Latest / Military Broadcast Radio | MBR Talk / Oscar Mike Radio – 502 – Justin Jordan – Warriors Heart
Transcript
- 0:05Hello and welcome to Ask Mike Radio.
- 0:07My name is Travis, Marine Corps veteran and your host Ask Mike
- 0:12Radio's Co producer since to 1 productions.
- 0:15What's your podcast doing? I want to thank my sponsors
- 0:18Joyce ASAC, VASAC Real Estate, Danielle Rocco with E6 Creations
- 0:23and my supporters Case on Shaving Company, Exceptional
- 0:25Parent Magazine and Fight Camp. Be your strongest combination.
- 0:31So I'm just going to call this down.
- 0:32This is the, you know, we're right after 10 years episode
- 0:37500. We're we're starting off hot.
- 0:39And I always enjoy talking to Air Force veterans and they get
- 0:46there, you know, we, we kid them a whole lot.
- 0:48We make fun of them. We, we give them some, you know,
- 0:51grief. But I joined the Marine Corps
- 0:53from an Air Force town. So that it, it's really kind of
- 0:56funny how that worked out. And I just want to thank Evocadi
- 1:00Public Relations for referring my next guest to me.
- 1:02Justin Jordan with the Warrior's Heart has an amazing story, an
- 1:07amazing org. He's with Justin.
- 1:09Welcome to OM Radio. Well, thank you so much.
- 1:12It's it's truly my pleasure. And I'm sure we'll get some jabs
- 1:15back and forth, Air Force and Marine, while we have our
- 1:17conversation. Oh yeah, I, I got plenty of it.
- 1:20You know, I, I went to, you know, this, this, I think it's
- 1:23Andrew's in California. And I'm like, wow, this is how
- 1:27the other half lives. I mean, there was like, you
- 1:29know, cloth napkins on the chow hall.
- 1:32It was, it was, it was a different world.
- 1:34And I, I joined out of Shreveport Bossier.
- 1:38So, you know, some, some of you all have been through there,
- 1:41some not, but there was KC 10s beef twos and a 10s at the time
- 1:46I was, I was there. So you have a very interesting
- 1:52story. You, you joined fairly young at
- 1:5419 and you do a, a a lot of different things in the Air
- 1:58Force. What was that like going through
- 2:00that part of your life, Justin? Well, it was, it was
- 2:03interesting. I come from a small town, you
- 2:06know, Henderson, KY, you know, so I grew up kind of in the
- 2:111900s, as they say. I'm an old guy now.
- 2:13So. And, you know, I just, I wanted
- 2:16to get out of that small town and the military represented a,
- 2:19a way to do that and travel the world and, and get my education
- 2:23paid for. The parents are both teachers.
- 2:25So, and I can remember vividly my dad who was a, an
- 2:28administrator, He was a principal.
- 2:30He said, you know, college isn't for everyone's son and that I
- 2:37tried Community College. It didn't work.
- 2:39I just man. And then I said, hey, let's go.
- 2:43You know, I just really fell in love with the Air Force.
- 2:45It was kind of a happenstance. I met the recruiters.
- 2:48I had taken the ASVAB from the Army didn't get a warm fuzzy.
- 2:53You know, I was like, I don't know, I'm looking for something
- 2:55else. Coast Guard was didn't seem
- 2:57interested, but I was the Air Force was drawn to them, their
- 3:01culture and you know, their their business like attitude and
- 3:05you know, and that kind of thing really, really helped me out to
- 3:12make that decision and I'm glad I did.
- 3:13I spent 20 years in. I like you mentioned, I spent a
- 3:17lot of times doing different things in the in the Air Force.
- 3:21If I may, it's really interesting because you know, in
- 3:24the Marine Corps, especially if if you're, you know, you're
- 3:28pretty much except for your B builds doing pretty much the
- 3:31same thing. You went in when you, when you
- 3:33signed up. But it seemed like from, from
- 3:36learning about you that you, you've worn a lot of different
- 3:38hats in the Air Force. Was that by design or just the
- 3:41flexibility the Air Force had to allow you to pursue different
- 3:45career paths? Well, that's a great, that's a
- 3:48great question. And actually the I was in the
- 3:51same career fair of my entire 20 years.
- 3:53It's just it is a very eclectic bunch.
- 3:56So we when I started it was called services or excuse me,
- 4:01yeah, services. And then it transitioned into
- 4:06for support squadron back when I was getting out.
- 4:08But basically everything from your cooks to the people that
- 4:12work in the child care centers. I mean, that's what mostly
- 4:15civilians and NAFTA employees to do that.
- 4:17But then your fitness centers, so MWR to to speak, you know,
- 4:23Army and Marine Corps language, morale, welfare, recreation.
- 4:26Then there's a small contingent that do things outside the lines
- 4:29like Mortuary. So I had an opportunity to do
- 4:34this. The broad spectrum, you know,
- 4:36the, the billeting or the hotel, motel work, you know, and there
- 4:39I worked in the gyms, had my professional training
- 4:43certification for a while and I worked in a lot of flight
- 4:45kitchens. I really kind of felt my, my
- 4:48way. And then food rations deployed a
- 4:50ton because there's always the need for someone delivering the,
- 4:53the, the food. So it, it was just a, it was an
- 4:58interesting career field because I didn't have to stay in one
- 5:01lane. I wasn't turning the same wrench
- 5:02for 20 years on the same aircraft.
- 5:05So I got a very good opportunity in it, you know, breadth of
- 5:07experience that helps you get these other special duty jobs
- 5:11that I was able to do as well. You know, you, you talk about
- 5:16the Mortuary job in, you know, a lot of what you do and a lot
- 5:20that people can learn about you. Can you kind of go into what
- 5:24that job? Is it an MOS field specifically
- 5:27or part of an MOS field? It's part of that same services,
- 5:31you know, it's now known As for support squadron.
- 5:33It's merged with a couple of other career fields.
- 5:37No one has ever really explained it better than a crusty old
- 5:40chief that I asked when I was a young airman.
- 5:43Why do we do Mortuary? He said.
- 5:45Son, we own all the refrigerators because we owned
- 5:48all the shelves. And and then that's the best I
- 5:51could ever figure out, right? Because it just doesn't make
- 5:54sense. However, it was a taxing job.
- 5:58But you know, basically your duties and responsibilities as
- 6:03the NCOIC, which is there's one deep in every base non
- 6:06commissioned officer in charge of Mortuary affairs.
- 6:09As you act as the liaison to the family for the commander, The
- 6:13commander is ultimately responsible for making sure you
- 6:17know, the the force support commander that the families of
- 6:20the fallen, whether it be stateside or downrange are taken
- 6:24care of as well as that person's unit commander.
- 6:27So they work for him as a team. So basically you're the
- 6:31commander's eyes and ears in every step of the process from
- 6:34point of death. Sometimes you go to the site to
- 6:38remains inspections at the Funeral Home of choice for the
- 6:42family. We're assigning different
- 6:44caseworkers like your summary courts officers that will handle
- 6:48property and things like that, as well as benefits
- 6:51administrators that will go through their benefits with
- 6:53them. You are the liaison, the family,
- 6:55you are the person that goes with the family, and you view
- 6:58all of these things. You make sure that the
- 7:00contractors that are doing the embalming are doing it by Air
- 7:03Force specs. You're making sure that the
- 7:05corners in the local area are doing the autopsies.
