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- 0:00Speaker 1: Introduction of the Wonderful History of Peter Schlemil, The Man
- 0:05Speaker 1: Who Lost his Shadow. This is a LibriVox recording. All
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- 0:22Speaker 1: Mihai Borobocha. The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemil, The Man
- 0:29Speaker 1: Who Lost His Shadow by Adelbert von Chamisso, translated by
- 0:35Speaker 1: Frederick Henry Hedge, edited with introduction and notes by William R. Alger. Introduction.
- 0:45Speaker 1: It is over three quarters of a century since Chamisov
- 0:48Speaker 1: published his romantic and symbolic story of Peter Schlemil, The
- 0:53Speaker 1: Man Who Lost his Shadow. It was received with a
- 0:56Speaker 1: general favor that gave it immediate celebrity. It has been
- 1:00Speaker 1: translated into almost every modern language, and has passed through
- 1:04Speaker 1: so many additions that it is now fully established as
- 1:08Speaker 1: one of the little classics of the world. It is
- 1:11Speaker 1: so widely known, there are in current literature so many
- 1:14Speaker 1: allusions to it, and it is treated with so much
- 1:18Speaker 1: interest and instruction, that it has a good claim to
- 1:21Speaker 1: be read by every educated person. The realistic power with
- 1:25Speaker 1: which the tale is constructed, the stereoscopic distinctness of the characters,
- 1:30Speaker 1: the naturalness and consistency of the incidents, the wit and
- 1:34Speaker 1: humor with which the pages abound give the work an
- 1:37Speaker 1: attractive charm, amply sufficient of itself to carry the reader
- 1:41Speaker 1: delightedly along from the beginning to the end. In addition
- 1:46Speaker 1: to this, there is a bewitching mystery in the fundamental
- 1:49Speaker 1: idea of the story. The narrative is a series of
- 1:53Speaker 1: latent riddles loaded with enigmatical morals. Just what those morals
- 1:58Speaker 1: are it is somewhat difficult to explain. Perhaps the author
- 2:03Speaker 1: intended to leave this aspect of his artistic creation wrapped
- 2:06Speaker 1: in indefiniteness, on purpose to provoke the mental activity of
- 2:10Speaker 1: his readers, that each one might get at the significance
- 2:14Speaker 1: of the work for himself. It is well known that
- 2:18Speaker 1: Jethe was in the habit of saying, when asked what
- 2:21Speaker 1: he meant to teach by a particular poem or tale,
- 2:25Speaker 1: that it had no definite didactic purpose. He declared that
- 2:30Speaker 1: he wished to convey in it all that his readers
- 2:33Speaker 1: could discover, either in the words or between the lines,
- 2:38Speaker 1: and that he expected the results to be as varied
- 2:41Speaker 1: as the talents and acquirements brought to the task of interpretation.
- 2:46Speaker 1: No doubt, however, there will be many readers of the
- 2:49Speaker 1: strange adventures of Peter Schlemil who will be glad to
- 2:52Speaker 1: receive a little help in understanding the real meaning of
- 2:55Speaker 1: the chief incident in the experience of the central personage,
- 3:00Speaker 1: namely the loss of his shadow. The critical reader will
- 3:05Speaker 1: find that this artistic and weird narrative is at once
- 3:09Speaker 1: a romantic kiddle, an ethical apologe, a witty satire, and
- 3:14Speaker 1: a philosophical parable. These points shall now be briefly shown,
- 3:19Speaker 1: and later on further elucidated in the notes in the outset.
- 3:25Speaker 1: It is quite obvious that the thought of the writer
- 3:28Speaker 1: is not confined to the literal shadow itself. Deeper than this,
- 3:33Speaker 1: and far more important, there is hidden a parallel spiritual significance.
- 3:40Speaker 1: What is then, the metaphorical moral correspondence of the physical
- 3:45Speaker 1: shadow frowned by a human body when it intercepts the light.
- 3:50Speaker 1: The reputation of a man among those familiar with him
- 3:55Speaker 1: is the shadow cast by his character. This is the
- 3:59Speaker 1: idea they entertain of him. When he goes to a
- 4:03Speaker 1: foreign place where he is a stranger. He carries no reputation.
- 4:09Speaker 1: He has lost his moral shadow. The impervious ignorance prevalent
- 4:15Speaker 1: concerning him there prevents the appearance of any adumbration of
- 4:21Speaker 1: what he is. For where there is no light to
- 4:25Speaker 1: be intercepted, no shadow can be thrown. Shadows are alike
- 4:30Speaker 1: impossible in complete darkness and in universal radiance. It is
- 4:37Speaker 1: because when a man is with his acquaintances, his character
- 4:41Speaker 1: is partly known and partly unknown, has one aspect illuminated
- 4:46Speaker 1: and one darkened, that he flings a shadow. This shadow
- 4:52Speaker 1: is his social repute. But when he appears in a
- 4:56Speaker 1: new place, where he is a total stranger, he no
- 5:00Speaker 1: longer possesses this. And to be wholly without repute is
- 5:06Speaker 1: to be unlike those around you, And to be unlike
- 5:10Speaker 1: your fellows is to be cut off from sympathetic union
- 5:15Speaker 1: with them, and to be regarded askens with suspicion and
- 5:19Speaker 1: with fear. Hence the distress of Peter Schlemlle. A more
- 5:26Speaker 1: profound thought connected with the subject is that he who
- 5:30Speaker 1: casts no shadow thereby proves that he is himself no substance.
- 5:36Speaker 1: He who fronts the light with the background behind him,
- 5:40Speaker 1: and yet remains shadowless, is transparent to the day. The
- 5:45Speaker 1: day shines through him. He therefore cannot belong to the
- 5:50Speaker 1: order of living men, but must be some kind of
- 5:53Speaker 1: supernatural or preternatural being. Accordingly, he is isolated from them,
- 6:00Speaker 1: a wholesome class of normal creatures who shrink from the
- 6:03Speaker 1: uncanny phenomenon with terror. Hence again the suffering and grief
- 6:10Speaker 1: occasion to Peter Schlemil by the loss of his shadow, which,
- 6:14Speaker 1: although in itself it seems to be nothing, is still
- 6:18Speaker 1: a sign indicative of much to those who can interpret it.
- 6:23Speaker 1: But after all, the principal lesson of the narrative is
- 6:26Speaker 1: the lesson of the comparative value of things, as between
- 6:30Speaker 1: spirit and matter, which is the enduring reality and which
- 6:34Speaker 1: the delusive phantom, as between outward show and inward worth,
- 6:41Speaker 1: which is the shadow, and which the substance. In one
- 6:45Speaker 1: passage of his work, chamisso represents Peter as being much
- 6:49Speaker 1: displeased with a company of persons who spoke seriously of
- 6:54Speaker 1: trifles and triflingly of serious things. This is the keynote.
- 7:01Speaker 1: Things are to be esteemed according to their genuine values,
- 7:05Speaker 1: not according to their mere appearance. Peter himself practiced the
- 7:10Speaker 1: inverse of this, when he sold the Companionable index of
- 7:14Speaker 1: his personality for a copious supply of gold. And bitterly
- 7:19Speaker 1: did he rule his folly, For he soon learned that
- 7:24Speaker 1: peace of mind and friendly communion with his fellow men
- 7:27Speaker 1: on equal terms, were the incomparable good of life, the
- 7:32Speaker 1: veritable substance, whereof money was merely a hollow symbol on
- 7:38Speaker 1: the whole. Then the supreme lesson inculcated by the experience
- 7:43Speaker 1: of Peter Schlemiel, is this. What a man is creates
- 7:48Speaker 1: his reputation. His reputation is what other people think of him.
- 7:55Speaker 1: That they should think well of him is one of
- 7:58Speaker 1: the most important element of his happiness. His social shadow
- 8:04Speaker 1: is the projection of his personal character. This index may
- 8:08Speaker 1: be mistaken or changed, or taken away, but his genuine
- 8:14Speaker 1: character is incommunicably his own property. Character cannot, like money,
- 8:21Speaker 1: be indiscriminately exchanged among men. However its outward indications may
- 8:27Speaker 1: be confused, However, its conventional accomplishments may be altered or forfeited.
- 8:34Speaker 1: It is itself the intrinsic reality, the invaluable solid. Therefore
- 8:40Speaker 1: it must never be subordinated to anything else, nor its
- 8:44Speaker 1: appropriate signal be bartered away for any seductive Counterfeit In
- 8:51Speaker 1: most cases, man is not what he thinks he is.
- 8:56Speaker 1: In many cases, he is not what others think him.
- 9:01Speaker 1: In every case, he is what God thinks him. The
- 9:06Speaker 1: true desidratum is that he shall himself know just what
- 9:11Speaker 1: he is and aspire to become what God would have
- 9:16Speaker 1: him be.
- 9:18Speaker 2: End of introduction, Chapter one of the Wonderful History of
- 9:28Speaker 2: Peter Schlemiel, The Man Who Lost His Shadow. This is
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- 9:41Speaker 2: Recording by Ashley M. The Wonderful History of Peter Schlimiel
- 9:46Speaker 2: The Man Who Lost His Shadow by A. Delbert bon Chamaso,
- 9:50Speaker 2: translated by Frederick Henry Hedge. Chapter one. After a fortunate
- 9:55Speaker 2: but for me very troublesome voyage, we finally reached the
- 9:58Speaker 2: port the instant that I touched land in the boat,
- 10:01Speaker 2: I loaded myself with my hue effects, and passing through
- 10:04Speaker 2: the swarming people, I entered the first and least house,
- 10:08Speaker 2: before which I saw a sign hang. I requested a room.
- 10:12Speaker 2: The servants measured me with a look and conducted me
- 10:15Speaker 2: into the garret. I caused fresh water to be brought,
- 10:18Speaker 2: and made him exactly describe to me where I should
- 10:21Speaker 2: find mister Thomas John. For the north gate the first
- 10:24Speaker 2: country house on the right hand, a large new house
- 10:27Speaker 2: of red and white marble, with many columns.
- 10:30Speaker 1: Good.
- 10:31Speaker 2: It was still early in the day. I opened at
- 10:34Speaker 2: once my bundle, took thence my new black cloth coat,
- 10:37Speaker 2: clad myself cleanly in my best apparel, put my letter
- 10:40Speaker 2: of introduction into my pocket, and sat out on the
- 10:43Speaker 2: way to the man who was to promote my modest expectations.
- 10:47Speaker 2: When I had ascended the long north street and reached
- 10:50Speaker 2: the gate, I soon saw the pillars glimmer through the foliage. Here,
- 10:54Speaker 2: it is then thought I. I wiped the dust from
- 10:56Speaker 2: my feet with my pocket handkerchief, and put my neckcloth
- 11:00Speaker 2: an order, and rang the bell. The dwarf flew woken
- 11:04Speaker 2: in the hall. I had an examination to undergo. The porter, however,
- 11:08Speaker 2: permitted me to be announced, and I had the honor
- 11:11Speaker 2: to be called into the park where mister John was
- 11:14Speaker 2: walking with a select party. I recognized the man at
- 11:17Speaker 2: once by the luster of his corpulent self complacency. He
- 11:21Speaker 2: received me very well, as a rich man receives a
- 11:23Speaker 2: poor fellow. Even turned towards me, without turning from the
- 11:27Speaker 2: rest of the company, and took the offered letter from
- 11:30Speaker 2: my hand. So so from my brother. I have heard
- 11:34Speaker 2: nothing from him for a long time, but he is well.
- 11:37Speaker 2: There continued he, addressing the company without waiting for an answer,
- 11:42Speaker 2: and pointing with the letter to a hill. There I
- 11:45Speaker 2: am going to erect the new building. Footnote Here and
- 11:50Speaker 2: in what follows through the opening chapter, the author indicates
- 11:54Speaker 2: to the satirical subtlety, the contrast and the manners of
- 11:57Speaker 2: the rich toward the poor, and those of the poorest,
- 12:00Speaker 2: the rich the antithesis of insolence and obsequiousness. He thus
- 12:05Speaker 2: prepares the way for his central theme, namely being inverted
- 12:09Speaker 2: relation in human life of worth and esteem, truth and
- 12:12Speaker 2: sea may. Milton noticed the fact that the self sufficiency
- 12:17Speaker 2: bred by the habit of looking down upon inferriers often
- 12:20Speaker 2: leads to a neglect of thoughtful and sympathetic attention. He says,
- 12:24Speaker 2: courtesy is sooner found in lowly sheds with smoky rafters
- 12:29Speaker 2: than in tapestry halls and courts of princes, where at
- 12:32Speaker 2: first was named and footnote. He broke the seal without
- 12:37Speaker 2: breaking off the conversation which turned upon riches. He that
- 12:42Speaker 2: is not muster of a million at least, he observed,
- 12:45Speaker 2: is pardon me the word a wretch? Oh, how true,
- 12:50Speaker 2: I exclaimed, with a rush of overflowing feeling that pleased him.
- 12:54Speaker 2: He smiled at me and said, stay here, my good friend.
- 12:58Speaker 2: In a while I shall perhaps have time to tell
- 13:00Speaker 2: you what I think about this. He pointed to the letter,
- 13:04Speaker 2: which he then thrust into his pocket, and turned again
- 13:07Speaker 2: to the company. He offered his arm to a young lady.
- 13:11Speaker 2: The other gentlemen addressed themselves to the fair ones. Each
- 13:15Speaker 2: found what suited him, and all proceeded towards the rose
- 13:18Speaker 2: blossomed mount. I slid into the rear without troubling any one,
- 13:23Speaker 2: for no one troubled himself any further about me. The
- 13:26Speaker 2: company was excessively lively. There was stallions and playfulness. Trifles
- 13:31Speaker 2: were sometimes discussed with an important tone, but oftener important matters,
- 13:36Speaker 2: with levity and especially pleasantry, flowed the wit over absent
- 13:40Speaker 2: friends and their circumstances. I was too strange to understand
- 13:45Speaker 2: much of all this, too anxious and introverted to take
- 13:47Speaker 2: an interest in such riddles. We had reached the rosary,
- 13:52Speaker 2: the lovely Fanny, the belle of the day, as it appeared, would,
- 13:56Speaker 2: out of obstinacy, herself break off a blooming bow. She
- 14:00Speaker 2: wounded herself on a thorn, and as if from the
- 14:03Speaker 2: dark roses, flowed the purple on her tender hands. This
- 14:07Speaker 2: circumstance put the whole party into a flutter. English plaster
- 14:11Speaker 2: was sought for A still thin, lanky, Longish Oldish man,
- 14:16Speaker 2: who stood near, and I had not hitherto remarked, put
- 14:20Speaker 2: his hand instantly into the close lying breast pocket of
- 14:23Speaker 2: his old French gray taffity coat. Produced thence a little
- 14:27Speaker 2: pocket book, opened it and presented to the lady, with
- 14:30Speaker 2: a profound obyssence the required article. She took it, without
- 14:34Speaker 2: noticing the giver, and without thanks. Footnote an example of
- 14:39Speaker 2: the impoliteness often practiced in polite society and footnote. The
- 14:44Speaker 2: wound was bound up, and we went forward over the hill,
- 14:47Speaker 2: from whose back the company could enjoy the wide prospect
- 14:51Speaker 2: over the green labyrinth of the park to the boundless ocean.
- 14:55Speaker 2: The view was, in reality vast and splendid. A light
- 14:58Speaker 2: point appeared on the horiyes, between the dark blood and
- 15:01Speaker 2: the blue of heaven. The telescopire cried John, and already
- 15:07Speaker 2: before the servants who appeared at the call were in motioned,
- 15:10Speaker 2: the gray man, modestly bowing, had thrust his hand into
- 15:13Speaker 2: his coat pocket and drawn thence the beautiful dolland, and
- 15:16Speaker 2: handed it to mister John, Bringing it immediately to his eye.
- 15:20Speaker 2: He informed the company that it was the ship which
- 15:23Speaker 2: went out yesterday and was detained in view of port
- 15:26Speaker 2: by contrary winds. The telescope passed from hand to hand,
- 15:31Speaker 2: but not again into that of its owner. I, however,
- 15:34Speaker 2: gazed and wonder at the man, and could not conceive
- 15:36Speaker 2: how the great machine had come out of the narrow pocket.
- 15:40Speaker 2: But this seemed to have struck no one else, and
- 15:42Speaker 2: nobody troubled himself any further about the gray man than
- 15:45Speaker 2: about him myself. Refreshments were handed round, the choicest fruits
- 15:50Speaker 2: of every zone in the costliest vessels. Mister John did
- 15:54Speaker 2: the honors with an easy grace, and a second time
- 15:56Speaker 2: addressed a word to me, hope yourself you have not
- 15:59Speaker 2: had the like at sea. I bowed, but he saw
- 16:02Speaker 2: it not he was already speaking with someone else. The
- 16:07Speaker 2: company would fain have reclined upon the sword on the
- 16:09Speaker 2: slope of the hill opposite to the outstretched landscape, had
- 16:12Speaker 2: they not feared the dampness of the earth, it were divine,
- 16:16Speaker 2: observed one of the party. But we had but a
- 16:19Speaker 2: turkey carpet to spread here. The wish was scarcely expressed
- 16:23Speaker 2: when the man in the gray coat had his hand
- 16:25Speaker 2: in his pocket and was busied in drawing, thence with
- 16:29Speaker 2: a modest and even humble deportment, a rich turkey carpet
- 16:33Speaker 2: interwoven with gold. The servants received it as a matter
- 16:36Speaker 2: of course, and opened it on the required spot. The company,
- 16:40Speaker 2: without ceremony, took their places upon it. For myself, I
- 16:44Speaker 2: looked again in amazement on the man at the carpet,
- 16:47Speaker 2: which measured above twenty paces long as ten in breadth,
- 16:51Speaker 2: and rubbed my eyes, not knowing what to think of it,
- 16:54Speaker 2: especially as nobody saw anything extraordinary in it. I would
- 16:58Speaker 2: fain have had some ex nation regarding the man, and
- 17:02Speaker 2: have asked who he was, But I knew not to
- 17:05Speaker 2: whom to address myself, for I was almost more afraid
- 17:08Speaker 2: of the gentleman's servants than of the served gentleman. At length,
- 17:12Speaker 2: I took courage and stepped up to a young man
- 17:14Speaker 2: who appeared to me to be of less consideration than
- 17:17Speaker 2: the rest, and who had often stood alone. I begged
- 17:20Speaker 2: him softly to tell me who the agreeable man in
- 17:23Speaker 2: the gray coat there was he the he looks like
- 17:26Speaker 2: an end of thread that has escaped out of a
- 17:28Speaker 2: ta'zeedle footnote, a whit quite like that embodied by Shakespeare
- 17:34Speaker 2: in the speeches of Balstaff and footnote. Yes, he stands alone.
- 17:41Speaker 2: I don't know him, he replied, and, as it seemed,
- 17:45Speaker 2: in order to avoid a longer conversation with me, he
- 17:48Speaker 2: turned away and spoke of indifferent matters to another. The
- 17:51Speaker 2: sun began now to shine more powerfully, and to inconvenience
- 17:55Speaker 2: the ladies. The lovely Fanny addressed carelessly to the gray man, who,
- 18:00Speaker 2: as far as I am aware, no one had yet
- 18:02Speaker 2: spoken to the trifling question whether he had not perchance
- 18:07Speaker 2: also a tent by him? He answered her by an
- 18:11Speaker 2: obyssius almost profound, as if an unmerited honor were done him,
- 18:16Speaker 2: and had already his hand in his pocket, out of
- 18:19Speaker 2: which I saw some canvas, bulls, cordage, ironwork. In short,
- 18:24Speaker 2: everything which belongs to the most splendid pleasure tents. The
- 18:27Speaker 2: young gentleman helped to expand it, and it covered the
- 18:30Speaker 2: whole extent of the carpet, and nobody found anything remarkable
- 18:33Speaker 2: in it. I was already become uneasy, nay horrified at heart,
- 18:38Speaker 2: but how completely so, as at the very next wish expressed,
- 18:42Speaker 2: I saw him yet pull out of his pocket three roadsters.
- 18:46Speaker 2: I tell THEE three beautiful great black horses with saddle,
- 18:49Speaker 2: and comparison, bethink THEE three saddled horses, still out of
- 18:54Speaker 2: the same pocket, out of which already a pocket book,
- 18:56Speaker 2: a telescope, an embroidered carpet, twenty paces long and ten broad,
- 19:01Speaker 2: a pleasure tense of equal dimensions, and all the requisite
- 19:04Speaker 2: poles and dins that come forth. If I did not
- 19:07Speaker 2: protest to THEE that I saw it myself with my
- 19:09Speaker 2: own eyes, thou couldst not possibly believe it. Embarrassed and
- 19:15Speaker 2: obsequious as the man himself appeared to be little as
- 19:18Speaker 2: was the attention which had been bestowed upon him, Yet
- 19:21Speaker 2: to me his grisly aspect, from which I could not
- 19:24Speaker 2: turn my eyes became so fearful that I could bear
- 19:27Speaker 2: it no longer. I resolved to steal away from the company, which,
- 19:32Speaker 2: from the insignificant part I played in it seemed to
- 19:35Speaker 2: me an easy affair. I proposed myself to return to
- 19:39Speaker 2: the city to try my luck again on the morow
- 19:41Speaker 2: with mister John, and if I could muster the necessary
- 19:44Speaker 2: courage to question him about the singular gray man. Had
- 19:48Speaker 2: I only had the good fortune to escape so well,
- 19:52Speaker 2: I had already actually succeeded in stealing through the rosary,
- 19:55Speaker 2: and in descending the hill, found myself on a piece
- 19:58Speaker 2: of lawn, Fearing to be encounter and crossing the grass
- 20:02Speaker 2: out of the path, I cast an inquiring glance around me.
- 20:07Speaker 2: What was my terror to behold the man in the
- 20:09Speaker 2: gray coat behind me and making towards me, And the
- 20:12Speaker 2: next moment he took off his hat before me and
- 20:15Speaker 2: bowed so low as no one had ever yet done
- 20:17Speaker 2: to me. There was no doubt that he wished to
- 20:19Speaker 2: address me, and without being rude, I could not prevent it.
- 20:24Speaker 2: I also took off my hat, bowed also, and stood
- 20:27Speaker 2: there in the sun with bare head, as if ruged
- 20:29Speaker 2: to the ground. I stared at him full of terror,
- 20:32Speaker 2: and was like a bird which the serpent has fascinated.
- 20:35Speaker 2: He himself appeared very much embarrassed. He raised not his
- 20:39Speaker 2: eyes again bowed repeatedly drew neor and addressing you with
- 20:42Speaker 2: a soft, tremulous voice, almost in a tone of supplication.
- 20:48Speaker 2: May I hope, sir, that you have parted my boldness
- 20:50Speaker 2: and venturing in so unusual a manner to approach you,
- 20:54Speaker 2: But I would ask a favor permits me most condescendingly.
- 20:59Speaker 2: But alas exclaimed I, in my trepidation, what can I
- 21:03Speaker 2: do for a man who we both started and, as
- 21:06Speaker 2: I believe, reddened. After a moment's silence, he again resumed
- 21:11Speaker 2: during the short time, that I have had the happiness
- 21:14Speaker 2: to find myself near you. I have, sir, many times.
