Latest / truthunedited / Hidden Hebrew Fire_ What God Is REALLY Burning in 2026 Shin
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Flames dance across ancient parchment in a forgotten chamber beneath
- 0:04Speaker 1: Jerusalem's Old City. The scribe's hand trembles as he etches
- 0:08Speaker 1: a single letter, three tongues of fire rising from a base,
- 0:13Speaker 1: burning upward like a divine signature. This letter appears fifty
- 0:18Speaker 1: eight thousand times in the Hebrew Bible. It opens the
- 0:22Speaker 1: word for destroy, it completes the word for transform. It
- 0:27Speaker 1: carries the name of God himself, And in twenty twenty six,
- 0:32Speaker 1: as the Hebrew calendar turns to fifty seven eighty six,
- 0:36Speaker 1: this ancient symbol is burning brighter than ever before. What
- 0:40Speaker 1: if everything falling apart in your life right now isn't random.
- 0:44Speaker 1: What if the pressure you're feeling, the structures collapsing around you,
- 0:48Speaker 1: the fire that seems to consume everything you built, what
- 0:52Speaker 1: if it's not punishment but purification. Before we step into
- 0:57Speaker 1: this ancient mystery that rabbis wi but about for centuries,
- 1:01Speaker 1: and as we prepare to uncover what this forgotten letter
- 1:04Speaker 1: reveals about the spiritual season we're entering right now, there's
- 1:08Speaker 1: something you need to know. The letter is called shin.
- 1:13Speaker 1: It looks like fire, it sounds like wind, And according
- 1:16Speaker 1: to the Sages. It reveals exactly what God is burning
- 1:19Speaker 1: away in this very moment, and why the discovery happened
- 1:24Speaker 1: in stages across centuries, through the hands of scribes who
- 1:28Speaker 1: understood something most believers today have forgotten. Hebrew wasn't just
- 1:33Speaker 1: a language, It was a code. Every letter carried weight, history,
- 1:39Speaker 1: spiritual DNA embedded in its curves and angles. When ancient
- 1:44Speaker 1: Jewish mystics studied the letter Shin, they didn't see mere grammar.
- 1:48Speaker 1: They saw divine fire manifesting in written form. The same
- 1:53Speaker 1: fire that blazed on Mount Sinai, the same consuming presence
- 1:57Speaker 1: that refined gold in the temple, the same eternal flame
- 2:01Speaker 1: that burns but does not destroy. The sages taught that
- 2:04Speaker 1: Shin was the soul of transformation. It appeared in words
- 2:09Speaker 1: that meant change, break, return, and peace. How could one
- 2:14Speaker 1: letter hold such paradox? How could destruction and restoration share
- 2:19Speaker 1: the same symbol. The answer lies not in theology, but
- 2:23Speaker 1: in the nature of fire itself. Fire doesn't simply destroy,
- 2:27Speaker 1: It reveals, It purifies. It transforms base metal into something precious.
- 2:33Speaker 1: And as we enter the Hebrew year fifty seven eighty six,
- 2:36Speaker 1: a year marked by the letters V've and shin. The
- 2:40Speaker 1: ancient symbol is no longer confined to scrolls and synagogues.
- 2:45Speaker 1: It's written across the landscape of human experience, burning through lives, relationships, identities,
- 2:52Speaker 1: and nations. The question isn't whether you'll encounter this fire.
- 2:57Speaker 1: The question is whether you'll understand what it's reft. The
- 3:01Speaker 1: letter Shin appears in the earliest Hebrew manuscripts like a
- 3:05Speaker 1: primal signature of the divine. Three vertical strokes rise from
- 3:10Speaker 1: a horizontal base, each stroke reaching upward like fingers grasping
- 3:15Speaker 1: toward Heaven, or like flames consuming the space above them.
- 3:20Speaker 1: Ancient scribes didn't choose this shape arbitrarily. They understood that
- 3:25Speaker 1: form carries meaning that the visual architecture of a letter
- 3:29Speaker 1: reveals its spiritual function. When you trace the three prongs
- 3:33Speaker 1: of shin in the air, you're drawing fire. The right
- 3:37Speaker 1: stroke represents the pillar of fire that led Israel through
- 3:41Speaker 1: the wilderness. The center stroke embodies the fire that descended
- 3:44Speaker 1: on Mount Sinai. The left stroke symbolizes the eternal flame
- 3:49Speaker 1: that burned in the temple, never extinguished, always hungry, always refining.
- 3:55Speaker 1: The sages taught that these weren't separate fires, but one fire,
- 3:59Speaker 1: expressing itself in three dimensions guidance, revelation, and purification. This
- 4:05Speaker 1: wasn't abstract mysticism. It was lived theology. Every time a
- 4:10Speaker 1: priest approached the altar, every time a prophet encountered the
- 4:13Speaker 1: burning bush, every time judgment fell and mercy remained, Shin
- 4:18Speaker 1: was present, written not on parchment, but in the atmosphere itself.
- 4:24Speaker 1: In the ancient world, fire served multiple purposes. It cooked food,
- 4:29Speaker 1: provided warmth, forged weapons, and protected communities from wild beasts.
- 4:34Speaker 1: But fire also had a darker role. It consumed the unclean,
- 4:39Speaker 1: destroyed the corrupt, and purified metals through intense heat. Hebrew
- 4:44Speaker 1: culture understood this duality better than most. The word esh
- 4:49Speaker 1: meaning fire, appears over three hundred and seventy times in
- 4:52Speaker 1: the Hebrew Bible, but shin doesn't just begin the word
- 4:56Speaker 1: for fire, It embodies the concept itself. When God revealed
- 5:01Speaker 1: himself to Moses, he didn't appear as a gentle breeze
- 5:05Speaker 1: or a still voice. He manifested as fire burning in
- 5:09Speaker 1: a bush that would not be consumed. This wasn't symbolic poetry,
- 5:14Speaker 1: It was theological precision. God was announcing his nature a
- 5:19Speaker 1: presence so intense it should destroy everything it touches, yet
- 5:23Speaker 1: so controlled it can dwell among fragile humans without annihilating them.
- 5:29Speaker 1: The fire burned, the bush remained. This is the mystery
- 5:33Speaker 1: of Shin. Transformation without obliteration, refinement without rejection, death without finality.
