48my choice. I've made my bed. I'm ready to lie in it.
- 5:57:51But you don't have to share it with me. I told you that before
- 5:57:55the car slowed coasted finally came to a full halt. Over at the side
- 5:57:59of the road. He pointed to a sign just a few feet ahead.
- 5:58:02His voice was cold. We're just outside the next town. You'd better get
- 5:58:07out now, goin on foot. I don't want to stop in the middle
- 5:58:10of town if you're not with me, heart and soul. No use your
- 5:58:14being with me at all. She just continued to look at him, as
- 5:58:17though she felt infinitely sorry for him. All I ask of you, he
- 5:58:22went on, is don't tell them where I told you I was going.
- 5:58:26You don't trust me at all, do you, Alvin? She murmured,
- 5:58:29reproachfully. First, you didn't trust me enough to tell me about it before
- 5:58:33we left, and now you'd think I I'll talk. He didn't answer that.
- 5:58:38He reached into his inside coat pocket, took out a wallet, stripped
- 5:58:42away several bills. Here, here's some money. This I'll see you back.
- 5:58:48You can take the boss or train. He looked down at where it
- 5:58:51lay discarded on the seat between them. Don't even want that, do y?
- 5:58:56You sure have got religion. She put out her hand to the door
- 5:59:00latch. I'm afraid I wasn't cut out for crime. The lights of the
- 5:59:07town where they had separated flickered out behind him, and the car went winging
- 5:59:11down the long, gloomy road ahead, once more a little faster than before,
- 5:59:15as if to make up for lost time. The world was still asleep.
- 5:59:18He gave no sign of being hurt by her defection. If it wrinkled,
- 5:59:22he kept it hidden within him. There was only one phantom reflection on
- 5:59:26the dashboard, now his own. He stared impassively ahead, eyes fixed on
- 5:59:32the road. Once, and only once, he glanced aside at the vacant
- 5:59:36seat where she had been until now. The money she had refused to take
- 5:59:40with her, still lying there, caught his eye. He reached down for
- 5:59:42it, put it back in his wallet. There was a sad expression for
- 5:59:47a minute in his eyes as he did so. Then it flickered out.
- 5:59:51Mileage went by the night, and the road wore on. The head lightwa
- 5:59:56wash picked up the object far ahead, a black object, a log or
- 6:00:00a bundle of rags, lying in the road. It came sidling forward as
- 6:00:03the car drove steadily on. Suddenly it sprouted ahead at one end, up
- 6:00:07turned feet at the other, a human form lying on its back in the
- 6:00:11road crosswise. He stopped the car just short of it. He unlatched the
- 6:00:15door, thrust out one leg. That was as far as he got.
- 6:00:19A voice spoke from the opposite side of the car. A face was looking
- 6:00:22in at him, dimly outlined by the dashboard lights. Just behind it,
- 6:00:26in the gloom at the side of the road, the indistinct mass of a
- 6:00:29bush settled back into repose again. It's all right, buddy, he hasn't
- 6:00:33hurt when he just wanted a left. The other man, the one lying
- 6:00:37in the road, got to his feet grinning. He dusted himself off with
- 6:00:41his hat, came in toward the car. On the outside. There was
- 6:00:44even in the half light, something more than just apologetic good nature to be
- 6:00:48red in the grin something darker. He took hold of the door the driver
- 6:00:52had already half extended, and swung it the rest of the way out.
- 6:00:56The other was already on the seat next to the owner. The man at
- 6:00:59the wheel looked watchfully from one to the other. He said, quietly,
- 6:01:03but tautly. That's a pretty high handed way of asking for a lift,
- 6:01:07isn't it. We wanted to make sure if not being turned down. The
- 6:01:11man beside him slurred. The man at the wheel sat motionless, like someone
- 6:01:15at bay. The only part of him that moved were the two last fingers
- 6:01:21of one hand resting on the wheel rim. They rose and fell a couple
- 6:01:25of times. Whereas it you men want to go? He said finally,
- 6:01:30whatever they answered, he was obviously going to claim his route lay elsewhere,
- 6:01:34just that way, the way you're going. The man next to him answered,
- 6:01:40sorry, I'm in a hurry. You've stop now, haven't you.