- 21:18Speaker 2: Allow me to say it to you, really contemplated with
- 21:21Speaker 2: inexpressible admiration, the beautiful, beautiful shadow, which, as it were,
- 21:26Speaker 2: with a certain noble disdain, and without yourself remarking it,
- 21:31Speaker 2: you cast from you in the sunshine, the noble shadow
- 21:34Speaker 2: at your feet. There. Pardon me the bull supposition, but
- 21:38Speaker 2: possibly you might not be indisposed to make this shadow
- 21:41Speaker 2: over to me. I was silenced, and the mill whele
- 21:45Speaker 2: seemed to whirl round in my head. What was I
- 21:48Speaker 2: to make of this singular proposition to sell my own shadow?
- 21:51Speaker 2: He must be mad, thought I and with an altered
- 21:54Speaker 2: tone which was more assimilated to that of his own humility.
- 21:57Speaker 2: I answered, thust Ah, good friend, had not you then
- 22:01Speaker 2: enough of your own shadow? I take this for a
- 22:04Speaker 2: business of a very singular sort, he hastily interrupted me.
- 22:09Speaker 2: I have many things in my pocket which sir, might
- 22:11Speaker 2: not appear worth to you, And for this inestimable shadow,
- 22:15Speaker 2: I hold the very highest price to you. Small. It
- 22:19Speaker 2: struck cold through me again, as I was reminded of
- 22:22Speaker 2: the pocket. I knew not how I could have called
- 22:25Speaker 2: him good friend. I resumed the conversation and sought, if possible,
- 22:29Speaker 2: to set all right again by excessive politeness. But sir,
- 22:33Speaker 2: pardon your most humble servants, I do not understand your meaning.
- 22:37Speaker 2: How indeed could my shadow, he interrupted me. I beg
- 22:41Speaker 2: your permission, only here on the spot, to be allowed
- 22:44Speaker 2: to take up this noble shadow and put it in
- 22:46Speaker 2: my pocket. How else shall do that be my care?
- 22:50Speaker 2: On the other hand, as a testimony of my grateful
- 22:53Speaker 2: acknowledgment to you, I give you the choice of all
- 22:56Speaker 2: the treasures which I carry in my pocket. The genuine
- 23:00Speaker 2: spring root footnote. These are references to facts in the
- 23:04Speaker 2: popular tales of Germany. As for instant. The spring wurzel
- 23:08Speaker 2: or a spring root is found in the story of Rubezaal.
- 23:12Speaker 2: And the galagan manlay or gallows man, were little figures
- 23:16Speaker 2: cut out of a root, said by the dealers in
- 23:18Speaker 2: such things in the Middle Ages to be actual mandrake
- 23:21Speaker 2: roots growing in the shape at the foot of a
- 23:23Speaker 2: gallows and footnote the man drake group, the change penny,
- 23:28Speaker 2: the rob dollar, the napkin of Roland's page, a man
- 23:32Speaker 2: drake man at your own price. But these probably don't
- 23:35Speaker 2: interest you. Rather, Fortuness's wishing cap kneeling and is deatly repaired.
- 23:41Speaker 2: And a lucky bag such as you have, the luck
- 23:43Speaker 2: purse of Fortunatus, I exclaimed, interrupting him, and great as
- 23:47Speaker 2: my anxiety was. Without one word, he had taken my
- 23:50Speaker 2: whole mind captive. The dizziness seized me, and double ducats
- 23:54Speaker 2: seemed to glitter before my eyes. Honored sir, will you
- 23:58Speaker 2: do me the favorite to view and to make trial
- 24:01Speaker 2: of this purse. He thrust his hand into his pocket
- 24:04Speaker 2: and drew out a tolerably large, well stowed purse of
- 24:07Speaker 2: stout cordun leather with two strong shrinks, and handed it
- 24:11Speaker 2: to me. I plunged my hand into it and drew
- 24:14Speaker 2: out ten gold pieces, and again ten, and again ten
- 24:17Speaker 2: and again ten. I extended him eagerly, my hands agreed.
- 24:22Speaker 2: The business is done. For the purse, you have my shadow.
- 24:25Speaker 2: He closed with me, kneeled instantly down before me, and
- 24:29Speaker 2: I beheld him with an admirable dexterity. Gently loosened my
- 24:32Speaker 2: shadow from top to toe from the grass, lifted up,
- 24:36Speaker 2: rolled it together, fold it, and finally pocketed it. He arose,
- 24:40Speaker 2: bade me another obiscience, and retreated towards the rosary. I
- 24:45Speaker 2: fancied that I heard him there softly laughing to himself.
- 24:48Speaker 2: But I held the purse fast by the shrinks. All
- 24:51Speaker 2: around me laid the clear sunshine, and within me was
- 24:55Speaker 2: yet no power of reflection. End of chapter one. Recording
- 25:00Speaker 2: by Ashleyam.
- 25:07Speaker 1: Chapter two of The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemiel, The
- 25:11Speaker 1: Man Who Lost his Shadow. This is a LibriVox recording.
- 25:16Speaker 1: All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more
- 25:20Speaker 1: information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox dot Org. Recording
- 25:27Speaker 1: by Mihai Borobocha, The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemiel, The
- 25:33Speaker 1: Man Who Lost His Shadow by Adelbert von Chamisso, translated
- 25:38Speaker 1: by Frederick Henry Hedge, Chapter two, at length. I came
- 25:45Speaker 1: to myself and hastened to quit the place where I
- 25:48Speaker 1: had nothing more to expect. In the first place, I
- 25:52Speaker 1: filled my pockets with gold. Then I secured the strings
- 25:56Speaker 1: of the purse fast round my neck and concealed the
- 26:00Speaker 1: itself in my bosom. I passed unobserved out of the park,
- 26:04Speaker 1: reached the highway, and took the road to the city.
- 26:08Speaker 1: As sunk in thought, I approached the gate, I heard
- 26:12Speaker 1: a cry behind me, Young gentlemen, Eh, young gentlemen, hear you.
- 26:19Speaker 1: I looked round. An old woman called after me, Do
- 26:23Speaker 1: take care, sir, you have lost your shadow. Thank you,
- 26:28Speaker 1: good mother. I threw her a gold piece for her
- 26:32Speaker 1: well meant intelligence, and stopped under the trees at the
- 26:36Speaker 1: city gate. I was compelled to hear again from the sentinel,
- 26:41Speaker 1: where as the gentleman left his shadow, and immediately again
- 26:46Speaker 1: from some women alas the poor fellow has no shadow.
- 26:51Speaker 1: That began to irritate me, and I became especially careful
- 26:55Speaker 1: not to walk in the sun. This could not, however,
- 26:59Speaker 1: be accomplished everywhere. For instance, over the broad Street, which
- 27:04Speaker 1: I next must approach. Actually, as mischief would have it,
- 27:09Speaker 1: at the very moment that the boys came out of school,
- 27:13Speaker 1: a little rogue I see him, yet spied out instantly
- 27:17Speaker 1: that I had no shadow. He proclaimed the fact with
- 27:20Speaker 1: a loud outcry to the whole assembled literary street youth
- 27:24Speaker 1: of the suburb, who began forthwith to criticize me and
- 27:27Speaker 1: to pelt me with mud. Decent people are accustomed to
- 27:31Speaker 1: take their shadow with them when they go into the sunshine.
- 27:36Speaker 1: To defend myself from them, I threw whole handfuls of
- 27:39Speaker 1: gold amongst them, and sprang into a Hackney coach, which
- 27:43Speaker 1: some compassionate soul procured for me. As soon as I
- 27:47Speaker 1: found myself alone in the rolling carriage, I began to
- 27:51Speaker 1: weep bitterly. The presentiment must already have arisen in me,
- 27:56Speaker 1: that far as gold on earth transcends in estimate merrit
- 28:01Speaker 1: and virtue, so much higher than gold itself is the
- 28:05Speaker 1: shadow valued. And as I had earlier sacrificed wealth to conscience,
- 28:12Speaker 1: I had now thrown away the shadow for mere gold.
- 28:17Speaker 1: What in the world could and would become of me?
- 28:22Speaker 1: I was again greatly annoyed, as the carriage stopped before
- 28:26Speaker 1: my old inn. I was horrified at the bare idea
- 28:29Speaker 1: of entering that wretched loft. I ordered my things to
- 28:34Speaker 1: be brought down, received my miserable bundle with contempt, threw
- 28:38Speaker 1: down some gold pieces, and ordered the coachman to drive
- 28:42Speaker 1: to the most fashionable hotel. The house faced the north,
- 28:47Speaker 1: and I had not the sun to fear. I dismissed
- 28:50Speaker 1: the driver with gold, caused the best front rooms to
- 28:54Speaker 1: be assigned me, and shut myself up in them as
- 28:57Speaker 1: quickly as I could. What thinkes thou? I now began, Oh,
- 29:03Speaker 1: my dear chamisso to confess it even to THEE makes
- 29:06Speaker 1: me blush. I drew the unlucky purse from my bosom,
- 29:11Speaker 1: and with a kind of desperation which like a rushing conflagration,
- 29:16Speaker 1: grew in me with self increasing growth, I extracted gold
- 29:21Speaker 1: and gold, and gold and even more gold, and strode
- 29:26Speaker 1: it on the floor, and strode amongst it, and made
- 29:30Speaker 1: it ring again, and feeding my poor heart on the splendor,
- 29:35Speaker 1: and the sound flung continually more metal to metal, till
- 29:40Speaker 1: in my weariness I sank down on the rich heap,
- 29:43Speaker 1: and rioting thereon, rolled and reveled amongst it so passed
- 29:48Speaker 1: the day the evening I opened not my door. Night
- 29:53Speaker 1: and day found me lying on my gold, and then
- 29:57Speaker 1: sleep overcame me. I dreamed of THEE. I seemed to
- 30:02Speaker 1: stand behind the glass door of thy little room, and
- 30:06Speaker 1: to see THEE sitting there at thy work table, between
- 30:09Speaker 1: a skeleton and a bundle of dried plants. Before THEE
- 30:14Speaker 1: laid open Hollor Humboldt and Linnaeus on thy sofa, a
- 30:19Speaker 1: volumov Githe and the Magic Ring footnote a novel by
- 30:25Speaker 1: Baron de la Motte fouqu and footnote. I regarded THEE
- 30:31Speaker 1: long and everything in thy room, and then THEE again.
- 30:36Speaker 1: Thou didst not move, Thou drewest no breath, Thou wert dead.
- 30:44Speaker 1: I awoke. It appeared still to be very early. My
- 30:49Speaker 1: watch had stopped. I was sore all over, thirsty and
- 30:53Speaker 1: hungry too. I had taken nothing since the evening before.
- 30:58Speaker 1: I pushed from me with loathing and indignation. The gold
- 31:02Speaker 1: on which I had before seated my foolish heart. In
- 31:06Speaker 1: my vexation, I knew not what I should do with it.
- 31:10Speaker 1: It must not lie there. I tried whether the purse
- 31:13Speaker 1: would swallow it again. But no, none of my windows
- 31:18Speaker 1: opened upon the sea. I found myself compelled laboriously to
- 31:23Speaker 1: drag it to a great cupboard, which stood in a cabinet,
- 31:27Speaker 1: and there to pile it. I left only some handfuls
- 31:31Speaker 1: of it lying. When I had finished the work, I
- 31:35Speaker 1: threw myself, exhausted into an easy chair, and waited for
- 31:38Speaker 1: the stirring of the people in the house. As soon
- 31:42Speaker 1: as possible, I ordered food to be brought and the
- 31:45Speaker 1: landlord to come to me. I fixed, in consultation with
- 31:49Speaker 1: this man the future arrangements of my house. He recommended
- 31:54Speaker 1: for the services about my person a certain Bendle, whose
- 31:58Speaker 1: honest and intelligent physiognomy immediately captivated me. He it was
- 32:04Speaker 1: whose attachment has since accompanied me consolingly through the wretchedness
- 32:09Speaker 1: of life, and has helped me to support my gloomy lot.
- 32:13Speaker 1: I spent the whole day in my room among masterless servants, shoemakers, tailors,
- 32:18Speaker 1: and tradespeople. I fitted myself out and purchased besides a
- 32:22Speaker 1: great many jewels and valuables for the sake of getting
- 32:26Speaker 1: rid of some of the vast heap of hoarded up gold.
- 32:29Speaker 1: But it seemed to me as if it were impossible
- 32:31Speaker 1: to diminish it. In the meantime, I brooded over my
- 32:36Speaker 1: situation in the most stagonizing despair. I dared not venture
- 32:41Speaker 1: a step out of my doors, and that evening I
- 32:44Speaker 1: caused forty wax rice to be lit in my room.
- 32:47Speaker 1: Before I issued from the shade, I thought with horror
- 32:50Speaker 1: on the terrible scene with the schoolboys. Yet I resolved
- 32:55Speaker 1: much courage, as it demanded once more to make a
- 32:58Speaker 1: trial of pub opinion. The nights were then moonlight. Late
- 33:05Speaker 1: in the evening, I threw on a white cloak, pressed
- 33:09Speaker 1: my hat over my eyes, and stole, trembling like a criminal,
- 33:15Speaker 1: out of the house. I stepped first out of the
- 33:19Speaker 1: shade in whose protection I had arrived there in a
- 33:22Speaker 1: remote square, into the full moonlight, determined to learn my
- 33:27Speaker 1: faith out of the mouths of the passers. By spare me,
- 33:33Speaker 1: dear friend, the painful repetition of all that I had
- 33:36Speaker 1: to endure. The women often testified the deepest compassion with
- 33:41Speaker 1: which I inspired them, declarations which no less transpierced me
- 33:46Speaker 1: than the mockery of the youth and the proud contempt
- 33:49Speaker 1: of the men, especially of those fat, well fed fellows
- 33:53Speaker 1: who themselves cast a broad shadow. A lovely and sweet girl, who,
- 34:00Speaker 1: as it seemed, accompanied her parents while they suspiciously only
- 34:05Speaker 1: looked before their feet turned by chance her flashing eyes
- 34:09Speaker 1: upon me. She was obviously terrified. She observed my want
- 34:15Speaker 1: of a shadow, let fall her veil over her beautiful countenance,
- 34:20Speaker 1: and dropping her head, passed in silence. I could bear
- 34:26Speaker 1: it no longer. Brimey streams started from my eyes and
- 34:31Speaker 1: cut to the heart. I staggered back into the shade.
- 34:35Speaker 1: I was obliged to support myself against the houses, to
- 34:38Speaker 1: steady my steps, and wearily and late reached my dwelling.
- 34:44Speaker 1: I spent a sleepless night. The next morning, it was
- 34:47Speaker 1: my first care to have the man in the gray
- 34:50Speaker 1: coat everywhere sought after. Possibly I might succeed in finding
- 34:55Speaker 1: him again, And how joyful if he repented of the
- 34:58Speaker 1: foolish bargain as high partly as I did. I ordered
- 35:02Speaker 1: Bundle to come to me. He appeared to possess a
- 35:05Speaker 1: dress in tact. I described to him exactly the man
- 35:09Speaker 1: in whose possession lay a treasure without which my life
- 35:13Speaker 1: was only a misery. I told him the time, the
- 35:17Speaker 1: place in which I had seen him. I described to
- 35:20Speaker 1: him all who had been present, and added moreover this token.
- 35:26Speaker 1: He should particularly inquire after a dollon's telescope, after a
- 35:30Speaker 1: gold interwoven Turkish carpet, after a splendid pleasure tent, and
- 35:36Speaker 1: finally after the black chargers, whose story we know not
- 35:41Speaker 1: how was connected with that of the mysterious man, who
- 35:44Speaker 1: seemed of no consideration amongst them, and whose appearance had
- 35:49Speaker 1: destroyed the quiet and happiness of my life. When I
- 35:53Speaker 1: had done speaking, I fetched out gold such a load
- 35:57Speaker 1: that I was scarcely able to carry it, and laid
- 36:00Speaker 1: upon it precious stones and jewels of a far greater value.
- 36:05Speaker 1: Pendle said, I these level many ways, and make easy
- 36:11Speaker 1: many things which appeared quite impossible. Don't be stingy with it,
- 36:16Speaker 1: as I am not, but go and rejoice thy master
- 36:20Speaker 1: with the intelligence on which his only hope depends. He went.
- 36:28Speaker 1: He returned late and sorrowful. None of the people of
- 36:33Speaker 1: mister John, none of his guests, and he had spoken
- 36:37Speaker 1: with all, were able in the remotest degree to recollect
- 36:41Speaker 1: the man in the gray coat. The new telescope was there,
- 36:46Speaker 1: and no one knew whence it had come. The carpet,
- 36:51Speaker 1: the tent, were still there, spread and pitched on the
- 36:54Speaker 1: self same hill. The servants boasted of the affluence of
- 36:58Speaker 1: their master, and no one knew whence these same valuables
- 37:02Speaker 1: had come to him. He himself took his pleasure in them,
- 37:07Speaker 1: and did not trouble himself, because he did not know
- 37:11Speaker 1: whence he had them. The young gentleman had the horses
- 37:15Speaker 1: which they had ridden in their stables, and they praised
- 37:19Speaker 1: the liberality of mister John, who on that day made
- 37:23Speaker 1: them a present of them. Thus much was clear from
- 37:27Speaker 1: the circumstantial relation of Bendel, whose active zeal and able proceeding.
- 37:33Speaker 1: Although with such Fruiter's result received from me their merited commendation,
- 37:39Speaker 1: I gloomily motioned him to leave me alone. I have
- 37:44Speaker 1: began he again given my master an account of the
- 37:48Speaker 1: matter which was most important to him. I have yet
- 37:53Speaker 1: a message to deliver, which a person gave me, whom
- 37:56Speaker 1: I met at the door as I went out on
- 37:58Speaker 1: the business in which I have been so unfortunate. The
- 38:03Speaker 1: very words of the man were these, tell mister Peter Schlemiel,
- 38:09Speaker 1: he will not see me here again, as I am
- 38:12Speaker 1: going over sea, and a favorable wind calls me at
- 38:17Speaker 1: this moment to the harbor. But in a year and
- 38:20Speaker 1: a day I will have the honor to seek him myself,
- 38:25Speaker 1: and then to propose to him another and probably to
- 38:29Speaker 1: him more agreeable transaction. Present my most humble compliments to him,
- 38:37Speaker 1: and assure him of my thanks. I asked him who
- 38:42Speaker 1: he was, but he replied, your honor knew him already.
- 38:48Speaker 1: What was the man's appearance? Cried I, filled with foreboding,
- 38:54Speaker 1: and Pendell sketched me the man in the graycoat trait
- 38:58Speaker 1: by trade, word for word, as he had accurately described
- 39:04Speaker 1: in his former relation, the man after whom he had inquired.
- 39:10Speaker 1: Unhappy one, I exclaimed, wringing my hands, that was the
- 39:15Speaker 1: very man. And there fell, as it were, scales from
- 39:21Speaker 1: his eyes. Yes it was he, it was positively, cried
- 39:32Speaker 1: he in horror, and I, blind and imbecile wretch, have
- 39:39Speaker 1: not recognized him, have not recognized him, and have betrayed
- 39:45Speaker 1: my master. He broke out into violent weeping. Heaped the
- 39:50Speaker 1: bitterest reproaches on himself, and the despair in which he
- 39:54Speaker 1: was inspired even me with compassion. I spoke comfort to him,
- 40:00Speaker 1: assured him repeatedly that I entertained not the slightest doubt
- 40:05Speaker 1: of his fidelity, and sent him instantly to the port,
- 40:09Speaker 1: if possible to follow the traces of this singular man.
- 40:14Speaker 1: But in the morning a great number of ships, which
- 40:17Speaker 1: the contrary winds had detained in the harbor, had run
- 40:21Speaker 1: out bound to different climbs and different shores, and the
- 40:26Speaker 1: gray Man had vanished, as tracelessly as a dream. End
- 40:33Speaker 1: of chapter two.
- 40:41Speaker 2: Chapter three of The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemil, The
- 40:44Speaker 2: Man Who Lost His Shadow. This is a LibriVox recording.
- 40:49Speaker 2: All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more
- 40:52Speaker 2: information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox dot org. Recording
- 40:58Speaker 2: by Ashley M. The Wonderful History of Peter Schlimeel The
- 41:02Speaker 2: Man Who Lost His Shadow by A. Delbert von chamisso
- 41:06Speaker 2: translated by Frederick Henry Hedge, Chapter three of what avail
- 41:13Speaker 2: are wings? To him? Who was fast bound in iron fetters,
- 41:16Speaker 2: He is compelled only the more fearfully to despair. I lay,
- 41:21Speaker 2: like fastener by his treasure, very far from every consolation,
- 41:25Speaker 2: suffering much in the midst of my gold. But my
- 41:28Speaker 2: heart was not in it. On the contrary, I cursed it,
- 41:31Speaker 2: because I saw myself through it. Cut off from all life.
- 41:36Speaker 2: Brooding over my glooing secret alone, I trembled before the
- 41:39Speaker 2: meanest of my servants, whom, at the same time I
- 41:43Speaker 2: was forced to envy, for he had a shadow he
- 41:46Speaker 2: might show himself in the sun. I wore away days
- 41:49Speaker 2: and nights in solitary sorrow in my chamber, and anguished
- 41:53Speaker 2: not at my heart. There was another who pined away
- 41:57Speaker 2: before my eyes. My faithful bent never ceased to torture
- 42:01Speaker 2: himself with silent reproaches that he had betrayed the trust
- 42:04Speaker 2: reposed in him by his master, and had not recognized
- 42:08Speaker 2: him after whom he was despatched, and with whom he
- 42:11Speaker 2: must believe that my sorrowful fate was intimately interwoven. I
- 42:16Speaker 2: could not lay the fault to his charge. I recognized,
- 42:19Speaker 2: in the event the mysterious nature of the unknown, that
- 42:23Speaker 2: I might leave nothing untried. I one time sent Bendel
- 42:26Speaker 2: with a valuable, brilliant ring to the most celebrated painter
- 42:29Speaker 2: of the city, and begged that he would pay me
- 42:32Speaker 2: a visit. He came. I ordered my people to retire,
- 42:36Speaker 2: closed the door, seated myself by the man, and after
- 42:40Speaker 2: I had praised his art, I came with a heavy
- 42:42Speaker 2: heart to the business, causing him before that to promise
- 42:46Speaker 2: the strictest secrecy. Mister Professor said, I could not you
- 42:51Speaker 2: think you paint a false shadow for one who, by
- 42:55Speaker 2: the most unlucky chance in the world, has become deprived
- 42:58Speaker 2: of his own You mean a personal shadow? That is
- 43:03Speaker 2: precisely my meaning, But continued he through what awkwardness, through
- 43:08Speaker 2: what negligence? Could he then lose his proper shadow? How
- 43:13Speaker 2: it happened, replied I is now of very little consequence.
- 43:17Speaker 2: But thus far, I may say, added I lying shamelessly
- 43:21Speaker 2: to him and Russia. Whither he made a journey last winter,
- 43:25Speaker 2: and in an extraordinary cold, his shadow froze so fast
- 43:29Speaker 2: to the ground that he could, by no means lucid again.
