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When Love and Agreement Part Ways | Ep. 214 · The Parenting Podcast

• 0:00
  Christie: You want them free thinking as long as they're free thinking on the path that you would've walked.
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  Speaker: This is one of those conversations that usually finds us later, when the goal is no longer getting your child to listen to you.
• 0:18
  Speaker: It's figuring out how to stay close when they don't.
• 0:25
  Speaker: I'm Cheryl Lange.
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  Speaker: Let's talk about that
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  Christie: Cheryl, I just, I realize that.
• 0:38
  Christie: Parenting is just hard for everyone all the time.
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  Christie: Just what I'm decided.
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  Cheryl: Okay.
• 0:43
  Cheryl: It's episode concluded.
• 0:45
  Cheryl: We're good.
• 0:46
  Christie: Yeah.
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  Christie: State of the Union has been given, uh, yeah.
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  Christie: I was talking with some friends and they have varying ages of kids and their families and uhhuh, but one family, you know, coming into the preteen years.
• 1:00
  Christie: The other family has one at the front end, one at the back end, Uhhuh, and we were just talking about.
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  Christie: Um, different hopes and dreams we might have for our Yeah, they might have for their kids.
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  Christie: Mine are all, You know, they're all grown, but, uh.
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  Christie: You know, one of them said something to the effect, well hopefully when they're that age they'll X, Y, z and you know, I'm sitting here thinking, well, hopefully, you know, but hopefully doesn't always pan out the way that we want it to in varying different ways.
• 1:29
  Christie: Yeah.
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  Christie: Um, and I was just thinking about the conversations that you and I have had of Yeah.
• 1:36
  Christie: How, how to navigate all those conversations with our kids as they're.
• 1:41
  Christie: Freethinking adults.
• 1:43
  Christie: Wow.
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  Christie: And starting to, even before they're adults, you know, they're, they're starting to observe the world and engage with the world in new ways.
• 1:51
  Cheryl: Were they talking about just behavioral issues?
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  Cheryl: But I'm thinking what you're saying, it was more about morality, sexuality.
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  Cheryl: Yes.
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  Christie: Yes.
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  Cheryl: Faith values,
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  Christie: right.
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  Cheryl: All of that.
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  Christie: Yes.
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  Christie: They were just thinking the way that they have invested in their kids based on their values and their hopes of what that would produce in their adult lives.
• 2:12
  Cheryl: Oh boy.
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  Cheryl: Did I swallow that lie?
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: You know, and when I say that, I'm not saying all my children are.
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  Cheryl: Radically in a different place from our deeply held values, right, and belief system.
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  Cheryl: But the lie was, I thought.
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  Cheryl: Uh, they were like containers, sort of.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: You know, like you've got your water bottle here that if I just take the top off and I pour the right mixture, I word it right.
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  Cheryl: I live it out right,.
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  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And I just keep pouring it in there that I'll just fill it up and they might kind of maybe shiver a little bit and then they would just get right in line because I've poured all the right stuff in there so that they align with.
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  Cheryl: My deepest held values and beliefs.
• 2:59
  Cheryl: Right?
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  Christie: But this water has a thick steel, metal, rigid boundary holding it in place, and we don't have that kind of control over our independent children.
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  Cheryl: No, you know, we kind of talk about this from a lot of different angles.
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  Cheryl: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: About different things, about different areas of training or, um, our expectations.
• 3:22
  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: But I will say, when I think about all the people I'm in conversation with, particularly that have teens and above.
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  Cheryl: And I am trying to think, I really know
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  Carol: just a few who have Their finger on the pulse of it, that all their children are actually walking on the path that they would want them to, whether it's their moral choices or um.
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  Carol: Their faith or their values.
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  Carol: And I'm not talking about like, are you gonna be, you know, vegetarian or, keto.
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  Carol: I'm talking about the deeper things in life.
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  Carol: Mm-hmm.
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  Carol: And I would say.
