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- 0:01Speaker 1: Every day a week, clicks up the Breakfast Club, Finish
- 0:05Speaker 1: for y'all.
- 0:06Speaker 2: Done, morning everybody.
- 0:08Speaker 3: It's the j n V. Jess Hilarious, Charlamagne the God
- 0:12Speaker 3: we are the Breakfast Club. Lona Ros is here as well.
- 0:14Speaker 3: We got a special guest in the building.
- 0:16Speaker 1: Man, another culture like we having a weaker culture.
- 0:20Speaker 3: Ai Alan Chuck whatever you want to call him, Mster
- 0:23Speaker 3: seven five seven.
- 0:24Speaker 2: He's in the building.
- 0:25Speaker 3: New book Misunderstood is out right now Alan Ovis. Ladies
- 0:28Speaker 3: and gentlemen, are you feeling man?
- 0:31Speaker 2: Good life? Life be life in the same fight, different round,
- 0:35Speaker 2: you know what I mean? I want to how much
- 0:39Speaker 2: sound we got me because I don't know where it's
- 0:42Speaker 2: gonna go. But look, man, friends, all right, so I
- 0:52Speaker 2: know you know what type of I mean. I'm just mean, Jess,
- 0:55Speaker 2: But you know, you know how you get to know
- 0:57Speaker 2: somebody from afar and you get basically kind of tell
- 1:01Speaker 2: what type of person they are. You know what I mean.
- 1:04Speaker 2: Obviously I've known you since I was in high school
- 1:07Speaker 2: and big fan of you, bro move close. I'm bad friendships, Man,
- 1:18Speaker 2: It's hard, you know what I mean? Because when you
- 1:21Speaker 2: think about your friends, obviously you know you can't choose
- 1:24Speaker 2: your family members, you know what I mean, you're born
- 1:27Speaker 2: into that. But your friends, you feel like, you know,
- 1:30Speaker 2: y'all got so much in common with each other, and
- 1:32Speaker 2: you have so much love for them because you know
- 1:35Speaker 2: they kind of like a basically a reflection of you,
- 1:38Speaker 2: or you got the same type of things in common
- 1:41Speaker 2: or whatever, and you just grow to love them like family.
- 1:44Speaker 2: They become you know, the guys become brothers, and your
- 1:47Speaker 2: homegirls become your sisters. But it's rough man navigating through that,
- 1:56Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I know how much I
- 1:57Speaker 2: love my family, my friends. I got so much when
- 2:00Speaker 2: I first got into the league, you know what I mean.
- 2:03Speaker 2: It was the entourage, bringing homeboys from where you're from.
- 2:07Speaker 2: You trust them so much, you love them. You want
- 2:09Speaker 2: them to go on the ride with you. You want
- 2:12Speaker 2: them to take this journey, you know through it. It's
- 2:14Speaker 2: new to me. I've been poor all my whole life,
- 2:17Speaker 2: and then snap of a finger, I'm rich and famous
- 2:21Speaker 2: and it's a lot, you know what I mean. So
- 2:24Speaker 2: you want to have so many people around you that
- 2:26Speaker 2: you love me and you trust, you know what I mean.
- 2:31Speaker 2: And the money man just you know what I mean,
- 2:37Speaker 2: It's just you know what I mean, and it's it's
- 2:39Speaker 2: it's so different from me, and it's so hard for
- 2:42Speaker 2: me because with my athletic ability that I was blessed with.
- 2:46Speaker 2: I've been like this since I was eight years old.
- 2:50Speaker 2: Like I always felt that I was rich, but I
- 2:54Speaker 2: was poor. I always been famous, you know what I mean.
- 2:56Speaker 2: When I was eight years old, I go into barbershop
- 2:58Speaker 2: and guys, I'm a teen, eighteen, twenty twenty five years old,
- 3:02Speaker 2: Guys like, oh shit, there you go. You know that's
- 3:05Speaker 2: the one right there, that's him. So it's always been
- 3:07Speaker 2: that for me. I always had that attention, you know
- 3:10Speaker 2: what I mean. I always been like that. And you know,
- 3:15Speaker 2: once I got some money, it was no different from me.
- 3:19Speaker 2: Obviously I could do things with my family and my
- 3:20Speaker 2: friends that I couldn't do before. You know, that's that
- 3:24Speaker 2: goes without saying. And I've never had a person you
- 3:29Speaker 2: know my nickname obviously, you know my name, Chuck. You know,
- 3:32Speaker 2: I never heard a person say, you know, once Chuck
- 3:34Speaker 2: got some money, he changed, Once Chuck got to the NBA,
- 3:37Speaker 2: he changed, you know what I mean. I've never heard that,
- 3:40Speaker 2: you know before, because you know, the people that know
- 3:43Speaker 2: me and love me, and the people that I love
- 3:45Speaker 2: know I'm meet you know what I mean. That's one
- 3:47Speaker 2: of my biggest fears, or had been one of my
- 3:49Speaker 2: biggest fears. Of looking in the mirror and not being
- 3:52Speaker 2: able to recognize you know, well my mom and the
- 3:55Speaker 2: people that I loved. Not be able to recognize who
- 3:58Speaker 2: I see, you know what I mean, meant something to me.
- 4:02Speaker 2: But man, just the painful lessons of friends not being
- 4:08Speaker 2: who you think they they are. When you add the
- 4:12Speaker 2: rut of all evil, any.
- 4:13Speaker 1: Thing something just recently happened.
- 4:16Speaker 2: It happens, and the reason definitely, it happens all the time.
- 4:21Speaker 2: But I feel a pendulum swinging in another direction as
- 4:26Speaker 2: far as how I feel about it, like how it
- 4:28Speaker 2: used to hurt me. You know what I mean. You
- 4:30Speaker 2: you tell someone you want to find out if somebody
- 4:34Speaker 2: your friend, you tell them no once know and and
- 4:40Speaker 2: their reaction with what was said all you know what
- 4:43Speaker 2: I mean? Chuck a man, I got a business, you know, opportunity.
- 4:46Speaker 2: I want to start this. I want to start that
- 4:49Speaker 2: man can give me a hundred thousand and you don't
- 4:51Speaker 2: even have to tell them no. You can say not
- 4:55Speaker 2: right now, you know later on. But these are the
- 4:57Speaker 2: same people pay their rent, pay that over the years,
- 5:01Speaker 2: child support. You know what I mean? You know, pay
- 5:04Speaker 2: your mom rent. You know this, that lawyer lay. Every
- 5:09Speaker 2: time you go to a jewelry store, you're taking them,
- 5:11Speaker 2: you know, because the most awkward feeling is you know,
- 5:14Speaker 2: for me, this is just me growing up, being young
- 5:16Speaker 2: and not knowing early in the preliminary stages of getting
- 5:21Speaker 2: some money. You know what I mean, Like I don't
- 5:23Speaker 2: want to be shining and looking good and my homeboys not.
- 5:26Speaker 2: So when I go see Manny, you know what I mean,
- 5:28Speaker 2: they going You know what I mean, When I get cars,
- 5:31Speaker 2: they get cars, you know what I mean. Like, and
- 5:34Speaker 2: you know it's just like when you tell them no,
- 5:40Speaker 2: the way they you know they act. You know, somebody
- 5:42Speaker 2: saying this, yo, man, what's up with your man? They are?
- 5:45Speaker 2: You know, what's up with a man? Fuck that nigga?
- 5:47Speaker 4: Dangn You know what I mean, Like after reading your book,
- 5:49Speaker 4: nobody's your question.
- 5:50Speaker 2: You're loyal?
- 5:50Speaker 1: You'll ever say you took care of me.
- 5:53Speaker 3: I'm what you've seen. But do you regret that? Because
- 5:56Speaker 3: I mean, Virginia, that's you everywhere.
- 5:59Speaker 2: That's what I say. Dependingum is swinging. That's That's why
- 6:02Speaker 2: I say or feel that my maturation is on a
- 6:06Speaker 2: higher level now because back then when something traumatic will
- 6:13Speaker 2: happen to me like that, and I see how they
- 6:15Speaker 2: act for me telling them no, like you know what
- 6:22Speaker 2: I mean. Like it's like I feel myself not giving
- 6:27Speaker 2: the damn anymore, Like you know what I mean. Like
- 6:30Speaker 2: I'm talking about the same people that come to me,
- 6:32Speaker 2: you know, be at my practice eight o'clock in the morning,
- 6:37Speaker 2: you know, Christmas Eve, saying what their kids don't have?
- 6:40Speaker 2: You know what I mean. One thing about the people
- 6:42Speaker 2: that you love, people that love you or supposed to
- 6:45Speaker 2: love you, is they know you better than anybody. They
- 6:48Speaker 2: know my heart. You throw your kids in there, you
- 6:51Speaker 2: know what I mean. Everybody know Christmas on the twenty
- 6:53Speaker 2: fifth of December every year, you know what I mean.
- 6:55Speaker 2: But man, my kids ain't gonna have nothing, you know
- 6:58Speaker 2: what I mean, what I supposed to do.
- 7:00Speaker 4: Something you said in the book that hit me too
- 7:01Speaker 4: is you was like, man, you was that kid, so
- 7:03Speaker 4: you understood what it felt it not have when they
- 7:06Speaker 4: came to you.
- 7:06Speaker 1: You was like, I gotta do.
- 7:07Speaker 2: And I had the mother and the father that hustled
- 7:12Speaker 2: to get us what they could, but they couldn't get
- 7:14Speaker 2: us things. You know, I wanted ope d for Christmas.
- 7:17Speaker 2: I wanted certain things and then you wake up that
- 7:19Speaker 2: morning and it's not there. You know, you may have
- 7:22Speaker 2: a you know, past sneakers or T shirt and that
- 7:25Speaker 2: be the only thing you get, you know what I mean.
- 7:28Speaker 2: So you know, I ain't never want my homeboys kids
- 7:31Speaker 2: to you know, look at them crazy And now you know,
- 7:35Speaker 2: like i've years ago, it's you know, I ran into
- 7:39Speaker 2: the craziest shit. But years ago, you know, money got funny,
- 7:44Speaker 2: you know what I mean? And you know I had
- 7:47Speaker 2: realized at a point like I ain't have the word
- 7:51Speaker 2: knowing my vocabulary when it comes to people, you know
- 7:53Speaker 2: what I mean, Like I was so used to I
- 7:56Speaker 2: never held anybody accountable for why I had to be
- 8:00Speaker 2: the one taking care of everybody, you know what I mean.
- 8:03Speaker 2: I was the one going to work every single day.
- 8:06Speaker 2: I was breaking bones, stitches on the stitches in my face,
- 8:09Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And it just it just
- 8:13Speaker 2: taught me a lot, man. And now you know, I know,
- 8:17Speaker 2: life be lifeing, But to be still dealing with those
- 8:20Speaker 2: type of people and caring about how they feel when
- 8:23Speaker 2: you know what you've done for them, you know, you
- 8:26Speaker 2: wake up, and some people wake up in their life
- 8:29Speaker 2: just not what they wanted to be. And the first
- 8:31Speaker 2: thing you could think of is blame it on Chuck,
- 8:35Speaker 2: you know, figure out some way that I can blame
- 8:37Speaker 2: it on somebody else to why my life is not
- 8:39Speaker 2: what it is?
- 8:40Speaker 3: And do you ever have impasta syndrome? And the reason
- 8:43Speaker 3: I asked if you talk about all that?
- 8:45Speaker 2: Right?
- 8:46Speaker 3: And I remember the Bowling Alley incident in Virginia, and
- 8:49Speaker 3: it feels like, regardless of what happened in VA, you
- 8:53Speaker 3: always came back and you always wanted to show the love.
- 8:56Speaker 3: No matter what happened. You talk about the people you
- 8:58Speaker 3: put on the city was against you, and Virginia could
- 9:00Speaker 3: have been racist back then. It was really racist back then.
- 9:03Speaker 3: We all seen it. But you still came back to
- 9:05Speaker 3: that seven five seven to show love.
