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MAKING FORBIDDEN SOUP · CelinaSpookyBoo

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  Speaker 1: Hi everyone and welcome back and today I'm spilling the tea.
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  Speaker 1: I'm answering the questions that are burning within your loins.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know if they're in your loins, but I
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  Speaker 1: went to Instagram and I said, hey, give me a
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  Speaker 1: Q & A.
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  Speaker 2: I've never done a Q & A in my life.
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  Speaker 2: Drop your questions. Nothing's off the table. I'm literally going
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  Speaker 2: to answer all of it. I went through them. Some
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  Speaker 2: of them didn't make sense.
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  Speaker 1: Some of them were kind of crazy, but that's okay. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: you're probably wondering what's going on on this table. This
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  Speaker 1: is all squishy things, right? Squishy and I thought, I'm
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  Speaker 1: not just going to sit here and talk. I'm going
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  Speaker 1: to talk and we're going to open these because these
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  Speaker 1: are forbidden. Opening these have always been forbidden and we're
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  Speaker 1: going to find out what's inside. So I don't like sticky.
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  Speaker 1: So we're going to spill the tea and we're going
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  Speaker 1: to get sticky.
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  Speaker 2: Where's my sandwiches? How has your house been since the
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  Speaker 2: exorcism with Sam, Chris, and Colby? Anything from your dark entity.
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  Speaker 2: So that was interesting.
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  Speaker 1: There's only a couple like door openings, but nothing that
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  Speaker 1: I've actually been like, oh, this feels paranormal. Like my
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  Speaker 1: house used to kind of have this creepy vibe to
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  Speaker 1: it in general, where it was just like a strange feeling.
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  Speaker 1: But a lot of the time it's giving those things power,
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  Speaker 1: which is acknowledging it or talking to it.
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  Speaker 2: And I haven't done that.
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  Speaker 1: Generally though, since Sam and Colby have been here, we
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  Speaker 1: did that little ceremony and I put a lot.
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  Speaker 2: Of intention behind it and intention is everything.
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  Speaker 1: She squirts and no there hasn't really been anything and
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  Speaker 1: I know a lot of negative stuff has gone on
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  Speaker 1: in my life Um, but it just doesn't feel paranormal related.
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  Speaker 1: It just feels like life. This was just liquid liquid
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  Speaker 1: and green with ribbon Okay, cool. We're gonna get messy.
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  Speaker 2: I can feel this next up.
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  Speaker 1: Is what was your absolute worst public transport experience? Oh,
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  Speaker 1: this one's super sad So when I was in college,
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  Speaker 1: I went for police foundations first, which I know blows
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  Speaker 1: a lot of people's minds Oh, this is a good one.
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  Speaker 2: Look at that jelly, juicy sprinkles. Okay, didn't even have to.
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  Speaker 1: So I went to police foundations in college for the
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  Speaker 1: very first time that I went to college.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, I went a few times.
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  Speaker 1: It really wasn't for me, but I used to take
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  Speaker 1: the bus a lot because I couldn't afford to have
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  Speaker 1: a car there. So long story short and really sad,
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  Speaker 1: I don't know why I laughed, we were driving and
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  Speaker 1: I noticed that there was like this toddler with a dad.
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  Speaker 2: And the dad was like nodding out, like he couldn't
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  Speaker 2: stay awake.
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  Speaker 1: And I didn't really understand how like drugs and stuff
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  Speaker 1: kind of worked back then, but it was very, very
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  Speaker 1: clear something wasn't right. So he started to kind of,
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  Speaker 1: that was weird.
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  Speaker 2: Let me turn that back on. Forbidden juice. Adam needs
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  Speaker 2: to fix everything. We're literally making like a potion here.
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  Speaker 2: This is exciting. Ew, I've touched too much.
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  Speaker 1: Back so this man he was kind of falling asleep
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  Speaker 1: a lot and then he started gurgling and then i
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  Speaker 1: saw that his lips were turning blue so i like
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  Speaker 1: yelled i ran to the front of the bus i'm
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  Speaker 1: like i think something's wrong and she's like we'll call
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  Speaker 1: 9-1-1 so we pulled over and we called 9-1-1 and
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  Speaker 1: the ambulance took the dad and i sat.
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  Speaker 2: With the little boy until um.
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  Speaker 1: The police kind of took him from me and it
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  Speaker 1: was really sad because he was like five like he
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  Speaker 1: kind of knew what was going on but it was
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  Speaker 1: like he had been through it before so that was
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  Speaker 1: just Heartbreaking.
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  Speaker 2: This is a good one, okay. How did I meet
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  Speaker 2: my mans? I love telling this story. Oh, I hate this.
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  Speaker 2: It's sticky and it's weird and I don't like it.
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  Speaker 1: My mom had gone to a psychic and she had
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  Speaker 1: told us that I would be marrying a man with
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  Speaker 1: blue eyes and brown hair.
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  Speaker 2: And his name would be Adam.
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  Speaker 1: So before my mom had gone to a psychic when
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  Speaker 1: I was younger and they said that I would marry
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  Speaker 1: a man with blue eyes and brown hair with the
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  Speaker 1: letter A as his first initial.
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  Speaker 2: So I was like, this is it. This is who
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  Speaker 2: my mans is supposed to be. Oh, I hate this. No, no, no, no, no, no.
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  Speaker 2: So I went on my Facebook, I went through my
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  Speaker 2: friends list. I did not know an Adam. Well, I did.
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  Speaker 1: My ex-boyfriend was an Adam with brown hair and blue eyes,
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  Speaker 1: but that is Satan's brother. So we're not gonna talk
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  Speaker 1: about him.
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  Speaker 2: Oh my God.
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  Speaker 1: So I actually went through my text list and I
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  Speaker 1: went to all my friends and said, hey, does anybody
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  Speaker 1: know an Adam with brown hair and blue eyes and
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  Speaker 1: is nice and not crazy? Your girl had been through it.
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  Speaker 1: And this one friend of mine named Jackie said, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I do know one. I did date him. I don't
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  Speaker 1: know if he's really your type, but here's his phone number.
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  Speaker 2: So I texted said Adam, which is said Adam that
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  Speaker 2: I am married to. And I was like, hey, do
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  Speaker 2: you want to hang out? And he was like, yeah, sure.
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  Speaker 1: And I ended up picking up my car and we
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  Speaker 1: like went and we walked around the forest and I
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  Speaker 1: told him the story and he was like, okay, cool.
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  Speaker 1: And then a couple of weeks after that, he had
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  Speaker 1: kind of, he was the only dude ever who was
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  Speaker 1: like decent. And he got ahold of me and he
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  Speaker 1: was like, I don't really think it's, like, I don't
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  Speaker 1: really think I'm ready for a relationship. Like, I don't
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  Speaker 1: know if I really want to, like, go with this.
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  Speaker 1: And it was the first time I wasn't a crazy person.
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  Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, okay, okay. So that was September. January,
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  Speaker 1: dude swings back around and is like, I think I
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  Speaker 1: made a mistake. I would love to get to know you.
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  Speaker 1: And it's been 15 years.
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  Speaker 2: So. How are you? Like, really love you. Love you too. Um,
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  Speaker 2: how am I? A lot of periods in my life,
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  Speaker 2: I've really been able to have control over my emotions.
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  Speaker 1: Like I know I'm upset. I know that weird stuff
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  Speaker 1: is going on, but I've had pretty good control of it.
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  Speaker 1: This is like the first time in my life where, um,
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  Speaker 1: I kind of feel like I am not in control
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  Speaker 1: of how I am responding to things.
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  Speaker 2: This is insane.
