Latest / Beyond Fulfillment Podcast / Investors Pulled The Plug: He Electrified 150,000 People, Then Investors Forced Him Out - Nikhil Jaisinghani
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- 0:00there was more to life than what I was experiencing and I had
- 0:02to do something different.
- 0:03those types of adventures are the adventures I want to fill my life with
- 0:06it was a ridiculous idea.
- 0:08first-time entrepreneurs, neither one of us had ever run a business.
- 0:11and our pilot project was gonna be a hundred million dollars.
- 0:14back in the early days of Android iOS.
- 0:16I built a financial model on the flight home.
- 0:19And by the time I'd landed, I'd invented the world's lowest cost
- 0:22solar microgrid.
- 0:23I've been making steady progress.
- 0:25we aren't off to the races and yet we aren't dead.
- 0:27So whether it was a good day or a bad day,
- 0:29just kind of keep an even keel so that I could just keep a vision
- 0:32on that future that I was focused on.
- 0:39All right, Nikhil Jaisinghani.
- 0:41Welcome to Beyond Fulfillment.
- 0:44Thank you, Dave. Thanks for having me today.
- 0:46Yes, sir. Thank you so much for being here.
- 0:48So, Nikhil, you've been an entrepreneur for the last 17 years,
- 0:53and you've had a wide variety of different industries you've been involved
- 0:57in before you landed in finance with your current company.
- 1:00So just to set the stage for our audience,
- 1:03can you talk about how you became an entrepreneur and and how you got here?
- 1:07Yeah. ~ I was a math and physics major in college and now run Titan Strategic Income
- 1:12Fund.
- 1:13Which is an investment fund I I founded and we began last year.
- 1:18and and so if you had just told you those two points,
- 1:22you'd probably draw a line and say,
- 1:23I can kind of figure out everything in between.
- 1:25but I I didn't follow that line at all.
- 1:27my path
- 1:27from math to finance was very circuitous.
- 1:31I came out of college and started writing software for a
- 1:34a mathematical and scientific consulting company and I found myself sitting
- 1:38in my office looking out the window at the woods ~ surrounding our office,
- 1:43just wondering what the heck I was doing there and
- 1:45thought to myself there was more to life than what I what I was experiencing
- 1:48and I just had to I had to do something different.
- 1:50so I ended up joining the Peace Corps and moved to a village about
- 1:53a two-day walk from the nearest road and taught math in a in a little school
- 1:58for two years. it was difficult,
- 1:59but it was also incredible and it was life-changing and and I came back thinking
- 2:03to myself, those types of adventures are the adventures I want to fill
- 2:06my life with in one way or the other.
- 2:08and at the time I thought of adventure as
- 2:10is
- 2:11like exploring the wild, seeing new countries,
- 2:14putting myself in in culturally different situations.
- 2:18But I think over time that idea of adventure has has even incorporated
- 2:22~ starting a new business, entering a new field.
- 2:25You know, even parenthood is an adventure.
- 2:28And I think I've I've really learned to love and and cherish
- 2:32all those challenges and all of those adventures in whatever form they've appeared.
- 2:36I came back from Peace Corps, went to grad school,
- 2:39joined the U.S. Agency for International Development,
- 2:41which two years of ago no one would have known anything about,
- 2:44but everyone knows about now. I was in Nigeria for four years,
- 2:49after a year or so really began to start ~ exploration of
- 2:54the idea of intrapreneurship, being an employee within an entity,
- 2:58but pursuing an idea kind of in
- 3:01Independently and creatively. after a few years,
- 3:03I realized it just wasn't replicable.
- 3:05It wasn't something that I was going to be able to do again within USAID.
- 3:08And so I left to start my first business then.
- 3:11what drove me to it was that need to be creative,
- 3:14that need to be adventurous.
- 3:15I think that was really just what drove me to entrepreneurship.
- 3:18So you had this diverse path once you got out of school and ultimately
- 3:23you realized you had this desire and this need to just express your creativity
- 3:28and being in the box of working for someone wasn't cutting it.
- 3:32So what was that first business that you started?
- 3:35So that first business, that was an oil and gas industry business in Nigeria.
- 3:40And the goal was to take flared gas in Nigeria ~ from the oil and
- 3:44gas sector in night in the Niger Delta region and and process it into products
- 3:49and services for the local populations.
