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  Speaker 1: Part three, section twenty five of Swan's Way by Marcel Proust,
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  Speaker 1: translated by C. K. Scott Moncrief eighteen eighty nine to
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  Speaker 1: nineteen thirty. This LibriVox recording is in the public domain.
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  Speaker 1: Recording by expatriate in Bangor, Maine, Part three, Swan in Love,
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  Speaker 1: Section twenty five. But often enough the things that he
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  Speaker 1: did not know that he dreaded now to learn. It
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  Speaker 1: was Odette herself who, spontaneously and without thought of what
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  Speaker 1: she did, revealed them to him. For the gap which
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  Speaker 1: her vices made between her actual life and the comparatively
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  Speaker 1: innocent life which Swan had believed and often still believed
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  Speaker 1: his mistress to lead, was far wider than she knew.
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  Speaker 1: A vicious person, always affecting the same air of virtue
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  Speaker 1: before people whom he is anxious to keep from having
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  Speaker 1: any suspicion of his vices, as no register, no gauge
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  Speaker 1: at hand from which he may ascertain how far those vices,
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  Speaker 1: their continuous growth, being imperceptible by himself, have gradually segregated
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  Speaker 1: him from the normal ways of life. In the course
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  Speaker 1: of their cohabitation in Odette's mind, with the memory of
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  Speaker 1: those of her actions which she concealed from Swan. Her
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  Speaker 1: other her innocuous actions were gradually colored infected by these,
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  Speaker 1: without her being able to detect anything strange in them,
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  Speaker 1: without their causing any explosion in the particular region of
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  Speaker 1: herself in which she made them live. But when she
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  Speaker 1: related them to Swan, he was overwhelmed by the revelation
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  Speaker 1: of the duplicity to which they pointed. One day, he
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  Speaker 1: was trying, without hurting Odette to discover from her whether
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  Speaker 1: she had ever had any dealings with procuruses. He was,
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  Speaker 1: as a matter of fact, convinced that she had not.
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  Speaker 1: The anonymous letter had put the idea into his mind,
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  Speaker 1: but in a purely mechanical way. It had been received
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  Speaker 1: there with no credulity, but it had for all that
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  Speaker 1: remained there, and Swan, wishing to be rid of the
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  Speaker 1: burden a dead weight but nonetheless disturbing of this suspicion,
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  Speaker 1: hoped that Odette would now extirpate it forever. Oh, dear, no,
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  Speaker 1: not that they don't simply persecute me to go to them.
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  Speaker 1: Her smile revealed a gratified vanity which she no longer
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  Speaker 1: saw that it was impossible should appear legitimate to Swan.
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  Speaker 1: There was one of them waited more than two hours
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  Speaker 1: for me yesterday, said she would give me any money
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  Speaker 1: I asked. It seems there's an ambassador who said to her,
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  Speaker 1: I'll kill myself if you don't bring her to me,
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  Speaker 1: meaning me. They told her I'd gone out, but she
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  Speaker 1: waited and waited, and in the end I had to
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  Speaker 1: go myself and speak to her before she'd go away.
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  Speaker 1: I do wish you could have seen the way I
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  Speaker 1: tackled her. My maid was in the next room listening
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  Speaker 1: and told me I shouted fit to bring the house down.
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  Speaker 1: But when you hear me say that, I don't want
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  Speaker 1: to the idea of such a thing, I don't like
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  Speaker 1: it at all. I should hope still free to do
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  Speaker 1: as I please, and when I please, and where I please.