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  Speaker 1: Got like bubbles in it um it's like I want
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  Speaker 1: to be happy but I can't help but sit and
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  Speaker 1: stare at a wall a lot is going on I
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  Speaker 1: think it's just like it's just a bit much which
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  Speaker 1: is fine I'm dealing that's the thing is like I'm
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  Speaker 1: dealing well I think I am I think I understand
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  Speaker 1: when I need to stop but my issue is like
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  Speaker 1: I feel a lot of guilt if I'm not working
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  Speaker 1: I feel a lot of guilt if I'm not showing
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  Speaker 1: up for everyone in my life but with my uncle
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  Speaker 1: being sick and him needing me and my dog being
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  Speaker 1: sick and him needing me and then wanting to balance
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  Speaker 1: out time with my family because my mom has been,
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  Speaker 1: you know, very ill my whole life. I just don't
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  Speaker 1: get to see her enough and I just feel like
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  Speaker 1: guilty all this time. But right now I want to
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  Speaker 1: stay right here and do nothing but I also just
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  Speaker 1: want to like run away and I just want to
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  Speaker 1: solve everyone's problems and I feel like I'm going to explode.
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  Speaker 2: So the truth is, how am I right now? Let's
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  Speaker 2: just say I'm different than I've ever been. I'm okay.
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  Speaker 2: It's just weird because I can try to explain to
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  Speaker 2: people but I know they won't understand. And then I
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  Speaker 2: want to do all the things, but I also just
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  Speaker 2: feel like I can't, but I feel like I'm getting
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  Speaker 2: left behind. I don't know. Life is just weird. And
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  Speaker 2: I'm lucky that I have a lot of people that
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  Speaker 2: support me, but life is weird. I hate this and
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  Speaker 2: I love it at the same time.
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  Speaker 1: How often do you think about death? So my biggest
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  Speaker 1: weirdest fear thing is death. It's probably like a constant
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  Speaker 1: thought in my life. And I think now that like
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  Speaker 1: my dog is sick and I see like my uncle
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  Speaker 1: and his His life is kind of coming to an end.
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  Speaker 2: It's really strange because I live with like a crazy
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  Speaker 2: fear of death. I really did. I feel like it's
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  Speaker 2: not as bad as it used to be.
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  Speaker 1: But I have a lot of health issues when it
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  Speaker 1: like comes to my heart. And I have all these
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  Speaker 1: dreams that I'm just gonna like drop dead. And it's
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  Speaker 1: coming soon.
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  Speaker 2: And it's scary. So I think about death probably. That's
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  Speaker 2: like my most constant thought. Which is so unhealthy. But.
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  Speaker 1: It's in my brain all the time because I'm having fun.
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  Speaker 1: I don't want to leave my husband. I don't want
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  Speaker 1: to leave my dog. I don't want to leave the
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  Speaker 1: world behind. So at least it's that way.
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  Speaker 2: It's not like I want to go. It's just I'm
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  Speaker 2: terrified of it happening. So the death anxiety, 10 out
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  Speaker 2: of 10. Who is your biggest HS opt? And where
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  Speaker 2: are they now?
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  Speaker 1: I was thinking, I think this means high school bully,
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  Speaker 1: but I'm old, so I don't really understand the lingo.
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  Speaker 1: But I had this, I changed schools in.
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  Speaker 2: Grade nine, half of grade nine, because there was this
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  Speaker 2: girl who was in grade 12.
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  Speaker 1: Who told people that I killed dogs, skinned them alive
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  Speaker 1: and impaled them on fences. And people like believed her
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  Speaker 1: because I was super goth. And like she had thrown
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  Speaker 1: beer bottles at my head when I was walking home.
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  Speaker 1: Like it was crazy.
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  Speaker 2: Since then, she has had the audacity to ask me
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  Speaker 2: to come to her like she was pregnant when she
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  Speaker 2: was in her old suit, to come to her kid's
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  Speaker 2: birthday party. Do you not remember? Was that just a
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  Speaker 2: Tuesday for you? I think that was just a Tuesday.
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  Speaker 1: What would you consider your type of woman attraction-wise? Okay,
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  Speaker 1: so a lot of people, all the questions.
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  Speaker 2: Do you support LGBTQ? It is incredible. I am surprised
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  Speaker 2: I married a man. That's the truth. I love women.
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  Speaker 1: I love women so much. But my type, what has
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  Speaker 1: always been my type, is Hilary Duff. I like really petite, long, blonde-haired, slim-fix.
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  Speaker 1: That's my outer attraction. I like kind of like shy
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  Speaker 1: and coy. I don't really like extroverted personality.
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  Speaker 2: Like I do, but like, I don't know. Everyone has
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  Speaker 2: their own attraction. You can't like, I don't know. But
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  Speaker 2: I love like little blondies with brown eyes. I don't
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  Speaker 2: know what it is. Like right now, I'll tell you
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  Speaker 2: right now. Like Caroline from Vampire Diaries. Hilary Duff. Ashley Benson. Oh,
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  Speaker 2: I just got squirted on. Ashley Benson. My gosh. My gosh.
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  Speaker 2: Look at this. Oh my God. Hayden Patronette. Like really
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  Speaker 2: petite girl. Yeah. Sorry, I'm getting deep in that. That
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  Speaker 2: was fun. We just like threw that up. Good night, Mr. Dragon.
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  Speaker 1: It was nice to meet ya. Thanks for letting me
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  Speaker 1: squish ya. Can you collab with Jake and Johnny? I
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  Speaker 1: think they're so fun. I recently spoke to Johnny real
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  Speaker 1: quick on Instagram once. The thing with Johnny is that
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  Speaker 1: is what my best friend, he looks just like my
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  Speaker 1: best friend did in high school. I was the most
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  Speaker 1: hardcore emo kid growing up ever.
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  Speaker 2: We'll see if I can find some pictures here. And
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  Speaker 2: I just feel like he's such a nice person. I
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  Speaker 2: wrote him, he was really, really kind.
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  Speaker 1: I really hope that I get to collab with them
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  Speaker 1: someday because they just feel like really genuine, awesome people
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  Speaker 1: and I feel like it would be a hilarious i
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  Speaker 1: don't even want to say masterpiece i feel like we
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  Speaker 1: would ruin something i feel like we would but it'd
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  Speaker 1: be fun turn me back to emo take me back
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  Speaker 1: you literally can just go in my closet we can
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  Speaker 1: figure it out i can do the scene here we'll
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  Speaker 1: be cool do you ever see shit at the corner
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  Speaker 1: of your eye that's never there like today i saw
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  Speaker 1: a foot under my couch yeah so that's a really
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  Speaker 1: interesting thing when it comes to paranormal stuff is the
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  Speaker 1: very first way that i started seeing things when i
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  Speaker 1: was a kid like my earliest memories is seeing this
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  Speaker 1: woman in a black dress in the corner of my
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  Speaker 1: eye And the weird thing for me is I put
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  Speaker 1: up really big guard around paranormal stuff so I don't
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  Speaker 1: like see it and hear it all the time. But
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  Speaker 1: I know when I'm mentally not doing well, I start
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  Speaker 1: seeing things out of the corner of my eyes again
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  Speaker 1: because I'm not focused on keeping up that wall.
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  Speaker 2: So I've been seeing a little bit more of it
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  Speaker 2: lately than I have.
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  Speaker 1: Like the other day I saw a man leaning over
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  Speaker 1: my desk and like I looked to the side and
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  Speaker 1: he wasn't there. But that's just because I haven't been
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  Speaker 1: putting up that wall.
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  Speaker 2: Look at this hedgehog. We're going to kill him.
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  Speaker 1: Oh rest in peace yeah that's the way a lot
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  Speaker 1: of people see paranormal things like especially things are interdimensional
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  Speaker 1: and stuff like that you're you're you're gonna see them
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  Speaker 1: in a different way than other people and like a
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  Speaker 1: lot of people think it can boil down to mental
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  Speaker 1: health which a lot of it can.
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  Speaker 2: So knowing the difference, very important. What is the worst
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  Speaker 2: thing you've ever done to an ex? Chris mentioned something
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  Speaker 2: about it in a video. I think you're talking about
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  Speaker 2: the podcast with Chris on her channel right here. I could. Oh,
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  Speaker 2: an ex-boyfriend. What's your ex? Oh yeah, so I had
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  Speaker 2: this ex-boyfriend, right? And he cheated on me.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, so I had an ex-boyfriend once. I had gone
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  Speaker 1: over to his house. His car had broken down in
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  Speaker 1: front of my house the day before. And I was
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  Speaker 1: at his house when this.