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  Carol: That that is the most repetitive conversation I have with parents that are in the releasing process or That have released their children is it's this grief that their children are not walking in truth the way those committed parents see it.
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  Carol: They're not reflecting their values and they're very concerned about it.
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Christie: And in ways that, You've invested in, in those values your whole life.
• 4:35
  Christie: Yes.
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  Christie: And that can be really hard.
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  Christie: And then sometimes it's things that, um, like you're saying aren't that important, but it feels personal.
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  Christie: Rejection even though they may have taken a, a different on-ramp in life.
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: That's,
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  Christie: you know, something that feels just.
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  Christie: Silly, you know, like you said, vegetarian or, you know, I don't shop at these stores or whatever.
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  Christie: It, it starts to feel personal because it's still a rejection of something that you're living out or that you've attached to.
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  Cheryl: I think you're right, and whatever it is.
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  Cheryl: It takes a while for these parents to start talking about it.
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  Cheryl: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: 'cause they're concerned because even just when their children are doubting it.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: Not even actively embracing something.
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  Christie: Right.
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  Cheryl: The parents are, All taking it personally.
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  Cheryl: It feels like a rejection of me as a
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  Carol: person.
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  Christie: Right.
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  Cheryl: Rather than a value.
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  Cheryl: Yes.
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  Cheryl: Particularly when there's passion involved in it.
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  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And a lot of times, particularly as teens move towards being 20 and in their twenties in particular, there's a lot of passion.
• 5:39
  Cheryl: I mean, I was passionate about what I believed in.
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  Cheryl: Oh yeah.
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  Cheryl: You know, and that's why you want to pull that age into, movements and protests and getting them to support a candidate or not.
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  Cheryl: Or,'cause
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  Christie: they've got the fuel.
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  Cheryl: They've got the fuel, they have this zeal.
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  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And they're.
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  Cheryl: So passionate, which is a beautiful thing.
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  Christie: Sure.
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  Cheryl: Um, however, it feels a little weaponized against us.
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  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And matter of fact, it might be verbalized in a way that's sort of weaponized against us.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And then we start taking it really personally.
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  Christie: Right.
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  Christie: And I think that's where we kind of have to check on ourselves and say, why am I so attached to this, this.
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  Christie: Ideal or this value?
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  Christie: Why am I feeling that that's personal?
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  Christie: You know,
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  Cheryl: I think the reason
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  Carol: it feels Personal is'cause our identities are wrapped in it.
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  Carol: There can be more superficial things.
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: But it's our identity when you're talking about morality and belief systems, values, faith.
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  Cheryl: I think our identity should be molded around what we believe about these deepest held truths.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And so then when they question it, I have to be mature enough into the place where I don't feel personally attacked.
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: I mean, I have not done this well.
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  Cheryl: And I've done it well, and I'm amazed at the places I did it well, and I'm trying to go back to those particular times.
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  Cheryl: One of the biggest mistakes we made is we tried to make thinking people,
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  Christie: right?
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  Cheryl: And so we spent our lives talking about thoughts and ideas and processing and how do you evaluate things, and we started with unimportant things, and then of course, then we also wanted to expand that to these crucial areas of beliefs.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And then talk about it and.
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  Cheryl: It was great when we were talking about it and evaluating and discussing it, but it was when the doubts started rising and maybe they were moving away.
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  Cheryl: From the direction I wanted that's when I felt threatened.
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: And I wanted No, no, no, no, no.
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  Cheryl: Don't, don't move away from it.
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  Cheryl: Circle around it, but then always come back to the conclusion I want you to come to.
• 8:03
  Cheryl: Right?
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Christie: You want them free thinking as long as they're free thinking on the path that you would've walked
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  Christie (2): gone
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  Down.
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  Cheryl: That's exactly right.
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  Cheryl: But the issue is if we are not talking with them, if they're not engaging and questioning and processing with us, they're going somewhere else to do it.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Christie: And.
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  Cheryl: I want to be a part of that conversation, you know?
