Latest / Brett Keane and Eve Show / Thank God I'm NOT God - The Death of Christianity and Atheism
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- 0:06Hello ladies and gentlemen, my name is Brett King from GOD TV
- 0:10Radio. I hope you're all having a
- 0:12wonderful day out there. I hope you're all blessed.
- 0:15I figured I would share some personal challenges I went
- 0:19through my life and I think by sharing and expressing myself on
- 0:24this issue, people will understand why it is that
- 0:27atheism is very popular by young adults and teenagers.
- 0:32You can clearly see that that most of the Youtubers out there
- 0:36that are non believers usually target a younger audience.
- 0:41And you'll notice that Christianity on the Internet is
- 0:44pretty much dead. And there's specific reasons why
- 0:49I'm going to give for that. But I'm also going to hit it
- 0:52from an angle as what it was like whenever I was a teenager
- 0:57and a young adult. I think if you want to
- 0:59understand why people think the way they do or or live the lives
- 1:03they do or what it is they find interesting, the best way to do
- 1:08it is to go back into my own experiences.
- 1:11Whenever I was a kid and teenager and young adult,
- 1:16whenever I was a kid, I I hated going to church.
- 1:20I did. My family felt that it was
- 1:24important to push me into it. My mother used to tell me that
- 1:28if I didn't go to church, I couldn't live in her house and
- 1:33she would actually get physical. She would get nasty and all
- 1:37that. My mother was so highly into
- 1:40religion and along with the collaboration of her mental
- 1:45illness, she would actually get violent.
- 1:48It was very unusual experience for me because here she would
- 1:52slap the shit out of me and hit me over and over.
- 1:56And then whenever I finally got my clothes on and I went,
- 2:00decided to go to church with her 'cause I didn't want to put up
- 2:03with more bullshit or get put out of the house.
- 2:07She would go to church and she would have a big smile on her
- 2:11face and you know, she would act like a St. or an Angel whenever
- 2:15she was in front of all the other religious people.
- 2:18And I remember I even said some rude shit to her whenever we
- 2:23were doing this after after many, many months and even a
- 2:28couple years of going through this treatment or this routine,
- 2:33I remember the preacher would say that we ought to love our
- 2:36kids and the children, you know, should is the future of mankind
- 2:41and all this the future of Christianity.
- 2:44And I would look over at my mother and say, well, you know,
- 2:47maybe if you quit pounding on me all the time and treat me with
- 2:51some respect and, and all that, perhaps so this would work out a
- 2:57lot better for you. And she'd say, shut the fuck up
- 3:00quietly under her breath while we're sitting in the Pew in
- 3:04church. Shut the fuck up.
- 3:08I'd say, well, that's not very Christ like.
- 3:10Mama. Oh boy, oh boy.
- 3:16She was a good woman. She was a good person.
- 3:19But the older she got and the older I got, the more sick she
- 3:24became. She had bipolar, manic
- 3:26depression and all that, and she was really convinced that God
- 3:30was going to heal her and fix her and all that.
- 3:33She had had a pretty miserable marriage with my father.
- 3:39She was constantly jealous and paranoid and and thinking he was
- 3:43up to no good. So he would be working all day,
- 3:46he'd come home and she would be, she used to do nursing herself
- 3:51and work with sick people and this didn't help her mentally or
- 3:54emotionally. It was like she was bringing a
- 3:57lot of the psychotic behavior that she was dealing with with
- 4:00patients back to the homestead. And he'd get home from work.
- 4:05He'd be absolutely exhausted because he was a mechanic and
- 4:09she would just tear into his ass.
- 4:11We couldn't get through a fucking dinner without her just
- 4:15going off. And she thought that if she just
- 4:18kept going to church and praying and all that, everything would
- 4:22resolve itself and fix itself. The reason why I'm sharing this
- 4:27is because a lot of teenagers and young adults, they, they
- 4:31watch their parents, they pay attention to what the people
- 4:35around them are doing. And if you're living in a family
- 4:39where a lot of people are claiming to be religious, who
- 4:42claim to be following the teachings of Christ, yet they're
- 4:45whipping up on you or emotionally draining you and
- 4:50fucking destroying your psyche, these kind of things and trying
- 4:54to control you non-stop. Well, it's hard enough already
- 4:58in a standard family, isn't it? It's already hard enough for
- 5:02teenagers. Usually you get to a point in
- 5:05your life where you're trying to figure out who you are and your
- 5:09path and your decision. Some parents, they want a carbon
- 5:12copy of themselves as where obviously the kids want to do
- 5:17their own thing. Not all kids want to do exactly
- 5:20what mom and dad did. Not everybody wants to be a
- 5:22mechanic. Not everyone wants to work in
- 5:25nursing with psychopaths and and crazy people or old people who
- 5:31can't wipe their own fucking ass.