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  Speaker 1: If I needed the money, I could understand the porter
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  Speaker 1: has orders not to let her in again. He will
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  Speaker 1: tell her that I am out of town. Oh. I
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  Speaker 1: do wish I could have had you hidden somewhere in
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  Speaker 1: the room while I was talking to her. I know
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  Speaker 1: you'd have been pleased, My dear. There's some good in
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  Speaker 1: your little odette, you see. After all, though people do
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  Speaker 1: say such dreadful things about her, besides her very admissions,
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  Speaker 1: when she made any of false which she supposed him
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  Speaker 1: to have discovered, rather serves Swan as a starting point
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  Speaker 1: for fresh doubts than they put an end to the old,
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  Speaker 1: For her admissions never exactly coincided with his doubts. In vain,
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  Speaker 1: might Odette expurgate her confession of all its essential part,
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  Speaker 1: there would remain in the accessories something which Swan had
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  Speaker 1: never yet imagined, which crushed him anew and was to
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  Speaker 1: enable him to alter the terms of the problem of
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  Speaker 1: his jealousy. And these admissions he could never forget. His
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  Speaker 1: spirit carried them along, cast them aside, then cradled them
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  Speaker 1: again in its bosom, like corpses in a river, and
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  Speaker 1: they poisoned it. She spoke to him once of a
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  Speaker 1: visit that Forcheville had paid her on the day of
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  Speaker 1: the Paris Mercy Fat, what you knew him as long
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  Speaker 1: ago as that? Oh, yes, of course you did. He
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  Speaker 1: corrected himself, so as not to show that he had
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  Speaker 1: been ignorant of the fact. And suddenly he began to
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  Speaker 1: tremble at the thought that on the day of the
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  Speaker 1: Paris Mercy Fat, when he had received that letter, which
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  Speaker 1: he had so carefully preserved. She had been having luncheon,
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  Speaker 1: perhaps with Forcheville, at the Maison d'Or. She swore that
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  Speaker 1: she had not still the Maison d'Or reminds me of
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  Speaker 1: something or other which I knew at the time. Wasn't true,
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  Speaker 1: he pursued, hoping to frighten her. Yes, that I hadn't
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  Speaker 1: been there at all that evening when I told you
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  Speaker 1: I had just come from there, and you had been
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  Speaker 1: looking for me at Pravos, she replied, judging by his
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  Speaker 1: manner that he knew with a firmness that was based
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  Speaker 1: not so much upon cynicism as upon t a fear
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  Speaker 1: of crossing swan, which her own self respect made her
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  Speaker 1: anxious to conceal, and to desire to show him that
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  Speaker 1: she could be perfectly frank if she chose. And so
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  Speaker 1: she struck him with all the sharpness and force of
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  Speaker 1: a headsman wielding his axe, and yet could not be
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  Speaker 1: charged with cruelty, since she was quite unconscious of hurting him.
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  Speaker 1: She even began to laugh. Though this may, perhaps it
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  Speaker 1: is true, have been chiefly to keep him from thinking
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  Speaker 1: that she was ashamed at all or confused. It's quite true,
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  Speaker 1: I hadn't been to the Maison d'horre. I was coming
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  Speaker 1: away from Forcheville's. I had really been to Pravose. That
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  Speaker 1: wasn't a story. And he met me there and asked
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  Speaker 1: me to come in and look at his prince, but
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  Speaker 1: someone else came to see him. I told you that
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  Speaker 1: I was coming from the Maison d'Or because I was
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  Speaker 1: afraid you might be angry with me. It was rather
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  Speaker 1: nice of me, really, don't you see. I admit I
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  Speaker 1: did wrong, but at least I'm telling you all about
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  Speaker 1: it now, aunt I, What have I to gain by
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  Speaker 1: not telling you straight that I lunched with him on
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  Speaker 1: the day of the Paris Mercy Fete if it were true,
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  Speaker 1: especially as at that time we didn't know one another
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  Speaker 1: quite as well as we do now, did we? Dear?
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  Speaker 1: He smiled back at her with the sudden, craven weakness
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  Speaker 1: of the utterly spiritless creature which these crushing words had
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  Speaker 1: made of him. And so, even in the months of
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  Speaker 1: which he had never dared to think again because they
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  Speaker 1: had been too happy in those months when she had
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  Speaker 1: loved him, she was already lying to him. Besides that moment,
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  Speaker 1: that first evening on which they had done a catlia
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  Speaker 1: when she had told him that she was coming from
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  Speaker 1: the Maison d're. How many others must there have been,
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  Speaker 1: each of them covering a falsehood of which one had
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  Speaker 1: had no suspicion. He recalled how she had said to
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  Speaker 1: him once, I need only tell Madame Verduern that my
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  Speaker 1: dress wasn't ready, or that my cab came late. There
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  Speaker 1: was always some excuse from himself too, probably many times
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  Speaker 1: when she had glibly uttered such words as explained a
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  Speaker 1: delay or justify an alteration of the hour fixed for
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  Speaker 1: a meeting. Those moments must have hidden, without his having
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  Speaker 1: the least inkling of it at the time, an engagement
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  Speaker 1: that she had with some other man, some man to
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  Speaker 1: whom she had said, I need only tell Swan that
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  Speaker 1: my dress wasn't ready, or that my cab came late.
