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Let’s Talk ADHD In Girls (SUPER INTERESTING) · Aspergers & Autism Podcast [The Aspie World] AuDHD

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  Okay, so guys, welcome back to another Saturday live interview.
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  These are going pretty cool. I think this is an answer must
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  be that the sixth one we've done or seven, when we've done this,
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  we call. But anyone on the podcast and
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  all these are a little bit different to the usual podcast,
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  but I hope you enjoy these interviews.
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  Anyway, I feel like the podcasters are going to get this
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  way more than the people watching it visually, but I
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  think it's still still works and every watching on Instagram,
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  Facebook would a PO. So today I'm talking to somebody
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  I know and I'm not entirely sure.
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  I will get into it a little bit with how I know this girl, but
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  I'm not. Entirely.
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  Sure. I think I think I know how I
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  know you but we connected on Facebook over politics.
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  I think we very much have the same kind of ideology of
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  politics. I think that's how we kind of
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  gel. This is Margaret and marjana
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  actually explain who you are what you do and that was super
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  cool. Yes.
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  I'm mad at Tommy. I'm 24.
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  I'm from first in Europe in North Wales.
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  Unfortunately. For now, I live in London.
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  I work as a journalist present. I do social media just a bit of
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  everything, really. In the media industry.
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  And yeah, it keeps me busy. But I love it.
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  It's fun. You know, you get paid to talk,
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  so, can't complain that. So what kind of what agencies
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  and stuff do you work for, or what kind of networks?
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  Do you work for? I've worked for a bunch of
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  different light National Publications.
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  I hope the music a I've looked at reach.
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  I've worked for Global. So, like with heart radio and
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  stuff, and then I also, now manage social media for dream,
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  boys, which there's one who don't know, it is the biggest
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  male. Think like company the whole of
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  the UK. So that is not what I can
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  complain about whatsoever. And then who else do work for
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  the, huh? So just gives you.
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  So it's a bit of a mix that's cool.
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  And so and the reason I wanted you on here, so people who are
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  watching right now and I may not know who my dad is.
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  I'll leave links for all social media down below as well.
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  So you can hear. And also anyone listening on the
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  podcast will be in the show notes.
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  So you guys can check out on social media, but we were having
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  a conversation about stuff and you said you Like ADHD, right?
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  And then I was like, whoa, this is so cool that you said is
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  like, kind of like a severe ADHD, like a proper kind of like
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  a really grips you in your life. And so I really wanted to just
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  ask, you know, I'm just kind of I'm going to skip you.
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  There's no script for this video.
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  Use idea of scriptures, but I wanted to do this one a bit more
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  laid-back as we both know if we lie and, you know, God with
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  kamri all that. And I felt like it would be
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  really cool to just kind of just shoot it naturally.
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  So in terms of like working in that kind of super The tech
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  based media environment where like it's like, like things
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  going on all the time. What on Earth is your day to
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  day? Like with ADHD?
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  Well, to be honest you'd think it wouldn't go hand-in-hand with
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  it because there's so much to keep up with but it actually is
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  what stimulates me to be able to do this work.
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  I could never ever see myself doing anything else because
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  there's so much variety. I'm always doing something
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  different like be that filming a comedy sketch to interviewing a
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  celebrity. They're going to parties and
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  events and it's so stimulating that it actually keeps me in
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  control in a some way to keeps me entertained.
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  Just something I find really hard in any job.
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  That's a bit menial. And I've like been sacked and
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  quit so many jobs that didn't like satisfy that need, right?
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  Because so like in terms of like, you know, because with
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  ADHD because it's so I have comorbid condition.
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  I have Asperger's Syndrome, ADHD OCD, Dyslexia altogether, lovely
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  combination of nonsense and and it does kick my butt a lot of
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  the time like they today and I want to things that ADHD does is
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  I start this one thing. I'm like I'm going to end this
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  video. Then I'm also going to learn
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  Chinese. And then I'm also going to
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  reboot this computer and then I'm also going to finish
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  creating the thumbnail. And I'm also going to write this
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  blog post and I've got like several different things on the
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  go any one time because that's how I have to be a, you the
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  same. Like, what's it?
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  Like, I'm exactly the same. Oh my.
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  My God, but before I was officially diagnosed, right?
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  So that was maybe six months ago now.
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  So I've got my whole life without any diagnosis or help
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  just thinking that's how normal brains were turns out.