- 5:42Speaker 1: The rabbis noticed something else about Shin that modern readers
- 5:45Speaker 1: often miss. The letter appears on the mezuza, the small
- 5:50Speaker 1: case affixed to Jewish door posts containing scripture passages, but
- 5:55Speaker 1: it also appears in the word Shadai, one of God's
- 5:59Speaker 1: ancient names, often translated as almighty, but carrying deeper connotations
- 6:04Speaker 1: of sufficiency, power, and boundary. When Shin is written on
- 6:08Speaker 1: the mezusa, it faces outward toward the world, like a
- 6:12Speaker 1: guardian or a warning. The three prongs become a shield,
- 6:17Speaker 1: a declaration that this household belongs to the God of fire,
- 6:20Speaker 1: the God who refines, the God who transforms. But there's
- 6:25Speaker 1: a hidden layer here that most people never discover. In
- 6:30Speaker 1: certain mystical traditions, the three strokes of Shin don't just
- 6:34Speaker 1: represent fire. They represent the three patriarchs Abraham, Isaac, Jacob,
- 6:41Speaker 1: the three Pilgrim festivals passover Pentecost, tabernacles, and the three
- 6:47Speaker 1: dimensions of time, past, present, future. The letter becomes a portal,
- 6:53Speaker 1: a doorway into understanding how God works across generations, how
- 6:58Speaker 1: he uses fire not to destroy lineage, but to refine it,
- 7:02Speaker 1: not to break covenant, but to purify it. And here's
- 7:06Speaker 1: where the mystery deepens. The numerical value of Shin in
- 7:10Speaker 1: Hebrew Gematria is three hundred. In ancient Jewish numerology, numbers
- 7:16Speaker 1: weren't arbitrary, they carried spiritual weight and prophetic meaning. Three
- 7:22Speaker 1: hundred appears in the Bible in contexts of testing and triumph.
- 7:26Speaker 1: Gideon's army, reduced to three hundred men, defeated a vast
- 7:31Speaker 1: Midianite force, not through strength, but through divine strategy. Elijah
- 7:36Speaker 1: challenged four hundred and fifty prophets of bail, but the
- 7:39Speaker 1: true test came when fire fell from heaven and consumed
- 7:42Speaker 1: the sacrifice. The number three hundred became associated with moments
- 7:46Speaker 1: when God reduced, refined, and revealed his power through what
- 7:50Speaker 1: seemed like weakness. Shin, valued at three hundred, embodies this principle.
- 7:57Speaker 1: It's the letter of the remnant, the refined few, the
- 8:00Speaker 1: tested ones who emerge from fire not destroyed, but transformed.
- 8:05Speaker 1: What no one expected was that this ancient letter, dormant
- 8:09Speaker 1: in dusty scrolls for centuries would become the defining symbol
- 8:14Speaker 1: of an entire generation's spiritual experience. But that's exactly what's
- 8:19Speaker 1: happening now. The Hebrew calendar doesn't follow the Gregorian system
- 8:23Speaker 1: you're familiar with. While the Western world marked the transition
- 8:27Speaker 1: to twenty twenty six, the Jewish calendar entered the year
- 8:31Speaker 1: fifty seven eighty six, a number that carries profound prophetic weight.
- 8:37Speaker 1: In Hebrew numerology, each year is represented by letters, and
- 8:41Speaker 1: fifty seven eighty six breaks down into three components, five
- 8:45Speaker 1: thousand the millennium, seven hundred, represented by the letter Shin,
- 8:50Speaker 1: and eighty six represented by the letters pay and vave.
- 8:55Speaker 1: But it's the presence of Shin in this year's signature
- 8:59Speaker 1: that has ancient prophecy watchers paying attention. Every Hebrew year
- 9:04Speaker 1: contains spiritual DNA encoded messages about the season's character, challenges,
- 9:10Speaker 1: and divine purposes. The year fifty seven eighty six is
- 9:14Speaker 1: marked by Shin, the letter of fire, transformation, and divine presence.
- 9:21Speaker 1: This isn't coincidence, According to rabbinic teaching. Certain years carry
- 9:26Speaker 1: intensified spiritual activity, periods when heaven seems closer, when testing
- 9:32Speaker 1: becomes more acute, when the veil between the natural and
- 9:35Speaker 1: supernatural grows thin. Fifty seven eighty six is one of
- 9:40Speaker 1: those years. The sage is taught that letters don't just
- 9:44Speaker 1: spell words, they shape reality. When a year is marked
- 9:48Speaker 1: by shin, it means the themes associated with that letter
- 9:51Speaker 1: will manifest in human experience. Consider what shin represents. Fire
- 9:56Speaker 1: that refines, pressure that transforms, breaks making, that precedes rebuilding.
- 10:02Speaker 1: Look around the world right now, nations are experiencing unprecedented shaking.
- 10:08Speaker 1: Economic systems once thought stable are revealing cracks. Long held
- 10:13Speaker 1: beliefs are being challenged, Structures that seemed permanent are proving temporary.
- 10:18Speaker 1: Relationships are being tested, Identities are being redefined. This isn't
- 10:24Speaker 1: random chaos. It's Shin unfolding across the landscape of human history.
- 10:29Speaker 1: The year fifty seven eighty six carries the energy of
- 10:32Speaker 1: divine fire moving through every sphere personal, national, spiritual, and
- 10:37Speaker 1: for those who understand the Hebrew prophetic calendar, this moment
- 10:41Speaker 1: isn't surprising. It's right on schedule. The fire was always coming.
- 10:46Speaker 1: The question was never if, but when and what will
- 10:50Speaker 1: it burn? But Shin isn't alone in defining this year.
- 10:54Speaker 1: It's partnered with Vave, the sixth letter of the Hebrew alphabet,
- 10:58Speaker 1: which serves as a conj junction, a connector, a bridge.
- 11:03Speaker 1: Vav means and, but it also means hook or nail.
- 11:07Speaker 1: It's the letter that links heaven and earth, past and future,
- 11:11Speaker 1: judgment and mercy. In ancient Hebrew thought, Vav represents connection, relationship,
- 11:17Speaker 1: and covenant. When Shin and Vave appear together in a
- 11:21Speaker 1: year's signature, they create a powerful prophetic statement. God is
- 11:26Speaker 1: connecting his refining fire to his covenant promises. He's not
- 11:30Speaker 1: burning things down out of anger. He's clearing ground to rebuild.