- 7:09So in that process you get very invested in the family.
- 7:13You get very invested in the dignity and respect of the
- 7:17fallens of the airmen, soldier, Marine.
- 7:19I've done them all. You know it's and you grieve
- 7:25without grieving. That makes sense because you
- 7:28can't another human can't see another human lose their life
- 7:31and not grieve in a certain way, whether you knew them or not.
- 7:35You can put it in a special place, but it it will catch up
- 7:37to you. In my opinion.
- 7:39Let me. Clarify this so you're not only
- 7:42dealing with, I don't want to assume it's not just combat
- 7:47related deaths. You're dealing with the other
- 7:50types of civilian because you know, there's a couple marines
- 7:54that I buried in Yuma and they didn't die in combat, but they,
- 7:57they, they didn't die in the job either.
- 7:59And so you handled those as well?
- 8:01Absolutely. Matter of fact, probably 90% of
- 8:03my caseload were those type of cases.
- 8:07And the ones that are unexpected are those are the ones that get
- 8:10you right. I've done my share of, of combat
- 8:15related as well. I've been down ranging done
- 8:18Mortuary. I've done, done it all.
- 8:20And, and the ones that really got me 'cause it, it, you know,
- 8:24I say not to, to lessen the sacrifice 'cause I would never
- 8:28say that. But what I'm saying is the ones
- 8:30that got me were the ones where the families in there, they were
- 8:33riding the motorcycle and they were doing everything right.
- 8:35And somebody cut them off and, or, or men, they drowned on, on,
- 8:39on, on TDY or their vacation or just a stupid freak accident.
- 8:45And then the, the, the countless amount of suicides, you know,
- 8:49just things that don't make sense.
- 8:52Then you're also stuck in the screening process.
- 8:54You're working with the family and you're still, if you cannot
- 8:56show emotion or you're not supposed to, right?
- 9:00But we are emotional creatures. So yeah, it's it's a unique job.
- 9:09I felt very, very grateful to be able to do it because I felt
- 9:14like it was such a heavy burden that others shouldn't have to
- 9:17carry it. You know, I, I can see it in
- 9:22your eyes. I'm listening to you.
- 9:24And I have to think this is the, the interesting thing about what
- 9:28people in the military do now. Maybe you never flew an
- 9:32aircraft. Maybe you never dropped a bomb.
- 9:34Maybe you never fired your M16 in aggression, but the your
- 9:41service had a cost to it, didn't it Justin?
- 9:44It really did it cost me my mental health.
- 9:45It really, you know, I, I was diagnosed after probably six
- 9:51straight years of doing Mortuary.
- 9:53You know, keep in mind I was in for 20 years and I did Mortuary
- 9:56for six or seven years straight, that one base and in different
- 9:59deployed locations so sporadically after that.
- 10:04And then I, I, I would find myself struggling with crippling
- 10:09anxiety dissociative spells. And if you're not familiar with
- 10:12the dissociative spell, it's, I would lose time.
- 10:15I would drive home and have so many stacked traumas that I
- 10:19would consistently be thinking about them, thinking about them,
- 10:21thinking about them. And that would be 100 miles from
- 10:23a house and not know how I got there.
- 10:25And then the fear and the anxiety and the guilt and the
- 10:28shame of what's wrong with you. Shake it off.
- 10:31You know, we're we're taught on the, the softball fields,
- 10:34baseball diamonds, foot football fields of America to suck it up.
- 10:38We're taught in the military that a lot of that, you know,
- 10:40suck it up. We have a job to do.
- 10:42I don't have time to feel, but my brain didn't know that and it
- 10:48wasn't registering. So I continue to have these
- 10:51things with which, you know, started to interfere with my
- 10:53day-to-day. I could hide it really well, but
- 10:56when I you know, I I developed a a thing later on after I started
- 11:01getting help and treatment called olfactory hallucinations.
- 11:06I would smell anytime I had my AB us at the time on which was
- 11:09the airman battle uniform, the Gray 1.
- 11:12You might remember anytime I had that uniform on, I would smell
- 11:17bodies and you couldn't tell me anything different.
- 11:22So then that process of just white knuckling your day, it
- 11:27would be to the point of nauseam where I would actually, you
- 11:31know, have to go and, and, and vomit in the bathroom and then
- 11:34my, my chief. And then they're like, dude,
- 11:36what's going on with you? Why are you not at formation?
- 11:38Why are you not in uniform? Why all of these things?
- 11:40I was a senior non commissioned officer and I'm not acting like
- 11:44it on the surface, right? I'm, I'm missing formations.
- 11:47I'm doing these things all because I'm trying to just not
- 11:52feel this way and trying to white knuckle it and your brain
- 11:55don't care. Your brain is going to you know,
- 11:59it's going to override all common sense and all other
- 12:02things. So then it's looked at its
- 12:04behavioral right. You can't see the injuries that
- 12:08I have, but I can see that you're not wearing a uniform and
- 12:11you're a senior non, you're a senior non commissioned officer
- 12:14and you're supposed to be setting the example.
- 12:17So then I finally just said, hey, I need help.
- 12:20I can't do this on my own. And, and luckily, I'll give all
- 12:23the credit to the Air Force because they supported me.
- 12:26They allowed me to be the first active duty member to serve on
- 12:29alongside with the post traumatic stress service animal
- 12:32in 2010. Yeah, yeah.
- 12:35They allowed me to really kind of lean into it and say, hey,
- 12:40we're going to do something about this.
- 12:42It shouldn't be shameful. I just had some great commander,
- 12:45Second, Colonel Burrell at the time, who was my commander,
- 12:48really leaned into it and said, hey, man, whatever you need
- 12:51because your service has the value.
- 12:54And I had never experienced that level of support.
- 12:57So I really didn't know how to act.
- 12:58So they started letting me wear my uniform, PT uniform to work.
- 13:06But that's when the, the, you know, the talking around the
- 13:08water cooler in the office. What's this Joe do?
- 13:10Why does he get to, you know, all of that kind of stuff when
- 13:12they don't know or understand? And of course, my commander's
- 13:15not going to come out and say, hey, I've given him a waiver to
- 13:18be able to wear his PT gear all day.
- 13:20He's dealing with some things. They're not going to ask that
- 13:23question, but they are going to stand around the water cooler
- 13:25and, and you get stop getting invited to the to the things.
- 13:28And eventually it led to me just being asked to work from home
- 13:32while I was going through my Med board in the last year of my
- 13:34service, which was a gut punch. So I went from super supportive
- 13:39to just, hey, can you just work from home?
- 13:40And, you know, being a Marine, that don't happen, right?
- 13:44So, yeah, I lost my identity really quickly.
- 13:47I had about a year to think about, man, what do I do?
- 13:52And you do you want to talk about suicidal ideations?
- 13:55And, you know, I'm going through a process of mental health,
- 13:59cognitive breakdown. And I've been asked to be
- 14:01isolated for my team. So it was it was scary time.
- 14:06And thank God I have a beautiful wife who's also in the military
- 14:10going through their own medical board.
- 14:11Sharp and she's been and we've been married this July will be
- 14:1428 years. What?
- 14:16Yeah, fantastic man. We met as both met in the 1900s.
- 14:21You know, my, my kids say that. By the way, my kids are 31 and
- 14:2726, so they're not kids anymore. I got grandchildren now, but
- 14:31it's. You don't look a day over 28.
