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- 0:00Speaker 1: Today's episode deals almost exclusively with suicide and with depression,
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- 0:07Speaker 1: you or someone you know is struggling with mental health,
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- 0:53Speaker 1: In the early nineteen eighties, Richard Sumner was in his
- 0:55Speaker 1: twenties and he was a scenic designer for a major
- 0:58Speaker 1: opera house just outside out of London. Richard was a
- 1:01Speaker 1: truly gifted artist and was known to be a very
- 1:04Speaker 1: intelligent man. In nineteen eighty four, when Richard was twenty nine,
- 1:08Speaker 1: he started to notice he was having a really hard
- 1:10Speaker 1: time focusing, like he couldn't keep basic information straight in
- 1:14Speaker 1: his head. It would just get all jumbled up, and
- 1:16Speaker 1: it was making his job exponentially more difficult. Initially, Richard
- 1:20Speaker 1: assumed it must just be the product of working lots
- 1:23Speaker 1: of long hours and being under lots.
- 1:25Speaker 2: Of pressure all the time.
- 1:26Speaker 1: But after taking a few days off from work, his
- 1:29Speaker 1: mental focus did not come back. In fact, it only
- 1:32Speaker 1: got worse, and so when he told his friends and
- 1:34Speaker 1: his colleagues about it, they urged him to go see
- 1:36Speaker 1: a doctor, and so finally he did. He went to
- 1:39Speaker 1: a doctor, and the doctor put him through a series
- 1:41Speaker 1: of tests and was really only able to rule out
- 1:44Speaker 1: different medical conditions. They were not able to pinpoint what
- 1:47Speaker 1: was actually causing this mental disturbance, and so Richard was
- 1:50Speaker 1: pretty frustrated because he thought by going to the doctor,
- 1:53Speaker 1: they would figure out what it was and you know,
- 1:55Speaker 1: give him a pill and that would make everything better.
- 1:57Speaker 1: But that wasn't happening. He was left with a lot
- 1:59Speaker 1: of questions, and so Richard went to another doctor and
- 2:01Speaker 1: another doctor for additional opinions, and they too were not
- 2:05Speaker 1: able to get to the bottom of what was going
- 2:07Speaker 1: on with him. And so finally Richard found himself sitting
- 2:09Speaker 1: across from a psychologist asking them if they had the answer,
- 2:13Speaker 1: and they did. They informed Richard that he was unfortunately
- 2:16Speaker 1: developing schizophrenia. Schizophrenia is a very serious mental disorder in
- 2:21Speaker 1: which people interpret reality abnormally. Schizophrenics usually experience some combination
- 2:28Speaker 1: of hallucinations, delusions, extremely disordered thinking, and behavior that can
- 2:33Speaker 1: be disabling. Richard was horrified at this diagnosis and he
- 2:36Speaker 1: asked us, psych you know what can I do?
- 2:38Speaker 2: How can I get better?
- 2:39Speaker 1: And the psych would tell him that unfortunately, there is
- 2:42Speaker 1: no cure for schizophrenia. However, medical treatment has been shown
- 2:46Speaker 1: to be very effective in some people, especially when it's
- 2:49Speaker 1: caught early, and it seems like we're catching your disorder
- 2:52Speaker 1: fairly early, and so Richard immediately began the medical treatment plan,
- 2:56Speaker 1: and he seemed to be one of the lucky few
- 2:58Speaker 1: that benefited tremendously from it. In fact, within just days
- 3:02Speaker 1: of being told of this diagnosis, he was back to
- 3:05Speaker 1: work at the opera House. But over the years, despite
- 3:08Speaker 1: Richard diligently staying on his medical treatment plan, he just
- 3:12Speaker 1: continued to kind of spiral because of this disorder, and
- 3:15Speaker 1: it was becoming more and more apparent at work that
- 3:17Speaker 1: Richard was just not the same anymore. He had lost
- 3:20Speaker 1: that mental focus that he was known for, and he
- 3:23Speaker 1: was perpetually fatigued. And so in nineteen ninety six, so
- 3:27Speaker 1: twelve years after his original diagnosis, Richard finally had to
- 3:31Speaker 1: step away from his job at the opera house. He
- 3:33Speaker 1: just couldn't do the work anymore. Although Richard was eligible
- 3:37Speaker 1: for governmental assistance because of his schizophrenia, the money he
- 3:41Speaker 1: would receive from those benefits would not be enough to
- 3:43Speaker 1: cover the costs associated with living in his flat in London,
- 3:47Speaker 1: and so he was forced to move back home with
- 3:49Speaker 1: his family in North Wales. Even though his family welcomed
- 3:53Speaker 1: him with open arms, Richard immediately felt like he was
- 3:56Speaker 1: this huge burden to them, and within a year of
- 3:59Speaker 1: having moved back home, Richard had fallen into this deep,
- 4:02Speaker 1: dark depression and he decided he did not want to
- 4:05Speaker 1: live anymore. So one day that fall, Richard left his
- 4:08Speaker 1: house and he walked to a store where he purchased handcuffs,
- 4:11Speaker 1: and then he took those handcuffs. He left the store
- 4:13Speaker 1: and he walked away from town towards this secluded forest
- 4:16Speaker 1: that was not too.