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  Speaker 2: Girl showed up. Oh my God. Right.
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  Speaker 1: And she was pregnant and he had been living like
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  Speaker 1: a separate life and I knew nothing about it. We
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  Speaker 1: were in the shower and he was like, do you
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  Speaker 1: have money? I need to pay for a cab. And
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  Speaker 1: I'm like thinking it's his mom or something.
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  Speaker 2: No, it wasn't. It was for her. And she came
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  Speaker 2: in and I lost my mind.
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  Speaker 1: And I remember the last thing before I left that
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  Speaker 1: day in my car is I looked at her and
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  Speaker 1: I said, you don't deserve this either.
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  Speaker 2: Do you want to ride home?
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  Speaker 1: And she stayed with him. It didn't work out with them,
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  Speaker 1: if you're curious. But his car, oh my God, it's sand.
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  Speaker 1: His car was left in front of my house. I
• 11:01
  Speaker 1: ended up filling the tank with sugar. And then I
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  Speaker 1: ended up calling the city to say there was an
• 11:08
  Speaker 1: abandoned vehicle that in front of our house for days
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  Speaker 1: and they towed it away. Then I did some other things,
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  Speaker 1: but like, maybe that's just best not shared on the interwebs.
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  Speaker 2: I'm a Pisces. Only other Pisces might understand.
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  Speaker 1: Scariest ghost experience. This one is one of those things
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  Speaker 1: where I don't.
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  Speaker 2: Know how real this actually is.
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  Speaker 1: But when I was a girl, I had two best friends.
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  Speaker 1: Their names were Adrian and Tessa. And we would play
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  Speaker 1: with this Ouija board in her basement All of the time.
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  Speaker 1: And then when we were older, our one friend moved to,
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  Speaker 1: I think it was Ingersoll or something like that, somewhere
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  Speaker 1: farther away. And I was the only one that went
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  Speaker 1: over and we would play with the same Ouija board.
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  Speaker 1: And her and I would promise our unborn children to some.
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  Speaker 2: Demon that we were talking to. We were 10. We
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  Speaker 2: shouldn't have had a Ouija board. But I promised like
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  Speaker 2: 10 of my unborn children to whatever the heck was
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  Speaker 2: in this Ouija board. And as you know, I don't
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  Speaker 2: have any children, but I've had a bunch of miscarriages.
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  Speaker 2: So to me, if that is something they actually did, which,
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  Speaker 2: you know, it's really easy for low level entities to
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  Speaker 2: kind of manipulate children, then that's interesting.
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  Speaker 1: That is, we all did it though. And they both
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  Speaker 1: have had children since then. So I don't know if
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  Speaker 1: I was the only one. I know I promised that.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know if they promised that, but yeah. Were
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  Speaker 1: you planning to foster teenagers before? Is that still in
• 12:29
  Speaker 1: the plans or have things changed? It's always changing and
• 12:31
  Speaker 1: it's always evolving. Everything got put on hold because my
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  Speaker 1: uncle got sick and then my dog is sick and
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  Speaker 1: I keep moving appointments and moving appointments. But Um, I
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  Speaker 1: always bounce back and forth of donor eggs, my eggs, adoption, foster.
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  Speaker 1: I have a lot of anxiety around like babies. I
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  Speaker 1: fear that I wouldn't, that I'd do something wrong.
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  Speaker 2: So I feel like it'd be better to have someone
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  Speaker 2: who was like 11 or older.
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  Speaker 1: I also think that I just needed somebody like me
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  Speaker 1: when I was younger. So everything's on the back burner,
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  Speaker 1: but that's kind of what I want to do. Real truth,
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  Speaker 1: I wish somebody would show up at my door and
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  Speaker 1: say hi. I'm about to have this baby, and I
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  Speaker 1: don't want it.
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  Speaker 2: Do you want it? Can you take this baby from me, please?
• 13:07
  Speaker 2: And I'll be like, yes, please, thank you, awesome, great.
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  Speaker 2: How many tattoos do you have? Ooh, I've never done this.
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  Speaker 1: One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, 10, 11, 12. Oh,
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  Speaker 1: looks like I'm gonna need a tattoo, because, wait.
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  Speaker 2: Five, six, seven, eight, nine, 10. What, what? One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, 10, 11.
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  Speaker 2: I have 11 tattoos. That's a lot. Goodness. Favorite books series.
• 13:33
  Speaker 2: So I love books. I'm obsessed with Audible.
• 13:35
  Speaker 1: And if you have not checked out Spooky Boo's Night Freights,
• 13:37
  Speaker 1: you can listen to it free on Audible. I've written
• 13:39
  Speaker 1: it and they made it sound really cool like a
• 13:40
  Speaker 1: movie for your ears. And if you haven't signed up,
• 13:42
  Speaker 1: it's probably free. I don't know if it's free, so
• 13:44
  Speaker 1: it might be. But my favorite book series of myself.
• 13:47
  Speaker 2: Oh my goodness. I love Harry Potter. I love The
• 13:49
  Speaker 2: Vampire Diaries. I love Twilight. Okay. I love a lot
• 13:52
  Speaker 2: of standalone books, but for series... I would say those
• 13:55
  Speaker 2: are definitely my favorite. We need to get in one
• 13:56
  Speaker 2: of these. I'm just having fun squishing this. Oh. Oh,
• 14:00
  Speaker 2: hold on. Oh, goodness. Oh, it's juicy.
• 14:03
  Speaker 1: How do you keep from freaking out when you have
• 14:05
  Speaker 1: a ghost experience? Here's the thing with ghost experiences, okay?
• 14:08
  Speaker 1: When they're happening to you, even though it's happening and
• 14:10
  Speaker 1: you're experiencing it, it doesn't feel real and you're so
• 14:12
  Speaker 1: blown away in the moment of like.
• 14:14
  Speaker 2: What is happening? That your brain just doesn't really let
• 14:17
  Speaker 2: you freak out. It's kind of like an adrenaline thing.
• 14:18
  Speaker 1: Like I've definitely run, I've definitely screamed, I've definitely had moments,
• 14:21
  Speaker 1: but it's so much more scary looking.
• 14:23
  Speaker 2: Back on it than when it actually happens, which is
• 14:25
  Speaker 2: weird to think of. When are you planning to have
• 14:28
  Speaker 2: it with your husband? What is it? I wanna do
• 14:33
  Speaker 2: a puzzle later. Is that it? Favorite musical. So I'm
• 14:36
  Speaker 2: gonna break some of your damn hearts right now. I
• 14:39
  Speaker 2: don't like musicals, man. I hate when I'm watching a
• 14:41
  Speaker 2: movie and then they spring into song. It makes me angry.
• 14:43
  Speaker 1: It doesn't feel like real life. I don't like fantasy movies.
• 14:45
  Speaker 1: I don't like a lot of drama movies. I like
• 14:47
  Speaker 1: Harry Potter because I feel like it could be real.
• 14:48
  Speaker 1: When it comes to musicals, it's not real. It makes
• 14:50
  Speaker 1: me uncomfortable and I don't want to watch it.
• 14:51
  Speaker 2: I don't. I don't like it. What is the worst
• 14:54
  Speaker 2: thing you've ever done?
• 14:55
  Speaker 1: Man, when I was in high school, I switched a
• 14:58
  Speaker 1: few times because I had been bullied so bad and
• 15:00
  Speaker 1: I was 14 at the time actually. This is before
• 15:04
  Speaker 1: I left my first high school.
• 15:05
  Speaker 2: I was in a free fall. My mom was getting sick.
• 15:06
  Speaker 2: I wasn't the person.
• 15:08
  Speaker 1: That I wanted to be I wasn't treating people how
• 15:10
  Speaker 1: I wanted to but I had never been mean to
• 15:12
  Speaker 1: somebody There was this girl in my gym class and
• 15:15
  Speaker 1: everyone called her bird because her features made her look
• 15:17
  Speaker 1: like a bird and I didn't really know Quite.