- 14:34Come on. Thanks.
- 14:35I appreciate it, man. I do a lot of.
- 14:37I do a lot of we do, you know, I do a lot of the holistic stuff
- 14:42and try to stay mind, body, spirit.
- 14:45That's part of the healing, right, Moving past there, moving
- 14:48through you never I believe that you never get over it right.
- 14:53I still have my days. My boss will tell you some.
- 14:56It's a struggle to keep me employed.
- 14:58Sometimes it really is because I still have, you know, I'm still
- 15:0290% for and I and I struggle, but what I do and his
- 15:07transitions really well at Warrior's heart because I get
- 15:10it. I've been there.
- 15:12Those guys that come through the gates and they need help.
- 15:16I've walked that path. So when I tell them what I did
- 15:19or what I've done in the military, they're like, oh, OK,
- 15:21automatic credit. Like they're like, oh, this
- 15:23dude, he gets it right. So I have to send there and
- 15:26like, oh, this is just some behavioral health exec doesn't
- 15:29understand me. No, man, I've been there.
- 15:32I've been to treatment. I've done it.
- 15:33All right, I get it. So.
- 15:35I wanted to ask you not only you, you going through this
- 15:38major transition in your life during this time, we're going
- 15:42back to 20/12/2013. You also write the book and then
- 15:45I cried stories of a Mortuary. NCO was the the book was the
- 15:52book a catalyst for healing? Was it like, you know, hey, I
- 15:56know I'm leaving the service. I'm going to write this now.
- 15:59How the how did the book figure into You know what you did,
- 16:04Justin? That's a that's a great
- 16:05question. So actually I went in 2011, I
- 16:10went to treatment for post traumatic stress.
- 16:14I went to an inpatient treatment without my dog.
- 16:17And there I found, I mean, it was more of a punitive program,
- 16:21you know, like the most behavioral health settings,
- 16:23right? Lockdown, single file lines of
- 16:25lunch. It didn't, it didn't feel like
- 16:27help. It felt like jail.
- 16:29But I, I, I found there a counselor that tapped into
- 16:31something in me. And writing was just one of our
- 16:35assignments on a day-to-day basis was basically to write
- 16:42down your traumas. And we would sit down in a group
- 16:46every day and read it. We had to handwrite them.
- 16:51She wanted you to feel it, right?
- 16:54So everybody go around the room and they'd read their stories
- 16:56and it was just different variations of the same trauma.
- 16:59Typically, I would have a different one every day.
- 17:01It was cathartic for me because it was like, I don't have to
- 17:05carry this alone. It's out there and then, you
- 17:08know, But I never felt worthy of those traumas because I wasn't
- 17:12like you mentioned, I wasn't a door kicker, man.
- 17:14I didn't take any bullets. The, the places I deployed to
- 17:17had, you know, McDonald's and you know, I've, I've deployed a
- 17:22bunch of different places, but man, you know, I was at Cobar
- 17:24and all of these other places, but man, I wasn't in the fight.
- 17:27So I didn't deserve to have PTS Saying that out loud now is so
- 17:32absurd, right. So found finding writing gave me
- 17:37some relief that I hadn't experienced yet.
- 17:39And I was like, and I was trying to find everything that wasn't
- 17:41pills because of what I've so many overdoses, what I've seen,
- 17:47you know, so many Alcoholics, so many, you know, in my time being
- 17:52Mortuary, I didn't want to be any part of that.
- 17:54So it was always very mad adverse.
- 17:57So I said I rewriting my stories helps me.
- 18:01It feels like help even for a moment, right?
- 18:05So I wanted more of that. On my way out, that therapist
- 18:09stopped me and she said, hey, man, I know you're going through
- 18:12a tough transition at home being, you know, kind of asked
- 18:15to, to work from home and different things.
- 18:18But could you spend that time right?
- 18:20You know, when you're when you're allowed to not, not on
- 18:23the clock or if you're supposed to be in the computer, but when
- 18:25you're allowed to, you know, when you're not on the clock?
- 18:28Can you spend that time writing? Because I really think that your
- 18:31stories will help others and I think you should write a book.
- 18:36And I was like, and I had toyed around with the idea in the
- 18:39past, like man, I have an interesting story.
- 18:40Not a lot of people know about how it's done and behind the
- 18:44curtains, as long as it's done tastefully, respectfully, I
- 18:47could see myself. So the second I got home, I
- 18:49started writing that book, a hand wrote in 30 days.
- 18:54And then I would read it back to myself in the mirror.
- 18:56And if it didn't evoke the right emotion in my face that I was
- 19:00watching, thinking back, I should have recorded it.
- 19:03I don't know, Might have been before video recording time.
- 19:06I don't know. It's been a while.
- 19:07But but if I read a line and I didn't evoke that emotion in my
- 19:11own face because I can't hide it.
- 19:14If I'm feeling it, you'll see it in my face.
- 19:17I rewrote it because I wanted the reader wanted it to be.
- 19:25I wanted them to be able to help carry some of the load, if that
- 19:28makes sense, because and that's why I did it because it it was
- 19:33selfish in a way, because it helped me.
- 19:36And what I can do is put these traumas in this book and tell
- 19:39myself that's where they live. Right?
- 19:43So happen stance. I just happened to be doing a
- 19:46radio interview, not about the book, but there was a guy named
- 19:50Scott Ledger. He's passed since and he used to
- 19:53do a show called 2100 hours and he would host the veterans to
- 19:56tell. He would give them a solid open
- 19:58mic hour to tell their stories. To whoever would listen.
- 20:03And I called in all the time. And that night he was before I
- 20:09came on, he was hosting this guy named Eric Shaw, who had just
- 20:13started a publishing company after struggling with trying to
- 20:17get his book published, Brave Souls or Brave Rifles.
- 20:20So he started his own. He stayed on and listened to my
- 20:24interview and heard my story. And he goes, man, if you got
- 20:26more like that, I'd be interested in publishing your
- 20:28stories. And that was a God moment 'cause
- 20:33he stepped in and I was his first outside of himself.
- 20:35I was his first publish auth so I didn't have to go and find all
- 20:40of these literary agents. God gave me that.
- 20:43And since then, man, I can't tell you how many times I've
- 20:47gotten messages from people, man, your book help me this on
- 20:50the other, you know, people like didn't love it, but that's OK.
- 20:55But man, I tell you, I I recently got one from a senior
- 21:00non commissioned officer that worked a a pretty severe
- 21:02casualty, A dorm blow up and her team was struggling and she
- 21:06wanted to buy each one of them a copy of the book.
- 21:08She said, man, you hit it on the head.
- 21:10I didn't know how to put into words, but I think this will
- 21:13help them. And man, it just warrants my
- 21:15soul that, you know, since I, I published in 2012 right before I
- 21:19got out of the service and that is still helping people.
- 21:24It really makes me smile. I don't talk about a lot anymore
- 21:27because it's just kind of it's taking its own life.
- 21:30So thank you for allowing me to share that part of my story
- 21:33because I've kind of, to be honest with you, I've kind of
- 21:36moved past the book stage. I mean, it's still out there and
- 21:39available, but I don't have to the market it anymore because
- 21:43it's it's taking its own life. So.
- 21:45Well, it's just I've talked to other veterans who have written
- 21:49their stories, whether it's about their PTS trains or post
- 21:52transition journey, any aspect of their veterans service.