- 6:01:44The spokesman pointed out, in the lazy purr of a cat playing with a
- 6:01:47mouse, won't take you any longer to get started up with us then without
- 6:01:52us. The driver's mouth had tightened into a thin line. He had made
- 6:01:56up his mind, but he'd made it up too late. It's Mike,
- 6:02:00and I'll decide who rides in it. Stand back. His unwelcome seat mate's
- 6:02:03elbow jogged him as though unintentionally. He glanced over and saw the man absorbed
- 6:02:07and prodding at his finger nails with a vicious looking snap knife. It wasn't
- 6:02:12pointed at the car owner. Its user wasn't even looking at him. Somehow,
- 6:02:15the implication was even more forbidding. His drawl was still misleadingly indolent.
- 6:02:22Oughta drive on, Mista. Don't look good to keep standing here like this.
- 6:02:26Somebody might happen along and think there's a hold up taking place, which
- 6:02:30there isn't. And to his friend, come round and get in on this
- 6:02:33side of me. There's room enough for three. Their unwilling host, white
- 6:02:38faced, now slowly reached down and took off the break. Nothing more was
- 6:02:44said. The road slipped by the wavy dark line of the trees went up
- 6:02:48and down, up and down. The stars followed them slowly across the sky.
- 6:02:52There were three phantom faces reflected against the windshield. Now he studied two
- 6:02:57of them. There surreptitiously. The knife was gone again, but even if
- 6:03:02he had made a sudden lunge and grappled for it, he wouldn't win.
- 6:03:04The man on the outside probably had one too. Besides, he didn't want
- 6:03:08to become involved in anything that would delay him bring the police on the scene,
- 6:03:12with all the lengthy questioning that would inevitably follow. They didn't give the
- 6:03:17impression of being just the usual roadside vagrants or bumbs. There was something a
- 6:03:21little better than that about them, and also something a little worse, more
- 6:03:26sinister. Look, he said abruptly, could you, fellows, use a
- 6:03:30little money? Is that what this is about? Suppose I'd let you have
- 6:03:33ten bucks apiece and we call it quits. The one on the outside said
- 6:03:37nothing at all. That drawl came again. People that pot with money that
- 6:03:41easy, must have quite a lot of it. And then in reassurance that
- 6:03:47failed altogether, to reassure we ain't askin ye fer any money, mista,
- 6:03:52well, just ride along with ye a little ways. He knew he hadn't
- 6:03:56averted whatever it was that was hanging over him. Forty minutes went by,
- 6:04:00perhaps fifty, not a word more had been spoken. They were nearing the
- 6:04:06outskirts of some large town. They could see the preliminary lights sprinkled here and
- 6:04:10there in the distance ahead, in the red glow of foundries or blast furnaces.
- 6:04:15The highway suddenly split into a main branch in a lesser backcountry detour.
- 6:04:21Take the one on the left. He was instructed that loop misses the town.
- 6:04:26But I'm heading for that town and I've been driving all night. Are
- 6:04:29you compelling me to go out of my way? A truck came thundering up
- 6:04:33behind them, flashed past. He leaned out, tried to signal the truck
- 6:04:36driver, but he was already too late. The back of his coat collar
- 6:04:38was suddenly tightened into a knot, and he was swung around again. The
- 6:04:42knife did not show up, but the thread of it peered through every word.
- 6:04:45Take the one to the left. No one's hurting you yet, but
- 6:04:51you will get hurt if you try that again. Half an hour later,
- 6:04:55a double flanged roadside marker went drifting by. The driver flicked his eyes at
- 6:05:00his passengers. That was a state boundary line we just crossed. You know
- 6:05:04what that makes this? Don't you? Interstate kidnapping? You know what the
- 6:05:07penalty for that is don't you the Linburg law death. He saw them exchange
- 6:05:14a glance by way of the windshield surface. But it wasn't the look of
- 6:05:17alarm. It was, if anything, one of humorous and mutual understanding.