- 3:51it was a ridiculous idea.
- 3:54Because first off, first-time entrepreneurs,
- 3:56I joined hands with another a colleague of mine,
- 3:59Brian Schad. And neither one of us had ever run a business.
- 4:03We'd never even worked really in the private sector.
- 4:05we had never done anything in oil and gas.
- 4:07and here we are. The oil and gas sector is itself complicated enough,
- 4:11but here we were in the Nigerian oil and gas sector.
- 4:14and our pilot project was gonna be a hundred million dollars.
- 4:17And so that was I think an you know,
- 4:19Yeah.
- 4:19it's it's
- 4:20a kind of challenge that just ~ is is unreasonable to expect any success.
- 4:25That said, we actually made way more progress than we should have.
- 4:29we had an offer of of gas and price sorted out.
- 4:32We had an operations and
- 4:34maintenance company, we had a company that's gonna do the all
- 4:37the engineering and construction.
- 4:39and we even had ~ project development money from the global environment facility.
- 4:44unfortunately what happened is that money had to go to another multilateral
- 4:48and that multilateral took the money and diverted it to another project
- 4:52and and the the project quickly fizzled out at that point.
- 4:55But I think what what it was clear at that point was that this is something
- 4:59I really was excited about. I mean,
- 5:01I loved the challenge, I loved the the odds against me.
- 5:04I had that first taste of doing something crazy and and I realized I I just
- 5:09had to do it again. I moved to to India.
- 5:11My wife was still working at USAID and we moved to India.
- 5:14I didn't have a didn't have a job,
- 5:16~ didn't have a work permit, so whatever I was gonna do,
- 5:19I was gonna have to create myself.
- 5:21and after nine months of staring at my computer I had an idea of
- 5:24of starting an off-grid energy company and going into rural villages
- 5:28and electrifying them some way.
- 5:30~ I didn't know how. ~ that was,
- 5:32you know, it was really as much as I'd figured out was some way.
- 5:35I got invited to a conference and I attended and I presented this idea
- 5:39and at the end of it there were no questions,
- 5:41no comments. It was clear that everyone knew that I didn't know what I was doing.
- 5:45I fully acknowledge that. But I sat down and I was I was,
- 5:47you know, there for the day and I was just like,
- 5:49I'm gonna sit spend the rest of the day listening.
- 5:51And then in the afternoon a guy got up ~ who was running a solar lantern company
- 5:56called Greenlight Planet, and he was talking about how
- 6:00These one watt LED lights were bright enough for his customers.
- 6:03And as soon as he said that, everything started working itself in place.
- 6:08I'd already run some financial models of different technologies.
- 6:11but as soon as he said that, it was really clear what I was going to do.
- 6:14And I got on the plane. this was back in the early days of Android iOS.
- 6:18I had one of those phones, like a flip-out keyboard,
- 6:21and I built a financial model on the flight home.
- 6:24And by the time I'd landed, I'd invented the the world's lowest cost
- 6:28solar microgrid. Didn't know it at the time,
- 6:30but that's what I had invented.
- 6:31And got on the phone with my business partner and said,
- 6:34let's run this back and try it again.
- 6:35and that venture started with a lot of frustrations,
- 6:38no traction, had to raise money,
- 6:41had to prove the technology out,
- 6:43but we we worked on it, built it out for 10 years to serving about 150,000 people
- 6:48by the time we stepped away
- 6:50and we we
- 6:51Had some conflicts with our investors,
- 6:52so we stepped away, and that's where we left the company.
- 6:54But we were really excited about that,
- 6:56and it was just phenomenal to have 10 years where every morning I was getting
- 6:59up and saying, if I do my job well today,
- 7:02a thousand people can be receiving electricity tonight that didn't have
- 7:05it last night. that idea just was so incredible.
- 7:08And at the end of the day, you get the numbers and there's either crushing
- 7:11disappointment that you only electrify 200 people or there was this ecstatic
- 7:16static feeling of of you know success from having having achieved the goal that
- 7:21was 10 years of that entrepreneurial journey ~ and when I left I
- 7:24was trying to figure out where to go and and ended up into finance not because
- 7:29I was looking for the money but because I had found a nice mathematical challenge
- 7:34that I really thought I could throw myself into
- 7:37Okay. All right. Well, so a lot to unpack there.