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  Cheryl: And so not to control it, but I want to be a part of that conversation.
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  Cheryl: Let's talk
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  about
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  Christie: it just for the sake of relationship.
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  Cheryl: Absolutely.
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  Cheryl: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: There we go.
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: In that relationship.
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  Cheryl: And so I can think of, uh, how many times you want me to tell you that I blew it, but one in particular, and it was, uh, a really big issue and, christie, I did not handle it well at first at all.
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  Cheryl: Um, because 100%.
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  Cheryl: I wasn't even thinking about my child.
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  Cheryl: If you asked me, it would've been completely me.
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  Christie: Mm.
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  Cheryl: I saw it not as a value or morality or a thought system, or an embracing of a political view.
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  Cheryl: It was a really deep thing, and it was complete rejection of me.
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  Christie: Mm.
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  Cheryl: And I reacted accordingly.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: Which wasn't good.
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  Cheryl: And so.
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  Cheryl: Not surprisingly put a real rift in our relationship.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And I love it because I had good conversations with people who are wiser than I am.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And they sat with me and talked and helped me process it through to see what I just told you.
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  Cheryl: It's not about you.
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  Cheryl: This is a person trying to figure out their walk in life.
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: And this instance I'm thinking of, they were old enough to make their decisions in this area.
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  Cheryl: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: It's not like they were eight years old.
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  Christie: Right.
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  Cheryl: And I was all about me.
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  Christie: Yeah.
• 9:57
  Christie: What are some of the, um, responses you had that you look for now to know if you're responding?
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  Christie: Focused on yourself.
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  Christie: Does that make sense?
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  Christie: Like Yeah.
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  Cheryl: For one thing, when I'm doing it the right way, I invite the questions.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And might say something, wow, I can see how you might wonder about that.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And so I become inquisitive with them.
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  Cheryl: So what do you think about that?
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  Cheryl: Okay.
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  Cheryl: And it has to be safe enough
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  Carol: that If I ask questions, they don't feel attacked.
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  Christie: Mm.
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  Cheryl: does this make sense?
• 10:35
  Christie: Yeah.
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  Christie: So what are some of the ways that you handled it wrong that show that you were focused more on yourself than
• 10:40
  Cheryl: them?
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  Christie: How
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  Cheryl: long do we have today?
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  Cheryl: Okay.
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  Cheryl: Because I didn't even always say it out loud.
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  Cheryl: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: Okay.
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  Cheryl: But our children are students of us.
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  Cheryl: And they can watch our face.
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  Cheryl: They see our responses and they've also been around us studying us their whole lives.
• 10:54
  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: And they have watched how I have treated and acted
• 10:58
  Carol: towards Other people who were making similar choices, maybe and I mean, when I'm not doing it right.
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  Carol: I've actually said, so I wasted all this time that we talked about these things and I tried to live them out in integrity before you.
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  Christie: Mm.
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  Cheryl: And you just don't even care.
• 11:16
  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: I mean, who's that all about?
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  Christie: Yeah, that's
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  Cheryl: good.
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  Cheryl: Or the questions get a little sticky.
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  Cheryl: So I start giving'em sort of soundbite answers instead of again, being interested in saying, Hey, that's really interesting.
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  Cheryl: You wanna talk about that some more?
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  Cheryl: What do you think about that?
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: Instead, I jumped to the conclusion.
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  Christie: Hmm.
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  Cheryl: Because out of fear.
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  Cheryl: I wanted to make sure they come to the conclusion I wanted them to come to.
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  Cheryl: Right.
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  Cheryl: And so out of fear, instead of let's have a really genuine conversation, I'm having a conversation where I am trying to veer them directly.
• 11:56
  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: To come to the conclusion I want or and let's just make it something as
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  Carol: simple as something political that they're actually taking a different political stance than I.
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  Christie: Sure.
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  Cheryl: And instead of really having good conversation about it, I start listing all the reasons they're wrong and all the reasons I'm Right.
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  Cheryl: Building
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  Christie: a defense.