- 11:35Speaker 1: He's not destroying for destruction's sake. He's making room for
- 11:39Speaker 1: something new. The fire of Shin is being guided by
- 11:43Speaker 1: the covenant faithfulness of Valve. This changes everything. It means
- 11:48Speaker 1: that whatever is being shaken, whatever is falling apart, whatever
- 11:53Speaker 1: feels like it's burning, it's not punishment, its preparation. The
- 11:58Speaker 1: hook of Vave is pulling you through the fire of
- 12:01Speaker 1: Shin into something you couldn't access any other way. The
- 12:05Speaker 1: number eighty six, which completes. The year fifty seven eighty
- 12:09Speaker 1: six adds another layer. In Hebrew eighty six spells Elohem,
- 12:15Speaker 1: the name of God used in Genesis ie when he
- 12:17Speaker 1: creates the heavens and the earth. Ilohem is the god
- 12:22Speaker 1: of power, the creator who speaks worlds into existence, the
- 12:26Speaker 1: architect of reality itself. When the year carries the numerical
- 12:31Speaker 1: signature of Elohem, it signals a year of creation, not
- 12:35Speaker 1: just destruction. Yes the fire is real, yes the shaking
- 12:41Speaker 1: is intense, but underneath the chaos, God is building. He's
- 12:45Speaker 1: creating new structures, new identities, new purposes. The old wine
- 12:51Speaker 1: skins must burst so the new wine can be contained.
- 12:55Speaker 1: The old blueprints must burn so the new designs can
- 12:59Speaker 1: be drawn. This is why twenty twenty six feels different.
- 13:03Speaker 1: This is why the pressure seems unbearable. This is why
- 13:07Speaker 1: so many people feel like they're in a furnace. Because
- 13:10Speaker 1: they are. But it's not the furnace of judgment. It's
- 13:14Speaker 1: the furnace of refinement. And what emerges on the other
- 13:18Speaker 1: side won't look like what went in. What happened next
- 13:21Speaker 1: would change everything. As the year fifty seven eighty six began,
- 13:27Speaker 1: reports started surfacing from believers around the world, dreams of fire,
- 13:32Speaker 1: visions of testing, sudden life upheavals that seemed co ordinated
- 13:36Speaker 1: by an invisible hand. People who had been comfortable for
- 13:40Speaker 1: decades found themselves in crisis. Ministries that had flourished for
- 13:45Speaker 1: years encountered unexpected opposition. Relationships that seemed solid began to fracture,
- 13:52Speaker 1: And in the middle of the chaos, those who understood
- 13:55Speaker 1: the Hebrew calendar recognized the pattern. This wasn't spiritual warfare
- 14:01Speaker 1: in the traditional sense. This was shin the divine fire,
- 14:05Speaker 1: doing what it always does, burning away everything that cannot
- 14:10Speaker 1: withstand eternity. The prophet Malachi stood at the edge of
- 14:14Speaker 1: Israel's darkest spiritual hour and delivered a message that terrified
- 14:18Speaker 1: his audience. But who can endure the day of his coming?
- 14:22Speaker 1: Who can stand when he appears? For he will be
- 14:25Speaker 1: like a refiner's fire or a launderer's soap. He will
- 14:29Speaker 1: sit as a refiner and purifier of silver. He will
- 14:33Speaker 1: purify the Levites and refine them like gold and silver.
- 14:37Speaker 1: The imagery wasn't comforting. The people wanted a conquering king,
- 14:42Speaker 1: a political deliverer, a warrior messiah who would crush their enemies. Instead,
- 14:47Speaker 1: God promised fire, not the fire of war, but the
- 14:51Speaker 1: fire of the silversmith's furnace, intense, controlled, purposeful. The audience
- 14:58Speaker 1: didn't understand. Why would God refine his own people, Why
- 15:02Speaker 1: subject the priesthood to such heat. The answer lay in
- 15:05Speaker 1: the nature of silver itself. Silver doesn't reveal its true
- 15:10Speaker 1: value until it's refined. Raw silver pulled from the earth
- 15:14Speaker 1: is mixed with impurities, lead, copper, zinc debris from the mine.
- 15:20Speaker 1: It looks dull, heavy, worthless. Only fire can separate the
- 15:25Speaker 1: precious from the worthless. The ancient refining process was meticulous
- 15:30Speaker 1: and painful to watch. The silversmith would place the raw
- 15:34Speaker 1: ore into a crucible and thrust it into the hottest
- 15:37Speaker 1: part of the furnace. As the heat intensified, impurities would
- 15:41Speaker 1: rise to the surface, slag, dross, contaminants that diminish the
- 15:46Speaker 1: metal's value. The refiner would carefully skim off the impurities,
- 15:51Speaker 1: then return the silver to the fire. Again and again.
- 15:55Speaker 1: The process repeated, heat, skim, heat, skim, The silver would
- 16:02Speaker 1: cry out. If silver could cry, it would beg for
- 16:07Speaker 1: the process to end, for the heat to stop, for
- 16:10Speaker 1: the fire to be extinguished, But the refiner knew something.
- 16:14Speaker 1: The silver didn't. Premature removal meant premature ruin. Silver pulled
- 16:20Speaker 1: from the furnace too soon retained its impurities, weakened its structure,
- 16:25Speaker 1: reduced its worth. Only silver that endured the full refining
- 16:29Speaker 1: process could be called pure. Only silver that passed through
- 16:33Speaker 1: fire multiple times could be trusted for sacred use. And
- 16:37Speaker 1: here's the part most people miss. The refiner never left
- 16:41Speaker 1: the silver unattended. He sat beside the furnace, watching, monitoring,
- 16:46Speaker 1: adjusting the temperature. Too little heat and the impurities remained.
- 16:51Speaker 1: Too much heat and the silver itself would be damaged.
- 16:54Speaker 1: The refiner's presence wasn't passive observation, It was active protection.
- 17:00Speaker 1: The rabbis asked a haunting question, How does the refiner
- 17:04Speaker 1: know when the silver is fully purified? The answer became
- 17:08Speaker 1: legendary in Jewish teaching. When he can see his reflection
- 17:13Speaker 1: in it. The refiner watches the molten metal, waiting for
- 17:17Speaker 1: the moment when the surface becomes so pure, so clear,
- 17:21Speaker 1: that his own face stares back at him from the crucible.
- 17:25Speaker 1: That's the goal, that's the end point. Not destruction, but reflection,
- 17:31Speaker 1: not annihilation, but image bearing. God isn't refining you to
- 17:37Speaker 1: punish you. He's refining you to see himself in you.