- 5:32So some people have ambitions where they want to go way beyond
- 5:38that kind of level of doing things.
- 5:41Unfortunately, the world sometimes doesn't give a fuck
- 5:45about your dreams or your ambitions and you're going to
- 5:48get stuck doing something you don't enjoy doing.
- 5:52Especially for teenagers. Teenagers find themselves in a
- 5:55position when trying to get employed, they're going to get
- 5:59stuck with fast food garbage, or they're going to have to pay
- 6:02thousands of dollars out of pocket in order to go to
- 6:05college. And there's no guarantee or
- 6:08promise that at the end of it all, you're going to go anywhere
- 6:12except for be stuck in debt, hoping, just hoping that you'll
- 6:17get put with the right people. But thank God for politicians,
- 6:21right? Creating this diversity and this
- 6:25these bullshit movements where they want to make sure that they
- 6:29manufacture that enough employment, no matter the
- 6:32quality of the employee, depending on their color if they
- 6:36should get a job or not. So if you're a white kid, your
- 6:40privilege is all burnt up. You know you will only get the
- 6:44job as if you fit the optics of what a corporation or our
- 6:49company's going for. But the point is, ladies and
- 6:54gentlemen, I grew up not only being bored as fuck from
- 6:59religion, and I want to make this clear, I'd always been
- 7:04interested in the concept of God.
- 7:07I was always thinking to myself, man, the universe is so awesome
- 7:12and so crazy and shit, and I was in the scary movies and I was in
- 7:17the spiritual movies like The Exorcist and shit like this.
- 7:21The idea that there's an evil force, that wasn't hard for me
- 7:25to believe. I looked around the world and I
- 7:28said, man, it's the evil fucking place.
- 7:30I could imagine that there's some kind of devil walking
- 7:33around doing some sick shit, and I can imagine that there's some
- 7:36kind of force out there. Some people, I guess, could
- 7:39argue that, you know, growing up and reading comic books and
- 7:44seeing superhero movies like Christopher Reeves, because
- 7:47whenever I was a young man, Superman was the shit.
- 7:51Batman, all that kind of stuff. I lived during the period where
- 7:55it wasn't cool to make comic book fucking movies.
- 7:59And then suddenly during my lifetime, it blew up.
- 8:03And then we started getting The Avengers and The Flash and all
- 8:06that shit, and Batman started really, really getting crazy,
- 8:10especially during the time of Michael Keaton.
- 8:15But religion was boring. The idea of going and sitting in
- 8:19a Pew and listen to some old raspy bastard fucking babbling
- 8:24on incoherently about shit that you read 100 times and trying to
- 8:29take the people that lived in ancient times and compare it to
- 8:33our existence now and how we should have the perspective of
- 8:37what people did 2000 years ago. It's like, well why didn't you
- 8:41just tell us to fucking do right and be nice?
- 8:45Why do we have to go through this?
- 8:47It especially annoyed me whenever preachers would change
- 8:50their accents while they were preaching.
- 8:52These normally were people who talked regular, just like me,
- 8:58but then when they would get up behind the podium, they'd say
- 9:01and and Jesus and everything had to be emphasized and it just
- 9:09felt like a fucking performance to me, and a bad one at that.
- 9:13I didn't like it. So you got to imagine why you're
- 9:16teenagers and young adults do not like to attend church.
- 9:21No one wants to hear about the fucking screaming and yelling or
- 9:24this weird ass noise coming out of a person's mouth.
- 9:29And then sometimes there are churches where the music's
- 9:33really, really good, and then there's other mega churches
- 9:37where they want to do fucking rock concerts.
- 9:40And that's OK. But it's if you're a person like
- 9:43me who listens to secular music and will listen to religious
- 9:48music, and as a musician myself, I'll make some godly music, but
- 9:52I'll also turn around and make something that would cause
- 9:55Megadeth to blush or Ozzy Osbourne before he passed away.
- 9:59Obviously rest in peace. But some of it's just like I
- 10:06used to. I used to mock and say, isn't it
- 10:09weird that Christian music is one of the only forms of music
- 10:13out there that doesn't feel like it has actually any soul?
- 10:16It felt more like a advertisement or a fucking
- 10:19banner that was just simply promoting the idea of the church
- 10:24or or Christianity. So it never changed really.