- 9:07Speaker 2: I am I am VA. It's me, It's Amy, you
- 9:12Speaker 2: know what I mean. And the crazy, crazy thing about
- 9:15Speaker 2: I was just talking to my man about this before
- 9:18Speaker 2: we got in here, so I had to do all
- 9:20Speaker 2: the stuff, you know, all my media runs and all that.
- 9:23Speaker 2: Yesterday I just signed a thousand books and you know,
- 9:26Speaker 2: take a thousand pictures, you know what I mean? With
- 9:28Speaker 2: the people that bought the books beautiful, but I was,
- 9:31Speaker 2: you know, I was tired, and right after that as
- 9:32Speaker 2: my daughter's birthday, and I had to you know, she
- 9:36Speaker 2: wanted to be with me, so I had to, you know,
- 9:39Speaker 2: take care of her after all of that, and I
- 9:41Speaker 2: got done. Maybe I started at six, got done like
- 9:45Speaker 2: maybe ten o'clock. She wanted to go bowling and wanted
- 9:48Speaker 2: to go to a escape room. Okay, but I had
- 9:53Speaker 2: no idea that that the escape room was like you're
- 9:55Speaker 2: in a jail scene, you know what I mean. I'm like, yo,
- 10:00Speaker 2: this this is your life for real, Like, out of
- 10:03Speaker 2: all the places that she want to go on her birthday,
- 10:06Speaker 2: bold in a jail. You know.
- 10:12Speaker 5: But she's smart because you got to figure out how
- 10:13Speaker 5: she probably figured out how.
- 10:15Speaker 2: To get But you know, I'm thinking, like the last
- 10:18Speaker 2: place I want to be from my memory right in
- 10:21Speaker 2: jail bowling out, you know what I mean.
- 10:24Speaker 4: So I mean, I want to go back to your
- 10:27Speaker 4: friend's thing real quick, right because even in the book,
- 10:29Speaker 4: there's nobody that felt like that was around you that
- 10:32Speaker 4: didn't help you in some way, shape or form. So
- 10:34Speaker 4: you was repaying them, Like you talk about how when
- 10:37Speaker 4: you was in jail, they was taking care of your mom,
- 10:38Speaker 4: and they were the ones that would tell you, you know,
- 10:41Speaker 4: you know, you're not gonna be hustling, You're gonna be
- 10:42Speaker 4: playing ball. So it wasn't like you just had a
- 10:45Speaker 4: bunch of leeches around you. There's people that looked out
- 10:47Speaker 4: for you, so you look back out for them.
- 10:49Speaker 2: You know what I would have I would have done
- 10:52Speaker 2: it anyway. Like I ain't never expected like if I
- 10:54Speaker 2: if I you know, if I look out for one
- 10:56Speaker 2: of my my home boys, my home I don't expect
- 11:01Speaker 2: you to give it back, you know what I mean.
- 11:02Speaker 2: I ain't never asked for nothing back, you know what
- 11:05Speaker 2: I mean. I just feel like me being ahead of
- 11:07Speaker 2: the snake. You know, it's like me. The perfect example
- 11:14Speaker 2: is like me being on twenty and one team went
- 11:17Speaker 2: to the finals. I'm the killer. Everybody know that this
- 11:21Speaker 2: is the guy gonna put the ball in the basket.
- 11:23Speaker 2: This is what he do. Now, what we do is
- 11:26Speaker 2: compliment him. We do everything else all his deficiencies and
- 11:30Speaker 2: things that he can't do on the defensive end of
- 11:32Speaker 2: the you know, of the court. You know he's leading
- 11:35Speaker 2: the league and stills, yeah after year, but you got
- 11:38Speaker 2: to gamble and when he gambled. The ken Bay is
- 11:40Speaker 2: there to make sure I'm good. Leo is there the
- 11:43Speaker 2: block shots make sure I'm good. They could do all
- 11:46Speaker 2: of the things that I couldn't do it, and that's
- 11:48Speaker 2: what that's what made Voltron, you know what I mean.
- 11:51Speaker 2: You put all those things together, and that it was
- 11:53Speaker 2: me and a bunch of dogs, you know what I mean.
- 11:56Speaker 2: And it's the same thing with my friendship. Yeah, he's
- 11:58Speaker 2: the guy, you know what I mean, he's like us,
- 12:00Speaker 2: but he's not like us, you know, he is AI.
- 12:03Speaker 2: So we got to act accordingly to that. Yeah, he
- 12:06Speaker 2: chucked us, you know what I mean, but people look
- 12:10Speaker 2: at him another way. So I have a role, you know,
- 12:12Speaker 2: I have to do this. This is my part. This
- 12:14Speaker 2: is what I have to do, you know what I mean.
- 12:16Speaker 2: This is what I have to do, you know. And
- 12:18Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't know if I said that,
- 12:20Speaker 2: but looking out for my mom financially, it is totally
- 12:24Speaker 2: different than going around there and checking on you know
- 12:27Speaker 2: what I mean. It was never no you know, like
- 12:31Speaker 2: like I did when it came to to that family,
- 12:35Speaker 2: you know what I mean.
- 12:37Speaker 4: Another thing too, and maybe this could be part of
- 12:39Speaker 4: what you're feeling right now. It seemed like the whole
- 12:42Speaker 4: team had a dream.
- 12:43Speaker 1: It wasn't. It wasn't.
- 12:44Speaker 4: You're supposed to get on in basketball. You're supposed to
- 12:46Speaker 4: get on in basketball. And everybody was supposed to make
- 12:47Speaker 4: it a rap, so everybody was supposed to be doing
- 12:49Speaker 4: their own thing.
- 12:50Speaker 2: I didn't have the I didn't have the Lebron James
- 12:53Speaker 2: cru I didn't have that blueprint, you know what i mean.
- 12:58Speaker 2: I'm like, look, we're gonna get in when we fit in,
- 13:00Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Like, I've had one of
- 13:02Speaker 2: my homeboys tell me, like, I'm going to work every day,
- 13:04Speaker 2: working every day, mass supposed to be a superstar by now,
- 13:07Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Going to work. I'm like,
- 13:10Speaker 2: like I've had incidents like you know, I'm getting ready
- 13:13Speaker 2: to go on the road, and it was a casino,
- 13:15Speaker 2: you know what i mean. And I go to the bank,
- 13:18Speaker 2: I get fifty thousand, they got thirty thousand and large
- 13:22Speaker 2: and twenty thousand and you know, twenties. And I'm getting
- 13:28Speaker 2: on the plane. My man come, I give him the
- 13:30Speaker 2: twenty thousand. He looked at it like it was something
- 13:32Speaker 2: wrong with it because it was all twenties. You know
- 13:35Speaker 2: what I mean. I'm like, yo, did this? You know really,
- 13:39Speaker 2: just that really just happened, you know what I mean.
- 13:42Speaker 2: And it's like, you know you can, you can. You're
- 13:47Speaker 2: thinking you're doing what's right, but you only you're not
- 13:51Speaker 2: holding people accountable. You being a crutch for him. It's
- 13:55Speaker 2: like putting a band aid on something, you know what
- 13:57Speaker 2: I mean. You're not stitching it up, you know what
- 13:58Speaker 2: I mean, not stapling it up, you know what I mean.
- 14:01Speaker 2: And they always feel like that, you know what I mean.
- 14:04Speaker 2: But like the hurtful part is the response of actually
- 14:10Speaker 2: saying no, probably because they never heard it, like when
- 14:14Speaker 2: I implemented that in my vocabulary, like no, what you
- 14:19Speaker 2: know what I mean? And and like for somebody I'm
- 14:22Speaker 2: built so different, like somebody just like en be getting
- 14:27Speaker 2: me a barber, Like that's gonna be something that resonates
- 14:31Speaker 2: with me forever. I know, we already got a relationship,
- 14:34Speaker 2: you know what I mean, But still, like I needed
- 14:35Speaker 2: a barber in New York. My man looked out for me,
- 14:39Speaker 2: Like that goes a long way with me. But you
- 14:42Speaker 2: can do a million things for somebody, you know what
- 14:45Speaker 2: I mean. The first time, you know what I mean,
- 14:47Speaker 2: and I was warned about it. You know what I mean.
- 14:50Speaker 2: Aaron Mkey told me, he said, Chuck, just you know
- 14:54Speaker 2: what I mean. When you when you cut in your grass,
- 14:57Speaker 2: you know what I mean, and you getting them snakes
- 14:59Speaker 2: out of there, you ask ask somebody, you know, let
- 15:04Speaker 2: him ask you for something and tell him no, you
- 15:06Speaker 2: know what I mean. And I think I'm doing a
- 15:07Speaker 2: great job of cutting it. But you still got a
- 15:11Speaker 2: little small you know. The snakes might be gone, but
- 15:15Speaker 2: some worms in there, some small you know.
- 15:19Speaker 4: Right now it's Charles Barkley and a whole bunch of
- 15:21Speaker 4: people saying we was trying to tell him this thirty.
- 15:24Speaker 2: Yeah, but when you when you like it's just like
- 15:27Speaker 2: the basketball aspect of everything. I ain't never think that
- 15:30Speaker 2: I will retire there early, you know what I mean. Man,
- 15:34Speaker 2: I ain't never had no back up playing Like growing up,
- 15:37Speaker 2: once my mom told me I could be anything I
- 15:39Speaker 2: wanted to be. I wanted to be a NBA basketball player,
- 15:41Speaker 2: and that was it. It was no it was no
- 15:44Speaker 2: b C. D. It was just that that one dream,
- 15:47Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I didn't have no no blueprint.
- 15:50Speaker 2: I ain't even had nobody in my family that went
- 15:52Speaker 2: to college, you know what I mean, Nobody ever been married.
- 15:55Speaker 2: You know what I mean. Everything was new to me.
- 15:58Speaker 2: I was. I was doing everything on the fly, you
- 16:01Speaker 2: know what I mean, So you know my mistakes was
- 16:05Speaker 2: coming at a rapid pace, you know what I mean.
- 16:08Speaker 2: And you know you think you know. Coach Thompson used
- 16:13Speaker 2: to always tell me, you always listen in to everybody else.
- 16:16Speaker 2: You're always listening to somebody that's never been to you know,
- 16:20Speaker 2: from A to Z telling you how to get there,
- 16:23Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And that's what I was.
- 16:25Speaker 2: I had everybody that wasn't me and never had the
- 16:29Speaker 2: experience telling me how to do it.
- 16:31Speaker 3: Now you talk about your BC plan, right, you see
- 16:34Speaker 3: what Michael Vick's doing with Norfolk State. Absolutely have you
- 16:36Speaker 3: ever thought about coaching?
- 16:38Speaker 1: No?
- 16:38Speaker 2: Why not?
- 16:39Speaker 3: Because they would listen to you, right, especially if you
- 16:41Speaker 3: go They were definitely listening.
- 16:44Speaker 2: I've been, I've been one of the players, you know
- 16:47Speaker 2: what I mean. Yeah, coach make millions of dollars, but
- 16:52Speaker 2: you got these guys making That's why I take my
- 16:54Speaker 2: hat off to anybody that coached the NBA, you know
- 16:57Speaker 2: what I mean, Like you have a unique talent, you
- 17:00Speaker 2: know what I mean. To have a bunch of guys
- 17:04Speaker 2: with a bunch of egos. Everybody come from being a
- 17:07Speaker 2: man and then you put them on the team and
- 17:10Speaker 2: everybody got the same goal. And I just don't feel like,
- 17:14Speaker 2: you know, I could coach you guys, A bunch of
- 17:16Speaker 2: guys that make more money than me. Listen to me
- 17:19Speaker 2: for what that's why? Is it god given talent? Any
- 17:21Speaker 2: NBA coach that make it that far blessed?
- 17:24Speaker 1: Not even NBA coaches.