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  Cheryl: Right.
• 12:18
  Cheryl: A defense.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 12:19
  Cheryl: That great thing that says, um, we need to have positions instead of sides.
• 12:24
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And I would say that I sided up.
• 12:27
  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: Instead of saying, well, what's your position?
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  Cheryl: How do you feel about that?
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  Cheryl: Let's talk about it.
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  Christie: And when you choose a side, you're choosing an opposer.
• 12:36
  Christie: You're choosing to oppose
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  Cheryl: It's us and them.
• 12:37
  Christie: Yeah.
• 12:38
  Cheryl: That's right.
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  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
• 12:39
  Cheryl: I mean, just thinking literally.
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  Cheryl: If we have a wall, you have to choose a side.
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  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: So if you're not on my side of the wall, we are against each other
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  Christie: and,
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  Cheryl: and we are divided.
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  Christie: And then you're instant enemies, not you're their biggest fan.
• 12:53
  Cheryl: And how can we do relationship?
• 12:55
  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: When I treat my children like this or anybody else?
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  Cheryl: Does that make sense?
• 12:59
  Christie: It does.
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  Christie: It does.
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  Christie: And I'm, I'm going back to the word fear that you said, that so much of that is out of fear.
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  Christie: And I'm thinking, what am I, what am I afraid of in that moment?
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  Christie: And you know, for me, I think it's that all my efforts were wasted.
• 13:15
  Christie: Yep.
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  Christie: You know, all the time I spent training my kids, teaching my kids, pouring my life out to show them my values, that all of that time was just.
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  Christie: For nothing.
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  Christie: Maybe fear of what other people will think.
• 13:28
  Cheryl: Oh
• 13:28
  Christie: yeah.
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  Christie: About my kids.
• 13:29
  Cheryl: Oh, it's horrible.
• 13:30
  Christie: Or about me probably more than anything.
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  Christie: You know, what kind of mom will they think I am?
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  Christie: Um, fear that they're gonna go down this dark path and it's gonna end, you know, I catastrophize Yeah.
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  Christie: Where I take it to the end result and then I just have to remember what it was like when I was that age.
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  Christie: Like I, I had all kinds of crazy thoughts that fizzled in due time.
• 13:53
  Christie: Yeah.
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  Christie: You know, and, and not, and I'm not saying that my, all my kids' thoughts are crazy.
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  Christie: I'm just saying that different, you're trying on different hats.
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  Christie: You're trying on different ideals, different ideologies, different thoughts about the world, and some of that just has to run its course.
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  Cheryl: But it's a really healthy process.
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  Cheryl: Otherwise, we're just rubber stamping.
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  Christie: Mm.
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And we just rubber stamp all the way through
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  Carol: One of the best transformations in me in the last 10 years, I would say, has come out of these conversations with my kids.
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  Christie: Mm.
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  Cheryl: Because we've had really good conversations when I'm doing it, right.
• 14:32
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 14:33
  Cheryl: And we go back and forth.
• 14:35
  Cheryl: Well, what do you think about this?
• 14:36
  Cheryl: Well, look at this.
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  Cheryl: I'm thinking about this I think of the word privilege.
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  Cheryl: Uh, about 10 years ago started conversations with my kids and they were using the word privilege and how impacting that is.
• 14:48
  Cheryl: Well, mom, you're just saying that as a person of privilege.
• 14:50
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And.
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  Cheryl: Not doing it right.
• 14:54
  Cheryl: I took offense and I started defending when I did it right.
• 14:58
  Cheryl: I
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  Carol: asked Good questions.
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  Carol: We talk about that all the time here.
• 15:01
  Carol: Mm-hmm.
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  Carol: I ask good questions.
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  Carol: I go, so what do you mean by privilege?
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  Carol: And so they started talking about it and saying, look how this.
• 15:09
  Carol: Affects this area of our culture, or look at these marginalized people and you know, we have to think about when we say something from our viewpoint of privilege.