- 6:05:22It anots that's going to get the death penalty, the one on the outside
- 6:05:26said patronizingly. The remark was dripping with ominous double meaning. It's you they
- 6:05:32meant. The driver shivered, his lower jaw fluctuated loosely against his upper like
- 6:05:37something detachable. A bar of silver appeared parallel to the eastern horizon, freed
- 6:05:42itself floated slowly upward, then the second one, then a third. They
- 6:05:47were spaced like the rungs of a ghostly ladder, with darkness in between.
- 6:05:52It's starting to get like chuck. One of them mentioned quietly. It was
- 6:05:56an unnecessary remark. He knew it was some kind of a signal that was
- 6:06:00being exchanged. He knew they had decided on doing whatever it was they were
- 6:06:04going to do. At this approaching moment, when the night changed into day,
- 6:06:10he saw the two windshield phantoms turn toward one another, hold it for
- 6:06:14a second, exchanging notice of readiness. He was shaking all over now,
- 6:06:18like some helpless animal with intelligence enough to realize its end is at hand,
- 6:06:23but without power to escape from it. He scanned the darkened road ahead for
- 6:06:27sight of some other car, some sign of life that might bring help.
- 6:06:32There was none. Then he tensed himself about to fling the wheel around,
- 6:06:36swerve the car off the road into a tree or ditch, and try to
- 6:06:38escape from them in that way. Even that move was frustrated, as though
- 6:06:42they had read his mind. The nearer man reached out, grasped the wheel
- 6:06:47rim in a grip of iron. His foot nudged the driver's own foot off
- 6:06:51the accelerator. With a sidewise kick. He reached across the driver's body with
- 6:06:55his entire arm and pulled on the emergency brake. The car screamed agonizingly in
- 6:06:59siar his way to a shuddering stop. The air currents of its own passage
- 6:07:03went swirling past it for a minute in the sudden stillness, then died away.
- 6:07:07The door latch clicked, and one of them had left a seat.
- 6:07:11Oh get out and stretch my legs a minute. A drop of sweat rolled
- 6:07:17sluggishly down the driver's corrugated forehead. The increasing number of bars of silver,
- 6:07:22which kept following one another up was starting to have an effect on the sky
- 6:07:25in general, like rods of fluorescent lighting. The voice of the man who
- 6:07:30had alighted came back from the rear. Looks like one of your shoes is
- 6:07:33on the way out. Must have sprung one of them slow leaks. The
- 6:07:37driver's knuckles whitened on the wheel. Rim ain't you gonna get out and take
- 6:07:42a luck? The man next to him suggested, with slumbrous attachment. The
- 6:07:48driver was past mere fright now. He had reached that ultimate pitch of it,
- 6:07:52at which calmness once more sets in the calmness of despair. Wait a
- 6:07:56minute, he said, in a voice that was husky but steadying urgent.
- 6:08:00You can have the car. You can have my driver's license, my registration,
- 6:08:03all my papers. You can have sixty five thousand dollars in cold cash
- 6:08:07I have on my person at this moment in an oil paper packet pinned to
- 6:08:11my undershirt. Only just let me walk away from here on foot. I
- 6:08:15won't even report it. I won't open my mouth. Just let me leave
- 6:08:18here on my own two feet. The man beside him drawled. Then we
- 6:08:22would be taking these things from you by force, which is in a way
- 6:08:27the same thing as a hold up or robbery. That ain't the idea at
- 6:08:30all. The minute our back's returned, you'd report it as that, no
- 6:08:33matter what you say. Now, he smiled disarmingly. We'd rather just inherit
- 6:08:40it off from you, and to inherit a thing, he didn't have to
- 6:08:42finish it. To inherit a thing, the benefactor first has to be dead.