• 15:20
  Speaker 2: What was going on? I hadn't known that she was
• 15:22
  Speaker 2: called bird and everybody was making bird sounds and I
• 15:24
  Speaker 2: just started making them And I was like And then.
• 15:28
  Speaker 1: I saw her around like the corner and she was
• 15:30
  Speaker 1: upset And then I realized it and it bothered me
• 15:33
  Speaker 1: for like 15 years and I ended up reaching out
• 15:35
  Speaker 1: to her after seeing her in a drive-through.
• 15:38
  Speaker 2: And I just said, I'm so sorry. And I didn't know.
• 15:40
  Speaker 2: And she's like, you know what? It's totally fine. Like
• 15:42
  Speaker 2: I'm over it. But still to this day, like it
• 15:45
  Speaker 2: haunts me that I was even mean to somebody for
• 15:47
  Speaker 2: one second, but I have to own the things that
• 15:49
  Speaker 2: I've done to, you know, come through them. But yeah,
• 15:52
  Speaker 2: never been a bully. I've clocked back at people who
• 15:55
  Speaker 2: are mean to me though and mean to other people.
• 15:56
  Speaker 2: I might've bullied a bully. That's not right either, but
• 15:59
  Speaker 2: it happened. Wow, this is great. Come to my family
• 16:02
  Speaker 2: get together. My entire family loves you. DM me for
• 16:04
  Speaker 2: the info. 50,000 likes.
• 16:08
  Speaker 1: I feel you enjoy being in control. Ever done anything
• 16:10
  Speaker 1: along the lines of being a dominatrix? Have you ever
• 16:18
  Speaker 1: had problems with, if so, how do you deal with
• 16:21
  Speaker 1: and cope with.
• 16:22
  Speaker 2: Your mental health?
• 16:23
  Speaker 1: I've recently learned what rotting is, like bed rotting. And
• 16:26
  Speaker 1: I've never ever really given myself time to heal from things.
• 16:29
  Speaker 1: And I think just shutting off the world and totally
• 16:32
  Speaker 1: shutting down has been what's kind of saved me. I
• 16:34
  Speaker 1: put out a video on Ozempic and how it changed
• 16:36
  Speaker 1: my life. Ozempic to me, I consider something extremely, extremely, extremely,
• 16:41
  Speaker 1: extremely dangerous. And it has helped a lot of people
• 16:43
  Speaker 1: and it helped me for a minute too. But I'm
• 16:45
  Speaker 1: going to tell you the honest truth right now.
• 16:47
  Speaker 2: I think that Ozempic is really dangerous. I think we're
• 16:49
  Speaker 2: going to learn a lot about it.
• 16:51
  Speaker 1: Once I came off Ozempic, my sugars were worse than ever,
• 16:54
  Speaker 1: than even before. But Ozempic in me, not in all people,
• 16:57
  Speaker 1: like I said, it helps people. But I think it's
• 16:58
  Speaker 1: important to do your research. It triggered this anxiety into
• 17:01
  Speaker 1: me that felt like life-ending anxiety. It was the first
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: time in my life where I ever really understood.
• 17:06
  Speaker 2: why people leave sometimes and um I think I'm still
• 17:11
  Speaker 2: learning to deal especially as of lately like I feel
• 17:14
  Speaker 2: better I'm in a safe place for sure but it's
• 17:17
  Speaker 2: a learning experience for me um but taking care of
• 17:20
  Speaker 2: yourself it's so scary but sometimes you just have to
• 17:22
  Speaker 2: shut it off shut up people and that's okay because
• 17:26
  Speaker 2: the real people, they'll come back. What hair products do
• 17:29
  Speaker 2: you use? Your hair is gorgeous. Thank you, thank you.
• 17:31
  Speaker 1: I'm always like that with sponsors. I'm like, why do
• 17:32
  Speaker 1: I not have more hair sponsors? So in 2019, I
• 17:35
  Speaker 1: cut off all of my hair, like to here, like
• 17:38
  Speaker 1: really short.
• 17:38
  Speaker 2: This is just air. I was really hoping that'd be
• 17:41
  Speaker 2: more dramatic. I cut off all my hair to here
• 17:43
  Speaker 2: and I wore wigs for two years, which was like
• 17:45
  Speaker 2: the green wigs and the red wigs. And it was
• 17:47
  Speaker 2: so cool, but The truth is, at the end of
• 17:49
  Speaker 2: the day, I just dye it black. I use function
• 17:52
  Speaker 2: of beauty shampoo, so it's catered towards my hair. And
• 17:55
  Speaker 2: I always use a leave-in conditioner. I brush it from
• 17:57
  Speaker 2: the ends up. I don't start up high.
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: The one thing that sucks is my motorcycle helmet always
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: destroys it in the summer. But yeah, I tend to
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: not use heat when I need to. I try to
• 18:05
  Speaker 1: make my styles last. I use a lot of dry shampoo.
• 18:08
  Speaker 2: And sulfate-free shampoos. That's the truth. Look at this. Oh my... Oh,
• 18:17
  Speaker 2: it's like throw up and there's too much on my hands.
• 18:19
  Speaker 2: What is your favorite kind of pie if you like pie?
• 18:22
  Speaker 2: I'm a cake girl.
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: If I can go for a pie, I'm going for
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: a lemon meringue or a blueberry. Next up, will you
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: be selling signed copies of your books in the future
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: when it comes down to it? Actually, interesting fun fact,
• 18:33
  Speaker 1: my book, Clandestine House, has a new forward in it
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: and got re-edited. It is going to be released at
• 18:38
  Speaker 1: like Indigo Chapters if you're in Canada. So when that
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: comes out, I'm going to be driving like cross country
• 18:43
  Speaker 1: and I'm going to be signing all the copies of
• 18:45
  Speaker 1: my book. So maybe you'll see me there, maybe get some,
• 18:47
  Speaker 1: but keep an Instagram for announcements on that. When are
• 18:50
  Speaker 1: you going to make a video with Kelsey Davies? I
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: love Kelsey Davies. I think she's one of the kindest
• 18:55
  Speaker 1: people in the industry. When I say that, I've met
• 18:58
  Speaker 1: so many people in the industry. And she is so
• 19:00
  Speaker 1: genuinely showed up for me so many times out of nowhere,
• 19:04
  Speaker 1: which has been really nice. And getting to know her
• 19:06
  Speaker 1: over these last few years has been so cool, but
• 19:08
  Speaker 1: she's beyond talented.
• 19:09
  Speaker 2: And she just, she makes me want to work harder.
• 19:12
  Speaker 2: She makes me believe in myself more and in my
• 19:16
  Speaker 2: own talents and stuff like that.
• 19:17
  Speaker 1: Least favorite dog breed, best dog breed. Oh, I can't
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: not have a favorite dog breed, but I'll tell you why.
• 19:22
  Speaker 1: I love dash hounds, but I don't like them because
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: everyone who I know who has a senior dash hounds
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: their back breaks and they die. So I don't like
• 19:30
  Speaker 1: dachshunds for that reason. And I don't like Frenchies because
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: they can't breathe.
• 19:33
  Speaker 2: And it's more for them. It's not because of them
• 19:35
  Speaker 2: at all. Best rod breed ever, Havanese. They're literally the best.
• 19:39
  Speaker 2: What is it like being someone who can connect with
• 19:42
  Speaker 2: ghosts and see their stories? It's really cool.
• 19:44
  Speaker 1: It can be so overwhelming though, especially when you're walking
• 19:46
  Speaker 1: around a mall and you get a memory that's not
• 19:47
  Speaker 1: yours and you feel like the need to tell somebody
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: about it, but like you don't know if it's like
• 19:51
  Speaker 1: bro in the camo shirts or the woman over there
• 19:54
  Speaker 1: who forgot to put on pants and you don't want
• 19:55
  Speaker 1: to approach them.