- 17:25Speaker 4: You talk about in the book how you filed out
- 17:27Speaker 4: and you had to be on the sideline and you
- 17:29Speaker 4: just was watching it from your coach's perspective.
- 17:31Speaker 1: I think that was in high school, baby, and you
- 17:33Speaker 1: was like, damn, this is what you see.
- 17:35Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 17:37Speaker 1: I want to ask you about the title of the book.
- 17:38Speaker 4: Man, do you think you were misunderstood that the title
- 17:41Speaker 4: of the book or did people outside of your circle
- 17:43Speaker 4: just not take the time to understand you.
- 17:48Speaker 2: You're smart, dude, sometimes a lot. This is one of
- 17:54Speaker 2: my favorite shows. So I you know, I see the
- 17:56Speaker 2: good days a bad day. I watched Dame come up here.
- 18:06Speaker 2: It's for real, it gets real. I think this. I
- 18:14Speaker 2: think they can answer it better. My perspective is, you
- 18:19Speaker 2: know they were learning on the fly to It's like
- 18:22Speaker 2: you know, with my documentary that's coming out, it was
- 18:28Speaker 2: like three hours long. I think I cried like two
- 18:32Speaker 2: and a half hours of I had to keep walking
- 18:34Speaker 2: out of the theater because you think, you know, when
- 18:37Speaker 2: it comes to people that love you, you think you
- 18:38Speaker 2: know how they feel about you know, turbulent times, you
- 18:42Speaker 2: know what I mean, and you think you know how
- 18:44Speaker 2: they feel. You think your girl know, you think you
- 18:47Speaker 2: think you know how your girl feel. You think you
- 18:48Speaker 2: know how your mom feel, your uncles, your aunts, your homeboys,
- 18:52Speaker 2: your homegirls. But then when they actually tell you from
- 18:56Speaker 2: their point of view, how they felt, you know, and
- 18:59Speaker 2: how they looked at things, and how I didn't see
- 19:03Speaker 2: how I was fucking up, you know what I mean,
- 19:07Speaker 2: how they had to try to address me with certain
- 19:09Speaker 2: things like you know, you driving the car, we we
- 19:12Speaker 2: riding shotgun, you know what I mean. Like and it's
- 19:16Speaker 2: hard to tell somebody, you know that's trying to live
- 19:19Speaker 2: their life, you know what they should do and what
- 19:24Speaker 2: they shouldn't do, you know what I mean. Like I'm
- 19:28Speaker 2: twenty one years old, you know what I mean. When
- 19:31Speaker 2: I got into the league, and at that age, like
- 19:35Speaker 2: you know what I mean, you couldn't you couldn't tell
- 19:37Speaker 2: me nothing. You know what I'm saying, Like I'm here,
- 19:41Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Like the dress code, I'm like,
- 19:44Speaker 2: I dressed like the dudes, the drug dealers from my neighborhood.
- 19:47Speaker 2: Like you know, I'm dressing like this because you know
- 19:52Speaker 2: this is what the old here is from my nigh
- 19:54Speaker 2: but this is how they dressed, you know what I mean.
- 19:56Speaker 2: I just couldn't afford it, you know what I mean?
- 19:58Speaker 2: My corn rolls. I got corn rolls because I was
- 20:01Speaker 2: tired of barber's messing my hairs. I was like, damn,
- 20:03Speaker 2: if I just grow my hair, you know, I ain't
- 20:06Speaker 2: got to deal with that. You know. Tattoos just got addictive.
- 20:08Speaker 2: I got one. I couldn't afford him. I would have
- 20:10Speaker 2: been got a lot of them. And you know I was,
- 20:15Speaker 2: I was playing everything by ear. Like I said, I
- 20:18Speaker 2: didn't have My daddy was a hustler, you know what
- 20:21Speaker 2: I mean. He was in the streets, my mom in
- 20:23Speaker 2: the streets, Like I didn't have no you know, if
- 20:28Speaker 2: I sit you down and give you structure, how you
- 20:31Speaker 2: wasn't no coach Thompson, then you know what I mean.
- 20:33Speaker 2: Wasn't those people they weren't in my life. Yet so
- 20:36Speaker 2: all of all of that was where he was, he was,
- 20:40Speaker 2: but it was it was he was there. You know
- 20:44Speaker 2: when I got to the NBA, me and his phone
- 20:48Speaker 2: calls was you know, we never talked about basketball. All right, Yeah,
- 20:52Speaker 2: I'm just checking on your swama. It's good out of kids,
- 20:55Speaker 2: you know what I mean? And that was it. He
- 20:57Speaker 2: was allowing me and thinking he was preparing me at
- 21:00Speaker 2: Georgetown for what was they inevitable me going to the league.
- 21:06Speaker 2: You can't prepare for that, brow.
- 21:07Speaker 3: How was that pressure though? Because the nicest player, right,
- 21:11Speaker 3: But you changed culture. But when you changed the culture,
- 21:15Speaker 3: the NBA pushed back against it, but you never broke.
- 21:17Speaker 3: You never folded, even though they could have said, they
- 21:20Speaker 3: could have banned AI said now we don't want you
- 21:22Speaker 3: in our league.
- 21:23Speaker 2: But you never folded.
- 21:24Speaker 3: You never back down and you kept it that way,
- 21:26Speaker 3: which hurt you at times.
- 21:27Speaker 2: Why was that they profited off of too, you know
- 21:30Speaker 2: what I mean? Like I would be on One of
- 21:33Speaker 2: the things that hurt me is I was on a magazine.
- 21:36Speaker 2: They wanted me on a magazine because of my talent
- 21:38Speaker 2: and who I was, but they air brushed my tattoos
- 21:41Speaker 2: off or you want me but you you know, you
- 21:44Speaker 2: want some of me. I took the ass with it
- 21:49Speaker 2: for it. But the dress code thing, like I actually
- 21:53Speaker 2: was just you know what I mean, I was twenty one.
- 21:56Speaker 2: Where am I going after the game? Going to the club,
- 21:59Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like before that, they were
- 22:01Speaker 2: used to dudes wearing soups, and you know what I mean,
- 22:04Speaker 2: I was like, damn, Like I've never worn a soup
- 22:07Speaker 2: growing up. I'm going to church or to a funeral.
- 22:10Speaker 2: The only time I put in them in the courtroom.
- 22:18Speaker 2: Definitely in the courtroom. So I never wore a soup
- 22:24Speaker 2: to the to the gym, to play, to the to
- 22:27Speaker 2: the park, sweatsuit, you know what I mean, or whatever.
- 22:30Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So I ain't think I
- 22:32Speaker 2: ain't think nothing of it, you know what I mean.
- 22:34Speaker 2: And then you know I got some money. So the
- 22:37Speaker 2: jewelry and I always had a fetish, me and my
- 22:39Speaker 2: mom since I was a little kid, you know what
- 22:41Speaker 2: I mean. It's always been like that. So you know,
- 22:43Speaker 2: I remember being and and uh in college and my
- 22:48Speaker 2: teammates like, yo, when you get to the lead man,
- 22:50Speaker 2: you're gonna get the jewelry, like park, you know what
- 22:52Speaker 2: I mean. You're gonna have the jewelry like puff, you
- 22:55Speaker 2: know what I mean? Yeah, you know, and the first thing,
- 22:57Speaker 2: like when the first thing I did was come up
- 22:59Speaker 2: here and went to Tito. You know what I'm saying,
- 23:02Speaker 2: Like I didn't think nothing. I was living, you know
- 23:06Speaker 2: what I mean. And David Stern and rested the meay
- 23:09Speaker 2: was like nah, because it was all right when I
- 23:11Speaker 2: was doing it, But then everybody else said, okay, like
- 23:14Speaker 2: he can do that, we can do this. So then everybody,
- 23:17Speaker 2: you know, you see Kobe coming in with the diamond
- 23:19Speaker 2: chains on and the baggy clothes, and you know, everybody
- 23:22Speaker 2: started doing it. Then the league was like, hold on,
- 23:24Speaker 2: we gotta do something about that. So it wasn't it
- 23:27Speaker 2: wasn't anything malicious like and that and that. That whole
- 23:31Speaker 2: situation showed me a lot and it proved a lot
- 23:33Speaker 2: to me at a young age about stereotyping people. Because
- 23:37Speaker 2: you know, when you seen John Gotti, John Gotty kept
- 23:39Speaker 2: on the two thousand dollars suit, but what was he
- 23:42Speaker 2: He get busy, you know what I mean. So it
- 23:44Speaker 2: ain't about what you got on. You watched reservoir dogs,
- 23:47Speaker 2: what they have on when they when they robbed that
- 23:50Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. So it ain't about you know,
- 23:53Speaker 2: what you got on on the outside, who you are.
- 23:55Speaker 3: And they said that bother you the most when they
- 23:57Speaker 3: labeled you a thug.
- 23:59Speaker 2: Yeah, you know what I mean, I'll be cool with
- 24:04Speaker 2: I'll be cool with you know, a street dude. Cool
- 24:10Speaker 2: with that, because that's what I am. I mean, that's
- 24:13Speaker 2: where I come from. That's all I've ever been around
- 24:15Speaker 2: my life. That's what I grew up around, you know
- 24:18Speaker 2: what I mean. But a thug like h nah, that's
- 24:23Speaker 2: a that's a stretch.
- 24:25Speaker 1: I was wondering would you change things?
- 24:27Speaker 4: And the reason I asked that because even in the book,
- 24:30Speaker 4: you understood you had to wear a suit the court,
- 24:33Speaker 4: but you didn't want to do it for press conferences.
- 24:35Speaker 2: In the NBA, I was bad advice like I was.
- 24:38Speaker 2: I was, you know, I was told to take a uh,
- 24:44Speaker 2: go to trial and go off whatever the judge say,
- 24:47Speaker 2: opposed to having a jury. That was bad, you know
- 24:51Speaker 2: what I mean. Some of that I was getting advice
- 24:54Speaker 2: from people that never had been through it, you know
- 24:56Speaker 2: what I mean. I was told that if I was suit,
- 25:00Speaker 2: then they'd be lenient. I was. I was extremely wrong.
- 25:05Speaker 1: So you wish you to just water.
- 25:07Speaker 2: I'm not I remember I remember that same suit. I
- 25:14Speaker 2: was a in a sale. It was one hundred degrees
- 25:16Speaker 2: with no fans in there, and the older sale. I
- 25:20Speaker 2: was in a four man cell with fifteen people, you
- 25:23Speaker 2: know what I mean, and that suit. When they came
- 25:25Speaker 2: got me, I was in the corner with my boxes on,
- 25:28Speaker 2: you know what I mean, soaking wet, and the suit
- 25:30Speaker 2: was balled up in the corner. When they came and
- 25:32Speaker 2: got me out of there, I had on my boxes,
- 25:34Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So I don't know what.
- 25:37Speaker 2: Do you regret anything?
- 25:40Speaker 1: Nah?
- 25:40Speaker 2: Because I wouldn't be who I am now, you know
- 25:43Speaker 2: what I mean. Anybody, if I died and came back,
- 25:45Speaker 2: I would, man, I'd rather be me all over again.
- 25:49Speaker 2: But if I change everything. If I knew it was coming,
- 25:52Speaker 2: anybody going, if you're going down of one way street,
- 25:55Speaker 2: you're gonna get on the right side of the road.
- 25:57Speaker 2: You see the tract, the trailer coming, you know it's coming,
- 25:59Speaker 2: you know what I mean. That prepared me to be
- 26:04Speaker 2: the man that I am today. I had to take
- 26:06Speaker 2: this ass whooping with the dress code. So now look
- 26:10Speaker 2: at everybody, everybody give me my flowers. For that, you
- 26:13Speaker 2: know what I mean, for you got them all these personalities.
- 26:16Speaker 2: Why would everybody dress the same? You got different basketball games?
