Latest / Wrongful Conviction / #418 Maggie Freleng with Nikki Zinger
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- 0:05Speaker 1: One Friday morning in nineteen ninety one, Nicki Zinger and
- 0:08Speaker 1: her boyfriend Daniel Rischer decided to drive down to Shreveport, Louisiana,
- 0:12Speaker 1: for the day. The couple were both in their twenties
- 0:15Speaker 1: and they lived in Magnolia, Arkansas. Daniel was in a
- 0:19Speaker 1: band and he needed to take his guitar amp to
- 0:21Speaker 1: a repair shop in Shreveport, about an hour and a
- 0:24Speaker 1: half away. They stopped off to pick up some magazines
- 0:27Speaker 1: at the home of Nicki's mother, Linda Holly. Linda was
- 0:31Speaker 1: already at work, so Nicki left her a note and
- 0:34Speaker 1: the two set off. When they got back that night,
- 0:37Speaker 1: they drove past Linda's trailer.
- 0:40Speaker 2: They mean because it was a little light. I figured
- 0:43Speaker 2: she was in the bed, because when we went by
- 0:46Speaker 2: the house the house was dark, but I thought the
- 0:48Speaker 2: car was in the front yard.
- 0:50Speaker 1: The next day, Saturday, Nicki called her mother over and
- 0:54Speaker 1: over but was unable to reach her. On Sunday, Nicki
- 0:59Speaker 1: and Daniel drove over to Linda's house and when they
- 1:02Speaker 1: got their cops were everywhere.
- 1:05Speaker 2: So when we pulled up and I asked what was wrong,
- 1:08Speaker 2: and when they tell me that my mom was dead,
- 1:10Speaker 2: I didn't understand why, because it just seemed make can
- 1:13Speaker 2: be sinned. She couldn't be dead because she wasn't dead
- 1:17Speaker 2: when I left.
- 1:20Speaker 1: Linda Holly had been viciously murdered, stabbed, and bludgeoned to death,
- 1:25Speaker 1: and Nicki and Daniel were soon the primary suspects.
- 1:30Speaker 2: My I mistaking danger and not being locked in for
- 1:32Speaker 2: thirty one years for crome. I have not committed.
- 1:37Speaker 1: From lov of for good. This is wrongful conviction with
- 1:39Speaker 1: Maggie Freeling today, Nicki Zinger.
- 1:50Speaker 2: To accept this free call breath one to refuse the
- 1:53Speaker 2: thank you for using securis. We may start the conversation now, Hi, Nikki,
- 1:59Speaker 2: are we ready?
- 2:00Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm here, It's Maggie.
- 2:03Speaker 2: Hey, we're a really neat talking kid home something us?
- 2:07Speaker 1: Nicki? Yeah, we do. But let's get this interview, okay,
- 2:09Speaker 1: and then we'll catch up because we don't want to
- 2:11Speaker 1: We don't want to miss this. Nicki Zinger has been
- 2:18Speaker 1: incarcerated at the McPherson Unit in Newport, Arkansas since nineteen
- 2:22Speaker 1: ninety two, and Nicki and I have been friends since
- 2:25Speaker 1: I first covered her case in twenty twenty for my
- 2:29Speaker 1: podcast on' Justin Unsolved. Nicki's story has haunted me since then,
- 2:35Speaker 1: and after listening to this episode, I think you will
- 2:38Speaker 1: hear why. All right, Niki, so let's start at the beginning.
- 2:48Speaker 1: Can you tell me about growing up. I know you
- 2:51Speaker 1: were born in Chicago, but you moved to Arkansas.
- 2:55Speaker 2: My mom left my dad when I was just a baby.
- 2:58Speaker 2: I mean, we went to live with my grandmother, who
- 3:01Speaker 2: lived in Magnolia at the time.
- 3:04Speaker 1: Nicki Zinger was born in nineteen sixty three. After they
- 3:08Speaker 1: moved to Magnolia, her mother, Linda Holly, raised Niki on
- 3:12Speaker 1: her own.
- 3:14Speaker 2: My dad was never a part of my life because
- 3:17Speaker 2: he was always drinking and drugging. He was mentally and
- 3:20Speaker 2: physically abusive to both. As I got older, he tried
- 3:24Speaker 2: to come see me a few but he was always drunk,
- 3:27Speaker 2: and my mother asked him, can you not come see
- 3:29Speaker 2: your only child sober? Because he was flushing me one
- 3:34Speaker 2: day and he pushed me out of the swings and
- 3:38Speaker 2: he just left me there.
- 3:40Speaker 1: Linda was a nurse and worked as a director with
- 3:42Speaker 1: the health department, but Nicki says she could have done
- 3:45Speaker 1: more with her life.
- 3:47Speaker 2: She was smart enough to be a doctor. She just didn't,
- 3:50Speaker 2: I think because of me, because of my problem I
- 3:55Speaker 2: was born with a club foot in a foot drawn
- 3:58Speaker 2: and I was born paralyzed and a throw from the marine.
- 4:04Speaker 1: And that meant that Nikki needed constant care.
- 4:08Speaker 2: I mean, I'm in the hospital for like three four
- 4:11Speaker 2: months with my foot. I'm almost upside down because I
- 4:15Speaker 2: gotta have pins in my pans and all my toes
- 4:18Speaker 2: and a cast, and I got an upside down so
- 4:20Speaker 2: I won't get a food cloth. So you really can't
- 4:23Speaker 2: do anything. I missed a lot of the child my
- 4:26Speaker 2: childhood being in the hospital.
- 4:30Speaker 1: Even when she was home in between operations, Nikki had
- 4:33Speaker 1: to wear a cast day and night. She rarely went
- 4:36Speaker 1: to school, so Linda homeschooled her.
- 4:40Speaker 2: I had no friends because I had to go every
- 4:42Speaker 2: o the year for so many years. If you're friends
- 4:45Speaker 2: with me one year and I'm out the next year,
- 4:47Speaker 2: you're not gonna keep you know, you're you're a child,
- 4:50Speaker 2: so you're not gonna keep trying to be my friend.
- 4:53Speaker 2: So I really never did get posted anybody because I
- 4:56Speaker 2: was never in school.
- 4:57Speaker 1: So tell me about growing up with your mom. You
- 4:59Speaker 1: guys really were each other's people. She was kind of
- 5:03Speaker 1: your best friend. She took care of you when you
- 5:04Speaker 1: were having all your health problems to tell me about that.
- 5:07Speaker 2: She was. She was my playmate, She was my everything.
- 5:10Speaker 2: I didn't know any other way. I mean, I couldn't work,
- 5:16Speaker 2: so you know, I stayed home and did the little things.
