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- 00:00:00:01 - 00:00:28:15 Speaker 1 This one was a particular case of a woman who was sex trafficked. She was held against her will. She was put into a cage. She was brutally raped. I assumed that this would be a severe trauma case. What did shocked me was what I felt when I initially met her. I was struck by compassion and wisdom and a level of love for the people that harmed her. 00:00:28:21 - 00:01:04:18 Speaker 1 That would not make sense. Never. I would say, in any trauma case. Bar none. I haven't experienced that energy. Obviously, ethics are very important to me, so I shared. I believe she would be benefiting from any more therapy. I was the one who was benefiting. So this was what created that shift for me very profoundly. 00:01:04:20 - 00:01:22:00 Speaker 2 The night you and I met, you told me a story. A story about a woman who came to see you in your practice, who changed the way you approached clients forever. 00:01:22:02 - 00:02:03:17 Speaker 1 Well, in some ways, as I began to understand it, every client or every person that I had ever seen was some way altering my understanding of the human journey and the challenges that are for us. But this particular situation, which I do highlight in a chapter in my new book, The Awakening That Cannot Medicate, which is really exposing the anti-human agenda, the mental health industry. 00:02:03:19 - 00:02:33:17 Speaker 1 But the entire second part of the book is just discussing, like, how powerful we are to become the light and how the paradigm is wrong in how we think about our own mental health. In this particular case, which I have discussed previously. So if you've heard this before, I apologize. Maybe I can expand on it a little bit. 00:02:33:19 - 00:03:07:23 Speaker 1 But I began to realize that every person that was placed in front of me was a holy experience. This one was a particular case of a woman who was sex trafficked horribly. She was held against her will. She was put into a cage. She ate food out of a dog bowl. She was brutally raped, and she eventually escaped. 00:03:08:01 - 00:03:16:12 Speaker 1 Like, jumped out of a car at a toll booth and ran for help. 00:03:16:13 - 00:03:21:23 Speaker 2 And she was hospitalized after this. Correct? Her medical records back up. Everything you're saying here. Police reports. 00:03:22:00 - 00:03:31:21 Speaker 1 Police reports, medical records. Of course, she was hospitalized immediately because she was physically and emotionally harmed. 00:03:31:23 - 00:03:39:12 Speaker 1 And she reached out to me in particular. 00:03:39:13 - 00:03:51:11 Speaker 1 And I assumed. And she was far away from me. So let's I'll just put it that way. It was a, it was quite a travel. And she was in a major metropolitan area. So it was there was no shortage of mental health professionals. 00:03:51:13 - 00:03:56:00 Speaker 2 So she was traveling away from many qualified health professionals. More than an hour to come see you. 00:03:56:02 - 00:04:26:07 Speaker 1 She was. And I assumed that this would be a severe trauma case. And what that generally means for somebody who works in this field is that you approach the case with developing a relationship. You assume that the memories of what just happened are somewhat debilitating. That there's a resistance to them, that a person would become overwhelmed too quickly just discussing what happened to them. 00:04:26:09 - 00:04:48:12 Speaker 1 And to do so without building some safety with that person would be unethical. So I did approach the case with that level of understanding. So it's really start to form a connection. Just get to know who the person is even outside of the events. So the fact that she would travel to see me, I mean, stood out. But I mean, I did have somewhat of a reputation. 00:04:48:12 - 00:05:19:14 Speaker 1 I had a podcast was on larger shows, so it did not shock me that someone would come for my care. What did shock me was what I felt when I initially met her. And as you know, I've become extremely sensitive to energy and I speak in detail about why that is in my book and the energy I felt with her. 00:05:19:14 - 00:05:29:23 Speaker 1 I can try to put it in the best words possible. Was wisdom. Love. 00:05:30:01 - 00:05:37:11 Speaker 1 The feeling of an old soul. Even though this person was younger than me. 00:05:37:12 - 00:06:13:18 Speaker 1 I had the experience of a wise elder. Energetically, when she sat down on the couch. I remember the first time there's none of the hesitant hesitancy, the trepidation, the fear, or the hypervigilance that would have been typical in a PTSD case. And there was a level of openness. And when somebody is completely confident or comfortable in their own skin, they don't screen words. 00:06:13:20 - 00:06:31:03 Speaker 1 You know, there's a flow. If you ever meet somebody who is anxious, for example, when you meet someone for the first time and you're getting to know them, someone who's anxious is kind of screening their words. Like there's almost this fear that they're going to be judged. They're only giving enough information that is safe. 00:06:31:05 - 00:06:34:10 Speaker 2 They're watching. Watching your reactions and deciding what they can say. 00:06:34:12 - 00:06:41:17 Speaker 1 Yeah. Which is when, you know, you and I met, that was the opposite. This is true, right? Like I said, like you just weren't that at all. 00:06:41:19 - 00:06:46:06 Speaker 2 And we sat down and we're like, hey, let me get to know you completely, and we'll talk for four hours. 00:06:46:08 - 00:07:05:22 Speaker 1 And and those are the type of relationships I'm attracted to, people who don't necessarily approach life with fear. Right? Right. They're just fully who they are, you know? And that always feels safe and comfortable to me. Right. So you you get that automatically with her and. 00:07:06:00 - 00:07:11:21 Speaker 2 And that would have you ever experienced that with a, a trauma case anywhere close to the magnitude of this one. 00:07:11:23 - 00:07:24:02 Speaker 1 Never. I would say in any trauma case, bar none. I haven't experienced that energy. 00:07:24:04 - 00:07:48:01 Speaker 1 Let me fast forward, because after you do the initial what we call like an evaluation or an intake, where you prepare a person for, you know, what they're going to receive. When you get to know them in a more personal level, how they're coping, where the problem areas in their life and all those things, you kind of lay out a plan. 00:07:48:03 - 00:08:13:11 Speaker 1 In our field is called a treatment plan. And you want informed consent right. You want them to be able to fully understand what the potential benefits are or what is going to be asked of them. Any risks. What are alternatives. And once we started kind of simply gathering more information about what happened to her. 00:08:13:12 - 00:08:28:22 Speaker 1 I was struck by compassion and wisdom and a level of love for the people that harmed her. That would not make sense. 