- 21:56And looking at, you know, the, the composition of the book, I'm
- 22:00like, this is, it almost seemed like this is your, your goodbye
- 22:04to the Air Force. Nothing negative.
- 22:06But hey, I'm like you said, you put your Air Force experience in
- 22:11this book and we're moving on to the chapter.
- 22:14This is back in 2013. Now it's 2026, so time has
- 22:18passed. What was the last before we get
- 22:21into Warrior's Heart? I really want to get into that,
- 22:23but what was the last 1013 years like getting to before we get to
- 22:28Warrior's Heart? Well, I can.
- 22:31I can tell you that the transition is extremely hard
- 22:34from military to civilian life. Before I started working at
- 22:39Warriors Hard, I had seven different jobs.
- 22:41I would either get in my own way and then add struggling with a
- 22:44mental health issue like post traumatic stress disorder, major
- 22:49depressive, all the things that I have and then all the aches
- 22:53and pains of 20 years of service, you know, and trying to
- 22:58go from, you know, 'cause the last duty I had, I worked at the
- 23:02Air Force Headquarters level for the Inspector General of the Air
- 23:05Force. So I had a really high special
- 23:08duty job, 11D. Nobody else in my career field
- 23:11had this job. Going from that real big jobs to
- 23:14hey, here's your bag of pills at the VA, come see us in three
- 23:19months. You know, so I at first I was
- 23:22like, hey, I'm leaning into this.
- 23:23I'm going to go fishing. I got, you know, I have a
- 23:25retirement because I was able to get to 20.
- 23:28I'm medically retired after 20. So I get, I'm one of those
- 23:31concurrent receipt veterans that gets both retirement and VA
- 23:35disability. So I was able to go, I'm going
- 23:37to go fishing. But man, you can only go fishing
- 23:39so many times. And it got to a point where, you
- 23:42know, I look back and laugh now, but it was a big part of my day.
- 23:45Like it was weird. I would look forward to the
- 23:48mailman coming. Yes.
- 23:51And if there wasn't mail or he didn't come, I had the worst
- 23:55day. Thank God that I had the
- 23:58wherewithal that I'd seen what I'd seen and I didn't turn to
- 24:02drinking or drugs, right, 'cause that's what most and what we
- 24:05find most people happen, right? They've substitute that because
- 24:09then there were days where I know a gun metal tastes like and
- 24:13it ain't, it ain't fun, right? So they're just days and days
- 24:17and days. I was blessed to have a partner
- 24:20that knew and was served herself and said, hey man, enough,
- 24:26right? It's time to get help again.
- 24:28It's it, no, I'm not going to let you sit around and play Call
- 24:31of Duty for 18 hours a day. You know, I'm not going to let
- 24:34you sit around and just wait on the mail.
- 24:36You're going to get out and get employed.
- 24:38You're going to get a purpose again.
- 24:40And you know, wives, they can see right through our, our
- 24:44mental health or not, they, they can see right through it, right?
- 24:47And she's struggling with her own medical issues.
- 24:49She was medically retired at 19 years, one month.
- 24:53Oh my God, man. Yeah.
- 24:55And so you want to talk about feeling kind of some kind of way
- 24:59about military service? I I think for the first five
- 25:03years she got out, I, I struggled to get her out of bed,
- 25:07but she always showed up for me and she still shows up for me
- 25:10every day. So that God's blessed me with a
- 25:14partner that then we've had our ups and downs.
- 25:16That man, he's really blessed me with somebody that really gets
- 25:19me and understands the plight. So.
- 25:22We'll just just, if I can to lighten up just a little bit.
- 25:25Every time I'm, I'm divorced and happily divorced and, but every
- 25:29time I think, you know, I'm, I'm in a pretty good place.
- 25:32I hear a story like yours. I'm like, you know, what would
- 25:34that be like to have a, a true ride or die?
- 25:37And, and, and you guys had to, you know, ride a Don.
- 25:42I just want to thank you for sharing that because I'm like,
- 25:44you know, I'm pretty good. I don't need a wife, but I hear
- 25:48a story like that and it's like, well, where would you be without
- 25:51your wife? Where would you be without you?
- 25:52And I would. I would not be on this earth.
- 25:55Yeah, Yeah, I can. Say that equivocally, my wife
- 25:57has kept me and and the one thing I will share with you,
- 26:01there are days that I don't always feel that way.
- 26:05Sure. Anytime you live with someone 28
- 26:08years consecutively, you get on each other.
- 26:10But I'm going to tell you this, we've always, I believe that a
- 26:14promise is a promise. Now, you know, we've been
- 26:17through some, I mean, the, the range of things that our
- 26:19marriage has seen in traverse is lengthy and long.
- 26:24And I can tell you that when we both stood on that altar and
- 26:27said to have and to hold till death do us part, that's what we
- 26:30meant. So these challenges financially,
- 26:33I mean, I've nearly gone bankrupt.
- 26:36There's been infidelity, you name it, we've been through it.
- 26:39And I'm going to tell you, we stepped by each other side and,
- 26:43and you know, now that my children are gone, they, some of
- 26:47them still live with us, but, and we get to see our
- 26:50granddaughter every day because she lives with us as well.
- 26:53We have a unique opportunity to look back and see how blessed we
- 26:56really are because not everybody has been able to, to weather
- 27:00those straws. And we really have.
- 27:03And, and I've learned that at Warner's heart, I've done more
- 27:07healing here as a staff member than any sessions I've ever
- 27:12done, any type of stuff that just the the professional
- 27:17development we do here and the people that lead this place, our
- 27:23leadership, our our founders just get it.
- 27:28Tell, tell me about Warrior's Heart, because I look at it and
- 27:32I've seen a lot of nonprofits, I've seen a lot of, you know,
- 27:35third party service providers or VA approved service providers,
- 27:40but I'm looking at it. It's in the San Antonio area of
- 27:43Texas. It it's, it's it's own little
- 27:46ecosystem entity, but it's a really interesting service
- 27:51offering for those veterans and needs.
- 27:54Tell me a little bit more and how you guys connected with it.
- 27:58So thank you for that. It's man, anytime I get the
- 28:02opportunity to talk about Warriors Heart, so hang on
- 28:05because I'm passionate about this.
- 28:06Right. Man Warriors heart is a
- 28:11treatment Center for drugs, alcohol, post traumatic stress,
- 28:14any type of Co occurrence, psychological disorder that you
- 28:16might think it's exclusive to the warrior population.
- 28:20Why is that different? Because a lot of the programs
- 28:23out there that treat war fighters are not exclusive.
- 28:25They have tracked programs and they may do several groups, but
- 28:29we are exclusive to that population.
- 28:31That's military, veterans, law enforcement, first responders,
- 28:36if you fit into those categories you can come to when you're
- 28:38struggling with addiction and Co occurring psychological
- 28:42disorders. We can treat you, but we don't
- 28:45do it. Like when I shared my
- 28:46experience, you know, I went to a hospital, it was a behavioral
- 28:49Health Center. And I say punitive a lot because
- 28:52that's what a lot of those programs feel like because it's
- 28:54in a behavioral Health Center and they mean well, but it it's
- 28:58a punitive type environment. This is a 543 acre ranch in
- 29:02Bandera, TX. We've got exotic animals.