- 5:20Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. We just got to do
- 5:22Speaker 2: and everything. If we went to the sonic or went
- 5:25Speaker 2: to the drive whatever drive through, we sitd in the
- 5:28Speaker 2: park a lot sometime and just have a big bas
- 5:30Speaker 2: and just watch everybody. If me and my mother traveled,
- 5:33Speaker 2: it was just me and my mother. She did it.
- 5:36Speaker 2: Lay in the bend and play video games with me,
- 5:38Speaker 2: or the TV or the movies, or just outside playing,
- 5:43Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. And that was just happy
- 5:45Speaker 2: with me.
- 5:46Speaker 1: Nikki and her mom did everything together. They were happy
- 5:50Speaker 1: in each other's company. But still Linda wanted more for
- 5:54Speaker 1: her daughter, have.
- 5:56Speaker 2: A good career, have a good lie, not to worry
- 5:59Speaker 2: about things, you know what I'm saying. She didn't want
- 6:01Speaker 2: me to have to work hard like she did. She
- 6:04Speaker 2: didn't want me to have to worry about the things
- 6:06Speaker 2: that she worried about, or the man that she had
- 6:09Speaker 2: picked like my father.
- 6:11Speaker 1: As a teenager, Nikki was interested in boys. She was
- 6:14Speaker 1: curious about dating, but she wasn't quite ready to strike
- 6:18Speaker 1: out on her own, to.
- 6:21Speaker 2: Be honest with you, making my mother, making my mom
- 6:25Speaker 2: go and dragon so we could look at boys. She
- 6:28Speaker 2: would take me to Tonic. We would look just look,
- 6:32Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Just drive around and I
- 6:36Speaker 2: don't know.
- 6:38Speaker 1: Wait, so you didn't. I actually never do that. So
- 6:40Speaker 1: you and mom would go look for boys together.
- 6:45Speaker 2: Yeah, just go look on my not. I didn't date
- 6:47Speaker 2: a lot because I always lived was so shy because
- 6:52Speaker 2: of the scars on my leg or because when leg
- 6:56Speaker 2: was bigger than the other. So my mom said, well,
- 6:59Speaker 2: let's just see this.
- 7:04Speaker 1: Then in her early twenties, NICKI did meet someone. When
- 7:08Speaker 1: they got married, she thought Larry would take care of her,
- 7:11Speaker 1: but that's not how it turned out.
- 7:14Speaker 2: I didn't know a lot of things about Larry until
- 7:16Speaker 2: after I got married. And he drank a lot. I
- 7:18Speaker 2: knew he drank some, I didn't know that he had
- 7:21Speaker 2: drank that bad. And he wouldn't want to leave and
- 7:23Speaker 2: come in late at two o'clock in the morning. I said,
- 7:25Speaker 2: we can't do that, this is my mom found. So
- 7:28Speaker 2: he when he did late, and he would try to
- 7:30Speaker 2: bang on the door, and my mother wouldn't let me in,
- 7:34Speaker 2: and he just got out of hand and he was
- 7:37Speaker 2: getting real verbal abusive and stuff like that, and so
- 7:41Speaker 2: I just just got a divorce. I don't ever regret it.
- 7:46Speaker 1: How long were you married for?
- 7:49Speaker 2: Not even six months?
- 7:51Speaker 1: With Larry out of the picture, Nicki and her mom
- 7:54Speaker 1: went back to their quiet life together. By now, they
- 7:57Speaker 1: had sold her grandparents' house and moved into a new place,
- 8:00Speaker 1: a brand new double wide trailer.
- 8:03Speaker 2: He had two bathrooms, two bedrooms, a living room, a
- 8:07Speaker 2: TV room, and then the master bedroom had his own bathroom,
- 8:12Speaker 2: home TV room, like a little apartment.
- 8:15Speaker 1: Linda continued with her job at the health center, and
- 8:18Speaker 1: Nikki pitched in by babysitting and working at a nursery
- 8:21Speaker 1: when she wasn't watching TV or listening to her favorite music. So, Nikki,
- 8:26Speaker 1: I know that you in your past maybe still are
- 8:29Speaker 1: a bit of a rocker. What kind of music did
- 8:31Speaker 1: you used to like?
- 8:33Speaker 2: Me? Yeah? You? Oh my god, I was like ACDCA
- 8:39Speaker 2: or Van Highland or Journey. That was back when I
- 8:45Speaker 2: was a little bit of a young person.
- 8:52Speaker 1: And then when Linda was forty five, something happened that
- 8:56Speaker 1: would upset the balance of their life together. Linda's struggle
- 9:00Speaker 1: with how to tell her daughter the devastating news.
- 9:04Speaker 2: And I happened to come home early, and I was like, well,
- 9:07Speaker 2: why is the PaperWorks sitting on my bed? So I
- 9:10Speaker 2: turned it on and it was her talking. That's when
- 9:14Speaker 2: she told me that she had cancer. I was devastated
- 9:19Speaker 2: because I had to know how to act and to
- 9:21Speaker 2: deal with the feelings because cancer makes you so through
- 9:24Speaker 2: so much.
- 9:26Speaker 1: Their lifetime roles were reversed and Nikki became her mother's caretaker.
- 9:32Speaker 1: What kinds of caretaking things did you have to do
- 9:35Speaker 1: for her?
- 9:36Speaker 2: I'd make the bed or cook. We went and got
- 9:39Speaker 2: her a wig. We learned how to eat better because
- 9:42Speaker 2: she had to change the way she ate to get
- 9:44Speaker 2: the vitamin into that the chemotherapy and the radiation was
- 9:48Speaker 2: taken out of her. So we had bought a steamer,
- 9:50Speaker 2: so I learned to steam the vegetables that she liked.
- 9:53Speaker 2: So I'll just cooked. And she still worked because she
- 9:57Speaker 2: wanted to. Because she didn't she said she would drop
- 9:59Speaker 2: her cray see. So when she come in, I would
- 10:02Speaker 2: fix her bath, have her dinner ready and we would
- 10:05Speaker 2: just watch Tippie or whatever. She if she wanted to
- 10:08Speaker 2: go outside and walk some We would go out there
- 10:10Speaker 2: and walk down the road because we lived in the country.
- 10:12Speaker 1: Anyway, it was hard for NICKI to watch her mom
- 10:15Speaker 1: going through chemotherapy.
- 10:17Speaker 2: I don't know if the cure is worse than Kevin canthrope,
- 10:20Speaker 2: because you know, I'd watched my mom go through so
- 10:23Speaker 2: much final tab her hair coming out, losing one of
- 10:29Speaker 2: her breaths, which really upset her is very, very hard.
- 10:33Speaker 1: NICKI also had to process the fact that the worst
- 10:36Speaker 1: might happen, that she might lose her mother, her best friend, because.
- 10:44Speaker 2: By this time she had been through chemotherapy and radiation twice.
