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Episode #165: Synchronicities: Whispers from the Universe in Our Spiritual Playground · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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Welcome to tea time with Amy and Bev. But today my special guest is
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Crystal because she is Crystal clear. She said, you're so funny. I
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was like, we have a special guest today, Surprise Chris Beverly Crystal.
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Apparently I'm not as clear as I thought I was. Oh, okay.
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And then you're wearing blue and that blue is like what crystal clear water might
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look like. I don't know anyway, just getting correlations going on here.
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We'll make it work. And then actually, your color of shirt makes a
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lot of your background stand out. Its interesting. Yeah, it's a little
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dress, so even better. What's going on in your world? Sister?
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Just enjoying life? Yesterday I got to stay I mean I've been able to
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stay home Sunday, Monday, and then I'll stay home today. And my
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grandkids and one of my daughters came out yesterday and we had a bless nice
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and I'm you know, we've had conversations about me wanting to be more beneficial
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for them and help them on their journey and do all this stuff. And
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it's I've come to realization and I realized this last at least last week,
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that I recognize that I'm not in that space anymore, that same space that
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I was before I used to worry about these things and which was just yesterday,
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right really, because it hasn't been that long ago. But I'm acknowledging
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in that and seeing it. And it's like they got to have their journey,
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and it is anybody that tries to put themselves in that position or just
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ends up in that position out of habit. You don't even realize that you're
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there. But it's such a struggle we have. Absolutely We've talked about this
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so many times that we have no control. And who am I to say
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just because I see things a certain way, that this is the way it's
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supposed to be. So it gets a little bit confusing right when we start.
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That's where the duality comes into play, because we know that there are
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certain things that the way that we think they should be, what's right and
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what's wrong, and we're pursuing a lot of those things and moving forward in
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a lot of that way. So if I'm moving forward, I'm seeing something
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that's wrong and I'm trying to fix something that doesn't need to be fixed.
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Because each person has their experience, Because if I didn't have my experience that
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I wouldn't even be this person that I am right now sitting in front of
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you. And if you listen to the sum speakers, We've chosen a lot
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of things that have been in our experiences to see how we grow from that,
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to see how we respond to that, to see how we can expand
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for that from that, or how we can close ourselves off completely. So
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because it's a choice, so we get to be here on that choice.
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So that's a lot of the stuff that I'm acknowledging. And it's something else
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that hits me a couple of nights ago. It was you know, we
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all a lot of us are asking am I on the right path? You
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know, we want to talk to a psychic, you want to do this
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stuff, and am I on the right path? Well, if you think
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that keeps you off the path path, if you always know that you're on
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the right path, or you wouldn't be on where you're at right now.
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It's and I feel like I have been doing that for so long because I
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would start questioning it long on the right path? Well, yes, I'm
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on the right path. If I'm constantly questioning everything like that, that means
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that I'm not fully enjoying myself because I constantly think that I'm supposed to be
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somebody somewhere else. I'm supposed to be somebody else, I'm supposed to have
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something else when everything is right here and right now. So there's been a
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lot of you ask me what's going on? This is a lot, This
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is a lot. And then even still recognizing that, I get up and
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I didn't meditate the night before, a lot or a couple of nights ago,
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and I wake up the next day, I'm anxious. I'm not even
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noticing why, right, I'm not even paying attention to why I don't because
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I'm in this other frame of mind. I feel like I'm kind of stuck.
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I don't feel motivated. I'm not picking up messages, you know,
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I'm not all the little simple things. And it's like, oh, well,
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you did meditate. I just didn't give myself that chance, that the
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time for the break to relax, to reset, even though I had slept.
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But then I started doing things the next morning, not even you know,
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old patterns, just automatic doing, instead of taking the time to notice
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and setting up my day and acknowledging how beautiful the day is. That I
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just woke up into. So there's just a lot of things go No,
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how is your life? It's like and you're on you're up, so how
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are you doing. I'm just gonna say, I'm kind of mesmerized by your
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eyes because that shirt is making your eyes pop. Just telling you that's a
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good color for you. Awesome. So from now on, I'm gonna have
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to I'm gonna be online all day long. I finding this color so um
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yeah. So talking about being worried about being influence on your grandkids and all
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that, the best thing really we can do is just do our own inner
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work, live our life, be the example. We can plant the seeds
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here and there through the words that we speak. But to be in that
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space of the worry, because you're you're expressing some worry around that topic,
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that's like all future based. And it's also the message of that they're not
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going to be able to handle their life on their own one percent, and
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I need to fix that. I need to make sure. So now not
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only is it like worry and fixing, but it's also control. So we're
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stepping into control, and that is how easy it is to get wrapped up
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in those behaviors. I mean, it's been a part of our lives,
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our higher life, and it's we just automatically start thinking and doing in ways
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that we don't because it's so habitual that we're not consciously aware of it.
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Now, the more you become aware of it, the more you're aware of
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it quicker. And that's kind of where we're at BEV. Yeah, she
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sat in it for a while for a while, but it hasn't been years.
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Right, in the past, it would be years, So maybe it
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was months, and that's okay because now she's even more aware of it.
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Now it might end up just being four weeks and then days and then hours,
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and like it's each time it happens, we're always going to be having
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that opportunity to practice. As long as we're in this physical body. We
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will be practicing until we take our last breath, and we'll have more opportunity
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in the next lifetime. So but the more we practice and the more we're
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aware, the more we can we can have that acknowledgement that, oh,
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still showing up. I got to make some adjustments. Then we practice and
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then we're aware and ope still showing up a little bit. Right, It's
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just a continuous process and the person the way BEV showing up today, the
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way I'm showing up today isn't even the way we showed up a week ago
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or six months ago. I mean, you go back and watch our first
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videos that three years ago, and it will be different than we are today.
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So it's just a continuous evolution. It's continuous change. And I'm just
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embracing that within myself because I had a whole total control thing the other day
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because I had it in my head that my husband didn't know how to cook,
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just saying, and I needed to put my two cents in and it
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didn't turn out the way he wanted it, and he's like, that's why
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I don't do it like that. I said. I didn't get upset,
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I didn't get offended. And during the process, I'm like doing my int
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I'm like, wow, you're you're kind of being a control freak here,
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and this interesting, right. I was acknowledging it as I was going through
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this process. And then I also let him know he had a responsibility in
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it where he could have very easily said and I said this outline, I
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said, you could have very easily said I don't want to use that.
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I don't want to do it that way. And that was that, And
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I was very calm, just like I am, but it was like,
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I recognize my responsibility in it, and I acknowledged that with him myself and
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also letting him know he had a responsibility in that conversation as well. So,
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and I know communication is a struggle in his family line, and I'm
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an introvert by nature, working you know continuously. Again one of those things
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I'm working on and being an extrovert and using my voice, but I still
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have that introverted part of me where I still have to work on communication as
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well. So it was just a great lesson. It was it was brief.