- 7:39So first of all, the first venture,
- 7:41was it? Flare
- 7:41Flared gas, yeah. when ~
- 7:43oil companies are digging up oil,
- 7:45there's oftentimes this associated gas that comes up with it.
- 7:48And in the early days of the oil and gas industry in Nigeria,
- 7:51no one knew what to do with it.
- 7:52So they they either just released it or they burned it.
- 7:55just they started these gas flares.
- 7:57And so it's just a massive amount of energy that was being wasted because
- 8:01oil and gas companies didn't know what what to do with it.
- 8:05Okay. All right. And so you admit that was an absolutely insane idea,
- 8:09right? But
- 8:09Yeah.
- 8:10you're like first time entrepreneur.
- 8:12You're so excited and you have this math and physics background,
- 8:16which I'm sure lent to maybe a better understanding of what maybe could potentially
- 8:21be done. ~ and you and your partner are all in on this.
- 8:25did people look at this when you're presenting this business and
- 8:27say you're like you're out of your mind?
- 8:29no one ever actually said that out loud.
- 8:30but I'm certain that's exactly what people were thinking.
- 8:34And I do remember speaking with somebody at the Global Environment Facility when
- 8:38we first pitched them and just looking at the smile on his face,
- 8:42like I can't believe I'm in this meeting.
- 8:44~ ultimately
- 8:45Yeah.
- 8:45they ended up
- 8:47funding the project but but at the very beginning I you know it was just clear that
- 8:52he he thought this was the wrong person coming up with the wrong project.
- 8:56you could see it on his face. but yeah,
- 8:57I think there's a lot of people who who looked at this and said this is crazy.
- 9:01But fortunately they didn't they either they didn't say it out loud enough
- 9:04to us or or we we just weren't listening because we we kept going with
- 9:10it anyway up until that money kind of got diverted away from the project.
- 9:14Okay, all right. So you even had some funding l initially committed before
- 9:19it went elsewhere, and that basically killed the deal.
- 9:22what do you think is the most important lesson you took from that experience?
- 9:25Yeah, I think the most important thing was that we had a project that
- 9:30was incredibly complicated. it was just a little bit beyond what we could do.
- 9:34thereafter you move to India you're at this meeting,
- 9:37your initial pitch doesn't go well,
- 9:39you get inspired by this guy that has these solar light bulbs it is,
- 9:44and then on the plane home, the wheels start turning in your head.
- 9:49And you invented
- 9:50The world's lowest cost solar micrograde.
- 9:53And you didn't even know it at the time,
- 9:55but that's basically what you would come up with with an Android phone
- 9:58on a plane home from India. what happens next?
- 10:02so the reason this microgrid was so cheap is because we had figured out
- 10:06a way to transition from being a supplier of electricity
- 10:12To a supplier of electric services.
- 10:14So the first thought was these villages that we were we're looking at,
- 10:17they're off grid, they have no access to electricity,
- 10:20ultra poor communities. You know,
- 10:21the average income was in the area of about 30 cents per day per person.
- 10:26So we needed to be able to get something really cheap,
- 10:28but also really important to them in order to make this business effective.
- 10:32And the lighting was was my based on my time in Nepal,
- 10:36where I had lived off grid for two years,
- 10:38I knew how important.
- 10:39lighting was. I knew how hard it was to try and read from a solar lantern
- 10:43~ at night. And so I knew this was gonna be ~ the core of what we
- 10:47we were gonna provide was was electric lighting.
- 10:49So instead of being an electricity supplier,
- 10:52we ended up being a lighting supplier.
- 10:54So we built infrastructure within villages
- 10:58that would provide lighting to households for a fixed fee every month using solar
- 11:03and these LED lights. And so we the first project I I had worked through
- 11:07an NGO to identify a village and it was a complete disaster.
- 11:12we were trying to get goods across the state border.
- 11:16we're having trouble with bureaucrats who didn't want us moving solar panels across
- 11:20state borders. We were dealing with train issues.