- 10:48Speaker 2: Sometimes she would feel better and sometimes you wouldn't. I
- 10:52Speaker 2: just couldn't think about this being the end of my
- 10:54Speaker 2: mom because I don't have any family. This is only
- 10:58Speaker 2: this has been my only mah long. I just didn't
- 11:01Speaker 2: thinking my life just staying after by Masel, you know.
- 11:07Speaker 1: And then when she was in her mid twenties, someone
- 11:10Speaker 1: new came into Nicky's life. She had met a few
- 11:13Speaker 1: people around the area and one day one of the
- 11:16Speaker 1: girls invited her to a party.
- 11:19Speaker 2: Held my mom a mad and she said, it was
- 11:20Speaker 2: like a heart you might meet somebody you I'm play
- 11:23Speaker 2: so I go and there was Daniel.
- 11:27Speaker 1: Nicky was twenty six and Daniel Rischer was four years younger.
- 11:31Speaker 1: She was attracted to him right away.
- 11:36Speaker 2: His hair was it looked like a legal haircut when
- 11:39Speaker 2: I first meet him. Dark brown is great. He had big,
- 11:43Speaker 2: puppy dow brown eyes. He was kind of shy like me.
- 11:47Speaker 2: He was just oh no, just different from everybody.
- 11:52Speaker 1: One day, not long after that, to Nicky's surprise, Daniel
- 11:56Speaker 1: showed up at their trailer. Linda was on her way
- 11:58Speaker 1: to work, but.
- 12:00Speaker 2: Who is this? And I introduced and everything she was
- 12:04Speaker 2: talking about she didn't want to leave me, and he said, well,
- 12:06Speaker 2: I bet if I just come up and keep recompany
- 12:08Speaker 2: during the day while you're at work. And that's what
- 12:12Speaker 2: he did, and that's where it started.
- 12:15Speaker 1: What stood out to you about him, It wasn't.
- 12:17Speaker 2: Like my ex husband, it was it was it was
- 12:22Speaker 2: sweet because it was like a slow build that makes
- 12:27Speaker 2: sense to you. It was this he helped with everything.
- 12:32Speaker 2: It was just it was just so natural.
- 12:38Speaker 1: Not only that Daniel was into rock music like Nikki.
- 12:41Speaker 1: Music was one of the things they bonded over.
- 12:44Speaker 2: You know. He played the guitar and he had his
- 12:47Speaker 2: own little personal band and he was good at it,
- 12:50Speaker 2: and I thought that was kind of neat to have
- 12:53Speaker 2: my boyfriend that played the band. You know what I'm saying.
- 12:55Speaker 2: It's kind of not necessarily a prestige or whatever you
- 12:59Speaker 2: want to say, but it was kind of neat.
- 13:01Speaker 1: Before long, Nicky and Daniel were inseparable. They went back
- 13:05Speaker 1: and forth between their homes, staying some nights at Linda's
- 13:08Speaker 1: place and others with Daniel's parents, Albert and Rachel. At first,
- 13:13Speaker 1: Nicky says, Rachel wasn't sure how she felt about her
- 13:16Speaker 1: son's new girlfriend.
- 13:18Speaker 2: When she got to know me, things changed because, you know,
- 13:23Speaker 2: she didn't think I was trying to take a betty
- 13:25Speaker 2: to her soon or anything else. She was. I was
- 13:28Speaker 2: really nice because I helped with the dishes, and I
- 13:30Speaker 2: helped cook when we all lay down there, I helped
- 13:34Speaker 2: everything that she did.
- 13:36Speaker 1: Did your mom like him?
- 13:38Speaker 2: I think so. Harry and Daniel really got along. She
- 13:41Speaker 2: had asked that, you know what I thought about maybe
- 13:44Speaker 2: was going on vacation one time, all of us together.
- 13:47Speaker 1: Oh where would you have gone?
- 13:50Speaker 2: Well, my mom, she was a very history buff and
- 13:52Speaker 2: Glen went to Mississippi together and seeing no battlefields, and
- 13:58Speaker 2: she wanted to go to Dalamo. They see all the
- 14:01Speaker 2: stuff in Texas. As things progressed with me and him,
- 14:04Speaker 2: we talked about maybe getting married one day, maybe starting
- 14:08Speaker 2: a family.
- 14:11Speaker 1: One Friday morning, about a year and a half into
- 14:13Speaker 1: their relationship, Daniel needed to take his guitar AMP to
- 14:17Speaker 1: a repair shop in Shreveport. It was about an hour
- 14:19Speaker 1: and a half away, and Niki decided to go along
- 14:22Speaker 1: for the ride and make a day of it. On
- 14:25Speaker 1: their way out, they stopped by Linda's to pick up
- 14:27Speaker 1: a few magazines for the drive, and Linda was already
- 14:30Speaker 1: at work.
- 14:31Speaker 2: I left her a note on the bar the Taylor
- 14:34Speaker 2: and we were going to Strappart. It was still daytime
- 14:38Speaker 2: when we got there, so we went to the amp
- 14:41Speaker 2: place and the city was closed for lunch, so we
- 14:45Speaker 2: went to the mall and he decided he was hungry,
- 14:48Speaker 2: so we went night a sandwich place and he bought
- 14:52Speaker 2: me some perfume a couple of balls apart few.
- 14:55Speaker 1: They walked around the mall for a bit, then went
- 14:58Speaker 1: back to the shop to drop off Daniel's AMP. As
- 15:00Speaker 1: it was starting to get dark, they headed back to Magnolia,
- 15:04Speaker 1: arriving in the late evening.
- 15:06Speaker 2: I don't know what time. It was exactly. We stopped
- 15:09Speaker 2: by Easy Mark, we had dinner at Sonic, and we
- 15:14Speaker 2: went home.
- 15:17Speaker 1: On the way, they drove past Linda's house.
- 15:21Speaker 2: I didn't think of myself because it was a little late.
- 15:23Speaker 2: I figured she was in the bed. I mean because
- 15:27Speaker 2: when we went by the house, the house was dark,
- 15:29Speaker 2: but I thought the car was in the front yard.
- 15:32Speaker 1: The next day, Saturday, Nikki called her mom and left
- 15:35Speaker 1: multiple messages.
- 15:37Speaker 2: But that's when she usually goes to the store. This
- 15:40Speaker 2: her day. She goes to the grocery store, to the
- 15:43Speaker 2: farmer's market, Kmart. Is just her day to do all that.
- 15:47Speaker 2: And now I didn't think of anything.
- 15:51Speaker 1: So John, can you introduce yourself for listeners.
- 15:55Speaker 3: Sure, my name is John Harden. I'm a private investigator
- 15:58Speaker 3: and four ten years as i rend the nonprofit Proclaimed Justice.
- 16:03Speaker 1: Can you walk us through what happens back on March eighth,
- 16:07Speaker 1: nineteen ninety one. What do we know that happened? Basically,
- 16:11Speaker 1: what we know.
