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- 0:00Welcome to Reform thinking, the deep dive where we really try to
- 0:03get under the surface of the ideas that shape how we see
- 0:06things. You know, I remember March 2020
- 0:09so vividly, that phrase, shelter in place, it was just
- 0:11everywhere, wasn't it? And for a lot of people, that
- 0:14brought this sort of uncertainty, a real unease.
- 0:17It felt like the world just stopped.
- 0:18Nobody knew for how long, but for me personally, that whole
- 0:22time, while it became incredibly significant, a real turning
- 0:25point. See my wife, Haley, she was nine
- 0:28months pregnant with our fourth child, Liddy, right when
- 0:30everything locked down. So I was suddenly home trying to
- 0:32figure out remote teaching, homeschooling the boys, and
- 0:35prepping lesson material on, of all things, Fear and worry Part
- 0:381. The irony, right?
- 0:41Propping to teach about fear. I had no idea how real it was
- 0:43about to get for me. Liddy was born on a Monday.
- 0:46Everything seemed fine, was a beautiful delivery, even with
- 0:48all the weird COVID quietness. We brought her home Tuesday, you
- 0:52know, ready to settle in. But almost right away, things
- 0:54felt off. She just wasn't feeding well.
- 0:56By Wednesday, we were back at the doctors, worried about the
- 0:59feeding, little bit of jaundice, maybe.
- 1:01Then Thursday. Thursday was when everything
- 1:02changed. Fast, low temperature, slow
- 1:04heart rate, the nurses, full COVID gear, the immediately
- 1:07quarantined Haley and Liddy right there in the hospital.
- 1:10And Liddy, just a few days old, ended up in the NICU I got,
- 1:13which, yeah, it's pretty unusual for a baby already sent home.
- 1:16I couldn't even go in a room, just watch through the glass.
- 1:18It was it was intense. We found out later she has Down
- 1:21syndrome, which we hadn't known. Our three boys, Wesson, Ryder
- 1:24and our third son, they went to stay with my parents.
- 1:27So I came home alone. World shut down.
- 1:29New baby fighting in the NICU house.
- 1:31Completely silent, just heavy. I opened my computer, needing
- 1:34something to do, and there it was, still open.
- 1:36Fear and worry Part 1. And suddenly that lesson wasn't
- 1:40theoretical anymore. Not at all.
- 1:41It was right here now, very, very real.
- 1:43Wow, that's quite a story and it really illustrates something
- 1:47fundamental, doesn't it? Suffering, whether it's that
- 1:49kind of intense life altering experience or maybe the smaller
- 1:53day-to-day things that wear us down, it forces us to think
- 1:57theologically. Besides, it brings up those huge
- 1:58questions, the ones maybe we push down, usually a questions
- 2:01like, OK, God, why? Why this in my life?
- 2:04Or maybe how can a good God let this happen, you know?
- 2:07And those questions, they often slide right into fear and worry,
- 2:10especially if we don't have a really solid grasp on God's
- 2:12control, His hand being an absolutely everything.
- 2:14Because without that clear biblical view of God's rule, his
- 2:18sovereignty, as we often say in Reformed circles, we're just
- 2:21kind of adrift, aren't we? Tossed around by bad news or
- 2:23hard times. So our goal in this deep dive
- 2:26really is to look at how getting a proper understanding of God's
- 2:28complete rule actually gives this deep peace, real joy even.
- 2:32It lets us face the hard stuff with the security that honestly,
- 2:35you can't find anywhere else. It goes beyond just
- 2:38understanding, you know, it's a security that's not based on our
- 2:41circumstances changing, but on who God is, his character.
- 2:44So we're going to dig into the sources you mentioned, focusing
- 2:47on how this view of God's control can really change things
- 2:50when life throws you a curveball.
- 2:52Yeah, that's exactly right. Because my own wrestling with
- 2:54fear, those questions, it led me straight into what people call
- 2:57the problem of evil. It's all the biggest
- 2:58intellectual hurdle for a lot of folks thinking about God.