- 26:20Speaker 2: Why everybody look the same? You got different games? And
- 26:23Speaker 2: people feel good about this? So when you I love
- 26:25Speaker 2: it thinking about you know when I when when it's
- 26:28Speaker 2: time to go somewhere, trying to go to the club
- 26:31Speaker 2: or whatever. I ain't battling with the dudes at the club,
- 26:35Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I can't wait to meet
- 26:37Speaker 2: everybody downstairs and see what everybody got on. You know
- 26:40Speaker 2: what I mean. Like I want to be you know,
- 26:43Speaker 2: I want to be smoother than my man, you know
- 26:45Speaker 2: what I mean, Like that make you feel good, you
- 26:48Speaker 2: look good, you play good even on the court. I
- 26:49Speaker 2: wanted to look like a superhero like Michael Jordan used
- 26:53Speaker 2: to look. You know what I mean, Like I wouldn't.
- 26:56Speaker 2: I wouldn't. I wouldn't. I wouldn't change I wouldn't change anything,
- 27:01Speaker 2: man in my life, all of these experience, even with
- 27:03Speaker 2: the book. Man, it's like I love like my girl
- 27:08Speaker 2: always talk to me about why do you let like
- 27:10Speaker 2: what I started talking about in the beginning, why do
- 27:13Speaker 2: you let that type of shit bother you?
- 27:14Speaker 1: And I like practice press.
- 27:16Speaker 2: No, just just what my friends, how people you know
- 27:21Speaker 2: what I mean, It's like why and I don't know,
- 27:24Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like I love the people
- 27:26Speaker 2: that I love, and it hurt when they show you
- 27:28Speaker 2: who they really are because I'm thinking you somebody else,
- 27:31Speaker 2: you know what I mean, And she like, you know,
- 27:34Speaker 2: why do you stress out over stuff like that? And
- 27:36Speaker 2: you different you have a talent and you you're blessed
- 27:39Speaker 2: to be able to brush that stuff off. It's hard
- 27:42Speaker 2: for me now. My talent obviously is you know, legendary
- 27:48Speaker 2: with who. But I think another blessed blessing that I
- 27:51Speaker 2: have is to be an open book, to be someone.
- 27:54Speaker 2: I'm embarrassed by practice Rent, I'm embarrassed about uh, not
- 28:00Speaker 2: really embarrassed. But it wasn't smart for me to, you know,
- 28:03Speaker 2: because I remember, you know, people telling me Ai, you
- 28:07Speaker 2: cannot take care of everybody, and I used to let
- 28:11Speaker 2: it go on one air and write out the other like, yo,
- 28:14Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I'm gonna be the exception
- 28:15Speaker 2: to the rule. I'm gonna take care of the people
- 28:17Speaker 2: that I love like that's just me, you know what
- 28:20Speaker 2: I mean.
- 28:21Speaker 5: And I think that's why I hurt you so bad,
- 28:25Speaker 5: because your heart, isn't it You love these people? You know, yeah,
- 28:28Speaker 5: yeah you're superman, but you still have a heart, you
- 28:30Speaker 5: know what I mean.
- 28:31Speaker 2: And you like, but this is but this is my
- 28:34Speaker 2: this is my gift, Like this is my gift to
- 28:36Speaker 2: this book, this, this documentary. My experience is the turbulent,
- 28:40Speaker 2: the ups and downs. Like, uh, if one kid or
- 28:44Speaker 2: one adult whatever read this book and they can take
- 28:47Speaker 2: something from it. I have people come to me all
- 28:49Speaker 2: the time be like, yo, man, you inspired my life. Man,
- 28:52Speaker 2: I would have died if it was for you. I
- 28:54Speaker 2: would have went to jail for the rest of my life.
- 28:56Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Like you changed my life.
- 28:58Speaker 2: You know, you inspire me. You know your story and
- 29:01Speaker 2: this that and the third like and that that motivate me.
- 29:04Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Like to give more, Like
- 29:07Speaker 2: to even when you embarrass you uncomfortable, you know, talk
- 29:11Speaker 2: about it. Somebody might not have to go through it.
- 29:13Speaker 2: Somebody might. You might save somebody's life, you know what
- 29:16Speaker 2: I mean, Like talk about it. You know what I mean,
- 29:18Speaker 2: you might not be You know, man, you was on
- 29:21Speaker 2: top of the world. You had all the money, you
- 29:23Speaker 2: know what I mean, all you had to do. It's
- 29:24Speaker 2: easy for a motherfucker to tell Chuck what to do
- 29:27Speaker 2: with his easy for somebody to say what I would
- 29:32Speaker 2: have did? Man, if I was him, I would have
- 29:33Speaker 2: did You ain't me, motherfucker. You know what I mean.
- 29:35Speaker 2: You don't know how. I'm sorry you not me. You
- 29:40Speaker 2: know what I mean. I make mistakes. I'm human, just
- 29:42Speaker 2: like you.
- 29:42Speaker 1: That's why we love you, and I love how I
- 29:44Speaker 1: love how.
- 29:45Speaker 4: The whole book Misunderstood is literally an explanation as to
- 29:48Speaker 4: why the whole infamous practice press conference even happened because
- 29:53Speaker 4: you was dealing with so much at the time, so
- 29:55Speaker 4: it wasn't even about you know, those people in the room.
- 29:59Speaker 1: It's everything else. I was going on outside.
- 30:01Speaker 2: Man, best friend just just got killed, you know what
- 30:04Speaker 2: I mean. I'm like, I'm coming in there, But Charla, Man,
- 30:07Speaker 2: I'm coming in there like like I'm I'm on cloud nine.
- 30:12Speaker 2: I'm like, yo, I get you know, my kids dealing
- 30:14Speaker 2: with this, like they going to school every day and
- 30:17Speaker 2: their class may tell your daddy, don't leave, Tell you dad,
- 30:20Speaker 2: they don't leave. You know, my wife going you know,
- 30:22Speaker 2: she out in the city. People tell your husband, please
- 30:24Speaker 2: don't leave. We love them. So they going through it.
- 30:28Speaker 2: You know what I mean, my kids don't really understand daddy,
- 30:30Speaker 2: don't don't get traded, don't leave like I don't have
- 30:32Speaker 2: no control over it. So when they called me in there,
- 30:35Speaker 2: it was like, yo, you ain't going nowhere. So I'm like, shit,
- 30:38Speaker 2: can we call a press conference? You know what I mean? Yeah,
- 30:41Speaker 2: I got all everybody in there. I get to tell
- 30:42Speaker 2: the world I ain't going nowhere. This dude just keep
- 30:46Speaker 2: on asking me about practice, practice, practice, you know what
- 30:50Speaker 2: I mean. I'm like, practice, Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
- 30:53Speaker 2: I'm like, this is not what we're here for. This
- 30:55Speaker 2: is we I mean, let's rejoice, let's be happy, you
- 30:58Speaker 2: know what I mean. But it's you you, if you
- 31:01Speaker 2: know what I know. You got beat writers that write
- 31:04Speaker 2: every day. And then you know, I was telling Steven
- 31:06Speaker 2: A on this show yesterday, like they weren't exclusive. You
- 31:10Speaker 2: turn them down for exclusive the first chance they get,
- 31:14Speaker 2: kick your back off, you know what I mean. And
- 31:16Speaker 2: it was him. I'm sitting there looking at him, you
- 31:18Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like, and if I was, if
- 31:20Speaker 2: I was prepared, which I wasn't, if I was paying,
- 31:23Speaker 2: I'm like, yo, man, I was the MVP last season,
- 31:28Speaker 2: the best player in the whole world. You know what
- 31:30Speaker 2: I mean, coming from where I come from, and if
- 31:32Speaker 2: I didn't practice, how would I be able to accomplish
- 31:35Speaker 2: something like that. I must be really good, you know
- 31:37Speaker 2: what I mean. But I wasn't prepared for it like
- 31:40Speaker 2: that because I was so emotional and angry that him.
- 31:44Speaker 2: You know, this is about being happy, man.
- 31:47Speaker 3: That's what the misunderstood is about.
- 31:48Speaker 2: Right.
- 31:49Speaker 3: One thing I would I would say about AI is
- 31:51Speaker 3: if you ever see him out, He's gonna talk to you.
- 31:55Speaker 3: He's gonna hug you like he's It's funny when people
- 31:58Speaker 3: say you're from the street, or when he labeled you
- 32:00Speaker 3: a thugs. I'm like, when you.
- 32:02Speaker 2: See him out, he's the total opposite.
- 32:03Speaker 3: He gonna hug you, he gonna ask you how your
- 32:05Speaker 3: family is right when you used to have a look
- 32:07Speaker 3: at it. He's gonna kiss you on your forehead, like brother,
- 32:09Speaker 3: I love you like no, for real, I love you,
- 32:12Speaker 3: and he and he means it, and he means well
- 32:14Speaker 3: for all his people. And that's the side I don't
- 32:15Speaker 3: think people see I love. I was saying something the
- 32:17Speaker 3: other day. I was like, I was walking down the
- 32:19Speaker 3: street with Virginia and Charlomann is like you was walking.
- 32:20Speaker 3: I was like, I was walking down the street and hey,
- 32:22Speaker 3: I pulled up and what's up? Hop out the car house?
- 32:24Speaker 2: Your family gave me a hug, aful. Yeah, what you're
- 32:27Speaker 2: doing tonight?
- 32:28Speaker 3: You you got, you got some of the city. I'm
- 32:29Speaker 3: gonna come then text me later on Yo, I'm sleeping.
- 32:32Speaker 3: I ain't gonna bring it. I'm like, yeah, but that's
- 32:34Speaker 3: him with everybody, And I'm like, that's the side that
- 32:37Speaker 3: people heard.
- 32:38Speaker 2: The people, the people's I look at it like I
- 32:41Speaker 2: look at it like I watch I watch people and
- 32:47Speaker 2: how they get down, and I'm like, damn, I would
- 32:49Speaker 2: never you know what I mean. But t's on. You know,
- 32:52Speaker 2: me being me is you know, the best thing in
- 32:56Speaker 2: the world of me. Yes, I wanted to be like Mike.
- 32:58Speaker 2: Growing up. I wanted to be like Mike. Yes, I
- 33:01Speaker 2: didn't want to be him. You know what I mean, Like,
- 33:04Speaker 2: I love being me. Everybody else is taking up anyway,
- 33:07Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like, I love, I love
- 33:09Speaker 2: who I am. I never disrespect my God by wanting
- 33:14Speaker 2: to be something else. I never disrespect him. You know
- 33:17Speaker 2: what I mean by wanting to be somebody else? I love.
- 33:20Speaker 2: I didn't win a championship. But I'm the people's champ.
- 33:23Speaker 2: I love you know, people coming to me. Ai what
- 33:25Speaker 2: you're doing here? I'm in Walmartol, I'm in Target on
- 33:27Speaker 2: the grocery store. You know what I mean. What you're
- 33:29Speaker 2: doing here? Man? Sho me like you security man? That
- 33:36Speaker 2: part of my life is I just man, I'm not
- 33:40Speaker 2: I'm not a thug. I'm not a gangster. You know,
- 33:44Speaker 2: hurt me for what? You know? What I mean? What
- 33:46Speaker 2: am I scared to just? You know what I mean? Like?
- 33:49Speaker 2: What am I?
- 33:51Speaker 4: I always say, you're the only player who didn't win
- 33:53Speaker 4: a ring who feel like a champion.
- 33:56Speaker 1: Because to us like that chap I got an in.
- 34:00Speaker 2: It's crazy that you say that because I'm blessed. Look
- 34:04Speaker 2: at all of the look at all of the other
- 34:06Speaker 2: things that He's done for me. When I wake up
- 34:08Speaker 2: every morning, when I say my prayer, because I don't
- 34:13Speaker 2: do it at night, I do it in the morning.
- 34:14Speaker 2: I fall asleep and forget watching Saving and Son. You
- 34:18Speaker 2: know what I mean, all night and I'm gone. But
- 34:21Speaker 2: when I when I pray, I pray for my family,
- 34:24Speaker 2: I pray for my friends. You know what I mean.