- 16:11Speaker 3: Happened is on Friday March eighth, at four thirty five
- 16:15Speaker 3: o'clock something like that, Linda Holly was seen at her
- 16:18Speaker 3: mailbox by her neighbor Kara Lee Davis. She was in
- 16:21Speaker 3: her scrubs. She was checking her mail. They had a
- 16:24Speaker 3: brief conversation about maybe we'll go to the store together tomorrow,
- 16:27Speaker 3: do a little shopping tomorrow. And that's the last sighting
- 16:31Speaker 3: that we know for sure of Linda Holly alive. That's
- 16:34Speaker 3: on Friday afternoon. You fast forward to Sunday and Caro
- 16:39Speaker 3: Lee Davis, the neighbor, was concerned because she had left
- 16:42Speaker 3: a couple of messages for Linda that were not returned,
- 16:44Speaker 3: but her car was still there, so she Kara becomes concerned.
- 16:48Speaker 3: She calls her friend Jan Terrell, who is also Linda
- 16:52Speaker 3: Holly's friend, and they call a police officer who they knew,
- 16:56Speaker 3: named Buddy Height. The three of them go over. Buddy
- 16:59Speaker 3: enters enough to see that there's a bad scene going
- 17:02Speaker 3: on there, and he calls the police officers that who
- 17:06Speaker 3: were on duty.
- 17:08Speaker 1: So once the police arrive on the scene, what was
- 17:11Speaker 1: the investigation?
- 17:12Speaker 3: Like the first couple of officers, they don't know what
- 17:15Speaker 3: they're walking into. So they go through the back utility
- 17:17Speaker 3: room door of the trailer and they're walking through broken
- 17:21Speaker 3: glass or walking through blood, and you can't blame them.
- 17:24Speaker 3: They've got their weapons drawn. They don't know if somebody's
- 17:27Speaker 3: still in that trailer or not. They go in, they
- 17:30Speaker 3: find Linda dead. It was multiple stab wounds twelve stab wounds,
- 17:38Speaker 3: as well as blunt force trauma, some evidence of some
- 17:41Speaker 3: strangulation as well.
- 17:43Speaker 1: John says that the investigation was a mess from the beginning.
- 17:48Speaker 3: That crime scene was not secured at all. There were
- 17:51Speaker 3: very quickly, multiple people, multiple officers, kind of all over
- 17:56Speaker 3: the place there. Going in and out of the trailer
- 17:58Speaker 3: was sort of the first thing that went wrong with
- 18:02Speaker 3: this investigation.
- 18:05Speaker 1: So you guys on Sunday are calling her. She's not answering.
- 18:08Speaker 1: So at what point do you go over to the house.
- 18:10Speaker 2: I guess about lunch, maybe maybe a little after lunch.
- 18:14Speaker 2: I come around the corner and there was a whole
- 18:16Speaker 2: bunch of cars in the yard and told them we
- 18:19Speaker 2: pulled up. Everybody was coming out from behind my house,
- 18:22Speaker 2: and I asked what was wrong, And when they told
- 18:24Speaker 2: me that that my mom was dead, I just remember
- 18:29Speaker 2: thinking that they're lying. So I run around behind the
- 18:31Speaker 2: house and they caught me and told me that I
- 18:35Speaker 2: told me that I couldn't. I couldn't go around there.
- 18:41Speaker 2: And by this time I was crying and I didn't
- 18:43Speaker 2: understand why because it just seemed making any sense that
- 18:47Speaker 2: you're telling me that my mom was dead and she
- 18:49Speaker 2: couldn't be dead because she wasn't dead when I left.
- 18:54Speaker 2: I just know. That's when I just light on the
- 19:00Speaker 2: grass and I can do nothing because it was just
- 19:03Speaker 2: my whole life was gone. I have no life now
- 19:09Speaker 2: that didn't have anything no more. Who would do something
- 19:16Speaker 2: like this? I mean, I just didn't know anybody that
- 19:22Speaker 2: didn't like my mom my d You don't say I
- 19:25Speaker 2: still don't know. I know I didn't. Why would I
- 19:30Speaker 2: tighten my life away from me?
- 19:46Speaker 1: Thank you for listening to Wrongful Conviction with Maggie Freeling.
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- 20:07Speaker 1: of finding out her mother had been murdered, Nicky was
- 20:10Speaker 1: told that she had to leave their home.
- 20:15Speaker 2: Nobody was paying for it anymore. We had like ten
- 20:19Speaker 2: fifteen days to get everything out of the house, so
- 20:23Speaker 2: me and Daniel and my friend Davy went up there
- 20:27Speaker 2: and we would try to plan it up some during
- 20:29Speaker 2: the days and keep the things out that I wanted
- 20:32Speaker 2: to keep. We would do to the day because I couldn't.
- 20:35Speaker 2: I couldn't do in there at night time. It stretched
- 20:38Speaker 2: me out too bad and I had not marriage from it.
- 20:43Speaker 3: The day after Linda was found murdered, Daniel and Nicki
- 20:47Speaker 3: were allowed to go into the home unsupervised. They're cleaning
- 20:51Speaker 3: all this stuff up from the murder before the crime
- 20:55Speaker 3: scene folks got there, before the State crime lab arrived,
- 20:58Speaker 3: three days before the State crime labl.
- 21:01Speaker 1: Nicky says that at one point officers asked her if
- 21:03Speaker 1: there was anything missing from the house, mcdona, what was missing?
- 21:08Speaker 2: Her gun was missing, hammer was missing, money was missing,
- 21:12Speaker 2: jewelry was missing, and they did not one thing about
- 21:15Speaker 2: any of that.
- 21:17Speaker 1: As it turns out, the detectives were concerned about something
- 21:20Speaker 1: else entirely.
- 21:22Speaker 3: They weren't looking for valuables that were missing or anything
- 21:26Speaker 3: like that. Officers testified at trial that immediately once they
- 21:32Speaker 3: found Linda Holly murdered in her home, they immediately started
- 21:36Speaker 3: looking for insurance and other important.
- 21:39Speaker 1: Papers Linda's two life insurance policies, which added up to
- 21:44Speaker 1: ninety thousand dollars.
- 21:47Speaker 3: And they all four said that there were all these
- 21:50Speaker 3: papers on the floor and scattered about and Nicky was
- 21:54Speaker 3: gathering papers and putting them in this box. The day
- 21:57Speaker 3: after Linda was murdered, they take them to daniel house.
- 22:01Speaker 1: At this point, the investigation had already begun to turn
- 22:04Speaker 1: towards Nikki and Daniel.
- 22:07Speaker 3: I guess the old adage that you always looked at
- 22:09Speaker 3: those you know, they look at those closest to you
- 22:12Speaker 3: rings true to some degree here, and in that way,
- 22:16Speaker 3: you sort of can't blame me either.