00:08:29:00 - 00:08:52:16 Speaker 2 So she she was expressing, and you were feeling energetically from her actual love toward the men who had raped her. And not this isn't Stockholm syndrome. This isn't like a some something related to learn helplessness. This was an actual feeling of a agape love toward them. 00:08:52:18 - 00:09:23:15 Speaker 1 I'm going to go even further than that. So you and I have been exposed to a way of mastery, and that is a channeled text from Jesus who lets himself known as Jeshua Ben Joseph. You know what he says would have been his name. Which makes sense historically, obviously, and speaks to seeing the world through the eyes of Christ. 00:09:23:17 - 00:10:00:09 Speaker 1 And, you know, Jesus was the Christ that was not his last name. He attained, alignment with God, a Christ consciousness, one would say. And she has been up to this point in my life, the best evidence of Christ's consciousness. And I'm just actually reflecting on this now for the first time. I haven't told this story in the perspective of Christ's consciousness, but that's what this was. 00:10:00:11 - 00:10:08:07 Speaker 2 This was didn't see them as perpetrators and herself as a victim. How did she. How did she see them? 00:10:08:09 - 00:10:18:18 Speaker 1 Well, she told me this story. This was in her hospital records. 00:10:18:20 - 00:10:51:13 Speaker 1 She told me the story of that when she was being harmed physically. Sexually. That God came to her and turned everything around into love, that she was able to see every single one of her perpetrators lives and what was done to them energetically. The pain, the trauma, the hurt, and how that impacted their own perspective of what life was. 00:10:51:15 - 00:11:08:18 Speaker 1 So she was able to develop this deep compassion. And because everything was turned around into love. She was essentially protected from PTSD. She had no PTSD symptoms. 00:11:08:20 - 00:11:16:06 Speaker 1 She had some problems in life because she had children that she lost custody of. 00:11:16:08 - 00:11:17:20 Speaker 2 Because she disappeared. 00:11:17:22 - 00:11:19:04 Speaker 1 Everything had happened. Yeah. 00:11:19:05 - 00:11:21:05 Speaker 2 Yeah. 00:11:21:07 - 00:11:52:03 Speaker 1 And that was the biggest. Those were the largest problems. But PTSD was not one of them. So, of course, after a number of sessions with her and these are this was the type of client where I was looking forward to those sessions because she spoke from that state of Christ's consciousness. She spoke from that place of wisdom, not just on the events that happened to her, but other events in her life, like in her own family. 00:11:52:05 - 00:11:59:23 Speaker 1 The role of forgiveness, how she viewed life. I was. 00:12:00:01 - 00:12:03:14 Speaker 1 Mesmerized. 00:12:03:16 - 00:12:11:05 Speaker 1 Meaning I wanted the sessions to keep going on. You know, you're limited by your schedule and the time and so forth. 00:12:11:07 - 00:12:14:12 Speaker 2 But I, you felt like you were actually learning from her. 00:12:14:17 - 00:12:50:13 Speaker 1 Oh, I was, it the roles were reversed, which is important. Because once you move out of the identification as the one treating somebody else, and this is discussed in a seminal book called A Course of Miracles, also believed to be a channel text. They have this very interesting section for psychotherapy and therapists as a supplement to that which this is the best example of. 00:12:50:13 - 00:13:22:05 Speaker 1 What's in that supplement is that everything is a holy experience in the eyes of God. There is no difference between the patient and the doctor, the therapist and the the one being helped in the eyes of God. You're both there for each other. So this was what created that shift for me very profoundly. Now, ethically speaking, I could not keep her in therapy for me, obviously. 00:13:22:09 - 00:13:49:19 Speaker 1 Yeah. And I make the case, I think, to that in the mental health field that people stay in therapy not because they require it. They stay it because it provides some financial benefit to the therapist that there is a, a perverse incentive that the ones who require the help the most are the ones who are often the most unreliable, and also the most that creates the most liability and requires the highest level of skill. 00:13:49:21 - 00:14:12:03 Speaker 1 So when you can get a larger amount of people to come into, you know, talk therapy and they're high functioning and they're consistent and they have enough money, there's a perverse incentive there. I did not go by that. Obviously, ethics are very important to me. So I, I shared a and believe she would be benefiting from any more therapy. 00:14:12:05 - 00:14:17:09 Speaker 1 And I was the one who was benefiting. 00:14:17:11 - 00:14:30:05 Speaker 1 And what she said to me was, oh, I know I was sent here as a messenger for you. 00:14:30:07 - 00:14:50:12 Speaker 1 Of course, my mouth probably opened really wide, dropped to the floor. Now, this is a probably about two years into my spiritual awakening, which I outline in detail in this new book. 00:14:50:13 - 00:14:53:11 Speaker 1 And she says. 00:14:53:12 - 00:15:18:04 Speaker 1 Well, she actually went into her purse or some back she had and handed me a book, and this book was by Doctor Brian Weiss, who was a psychiatrist, and it's called Many Lives, Many Masters. And she says this here outlines. 00:15:18:06 - 00:15:42:22 Speaker 1 A different understanding of reality for you. Now, I had already been told by my guides. That I was my version of reality was off. The book is about past life regression in. What she wanted to communicate to me. Is that in your field and how you approach your work, you assume that one's emotional presentation is all related just to this life. 00:15:43:03 - 00:16:10:19 Speaker 1 And we are on many journeys. We're eternal souls and we take on various forms of energy, even karmic patterns from previous lives. And there is a much more complex understanding of the human experience than what your psychological principles have told you. And of course, that opens up the door for various forms of healing modalities, which I'm I outline in my book. 00:16:10:21 - 00:16:25:15 Speaker 1 She also, you know, shared a couple other things. And I don't know, I don't think I've always been open about this. She, had a undergone psychedelic experiences for healing. 00:16:25:17 - 00:16:28:00 Speaker 2 After after she escaped. 00:16:28:06 - 00:17:02:13 Speaker 1 After she escaped. One of them was, Ayahuasca in ayahuasca journey with a shaman. And she said that she, there's a lot of like a lot of vomiting that she was vomiting the energy purging herself of the energy of a previous life. And she didn't go into great detail about that one. But she said that she was buried alive and she had the entire experience. 