- 4:17Speaker 2: Far away, And when he got to the forest.
- 4:19Speaker 1: He picked a trail and he started walking down it,
- 4:21Speaker 1: and he kept looking over his shoulder until finally he
- 4:24Speaker 1: could not actually see the town anymore.
- 4:26Speaker 2: He was fairly far into these woods at that point.
- 4:29Speaker 1: He deviated off of the trail and walked for several
- 4:31Speaker 1: more minutes until he came to a stop in front
- 4:34Speaker 1: of this tree that had some fairly thick, low hanging branches.
- 4:37Speaker 1: At that point, he took his handcuffs and he connected
- 4:39Speaker 1: one cuff to one of these branches and made sure
- 4:42Speaker 1: it would not come off, and then he connected the
- 4:44Speaker 1: other cuff to his right wrist, and once he was
- 4:47Speaker 1: fully secured, he leaned back against the tree and he
- 4:50Speaker 1: began to wait. It's unclear what drove Richard to choose
- 4:53Speaker 1: such a slow and tortuous method for ending his life,
- 4:57Speaker 1: but apparently after four days of leaning up against this
- 4:59Speaker 1: stor free and not dying, he began to have second
- 5:02Speaker 1: thoughts about it. He was desperately hungry and thirsty and
- 5:05Speaker 1: extremely tired because he was in this kind of semi
- 5:08Speaker 1: upright position that didn't really allow him to sleep, and
- 5:11Speaker 1: he just ate from standing and kind of hanging on
- 5:14Speaker 1: his wrist for as long as he had been, and
- 5:16Speaker 1: he was worried that he was still days away from dying.
- 5:19Speaker 1: He also started to feel really bad about the effect
- 5:22Speaker 1: his death would have on his family. They loved him,
- 5:25Speaker 1: and even though they knew he was depressed, they were
- 5:27Speaker 1: not thinking he was suicidal, and so this would be
- 5:30Speaker 1: a huge shock and it would be extremely upsetting for
- 5:32Speaker 1: years and years to come. Richard also started thinking about
- 5:35Speaker 1: the poor soul that was going to stumble across his
- 5:38Speaker 1: body in the middle of the woods after he had passed,
- 5:41Speaker 1: and he thought, what a terrible thing for someone to
- 5:43Speaker 1: have to go through. And so on the night of
- 5:45Speaker 1: the fourth day that he's been out in the woods,
- 5:47Speaker 1: chained up to this tree, Richard finally decides that he
- 5:51Speaker 1: just can't go through with it, and so with his
- 5:52Speaker 1: left hand, his free hand, he reaches into his pocket.
- 5:55Speaker 1: He gets the handcuff key, and just a couple of
- 5:57Speaker 1: seconds later.
- 5:58Speaker 2: He's out.
- 5:58Speaker 1: He's free, and so he hopped his way back to
- 6:00Speaker 1: the path and he makes his way out of the
- 6:02Speaker 1: forest and walks all the way home. When he goes inside,
- 6:05Speaker 1: his sister is there and she's totally shocked.
- 6:07Speaker 2: To see him. She sees the state he's in.
- 6:09Speaker 1: And she's asking, you know, are you okay, what have
- 6:10Speaker 1: you been doing?
- 6:11Speaker 2: Where have you been?
- 6:12Speaker 1: We've been so worried, And that's when Richard confides in
- 6:15Speaker 1: her that he had been in the forest and he
- 6:16Speaker 1: had just attempted suicide. And so his sister is totally
- 6:19Speaker 1: devastated at this news, and she tries to comfort him
- 6:22Speaker 1: and remind him that she and the rest of the
- 6:24Speaker 1: family loves him, and please, please don't attempt suicide again.