- 10:32Some of the bigger churches got better where they started
- 10:35playing like dramatic music behind themselves while they
- 10:38were talking, like they overdubbed their voice.
- 10:42You'd had like this really dark strings going on 2000 years ago.
- 10:48Jesus Christ walked and they mocked and they tortured him.
- 10:53Whoa, whoa, whoa. The dark music and shit.
- 10:56Yeah, we do have churches down here that like to do a Phantom
- 11:00of the Opera type of Broadway fucking show.
- 11:03So they tried as as much as they might to make it as exciting as
- 11:08possible, but it just didn't. It didn't work.
- 11:11And when I was growing up, they didn't have as cool of effects.
- 11:16I remember my grandmother and mother, just as I was starting
- 11:20to hit between 10 and 13, they wanted me to see this this live
- 11:25performance in church where apparently they brought in some
- 11:29berate actors who were going to play out the story of Jesus and
- 11:33his crucifixion. And it was fucking brutal.
- 11:38It was brutal. It was like, imagine watching
- 11:41Passion of the Christ live, but with worst effects.
- 11:45Obviously. I'm sitting there in the fucking
- 11:48Pew and the lights go out and you see this like strobe light
- 11:53come down and you see these these people dressed in shitty
- 11:57like Roman gear, dragon Jesus and stuff.
- 12:00And then, you know, you hear the pounding through the fucking
- 12:04amps of the nails. And then, my goodness, then you
- 12:09see, apparently they poured ketchup or fake blood all over
- 12:13him and made this guy walk up who's obviously impersonating
- 12:17Jesus. And they've got the stereo
- 12:20turned up so hard or loud that you can literally feel it in
- 12:25your chest and back. Every time a nail boom, boom,
- 12:30boom, boom like that, it was like, wow, that's fucking rough.
- 12:39And it was weird because here I am watching a crucifixion, yet
- 12:45the Christians were telling me that I shouldn't be watching
- 12:48scary movies like Freddy Krueger or Candyman or Jeepers Creepers
- 12:53and shit like that are Stephen King's It.
- 12:56And I'm like, what the fuck? You just killed somebody right
- 12:59in front of me. I know it was an act, but it
- 13:02you, you killed somebody. I I smelt the sweat and I smelt
- 13:06the ketchup and everything else and and you made it even look
- 13:10like he had holes in his, in his limbs, all this kind of stuff.
- 13:14You got this guy screaming up here and crying and father, why
- 13:18yourself forsaken me? But you're telling me that
- 13:21Freddy Krueger's too much. So young people, they, they tend
- 13:28to gravitate towards the hypocrisy real quick.
- 13:31They tend to start going, you know, my family, whenever
- 13:36they're at church, they all act all wonderful.
- 13:38And then whenever they go home, they act like Dicks.
- 13:42You know, they abuse me. The father drinks beer, they say
- 13:47all kinds of shit. And then whenever they go to
- 13:49church, they put on a different mask.
- 13:56So try to imagine what it'd be like for a young person.
- 13:59He was taking a break from all that bullshit.
- 14:01They turn on YouTube and they got a bunch of fat fucking
- 14:05losers sitting up on the video drinking beer and smoking pot
- 14:09and, you know, saying, Oh yeah, religion's bullshit.
- 14:14It's fucking stupid, you know? Or hear them play some religious
- 14:20person's video saying some of the same shit you heard in your
- 14:24own church and then they're talking shit about it.
- 14:28You know they react to it. All the young people obviously
- 14:32are going to go ho. That's how I feel.
- 14:35I don't like religion either and I'm tired of it.
- 14:41So that's the reason why a lot of atheists get popular or did
- 14:44get popular. I think that nowadays atheism
- 14:47and Christianity and social media is pretty much fucking
- 14:50dead. I think that the world has
- 14:52chosen like a handful of atheists and Christians that
- 14:55they're willing to listen to. I'll give you an example.
- 14:58I think David Wood, he's one of those Christians where he
- 15:02decided not to be routine. He's totally his personal
- 15:07upbringing, his life, his whole psychotic break, going to prison
- 15:12and all this shit using a fucking hammer on his own
- 15:14father. This kind of thing really got
- 15:18people's attention, and people pay attention to him.