00:17:02:13 - 00:17:25:07 Speaker 1 And she had a kind of purge, that energy. She understood. She said that she understood the power of, of Mother Earth, Gaia. She seemed to have an understanding of how to utilize and manipulate energy. She was extremely loving. 00:17:25:09 - 00:17:54:16 Speaker 1 She saw herself, her her life to be incredibly meaningful. All of it. Every aspect of trauma to be meaningful. Although she lived in what many would call poverty. She was as happy as anyone I've ever met, and she knew that all different people are going to be placed in her life. 00:17:54:18 - 00:17:57:04 Speaker 1 For her to serve. 00:17:57:06 - 00:18:03:05 Speaker 3 00:18:03:07 - 00:18:10:15 Speaker 1 But the impact on me, it still felt today. 00:18:10:17 - 00:18:42:22 Speaker 1 Of course, I'm known for trying to deep pathologies and the human experience and prevent people from going on the worst of drugs, or to identify with any mental illness category. But that even was more reinforcement to me that life is a journey and our recovery is not medical, that it's spiritual, that this experience is holy. Even the most challenging and difficult of experiences. 00:18:43:00 - 00:18:56:08 Speaker 1 What compassion forgiveness has at a spiritual level is beyond our comprehension, but it's meaning in how we choose to live our lives. 00:18:56:10 - 00:19:16:05 Speaker 1 It alters everything. I wouldn't be here today without that case, I believe, and I wouldn't understand some teachings from Jesus and understanding what Christ consciousness is, or have different interpretations of his words. Without that expansion that took place in that relationship. 00:19:16:07 - 00:19:25:10 Speaker 2 Yeah, it's one thing to read about something. It's an entirely different thing to experience it. And. 00:19:25:12 - 00:19:53:18 Speaker 2 I mean, one of the things that stood out to me when you and I first met was that you had been gifted, and I do mean gifted as an given, not earned, with some utterly incredible experiences that were designed to completely shift the way you thought and to knock you out of a well-established pattern that you were living in. 00:19:53:20 - 00:20:15:12 Speaker 2 You know, you've spoken about these agains. We don't need to get into it. I mean, you you address it in your book. You know how you were initially awakened and, how kind of unavoidable, how unavoidable it was for you. And during the year that you and I knew each other, you know, there was another event that occurred. 00:20:15:12 - 00:20:37:17 Speaker 2 I remember very clearly you calling me as you left work saying you will not believe what just happened. I know you told this story on your podcast last fall. But I was, you know, I was there that evening as you were unpacking this for the first time. And I remember at the time thinking, okay, he's been given another of these gifts. 00:20:37:19 - 00:20:40:01 Speaker 1 Yeah. This is a story I don't want to tell. 00:20:40:03 - 00:20:44:17 Speaker 2 Yeah. You can just give the the really quick summary. People can read it if they want to. 00:20:44:18 - 00:20:46:03 Speaker 1 I don't even want to give the summary. 00:20:46:04 - 00:20:47:20 Speaker 2 Okay. 00:20:47:22 - 00:21:07:00 Speaker 1 Because this is these are stories that I think have to be read and my book is now available. You can go to doctor McFarlin. Com purchase at Radically genuine.com Amazon and other sites. And I think it's, it's readable because there's a lot of stories. 00:21:07:02 - 00:21:10:03 Speaker 2 There are a lot of stories in it. 00:21:10:05 - 00:21:35:04 Speaker 1 And I don't want to give away all the stories on a podcast because I wrote this book for a reason. Instead, I want to actually, I would prefer to talk about how some of these events have shifted and changed me. Yeah. And when you say that I was, I was, I was gifted. That's the right word, because the pull here is to believe that something that I have some special gift in some of these situations. 00:21:35:04 - 00:22:21:00 Speaker 1 And, it's very clear that in everything that was provided to me since that awakening, what was told to me over and over again is every single person has this ability. Yeah. And what keeps us from recognizing it and attaining it is all the challenges that are provided in this game of life. And I coined the term interference, that there are so many opportunities for our attention and our powerful energy, which our focus is a powerful energy for creation to fragment that energy. 00:22:21:02 - 00:22:50:01 Speaker 1 And the thesis in the first part of my book is that's deliberate and it's spiritual, and we are in a spiritual battle. That spiritual battle is ultimately for our growth. And the opponent in this is trying to keep us from our divine alignment and connection. And that's where the power is. To make a long story short, I put a lot of time and commitment into quieting the ego and to align with a higher energy force. 00:22:50:03 - 00:23:12:09 Speaker 1 And in that we can we we receive. We all have the ability to at a very basic level. You're responding to a degree of intuition anyway, that is God energy within you. But you can turn that dial and you can receive information that can help your life and the life of others, because we're all interconnected this way. 00:23:12:11 - 00:23:45:05 Speaker 1 But the inner interferences are powerful. They range from vaccines to poison in our food. So the physical aspects to shifts in light and how it affects our circadian rhythms or sleep. There's of course social media, entertainment, alcohol, drugs. And and belief systems, any belief system that tries to disconnect you or create something of a mediator between you and the divine. 00:23:45:07 - 00:24:16:01 Speaker 1 Any belief system such as genetic determinism or, you know, these institutions of of allopathic medicine, let's say that your health is outside of your control. All of these are interference. For you to realize that you are a powerful creator being. Now some I was so embedded in the material, I was so asleep that in order for me to be woken up, it required miracles like it. 00:24:16:02 - 00:24:31:02 Speaker 1 It had a miracle being that it had to transform our my previous understanding of how the world works and how material science works. 00:24:31:04 - 00:24:34:06 Speaker 2 Why you? 00:24:34:08 - 00:24:39:19 Speaker 1 For a long time I asked myself that question. 00:24:39:21 - 00:25:18:06 Speaker 1 And I've further asked through guidance. And I do believe, first of all, everyone who's listening, everyone has a a soul's purpose. So you have this need and desire to experience things here on earth, and you have lessons, very, very meaningful lessons. And we've done this hundreds, if not thousands of times. Our souls are on various forms of a journey towards unconditional love. 00:25:18:06 - 00:25:21:12 Speaker 1 I believe that fully. 