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- 0:01Speaker 1: Section one of Poetry of Saint John of the Cross.
- 0:06Speaker 1: This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in
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- 0:15Speaker 1: visit LibriVox dot org. Reading by Ed Humple, Poetry of
- 0:22Speaker 1: Saint John of the Cross by Saint John of the Cross,
- 0:26Speaker 1: translated by David Lewis. Section one. The dark night. I
- 0:34Speaker 1: departed in the darkness, with the pains of love oppressed,
- 0:39Speaker 1: happy lot, for none observed me. All my house was
- 0:43Speaker 1: then at rest by the latter that is secret in
- 0:47Speaker 1: the darkness. On I pressed through the night, disguised in safety.
- 0:53Speaker 1: All my house was then at rest, unobserved and unobserving
- 0:59Speaker 1: in the silent bl night, And in my heart the
- 1:02Speaker 1: fire burning was my only guide and light to the
- 1:07Speaker 1: place where he was waiting, safely guided on the way
- 1:12Speaker 1: on I went. The light was brighter than the sunshine
- 1:16Speaker 1: of mid day. Night that led to my beloved guide
- 1:20Speaker 1: in light upon the way, and made us one night
- 1:24Speaker 1: more lovely than the dawn of coming day. On my breast,
- 1:29Speaker 1: with flowers covered which for him alone I kept, I
- 1:34Speaker 1: caressed him, and the cedars waving fanned him while he
- 1:38Speaker 1: slept when his tresses were disordered by the motion of
- 1:43Speaker 1: the air. Then I fainted, and he struck me with
- 1:47Speaker 1: his hand, so soft and fair self forgetting there. I
- 1:53Speaker 1: rested on my love, reclined my head, all anxieties discarded
- 2:00Speaker 1: mid the lilies round me spread. End of section one,
- 2:12Speaker 1: Section two of poetry of Saint John of the Cross.
- 2:18Speaker 1: This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Section two,
- 2:24Speaker 1: The Song of the Soul and its Bridegroom, O, my Love,
- 2:31Speaker 1: where art thou hiding? Why hast thou forsaken me? Thou
- 2:37Speaker 1: hast left me to my sorrow, to bewail my loss
- 2:41Speaker 1: of thee. Thou hast wounded me, And swiftly as the
- 2:45Speaker 1: heart hast fled away, I pursued thee, crying loudly thou
- 2:51Speaker 1: wert gone, and wouldst not stay. O, ye shepherds, I
- 2:57Speaker 1: entreat you, as you wend your watch way to the
- 3:01Speaker 1: hill amid the sheep cots every night and every day,
- 3:06Speaker 1: Tell my love, if you shall see him of the
- 3:09Speaker 1: state in which I lie, of my longing, and in longing,
- 3:13Speaker 1: that I languish pine and die in my quest of him.
- 3:19Speaker 1: No mountains nor wide plains shall me delay. I will
- 3:24Speaker 1: never stoop to gather even a flower on the way.
- 3:28Speaker 1: I will cross the frontiers boldly. Nor shall giants hold
- 3:31Speaker 1: me back. And if savage beasts surround me, I shall
- 3:35Speaker 1: dread not their attack. O, Ye trees of trackless forest,
- 3:41Speaker 1: and ye thickets of the land, shade and shelter for
- 3:44Speaker 1: the weary, planted by his loving hand. O, ye meadows,
- 3:48Speaker 1: fresh and verdant, pictures of the land above, decked with flowers,
- 3:53Speaker 1: bright and fragmant, Tell me have you seen my love?
- 3:58Speaker 1: The creatures answer, we have seen him. We have seen him. Oh,
- 4:05Speaker 1: the beauty of his face, moving through the groves and
- 4:09Speaker 1: pouring down the treasures of his grace. Hastening on he
- 4:14Speaker 1: looked upon them. O that look, how full of love?
- 4:18Speaker 1: And the groves became more lovely with a beauty from
- 4:21Speaker 1: above the bride. I am wounded. Who can heal me?