- 15:22And there's a lot of Christians out there like God Logic, who
- 15:27goes out in the street and actually debates Muslims and
- 15:31people of different faiths, including other Christians,
- 15:34right out in public. Well that's a lot different than
- 15:37a lot of us right? I'm too fucking old and tired
- 15:41with health issues to go out and film like a movie of me going
- 15:46out arguing with people. I used to in the past go out and
- 15:49do discussions with religious people when I was a non believer
- 15:53and people seem to enjoy that. I had a cheap ass shitty ass
- 15:57fucking portable camera. That a handheld thing that had
- 16:02terrible audio, but it did what it needed to do.
- 16:06But now people got all these fancy cameras and they're going
- 16:09out and making fucking incredible videos where they're
- 16:12out and about and doing shit. So a lot of atheists are will
- 16:18watch somebody like David Wood and God Logic, and that's
- 16:22perfectly understandable. I personally would rather watch
- 16:25a fucking David Wood video than watch, you know, your typical
- 16:30average Christian. I'd rather watch somebody like
- 16:34God Logic or Brother Maverick going out and talking to people
- 16:38than just some asshole sitting stationary, which is basically
- 16:44what I'm doing. So I get it.
- 16:46I understand. I know that there's people out
- 16:50there where you listen to me on the radio and you say, hey, he's
- 16:53got some kernels of wisdom, He's got some good understanding of
- 16:56things and I appreciate that. But I I know where the fucking
- 17:01excitement is. I understand what one would have
- 17:04to do in order to be able to gravitate towards millions of
- 17:09Subs. He'd have to have a really
- 17:11fucked up, wild story and you'd have to have really, really good
- 17:15technology and equipment to be able to go do that kind of shit.
- 17:19But it's not just enough to have fancy equipment.
- 17:22I mean, let's face it, David Woods and some of these handfuls
- 17:26of Christians I mentioned are phenomenal.
- 17:29They're very articulate, they have a lot of things remembered
- 17:33and they're able to rock'n'roll on the fly.
- 17:37There's a lot that goes into being somebody like that.
- 17:41And then there's atheists out there.
- 17:43The atheists have the same problem.
- 17:45They have a a handful of atheists that are willing to go
- 17:48out on stage in front of thousands of people and debate
- 17:52religious people and Jordan Peterson type of thing.
- 17:56But then there's the stationary atheists that sit on their ass
- 17:59all day. So this is what atheists have
- 18:02the choice between watching these really smart, fucking like
- 18:06cosmic skeptic type of atheist, or watching a bunch of drug
- 18:12smokers and shit a bunch of Alcoholics on video.
- 18:15This is their two options. That's their two denominations.
- 18:19They're smart ones who have the balls and intelligence to
- 18:23actually argue points. And then they got the fucking
- 18:26losers that say we don't need authority, we're anarchists, we
- 18:31don't need to worry about what society thinks.
- 18:34We're just going to have our own little club.
- 18:37Some people might notice that the the losers in the atheist
- 18:41department seem to be more popular than the smart ones.
- 18:45Because it's a lot easier to be a fucking idiot and hang out
- 18:49with other idiots than it is to hang out with a bunch of
- 18:53geniuses and shit that they're going places, you know, I'm just
- 18:59saying. And the same with Christians.
- 19:01It's a lot easier to befriend a bunch of losers in the Christian
- 19:05department as opposed to go hang out with somebody like Dave
- 19:09Woods and be on fucking like awesome movies and stuff like
- 19:12that. Get it?
- 19:14I got it. I understand.
- 19:19But yeah, Christianity and atheism is pretty fucking boring
- 19:22at this point. And one of the reasons why is
- 19:25because Christianity, for the last 2000 years, it's come up
- 19:29with a lot of great philosophy and a lot of theology, and it's
- 19:34come up with a lot of good apologists.
- 19:37But at some point in time, Christianity stopped growing.
- 19:43It just kind of got stagnant. A lot of people started leaving
- 19:48the churches. A lot of people wanted to get up
- 19:51and be a dime a dozen fucking rent salesman type of Bible
- 19:56salesman type of character on the YouTube.
- 19:59Everybody without a license or any kind of education biblically
- 20:04decided they wanted to get up and form their own little social
- 20:07media. Christian cults and the atheism
- 20:11did pretty much the same shit. They ended up finding their
- 20:14little circles and their little cliques.
- 20:21And young people are looking for friendship.
- 20:24Young adults are looking for not just friendship, but they're
- 20:27looking for dates, they're looking for girls, looking for
- 20:31women and all that. And you're not going to find it
- 20:35by hanging out with Cosmic Skeptic.