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  Speaker 1: There is always some excuse. And beneath all his most
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  Speaker 1: pleasant memories, beneath the simplest words that Odette had ever
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  Speaker 1: spoken to him in those old days, words which he
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  Speaker 1: had believed as though they were the words of a gospel,
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  Speaker 1: Beneath her daily actions which she had recounted to him,
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  Speaker 1: beneath the most ordinary places her dressmaker's flat, the Avenue
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  Speaker 1: du Bois, the Hippodrome. He could feel dissembled there by
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  Speaker 1: virtue of that temporal superfluity which, after the most detailed
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  Speaker 1: account of how a day has been spent, always leaves
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  Speaker 1: something over that may serve as a hiding place for
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  Speaker 1: certain unconfessed actions. He could feel the insinuation of a
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  Speaker 1: possible undercurrent of falsehood, which debates for him all that
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  Speaker 1: had remained most precious his happiest evenings, the Rue la
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  Speaker 1: Peruse itself, which Odette must constantly have been leaving at
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  Speaker 1: other hours than those of which she told him, extending
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  Speaker 1: the power of the dark horror that had gripped him
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  Speaker 1: when he had heard her admission with regard to the
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  Speaker 1: Maison Doret, and, like the obscene creatures in the desolation
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  Speaker 1: of Nineveh, shattering stone by stone, the whole edifice of
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  Speaker 1: his past. If now he turned aside whenever his memory
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  Speaker 1: repeated the cruel name of the Maison Doret, it was
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  Speaker 1: because that name recalled to him no longer as such
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  Speaker 1: a little time since at Madame de Saint Ubert's party,
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  Speaker 1: the good fortune which he long had lost, but a
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  Speaker 1: misfortune of which he was now first aware. Then it
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  Speaker 1: befell the Maison do'rat, as it had befallen the island
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  Speaker 1: in the Bois, that gradually its names ceased to trouble him.
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  Speaker 1: For what we supposed to be our love, our jealousy
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  Speaker 1: are neither of them single, continuous and individual passions, composed
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  Speaker 1: of an infinity of successive loves, of different jealousies, each
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  Speaker 1: of which is ephemeral, although by their uninterrupted multitude they
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  Speaker 1: give us the impression of continuity, the illusion of unity.
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  Speaker 1: The life of Swan's love, the fidelity of his jealousy
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  Speaker 1: were formed out of death, of infidelity, of innumerable desires,
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  Speaker 1: innumerable doubts, all of which had Odette for their object.
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  Speaker 1: If he had remained for any length of time without
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  Speaker 1: seeing her, those that died would not have been replaced
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  Speaker 1: by others. But the presence of Odette continued to sow
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  Speaker 1: in Swan's heart alternate seeds of love and suspicion. On
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  Speaker 1: certain evenings, she would suddenly resume towards him, a kindness
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  Speaker 1: of which she would warn him sternly that he must
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  Speaker 1: take immediate advantage, under penalty of not seeing it repeated
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  Speaker 1: for years to come. He must instantly accompany her home
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  Speaker 1: to do acatlia. And the desire which she pretended to
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  Speaker 1: have for him was so sudden, so inexpl so imperious.
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  Speaker 1: The kisses which she lavished on him were so demonstrative
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  Speaker 1: and so unfamiliar, that this brutal and unnatural fondness made
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  Speaker 1: Swan just as unhappy as any lie or unkind action.
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  Speaker 1: One evening, when he had, thus, in obedience to her command,
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  Speaker 1: gone home with her, and while she was interspersing her
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  Speaker 1: kisses with passionate words in strange contrast to her habitual coldness,
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  Speaker 1: he thought suddenly that he heard a sound. He rose,
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  Speaker 1: searched everywhere, and found nobody, But he had not the
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  Speaker 1: courage to return to his place by her side, whereupon she,
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  Speaker 1: in a towering rage, broke a vase with I never
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  Speaker 1: can do anything right with you, you impossible person, And
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  Speaker 1: he was left uncertain whether she had not actually had
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  Speaker 1: some man concealed in the room whose jealousy she had
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  Speaker 1: wished to wound, or else to inflame his senses. Sometimes
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  Speaker 1: he repaired to gay houses, hoping to learn something about Odette,
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  Speaker 1: although he dared not mention her name. I have a
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  Speaker 1: little thing here. You're sure to like the managerss would
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  Speaker 1: greet him, and he would stay for an hour or so,
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  Speaker 1: talking dolefully to some poor girl who sat there, Astonished
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  Speaker 1: that he went no further. One of them, who was
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  Speaker 1: still quite young and attractive, said to him once, of course,
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  Speaker 1: what I should like would be to find a real friend.