00:25:21:14 - 00:25:51:05 Speaker 1 But we all have a we all have a gift. I believe everyone has a gift. My gift has, I think, always been a deep, intuitive nature, a passion and a desire to help people and sometimes almost an obsessive quality to, like investigating health and freedom and what it means to live well. 00:25:51:07 - 00:26:17:02 Speaker 1 I think at a soul level, I came here for a particular purpose, and it's this I, I, I think I had other lives, actually. I know I have other lives that had, you know, similar purpose. And that included helping, assisting, awakening people to their true nature. And for us to overcome the limitations of this third dimensional world. I think it's why we met. 00:26:17:03 - 00:26:24:10 Speaker 1 I honestly believe or know that we made this agreement. 00:26:24:12 - 00:26:24:23 Speaker 2 You and I. 00:26:24:23 - 00:26:28:12 Speaker 1 Did ahead of time. Yeah. Radically. 00:26:28:13 - 00:26:42:10 Speaker 2 Immediately clear. When we when we met, it was this, this very strange experience that I've only had a few times in my life of knowing that I knew someone better than I knew almost anybody and we'd never met before. 00:26:42:12 - 00:26:42:20 Speaker 1 Yeah. 00:26:42:20 - 00:26:48:13 Speaker 4 I think that's real. I mean, that's something I wouldn't have believed at another time. 00:26:48:15 - 00:27:11:03 Speaker 1 And it was part of my awakening process, is that we do come here with a soul group, and everyone who's meaningful in your life is part of that soul group, and we're serving each other in that way. And I see the path of being human so much different. There are some things in your life you don't have choice. 00:27:11:05 - 00:27:35:23 Speaker 1 I mean, we all have free will. So I don't want to deny that. But if you don't follow that path that your soul desires, you will exit. Now, you'll go through challenges before you exit. Because I think every challenge is meant to get you back on the path. Yeah, I think that comes in the form of disease, sickness, loss. 00:27:36:01 - 00:28:03:17 Speaker 1 But trust me on this. If you don't fulfill your soul's desire. What you're here for, you will exit and you'll start again. So I do see much of what we label now as disorders or diseases as just signals, just opportunities to get us back. And I see health to be in alignment with that soul's purpose. 00:28:03:19 - 00:28:31:17 Speaker 2 So I mean, one caveat to that. You know, these are discussions we've obviously had a lot over the last year is, you know, some people come in and their souls desire is to experience learning through illness and dying young. That is a path some souls choose. So I do not believe every illness is is that I think, you know, there are some people who choose to come in and die at the age of five of a of a cancer. 00:28:31:19 - 00:28:42:12 Speaker 2 There are other people who, you know, who come in and to exit at 25 and some in some challenging way, because there is something their soul desires to learn through that. 00:28:42:13 - 00:29:08:12 Speaker 1 No, I think I think you're missing a piece of that. And this did not come from me. This came through the channeled text of A Hundred Days of Love, which is also going to be published by us if it's not available yet. And that exact question was answered. So do not think about things as just your soul. You think about things as the interconnectedness of all. 00:29:08:13 - 00:29:22:20 Speaker 1 So some choices or agreements are made for another. So if you ask why, you know an infant might die or a five year old might die, you know, it might certainly not be for that person if they took that on. 00:29:22:22 - 00:29:23:12 Speaker 2 And it can be. 00:29:23:12 - 00:29:34:19 Speaker 1 Both for the experience of some. It could be both and for the experience of someone else. So I don't want to think about things or, or relay them as everything's just for the individual. Actually, everything is for the whole. 00:29:34:20 - 00:29:51:11 Speaker 2 I mean, and that is where this, this whole idea that we, you know, we come in in soul groups and we agree to take things on for each other's learning. Because in this play, like the believe, the Hindu term for it is that we were all we all accept roles in a play, and as we come on stage, we forget. 00:29:51:12 - 00:30:11:05 Speaker 2 We forget that we we took on roles in this play. We enter the Maya, the the illusion. And as you know, as a child, there were two children who I never knew they had died more than a decade. In one case, I think she died in 1980, 82. And the boy had died in the 70s, long before I was born. 00:30:11:05 - 00:30:31:01 Speaker 2 And these children were utterly present in my life because they had transformed my mother. The boy had died when he was two years old, of cancer, of a brain cancer, and the girl had died when she was ten. And he was Esther of the boy was called Mark John, and the girl was called Esther Murray. And she had died when she was ten of cancer. 00:30:31:01 - 00:30:53:03 Speaker 2 And my mother had been a nurse for both of them. And these children had completely transformed my mother, and they were so present to me as a child. It was like they were my friends, and I thought they were. I thought of them as angels that were with me and. 00:30:53:05 - 00:30:58:17 Speaker 2 I believe my mom. 00:30:58:19 - 00:31:21:21 Speaker 2 I believe these children gave my mom an incredible gift of because she learned a lot about love through witnessing their suffering and not being able to alleviate it, but seeing the way that these children turned to Jesus in their suffering. And my mom had this most incredible childlike faith in Jesus that came from her experience of those children. 00:31:21:23 - 00:31:45:16 Speaker 2 She got baptized, right after the little boy died, and she told me it was because of what she learned about Jesus from him. And so this this rings completely true because I don't think those kids did it. I think they did it for many people. But the impact they had on my life, having never even met them, was dramatic. 00:31:45:18 - 00:31:50:15 Speaker 2 Like, I love them, I love these kids and I've never even met them. 00:31:50:17 - 00:32:00:15 Speaker 1 Yeah, I think that's probably a great, such a great example of this miracle that we call life and the complexity of the connections. 00:32:00:17 - 00:32:01:21 Speaker 2 Yeah. 00:32:01:23 - 00:32:55:14 Speaker 1 Which is why I am so concerned about the suffering of connections and the interfering, interfering with the natural order of things, which is the anti-human anti-life movement that I discuss in my book. Would I go on is to is kind of write about what I have learned in those depths of the quietness of meditation, directions of guides, experiences in therapy, and of course, being drawn to certain books, things that were completely outside of my sphere of influence and, what I would have, you know, been exposed to previously. 