- 3:01For ages people have grappled with this comes down to three
- 3:03statements that seem like they just can't all be true at the
- 3:06same time. A logical impossibility, it
- 3:09seems. OK, so first, God is all
- 3:11powerful, omnipotent, he can do anything he wants.
- 3:14Second, God is all good, perfectly loving, just
- 3:17benevolent. And 3rd, evil exists.
- 3:19Suffering, wickedness, natural disasters.
- 3:22It's undeniably real. We see, we feel it.
- 3:24The problem is how those 3 fit together.
- 3:27If God is good, why doesn't he stop the evil?
- 3:29If he's powerful enough but doesn't stop it, does that mean
- 3:32he isn't actually good? That's the core dilemma.
- 3:34Right. It's a question that resonates
- 3:36because we feel that tension and when people try to solve it,
- 3:39they often think, OK, maybe only two of these can be true.
- 3:42So you get these traditional options.
- 3:44Option one. Maybe God is all powerful, but
- 3:48he's not all good. If that's the case, sure, evil
- 3:51can exist because he knows a better way but just chooses not
- 3:54to do it. Maybe he's indifferent or worse.
- 3:57But that's not the God the Bible shows us, is it?
- 3:59No, definitely not. OK then, option 2:00.
- 4:02What if God is all good, but he's not all powerful?
- 4:06Maybe he wants to stop evil. He knows how, but he just can't.
- 4:09He's limited. Maybe he's fighting Satan, but
- 4:11it's a battle he can't quite win.
- 4:13That picture suggests a well meaning but ultimately sort of
- 4:17weak God. Again, not the God of Scripture
- 4:20who speaks things into existence, right?
- 4:21Limited power isn't the biblical picture either.
- 4:23Exactly. And then there's option three.
- 4:25Well, if God is both all powerful and all good, then evil
- 4:29simply cannot exist. But it does.
- 4:32We know it does. As Christians, we affirm it's
- 4:34reality every time we talk about sin or suffering.
- 4:36So these traditional answers, they either compromise God's
- 4:39character, his goodness or his power, or they deny the reality
- 4:42we live in. None of them quite work with a
- 4:44full biblical picture, so. Where does that leave us if we
- 4:46hold the God's perfect? Goodness, his absolute power.
- 4:49And the reality of. Evil.
- 4:50What's the answer? Well, the Bible offers what you
- 4:52could call a fourth reason theologian called a theodicy,
- 4:55basically a defense of God in light of evil.
- 4:57And the biblical answer to something like this?
- 5:00God has a morally sufficient reason for allowing evil to
- 5:03exist, even if he hasn't fully revealed that reason to us.
- 5:06Think about that. Just because we don't know the
- 5:08specific why for every single instance of suffering or
- 5:11wickedness doesn't mean a good reason doesn't exist in God's
- 5:13mind. It means he and his wisdom
- 5:15hasn't told us everything. And this leads to a statement
- 5:18that sounds like a paradox, but it's profound.
- 5:20Evil itself is not good, never. But it is good that evil exists
- 5:24within God's overall planned not good in itself, but good that
- 5:28it's there, serving his ultimate, albeit often hidden,
- 5:30purposes. It requires a ton of trust.
- 5:33It really does humility and trust, and it helps, I think, to
- 5:36get a handle on what evil actually is in this biblical
- 5:39view. Thinkers like Augustine and
- 5:41later someone like RC Spruill really dug into this.
- 5:44They basically describe evil as, well, not a thing.
- 5:48It doesn't have its own substance, its own existence,
- 5:51like a rock or a tree. God didn't create evil as a
- 5:54separate entity. Instead, it's mainly an action,
- 5:57or maybe better, a lack of good where good ought to be a
- 6:00distortion. Think of darkness.
- 6:02It's not a thing, it's just the absence of light.
- 6:04You can't bottle darkness. OK, like a parasite on goodness.
- 6:07Kind of, yeah. It's a privation, a twisting of
- 6:09something good. Even when we talk about demons
- 6:12being evil, it's not because God made some evil substance they're
- 6:14composed of. It's their actions, their
- 6:16rebellion, their choices that are evil.