• 15:19
  Carol: But it was just a fabulous conversation I'm using as an example, and they opened my eyes to something I wasn't aware of, and I'm so thankful we did that.
• 15:31
  Carol: But Christie so much in the past, I wouldn't have handled it well like that.
• 15:35
  Carol: Yeah.
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  Carol: Because I started thinking immediately, no, I have to lead this conversation and I have these particular arguments and
• 15:43
  Christie: they need to end up exactly where I land on this.
• 15:46
  Christie: That's right.
• 15:46
  Christie: Yeah.
• 15:46
  Cheryl: And.
• 15:47
  Cheryl: Uh, that conversation and subsequent ones, I'm really pleased because what it's done is open up that bridge.
• 15:57
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 15:58
  Cheryl: And my kids and I are walking back and forth other people too, but we're talking about in parenting.
• 16:03
  Christie: Yeah.
• 16:03
  Cheryl: That we can walk and back and forth across the bridge, and keep our relationship.
• 16:09
  Cheryl: And when they're younger, it can't be quite as open as when they get more mature.
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  Christie: Yeah.
• 16:14
  Christie: Well, and as we get more mature,
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  Cheryl: absolutely.
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  Christie: Because I think the bridge is a little bit of a living, breathing organism.
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  Christie: It
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  sure
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  Christie: is because the times that I.
• 16:24
  Christie: Step out of line or just speak candidly when I should have been more thoughtful.
• 16:29
  Cheryl: Yep.
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  Christie: I lose some of that trust with my kids at times, and that's rightfully so.
• 16:35
  Christie: You know, and then I have to do some things, you know, over time I can earn some of that trust back.
• 16:40
  Cheryl: And
• 16:40
  Christie: apologies.
• 16:42
  Cheryl: One of the things that I noticed when my children were closer to that 20 age when they were younger.
• 16:49
  Cheryl: Either going to it or coming off of it.
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  Cheryl: As they developed their own heads of steam about trying to figure their life out and being in control of their lives.
• 16:58
  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
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  Cheryl: And their values.
• 17:01
  Cheryl: Several times they would ask me questions and I
• 17:04
  Carol: realized They were intentionally phrasing something to poke at me.
• 17:10
  Carol: Baiting bait.
• 17:10
  Carol: Mm-hmm.
• 17:10
  Carol: They were trying to bait an argument.
• 17:13
  Christie: Yeah.
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  Cheryl: It was interesting because when I was younger and they were younger, I got pulled into those
• 17:19
  Christie: right.
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  Cheryl: And they weren't really serious about it.
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  Cheryl: They were just trying on that hat a little bit and then trying to go, can I get a rile outta mom about
• 17:29
  Christie: this?
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  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 17:30
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 17:30
  Cheryl: And I'm so thankful to learn from that.
• 17:33
  Cheryl: And one of the things I learned in that age period.
• 17:38
  Cheryl: Uh, not
• 17:38
  Carol: being Disingenuous but I'm a little cautious what I choose to walk into and like you're saying, getting pulled into something, trying to be a wiser about what I'm gonna say and maybe actually learning to be quiet.
• 17:52
  Carol: Yeah.
• 17:52
  Carol: Say that's really interesting.
• 17:53
  Carol: I don't know.
• 17:53
  Carol: I'll have to think about that some more.
• 17:55
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 17:56
  Christie: Yeah, I remember, um, I won't say which daughter, but I'll just say it was early in my experiences of raising adult children, I had somebody come to the table with some real, conviction about the flat earth theory.
• 18:15
  Christie: And I remember spiraling from that conversation thinking.
• 18:19
  Christie: Oh my word.
• 18:21
  Christie: Where did I go wrong?
• 18:22
  Christie: Yeah.
• 18:23
  Christie: And now I just laugh at it because I'm like what you're saying.
• 18:27
  Christie: It was, it was more bait than anything.
• 18:29
  Christie: This is a person who likes to debate anyway.
• 18:32
  Christie: Yeah.