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  Speaker 1: Then he might be quite certain I should never go
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  Speaker 1: with any other men again. Indeed, you think it possible
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  Speaker 1: for a woman really to be touched by a man's
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  Speaker 1: being in love with her and never to be unfaithful
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  Speaker 1: to him, asked Swan anxiously. Why, surely it all depends
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  Speaker 1: on their characters. Swan could not help making the same
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  Speaker 1: remarks to these girls as would have delighted the Princess Delane.
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  Speaker 1: To the one who was in search of a friend,
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  Speaker 1: he said, with a smile, But how nice of you.
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  Speaker 1: You've put on blue eyes to go with your sash,
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  Speaker 1: and you too, you've got blue cuffs on. What a
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  Speaker 1: charming conversation we are having for a place of this sort.
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  Speaker 1: I'm not boring you, am I? Or keeping you? No,
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  Speaker 1: I've nothing to do. Thank you. If you bored me,
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  Speaker 1: I should say so, But I love hearing you talk.
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  Speaker 1: I am highly flattered. Aren't we behaving prettily? He asked
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  Speaker 1: the managress, who had just looked in. Why yes, that's
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  Speaker 1: just what I was saying to myself. How sensibly they're behaving,
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  Speaker 1: But that's how it is. People come to my house
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  Speaker 1: now just to talk. The Prince was telling me only
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  Speaker 1: the other day that he's far more comfortable here than
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  Speaker 1: with his wife. It seems that nowadays all the society
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  Speaker 1: ladies are like that. A perfect scandal, I call it.
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  Speaker 1: But I'll leave you in peace now I know when
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  Speaker 1: I'm not wanted. She ended discreetly and left Swan with
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  Speaker 1: a girl who had the blue eyes. But presently he
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  Speaker 1: rose and said good bye to her. She had ceased
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  Speaker 1: to interest him. She did not know o debt the painter.
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  Speaker 1: Having been ill, Doctor Cotard recommended a sea voyage. Several
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  Speaker 1: of the faithful spoke of accompanying him. The ver Drons
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  Speaker 1: could not face the prospect of being left alone in Paris,
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  Speaker 1: so first of all hired and finally purchased a yacht. Thus,
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  Speaker 1: Odette was constantly going on a cruise. Whenever she had
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  Speaker 1: been away for any length of time, Swan would feel
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  Speaker 1: that he was beginning to detach himself from her, but
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  Speaker 1: as though this moral distance were proportionate to the physical
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  Speaker 1: distance between them, whenever he heard that Odette had returned
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  Speaker 1: to Paris, he could not rest without seeing her once.
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  Speaker 1: When they had gone away, as everyone thought, for a month,
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  Speaker 1: only either they succumbed to a series of temptations, or else,
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  Speaker 1: Monsieur Verdurand had cunningly arranged everything beforehand to please his wife,
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  Speaker 1: and disclosed his plans to the faithful only as time
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  Speaker 1: went on. Anyhow, from Algiers they flitted to Tunis, then
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  Speaker 1: to Italy, Greece Constantinople, Asia Minor. They had been absent
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  Speaker 1: for nearly a year, and Swan felt perfectly at ease
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  Speaker 1: and almost happy. Albeit Monsieur Verdurand had endeavored to persuade
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  Speaker 1: the pianist and doctor Cotard that their respective aunt and
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  Speaker 1: patience had no need of them, and that in any event,
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  Speaker 1: it was most rash to allow Madame Catard to return
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  Speaker 1: to Paris, where Madame Verdurant assured him a revolution had
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  Speaker 1: just broken out. It was obliged to grant them their
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  Speaker 1: liberty at Constantinople, and the painter came home with them
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  Speaker 1: one day shortly after the return of these four travelers, Swan,
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  Speaker 1: seeing an omnibus approach him labeled Luxembourg, and having some
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  Speaker 1: business there, had jumped on to it and had found
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  Speaker 1: himself sitting opposite Madame Catard, who was paying a round
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  Speaker 1: of visits to people whose day it was in full
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  Speaker 1: review order, with a plume in her hat, a silk dress,
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  Speaker 1: a muff an umbrella which, due for a parastols the
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  Speaker 1: rain kept off, a card case, and a pair of
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  Speaker 1: white gloves fresh from the cleaners. Wearing these badges of rank,
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  Speaker 1: she would, in fine weather go on foot from one
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  Speaker 1: house to another in the same neighborhood, but when she
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  Speaker 1: had to proceed to another district, would make use of
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  Speaker 1: a transfer ticket on the omnibus for the first minute
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  Speaker 1: or two, until the natural courtesy of the a woman
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  Speaker 1: broke through the start surface of the doctor's wife. Not
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  Speaker 1: being certain either whether she ought to maintain the verderans
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  Speaker 1: before Swan, she produced quite naturally in her slow and
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  Speaker 1: awkward but not unattractive voice, which every now and then
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  Speaker 1: was completely drowned by the rattling of the omnibus. Topics
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  Speaker 1: selected from those which she had picked up, and would
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  Speaker 1: repeat in each of the score of houses up the
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  Speaker 1: stairs of which she clamored in the course of an afternoon.