- 34:27Speaker 2: Keep us healthy, keep us safe. If you know be sick, curious.
- 34:32Speaker 2: You know. I man never ask him for no money,
- 34:34Speaker 2: I never ask him for no opportunity. I never just
- 34:38Speaker 2: I'll handle the rest. Just keep us safe, keep us healthy,
- 34:41Speaker 2: and I'll go out. I'll come out. I'll go out
- 34:43Speaker 2: there and open the door and say, what's up world,
- 34:45Speaker 2: what you got to got to off? What's what's going
- 34:48Speaker 2: on today? And then navigate through it and tackle it?
- 34:51Speaker 2: You know what I mean. Like I'm blessed, you know
- 34:54Speaker 2: what I mean. So a championship, you know what I mean.
- 34:57Speaker 2: I'm top seventy five all time. Not many players played
- 35:01Speaker 2: this game, man, millions and millions and millions. I would
- 35:04Speaker 2: said that I was told that I wasn't even I
- 35:07Speaker 2: was too small. I couldn't make it. You can't make
- 35:09Speaker 2: it in this type of game. And you know, and
- 35:12Speaker 2: I'm a Hall of famer, you know what I mean,
- 35:14Speaker 2: All start scoring champion, you know what I mean? Like,
- 35:17Speaker 2: I'm just not a champion, you know what I mean,
- 35:20Speaker 2: I'm not. We came up short to a juggernaut Kobe
- 35:24Speaker 2: Bryant and Shaquille O'Neill in their prime. You understand, Like
- 35:29Speaker 2: I'm cool with that, you know what I mean? Now
- 35:32Speaker 2: I get an opportunity. I'm still here. I get the
- 35:34Speaker 2: root for That's why I want certain people that haven't
- 35:38Speaker 2: won a championship to win one. I want to I
- 35:41Speaker 2: want them to feel, you know how, I never got
- 35:43Speaker 2: the opportunity to feel. So when people talk about who
- 35:46Speaker 2: you want to win this year, I want to see
- 35:48Speaker 2: the guys win that haven't done it before. Gotcha, you
- 35:50Speaker 2: know what I mean? You would do.
- 35:51Speaker 5: Things that nobody evident. If you did, you would go
- 35:55Speaker 5: so viral these days. You had your mother bring your
- 35:58Speaker 5: head at the game.
- 35:59Speaker 2: I was not my mom, the it was her sister.
- 36:02Speaker 2: I think it was Mamy.
- 36:03Speaker 5: Okay, all right, So that was just what it wasn't
- 36:06Speaker 5: no time before I was rushing.
- 36:08Speaker 2: Listen. First of all, you already know Jess, and I
- 36:12Speaker 2: know you might have. You might not have joked about it,
- 36:14Speaker 2: but you you probably joked about it to your home
- 36:18Speaker 2: girls or your homeboys or whatever. Because I ain't never
- 36:20Speaker 2: had my head always been long up here. I ain't
- 36:23Speaker 2: never had no hangtime. I ain't never I mean never,
- 36:30Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And you know if you
- 36:34Speaker 2: don't put rubber bands in my joint, then they would
- 36:38Speaker 2: come out. So we were actually rushing. I used to.
- 36:41Speaker 2: I used to get to the game so late, you know,
- 36:43Speaker 2: because I used to leave so late. With the traffic
- 36:44Speaker 2: going to the game, I used to always get called
- 36:46Speaker 2: into it. And then I used to always had to
- 36:47Speaker 2: ride on thee so playing it was like first quarter
- 36:55Speaker 2: and I felt, you know, it was coming out. My
- 36:59Speaker 2: aunt was stands all like yo, she came and.
- 37:02Speaker 1: Just fixed it up.
- 37:04Speaker 2: I mean it was simple as that.
- 37:07Speaker 6: That photo is like so loved and cherished now, but
- 37:10Speaker 6: when it happened at the time, did you feel like
- 37:12Speaker 6: people like loved and cherish the moment? And how did
- 37:15Speaker 6: you handle how people would come for your family because
- 37:17Speaker 6: you are such a family person.
- 37:23Speaker 2: Damn, that's a good question. I don't want to say
- 37:28Speaker 2: I didn't. I didn't care, But it was like what
- 37:33Speaker 2: you're gonna do, Like there's nothing you can you can't
- 37:37Speaker 2: I'm not gonna change I couldn't change what people think about.
- 37:45Speaker 2: But this book not gonna change what people think. This documentary.
- 37:49Speaker 2: Motherfucker don't like you. They don't like you, they hate you.
- 37:52Speaker 2: They hate you. They don't find some reason, you know,
- 37:57Speaker 2: they don't find some reason to to not like you.
- 38:00Speaker 2: That's what you deal with. And it's like I had
- 38:02Speaker 2: to learn that early, like you know what I mean,
- 38:05Speaker 2: Like like for real, like everybody not gonna love you,
- 38:09Speaker 2: you know what I mean. You just concentrate on the
- 38:11Speaker 2: ones that do. You just appreciate the ones that that
- 38:15Speaker 2: that like you know what I mean. I mean, they
- 38:18Speaker 2: gonna say crazy shit, you know what I mean. I
- 38:21Speaker 2: heard somebody say Michael Jackson can't sing. Like I mean,
- 38:26Speaker 2: I've heard it. So when when you ranking people and
- 38:31Speaker 2: you know what i mean, ranking where AI stand in
- 38:33Speaker 2: this and and and you know what i mean, like
- 38:36Speaker 2: you're paying attention with the comments and what people say,
- 38:39Speaker 2: and man, listen, you're gonna be hurt for a while.
- 38:42Speaker 2: Like the comments even on Instagram, Like I posted a
- 38:45Speaker 2: picture of my daughter up there, and dude, I'm looking
- 38:50Speaker 2: at the comments for whatever reason, you know what i mean,
- 38:53Speaker 2: Like I need my ego stroke anymore, you know what
- 38:56Speaker 2: I mean. Look a man, fuck that little ugly bitch,
- 39:01Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I'm like, damn, Like I'm like, okay,
- 39:04Speaker 2: I don't do the comments no more, you know, francn
- 39:09Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. It's like it's like people going,
- 39:13Speaker 2: you know, that's what that's what they do. Because a
- 39:15Speaker 2: lot of a lot of times. People we talked about
- 39:18Speaker 2: that earlier, they wake up and they mad at their
- 39:20Speaker 2: own life. And you know, that's just that's the world
- 39:24Speaker 2: we the whorld we we live in. That's the reason
- 39:27Speaker 2: I can't be a commentary. Yeah. Yeah, Like I'm not
- 39:31Speaker 2: getting up there talking bad about nobody. Man. I just
- 39:36Speaker 2: I just that's just not something that because if just
- 39:39Speaker 2: think about it, if you're an NBA basketball player and
- 39:42Speaker 2: you never get in the game and everybody think you're bumm,
- 39:45Speaker 2: put them in a game. How you get there first
- 39:47Speaker 2: of all, right, and then put them on the court,
- 39:50Speaker 2: you know what I mean with anybody else? Put them
- 39:53Speaker 2: in the y m c A, put them on the court,
- 39:55Speaker 2: on the college court, you know what I mean, high
- 39:57Speaker 2: school whatever, it looked like Michael Jordan out there, you
- 40:00Speaker 2: know what I mean. And I just respect everybody that
- 40:03Speaker 2: made it because I know what I actually went through,
- 40:06Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I went through a lot
- 40:09Speaker 2: to get there, Like I ended up being the first
- 40:11Speaker 2: pick in the draft, and a couple of years ago
- 40:14Speaker 2: I was getting released from from jail, you know what
- 40:17Speaker 2: I'm saying. So I don't know, I just I just
- 40:21Speaker 2: I just respect people that that that want to do
- 40:24Speaker 2: something and don't let nobody stop them trying to do it.
- 40:29Speaker 3: Also that I've seen an interview you gave up drinking
- 40:32Speaker 3: six months ago that point where you said it was it.
- 40:36Speaker 2: Was I'll be lying if I would say it just
- 40:39Speaker 2: just stopped the brother. You know what I mean? It was.
- 40:42Speaker 2: It was situations. You know what I mean. I you know,
- 40:46Speaker 2: where is my ship at? You know what I mean,
- 40:48Speaker 2: Like I know I put it here. You know what
- 40:51Speaker 2: I mean. It's the same thing having certain guys around you.
- 40:53Speaker 2: Everybody when when when they your people, your people know
- 40:56Speaker 2: when you're drunk, you know, just chill man, Just yeah,
- 41:01Speaker 2: somewo more glasses. Damn man, hey yo, Man, fucked up
- 41:06Speaker 2: right now? Man, God, damn, I need you. You know
- 41:08Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Man, My this is going on, that
- 41:10Speaker 2: going on. Man, I need you. I waited till you
- 41:15Speaker 2: get this in because let me just talk about when
- 41:18Speaker 2: I get nice, man will give you the shirt UPO.
- 41:24Speaker 2: I went to sleep lass nine twenty five thousand on me.
- 41:28Speaker 2: You know, man, I got twelve hundred what my sniggers
- 41:35Speaker 2: I want? My man, you gave such and such your
- 41:39Speaker 2: your your your little sniggers. You gave your sister, your
- 41:44Speaker 2: your uh, your uh, your your first cope you you
- 41:48Speaker 2: know what I mean, like and I mean that's just
- 41:50Speaker 2: that's just small ship compared to the real you know
- 41:54Speaker 2: what I mean, not feeling well. You know what I mean.
- 41:56Speaker 2: I mean, I did all this and I was having
- 41:59Speaker 2: fun last night to wake up feeling like this, you
- 42:03Speaker 2: know what I mean. Then my responsibilities you you know
- 42:06Speaker 2: what I mean. You're missing flights and you know what
- 42:08Speaker 2: I mean, I mean, just a it's a pluthor of
- 42:11Speaker 2: of things. Man, you just drinking, you know what I'm saying,
- 42:14Speaker 2: Like I saw to evaluate him, like what good does
- 42:18Speaker 2: it do for me? You understand? Like you, I mean,
- 42:23Speaker 2: you can you can have fun with your own boys,
- 42:25Speaker 2: your homegirls, you know what I mean, without that, And
- 42:27Speaker 2: I found out that that's something I you know, got
- 42:32Speaker 2: to get used to as well, you know what I mean,
- 42:34Speaker 2: because I don't like being around a bunch of drunk
- 42:37Speaker 2: people and I ain't like we can't have a conversation.
- 42:41Speaker 2: Like I'm talking, I'm trying to get you to understand something,
- 42:43Speaker 2: but I'm talking to somebody drunk. You know what I mean.
- 42:46Speaker 2: You ain't trying to hear nothing I'm talking about. We
- 42:48Speaker 2: ain't we all conversations not gonna matter until some other time,
- 42:52Speaker 2: you know what I mean?
- 42:53Speaker 4: And so Bron call you right now and he said, hey, man,
- 42:56Speaker 4: hennersy got this bag.
- 42:58Speaker 2: God damn by no bag. I've been there and I
- 43:01Speaker 2: don't had it, and I don't experienced having millions and
- 43:05Speaker 2: losing like and I'm not talking about I've always been
- 43:08Speaker 2: a millionaire, you know what I mean. I'ma make millions regardless.
- 43:12Speaker 2: But for me, once I done hit the pinnacle, you know,
- 43:17Speaker 2: ten million a year is not enough for me, you
- 43:19Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like it is not enough. Like
- 43:23Speaker 2: but at the same time, if I want the lottery,
- 43:26Speaker 2: if I hit one of them joints that went up
- 43:28Speaker 2: to a billion or something like that, the last thing
- 43:31Speaker 2: I would want is for anybody to know, you know
- 43:36Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Like, man, that's that's the last thing.
- 43:39Speaker 2: Like man, you know what I mean. But like I wouldn't.
- 43:43Speaker 2: I wouldn't, I wouldn't sell. And I talked to God
- 43:46Speaker 2: about it. I asked them to help me be strong.