• 18:32
  Christie: So they would tell you that the sky was red just to have a good debate.
• 18:35
  Christie: Yeah.
• 18:36
  Christie: But in the moment, I was early in that.
• 18:38
  Christie: Realizing, oh, this is a different season of, of parenting.
• 18:43
  Christie: And I think the thing I've been thinking a lot about, and it's been probably one of the bigger surprises of adult life for me, is that it's not just child development, it's actually human development.
• 18:55
  Christie: Oh, now tell What
• 18:55
  do
• 18:55
  Cheryl: you mean by that?
• 18:56
  Christie: Well, I've just been thinking about how, you know, my kids are 20 to 27 now.
• 19:01
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 19:01
  Christie: And I'm 47.
• 19:04
  Christie: Yeah.
• 19:05
  Christie: And I'm just as much developing Yes.
• 19:07
  Christie: As we all were when they were two to seven and I was 27.
• 19:12
  Christie: Yes.
• 19:12
  Christie: You know, and so the math on, that's probably wrong, but you know what, I'm close enough saying.
• 19:16
  Christie: Yeah.
• 19:17
  Christie: Um, just we're all still growing up together Yeah.
• 19:20
  Christie: In life until we're 97.
• 19:23
  Christie: And, and just embracing that and trusting the process of it all.
• 19:28
  Cheryl: Well, and because mine are a little older and I'm a little more seasoned mm-hmm.
• 19:32
  Cheryl: In making my mistakes and.
• 19:34
  Cheryl: Maturing.
• 19:34
  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
• 19:35
  Cheryl: Um, I will tell you, it is one of the most potent.
• 19:40
  Cheryl: Tools that I have in my tool bag is to be honest with my kids and not be threatened and be willing to talk about things, particularly when they know we have different positions.
• 19:53
  Christie: Yes.
• 19:54
  Cheryl: And that I'm actually genuinely interested, like we go back to the conversation about privilege, um, really talking about it, and then even other things where we come down in different places politically.
• 20:08
  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
• 20:09
  Cheryl: Whatever it is.
• 20:10
  Cheryl: And my kids have come back and said, wow, mom, you know, we're just amazed that you are willing to talk about it.
• 20:19
  Cheryl: And they see.
• 20:20
  Cheryl: That their questions, their probingtheir trying on maybe having a firm deep commitment.
• 20:28
  Cheryl: They see that I'm showing them respect as a person.
• 20:32
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 20:33
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 20:33
  Christie: Mm.
• 20:34
  Cheryl: That we can actually talk about it and I don't feel threatened.
• 20:37
  Cheryl: Yeah.
• 20:38
  Cheryl: And see when they were younger, I think a lot
• 20:40
  Carol: I thought For Your children to wrestle with an issue or question an issue, or having doubt about their faith or life, whatever it is, that that feels like the final chapter.
• 20:52
  Christie: Right.
• 20:52
  Cheryl: And that it's closed door
• 20:54
  Carol: but, the Story's not over yet,
• 20:56
  Christie: right?
• 20:57
  Cheryl: And the relationship's not over.
• 20:59
  Cheryl: I want to keep that relationship.
• 21:01
  Cheryl: Particularly if we're walking in different directions.
• 21:04
  Cheryl: Mm.
• 21:04
  Cheryl: It's more important.
• 21:05
  Cheryl: If we were all walking the same direction, it would be easier to reach out and hold their hand if we're walking in separate directions in our values.
• 21:15
  Cheryl: I want to work so hard to keep the relationship.
• 21:18
  Cheryl: When it's not as easy to reach them.
• 21:20
  Cheryl: Yeah.
• 21:20
  Cheryl: Does that make sense?
• 21:21
  Christie: It does.
• 21:22
  Christie: And I think there's probably always, um, you know, you say walking in separate directions, it would probably be.
• 21:32
  Christie: A rarity to not be able to find something.
• 21:36
  Christie: Yeah.
• 21:36
  Christie: Of overlap in your lives and in your value systems.
