Latest / The Theodore Dreiser Library / Jennie Gerhardt Chapter 2
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- 0:00Speaker 1: CHAPTER II. THE SPIRIT OF JENNY, WHO SHALL EXPRESS IT.
- 0:11Speaker 1: This daughter of poverty, who was now to fetch and
- 0:14Speaker 1: carry the laundry of this distinguished citizen of Columbus, was
- 0:19Speaker 1: a creature of a mellowness of temperament which words can
- 0:23Speaker 1: but vaguely suggest. There are natures born to the inheritance
- 0:28Speaker 1: of flesh and that come without understanding, that go again
- 0:33Speaker 1: without seeming to have wondered why. Life, so long as
- 0:37Speaker 1: they endure it, is a true wonderland, a thing of
- 0:40Speaker 1: infinite beauty, which could they but wander into it wonderingly,
- 0:45Speaker 1: would be heaven enough. Opening their eyes, they see a
- 0:49Speaker 1: comfortable and perfect world, trees, flowers, the world of sound
- 0:54Speaker 1: and the world of color. These are the valued inheritance
- 0:59Speaker 1: of their state If no one said to them, mine,
- 1:02Speaker 1: they would wander radiantly forth, singing the songs which all
- 1:06Speaker 1: the earth may some day hope to hear. It is
- 1:10Speaker 1: the song of goodness. Caged in the world of the material, however,
- 1:16Speaker 1: such a nature is almost invariably an anomaly. That other
- 1:20Speaker 1: world of flesh, into which has been woven pride and greed,
- 1:24Speaker 1: looks askance at the idealist, the dreamer. If one says
- 1:30Speaker 1: it is sweet to look at the clouds, the answer
- 1:33Speaker 1: is a warning against idleness. If one seeks to give
- 1:37Speaker 1: ear to the wind, it shall be well with his soul,
- 1:42Speaker 1: but they will seize upon his possessions. If all the
- 1:45Speaker 1: world of the so-called inanimate delay one, calling with tenderness
- 1:50Speaker 1: in sounds that seem to be too perfect to be
- 1:53Speaker 1: less than understanding, it shall be ill with the body.
- 1:57Speaker 1: The hands of the actual are forever reaching towards such
- 2:02Speaker 1: as these, forever seizing greedily upon them. It is of
- 2:06Speaker 1: such that the bond-servants are made. In the world of
- 2:11Speaker 1: the actual, Jenny was such a spirit. From her earliest youth,
- 2:16Speaker 1: goodness and mercy had molded her every impulse. Did Sebastian
- 2:20Speaker 1: fall and injure himself? It was she who struggled with
- 2:24Speaker 1: straining anxiety, carried him safely his mother. Did George complain
- 2:31Speaker 1: that he was hungry? She gave him all of her bread.
- 2:35Speaker 1: Many were the hours in which she had rocked her
- 2:37Speaker 1: younger brothers and sisters to sleep, singing wholeheartedly betimes and
- 2:43Speaker 1: dreaming far dreams. Since her earliest walking period she had
- 2:49Speaker 1: been as the right hand of her mother. What scrubbing, baking, errand-running,
- 2:54Speaker 1: and nursing there had been to do, she did. No
- 2:59Speaker 1: one had ever heard her rudely complain, though she often
- 3:03Speaker 1: thought of the hardness of her lot. She knew that
- 3:06Speaker 1: there were other girls whose lives were infinitely freer and fuller,
- 3:11Speaker 1: but it never occurred to her to be meanly envious.
- 3:15Speaker 1: Her heart might be lonely, but her lips continued to sing.
- 3:20Speaker 1: When the days were fair, she looked out of her
- 3:23Speaker 1: kitchen window and longed to go where the meadows were.
- 3:27Speaker 1: Nature's fine curves and shadows touched her as a song itself.