- 6:18The Bible uses words like ungodliness, unrighteousness.
- 6:21See the pattern? It's a lack of falling short of
- 6:24God's perfect standard. But, and this is critical, even
- 6:27though it lacks substance, evil is absolutely real.
- 6:30Its effects are devastatingly real.
- 6:32We see that everyday. That's a really helpful way to
- 6:34frame it. Evil as a lack but still very
- 6:36real and its impact. OK, so to help us navigate how
- 6:39the Bible talks about this, it can be useful to think about
- 6:42evil in say 3 broad categories. This isn't like the only way to
- 6:46slice it, but it helps make sense of different passages.
- 6:49First, there's what we call natural evils is the impersonal
- 6:51stuff, external things. Think diseases, earthquakes,
- 6:53floods, droughts, hurricanes, that kind of thing.
- 6:56The brokenness in the physical creation itself.
- 6:59Like when Isaiah 45.7 says God creates calamity.
- 7:02The Hebrew word there is raw in that context.
- 7:04It's pointing to these kinds of physical hardships, disasters
- 7:07that aren't a direct result of someone's specific sin.
- 7:09Right then and there, it's the fallen world groaning, you could
- 7:13say. Second category, moral evil.
- 7:15Now this is personal, internal. It comes from the heart, from
- 7:18sinful choices made by people, by us.
- 7:20Things like murder, lying, adultery, greed, hatred.
- 7:24The stuff Jesus talks about in Matthew 15 coming from within
- 7:26and defiling a person. Or James 4 talking about the
- 7:29passions warring inside us that lead to fights and quarrels.
- 7:32This is about breaking God's law, harming others, choosing
- 7:34wrongly. It stems directly from human
- 7:37sinfulness. And 3rd, there's supernatural
- 7:39evil. This involves those invisible.
- 7:42Spiritual. Forces we read about.
- 7:43Ephesians 6 talks about wrestling not against flesh and
- 7:45blood, but against rulers, authorities, cosmic powers over
- 7:48this present darkness, spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly
- 7:51places. Sometimes maybe we don't
- 7:53attribute enough of the bad stuff happening to the actual
- 7:56activity of demons and these hostile spiritual powers.
- 7:59There's a real cosmic battle going on.
- 8:01Understanding these three helps us see the different ways evil
- 8:03shows up. That breakdown is very useful.
- 8:06Natural, moral, supernatural. OK, so building on that, when we
- 8:10talk about a biblical defense of God, this theodicy, there are
- 8:14several core truths, key principles that we really need
- 8:17to hold onto. First, absolutely foundational
- 8:20evil and suffering are real. We don't minimize them.
- 8:23We don't pretend they aren't painful.
- 8:25The Bible is brutally honest about suffering, and it tells us
- 8:28where it came from. Adam's sin, the fall.
- 8:31That's when sin and death entered the world God had made
- 8:33very good. So evil is an intruder.
- 8:35OK, so acknowledge the reality first.
- 8:38Got it. What's?
- 8:382nd, and this requires a major perspective shift.
- 8:41From God's point of view, there actually is no problem of evil.
- 8:45The problem exists for us in our limited human understanding.
- 8:48We see apparent contradictions, but the Bible presents God as
- 8:51absolutely perfect in his character and his actions, no
- 8:54internal contradictions in Him. The difficulty lies in our
- 8:57finite minds trying to grasp the infinite, not in any flaw within
- 9:00God Himself. That's a big one.
- 9:02The problem is ours, not his. OK, third.
- 9:05Third, while we can and even should wrestle with these
- 9:08questions, bring our pain and confusion to God.
- 9:11Think of the Psalms. We are creatures.
- 9:14We don't get to put the Creator on trial.
- 9:16To demand God explain Himself fully to us is to step outside
- 9:21that proper creator creature relationship.
- 9:23It's like contending with Him as Job learned.
- 9:25We ask with humility, seeking wisdom, but we trust even when
- 9:28we don't fully understand. Remember Deuteronomy 29.29?