- 43:33Speaker 2: The false shadow that I could paint him, replied the Professor,
- 43:37Speaker 2: would only be such a one as by the slightest
- 43:39Speaker 2: agitation he might lose again, especially a person who, as appears,
- 43:45Speaker 2: by your relation, has so little adhesion to his own
- 43:48Speaker 2: native shadow. He who has no shadow, Let him keep
- 43:52Speaker 2: out of the sunshine. That is the safest and most
- 43:56Speaker 2: sensible thing for him. He arose and withdrew, asking at
- 44:00Speaker 2: me a transpiercing glance which mine could not support. I
- 44:04Speaker 2: sank back in my seat and covered my face with
- 44:07Speaker 2: my hands. Thus Bendal found me. As he at length entered.
- 44:12Speaker 2: He saw the grief of his master, and was desirous,
- 44:15Speaker 2: silently and reverently to withdraw. I looked up. I lay
- 44:20Speaker 2: under the burden of my trouble. I must communicate it, Bendel,
- 44:24Speaker 2: cried I, Bendel, Thou only one who seest my affliction
- 44:29Speaker 2: and respectest it. Seekest not to pry into it, but appearest,
- 44:33Speaker 2: silently and kindly to sympathize. Come to me, Bendel, and
- 44:37Speaker 2: be the nearest to my heart. I have not locked
- 44:40Speaker 2: from THEE the treasure of my gold, neither will I
- 44:43Speaker 2: lock from THEE the treasure of my grief. Bendel, forsake
- 44:47Speaker 2: me not, Bendel, Thou beholdest me rich liberal kind, the
- 44:53Speaker 2: maschiness that the world ought to honor me, And thou
- 44:55Speaker 2: seest me fly the world and hide myself from it. Bendel,
- 45:00Speaker 2: the world has passed judgment and cast me from it.
- 45:03Speaker 2: And perhaps thou too wilt turn for me, and thou
- 45:06Speaker 2: knowest my fearful secret. Bendel, I am rich, liberal kind,
- 45:11Speaker 2: but alas I have no shadow, no shadow, cried the
- 45:17Speaker 2: good youth from horror, and the bright tears gushed from
- 45:20Speaker 2: his eyes. Oh it's me that I was born to
- 45:23Speaker 2: serve a shadowless master. He was silent, and I held
- 45:28Speaker 2: my face buried in my hands. Bendel added I at length, tremblingly.
- 45:35Speaker 2: Now hast thou my confidence? And now canst thou betray it?
- 45:39Speaker 2: Go forth and testify against me. He appeared to be
- 45:42Speaker 2: in a heavy conflict with himself. At length, he flung
- 45:46Speaker 2: himself before me and seized my hand, which he bathed
- 45:49Speaker 2: with his tears. No, exclaimed he think the world as
- 45:53Speaker 2: it will. I could not and will not on accounts
- 45:56Speaker 2: of a shadow abandoned my kind master. I will act
- 46:00Speaker 2: and not with policy. I will continue with you. Then,
- 46:03Speaker 2: do my shadow help you when I can and I
- 46:06Speaker 2: cannot weak with you. I fell on his neck, astonished
- 46:11Speaker 2: at such unusual sentiment, where I was convinced that he
- 46:14Speaker 2: did it not for gold. From that time, my fate
- 46:18Speaker 2: and my mode of life were in some degree change.
- 46:21Speaker 2: It is indescribable how much Bendal continued to conceal my defect.
- 46:26Speaker 2: He was everywhere before me and with me, foreseeing everything,
- 46:30Speaker 2: hitting on contrivances, and were danger threatened, covering me quickly
- 46:34Speaker 2: with a shadow, since he was taller and bulkier than I.
- 46:38Speaker 2: Thus I ventured myself again among men. I began to
- 46:41Speaker 2: play a part in the world. I was obliged, it
- 46:44Speaker 2: is true, to assume many peculiarities and humors, but such
- 46:48Speaker 2: became the rich, And so long as the Jew continued
- 46:51Speaker 2: to be concealed, I enjoyed all the honor and respect
- 46:54Speaker 2: which were paid to my wealth. I looked calmly forward
- 46:57Speaker 2: to the promised visit of the mysterious Unknown at the
- 47:01Speaker 2: end of the year, and the day I felt, indeed
- 47:04Speaker 2: that I must not remain longer in a place where
- 47:07Speaker 2: I had once been seen without a shadow, and where
- 47:10Speaker 2: I might easily be betrayed. Perhaps I yet thought too
- 47:13Speaker 2: much of the manner in which I had introduced myself
- 47:16Speaker 2: to Thomas John, and it was a mortifying recollection. I
- 47:20Speaker 2: would therefore hear merely make an experiment to present myself
- 47:24Speaker 2: with more ease and confidence elsewhere. But that now occurred
- 47:28Speaker 2: which held me a long time riveted to my vanity,
- 47:32Speaker 2: For there it is in the man that the anchor
- 47:34Speaker 2: bites the firmest ground. Even the lovely Fanny, whom I
- 47:39Speaker 2: in this place again encountered, honored me with some notice,
- 47:42Speaker 2: without recollecting ever to have seen me before. For I
- 47:46Speaker 2: now had wit and sense. As I spoke, people listened,
- 47:50Speaker 2: and I could not, for the life of me comprehend
- 47:52Speaker 2: myself how I had arrived at the art of maintaining
- 47:55Speaker 2: and engrossing so easily the conversation. But why relate to
- 48:00Speaker 2: thee the whole long, ordinary story Thou thyself hast often
- 48:05Speaker 2: related it to me, of other honorable people, to the
- 48:09Speaker 2: old well known play in which I good naturedly undertook
- 48:13Speaker 2: a worn out part. There came in true to her
- 48:15Speaker 2: and me and everybody, unexpectedly, a most peculiar and poetic catastrophe,
- 48:21Speaker 2: As according to my wont I assembled on a beautiful
- 48:25Speaker 2: evening a party in the garden. I wadered with the
- 48:28Speaker 2: lady arm in arm, at some distance from the other guests,
- 48:31Speaker 2: and exerted myself to strike out pretty speeches for her.
- 48:35Speaker 2: She modestly cast down her eyes and gently returned the
- 48:38Speaker 2: pressure of my hands. When suddenly the moon broke through
- 48:41Speaker 2: the clouds behind me, and she saw only her own
- 48:44Speaker 2: shadow thrown forward before her. She started and glanced wildly
- 48:49Speaker 2: at me, then again on the earth, seeking my shadow
- 48:52Speaker 2: with her eyes, and what passed with him. Her painted
- 48:55Speaker 2: itself so singularly on a countenance that I should have
- 48:58Speaker 2: burst into a loud laugh if it had not itself
- 49:01Speaker 2: run ice cold over my back. I let her fall
- 49:04Speaker 2: from my arms in a swoon, shot like an arrow
- 49:07Speaker 2: through the terrified guests, reached the door, flung myself into
- 49:11Speaker 2: the first sheise which I saw on the stand, and
- 49:13Speaker 2: drove back to the city, where, this time, to my cost,
- 49:17Speaker 2: I had left the circumspect Bendel. He was terrified as
- 49:21Speaker 2: he saw me. One word revealed to him. All post
- 49:26Speaker 2: horses were immediately fetched. I took only one of my
- 49:29Speaker 2: people with me, an Aeron's knave called Rascal, who had
- 49:33Speaker 2: contrived to make himself necessary to me by his cleverness,
- 49:37Speaker 2: and who could suspect nothing of the present occurrence. That night,
- 49:41Speaker 2: I left upwards of one hundred miles behind me. Bendel
- 49:44Speaker 2: remained behind me to discharge my establishment, to pay money,
- 49:49Speaker 2: and to bring me what I most required. When he
- 49:52Speaker 2: overtook me next day, I threw myself into his arms
- 49:55Speaker 2: and swore to him never again to run into the
- 49:58Speaker 2: like folly, but in future, to be more cautious, we
- 50:02Speaker 2: continued our journey without pause over the frontiers and the mountains.
- 50:06Speaker 2: And it was not too what began to descend and
- 50:09Speaker 2: placed those lofty bulwarks between us and our former, unlucky abode,
- 50:14Speaker 2: that I allowed myself to be persuaded to rest from
- 50:16Speaker 2: the fatigues I had undergone in a neighboring a little
- 50:19Speaker 2: frequented bathing place. End of chapter three. Recording by Ashley M.
- 50:32Speaker 2: Chapter four of The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemiel, The
- 50:35Speaker 2: Man Who Lost his Shadow. This is a LibriVox recording.
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- 50:48Speaker 2: by Ashley M. The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemiel, The
- 50:52Speaker 2: Man Who Lost His Shadow by A. Delbert von Chamisso
- 50:55Speaker 2: translated by Frederick Henry Hedge, Chapter four. But note this
- 51:01Speaker 2: chapter presents a vivid illustration of a histrionic decease with
- 51:05Speaker 2: which human life abounds. It shows how often, amidst the
- 51:09Speaker 2: obscurity and elusive complications of this world, men both voluntarily
- 51:14Speaker 2: and involuntarily play parts which do not belong to them. Continually,
- 51:19Speaker 2: persons are not seen to be what they are, but
- 51:22Speaker 2: are believed to be what they are not. Meanwhile, the
- 51:25Speaker 2: supreme victory and blessedness of man are really to be
- 51:29Speaker 2: what he ought to be, seem to others to be
- 51:31Speaker 2: what he is, and be treated accordingly by all end Footnote.
- 51:37Speaker 2: I must pass in my relation hastily over a time
- 51:40Speaker 2: in which, how gladly would I linger? Could I but
- 51:43Speaker 2: conjure up the living spirit of it with the recollection?
- 51:47Speaker 2: But the color which vivified it, and which only can
- 51:50Speaker 2: vivify it again, is extinguished in me. And when I
- 51:54Speaker 2: seek in my bosom, what then so mightily animated it?
- 51:58Speaker 2: The grief and the joy, the innocent illusion? Then do
- 52:01Speaker 2: I vainly smite a rock in which no living spring
- 52:04Speaker 2: now dwells, For the God is departed from me? How
- 52:08Speaker 2: change does this pastime now appear to me? I would
- 52:11Speaker 2: act in the watering place, and arow a character ill studied,
- 52:15Speaker 2: and myself a novice on the boards, and my gaze
- 52:18Speaker 2: lured from my part by a pair of blue eyes.
- 52:21Speaker 2: The parents, diluted by the play, offer everything only to
- 52:25Speaker 2: make the business quickly secure and the poor farce closes
- 52:28Speaker 2: in mockery, And that is all all that presents itself
- 52:33Speaker 2: now to me, so absurd in commonplace, although it is
- 52:36Speaker 2: terrible that that can thus appear to me, which then
- 52:39Speaker 2: so richly, so luxuriantly swelled my bosom mina. As I
- 52:44Speaker 2: wept at losing thee, so weep I still to have
- 52:47Speaker 2: lost thee also in myself? Am I then become so old?
- 52:51Speaker 2: Oh melancholy reason, Oh, but for one pulsation of that time,
- 52:56Speaker 2: one moment of that illusion. But no alone on the
- 52:59Speaker 2: high waist sea of thy bitter flood, and long out
- 53:02Speaker 2: of the last cup of wine, the elfin has vanished.
- 53:06Speaker 2: I had sent forward Bendel with some purses of gold
- 53:08Speaker 2: to procure for me a dwelling adapted to my needs.
- 53:12Speaker 2: He had then scattered about much money and expressed himself
- 53:15Speaker 2: somewhat indefinitely, respecting the distinguished stranger whom he served for
- 53:20Speaker 2: I would not be named, and that filled the good
- 53:22Speaker 2: people with extraordinary fancies. As soon as my house was ready,
- 53:27Speaker 2: Bendal returned to conduct me thither. We set out about
- 53:32Speaker 2: three miles from the place, on a sunny plain. Our
- 53:35Speaker 2: progress was obstructed by a gay festal throng, the carriage stopped. Music,
- 53:40Speaker 2: sound of bells discharge of cannon were heard aloud vivat
- 53:44Speaker 2: rent the air. Before the door of the carriage appeared,
- 53:47Speaker 2: clad and white, a troof of damsels of extraordinary beauty,
- 53:51Speaker 2: but who were eclipsed by one in particular, as the
- 53:54Speaker 2: stars of night by the sun. She stepped forth from
- 53:57Speaker 2: the midst of her sisters. The tall and della delicate
- 54:00Speaker 2: figure kneeled blushing before me, and presented to me on
- 54:03Speaker 2: a silken cushion a garland woven of laurel, olive branches
- 54:07Speaker 2: and roses. While she uttered some words about majesty, veneration,
- 54:12Speaker 2: and love, which I did not understand, but whose bewitching
- 54:15Speaker 2: silver tone intoxicated my ears and heart. It seemed as
- 54:20Speaker 2: if the heavenly apparition had some time already passed before me.
- 54:24Speaker 2: The chorus struck in and sung the praises of a
- 54:26Speaker 2: good king and the happiness of his people. And this scene,
- 54:30Speaker 2: my dear friend, in the face of the sun. She
- 54:33Speaker 2: kneeled still only two paces from me, and I without
- 54:36Speaker 2: a shadow, could not spring over the gulf, could not
- 54:39Speaker 2: also fall on the knee before the angel. Oh, what
- 54:42Speaker 2: would I then have given for a shadow. I was
- 54:46Speaker 2: compelled to hide my shame, my anguish, my despair, deep
- 54:49Speaker 2: in the bottom of my carriage. At length, bendel recollected
- 54:53Speaker 2: himself on my behalf. He leaped out of the carriage
- 54:56Speaker 2: on the other side. I called him back and gave
- 54:59Speaker 2: him out my jewel cas which lay at hand, a
- 55:01Speaker 2: splendid diamond crown, which had been made to adorn the
- 55:05Speaker 2: brows of the lovely fanny. He stepped forward and spoke
- 55:08Speaker 2: in the name of his master, who could not and
- 55:11Speaker 2: would not receive such tokens of homage. There must be
- 55:14Speaker 2: some mistake, and the good people of the city were
- 55:17Speaker 2: thanked for their good will. As he said this, he
- 55:20Speaker 2: took up the proffered wreath and laid the brilliant coronet
- 55:22Speaker 2: in his place. He then extended respectfully his hand to
- 55:26Speaker 2: the lovely maiden that she might arise, and dismissed with
- 55:30Speaker 2: a sign clergy, magistrates, and all the deputations. No one
- 55:34Speaker 2: else was allowed to approach. He ordered the throng to
- 55:37Speaker 2: divide and make way for the horses. Sprang again into
- 55:41Speaker 2: the carriage, and on we went, at full gallop through
- 55:43Speaker 2: a festive archery of foliage and flowers towards the city.
- 55:48Speaker 2: The dischargers of cannon continued. The carriage stopped before my house.
- 55:52Speaker 2: I sprang hastily in at the door, dividing the crowd
- 55:55Speaker 2: which the desire to see me had collected. The mob
- 55:59Speaker 2: huraud on under my window, and I let double ducats
- 56:02Speaker 2: rain out of it. In the evening, the city was
- 56:04Speaker 2: voluntarily illuminated. And yet I did not know at all
- 56:09Speaker 2: what all this could mean, and who I was supposed
- 56:11Speaker 2: to be. I sent out Rascal to make inquiry. He
- 56:15Speaker 2: brought word to this effect that the people had received
- 56:18Speaker 2: certain intelligence that the good King of Prussia traveled through
- 56:21Speaker 2: the country under the name of a graph, that my
- 56:24Speaker 2: adjuntant had been recognized. And finally, how great the joy
- 56:28Speaker 2: was as they became certain that they really had me
- 56:31Speaker 2: in the place. They now saw clearly that I evidently
- 56:35Speaker 2: desired to maintain the strictest incognito. And how very wrong
- 56:38Speaker 2: it had been to attempt so importantly to lift the veil.
- 56:43Speaker 2: But I'd resented it so graciously, so kindly I should
- 56:46Speaker 2: certainly pardon their good heartedness. The thing appeared so amusing
- 56:50Speaker 2: to the rogue that he did his best by reproving words,
- 56:54Speaker 2: the more to strengthen the good folk in their belief.
- 56:57Speaker 2: He made a very comical recital of all this, and
- 57:00Speaker 2: as he found that it diverted me, he made a
- 57:02Speaker 2: joke to me of his own additional wickedness. Shall I
- 57:06Speaker 2: confess it? It flattered me even by such means to
- 57:09Speaker 2: be taken for that honored head. I commanded a feast
- 57:13Speaker 2: to be prepared for the evening of the next day,
- 57:16Speaker 2: beneath the trees which overshadowed the open space before my house,
- 57:20Speaker 2: and the whole city to be invited to it. The
- 57:22Speaker 2: mysterious power of my purse, the exertions of Bendel, and
- 57:26Speaker 2: the active invention of Rascal, succeeded in triumphing over time itself.
- 57:31Speaker 2: It is really astonishing how richly and beautifully everything was
- 57:35Speaker 2: arranged in those few hours. The splendor and abundance which
- 57:38Speaker 2: exhibited themselves, and the ingenious lighting up so admirably contrived
- 57:43Speaker 2: that I felt myself quite secure, left me nothing to desire.
- 57:47Speaker 2: I could not but praise my servants. The evening grew dark,
- 57:52Speaker 2: the guests appeared and were presented to me. Nothing more
- 57:56Speaker 2: was said about majesty. I was styled with deep reverence
- 57:59Speaker 2: and opening, since her grof what was to be done?
- 58:03Speaker 2: I allowed the her grofs please, and remained from that
- 58:06Speaker 2: hour the Graf Peter, in the midst of festive multitudes,
- 58:10Speaker 2: my soul yearned alone. After one she entered late. She
- 58:14Speaker 2: was and wore the crown. She followed modestly her parents,
- 58:18Speaker 2: and seemed not to know that she was the loveliest
- 58:21Speaker 2: of all. They were presented to me as mister Forrest's master,
- 58:25Speaker 2: his lady, and their daughter. I found many agreeable and
- 58:29Speaker 2: obliging things to say to the old people. Before the daughter,
- 58:32Speaker 2: I stood like a rebuked boy and could not bring
- 58:35Speaker 2: out one word. I begged her at length, with a
- 58:38Speaker 2: faltering tone, to honor this feast by assuming the office
- 58:41Speaker 2: whose insignia she graced. She entreated, with blushes and a
- 58:45Speaker 2: moving look to be excused, but blushing still more than herself.
- 58:49Speaker 2: In her presence, I paid her as her first subject
- 58:52Speaker 2: my homage with a most profound respect, and the hints
- 58:56Speaker 2: of the Graf became to all the guests a command
- 58:59Speaker 2: which every one, with emulous joy hastened to obey. Majesty, innocence,
- 59:04Speaker 2: and grace presided in alliance with beauty over a rapturous feast.
- 59:08Speaker 2: Mina's happy parents believe their child only thus exalted in
- 59:12Speaker 2: honor of them. I myself was an indescribable intoxication. I
- 59:17Speaker 2: caused all the jewels which yet remained of those which
- 59:19Speaker 2: I had formerly purchased, in order to get rid of
- 59:22Speaker 2: burdensome gold, all the pearls, all the precious stones to
- 59:26Speaker 2: be laid in two covered dishes and at the table
- 59:29Speaker 2: in the name of the Queen, to be distributed round
- 59:32Speaker 2: to her companions and to all the ladies. Gold in
- 59:35Speaker 2: the meantime was incessantly strewn over the enclosing lists among
- 59:39Speaker 2: the exulting people. Bendel the next morning revealed to me
- 59:44Speaker 2: in confidence that the suspicion which he had long entertained
- 59:47Speaker 2: of Rascal's honesty was now become certainty that he had
- 59:51Speaker 2: yesterday embezzled whole purses of gold. Let us permit, replied I,
- 59:56Speaker 2: the poor scoundrel to enjoy the petty plunder I spend
- 59:59Speaker 2: willingly on everybody, Why not on him? Yesterday? He and
- 1:00:03Speaker 2: all the fresh people you have brought me served me honestly.
- 1:00:07Speaker 2: They helped me joyfully to celebrate a joyful feast. There
- 1:00:10Speaker 2: was no further mention of it. Rascal remained the first
- 1:00:13Speaker 2: of my servants, but Bendel was my friend and my
- 1:00:16Speaker 2: confide in. The latter was accustomed to regard my wealth
- 1:00:19Speaker 2: as inexhaustible, and he pried not after its sources, entering
- 1:00:23Speaker 2: into my humor. He assisted me rather to discover opportunities
- 1:00:27Speaker 2: to exercise it, and to spend my gold of that
- 1:00:31Speaker 2: unknown one, that pale snake. He knew only this, that
- 1:00:35Speaker 2: I could alone, through him, be absolved from the curse
- 1:00:38Speaker 2: which waited on me, and that I feared him, on
- 1:00:41Speaker 2: whom my sole hope reposed that for the rest I
- 1:00:44Speaker 2: was convinced that he could discover me anywhere I him nowhere,
- 1:00:49Speaker 2: and that, therefore, awaiting the promised day, I abandoned every
- 1:00:53Speaker 2: vrain inquiry. The magnificence of my feast and my behavior
- 1:00:56Speaker 2: at it held at first the credulous inhabitants of the
- 1:00:59Speaker 2: city firmly to their preconceived opinion. True, it was soon
- 1:01:03Speaker 2: stated in the newspapers that the whole story of the
- 1:01:06Speaker 2: journey of the King of Prussia had been a mere
- 1:01:08Speaker 2: groundless rumor. But a king I now was, and must
- 1:01:12Speaker 2: in spite of everything, a king remain and truly one
- 1:01:15Speaker 2: of the most rich and royal who had ever existed.
- 1:01:18Speaker 2: Only people did not rightly know what king. The world
- 1:01:22Speaker 2: had never had reason to complain of the scarcity of monarchs,
- 1:01:25Speaker 2: at least in our time. The good people, who had
- 1:01:28Speaker 2: never seen any of them, hissed with equal correctness, first
- 1:01:32Speaker 2: on one and then on another. Gruff Peter still remained
- 1:01:35Speaker 2: who he was. At one time appeared amongst the guests
- 1:01:39Speaker 2: at a bath, a tradesman who had made himself bankrupt
- 1:01:41Speaker 2: in order to enrich himself, and who enjoyed universal esteem
- 1:01:46Speaker 2: and had a broad, though somewhat pale shadow. The property
- 1:01:50Speaker 2: which he had scraped together he resolved to lay out
- 1:01:52Speaker 2: in ostentation, and it even occurred to him to enter
- 1:01:55Speaker 2: into rivalry with me. I had recourse to my purse,
- 1:01:59Speaker 2: and seen brought the poor fellow to such a pass that,
- 1:02:02Speaker 2: in order to save his credit, he was obliged to
- 1:02:04Speaker 2: become bankrupt a second time and hasten over the frontier.
- 1:02:08Speaker 2: Thus I got rid of him. In this neighborhood, I
- 1:02:11Speaker 2: made many idlers and good for nothing fellows. With all
- 1:02:15Speaker 2: the royal splendor and expenditure by which I may all
- 1:02:18Speaker 2: succumb to me. I still in my own house, lived
- 1:02:21Speaker 2: very simply and retired. I had established the strictest circumspection.
- 1:02:26Speaker 2: As a rule, no one except Bendel, under any pretense whatever,
- 1:02:31Speaker 2: was allowed to enter the rooms which I inhabited. So
- 1:02:34Speaker 2: long as the sun shone, I kept myself shut up there.
- 1:02:37Speaker 2: And it was said the grap is employed in his cabinet.