- 20:38Cause Cosmic Skeptic spends all day debating in front of an
- 20:41audience. And then he goes on to living
- 20:44his normal life as where the losers want to party and they
- 20:48want to trash it. And that crazy, if you're going
- 20:52to get laid or you're going to get involved with somebody,
- 20:54that's the way to do it. You're going to have more, how
- 20:57shall I put it? You'll have more chances of
- 20:59picking up a babe or making a friend at a rock concert than
- 21:03you would at a intellectual, philosophical debate, right?
- 21:15So I think that's what it is. And I think it's going to get a
- 21:18lot worse. I think that Christianity is
- 21:22going to literally fade out on the Internet, except for the
- 21:26handfuls of people who go out of their way to, like, make it
- 21:31their life. I mean, really commit to it.
- 21:35And then it's the same with the atheists.
- 21:37I think that a lot of them, they don't even know what to argue
- 21:41anymore. They don't know what to say.
- 21:43None of them have come up with a scientific argument against God.
- 21:47It's always emotional shit. And I've heard countless
- 21:50atheists say I don't want to make videos because, well,
- 21:54there's already atheists. You're saying the same shit.
- 21:58So that pretty much kills social media, doesn't it 'cause
- 22:02everybody on the religious side says why should I say anything?
- 22:05Why should I make videos if somebody like David Woods
- 22:08already doing it? And it's already clear that
- 22:12unless I'm going from this level to this level, my shit will
- 22:16never go anywhere. You know, a lot of Jews and
- 22:20Muslims and Christians, they noticed that they're like, fuck
- 22:23it, then, you know, let the David Woods of the world run the
- 22:27show. You know, that's the way the
- 22:31atheists are too. We already got our big ass
- 22:34atheist and said who do the talking?
- 22:36Why should I bother? And then these become the the
- 22:40people who from time to time will leave you a nasty comment
- 22:44and then go on to playing their fucking Xbox or PlayStation and
- 22:48that's that. Or if they're PC users they'll
- 22:52be playing Steam or something. There's nothing really more that
- 23:00Christianity can say. Christianity is dabbled in
- 23:04biology, it's dabbled in the cosmos, it's came up with an
- 23:10explanation for every fucking thing out there.
- 23:14It the only thing that's left, and there's only very little
- 23:18interest in it now, is Christianity versus evolution.
- 23:22But besides that, Christians have heard atheist talk so
- 23:26fucking much that there's not one single argument an atheist
- 23:30can bring up at this point that hasn't been said 100,000 times
- 23:34and refuted 100,000 times right back.
- 23:39Nobody's saying anything new. There's nothing being brought to
- 23:42the fucking table. So now we are watching in real
- 23:46time the disintegration of atheism and Christianity and
- 23:50Islam. And none of the other religions
- 23:54are interesting either. I tried watching some pagans
- 23:57lately. I was watching this girl who
- 24:00claims to be a meditative witch. She's got a real nice soft
- 24:04voice, but she's clearly fucking retarded.
- 24:07I'm talking about jewels and crystals and, and rubbing
- 24:11fucking nuts and shit and some, and I'm not talking about Dick
- 24:15nuts. I'm talking about like actual,
- 24:17you know, plant nuts and all that.
- 24:19She says when I do this and I play with my tarot cards, it's
- 24:24going to tell you the future. And of course, it's always, Oh
- 24:28yeah, it says here you're going to find someone or it says here
- 24:32that, you know, your life is going to go through changes.
- 24:35Who doesn't have fucking changes in their life?
- 24:38Who doesn't eventually run into somebody they find interesting,
- 24:42whether that relationship succeeds or not.
- 24:46Just. And for some reason, she's
- 24:50fairly, fairly popular. She's like breaking 1000 Subs
- 24:54and shit. But I think people mostly sub to
- 24:57her 'cause they think she's cute and probably think at some point
- 25:00in time they might be able to take her on a date and have some
- 25:03nasty dirty sex with her. But besides that, I don't think
- 25:07anybody really gives a fuck about any of that nonsense
- 25:10except for crazy people. Obviously there are crazy people
- 25:16out there that'll watch any fucking thing.
- 25:18You could do an entire series about Bigfoot and they'll
- 25:21fucking watch it. You could do an entire series
- 25:24about Elvis reincarnated or dug himself out of the grave and
- 25:30people fucking watch it because, well, the world's boring and it
- 25:34gives you something to look at. They can be anything.
- 25:41Did you know that there's people out on YouTube who make entire
- 25:44series about popping their fucking pimples, doing close-ups
- 25:49to the camera, fucking popping pence pimples.
- 25:53There's videos where they're doing actual surgery where you
- 25:56can see people getting chopped open and shut.