- 11:23But somehow at the end of the day we got all of our equipment out to where
- 11:27we were going and we built the microgrid and as we were building it
- 11:30I was thinking to myself, I really should have tried this first at home
- 11:34to make sure it would work. Before I before I brought my business partner
- 11:38out here to India and spent a week getting all this equipment out here.
- 11:42So was thinking I really, really hope it works.
- 11:45And we built it out according to the design
- 11:47I laid out and turned it on. And that night the the lights were working
- 11:51and people were getting electricity and it was just this rush of
- 11:55of energy and excitement that,
- 11:57we had built something and it worked.
- 11:58and so now the question was how do we do it again?
- 12:01And so we built a few more pilot projects with the money that we had,
- 12:04and then ultimately raised money.
- 12:06first it was a grant.
- 12:07we'd received a grant of three hundred thousand dollars and I
- 12:11I had anticipated being able to build
- 12:13maybe tw ten or twenty microgrids and we ended up building over a hundred with that
- 12:17money. and so was able to take that experience and that footprint and we're able
- 12:22to lure in equity investors. So I raised a round of equity from
- 12:26an impact investor and that was another infusion of capital that just allowed
- 12:30us to keep growing ~ and it was a kind of a cycle of solve problems,
- 12:35build, raise more money, solve more problems
- 12:37problems,
- 12:37build, raise more money. ~ that,
- 12:40you know, it was a cycle that took us,
- 12:41you know, about ten years. And of course there were hiccups all along the way.
- 12:44some ups followed by a downs, followed by more ups and more downs.
- 12:48it was a roller coaster ride. But ten years of building this out to
- 12:51the point where we were serving 150,000 people at the end of
- 12:55it with with electricity at the end of the day.
- 13:34So now let me ask you too, right?
- 13:36Because as a new entrepreneur in like a new industry in a place like India Different
- 13:42set of rules than the US. And then you're raising capital to fund these ideas
- 13:47to where, the first time you built it,
- 13:49you're just hoping it worked. And there's all these challenges,
- 13:52right?
- 13:52How'd you handle that challenge of being a new entrepreneur with
- 13:55a very challenging job and then raising that type of capital to fund everything?
- 14:00You know, it was overwhelming.
- 14:02it was exactly what I wanted to be doing,
- 14:04but because the goal that we were trying to achieve was so important
- 14:11to us and the obstacles were large and the pathway was unclear
- 14:15that passion is also complemented by a lot of frustration,
- 14:18a lot of doubts. are we gonna ev ever raise money to prove this
- 14:24at a larger capacity? are we gonna be able to ever gonna raise commercial capital?
- 14:28~ are customers gonna be able to pay us and willing to pay us?
- 14:32there was all kinds of questions that we were gonna have.
- 14:34We're gonna figure out the logistics to the point where we can move
- 14:37our goods across the country without disruption.
- 14:40but at the same time every every little challenge that got solved,
- 14:43at the end of the day when you solved that problem,
- 14:45there's so much activity going on in your brain.
- 14:48And my my brain was just going a hundred percent.
- 14:51trying to solve these problems and then being excited when we
- 14:53did solve these problems. But it was overwhelming.
- 14:56it was a lot to process, a lot to take in,
- 14:58a lot to manage.
- 14:59couple that with not receiving a salary for for multiple years and
- 15:02you know living off of of no salary and the complications that created.
- 15:06But every day at the end of the day,
- 15:08whether it was a good day or a bad day,
- 15:10I had to step back and say, let me just focus on what I'm trying to build
- 15:14and the fact that over the last month,
- 15:16three months, one year, I've been making progress,
- 15:19making steady progress. we aren't off to the races and yet we aren't dead.
- 15:23So h whether it was a good day or a bad day,
- 15:25just kind of keep an even keel on our pace and and where we were going
- 15:29and and how far we'd gotten ~ so that I could just keep a vision on that future that
- 15:34I was focused on.
- 15:35while you're on this journey, you're going through all these ups and downs
- 15:38and these challenges and these roadblocks did you think about giving up?
- 15:42yeah. you had another guest who said something something along the lines of,
- 15:45you know, when you get into entrepreneurship you gotta commit and
- 15:48you just gotta say, I'm making the decision,
- 15:50I'm not backing out. But for me it was almost the opposite.
- 15:53I almost had to give myself permission to say
- 15:55I don't have to make a decision today.