- 1:02:41Speaker 2: With this employment, numerous couriers stood in connection whom I
- 1:02:44Speaker 2: for every trifle sent out and received, I received company
- 1:02:49Speaker 2: only under my trees or in my hall, arranged and
- 1:02:52Speaker 2: lighted according to Bendel's plan. When I went out, on
- 1:02:55Speaker 2: which occasions it was necessary that I should be constantly
- 1:02:58Speaker 2: watched by the artists of Bendel, It was only to
- 1:03:01Speaker 2: the forester's garden for the sake of one alone. For
- 1:03:05Speaker 2: my love was the innermost heart of my life. Oh,
- 1:03:09Speaker 2: my good cham So I will hope that thou hast
- 1:03:12Speaker 2: not yet forgotten what love is. Mina was really an amiable, kind,
- 1:03:16Speaker 2: good child. I had taken her whole imagination captive. She
- 1:03:21Speaker 2: could not, in her humility, conceive how she could be
- 1:03:24Speaker 2: worthy that I should have fixed my regard on her alone.
- 1:03:27Speaker 2: As she returned my love with all the youthful power
- 1:03:30Speaker 2: of an innocent's heart. She loved like a woman, offering
- 1:03:34Speaker 2: herself wholly up self forgetting, living, holly, and solely for
- 1:03:38Speaker 2: him who was her life. But I, oh, what terrible hours,
- 1:03:42Speaker 2: terrible and yet worthy that I should wish them back again?
- 1:03:46Speaker 2: Have I often wept on Bendle's bosom, when after the
- 1:03:49Speaker 2: first unconscious intoxication I recollected myself, looked sharply into myself,
- 1:03:55Speaker 2: I without a shadow, with knavish selfishness, destroying this angel,
- 1:03:59Speaker 2: this pure soul. Then I did resolve to reveal myself
- 1:04:03Speaker 2: to her. Then did I swear to tear myself from
- 1:04:05Speaker 2: her and to fly. Then did I burst out into
- 1:04:09Speaker 2: tears and concert with Bendel how in the evening I
- 1:04:11Speaker 2: should visit her in the forester's garden. At other times
- 1:04:15Speaker 2: I flattered myself with great expectations from the rapidly approaching
- 1:04:19Speaker 2: visit from the gray Man. I wept again when I had,
- 1:04:22Speaker 2: in vain tried to believe in it. I had calculated
- 1:04:25Speaker 2: the day on which I expected again to see the
- 1:04:28Speaker 2: fearful One, For he had said in a year and
- 1:04:31Speaker 2: a day, and I believed his word. The parents, good,
- 1:04:35Speaker 2: honorable old people who loved their only child extremely were
- 1:04:39Speaker 2: amazed and knew not what to do. Earlier, they could
- 1:04:42Speaker 2: not have believed that the groff Peter could think only
- 1:04:45Speaker 2: of their child. But now he really loved her and
- 1:04:48Speaker 2: was beloved again. The mother was probably vain enough to
- 1:04:52Speaker 2: believe in the probability of a marriage and to seek
- 1:04:55Speaker 2: for it. The sound masculine understanding of the father did
- 1:04:59Speaker 2: not give way to such overstretched imaginations. Both were persuaded
- 1:05:03Speaker 2: of the purity of my love. They could do nothing
- 1:05:06Speaker 2: more than pray for their child. I have laid my
- 1:05:09Speaker 2: hand on a lighter Fromina of this state, which I
- 1:05:11Speaker 2: still retain. Yes, this is her own writing. I transcribe
- 1:05:15Speaker 2: it for thee thou canst imagine how the words must
- 1:05:19Speaker 2: cut through my heart. I explained to her that I
- 1:05:22Speaker 2: was not what people believed me, that I was only
- 1:05:25Speaker 2: a rich but infinitely miserable man, That a curse rested
- 1:05:29Speaker 2: on me, which must be the only secret between us,
- 1:05:32Speaker 2: since I was not yet without hope, that it should
- 1:05:34Speaker 2: be loosed, that this was the poison of my days,
- 1:05:38Speaker 2: that I might drag her down with me into the gulf.
- 1:05:41Speaker 2: She who was the sole light, the sole happiness, the
- 1:05:44Speaker 2: sole heart of my life. Then wept she again because
- 1:05:47Speaker 2: I was unhappy. Ah, she was so loving, so kind
- 1:05:51Speaker 2: to spare me. But once here she and with what transport,
- 1:05:55Speaker 2: would have sacrificed herself without reserve. In the meantime, she
- 1:05:59Speaker 2: was far from rightly comprehending my words. She conceived in
- 1:06:02Speaker 2: me some prince on whom had fallen a heavy band,
- 1:06:06Speaker 2: some high and honored head, and her imagination, amidst heroic pictures,
- 1:06:10Speaker 2: limmed forth her lover gloriously. Once I said to her, Mina,
- 1:06:15Speaker 2: the last day in the next month may change my
- 1:06:17Speaker 2: fate and decide it. If not, I must die, or
- 1:06:21Speaker 2: I will not make thee unhappy. Weeping, she hid her
- 1:06:24Speaker 2: head in my bosom. If thy fortune changes, let me
- 1:06:28Speaker 2: know that thou art happy. I have no claim on
- 1:06:30Speaker 2: thee art thou wretched by me to thy wretchedness, and
- 1:06:34Speaker 2: I may help thee to bear it. Maiden, Maiden, take
- 1:06:38Speaker 2: it back that word, that foolish word which escaped thy lips.
- 1:06:41Speaker 2: And knowest thou this wretchedness, knowest thou this curse, knowest
- 1:06:46Speaker 2: who thy love? What he seest thou not that I
- 1:06:49Speaker 2: convulsively shrink together and have a secret from thee. She
- 1:06:53Speaker 2: fell sobbing to my feet, and repeated with tears her entreaty.
- 1:06:57Speaker 2: I announce to the forest master, who entered, that it
- 1:07:00Speaker 2: was my intention, on the first approaching of the month,
- 1:07:03Speaker 2: to solicit the hand of his daughter. I fixed precisely
- 1:07:06Speaker 2: this time, because in the interim many things might occur
- 1:07:09Speaker 2: which might influence my fortunes. That I was unchangeable in
- 1:07:13Speaker 2: my love to his daughter. The good man was quite
- 1:07:16Speaker 2: startled as he heard such words out of the mouth
- 1:07:18Speaker 2: of Gruffpeter. He fell on my neck and again became
- 1:07:22Speaker 2: quite ashamed to have thus forgotten himself. Then he began
- 1:07:26Speaker 2: to doubt, to weigh, and to inquire. He spoke of dowry,
- 1:07:30Speaker 2: security and the fortune for his beloved child. I thanked
- 1:07:34Speaker 2: him for reminding me of these things. I told him
- 1:07:37Speaker 2: that I desired to settle myself in this country where
- 1:07:40Speaker 2: I seemed to be beloved, and to lead a care
- 1:07:43Speaker 2: free life. I begged him to purchase the finest estate
- 1:07:46Speaker 2: that his daughter had to offer in the name of
- 1:07:48Speaker 2: his daughter, and to charge the cost to me. A
- 1:07:52Speaker 2: father could in such matter best serve a lover. It
- 1:07:55Speaker 2: gave him enough to do for everywhere a stranger was
- 1:07:58Speaker 2: before him, and he could only purchased for about a
- 1:08:01Speaker 2: million my Thus employing him was at the bottom an
- 1:08:05Speaker 2: instant scheme to remove him to a distance. And I
- 1:08:08Speaker 2: had employed him similarly before, for I must confess that
- 1:08:12Speaker 2: he was rather wearisome. The good Mother was, on the contrary,
- 1:08:16Speaker 2: somewhat deaf and not like him. Jealous of the honor
- 1:08:20Speaker 2: of entertaining the groff, the Mother joined us. The happy
- 1:08:24Speaker 2: people pressed me to stay longer with them. That evening,
- 1:08:27Speaker 2: I dared not remain another minute. I saw already the
- 1:08:31Speaker 2: rising moon glimmer on the horizon. My time was up.
- 1:08:34Speaker 2: The next evening I went again to the forester's garden.
- 1:08:38Speaker 2: I had thrown my cloak over my shoulders and pulled
- 1:08:40Speaker 2: my hat over my eyes. I advanced to Mina. As
- 1:08:44Speaker 2: she looked up and beheld me, she gave an involuntary start,
- 1:08:48Speaker 2: and there stood again, clear before my soul, the apparition
- 1:08:51Speaker 2: of that terrible night when I showed myself in the
- 1:08:53Speaker 2: moonlight without a shadow, It was actually she, But had
- 1:08:57Speaker 2: she also recognized me? She was silent and thoughtful. On
- 1:09:01Speaker 2: my bosom lay a hundred weight pressure. I arose from
- 1:09:04Speaker 2: my seat. She threw herself silently weeping on my bosom
- 1:09:08Speaker 2: I went. I now found her often in tears. It
- 1:09:12Speaker 2: grew darker and darker in my soul. The parents meanwhile
- 1:09:15Speaker 2: swam in supreme felicity. The eventful day passed on, sad
- 1:09:19Speaker 2: and sullen as a thundercloud. The eve of the day
- 1:09:23Speaker 2: was come. I could scarcely breathe. I had, in precaution,
- 1:09:26Speaker 2: filled several chests with gold. I watched the midnight hour approach.
- 1:09:31Speaker 2: It struck. I now sat my eye faced on the
- 1:09:34Speaker 2: fingers of the clock, counting the minutes, the seconds, like
- 1:09:37Speaker 2: dagger strokes at every noise which arose. I started. The
- 1:09:42Speaker 2: day broke, the leaden hours crowded upon each other. It
- 1:09:46Speaker 2: was noon, evening night. As the clock fingers sped on,
- 1:09:50Speaker 2: hope withered. It struck eleven, and nothing appeared. The last
- 1:09:55Speaker 2: minutes of the last hour fell, and nothing appeared. It
- 1:09:58Speaker 2: struck the first stroke, the last stroke of the twelve hour,
- 1:10:02Speaker 2: and I sank, hopeless and in boundless years upon my bed.
- 1:10:06Speaker 2: The morrow I should forever shadowless, solicit the hand of
- 1:10:09Speaker 2: my beloved. Towards morning, an anxiously pressed down my eyelids.
- 1:10:16Speaker 2: End of Chapter four recording by Ashley m.
- 1:10:26Speaker 3: The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemil, The Man Who Lost
- 1:10:30Speaker 3: to Shadow. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings
- 1:10:35Speaker 3: are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer,
- 1:10:40Speaker 3: please visit LibriVox dot org. Recording by Meghan Lamb. The
- 1:10:46Speaker 3: Wonderful History of Peter Schlemil, The Man Who Lost his
- 1:10:49Speaker 3: Shadow by A. Delbert von Chamisso translated by Frederick Henry Hedge,
- 1:10:56Speaker 3: Chapter five footnote. This chapter, with the three succeeding ones,
- 1:11:01Speaker 3: is occupied in working out in a strikingly original way,
- 1:11:05Speaker 3: the mythical doctrine so common in the folklore of the
- 1:11:08Speaker 3: Middle Age, of the sale of the soul to the
- 1:11:11Speaker 3: devil in return for riches and pleasure. It is a
- 1:11:14Speaker 3: new variation of the faust legend. The mysterious man in
- 1:11:19Speaker 3: the gray coat is a companion character to the Mephistopheles
- 1:11:23Speaker 3: of Gerte, and the victim, after the disastrous failure of
- 1:11:27Speaker 3: his experiment and his desperate repudiation of the compact, becomes
- 1:11:31Speaker 3: a powerfully reminiscent fantasia of the Wandering Jew. The shadow
- 1:11:36Speaker 3: of Schlemil is the symbol of his immortal soul. According
- 1:11:39Speaker 3: to the immemorial beliefs of the early world, as evidenced
- 1:11:43Speaker 3: in language by the Adolin of the Greeks and the
- 1:11:46Speaker 3: Umra of the Romans, and the synonyms shade and ghost
- 1:11:49Speaker 3: in English. In his development of the story, Channiso treats
- 1:11:54Speaker 3: these notions with an exquisite combination of wit and humor,
- 1:11:58Speaker 3: dialectic skill, and literary felicity, which the reader will do
- 1:12:02Speaker 3: well to study carefully. And a footnote. It was still
- 1:12:08Speaker 3: early morning when voices which were raised in my antechamber
- 1:12:11Speaker 3: in violent dispute, awoke me. I listened Bendel forbade entrance.
- 1:12:17Speaker 3: Rascal swore high and hotly that he would receive no
- 1:12:20Speaker 3: commands from his fellow, and insisted in forcing his way
- 1:12:23Speaker 3: into my room. The good Bendel warned him that such
- 1:12:27Speaker 3: words came they to my ear, would turn him out
- 1:12:30Speaker 3: of his most advantageous service. Rascal threatened to lay hands
- 1:12:35Speaker 3: on him if he any longer obstructed his entrance. I
- 1:12:39Speaker 3: had half dressed myself. I flung the door wrathfully open
- 1:12:43Speaker 3: and advanced to Rascal, What wantest thou villain? He stepped
- 1:12:47Speaker 3: two strides backwards and replied, quite coolly, to request you
- 1:12:51Speaker 3: most humbly her graph, just to allow me to see
- 1:12:54Speaker 3: your shadow. The sun shines at this moment so beautifully.
- 1:12:58Speaker 3: In the court was struck as if with thunder. It
- 1:13:02Speaker 3: was some time before I could recover my speech. How
- 1:13:05Speaker 3: can a servant towards his master? He interrupted, very calmly
- 1:13:08Speaker 3: my speech. A servant may be a very honorable man
- 1:13:12Speaker 3: and not be willing to serve a shadowless master. I
- 1:13:16Speaker 3: demand my discharge. It was necessary to try other cords.
- 1:13:21Speaker 3: But honest, dear rascal, who has put the unlucky idea
- 1:13:25Speaker 3: into your head? How canst thou believe? He proceeded in
- 1:13:28Speaker 3: the same tone. People will assert that you have no shadow,
- 1:13:32Speaker 3: And in short, you show me your shadow or give
- 1:13:35Speaker 3: my discharge. Bendel, pale and trembling, but more discreet than I,
- 1:13:41Speaker 3: gave me a sign. I sought refuge in the all
- 1:13:44Speaker 3: silencing gold, and that had lost its power. He threw
- 1:13:47Speaker 3: it at my feet from a shadowless man. I accept nothing.
- 1:13:52Speaker 3: He turned his back upon me and went most deliberately
- 1:13:55Speaker 3: out of the room, with his hat upon his head
- 1:13:58Speaker 3: and whistling a tune. I stood there with Bendel as
- 1:14:02Speaker 3: one turned to stone, thoughtless, motionless, gazing after him heavily sighing,
- 1:14:09Speaker 3: and with death in my heart, I prepared myself to
- 1:14:12Speaker 3: redeem my promise, and, like a criminal before his judge,
- 1:14:15Speaker 3: to appear in the forest Master's garden. I lighted in
- 1:14:19Speaker 3: the dark arbor, which was named after me, and where
- 1:14:22Speaker 3: they would be sure also at this time to await me.
- 1:14:26Speaker 3: The mother met me carefree and joyous. Mina sat there,
- 1:14:31Speaker 3: pale and lovely as the first snow, which often in
- 1:14:34Speaker 3: the autumn, kisses the last flowers and then instantly dissolves
- 1:14:37Speaker 3: into bitter water. The forest Master went agitatedly to and
- 1:14:42Speaker 3: fro a written paper in his hand, and appeared to
- 1:14:45Speaker 3: force down many things in himself, which painted themselves with
- 1:14:49Speaker 3: rapidly alternating flushes and paleness on his otherwise immovable countenance.
- 1:14:56Speaker 3: He came up to me as I entered, and with
- 1:14:58Speaker 3: frequently choked words, begged to speak with me alone. The
- 1:15:02Speaker 3: path in which he invited me to follow him conducted
- 1:15:05Speaker 3: towards an open, sunny part of the garden. I sank
- 1:15:09Speaker 3: speechless on a seat, and then followed a long silence
- 1:15:13Speaker 3: which even the good mother dared not interrupt. The force
- 1:15:18Speaker 3: master raged continually with unequal steps to and fro in
- 1:15:22Speaker 3: the arbor, and suddenly, halting before me, glanced on the
- 1:15:26Speaker 3: paper which he held, and demanded of me with a
- 1:15:28Speaker 3: searching look, may not hergraf, a certain Peter Schlemil be
- 1:15:33Speaker 3: not quite unknown to you? I was silent, a man
- 1:15:38Speaker 3: of superior character and singular attainments. He paused for an answer,
- 1:15:44Speaker 3: and suppose I were the same man who added, he
- 1:15:48Speaker 3: vehemently has by some means lost his shadow. Oh, my foreboding,
- 1:15:55Speaker 3: My foreboding, exclaimed Mina. Yes, I have long known it.
- 1:15:59Speaker 3: He has no shadow. And she flung herself into the
- 1:16:03Speaker 3: arms of her mother, who terrified clasped her convulsively, and
- 1:16:08Speaker 3: upbraided her that to her own hurt, she had kept
- 1:16:11Speaker 3: herself to such a secret. But she, like Arethusa, was
- 1:16:16Speaker 3: changed into a fountain of tears, which, at the sound
- 1:16:19Speaker 3: of my voice flowed still more copiously, and at my approach,
- 1:16:24Speaker 3: burst forth in torrents. And you again grimly began the
- 1:16:29Speaker 3: forest master. And you, with unparalleled impudence, have made no
- 1:16:34Speaker 3: scruple to deceive these and myself. And you give out
- 1:16:38Speaker 3: that you love her whom you have so deeply humbled.
- 1:16:41Speaker 3: See there, how she weeps and rides, Oh horrible, horrible.
- 1:16:47Speaker 3: I had to such a degree lost all reflection that,
- 1:16:50Speaker 3: talking like one crazed, I began, And after all, a
- 1:16:55Speaker 3: shadow is nothing but a shadow. One can do very
- 1:16:58Speaker 3: well without that, and it is not worth while to
- 1:17:02Speaker 3: make such a riot about it. But I felt so
- 1:17:05Speaker 3: sharply the baselessness of what I was saying, that I
- 1:17:08Speaker 3: stopped of myself without his daining me an answer. And
- 1:17:12Speaker 3: I then added, what one has lost at one time
- 1:17:15Speaker 3: may be found again at another. He rushed fiercely towards me.
- 1:17:20Speaker 3: Confess to me, sir, confess to me, how became you
- 1:17:24Speaker 3: deprived of your shadow? I was compelled again to lie.
- 1:17:28Speaker 3: A rude fellow one day trod so heavily on my
- 1:17:31Speaker 3: shadow that he rent a great hole in it. I
- 1:17:34Speaker 3: have only sent it to be mended, for money can
- 1:17:37Speaker 3: do much, and I was to have received it back yesterday. Good, sir,
- 1:17:42Speaker 3: very good, replied the forest master. You so lessen my
- 1:17:46Speaker 3: daughter's hand. Others do the same. I have as her
- 1:17:50Speaker 3: father to care for her. I give you three days
- 1:17:54Speaker 3: in which you may see after a shadow. If you
- 1:17:57Speaker 3: appear before me within these three days with a good,
- 1:18:00Speaker 3: well fitting shadow, you shall be welcome to me. But
- 1:18:04Speaker 3: on the fourth day, I tell you plainly, my daughter
- 1:18:07Speaker 3: is the wife of another. I would yet attempt to
- 1:18:11Speaker 3: speak a word to Mina, but she clung sobbing violently,
- 1:18:14Speaker 3: only closer to her mother's breast, who motioned me to
- 1:18:17Speaker 3: be silent and to withdraw. I reeled away, and the
- 1:18:21Speaker 3: world seemed to close itself behind me. Escaped from Bendel's
- 1:18:26Speaker 3: affectionate oversight, I traversed in air and coarse woods and fields.
- 1:18:31Speaker 3: The perspiration of my agony dripped from my brow. A
- 1:18:35Speaker 3: hollow groaning convulsed my bosom. Madness raged within me. I
- 1:18:41Speaker 3: know not how long this had continued. When on a
- 1:18:44Speaker 3: sunny heath, I felt myself plucked by the sleeve. I
- 1:18:48Speaker 3: stood still and looked round. It was the man in
- 1:18:51Speaker 3: the gray coat, who seemed to have run himself quite
- 1:18:55Speaker 3: out of breath in pursuit of me. He immediately began.
- 1:18:59Speaker 3: I had announced myself for today, but you cannot wait
- 1:19:02Speaker 3: the time. There is nothing amiss, however, yet you consider
- 1:19:08Speaker 3: the matter, receive your shadow again in exchange, which is
- 1:19:12Speaker 3: at your service, and turn immediately back. You shall be
- 1:19:16Speaker 3: welcome in the forest master's garden. The whole has been
- 1:19:19Speaker 3: only a joke, rascal, who has betrayed you, and who
- 1:19:23Speaker 3: seeks the hand of your bride, I will take charge
- 1:19:26Speaker 3: of the fellow is Ripe. I stood there, as still asleep,
- 1:19:31Speaker 3: announced for to day. I counted over again the time
- 1:19:35Speaker 3: he was right. I had constantly miscalculated a day. I
- 1:19:40Speaker 3: saw it with the right hand in my bosom for
- 1:19:42Speaker 3: my purse. He guessed my meeting and stepped two paces backwards. No,
- 1:19:47Speaker 3: her Graf, that is in two good hands, keep you that.
- 1:19:52Speaker 3: I stared at him with eyes of inquiring wonder, and
- 1:19:55Speaker 3: he proceeded. I request only a trifle as memento. You
- 1:20:01Speaker 3: be so good as to set your name to this paper.
- 1:20:04Speaker 3: On the parchment stood the words, by virtue of this signature,
- 1:20:09Speaker 3: I make over my soul to the holder of this
- 1:20:12Speaker 3: after its natural separation from the body. I gazed with
- 1:20:18Speaker 3: speechless amazement, alternately at the writing and the gray unknown. Meanwhile,
- 1:20:23Speaker 3: with the new made pen, he had taken up a
- 1:20:26Speaker 3: drop of blood which flowed from a fresh thorn scratch
- 1:20:29Speaker 3: on my hand, and presented it to me. Who are you? Then?
- 1:20:34Speaker 3: At length I asked him what signifies it? He replied,
- 1:20:39Speaker 3: and is not that plain enough to be seen in me?
- 1:20:42Speaker 3: A poor devil, a sort of learned man and doctor, who,
- 1:20:46Speaker 3: in return for precious arts, receives from his friend's poor thanks,
- 1:20:50Speaker 3: and for himself has no other amusement on earth but
- 1:20:54Speaker 3: to make his little experiments. But however, sign to the
- 1:20:59Speaker 3: right there, Peter Schlemil. I shook my head and said,
- 1:21:05Speaker 3: pardon me, sir, I do not sign that. Not, he replied,
- 1:21:09Speaker 3: in a maze. And why not? It seems to me
- 1:21:13Speaker 3: a certain degree serious to stake my soul on a shadow.
- 1:21:18Speaker 3: So so he repeated, he serious, And he laughed almost
- 1:21:23Speaker 3: in my face. And if I might venture to ask,
- 1:21:27Speaker 3: what sort of a thing is that soul of yours?