- 22:24Speaker 1: So when did they start questioning you about what happens?
- 22:27Speaker 1: Tell me what you remember about when you started realizing, like,
- 22:30Speaker 1: oh shit, I think they might think I did this.
- 22:35Speaker 2: They interviewed me and Daniel maybe I don't remember. Right
- 22:42Speaker 2: after they let us go in the trailer the good things,
- 22:47Speaker 2: and then I think that day or that next day
- 22:50Speaker 2: they called SUP there they read Daniel's his rights, so
- 22:54Speaker 2: they never read mine. Robert Boram talked to Daniel, and
- 22:58Speaker 2: GM talked to me. He told me that they had
- 23:03Speaker 2: a whole bunch of suspects, and then I'd ask him
- 23:05Speaker 2: who he wouldn't tell me, And he asked where we'd been,
- 23:09Speaker 2: and I told him where we'd been, and he said,
- 23:12Speaker 2: did I have any receipts? And I showed him. He
- 23:16Speaker 2: took my receipt from where he bought that perfume, and
- 23:20Speaker 2: I've never seen it since. They pulled hair out of
- 23:23Speaker 2: my head ten fifteen, maybe twenty friends of my hair,
- 23:28Speaker 2: and I asked why are they doing that, and they
- 23:30Speaker 2: said they had to. I don't know why. It's this
- 23:34Speaker 2: very day. Did it match anything? Did not match anything?
- 23:38Speaker 2: They cut her fingernails off because they said they said
- 23:40Speaker 2: it was something under her finger nails. Did that match something?
- 23:44Speaker 2: What was it? I tried to find out, and no
- 23:47Speaker 2: one's told me.
- 23:49Speaker 1: On March fourteenth, officers got a warrant to search Daniel's
- 23:53Speaker 1: parents home for evidence.
- 23:56Speaker 3: And they find this insurance box that, in my opinion,
- 23:59Speaker 3: is so when they came to form this theory that
- 24:02Speaker 3: it was done for insurance. And I honestly believe that
- 24:05Speaker 3: there's a strong probability that these officers conspired to testify
- 24:11Speaker 3: that they were immediately looking for insurance papers. So that's
- 24:15Speaker 3: why the insurance papers became so significant at trial.
- 24:19Speaker 1: In addition to the box with the insurance papers, they
- 24:22Speaker 1: seized a hunting jacket and some boots belonging to Daniel.
- 24:25Speaker 1: The investigators also zeroed in on Daniel's rock and roll lifestyle.
- 24:30Speaker 3: This is nineteen ninety one, this is at the height
- 24:33Speaker 3: of Satanic Panic era. It became a lot of this
- 24:36Speaker 3: stuff of Daniel was this weird, aggressive guy that listened
- 24:40Speaker 3: to all this heavy metal music, played heavy metal music,
- 24:42Speaker 3: that kind of thing. So I think that those things
- 24:46Speaker 3: are what sort of got the police's focus on them
- 24:51Speaker 3: to start with.
- 24:53Speaker 1: They also scrutinized things like Nikki's rock posters and an
- 24:57Speaker 1: Iron Maiden T shirt of Daniel's, which to them seemed
- 25:01Speaker 1: to suspect.
- 25:02Speaker 3: And in fact, some of that stuff was ses as evidence.
- 25:05Speaker 3: It wasn't used a trial, but shows you where their
- 25:07Speaker 3: minds were at as they were investigating. So there was
- 25:10Speaker 3: strong indication and even some comments made about this could
- 25:14Speaker 3: be something to do with the occult. Ultimately, what the
- 25:17Speaker 3: state decided on was that Daniel and Nicky murdered her
- 25:21Speaker 3: mother for a ninety thousand dollars life insurance payout.
- 25:24Speaker 1: About a month later, on April eighteenth, nineteen ninety one,
- 25:28Speaker 1: Nicky and Daniel were both arrested and charged with first
- 25:32Speaker 1: degree murder. What were you thinking when that happened.
- 25:43Speaker 2: I don't remember. I don't think I was thinking because
- 25:49Speaker 2: who does that? Who thinks that they would kill their mom?
- 25:55Speaker 2: Who really thinks that they would kill their mom? I
- 25:59Speaker 2: think that everybody was just putting out every all kinds
- 26:01Speaker 2: of rumors, and I think a lot of them come
- 26:04Speaker 2: from the sheriffs office. I do.
- 26:07Speaker 1: So when they arrest you, when they actually put handcuffs
- 26:10Speaker 1: on you, and you wind up in the jail and
- 26:12Speaker 1: you're waiting for trial. The only person you have now
- 26:15Speaker 1: at this point is Daniel, and were you even able
- 26:17Speaker 1: to talk to him?
- 26:19Speaker 2: They were letting me talk to Daniel, but they were
- 26:21Speaker 2: listening to everything that we said, just in case I
- 26:25Speaker 2: said something or he said something, or or they would
- 26:30Speaker 2: take him outside and they wouldn't take me. They did
- 26:34Speaker 2: a lot of horrible things to me in County jail,
- 26:37Speaker 2: trying to make me say that I did. And I
- 26:39Speaker 2: keep telling them, then, if I'm not going to say
- 26:41Speaker 2: that I did now, why would I say I'm doing
- 26:43Speaker 2: it now? Because I haven't done anything wrong. I got
- 26:46Speaker 2: sick with walking pneumonia. They tell me it isn't take
- 26:51Speaker 2: me to the hospital, and then they wouldn't take me,
- 26:53Speaker 2: or they laugh at me, or they'd give me water
- 26:57Speaker 2: with crashing, and I got the poisoned him because the
- 27:01Speaker 2: food was rotten that they give me. They wouldn't take
- 27:04Speaker 2: me outside. They would put people in there and tell
- 27:08Speaker 2: me that I was going to die. They would make
- 27:10Speaker 2: fine noises like they was going to find me in
- 27:12Speaker 2: the letture chair that I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat.
- 27:19Speaker 1: Sitting in jail awaiting trial, Nikki had nothing but time
- 27:23Speaker 1: to think about her mother's life and what happened to her.
- 27:27Speaker 2: First of all, I loved my mom very dearly, even
- 27:31Speaker 2: as broken as she was. I would have never traded
- 27:33Speaker 2: for nothing in the world when you don't have anything
- 27:38Speaker 2: and you were raised up like me with the day
- 27:41Speaker 2: that was so mean and hateful, and he's already destroying
- 27:46Speaker 2: one life, my mom, and she was trying to put
- 27:53Speaker 2: it all back together. And you have a child that
- 27:57Speaker 2: was born with such a terrible disability. You know, she
- 28:03Speaker 2: had to swallow her life because of mine, because she
- 28:07Speaker 2: couldn't be what she ended up being in six veins
- 28:14Speaker 2: all right, LEAs tried to where I could walk and
- 28:16Speaker 2: have a decent life, and it's just very hard.