00:32:55:16 - 00:33:36:11 Speaker 1 Because I learned this, this word. And it's real, synchronicities, you know, I learned that there was no coincidences. And that was a shift in consciousness is once I knew that there were no coincidences, then I was able to follow what, guides and angels were providing to me, when otherwise it would be way too fragmented. So I the one of the rules in this in this game is if you you ask, you will receive and the because it's free will because that's part of the agreement coming in here is your free will then has to align and ask for that type of guidance. 00:33:36:12 - 00:33:57:13 Speaker 1 And once I did, no matter what I would ask for, this goes to this day. I get it almost immediately. I've been able to transform that because I believe and I understand, and it's like you just turning the dial on a new energetic connection. So whenever I ask for something, I certainly receive it using the terms of knowledge or direction or guidance or a person, you know, it's just uncanny. 00:33:57:15 - 00:34:27:11 Speaker 1 You know, how it would happen. And when you ask why, you know, why do I? Why did I come here is I think we have to awaken people to possibilities. Human potential. There's no doubt where in this war. I hate the word war, because that's a word with energetic alignment. And I now understand everything to be energy. But there is a dark and a light. 00:34:27:11 - 00:35:05:16 Speaker 1 There is a transhumanist versus humanist movement. That's the battle. So, the the way that the transhumanists, the darkness keeps the energetic expression of human beings low and controllable is by not allowing us to understand our divine nature. And and the pure human in itself is the, is a self-healing, evolving, fractal energy of God. And it's consciousness, which is the final frontier. 00:35:05:18 - 00:35:33:09 Speaker 1 And so it is to hack us, you know, through technology to shift our attention away from our potential to create, because our focus, our attention is creative. You know, as we will discuss throughout this platform, is how to create in consciousness is the most meaningful learning that can that you can acquire now. And so I do believe we're here to teach it. 00:35:33:11 - 00:35:38:03 Speaker 1 And again, this doesn't make us special. It just means this is what our purpose was. 00:35:38:05 - 00:36:05:10 Speaker 2 Yeah. There are no better or worse, more important, less important missions here at all because they're really all they all work together. And but I do believe part of what you and I are here to do is to help other people awaken to the missions they did come here for, where the the interference in their lives is strong enough that the signals aren't getting through and not everybody gets sent, you know, a month of Billy Joel songs. 00:36:05:12 - 00:36:05:21 Speaker 1 00:36:06:02 - 00:36:08:02 Speaker 2 Some people are going to get sent a podcast. 00:36:08:04 - 00:36:11:16 Speaker 1 Yeah. 00:36:11:18 - 00:36:41:02 Speaker 1 My, my, advocacy work in battle against psychiatry and psychiatric drugs is because I learned to understand them as spiritual weapons of war, because emotions are powerful energies that you can direct. You can manipulate energy for creation. And these drugs are mitochondrial poisons. Basically, they're dimming your light. There's so many negative effects. Of them it's not worth going over all of them here. 00:36:41:04 - 00:37:06:06 Speaker 1 Most people who have followed my work know that. But it's part of my work is to prevent people from aligning to two things. One is the belief that you're broken, you're mentally broken and you're ill. And then two is, don't put the poison, don't ingest the interference. That, of course, is going to just create a chronic illness. 00:37:06:08 - 00:37:34:13 Speaker 1 But with so much with consciousness being primary, it's to awaken us to our power. And so we are going to create and do, communities to learn this. Our podcast, as my book is, is the opportunity for exposure. And there are innovators, there are people who have come here for this mission as well, doing various things right. 00:37:34:13 - 00:37:38:02 Speaker 2 I love the incredible honor of meeting quite a few of them. 00:37:38:04 - 00:38:08:15 Speaker 1 Consciousness research, post material science, spiritual masters, those who are, you know, really a gift to humanity. People who just exude love. People who have come to realizations through their own spiritual connections, those who are just amazingly talented, gifted and intelligent, and they can articulate the interconnectedness of everything in ways that I could never, you know, that's just not my my gift. 00:38:08:17 - 00:38:35:05 Speaker 1 But my my gift is I can sit with somebody, enter into their energy field, turn a dial, shift my internal state, which is a higher energy field and which I later learned. That's what loving energy is. I can connect to the needs of that person, receive information from their guides or my own, and gently guide them while maintaining the understanding of their own free will. 00:38:35:07 - 00:38:58:15 Speaker 1 So that's what I do when I'm not on this podcast and creating media, which is also going to be a huge part of this, but the right people are going to be sent to me as well. And, I'm there to help them create and to realize their full potential. And that's kind of my purpose. Now, that's my role. 00:38:58:15 - 00:39:18:23 Speaker 1 You have a special role in your in in yourself. You have your own gifts that are separate than mine. You have your own life experience at a separate than mine. But when we combine that, that energy, it feels like a powerful creative force, which is why we have evolved to rage and media and this new, radically genuine podcast. 00:39:19:01 - 00:39:35:19 Speaker 1 I don't want to make this all about me. I know I wanted to we wanted to introduce my my book here, but it's also an opportunity for you to maybe pull something from your heart, on what you think your greater mission is. 00:39:35:21 - 00:39:40:19 Speaker 2 Ever since I was a very small child. 00:39:40:21 - 00:40:05:05 Speaker 2 I have been. I have wanted to end humans inflicting suffering on other humans. My mom, who was a very like a very loving person, kept a very detailed diary of and like a baby book, but it's like an inch and a half that handwritten book, about each of her children and the one that what she wrote about me was going back to. 00:40:05:06 - 00:40:24:20 Speaker 2 I'm 2 or 3 years old, and I would be crying in the evening, and she would come in and ask why I was crying. And I would say, like, wire, this is like during the the second, the first Gulf War. And I would say, why? Why are the daddies going off to hurt other people's daddies and can't, can't they all just come home and we can all love each other two years old? 00:40:24:21 - 00:40:30:18 Speaker 2 Like that's not a thing most two year olds are thinking about. 