- 1:21:30Speaker 3: Have you seen it? And what do you think of
- 1:21:32Speaker 3: doing with it? When you are dead? Be glad that
- 1:21:36Speaker 3: you have found an amateur who, in your lifetime is
- 1:21:39Speaker 3: willing to pay you for the bequest of this act
- 1:21:42Speaker 3: of his galvanic power or polarized activity, or whatever this
- 1:21:47Speaker 3: silly thing may be, with something actual, that is to say,
- 1:21:51Speaker 3: with your real shadow, through which you may arrive at
- 1:21:55Speaker 3: the hand of your beloved and at the accomplishments of
- 1:21:58Speaker 3: all your desires. Will you rather push forth and deliver
- 1:22:02Speaker 3: up that poor young creature to that low bred scoundrel rascal. No,
- 1:22:09Speaker 3: you must witness that with your own eyes. Here I
- 1:22:13Speaker 3: lend you the tarn cap, the cap of invisibility. He
- 1:22:17Speaker 3: drew it from his pocket, and we will proceed unseen
- 1:22:20Speaker 3: to the forester's garden. I must confess that I was
- 1:22:25Speaker 3: excessively ashamed of being ridiculed by this man. I detested
- 1:22:30Speaker 3: him from the bottom of my heart, and I believe
- 1:22:33Speaker 3: that this personal antipathy withheld me more than principal or
- 1:22:38Speaker 3: prejudice from purchasing my shadow, essential as it was by
- 1:22:42Speaker 3: the required signature. The thought also was intolerable of me
- 1:22:48Speaker 3: making the excursion which he proposed in his company. To
- 1:22:52Speaker 3: see this abhorred sneak, this mocking cobbold step between me
- 1:22:57Speaker 3: and my beloved, too torn and bleeding hearts revolted my
- 1:23:01Speaker 3: innermost feeling. I regarded what was past as predestined and
- 1:23:07Speaker 3: my wretchedness as unchangeable. And turning to this man, I
- 1:23:11Speaker 3: said to him, Sir, I have sold you my shadow
- 1:23:15Speaker 3: for this in itself most excellent purse, and I have
- 1:23:18Speaker 3: sufficiently repented of it. Let the bargain be at an
- 1:23:23Speaker 3: end in God's name. He shook his head and made
- 1:23:27Speaker 3: a very gloomy face. I continued, I will then sell
- 1:23:31Speaker 3: you nothing further of mine, even for this offered price
- 1:23:35Speaker 3: of my shadow, and therefore I shall sign nothing from this.
- 1:23:40Speaker 3: You may understand that the cap wearing to which you
- 1:23:43Speaker 3: invite me must be much more amusing for you than
- 1:23:47Speaker 3: for me. Excuse me therefore, and as it cannot be otherwise,
- 1:23:52Speaker 3: let us part. It grieves me, Herschamel, that you would
- 1:23:58Speaker 3: obstinately decline the business which I propose to you. Perhaps
- 1:24:02Speaker 3: another time I may be more fortunate till our speedy
- 1:24:06Speaker 3: meeting again, Apropos, permit me yet to show you that
- 1:24:11Speaker 3: the things which I purchase I by no means suffer
- 1:24:14Speaker 3: to grow moldy, but honorably preserve, and that they are
- 1:24:18Speaker 3: well used by me. With that, he drew my shadow
- 1:24:22Speaker 3: out of his pocket, and, with a dexterous throw, unfolding
- 1:24:26Speaker 3: it on the heath, spread it out on the sunny
- 1:24:28Speaker 3: side of his feet, so that he walked between two
- 1:24:32Speaker 3: attendant shadows, his own and mine. For mine must equally
- 1:24:37Speaker 3: obey him and accommodate itself too, and follow all his movements.
- 1:24:42Speaker 3: When I once saw my poor shadow again, after so
- 1:24:46Speaker 3: long an absence and beheld it degraded to so vile
- 1:24:49Speaker 3: a service, whilst I, on its account, was in such
- 1:24:53Speaker 3: unspeakable trouble. My heart broke, and I began bitterly to weep.
- 1:24:58Speaker 3: The detested wretch swaggered with the plunder snatched from me,
- 1:25:02Speaker 3: and impudently renewed his proposal. You can yet have it
- 1:25:07Speaker 3: a stroke of the pen, and you can snatch therewith
- 1:25:10Speaker 3: the poor, unhappy mina from the claws of the villain
- 1:25:14Speaker 3: into the arms of the most honored her graph as
- 1:25:18Speaker 3: observed only a stroke of the pen. My tears burst
- 1:25:23Speaker 3: forth with fresh impetuosity, and I turned away a motion
- 1:25:27Speaker 3: to him to withdraw himself. Bendel, who filled with anxiety,
- 1:25:32Speaker 3: had traced me to this spot at this moment, arrived.
- 1:25:36Speaker 3: When the kind good soul found me weeping and saw
- 1:25:40Speaker 3: my shadow, which could not be mistaken in the power
- 1:25:44Speaker 3: of the mysterious gray man, he immediately resolved, were it
- 1:25:49Speaker 3: even by force to restore to me the possession of
- 1:25:52Speaker 3: my property, And as he did not understand going much
- 1:25:57Speaker 3: about with tender phrases, he immediately assaulted the man with words,
- 1:26:02Speaker 3: and without much asking, ordered him bluntly to allow that
- 1:26:06Speaker 3: which was my own instantly to follow me. Instead of answer,
- 1:26:11Speaker 3: he turned his back and went but bendel up with
- 1:26:14Speaker 3: his buckthorn cudgel, which he carried, and following on his
- 1:26:18Speaker 3: heels without mercy, and with reiterated commands to give up
- 1:26:22Speaker 3: the shadow made him feel the full force of his
- 1:26:25Speaker 3: vigorous arm. He as accustomed to such handling, ducked his head,
- 1:26:31Speaker 3: set up his shoulders, and with silent and deliberate steps,
- 1:26:35Speaker 3: pursued his way over the heath. At once, going off
- 1:26:38Speaker 3: with my shadow and my faithful servant, I long heard
- 1:26:43Speaker 3: the heavy sounds roll over the waist till they were
- 1:26:46Speaker 3: finally lost in the distance. I was alone, as before,
- 1:26:52Speaker 3: with my misery. End of chapter five. Recording by Meghan Lamb.
- 1:27:04Speaker 3: Chapter six of The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemil, The
- 1:27:08Speaker 3: Man Who Lost to Shadow. This is a LibriVox recording.
- 1:27:13Speaker 3: All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more
- 1:27:17Speaker 3: information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox dot org. Recording
- 1:27:23Speaker 3: by Megan Lamb. The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemil, The
- 1:27:29Speaker 3: Man Who Lost his Shadow by Delbert von Chaniso, translated
- 1:27:34Speaker 3: by Frederick Henry Hedge. Chapter six left alone on the
- 1:27:41Speaker 3: wild heath, I gave free current to my countless tears,
- 1:27:45Speaker 3: relieving my heart from an ineffably weary wait. But I
- 1:27:49Speaker 3: saw no bound, no outlet, no end to my intolerable misery.
- 1:27:55Speaker 3: And I drank besides with savage thirsts of the fresh
- 1:27:58Speaker 3: poison which then had poured into my wounds. When I
- 1:28:03Speaker 3: called the image of Mina before my soul, and the
- 1:28:06Speaker 3: dear sweet form appeared, pale and in tears as I
- 1:28:10Speaker 3: saw her last in my shame, then stepped the shadow
- 1:28:14Speaker 3: of the impudent and mocking rascal between her and me.
- 1:28:17Speaker 3: I covered my face and fled through the wild. But
- 1:28:21Speaker 3: the hideous apparition left me not but pursued me in
- 1:28:25Speaker 3: my flight till I sank breathless on the ground and
- 1:28:28Speaker 3: moistened it with a fresh torrent of tears. And all
- 1:28:32Speaker 3: for a shadow, and this shadow a penstroke had obtained
- 1:28:36Speaker 3: for me. I thought on the strange proposition. In my refusal,
- 1:28:40Speaker 3: all was chaos in me. I had no longer either
- 1:28:43Speaker 3: judgment or mastership of thought. The day went over, I
- 1:28:49Speaker 3: stilled my hunger with wild fruits my thirst in the
- 1:28:52Speaker 3: nearest mountain stream. The night fell, I lay down beneath
- 1:28:57Speaker 3: a tree. The damp morning awoke me out of a
- 1:29:00Speaker 3: heavy sleep, in which I heard myself rattle in the throat,
- 1:29:04Speaker 3: as in death. Bendell must have lost all trace of me,
- 1:29:08Speaker 3: and it rejoiced me to think so I would not
- 1:29:11Speaker 3: return again amongst men before whom I fled in terror,
- 1:29:15Speaker 3: like the timid game of the mountains. Thus I lived
- 1:29:20Speaker 3: through three weary days. On the fourth morning, I found
- 1:29:24Speaker 3: myself on a sunny plain, bright with the sun, and
- 1:29:28Speaker 3: sate on the fragment of a rock in its beams.
- 1:29:31Speaker 3: For I loved now to enjoy its long withheld countenance,
- 1:29:35Speaker 3: I still fed my heart with its despair. A light
- 1:29:39Speaker 3: rustle startled me ready for flight. I threw round me
- 1:29:42Speaker 3: a hurried glance. I saw no one, but in the
- 1:29:45Speaker 3: sunny sand there glided past me a human shadow, not
- 1:29:49Speaker 3: unlike my own, which, wandering there alone, seemed to have
- 1:29:53Speaker 3: gotten away from its possessor. Footnote. The notion of a
- 1:29:58Speaker 3: human shadow escaping from it its possessor and independently wandering
- 1:30:02Speaker 3: about by itself on the sunny sand is a delightful
- 1:30:06Speaker 3: absurdity of the most willful sort, reminding us of the
- 1:30:10Speaker 3: laughable extravagancies of Munchison. It is a satire on that
- 1:30:15Speaker 3: empirical philosophy which holds that the material order is the
- 1:30:19Speaker 3: elusive reality, the ideal order and empty delusion. Those who
- 1:30:25Speaker 3: think this reach only vacant and quasi universals more collections
- 1:30:30Speaker 3: by abstractive generalizations from physical phenomena. Instead of rising to
- 1:30:35Speaker 3: the creative archetypes in the exemplar mind of the first principle,
- 1:30:40Speaker 3: from whose external substance all else's derivative shadows and reflections,
- 1:30:45Speaker 3: they entirely overlook the necessary presuppositions, without whose coalition and
- 1:30:51Speaker 3: cooperation no physical object could possibly exist. Number, fource, space, time,
- 1:30:59Speaker 3: motion are not material phenomena, but are the logical conditions
- 1:31:04Speaker 3: requisite for the emergence of any such show. Now, logical
- 1:31:10Speaker 3: conditions imply the logos as every thinking carries a thinker. Hence,
- 1:31:16Speaker 3: material phenomena themselves prove and reveal the existence of spirit, purpose,
- 1:31:23Speaker 3: self determined expression. And these concepts, so far from being
- 1:31:28Speaker 3: vacuous abstracts, are the primordial concretes, the ideal realities which
- 1:31:34Speaker 3: lead to our intuitive contemplation, God, freedom, and immortality. No
- 1:31:39Speaker 3: abstraction whatever can exist save as the act of an
- 1:31:43Speaker 3: abstractor Every abstraction is self evidently the result of an
- 1:31:49Speaker 3: abstracting act perform upon pre existing concreteness. All the contents
- 1:31:55Speaker 3: of these freighted prepositions are obviously involved in the un
- 1:32:00Speaker 3: questionable fact that no shadow can possibly appear in the
- 1:32:04Speaker 3: order of sense, except as the direct consequence of causes
- 1:32:08Speaker 3: previously existence and operative in the ideal order. A shadow
- 1:32:13Speaker 3: is the unsubstantial form thrown on some supporting ground by
- 1:32:17Speaker 3: an object whose opaque matter obstructs the light and excludes
- 1:32:21Speaker 3: it from the outline area behind. It is not an
- 1:32:25Speaker 3: entity at all. It is absolutely incapable of independence. It is,
- 1:32:32Speaker 3: in its ultimate definition, purely a phenomenal modification resultant from
- 1:32:38Speaker 3: the interaction of other phenomena. But all phenomena are revelatory
- 1:32:43Speaker 3: manifestations of their hidden causes. Every phenomenon is the apparitional
- 1:32:48Speaker 3: unveiling of its numenon. Furthermore, all phenomena in all numena
- 1:32:53Speaker 3: are interrelated in one continuous system of reality, each part
- 1:32:58Speaker 3: of which is pervaded and unif by the indivisible whole.
- 1:33:02Speaker 3: We can no more account for our human experience without
- 1:33:05Speaker 3: the causative ideas of God purposiveness, liberty, infinity. Then we
- 1:33:11Speaker 3: can understand the production of an abstract shadow without presupposing
- 1:33:16Speaker 3: the concrete reality of a ground, a light, and an
- 1:33:19Speaker 3: intervening body. End a footnote therein woke in me a
- 1:33:24Speaker 3: mighty yearning shadow, said, I dost thou seek thy master,
- 1:33:29Speaker 3: I will be he? And I sprang forward to seize it.
- 1:33:33Speaker 3: I thought that if I succeeded in treading on it
- 1:33:35Speaker 3: so that its feet touched mine, it would probably remain
- 1:33:38Speaker 3: hanging there and in time accommodate itself to me. The shadow,
- 1:33:43Speaker 3: on my moving fled before me, and I was compelled
- 1:33:46Speaker 3: to begin a strenuous chase of the light, fugitive, for
- 1:33:50Speaker 3: which only the thought of rescuing myself from my fearful
- 1:33:53Speaker 3: condition could have endowed me with the requisite vigor. It
- 1:33:57Speaker 3: flew towards a wood, at a great distance, in which
- 1:34:00Speaker 3: I must, of necessity have lost it. I perceived this
- 1:34:04Speaker 3: a horror, convulsed my heart and flamed my desire. Added
- 1:34:08Speaker 3: wings to my speed. I gained evidently on the shadow.
- 1:34:12Speaker 3: I came continually nearer. I must certainly reach it. Suddenly
- 1:34:16Speaker 3: it stopped and turned toward me like a lion on
- 1:34:20Speaker 3: its prey. I shot with a mighty spring forward to
- 1:34:23Speaker 3: make seizure of it, and dashed unexpectedly against a hard object. Invisibly,
- 1:34:29Speaker 3: I received the most terrible blows on the ribs that
- 1:34:32Speaker 3: mortal man ever felt. The effect of the terror in
- 1:34:36Speaker 3: me was convulsively to close my arms, and firmly to
- 1:34:40Speaker 3: enclose that which stood unseen before me. In the rapid transaction,
- 1:34:44Speaker 3: I plunged forward to the ground. But behind and under
- 1:34:48Speaker 3: me was a man whom I had embraced, and who
- 1:34:50Speaker 3: now first became visible. The whole occurrence became now very
- 1:34:55Speaker 3: naturally explicable to me. The man must have carried the
- 1:34:59Speaker 3: invisible bird's nes, which renders him who holds it, but
- 1:35:02Speaker 3: not his shadow imperceptible, and had now cast it away.
- 1:35:07Speaker 3: I glanced round, soon discovered the shadow of the invisible
- 1:35:10Speaker 3: nest itself, leaped up and towards it, and did not
- 1:35:13Speaker 3: miss the precious prize. Invisible and shadowless. I held the
- 1:35:18Speaker 3: nest in my hand. The man, swiftly springing up, gazing
- 1:35:23Speaker 3: round instantly after his fortunate conqueror described on the wide
- 1:35:27Speaker 3: sunny plain, neither him nor his shadow, for which he
- 1:35:32Speaker 3: sought with especial avidity for that I was myself entirely shadowless.
- 1:35:38Speaker 3: He had no leisure to remark, nor could he imagine
- 1:35:41Speaker 3: such a thing. Having convinced himself that every trace had vanished,
- 1:35:45Speaker 3: he turned his head against himself and tore his hair.
- 1:35:49Speaker 3: To me. However, the acquired treasure had given the power
- 1:35:52Speaker 3: and desire to mix again amongst men. I did not
- 1:35:56Speaker 3: want for self satisfying palliatives from my base, or rather
- 1:36:01Speaker 3: I had no need of them, and to escape from
- 1:36:04Speaker 3: every thought of the kind, I hastened away, not even
- 1:36:07Speaker 3: looking round at the unhappy one, whose supploring voice I
- 1:36:11Speaker 3: long heard resounding behind me. Thus at least appeared to
- 1:36:15Speaker 3: me the circumstances at the time. I was on fire.
- 1:36:20Speaker 3: To proceed to the forester's garden and near myself, to
- 1:36:23Speaker 3: discern the truth of what the detested one had told me,
- 1:36:28Speaker 3: I knew not, however, where I was. I climbed the
- 1:36:31Speaker 3: next hill in order to look round over the country
- 1:36:35Speaker 3: and perceive from its summit the near city and the
- 1:36:38Speaker 3: forester's garden lying at my feet. My heart beat violently,
- 1:36:43Speaker 3: and tears of another kind than what I till now
- 1:36:46Speaker 3: shed rushed into my eyes. I should see her again.
- 1:36:50Speaker 3: Anxious desires hastened my steps. Down the most direct path,
- 1:36:54Speaker 3: I passed unseen some peasants who came out of the city.
- 1:36:58Speaker 3: They were talking of me, of Rascal and the forest master.
- 1:37:02Speaker 3: I would hear nothing. I hurried past. I entered the garden,
- 1:37:07Speaker 3: all the tremor of expectation in my bosom. I seemed
- 1:37:10Speaker 3: to hear laughter near me. I shuddered through a rapid
- 1:37:14Speaker 3: glance round me, but could discover nobody. I advanced further.
- 1:37:19Speaker 3: I seemed to perceive a sound as of a man's
- 1:37:22Speaker 3: step at hand, but there was nothing to be seen.
- 1:37:26Speaker 3: I believed myself deceived by my ear. It was yet
- 1:37:30Speaker 3: early no one in Graf Peter's arbor, the garden still empty.
- 1:37:35Speaker 3: I traversed the well known paths. I penetrated to the
- 1:37:39Speaker 3: very front of the dwelling. The same noise more distinctly
- 1:37:44Speaker 3: followed me. I seated myself with an agonized heart, on
- 1:37:49Speaker 3: a bench which stood in the sunny space before the
- 1:37:52Speaker 3: house door. It seemed to me as if I had
- 1:37:55Speaker 3: heard the unseen cobbled laughing in mockery, see it himself
- 1:37:59Speaker 3: near me. The key turned in the door, and it opened,
- 1:38:03Speaker 3: and the forest master issued forth with papers in his hand.
- 1:38:07Speaker 3: A mist seemed to envelop my head. I looked up
- 1:38:11Speaker 3: in horror. The man in the gray coat sate by me,
- 1:38:15Speaker 3: gazing on me with a satanic leer. He had drawn
- 1:38:18Speaker 3: his tarn cap at once over his head and mine
- 1:38:22Speaker 3: at his feet. Lay his and my shadow peacefully by
- 1:38:25Speaker 3: each other. He played negligently with the well known paper
- 1:38:29Speaker 3: which he held in his hand, And as the forest
- 1:38:32Speaker 3: master busied with his documents, when to and fro in
- 1:38:36Speaker 3: the shadow of the arbor, he stooped familiarly to my
- 1:38:39Speaker 3: ear and whispered in it these words. So then you
- 1:38:45Speaker 3: have notwithstanding accepted my invitation. And here said we for
- 1:38:49Speaker 3: once two heads under one cap. All right, all right,
- 1:38:54Speaker 3: but now give me my bird's nest again. You have
- 1:38:57Speaker 3: no further occasion for it, and are too honorable a
- 1:39:00Speaker 3: man to wish to withhold it from me. But there
- 1:39:03Speaker 3: needs no thanks. I assure you that I have lent
- 1:39:07Speaker 3: it to you with the most hearty good will. He
- 1:39:11Speaker 3: took it unceremoniously out of my hand, put it in
- 1:39:14Speaker 3: his pocket, and laughed at me. And that's so loud
- 1:39:17Speaker 3: that the forest master himself looked round at the noise.
- 1:39:21Speaker 3: I sat there as if changed to stone. But you
- 1:39:25Speaker 3: must allow, continued he that such a cap is much
- 1:39:29Speaker 3: more convenient. It covers not only your person, but your
- 1:39:33Speaker 3: shadow at the same time, and as many others as
- 1:39:36Speaker 3: you have a mind to take with you. See you
- 1:39:40Speaker 3: today again, I conduct two of them, he laughed again.
- 1:39:44Speaker 3: Mark this, Schlemiel, what we at first won't do with
- 1:39:48Speaker 3: a good will, that will we in the end be
- 1:39:51Speaker 3: compelled to do. I still fancy you will buy that
- 1:39:55Speaker 3: thing from me. Take back the bride, for it is
- 1:39:58Speaker 3: yet time, and we leave dangling on the gallows, an
- 1:40:02Speaker 3: easy thing for us, so long as rope is to
- 1:40:05Speaker 3: be had. Hear you, I will give you also my
- 1:40:09Speaker 3: cap into the bargain. The mother came forth, and the
- 1:40:13Speaker 3: conversation began. How goes it with Mina? She weeps, silly child.
- 1:40:20Speaker 3: It cannot be altered, certainly not, but to give her
- 1:40:24Speaker 3: to another? So soon, Oh man, thou art cruel to
- 1:40:28Speaker 3: thy own child. No mother that thou quite mistakest. When she,
- 1:40:34Speaker 3: even before she has wept out her childish tears, finds
- 1:40:38Speaker 3: herself the wife of a very rich and honorable man.
- 1:40:42Speaker 3: She will awake, comforted out of her trouble, as out
- 1:40:46Speaker 3: of a dream and thank God and us that wilt
- 1:40:49Speaker 3: thou see God grant it. She possesses now indeed a
- 1:40:55Speaker 3: very respectable property. But after the stir that this unlucky
- 1:41:00Speaker 3: affair with the adventurer has made kit'st thou believe that
- 1:41:03Speaker 3: a partner so suitable as mister Rascal could be readily
- 1:41:07Speaker 3: found for her? Dost thou know what a fortune mister
- 1:41:11Speaker 3: Rascal possesses. He has paid six millions for his steeds
- 1:41:15Speaker 3: here in the country, free from all debts. I've had
- 1:41:18Speaker 3: the title deeds in my own hands. He it was
- 1:41:21Speaker 3: who everywhere had the start of me. And besides this
- 1:41:24Speaker 3: has in his possession bills on Thomas John for about
- 1:41:28Speaker 3: five and a half millions. He must have stolen enormously.
- 1:41:33Speaker 3: What talk is that? Again? He has widely saved what
- 1:41:36Speaker 3: would otherwise have been lavished away a man that has
- 1:41:40Speaker 3: worn livery stupid stuff. He has, however, an unblemished shadow.
- 1:41:46Speaker 3: Thou art right. But the man in the gray coat
- 1:41:50Speaker 3: laughed and looked at me. The door opened and Mina
- 1:41:54Speaker 3: came forth. She supported herself on the arm of a chambermaid.
- 1:41:58Speaker 3: Silent tears rolled down her lovely pale cheeks. She seated
- 1:42:03Speaker 3: herself on a stool which was placed for her under
- 1:42:06Speaker 3: the lime trees, and her father took a chair by her.