- 17:42Speaker 1: Every impurity that rises to the surface, pride, fear, control, bitterness,
- 17:48Speaker 1: self reliance must be skimmed away. Not because God is cruel,
- 17:52Speaker 1: but because He loves you too much to let you
- 17:54Speaker 1: remain less than you were created to be. The fire
- 17:58Speaker 1: isn't proof of his anger, it's proof of his investment.
- 18:01Speaker 1: You don't refine trash, You refine treasure. The very fact
- 18:05Speaker 1: that you're in the furnace means you're valuable. This understanding
- 18:10Speaker 1: transforms how we read the rest of scripture. When Israel
- 18:14Speaker 1: stood at the base of Mount Sinai and watched fire
- 18:17Speaker 1: descend on the mountain, they weren't witnessing divine wrath. They
- 18:21Speaker 1: were witnessing divine presence. Exodus nineteen eighteen says Mount Sinai
- 18:28Speaker 1: was covered with smoke because the Lord descended on it
- 18:31Speaker 1: in fire. The smoke billowed up from it like smoke
- 18:34Speaker 1: from a furnace, and the whole mountain trembled violently. The
- 18:38Speaker 1: people were terrified. They begged Moses to speak to God
- 18:42Speaker 1: on their behalf because they feared the fire would consume them.
- 18:46Speaker 1: But God wasn't trying to destroy them. He was trying
- 18:49Speaker 1: to refine them. He was burning away their slave mentality,
- 18:53Speaker 1: their Egyptian idolatry, their false identities. The fire on Sinai
- 18:58Speaker 1: was the same fire in the silkilversmith's furnace. It wasn't random,
- 19:02Speaker 1: it was relational. God was saying, I'm not finished with
- 19:06Speaker 1: you yet. You're still in process. You're still being shaped,
- 19:11Speaker 1: and I will not remove you from the fire until
- 19:14Speaker 1: you reflect my image. But here the mystery deepens even further.
- 19:20Speaker 1: The fire that refines isn't the fire that destroys. In
- 19:25Speaker 1: Daniel three, when Shadrak, Mishak, and Abednigo were thrown into
- 19:30Speaker 1: nebucad Nez's furnace, the fire consumed their ropes, but left
- 19:34Speaker 1: them untouched. The king looked into the furnace and saw
- 19:38Speaker 1: four figures instead of three. The fourth, he said, looked
- 19:42Speaker 1: like a son of the gods. The fire didn't harm
- 19:46Speaker 1: what God valued. It only burned what bound them. This
- 19:50Speaker 1: is the secret of Shin. This is the hidden message
- 19:53Speaker 1: of the Refiner's fire. What belongs to God cannot be
- 19:57Speaker 1: consumed by God's fire. But what binds you, what limits you,
- 20:02Speaker 1: what holds you back? That will burn Hebrew is a
- 20:06Speaker 1: language of layers. Every word carries not just meaning, but history, theology,
- 20:12Speaker 1: cosmic architecture. When you open a Hebrew lexicon and search
- 20:17Speaker 1: for words beginning with shin, you discover something startling. The
- 20:22Speaker 1: letter appears in words that seem contradictory, words that shouldn't
- 20:27Speaker 1: belong in the same linguistic family. Shin begins shalom peace,
- 20:33Speaker 1: but it also begins chavar to break. It opens shove
- 20:38Speaker 1: to return, and it starts shammad to destroy. How can
- 20:43Speaker 1: one letter carry such opposing energies. How can the same
- 20:47Speaker 1: symbol represent both peace and destruction, both return and breaking.
- 20:53Speaker 1: The answer lies not in contradiction, but in process. Peace
- 20:58Speaker 1: doesn't come without breaking, a turn doesn't happen without destruction
- 21:02Speaker 1: of the false self. The letter Shin doesn't represent opposites.
- 21:06Speaker 1: It represents the necessary sequence of transformation. You cannot rebuild
- 21:11Speaker 1: what you refuse to demolish. You cannot experience shalom until
- 21:16Speaker 1: the structures built on fear, control, and pride are chavar shattered.
- 21:21Speaker 1: The Hebrew word chavar appears one hundred and forty eight
- 21:25Speaker 1: times in the Old Testament, and its usage is telling.
- 21:29Speaker 1: It's the word used when God breaks the yoke of
- 21:32Speaker 1: slavery in Leviticus twenty six thirteen. It's the word used
- 21:36Speaker 1: when Gideon's men smashed their jars and revealed the torches
- 21:40Speaker 1: hidden inside. In Judges seven nineteen. It's the word used
- 21:45Speaker 1: in Psalm fifty one seventeen when David cries a broken
- 21:49Speaker 1: and contrite heart. O, God, you will not despise breaking.
- 21:54Speaker 1: In Hebrew, thought isn't always negative. Sometimes breaking is liberation.
- 21:59Speaker 1: Some times shattering is revelation. The jar must break for
- 22:03Speaker 1: the light to shine through. The yoke must snap for
- 22:06Speaker 1: the captive to walk free. The hard heart must crack
- 22:10Speaker 1: for the tender heart to emerge. Shin is present in
- 22:13Speaker 1: all of it, not as a destroyer, but as a
- 22:15Speaker 1: midwife facilitating the painful but necessary process of birth. What's
- 22:21Speaker 1: dying isn't you. What's breaking isn't your destiny. What shattering
- 22:27Speaker 1: is the false container that was never big enough to
- 22:30Speaker 1: hold what God placed inside you. Then there's shove, one
- 22:34Speaker 1: of the most beautiful words in the Hebrew Bible. It
- 22:37Speaker 1: means to return, but it carries the weight of repentance, restoration,
- 22:42Speaker 1: and realignment. The prophets used this word constantly Return to
- 22:47Speaker 1: me God pleaded through Jeremiah, return to the Lord your God,
- 22:52Speaker 1: Joel begged. Shove appears over one thousand times in scripture,
- 22:56Speaker 1: often in contexts of exile, wandering, and lostness. But here's
- 23:02Speaker 1: what makes it profound. The journey of return always involves fire.