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  They're not. So I found it really hard to
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  manage with everything. I'd be the same, like, writing
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  an article, but then remembering, oh, I need to do
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  that email or I need to go and make a coffee.
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  Oh, actually, I need to pee. I just couldn't concentrate on
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  anything, but meds have really helped me with cracking down
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  with that. I'm much better at sticking to
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  like kind of Lists, and I make little list in my head.
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  Be that like all you need to go for a shower.
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  Then you need to brush your hair.
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  Then you need to have a cup of tea.
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  Like, that's just how I function and it helps, you know, dude,
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  that's super funny. You know it, when you said that,
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  it reminded me of that scene in friends were Chandler's, dating
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  his ex-girlfriend through the computer and Phoebe's I can just
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  go for a shower. No, you need to get dressed,
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  know you need some coffee and it's like, just so many things
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  going to answer this like bow and make that was, that's a
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  really good kind of explanation for anyone.
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  That knows what I'm talking about.
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  Like, give this video a thumbs up.
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  I'll have this video and like it because friends is life for
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  people who don't know, but so much.
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  And everyone always used to tell me.
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  I'm exactly like we be like, yeah, I mean, she's quite like
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  erratic and all over the place and quirky as the lights of
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  pony. But I mean, she's better epitome
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  know me. Yeah.
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  I know, she suffered. She did Phoebe's definitely out
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  there. I mean, she just said, comes up
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  with the most horrendous things and I'm thinking, oh, my
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  goodness, this is awesome. But then again, show he's also A
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  bit of a loose cannon with and conversations concerned.
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  So here's a question. So I also take medication to
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  help with my ADHD and my moods as well because with Asperger
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  syndrome being comorbid, you have this kind of like, I love
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  structure and routine, but then I also have a tendency to put
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  completely go all over the place and Scotty because it ADHD.
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  So this is like, really does like, you know, battle against
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  each other. So I'm on medication for that.
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  Now, I take a a medication, which is prescribed sometimes
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  for A lot of the time for antidepressant it's called
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  Duloxetine, but it's actually prescribed a lot of times people
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  that's Burger syndrome and ADHD. So and that has really helped me
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  calm down so that I can focus on things and like I'm not like
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  hitting my head anymore. I'm not breaking my hands and
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  stuff and you know life isn't like a desperate like ah, so if
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  you don't mind I was going to ask you what kind of medication
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  you're taking and how are you finding it?
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  How long have you been on it? But yes, I'm on two different
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  kinds. I'm on an antidepressant for my
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  anxiety. That one is relevant.
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  Remember what was billed as the telegram and then that's helped
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  me a lot with that. But bloody hell, isn't that a
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  rocky road getting onto in the first place?
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  I have that before I had it. I'm sorry, but you go first, you
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  go first. No.
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  No, I have had that I have had since I know from I haven't
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  before ages ago, but coming off, it was even worse.
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  And so I never wanted to double again, but it was only the
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  People do react differently to it.
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  So it is kind of like a, you have to trial and error.
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  I like your Sykes will tell you like, you know, you try certain
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  things to see what works for you.
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  What doesn't work, right? So I just thought I'd say, yeah,
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  I understand. So I didn't mean to interrupt.
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  I tried like, you are trying to do things before eventually
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  settling or not, because some things do not work for me.
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  I've got that thing xiety. And then for ADHD, I dabbled on
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  a few different things. Like I'm sure thing all then,
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  but it ended on L Vance. I think it's pronounced and that
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  one has helped me so much. I'm on, I think nearly the
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  highest dose of it. Might go up again to the highest
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  dose of it. But yeah, it was brilliant to
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  start with. I was like in be sleeping and
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  stuff, but now it's probably working.
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  It's like it's like you feel a high or a buzz or anything.
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  It's just, you notice yourself doing things.
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  You never could before and it's like, this is what life is like,
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  for other people. Isn't that nuts?
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  I'm able to myself, I want to do this thing and then I actually
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  go and do it. You know, it's funny when the,
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  the first week I Had my medication.
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  I was it was the first time ever.
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  I was able to sit down and eat food without like having to get
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  up and walk around or do anything.
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  You know, I just sat down and ate food and my girlfriend was
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  like is everything. All right, like yeah.