- 29:06We not only have all the alphabet suit folks and doctors,
- 29:09nurses and and all that stuff, but we also have a model that's,
- 29:15you know, scientifically works. We we follow the steps, all of
- 29:19the things, right. But then they have a periods of
- 29:22time where they get to decide that is critical in a warrior's
- 29:25healing. Having some say so in your day
- 29:28because these men and women have really big giant jobs, right?
- 29:32And to take that away from them and say, Hey, you don't have no
- 29:34say say on your day. Hey, right, We always say right
- 29:37place, right uniform be there, right.
- 29:40But in the afternoon they get to choose from elective periods.
- 29:42We have a full metal shop, a full wood shop.
- 29:46They can they can interact with our canines and our canine
- 29:49Academy. We have cooking with chef.
- 29:52We have fish with two lakes here in Texas and in, in Virginia at
- 29:55our Virginia campus. We have a 30 acre lake.
- 29:59So you know, just, you know, we have a wood cha or a wood
- 30:03cutting elective, you name it. You can be engaged as much as
- 30:07you want. Art.
- 30:08We, we reinvested into an art building.
- 30:10That's amazing because what we find in the arts is that's where
- 30:14the unspoken traumas come out and the things you can't talk
- 30:18about or you haven't shared those complex issues come out
- 30:21in, in, in the painting. And we've had some amazing art
- 30:25pieces come out of here. So in the afternoons from 1:00
- 30:27to 5:00, they get to choose where they're at and what
- 30:30they're doing right. They'll, they'll sign up for
- 30:32different electives and it keeps them engaged.
- 30:34And then the evenings, so mornings are like group
- 30:36therapies and different movement based type of things, yoga,
- 30:40mindfulness, nature walk. We have like 3.2 miles of nature
- 30:44trails on, on Warriors Heart. And then in the, they'll do the
- 30:49heavier groups, you know, from 9:50 to noon and then from 1:00
- 30:54to 5:00, you know, one to five, they do the electives.
- 30:57And in the evening period, we work on more social things like
- 31:00your warriors Anonymous or a A type LED groups and things.
- 31:06They do get their phones when they're with us for after a
- 31:08three day like blackout period, you know, where we can
- 31:11stabilize. Then they can every night they
- 31:13hit from like 6:00 to 5:00 to 6:00 or somewhere around there,
- 31:16they can have their phones. And then on the weekends, we
- 31:18give them a little bit more grace on time so they can stay
- 31:20connected with their family. They can not miss that bill
- 31:23because that's what derails treatment.
- 31:25A lot of folks, you know, not being able to stay connected.
- 31:28Now, sometimes that's a double edged sword where that could be
- 31:31a distraction, right? So it's a limited amount of
- 31:34time, but they do have access to that and they're around their
- 31:37brothers and sisters. So it's warriors, healing
- 31:39warriors. That's our mission here.
- 31:42Now that doesn't mean that we don't have all the right
- 31:44therapists and and all that because we do, we, we boast a
- 31:48very large clinical population that treats our warriors and
- 31:52what's kind of unique and different.
- 31:54We're a 42 day minimum program. Most treatment centers are 28
- 31:57days. That's going to say that that
- 31:59seems long than usual. It's what we found when we would
- 32:03follow the normal and the reason is and the why there is most
- 32:07insurance pays on a 28 day cycle so that's why most programs are
- 32:1028 days and you get 1 therapist. So that's 4 iterations of
- 32:14one-on-one therapy while you're with them.
- 32:17We have two therapists per client.
- 32:20So each we have a licensed chemical dependency counselor
- 32:23and a licensed professional counselor because we're going to
- 32:25work on both the traumas and the addiction while you're here.
- 32:29So they see each one of those once a week.
- 32:32They do do small caseload groups.
- 32:33We, we cap our, our clinicians, clinician numbers so that that
- 32:38clinician say she has, he or she has 10 clients.
- 32:42They'll, they'll also do a small caseload group with those 10
- 32:45clients. So they'll see that each and one
- 32:47of their counselors for up to four sessions a week.
- 32:51So that's go from A4 iteration of treatment to a 24 plus all
- 32:55the other things that we do plus not a lot.
- 32:58Now, we don't take your belts, we don't take your shoes, you
- 33:02know, which is like a good job of making sure that you're well
- 33:04vetted before you come in here. It seems more human too.
- 33:08Like you're not, You're not being in prison because you're,
- 33:11you're treated like you're a person.
- 33:14Well, and a war fighter, not only because not or, or a police
- 33:19officer or not because you deserve it.
- 33:21That's how you deserve to be treated.
- 33:23And that's what we believe in. Everyone on our staff believes
- 33:26that. And if they don't, they, they
- 33:29weed themselves out pretty quickly.
- 33:30Because I'm going to tell you, our main goal is to make sure
- 33:34you're treated with dignity and respect at all times.
- 33:37This is not easy work. We're asking you to do some hard
- 33:40lifting while you're here. This is a training program.
- 33:42We're training confident, sober warriors.
- 33:45And during that time, like any selection or any Q course or
- 33:48whatever you go through, it's going to be hard times.
- 33:50And that doesn't escape us either.
- 33:53Guess what? Men and women get calls while
- 33:55they're here and they are going through divorce while they're in
- 33:57treatment. How do you handle that?
- 34:00Right? Well, you're in the best place
- 34:01in the world to handle it because you have access to not
- 34:03only your peers, but you have access to the best clinicians in
- 34:05the country, in my opinion. So, you know, we boast a really
- 34:09high rate of retention. Over 90% of the Warriors that
- 34:14start our program complete our program.
- 34:17Now just educate me here. What is your role with Warriors
- 34:20Hard Justin? So I'm the special operations
- 34:23director. So my job here, I've I've like
- 34:26in the air, we talked about in the Air Force.
- 34:27I've had many different roles here at Warriors Heart in the
- 34:29nine years I've been here. Been here almost since we
- 34:32opened. I started in admissions as an
- 34:34advocate, then I became the admissions director for did
- 34:37business development for a couple years.
- 34:38Now do special operations, leave it to Tom Spooner and to make an
- 34:42Air Force guy special operations director.
- 34:44But we, we, one of our core values is we're a little goofy.
- 34:47So I think that's, but my job is to, to tackle special projects,
- 34:52to work with the founders directly on, on new builds and
- 34:55new facilities. You know, sometimes, like for
- 34:58instance, when we stood at Virginia took a small team down
- 35:00there kind of like an add on team, you know, advanced team go
- 35:04in and make sure what everything we need get the right people
- 35:07start hiring all of those things and then we we are able to take
- 35:11the keys in May and Oakland by September 11th.
- 35:14We so it minimizes that time to do those kind of things.
- 35:19Any special projects I can incorporate into any team at
- 35:22warriors heart. So if maintenance needs help,
- 35:24man, I'm out there in the pasture cutting, cutting wood.
- 35:28If the shop needs help, I'm over there helping them build a
- 35:31tomahawk. If if housekeeping needs help,
- 35:33I'm pressure washing, you name it.
- 35:34So I get to be the flex play, you know, just.
- 35:39Let me ask you this, you've gone through your own journey and
- 35:44you've been very clear and candid.
- 35:46This is a still a daily battle, like the battles never truly
- 35:49over and you choose how you're going to go through that
- 35:52journey. But let me ask you, what's it
- 35:55like watching a veteran or first responder or law enforcement
- 36:01come through and you see yourself in them?