- 6:08:48The driver turned to face the speaker in one last desperate appeal. His
- 6:08:52mouth opened to utter it. It never came. His back was to the
- 6:08:56outside of the road. Death came from that direction, slinking low around the
- 6:09:00rear of the car. Death was swift, a shattering blow on the brain
- 6:09:04with a section of lead pipe. His mouth slowly closed, but that was
- 6:09:08merely reflex. They carried the body off into gloom beside the road. Their
- 6:09:12voices sounded in quiet, unhurried tones. That drawl hadn't been assumed. It
- 6:09:18was natural. It came again, vanish him, I'll think so, but
- 6:09:22I'll give him another one to make sure. A dull, sodden impact sounded
- 6:09:27once more. Then their footsteps moved off, still further afield, with the
- 6:09:30measured heaviness of a burden born between them. They were gone some time,
- 6:09:36the car remained where it was empty. One came back first ahead of the
- 6:09:41other. The one with the drawl, who had been their spokesman, threw
- 6:09:44out. He got in, started the engine, glanced watchfully up and down
- 6:09:48the road, then sat there waiting. He completed lacing the dead man's shoes
- 6:09:52on his feet, thrusting the dead man's shirt more securely down under his belt,
- 6:09:56adjusting the knot of his necktie. Then he gave the horn an impatient
- 6:10:00double tap. Far off in the distance, the pea sized glove and approaching
- 6:10:03pair of headlights had crusted a rise, then dipped down into an intervening hollow.
- 6:10:10It wouldn't reach them for a good five minutes. Yet, the second
- 6:10:14man chuck materialized out of the darkness, was suddenly beside the car again.
- 6:10:18He was rubbing his hands in satisfaction that a bendon well was the right answer.
- 6:10:25He murmured appreciatively as he got in, Glad I remembered it from the
- 6:10:27first time we passed here, Did you hear me? Cave the rest of
- 6:10:30it in on top of him? Now it's too far in from here.
- 6:10:36Some day years from now, they may catch on there was once somebody in
- 6:10:38there if they dig down deep enough. But brother, they'll never know who
- 6:10:42it was. I did it up brown. He removed a crumpled, bald
- 6:10:48up mass from his pocket that looked as though it had once been part of
- 6:10:51an undershirt, partially opened it, revealing flecks of rust on the inside,
- 6:10:55then carefully put it away again. What have you got there, the new
- 6:11:00driver said, his teeth was the complacent answer. I had to take the
- 6:11:03lead pipe to him, but it was worth it. Didn't you ever hear
- 6:11:07of them identifying them just by that alone? The approaching headlights blossomed out dipped
- 6:11:12in conventional salute as the two cars flashed past one another receded along the road.
- 6:11:18Purty nifty car we inherited, remarked Chuck complacently. What do we head
- 6:11:22for now? We had for the border and out the way we were trying
- 6:11:26to before he ran into him. We need an exit permit, don't we.
- 6:11:32We've got one, that's where he was heading for himself. We inherited
- 6:11:34that, along with the car and the driver's license and the sixty five thousand
- 6:11:38dollars in cash, and well just about everything else you can think of.
- 6:11:42Oh, by the way, meet Alvin kernin the second of Garfield Road,
- 6:11:47Scranton, Pennsylvania, and meet yourself, his business partner and associate making the
- 6:11:52trip with him sole beneficiaries of Alvin Kern the first Chuck smote his knee alightedly,
- 6:12:00brother, What a bequest. The State roadster coursed steadily onward under the
- 6:12:07blazing Gulf Coast sun, chasing its own foreshortened shadow, never quite able to
- 6:12:11overtake it. The masses of sand dunes to its left made an undulating line,
- 6:12:15now up, now down. The flaming mass of the sun seemed to
- 6:12:21move steadily across the sky and company with it. While the road streamed backwards
- 6:12:25like something on a moving belt. There was silence, save the low hum
- 6:12:30of the engine. Chuck broke the silence at last, for the first time
- 6:12:33in half an hour. Don't you think we are to ditch the car?