- 15:56I'm gonna give myself another day.
- 15:58I'm gonna give myself another week.
- 16:00I can still change my mind in a week,
- 16:02that allowed me to get over these really awful days,
- 16:04where I just was thinking to myself,
- 16:06there's no way this is gonna work or this challenge is too big or we just lost
- 16:10a whole bunch of money and that was our only money.
- 16:12anytime there was one of these challenges,
- 16:14I just I just had to say, I'm not gonna
- 16:17make a decision about what I'm gonna do for the rest of my life today.
- 16:20I'm gonna sleep on it and give myself another few days,
- 16:22let myself focus, think about it,
- 16:24and and I I gave myself the freedom to push off a decision,
- 16:29any decision to quit to a later point.
- 16:31that for me I always know if I can if I can push off the decision to quit,
- 16:34I'm not gonna quit. And it's always important for me to have that tool
- 16:37in my bag mentally just to to be able to pull it out and at the end of
- 16:41a really bad day say, I'm gonna think about this tomorrow.
- 16:44and that allowed me to overcome both the mental and the actual complexities
- 16:47of the business. And you know,
- 16:49whatever was challenging me yesterday,
- 16:50maybe maybe I'd solve it tomorrow.
- 16:52And and that would allow me to get over that and focus again on on how
- 16:57how excited I was to build this business again.
- 17:39there's such a mission driven business you had and when you're providing electricity
- 17:43to these ultra poor villages and communities all throughout India,
- 17:48like how important do you think that mission was to to keeping
- 17:51you going throughout these hard times?
- 17:53Yeah, it was really the primary thing.
- 17:55I was looking at this technology that we developed and I'd come up with ideas
- 17:59for for interesting things in the past.
- 18:02but this was one that I couldn't let go of because I knew that if I let go of it,
- 18:07the potential impact, that potential benefit
- 18:09that could be provided to people would be lost.
- 18:11And so it almost felt like an imperative of me to be the custodian of this idea
- 18:18and take it forward and and achieve its potential.
- 18:21it almost felt like an obligation to some extent,
- 18:24but it was what made me feel good about the the work at the end of the
- 18:27day it wasn't the money coming in,
- 18:28it was the number of people
- 18:30that were getting life changing service because of what we were doing.
- 18:33And then as you mentioned, you had to step away from this business after
- 18:36ten years and a hundred and fifty thousand people served because
- 18:39of some conflict with investors.
- 18:41how do you go from there to founding Titan Strategic Income Fund?
- 18:47You know, it was a tough period.
- 18:48it was just very close to my heart.
- 18:50And so stepping away from it, particularly when I knew my investors wanted
- 18:54to transition to a different business model,
- 18:56something that would be easier,
- 18:58was quite frankly heartbreaking.
- 19:00and it took me a long time to get over that,
- 19:03that feeling. still that when I think back on it,
- 19:05I have I have good memories, I have bad memories,
- 19:07but at at least I'm thinking about those good memories now.
- 19:10At that time, all I could think about was anger and disappointment
- 19:14and the shame from not having taken it to its full potential was really crushing.
- 19:19it took a lot of long time to get over that,
- 19:21but in the meantime I also needed to keep busy.
- 19:23a colleague of my sister's called and said he was looking for someone to help
- 19:27him on some math for a financial model.
- 19:29and It was exactly what I knew I could do.
- 19:31And in the process, I discovered options.
- 19:33And so I was looking at options a few years into it and
- 19:36I ultimately started managing my own money with it pitched it
- 19:39to another colleague who wanted to start a fund.
- 19:42So we started a fund with it last year using options to deliver equity type returns
- 19:47with fixed income type volatility.
- 19:49I mentioned earlier in the in the conversation that adventure doesn't have
- 19:52to be all about running across rooftops to North India
- 19:55The adventure of starting up an investment fund when I know the investment side,
- 20:00but I don't know the capital accumulation side of the business at all.
- 20:04it's another adventure. I have to figure that out.
- 20:06It's a challenge that I have to figure out.
- 20:08And so it's really exciting to me to be able to take this mathematical idea that
- 20:12I feel really strongly about. And now learning the complementary side
- 20:16of capital accumulation, marketing,
- 20:19pitching, and trying to merge these two.