- 23:07Speaker 1: The prodigal son didn't return to his father's house until
- 23:10Speaker 1: he hit rock bottom, until his resources burned away, until
- 23:14Speaker 1: his pride crumbled to ash. Israel didn't return to God
- 23:19Speaker 1: until their rebellion led them into Babylonian exile, where the
- 23:23Speaker 1: fires of discipline consumed their idolatry. Shin marks the path
- 23:28Speaker 1: of return because return requires burning away everything that led
- 23:33Speaker 1: to departure in the first place. You can't go back
- 23:37Speaker 1: to who you were. You can only return to who
- 23:40Speaker 1: you were always meant to be, and that requires fire.
- 23:44Speaker 1: That requires shin, That requires the refining process that destroys
- 23:48Speaker 1: your false self and resurrects your true identity. Now consider shalom,
- 23:55Speaker 1: perhaps the most misunderstood word in the Bible. Western Christianity
- 24:00Speaker 1: has reduced shalom to peace in the sense of absence
- 24:03Speaker 1: of conflict, but in Hebrew, shalom means wholeness, completeness, restoration
- 24:09Speaker 1: of divine order. Shalom isn't passive, its active reconstruction. It's
- 24:16Speaker 1: the return of Eden, the healing of fracture, the reunion
- 24:19Speaker 1: of heaven and Earth. And here's the mystery. True shalom
- 24:23Speaker 1: only comes after Chavar, after the breaking, Jesus said in
- 24:28Speaker 1: John twelve twenty four. Unless a grain of wheat falls
- 24:31Speaker 1: to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed.
- 24:35Speaker 1: But if it dies, it produces many seeds. Death precedes multiplication,
- 24:41Speaker 1: breaking precedes blessing. The fire of Shin creates the conditions
- 24:47Speaker 1: for shalom by destroying everything that prevents wholeness. Your false peace,
- 24:52Speaker 1: built on control, comfort, and avoidance, must be shattered so
- 24:57Speaker 1: true peace can emerge. The structures you built to protect
- 25:00Speaker 1: yourself from pain are the same structures preventing you from
- 25:04Speaker 1: experiencing the fullness God intended. Shin comes to break them,
- 25:10Speaker 1: not to harm you, but to heal you, not to
- 25:13Speaker 1: destroy your life, but to resurrect it. And then there's Shadai,
- 25:18Speaker 1: the name of God that appears forty eight times in scripture,
- 25:21Speaker 1: often translated almighty, but the root meaning goes deeper. Shadad
- 25:27Speaker 1: means to overpower or to devastate Shadai is the god
- 25:33Speaker 1: who has power over devastation, who controls the overwhelming forces
- 25:37Speaker 1: of nature and history. He's the god who sets boundaries
- 25:41Speaker 1: for the sea, who limits the reach of chaos, who
- 25:44Speaker 1: says to the storm, this far and no further. Indeed,
- 25:49Speaker 1: when Job encountered catastrophic loss, God revealed himself not as
- 25:53Speaker 1: the distant cosmic force, but as Shadai, the god sufficient
- 25:58Speaker 1: for every trial, the god whose power exceeds every pain.
- 26:03Speaker 1: Chin is present in his name because his presence is fire.
- 26:07Speaker 1: He doesn't promise to remove the fire. He promises to
- 26:10Speaker 1: be with you in it. He doesn't guarantee an easy path,
- 26:14Speaker 1: he guarantees his sufficiency for the hardest paths. Shadai is
- 26:19Speaker 1: the god who walks through flames without being burned, who
- 26:23Speaker 1: refines without abandoning, who breaks only to rebuild. And what
- 26:27Speaker 1: no one expected was this. The same letter that begins
- 26:31Speaker 1: words of destruction also begins words of restoration. The fire
- 26:36Speaker 1: that burns is the fire that heals. The god who
- 26:40Speaker 1: wounds is the god who binds up. This is where
- 26:43Speaker 1: everything shifts. There's a moment in every refining process where
- 26:48Speaker 1: the silver reaches critical mass, a tipping point where the
- 26:52Speaker 1: impurities are almost gone, but the heat must remain steady.
- 26:57Speaker 1: Pull the silver out too soon and the pureurity is compromised.
- 27:01Speaker 1: Leave it too long and damage occurs. This is where
- 27:05Speaker 1: most people break. This is where faith falters. This is
- 27:08Speaker 1: the moment where you're desperate for the fire to stop,
- 27:11Speaker 1: where you're convinced you can't endure another second, where you
- 27:14Speaker 1: beg God to release you from the furnace. But the
- 27:18Speaker 1: refiner knows something you don't. He sees what you can't.
- 27:22Speaker 1: The reflection is almost clear, your face is almost visible,
- 27:26Speaker 1: the image is almost restored, and so the heat continues.
- 27:31Speaker 1: Not because he's cruel, because he's committed, not because he
- 27:36Speaker 1: enjoys your pain, because he refuses to let you settle
- 27:39Speaker 1: for less than purity. This is the valley of decision.
- 27:44Speaker 1: This is where shallow faith evaporates and tested faith emerges.
- 27:49Speaker 1: This is where religious performance burns away and genuine relationship
- 27:54Speaker 1: is forged. The fire reveals who you really are, and
- 27:58Speaker 1: for most people, that revelation is terrifying. History is filled
- 28:03Speaker 1: with testimonies of believers who encountered the refiner's fire and
- 28:07Speaker 1: emerged transformed. George Muller the nineteenth century Christian who pioneered
- 28:12Speaker 1: faith based ministry faced years of financial desperation. He fed
- 28:18Speaker 1: thousands of orphans without ever asking for money, trusting God
- 28:22Speaker 1: alone to provide. But there were nights when there was
- 28:25Speaker 1: no food, no funds, no visible solution. The fire burned hot,
- 28:31Speaker 1: the pressure was unbearable. Yet Muller later wrote that those
- 28:35Speaker 1: moments of utter dependence refined his faith more than a
- 28:38Speaker 1: lifetime of easy provision ever could. The fire didn't destroy
- 28:43Speaker 1: his ministry, it purified his motives. Cory Tenboom survived Nazi
- 28:49Speaker 1: concentration camps and spent the rest of her life teaching
- 28:52Speaker 1: about forgiveness, but she admitted that the refining didn't end
- 28:57Speaker 1: when the war did. For years afterward, she wrestled with bitterness, hatred,
- 29:03Speaker 1: and trauma. The fire of suffering had exposed impurities in
- 29:08Speaker 1: her soul that comfortable Christianity had never revealed. It took
- 29:12Speaker 1: decades of God's refining work to bring her to the
- 29:16Speaker 1: place where she could genuinely forgive her captors. The furnace
- 29:20Speaker 1: was long, the heat was intense, but what emerged was
- 29:24Speaker 1: a woman whose testimony would transform millions. This is what
- 29:29Speaker 1: Shin does in personal experience. It strips away the facades,
- 29:34Speaker 1: the religious masques, the personas you constructed to gain approval.