- 6:12:36There's two whole days now, and we're far enough away the car is what
- 6:12:38might trip us up? Alivan Kern, hands glued to the wheel, stared
- 6:12:45straight ahead. Getch in the cars? What might trip us up? You
- 6:12:48mean it will be found inside an how or two after we dumped it,
- 6:12:51they start asking questions, wondering why while we are still in it, We
- 6:12:55got nothing to worry about. The whole thing hangs together as long as we
- 6:12:59sit tight in the car where him and a friend to his. The minute
- 6:13:02we leave the car behind, we stopped being somebody else, and they start
- 6:13:06wondering what happened to him. Yeah, but he might have been expected someplace,
- 6:13:11somebody that knows him might be waiting for him. And when he don't
- 6:13:15show up where he's supposed to. He was heading for Mexico. The exit
- 6:13:18permit shows that, well, so are we. He wouldn't have gotten there
- 6:13:22any sooner than we will. We haven't lost any time. Along the way,
- 6:13:26Chuck's elbow suddenly nudged into his side stayed pressed against it in a frozen
- 6:13:30signal of warning. Behind them, a speck on the road that had been
- 6:13:34noticeable for some time past in the mirror had grown to the size of a
- 6:13:37car. They came on, closing in fast. It's a State trooper patrol
- 6:13:42car, and it ain't just out for the ride. The way it's tearing
- 6:13:45along. They must have picked us up at that last roadstand. We stopped
- 6:13:48to eat at give it the gun. Pull up, you mean and see
- 6:13:52what they want? Hear that they're tipping us off to stand until they get
- 6:13:56here. Chuck's voice nearly rose to a scream as the car began to lose
- 6:13:59speed. Come on, will you are you crazy? Listen? If we
- 6:14:03don't pay attention, we get bullets next. But that ain't the point.
- 6:14:07The point is when you're a couple of respectable business men like us, you
- 6:14:11don't run away from cops. The car fell motionless by the glaring roadside.
- 6:14:18It's not the speedy we were only doing that. Told you we should have
- 6:14:22touched this damn car, didn't I, Chuck jittered, and I told you
- 6:14:26a guy on a business trip don't abandon his car. That's tipping our hand.
- 6:14:30Shut up here they are a cloud of dust blew away from the new
- 6:14:33arrival, and one of the men and it alighted and moved toward the front
- 6:14:37of their car into a position from which you could scan the number. Alvin
- 6:14:41Kern leaned partially out resting comfortably on his forearm. Something wrong, officer.
- 6:14:48The state cop had opened the notebook, was glancing at their plates and then
- 6:14:52back at the notebook. Pennsylvania three three two eight. He read aloud.
- 6:14:59There was a moment of tension that swelled like a bubble about to burst.
- 6:15:03Kern pressed down hard with one hand on his companion's need to keep him quiescent.
- 6:15:07The steak cop closed his notebook with a snap, put it away in
- 6:15:11his pocket before answering, Nope, not you. That eight on the end
- 6:15:15of your plate saved you. The guy we want is Pennsylvania three three two
- 6:15:19nine. Gray roadster with two men in it, hit and run, knocked
- 6:15:23down and killed a Piccaninny at a crossroads in Orange County about ten this morning.
- 6:15:27He shook his head as he moved back to his own car. Talk
- 6:15:30about your coincidences, though. He took out a handkerchief, mopped around under
- 6:15:36and then inside his headgear. Sure is hot. He tilted his chin slightly,
- 6:15:41sniffed the air with a grimace, and blamed, If it don't smell
- 6:15:44like a coyote died someplace around here, Come on, Carter, let's buy
- 6:15:48moose. He climbed in again, gave them a friendly wave of dismissal.
- 6:15:52The patrol car circled around and went back the way it had come. Chuck
- 6:15:56sagged down into his own lap, like ice cream melting in the sun.
- 6:16:02See that was close. Let's get out of here, he said weakly.