• 19:56
  Speaker 2: Are you taking care of you? I'm trying, babes. I
• 20:00
  Speaker 2: feel paralyzed. I'm like, I'm going to explode.
• 20:02
  Speaker 1: But you can't just turn everything off forever. You know,
• 20:04
  Speaker 1: you got to start trying to get back to it.
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: I'm doing it bit by bit. And it's weird because
• 20:07
  Speaker 1: I think I'm fine. And then I'll be at a
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: store and someone will say hi. And then I just
• 20:10
  Speaker 1: start crying. So I'm doing my best.
• 20:13
  Speaker 2: I really am.
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: And Adam's doing a good job. And I'm really lucky because, like,
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: I have Chris. Chris has reached out a lot. I
• 20:19
  Speaker 1: just love the people who surround me a lot. Because
• 20:21
  Speaker 1: I feel like I've, with some of my friends who
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: I talk to regularly or semi-regularly. Like, Chris, who's my
• 20:27
  Speaker 1: best friend. I feel like it's just been months and
• 20:29
  Speaker 1: months and months and months of me just not having
• 20:31
  Speaker 1: good news. But she has like stood by me and
• 20:34
  Speaker 1: stayed my friend and, you know, where a lot of
• 20:36
  Speaker 1: people would just run away.
• 20:37
  Speaker 2: I'm thankful for my people. Who's your celebrity crush? I
• 20:42
  Speaker 2: have a lot of them. My celebrity crush would probably
• 20:43
  Speaker 2: be like Hilary Duff. Yeah. Emily Hampshire. I love her.
• 20:48
  Speaker 2: Who's celebrity crush? They're always women, man. Yeah, that's probably it. Oh, also,
• 20:53
  Speaker 2: when we talk about celebrity crushes, we have a conversation
• 20:56
  Speaker 2: inside of these Q & A' s. The amount of people
• 20:58
  Speaker 2: that were like, yo, have you and Chris ever hooked up?
• 21:01
  Speaker 1: If you and Chris were in relationship, if one of
• 21:03
  Speaker 1: you was a boy, not only that, but even with
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: Sam and Colby, like the thirst in these comments, I
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: wanna make something super clear. Chris is my sister. We
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: have a beautiful platonic friendship. She's my best friend. And
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: when you say that, it gives me the weirds because
• 21:15
  Speaker 1: that's my sister.
• 21:16
  Speaker 2: Same with Sam and Colby. They just feel like, they
• 21:18
  Speaker 2: remind me of my brother and they're kind like my
• 21:19
  Speaker 2: brother and they're my brothers. Don't make it weird. What
• 21:22
  Speaker 2: is the craziest thing you did when you sleptwalk? Left, left.
• 21:24
  Speaker 2: My parents live near a forest.
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: And I left with pants on, no top, woke up
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: in the forest, which is like a kilometer from the house.
• 21:33
  Speaker 1: Had no idea where I was at all. Luckily I
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: was right by the pond. And then when I walked
• 21:37
  Speaker 1: out of the forest, I could see the house.
• 21:38
  Speaker 2: So I walked home. But that was definitely, that was
• 21:41
  Speaker 2: top 10, top one. That's the one. Oh my God,
• 21:45
  Speaker 2: look at this. It's a dumpling. And I can't tell
• 21:48
  Speaker 2: if this is goo. Oh, this is going to be gross.
• 21:50
  Speaker 2: I'm excited. Have you always been able to see ghosts? Yeah.
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: So my first memories, like my earliest memories are of
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: this woman in a black dress and this little girl
• 21:58
  Speaker 1: who I would play with who wasn't in like the
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: same color as me. Like she was like more of
• 22:02
  Speaker 1: a sepia tone, which is interesting and weird because it's
• 22:04
  Speaker 1: not just because it's olden days, but like, oh, what
• 22:06
  Speaker 1: have I done?
• 22:07
  Speaker 2: Oh. Poop it out, poop it out. That's nice. Oh,
• 22:12
  Speaker 2: I like that.
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: Most embarrassing memory. This is such an annoying story. So
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: a few years ago, I got to tell Ryan Reynolds
• 22:20
  Speaker 1: a dad joke.
• 22:21
  Speaker 2: So I get to this movie theater that we're supposed
• 22:24
  Speaker 2: to go to an hour before he shows up. I'm
• 22:26
  Speaker 2: sitting up top. People keep asking me for photos, which
• 22:28
  Speaker 2: sometimes happens. It's so hit or miss. Sometimes I go out,
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: no one knows who I am. Sometimes I go out
• 22:32
  Speaker 2: and people want to take pictures. I love it. I
• 22:34
  Speaker 2: love meeting people who watch me. So I'm taking a
• 22:36
  Speaker 2: bunch of photos with people.
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: I'm Then I'm sitting down beside my brother. I'm deep
• 22:40
  Speaker 1: on my phone. I'm on like a FaceTime call. I'm
• 22:42
  Speaker 1: in the middle of something. My brother's sitting beside me
• 22:45
  Speaker 1: doing nothing, just staring out. This woman comes over and
• 22:47
  Speaker 1: she's like, hi, could we.
• 22:48
  Speaker 2: Take a picture? And I was like, oh my God, yeah,
• 22:51
  Speaker 2: of course. So I go and I stand beside her
• 22:53
  Speaker 2: and we post for a moment. She's like, no, no, no, no.
• 22:55
  Speaker 2: Can you take a picture of me and my boyfriend?
• 22:57
  Speaker 1: And she was like that. Like that's how she did it.
• 22:59
  Speaker 1: She's like, like she was looking down at me. She
• 23:01
  Speaker 1: was super tall, super gorgeous. But like nobody was like
• 23:03
  Speaker 1: asking her for pictures.
• 23:04
  Speaker 2: I don't know if she was an influencer. I don't
• 23:05
  Speaker 2: know if she worked for like a news agency. I
• 23:07
  Speaker 2: don't know what it was. But she shot her nose
• 23:09
  Speaker 2: down at me. And I'm like, oh yeah, so embarrassing.
• 23:12
  Speaker 2: Can't believe this happened. But like my brother was sitting
• 23:14
  Speaker 2: right beside me. Like she did this on purpose. So
• 23:18
  Speaker 2: I took the picture of her and her boyfriend. And
• 23:20
  Speaker 2: then like she came over. She's like, I'm sorry. That
• 23:23
  Speaker 2: was so embarrassing for you. And then it was funny
• 23:27
  Speaker 2: because then they pulled me over. They're like, oh, you
• 23:28
  Speaker 2: need to go speak to Ryan. She's like, you get
• 23:30
  Speaker 2: to meet him. I'm like, shut up. Shut up. Go away. Anyways.
• 23:34
  Speaker 2: Oh my God. Oh, I hate clusters. How do you
• 23:37
  Speaker 2: get to the point of not caring what other people
• 23:39
  Speaker 2: think about you? I have been blessed my whole life
• 23:41
  Speaker 2: where I've never given a shit. I don't know what
• 23:43
  Speaker 2: it's like to care what people think, honestly. Like, I
• 23:46
  Speaker 2: have just... That was weird.
• 23:47
  Speaker 1: I have just found that everybody's focusing on themselves so much.
• 23:51
  Speaker 1: No one's listening to you. No one cares what's going on.
• 23:54
  Speaker 2: No one really does.
• 23:55
  Speaker 1: When you think that they're worrying about you, they're working
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: with worrying about themselves or what other people are thinking
• 23:59
  Speaker 1: about them.
• 24:00
  Speaker 2: And it has nothing to do with you, so.
• 24:02
  Speaker 1: That's the best advice and I can tell you about that.
• 24:04
  Speaker 2: What is my deepest darkest secret? I don't think I
• 24:07
  Speaker 2: have one. I think I put it all out there.
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: Maybe my deepest darkest secret is thinking that I'm just
• 24:11
  Speaker 1: different from everybody else and that I think different or
• 24:14
  Speaker 1: too much.