- 9:32The secret things belong to the Lord our God.
- 9:35He hasn't told us everything. Right.
- 9:36Humility before the mystery. OK 4th.
- 9:38Principle 4th. God works everything according
- 9:41to His purpose for His glory. Ephesians 1.11 is key here.
- 9:45He works all things according to the counsel of His will.
- 9:47All things, No exceptions. Not just the good things, not
- 9:50just the big things. Everything from galaxies
- 9:52colliding down to the smallest detail of your life.
- 9:54It's all part of His plan moving towards His glorious end.
- 9:57All things wow, OK #5. 5th God is always just.
- 10:01He will always do what is right. Genesis 18.25 Shall not the
- 10:06judge of all the earth do right? The answer is unequivocally yes.
- 10:09His character is the ultimate standard of goodness and
- 10:12justice. Even when His actions seem
- 10:14mysterious or painful to us, they are rooted in perfect
- 10:18righteousness. We can trust His judgments are
- 10:20true. Good and 6th. 6th And this ties
- 10:23back to the origin. Humans through sin brought evil
- 10:26and suffering into the world, not God.
- 10:28God is never blamed for evil and scripture.
- 10:31He's not the author of sin. He doesn't tempt anyone to evil.
- 10:33The responsibility lies with creation's rebellion, starting
- 10:36with Adam continuing in US. He didn't create evil.
- 10:40He permits it within his plan for reasons tied to free will
- 10:43and his ultimate glory. OK, human responsibility is
- 10:45clear 7th. 7th That cosmic battle we mentioned, it's real.
- 10:48The universe is a battleground between God and the forces of
- 10:51evil, Satan and his demons. This makes the world dangerous.
- 10:54There's more going on than we see.
- 10:56Ephesians 6 Again, the spiritual warfare.
- 10:58We need to be aware that supernatural evil is a factor.
- 11:01God is sovereign over this battle, but the battle itself
- 11:03impacts our lives. Right, the unseen spiritual
- 11:06dimension, 8th principle. 8th And this is huge comfort for
- 11:10believers, For Christians, God uses suffering and evil along
- 11:14with everything else for their good.
- 11:16And Romans 8.2829 defines that good very specifically, being
- 11:20conformed to the image of Christ.
- 11:22He uses the hard things, the painful things, the seemingly
- 11:25evil things to shape us, mature us, make us more like Jesus.
- 11:29It's his tool for sanctification.
- 11:32It's not punishment in the retributive sense for the
- 11:34believer. It's fatherly discipline and
- 11:36shaping. That was definitely something I
- 11:38clung to with Liddy. OK.
- 11:39And the last 1 #9? 9th There's a future hope.
- 11:42God will one day bring perfect judgement and righteousness to
- 11:45the sin cursed world. Every wrong will be righted,
- 11:48every tear wiped away. Justice will prevail completely.
- 11:52The story isn't over yet. We live in the middle, but we
- 11:54know the ending is guaranteed and glorious.
- 11:56That hope anchors us through present troubles.
- 11:59Those 9 principles together paint a really robust picture.
- 12:03OK, so let's dig into something that often trips people up,
- 12:05God's active involvement. We use words like sovereignty
- 12:09and Providence. What's the difference and why
- 12:10does it matter here? Well, God's sovereignty, you
- 12:13could say, is His absolute right and power to rule His authority
- 12:16over everything, His might to do whatever He pleases.
- 12:19Providence, though, is more about how that sovereignty works
- 12:22out in the world in time and space.
- 12:24It's like the hands on application of His sovereignty,
- 12:26the intricate way His plan unfolds down in the tiniest
- 12:30detail. It's not just Him setting things
- 12:31up and letting them run. It's His intimate, ongoing
- 12:34involvement in every single moment, every event, every
- 12:36molecule. He's not just watching the play,
- 12:38He's directing every actor, every scene change.
- 12:40Exactly. He's not a distant landlord.