- 4:29Speaker 1: Sorrow laden, lone and sad, longing for thy wonted presence
- 4:34Speaker 1: that alone can make me glad? Come thyself, and do
- 4:38Speaker 1: not tarry. Send no messengers to me. They are powerless
- 4:42Speaker 1: to tell me aught that I would know of Thee
- 4:46Speaker 1: all who serve THEE, men and angels, each in his
- 4:49Speaker 1: determined place speak to me with voice unceasing of thy
- 4:54Speaker 1: comeliness and grace. They but make my wound still greater.
- 4:58Speaker 1: There is that beyond and my reach, and leaves me
- 5:01Speaker 1: sad what I know not, For they stammer in their
- 5:06Speaker 1: speech O my life? How thou persistest in continuing the strife?
- 5:14Speaker 1: For by living on thou livest Where is not thy
- 5:17Speaker 1: real life? All thou knowest of thy lover are as
- 5:21Speaker 1: arrows in thy heart sent to slay thee? Then how
- 5:25Speaker 1: is it thou abidest as thou art, my beloved? Thou
- 5:30Speaker 1: hast planted in my heart the darts of love? Why
- 5:34Speaker 1: dost thou refuse to heal it with the unction from above?
- 5:38Speaker 1: Now that thou hast robbed me of it, I, in
- 5:41Speaker 1: desolation left, why hast thou not taken it with THEE
- 5:45Speaker 1: and thus perfected the theft tribulations overwhelm me by anxieties. Oppressed,
- 5:53Speaker 1: Thou alone canst free me from them. Therefore give me
- 5:57Speaker 1: peace and rest let mine eyes then look upon THEE.
- 6:01Speaker 1: For it is by THEE they see they are Thine,
- 6:05Speaker 1: and thou hast made them. I will keep them all
- 6:08Speaker 1: for THEE. Oh that thou the clouds wouldst scatter that
- 6:13Speaker 1: between us darkly lie show thy face, and in the
- 6:17Speaker 1: beauty of the vision, let me die. For the beatific
- 6:21Speaker 1: vision that makes glad the saints above is the only
- 6:25Speaker 1: perfect healing of the malady of love. Crystal spring of
- 6:31Speaker 1: limpid waters, unexhausted in its flow. Oh, that on thy
- 6:36Speaker 1: silvered surface as a mirror, thou wouldst show unto me
- 6:40Speaker 1: those eyes so lovely and which I so long to see,
- 6:45Speaker 1: For their image is already outlined on my heart. From
- 6:48Speaker 1: thee my beloved, look not at me with those eyes
- 6:53Speaker 1: so full of love. I am flying overpowered the bridegroom,
- 7:02Speaker 1: O return to me, my dove. On the hill the
- 7:05Speaker 1: heart is looming, and the arrow to it clings, and
- 7:09Speaker 1: the air refreshed that stirreth by the motion of thy wings.
- 7:15Speaker 1: The bride, my beloved is the mountains they reveal him
- 7:21Speaker 1: unto me, and the lonely wooded valleys, with the islands
- 7:25Speaker 1: of the sea strange and lovely, and the murmur of
- 7:29Speaker 1: the waters as they flow, and the sweet, entrancing whisper
- 7:33Speaker 1: of the winds that softly blow. My beloved is the silent,
- 7:38Speaker 1: tranquil night before the morn ere the ruddy dawn approaches,
- 7:42Speaker 1: and another day is born. He is music that is
- 7:45Speaker 1: soundless in the wilderness, a voice, and the supper that refresheth,
- 7:50Speaker 1: making hearts that love rejoice. Who will catch for us
- 7:55Speaker 1: the foxes that so cunningly repair to the vineyard Thou planted,
- 8:01Speaker 1: now so fruitful and so fair, While we move among
- 8:05Speaker 1: the flowers, and our hands with roses fill for the
- 8:08Speaker 1: making of a garland. Let none appear on the hill
- 8:13Speaker 1: chilling north wind from thy caverns, send no more the
- 8:16Speaker 1: blasts that kill. Come thou south wind, Love and kindling,
- 8:21Speaker 1: and the air with odors fill there among the fragrant flowers.