• 24:14
  Speaker 2: I don't think that's a secret though. I don't know
• 24:16
  Speaker 2: if that's a weakness or a strength. How do you
• 24:18
  Speaker 2: get your lips so perfect? Filler, filler, filler, Botox, yeah.
• 24:23
  Speaker 2: I have pictures that show my lips before. Like I
• 24:25
  Speaker 2: actually have no upper lip at all. None, just like
• 24:27
  Speaker 2: my dad.
• 24:27
  Speaker 1: Like it doesn't exist. I really love Botox and fillers.
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: I think it's something that you can do to your
• 24:30
  Speaker 1: face that doesn't last forever. And it's honestly like made
• 24:34
  Speaker 1: me feel really good about myself and, you know, age gracefully.
• 24:37
  Speaker 1: Baby Botox, I tell it to anybody. I've been doing
• 24:39
  Speaker 1: Botox and fillers for probably four or five years now.
• 24:41
  Speaker 1: Where can I reliably get the Estes Method equipment without
• 24:45
  Speaker 1: destroying my bank account? Ghoststop.com is really great. You can
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: get a lot of ghost equipment there. It can be
• 24:49
  Speaker 1: a little pricey, but I can vouch for it all.
• 24:51
  Speaker 1: I have it all and it works really well.
• 24:53
  Speaker 2: This is another Sandy boy.
• 24:55
  Speaker 1: What is your favorite guilty pleasure? Okay, so the only
• 24:58
  Speaker 1: way that like really thing that calms my soul, it's
• 24:59
  Speaker 1: not like watching new movies or anything like that. Like
• 25:02
  Speaker 1: I like to rewatch the exact same shows over and
• 25:05
  Speaker 1: over again. And I pretty much cycle through Schitt's Creek,
• 25:08
  Speaker 1: Modern Family, The Vampire Diaries, Letter Kenny. And then my
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: other thing is I like going away by myself. Like
• 25:14
  Speaker 1: I can't travel on my own. Maybe that's one of
• 25:16
  Speaker 1: my biggest secrets.
• 25:17
  Speaker 2: It's like, I can't.
• 25:18
  Speaker 1: Like people are like, oh, come do this fun thing
• 25:20
  Speaker 1: with us. And it's like, I will, I will panic. Oh, panic,
• 25:23
  Speaker 1: I'd rather drive, I'd rather, you know, pay for my stuff.
• 25:25
  Speaker 1: I just can't go alone. I have too many heart issues.
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: I'm afraid of dying with nobody there. Like I'm afraid
• 25:29
  Speaker 1: of having a medical emergency and that just is what
• 25:32
  Speaker 1: it is. But yeah, my fair guilty pleasure is like
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: going to Toronto, getting a hotel for the weekend, being
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: completely quiet, going to the mall, going to the movies
• 25:38
  Speaker 1: by myself.
• 25:38
  Speaker 2: I hate going to the movies with people. I love
• 25:40
  Speaker 2: going by myself. Who's your biggest inspiration? My mommy, my mommy.
• 25:45
  Speaker 2: My mom has multiple sclerosis. She's been very ill for
• 25:48
  Speaker 2: a big chunk of my life. She's luckily still with us.
• 25:50
  Speaker 1: There's been a couple of times where we didn't know
• 25:53
  Speaker 1: what was really going to happen when I was in
• 25:55
  Speaker 1: grade seven or eight, they told her like, don't go home.
• 25:57
  Speaker 2: You're too much of a burden on your family.
• 25:58
  Speaker 1: And this amazing woman named Irene came to my mom
• 26:01
  Speaker 1: and she said, your mother, you need to go home. And, um,
• 26:04
  Speaker 1: she came home and I, I couldn't, I couldn't imagine
• 26:06
  Speaker 1: my life without my mom. She needs like round the
• 26:08
  Speaker 1: clock care, but she is kind still.
• 26:12
  Speaker 2: And my dad, that's hard. He's been a caregiver 24
• 26:15
  Speaker 2: seven for like 20 years. And, um, I'm really thankful
• 26:19
  Speaker 2: to him. And I'm a part-time caregiver for someone with
• 26:21
  Speaker 2: dementia who can still take care of themselves. And I'm exhausted.
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: I can't imagine having to do everything all the time, forever.
• 26:27
  Speaker 1: Because you and Adam Stroud have a baby, would you
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: ever let somebody else carry for you? We had a
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  Speaker 1: surrogate when we were setting it up and we kind
• 26:33
  Speaker 1: of got ghosted by her and that's probably one of
• 26:35
  Speaker 1: the most tragic things that have ever happened in my
• 26:37
  Speaker 1: life and I don't know if I will ever recover
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  Speaker 1: from it. But that's kind of what's made me scared
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: to go forward to ever actually have kids because I've
• 26:44
  Speaker 1: just found it doesn't.
• 26:44
  Speaker 2: Work out a lot of the time. Will there be
• 26:46
  Speaker 2: a sequel to Hollow?
• 26:46
  Speaker 1: Yes, but actually the sequel to Clandestine House is what
• 26:50
  Speaker 1: we're working on now. So I'm really excited because that's
• 26:52
  Speaker 1: my bestseller and everybody.
• 26:53
  Speaker 2: Loves that one. Okay, I have a heavy hitter.
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  Speaker 1: What is the hardest lesson you've had to learn in
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  Speaker 1: your life? No relationship will remain the same for the
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  Speaker 1: rest of your life.
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  Speaker 2: It won't. It evolves and it changes.
• 27:04
  Speaker 1: With friends, with husbands, you know, the person that you
• 27:07
  Speaker 1: marry is not going to be the same person in
• 27:09
  Speaker 1: 10 years and you can't expect the same things. You
• 27:11
  Speaker 1: will have people in your life who are like, I
• 27:13
  Speaker 1: know they will show up tomorrow, but in a year
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  Speaker 1: from now.
• 27:15
  Speaker 2: Maybe they wouldn't show up at all. And things evolve.
• 27:19
  Speaker 2: So you have your core people, you have your circle,
• 27:21
  Speaker 2: but the hardest thing is learning that, you know, people
• 27:25
  Speaker 2: change and relationships will change and you have to prepare
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  Speaker 2: yourself for that. But a lot of the time, it's
• 27:30
  Speaker 2: a good thing because we evolve. If you weren't a
• 27:33
  Speaker 2: YouTuber businesswoman, what would your career path be? Writing. I
• 27:36
  Speaker 2: love to write. I love to write. I wish I
• 27:38
  Speaker 2: had more time to write. Probably write plays, be a screenwriter. Writing.
• 27:42
  Speaker 2: Writing stories. Work in movies. I don't know. Delaney. That
• 27:45
  Speaker 2: was going to be a daughter's name for me. I
• 27:46
  Speaker 2: love that. Your favorite makeup palette that you've released. So
• 27:49
  Speaker 2: my favorite thing, I'm so excited about this one, that
• 27:50
  Speaker 2: I have ever released is the Spirit Board Collection, which
• 27:54
  Speaker 2: you can actually get on my website right here. But
• 27:56
  Speaker 2: I think it Maybe I'll put it on sale. It was,
• 27:58
  Speaker 2: we got to design this like Ouija planchette. Oh, this
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  Speaker 2: is so cool.
• 28:02
  Speaker 1: And the colors were absolutely amazing. The formulas were crazy.
• 28:04
  Speaker 1: We worked so hard to get them together. It comes
• 28:06
  Speaker 1: in this gift box, but that was definitely the coolest
• 28:07
  Speaker 1: thing I ever created. Next up is definitely the You're
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: the Shit palette. I feel like that's what kind of
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: put me on the map when it came to makeup.
• 28:12
  Speaker 1: A lot of people don't even know that I created makeup.
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: So that was like a really, really fun thing for me.
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  Speaker 2: I want to blow this up. This was like the
• 28:18
  Speaker 2: forget forbidden, you know. That's what it would feel like
• 28:20
  Speaker 2: to be in a dolphin. Oh yeah. Can you start
• 28:26
  Speaker 2: an OnlyFans?