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  I just we're just enjoying sitting down, you know, and it
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  was so bizarre like a, you're absolutely right things that you
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  you never even done before which you just simple things but
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  because of the way you bring operates, it kind of like is
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  restricted from doing things but the medication helps tone that
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  down like a lot of Like this is going to be questioned.
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  Like it. Look, people aren't offend.
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  Some people are like ball medication and other people that
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  are kind of like not for medication, right?
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  And I'm kind of like, look, I try and do the most part I can
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  without medication but there's a certain point in your life where
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  you say, well, okay, to me. Anyway, medication has to be an
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  answer here because I'm just completely I'm losing it, right.
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  I'm like, I'm not able to kind of like stable myself day-to-day
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  and so that's kind of like, where I got to but a lot of
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  people kind of their kind of like, oh no medications like
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  suppressing, you who you are and all this kind of stuff and I get
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  They're outcry, right. I get what they're saying.
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  I get like, you know, if you're if you're, you know, a crazy
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  creative person and you want to do all this kind of like
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  craziness, which is fine. But then again, you are the
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  person who is living it. And one thing I don't like is I
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  don't like people like like medication shaming at if you've
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  heard of this where people like pill shame people.
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  So the shame people and the fact that like, I can't believe
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  you're taking medication and I get people's concerns with
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  medication. Of course, you're putting
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  foreign stuff in your body. It's going to be different but
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  you know, and I just wanted what your tea, cause I know if you've
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  heard anything about it. People who like pill, shame and
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  stuff. I think those people to get in
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  the bin. It's not that brave.
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  And if it's not their situation, their life, why do they care
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  about what you do to make yourself better without it.
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  I was like an absolute potato at times.
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  Especially with the anxieties that was sprinkling.
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  It was correctly. I've been sick because of my
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  anxiety, like, daily. I couldn't breathe, my vision
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  would go blurry. Like medication says people's
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  lives. And I think the people who
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  killed A shame me to like get a bit of a grip on reality,
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  really? And realized how helpful it is.
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  Some people like not everyone know, but don't shame those who
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  do take it because it is incredible, and it's brilliant
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  science. That's been developed for years
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  and years and years to improve people's quality of life.
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  And what what's the bad side of that?
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  Like, I don't I think I've had like, he cares.
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  Yeah. Sorry, to current current.
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  My friends would never ever issued diagnosis of anxiety,
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  depression, like bipolar ADHD. A lot of my friends had issues.
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  They never ever thought about going to speak to someone about
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  it. Getting diagnosed or ever even
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  considered medication until I started talking about me doing
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  it, but I feel like if people carry on with that attitude is
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  never going to help anyone. So many people don't get the
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  help they need. So, Hundred percent, I think,
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  like, one of the, one of the kind of the, the issues, then
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  that would probably present it is that the medical industry in
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  America works way different than it does in a lot of other
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  Western Hemisphere type of countries where you have social
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  care and socialized medicine where, you know, we have an NHS
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  which is fantastic and truly one of the greatest triumphs of our
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  entire kind of like country. And our medication is there, but
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  to help us get better, right? But in Because there's a
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  slightly unusual kind of tone to the medical industry where you
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  pay a premium and a capital for health insurance.
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  And then the drug companies are allowed to advertise drugs, so
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  they can pretend that like something they make you need
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  because again, their business. They're trying to create, you
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  know, profit and their profit margins.
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  So a lot of the time, what a lot of people say in this, what I
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  hear back from the community is that big farmer is what it's
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  called, kind of Push drugs on people to take them even if they
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  don't want to because big Pharma is trying to make a profit and I
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  think that's a lot of that what this argument kind of stems
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  from. So, so anybody's watching or
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  listening in America versus the UK.
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  We have a proper different Health System.
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  It's completely different. It's literally set up to help.
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  You doesn't cost you anything and it's, it's there for it's
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  there to help you get better not to sell you anything.
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  Basically. It's also a lot harder to get
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  your hands on any sort of controlled drugs here.
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  Like the process, is it takes to get diagnosed and put on pills
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  for ADHD. It takes months even years.
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  Sometimes, whereas in America, they will just truck ADHD bills
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  to any kid, who's hyperactive is so different, how it works.
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  One of my best friend's is trying to get diagnosed right
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  now for it. And yeah, she lived in America
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  for a few years, as a trial, and they were like, throwing it out
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  to her little brother who does not have ADHD, but she here in
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  the UK, is still not diagnosed. It's crazy.