00:40:30:20 - 00:40:41:12 Speaker 2 As child, I spent a lot of time on visiting prisons and death row, which I know is not not a thing that, you know, everybody does that everyone would take their child to do. 00:40:41:13 - 00:40:43:02 Speaker 1 Yeah, you have to fill in the blank stare a little bit. 00:40:43:03 - 00:41:06:13 Speaker 2 This was something that was important to my parents. My parents were part of prison ministries. They believed that everybody is worthy of God's love. Everyone is worthy of love. And everyone can transform that. The worst, the worst things a person does do not define them, and that it is inhumane that we throw people into cages or murder them. 00:41:06:18 - 00:41:23:15 Speaker 2 That all we're doing is perpetuating the cycle of violence and harm by doing that. And, you know, some of my earliest memories are being in one of my earliest memories is being actually in a prison. My parents were part of a like an eternity scene, going through a local jail, and I was I was there as an angel. 00:41:23:16 - 00:41:39:12 Speaker 2 I'm two, two, three years old, staring, you know, staring up at the inmates. I wasn't afraid at all. I was happy because I got to go there and be be love and, and make, make people happy who were hurting and. 00:41:39:14 - 00:42:03:07 Speaker 2 I believe part of my mission here is to help us all understand that we're all, every one of us are people. We're all souls who came here, and even the people that we perceive as doing the most horrific things, even those who have beyond a shadow of a doubt on the most horrific things. We're all still souls. And the answer isn't. 00:42:03:09 - 00:42:15:18 Speaker 2 Punitive vengeance. It's not murdering each other more that there's a different way. There's a better way that we can choose now as human beings and that. 00:42:15:20 - 00:42:18:17 Speaker 1 Do you think it's like you can there's a cycle that can be broken. 00:42:18:17 - 00:42:26:07 Speaker 2 There is a cycle that can be broken. Absolutely. And my, my soul's desire is to help, to break that cycle. 00:42:26:09 - 00:42:50:19 Speaker 1 And how, how how would you say you can do that? Because there's a I mean, there's a lot of antiwar people out there. There's a lot of people who hold the belief that, aggression, murder and so forth are wrong. But yet humanity has not reached a level. In fact, the United States has been in perpetual war for almost the majority of your entire life. 00:42:50:21 - 00:43:28:16 Speaker 2 If you oppose war, but you hate your neighbor, if you oppose the death penalty but are resentful of your own family members, you're contributing to the energetic field that makes those things possible. The answer isn't changing policy. It's changing our own hearts and then those. And then once we've changed our own hearts, that change will transform others. Look at the woman who came to you, who had been trafficked, and look at the incredible change that you have experienced because of her. 00:43:28:18 - 00:43:42:03 Speaker 2 I doubt you're the only person who experienced transformation through her love and through her refusal to hate the people who had hurt her. 00:43:42:05 - 00:43:57:17 Speaker 2 I know from things you've told me that your your own inherent and human tendency to judge other people has been impacted by her and by her decision. 00:43:57:19 - 00:44:27:20 Speaker 2 So to me, the way we do this is that we realize that, I mean, and this isn't coming, this isn't coming from me alone, right? Paul Selig, a channeler in his in the channeled text Divine Union, speaks to this, where he talks about, you know, what we did, what you dam dams you back and that all of us are still contributing to a field that is low enough energetically to allow horrific things to happen. 00:44:27:22 - 00:44:51:11 Speaker 2 We are all part of a collective consciousness. We're all part of a collective humanity. And until we make the decision, enough of us make the decision to transform our own hearts. These things won't change. And that's where I see the answer isn't policy. The answer isn't changing a law. The answer isn't Armistice agreements. The answer isn't new treaties with other countries. 00:44:51:12 - 00:45:04:05 Speaker 2 None of those have worked. We've tried all of that. It doesn't fix this. It's going to require a change that spreads from one human heart to another. And that's my deepest passion. 00:45:04:07 - 00:45:33:05 Speaker 1 One of the things that I learned in this journey and received in this journey, is a shift in understanding the nature of reality. Which is probably the most difficult aspect of my life currently, is interacting and communicating to people who don't have that experience. And I'm asking for guidance on that and I'm attempting to learn it myself. 00:45:33:06 - 00:46:17:04 Speaker 1 And the blank stare look is something I'm familiar with because you know I'll say certain things and people either have not heard of it or have no idea what I'm talking about and are not ready for it. So I do the best that I can, knowing that there are no coincidences. So everyone who was drawn to this episode, it happened for a reason, is that we are undergoing a shift in humanity, a collective shift in the field, that we are moving from a three dimensional and four dimensional existence that includes both the seen and unseen. 00:46:17:06 - 00:46:52:20 Speaker 1 To a fifth dimensional consciousness. Consciousness being reality. Awareness. Other words that are used in this are the new Earth, unity consciousness Christ consciousness. Another way to look at things biblically or historically is this is the return. But in forms of consciousness, not in a, you know, a person. It is awakening for all of us to seeing through the eyes of Christ, which is exactly what that woman, I believe demonstrated for me. 00:46:52:22 - 00:47:22:14 Speaker 1 And why that individual came into my life. I also believe there's energetic imprints because I know now everything to be energy. So there was an energetic imprint that she left upon me, which drew me closer to learning on a path to, seeing things differently. And one of our roles, and one of my strong interest is bridging science and spirituality. 00:47:22:17 - 00:47:46:19 Speaker 1 Yeah, I think the mystical and the scientific can be better understood so we can use it to improve humanity. Now, let me tell you, the opponent in this is a worthy opponent. Because it comes in forms of the everything that supports the ego and separation. 00:47:46:21 - 00:48:00:19 Speaker 1 And that's why it's so important for me and you when we see this role. To not allow it to become a new identity for us, a new ego identity. 00:48:00:21 - 00:48:04:08 Speaker 2 Now we both most definitely still have egos. 00:48:04:10 - 00:48:11:22 Speaker 1 And what I mean by that is becoming a new identity of specialness, or to overly attach with just this one lifetime? 