- 6:29Speaker 1: We can get you help, we can put you in
- 6:31Speaker 1: touch with professionals, we can do anything you want, but
- 6:33Speaker 1: please don't do something you can't undo. Richard didn't make
- 6:37Speaker 1: any promises to her, but he was very touched at
- 6:39Speaker 1: how much she cared. He thanked her, he gave her
- 6:41Speaker 1: a hug, and then he went to his room and
- 6:43Speaker 1: he went to bed. The next morning, when Richard got up,
- 6:45Speaker 1: he had this sense that, you know, he had just
- 6:47Speaker 1: survived a suicide attempt, and so in many ways he
- 6:50Speaker 1: now had this new life he was living, and so
- 6:53Speaker 1: what better time to kind of forge ahead and build
- 6:56Speaker 1: a new life with the current construct and the current
- 6:58Speaker 1: limitations that he had, and stopped focusing so much on
- 7:02Speaker 1: the life that he had lost back in London, because
- 7:04Speaker 1: that life doesn't exist anymore. And so for the next
- 7:06Speaker 1: couple of years Richard did just focus on his new
- 7:09Speaker 1: life in North Wales. He was diligent about keeping up
- 7:12Speaker 1: with his medical treatments, He tried to spend time with
- 7:14Speaker 1: his family. He was doing all the right things, but
- 7:18Speaker 1: his schizophrenia only got worse. And one of the ways
- 7:21Speaker 1: it was really manifesting itself in his life was this
- 7:24Speaker 1: deep seated paranoia that his family secretly did not want
- 7:28Speaker 1: him in the house, that they looked at him as
- 7:30Speaker 1: this parasite, as he called it. And so he really
- 7:33Speaker 1: developed this awful view of himself and he fell back
- 7:35Speaker 1: into a very deep state of depression, and before long
- 7:39Speaker 1: he was suicidal again. And so in nineteen ninety nine,
- 7:42Speaker 1: which is three years after his first suicide attempt, Richard
- 7:45Speaker 1: decided he would try again. He got his handcuffs and
- 7:48Speaker 1: he left the house without talking to his family, and
- 7:50Speaker 1: he walked to that secluded forest on the edge of town.
- 7:53Speaker 1: He went down the trail he veered off. He found
- 7:56Speaker 1: a tree with some sturdy, low hanging branches, and he
- 7:58Speaker 1: cuffed himself to it and began the long wait, But
- 8:01Speaker 1: after only being there for a couple of hours, Richard
- 8:04Speaker 1: started to have those same second thoughts he had while
- 8:07Speaker 1: he was out here in his first attempt. He started
- 8:09Speaker 1: to worry about his family, and he worried about the
- 8:11Speaker 1: person who was going to find his body, and he
- 8:13Speaker 1: couldn't help but think about how painful and miserable those
- 8:16Speaker 1: four days had been when he was out there waiting
- 8:19Speaker 1: to die, And so after agonizing over what he should
- 8:22Speaker 1: do next, Richard ultimately decided that again he just couldn't
- 8:25Speaker 1: go through with it, and so he pulled the key
- 8:27Speaker 1: out of his pocket, he undid the cuff, and he
- 8:29Speaker 1: left the forest and he walked back home. After this
- 8:31Speaker 1: second suicide attempt, Richard again tried to find meaning in
- 8:35Speaker 1: having this new life, but he just couldn't shake this
- 8:38Speaker 1: growing paranoia brought on by his schizophrenia, that his family
- 8:43Speaker 1: secretly wanted him to leave the house, that he was
- 8:45Speaker 1: this parasite, and that they all hated him, he was
- 8:47Speaker 1: this terrible person, and it was just overwhelming for Richard,
- 8:51Speaker 1: and so eventually he would actually confide in his sister
- 8:54Speaker 1: that he felt this way, that he felt like he
- 8:56Speaker 1: was this leech on the family, and she would say, no, Richard,
- 9:00Speaker 1: we love you unconditionally, we want you here, do not leave.
- 9:03Speaker 2: This is your home.