- 6:16:04He was right. It smells like the beach over there was full of rotting
- 6:16:07shellfish. Alvin Kern stepped on the gas. Where would we have been now
- 6:16:14if we'd listen to you and try to run for it on our way back
- 6:16:17in their custody to be held in the county jail until they could find out
- 6:16:19what it was we were running away from, most likely the filling station attendant
- 6:16:25nodded in agreement. Yeah, I'd do kind of myself. Now, let
- 6:16:29you mention it. Maybe you gent's been driving through some kind of slammy mud.
- 6:16:33Don't show none on your tires, though the road was bone dry all
- 6:16:37the way in. Chuck contradicted. Maybe you ran over a rabbit or something
- 6:16:41and carried it along with you underneath the car. I've seen that happen.
- 6:16:45If you want to run up over the pittman and I'll jump down and take
- 6:16:48a look for you. Now we haven't time, Kern cut him short.
- 6:16:53How much do I owe you? They drove on through the small community in
- 6:16:57a few minutes were out on the open high way again under the glorious Texas
- 6:17:00stars. This is our last lap, the driver said, our last night
- 6:17:07on this side. I'm timing it so we'll pull into Laredo right after daybreak,
- 6:17:11just in time for the International Bridge to open up for the day.
- 6:17:14That way we won't have to hang around can Cross right over. By tomorrow
- 6:17:18night this same time will be hitting the Pan American Highway for Mexico City on
- 6:17:22All six and they can whistle for us if they want us back. Then,
- 6:17:25after we're safely over on the other side, is the time to pick
- 6:17:29up a pair of hot plates for the car, give it a new paint
- 6:17:30jop, and sell it off to someone they'll never be able to trace what
- 6:17:33became of it. Down there, he kissed his own knuckles, and after
- 6:17:37that, the life of rightly sixty five thousand dollars makes an awful lot of
- 6:17:42Piesos been all inherited, too, gloated chuck His face wheezened up, and
- 6:17:48he began to fan himself with his hat. There it comes again a little
- 6:17:52every time there's a change in the wind. Maybe they use some kind of
- 6:17:56fertilizer around this part of the country. That nah me that objected the driver.
- 6:18:02I noticed it worse in the town where it was kind of built up
- 6:18:04around us than out here in the open. And they don't use fertilizer in
- 6:18:08towns. He lit a cigarette to try to kill it a little. Don't
- 6:18:14let it get you, he said affably. It's a small enough inconvenience to
- 6:18:18go through for the second sixty five thousand dollars. The slate roadster took its
- 6:18:22place in the line of cars waiting at the bridge approached to cross over.
- 6:18:26The barrier hadn't been lowered yet. There are always that many of them crossing
- 6:18:30over, Chuck murmured, worriedly, leaning out the pier ahead down the line.
- 6:18:36That's better than if we're the only ones. Safety in numbers. They
- 6:18:38don't pay as much attention to you that way. Relax, there's nothing to
- 6:18:41get steamed up about. I've seen worse lineups waiting to drive into the Holland
- 6:18:45Tunnel. They don't inspect you going into the Holland Tunnel. They hold you
- 6:18:51up a minute for the toll, and that's about as long as this will
- 6:18:52take. Chuck fidgeted, mopped his forehead. Let's drive around the town half
- 6:18:59an hour, so come back again. After it's already open against me.
- 6:19:02Nervous standing still waiting like this. The driver glanced up into their mirror.
- 6:19:07Too late. Now we've been blocked off behind. We can't back out a
- 6:19:10line. There's other cars behind us. Chuck gave a sudden jolt, as
- 6:19:15though something had just occurred to him. His face paled. What about the
- 6:19:18picture on the driver's license? It is, isn't it? I fixed that
- 6:19:22long ago, like we originally planned to, with that one on my own,
- 6:19:26and a couple of strips of gelatin paper to hold in place where his
- 6:19:29was before. It's good enough to pass. A quick glance. A small
- 6:19:33current of early morning air stirred along the approaches to the bridge. Chuck grimaced.