- 20:21to
- 20:21with a skill that I still have to perfect.
- 20:23and that's what I think makes it exciting on a daily basis to wake
- 20:26up and start working on Titan Strategic Income every day.
- 20:29Okay. And you were in some tough situations.
- 20:31sounds like you made it even tougher with some of these ideas and some
- 20:35of the challenges and risks you chose to pursue,
- 20:37but yet so much growth came through that,
- 20:40so much fulfillment, particularly with your last company when
- 20:43you were electrifying all these villages.
- 20:45How do you think
- 20:47That experience has prepared you for something like this,
- 20:50where it's a very different idea,
- 20:52and it sounds like you found a formula that yeah you really believe in,
- 20:55but yet now that you have to go and prove it to the market and get people to buy in,
- 20:59how's your previous experience helped you for this role?
- 21:02Yeah. ~ that's that's a great question.
- 21:05And there are some very clear differences between the businesses,
- 21:09and therefore a lot that doesn't translate.
- 21:11But some of the things I've already mentioned before,
- 21:13like that tool bag after a bad day,
- 21:16what do I do to make sure that I get up in the morning the next morning going
- 21:20a hundred percent to building this business again?
- 21:22those tools of overcoming the ups and downs of entrepreneurship,
- 21:26those have been developed and are stronger,
- 21:28much stronger now than than they were obviously early in my career.
- 21:32so I'd say that's that's probably the most important one.
- 21:35But also I think, you know, these previous businesses were complicated.
- 21:39~ they had challenges, and that's what I that drew me to them was
- 21:42the complexity of some of them.
- 21:44but at the same time I also know that is what made them less likely to succeed.
- 21:50And so taking those lessons and applying them to Titan Strategic Income Fund
- 21:54to build a business that doesn't
- 21:56doesn't have those same complexities and pitfalls that could stop
- 21:58me from achieving my goals. that was definitely another lesson that I
- 22:02I learned from those previous experiences.
- 22:04But you know ultimately I also know that what drew me to those previous businesses
- 22:10may sound different, but it's that desire to conquer the unknown that
- 22:15is still getting me inspired to work on this investment fund,
- 22:19even though the business model and the social goals are different.
- 22:24Okay. All right. And when you look back at your whole journey,
- 22:27right? From starting in a software job right out of school,
- 22:31being unfulfilled, taken off across the world on the Peace Corps,
- 22:35and then all these other businesses and this wild ride as an entrepreneur you had,
- 22:39and now coming back and you have this new challenge of alternative investment fund
- 22:44that you're you're growing now.
- 22:45Looking back at your whole journey as an entrepreneur,
- 22:47what's been the best part of it for you?
- 22:50it's definitely not been the financial side.
- 22:53you know, I gave up a lot of money by switching out of software and then again
- 22:57out of working for the US government.
- 22:59but I think what I gained was decades of my life that I was excited about
- 23:04I you know woke up excited and enthused.
- 23:07and had a mission and had a purpose.
- 23:09so I think that has clearly for me been the best part of of that journey
- 23:13is I'd identify this need to be adventurous and I've added adventure into
- 23:18my life over the last twenty, thirty years as a result of that.
- 23:21so I think that's really the best part of that journey for me.
- 23:23It's very specific to me. Some people that wouldn't be interesting.
- 23:27That isn't what they would want.
- 23:28But for me,
- 23:29it was exactly what I needed in my life and I'm able to continue
- 23:32it through my current job which is great.
- 23:34And so that's really what I've I've gained the most out of that journey.
- 23:39Okay. All right. And Nikhil if people want to connect with you online
- 23:43and and learn more about Titan's strategic income fund,
- 23:45where's the best way people can find you?
- 23:47The website for the fund is Titanstrategic Income dot com and you can reach
- 23:52me at Nikhil N I K H I L at Titanstrategic Income dot com.
- 23:58Okay. We'll link all that in the show notes for everyone.
- 24:00All right. Well, Nikhil, thank you so much for taking the time to
- 24:03be here and sharing all this incredible wisdom from your journey with our listeners.
- 24:07We greatly appreciate it.
- 24:09Dave, I really appreciated the time and enjoyed the conversation.
- 24:12All right, thank you.