- 8:25Speaker 1: My beloved will abide and will feed among the lilies
- 8:29Speaker 1: in the garden of his bride. Now the rose trees
- 8:34Speaker 1: and the flowers bloom and blossom in their beds, and
- 8:38Speaker 1: around the fragrant amber, its delicious perfume sheds. Nymphs of
- 8:43Speaker 1: Judah come not nigh us in the suburbs. Still remain
- 8:47Speaker 1: that ye may not touch the threshold of our house.
- 8:50Speaker 1: Your feet restrain. Hide thyself, then, my beloved, and let
- 8:55Speaker 1: none thy presence trace. Keep from me alone the secret
- 8:59Speaker 1: to the mountains. Turn thy face, but with loving eyes regarding,
- 9:04Speaker 1: look on those who wait on me on my way
- 9:07Speaker 1: among the islands of a strange and stormy scene, the bridegroom,
- 9:16Speaker 1: cruel lions of the forest, crouching in their secret lair,
- 9:21Speaker 1: fawns and doze so wild and restless in all the
- 9:24Speaker 1: birds of the air, nightly terrors that alarm us, gloomy valleys,
- 9:28Speaker 1: lowly plain, burning heat, and lofty mountains, howling winds and
- 9:32Speaker 1: driving rain, by the music of the viles, by the
- 9:36Speaker 1: sirens soothing strain. I adjure you and command you from
- 9:40Speaker 1: your fury to refrain, Cease your clamors, come not nigh
- 9:44Speaker 1: us at a distance, still abide and occasion no disturbance
- 9:49Speaker 1: of the slumbers of the bride. Now the garden sheds
- 9:54Speaker 1: its perfume, for the winter's cold is past, and the bride,
- 9:58Speaker 1: in all her beauty, has into it. At last they
- 10:02Speaker 1: are content among the lilies, in the everlasting arms. She
- 10:06Speaker 1: is tranquility, reposing, henceforth free from all alarms. When I
- 10:12Speaker 1: saw thee wan and weary underneath the apple tree, I
- 10:15Speaker 1: held out my hand in pity and betrothed me unto thee.
- 10:20Speaker 1: When thy mother, deluded, fell in the snare the traitor
- 10:24Speaker 1: laid there. The price of thy redemption in my bitter
- 10:28Speaker 1: death was paid the bride Dens of lions are the
- 10:35Speaker 1: fences that protect the bridal bed, hung with purple, fragrant
- 10:39Speaker 1: flowers all around their perfume shed. It was wrought in
- 10:43Speaker 1: peace and quiet. Who will touch it none so bold
- 10:46Speaker 1: for its manifold adornments are a thousand shields of gold.
- 10:51Speaker 1: They are running in thy footsteps on the road which
- 10:54Speaker 1: thou didst tread, in the odor of the ointment that
- 10:57Speaker 1: was poured upon thy head. The burning fire now has
- 11:01Speaker 1: touched them, and the inner furnace glows, and the strengthening
- 11:05Speaker 1: wine is tasted, while the heavenly balsam flows. My beloved
- 11:11Speaker 1: gently led me by the hand o love Divine placed
- 11:15Speaker 1: me in the inner cellar, where I drank the wondrous wine.
- 11:19Speaker 1: Coming forth, I wandered lonely o'er the plain, and knew
- 11:23Speaker 1: no more. Having lost the flock, I followed in the
- 11:26Speaker 1: days that went before. He embraced me there and taught me,
- 11:32Speaker 1: sitting humbly at his feet, wondrous secrets of his wisdom.
- 11:37Speaker 1: And the learning is so sweet there. I also made
- 11:40Speaker 1: a promise I would be his faithful, bride, true and constant.
- 11:45Speaker 1: By that promise, I will steadfastly abide my beloved, is
- 11:50Speaker 1: my bridegroom, and my Lord, Oh what a joy I
- 11:54Speaker 1: will henceforth all the powers of my soul for him
- 11:57Speaker 1: employ and the flock that once I tended, now I
- 12:02Speaker 1: tend not as before, For my only occupation is to
- 12:06Speaker 1: love him more and more. I have gone away forever
- 12:11Speaker 1: from the haunts of idle men and a sharer in
- 12:14Speaker 1: their follies. I will never be again. They may say,
- 12:18Speaker 1: and say it loudly, I am lost, But I am not.