- 1:42:10Speaker 3: He tenderly took her hand and addressed her with tender words,
- 1:42:13Speaker 3: while she began violently to weep. Thou art, my good
- 1:42:18Speaker 3: dear child, and thou wilt be reasonable, wilt not wish
- 1:42:22Speaker 3: to distress thy old father, who seeks only thy happiness.
- 1:42:27Speaker 3: I can well conceive it, dear heart, that it has
- 1:42:30Speaker 3: sadly shaken thee. Thou art wonderfully escaped from thy misfortunes,
- 1:42:35Speaker 3: before we discover the scandalous and position. Thou hast loved
- 1:42:39Speaker 3: this unworthy one greatly. See Mina, I know it, and
- 1:42:44Speaker 3: upbraid thee not for it. I myself, dear child, also
- 1:42:48Speaker 3: loved him so long as I looked upon him as
- 1:42:51Speaker 3: a great gentleman. But now thou seest how different all
- 1:42:55Speaker 3: has turned out? What every poodle has his own shadow?
- 1:43:00Speaker 3: And should my dear child have a husband? Know thou
- 1:43:04Speaker 3: thinkest indeed know more about him. Listen, Mina, Now a
- 1:43:09Speaker 3: man solicits thy hand, who does not shun the sunshine,
- 1:43:13Speaker 3: an honorable man who truly is no prince, but who
- 1:43:17Speaker 3: possesses ten millions ten times more than thou, a man
- 1:43:22Speaker 3: who will make my dear child happy. Answer me, not
- 1:43:26Speaker 3: make no opposition, be my good, dutiful daughter. Let thy
- 1:43:30Speaker 3: loving father care for thee and dry thy tears. Promise
- 1:43:34Speaker 3: me to give thy hand to mister Rascal. Say wilt
- 1:43:38Speaker 3: thou promise me this? She answered with a faint voice.
- 1:43:43Speaker 3: I have no will, no wish further upon earth. Happen
- 1:43:48Speaker 3: with me what my father will. At this moment, mister
- 1:43:52Speaker 3: Rascal was announced and stepped impudently into the circle. Mina
- 1:43:56Speaker 3: lay in a swoon. My detested companion go glanced archly
- 1:44:00Speaker 3: at me and whispered in hurried words, and that can
- 1:44:04Speaker 3: you endure? What then flows instead of blood in your veins?
- 1:44:08Speaker 3: He scratched with a hasty movement, a single wound in
- 1:44:11Speaker 3: my hand. Blood flowed, and he continued, actually red blood,
- 1:44:16Speaker 3: so sign then I had the parchment and the pen
- 1:44:19Speaker 3: in my hand. End of chapter six. Recording by Megan Lamb.
- 1:44:33Speaker 4: Chapter seven of the Wonderful History of Peter Schlemiel, The
- 1:44:37Speaker 4: Man who Lost his Shadow. This is a LibriVox recording.
- 1:44:42Speaker 4: All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more
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- 1:44:51Speaker 4: by James K. White. Chula Vista, The Wonderful History of
- 1:44:56Speaker 4: Peter Schlemiel The Man who Lost his Shadow by Adelbert
- 1:45:00Speaker 4: von Chimiso, translated by Frederick Henry Hedge, Chapter seven. My wish,
- 1:45:09Speaker 4: dear Chimiso, is merely to submit myself to thy judgment,
- 1:45:14Speaker 4: not to endeavor to bias it. I have long passed
- 1:45:18Speaker 4: the severest sentence on myself, for I have nourished the
- 1:45:22Speaker 4: tormenting worm in my heart. It hovered during this solemn
- 1:45:26Speaker 4: moment of my life, incessantly before my soul, and I
- 1:45:30Speaker 4: could only lift my eyes to it with a despairing glance,
- 1:45:34Speaker 4: with humility and contrition. Dear friend, he who in levity
- 1:45:40Speaker 4: only sets his foot out of the right road, is
- 1:45:42Speaker 4: unawares conducted into other paths which draw him downwards and
- 1:45:47Speaker 4: ever downwards. He then sees in vain the guiding stars
- 1:45:53Speaker 4: glitter in heaven. There remains to him no choice. He
- 1:45:57Speaker 4: must descend unpausingly the day clivity and become a voluntary
- 1:46:02Speaker 4: sacrifice to Nemesis. After the false step which had laid
- 1:46:06Speaker 4: the curse upon me, I had sinning through love forced
- 1:46:10Speaker 4: myself into the fortunes of another being, and what remained
- 1:46:14Speaker 4: for me, But that where I had sowed destruction, where
- 1:46:17Speaker 4: speedy salvation was demanded of me, I should blindly rush
- 1:46:21Speaker 4: forward to the rescue for the last hour struck. Think
- 1:46:26Speaker 4: not so meanly of me, my Adelbear, as to imagine
- 1:46:29Speaker 4: that I should have regarded any price that was demanded
- 1:46:32Speaker 4: as too high, that I should have begrudged anything that
- 1:46:36Speaker 4: was mine even more than my gold. No, Adelbert, but
- 1:46:41Speaker 4: my soul was possessed with the most unconquerable hatred of
- 1:46:45Speaker 4: this mysterious speaker along crooked paths. I might do him injustice,
- 1:46:51Speaker 4: but every degree of association with him maddened me. And
- 1:46:55Speaker 4: here stepped forth, as so frequently in my life, and
- 1:46:59Speaker 4: as especially off and in the history of the world,
- 1:47:01Speaker 4: an event instead of an action. Since then I have
- 1:47:05Speaker 4: achieved reconciliation with myself. I have learned, in the first place,
- 1:47:10Speaker 4: to reverence necessity, and what is more than the action performed,
- 1:47:15Speaker 4: the event accomplished her property. Then I have learned to
- 1:47:21Speaker 4: venerate this necessity as a wise providence, which lives through
- 1:47:24Speaker 4: that great collective machine in which we officiate simply as
- 1:47:28Speaker 4: cooperating impelling and impelled wheels. What shall be must be,
- 1:47:36Speaker 4: what should be happened, and not without that providence which
- 1:47:40Speaker 4: I ultimately learned to reverence in my own fate and
- 1:47:44Speaker 4: in the fate of her on whom mine thus impinged.
- 1:47:49Speaker 4: I know not whether I shall ascribe it to the
- 1:47:51Speaker 4: excitement of my soul under the impulse of such mighty sensations,
- 1:47:55Speaker 4: or to the exhaustion of my physical strength, which, during
- 1:47:59Speaker 4: the last day such unwonted privations had enfeebled, or whether
- 1:48:05Speaker 4: finally to the desolating commotion which the presence of this
- 1:48:09Speaker 4: gray fiend excited in my whole nature. Be that as
- 1:48:13Speaker 4: it may. As I was on the point of signing,
- 1:48:16Speaker 4: I fell into a deep swoon and lay a long
- 1:48:20Speaker 4: time as in the arms of death. Stamping of feet
- 1:48:25Speaker 4: and curses were the first sounds which struck my ear.
- 1:48:28Speaker 4: As I returned to consciousness, I opened my eyes. It
- 1:48:33Speaker 4: was dark. My detested attendant was busy scolding about me.
- 1:48:38Speaker 4: Is not that to behave like an old woman? Up
- 1:48:42Speaker 4: with you, man, and complete offhand what you have resolved on?
- 1:48:46Speaker 4: If you have not taken another thought, and had rather blubber.
- 1:48:51Speaker 4: I raised myself with difficulty from the ground and gazed
- 1:48:55Speaker 4: in silence around. It was late in the evening. Festive
- 1:49:00Speaker 4: music resounded from the brightly illuminated Forester's house. Various groups
- 1:49:05Speaker 4: of people wandered through the garden walks. One couple came
- 1:49:09Speaker 4: near in conversation and seated themselves on the bench which
- 1:49:13Speaker 4: I had just quitted. They talked of the union this
- 1:49:17Speaker 4: morning solemnized between mister Rascal and the daughter of the house.
- 1:49:21Speaker 4: So then it had taken place. I tore the tarn
- 1:49:26Speaker 4: cap of the already vanished unknown from my head and
- 1:49:30Speaker 4: hastened in brooding silence towards the garden gate, plunging myself
- 1:49:35Speaker 4: into the deepest night of the thicket, and striking along
- 1:49:38Speaker 4: the path past Grafpeter's arbor. But invisibly my tormenting spirit
- 1:49:44Speaker 4: accompanied me, pursuing me with the keenest reproaches. These, then,
- 1:49:49Speaker 4: are one's thanks for the pains which one has taken
- 1:49:52Speaker 4: to support you, who have weak nerves through the long,
- 1:49:55Speaker 4: precious day. And one shall act the fool and the
- 1:49:59Speaker 4: play good. Mister wronghead, fly you from me if you please,
- 1:50:05Speaker 4: but we are nevertheless inseparable. You have my gold and
- 1:50:09Speaker 4: I your shadow, and this will allow us no repose.
- 1:50:15Speaker 4: Did anybody ever hear of a shadow forsaking its master yours?
- 1:50:19Speaker 4: Draws me after you till you take it again into
- 1:50:21Speaker 4: favor and I get rid of it. What you have
- 1:50:26Speaker 4: hesitated to do out of fresh pleasure, will you, only
- 1:50:30Speaker 4: too late, be compelled to seek through new weariness and disgust.
- 1:50:35Speaker 4: One cannot escape one's fate, He continued, speaking in the
- 1:50:39Speaker 4: same tone. I fled in vain. He relaxed, not but
- 1:50:45Speaker 4: ever present, insultingly talked of gold and shadow. I could
- 1:50:49Speaker 4: come to no single thought of my own. I struck
- 1:50:54Speaker 4: through unfrequented ways towards my house. When I stood before
- 1:50:58Speaker 4: it and gazed at it, I could see scarcely recognize it.
- 1:51:01Speaker 4: No light shone through the dashed in windows, the doors
- 1:51:05Speaker 4: were closed, no throng of servants was moving therein there
- 1:51:10Speaker 4: was a laugh near me. Ha ha. So goes it.
- 1:51:14Speaker 4: But you'll probably find your Bendel at home, For he
- 1:51:17Speaker 4: was the other day purposely sent back, so weary that
- 1:51:20Speaker 4: he has most likely kept his bed since he laughed again,
- 1:51:25Speaker 4: he will have a story to tell.
- 1:51:28Speaker 3: Well.
- 1:51:28Speaker 4: Then, for the present, good night we meet speedily again.
- 1:51:34Speaker 4: I had rung repeatedly. Light appeared, Bendle demanded from within,
- 1:51:39Speaker 4: who rung. When the good man recognized my voice, he
- 1:51:43Speaker 4: could scarcely restrain his joy. The door flew open, and
- 1:51:47Speaker 4: we stood, weeping in each other's arms. I found him
- 1:51:51Speaker 4: greatly changed, weak and ill. But for me my hair
- 1:51:56Speaker 4: had become quite gray. He conducted me through the desolated
- 1:52:01Speaker 4: rooms to an inner apartment which had been spared. He
- 1:52:04Speaker 4: brought food and wine, and we seated ourselves, and he
- 1:52:08Speaker 4: again began to weep. He related to me that he
- 1:52:11Speaker 4: the other day had cudgeled the gray clad man whom
- 1:52:15Speaker 4: he had encountered with my shadow, so long and so
- 1:52:18Speaker 4: far that he had lost all trace of me, and
- 1:52:21Speaker 4: had sunk to the earth in utter fatigue. That after this,
- 1:52:25Speaker 4: as he could not find me, he returned home whither Presently,
- 1:52:29Speaker 4: the mob, at Rascal's instigation, came rushing in fury, dashed
- 1:52:34Speaker 4: in the windows, and gave full play to their lust
- 1:52:37Speaker 4: of demolition. Thus did they to their benefactor. The servants
- 1:52:42Speaker 4: had fled various ways. The police had ordered me, as
- 1:52:46Speaker 4: a suspicious person to quit the city, and had allowed
- 1:52:50Speaker 4: only four and twenty hours in which to get out
- 1:52:52Speaker 4: of their jurisdiction. To that which I already knew of
- 1:52:56Speaker 4: Rascal's affluence and marriage. He had yet much to add.
- 1:53:01Speaker 4: This scoundrel from whom all had proceeded that had been
- 1:53:04Speaker 4: done against me, must from the beginning have been in
- 1:53:08Speaker 4: possession of my secret. It appeared that, attracted by gold,
- 1:53:13Speaker 4: he had contrived to thrust himself upon me, and at
- 1:53:16Speaker 4: the very first had procured a key to the gold
- 1:53:19Speaker 4: cupboard where he had laid the foundation of that fortune,
- 1:53:22Speaker 4: whose augmentation he could now afford to despise. All this,
- 1:53:28Speaker 4: Bendal narrated to me with abundant tears, and then wept
- 1:53:32Speaker 4: for joy that he again beheld me, again had me,
- 1:53:35Speaker 4: and that after he had long doubted whither his misfortune
- 1:53:39Speaker 4: might have led me, he saw me bear it so
- 1:53:41Speaker 4: calmly and collectedly. For such an aspect had despair now
- 1:53:46Speaker 4: assumed in me. I beheld my misery unchangeably before me.
- 1:53:52Speaker 4: I had wept out to it my last tear. Not
- 1:53:55Speaker 4: another cry could be exhorted from my heart. I presented
- 1:53:58Speaker 4: to it my bare head with chill indifference. Bendell, I said,
- 1:54:05Speaker 4: thou knowest my lot, not without earlier blame has my
- 1:54:09Speaker 4: heavy punishment Befallen me, Thou, innocent man, shalt no longer
- 1:54:14Speaker 4: bind thy destiny to mine. I do not desire it.
- 1:54:18Speaker 4: I ride to night, still forward, saddle me a horse.
- 1:54:22Speaker 4: I ride alone. Thou remainest. It is my will here
- 1:54:29Speaker 4: still must remain some chests of gold that retain thou.
- 1:54:34Speaker 4: But I will alone wonder incessantly through the world. But
- 1:54:38Speaker 4: if ever a happier hour should smile upon me, and
- 1:54:42Speaker 4: fortune look on me with reconciled eyes, then will I
- 1:54:45Speaker 4: remember THEE. For I have wept upon thy firmly faithful bosom,
- 1:54:50Speaker 4: in heavy and agonizing hours, with a broken heart. Was
- 1:54:55Speaker 4: this honest man compelled to obey this last command of
- 1:54:58Speaker 4: his master, at which his soul shrunk with terror. I
- 1:55:03Speaker 4: was deaf to his prayers, to his representations, blind to
- 1:55:07Speaker 4: his tears. He brought me out of my steed once more.
- 1:55:12Speaker 4: I pressed the weeping man to my bosom, sprang into
- 1:55:16Speaker 4: the saddle, and under the shroud of night, hastened from
- 1:55:19Speaker 4: the grave of my existence, regardless which way my horse
- 1:55:23Speaker 4: conducted me, since I had longer on the earth, no aim,
- 1:55:27Speaker 4: no wish, no hope. End of chapter seven recording by
- 1:55:33Speaker 4: James K. White Chi lia Vista. Chapter eight of The
- 1:55:42Speaker 4: Wonderful History of Peter Schlemiel, The Man Who Lost his Shadow.
- 1:55:48Speaker 4: This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in
- 1:55:53Speaker 4: the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please
- 1:55:58Speaker 4: visit LibriVox dot com. Recording by James K. White Chula Vista.
- 1:56:05Speaker 4: The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemiel The Man Who Lost
- 1:56:09Speaker 4: His Shadow by Adelbert von Chemisso, translated by Frederick Henry Hedge,
- 1:56:16Speaker 4: Chapter eight. A pedestrian soon joined me, who begged, after
- 1:56:23Speaker 4: he had walked for some time by the side of
- 1:56:25Speaker 4: my horse, that as we went the same way, he
- 1:56:28Speaker 4: might be allowed to lay a cloak, which he carried
- 1:56:31Speaker 4: on the steed behind me. I permitted it in silence.
- 1:56:36Speaker 4: He thanked me with easy politeness for the trifling service,
- 1:56:40Speaker 4: praised my horse, and thence took occasion to extol the
- 1:56:44Speaker 4: happiness and power of the rich, and let himself, I
- 1:56:48Speaker 4: know not how, fall into a kind of monolog in
- 1:56:51Speaker 4: which he had me now merely for a listener. He
- 1:56:55Speaker 4: unfolded his views of life and of the world, and
- 1:56:59Speaker 4: came very so soon upon metaphysics, in which the ultimate
- 1:57:03Speaker 4: pretension extended to the discovery of the word that should
- 1:57:06Speaker 4: solve all mysteries. He stated his premises with great clearness,
- 1:57:11Speaker 4: and proceeded to the proofs. Thou knowest, my friend, that
- 1:57:16Speaker 4: I have clearly discovered, since I have run through the
- 1:57:19Speaker 4: schools of the philosophers, that I have by no means
- 1:57:22Speaker 4: a turn for philosophical speculations, and that I have totally
- 1:57:26Speaker 4: renounced for myself this field. Since then I have left
- 1:57:31Speaker 4: many things to themselves, abandoned the desire to know and
- 1:57:35Speaker 4: to comprehend many things. And as thou thyself didst advise me, have,
- 1:57:42Speaker 4: trusting to my common sense, followed as far as I
- 1:57:45Speaker 4: was able the voice within me on the direct course. Now,
- 1:57:50Speaker 4: this rhetorician seemed to me to raise with great talent
- 1:57:54Speaker 4: a firmly put together fabric which was at once self
- 1:57:58Speaker 4: based and self support and stood as by an innate necessity.
- 1:58:04Speaker 4: I missed, however, in it completely what most of all
- 1:58:08Speaker 4: I was desirous to find, and so it became for
- 1:58:12Speaker 4: me merely a work of art whose ornamental compactness and
- 1:58:16Speaker 4: completeness served only to charm the eye. Nevertheless, I listened
- 1:58:22Speaker 4: willingly to the eloquent man who drew my attention from
- 1:58:26Speaker 4: my grief to him, and I would have gladly yielded
- 1:58:29Speaker 4: myself wholly up to him, had he captivated my heart
- 1:58:33Speaker 4: as well as my understanding. Meanwhile, the time had passed,
- 1:58:38Speaker 4: and unobserved, the dawn had already enlightened the heaven. I
- 1:58:43Speaker 4: was horrified as I looked suddenly up and saw the
- 1:58:45Speaker 4: pomp of colors unfold itself in the east, which announced
- 1:58:50Speaker 4: the approach of the sun. While at this hour, in
- 1:58:54Speaker 4: which the shadows ostentatiously display themselves in their greatest extent,
- 1:58:59Speaker 4: there was no part detection from it, no refuge in
- 1:59:02Speaker 4: the open country to be descried, and I was not alone.
- 1:59:07Speaker 4: I cast a glance at my companion, and was again
- 1:59:10Speaker 4: terror struck. It was no other than the man in
- 1:59:14Speaker 4: the gray coat. He smiled at my alarm and went
- 1:59:18Speaker 4: on without allowing me to get in a word. Let However,
- 1:59:22Speaker 4: as is the way of the world, our mutual advantage
- 1:59:25Speaker 4: for a while unite us. It is all in good
- 1:59:29Speaker 4: time for separating the road here along the mountain range.
- 1:59:33Speaker 4: Though you have not yet thought of it, is nevertheless
- 1:59:37Speaker 4: the only one into which you could prudently have struck
- 1:59:41Speaker 4: Down into the valley you may not venture, and still
- 1:59:44Speaker 4: less will you desire to return again over the heights
- 1:59:47Speaker 4: whence you are come, and this is also exactly my way.
- 1:59:53Speaker 4: I see that you already turn pale before the rising sun.
- 1:59:57Speaker 4: I will, for the time we keep company, lend you
- 2:00:00Speaker 4: your shadow, and you, on that account tolerate me in
- 2:00:04Speaker 4: your society. You have no longer your bendle with you.
- 2:00:09Speaker 4: I will do you good service. You do not like me,
- 2:00:13Speaker 4: and I am sorry for it. But notwithstanding, you can
- 2:00:17Speaker 4: make use of me. The devil is not so black
- 2:00:20Speaker 4: as he is painted. Yesterday you vexed me. It is true.
- 2:00:25Speaker 4: I will not upbraid you with it today. And I
- 2:00:29Speaker 4: have already shortened the way hither for you that you
- 2:00:32Speaker 4: must allow only just take your shadow again. A while
- 2:00:36Speaker 4: on trail, the sun had ascended. People appeared on the road.
- 2:00:43Speaker 4: I accepted, though with internal repugnance, the proposal. Smiling, he
- 2:00:49Speaker 4: let my shadow glide to the ground, which immediately took
- 2:00:52Speaker 4: its place on that of the horse, and trotted gaily
- 2:00:56Speaker 4: by my side. I was in the strangest state of mind.
- 2:01:01Speaker 4: I rode past a group of country people who made
- 2:01:03Speaker 4: way for a man of consequence, reverently and with bared heads.
- 2:01:08Speaker 4: I rode on and gazed with greedy eyes and a
- 2:01:11Speaker 4: palpitating heart on this my quondam shadow, which I had
- 2:01:15Speaker 4: now borrowed from a stranger, Yes, from an enemy. The
- 2:01:21Speaker 4: man went carelessly near me and even whistled a tune.
- 2:01:25Speaker 4: He on foot, I on horseback. A dizziness seized me.
- 2:01:31Speaker 4: The temptation was too great. I suddenly turned the reins,
- 2:01:36Speaker 4: clapped spurs to the horse, and struck at full speed
- 2:01:39Speaker 4: into a side path. But I carried not off the shadow,
- 2:01:43Speaker 4: which at the turning glided from the horse and awaited
- 2:01:46Speaker 4: its lawful possessor on the high road. I was compelled
- 2:01:51Speaker 4: with shame to turn back. The man in the gray coat,
- 2:01:54Speaker 4: when he had calmly finished his tune, laughed at me,
- 2:01:58Speaker 4: set the shadow right again for me, and informed me
- 2:02:03Speaker 4: it would then only hang fast and remain with me
- 2:02:06Speaker 4: when I was disposed to become the rightful proprietor. I hold,
- 2:02:11Speaker 4: you continued he fast by the shadow, and you cannot
- 2:02:15Speaker 4: escape me. A rich man like you needs shadow. It
- 2:02:19Speaker 4: cannot be otherwise, and you only are to blame that
- 2:02:24Speaker 4: you did not perceive that sooner I continued my journey
- 2:02:28Speaker 4: on the same road. The comforts and the splendor of
- 2:02:32Speaker 4: life again surrounded me. I could move about freely and conveniently,
- 2:02:37Speaker 4: since I possessed a shadow, although only a borrowed one,
- 2:02:41Speaker 4: and I everywhere inspired the respect which riches command. But
- 2:02:46Speaker 4: I carried death in my heart. My strange companion, who
- 2:02:50Speaker 4: gave himself out as the unworthy servant of the richest
- 2:02:52Speaker 4: man in the world, possessed an extraordinary professional readiness, prompt
- 2:02:57Speaker 4: and clever beyond comparison, the very model of a valet
- 2:03:01Speaker 4: for a rich man. But he stirred not from my side,
- 2:03:05Speaker 4: perpetually directing the conversation towards me, and continually blabbing out
- 2:03:10Speaker 4: the most confidential matters, So that at length, were it
- 2:03:14Speaker 4: only to be rid of him, I resolved to settle
- 2:03:17Speaker 4: the affair of the shadow. He was become as burdensome
- 2:03:21Speaker 4: to me as he was hateful. I was even in
- 2:03:24Speaker 4: fear of him. He had made me dependent on him.