- 25:59It's gross. There's videos where you can
- 26:02watch animals attack human beings or animals kill each
- 26:07other, and that seems to be very popular too.
- 26:10Like some fucking retard will drive up and to a park, see a
- 26:14bear and actually get out of their car and start taking
- 26:17pictures of it. And then the bear charges them
- 26:20and tears them up. And you know why?
- 26:22Because these people think, oh wow, it'd be really, really I'd
- 26:26get a lot of views on YouTube if I step out of my vehicle and
- 26:30start taking real time images of this fucking bear that is
- 26:35obviously hungry. You know it's hungry because the
- 26:38thing was just originally digging in the trash can looking
- 26:41for something to eat. And you're dumb fat ass get out
- 26:45of the car barely able to run a fucking half mile.
- 26:52Oh man, I don't know how many videos I've seen of people
- 26:56getting tore up by sharks and bears and fucking cheetahs and
- 27:00tigers and everything else. People just walk right up on
- 27:05animals. Like, like nature just suddenly
- 27:08decided it wants to have its picture taken.
- 27:14That's the other problem too. A lot of people are stupid and
- 27:18people are so stupid. That's the reason why people
- 27:20watch them, because they're like, yeah, it's not because
- 27:24anybody wants to actually see what a bear looks like.
- 27:27And it you can go Google search and get thousands of pictures of
- 27:30fucking bears. It's watching someone who's
- 27:33fucking stupid where you find yourself when you're watching
- 27:37and going, man, this idiot, it's going to get fucking tore up,
- 27:40isn't he? This fucking idiot has got his
- 27:43kids and his wife in the car. They got the window down and
- 27:47they're laughing and they're high pitched noises.
- 27:49They're irritating the fucking zoo animals and the creatures
- 27:53that are running wild out in parks and you just know they're
- 27:58going to get fucking ripped apart.
- 27:59And you're like, ah, maybe they fucking deserve it.
- 28:02Maybe we need less dumb people in the world I guess.
- 28:11This is what atheism and Christianity's competing with.
- 28:15Why watch an atheist talk about their lack of belief in God or
- 28:19some Christian spouting off some Bible verses when you can watch
- 28:23a fucking person get their ass mauled by a fucking bear?
- 28:27You see what I mean? That's how bad it is, ladies and
- 28:31gentlemen, that people would rather watch a fucking bear or
- 28:34mount somebody and fuck them to death as opposed to listen to
- 28:39any of your guys's bullshit on video.
- 28:42I'm not trying to be hateful or I'm not trying to be brutal, but
- 28:46I mean, it does eventually get boring after a while.
- 28:52I myself, I have tried to make things more interesting by
- 28:56bringing in more people to participate in conversations.
- 29:00And I always have told people, look, we don't just have to talk
- 29:04about religion. We can talk about entertainment.
- 29:07We can talk about your favorite book, your favorite movie.
- 29:10Have you watched any cool YouTube channels You have any
- 29:13suggestions of, you know, some good fucking videos where people
- 29:16get mauled by Stingrays or something like that?
- 29:19You know something. I try to keep it exciting, but
- 29:25unfortunately for me, YouTube apparently has locked up my my
- 29:30liveability on my main channel. So now I had to create a new
- 29:34channel recently just to be able to do live shows and don't know
- 29:37how long that's going to fucking last.
- 29:41So I think that my time is limited on YouTube.
- 29:46The only reason I still make videos is because I'm still
- 29:49doing well on Spotify. I'm doing well through that and
- 29:55Amazon Music and podcasts and all that kind of shit.
- 30:00But as far as YouTube goes, my, my time is over.
- 30:04And I know that every once in a while I get someone who leaves a
- 30:08comment where they think they're telling me something I don't
- 30:11know. They'll say bright, you don't,
- 30:13you don't have it anymore. You don't have popularity or
- 30:16whatever on YouTube. You should just quit.
- 30:19Well, I mean, that's appreciative.
- 30:23It's nice for you to point that out, especially when it's coming
- 30:26from YouTube channels that have less than 5 subscribers and less
- 30:30than three videos of their own. That's nice.
- 30:34But I'm going to keep on doing what I'm doing as long as I
- 30:39think that I'm going to be able to help people.
- 30:41I'll still from time to time, talk about God.
- 30:45I'll still from time to time share experiences, but I try to
- 30:49do something that a lot of religious people haven't figured
- 30:52out and that's do a more broad based channel where you talk
- 30:57about all kinds of different shit.
- 31:00Gaming, movies, entertainment, all kinds of different shit.