- 43:50Speaker 2: I ain't go to no AA or nothing like that.
- 43:53Speaker 2: Like I I was like, Okay, I'm not I'm not
- 43:56Speaker 2: doing it. And that's what it wasn't. The crazy thing
- 43:58Speaker 2: about it is I've been with her for fifteen, for
- 44:02Speaker 2: thirty five years and since I was fifteen, And it's
- 44:06Speaker 2: crazy part about it is she said when I told
- 44:10Speaker 2: her I was stopping that after that, she prayed on it.
- 44:15Speaker 2: And she said that was the only time that she
- 44:17Speaker 2: ever prayed on it. Like I said it plenty times
- 44:20Speaker 2: in the past, and she said that was the only
- 44:22Speaker 2: time that she prayed on it. And I was authentic
- 44:25Speaker 2: with it.
- 44:26Speaker 4: Was there ever a time in your life where you
- 44:27Speaker 4: truly felt like a kid, because because when I read
- 44:30Speaker 4: your book, it feels like you never got the opportunity there.
- 44:32Speaker 2: Well yeah, hell yeah, I remember, Like I like you,
- 44:37Speaker 2: people talk all the time about, man, I was it?
- 44:39Speaker 2: How tough was it? You know? Growing up poor? You
- 44:43Speaker 2: know what I mean? Like it was the best, right,
- 44:46Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like you know what I mean,
- 44:49Speaker 2: because everybody around me was it won't like everybody you know,
- 44:52Speaker 2: it was only until I got to high school and
- 44:54Speaker 2: I'm wearing like I had two what three pair of
- 44:57Speaker 2: pants and my one one was my sister's, you know
- 45:01Speaker 2: what I mean? You know it was it was bad
- 45:04Speaker 2: and I'm looking at it's called Farmitton. You know where
- 45:07Speaker 2: I'm from. You know what I mean. You see the
- 45:10Speaker 2: kids on Farmiting, they come in their dressed like they
- 45:12Speaker 2: got the polo and the guests on, and you know
- 45:15Speaker 2: what I mean, I'm like, damn bowls and the dudes.
- 45:20Speaker 2: It was. That was competition for real, you know what
- 45:22Speaker 2: I mean. They come up with the act legends and
- 45:25Speaker 2: you know what I mean, Like it was, it was.
- 45:29Speaker 2: It was tough. But you know, before then, it was like, man,
- 45:33Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Like all I wanted, all
- 45:35Speaker 2: I wanted growing up was a pair of Jordan's. That's it.
- 45:39Speaker 2: I ain't give a damn I go to school. I
- 45:41Speaker 2: have a god damn pampa on as long as I
- 45:43Speaker 2: got you know what I'm saying, Like it was, it was,
- 45:48Speaker 2: it was, It was nothing to me. I was a kid, man,
- 45:51Speaker 2: I mean, I was a guy. I didn't I had
- 45:55Speaker 2: the childhood, man, I don't. I don't have no excuses
- 45:58Speaker 2: on anything that happened in my life. I don't have
- 46:03Speaker 2: no one to blame. I don't have I don't, man,
- 46:06Speaker 2: I don't. When when things don't go right, you know
- 46:10Speaker 2: what I mean, when when you ask somebody to do
- 46:12Speaker 2: something for you, you know what I mean. They don't
- 46:14Speaker 2: do it? How mad can you get with them? But
- 46:17Speaker 2: I'm not doing it? Do it yourself, you know what
- 46:19Speaker 2: I mean? Or don't don't don't put that on them,
- 46:22Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Like I just I just
- 46:25Speaker 2: I concentrate so much, like we just you just heard
- 46:28Speaker 2: me going about the seven and something like, and my
- 46:33Speaker 2: my girls say like, how do you watch this every day?
- 46:36Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, How do you watch good
- 46:37Speaker 2: times every day? Like I love, I love my gangster ship,
- 46:42Speaker 2: like I love you know all of that, you know
- 46:44Speaker 2: what I mean. But I just like like the and
- 46:51Speaker 2: I and I. It ain't that bad. You ain't you know,
- 46:54Speaker 2: obviously dead, that's one thing. But you ain't in jail man.
- 46:57Speaker 2: You ain't blind, you ain't deaf, you know what I mean.
- 47:00Speaker 2: You got all your limbs. Like what you complaining about?
- 47:04Speaker 2: You know, that's the one thing I try to control
- 47:06Speaker 2: in my life. Just complaining about shit all the time.
- 47:09Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Like I mean it and
- 47:12Speaker 2: it don't it don't do no good. I mean for
- 47:15Speaker 2: you to do it.
- 47:15Speaker 4: There's not one excuse in that book. All of this
- 47:19Speaker 4: is accountability throughout the.
- 47:20Speaker 2: Whole I ain't making none. Man. And then because that's
- 47:23Speaker 2: the easy way for somebody to look up to Alannrbinson
- 47:26Speaker 2: have to have a cop out, you know what I mean,
- 47:29Speaker 2: easy way, you know what I mean, complaining about something,
- 47:32Speaker 2: man do it. And I hate when people think that
- 47:37Speaker 2: like that it's arrogant. And that's how I've always been confident.
- 47:41Speaker 2: I ain't. I mean, I've never been arrogant. I've never
- 47:44Speaker 2: been cocky, just confident, you know what I mean. And
- 47:48Speaker 2: the one thing about like just just people just it
- 47:56Speaker 2: bothered me that you don't think that this is your world.
- 47:59Speaker 2: This is your world. It don't mean you're not being arrogant,
- 48:02Speaker 2: You're not being selfish thinking, you know what I mean,
- 48:05Speaker 2: Like you're the only one that matter in the world,
- 48:07Speaker 2: you know what I mean. But it's yours. This is
- 48:09Speaker 2: your life. Everything happens, you know, you the one you
- 48:12Speaker 2: ain't going nowhere. You might see everybody go before you,
- 48:15Speaker 2: you know what I mean. It's gonna hurt when people
- 48:17Speaker 2: go or whatever. But this is this is the one
- 48:20Speaker 2: shot that you got, you know what I mean, to
- 48:23Speaker 2: be happy to make these decisions and live with them,
- 48:26Speaker 2: you know what I mean. You concentrate on making mistakes
- 48:28Speaker 2: and hopefully you don't make the same mistake twice and
- 48:33Speaker 2: and live your live your life. Man, you got one
- 48:37Speaker 2: shot at this. Man. Ain't nothing wrong with being you, Man,
- 48:41Speaker 2: Ain't nothing wrong with it. Man, you can't be everybody else.
- 48:44Speaker 2: You can't, you know what I mean. You can't worry
- 48:46Speaker 2: about worry about what you can control. Man, you know
- 48:49Speaker 2: what I mean? Like I want some money. I want
- 48:51Speaker 2: to be the richest man in the world. I want
- 48:53Speaker 2: all the money. You know what I mean?
- 48:56Speaker 1: Yes, you know how you missed that on some money?
- 48:58Speaker 1: Not registering AI.
- 49:01Speaker 2: How much time with I got? I got the real guy,
- 49:09Speaker 2: but register the sleeve you know what I mean? Like
- 49:14Speaker 2: like like if I get that copywriting like the sleeve, man,
- 49:18Speaker 2: everybody with man, people playing golf, wearing to sleep. I
- 49:24Speaker 2: seen r Kelly had sleeve on, said what Kelly fell
- 49:27Speaker 2: off the stage? You know what I mean? The man
- 49:31Speaker 2: got a sleeve on in the video, yo, Man, Like
- 49:36Speaker 2: like the Steve is it's part of people, Like it's this,
- 49:39Speaker 2: it's a swag. I'm wearing it. Like the whole reason
- 49:42Speaker 2: I'm wearing it because I'm hurt, you know what I mean.
- 49:44Speaker 2: Like it's a it's a it's a it's a lot
- 49:47Speaker 2: of opportunities that that were there that I passed up on.
- 49:53Speaker 2: But like, I don't look at it like that. I
- 49:56Speaker 2: think now what like now where you're going? At? Now
- 49:59Speaker 2: what you're going?
- 50:00Speaker 4: Do?
- 50:00Speaker 2: You know what i mean? Like every time God opened
- 50:03Speaker 2: my eyes, I'm just you know, I'm just trying to
- 50:05Speaker 2: think positive. But life be life. Like you know, you
- 50:09Speaker 2: get a phone call, you know, hey, man, like like, Yo,
- 50:13Speaker 2: I need you to do this. Bro. You're asking me
- 50:15Speaker 2: for this, you know what I mean? Thousands of dollars.
- 50:18Speaker 2: Christmas is a couple of days away. Like why you
- 50:21Speaker 2: ain't ask me this? You know what I mean? Man,
- 50:23Speaker 2: I'm asking you? You know, can you do that? All right?
- 50:25Speaker 2: I'm gonna do it for you? You know what I mean.
- 50:29Speaker 2: I ain't say there you know. And all the people
- 50:34Speaker 2: that I'm talking about, they certain people are not gonna
- 50:37Speaker 2: get upset because they know I'm not talking about it,
- 50:39Speaker 2: you know what I mean. But you know, like like dude,
- 50:43Speaker 2: you know I say, Yo, I'm gonna do it. I
- 50:45Speaker 2: take care of that, you know what I mean. You're
- 50:46Speaker 2: my man. I take care of that, you know what
- 50:49Speaker 2: I mean. I said, But I'm gonna do it with
- 50:50Speaker 2: my card. Put it on my car, so send me
- 50:53Speaker 2: the information. Don't like that, I'm gonna do it on
- 50:55Speaker 2: my car. Oh no, no, no, I need cash, man,
- 50:59Speaker 2: I need cash. What was doing me? It's gonna get
- 51:01Speaker 2: taken care of Vegas.
- 51:03Speaker 1: Can't be choosy.
- 51:04Speaker 2: It didn't take care.
- 51:05Speaker 1: Difference than it's a lie.
- 51:06Speaker 2: Then I got called a clown and no, yeah, crazy,
- 51:10Speaker 2: like I'm talking about I've been. I've been. This dude
- 51:13Speaker 2: was my homeboy since I was like thirty. I mean
- 51:16Speaker 2: like it's been thirty thirty eight years man, and been homeboys.
- 51:21Speaker 1: You went above and beyond my brother, because anybody.
- 51:24Speaker 5: Ever tried to like come to you and say, look,
- 51:27Speaker 5: look my bad. I was tripping like back then. I
- 51:30Speaker 5: kept acting and acting and accent and you were doing
- 51:32Speaker 5: and I just I took advantage for you, as anybody
- 51:34Speaker 5: ever come to you to take accountability.
- 51:37Speaker 1: One person.
- 51:38Speaker 2: Are incredible because it just happened. It just happened. And
- 51:42Speaker 2: my man was telling me that the same thing you
- 51:46Speaker 2: just said. He told my man that my man told
- 51:49Speaker 2: me and it was like went on death is And
- 51:53Speaker 2: I was like, man, yes, I heard him say that before,
- 51:56Speaker 2: and he keep doing it. You know what I mean,
- 51:58Speaker 2: like you keep doing it, you know what I mean?
- 52:01Speaker 2: Like the hardest the hardest part, Like the hardest part
- 52:05Speaker 2: is when it's a homeboy or homegirl and you want
- 52:10Speaker 2: to cut them off because of how they treat you,
- 52:12Speaker 2: not because of how you treat them. You know, they
- 52:14Speaker 2: think you're treating bad and treating them bad because you
- 52:17Speaker 2: implemented that word no in your vocabulary. But the hardest
- 52:21Speaker 2: thing is when it's somebody that you love. The hardest
- 52:27Speaker 2: thing is questioning yourself, like, damn, am I wrong for this?
- 52:33Speaker 2: Am I going too far? You know what I mean?
- 52:35Speaker 2: Like you always try to look at yourself and feel
- 52:38Speaker 2: like if you could have did something wrong, I mean,
- 52:41Speaker 2: if you I'm sorry, if you could have did something right,
- 52:44Speaker 2: you know what I mean?