• 28:27
  Speaker 1: The amount of DMs that I get from weirdos asking
• 28:30
  Speaker 1: me to start an OnlyFans.
• 28:31
  Speaker 2: Yo, you do not want to see me naked. But
• 28:35
  Speaker 2: I think it would be really, really fun to create
• 28:37
  Speaker 2: like a Patreon. Where like, as Adam and I are
• 28:40
  Speaker 2: unhinged and we film things that just can't go on
• 28:42
  Speaker 2: the internet. Like they can't.
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: And he's like, how funny would this be if we
• 28:45
  Speaker 1: had like a Patreon where just like our closest fans
• 28:47
  Speaker 1: and stuff could be.
• 28:48
  Speaker 2: I was like, you know what? That sounds like such
• 28:49
  Speaker 2: a fun idea. Would you guys even subscribe to that?
• 28:53
  Speaker 1: Please let me know because that is so on the table.
• 28:56
  Speaker 1: I would love to do something like that. But again,
• 28:59
  Speaker 1: I feel bad putting up a paywall, but it's like,
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: like I don't get paid for TikTok, y'all. So can
• 29:03
  Speaker 1: you imagine if we get like really funny jokes? Like
• 29:05
  Speaker 1: we could just post there all day, every day, have conversations.
• 29:08
  Speaker 2: You know what? I'm going to pin a comment and
• 29:10
  Speaker 2: if it gets like thousands of people who say that
• 29:12
  Speaker 2: they're going to join, then I will start a Patreon
• 29:15
  Speaker 2: and it will be a mess.
• 29:16
  Speaker 1: When automatic writing, do you write anything that comes into
• 29:18
  Speaker 1: your mind or do you let the spirits move your hands?
• 29:21
  Speaker 1: I write what comes into my head. Sometimes I hear sentences.
• 29:23
  Speaker 1: Sometimes I'm writing what I hear. Sometimes I'm writing what
• 29:25
  Speaker 1: I see. Sometimes I'm writing what I think I'm thinking.
• 29:28
  Speaker 2: Yeah. Oh, you want to know about my weight loss
• 29:30
  Speaker 2: and health journey? Well, since the whole thing's happened with Molly,
• 29:33
  Speaker 2: I started first, didn't eat for a whole week. Then
• 29:35
  Speaker 2: ate everything for a whole week. uh so not great
• 29:39
  Speaker 2: not great we fluctuate.
• 29:40
  Speaker 1: How did you and chris meet and how long have
• 29:42
  Speaker 1: you two been friends so we did the math the
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: other day we've been friends since 2020 like very early
• 29:47
  Speaker 1: 2020 very late 2019 so we've been friends for four
• 29:50
  Speaker 1: years which is really cool oh good another liquid one
• 29:54
  Speaker 1: i'm gonna do this and then squirt it out oh
• 29:59
  Speaker 1: We met because I had used tiny hands at a
• 30:01
  Speaker 1: pumpkin patch and I hadn't seen Chris's content yet because
• 30:04
  Speaker 1: I'm less of.
• 30:04
  Speaker 2: A scroller, more of just a random poster. And somebody
• 30:07
  Speaker 2: was like, was filling out there like, you stole this
• 30:09
  Speaker 2: from Chris. So I met her. I'm like, I'm so sorry.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't know that this was your thing. And she's like, bro,
• 30:12
  Speaker 1: it's not my thing. Anybody can use tiny hands. And
• 30:14
  Speaker 1: then from that, we started, we started talking on Instagram.
• 30:18
  Speaker 1: Then we moved over to Snapchat and then we started
• 30:20
  Speaker 1: talking every day and then it blossomed. And then I
• 30:23
  Speaker 1: was like, this is my sister. And then she was
• 30:26
  Speaker 1: the number, she's the number one TikToker in Canada.
• 30:28
  Speaker 2: And I'm the number two TikToker. And I was like,
• 30:30
  Speaker 2: we just got to be best friends. And she was like,
• 30:32
  Speaker 2: soul sister. And then now we're just, we got each other. Kinks.
• 30:37
  Speaker 2: Just draw on my back when we're good. How is
• 30:40
  Speaker 2: life treating you? So other than that, good. You know,
• 30:46
  Speaker 2: I'm still, I'm still very thankful for all the good
• 30:48
  Speaker 2: things in my life because a lot is great. A
• 30:50
  Speaker 2: lot is great. But, but great. Have you ever shit
• 30:56
  Speaker 2: while sleepwalking? Yep, moving on.
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: What did you want to do when you grew up?
• 30:59
  Speaker 1: I just wanted to be a mom, man. I wanted
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: to be a journalist for a minute, but I just
• 31:02
  Speaker 1: wanted to be a mom. But now, I just don't know.
• 31:05
  Speaker 2: Everything is in the air. This is the most unsure
• 31:08
  Speaker 2: of the future I've ever been. Yeah.
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: As someone who's moving into adulthood, what is the hardest
• 31:14
  Speaker 1: part for you? Nobody's telling you to get up and go.
• 31:17
  Speaker 1: Nobody's telling you.
• 31:18
  Speaker 2: To get to work.
• 31:19
  Speaker 1: Nobody's asking you if your homework's done. No one's telling
• 31:21
  Speaker 1: you to get to class. You're now that person for yourself.
• 31:24
  Speaker 1: And I think that's why a lot of people fail
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: is because they stop having someone in their corner saying,
• 31:27
  Speaker 1: it's time to get up, it's time to do this.
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: So the hardest part is being your own advocate.
• 31:31
  Speaker 2: Do you have any icks with Adam? He sleeps with
• 31:33
  Speaker 2: his eyes open and he looks like a dying Victorian child.
• 31:37
  Speaker 2: That's about it. Why can't you have kids? Sorry if
• 31:39
  Speaker 2: this is triggering.
• 31:40
  Speaker 1: I used to get so triggered by baby questions, but
• 31:42
  Speaker 1: I'm over it now. Like I'm like, it doesn't upset
• 31:44
  Speaker 1: me anymore. I have a ucorneate uterus, which means.
• 31:49
  Speaker 2: that it looks like a unicorn horn. So I remember
• 31:51
  Speaker 2: when I woke up from the surgery to find out
• 31:53
  Speaker 2: if I had it, Adam literally brought me to tell me.
• 31:56
  Speaker 2: He bought me a stuffed unicorn and he just gave
• 31:58
  Speaker 2: it to me. I'm like, okay. So I had a
• 32:00
  Speaker 2: corneate uterus and my one ovary is not connected and
• 32:05
  Speaker 2: I developed some PCOS. I think I have a bit
• 32:07
  Speaker 2: of endometriosis. It just sticks, but once it grows to
• 32:11
  Speaker 2: a certain size, it just pops off. So, yep. Who
• 32:15
  Speaker 2: would you let absolutely bang your brains out from Leonard Kennedy? Mrs. McMurray.
• 32:20
  Speaker 2: what's my favorite type of tea that is going to
• 32:23
  Speaker 2: be david's tea um cold 911 it is amazing there's
• 32:28
  Speaker 2: also this little place i go called the wild tart
• 32:30
  Speaker 2: in allure ontario it's a tea house and they have
• 32:32
  Speaker 2: this one that's like blue and then you put lemon
• 32:35
  Speaker 2: in it it turns purple and it's absolutely delicious oh
• 32:37
  Speaker 2: my god there was nothing in here but a little
• 32:39
  Speaker 2: ball do you light up hey i'm putting it in
• 32:42
  Speaker 2: we're doing it anyways What made you want to be
• 32:45
  Speaker 2: so open with us about things in your social life?
• 32:48
  Speaker 2: I love influencers but so many of them aren't.
• 32:50
  Speaker 1: Telling the truth and I feel like that's why a
• 32:52
  Speaker 1: lot of them don't actually succeed is because like they're
• 32:54
  Speaker 1: out here acting a certain way but that's not who
• 32:57
  Speaker 1: they really are and I just don't feel like that
• 32:59
  Speaker 1: lasts for a long time.