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I recognized what was happening, and you know what, he's an adult
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and he's cooked before, and I'm sure he could have managed on his own
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without me button in and it probably would have turned out a little better than
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what it did. So we were still able to eat it just saying it
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wasn't bad, but it wasn't the way he wanted it, So gotcha the
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one way to show up. And then my first thing in my mind said
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was it's with love, really, it's with love to show up. It's
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just not judging anybody. I'm still in that space of love because if I'm
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anybody that this is something I've been working through. If I'm judging anybody,
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I'm judging myself because everybody is an aspect of myself. So it's recognizing,
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oh, look how look how I'm showing up today. I heard it from
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someone else not that long ago, but it's like, look at me,
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look at me show up today. Look at me the person that might slam
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the brakes on in front of you or something like, oh, look at
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how I just showed up for myself, instead of so being neutral of it
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and being like, okay, maybe I'm just not having a great day,
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you know, in that person in front of me. But it's recognizing that
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it's all an aspect of only really it's the only facet. And the interesting
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thing is I didn't look at it as a way of them. You know,
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growing up, they have their own compass, they have their own intuition.
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They do, and if I'm learning and trusting my own intuition, then
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I can guarantee my kids and my grandkids are all learning that as well.
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It's that it doesn't escape us because I'm at I'm at the top of that
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as far as I was here before them in this physical as far as this
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time frame. So I've got a little bit of that knowledge within me,
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and it's up to me. I've always wanted my kids to be able to
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manage to survive without me. Honestly, I want them to. So I
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don't rely upon myself to come fix everything for them, but I want to
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instill within them that love is the only way. So I just do I
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just do them beat myself, you know, I just do different things.
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And I showed I contacted my daughter to ear day because it wasn't a good
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day to bring out my grandson because they had just had their dog fixed,
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and I didn't really, you know, it wasn't ideal for them to leave
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because I'm twenty five, you know, twenty five miles out of town,
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so it's like I had forty five to come out to the house, so
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that you leave in critters behind. And it's like, well, why don't
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we just go to the water pad park, you know what I mean,
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go play there. And we did, and the kids have had a blast,
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and I watched them as they had their reactions to each other and there
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and something maybe a little bit of a temper tantrum here or something like that.
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But they adjusted self adjusted. And if I feel like I have to
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constantly entertain them, which is freaking exhausting, I can tell you to make
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them happy for the extra spot. So I just let them have their space.
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And then I talked to him after they've had their experience, if it's
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worth having a conversation about. But it is. It's all about love something.
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I don't know if we talked about this, but it was something.
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And if I did just tell me, but that I was. I was
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told to say over and over and over again, I love all of me.
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That was my conversation. Had I had that conversation with you, I
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love all of me. And then I come into my office right because I'm
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right. I get it while I'm playing a game or something like that,
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and it comes into me and I'm like, oh, okay, so I
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wrote down. I wrote it down. I'm coming here. I'm gonna start
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writing down what's in my mind because I like to put some of this these
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days, I'm journaling, So I start writing it down on a piece of
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paper. I love all of me, And every time I would write all
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the A just didn't look like everything else was like flowy and beautiful in the
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AI erase it like three times, and I realized I had a struggle with
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loving all of me. It wasn't a matter of I couldn't write the A
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right, it just didn't look rights because I had to struggle within myself.
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So then I started asking questions, where would this block be? Why would
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I feel that I don't love all of me? Because if I'm an aspect
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of God and God's in every cell of my body, how can I sit
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here and say that I don't love all of me when I'm from what I'm
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God, When I'm an aspect of God, how could I not love myself?
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So going through that whole process, like there's so many different little layers
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going on, And if I would have written down, I guess half the
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stuff, I would probably have a better idea of helping other people. But
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this is my journey and this is my experience, so I don't know what
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anyone else's journey. It's the same for them. I keep telling my clients
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that people that I come in contact with, it's whatever your intuition grabs,
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how it grabs you and pulls you in a direct directions. These are the
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things that I do because these are the things that got my attention in the
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levels, in the layers, in the sequence. However, it happened just
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for myself, for this, for the p that I've chosen. So I'm
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just going along on this journey. And like I said, I'm realizing I'm
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I'm on the right path. I've never not been on the right path.
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Even when I didn't feel like it was the right path, it was the
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best path. And I was on the right path. And if we only
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spend so much time second guessing ourselves, we keep ourselves stuck in stagnants,
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we don't get we suppress ourselves. And that's one of the ways that we
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do it. As you're talking, what I what I was seeing in my
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vision was us being as adults that this is our playground and the and the
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fun of it is is that people are the people that come into our lives
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for those what we would consider synchronicities or coincidences, but it's the energy of
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what they're doing and then energy of what I'm doing, and that brings us
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together, and the energy of what you're doing, and that brings you together
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with these other people out of these conversations and experiences, and um, I'll
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use an example of what I did a social post last week. Now,
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I was at the gym so early in the morning and tip I wanted to
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work on my abs. And it's a it's a thing that you stand on
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and then you fold over and it works your back and your abs right,
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and you've got to lift yourself up from your waist up is the movement.
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Your legs are kind of locked in secure And so I wanted to use X
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that was going to be my ab date and somebody was using it. I'm
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like, okay, well what am I going to do? So I decided
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to go over and lay do a lay on a bench where it works your
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lower abs where you you hook your feet in these things you put weights on
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it and then you pull your legs in and so that helps with your your
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abs right. So I was like, right, I'm gonna use this.
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I haven't used this thing in a while, like it's been a while since
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I've used it. So that was first thing I wanted to use. One
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machine it was being used, so I went use something else which I don't
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use very often. So I lay down on it do my reps. When
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I set up, typically I faced the front of the building, but today
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something said no, turned the other direction, So I turned the other direction.
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Something caught my eye on the floor and the machine next to me,
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the leg right, there's the legs and then there's a bar that goes between
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the legs, and just under that, barely showing was a dime and a
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penny. I haven't found dimes in a while. And then I was like,
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WHOA, isn't this interesting How I was guided to find these two coins.
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So of course I got to make it a teaching moment, and I
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posted on social along with a thing at talks about finding dimes similar to finding
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pennies. So then then the numerology of the years that were on the coins,
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and then you know ten plus one is eleven. So that's that has
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to do with manifest Like I went into this whole thing on this social post.