00:48:12:03 - 00:48:14:17 Speaker 2 No. 00:48:14:19 - 00:48:33:20 Speaker 2 Every person here is of infinite worth. Every human being. Every life is of infinite worth. There is no greater or lesser than. There's just different missions. And if any of us think we've arrived, that's a sign. We've got a pretty long way to go. Still. 00:48:33:22 - 00:49:07:15 Speaker 1 Yeah, we're in our own, you know, evolutionary process. But there's from an expansion of consciousness perspective is seeing yourself as eternal and that you never die. Meaning it's just energy. Transformation allows you to approach the difficulty of this polarity of this physical world with more courage. So it is fear that keeps us in separation, in war, in disease. 00:49:07:17 - 00:49:33:06 Speaker 1 And it is attachment just to this ego, to this identity. So it's extremely, extremely limiting. So when you awaken to your true nature. When you awaken to yourself as an eternal being, you are ungovernable. You're uncontrollable. You're also you're also healthy. You also will realize very quickly that the true joy in this world is not serving the ego, but serving the greater whole. 00:49:33:12 - 00:49:34:00 Speaker 2 Yes. 00:49:34:06 - 00:50:00:10 Speaker 1 And that is a gift and understanding mental health and well-being. And in my book I outline maps for wire therapists, nurses and doctors or anyone in a helper role which would go to a parent, a friend, a sibling can understand it all. To be within a holy experience and to be able to see how you can serve another person. 00:50:00:12 - 00:50:23:06 Speaker 1 And we can go extend beyond the limitations of mental health and physical health from the material that we can start understanding ourselves to be energetic light beings, where love is the healing force, where love is the what connects us all. And I know some of this may sound like mumbo jumbo to you if you don't see the world energetically. 00:50:23:07 - 00:50:36:10 Speaker 1 And I'm okay with that, because when I was awoken in 2020, I know exactly what that feels like. Everything is provided to us and the steps in which we require them. 00:50:36:11 - 00:51:00:11 Speaker 2 You were a conventional cognitive behavioral therapist who was nominally Catholic, and I was a fully materialist, not just atheist, but antithesis, who aligned with the likes of Richard Dawkins. So we've we've we have both definitely lived lives. That. You know, where we did not think this way yet. 00:51:00:13 - 00:51:17:15 Speaker 1 Yeah. And that's that's what my hope is for the book really is it's just as other books and other authors were just like a step for me in my evolution because you just, you get a little bit and then it feeds more and feeds more and feeds more. And before you know it, like a year goes by and you're a completely different human. 00:51:17:17 - 00:51:22:11 Speaker 1 And that's the great thing about this journey is that you can rapidly ascend. 00:51:22:12 - 00:51:56:12 Speaker 2 What I loved about this book. You know, as you were writing it and I was reading it was it's not just for this book is absolutely not just for, you know, mental health professionals in any way. You don't believe that people should be necessarily going to mental health professionals for the majority of, you know, problems, if you want to put it that way, that those who love you can be the most transformative in your life, and that one of the greatest psyops we've run on the American population is when someone comes. 00:51:56:14 - 00:52:19:09 Speaker 2 You know, comes to you who's hurting. You say, I think you should talk to someone, and that in reality, talking to a person who actually loves you can do far more for you than talking to someone with a PhD who's watching the clock that's over your shoulder. Because in 49.5 minutes, this, you know, this appointment is over. 00:52:19:11 - 00:53:04:02 Speaker 1 Yeah. I was very clear in the book that I see this as a target on our humanness, you know, divided and separated. We will all fall. But a recognition of there's a lot more of us than those who are trying to divide us and our true power, not only to heal, but our true power for revolution comes with a recognition of our interconnectedness of all things, and why I believe so strongly in the developing of parallel systems is that you need to get like minded people who can understand that these are advancements, that this is part of the human awakening to our our power. 00:53:04:04 - 00:53:40:19 Speaker 1 And you have to be out of systems that are limiting or harmful. And those both exist in a lot of powerful institutions within, the Western world and through global economies. They're only held up through darkness. They're only held up to keep that economic flow to the few. When we begin to realize that, it is only fear that has kept us in separation, in division and in limitation, then, just watch out for what we can create and in the mental health field. 00:53:40:19 - 00:54:11:12 Speaker 1 And I see the mental health industrial complex to be something where it gets hijacked. So you take the good intentions of the human being to care for one another, and then you poison it with ideas and corruption and money and division and education that provides false ideas, the entire paradigms. False. So if the entire paradigm is false, then what you're going to get in those therapy appointments or with your doctor or with a nurse who is operating from that paradigm is false. 00:54:11:14 - 00:54:50:12 Speaker 1 It's just going to be a indoctrinated belief system. And that belief system has power and it limits you. And so, you know, I share the story that, you know, some of the best therapists that I've ever met just avoided the education. They were natural. And those who are, you know, entered in and became credentialed. They became successful at what they did, not because they followed the teachings or the guidelines or the exams, is they returned to their true self and they were just absolutely intuitive. 00:54:50:14 - 00:55:16:12 Speaker 1 My argument is if you follow what they tell you to follow, you are walking people down into enslavement, enslavement by an idea which could be a diagnosis, a belief system about what your life is again limited. As I realized with that one woman who transformed my life is now. You're so much more than that. You're so much more than this identity and probably the most powerful thing. 00:55:16:12 - 00:55:32:16 Speaker 1 And this is probably where we want to close this episode. And it's what I mentioned in the beginning, is it inverted the relationship? I truly believe everyone who comes into your life, it's a holy experience, and you don't need a credential to be helped by another human. 00:55:32:18 - 00:55:52:21 Speaker 2 And one of the most beautiful things as as one awakens, is that you will begin to draw people into your life who are also awakening, who you have no idea who they are yet. But as you shift, it calls new people in for whom you are now ready. And those people continue to transform you. So there's this beautiful snowball effect. 