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  Speaker 1: I needn't ask you, Monsieur Swan, whether a man so
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  Speaker 1: much in the movement as yourself has been to the
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  Speaker 1: merely tolls to see the portrait by Machard that the
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  Speaker 1: whole of Paris is running after? Well, and what do
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  Speaker 1: you think of it? Whose camp are you in? Those
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  Speaker 1: who bless her, those who curse. It's the same in
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  Speaker 1: every house in Paris now no one will speak of
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  Speaker 1: anything else but Machard's portrait. You aren't smart, you aren't
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  Speaker 1: really cultured. You aren't up to date unless you give
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  Speaker 1: an opinion on Machard's portrait. Swan, having replied that he
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  Speaker 1: had not seen this portrait, Madame Catard, was afraid that
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  Speaker 1: she might have heard her his feelings by obliging him
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  Speaker 1: to confess the omission. Well, that's quite all right. At
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  Speaker 1: least you have the courage to be quite frank about it.
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  Speaker 1: You don't consider yourself disgraced because you haven't seen Michard's portrait.
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  Speaker 1: I do think that is so nice of you. Well,
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  Speaker 1: now I have seen it. Opinion is divided. You know.
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  Speaker 1: There are some people who find it rather labored, like
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  Speaker 1: whipped cream, they say, But I think it's just ideal.
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  Speaker 1: Of course, she's not a bit like the blue and
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  Speaker 1: yellow ladies that our friend Beach paints. That's quite clear.
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  Speaker 1: But I must tell you perfectly frankly, you'll think me
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  Speaker 1: dreadfully old fashioned. But I always say just what I
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  Speaker 1: think that I don't understand his work. I can quite
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  Speaker 1: see the good points there are in his portrait of
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  Speaker 1: my husband. Oh dear me, yes, and it's certainly less
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  Speaker 1: odd than most of what he does. But even then
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  Speaker 1: he had to give the poor man a blue mustache.
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  Speaker 1: But Machard just listen to this. Now, the husband of
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  Speaker 1: my friend I am on my way to see at
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  Speaker 1: this very moment, which has given me the very great
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  Speaker 1: pleasure of your company, has promised her at that. But
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  Speaker 1: if he is elected to the Academy, he is one
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  Speaker 1: of the doctor's colleagues. He will get Machard to paint
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  Speaker 1: her portrait, so she's got something to look forward to.
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  Speaker 1: I have another friend who insists that she'd rather have Lelois.
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  Speaker 1: I'm only a wretched philistine, and I've no doubt Lelois
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  Speaker 1: has perhaps more knowledge of painting even than the Chard
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  Speaker 1: but I do think that the most important thing about
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  Speaker 1: a portrait, especially when it's going to cost ten thousand francs,
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  Speaker 1: is that it should be like and a pleasant likeness,
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  Speaker 1: if you know what I mean. Having exhausted this topic,
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  Speaker 1: to which she had been inspired by the loftiness of
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  Speaker 1: her plume, the monogram on her card case, the little
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  Speaker 1: number inked inside each of her gloves by the cleaner,
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  Speaker 1: and the difficulty of speaking to Swan about the Verdurans.