- 9:04Speaker 1: But Richard just couldn't believe her. That paranoia was so strong,
- 9:08Speaker 1: he just couldn't see reality for what it was. And
- 9:11Speaker 1: so in April of two thousand and two, which was
- 9:14Speaker 1: three years after his second suicide attempt, Richard grabbed the
- 9:18Speaker 1: handcuffs and headed out for another attempt. But after securing
- 9:22Speaker 1: himself to a tree in the middle of the forest,
- 9:24Speaker 1: once again, his conscience cut through all the chaos inside
- 9:27Speaker 1: of his mind and told him don't do it, and
- 9:31Speaker 1: he listened, But this time, after freeing himself and getting
- 9:34Speaker 1: back home, he didn't feel any sense of relief or
- 9:37Speaker 1: any desire to kind of live this new life he's
- 9:40Speaker 1: been given. Instead, he longed to be back in the forest,
- 9:43Speaker 1: chained up to a tree. He confided in a sister
- 9:46Speaker 1: that he had now tried suicide three separate times and
- 9:49Speaker 1: he was just at a loss for what he should
- 9:51Speaker 1: do next. And so, of course, his sister is totally
- 9:53Speaker 1: shocked and sat in by this news, and she tells
- 9:56Speaker 1: him over and over again how much she loves him,
- 9:58Speaker 1: and please do not go back in that orst do
- 10:00Speaker 1: not hurt yourself, And in fact, his sister would go
- 10:03Speaker 1: on to tell the rest of the family about these
- 10:05Speaker 1: suicide attempts, and so before long, the whole family is
- 10:08Speaker 1: telling Richard how much they love him and that he's
- 10:11Speaker 1: not a parasite. Let us know how we can help you,
- 10:13Speaker 1: or let us connect you to someone who can.
- 10:16Speaker 2: But it was just not enough, and less than a week.
- 10:18Speaker 1: After his third failed suicide attempt, Richard grabbed his handcuffs,
- 10:22Speaker 1: he left the house and began walking towards that secluded forest.
- 10:25Speaker 2: For one final try.
- 10:27Speaker 1: That night, when Richard did not come home, the family
- 10:29Speaker 1: obviously was very concerned about this, and so they called
- 10:32Speaker 1: the police and they reported him missing, and they explained
- 10:35Speaker 1: he was suicidal and that the best place to look
- 10:37Speaker 1: for him was going to be in that forest. But
- 10:39Speaker 1: after several days of looking all over town and out
- 10:42Speaker 1: in that forest, the police could not find Richard or
- 10:45Speaker 1: any trace of him, and so unfortunately they had to
- 10:48Speaker 1: turn the search off, and so the family was crushed
- 10:51Speaker 1: and all they could do was just hope and pray
- 10:54Speaker 1: that Richard again changed his mind and came back home.
- 10:57Speaker 1: Three years later, a woman and her two dogs decide
- 11:00Speaker 1: to go out for a walk inside of that secluded
- 11:02Speaker 1: North Wales forest. At some point on their walk, they
- 11:05Speaker 1: left the path and got kind of.
- 11:07Speaker 2: Lost in the thick of the forest.
- 11:09Speaker 1: And so as she's walking around trying to get her bearings,
- 11:11Speaker 1: trying to figure out where the trail is, she winds
- 11:13Speaker 1: up going behind this one big tree and she enters
- 11:16Speaker 1: into this clearing and on the other side of the clearing,
- 11:18Speaker 1: up against this tree are the badly decomposed remains of
- 11:22Speaker 1: Richard Summer. Out of fear, she reflexibly turns and runs
- 11:25Speaker 1: with her two dogs and just keeps on running until
- 11:28Speaker 1: she actually does find the trail again. And so once
- 11:30Speaker 1: she's on the trail, she kind of makes a mental
- 11:32Speaker 1: note of where she is and then she runs out
- 11:34Speaker 1: of the forest and she contacts authorities about the body
- 11:37Speaker 1: she saw, and so the authorities they come out to
- 11:39Speaker 1: the forest and they eventually are able to find Richard's location.
- 11:42Speaker 2: And initially they believed.
- 11:44Speaker 1: They were dealing with a murder victim because they see
- 11:46Speaker 1: this body that's been handcuffed to a tree. But after
- 11:49Speaker 1: police went through Richard's pockets and found a house key
- 11:52Speaker 1: that had an address on it, they went to that address,
- 11:55Speaker 1: and it turned out it was Richard's family's house, and
- 11:57Speaker 1: after speaking with them, the police were able to confirm
- 12:00Speaker 1: that the body they had just found was in fact
- 12:03Speaker 1: Richard Sumner, the suicidal man that had gone missing three
- 12:06Speaker 1: years earlier, and so.