- 12:22Speaker 1: I was found by my beloved. Oh, how blessed is
- 12:25Speaker 1: my lot. We will go in early morning, while the
- 12:30Speaker 1: dew is on the ground, to the garden where the flowers,
- 12:33Speaker 1: in their beauty may be found, and will make a
- 12:36Speaker 1: garland of them, in which emeralds shall shine, knit and
- 12:40Speaker 1: bound and held together by a single hair of mine.
- 12:45Speaker 1: By that single hair that fluttered on my neck, and
- 12:48Speaker 1: seen by thee, Thou didst look again upon it, and
- 12:52Speaker 1: wert by it drawn to me, Thou wert made a
- 12:55Speaker 1: willing captive, weak and slender though it be. And I
- 12:59Speaker 1: dared to look upon thee, and in looking wounded thee.
- 13:04Speaker 1: While on me thine eyes were resting, full of sweet
- 13:07Speaker 1: and gracious love. They impressed on me their beauty, heavenly
- 13:11Speaker 1: beauty from above. Then thy love flowed in upon me,
- 13:15Speaker 1: and mine eyes obtained the grace that they saw in THEE.
- 13:19Speaker 1: To worship O the beauty of thy face. I was
- 13:24Speaker 1: once unclean and swarthee in a miserable plight. Yet I
- 13:29Speaker 1: pray THEE not to spurn me, or to cast me
- 13:31Speaker 1: from thy sight of my former degradation. There remaineth not
- 13:36Speaker 1: a trace, for thine eyes have rested on me, shedding
- 13:39Speaker 1: comeliness and grace. The bridegroom the little dove, white and
- 13:47Speaker 1: stainless wings her way, returning now to the ark of safety,
- 13:53Speaker 1: bearing in her mouth the olive bough. Now her melancholy
- 13:57Speaker 1: cooings will the turtle dove abate on the verdant banks,
- 14:01Speaker 1: rejoicing in the presence of her mate. Now the little
- 14:05Speaker 1: dove was living in her solitude, at rest, for in
- 14:09Speaker 1: solitude contented she had built herself her nest. The beloved
- 14:14Speaker 1: had been leading into solitude the dove, and in solitude
- 14:18Speaker 1: was wounded with the arrows of her love. The bride
- 14:25Speaker 1: in our common love. Rejoicing my beloved, let us go
- 14:29Speaker 1: to the summit of the mountain, whence the limpid waters flow,
- 14:33Speaker 1: to the hill of contemplation, there each other to behold
- 14:36Speaker 1: in thy beauty. Let us enter into mysteries untold. We
- 14:42Speaker 1: will go at once, together, my beloved and his bride,
- 14:45Speaker 1: to the dark and secret caverns of the rock, and
- 14:48Speaker 1: there to hide. Into those mysterious caverns where no earthly
- 14:53Speaker 1: light can shine. We will enter there in secret, we
- 14:56Speaker 1: will taste the heavenly wine. For within those secret caverns,
- 15:01Speaker 1: thou thyself wilt show to me that which I am
- 15:05Speaker 1: always longing in my inmost heart to see. In the
- 15:09Speaker 1: innermost recesses of the caverns, thou wilt give what the
- 15:13Speaker 1: other day thou gavest o my life. In thee I live,
- 15:18Speaker 1: I shall breathe the air that quickeneth, and the nightingale
- 15:21Speaker 1: shall sing in my raptured ear. The music of her
- 15:24Speaker 1: voice shall sweetly ring pleasant grove in all its beauty,
- 15:28Speaker 1: with the marvels it contains, in the night, with the
- 15:31Speaker 1: fire burning that consumes and never pains. I went in
- 15:37Speaker 1: with my beloved, seen by no created eye, nor with
- 15:41Speaker 1: all his strength and cunning durst, A minne debad come nigh.
- 15:45Speaker 1: Then the siege was intermitted, then abandoned by the foe,
- 15:50Speaker 1: and the cavalry dismounted when it saw the waters flow.