- 52:46Speaker 1: Wrong boundaries?
- 52:46Speaker 6: My brother, I got a question for you. You talked
- 52:50Speaker 6: about your wife to Wanda praying over. You decided not
- 52:52Speaker 6: to drink anymore as a husband.
- 52:55Speaker 2: What have you discovered that boyfriend?
- 53:00Speaker 1: Boyfriend?
- 53:01Speaker 4: I mean, we got divorce, so you married the boys
- 53:05Speaker 4: and y'all got right back together like six months later
- 53:08Speaker 4: or something.
- 53:09Speaker 2: I mean, I want to do I want this point
- 53:12Speaker 2: to be made because you think I'm who I am
- 53:21Speaker 2: and I was out of control. I was out of control.
- 53:25Speaker 2: And this threat was there for years, for years and
- 53:30Speaker 2: years and years and years and years, and it's like
- 53:33Speaker 2: the boy cried wolf, like whatever, I heard that before,
- 53:37Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And then it was like
- 53:41Speaker 2: she got to the point where like, yo, I gotta
- 53:43Speaker 2: show this motherfucker. I gotta do something to show him
- 53:46Speaker 2: I'm serious. And that's what happened. You in that courtroom
- 53:51Speaker 2: and you're looking over there and you see number one
- 53:55Speaker 2: right there, and you're looking down at that paper and
- 53:58Speaker 2: them tears hitting that that page and they don't say,
- 54:01Speaker 2: you know, I've been Georgetown versus Georgetown and it's been
- 54:05Speaker 2: a scrimmage or six's versus sixes, and you looking at
- 54:08Speaker 2: the stat sheet whatever, I'm looking at Iverson versus Iverson, you.
- 54:13Speaker 1: Know what I mean?
- 54:14Speaker 2: And like, yo, shit is real, you know what I mean?
- 54:18Speaker 1: Like, and did you as suit?
- 54:23Speaker 2: Look, I really was defiant then, you know what I mean,
- 54:26Speaker 2: Like you got me in here, you know what I mean?
- 54:29Speaker 2: And I had a judge or judge was vicious, like
- 54:32Speaker 2: I couldn't do nothing right.
- 54:34Speaker 6: Even in that moment you were defined. Yeah, no, no,
- 54:37Speaker 6: it is your interview. I was just gonna say, even
- 54:38Speaker 6: in that moment, you were defined and I guess upset
- 54:41Speaker 6: even though you knew, because you said you knew you
- 54:43Speaker 6: were out of control. But so like, in that moment,
- 54:46Speaker 6: why are you defining upset if she's just doing what
- 54:48Speaker 6: she thinks is going to help, I guess, to get
- 54:50Speaker 6: you to a better spot for her.
- 54:53Speaker 2: I was selfishly thinking about my Demid because I know
- 55:05Speaker 2: in my heart and in my mind that I can't
- 55:08Speaker 2: live without. You know what I'm saying, Like I know it,
- 55:11Speaker 2: like I know it. I took, I took her love
- 55:15Speaker 2: for me for granted, you know what I mean, Like
- 55:18Speaker 2: as far as she loving me so much that I
- 55:20Speaker 2: felt like you know that she would never she would
- 55:25Speaker 2: never go nowhere like this is all I've known. This
- 55:28Speaker 2: is the only love that I've ever known, as far
- 55:31Speaker 2: as like, I've never loved someone like this in my life,
- 55:34Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Then, A lot of times,
- 55:36Speaker 2: you know, all women would say, or even guys, you know,
- 55:39Speaker 2: anybody that's you know, logical about anything, how you love
- 55:43Speaker 2: her so much and you do the things? And I
- 55:46Speaker 2: don't have an answer.
- 55:48Speaker 1: We never do though, as men, we never do. We
- 55:51Speaker 1: don't know why we do the dumb shit we do.
- 55:53Speaker 6: So how has not drinking and you know it seems
- 55:56Speaker 6: like you're you know, your focus is different in this
- 55:58Speaker 6: time of your life. How has that made you as
- 56:00Speaker 6: we discover each other in a relationship.
- 56:01Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I'm I'm I'm uh, I'm Claire Huxtable. I'm
- 56:07Speaker 2: in Cliff. I'm Cliff Huxfortable now like I'm I'm I'm
- 56:13Speaker 2: I kind of get a feeling like I'm the guy
- 56:16Speaker 2: like I felt always felt like, you know, I was
- 56:19Speaker 2: the guy she always wanted, you know what I mean,
- 56:21Speaker 2: wanted to be, you know, wanted me to be. But
- 56:25Speaker 2: I really feel like that guy now, Like I feel
- 56:27Speaker 2: like it's not the Huxtables around there obviously, but like
- 56:34Speaker 2: she love you know this me, you know, because you
- 56:39Speaker 2: always getting this me. It's hard to take advantage of
- 56:42Speaker 2: somebody that can see ship clear as hell, you know
- 56:45Speaker 2: what I mean, opposed to being nonchalant about everything, you
- 56:48Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like it's you know, my homeboys
- 56:52Speaker 2: says a different chuck. Now, you know what I mean.
- 56:54Speaker 2: I see, I see what's going on, you know what
- 56:59Speaker 2: I mean. All the stuff that I used to, you know,
- 57:01Speaker 2: not pay attention to, I'm paying attention to it now,
- 57:05Speaker 2: you know what I mean? And I just think, you know,
- 57:08Speaker 2: by me making this decision, it's so much better for
- 57:13Speaker 2: not just myself, everybody around me. I can help better.
- 57:17Speaker 2: My advice is better, you know what I mean. Like
- 57:20Speaker 2: I'm a better friend now, I'm a better family member.
- 57:23Speaker 2: You know this shit is clear? You know what I'm saying.
- 57:26Speaker 2: Like I promise you I'm the smartest man in the
- 57:31Speaker 2: world because I know him not you know what I mean,
- 57:34Speaker 2: I know him not like, but I know how if
- 57:37Speaker 2: it's a certain feel of you know how we need
- 57:40Speaker 2: some help, help and you know what I mean, opposed
- 57:42Speaker 2: to just just doing it all way and thinking we know, no, man,
- 57:46Speaker 2: we gotta go to we gotta go to this person,
- 57:49Speaker 2: We gotta go to that person. We gotta do it
- 57:51Speaker 2: this way, we gotta do it that way, you know
- 57:53Speaker 2: what I mean. Put your ego aside. Man, We're trying
- 57:55Speaker 2: to get it done. We need to get it done.
- 57:56Speaker 2: But we're gonna get it done right. And it's just
- 57:59Speaker 2: an everlution of me. It took long, you know what
- 58:02Speaker 2: I mean, But I just think about it, like, Yo,
- 58:04Speaker 2: you embarrassed, you know first, it was embarrassing that you know,
- 58:07Speaker 2: talking about that seen the ship went viral yesterday and
- 58:10Speaker 2: you embarrassed, you know, with the whole thing. But it's like, damn, bro,
- 58:14Speaker 2: that's another thing that you know, by you being you
- 58:20Speaker 2: and being comfortable in your own skin, it's gonna help
- 58:23Speaker 2: somebody else.
- 58:23Speaker 1: Somebody might make that decision, right, somebody's trying to be
- 58:25Speaker 1: sober right now.
- 58:26Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying that whatever time, because I
- 58:29Speaker 4: didn't get it from the book where anybody recommended therapy
- 58:31Speaker 4: to you, because it was clear you was my girl.
- 58:34Speaker 1: Okay, like you need some help, you know what I mean?
- 58:37Speaker 2: You don't remember what was? Are you coming to a
- 58:41Speaker 2: get up that ship? You said last month?
- 58:44Speaker 1: You know what I mean?
- 58:46Speaker 2: Just starting ship, you know what I mean. And then
- 58:49Speaker 2: she used to be like you ran you running around
- 58:51Speaker 2: with all these dudes all day long and y'all drinking
- 58:55Speaker 2: and have a ball, and you come in here fucking
- 58:58Speaker 2: with me. I'm talking about where your piece is at? Man?
- 59:03Speaker 2: You know what I mean? Because you going but women
- 59:05Speaker 2: know you leave that house. Man. We tackling the world
- 59:08Speaker 2: like you. It's going down. It's hard for me, like
- 59:12Speaker 2: I said, to go to the grocery store, to go
- 59:14Speaker 2: to Target, Walmart, I gotta be Alan Irverson every day
- 59:17Speaker 2: I walk in the house. And one thing about it, everybody,
- 59:20Speaker 2: everybody out there, if you think about it, somebody gonna
- 59:23Speaker 2: see you and feel like this is the last opportunity
- 59:26Speaker 2: that I'm ever gonna get to see him and this
- 59:28Speaker 2: is my moment. That's what you know what I mean?
- 59:30Speaker 2: When they see oh shit, it's like and then you
- 59:33Speaker 2: you somewhere and you're paying for something, and then you
- 59:37Speaker 2: finish and you turn around and you see so many people.
- 59:40Speaker 2: You see cameras and then you see and they do
- 59:42Speaker 2: the ship shot like like getting ready to jump rope.
- 59:45Speaker 2: You see everybody, like everybody everybody time, you know what
- 59:51Speaker 2: I mean. And it's like it's like it's like, bro,
- 59:54Speaker 2: you want to be you want to like you wanna
- 59:57Speaker 2: it's so much you go out when you come in
- 59:59Speaker 2: the crib man to be you know what I'm saying,
- 1:00:02Speaker 2: Like fall on, you know, on the couch and and
- 1:00:05Speaker 2: and you have made it through the storm, you know
- 1:00:08Speaker 2: what I mean. Because like my fans, like they they
- 1:00:13Speaker 2: got real love man, you know what I mean. But
- 1:00:15Speaker 2: some of them, when you can you can distinguish a fan,
- 1:00:20Speaker 2: a truth fan, and just somebody that you know, give
- 1:00:23Speaker 2: a damn about how nice you was on the court,
- 1:00:25Speaker 2: because a truth fan, give a fuck about you. You
- 1:00:28Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like you feed them feeding my daughter?
- 1:00:31Speaker 2: You know what I mean. I'm in the restaurant and
- 1:00:33Speaker 2: stick a piece of paper and paying them sign this
- 1:00:36Speaker 2: right here? AYI you know what I mean. Hold on, baby,
- 1:00:39Speaker 2: let me and this and I you know I love women,
- 1:00:42Speaker 2: you know what I mean to death. I love all
- 1:00:43Speaker 2: my fans, but women fans are they don't like taking no.
- 1:00:49Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Dude, tell you know all
- 1:00:50Speaker 2: the time. But me, somebody you don't know, tell you know,
- 1:00:53Speaker 2: you go crazy in a minute. I'm feeding my daughter
- 1:00:56Speaker 2: right now. Now, Well fuck you there in Ai. Kobe
- 1:00:58Speaker 2: Bryant better than you anyway. Tell me I'm gonna burn
- 1:01:01Speaker 2: these shoes I bought. I brought your shoes. I bought
- 1:01:04Speaker 2: your jersey. I'm like, I ain't say no. I just said,
- 1:01:06Speaker 2: let me finish my daughter, you know what I mean.
- 1:01:09Speaker 2: Like it's it's it's just it's crazy. I remember I
- 1:01:13Speaker 2: was at David Buses with the kids. I'm on the
- 1:01:14Speaker 2: phone talking to my mom and the lady walked up
- 1:01:17Speaker 2: to me and she was like, hey, let me talk
- 1:01:19Speaker 2: to you iself. Hold on, man, I'm talking to my
- 1:01:22Speaker 2: mom on the phone right now. What's your mom more
- 1:01:24Speaker 2: important than your fans? Yeah? I was like yeo. I
- 1:01:30Speaker 2: was like yo, I was looking let me just get
- 1:01:32Speaker 2: away from you, you know what I mean. But that's like,
- 1:01:35Speaker 2: you know, all in the nutshell man being a celebrity. Man,
- 1:01:39Speaker 2: you say that because people think about the money and
- 1:01:42Speaker 2: the fame and the talent or whatever. Man you say
- 1:01:45Speaker 2: you want this life and whatever. Man, you really man,
- 1:01:50Speaker 2: A lot of people, if they were meet, would have
- 1:01:52Speaker 2: been jumped off a building and put a pistol to
- 1:01:54Speaker 2: their head and blew it off.