- 29:39Speaker 1: You thought you were mature until the fire revealed your insecurity.
- 29:43Speaker 1: You thought you were surrendered until the fire exposed your
- 29:46Speaker 1: control issues. You thought you had faith until the fire
- 29:50Speaker 1: uncovered your self reliance. This isn't condemnation, This is revelation.
- 29:55Speaker 1: God isn't surprised by what the fire reveals. He already
- 29:59Speaker 1: knew it was there. The fire isn't for his benefit,
- 30:02Speaker 1: it's for yours. You can't heal what you won't acknowledge.
- 30:07Speaker 1: You can't surrender what you won't see. The Refiner's fire
- 30:10Speaker 1: brings everything to the surface, not to shame you, but
- 30:14Speaker 1: to free you. Every character flaw, every hidden wound, every
- 30:18Speaker 1: unhealed trauma. The fire draws it out like poison from
- 30:22Speaker 1: a wound. And yes, the process is agonizing. Yes it
- 30:26Speaker 1: feels like death, but it's not. It's birth. It's the
- 30:31Speaker 1: breaking of the old wine skin so the new wine
- 30:33Speaker 1: can be poured. It's the shattering of the false self
- 30:38Speaker 1: so the true self can emerge. It's the death of
- 30:41Speaker 1: who you thought you were so you can become who
- 30:44Speaker 1: you really are. But here's where the narrative takes a
- 30:47Speaker 1: crucial turn. The fire isn't arbitrary, it's purposeful. It's not
- 30:53Speaker 1: random chaos. It's divine orchestration. The refiner doesn't just throw
- 30:58Speaker 1: silver into a furnace and walk away. He controls the temperature,
- 31:03Speaker 1: monitors the process, and determines the duration. This means that
- 31:08Speaker 1: what you're experiencing right now, the pressure, the pain, the upheaval,
- 31:12Speaker 1: isn't out of control. It's under control, God's control. The
- 31:18Speaker 1: circumstances may feel chaotic, but they're not. They're calibrated. The
- 31:23Speaker 1: heat may feel unbearable, but it's not. It's precisely measured.
- 31:28Speaker 1: The timing may feel wrong, but it's not. It's exactly right.
- 31:33Speaker 1: This is the hardest truth to accept in the middle
- 31:36Speaker 1: of the fire. That what feels like abandonment is actually
- 31:40Speaker 1: intimate attention, That what seems like punishment is actually preparation,
- 31:46Speaker 1: That what looks like destruction is actually reconstruction. The refiner
- 31:52Speaker 1: hasn't left you. He's sitting beside the furnace, watching every moment,
- 31:57Speaker 1: adjusting the temperature, protecting you from more heat than you
- 32:01Speaker 1: can handle. His eyes never leave the crucible, his attention
- 32:05Speaker 1: never wavers, and He's waiting not for you to break,
- 32:09Speaker 1: but for his reflection to appear. And then, just when
- 32:13Speaker 1: you think you can't endure another moment, something shifts. The
- 32:18Speaker 1: pressure eases, the heat stabilizes, the chaos settles, and you
- 32:23Speaker 1: realize something has changed. You're not the same person you
- 32:26Speaker 1: were when the fire started. The anxiety that used to
- 32:29Speaker 1: control you has loosened its grip. The fear that used
- 32:33Speaker 1: to paralyze you has lost its power. The need for
- 32:36Speaker 1: approval that used to drive your decisions has faded. You're lighter, freer,
- 32:41Speaker 1: more yourself than you've ever been. This is what emerges
- 32:44Speaker 1: from the refiner's fire. Not a perfect person, but a
- 32:48Speaker 1: purified one. Not someone who never struggles, but someone who
- 32:52Speaker 1: struggles from a place of security rather than insecurity. Not
- 32:57Speaker 1: someone who has all the answers, but someone who knows
- 33:00Speaker 1: the one who does. The fire didn't make you flawless,
- 33:04Speaker 1: It made you free, and that freedom becomes the foundation
- 33:08Speaker 1: for everything that comes next. What happened next would change everything,
- 33:13Speaker 1: because once you've been refined, you can't be controlled. Once
- 33:17Speaker 1: you've been through the fire, you can't be intimidated. Once
- 33:21Speaker 1: you've survived the furnace, you can't be shaken. This is
- 33:24Speaker 1: what God is doing in twenty twenty six. This is
- 33:28Speaker 1: what Shin represents. This is the hidden meaning of the fire.
- 33:32Speaker 1: He's creating a generation that cannot be manipulated, cannot be
- 33:36Speaker 1: seduced by comfort, cannot be deterred by opposition, a generation
- 33:42Speaker 1: refined by fire, and nothing will stop them. There's an
- 33:47Speaker 1: ancient Jewish teaching that says, before the Messiah comes, there
- 33:52Speaker 1: will be a season of great shaking, not to destroy
- 33:55Speaker 1: the faithful, but to reveal what cannot be shaken. This teaching,
- 34:01Speaker 1: rooted in prophetic passages like Hagai two six seven, speaks
- 34:05Speaker 1: of a divine disruption so profound that only what is
- 34:09Speaker 1: built on eternal foundations will remain. Everything else, every false belief,
- 34:14Speaker 1: every earthly security, every temporary structure will collapse. This isn't pessimism,
- 34:21Speaker 1: its promise, because what remains after the shaking is more solid,
- 34:27Speaker 1: more real, more trustworthy than anything that existed before the
- 34:31Speaker 1: fire of Shin. Is this shaking. The year fifty seven
- 34:35Speaker 1: eighty six is this season, and those who understand the
- 34:39Speaker 1: process aren't running from the fire. They're leaning into it.