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  Yeah, it's it. It is crazy.
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  I think and it's all to do with like, you know, they got the FDA
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  in America and we've got our kind of like whatever the hell I
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  was version of it is actual Food and Drug Administration here and
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  there's different standards for different people.
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  But and I guess that was just interesting and I just wanted to
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  put that out there because it was, it was interesting suffix.
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  So in terms of ADHD and like daily life, what would you say?
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  The biggest struggle? I mean, you know, you could say
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  medicated on non-medicated. What would you say?
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  The biggest drug of you found in in life, you know, young girl
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  doing her stuff in life and she has a HD this kicks my butt
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  every day. What would you?
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  What would it be? This thing is, there's a lot of
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  things but I never knew that's what it was.
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  Until like, a year ago essentially to look back at it.
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  I'm like, it really did affect me, especially in concentration
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  and just, like, I don't know how to describe it, but it would
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  always need to be like the center of attention.
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  It wasn't intentional. I just really like it, put it on
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  the show and being funny. My young age.
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  I would always just kind of if something was boring in class.
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  I would have to put on a little a little show-off.
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  Something that the teacher or do something to catch, everyone's
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  attention. And I did not stop talking ever
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  and that was just who I was. So it was, I just had that
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  reputation of being that girl who just chats Non-Stop and his
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  bloody annoying. So that, yes, it's annoying.
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  It's affected me. But I kind of liked that about
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  me as well. But the concentration thing is
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  the one that still affects me mainly today even with a
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  diagnosis because it's like, people always tell you don't
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  know when you like are, these are the symptoms of my
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  Conditionally. Got my I've got that too.
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  It's not the same though, is it? It's not the same.
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  You not being able to like, concentrate on reading.
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  A reporing book is not the same as me not being able to write an
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  email that will take me 10 seconds because I just
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  physically can't do it like that.
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  It's very different. It's so annoying pick the little
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  symptoms and try to like appeal. It's their life is like no
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  dialing. It's not.
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  Yeah, I hear this. I hear the same thing, when
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  people say like how everyone's a little bit autistic like we
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  talking about you either are on the autism spectrum when you're
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  Like, you know Ivan's, got a little bit of ADHD.
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  So well, you have got any deal. You don't be so ridiculous.
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  It's like, probably one of my biggest pet peeves.
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  Is that people say? Oh God.
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  Yeah. Everyone's, everyone's a little
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  bit autistics. Like, what if you talking about,
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  like, have you any idea, the struggles of day-to-day like,
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  like, like you just point out brilliantly, you know, something
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  that is meaningless that they take for granted, like picking
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  up the phone called the doctor to have it, you know, it's
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  anxiety and the ADHD, like, you just like, freaking out.
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  Like, I can't do this, phone call on it, and you've tried,
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  Ride 16 times. And you know, and I'll do it
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  later. It's crazy that people just
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  don't understand it. And it almost it's kind of like,
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  they belittle your condition. They kind of say, well, yeah.
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  Well, that's not, it's not as it's not an issue, just get on
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  with it. It's like, well, that's not
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  good. It's not going to help, is it?
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  Yeah, they think it's not as much of a big deal as it is
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  because, you know, there's they've they're seeing us coping
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  with it every day and probably didn't they wouldn't know that
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  we have anything going on if we hadn't told them.
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  And then because I've told them, I'm like, oh these are the
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  symptoms because they want to know a bit more about Channel
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  heart away, I got to, we don't know, I need only if you
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  darling. So Trudy.
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  So treated and I'm sorry that you have to kind of deal with
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  people like that. I mean, it's it is annoying.
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  Luckily. I work from my home and I'm a
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  YouTuber, so I could work in my home office.
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  So it's kind of cool, but I don't have to deal with people
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  like that if I don't have to. So here's an interesting for try
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  and wrap it up like and I hope people are getting value from
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  this conversation. I think it's been really good,
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  and it's nice to have a general insight.
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  Right, you know, how do we know each other, right?
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  This is an interesting thing. We're both from the same part of
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  the world, but I don't know if that's how we know each other.
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  We have like friends in common. So I go first, I think it is.