- 1:01:55Speaker 5: By Now, that's the crazy thing. Lord John said that
- 1:01:57Speaker 5: same thing when we had him. He said, you gotta
- 1:01:59Speaker 5: be built, you gotta have tough skin. This is not
- 1:02:01Speaker 5: an easy industry to be in. But your influence was
- 1:02:04Speaker 5: crazy because I'm telling you, Allen evinceins, I was getting
- 1:02:07Speaker 5: them and I was getting bitches and I wasn't even.
- 1:02:09Speaker 2: Gay in middle school. I would come get my hand braided.
- 1:02:12Speaker 2: And that's good, you told me an on hang time.
- 1:02:14Speaker 5: I didn't either, put the bitches ain't no, because I
- 1:02:15Speaker 5: had the absence.
- 1:02:16Speaker 2: Yeah, so.
- 1:02:19Speaker 6: Your time in Philly, right, I mean influencing impacts and
- 1:02:24Speaker 6: everything you did. But Philly embraced you so much and
- 1:02:27Speaker 6: the person you are meeting you I get it now,
- 1:02:29Speaker 6: but you know, Philly don't embrace everybody. What was your
- 1:02:32Speaker 6: time like there just in like what were you doing?
- 1:02:35Speaker 6: I guess to lean into that or like I don't know,
- 1:02:38Speaker 6: like did you feel the okay? They love me here
- 1:02:40Speaker 6: like when you walk out onto the streets and not
- 1:02:42Speaker 6: at first because people, you know, Philly is tough.
- 1:02:45Speaker 2: The toughest and they called it his brotherly love. That's
- 1:02:50Speaker 2: about it. My relationship not in the beginning, but I
- 1:02:54Speaker 2: think I have I would I would say Michael Jordan
- 1:02:59Speaker 2: and uh Chicago, Steph and AA State. Who else? You know?
- 1:03:07Speaker 2: I said the Bay Area now probably Shay in Oklahoma City.
- 1:03:12Speaker 2: I think I have the best relationship with a fan base.
- 1:03:17Speaker 2: I think in sports history, you know what I mean,
- 1:03:21Speaker 2: Like that's that's crazy.
- 1:03:23Speaker 1: And Kobe Lak you know what I mean.
- 1:03:28Speaker 2: They watched me grow up. I was twenty one years
- 1:03:30Speaker 2: old when I got there, Like they watched me, you know,
- 1:03:33Speaker 2: go through my ups and downs. But I played every
- 1:03:36Speaker 2: game like it was my last. And if you know Philadelphia,
- 1:03:39Speaker 2: that's all they really want like I could. I was
- 1:03:42Speaker 2: telling Steve yesterday, like I could be out there, I
- 1:03:45Speaker 2: can go oh for Winfrey from the field, you know
- 1:03:49Speaker 2: what I mean. But they knew that AI played as
- 1:03:52Speaker 2: hard as he could, you know what I mean. I
- 1:03:54Speaker 2: could look in the mirror after the game every game
- 1:03:56Speaker 2: I played, hurt, sick, whatever, and look at the mirror,
- 1:03:59Speaker 2: and I know ever felt bad, you know, I felt good.
- 1:04:01Speaker 2: I upset about not playing well, but I knew that
- 1:04:05Speaker 2: I played that game like it was my last. People
- 1:04:07Speaker 2: in Philadelphia love that, and all relationship has been that,
- 1:04:12Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Since I've been retired with
- 1:04:14Speaker 2: fifteen years now, and the relationship is still the same.
- 1:04:18Speaker 2: You walk into the building, it's the same feeling. And
- 1:04:22Speaker 2: then the people in Philadelphia are used to me outside
- 1:04:25Speaker 2: of being in that arena, barbershops and everywhere. Applebe's. Well,
- 1:04:35Speaker 2: I was a.
- 1:04:36Speaker 6: Little younger, so I came a little bit after. You
- 1:04:37Speaker 6: weren't Fridays when I was there, But yeah, club Fridays
- 1:04:41Speaker 6: was a thing.
- 1:04:41Speaker 2: It became the third largest Fridays in the country, you
- 1:04:45Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like it was really a club,
- 1:04:47Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Lines they started checking out
- 1:04:50Speaker 2: ideas you had to get you had to have reservations
- 1:04:53Speaker 2: and you know what I mean, Like it was it
- 1:04:55Speaker 2: was crazy, you know what I mean. Philly. I love Philadelphia.
- 1:05:00Speaker 2: I mean, I love it, you know what I mean.
- 1:05:02Speaker 2: But it's just just like Virginia. I can't never like
- 1:05:05Speaker 2: live there, you know what I mean. Like when I retired,
- 1:05:08Speaker 2: I went to Florida, like trying to get away from everything.
- 1:05:11Speaker 2: Then it's just meet her and the kids and no family,
- 1:05:14Speaker 2: no friends, like nah, you know what I mean. So
- 1:05:16Speaker 2: I moved in Charlotte. It's close to Virginia, but you know,
- 1:05:20Speaker 2: I can never go live there again. But people have
- 1:05:22Speaker 2: worried of me the damn death, you know what I mean, Like,
- 1:05:25Speaker 2: but close my mom could drive or our flight, right.
- 1:05:30Speaker 1: You got to I do. Got one last question.
- 1:05:32Speaker 4: Man, you changed the entire culture of basketball, but to me,
- 1:05:36Speaker 4: you change black culture. You also change hip hop culture
- 1:05:39Speaker 4: from your fashion to your attitude to just your authenticity.
- 1:05:42Speaker 4: When you see how the NBA in the world embraces individuality, now,
- 1:05:47Speaker 4: do you feel celebrated or do you still feel misunderstood?
- 1:05:53Speaker 2: Nah, it's I get the opportunity, Like this is opportunity
- 1:05:59Speaker 2: for me, you know what I mean, Like all of
- 1:06:02Speaker 2: those years you wanted to you know, you wanted just say, oh, man,
- 1:06:08Speaker 2: you got me wrong, you know what I mean, talk
- 1:06:11Speaker 2: about it to your family, your friends. Man, I'm misunderstood. Man,
- 1:06:15Speaker 2: they don't they ain't getting it, you know what I mean.
- 1:06:17Speaker 2: It ain't like that. And then this platform and then
- 1:06:20Speaker 2: all the other big platforms, you know, just you guys
- 1:06:24Speaker 2: giving me an opportunity to come up here and ask
- 1:06:26Speaker 2: me shit that I want to answer that that I
- 1:06:29Speaker 2: want the world to know, you know what I mean.
- 1:06:31Speaker 2: I want them to know it ain't like that. It's
- 1:06:33Speaker 2: like this, you know what I mean. Then you're hearing
- 1:06:35Speaker 2: it from someone else, you know what I mean, someone
- 1:06:38Speaker 2: else telling who Alan Iverson is. Then just to have
- 1:06:42Speaker 2: the opportunity to do it in the excitement about it
- 1:06:46Speaker 2: is the long wait, because now I finally get a
- 1:06:49Speaker 2: chance to Man, you was wrong. You had me fucked
- 1:06:51Speaker 2: up like that. Ain't what it is, you know what
- 1:06:55Speaker 2: I mean? And going through your career you can't explain
- 1:06:58Speaker 2: to everybody every situation it don't, you know what I mean.
- 1:07:01Speaker 2: And this book took years, you know what I mean.
- 1:07:03Speaker 2: The documentary took years to do, and man, I just
- 1:07:08Speaker 2: I'm just happy that I get an opportunity to to
- 1:07:12Speaker 2: tell my story or write my story and and help
- 1:07:17Speaker 2: and help and help somebody, you know what I mean,
- 1:07:19Speaker 2: Just like you know Michael Jordan did for me, you
- 1:07:24Speaker 2: know what I mean, like he If it wasn't for
- 1:07:26Speaker 2: no Michael Jordan, they would not be the Allen Iverson
- 1:07:29Speaker 2: and everybody in the world. Know, Like, I literally like
- 1:07:35Speaker 2: he gave me the vision. Man. Like I'm like, I
- 1:07:37Speaker 2: want to be like him, you know what I mean.
- 1:07:39Speaker 2: That's who I want to be. Him and Michael Michael Jackson.
- 1:07:41Speaker 2: I want all the dudes to love me, you know
- 1:07:44Speaker 2: what I mean. I want all the girls to love me.
- 1:07:46Speaker 2: You know what I mean. I want to put that
- 1:07:47Speaker 2: in one you know what I'm saying. And I want
- 1:07:49Speaker 2: to be you know, uh, not just a basketball player,
- 1:07:53Speaker 2: but just big all the way. And I didn't. I
- 1:07:56Speaker 2: didn't get this vision until until I started to take
- 1:08:01Speaker 2: care of what I had to do on the basketball
- 1:08:03Speaker 2: court and then becoming a cultural icon, you know what
- 1:08:07Speaker 2: I mean. Okay, all these rappers, all these people in
- 1:08:10Speaker 2: the world that want to just express themselves the way
- 1:08:13Speaker 2: they want to express themselves. Now they get an opportunity. Man,
- 1:08:16Speaker 2: he can do it. Man, ain't nothing wrong with what
- 1:08:18Speaker 2: I'm doing, regardless of high look. Regardless high look. Everybody
- 1:08:22Speaker 2: talk about that that runway walking into the game. I'm
- 1:08:25Speaker 2: watching it, you know what I mean. I don't like
- 1:08:28Speaker 2: everything up there, but I just love their confidence of
- 1:08:31Speaker 2: walking in there, like, yeah, I'm doing it today, you
- 1:08:35Speaker 2: know what I mean? And like just my story. All
- 1:08:39Speaker 2: I want is for people to get out of it. Man,
- 1:08:44Speaker 2: It's all right to be you. It's all right, you
- 1:08:48Speaker 2: know what I mean. It's things that's gonna happen in
- 1:08:51Speaker 2: your life and it's gonna be tough, you know what
- 1:08:54Speaker 2: I mean. But that's when you're gonna lean on number one.
- 1:08:58Speaker 2: You're gonna lean on him. You gonna lean on God.
- 1:09:01Speaker 2: You don't. They don't ask them, uh any You don't
- 1:09:04Speaker 2: question him at all, you know what I mean. Whatever
- 1:09:06Speaker 2: happened happened. I ain't never my grandma told me when
- 1:09:08Speaker 2: I went to jail, that bowling alley thing. I said, Now,
- 1:09:12Speaker 2: why are they doing this to me? If they know
- 1:09:14Speaker 2: I didn't do what they said. I did question, never
- 1:09:16Speaker 2: questioned God, and I've never done it since then, you
- 1:09:19Speaker 2: know what I mean? Whatever he do, You know what
- 1:09:22Speaker 2: I mean, I'm cool with it. You know what I mean.
- 1:09:25Speaker 2: He driving this car and I'm gonna just sitting there,
- 1:09:27Speaker 2: ride shotgun wherever he take me. That's where I'm going,
- 1:09:30Speaker 2: and I'm gonna live with the results. So that's that's
- 1:09:33Speaker 2: the only thing I want. I just think, man, live, man, laugh,
- 1:09:37Speaker 2: love man.
- 1:09:38Speaker 1: We love you, brother, we love you.
- 1:09:43Speaker 2: Out right now, just walk out. I got God.
- 1:09:54Speaker 1: It's the Breakfast Club.
- 1:09:55Speaker 3: Good morning, every day, up waking.
- 1:10:00Speaker 1: The Breakfast Club. We are finished for Young Dum