- 34:43Speaker 1: They're asking God not for escape, but for endurance. They're
- 34:47Speaker 1: praying not for the heat to decrease, but for the
- 34:49Speaker 1: impurities to surface, because they know that what's on the
- 34:54Speaker 1: other side of this fire is worth every moment of
- 34:57Speaker 1: the burning. The new thing God is building in this
- 35:00Speaker 1: season doesn't look like the old thing. It can't. New
- 35:05Speaker 1: wine requires new wine skins. Jesus taught, you can't pour
- 35:10Speaker 1: the revelation of this era into the structures of the
- 35:13Speaker 1: last one. The programs, systems, and methods that worked in
- 35:18Speaker 1: previous seasons are crumbling, not because they were bad, but
- 35:22Speaker 1: because they're insufficient for what's coming. God is raising up
- 35:27Speaker 1: a generation that doesn't need hype to worship, doesn't need
- 35:31Speaker 1: programs to pray, doesn't need platforms to prophesy. He's building
- 35:36Speaker 1: a people who carry His presence in their very DNA,
- 35:40Speaker 1: who function as walking temples, mobile altars, living sacrifices. The
- 35:45Speaker 1: fire is removing everything that would hinder this new reality.
- 35:50Speaker 1: The buildings can burn, the budgets can collapse, the brands
- 35:54Speaker 1: can fade. What emerges from the ashes is a church
- 35:58Speaker 1: that looks more like the Book of Acts than the
- 36:01Speaker 1: modern Western model. Raw, risky, relational revivalist. This is what
- 36:08Speaker 1: Shin is birthing. This is what the fire is preparing,
- 36:11Speaker 1: and those who resist the process will miss the promise.
- 36:15Speaker 1: But this isn't just about the collective. It's intensely personal.
- 36:20Speaker 1: God isn't just refining the church. He's refining you. The
- 36:25Speaker 1: pressures you're facing aren't obstacles to your destiny. There the
- 36:29Speaker 1: pathway to it. The relationships that ended, they were never
- 36:34Speaker 1: meant to go where you're going. The job you lost,
- 36:37Speaker 1: it was limiting what God wanted to release through you.
- 36:40Speaker 1: The identity you mourned. It was a false self that
- 36:44Speaker 1: had to die so your true self could live. Every
- 36:48Speaker 1: loss is a liberation, Every ending is a beginning, Every
- 36:52Speaker 1: death is a resurrection. But you'll only see this in retrospect.
- 36:56Speaker 1: In the moment, it feels like destruction. Only later do
- 37:00Speaker 1: you realize it was renovation. The old floor had to
- 37:04Speaker 1: be ripped up before the new foundation could be poured.
- 37:07Speaker 1: The old walls had to come down before the new
- 37:10Speaker 1: architecture could be revealed. You're not falling apart, You're being rebuilt,
- 37:16Speaker 1: and the new version, the refined version, will astonish you.
- 37:21Speaker 1: You'll look back at who you were before the fire
- 37:23Speaker 1: and barely recognize that person. Not because you've become someone else,
- 37:28Speaker 1: but because you've finally become yourself, the person God always intended,
- 37:34Speaker 1: the person buried under layers of performance, trauma, and conformity.
- 37:39Speaker 1: The fire burned those layers away, and what's left is
- 37:43Speaker 1: pure gold. This is where practical application becomes crucial. You
- 37:47Speaker 1: can read this entire narrative and still miss the point
- 37:52Speaker 1: if you don't respond. So here's the question. What is
- 37:55Speaker 1: Shin revealing in your life right now? What is the
- 37:58Speaker 1: fire exposing? Where is the heat most intense. That's where
- 38:02Speaker 1: God is working, That's where the impurities arising. That's where
- 38:07Speaker 1: the refining is happening. Don't run from it. Don't numb
- 38:10Speaker 1: it with distraction, entertainment or busyness. Don't spiritualize it away
- 38:15Speaker 1: with platitudes or positive thinking. Feel it, face it, let
- 38:19Speaker 1: the fire do its work. Surrender what's burning instead of
- 38:23Speaker 1: fighting to save it. Because whatever God is removing was
- 38:27Speaker 1: never meant to stay, and whatever He's building will be
- 38:31Speaker 1: worth the cost. Stop trying to control the process, Stop
- 38:36Speaker 1: demanding timelines, Stop negotiating with God about what you're willing
- 38:41Speaker 1: to sacrifice and what you want to keep. Place everything
- 38:45Speaker 1: on the altar, Trust the refiner, He knows when you're ready,
- 38:49Speaker 1: He knows when the reflection is clear. He knows when
- 38:52Speaker 1: the process is complete, and he will not. He cannot
- 38:57Speaker 1: leave you in the fire one moment longer than necessary,
- 39:00Speaker 1: But neither will he remove you prematurely just because you're uncomfortable.
- 39:05Speaker 1: Your comfort isn't his priority. Your character is. Your convenience
- 39:10Speaker 1: isn't his goal. Your Christ's likeness is. And here's the
- 39:15Speaker 1: final revelation, the truth that ties everything together. The fire
- 39:19Speaker 1: you're experiencing now is preparing you for the fire you'll
- 39:23Speaker 1: carry later. Moses met God in the burning bush before
- 39:27Speaker 1: he led Israel out of Egypt. Elijah called down fire
- 39:31Speaker 1: from heaven only after he'd been refined in the wilderness.
- 39:35Speaker 1: The Disciples received the fire of Pentecost only after they'd
- 39:40Speaker 1: endured the fire of Christ's crucifixion. Every person who carries
- 39:45Speaker 1: God's presence has first been processed by God's fire. This
- 39:50Speaker 1: isn't punishment, its preparation. You're not being destroyed, You're being deputized.
- 39:56Speaker 1: The very thing that feels like it's breaking you is
- 39:59Speaker 1: actually building you. The season that seems like it's ending
- 40:03Speaker 1: your ministry is actually launching it. The process that looks
- 40:08Speaker 1: like failure is actually training for future victory. This is
- 40:12Speaker 1: the mystery of Shin. This is the hidden message of
- 40:16Speaker 1: twenty twenty six. God is burning away everything in you
- 40:21Speaker 1: that cannot carry what He's about to release through you.
- 40:24Speaker 1: And when the fire is finished, when the reflection is clear,
- 40:28Speaker 1: when the impurities are gone, when the refining is complete,
- 40:32Speaker 1: you will step into a season unlike anything you've known,
- 40:37Speaker 1: not because you earned it, because you endured it, not
- 40:39Speaker 1: because you were perfect, because you were purified. And the
- 40:43Speaker 1: world is waiting for refined believers. Broken systems need people
- 40:48Speaker 1: who've been through the fire and didn't lose their faith.