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Now this is where like the secret synchronicity or coincidences. My mom posted
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on there in a comment that she found a dime the day before that,
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and she goes, I didn't know this whole thing about dimes, and she's
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referring to the post that I had put on there about finding dimes. So
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isn't that interest? Like it's just this playground of us being guided to do
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things that we hardly ever do or don't you know me never do, but
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we're guided to do it anyway, and then we come into this alignment with
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others and it's just it's just so fun when things happen like that that you
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know, we have these stories to share because then people other people recognize I
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have a story to share too, because then I will tell you. Last
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night, I'm in brushing my teeth in the bathroom and brushing my teeth,
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brushing my teeth, and something tells me to turn around and walk over towards
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Freeman's Mere, which I okay, I just walked that way and I looked
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down and there's a pill on the floor. So I picked up the pill
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and I went over and finished brushing my teeth and took it out to him
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and he says, well, I was wondering why my back wasn't feeling any
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better, And he says, thank god you found that, do you know
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what I mean? So it was just another thing that I wasn't even planning
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on. But it's I didn't question it before I want to questioned, Well,
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that was weird. Yeah, I knew that I was being directed over
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that way. And that's what's awesome because you're saying that, and that's it
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is awesome because it's just like that, and it's how how could I say
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it? It was just and it was just. It wasn't like I heard
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someone say, hey, turn around a walk over there. I just had
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this strong desire within myself to turn around and go walk over there, which
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is weird because I'm standing in front of my vanity brushing my teeth in front
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of my mirrors. Weird, But it was it had a message for it,
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just like Spirit guides me. I'll be looking for something specific to listen
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to and on forum YouTube, because that's what I listened to all the time.
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I let I asked spirit to inspire me or whatever space I'm in,
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bring me something, so I'll start listening to something. I started listening to
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something last week and then it was talking about ego and it was talking about
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Ego list and he had done the Alex for our next Level. Soul had
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done an interview with Vishna. I think it's Vishna, the creator of mind
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valley vision, vision, vision or vision. Yeah, it's not like that,
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that's what it sounds like. He was saying. Okay, the sound
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he was saying vision, but I thought it was visionary or something like that
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before. But anyways, so anyways, he was talking and he was saying,
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like, how do you how did you manage? Because the guy says,
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I started out, did I ever talk to talk about this last week?
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Okay, how my mind is like? But I watched it too,
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and I was like, it's so cool. It is so cool and the
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thing to think about. So he's talking about the story and how he's growing
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up and I think he was around the age of fourteen books and he finds
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the Silver method, and so the Silver method, from what I understand what
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he was saying, is like a practice of maybe three or five minutes a
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day. You do it three times a day, of visualization of what you
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want to achieve. When you think about it, you're putting more effort in
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your appearance if you're doing it for your appearance, or you're just putting more
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effort instead of the opposite. With a lot of our mind talk could be
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beating us down. So now you're you're devoting time to yourself for whatever you're
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trying to create. So anyways, he goes through this and him as a
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kid vision had all these you know, breakouts on the skin and stuff.
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Nice. I guess he deal at different likes for or four years, have
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been being picked on relentlessly, called all kinds of names. He finds this
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book and he starts practicing, and within a short amount of time he's healed
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the skin. The doctors couldn't heal it. The doctors couldn't do anything.
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So I think I don't remember how old he was. He was young,
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and he had started his website, started mind Valley, and then he had
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bought the rights to the Silver Method. And so he says, I went
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from making four thousand dollars a month, so now the company makes ten million
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dollars a month. And every time I say that that story is like it
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gives me goose bumps because it's just like that. He didn't have a plan
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when he started up. He didn't see like, this is how I'm gonna
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get from point A to point Z through each one of these steps and through
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his processes, he still had things that were problems. So Alex is asking
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him how did you keep your ego? How did you keep your ego out?
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And he says, I'm going to quote I think they need to be
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ego lists, but he says ego helps to guide us. And he talked
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about Jesus having if you didn't have an ego, you wouldn't do some of
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the things that he had done. Nothing wrong of it and wrong with it.
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And then we put that stuff like ooh, got put us in the
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closet. We can't have the ego out here. And I'm driving down the
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road synchronicities, right, You're just talking about synchronicities driving down the road,
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and he's talking about ego and ego lists and how it's important. I have
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never seen an eighteen wheeler pull on the trailer that said ego on it.
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I happen to look up at this trailer big it's in a big area ego,
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and just above it it says super And I thought, holy crap,
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Spirit freaking knows how to play this stuff out so well. I have full
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body of goose publems right now, but it blows. That's the fun stuff.
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This is what we came here for. It's not to get wrapped up
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in all the other stuff. It's not to get wrapped up and think I've
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got to raise my kids a certain way because I didn't do it right the
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first time. I've got to raise my grandkids a certain way because I couldn't
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do it right. No, what the hell do I want? What do
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I want? I love to be around my kids, my grandkids. Do
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I want to do that all the time. No, there's other things that
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I like to do. There's other passions that I have, And that's okay.
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And that took me like it makes you want to cry because it's it's
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okay that I don't feel like I have to take care of everything else and
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that's hard. That had been that felt hard initially, but it doesn't feel
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that way. It's just an acknowledgment that's like my soul's like, finally you're
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realizing this whole people pleaser thing you thought you had moved beyond again, right,
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it's just coming up into your experienced for another opportunity for us to grow
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from it. Thank you. I've heard other people that have things that trigger
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them. Let's use the grandkids. If I'm being triggered like that each time
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that you dive right back into it to be triggered again so that you can
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have awareness and then look at yourself and see where that's coming from. And
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I will probably tell you, not probably tell you now that I'm having this
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conversation with you, I will guarantee you it's coming from mean, not being
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seen, not being offerred, not being whatever. When I was a kid,
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not being played with, not being loved and nurtured. Not saying that
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I wasn't loved and nurtured to the best of someone's ability, I'm not saying
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that at all. But you know, we see parents all the time.
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They go to extremes of the opposite of whatever the parent did, extremes if
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their dad was manipulate and controlling. They let their kid do whatever they want
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to do because they don't want to control anything. We just we do that,
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and that's been the nature of a to be that way, and it's
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recognizing it's just it's so much more peaceful if we can just go into that
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quiet space and I can send them love and I can focus on that energy,
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and then I'm doing so much more than I can possibly do with worrying,
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because what is worrying and doing, it's creating things that I don't want
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to create. If you're worrying about your grandkids, and you're worried about your
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kids and your husband and your spouse and your parents and your kids, Like,
24:56
if you're worried about everything, you're constantly putting out to the universe,
25:00
this is what you want in your experience, not even knowing that that you're
25:04
saying, Hey, this is what I want me over here. Please send
25:08
me some more of this because you don't because it doesn't feel good. But
25:11
you don't know until you start paying attention. Yeah, I heard a teacher,
25:15
one of my teachers, said, worry is praying for something that you
25:22
don't want to happen. I was like, oh, I don't. Yeah,
25:30
it's like sitting at It's like sitting at the restaurant ordering every single thing
25:33
you know you do not like and having it to your table. It was
25:37
like, why is this here? I didn't ask for this, Your energy,
25:41
did your thoughts did? No? Thank you? You can go ahead
25:48
and take the spinach back. But I like spinach now. But yeah,
25:51
that's what I say. I'm sure I could come up with something. Peas.
25:55
I don't like peas, I love peas. I used to take that.
26:00
That's another thing, you know, as to grow, we change broccoli
26:04
rab broccoli. I would never eat rob block broccoli. I eat it every
26:07
single day right now, and that's only changed in the last month or two.
