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192. Denial’s Cozy Prison—Why It’s Keeping You Stuck After Divorce · Dear Divorce Diary: A Fresh Approach To Healing Grief & Building A Life Of Confidence After Divorce

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  Speaker 1: It is the day after Christmas and love you made it.
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  Speaker 1: There is only one holiday left in the year and it is New Year's.
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  Speaker 1: And let's be honest, the thing that is going to make the greatest difference between your 2024 and 2025 is how self-aware you are and how honest you are able to be with yourself.
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  Speaker 1: Let's dig into this episode, which is a re-release, but it is a key that you need to be so successful for this coming year.
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  Speaker 1: Let's do it.
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  Speaker 1: Hi love, welcome to Dear Divorce Diary, the podcast helping divorcees go beyond talk therapy to process your grief, find the healing you crave and build back your confidence.
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  Speaker 1: I'm your host, dawn Wiggins, a therapist, coach, integrative healer and divorcee.
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  Speaker 1: Join me for a fresh approach to healing grief and building your confidence after divorce.
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  Speaker 1: Hi love, today we are talking about denial, because there is a correlation between self-honesty and success and unless you're willing to take a look at where you may be in denial, you are never going to have actual control over your life.
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  Speaker 1: In today's episode, we're going to talk about the pros and cons of denial, how to recognize if you're in denial and what to do about it.
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  Speaker 1: Once you figure it out, we're all there a little bit right.
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  Speaker 1: So, again, there's a correlation between self-honesty and success.
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  Speaker 1: And so I know there's this big, beautiful life that you envision for yourself, that you want to manifest, and that's just not really available if you're in boatloads of denial.
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  Speaker 1: So let's dig in.
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  Speaker 1: So there's definitely a benefit to being in denial, right?
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  Speaker 1: What's that thing?
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  Speaker 1: They say that ignorance is bliss, and that's true.
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  Speaker 1: I think there are moments in life where it's a very useful tool in order to not have to feel so much and not order to have to tackle so much at once.
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  Speaker 1: But there's this reality that when you're in denial, it's not sustainable, because eventually you're going to repeat the mistakes of sustainable, because eventually you're going to repeat the mistakes of the past.
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  Speaker 1: They're going to start playing out over and over again and it's always going to feel like things are happening to you.
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  Speaker 1: And so if you want to take charge of your life and you want to start intentionally manifesting, you can't be functioning in boatloads of denial because eventually it's going to bite you in the arse.
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  Speaker 1: So what are some of the hallmarks of denial?
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  Speaker 1: How do you know if you're in denial or not?
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  Speaker 1: And I especially think it's hard to know, because when you're coming out of a marriage, first of all, you're getting feedback from so many people.
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  Speaker 1: People are giving you unsolicited advice, they're telling you how you should or shouldn't do it.
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  Speaker 1: Your ex had lots of opinions and maybe you've lost track of what's true for you anymore, and so I think it can be hard to tell if you're in denial, and I think a lot of times denial is we like it right.
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  Speaker 1: It's this cozy blanket we wrap ourselves in when we're feeling overwhelmed, and this is certainly a season of overwhelm.
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  Speaker 1: So I recommend using the cozy blanket sparingly, but taking it off intentionally, you know, to strategically build the life of your dreams.
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  Speaker 1: So some ways that you can kind of this is like a short checklist.
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  Speaker 1: So take a deep breath and just check in with yourself.
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  Speaker 1: Do you feel like things are often happening to you that you kind of get blindsided by stuff like and then another thing happened, and another thing happened, and I just don't understand where's all this coming from?
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  Speaker 1: When it rains, it pours, do you feel helpless or like a victim of circumstance?
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  Speaker 1: That is a hallmark of denial.
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  Speaker 1: Do you ever find yourself blaming other people for your current circumstances?
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  Speaker 1: And then, because he did this, then I had to do that, because she did this, that was why I ended up doing that right.
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  Speaker 1: So anywhere you're using blame language, that's a hallmark of denial Consistently manifesting the opposite of what you say you want.
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  Speaker 1: That's a big one, right?
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  Speaker 1: I think that manifestation has become such kind of a popular trending tool for healing and recovery, and so if there are things that you're wanting to manifest, but you find that you're often getting the opposite results, or you're struggling to feel successful in your manifestation efforts, that's a sign that there's some denial going on.
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  Speaker 1: And here's a big one, and maybe the one that hurts the most Do you break commitments with yourself Right In one feeling state, do you feel massively motivated and you make a commitment with yourself to do with, maybe, booking an appointment, going to the gym, what you're eating, what you're thinking or how you're speaking, beliefs about yourself, affirmations.
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  Speaker 1: Do you make commitments with yourself when you're in one feeling state and then, when you're in a different feeling state, do you find yourself breaking those commitments, not following through with the things you told yourself you were going to do?
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  Speaker 1: That is a good sign of denial.
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  Speaker 1: And so here's this checklist, right where you can check in with yourself about how honest or transparent you're able to.
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  Speaker 1: Transparently, you're able to see your true self.
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  Speaker 1: If some of these resonated with you, that you feel like things are happening to you that you sometimes blame, find yourself using blame language when you're talking with people, that you're manifesting the opposite of what you say you want, and that you break commitments with yourself.
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  Speaker 1: Now it's time to sit down and say, like, what's underneath all of that?
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  Speaker 1: In what ways am I not able to actually see myself clearly?
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  Speaker 1: And what's at the root of denial is often it's a sign that there's something we don't want to take responsibility for.
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  Speaker 1: There's some level of commitment or accountability that we're avoiding, that feels too heavy, too hot, too much, too overwhelming, too out of reach Right.
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  Speaker 1: Too hot, too much, too overwhelming, too out of reach, right.
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  Speaker 1: There's something that feels too hard to take responsibility for.
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  Speaker 1: But it's not true.
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  Speaker 1: It may be a lot, it may be hard, but that doesn't mean it's not worth it and it doesn't mean that you can't.
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  Speaker 1: Oftentimes, when we end up breaking through denial, it's not through some means we chose.
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  Speaker 1: Oftentimes, it's where the universe somehow, like hit us upside the head with the truth and we're like, ah crap, right.
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  Speaker 1: It's hard to get the courage to choose to move out of denial on your own, and it is definitely more painful or uncomfortable in those early moments where you're struggling or wrestling with God to accept certain things about yourself.
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  Speaker 1: There's a lot of shame that comes up, so much shame when we really look at ourselves.
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  Speaker 1: Clearly, I could tell you story after story after story about places where, gosh, when I got honest with myself, I was like, ooh, that's not a hot look.
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  Speaker 1: But each time I choose to do it, I like unlock a new level of power inside of myself.
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  Speaker 1: I unlock a new, intentionally manifested goal.
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  Speaker 1: I gain access to something that I say I wanted and it becomes mine, and that is through looking at myself honestly and tackling the things.
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  Speaker 1: It's definitely not comfortable, but the more you do it, the easier it gets.
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  Speaker 1: In today's episode we talked about the pros and cons of breaking through denial, understanding what the risks and the consequences are if you don't, and went through a checklist of how you can identify whether or not you or how much you are actually in denial.
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  Speaker 1: I love you so much.
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  Speaker 1: Peace, dear Divorce.
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