- 40:51Speaker 1: Desperate souls need witnesses who've been refined and can testify
- 40:55Speaker 1: that God is faithful even in the furnace. This is
- 40:58Speaker 1: what Shin is creating. This is what twenty twenty six
- 41:01Speaker 1: is producing. A generation marked by fire, refined by pressure,
- 41:07Speaker 1: prepared for purpose. The question isn't whether you'll go through
- 41:11Speaker 1: the fire. The question is what you'll become because of it.
- 41:15Speaker 1: This is where everything shifts. This is where the full
- 41:19Speaker 1: weight of the revelation crashes down like thunder in the night.
- 41:23Speaker 1: The letter Shin three tongues of fire rising from a
- 41:26Speaker 1: single base isn't just a symbol, it's a prophetic map
- 41:30Speaker 1: of what God is doing right now in twenty twenty six.
- 41:34Speaker 1: In You, the three prongs represent three dimensions of divine fire,
- 41:40Speaker 1: the fire that guides pillar of fire in the wilderness,
- 41:43Speaker 1: the fire that reveals Mount Sinai, and the fire that
- 41:47Speaker 1: refines the silversmith's furnace, and all three are active in
- 41:52Speaker 1: this season. God is guiding you through transition you didn't choose.
- 41:58Speaker 1: He's revealing truths about your you didn't want to see,
- 42:02Speaker 1: and he's refining character in you that you didn't know
- 42:06Speaker 1: needed work. But here's the part that changes everything. The
- 42:10Speaker 1: base of the shin the horizontal line from which the
- 42:14Speaker 1: three flames rise, represents you, the foundation, the vessel, the
- 42:20Speaker 1: person being processed. And the fire doesn't destroy the base,
- 42:25Speaker 1: it emerges from it. This means the fire isn't happening
- 42:29Speaker 1: to you, it's happening through you. You're not the victim
- 42:33Speaker 1: of this season, you're the conduit. What's burning away isn't
- 42:37Speaker 1: your destiny. It's the debris blocking your destiny. And when
- 42:42Speaker 1: the refining is complete, when God sees his reflection in you,
- 42:46Speaker 1: when the impurities are removed and the image is restored.
- 42:50Speaker 1: You won't just survive the fire, you'll carry it. You'll
- 42:54Speaker 1: become what Moses became at the burning Bush, a person
- 42:57Speaker 1: so saturated with divine presence that your very face glows.
- 43:03Speaker 1: This is the goal of Shin. This is the purpose
- 43:06Speaker 1: of the fire. This is what God is really burning
- 43:09Speaker 1: in twenty twenty six. Not your life, not your purpose,
- 43:13Speaker 1: not your calling. He's burning everything that prevents you from
- 43:17Speaker 1: becoming the flame. The ancient scribes were right. Shin was
- 43:21Speaker 1: never just a letter. It was a signature, God's signature
- 43:25Speaker 1: written in fire across human history, revealing his methods, his character,
- 43:30Speaker 1: his relentless commitment to refinement over comfort. When you trace
- 43:35Speaker 1: the three strokes of Shin, you're not just drawing a symbol.
- 43:39Speaker 1: You're acknowledging a process. You're submitting to a transformation. You're
- 43:43Speaker 1: saying yes to the fire that burns but does not consume,
- 43:46Speaker 1: to the heat that refines but does not reject, to
- 43:49Speaker 1: the pressure that reveals but does not destroy. In the
- 43:54Speaker 1: year fifty seven eighty six, as Shin marks the spiritual
- 43:58Speaker 1: atmosphere and valve connects the fire to covenant, you have
- 44:01Speaker 1: a choice. You can resist the process and prolong the pain.
- 44:07Speaker 1: Or you can surrender to the refiner and trust that
- 44:10Speaker 1: he sees what you can't. Every metal worker knows this truth.
- 44:14Speaker 1: The most valuable metals require the hottest fires. Gold melts
- 44:18Speaker 1: at one thousand and sixty four degrees celsius, silver at
- 44:22Speaker 1: nine sixty one degrees, but iron common abundant, cheap iron
- 44:27Speaker 1: melts at only five hundred and thirty eight degrees. The
- 44:31Speaker 1: heat you're experiencing isn't proof of your worthlessness. It's proof
- 44:35Speaker 1: of your value. God doesn't waste fire on things he
- 44:39Speaker 1: doesn't treasure. He doesn't invest refining time on metals he
- 44:44Speaker 1: doesn't intend to use. So here's the invitation, whispered from
- 44:48Speaker 1: the furnace, carried on the wind, written in flames across
- 44:52Speaker 1: the sky of your circumstances. Stop fighting the fire, Stop
- 44:58Speaker 1: begging for premature relief, Stop demanding that God remove you
- 45:02Speaker 1: from the process before the process is complete. Instead, ask
- 45:06Speaker 1: him what he's refining, Ask what impurity he's exposing, Ask
- 45:11Speaker 1: what false identity he's burning away. And then, and this
- 45:16Speaker 1: is the hardest part, thank him for loving you enough
- 45:19Speaker 1: not to leave you as you were. Thank him for
- 45:22Speaker 1: the fire that hurts, but heals. Thank him for the
- 45:25Speaker 1: pressure that reveals but also restores, because on the other
- 45:29Speaker 1: side of this season, you will not be the same.
- 45:33Speaker 1: You will be refined, purified, clarified, ready, and the reflection
- 45:38Speaker 1: the refiner sees when he looks at you will no
- 45:41Speaker 1: longer be clouded by impurity. It will be clear, bright, true.
- 45:47Speaker 1: He will see his own face staring back at him
- 45:49Speaker 1: from the surface of your life. And that's when he'll
- 45:53Speaker 1: know the fire has done its work. That's when he'll
- 45:56Speaker 1: remove you from the furnace, not because you complain, but
- 46:00Speaker 1: because you're complete. Not because you couldn't take more heat,
- 46:03Speaker 1: but because you don't need more heat. The refining is finished,
- 46:08Speaker 1: the image is restored, and what emerges from the flames
- 46:12Speaker 1: isn't just a survivor. It's a son, a daughter, a
- 46:18Speaker 1: carrier of the very fire that refined them. Welcome to
- 46:22Speaker 1: the mystery of shin, Welcome to the purpose of the fire.
- 46:26Speaker 1: Welcome to what God is really burning in twenty twenty six.
- 46:30Speaker 1: It was never meant to destroy you. It was always
- 46:33Speaker 1: meant to reveal Him in you.