• 21:40
  Christie: I'll say it this way, in our family, we all differ in the extent and, the lengths we're willing to go to, to take care of the earth.
• 21:47
  Cheryl: Yes, that's it.
• 21:48
  Cheryl: Yes, yes.
• 21:48
  Christie: Um, we all care about good stewardship of the earth and the resources we have, but some are willing to go out of their way more than others to do those things.
• 21:58
  Christie: But we all do, you know, care about being mindful of, just being wise with our resources.
• 22:03
  Christie: And so that's where we land.
• 22:04
  Christie: We.
• 22:05
  Christie: Find that little sliver of space that we can overlap on and say, Hey, did you hear about this product?
• 22:10
  Christie: Or yeah, hey, did you hear about this resource?
• 22:12
  Christie: And, and find those times that you can agree.
• 22:16
  Christie: And that's a silly, you know, example.
• 22:18
  Christie: But, there's always gonna be common space and common ground that we can stand in that's safe.
• 22:24
  Cheryl: See, and I like it'cause I liked hearing the way you said, hey.
• 22:29
  Cheryl: That's what they're going to hold onto.
• 22:31
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 22:32
  Cheryl: Is you are loving them so much that.
• 22:35
  Cheryl: They're knowing you don't agree with whatever, it's right.
• 22:39
  Cheryl: Like maybe they won't have a car because they're concerned about the emissions.
• 22:43
  Cheryl: Mm-hmm.
• 22:44
  Cheryl: And you have some big, huge hunker that you drive.
• 22:47
  Christie: Right.
• 22:47
  Carol: but.
• 22:48
  Cheryl: They know you differ, and yet they see you reaching across and saying, Hey, look at this.
• 22:53
  Cheryl: This was so interesting.
• 22:54
  Cheryl: Did you see this?
• 22:55
  Cheryl: Look, I was reading this.
• 22:57
  Cheryl: Wow.
• 22:57
  Cheryl: What do you think about this?
• 22:59
  Cheryl: And then what you're doing is.
• 23:01
  Cheryl: We're on the same side of loving each other.
• 23:04
  Cheryl: Yes, walking with each other.
• 23:05
  Cheryl: We value one another even if we disagree, and even if we continue to disagree on some of these.
• 23:12
  Cheryl: Uh, deeply held beliefs.
• 23:15
  Christie: Yeah.
• 23:15
  Christie: And if it is something that you can find common value or common ground in, learn from your kids on something.
• 23:23
  Christie: Yeah.
• 23:23
  Christie: I know my kids love it when I say, Hey, tell me more about that, and ask those questions that you're saying, ask more good questions.
• 23:29
  Cheryl: That's what I'm saying, I have gotten so many, whatever you call them, when you play video games and they give you more lives or Right.
• 23:36
  Cheryl: You know, stars, whatever it is that you can use them.
• 23:39
  Cheryl: Asking questions, being interested in them.
• 23:43
  Cheryl: I mean, it has to be sincere.
• 23:44
  Christie: Sure.
• 23:44
  Christie: It can't be condemning or belittling.
• 23:47
  Christie: Condescending, I guess is the condescending, like going back to the flat earth stuff, Uhhuh.
• 23:52
  Cheryl: Wow.
• 23:53
  Cheryl: Your response to that was so important.
• 23:55
  Cheryl: Because if, you've got to be kidding me.
• 23:58
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 23:59
  Cheryl: If we say it with our words, our actions, our questions, that's something we have to back up on.
• 24:04
  Cheryl: I apologize
• 24:05
  Carol: for later.
• 24:06
  Carol: But.
• 24:06
  Carol: It is just showing dignity and value of them.
• 24:10
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 24:10
  Cheryl: Even when we land at a different place.
• 24:12
  Cheryl: And that's what I would, again, encourage younger parents to not be afraid of the conversations, to engage it because you wanna be a part of it.
• 24:22
  Christie: Right.