- 12:42He's actively managing the estate down to the last blade of
- 12:45grass. And this leads directly to that
- 12:47tricky question, Does God merely allow evil, or does he ordain
- 12:52it? That word allow or permit when
- 12:56used for God can be misleading if we're not careful.
- 12:59It can sound like there's some force or event operating outside
- 13:02of God's control, maybe knocking on his door asking for
- 13:04permission, and God just sort of shrugs and says, OK, go ahead.
- 13:07But that can't be right, can it? If God is truly sovereign, truly
- 13:11the creator of everything, then nothing exists or happens
- 13:14independently of His will, His decree.
- 13:16Nothing surprises him, Nothing operates outside his plan.
- 13:19He doesn't react, he acts. The Westminster Confession puts
- 13:22it very strongly, saying God from all eternity did, by the
- 13:25most wise and holy counsel of his own free will, freely and
- 13:28unchangeably ordain whatever comes to pass.
- 13:31Whatever comes to pass that's comprehensive.
- 13:33It means everything, including the existence of evil and
- 13:35suffering, falls within his eternal decree.
- 13:37Not that he does the evil or approves of it, but that its
- 13:39occurrence as part of his unchangeable plan serving his
- 13:42ultimate good purposes. That word ordain feels much
- 13:45stronger, much more active than allow.
- 13:47And it's interesting. The Bible itself doesn't seem
- 13:49shy about using causal language when talking about God and
- 13:52difficult events, what we might call disasters or calamities.
- 13:55You mentioned that Hebrew word raw earlier.
- 13:58It shows up over 600 times in the Old Testament.
- 14:00And it doesn't just mean moral evil or sin.
- 14:02That's usually different word cata.
- 14:04Rock can mean bad adversity, calamity, disaster, harm,
- 14:08trouble, all sorts of hardship. And Scripture says God brings
- 14:11rock. He fashions it, He creates it,
- 14:14He plans it, He commands it, He works it.
- 14:17Again, this doesn't make God the author of sin, but it shows his
- 14:20active sovereign hand in the events, not just passively
- 14:23watching them unfold. He's directing even the
- 14:25difficult things. Isaiah 45.7 is probably the
- 14:28starkest example, the one people often wrestle with.
- 14:31I form light and create darkness.
- 14:33I make well-being and create calamity.
- 14:35Raw I am the Lord who does all these things.
- 14:37In context, he's talking about natural evil, hardship,
- 14:40distress. God is asserting His absolute
- 14:42control over everything, the good and the bad, the light in
- 14:45the dark, prosperity and adversity.
- 14:48Nothing falls outside His sovereign decree.
- 14:50He's making it clear, especially in that passage about using
- 14:53Cyrus, a Pagan king, that He is orchestrating all of history
- 14:56using whomever He wills, even those who don't know Him, to
- 14:59accomplish His purposes of judgement and salvation.
- 15:01He's not in some cosmic arm wrestling match with Satan where
- 15:04the outcome is uncertain. He is Lord over all.
- 15:06Period. That act of ordination is really
- 15:09pictured powerfully in some Bible stories, isn't it?
- 15:11Joseph's life is maybe the classic example.
- 15:13I mean, talk about suffering. His brothers, driven by sheer
- 15:16jealousy, plan to kill him, then sell them as a slave, lied to
- 15:19their father for years. Joseph ends up enslaved and
- 15:22falsely accused, thrown in prison.
- 15:24Just one injustice after another looks like pure chaos and evil
- 15:27winning. But then years later, when he
- 15:29finally confronts his brothers, what does he say?
- 15:30Genesis 50.20 As for you, you meant evil against me, but God
- 15:34meant it for good. Notice that he doesn't say you
- 15:37meant evil. And God sort of cleaned up the
- 15:39mess and turn it for good later. No, he says the very same act,
- 15:42the brothers evil act of selling him, God was simultaneously
- 15:45meaning it, intending it for good, for the saving of many
- 15:49lives, preserving the line of promise.
- 15:51He even says earlier, God sent me before you to preserve life.
- 15:55He saw God's active, purposeful hand behind the whole thing,
- 15:58even the evil actions of his brothers.