26:11
Yeah, I was not If I had broccoli, it had to be
26:14
cooked, and now I eat it like every day. Nice. Yeah,
26:18
it's awesome, always changing, always growing, always expanding. That that's interesting
26:27
because you know, when you talk to people you haven't talk to in a
26:30
while, they're they're holding that experience or those memories of how you were at
26:37
that time when you were associating with them on a regular basis, and then
26:41
time, you know, goes by, and if we're growing and learning and
26:45
expanding and changing and evolving and doing all these things, and then what I
26:52
find is, oh, how because I can sense that they're still living based
27:00
on their habits and programming and everything that they have, and not much has
27:07
changed. I feel like I don't even feel drawn to them anymore, even
27:11
family members, like I don't feel drawn to I don't feel connected. Let's
27:17
put it that way. There's not a connection and it's just a surfacing conversation
27:22
and then that's that, and it's like it's awkward to me. So so,
27:30
um, yeah, it's just interesting. But living by the way,
27:37
by the way of just being an example, I'm I'm embracing that more and
27:42
more is I'm just gonna be me and and um, it's not my job
27:49
to fix people. It's not my job to step in and try to control
27:53
situations, not my job to try to to um to the waters, keep
28:00
the waters calm. I just because if I'm really if I'm living in us
28:06
from a space of love more often, I just said a few minutes ago,
28:11
I still dip into old behaviors and stuff. But if I'm living more
28:15
from a space of love, then that means there's more calmness within me.
28:21
There's more peace within me, there's more contentment within me. And it takes
28:27
quite a bit to get me riled up about anything like just like, oh
28:34
that happened, Okay, so now what are we gonna do about that?
28:38
Right? So, And that's the space I'm holding where my husband, on
28:42
the other hand, he lets everything bother him. He's you know, he's
28:47
got his mind racing. He's he's got to have external things happening so that
28:53
he can take his mind off stuff. And and and I just you know,
29:00
I can just go within and be with my breath and and be in
29:03
a quiet space, and and it's just it's a great indicator when you're around
29:11
people like that, like my husband, that it's just a great indicator of
29:17
how far I've come and where I'm at how while I'm doing It's no different
29:22
thing going to the gym. I you know, I mentioned earlier like I'm
29:26
doing really good at the gym, um, but when I first started with
29:32
modified push ups, I could barely do five. It was a struggle.
29:37
But now over time, this is um for for continuous since December, over
29:45
this amount of time, you know, I did twenty consecutive modified pushups,
29:52
Like so that's my indicator, that's my my how I can keep track of
30:00
how while I'm doing there's a there's a bench press machine that I you sit
30:08
down and you're upright and you push out. I'm still on the lowest weight
30:14
ten pounds. But when I first started that one, doing fifteen reps was
30:19
like a huge struggle. And then and last the end of last week,
30:27
I did I did forty five consecutive. I'm like, look at me,
30:33
go right, So it's that celebration of you know, you know, how
30:40
you were. You know how you're doing. You have something to compare yourself
30:44
to. Don't compare yourself to other people, but compare yourself to who you
30:48
were, your old behaviors and how you used to show up, how you
30:52
used to get triggered. And when you're in s space where it's not that
30:59
dramatic anymore or traumatic anymore, then celebrate that within yourself. Do something for
31:06
yourself to just acknowledge how well you are doing, because that is so vitally
31:11
important for your growth, is to celebrate. I agree. So the next
31:19
time my husband decides to quick dinner and I keep my happy mouth shut and
31:22
mind my own business and let him do his own thing, I'm going to
31:26
celebrate that. I'd be like, whoa, look at me go and allow.
31:33
Right, we've talked about that before, kind of along those lines.
31:37
When we do that kind of stuff, we allow someone else to be strong,
31:41
We allow them to step into that place and learn how to grow more,
31:45
because that's that's an opportunity for him and for you. It was an
31:48
opportunity all the way around, and just to see how how things would turn
31:52
out, because it's kind of a big deal. I understand that it's a
31:55
lot of I haven't cooked for a couple of years. Really, I really
31:57
haven't dinners, breakfast. Everything's always prepared for me. I'm lucky and I
32:04
appreciate it, I really do. But I can tell you right now,
32:07
for me to turn around and go cook when I used to cook all the
32:08
time, I'm not even sure if Freeman would like because it's you know,
32:14
it's a lot of vegetables and a lot of other stuff that wasn't stuff that
32:16
he would have been drawn too. So I don't know how his response would
32:20
have been to any stuff that I haven't cooked. So I mean, I
32:23
don't know. And so just even thinking about doing that is a little bit
32:28
I could feel a little bit of anxiety, like because you know, you
32:30
have you want to make sure that your loved ones exactly you know, you
32:36
want them to be thrilled by it, and it's great, and you have
32:38
such expectation when you're doing that, and I learned not to have expectations,
32:43
but still I still go down that path sometimes, And that would be one
32:45
of those things that would definitely that an opportunity for triggers for sure for me
32:51
one hundred percent, and then being okay, with. It doesn't matter if
32:55
someone else likes it or doesn't like it. Like last night I made some
32:59
I I made asparagus together with some broccoli, and the way I seasoned it,
33:02
it was so delicious, like I could eat it all day long.
33:07
But it was delicious, and he doesn't eat that stuff, so I just
33:08
got to eat it by myself. But hey, you got it all.
33:12
I did it. But it's just to appreciate that stuff anyways when you're making
33:15
it. I've had other people, gentlemen that are in relationship as clients,
33:21
tell me, if my wife's not in a good mood, I don't want
33:23
to make a dinner because then it doesn't taste so good. But when she's
33:27
in a great mood, it tastes amazing. And he says, that's what
33:30
I've learned. I learned that with with a relationship. I learned that if
33:35
they're not having it, they're not filling it, they haven't had a good
33:37
day, they're tired, whatever is going on. If they're not moved for
33:40
it, don't have them cooked because it's just not going to turn out.
33:44
It just doesn't turn out good, right because we're not in that space of
33:45
awareness. Because sometimes we'll keep going and going and going until we collapse.
33:52
Because that's how I was until I would drop and then I just couldn't do
33:54
anymore. That's it. I couldn't do anything. How often? I'm just
34:01
curious, because I know I think about it, how often prior to meeting
34:07
or having somebody fixing your meals every day? How often before that where you're
34:14
like, man, it'd be nice somebody cook my meals for me. Man,
34:16
it'd be nice if somebody could prepare these meals and I wouldn't have to
34:20
cook anymore. You know, I don't even know. I don't I don't
34:22
know if I even had those kind of thoughts because I would cook a lot.