- 2:03:28Speaker 4: He held me after he had conducted me back into
- 2:03:31Speaker 4: the glory of the world which I had fled from.
- 2:03:35Speaker 4: I was obliged to tolerate his eloquence upon myself, and felt,
- 2:03:39Speaker 4: in fact that he was in the right. A rich
- 2:03:43Speaker 4: man in the world must have a shadow, and so
- 2:03:46Speaker 4: soon as I desired to command the rank which he
- 2:03:49Speaker 4: had contrived again to make necessary to me. I saw
- 2:03:52Speaker 4: but one issue by this. However, I stood fast. After
- 2:03:58Speaker 4: having sacrificed my love, after my life had been blighted,
- 2:04:02Speaker 4: I would never sign away my soul to this creature.
- 2:04:04Speaker 4: For all the shadows in the world, I knew not
- 2:04:08Speaker 4: how it would end. We sat one day before a
- 2:04:11Speaker 4: cave which the strangers who frequent these mountains are accustomed
- 2:04:15Speaker 4: to visit. We heard there the rush of subterranean streams
- 2:04:21Speaker 4: roaring up from immeasurable depths, and the stone cast in seemed,
- 2:04:25Speaker 4: in its resounding fall, to find no bottom. He painted
- 2:04:30Speaker 4: to me, as he often did, with a vivid power
- 2:04:33Speaker 4: of imagination, and in the lustrous charms of the most
- 2:04:37Speaker 4: brilliant colors, the most carefully finished pictures of what I
- 2:04:41Speaker 4: might achieve in the world by virtue of my purse.
- 2:04:44Speaker 4: If I had but once my shadow in my possession.
- 2:04:48Speaker 4: With my elbows rested on my knees, I kept my
- 2:04:51Speaker 4: face concealed in my hands and listened to the false one.
- 2:04:55Speaker 4: My heart divided between the seduction and my own strong will.
- 2:05:00Speaker 4: In such an inward conflict, I could no longer contain myself,
- 2:05:05Speaker 4: and the deciding strife began. You appear, sir, to forget
- 2:05:09Speaker 4: that I have indeed allowed you, upon certain conditions, to
- 2:05:12Speaker 4: remain in my company, but that I have reserved my
- 2:05:15Speaker 4: perfect freedom. If you command it, I pack up. He
- 2:05:22Speaker 4: was accustomed to menace, I was silent. He began immediately
- 2:05:27Speaker 4: to roll up my shadow. I turned pale, but I
- 2:05:30Speaker 4: let him proceed. There followed a long pause. He first
- 2:05:36Speaker 4: broke it. You cannot bear me, sir. You hate me.
- 2:05:41Speaker 4: I know it. Yet why do you hate me? Is
- 2:05:45Speaker 4: it because you attacked me on the highway and sought
- 2:05:47Speaker 4: to deprive me by violence of my bird's nest?
- 2:05:51Speaker 3: Or?
- 2:05:51Speaker 4: Is it because you have endeavored, in a thievish manner
- 2:05:53Speaker 4: to cheat me out of my property, the shadow, which
- 2:05:56Speaker 4: was entrusted to you entirely on your honor. I, for
- 2:06:01Speaker 4: my part, do not therefore hate you. I find it
- 2:06:05Speaker 4: quite natural that you should seek to avail yourself of
- 2:06:08Speaker 4: all your advantages, cunning and power, for the rest that
- 2:06:13Speaker 4: you have the very strictest principles, that you have a taste,
- 2:06:16Speaker 4: which you think is like honor itself. Against this, I
- 2:06:20Speaker 4: have nothing to say. In fact, I think not so
- 2:06:23Speaker 4: strictly as you. I merely act as you think, or
- 2:06:29Speaker 4: have I at any time pressed my finger on your
- 2:06:32Speaker 4: throat in order to bring to me your most precious soul,
- 2:06:35Speaker 4: for which I have a fancy. Have I, on account
- 2:06:38Speaker 4: of my bartered purse, let a servant loose on you?
- 2:06:42Speaker 4: Have I sought thus to swindle you out of it?
- 2:06:46Speaker 4: I had nothing to oppose to this, and he proceeded,
- 2:06:51Speaker 4: Very good, sir, Very good. You cannot endure me. I
- 2:06:55Speaker 4: know that very well, and am by no means angry
- 2:06:58Speaker 4: with you for it. We must part, that is clear,
- 2:07:03Speaker 4: and in fact you begin to be very wearisome to me.
- 2:07:08Speaker 4: In order then, to rid you of my further shame
- 2:07:10Speaker 4: inspiring presence, I once more counsel you to purchase this
- 2:07:15Speaker 4: thing from me. I extended to him the purse at
- 2:07:20Speaker 4: that price. No, I sighed deeply, and added, be it so? Then,
- 2:07:28Speaker 4: I insist, sir, that we part, and that you no
- 2:07:32Speaker 4: longer obstruct my path in a world which, it is
- 2:07:34Speaker 4: to be hoped, has room enough in it for us both.
- 2:07:39Speaker 4: He smiled and replied, I go, sir, but first let
- 2:07:43Speaker 4: me instruct you how you may ring for me when
- 2:07:45Speaker 4: you desire to see again, your most devoted servant. You
- 2:07:49Speaker 4: have only to shake your purse so that the eternal
- 2:07:52Speaker 4: gold pieces therein jingle and the sound will instantly attract me.
- 2:07:57Speaker 4: Every one thinks of his own advantage in this world.
- 2:08:01Speaker 4: You see that I at the same time am thoughtful
- 2:08:04Speaker 4: of yours, since I revealed to you a new power.
- 2:08:08Speaker 4: Oh this purse. Had the moths already devoured your shadow,
- 2:08:14Speaker 4: that would still constitute a strong bond between us. Enough,
- 2:08:19Speaker 4: you have me in my gold. Should you have any commands,
- 2:08:23Speaker 4: even when far off for your servant, you know that
- 2:08:27Speaker 4: I can show myself very active in the service of
- 2:08:30Speaker 4: my friends, and the rich stand particularly well with me.
- 2:08:35Speaker 4: You have seen it yourself only your shadow, Sir, allow
- 2:08:40Speaker 4: me to tell you that never again, except on one
- 2:08:43Speaker 4: sole condition. Is it yours? Forms of the pastime swept
- 2:08:49Speaker 4: before my soul? I demanded hastily, had you a signature
- 2:08:54Speaker 4: for mister John? He smiled, with so good a friend.
- 2:08:59Speaker 4: It was by no means necessary. Where is he? I
- 2:09:03Speaker 4: will know it? He plunged hesitatingly his hand into his
- 2:09:08Speaker 4: pocket and dragged thence by the hair appeared Thomas John's
- 2:09:13Speaker 4: ghastly disfigured form, and the blue death lips moved themselves
- 2:09:18Speaker 4: with heavy words housto houdisio they houdiicatus sum husto houdisio,
- 2:09:27Speaker 4: de condemnatus sum, I cried out with horror, dashing the
- 2:09:33Speaker 4: personto the abyss, I adjure thee in the name of Heaven,
- 2:09:38Speaker 4: take thyself hence, and never again show thyself in my sight.
- 2:09:43Speaker 4: He arose gloomily and instantly vanished behind the masses of rock,
- 2:09:51Speaker 4: end of chapter eight. Recording by James K. White Chula Vista, Chapter.
- 2:10:03Speaker 2: Nine of The Wonderful History of Peter Schlomil, The Man
- 2:10:06Speaker 2: Who Lost His Shadow. This is a LibriVox recording. All
- 2:10:10Speaker 2: LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information
- 2:10:14Speaker 2: or its volunteer, please visit LibriVox dot org. Recording by
- 2:10:19Speaker 2: Ashley M. The Wonderful History of Peter Schlamiel The Man
- 2:10:23Speaker 2: Who Lost His Shadow by A. Delbert von Chamisso, translated
- 2:10:27Speaker 2: by Frederick Henry Hedge, Chapter nine. I sat there without
- 2:10:33Speaker 2: shadow and without money, but a heavyweight was taken from
- 2:10:36Speaker 2: my bosom. I was calm. Had I lost my love
- 2:10:40Speaker 2: or had I in that loss felt myself free from blame?
- 2:10:43Speaker 2: I believed that I should have been happy. But I
- 2:10:45Speaker 2: knew not, however, what I should do. I examined my pockets.
- 2:10:50Speaker 2: I found yet several gold pieces there. I counted them
- 2:10:53Speaker 2: and laughed. I had my horses below at the inn.
- 2:10:57Speaker 2: I was ashamed of returning thither. I must at least
- 2:11:00Speaker 2: wait till the sun was gone down. It stood yet
- 2:11:03Speaker 2: high in the heaven. I laid myself down in the
- 2:11:06Speaker 2: shade of the nearest trees and fell calmly asleep. Lovely
- 2:11:10Speaker 2: shapes splendid themselves before me, and charming dance into a
- 2:11:13Speaker 2: pleasing dream. Mina with a flower beef in her hair
- 2:11:16Speaker 2: floated by me and smiled kindly upon me. The noble
- 2:11:20Speaker 2: Bendle also was crowned with flowers, and went past with
- 2:11:23Speaker 2: a friendly greeting. I saw many besides, and I believed
- 2:11:27Speaker 2: thee too tamest. So in the distant throng, a bright
- 2:11:31Speaker 2: light appeared, but no one had a shadow. And what
- 2:11:33Speaker 2: was stranger it had by no means a bad effect.
- 2:11:37Speaker 2: Flowers and songs, love and joy under groves of palm.
- 2:11:41Speaker 2: I could neither hold fast nor single out the moving,
- 2:11:44Speaker 2: lightly floating, lovable forms. But I knew that I dreamed
- 2:11:48Speaker 2: such a dream with joy and was careful to avoid waking.
- 2:11:52Speaker 2: I was already awake, but still cut my eyes closed
- 2:11:54Speaker 2: in order to retain the fading apparition longer before my soul.
- 2:11:59Speaker 2: I only opened my eyes. The sun stood still high
- 2:12:03Speaker 2: in the heaven, but in the east I had slept
- 2:12:05Speaker 2: through the night. I took it for a sign that
- 2:12:08Speaker 2: I should not return to the inn. I gave up
- 2:12:11Speaker 2: readily as lost what I yet possessed there, and determined
- 2:12:15Speaker 2: to strike on foot into a neighboring path which led
- 2:12:18Speaker 2: along the wood grown foot of the mountains, leaving it
- 2:12:21Speaker 2: to fate to fulfill what had yet in store for me.
- 2:12:25Speaker 2: I looked not behind me, and thought not even of
- 2:12:28Speaker 2: applying to Bendel, whom I left rich behind me, and
- 2:12:31Speaker 2: which I could readily have done. I considered the new
- 2:12:35Speaker 2: character which I should support in the world. My dress
- 2:12:39Speaker 2: was very modest. I had on an old black garment,
- 2:12:42Speaker 2: which I had already worn in Berlin, and which I
- 2:12:45Speaker 2: know not how had first come again into my hands
- 2:12:48Speaker 2: for this journey. I had also a traveling cap on
- 2:12:51Speaker 2: my head, a pair of old boots on my feet.
- 2:12:54Speaker 2: I arose and cut me on the spot a naughty
- 2:12:56Speaker 2: stick as a memorial, and advanced at once on my
- 2:12:59Speaker 2: way wandering, I met in the wood an old peasant
- 2:13:03Speaker 2: who greeted me in a friendly manner, and with whom
- 2:13:06Speaker 2: I entered into conversation. I inquired, like an inquisitive traveler,
- 2:13:11Speaker 2: first the way, then about the country and its inhabitants,
- 2:13:14Speaker 2: the productions of the mountains, and many such things. He
- 2:13:18Speaker 2: answered my questions sensibly and loquaciously. We came to the
- 2:13:22Speaker 2: bed of a mountain torrent, which had spread its devastations
- 2:13:25Speaker 2: over a wide tract of the forest. I shuddered involuntarily
- 2:13:29Speaker 2: at the sun bright space, and allowed the countrymen to
- 2:13:32Speaker 2: go first. But in the midst of the dangerous spot,
- 2:13:35Speaker 2: he stood still and turned to relate to me the
- 2:13:37Speaker 2: history of this desolation. He saw immediately my defect and
- 2:13:42Speaker 2: paused in the midst of his discourse. But how does
- 2:13:47Speaker 2: that happen? The gentleman has actually no shadow, alas Alas,
- 2:13:53Speaker 2: replied I, sighing during a long and severe illness, my hair,
- 2:13:57Speaker 2: nails and shadows aloft. Father. At my age, my hair,
- 2:14:02Speaker 2: which is renewed again, is quite white, the nails very short,
- 2:14:05Speaker 2: and the shadow that will never grow again. Aye aye,
- 2:14:09Speaker 2: responded the old man, shaking his head no shadow. That
- 2:14:13Speaker 2: is bad. That was a bad illness that the gentleman have.
- 2:14:17Speaker 2: But he continued not his narrative, and at the next crossway,
- 2:14:21Speaker 2: which presented itself, he left me without saying a word.
- 2:14:24Speaker 2: Bitter tears trembled anew upon my cheeks, and my cheerfulness
- 2:14:27Speaker 2: was gone. I pursued my way with a sorrowful heart,
- 2:14:32Speaker 2: and sought no further the society of men. I kept
- 2:14:35Speaker 2: myself in the darkest wood, and was many a time
- 2:14:38Speaker 2: compelled in order to pass over a space where the
- 2:14:40Speaker 2: sun shone, to wait for whole hours lest some human
- 2:14:44Speaker 2: eye should forbid me the transit. In the evening I
- 2:14:48Speaker 2: sought for a small inn in the villages. I went
- 2:14:51Speaker 2: particularly in quest of a mine in the mountains, where
- 2:14:54Speaker 2: I hoped to get work under the oath, since besides
- 2:14:58Speaker 2: that my present situation made it imperative that I should
- 2:15:01Speaker 2: provide for my support. I had discovered that the most
- 2:15:04Speaker 2: active labor alone could protect me from my own annihilating thoughts.
- 2:15:08Speaker 2: A few rainy days advanced me well on the way,
- 2:15:11Speaker 2: but at the expense of my boots, whose souls had
- 2:15:13Speaker 2: been calculated for the groff Peter and not for the
- 2:15:16Speaker 2: pedestrian laborer, I was already barefoot. I must procure a
- 2:15:20Speaker 2: pair of new boots the next morning. I transacted this
- 2:15:24Speaker 2: business with much gravity, in the village where was held awake,
- 2:15:28Speaker 2: and wherein a booth old and new boots stood for sale.
- 2:15:31Speaker 2: I selected and bargained long. I was forced to deny
- 2:15:35Speaker 2: myself a new pair, which I would gladly have had,
- 2:15:38Speaker 2: but the extravagant demand frightened me. I therefore contented myself
- 2:15:42Speaker 2: with an old pair, which were yet good and strong,
- 2:15:45Speaker 2: and which the handsome blondhaired boy who kept the stall
- 2:15:48Speaker 2: for present cash payment, handed to me with a friendly
- 2:15:50Speaker 2: smile and wished me good luck on my journey. I
- 2:15:53Speaker 2: put them on at once and left the place by
- 2:15:55Speaker 2: the northern gate. I was sunk very deep in my
- 2:15:59Speaker 2: thoughts as scarcely saw where I set my feet, for
- 2:16:02Speaker 2: I was plondering on the mine, which I hoped to
- 2:16:04Speaker 2: reach by evening, and where I hardly knew how I
- 2:16:06Speaker 2: should propose myself. I had not advanced two hundred strides
- 2:16:10Speaker 2: when I observed that I had got out of the way.
- 2:16:13Speaker 2: I therefore looked round me and found myself in a
- 2:16:16Speaker 2: wild and ancient forest, where the axe appeared never to
- 2:16:19Speaker 2: have been wielded. I pressed forward still a few steps,
- 2:16:22Speaker 2: and beheld myself in the midst of desert rocks, which
- 2:16:25Speaker 2: were overgrown only with moss and lichens, between which lay
- 2:16:29Speaker 2: fields of snow and ice. The air was intensely cold.
- 2:16:33Speaker 2: I looked round. The wood had vanished behind me. I
- 2:16:36Speaker 2: took a few strides more, and around me reigned the
- 2:16:38Speaker 2: silence of death. The ice on which I stood extended
- 2:16:41Speaker 2: itself boundlessly, and a thick, heavy fog rested on it.
- 2:16:46Speaker 2: The sun stood blood ried on the edge of the horizon.
- 2:16:49Speaker 2: The cold was insupportable. I knew not what had happened
- 2:16:52Speaker 2: to me. The benumbing frost compelled me to hasten my steps.
- 2:16:56Speaker 2: I heard alone the roar of distant waters. A step
- 2:17:00Speaker 2: and I was on the ice margin of an ocean.
- 2:17:03Speaker 2: Innumerable herds of seals plunged rushing before me in the flood.
- 2:17:07Speaker 2: I pursued the shore. I saw naked rocks, land, birch
- 2:17:11Speaker 2: and pine forests. I now advanced for a few minutes
- 2:17:15Speaker 2: right onwards. It was stifling hot. I looked around. I
- 2:17:19Speaker 2: stood amongst beautifully cultivated rice fields and beneath mulberry trees.
- 2:17:24Speaker 2: I seated myself in their shade. I looked at my watch.
- 2:17:27Speaker 2: I had left the market town only a quarter of
- 2:17:29Speaker 2: an hour before. I fancied that I dreamed. I bit
- 2:17:33Speaker 2: my tongue to awake myself. I closed my eyes in
- 2:17:36Speaker 2: order to collect my thoughts. I heard before me singular
- 2:17:39Speaker 2: accents from now through the nose. I looked up two Chinese,
- 2:17:44Speaker 2: unmistakable from their asiatic form of countenance. If indeed, I
- 2:17:48Speaker 2: would have given no credit to their costume, addressed me
- 2:17:51Speaker 2: and their speech with the accustomed salutations of their country.
- 2:17:54Speaker 2: I arose and stept two paces backward. I saw them
- 2:17:57Speaker 2: no more. The landscape was totally chane, trees and forests
- 2:18:01Speaker 2: instead of rice fields. I contemplated these trees and the
- 2:18:05Speaker 2: plants which bloomed around me, which I recognized as the
- 2:18:08Speaker 2: growth of southeastern Asia. I wished to approach one of
- 2:18:12Speaker 2: these trees. One step, and again all was changed. I
- 2:18:16Speaker 2: marched now like a recruit who is drilled, and strode
- 2:18:19Speaker 2: slowly and with measured steps. Wonderfully diversified lands, rivers, meadows,
- 2:18:25Speaker 2: mountain chains, steps, deserts of sand unrolled themselves before my
- 2:18:30Speaker 2: astonished eyes. There was no doubt of it. I had
- 2:18:33Speaker 2: seven leaked boots on my feet end of chapter nine.
- 2:18:39Speaker 2: Recording by Ashley M. Chapter ten of The Wonderful History
- 2:18:48Speaker 2: of Peter Schlamil, The Man Who Lost His Shadow. This
- 2:18:52Speaker 2: is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the
- 2:18:55Speaker 2: public domain. For more information or its volunteer, please visit
- 2:19:00Speaker 2: at LibriVox dot org. Recording by Ashley M. The Wonderful
- 2:19:05Speaker 2: History of Peter Schlemiel The Man Who Lost His Shadow
- 2:19:08Speaker 2: by A. Delbert von Chamisso translated by Frederick Henry Hedge.
- 2:19:13Speaker 2: Chapter ten. I fell in speechless adoration on my knees
- 2:19:18Speaker 2: and shed tears of thankfulness, for suddenly stood my fortune
- 2:19:22Speaker 2: clear before my soul. For early offense, thrust out from
- 2:19:26Speaker 2: the society of men, I was cast for compensation upon
- 2:19:29Speaker 2: nature which I ever loved. The earth was given me
- 2:19:32Speaker 2: as a rich garden study for the object and strength
- 2:19:35Speaker 2: of my life, and science for its goal. It was
- 2:19:39Speaker 2: no resolution which I adopted. I have since then, with
- 2:19:43Speaker 2: severe unremitted diligence, striven faithfully to represent what then stood
- 2:19:47Speaker 2: clear and perfect before my eye. And my satisfaction has
- 2:19:51Speaker 2: depended on the agreement of the demonstration with the original
- 2:19:55Speaker 2: I prepared, without hesitation, with a hasty survey, to take
- 2:19:58Speaker 2: possession of the feeling which I should hereafter reap, I
- 2:20:02Speaker 2: stood on the heights of the Bets, and the sun,
- 2:20:05Speaker 2: which had risen upon me only a few hours before,
- 2:20:08Speaker 2: now already stooped to the evening sky. I wandered over
- 2:20:12Speaker 2: Asia from east to west, overtaking him in his course,
- 2:20:15Speaker 2: and entering Africa. I gazed about me with eager curiosity
- 2:20:20Speaker 2: as I repeatedly traversed it in all directions, as I
- 2:20:24Speaker 2: surveyed the ancient pyramids and temples. In passing through Egypt,
- 2:20:28Speaker 2: I descried, in the desert, not far from hundred gated thieves,
- 2:20:32Speaker 2: the caves where the Christian Anchorites once dwelt. It was
- 2:20:36Speaker 2: suddenly firm and clear in me, here is thy home.
- 2:20:40Speaker 2: I selected one of the most concealed, which was at
- 2:20:42Speaker 2: the same time spacious convenience, and inaccessible to the jackals,
- 2:20:47Speaker 2: for my future abode, and again went forward. I passed
- 2:20:51Speaker 2: at the Pillars of Hercules over to Europe, and when
- 2:20:54Speaker 2: I had reviewed the southern and northern provinces, I crossed
- 2:20:57Speaker 2: from northern Asia over the polar glaciers to Greenland and America.
- 2:21:01Speaker 2: Traversed both parts of that constant, and the winter, which
- 2:21:05Speaker 2: already rained in the south, drove me speedily back northwards.
- 2:21:08Speaker 2: From Cape Horn. I tarried awhile till it was day
- 2:21:12Speaker 2: in Eastern Asia, and that for some repose continued my wandering.
- 2:21:16Speaker 2: I traced through both Americas the mountain chain which comprehends
- 2:21:20Speaker 2: the highest known inequalities on our globe. I stalked slowly
- 2:21:24Speaker 2: and cautiously from Summit to Summit, now over flaming volcanoes,
- 2:21:28Speaker 2: now snow crowned peaks, often breathing with difficulty. When retay
- 2:21:33Speaker 2: Mount Elias, I sprang across Bay ring straight to Asia.
- 2:21:37Speaker 2: I followed the western shores in their manifold windings, and
- 2:21:41Speaker 2: examined with especial care which of the islands there located
- 2:21:44Speaker 2: were accessible to me. From the peninsula of Malacca, my
- 2:21:48Speaker 2: boots carried me to Sumatra, Java, Bali, and Limbach. I attempted,
- 2:21:54Speaker 2: often with dangerous and always in vain, a northwest passage
- 2:21:58Speaker 2: over the lesser islets and rocks with which this sea
- 2:22:01Speaker 2: is studded, to Borneo and the other islands of this archipelago.