- 6:19:38There comes that funny smell again. I thought we'd lost it. The
- 6:19:42barry is down. Here we go. The line of cars started to creep
- 6:19:45forward, with little spurts and stalls as each successive one cleared the customs booth
- 6:19:51at the entrance to the bridge. Now, don't act nervous, it'll only
- 6:19:55take a minute. Chuck lit a cigarette leaned back against the seat. Oh
- 6:20:00okay, he said, reassuringly out of the corner of his mouth. I'm
- 6:20:03steadied up. Now, they shifted slightly forward, stopped again. The Oklahoma
- 6:20:08plates in front of them cleared onto the bridge. They shifted once more,
- 6:20:12stopped the last time. An armed guard approached driver's license. The driver handed
- 6:20:18it over. He scanned you, Kern, that's me. He passed it
- 6:20:22back. What's the nature of this trip? Business? Who's that with you?
- 6:20:26My business associate, Charles Kendall. He did the talking for Chuck exit
- 6:20:32permit. Kern handed that over too. He glanced at it, tindered it
- 6:20:37back. He raised his arm about to pass them through the soldiers doing sentry
- 6:20:40duty further along the bridge. Kern relaxed his foot on the clutch, ready
- 6:20:44to roll forward as soon as the signal was completed. A little stale air
- 6:20:48that Chuck had been holding down and his lungs seeped up and out with relief.
- 6:20:52Carrying any short wave radios, binoculars, cameras, anything like that.
- 6:20:56Nope, just as we are, the driver said, affably. Okay,
- 6:21:00let's have a look in your rumble a minute and you can be on your
- 6:21:03way. The driver fumbled unexcitedly in his clothes, produced Kern's keyholder, handed
- 6:21:08it over. That one there he said, help yourself. The customs guard
- 6:21:14drifted back out of sight. Whenever looketon and ourselves, Chuck murmured. Suppose
- 6:21:19he does find a camera or something, now confiscate it and send us on
- 6:21:22without it. But don't worry, he won't. Here comes they all clear.
- 6:21:26A gun suddenly poked in at them. Behind it, the grim face
- 6:21:30of the customs guard looked a little greenish. Chuck clawed for the door on
- 6:21:33his side. A second gun poked in from there, with another guard behind
- 6:21:37it. A whistle blew, and a squad of soldiers came up. Rifles
- 6:21:40it ready, turn off and drop out of line. Drive back the other
- 6:21:44way, was the order, barked. Two of the armed men mounted the
- 6:21:47car to see that it was carried out. Now get out of there.
- 6:21:51You two, put your hands over your heads, both of you. You're
- 6:21:52under arrest for what what about? Stammered the driver as he stepped out,
- 6:21:57palms tilted followed him a moment later, White in the face and weak at
- 6:22:02the knees, the familiar foul odor that had been haunting them for so long
- 6:22:06seemed to swirl over them over poweringly. For that, said the customs guard,
- 6:22:11with a rearward stab of his thumb. Out of the opened rumble,
- 6:22:15like a ghastly jack in the box, reared the already badly decomposing head and
- 6:22:18shoulders of a woman neither of them had ever seen before in the cell where
- 6:22:22they were being held awaiting removal back to Pennsylvania to face murder charges. Chuck
- 6:22:27looked up hopelessly. After a while. What hurts most about it, he
- 6:22:33lamented bitterly, is they didn't get us for what we've done ourselves, but
- 6:22:37for what that other guy had done. They haven't found out about us even
- 6:22:41yet. They're going to take us back and fry us for murder, and
- 6:22:45we can't prove we didn't do it. His head dropped into his hands again
- 6:22:48with a shudder. I was an inheritance, all right. We're not only
- 6:22:52inherited as car and his identity papers and his money. We inherited his murder
- 6:22:57along with it. Some legacy. That was some bequest. End of Section
- 6:23:06seven Bequest End of Nightmare by Cornel Woolrich