34:25
Jim would cook on the times that I wouldn't cook. But when the
34:28
kid when the grandkids were over, I automatically felt like you, no matter
34:31
when the kids were over or anything like that, they had their babies,
34:34
I felt like I had to cook. So no matter what, I had
34:37
to put this pressure on myself every single time that I had to go in
34:39
and cook because those babies need to eat. Yeah. So it's like I
34:45
would see the time to getting there and I'd be in there scrambling whatever I
34:47
could put together. So it's like it's that I I don't know if I
34:52
had an I don't know if I had a physical asking. But it's like
34:57
we've heard Abraham when Esther hit channels. Abraham were always shooting a rockets of
35:01
desire. So even amidst things that we're not, I mean, if you
35:06
think about I'm on the opposite side of a lot of things as far as
35:09
routines and habits and everything go. And you know, it's interesting because I've
35:14
had things come up and I loved him very much, I really do,
35:16
and I still love him. I will always love him. I will always
35:20
love him. I have a bigger capacity to love him now than I did
35:23
before because I love myself and I did not love myself before. But it's
35:30
you know, going through that whole process him and stuff like that. I've
35:34
had things recently and I almost feel like that he's reminded me of some of
35:39
the shortcomings that I felt in the relationship, or how things weren't going smooth,
35:45
or how it was such a struggle. Because it's so easy after someone
35:49
transitions in my space, I could see all the good things that they did,
35:52
and I'm not saying that he wasn't a good person. He was an
35:55
excellent person. But I also know that during all that we were growing me
36:02
that I didn't know about, but that would would hope totally have responses to
36:07
a lot of the behaviors that he was having because he was growing. So
36:12
it's like we were doing the best that we could. But as just remembering,
36:15
like I said, I feel like he's flashed images inside of my mind
36:19
to remind me of those times so that I'm not losing myself completely in him
36:23
and losing myself completely and thinking that I was the worst thing on the planet,
36:30
because for a while there I thought, man I was I was such
36:32
an ugly person. How could he have loved me so much? And I
36:37
would sit and beat myself up about things. But it's like we were both
36:39
in a difference. We were both in that vibrational frequency or we wouldn't have
36:44
been in it together. We were both in it together for our growth,
36:47
and sometimes we weren't growing, and you know, it wasn't going as fast
36:52
as it could it seems like, but it was all it was all worth
36:55
it, and I wouldn't give it up. But I also won't give up
36:58
more love because I deserve to have more love I deserve if the more that
37:01
I'm here, I deserve to have that love. There's nothing I have not
37:06
done anything wrong, no matter what, to deserve not being celebrated in love,
37:12
because we all deserve to be celebrated and loved. And if we've done
37:15
something that we think that maybe we fell short, then it's just to appreciate
37:20
ourselves and know, look at how much we've grown. And that was all
37:22
it was was an experience. It was an experience from this level, from
37:29
this first plane level, from this human experience. And I just want to
37:31
add to that that it's that's the whether you call it a soul contract between
37:37
you and Jim or or whatever, that was the purpose of that relationship.
37:44
That's for you to to understand and to have moved through. And people outside
37:50
of that, in their human bodies, it doesn't matter if they understand it
37:55
or not. Absolutely their business, yeah, journey, because they have their
38:02
own experiences, honestly. Yeah. And so you know, we come back
38:07
around to judgment when somebody external is judging you for for how you handled things
38:14
between you and you're at that time spouse that UM get they're judging you,
38:22
but really they're judging themselves. There's something about you and about your experience that's
38:29
triggering them to bring up those judgments. But it's up to them to heal
38:34
those triggers. And so we're always we're continuously being students and teachers for one
38:42
another. Um, what you do with the information is on an individual basis,
38:47
BEB and I. We choose to learn and grow and change and evolved
38:53
is continuous. That's just something that we just do now. UM, that's
38:58
part of who we are as part of our programming now is part of our
39:02
practice. And UM, the only difference between us and the audience whoever's watching
39:10
this is that we've probably been practicing it longer. That's it. And it
39:15
doesn't matter what age you start to start start listening to your intuition. That's
39:23
tells you just to go ahead and turn around over there and look at there's
39:27
eleven cents. Go do this because and that those these are all ways that
39:31
spirit and ourselves have left us all kinds of messages ahead of time, like
39:37
it's all it's all because time doesn't matter. It does here because it helps
39:43
us to kind of gauge where we're at, where we need to go next.
39:45
It's not like it's a punishment or anything like that. It's just that's
39:49
just part of our daily routines. That's how that we know. The seasons
39:52
change and just a lot of different things. We're just going through change.
39:57
And gosh, if you think about it, if the times just letting us
40:00
know that change is inevitable, it's constant because it's constantly changing no matter what,
40:06
with or without you. I was like the tree, right, the
40:09
tree loses its leaves in the fall so that there can be new growth in
40:14
the spring, and so that then there's shade during the summer. I mean,
40:17
it's it's the tree is always changing. It's growing, it's shedding,
40:23
it's growing and shed like it's continuous. And that's kind of what you know
40:28
the snake. As the snake grows, it sheds its current skin and grows,
40:32
gets bigger and then sheds and bigger. Like that's us. We're shedding
40:37
those layers were we're growing and evolving and shedding, and it's just it's continuous.
40:45
If you choose again, lots of moths coming every time going over there,
40:55
say that again, have you had lots of moths coming into the office
40:59
when doing at the office. I know every time I opened up the door.
41:04
But it's it's transformation. And to me, that's like, there's huge
41:07
transformation that's happening in that space. That's another form of messages, right we're
41:12
getting messages again by the plethora of freaking moths that are coming. I mean,
41:16
it is. It's it's a lot. Like it's a lot, I'm
41:22
telling you, And I have to go in there and all I have to
41:23
sweep up and vacuum and because they will just drop and then they're all by
41:28
the I mean they're everywhere. And then someone opens the door and I'm like,
41:30
oh, I let them mop and I'm like, no, you just
41:31
like five and yeah. That is it just is. That's where we're at
41:37
right now. But it is. And that goes back to what you were
41:39
talking about kind of earlier. You said you had touched on how important it
41:45
is for us to I don't remember how you said it, but it's important
41:49
for us to all come together because we do start helping each other. Like
41:52
we go back to the metronome tick tick, and when that environment has a
41:58
high vibrational frequency, anything that comes into it's going to start raising up to
42:01
that vibration. Naturally, that's how we change the whole world. It's not
42:07
it's by these little tiny acts. You know, everyone's talking about these big
42:10
things to do, and it's like these little tiny things that we do by
42:15
coming together. Because now we're coming together with a group that's just having deep
42:20
conversations. That's it. That is it. And if more and more people
42:23
would get together and start making that be the goal instead of Hey, I'm
42:29
gonna invite I'm gonna invite the old them and the old Amy to this party
42:32
because they are the lives of the party. People have off the last Yeah.
42:37
Now because because we would drink and here's to sister Amy, sister Amyan,
42:40
we could drink and and have a party and have all these songs and
42:45
be drunk. But these and those conversations could be it could be deeper conversations.