- 2:22:06Speaker 2: I was compelled to abandon the hope at length I
- 2:22:08Speaker 2: seated myself on the extremest part of Lamboc, and gazing
- 2:22:12Speaker 2: towards the south and east, wept as as the fast
- 2:22:16Speaker 2: closed grading of my prison that I had so soon
- 2:22:19Speaker 2: discovered my limits. New Holland, so extraordinary and so essentially
- 2:22:24Speaker 2: necessary to the comprehension of the Earth and its sun
- 2:22:26Speaker 2: woven garments of the vegetable and the animal world, with
- 2:22:31Speaker 2: the South Sea and its zoophyte islands, was interdiited in me.
- 2:22:35Speaker 2: And thus at the very outset, all that I should
- 2:22:38Speaker 2: gather and build up was destined to remain a mere fragment. Oh,
- 2:22:42Speaker 2: my Adelbert, what after all are the endeavors of men?
- 2:22:46Speaker 2: Often did I, in the severest winter of the Southern
- 2:22:49Speaker 2: Hemisphere endeavour, passing the polar glaciers westward, to leave behind
- 2:22:54Speaker 2: me those two hundred strides out from Cape Horn, which
- 2:22:57Speaker 2: sundered me, probably from Van Daven's Land and New Holland.
- 2:23:01Speaker 2: Regardless of my return or whether this dismal region should
- 2:23:05Speaker 2: close upon me, as my coffin lid, making desperate leafs
- 2:23:08Speaker 2: from ice drift to ice drift, and bidding defiance to
- 2:23:12Speaker 2: the cold and the sea in vain, I never reached
- 2:23:15Speaker 2: New Holland. But every time I came back to Limboch,
- 2:23:19Speaker 2: seated myself on its extremest peak, and wept again, with
- 2:23:22Speaker 2: my face turned towards the south and east, as at
- 2:23:25Speaker 2: the fast closed bars of my prison. I tore myself
- 2:23:29Speaker 2: at length from this spot and returned with a sorrowful
- 2:23:31Speaker 2: heart into inner Asia. I traversed that farther, pursuing the
- 2:23:35Speaker 2: morning dawn westward, and came yet in the night to
- 2:23:39Speaker 2: my proposed home in the base which I had touched
- 2:23:42Speaker 2: upon in the afternoon of the day before. As soon
- 2:23:45Speaker 2: as I was somewhat rested, and when it was day
- 2:23:48Speaker 2: again in Europe, I made it my first care to
- 2:23:51Speaker 2: procure everything which I wanted. First of all stopped shoes,
- 2:23:55Speaker 2: where I had experienced how inconvenience it was. When I
- 2:23:58Speaker 2: wished to examine near objects, not to be able to
- 2:24:01Speaker 2: slacken my stride except by pulling off my boots, A
- 2:24:05Speaker 2: pair of slippers drawn over them had completely the effect
- 2:24:08Speaker 2: which I anticipated, And later I always carried two pairs,
- 2:24:12Speaker 2: since I sometimes threw them from my feet without having
- 2:24:15Speaker 2: time to pick them up again. When lions, men or
- 2:24:19Speaker 2: hyenas startled me for my botanizing my very excellent watch
- 2:24:23Speaker 2: was for the short duration of my passage a capital chronometer.
- 2:24:28Speaker 2: Besides this, I needed a sextant, some scientific instruments, and books.
- 2:24:32Speaker 2: To procure all this, I made several anxious journeys to
- 2:24:35Speaker 2: London and Paris, which, auspiciously for me a mist just
- 2:24:39Speaker 2: then overshadowed. As the remains of my enchanted gold was
- 2:24:43Speaker 2: now exhausted. I easily accomplished the payments by gathering African ivory,
- 2:24:49Speaker 2: in which however, I was obliged to select only the
- 2:24:52Speaker 2: smallest tusks as not too heavy for me. I was
- 2:24:55Speaker 2: soon furnished and equipped with all these, and commenced immediately
- 2:24:59Speaker 2: as private philosopher my new course of life. I roamed
- 2:25:03Speaker 2: about the earth, now determining the altitudes of mountains, now
- 2:25:07Speaker 2: the temperature of its springs and the air. Now contemplating
- 2:25:11Speaker 2: the animal, now inquiring into the vegetable tribes. I hastened
- 2:25:16Speaker 2: from the equator to the pole, from one world to
- 2:25:18Speaker 2: the other, compairing facts with facts. The eggs of the
- 2:25:22Speaker 2: African ostrich or the northern sea fowl, and fruits, especially
- 2:25:26Speaker 2: of the tropical palms and bananas were even my ordinary food.
- 2:25:31Speaker 2: In the yeu of happiness. I had tobacco, and of
- 2:25:34Speaker 2: human society, and the sides of love. One faithful poodle
- 2:25:38Speaker 2: which guarded my cave in the thebais, And when I
- 2:25:41Speaker 2: returned home with fresh treasures, sprang joyfully towards me and
- 2:25:45Speaker 2: gave me still a human feeling that I was not
- 2:25:48Speaker 2: alone on the earth. An adventure was yet destined to
- 2:25:51Speaker 2: conduct me back amongst mankind and of Chapter ten. Recording
- 2:25:57Speaker 2: by Ashley M. Chapter eleven of The Wonderful History of
- 2:26:06Speaker 2: Peter Schlemil, The Man Who Lost His Shadow. This is
- 2:26:09Speaker 2: a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain.
- 2:26:14Speaker 2: For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox dot org.
- 2:26:19Speaker 2: Recording by Ashley M. The Wonderful History of Peter Schlemil,
- 2:26:23Speaker 2: The Man Who Lost His Shadow by A. Delbert von
- 2:26:26Speaker 2: Chamisso translated by Frederick Henry Hedge, Chapter eleven. As I
- 2:26:32Speaker 2: once wore my boots on the shores of the North
- 2:26:35Speaker 2: and gathered lichens and seaweed, an iceberre came ou awares
- 2:26:38Speaker 2: upon me round the corner of a rock, Flinging off
- 2:26:41Speaker 2: my slippers. I would step over to an opposite island,
- 2:26:44Speaker 2: to which a naked crag which protruded midway from the waves,
- 2:26:47Speaker 2: offered me a passage. I stepped with one foot firmly
- 2:26:51Speaker 2: on the rock and plunged over on the other side
- 2:26:53Speaker 2: into the sea. One of my slippers, having unobserved, remained
- 2:26:57Speaker 2: fast on the foot. The excessive cold seas on me.
- 2:27:01Speaker 2: I with difficulty, rescued my life from this danger, and
- 2:27:04Speaker 2: the moments I reached land, I ran with the utmost
- 2:27:06Speaker 2: speed to the Libyan deserts in order to dry myself
- 2:27:09Speaker 2: in the sun. But as I was here exposed, it
- 2:27:12Speaker 2: burned me so furiously on the head that I staggered
- 2:27:15Speaker 2: back again, very ill, towards the north. I sought to
- 2:27:18Speaker 2: relieve myself by rapid motion, and ran with swift, uncertain
- 2:27:22Speaker 2: steps from west to east, from east to west. I
- 2:27:25Speaker 2: found myself now in the day, now in the night,
- 2:27:28Speaker 2: now in summer, now in the winter's cold. I knew
- 2:27:31Speaker 2: not how long I thus reeled about on the earth.
- 2:27:34Speaker 2: A burning fever glowed in my veins with deepest distress.
- 2:27:38Speaker 2: I felt my senses forsaking me, as mischief would have
- 2:27:41Speaker 2: it in my incautious career. I now trod on someone's foot.
- 2:27:45Speaker 2: I must have heard him. I received a heavy blow
- 2:27:47Speaker 2: and fell to the ground. When I again returned to consciousness,
- 2:27:51Speaker 2: I lay comfortably in a good bed, which stood amongst
- 2:27:54Speaker 2: many other beds in a handsome hall. Some one sat
- 2:27:57Speaker 2: up my head. People went through the hall from one
- 2:28:00Speaker 2: bed to another. They came to mine and spake together
- 2:28:03Speaker 2: about me. They styled me number twelve, and on the
- 2:28:06Speaker 2: wall at my feet stood Yes, certainly, it was no delusion.
- 2:28:10Speaker 2: I could distinctly read on a black tablet of marble,
- 2:28:13Speaker 2: in great golden letters, quite correctly written my name, Peter Schlemil.
- 2:28:18Speaker 2: On the tablet beneath my name were two other rows
- 2:28:21Speaker 2: of letters, but I was too weak to put them together.
- 2:28:24Speaker 2: I again closed my eyes. I heard something of which
- 2:28:28Speaker 2: the subject was Peter Slemil, read aloud and articulately, but
- 2:28:32Speaker 2: I could not collect the sense. I saw a friendly
- 2:28:34Speaker 2: man and a very lovely woman in black dress appear
- 2:28:37Speaker 2: at my bedside. The forms were not strange to me,
- 2:28:40Speaker 2: and yet I could not recognize them. Some time went over,
- 2:28:44Speaker 2: and I recovered my strength. I was called number twelve,
- 2:28:47Speaker 2: and number twelve on accounts of his long beard passed
- 2:28:50Speaker 2: for a jew, on which accounts, however, he was not
- 2:28:53Speaker 2: at all. The less carefully treated that he had no shadow,
- 2:28:57Speaker 2: appeared to have been unobserved. My boots, as I was assured,
- 2:29:01Speaker 2: were with all that I had brought hither in good
- 2:29:04Speaker 2: keeping in order to be restored to me on my recovery.
- 2:29:08Speaker 2: The place in which I lay was called the Schlamelium.
- 2:29:11Speaker 2: What was daily read aloud concerning Peter Schlemil was an
- 2:29:14Speaker 2: exhortation to pray for him as the founder and benefactor
- 2:29:17Speaker 2: of this institution. The friendly man whom I had seen
- 2:29:20Speaker 2: by my bed was Bendel. The lovely woman was Mina.
- 2:29:23Speaker 2: I recovered unrecognized in the Schlomelium, and learned yet farther
- 2:29:27Speaker 2: that I was in Bendel's native city, where with the
- 2:29:30Speaker 2: remains of my otherwise unblessed gold, he had in my
- 2:29:33Speaker 2: name found in this hospital where the unhappy blessed me
- 2:29:36Speaker 2: and himself maintained its superintendence. Mina was a widow an
- 2:29:41Speaker 2: unhappy criminal process had cost mister Rascal's life and her
- 2:29:45Speaker 2: the greater part of her property. Her parents were no more.
- 2:29:48Speaker 2: She lived here as a pious widow and practiced works
- 2:29:51Speaker 2: of mercy. Once she conversed with mister Bendle, at the
- 2:29:54Speaker 2: bedside of number twelve. Why, noble lady, will you so
- 2:29:58Speaker 2: often expose yourself to the battle atmosphere which prevails here?
- 2:30:02Speaker 2: Dis fates then deal so hardly with you that you
- 2:30:04Speaker 2: wish to die. No, mister Bendall. Since I have dreamed
- 2:30:08Speaker 2: out my long dream and have awakened it myself, all
- 2:30:11Speaker 2: is well with me. Since then I crave not and
- 2:30:14Speaker 2: fear not death. Since then I reflect calmly on the
- 2:30:18Speaker 2: past and the future. Is it not, also, with the
- 2:30:21Speaker 2: still and inward happiness, that you, now, in so devoued
- 2:30:24Speaker 2: a manner, serve your master and friend? Thank God, Yes,
- 2:30:28Speaker 2: noble lady. But we have seen wonderful things. We have
- 2:30:31Speaker 2: unwadily drunk much good and bitter woes out of the
- 2:30:34Speaker 2: full cup now tis empty, and we may believe that
- 2:30:38Speaker 2: the whole has been only a trial, and armed with
- 2:30:40Speaker 2: the wisstconcernments, await the real beginning. The real beginning is
- 2:30:45Speaker 2: of another fashion, and we wish not back the first
- 2:30:47Speaker 2: jugglery and dround the whole, glad such as it was,
- 2:30:50Speaker 2: to have lived through it. I feel also within me
- 2:30:53Speaker 2: a confidence that I must now be better than formerly,
- 2:30:56Speaker 2: with our own friend in me too, replied the lovely widow,
- 2:31:00Speaker 2: and then passed on. The conversation left a deep impression
- 2:31:03Speaker 2: upon me. But I was undecided in myself whether I
- 2:31:06Speaker 2: should make myself known or depart, hence unrecognized. I took
- 2:31:10Speaker 2: my resolve. I requested paper and pencil and wrote these words.
- 2:31:14Speaker 2: It is indeed better with your old friends now than formerly,
- 2:31:18Speaker 2: And if he does penance, it is the penance of reconciliation.
- 2:31:21Speaker 2: Hereupon I desired to dress myself. As I found myself stronger.
- 2:31:26Speaker 2: The key of the small wardrobe, which stood near my
- 2:31:28Speaker 2: bed was brought, and I found the rind all that
- 2:31:31Speaker 2: belonged to me. I put on my clothes, suspended my
- 2:31:33Speaker 2: botanical case, in which I rejoiced still to find my
- 2:31:36Speaker 2: northern lichens round my black garment, drew on my boots,
- 2:31:41Speaker 2: laid the written paper on my bed, and as the
- 2:31:43Speaker 2: door opened, I was already far on the way to
- 2:31:45Speaker 2: the base. As I took the way along the Syrian
- 2:31:48Speaker 2: coast on which I, for the last time had wandered
- 2:31:51Speaker 2: from home, I perceived my poor Figaro coming towards me.
- 2:31:55Speaker 2: This excellent poodle, who had long expected his master at home,
- 2:31:58Speaker 2: seemed to desire to trace him out. I stood still
- 2:32:01Speaker 2: and called to him. He sprang, barking towards me with
- 2:32:05Speaker 2: a thousand moving assurances of his inmost and most extravagant joy.
- 2:32:09Speaker 2: I took him up under my arm, for in truth
- 2:32:12Speaker 2: he could not follow me, and brought him with me
- 2:32:14Speaker 2: home Again. I found all in his old order, and
- 2:32:18Speaker 2: returned gradually as my strength was recruited to my former
- 2:32:21Speaker 2: employment and mode of life, except that I kept myself
- 2:32:24Speaker 2: for a whole year out of the to me wholly
- 2:32:27Speaker 2: insupportable polar cold, and thus my dear hamso I lived
- 2:32:31Speaker 2: to this day. My boots are no worse for the wear,
- 2:32:34Speaker 2: as that very learned work of the celebrated thecheusts to
- 2:32:37Speaker 2: reabis justice pull to Chili at first led me to
- 2:32:40Speaker 2: fear their force remains unimpaired. My strength only decays. Yet
- 2:32:45Speaker 2: I have the comfort to have exerted in a continuous
- 2:32:47Speaker 2: and not fruitless pursuit of one object. I have, so
- 2:32:51Speaker 2: far as my boots could carry me, become more fundamentally
- 2:32:54Speaker 2: acquainted than any man before me with the Earth, its shape,
- 2:32:57Speaker 2: its elevations, its temperatures, the changes of its atmosphere, the
- 2:33:01Speaker 2: exhibitions of its magnetic power and the life upon it,
- 2:33:05Speaker 2: especially in the vegetable world. The facts I have recorded
- 2:33:08Speaker 2: with the greatest possible exactness and in perspicuous order in
- 2:33:13Speaker 2: several works, as stated by deductions and views. Briefly in
- 2:33:16Speaker 2: several treatises, I have settled the geography of the interior
- 2:33:20Speaker 2: of Africa, and of the northern polar regions, of the
- 2:33:23Speaker 2: interior of Asia and its eastern shores. My historia Stripium
- 2:33:28Speaker 2: planetarium Utrius Gorgus stands as the great fragments of the
- 2:33:32Speaker 2: flora universalis terrae, and as a branch of my system
- 2:33:36Speaker 2: of natuae. I believe that I have therein not merely augmented,
- 2:33:40Speaker 2: at moderate calculation the amounts of no species more than
- 2:33:44Speaker 2: one third. But I have done something for the natural
- 2:33:46Speaker 2: system and for the geography of plants. I shall labor
- 2:33:50Speaker 2: diligently at my fauna. I shall take care of that
- 2:33:53Speaker 2: before my death. My work shall be deposited in the
- 2:33:56Speaker 2: Berlin University and thee my dear Shamso have I selected
- 2:34:00Speaker 2: as the preserver of my singular history, which, perhaps, when
- 2:34:04Speaker 2: I have vanished from the Earth, may afford valuable instruction
- 2:34:07Speaker 2: to many of its inhabitants. But thou, my friend, if
- 2:34:11Speaker 2: thou wilt live among men, learn before all things to
- 2:34:14Speaker 2: reverence the shadow, and then the gold wishest thou to
- 2:34:17Speaker 2: live only for thyself and for thy better self. Oh,
- 2:34:20Speaker 2: then thou needest no counsel. Thoughtful readers of this remarkable
- 2:34:26Speaker 2: story will be pleased, no doubt, to have the hidden
- 2:34:29Speaker 2: significance of it its latent lessons set before them in
- 2:34:33Speaker 2: statements more explicit and distinct than have yet been made.
- 2:34:36Speaker 2: The whole meaning of the narrative is summed up by
- 2:34:38Speaker 2: this author in the sly and semi satirical exhortation with
- 2:34:41Speaker 2: which he closes, My friend, while you live among mankind,
- 2:34:46Speaker 2: learn above all things for us to reverence your shadow
- 2:34:48Speaker 2: than next your money. To elucidate the full force of
- 2:34:51Speaker 2: this somewhat obscure and metaphorical sentence, and raise into clear
- 2:34:55Speaker 2: relief the genuine moral teachings of the narrative, we shall
- 2:34:58Speaker 2: have to subdivide our ex explanation and presents its contents
- 2:35:02Speaker 2: under three heads. First, which is more important to the
- 2:35:05Speaker 2: prosperity and happiness of a man, the real character he
- 2:35:09Speaker 2: is or the reputation he bears, the substance of his
- 2:35:12Speaker 2: personal being or the shadow he casts in society. There
- 2:35:15Speaker 2: are two answers. In the intrinsic world of God, consciousness
- 2:35:20Speaker 2: and destiny, the former is incomparably the more momentous, but
- 2:35:24Speaker 2: in the conventional world of civilization, the latter is often
- 2:35:27Speaker 2: considered and thus apparently made the essential thing. Second in
- 2:35:32Speaker 2: the influence exerted on our experience, respectively by money and
- 2:35:36Speaker 2: by the goods that money represents, Which is superior? Which
- 2:35:39Speaker 2: of these should hold the primary which the secondary rank
- 2:35:43Speaker 2: in our esteem? Here likewise, there are two opposed answers.
- 2:35:46Speaker 2: True insight unhesitatingly affirms that money is merely a symbol,
- 2:35:50Speaker 2: while the goods of life, food, clothing, shelter, education, social
- 2:35:55Speaker 2: intercourse are the reality it symbolizes. Given a full supply
- 2:35:59Speaker 2: of the goods of life, and money is needless. On
- 2:36:02Speaker 2: the contrary, no amount of money would be worth anything
- 2:36:05Speaker 2: if unrelated with the goods of life, without which we
- 2:36:08Speaker 2: can not get along at all. Therefore, what immediately supports
- 2:36:12Speaker 2: life is the real substance, and this emblematic token is
- 2:36:15Speaker 2: only a shadow. That is the first answer to our question.
- 2:36:19Speaker 2: What a quite different answer passes currents in the ordinary
- 2:36:22Speaker 2: course of the world. For under the present system of civilization,
- 2:36:25Speaker 2: money commands, purchases, and distributes the goods of life. In
- 2:36:30Speaker 2: this way, it becomes the imperious lord of the supplies
- 2:36:32Speaker 2: for our wants, and consequently outranks them all in importance.
- 2:36:37Speaker 2: In fashionable circles, a man gifted with magnificent genius and nobility,
- 2:36:41Speaker 2: but destitute of money, passes for nothing, while a commonplace
- 2:36:45Speaker 2: lubber with a million guineas in the bank is a king.
- 2:36:49Speaker 2: The costly substance of the former is neglected because he
- 2:36:52Speaker 2: has no pecuniary shadow. The rich pecuniary shadow of the
- 2:36:55Speaker 2: latter is worshiped, notwithstanding his unsubstantial worthlessness. The meaning of
- 2:37:00Speaker 2: the sign has disappeared in the formal hollowness of the signal,
- 2:37:04Speaker 2: the substance and the shadow have changed places. Third, the
- 2:37:08Speaker 2: last and deepest lesson tacitly taught by the mysterious adventures
- 2:37:12Speaker 2: of Peter Schlemil, is the delightful absurdity the ridiculous logical
- 2:37:16Speaker 2: incoherence involved in the supposition that a negative abstraction can
- 2:37:20Speaker 2: exist by itself and operate independently of everything else. There
- 2:37:24Speaker 2: are very few things in literature more delicious in their
- 2:37:27Speaker 2: ironical wit and humor, than the coolness with which the
- 2:37:30Speaker 2: author assumes that the shadow of a man is something
- 2:37:33Speaker 2: quite free of any dependence on him who throws it,
- 2:37:36Speaker 2: the perfect innocence with which poor Peter describes his shadow
- 2:37:39Speaker 2: as a material object which could be picked up and
- 2:37:42Speaker 2: folded together and put in the pocket, or which could
- 2:37:45Speaker 2: be frozen to the ground and left their wellest owner
- 2:37:47Speaker 2: walked away. It is a cutting satire on that agnostic
- 2:37:50Speaker 2: philosophy which personifies mental abstractions and that substitutes them for
- 2:37:55Speaker 2: the causal personality from which alone mental abstractions can be derived.
- 2:38:00Speaker 2: In this manner, personality is pulverised into a series of
- 2:38:03Speaker 2: states of consciousness, with no permanent identity threatening them. Soon.
- 2:38:07Speaker 2: The Darwinian theory of the origin the species an arbitrary
- 2:38:10Speaker 2: personification of the verbal phrase natural selection is made to
- 2:38:14Speaker 2: work as an intelligent cause, to produce all the phenomena
- 2:38:17Speaker 2: of evolution, and to supersede God by doing his work
- 2:38:20Speaker 2: in his place. Natural selection is not a causative entity.
- 2:38:24Speaker 2: It is the abstract expression for a process which is
- 2:38:27Speaker 2: the resultance of the various cooperative factors involved in the
- 2:38:30Speaker 2: whole systematic relationship of being. Philosophy can no more solve
- 2:38:34Speaker 2: the problem of evolution without the three concepts creator, creation, creatures,
- 2:38:39Speaker 2: than one can account for the appearance of a human
- 2:38:42Speaker 2: shadow without presupposing the three facts a man, a light,
- 2:38:46Speaker 2: and the interception of the light by the body of
- 2:38:48Speaker 2: the man. The shadow of nature implies the light of God. W. R.
- 2:38:53Speaker 2: Alger end of the Wonderful History of Peter Schlemil The
- 2:38:58Speaker 2: Man Who Lost his Shadow via Delbert von Chamaso, translated
- 2:39:02Speaker 2: by Frederick Henry Hedge, recording by Ashley M.