- 28:40Speaker 1: In January of nineteen ninety two, Daniel and Nikki went
- 28:44Speaker 1: to trial. They were tried together, but with separate attorneys.
- 28:48Speaker 1: The trial lasted just three days. The most damaging testimony
- 28:53Speaker 1: for the prosecution came from Arkansas state criminologist Don Smith.
- 28:58Speaker 1: He had done lumino testing the camouflage, hunting jacket and
- 29:01Speaker 1: boots that have been taken from Daniel's home.
- 29:05Speaker 3: I'm sure your listeners know, but you know, luminol is
- 29:08Speaker 3: a chemical that is an agent that reacts with bloods,
- 29:11Speaker 3: but it reacts with a bunch of other materials too.
- 29:14Speaker 3: So if there's blood on something, you can spray luminol
- 29:17Speaker 3: on it, put a black light over it, and it
- 29:19Speaker 3: will essentially glow. Right. It doesn't tell you even if
- 29:23Speaker 3: it's blood number one, number two, it doesn't tell you
- 29:27Speaker 3: what species of animal the blood comes from, much less
- 29:31Speaker 3: whose blood it is if it's human's blood. So the
- 29:34Speaker 3: prosecutor really led him into this about the strong implication
- 29:40Speaker 3: without outright saying during his testimony that the blood that
- 29:45Speaker 3: reacted to luminol on Daniel's shoe and jacket was Linda
- 29:49Speaker 3: Hally's blood. That was the clear implication given to the jury.
- 29:55Speaker 1: In fact, Daniel has always maintained that the blood on
- 29:59Speaker 1: his hunting jacket came from a deer, but against the
- 30:02Speaker 1: expert criminologist testimony, all but saying the blood was Linda's.
- 30:06Speaker 1: It added up to a powerful argument for conviction.
- 30:11Speaker 3: In fact, I've interviewed multiple jurors since then, and that's
- 30:15Speaker 3: the first thing any of them ever brought up, was
- 30:18Speaker 3: the blood on the jacket.
- 30:20Speaker 1: Because besides that, I mean, what other evidence was there
- 30:23Speaker 1: against them? It was the life insurance, the.
- 30:26Speaker 3: Life insurance and the blood. I mean, that was it.
- 30:30Speaker 3: That was truly it.
- 30:32Speaker 1: The defense didn't seem to have much to present either,
- 30:35Speaker 1: although they did try to introduce the possibility of alternate suspects.
- 30:40Speaker 3: There was a man named Lewis Burris. He with regularity
- 30:46Speaker 3: would see people at Linda's home that he thought were
- 30:51Speaker 3: out of place. Let me put it that way. One
- 30:53Speaker 3: of them was the same guy that he would see
- 30:57Speaker 3: there very often, and he saw him there that morning,
- 31:01Speaker 3: saw him outside Linda's place on that Friday morning.
- 31:04Speaker 1: According to Nikki, Linda was dating a police officer at
- 31:07Speaker 1: the time and he sometimes stayed overnight. Both Lewis Burris
- 31:11Speaker 1: and Linda's neighbor Caro Leie Davis testified that they'd seen
- 31:15Speaker 1: a police car parked in front of her house on
- 31:17Speaker 1: a regular basis he would come at.
- 31:20Speaker 2: Light at night, because should I always say, if the
- 31:23Speaker 2: car's in the front yard, please yourself stop and come back.
- 31:26Speaker 2: And there'd be a lot of times his car would
- 31:29Speaker 2: be in the yard at that time.
- 31:31Speaker 3: Another set of people that Lewis Burris saw with regularity,
- 31:35Speaker 3: there were, as he described them, two black guys, the
- 31:39Speaker 3: same black guys that were there almost every Saturday morning,
- 31:42Speaker 3: is what he said. And I only really bring that
- 31:45Speaker 3: up because there was a similar crime that happened in
- 31:50Speaker 3: a town just thirty miles away, just a few days
- 31:54Speaker 3: before Linda Holly's murder, that was very similar and the
- 31:58Speaker 3: strongest suspects in that case were some African American males.
- 32:03Speaker 1: That was the case of a woman named Bernice Rankin.
- 32:07Speaker 3: She was found murdered in her home, stabbed, bludgeoned, so
- 32:11Speaker 3: very similar crime, similar enough to the point where a
- 32:15Speaker 3: detective named Jimmy Morgan felt strongly that these two crimes
- 32:21Speaker 3: were similar enough that he wanted real work done in
- 32:23Speaker 3: comparing notes, comparing potential suspects, that kind of thing.
- 32:29Speaker 1: In fact, Jimmy Morgan came to the trial he was
- 32:33Speaker 1: prepared to testify about the similarity between those two murders,
- 32:37Speaker 1: but the prosecution objected.
- 32:39Speaker 3: The jury left the room, and you know, there was
- 32:42Speaker 3: an argument back and forth. Ultimately the judge decided that
- 32:45Speaker 3: he should not be allowed to testify in front of
- 32:47Speaker 3: the jury. The other thing that the defense did bring up,
- 32:52Speaker 3: Nicky was the primary beneficiary of that ninety thousand dollars
- 32:55Speaker 3: life insurance upon her mother's death. The secondary benefit, Sherry,
- 33:00Speaker 3: was a lady named Jan Terrell who was Linda's friend.
- 33:05Speaker 1: And Jen was one of the first people to go
- 33:08Speaker 1: to the house on that Sunday morning along with Carol Lee,
- 33:12Speaker 1: and later after Nicki was convicted, the ninety thousand dollars
- 33:17Speaker 1: went to Jen Terrell.
- 33:20Speaker 3: We don't know what she did with that money, we
- 33:24Speaker 3: don't know anything like that, but we do know she
- 33:26Speaker 3: was the beneficiary.
- 33:30Speaker 1: So, in addition to Nicky and Daniel, John believes there
- 33:33Speaker 1: were several people in Linda's life that police could have
- 33:36Speaker 1: looked into, but they didn't.
- 33:39Speaker 3: She's a nurse for the county. There's strong rumor that
- 33:43Speaker 3: she would take prescription pads that were pre signed by
- 33:46Speaker 3: doctors and fill prescriptions for people for money. That's not
- 33:52Speaker 3: anything that we've ever been able to prove definitively, but
- 33:55Speaker 3: there is very strong indication that that's the case. So
- 33:59Speaker 3: you know that puts year around some shady people sometimes,
- 34:01Speaker 3: especially in Southwest Arkansas in nineteen ninety one.
- 34:05Speaker 1: I'm wondering, do you have any thoughts on who might
- 34:08Speaker 1: have killed your mom?