- 12:07Speaker 2: Almost certainly his death was a suicide.
- 12:10Speaker 1: Even though this looked like a total open and shut case,
- 12:13Speaker 1: the medical examiner still needed to officially rule on the
- 12:16Speaker 1: cause of death, and so the medical examiner went out
- 12:19Speaker 1: into the woods. He went right up to Richard and
- 12:21Speaker 1: he began looking him over, and right away he noticed
- 12:24Speaker 1: some disturbing discrepancies.
- 12:26Speaker 2: There were deep scuff.
- 12:27Speaker 1: Marks all around the branch where the handcuff had been
- 12:30Speaker 1: connected to the tree, and the other handcuff that was
- 12:32Speaker 1: connected to Richard's wrist had been jammed up over his
- 12:36Speaker 1: thumb all the way up to his knuckles. The examiner
- 12:38Speaker 1: asked the police in the area if anybody had found
- 12:41Speaker 1: the handcuff key, and they said they had. It was
- 12:43Speaker 1: laying on the ground about fifteen feet in front of
- 12:46Speaker 1: Richard Sumner, and that's when the medical examiner realized the
- 12:49Speaker 1: horrible truth about what most likely happened to Richard. In
- 12:53Speaker 1: his report, the medical examiner theorized that Richard had indeed
- 12:57Speaker 1: gone into this forest in order to commit suicide. He
- 13:00Speaker 1: had walked over two hundred yards into this forest, way
- 13:04Speaker 1: off the beaten path, into the deepest, thickest part where
- 13:07Speaker 1: no people went, and he most likely went there because
- 13:10Speaker 1: he specifically didn't want anyone to happen upon him.
- 13:13Speaker 2: He wanted privacy.
- 13:14Speaker 1: And then, after handcuffing himself to that branch of that tree,
- 13:18Speaker 1: he did something that he did not do in his
- 13:20Speaker 1: previous three suicide attempts. He pulled the handcuff key out
- 13:23Speaker 1: of his pocket, and then he threw it in front
- 13:26Speaker 1: of him so far that he could not get it
- 13:28Speaker 1: back again. And then, tragically, Richard came to the same
- 13:32Speaker 1: conclusion that he had come to in his previous three attempts.
- 13:35Speaker 1: He realized he did not actually want to die. He
- 13:38Speaker 1: couldn't get to the key, and when he yelled out
- 13:40Speaker 1: for help, he was so far away from society no
- 13:43Speaker 1: one could hear his voice. And so for the next
- 13:45Speaker 1: several agonizing days, Richard yanked and tugged and pulled on
- 13:50Speaker 1: that handcuff until finally he painfully got the cuff.
- 13:53Speaker 2: To slip up over his thumb.
- 13:55Speaker 1: All the way up to his knuckle, but he just
- 13:56Speaker 1: couldn't get it to go over his knuckle, and he
- 13:59Speaker 1: didn't have another to cut the branch down, or to
- 14:01Speaker 1: even cut his own hand off, and so he used
- 14:04Speaker 1: the cuff that was actually on the branch and began
- 14:06Speaker 1: twisting it back and forth to maybe hopefully saw through
- 14:09Speaker 1: the branch, but there just wasn't enough friction inside that cuff,
- 14:12Speaker 1: and so it made.
- 14:13Speaker 2: Almost no progress.
- 14:14Speaker 1: Also, Richard probably tried to pull and yank on the
- 14:17Speaker 1: branch itself to try to break it to free himself that.
- 14:20Speaker 2: Way, but without a tool, there was no way he
- 14:23Speaker 2: could have broken this branch. It was just too sturdy.
- 14:25Speaker 1: And so, after what must have been several horrifying days,
- 14:29Speaker 1: Richard ultimately died of a heart attack out of fear
- 14:32Speaker 1: of the situation he had put himself in, or he
- 14:35Speaker 1: died from starvation. As a result of his findings, the
- 14:38Speaker 1: medical examiner was not able to label.
- 14:41Speaker 2: Richard Sumner's death a suicide.
- 14:43Speaker 1: He basically had to call it an accident.
- 14:45Speaker 2: So that's going to do it, guys.
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