42:51
But I don't remember me having deeper conversations when now it's in those spaces
42:54
and I feel for me, I feel like alcohol actually changes the vibrational frequency
43:00
and kind of drops you a little bit lower. And then if you think
43:02
about that, if you have a whole bunch of this my minds it's processing,
43:06
but you have a whole bunch of energies that are coming together for this
43:07
big party. Right, what in common do we have? Does everyone's gonna
43:12
they're gonna grab different drinks, but we're all gonna drink. But we're all
43:15
going to kind of match down here and stead way up here, and then
43:17
sometimes we'll get kind it can get kind of crazy. But now get together
43:22
and have deep conversations, have conversations that matter that you that you walk out
43:25
that room and you feel like, oh my god, I feel lighter today.
43:29
I feel like anything is possible. Today. I'm going to go buy
43:31
a lot of ey chicket. I don't know why, you know, it's
43:34
just like because it just feels like anything as possible. Yeah, And that's
43:37
because we come together, and that's how we we co create, and that's
43:40
how we evolve, and that's how we change the whole world without having to
43:44
think that we have to change something. So, just like you said,
43:47
lead by example, we're leading by example. We don't have to fix anybody.
43:52
We don't have to tell them that they're doing something wrong. If they
43:54
feel like that they need questions or have some answers that maybe we can ask.
43:59
You can ask questions and then we'll see what the universe brings. But
44:02
I mean, that's what it's all about. It's just having these deep conversations
44:06
and then growing and evolving together, being more than we were just a few
44:09
moments before. We walked into a space. Right, It's awesome. While
44:14
you were talking, I was looking up on next level. So the lady
44:17
I just listened to doctor Yvonne Casson check. She's she's had five NDEs in
44:25
her lifetime, five near death experiences. But what I love so much about
44:31
listening to her is just you could feel the love that was coming away out
44:37
from her, like her love for the experience that she had, for the
44:42
near death experiences of the other side and being in that loving space, and
44:47
she just you could just see her feeling it so deeply and then expressing that
44:55
outward and her I mean, the main thing I was listening to, and
45:04
most NDEs say, this is what we think is important in this life is
45:09
not. What's important is love. That we love each other, that we
45:15
love ourselves, that we love each other. That's what's important, and and
45:21
it's most I've hit on this before in other videos. What I have found
45:25
is for most people, especially women, it's somewhere around forty forty years old
45:35
that we start thinking about life differently, we start questioning. That's a lot
45:42
of times that's when the questions start popping up of what's my purpose? Why
45:47
are we here? What's the point of life? Right? I mean I
45:51
was asking those questions in early, early in life, but it's usually around
45:57
forty when when people start really thinking about being here on this planet and why.
46:06
And she's she was just like m Yvonne cass And she's just like,
46:12
it's to love. We're just here to love. Is she reconciled a long
46:17
standing um disconnect from her father. They came back together. They had a
46:25
relationship for a few years. I think, I don't know, she said
46:30
seven years. But anyway, that she was able to have a relationship with
46:35
her dad before he died, she's able to reconcile that. But she said,
46:38
you know why, he was still himself. He was still the way
46:43
he was before our disagreement. He was still the same. She goes,
46:47
I changed and I loved him and I was able to have a relationship with
46:54
him before he died. And how many people, you know have those regrets?
47:02
Oh my gosh, I should have said this, or I should have
47:05
done that, or we should have did decent you know, and it's like
47:09
we're here to love, We're here to learn to love each other in our
47:14
physical bodies. Yes. Yeah, So if you haven't watched that video,
47:23
I would suggested I have started watching it, and it's I find it fascinating
47:32
that you who bring that. I just got delivered to two new books,
47:37
so I'm telling you, yeah, I got some medical medium Brainsaver and the
47:52
Medical Medium um book. Yeah, see behind Chronic and Mystery Illness. Um.
48:01
Oh, shoot, what's his name? Anthony william Milliam. So she
48:06
just got two books by Anthony Williams. M I did. I've got four
48:10
other ones, so now I've got six. I think I've got all of
48:14
his books. So, but there's a lot of valuable information in it.
48:19
Yeah, No, I just canna say. They're really full of information.
48:23
They're pretty amazing. They really are. And you just but again, you
48:27
just take whatever resonates with you. And a lot of his stuff has It's
48:30
actually changed my life, it really has. There's a lot of things.
48:36
But also I will tell you people to listen. She has such valuable information.
48:42
You can find her on YouTube. Valuable information. Like just Barbara O'Neill
48:50
talks. She talks about a lot of hormones, just different foods and stuff
48:55
like that. She's talked about Anna's wild gams which helps to balance out hormone.
49:00
That doesn't matter what age you are, but you know, you could
49:02
be eighteen and ninety two, it doesn't matter. It's beneficial. There's just
49:07
so many things that are beneficial for us. And we've got these books and
49:12
nobody can change them. So in this time space reality, there has been
49:16
things that have been known to be changed or omitted, deleted, whatever you
49:21
want to call it. Does no longer exist. People disappear. So it's
49:24
like I take information as much as I can from someone else's knowledge because well,
49:30
personally, right now I'm resonating with it. I get pulled in that
49:32
direction. It's making a difference in my body. It's making a difference in
49:36
the way that I feel on a daily basis. You know, leading from
49:39
a diet that was bodybuilding diet, which was I had a lot of protein,
49:45
a lot of carbs, and barely any facts. I had no Sivian
49:49
because I didn't have enough knowledge about the information before. But just learning and
49:52
even watching my grandkids. So this has actually helped me me having swelling in
49:57
my legs forth I don't know, thirty years and not realizing what was going
50:01
on. I was very super salt sensitive and I would not ever add salt
50:07
to my food, and I didn't I didn't like to go out to eat
50:12
food because of a salt because I couldn't regulate because as soon as I had
50:15
it, I would have the swelling. And now it's because I know it's
50:17
because first of all, having the celtic the minerals in it, but having
50:22
that with making sure I'm having a potassium throughout the helps the fluid get into
50:29
the cells. But there's so many things that are going on it and I
50:31
recognize it my grandkids. My daughter says, oh yeah, she'll drink water
50:35
and it goes right through her. If it's going right through you, you
50:37
need potassium and you need sodium in your diet. You're missing something in those
50:42
things in your diet. Then you need to start looking at it. Find
50:45
the foods that has I'm kind of gravitating towards because that's even less expensive when
50:51
you think about it. And if you can grow your own foods, gosh,
50:53
we can grow it inside windows, inside the house, you can there's
50:57
so many places that you can grow things smaller outs of things that you have
51:00
access to it, so you know what's going into your soils and stuff.