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  Yeah. Yeah, I think it's because we
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  both did BBC. Sesh I'm going to say because we
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  both did videos for the same company, and I think we all sort
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  of in the same group chat. I think there was like, when it
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  first launched, we were part of the first launched by the OG
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  crew. So I think I added you from
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  there and then I saw you sharing all these political posts
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  outside. Oh, yes, like like someone is
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  someone who's not a Tory from where I'm from like, That is it.
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  Bond on by on date, I think it was I think it was Lenny who
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  added me into a group chat with everybody and then like some of
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  the nicer people as a couple of there's a guy called been.
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  I think I like he had glasses, you know him.
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  He was at the Excel when I was doing some of the city and he
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  was doing running, he was doing like behind the scenes of Runner
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  and he was like dude I was like, oh he did and he was when he was
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  running for my panel. That's kind of cool.
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  But yeah, that is Exactly how we know each other and it's really
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  funny because, you know, I'm from Anglesey.
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  I'm about an hour, an hour and 15 minutes away from where you
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  grew up, right? And that's not, that's not far
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  at all because it's only, it's only that amount of time
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  distance because you have to go through a mountain, to get to
• 17:55
  where you live. Right?
• 18:01
  Exactly. So G along geologically, we're
• 18:04
  very close in where we live, but to get there, you know,
• 18:07
  logistically was a bit of a nightmare and it's really fun.
• 18:09
  We don't have any friends in common from North Wales, which I
• 18:12
  find hilarious. I swear, if you dug a bit deep
• 18:17
  would find someone because I've got family from angled.
• 18:19
  So, you know, and they're all like 27 to like 33 if age.
• 18:24
  So, oh man, the come on here. I've got my probably do know.
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  All right, when we finished the Buckeyes, I'll will talk.
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  But anyway, right. Is there anything that you would
• 18:31
  like? And this is a cool question is
• 18:34
  anything. You would like to tell your
• 18:35
  younger self about ADHD now that you're like a, you know, an
• 18:38
  established one when you're doing all this cool stuff and
• 18:40
  you've got control of your condition is anything you'd like
• 18:43
  to tell your younger self? If you could go back in time,
• 18:44
  like Listen, baby Merit cello. I love that question notes.
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  That I would like to tell myself to chill out or anything.
• 18:53
  I just had myself, mate. You're weird.
• 18:55
  Yeah, but it's great and do not. Let anyone tell you that you're
• 18:58
  not going to be like successful in media because everybody to
• 19:02
  tell me, you know, you'd never going to leave blow.
• 19:06
  Now you never going to do anything but me just carry on
• 19:08
  being weird and will get you places eventually the Woody that
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  is what I would say. Don't change a thing.
• 19:14
  Did I love it? I absolutely love it.
• 19:16
  And it's been a pleasure having you on my podcast because Nice
• 19:19
  to change it up, and it's a bit refreshing and it's nice to
• 19:21
  have, you know, girls on the Spectrum here, talking because,
• 19:25
  like, I feel like there's a lot of like male-dominated, kind of
• 19:27
  like scenes of the stuff. I know, I'm a white male, you
• 19:30
  know, talking about autism when I guess it's very typical but
• 19:33
  it's nice to have curls on it talking.
• 19:35
  Right, right. Thank you so much for coming on.
• 19:38
  So if I can also get you on Instagram and Twitter, what's
• 19:40
  your handle? It's just my name is at moderate
• 19:42
  party and I'll have some very for my stories of people want to
• 19:46
  check it out because I always chat loads of beep.
• 19:50
  Dude, I don't even know if I'm gonna I don't know if I've got
• 19:51
  you on Instagram, bro. Are you verified in a gram?
• 19:56
  I wish I was verified on Instagram.
• 19:58
  You just saying that cause I am verified and Samia.
• 20:04
  Why do I? Why don't I have you?
• 20:05
  This is so weird guys, but oh wait.
• 20:08
  Matthew Joseph. We have a friend in common.
• 20:12
  Matthew. Matthew.
• 20:14
  Matthew Joseph, he's a singer. He actually said date.
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  My brother. There you go.
• 20:18
  Lovely. Well, it's a small world, isn't
• 20:20
  it? That is lo, look at that.
• 20:22
  My brother's ex-boyfriend is, is a friend and call me you write.
• 20:26
  Okay, guys, it's been awesome. I'm going to, I'm going to stop
• 20:28
  recording now. Thanks for joining the show,
• 20:30
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• 20:34
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• 20:38
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• 20:40
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• 20:55
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