- 16:00God wasn't just reacting, he was orchestrating.
- 16:02It's such a powerful illustration of concurrent
- 16:05causes, human responsibility for sin existing right alongside
- 16:09God's sovereign ordination for good in the very same event.
- 16:12And if Joseph's story shows God's hand in familial betrayal
- 16:15and injustice, the ultimate example, the absolute peak of
- 16:18this truth has to be the crucifixion of Jesus Christ.
- 16:21Acts 2.23 is just stunningly clear.
- 16:24This Jesus was delivered up according to the definite plan
- 16:26and foreknowledge of God and you crucified and killed by the
- 16:29hands of lawless men. Think about that.
- 16:32The single most evil act in all of history, the murder of the
- 16:35perfect Son of God, horrific injustice fueled by human
- 16:38hatred, envy, fear, political maneuvering.
- 16:40Lawless men did it. They are fully responsible.
- 16:42And yet Peter says it happened according to God the Father's
- 16:45definite plan and foreknowledge. It was ordained, decreed.
- 16:48God wasn't caught off guard. He planned it from eternity.
- 16:50He is the ultimate cause bring about our salvation through this
- 16:53event, but he's not the chargeable cause of the sin.
- 16:55The Jews who demanded it, Pilate who washed his hands, the Roman
- 16:58soldiers who nailed him there were the proximate, the
- 17:00efficient causes they bear, the guilt for their wicked actions.
- 17:03But the mind blowing truth is your salvation hinges on God
- 17:07ordaining this horrific act of evil.
- 17:09What humans meant for the utmost evil, God in that same act meant
- 17:13for the utmost good, His glory and the redemption of His
- 17:15people. Even Christ trusted the Father
- 17:18through it. All right into your hands I
- 17:19commit my spirit. He knew it was the Father's
- 17:21plan. Wow, when?
- 17:23You put it like that. The cross becomes the ultimate
- 17:24lens through which we see God working, even if the worst evil
- 17:27imaginable. OK, so bringing this home, what
- 17:30does all this mean for us, for the believer living day-to-day
- 17:33facing maybe not the crucifixion, but our own trials,
- 17:35our own NCU moments. Well, understanding God's total
- 17:38sovereignty and his wise Providence in the midst of
- 17:40suffering, it really does produce this deep settled peace,
- 17:44a kind of quiet joy even when things are hard and allows it to
- 17:47endure. And let's be clear again, evil
- 17:49is still evil, suffering still hurts.
- 17:51God hates sin and it's effects more than we ever could.
- 17:54We're not saying, oh it's not really that bad.
- 17:56We grieve, we lament, and Jesus gets it.
- 17:58He suffered intensely. He wept, He wasn't stoic.
- 18:01He's not distant from our pain. He entered into it.
- 18:04So this isn't about becoming unfeeling.
- 18:05Not at all. It's about knowing that nothing,
- 18:08absolutely nothing, is spinning out of control.
- 18:10No diagnosis, no betrayal, no loss, no pandemic is outside
- 18:13God's sovereign grasp. In his intricate plan, he
- 18:16actively uses the evil that comes our way, whether it's from
- 18:19the broken natural world, like a disease, or from sinful people
- 18:22like persecution or injustice. He uses it for the good of his
- 18:25children. And that, good, Romans 8 says,
- 18:27is primarily our sanctification, making us more like Jesus.
- 18:30He chips away our pride, our self-reliance.
- 18:32He drives us to depend on him more.
- 18:34He purifies our faith like fire refining gold.
- 18:37He's shaping us, conforming us to Christ's image through the
- 18:40very things that seem designed to destroy us.
- 18:43And sometimes he uses hardship to draw unbelievers to himself,
- 18:46showing them their need, or even, yes, to bring judgement on
- 18:48those who persistently rebel. His purposes are always being
- 18:52worked out. So because of all this.
- 18:53The. Christian can genuinely say.
- 18:55Even in the darkest times, everything will be OK.
- 18:58And that's not wishful thinking. It's not pretending.