51:04
There's just a different way to make your life better. And this is this
51:07
where I've been being guided to. So it's not right or wrong, but
51:09
this is what's what my body needed. So it's been amazing step that's been
51:15
coming into my experience. And how is it all getting there? Because I'm
51:19
open, right, I'm worsening. She's on her playground and she's ready to
51:22
play and receive. That's right, And really we're all about solutions. So
51:27
I'm all about solutions. I'm I'm not sitting in I'm not saying that I
51:30
don't because I do sometimes sit and look at the problem. But then I
51:34
also realized now I don't have to spend any time in that. First of
51:37
all, it doesn't feel good, and that's that's a lot of why a
51:39
lot of my behaviors and stuff have changed because I don't like the way it
51:43
feels. I don't want to be in that same space again. You know,
51:45
I'm always saying, well, how do I change? Oh, they
51:47
say this well, well, but I don't know how to change, We'll
51:50
just stop doing it. Well, how do I do that? Well,
51:52
you'll know when you get sick and tired of doing a certain behavior all the
51:57
time, or you or you catch yourself thinking and staying bullshit and I those
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bullshit thoughts, they don't serve you, they don't feel good. There's no
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growth in it. And it's it's creating, trying to create from the past,
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because it's all the past information that I had in trying to create from
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that space, I'm just not anymore. And one of the most amazing things
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if you can get into anybody can get into the practice of it, when
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you start having a trigger, have awareness, like it's almost as if you
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come outside of yourself and you watch yourself with this trigger. Because when you
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come out of that space and you ask, now, you can say,
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I wonder what the solution is? And am I really curious? I might
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ask where did this come from? Where did this? Where did this originate
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from? When did this start? Was it even in my experience or was
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it my ancestors? Was it even mine? Because some of the stuff I'm
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starting to recognize because I'm asking the questions I start getting subtle differences about what's
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mine and what isn't mine. What was my ancestors? Just like I say,
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when someone pops into your head, play with it, like you said,
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because it's our playground, pops into your head all out of the blue.
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You weren't thinking about them. They were thinking about you. Call them
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they were. If you feel like something that's been big recently, is apologizing
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because that was on that vision that interviewed you, is apologizing, not holding
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that, not keeping all that stuff inside of yourself. An apology doesn't We've
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talked about so many times, but I have to stress it because I go
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through the same thing too. And sometimes I didn't think my biological father,
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I didn't really think I need to apologize to him, but I think there
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are some things that I was kind of a shitty to him a couple of
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times. Do I have to do it in firston? No, I can
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go into meditation and I can have a heartfelt conversation with him to tell him
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how much I appreciate him, because i've because I wouldn't be here if he
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hadn't been a contributor in that relationship with my mother. So I mean,
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there's just so many different things, but I don't want to carry this stuff.
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And I didn't know that my dad was something to come up with that
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being a situation. But I have realized recently and I've tried to and my
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biological father, I really don't call him a dad because he really wasn't able
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to be a dad, but it's I haven't wasn't able to find any information
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on him. So I was like, it's okay, because it's just it's
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the conversation between soul and a soul that's going to happen, and that's the
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better conversation anyways, because a lot of times we have these conversations with people
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and we don't even realize that. Because I've thought about some of the things
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that would come forward to apologize or even for with my stepdad, So I
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could go into places like that and I can see I haven't always been easy.
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I could see where where he was flawed in our relationship at the end
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there it's not really the end, but I mean during that time frame.
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But I can also see I had There's no way that I was one hundred
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percent a loving person then, because I wasn't even a one hundred percent loving
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even in my relationship with my husband, with my kids, with my mom,
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because I was not in a space to be that way. So I
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also see that I contributed to this some of the energies as well. And
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before I was it was so easy to put the blame on someone else.
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And I'll tell anybody, if you could put the blame all on someone else,
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you're not You're not seeing the full picture because you don't want to see
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yet. And that's okay. There's nothing wrong with that because maybe that's all
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that you can handle at that time, because that's all that I can handle.
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That you're disempowering yourself too, and you because you're giving all the power
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to the other person because of the behavior. I'm like this, so,
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yeah, I have no power over myself. So when you take no responsibility.
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Yeah, and then this again, if you're holding someone in darkness,
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you hold yourself in that same darkness. You want to be out there and
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be love and light, but yet you're it sat about something because somebody to
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do something that was right or did something wrong against you. And I'm not
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saying that it wasn't wrong against somebody. Judgment, by the way, it
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is a judgment, but to realize it was an experience, it was an
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opportunity, and it was another way of use seeing how you're showing up.
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So if we're all if, if all the if, everybody's a character that's
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shown up my experiences, they're just doing their job at the same time,
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just as I was doing my job at the time, and they're shown up
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in the best way they know how to in that moment, one hundred percent.
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And it doesn't mean that it was bad. It was just the best
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they could do. And how how could we How could I judge someone else
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by their best when I'll tell you how because I've judged myself at my best.
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Yeah, And that's that right there, and lets me know that there
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was no reason for me to be judging myself. It just show up and
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do your best every day. It's not always gonna be Yeah, my best
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isn't your best. Yeah, And it's not the same every day. We
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don't maintain that. We don't go out and be like, I'm gonna be
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perfect the best. Well, you're gonna be perfectly amy, I'll be perfectly
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bad. Then we'll show up the best the best way. Yeah, I
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was. I also watched UM, a podcast by ed my let and he
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talked to doctor Caroline Leaf and they talked about neuroscience, and so I would
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highly recommend watching that too because it's very beneficial in some tips and tricks and
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how to change your change, reprogramming yourself and creating different habits in um,
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it's kind of like using visualization, but it's a little different. And I
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was like, Oh, this is good, this is really good. I
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got it. I got excited about him. Probably gonna watch it again because
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I got pretty when when when it comes about the brain and how we operate
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and show up. Man, I'm interested in those things, and I get
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excited about him and probably, um, it's not as shod that I know.
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I know I'm at where I'm at because this is where I'm supposed to
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be. But I should probably should have been a neurosciences because I just love
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the brain and all that stuff. But also I can take that information and
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turn it into simple term, simple language to coach, right, So I'm
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like a conduit for the information. So I know I'm right where I'm supposed
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to be. I just said that out of humor, and um, but
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I do. I really it really intrigues me. How how we show up
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and how we can change it and the things that we can do. But
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really the responsibilities on us. It's not about anybody else. What was the
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interviewee ed my let? Who who did he interview? Caroline Leaf laf okay
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And it was just released. It shows released nine hours ago, so it
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was just release. Gotcha for some reason, I kind of don't gravitate towards
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him, and there's someone else that does. We used to watch him.
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I used to watch you watched him, and I used to watch them all
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the time. But then it got to be too business. Ye I guess
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is it felt like for me? So I'll go back and listen to this.
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That's why I liked about Alex Frori because he has such a wide range.