- 36:05Oh. Man, that's a that one hits home
- 36:08because it happens almost every day.
- 36:10Oh, wow. I mean, it's so you talk about
- 36:15purpose, right? Yeah.
- 36:17You know, I I've, I don't know why I have been, you know,
- 36:20people ask me how should how you doing?
- 36:21You know, in the morning most people say great.
- 36:23I say I'm blessed because I believe it and I'm blessed to be
- 36:26able to be a part of their healing.
- 36:28You know, a lot of guys will tell us how you saved my life.
- 36:30I didn't save your life. The guy that answered the phone
- 36:33didn't save your life, you did. You're doing the work and that's
- 36:38hard for them to believe. But man, we are as a whole, as a
- 36:42collective Warriors heart team saving lives and to see them
- 36:47restores my purpose every day because this is just like going
- 36:51through treatment. This is not easy work.
- 36:54I mean, when you have people that are, that are struggling,
- 36:58it, it takes its toll on you. But man, if you have the right
- 37:01tools and I'm, I'm, you know, I'm a testament to that, right?
- 37:04So even when those days happen, I have the right tools, right?
- 37:08So I've been a well equipped war fighter on the war at home.
- 37:13And I believe every one of our, our, you know, our staff members
- 37:17are on the front lines of the war at home.
- 37:20We're saving lives. We've had over 4000 warriors go
- 37:22through our program in 10 years. I mean that's 4000 people that
- 37:28have the opportunity to regain their purpose.
- 37:32And I think that's where we lose them, especially in the veteran
- 37:34income when when we lose purpose and you if you have a deep
- 37:38understanding of that. So most of our staff do.
- 37:43You've seen people then at their lowest when they're really
- 37:46struggling and going through that struggle.
- 37:48You mentioned divorce during this program and just the, the
- 37:51physiological aspects of some abuse of addiction.
- 37:56I got to ask you then, Justin, what's it like when either a
- 38:00first responder or a veteran just like knocks it out of the
- 38:04park or they come back to you in a year and says, you know what?
- 38:07I was in the valley and now I'm on the mountain and, and life
- 38:12has gotten pretty good. And because, you know, you gave
- 38:15yourself in the Air Force, you're giving of yourself now.
- 38:19There's a cost to what you do. What's it like when you see it
- 38:23work? Then it makes it all worth it,
- 38:26right? All the late nights, hard times,
- 38:28hard phone calls. I believe the journey I've had
- 38:34was because I was supposed to be here to understand the way these
- 38:42warriors, this is where I'm supposed to be, right?
- 38:44So when I see a warrior that's, and I can see it a mile away,
- 38:48like that guy's going to do great.
- 38:51We had one not too long ago. And of course, I'm never going
- 38:54to share anybody's name or anything.
- 38:56This particular warrior, I was like, that guy's going to help a
- 38:59lot of people, right? You can just see it in their
- 39:02attitude, the lack of ego because we get sometimes you get
- 39:05folks that get come through here, the entitlement or this,
- 39:08not the other. We get to help them through that
- 39:10process, right? Give them some tools.
- 39:13Because the one thing that is promised and guaranteed is when
- 39:17you leave here, you're going to face the enemy, right?
- 39:21Tom Spooner says it often. You, I mean you are, you are
- 39:24going to face the enemy. So we have to get them prepared.
- 39:27We only got 42 days. So when I see that light turn
- 39:30on, usually it happens in the first or second week and they're
- 39:34and they start leaning into this program.
- 39:35They're like, I'm like, there you go.
- 39:38There's another one, right? And there's times when man, they
- 39:42miss something and they need to come back.
- 39:43And that's OK, right? And what I tell, you know, a lot
- 39:47of times families were like, well, we get, you know, Jimmy
- 39:50relapse and we don't know what to do.
- 39:53And then we're like, listen and always tell the families listen,
- 39:56man, if he had cancer, then he fought it.
- 40:00And beat it. And then six years later it came
- 40:03back. We'd just say, well, we tried.
- 40:05Now we just, you know, no, you'd say fight it again.
- 40:08And that's what we do. We fight it again.
- 40:11And then we start looking at it as the disease that it is,
- 40:14killing more of our war fighters than actual war.
- 40:18Then we can start to tackle this.
- 40:19And I think, I think we're on the road there.
- 40:26What's next for Warrior's Heart as as an entity?
- 40:30You mentioned there's two locations for Warrior's.
- 40:32Heart in 2023 we bought our, we found a Virginia property we
- 40:38opened up out there, we have a 60 bed facility there in
- 40:42Virginia right about an hour and a half South of DC and and it's
- 40:46a 500 plus acre property as well.
- 40:48Beautiful, you know, a lot of a lot more equestrian vibes there
- 40:53because it was a former like equestrian Center for a
- 40:56behavioral Health Center that had an equestrian aspect to it.
- 41:01But we offer everything we offer here there in about an hour, 45
- 41:05minutes north of Richmond, hour and a half South of DC.
- 41:09But as this need it's, I mean it's growing.
- 41:12We will continue to look for new facilities.
- 41:14Right now, our current project is we're building our
- 41:16headquarters here in Texas for our shared services staff and
- 41:20our command center, as well as a training center.
- 41:24Basically, we do a ton of professional development here at
- 41:28Warrior's Heart because man, if you don't take care of your
- 41:31staff and have them, I mean, this is hard work, right?
- 41:34Then guess what, You're not going to have a Warrior's Heart
- 41:37to make sure. So we, we bring in professional
- 41:39coaches like Blair Singer and do leadership.
- 41:42We in 2021, we took a team of 17 staff members and did the
- 41:48mountain leadership course in Africa and we climbed
- 41:51Kilimanjaro as a team. You know, and Warriors heart
- 41:55does things like that. You know, they buy back into the
- 41:58staff that give so much every day, give opportunities to have
- 42:02these very high level trainings. So we needed a training center
- 42:06to be able to do that. And then also sharing that with
- 42:08our community, being able to say, hey, we have this, you
- 42:11know, hey, police officers, you need to have a safe place that's
- 42:15not a hotel where everybody's out protesting.
- 42:17You come to Warriors Heart and we'll provide that that
- 42:20conference space for you. You know, so those are the kind
- 42:23of things that are on the horizon.
- 42:24And then very near future, Oh, we have a podcast studio we're
- 42:28building over there too. So that's.
- 42:30Really. Yeah, Very nice, very nice.
- 42:34Maybe if I get down in Texas, I'll come and check it out.
- 42:36You're always welcome, I'd be happy to give you a tour and
- 42:38show you around. Absolutely.
- 42:40How can people connect with you all to help learn more support
- 42:46what warriors hearts doing Justin.
- 42:48The easiest way is the website, you know, www.warriorsheart.com.
- 42:53We also have, you know, we have advocates standing by.
- 42:56If you know someone's strong and have them give us a call.
- 42:58The, the, the numbers right there on that website,
- 43:00warriorsheart.com tell you all about our programs, what we
- 43:04offer. We reach out because I mean, we
- 43:07have our admissions advocates are there and they they're
- 43:11filled with people they get it that have been there that
- 43:14understand. So it's not a typical call.
- 43:16And the first thing they ask you is what's your insurance, right?
- 43:19I mean, we do accept insurance and that's part of the
- 43:21conversation. But the first thing we say is
- 43:23what's going. On.