- 31:05Everybody's already heard it all.
- 31:09This video is simply to explain to people what the problem is.
- 31:13And as far as young adults who are bored and listening to all
- 31:18the religious shit and going fuck you or listening to other
- 31:23atheists and going, they suck too.
- 31:29Eventually the younger people will grow up, they'll get older,
- 31:33they'll turn into adults. They'll watch a few people that
- 31:36they love die miserably. They themselves will start
- 31:40feeling health issues. They will start feeling their
- 31:43body fucking dying right before them.
- 31:47They'll start getting to the point where they look in the
- 31:49mirror and they don't look beautiful anymore, or at least
- 31:51according to their own perspective.
- 31:54And they'll start asking the question, What happens now?
- 31:58Where the fuck do I go? What's going to happen when I
- 32:01die? I'm close to that point anyway.
- 32:05You start thinking about this shit when you've been to enough
- 32:07funerals and you have to be on the earth for a little while in
- 32:11order to get to the point where you feel that way.
- 32:13When you're young, you feel like you're immortal.
- 32:16You feel like you can put anything into your digestive
- 32:19system and you'll be fine, whether it's food or drugs or
- 32:22alcohol. You think that you can party and
- 32:26be able to just jump right up from it.
- 32:28But there's a point where when you get older, all that shit
- 32:32catches up with you. All the rock concerts, all the
- 32:36mosh pits where you took an elbow to the fucking face or
- 32:39someone jumped out the stage and sidekicked you, it all starts
- 32:44fucking coming back and your body starts going Ouch over and
- 32:49over and over. Once this happens, then people
- 32:54will take the time out to look for people that they find
- 32:58interesting, that can talk about the questions that they have, or
- 33:02they'll go do their own research and that's how it is.
- 33:07A lot of religious people used to be like that.
- 33:12A lot of Christians used to be complete and utter bastards when
- 33:16they were children. They forgot about it though.
- 33:20Isn't it fucking convenient how a lot of adults forget what it
- 33:24was like being a kid or a teenager?
- 33:26They forget what it was like when they were breaking all the
- 33:29rules and not wanting to be held accountable for anything.
- 33:32They forget about the times they've lied straight up to
- 33:35their fucking moms and dads about what they had been doing
- 33:38the night before and why they weren't in their bedroom doing
- 33:41their homework. A lot of these people, they
- 33:43forget and then they become all religious and they act like they
- 33:47never did anything wrong, but they were always pleasing and
- 33:50serving God properly. That kind of shit annoys people,
- 33:54especially the people who are related to folks like that where
- 33:58they seen them fucking up all their life and then suddenly
- 34:01they become this great St. of God.
- 34:04That routine is very, it's very wary and it's soul draining to
- 34:09watch that kind of shit. I remember when I'd go to
- 34:14church, one of the things that annoyed me is 1 church actually
- 34:17thought it was a good idea to let people get up behind the
- 34:20podium and get on the microphone and share their testimonies.
- 34:24Like we were at an A, a meeting and I remember this one guy,
- 34:28boy, he was like, I remember the day I found Jesus.
- 34:32I was doing crack cocaine. Those fucking hookers I was
- 34:37sending every day, those were the days.
- 34:41But then I found Jesus and it changed my life.
- 34:47And you're like OK, it's been like 2 weeks but sure, sure.
- 34:51You know you got touched, right? You changed.
- 35:04I think that watching people like this and watching religious
- 35:08people like this, it, it doesn't hurt your faith in God or
- 35:12anything because God was smart enough Whenever you put in the
- 35:16Bible together to remind us and let us know that there's a lot
- 35:20of bullshitters, there's a lot of wolves, there's a lot of
- 35:23broken ass people who are full of shit.
- 35:26The Bible warns us about all that.
- 35:28So when I see it, I just think to myself, I don't go, oh geez,
- 35:33God, you know, this is hurting my faith in some way.
- 35:37Doesn't hurt my faith in God. But what it does is it it gives
- 35:41me a fucking headache. And it's annoying to watch
- 35:44people like that, people who are fakes, people who are frauds on
- 35:49both sides. Because I had this unfortunate
- 35:54inconvenient thing that happens to me because I was once an
- 35:58atheist and also believe in God now.
- 36:02Now when I watch atheist say the shit that I used to say, but
- 36:06they don't articulate it or express it well and they can't
- 36:10even get the argument right, that fucking annoys the piss out
- 36:15of me. I'm like, you fucking idiot,
- 36:17That's not how Christopher Hitchens said it.