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It's constantly getting my attention, right, So all this one's got my
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attention now too, so I'll go my lad. He's It's been interesting watching
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him evolved because the more people he's interviewed, the more you can feel him
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leaning more into the i'm gonna say feminine energy, meaning the nurturing and the
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spirituality and in corporate he's he goes to church, he does, he believes
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in God, he believes in Jesus, he prays. He does. You
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know, he's considers himself Christian, but he's also very aware of the spiritual
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aspects of energy and spirit and that type of language. And you can see
59:52
how he has blended those two and how much softer he's gotten. That's where
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that feminine energy like, he's incorporating that feminine energy and bringing more harmony to
1:00:04
the feminine masculine energy. Um, and it's showing up. And it's just
1:00:08
it's been great to see him evolve in that. And I think he's a
1:00:15
great interviewer. The people that he interviews. He asked some amazing questions and
1:00:21
brings forward some gets some bring forward some great information. And so, um,
1:00:25
I'll listen to him as well. Yeah. Yeah, it's evolved quite
1:00:32
quite a bit over these past couple of years. And yeah, and and
1:00:37
I and I haven't, like I said, I haven't watched him that very
1:00:38
much. There's another one that we would watch too. Um it's just like
1:00:43
I said, it was just because it was I appreciated the conversations, but
1:00:46
it was like some self help stuff, and um, I feel drawn more
1:00:52
to the spiritual stuff. Yeah, which is so I'm glad that he's changing
1:00:57
otherwise, like we've said, like you said, I wouldn't be I would
1:01:00
be hearing this conversation otherwise. Well, the idea that he's even open because
1:01:04
it just yeah, the idea that he's even open to hearing, Yeah,
1:01:08
the spiritual aspects, because he had he's had a like a spiritual well,
1:01:14
he's he's interviewed I think he's interviewed Michael Bernard Beckwin, I think. But
1:01:19
he did have another pastor on there where they talked about spiritual stuff and religion
1:01:25
stuff. Um, but he he had John Edwards on there, the you
1:01:30
know, world renowned psychic medium, Yeah, John Edwards. And in the
1:01:35
idea that he's just he's been open, right, He's he's been asking those
1:01:39
internal questions and he's been open to letting those people come so that he can
1:01:45
interview him and get more more information. And he's he's he's um embracing that.
1:01:53
I think. So we're watching him yeah, well, which is awesome.
1:01:58
Yeah, I love it. And of course, you know, the
1:02:00
more he grows and changes and is better in himself, that's affecting his family
1:02:06
and friends and and emitting out. He's a big influencer. He's like one
1:02:09
of the number one or top podcast growing podcasts, and and so he's affecting
1:02:16
millions of people, and then that's emitting out from each and every one of
1:02:21
us who's watching it, right, So there's so much energetic growth and change
1:02:25
happening because so many people are showing up doing this work. Alex Ferrari talks
1:02:32
about how his podcast has grown exponentially over these past couple of years, and
1:02:39
so people taking that information and right and taking it, and then all the
1:02:45
people that are being interviewed and they're right. So it's just this continuous outflow
1:02:50
of goodness that's happening and love that um and then you know, we're showing
1:02:55
up doing this every week. So the more people we have doing this stuff,
1:03:00
Wow, what's going to happen next year, five years? Right,
1:03:04
it's just going to be incredible. I mean, le even look at our
1:03:08
time frames. We blink and it's like two months have gone by. I
1:03:12
mean it's really the time frames are fast, so we're just in that space
1:03:16
now. It's to see it in a lot of ways. My mind before
1:03:21
it was like, oh I love this fast. I love this fast because
1:03:22
that means we're gaining knowledge faster. Everything's happening faster, but at some points
1:03:28
it feels like is that a natural flow? I mean, should it be
1:03:31
that fast or were to be better if we kind of slow down and savor
1:03:37
the flavor of this new path that we're all on, this new growth that
1:03:42
we're all in, or do we just just keep constantly evolving just celebrated anyways,
1:03:45
like to go along the whole path, because it's we have control over
1:03:49
that time frame. And I know you know this because we can have it
1:03:52
with sometimes like you, when we're doing something in the flow, we could
1:03:55
achieve a million things at one time. I mean, it seems like because
1:04:00
at the end of a couple of hours, you've already finished everything that felt
1:04:02
daunting maybe a few days ago, and you've just got into different taking care
1:04:08
of We grow fast that way. There's just it's just interesting because I also
1:04:14
know that in a massage, I used to keep a track on the time,
1:04:16
like, oh, I spent way too much time on the back,
1:04:18
and then I'd be like, worried, I spent a half an hour on
1:04:20
the back. They are always muscles and I'm trying to get to go the
1:04:23
rest of the things, and it's like I don't. I haven't done that
1:04:26
forever, but I didn't recognize it until I started noticing, Oh gosh,
1:04:31
how did I finish that? So how am I all the way over on
1:04:34
this side and where we still have like twenty minutes left? Or like,
1:04:38
how is that possible? Because I and then I had to learn I don't
1:04:42
even question myself now, I don't put a time frame on each part of
1:04:45
the body. I go through the body knowing that I'm going to finish at
1:04:47
the right time because I'm taking care of everything. If I have an extra
1:04:50
twenty minutes for the neck, the neck meets an extra twenty minutes because there's
1:04:54
some conversations, there's some holds, there's some whatever's happening, whatever I get
1:04:58
shown, I just do just like standing in the bathroom and you know,
1:05:02
and then feel like I need to go look at the other mirror for some
1:05:04
reason and then seeing there's a pill. So I mean, it's just little
1:05:10
things like that. It's so subtle like that. If we just listen to
1:05:12
that little stuff every single day, our days are so much better. Yeah,
1:05:17
I don't playground all day, and it is fun. I love the
1:05:25
synchronicity stories. I just love them because there's just so much magic in them
1:05:30
and it's it's it just adds so much playfulness and brightness, like connection because
1:05:41
you know, you came into came into um an experience with somebody else.
1:05:50
So it's fun when you get to do that, coming coming into an experience
1:05:55
with somebody else, and that you get to share and how you got there,
1:05:58
right, And then that actually just goes way back to our birth and
1:06:01
before when we were in spirit, all the choices and decisions we made that
1:06:06
brought us to that point where I where I found this diamond penny and then
1:06:12
I posted and then my mom's like, oh I just found a dime,
1:06:15
thanks for posting. Like everything that's happened in life has brought us to this
1:06:19
moment. And that's you know in Bev's talking about earlier, is I love
1:06:24
all of me. That means my entire life, all my decisions, my
1:06:30
whole story, where I'm at now, all of it, all of it.
1:06:36
So we get better at writing all writing that Dirk face. Yes,
1:06:45
I'm just saying it because I've had my moments. We have to remember I
1:06:48
was a person that was very angry most of my life, and then I
1:06:51
didn't want anyone getting close to me, And how was it I to protect
1:06:55
myself because I had this force field, if I had this energy, if
1:06:58
I had this just angry anger energy about me, and it's like who wants
1:07:04
to approach that all the time? Well, if some people think they would
1:07:08
want to, they did. So I mean, I'm sorry though, but
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I love all of it. I love all of it. And this because
1:07:16
if if you think about that was my little kid that was showing up looking
1:07:19
old, big and truugh stuff as she could so no one would mess with
1:07:23
her and pick on her right. So that's all I mean it was.
1:07:26
That was it? Simply awesome. Wow, there's a lot there today.
1:07:32
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1:07:36
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