- 19:00It's a solid theological. Conviction Based on God's
- 19:03character and His promises, we can be absolutely certain that
- 19:05God will ensure the final outcome.
- 19:07Glorifies him and. Contributes to our becoming more
- 19:10like Christ. That's the guarantee of Romans
- 19:128.28. So there's no ultimate reason to
- 19:14panic. Bad news comes, but our God is
- 19:17unshaken. Our hearts can be fun.
- 19:19Trusting him. It's that peace that passes
- 19:21understanding. That's right.
- 19:23You know, so much of our fear and worry comes from wanting to
- 19:26be in control, doesn't it? We want to manage our lives,
- 19:28guarantee our own safety and happiness.
- 19:30We want to run the universe, or at least our little corner of
- 19:32it. But when we truly grasp that God
- 19:35is running the universe, all of it, including the parts that
- 19:39look like chaos to us, we can actually let go.
- 19:41We can rest again. God's not calling the suffering
- 19:44itself good. It's not pleasant, but he is
- 19:47saying he's in control of it and he's weaving it into his good
- 19:51and perfect purposes. Life is still hard, pain is
- 19:53real, but knowing God is intimately involved, not just
- 19:57watching from afar, but actively working in every detail that
- 20:01allows for surrender, allows for rest.
- 20:02It's like that child in the back seat you mentioned.
- 20:04Maybe the road is bumpy, maybe there's storm outside, but Dad's
- 20:06driving. His hands are on the wheel.
- 20:07He knows where we're going. We can rest even if we don't
- 20:10understand the whole amount. That's such a good picture.
- 20:13Corey Tenboom, who obviously knew profound suffering, had an
- 20:16amazing poem about weaving. She talked about our lies being
- 20:19like this tapestry God is making.
- 20:21She wrote, My life is but a weaving between my God and me.
- 20:24I cannot choose the colors. He weaves steadily.
- 20:28And then the key part, oftentimes he weaves sorrow and
- 20:31I and foolish pride forget that He sees the upper and I the
- 20:35underside. You know, like looking at the
- 20:36back of a cross stitch, all knots and tangled threads, just
- 20:40a mess. It makes no sense from back
- 20:41there, but God sees the front, the beautiful pattern he's
- 20:45creating. The poem goes on.
- 20:47Not till the loom is silent and the shuttle cease to fly will
- 20:50God unroll the canvas and reveal the reason why the dark threads
- 20:54are as needful in the worker, skillful hand as the threads of
- 20:57gold and silver and the pattern he has planned.
- 20:59And the comfort is just immense. He knows, He loves, He cares
- 21:03nothing. This truth condemn, He gives the
- 21:05very best of those who leave the choice to Him.
- 21:08One day we'll see the finished work and it will all make sense.
- 21:11That perspective, holding on to that changes everything when
- 21:13you're looking at the underside. So really this whole.
- 21:15Understanding of. God's sovereign control His good
- 21:17purposes, even in hardship. It's meant to bring peace, real
- 21:20peace and joy. It calls us to just rest in His
- 21:23arms, submit to His wisdom, even when it hurts.
- 21:25Absolutely, and we really hope this deep dive prompts you, the
- 21:29listener, to go to God's Word yourself.
- 21:32Don't just take our word for it, or rely only on your own feeling
- 21:34or logic. Dig into the Scriptures.
- 21:37See what God Himself says about His power, His goodness, His
- 21:40active involvement in all things, even the hard things.
- 21:43He's not the author of sin, but He is absolutely in control,
- 21:46working everything for His glory and the good of those who love
- 21:49Him. So here's something to think
- 21:51about. If you really embrace this idea
- 21:53that God is intimately, sovereignly involved in every
- 21:56detail, not just reacting but actively ordaining according to
- 21:59his good plan, how might that change your response?
- 22:03Not just to the big scary headlines, but maybe to the
- 22:05everyday frustrations, the unexpected setbacks, the
- 22:07difficult people in your life? How might that deep trust change
- 22:11how you Live Today?