00:55:52:23 - 00:56:18:17 Speaker 2 You know, if you and I had met ten years before we did, we would have been utterly on different pages, completely incompatible, wouldn't have had a five minute conversation. We came into each other's lives exactly when we had reached the stage where we were both ready, and we had both awakened in different ways, awoken to different things, and then brought brought pieces to each other. 00:56:18:19 - 00:56:38:15 Speaker 2 That, you know, you had learned things I had no idea of. I had learned things you had no idea of. And when we put them together, they that the combination was far more than one plus one equals two and transformed both of our lives completely. And this show is this new show, this new, radically genuine as a result of that. 00:56:38:21 - 00:56:57:07 Speaker 2 And so that's one thing I would encourage people. Maybe you're hearing this and this is something you're hungry for, but you think nobody else in my life can, you know, can relate to this. My family is not open to it. I'm the only one. It's great. You guys know, you know, know each other and no other people. 00:56:57:07 - 00:57:17:12 Speaker 2 I don't know anyone. Trust me. If you commit to this and you ask for people to come into your life to walk this journey with you. They will show up and they will show up in the most unexpected places. So begin the adventure whenever you choose. 00:57:17:14 - 00:57:20:05 Speaker 2 So where can people find your book? 00:57:20:07 - 00:57:44:10 Speaker 1 Well, it is, from my understanding, sold where most books are sold. I think, you know, most people get their books now from Amazon because it's so easy. Gets shipped right to your door. But I also would direct you to, to websites. There's doctor mcfarlane.com. Which the opportunity to reach out to me. I do believe I still have, this purpose, which is to help, you know, people in a certain way. 00:57:44:10 - 00:58:03:03 Speaker 1 I'm very limited in what I can take. But I do do more coaching at this point because the system, the mental health system, is something I need, I believe, needs to be completely reformed. And of course, the way now that I help people, as I described here, is so much different from what I was trained to do as a psychologist. 00:58:03:06 - 00:58:34:02 Speaker 1 So you can purchase my book from doctor mcmillan.com and you can reach out to me there. Additionally, radically genuine.com, which is our new website, available there. And, the opportunity also exists for you to join our community. If something like today hits you in your heart and you believe that there is something much greater not only for you, but for the collective, and you want to learn everything that you and I are learning. 00:58:34:04 - 00:58:46:15 Speaker 1 We have a community to join. And that community has two tiers. There's community that's the name which it gives, provides you exposure to additional content that we. 00:58:46:20 - 00:58:55:05 Speaker 2 Have every guest episode. We have a we have a second episode, an entire second episode. That's just just for community members that Roger and I record. 00:58:55:08 - 00:59:19:12 Speaker 1 Yeah. So like, like we have these long form guests episodes. But you and I, if you're interested in kind of consuming what we're speaking about, we take it to the next level. But it's also the opportunity to be part of our, you know, to get exposure to the films we're going to be creating, which are in development and other content that we create. 00:59:19:14 - 00:59:37:15 Speaker 1 The inner circle is what we see to be a little bit more exclusive, and you have access to the series. We're going to be creating these deep dives. Question and answers. You know, the ability to comment, reach out to us what. 00:59:37:15 - 00:59:58:09 Speaker 2 We will do monthly Q and a s that that those members get to be part of. And then these series are something you and I are putting a ton of time, thought and effort into where we're taking things that have taken us years to discover, years to master, years to build these these habits and these daily practices that have transformed our lives. 00:59:58:09 - 01:00:21:04 Speaker 2 And we're sharing them with the members of the inner circle. And in a series called, Hidden Knowledge, Secret Wisdom, and, and to have more series after that, as we learn things, we will share them with you. And so for those who are willing to make that $35 month commitment, know that what you're doing is you're supporting everything radically genuine does. 01:00:21:06 - 01:00:27:18 Speaker 2 And we want to make it worth it for you by giving you everything that comes to us. 01:00:27:20 - 01:01:03:19 Speaker 1 Yeah, I think community is so important to us that will be providing like retreats, and some special events. Right. You know, the opportunity sometimes just to, talk in more depth about where our community, our inner circle is interested in going is something that's very meaningful to us. And of course, my greater purpose is I just love, you know, helping people be able to attain what their soul came here to do. 01:01:03:21 - 01:01:33:17 Speaker 1 And so we mentioned in here that I, I saw disease and struggle and all that for people being off their path. Transforming from fear to love is such a critical aspect of this. And I'm not in any way saying it's easy and it's often complicated because it does require sometimes some disruption in your life. But that's where I feel like, you know, my gift is, is being able to sometimes unlock that for for somebody. 01:01:33:19 - 01:02:00:10 Speaker 1 And my final thing on this is and I learned this throughout the course of my awakening, and I certainly learned this through various relationships and messages I received. Everything is energetic. So there are certain things that are coded. There's an energy. When there's energy behind words, you can feel it in your heart. You know, I'll say this as often as I can. 01:02:00:10 - 01:02:22:23 Speaker 1 What is true is always true in this world. We can be deceived. We can be deceived by the ego, by the mind, by powerful institutions, authorities, brainwashing, obedience techniques, all these things that, you know, we bring attention to in our in our work. But if you can learn to dial in and you can feel vibration. 01:02:23:01 - 01:02:41:16 Speaker 1 Then that's how you understand truth. It's heart centered, and it's the highest intelligence that is offered to us. And another way to look at our awakening is like raising the elevator to an upper room. 01:02:41:19 - 01:02:42:22 Speaker 3 01:02:43:00 - 01:03:10:07 Speaker 1 Ascending to a different frequency. And in this frequency you'll have access to knowledge, wisdom, truth. And you can learn how to field in your heart. So if this is something that you feel in your heart, go to radically genuine.com. Join our inner circle and we look forward to connecting with you. 01:03:10:09 - 01:03:11:15 Speaker 2 I'll see you all next time.