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  Speaker 2: Like I feel like you can't Be that person if
• 33:03
  Speaker 2: you're not actually that person.
• 33:05
  Speaker 1: And not only that, but if you're not telling lies,
• 33:07
  Speaker 1: then there's nothing to keep up with.
• 33:08
  Speaker 2: Do you know what I mean? If you're not lying,
• 33:10
  Speaker 2: you don't need to keep up with anything you're saying.
• 33:13
  Speaker 2: So I just... I don't have anything to lose. I
• 33:15
  Speaker 2: don't have anything to gain. If something that I'm going
• 33:17
  Speaker 2: through can help you guys, then I'm going to talk
• 33:20
  Speaker 2: about it. Do you have Telegram? Because I think I'm
• 33:22
  Speaker 2: talking to you. Guys, it's not. It's not me. I
• 33:25
  Speaker 2: need social media. If it's not verified, it's not me.
• 33:28
  Speaker 2: I'm on YouTube. I'm on Snapchat.
• 33:30
  Speaker 1: I'm on.
• 33:31
  Speaker 2: Instagram. I'm on Facebook.
• 33:33
  Speaker 1: But like, if it's not verified, if it doesn't just
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: say Selena Spooky Boo, it's not me. And I'm so
• 33:38
  Speaker 1: sorry for the people.
• 33:38
  Speaker 2: Who have been scammed. Favorite hobbies. Man, I just, I
• 33:42
  Speaker 2: like going to the mall and listening to... Okay. Audiobooks.
• 33:47
  Speaker 2: Audiobooks are my hobby.
• 33:48
  Speaker 1: I love listening to audiobooks and I like watching movies
• 33:50
  Speaker 1: and I like walking around in my forest listening to
• 33:53
  Speaker 1: true crime and pretending that there's somebody hunting me.
• 33:55
  Speaker 2: No, I don't. When you die... What do you hope
• 33:58
  Speaker 2: you're remembered for?
• 33:59
  Speaker 1: What I've liked throughout this career is that people have
• 34:01
  Speaker 1: come to me and said that their life was brightened
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: by some of the stuff that I've done, that I
• 34:08
  Speaker 1: made life just a little bit easier for them in
• 34:11
  Speaker 1: their hard moments. And I think I just want to
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: be remembered as a friend, someone who made you laugh,
• 34:16
  Speaker 1: somebody who made you smile, someone who made a little
• 34:20
  Speaker 1: bit of a difference, someone who you fell asleep with.
• 34:25
  Speaker 2: And that's... Oh, goodness. Yes. That's all that I really
• 34:28
  Speaker 2: want to be remembered for. Nothing crazy. Maybe, maybe a
• 34:32
  Speaker 2: good writer. I think that'd be really cool. Not enough
• 34:34
  Speaker 2: people take a chances on my books. That's okay though.
• 34:38
  Speaker 2: Not everybody reads. What's your best achievement? I think my
• 34:41
  Speaker 2: best achievement is finding peace in myself. Sometimes I look
• 34:44
  Speaker 2: at people who have been through a lot of things
• 34:47
  Speaker 2: and they fall apart and they can't do life at all.
• 34:50
  Speaker 2: Like at all. They turn to drugs or alcohol. And I've,
• 34:54
  Speaker 2: I didn't give up. I think that's my biggest achievement.
• 34:56
  Speaker 2: Did you ever fail any classes in middle school and
• 34:58
  Speaker 2: high school? We don't have middle school where I am.
• 35:00
  Speaker 2: I don't know if that's just an American thing or something.
• 35:02
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna tell you right now, though, I have failed math,
• 35:04
  Speaker 2: because I'm horrible at it. I don't think I failed it.
• 35:06
  Speaker 2: I was just bad at it. I failed French. I
• 35:09
  Speaker 2: can't speak another language. I really wish this smelled like bananas,
• 35:11
  Speaker 2: but it doesn't. I failed French. I can't learn another language, man.
• 35:15
  Speaker 2: I wish I could. There's a couple things I wish
• 35:17
  Speaker 2: I could do. Learn languages. Sing. Be musical at all, whatsoever. Oh, God.
• 35:23
  Speaker 2: Squeeze out the banana. Ew. I need to know if
• 35:26
  Speaker 2: Leroy is still around. I haven't seen Leroy.
• 35:29
  Speaker 1: Haven't really felt Leroy. The truth is, he was around
• 35:32
  Speaker 1: when we were doing stuff, and I feel like he
• 35:34
  Speaker 1: checked everything out, and he was like, yeah.
• 35:36
  Speaker 2: Good job, good job. I don't think he's moved on.
• 35:38
  Speaker 2: I think if we make any more improvements, he'll show up,
• 35:40
  Speaker 2: but I haven't really seen him. Describe your first time smoking.
• 35:44
  Speaker 2: By the way, love you and look up to you.
• 35:47
  Speaker 2: Might not after this. I was 14, and my friend
• 35:49
  Speaker 2: was like, I got this. I got it from a friend.
• 35:51
  Speaker 2: Let's try it. Let's try it. So we went down
• 35:54
  Speaker 2: to our local like woods, I guess you could say.
• 35:58
  Speaker 2: And we were smoking out of a Coke can or
• 36:02
  Speaker 2: a water bottle. We didn't know how to do this.
• 36:05
  Speaker 1: And it was so funny because I'm like, nothing's happening,
• 36:09
  Speaker 1: thinking it would happen right away. So we had like
• 36:12
  Speaker 1: a bunch and we just got rid of it all,
• 36:14
  Speaker 1: if you know what I mean. And I remember walking
• 36:16
  Speaker 1: home and I saw this tree and I'm like, that
• 36:19
  Speaker 1: tree looks like Santa Claus. And then I remember noticing
• 36:24
  Speaker 1: that I was not okay.
• 36:26
  Speaker 2: I was not okay.
• 36:27
  Speaker 1: And I get home and I walk in the front
• 36:28
  Speaker 1: door and all I hear is screaming. So my brother
• 36:32
  Speaker 1: had fallen at the park and had broken his arm.
• 36:36
  Speaker 1: Or thought he had broken his arm.
• 36:37
  Speaker 2: I don't think, wow. I don't think he actually did
• 36:39
  Speaker 2: break his arm. I'm getting in here.
• 36:41
  Speaker 1: But I went over and I'm like, I need to
• 36:43
  Speaker 1: sound smart because something's not right. Like something is not
• 36:47
  Speaker 1: okay here. I am not okay here. So I go over,
• 36:50
  Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, I think he broke his stigma into Maximus.
• 36:53
  Speaker 2: And my mom was like, what? And I think she
• 36:55
  Speaker 2: knew because she said, you need to go upstairs.
• 36:57
  Speaker 1: So I went upstairs and I laid on the floor
• 36:59
  Speaker 1: in my room and I watched Dora Explorer and I
• 37:02
  Speaker 1: felt like I was going to die and I was
• 37:04
  Speaker 1: terrified and.
• 37:07
  Speaker 2: Scared me off that for a while. I'll tell you
• 37:09
  Speaker 2: right now. Okay, so look at her soup. This is gross. Okay, wait,
• 37:13
  Speaker 2: can we have more questions? Hold up. Oh, I've made
• 37:17
  Speaker 2: a mistake. That's it! Okay, yep, so here's our soup
• 37:21
  Speaker 2: that we made by all of the forbidden gushies that
• 37:24
  Speaker 2: we popped. I hope that you enjoyed this.
• 37:26
  Speaker 1: If you have any questions that I didn't answer, leave
• 37:28
  Speaker 1: them down below. I'm gonna be answering them. Thanks for
• 37:31
  Speaker 1: coming along on this adventure. Sorry videos have been more chill.
• 37:33
  Speaker 1: My brain has just not been, so they had to be.
• 37:35
  Speaker 1: I love you guys for sticking with me, and I'll
• 37:37
  Speaker 1: see you again next week.
• 37:38
  Speaker 2: Bye, Booker. I'm definitely not gonna eat this.