- 36:20That's not how Richard Dawkins put it forth.
- 36:24What you're talking about doesn't even have any fucking
- 36:27evidence. And even if it did, there's no
- 36:30reason to even come to the conclusion.
- 36:33It's weird for me because I'm hybrid.
- 36:36I'm, you know, I got the atheism wired into me and then I got
- 36:40Christianity wired into me. If I watch a stupid Christian, I
- 36:44get fucking annoyed. I'm like, oh man, this is
- 36:47terrible. This is awful.
- 36:51Please. And you can see that it wears on
- 36:54other atheists and other Christians too.
- 36:57I'm not the only one. I see atheists where they want
- 36:59to kick the shit out of each other because of that, they're
- 37:02like, just shut the fuck up, get the fuck off tits or get the
- 37:06fuck off. You know, show your tits or get
- 37:09the fuck off. And same with Christians.
- 37:11Christians will hear some babbling fucking goober up on
- 37:15the screen. This rattling away a bunch of
- 37:18shit and totally and fucking misinterpreting and
- 37:21misrepresenting the Bible and they're like, oh man, just fuck
- 37:25out of here. Oh man, that's all that's left
- 37:36there. YouTube, really.
- 37:38Christians fighting with each other non-stop, calling each
- 37:41other names, and then the atheists say they do the same
- 37:45thing, but they're fucking horrid.
- 37:47It's rough. Get the fuck out of here.
- 37:49Get off the screen. This.
- 37:56You guys might think this is sick of me, but for a while it
- 38:00it was, it was really irritating and it was fucking annoying
- 38:05watching either side, you know, just babbling away like fucking
- 38:09crazies. But nowadays when I'm looking at
- 38:13it, I just, I, I start breaking out in laughter.
- 38:16I start going hysterically laughing my ass off.
- 38:20I'm like, my goodness, this person's stupid.
- 38:23It's like watching a person getting mauled by an invisible
- 38:27bear. It's like, Oh my goodness, you
- 38:29fucking dummy, get the fuck off there.
- 38:34I know people are going to say Brett, that's not very Christ
- 38:37like, but it is what it is. God knows my heart.
- 38:43He knows he understands. I couldn't imagine being God
- 38:48though, Being omniscient, omnipresent, all knowing,
- 38:54watching hundreds of millions of you just totally fucking up on a
- 38:58daily basis. You know, I used to when I was
- 39:02an atheist and I read the Bible, I thought, man, God is so mean.
- 39:07He's always fucking people up. People are always fucking around
- 39:10and finding out in this book, he's drowning people.
- 39:14He's setting people on fire. He's wiping out entire
- 39:18civilizations. My goodness, that's mean.
- 39:21But I was a kid when I thought that way.
- 39:23I was just a young person, and I took some of it into my
- 39:27adulthood. But at some point in time, as I
- 39:30experienced the world and experienced humanity with my
- 39:34limited knowledge compared to God, I started realizing my
- 39:40goodness, if I were in God's position, I should be considered
- 39:45the most loving, most patient, enduring deity of all times.
- 39:49For God to put up with all of our dull ass boring bullshit and
- 39:53hypocrisy and nonsense and not just fucking strike us down in a
- 39:58matter of seconds and make fucking breakfast out of us.
- 40:02I would make a terrible God because I'd push the button.
- 40:06Fucking full reset. Maybe not even reset, just turn
- 40:10the motherfucking entire sentient existence off so I can
- 40:16not have a divine headache. Yeah, I'd make a bad one.
- 40:23I used to think when I was younger, if I was God, I'd make
- 40:26it to where everybody doesn't suffer, nobody ever dies,
- 40:30nothing ever happens wrong. But man, I would get fucking
- 40:34bored of that, giving everybody milk and cookies every day.
- 40:40And you know what? Even if I did do that, I'm sure
- 40:43that there's going to be some people who are going to
- 40:45complain. I don't want fucking cookies and
- 40:47milk, God, I don't want all this good stuff.
- 40:51I want, I want war and destruction and death.
- 40:56But I'm a kind God. I'm trying to give you all nice
- 41:00things and, and fun things, you know, a, a fucking eternal
- 41:05subscription in the World of Warcraft.
- 41:07Come on, people would still be flicking me off.
- 41:11Fuck you. And how would I go about doing
- 41:15that? What would stop me from shutting
- 41:19the doors of heaven and saying fuck these people and just
- 41:23letting the entire Milky Way flowed into a gigantic black
- 41:29hole and be absolutely eviscerated?
- 41:33Man, you ought to thank God that I'm not God.