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  Speaker 1: Madame Catard, seeing that they had still a long way
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  Speaker 1: to go before they would reach the corner of the
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  Speaker 1: Rue Bonaparte, where the conductor was to set her down,
• 17:52
  Speaker 1: listen to the promptings of her heart, which counseled other
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: words than these your ears must have been burning, she ventured.
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: While we were on the young with Madame Verduran, we
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: were talking about you all the time. Swan was genuinely astonished,
• 18:06
  Speaker 1: for he supposed that his name was never uttered in
• 18:09
  Speaker 1: the ver Doran's presence, you see, Madame Catard went on,
• 18:12
  Speaker 1: Madame de creesy, was there need I say more? When
• 18:16
  Speaker 1: Odette is anywhere, it's never long before she begins talking
• 18:19
  Speaker 1: about you. And you know quite well it isn't nasty thing.
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: She says, what you don't believe me? She went on,
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: noticing that Swan looked skeptical and carried away by the
• 18:29
  Speaker 1: sincerity of her conviction, without putting any evil meaning into
• 18:33
  Speaker 1: the word, which he used purely in the sense in
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: which one employs it to speak of the affection that
• 18:39
  Speaker 1: unites a pair of friends. Why she adores you? No, Indeed,
• 18:42
  Speaker 1: I'm sure it would never do to say anything against you.
• 18:45
  Speaker 1: When she was about one would soon be taught one's place,
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: whatever we might be doing. If he were looking at
• 18:51
  Speaker 1: a picture, for instance, she would say, if only we
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: had him here, he's the man who could tell us
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: whether it's genuine or not. There's no one like him
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: for that. And all day long she would be saying,
• 19:01
  Speaker 1: what can he be doing? Just now? I do hope
• 19:04
  Speaker 1: he's doing a little work. It's too dreadful that a
• 19:07
  Speaker 1: fellow with such gifts as he has should be so lazy.
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  Speaker 1: Forgive me, won't you? I can see him this very moment.
• 19:14
  Speaker 1: He's thinking of us. He's wondering where we are. Indeed,
• 19:17
  Speaker 1: she used an expression which I thought very pretty at
• 19:19
  Speaker 1: the time. Monsieur ver Duerrant asked her. How in the
• 19:22
  Speaker 1: world can you see what he's doing when he's a
• 19:24
  Speaker 1: thousand miles away? And Odette answered, nothing is impossible to
• 19:29
  Speaker 1: the eye of a friend. No, I assure you, I'm
• 19:32
  Speaker 1: not saying it just to flatter you. You have a
• 19:34
  Speaker 1: true friend in her, such as one doesn't often find.
• 19:37
  Speaker 1: I can tell you. Besides, in case you don't know it,
• 19:40
  Speaker 1: that you're the only one. Madame ver Duurrant told me
• 19:42
  Speaker 1: as much herself on our last day with them. One
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: talks more freely, don't you know before a parting. I
• 19:48
  Speaker 1: don't say that Odette isn't fond of us, that anything
• 19:51
  Speaker 1: that we may say to her accounts for very little,
• 19:54
  Speaker 1: beside what Swan might say, Oh, mercy, there's the conductor's
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: stopping for me. Here. Have I been chatting away to
• 20:00
  Speaker 1: you and would have gone right past the Rue Bonaparte
• 20:03
  Speaker 1: and never noticed? Will you be so very kind as
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: to tell me whether my plume is straight? And Madame
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: Catard withdrew from her muff to offer it to Swan,
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: a white gloved hand, from which there floated with a
• 20:15
  Speaker 1: transfer ticket. An atmosphere of fashionable life that pervaded the
• 20:19
  Speaker 1: omnibus blended with a harsher fragrance of newly clean kid,
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: and Swan felt himself overflowing with gratitude to her, as
• 20:28
  Speaker 1: well as to Madame Verduuran and almost to Odette, for
• 20:31
  Speaker 1: the feeling that he now entertained for her was no
• 20:34
  Speaker 1: longer tinged with pain, was scarcely even to be described
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: now as love. While from the platform of the Omnibus,
• 20:41
  Speaker 1: he followed her with loving eyes as she gallantly threaded
• 20:45
  Speaker 1: her way along the Rue Bonaparte, her plume erect, her
• 20:48
  Speaker 1: skirt held up in one hand, while in the other
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: she clasped her umbrella and her card case so that
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: its monogram could be seen, her muff dancing in the
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: air before her as she went. End of Part three,
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  Speaker 1: Section twenty five. Recording by expatriate in Bangor, Maine.