- 43:25Sometimes just a listening ear when you're it's your very
- 43:28worst. I've had conversations turn from
- 43:30tears to laughter in less than 30 minutes.
- 43:33You think about how amazing that is.
- 43:35I called at Rock Bottom in Rock Bottom's basement.
- 43:38They're strung out on whatever alcohol lost my wife, done
- 43:42whatever. And in 30 minutes later I'm in a
- 43:45mental place where I'm laughing. That's happens every day at war
- 43:51or something. Because the people that answer
- 43:53the phone are me and you. They are, you know, they are
- 43:59LAPD, they are Bowser shitty sheriff.
- 44:02They are a wife or a spouse of a military member.
- 44:05They are, they serve a veteran, you name it, it's filled with
- 44:08people that get it and it's critical to the understanding.
- 44:12So they'll call your work through, you know, hey, the
- 44:18different process of of getting you in.
- 44:19Like I said, we would do a very thorough screening to make sure
- 44:23that you meet our level of care. And nine times out of 10, you
- 44:26are going to meet our level of care and we are going to get you
- 44:29in. If for some reason we can't,
- 44:31we're going to refer you to a higher level of care, try to get
- 44:34you stabilized or whatever it is that puts you outside of that
- 44:36and get you back to us. There's so many nonprofits and,
- 44:43and avenues for people, but I think it's, I think it's what
- 44:47you said, it's, it's about redefining your purpose and it's
- 44:50about having that extended support and it's about being
- 44:53treated like a person, not just a, a case file number.
- 44:58You know, I'll, I'll close with this.
- 45:01And one thing that's kind of worrying me, Justin, is we've
- 45:03had this this big focus on the 22 a day for the last 10-15
- 45:07years and the number hasn't moved that much.
- 45:12Do you, do you really feel like you're kind of organization is
- 45:16the way forward to make that number go down and help people
- 45:19through that and you're doing something that's missed by other
- 45:23clinicians and other types of modalities?
- 45:26I don't feel that way. I I I believe it.
- 45:29You believe? It, it's, it's, it's, it's a
- 45:31core belief I have and why we do certain things.
- 45:33I do need to correct you. We're not a nonprofit, just so
- 45:35you understand. We we we were a private model.
- 45:38Oh OK, it works better, I missed that.
- 45:41Yeah, I just, a lot of folks think we are because of the
- 45:44great work we're doing. And but we are a private we.
- 45:47But we do work hand in hand with tons of nonprofits, Avalon
- 45:51Action Alliance, Gary Sinise Foundation, you name it.
- 45:54If they're a non profit, that they that they know that we're
- 45:58the the real deal. And then so say an advocate's
- 46:00having or we're struggling with finances because no one comes to
- 46:04rehab on an upswing, right? So if they're struggling
- 46:07financially, we'll help Wolf. We're not only that, we'll help
- 46:10find them the funding. So we don't want finances to be
- 46:12a reason why they can't come to treatment.
- 46:14Well, it's very interesting because you're not a nonprofit,
- 46:18so you're not trying to raise money.
- 46:21You're not trying to. Not chasing donor dollars.
- 46:24Not chasing donor dollars. Maybe let's take my screw up
- 46:28here and make something positive out of it.
- 46:31Is that the way forward? The reason I say that is because
- 46:34I just did this analysis on nonprofits in the United States
- 46:37for veterans and I'm like, there's almost 100,000 of them
- 46:41now and we're still not moving the dial.
- 46:46Should people consider doing what you're doing as a business
- 46:50and treat like a business and focus on the services more than
- 46:55being a nonprofit and just trying to be basically, you
- 46:58know, in fundraising mode all the time?
- 47:00Absolutely. I believe so because it allows
- 47:02us a level to provide a level of care to our warriors that you
- 47:06will not get in any government, you will not get in any
- 47:09nonprofit subsidized, in my opinion, organization because
- 47:12any profits we make we can put right back into the facility.
- 47:15I. Was thinking that, yeah, I was
- 47:16going to ask you like, like you can reinvest and and invest the
- 47:20way you want to. Absolutely.
- 47:21And and you know, we're out and bold into a board that can
- 47:24change. And I mean, classic cases, so
- 47:28many nonprofits, the, the, the founders were voted out after
- 47:32two or three iterations of board changes.
- 47:35It's hard to get two people to agree on things now get a board
- 47:37of 16 to agree on anything, especially when dealing with
- 47:40donor dollars, right? So they made a conscious effort
- 47:44early on. We're not going to do that.
- 47:47We are going to be a private. We will accept insurance and
- 47:50that's how we get reimbursed. This is, you know, through
- 47:54insurance and like I said, we do work closely with Leonardo
- 47:58nonprofits to help warriors find funding that don't have it
- 48:02because we don't want to be like, hey, you sorry, can't come
- 48:04here. It's never an answer.
- 48:06That's never an OK answer for us.
- 48:07We're going to find a way. And our advocates are well
- 48:11versed on those relationships. We do a lot of business
- 48:14development in that world to make sure that when they call,
- 48:18they know that we're they're not just sending those donor dollars
- 48:21down the tubes. It's to a program that's in my
- 48:24opinion the best in the country. And we have the, you know, like
- 48:27we talked, we didn't get to talk about the, the, the aftercare,
- 48:31the results. We we we have a service called
- 48:33Track 9 that does. Let's talk about it.
- 48:36Yeah, it's so Track 9 is a thing we subscribe to and our warriors
- 48:41spell out surveys every day and they their outcome measures
- 48:45because people are as well. What's your, you know, what's
- 48:47your rates of relapse, what's this and you know all of these
- 48:50things they want they want hard numbers and data.
- 48:52So we did that and there's over 200 companies that subscribe to
- 48:56this behavioral health centers and we're the top percentage all
- 49:00the time. We just got today get
- 49:02notification on our internal channels at three of our
- 49:05clinicians were were recognized through the Track Now program as
- 49:09outstanding clinicians in the field.
- 49:12So not only, you know, so I love to beat our beat my chest on
- 49:15that. It's because we have the data
- 49:18and this year we really we're really working and to get into,
- 49:23you know, government, making sure that hey, when there's a
- 49:26conversation about behavioral health, you know, in DC, we need
- 49:30to be part of that conversation. We need to be the subject matter
- 49:32expert because we believe our model is the best model and not
- 49:36just for our program because it's even if other people start
- 49:39doing it this way, it only benefits the war fighter.
- 49:43It only benefits the first responder, the family members
- 49:46that are struggling with this disease of addiction and Co
- 49:50occurring psychological disorders.
- 49:52It's it's really interesting because it's almost this hybrid
- 49:55approach where the non public can support the veteran.
- 49:58You can, you know, maintain your business purpose the way you
- 50:02want to, but everybody wins because again, the war fighter
- 50:06wins And it's just you're unique.
- 50:09You know, I, I haven't run across very many, very few, you
- 50:14know, people doing this as a for profit business, but it makes
- 50:17sense and just because I think there's almost too many
- 50:22nonprofits now. But the waters get really
- 50:25muddied and like, you know, I've been, there's a lot of great
- 50:28ones out there. Sure.
- 50:30There's ones above reproach. Gary Sinise Foundation strikes
- 50:34right off the top. Probably best one I've ever
- 50:36worked with. We've Gary believes in US, he
- 50:39loves us and he's, you know, actually met with our founders
- 50:42and to we have the foremost intelligent people I've met
- 50:46running this place. Our founders, right?