• 24:23
  Cheryl: Let's be a part of that conversation so that we can be a part of each other's lives.
• 24:27
  Christie: Yeah.
• 24:27
  Christie: And start using these approaches young in building a reputation with your kids.
• 24:32
  Christie: You know, even when they're young, that they'll know, you know, that you're interested in the things they're interested in.
• 24:37
  Christie: Right.
• 24:38
  Cheryl: One of the things as we're closing here, I heard someone say, in this kind of thing, particularly when it's a deeply held value and belief and faith is that we.
• 24:53
  Cheryl: Need to protect the relationship and the connection and keep that open value that more than what the conclusion's gonna be.
• 25:02
  Christie: Hmm.
• 25:02
  Cheryl: So even if they come to a conclusion that they hold the rest of their lives
• 25:07
  Christie: mm-hmm.
• 25:08
  Cheryl: That we have chosen connection and our relationship and not let anything else intrude on that, and that we can walk together in that.
• 25:20
  Cheryl: The big mistake that I made in all this is I was always concerned about the conclusion and what I didn't
• 25:29
  Carol: realize at first, Worrying about the conclusion.
• 25:34
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 25:35
  Cheryl: Whatever that might be.
• 25:36
  Cheryl: as more important than valuing and protecting the relationship.
• 25:40
  Christie: Yeah,
• 25:40
  Cheryl: and for me to protect the relationship means I need to do
• 25:44
  Carol: wise, loving Things from my side.
• 25:47
  Carol: and then I would love to be an influence in what conclusion they come to, but.
• 25:52
  Carol: It's the value of the other person and showing them, I value our relationship so much.
• 25:57
  Carol: I want to hear what you believe and we can agree to disagree.
• 26:01
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 26:01
  Cheryl: But I love you.
• 26:03
  Christie: Yeah.
• 26:03
  Cheryl: That's hard to do when they're forming and you feel like they're a jet taking off in a direction and you don't know where they're going.
• 26:10
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 26:11
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 26:12
  Christie: Yeah, I agree.
• 26:13
  Christie: You know, just remembering that, you love your child.
• 26:17
  Cheryl: That what we're developing is the human being.
• 26:19
  Cheryl: Yeah.
• 26:20
  Christie: Yeah.
• 26:20
  Christie: And at the end of our time, bringing them to adulthood, that at some point we become peers.
• 26:26
  Christie: We become two human beings just walking this planet together.
• 26:30
  Christie: And, we wanna treat all people with value and respect, including our kids.
• 26:36
  Cheryl: That's exactly right.
• 26:37
  Cheryl: And it's okay to disagree.
• 26:39
  Christie: Yeah.
• 26:40
  Christie: We're individuals.
• 26:41
  Cheryl: We're individuals, and they are developing into who they're gonna become.
• 26:45
  Cheryl: I wanna be a part of that.
• 26:47
  Christie: Yeah.
• 26:48
  Cheryl: And I don't want to fear the process and I want to walk along with that person that's becoming mm-hmm.
• 26:55
  Cheryl: If that makes sense.
• 26:56
  Christie: Mm-hmm.
• 26:56
  Christie: It does.
• 26:58
  Cheryl: Okay.
• 26:58
  Cheryl: This is really good.
• 26:59
  Christie: Hard but good.
• 27:01
  Cheryl: Yes, it sure is.
• 27:03
  Cheryl: So, hey parents, remember, hang in there.
• 27:06
  Cheryl: Keep loving, keep persevering because it's worth it.
• 27:13
  Speaker 2: One of the hardest things about parenting older kids is realizing that their story belongs to them.
• 27:22
  Speaker 2: We still care.
• 27:24
  Speaker 2: We still hope.
• 27:26
  Speaker 2: We still pray.
• 27:28
  Speaker 2: But we don't get to write every chapter.
• 27:33
  Speaker 2: What we can do is keep the door open, keep reaching across the table, keep making room for conversation If you'd like to reach out, we'd love to hear from you.
• 27:49
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