- 3:32Speaker 1: There were times when she had gone with George and
- 3:35Speaker 1: the others, leading them away to where a patch of
- 3:38Speaker 1: hickory trees flourished, because there were open fields, with shade
- 3:43Speaker 1: for comfort and a brook of living water. No artist,
- 3:48Speaker 1: in the formulating of conceptions, her soul still responded to
- 3:52Speaker 1: these things, and every sound and every sigh were welcome
- 3:56Speaker 1: to her, BECAUSE OF THEIR BEAUTY. WHEN THE SOFT LOW
- 4:00Speaker 1: CALL OF THE WOOD DOVES, THOSE SPIRITS OF THE SUMMER,
- 4:05Speaker 1: CAME OUT OF THE DISTANCE, SHE WOULD INCLINE HER HEAD
- 4:08Speaker 1: AND LISTEN, THE WHOLE SPIRITUAL QUALITY OF ITS DROPPING, LIKE
- 4:12Speaker 1: SILVER BUBBLES INTO HER OWN GREAT HEART. WHERE THE SUNLIGHT
- 4:17Speaker 1: WAS WARM AND THE SHADOWS FLECKED WITH ITS SPLENDID RADIANCE,
- 4:21Speaker 1: SHE DELIGHTED TO WONDER AT THE PATTERN OF IT, TO
- 4:24Speaker 1: WALK WHERE IT WAS MOST GOLDEN, and follow with instinctive
- 4:28Speaker 1: appreciation the holy corridors of the trees. Color was not
- 4:33Speaker 1: lost upon her. That wonderful radiance which fills the western
- 4:37Speaker 1: sky at evening touched and unburdened her heart. I wonder,
- 4:42Speaker 1: she said once with girlish simplicity, how it would feel
- 4:46Speaker 1: to float away off there among those clouds. She had
- 4:51Speaker 1: discovered a natural swing of wild grapevines, and was sitting
- 4:55Speaker 1: in it with Martha and George.' Oh, wouldn't it be
- 4:59Speaker 1: nice if you had a boat up there?' said George.
- 5:02Speaker 1: She was looking with uplifted face at a far-off cloud,
- 5:06Speaker 1: a red island in a sea of silver.' Just supposing,'
- 5:10Speaker 1: she said,' people could live on an island like that.'
- 5:15Speaker 1: Her soul was already up there, and its Elysian paths
- 5:18Speaker 1: knew the lightness of her feet.' There goes a bee,'
- 5:22Speaker 1: said George. noting a bumbler winging by.' Yes,' she said dreamily.'
- 5:27Speaker 1: It' s going home.'' Does everything have a home?' asked Martha.'
- 5:31Speaker 1: Nearly everything,' she answered.' Do birds go home?' questioned George.' Yes,'
- 5:38Speaker 1: she said, deeply feeling the poetry of it herself.' The
- 5:42Speaker 1: birds go home.'' Do the bees go home?' urged Martha.' Yes,
- 5:47Speaker 1: the bees go home.'' Do dogs go home?' said George.'
- 5:51Speaker 1: who saw one traveling lonesomely along the nearby road. Why,
- 5:56Speaker 1: of course, she said, you know that dogs go home.
- 6:00Speaker 1: Do the gnats, he persisted, see in one of those
- 6:03Speaker 1: curious spirals of minute insects turning energetically in the waning light. Yes,
- 6:10Speaker 1: she said, half believing her remark, listen. Oh, exclaimed George incredulously,
- 6:16Speaker 1: I wonder what kind of houses they live in. Listen,
- 6:21Speaker 1: she gently persisted, putting out her hand to still him.
- 6:26Speaker 1: It was the halcyon hour when the angelus falls like
- 6:30Speaker 1: a benediction upon the waning day. Far off the notes
- 6:34Speaker 1: were sounding gently, and nature, now that she listened, seemed
- 6:39Speaker 1: to have paused also. The scarlet-breasted robin was hopping in
- 6:44Speaker 1: short spaces upon the grass before her. A humming-bee hummed,
- 6:49Speaker 1: a cow-bell tinkled, while some suspicious cracklings told of a
- 6:54Speaker 1: secretly reconnoitering squirrel. Keeping her pretty hand weighed in the air,
- 7:00Speaker 1: she listened until the long soft notes spread and faded,
- 7:04Speaker 1: and her heart could hold no more. Then she arose. Oh,
- 7:09Speaker 1: she said, clenching her fingers in an agony of poetic feeling.
- 7:15Speaker 1: There were crystal tears overflowing in her eyes, The wondrous
- 7:19Speaker 1: sea of feeling in her had stormed its banks. Of
- 7:24Speaker 1: such was the spirit of Jenny. End of chapter 2