- 34:10Speaker 2: My mom didn't always know the best people in her life,
- 34:17Speaker 2: or didn't always sometimes pick the best people in her
- 34:20Speaker 2: life like me. I guess that's where I got it
- 34:22Speaker 2: from a lot. I didn't always pick the best people
- 34:25Speaker 2: in the world either. Before Daniel, you know what I'm saying.
- 34:30Speaker 2: Sometimes there with people that would drive real, real slow
- 34:33Speaker 2: by the house at not time, or they would call
- 34:36Speaker 2: the house when's while we had to have her phone
- 34:38Speaker 2: number changed.
- 34:39Speaker 1: Who do you think that was? I mean, what kind
- 34:41Speaker 1: of people did your mom know? Was she involved in anything?
- 34:44Speaker 2: Well, she worked for the sheriff department when she wasn't
- 34:47Speaker 2: working for the health department. After she passed away, I've
- 34:53Speaker 2: had a few people tell me that, I guess just
- 34:56Speaker 2: the people that you work with, You know what I'm saying,
- 34:59Speaker 2: That she didn't necessarily hang with all the best people
- 35:01Speaker 2: in the world. But I've never heard anybody's.
- 35:03Speaker 1: Name on January thirteenth, nineteen ninety one, Nicky Singer and
- 35:09Speaker 1: Daniel Richard were both convicted of first degree murder and
- 35:12Speaker 1: sentenced to life in prison.
- 35:17Speaker 2: When the realization comes in and I had a lot
- 35:19Speaker 2: of sentence, it was just I just quit. I stayed
- 35:24Speaker 2: into bed. I didn't know eat, I didn't shower because
- 35:28Speaker 2: I didn't know how I was going to do this.
- 35:32Speaker 2: The first five years of my prison stay was really
- 35:36Speaker 2: bad because I had to learn how to survive. I
- 35:43Speaker 2: learned that you couldn't be who you are. You don't
- 35:48Speaker 2: be nice to everybody. You can't give your shoulder or
- 35:53Speaker 2: try to say, you know, can I be here? You know,
- 35:57Speaker 2: do you need somebody that's ought to because I've learned
- 35:59Speaker 2: that they would sab people in the bag. I didn't
- 36:04Speaker 2: think I would ever survive as long as I have
- 36:06Speaker 2: because as the horrible things enough saying the people get
- 36:10Speaker 2: beat up or stabbed or pay and its breaked my
- 36:17Speaker 2: heart because I wasn't raced up that way.
- 36:31Speaker 1: But Nicki turned out to be stronger than she ever knew.
- 36:34Speaker 1: She did survive and even earned her ged while in prison,
- 36:38Speaker 1: and eventually she found herself becoming a mentor, helping others
- 36:42Speaker 1: to adjust the way she wished someone could have helped her.
- 36:46Speaker 2: When I first came to prison, I didn't have anybody
- 36:48Speaker 2: that was there for me, nobody to tell me that
- 36:52Speaker 2: it was okay, the pad on the bag, or I'm
- 36:57Speaker 2: very proud of you that you've survived another day. I
- 37:00Speaker 2: try to be there and listen to him. I'll heel
- 37:03Speaker 2: many and I do it for the simple mind and
- 37:06Speaker 2: if we all need peace of mind, because there's none
- 37:09Speaker 2: in here. And when we get something, we have to
- 37:13Speaker 2: hold it very dear.
- 37:15Speaker 1: Through the years, Nicky has tried to keep up on
- 37:17Speaker 1: how Daniel's doing.
- 37:19Speaker 2: I would ask Rachel with the okay because I wasn't okay,
- 37:25Speaker 2: you know. I used to hear from Rachel all the
- 37:28Speaker 2: time about Daniel.
- 37:30Speaker 1: In nineteen ninety three, Nicky and Daniel filed an appeal
- 37:33Speaker 1: with the Arkansas Supreme Court, requesting a new trial, but
- 37:37Speaker 1: the court upheld the conviction. Daniel and his family continued
- 37:44Speaker 1: to pursue every avenue they could to prove their innocence,
- 37:48Speaker 1: which is how John Harden learned about Nicky's case in
- 37:51Speaker 1: twenty sixteen.
- 37:54Speaker 3: So when we first launched Proclaimed Justice, I got a
- 37:57Speaker 3: message from the cousin of Daniel Rischer, and she asked
- 38:01Speaker 3: us to look into it, and so I started looking
- 38:04Speaker 3: into it, really on Daniel's behalf, and that's what got
- 38:07Speaker 3: me into the case to start with. But of course
- 38:09Speaker 3: you can't investigate Daniel's case without investigating Nicky's.
- 38:15Speaker 1: Daniel had already gotten the Innocence Project of New York involved,
- 38:18Speaker 1: and they had agreed to have DNA testing done on
- 38:21Speaker 1: the blood found on his jacket. The test results showed
- 38:24Speaker 1: that it was not definitively human blood.
- 38:28Speaker 3: And it's what Daniel's saying all along, it's my dearer
- 38:30Speaker 3: hunting jacket is dear blood.
- 38:32Speaker 1: And there's something else that John keeps thinking about the
- 38:35Speaker 1: lack of a motive when she was killed. Remember, Linda
- 38:39Speaker 1: was still battling cancer.
- 38:41Speaker 3: She had gone into remission and then the cancer had
- 38:45Speaker 3: come back. There was strong belief in indication that this
- 38:48Speaker 3: could very well be terminal cancer this time around. And
- 38:52Speaker 3: so if we're talking about the motive to murder her
- 38:57Speaker 3: mother to get ninety thousand dollars of life insurance, and
- 39:01Speaker 3: this sounds crasp, but if you want your mother dad
- 39:04Speaker 3: to collect ninety thousand dollars and she's got almost certainly
- 39:08Speaker 3: terminal cancer. Why not just wait it out and not
- 39:11Speaker 3: take a risk of being convicted and sent away for life.
- 39:15Speaker 3: So it's just illogical on its face.
- 39:19Speaker 1: In twenty sixteen, based on the new DNA findings, Daniel
- 39:23Speaker 1: and Niki were granted a parole hearing.
- 39:25Speaker 3: The parole boarder unanimously recommended them for parole, which does
- 39:30Speaker 3: not happen very often at all.
- 39:32Speaker 1: No, and then they get denied by the governor.
- 39:35Speaker 3: That's right, Governor Asa Hutcheson denied parole.
- 39:39Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 39:43Speaker 1: Proclaimed Justice was started by John Harden and Jason Baldwin,
- 39:47Speaker 1: one of the infamous West Memphis Three. John was a
- 39:51Speaker 1: pivotal member in helping to exonerate the three wrongfully convicted
- 39:55Speaker 1: men after eighteen years in prison. After Jason's release twenty eleven,
- 40:01Speaker 1: the two decided to start an innocence organization together. They
- 40:04Speaker 1: have worked on many wrongful conviction cases. One of the
- 40:08Speaker 1: most well known what's their work exonerating Daniel Viegis. But
- 40:12Speaker 1: after years of running a nonprofit, the pace was taking
- 40:15Speaker 1: its toll on John. In twenty twenty three, he made
- 40:18Speaker 1: the difficult decision to disband Proclaim Justice.