- 50:51Everybody knows Tom Spooner, Delta Force operator.
- 50:53This is kind of vision, but Josh and Lisa Landon, Lori Spooner,
- 50:57his wife, those four people, they don't just show up.
- 51:02They are here. They they've invested in this
- 51:03place. They, they live in our community
- 51:08and they're, they're talking to warriors every day.
- 51:10And man, I tell you, we're just so blessed to have leadership
- 51:13that that allows us to be great, if that makes sense.
- 51:18It does. It does.
- 51:20And operate in a way that can be beneficial to our, you know, do
- 51:24meaningful impact for work, but also have a good time doing it.
- 51:28So it's and then just really being and they just created
- 51:33something that I get, like I said, I told you, I get
- 51:35passionate about it because I love.
- 51:36I love it. I love.
- 51:37It people I work with and for. So what's next for for you
- 51:43personally, Justin? I mean, this organization is
- 51:46growing. It's in a really good place
- 51:47right now. You're very effective at what
- 51:49you do. Is there any other personal goal
- 51:51that you have at this stage of your life?
- 51:54Well, man, I, you know, I recently started my own business
- 51:58on the side with my son. And for me, what would be great
- 52:01would be I'm never leaving warriors heart till they drag me
- 52:04out of here, right? This is, this is my top one.
- 52:08But to see him be successful in that he's struggled.
- 52:10He's he's struggled with addiction over his life and he's
- 52:1331 now and he's getting his life back and he's starting to, he
- 52:16just got laid off from his work. So I said, let's reinvest in
- 52:19him. So we started, he wanted to do a
- 52:21pressure washing business. So we started a pressure washing
- 52:23business. And, and, you know, I, I spent a
- 52:26lot of my weekends helping him get it right.
- 52:28And I meant to see him be successful in that would be
- 52:33what's next for me. That would be That would be a
- 52:37great feather of the cat for real.
- 52:40Well, there's nothing like a father getting to work with, you
- 52:43know, you'll think about it, you know, used to be, you know, you
- 52:45work with your son, you work with your dad all the time.
- 52:47Now it's a rare thing. So, you know, I think you are
- 52:50blessed. Yeah, I am.
- 52:52And we, and the cool thing is we bought a fire truck and we work
- 52:55out of that fire truck. We're a retired fire truck.
- 52:57So it's it's pretty cool. No, that's good marketing right
- 53:01there. It is, man.
- 53:01You show up, everybody shows up and say what's going on at
- 53:03Jenny's house and you're like, they're just cleaning the
- 53:05driveway. I.
- 53:07Want a fire truck? I'd pay for a fire truck to
- 53:09clean my driveway. My wife said most men go through
- 53:12midlife processes and buy Corvettes.
- 53:14You bought a fire truck. You don't do anything halfway,
- 53:17Justin. So yeah, that would be to see
- 53:22him be successful would be feathering the cat.
- 53:24But like I said, they're going to have to drag me out of here
- 53:26because this is this is 7 miles from my house.
- 53:29I mean, I've been blessed in so many ways to be a part of this
- 53:32and to see so many lights turned back on.
- 53:36Man, it's just a blessing. It really is.
- 53:39Well, Justin, I want to thank you for talking with me.
- 53:42Look, ladies and gentlemen, a different kind of story, you
- 53:45know, different kind of MOS. And it really, you know, to me,
- 53:48Justin, it shows that sometimes, yeah, there's a cost to what we
- 53:52do in military service and people don't see that cost.
- 53:57And and you've taken what's happened to you and made it
- 54:00better for somebody else. And you said you served over
- 54:034000 people in the last 10 years.
- 54:06In the last 10 years, there's been 4000 Warriors go through,
- 54:09over 4000 warriors go through one of our campuses, the
- 54:14majority of being Texas because we've been here the longest, but
- 54:17Virginia also has some of those. Just just you know, factoring in
- 54:21the, the, the a, a failure rate, if you will, or a, a non
- 54:25completion rate, however you want to call it, that's still a
- 54:28lot of lives you've touched over the last 10 years.
- 54:32I just, I just would like to know in my mind as we leave the
- 54:36ripple effect must be pretty strong.
- 54:38I believe so. Like our goal, it's, you know,
- 54:42our missions Warriors healing Warriors.
- 54:44But our vision is 1,000,000 Warriors home.
- 54:47Yeah, so we say welcome home to every warrior that comes through
- 54:50the gates and all of our properties because we believe
- 54:52that, right? It's they've never truly gotten
- 54:54home yet. And this this can be that place
- 54:59for them. So the ripple effect is because
- 55:03if you take you have seen, I can't tell you how many stories
- 55:05like, hey, we've gotten on our alumni.
- 55:08You know, we now have an alumni app and an alumni director and
- 55:12they're like, hey man, this person and we have a channel
- 55:15that's like contacted this person contacted us and said
- 55:19they're doing great. They're two years sober and they
- 55:21got their family back, right? So that ripple right there is 3
- 55:25to 4 plus any future generations that would have been snuffed
- 55:31out, right? So we've had guys leave here,
- 55:35become the chief of police in their town.
- 55:37And I'm talking big cities, right?
- 55:39But we've had guys go and be SWAT captains, leave here and
- 55:44go. And we had one gentleman get
- 55:46promoted in the military while I was here, his commander flew
- 55:48down and and promoted him, which just shows the buy in from the
- 55:53military community, active duty. They believe in us.
- 55:56They want more places like this. They're they're clamoring for
- 55:59it. So, and we're going to be here
- 56:02to to answer that call. Well, there you have it, ladies
- 56:04and gentlemen, Justin Jordan, Air Force veteran and now
- 56:07special operations director for Warriors Heart in Texas and
- 56:10Virginia. I'll have all the links to
- 56:13Justin and his work and Warriors Heart and the Aspect radio show
- 56:16post. And you know, Justin, I just
- 56:18want to say, you know, what a what a great way to start, you
- 56:22know, the weekend, what an uplifting conversation.
- 56:25I hope to meet you soon. Thank you so much.
- 56:27It was such a pleasure. Like I said, go go find us
- 56:31www.warriorsheart.com and and if you got any questions, give us a
- 56:36ring. We'd be happy to to answer the
- 56:38call. Anthony B, this one was for you.
- 56:40Thank you very much for your support.
- 56:42I'm Travis Tusk Micro Radio with my guest, Justin Jordan
- 56:45Remission flight. We'll see you next time.
- 56:50Every generation, every sacrifice, our nation's service
- 56:54members have stood up for our freedom, our families, and our
- 56:57future. Now it's our turn to stand up
- 56:59for them. This year, you can honor their
- 57:01service in a deeply personal way by sponsoring a $17.00 Veteran's
- 57:05Wreath. Each wreath is more than a
- 57:07symbol. It's a heartfelt tribute to the
- 57:09heroes who served and to the families who carry their legacy.
- 57:12Visit wreathsacrossamerica.org to sponsor a wreath today.
- 57:16This isn't just a wreath, it's a personal gift to an American
- 57:19hero. Thank you for listening and
- 57:23watching OM Radio, where our active duty service members and
- 57:27veterans are in action and the mission is in flight.
- 57:34OM Radio is an oversized load coasts to one production.
- 57:40If you are a veteran or you're a veteran who needs help, please
- 57:44dial 988 and thus one for the Veterans Crisis Line.