- 40:23Speaker 3: It was just time. I mean, it's fucking hard starting
- 40:26Speaker 3: an organization and keeping it, you know, a several hundred
- 40:29Speaker 3: thousand dollars budget together every year, and I'm still active
- 40:32Speaker 3: in the investigations in our current cases. I'll be able
- 40:36Speaker 3: to keep some of my fundraising network in place to
- 40:38Speaker 3: do this kind of good work.
- 40:42Speaker 1: And he has no intention on giving up on Nicki's case.
- 40:46Speaker 3: I promised Nikki. When I called her and explained what
- 40:50Speaker 3: was going on with me and proclaimed justice, she was
- 40:52Speaker 3: very supportive of me on a personal level, just because
- 40:56Speaker 3: she's sweet like that. She's kind and caring and compassionate,
- 40:59Speaker 3: and and she wants to make sure I'm okay, which
- 41:03Speaker 3: is always strange to hear from somebody who's dealing with
- 41:06Speaker 3: what she's dealing with on the inside.
- 41:08Speaker 1: You know, you and I talk about that, John, Like,
- 41:11Speaker 1: anytime Nikki calls, it's like, are you okay? Is her
- 41:14Speaker 1: first question?
- 41:15Speaker 3: Absolutely, how are you doing? And so I know to
- 41:18Speaker 3: some degree she's mostly it's because she truly cares about me.
- 41:22Speaker 3: To some degree, it probably helps her just be thinking
- 41:26Speaker 3: about somebody else's life. So she's absolutely, one hundred percent
- 41:32Speaker 3: completely innocent of this crime. And we just can't rest
- 41:37Speaker 3: until we've got her out where we're at is we
- 41:45Speaker 3: have to have a status hearing. We have this order
- 41:48Speaker 3: for all these items to be tested DNA tested. We
- 41:52Speaker 3: can't really proceed in the courts until we have a
- 41:55Speaker 3: decision on whether or not we can forego testing on
- 41:59Speaker 3: all those other ones ones. So now we're left with
- 42:03Speaker 3: waiting on a judge's order telling us what we've got
- 42:06Speaker 3: to do.
- 42:08Speaker 1: Nikki has been behind bars since she was twenty eight.
- 42:11Speaker 1: She's now sixty. Her health has never been great, but
- 42:15Speaker 1: she admits that as she gets older, things are getting
- 42:19Speaker 1: even harder.
- 42:23Speaker 2: I have diabetes, real bands, I have high blood pressure,
- 42:28Speaker 2: my headache to words crum sistress. I can't remember when
- 42:32Speaker 2: the last time I feel good. Yeah, and it gets
- 42:35Speaker 2: really pressing this time, and I try not to cry
- 42:38Speaker 2: because I don't want anybody to boohoo or a baby thing.
- 42:42Speaker 1: What do you want for your future when you get out?
- 42:44Speaker 1: What do you think about?
- 42:46Speaker 2: I don't want a perfect life, because there's no such
- 42:48Speaker 2: thing as perfect. I just want to learn to be
- 42:51Speaker 2: okay with me all over again, learn to be okay
- 42:55Speaker 2: with the world, because I don't even know what the
- 42:58Speaker 2: world looks like. I don't the world is so big now,
- 43:01Speaker 2: I don't know maybe travel may be, tell my story,
- 43:05Speaker 2: write a book. I just want people to get a
- 43:08Speaker 2: chance to know who I am, to like who I am.
- 43:11Speaker 2: I want know people to know that I'm capable of
- 43:15Speaker 2: doing things more than that I've ever thought about. I
- 43:21Speaker 2: don't even know what's out there to do exactly, but
- 43:23Speaker 2: I just want people to know that I want to
- 43:24Speaker 2: have that chance to do it.
- 43:26Speaker 1: I got to know Nikki really well while covering her
- 43:29Speaker 1: case for Unjustin and Unsolved, and after learning about her
- 43:32Speaker 1: case in her life and speaking with her at length,
- 43:35Speaker 1: I felt compelled to be a friend to Nikki rather
- 43:39Speaker 1: than just a journalist using her as a source. What
- 43:46Speaker 1: gives you hope? Nikki? You Maggie, Why did I know
- 43:51Speaker 1: you were going to say that You've heard me get.
- 43:53Speaker 2: This bad before, and you get over to me and
- 43:56Speaker 2: tell me that you have obvious people out here just
- 43:59Speaker 2: because you don't say I'm visitly or not there. Even
- 44:02Speaker 2: if people in here, though, will tell me Dad it's okay. Nikki,
- 44:07Speaker 2: I wouldn't say I'm a bad person. I would say
- 44:12Speaker 2: I've learned to be better person than I was before.
- 44:15Speaker 2: My heart always hours. Yeah.
- 44:26Speaker 1: Since Proclaim justice has closed its doors, Nicki is in
- 44:29Speaker 1: need of a new team to pick up where they
- 44:32Speaker 1: left off. Please reach out if you can help or
- 44:35Speaker 1: can connect her with someone who can. It's been over
- 44:38Speaker 1: thirty years now and it is time to get her out.
- 44:42Speaker 1: In the meantime, Nicki would love to have your support.
- 44:46Speaker 1: A donation to help with prison expenses, or even just
- 44:48Speaker 1: a letter or card to let her know you've heard
- 44:51Speaker 1: her story would mean the world to her. There is
- 44:55Speaker 1: also a fundraiser for Nicki. Since she doesn't have family
- 44:58Speaker 1: or friends put money on her commissary, it's up to us,
- 45:02Speaker 1: so we will put that link and how to write
- 45:05Speaker 1: her in the episode description. Thank you for listening to
- 45:22Speaker 1: Wrongful Conviction with Maggie Freelink. Please support your local innocence
- 45:26Speaker 1: organizations and go to the links in the episode description
- 45:29Speaker 1: to see how you can help. I'd like to thank
- 45:31Speaker 1: our executive producers Jason Flam, Jeff Kempler, and Kevin Wortis,
- 45:35Speaker 1: as well as senior producer Annie Chelsea, producer Kathleen Fink,
- 45:39Speaker 1: story editor Hannah Beal, and researcher Shelby Sorels. Mixing and
- 45:44Speaker 1: sound design are by Jackie Pauley, with additional production by
- 45:48Speaker 1: Jeff Cleiburn and Connor Hall. The music in this production
- 45:51Speaker 1: is by three time OSCAR nominated composer Jay Ralph. Be
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- 46:06Speaker 1: with Maggie Freeling is a production of Lava for Good
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