- 15:58Speaker 1: End of section two, Section three of Poetry of Saint
- 16:09Speaker 1: John of the Cross. This LibriVox recording is in the
- 16:12Speaker 1: public domain. Section three. The living flame of Love, O,
- 16:20Speaker 1: living flame of love? How painless is the smart thy
- 16:25Speaker 1: tender wounds create within my very heart. Oh, end at
- 16:29Speaker 1: last the weary strife, and break the web of this
- 16:33Speaker 1: my life. O, gentle hand and touch O wound in
- 16:37Speaker 1: sweetness rife, Oh burning a foretaste of everlasting life. The
- 16:43Speaker 1: debt is paid that long was due, and death by
- 16:46Speaker 1: death brings life anew. O. Lamps of fire that burn
- 16:51Speaker 1: illumining the night scents in its caverns, glows with unaccustomed light.
- 16:57Speaker 1: They once were dark, but now are bright, And whom
- 17:00Speaker 1: my love give warmth and light? How loving thou dost
- 17:04Speaker 1: lie awake within my breast and by thyself alone in
- 17:09Speaker 1: secret there at rest The sweetness of thy blissful breath
- 17:14Speaker 1: makes strong my love and strong as death and Section
- 17:21Speaker 1: three Section four of Poetry of Saint John of the Cross.
- 17:33Speaker 1: This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Section four
- 17:40Speaker 1: A soul longing for the vision of God. I live,
- 17:46Speaker 1: and yet not I in a manner, hoping that I
- 17:50Speaker 1: am dying because I am not dead. I am not
- 17:55Speaker 1: now living in myself, and without God I cannot live,
- 17:59Speaker 1: For without Him I am also without myself. This life
- 18:04Speaker 1: of mine, what is it? A thousand deaths to me?
- 18:09Speaker 1: For I am waiting for my very life, dying because
- 18:13Speaker 1: I am not dead. This life that I am living
- 18:18Speaker 1: is a lifeless life, and so a death continuing until
- 18:23Speaker 1: I come to live with THEE. God. Hear thou my cry,
- 18:30Speaker 1: this life of mine, I will it not? I die
- 18:34Speaker 1: because I am not dead. When I am away from THEE.
- 18:39Speaker 1: What is my life? To me? The agony of death
- 18:43Speaker 1: none greater have I ever seen o wretched that I am.
- 18:47Speaker 1: For while I am living on, I die because I
- 18:52Speaker 1: am not dead. The fish that from the water leapeth
- 18:57Speaker 1: is not without relief. The death that it is endures,
- 19:00Speaker 1: does end in death at last. What death can ever
- 19:05Speaker 1: equal my misery of life? For I the more I live,
- 19:10Speaker 1: the more I die. When I see THEE in the
- 19:14Speaker 1: sacrament and begin to be relieved. The absence of fruition
- 19:19Speaker 1: creates a deeper pang. All brings greater pain, and the
- 19:24Speaker 1: pain is so bitter that I am dying because I
- 19:28Speaker 1: am not dead. And if O Lord, I have a
- 19:33Speaker 1: joy in the hope of seeing THEE, my sorrow is
- 19:36Speaker 1: increased because I fear to lose THEE, living in dread
- 19:42Speaker 1: so great and hoping as I hope I die because
- 19:47Speaker 1: I am not dead from this death. Deliver me, o God,
- 19:52Speaker 1: and give me life. Nor let these fetters hold me.
- 19:56Speaker 1: They are so strong. Behold I die to see THEE.
- 20:02Speaker 1: And in a manner, hoping that I am dying because
- 20:07Speaker 1: I am not dead my death, I will bewail then
- 20:12Speaker 1: and lament my life by reason of my sins. Still
- 20:16Speaker 1: here prolonged, O my God, When shall I be there
- 20:22Speaker 1: where I may truly say I live at last because
- 20:28Speaker 1: I am not dead. And of section four, section five
- 20:43Speaker 1: of poetry of Saint John of the Cross. This LibriVox
- 20:48Speaker 1: recording is in the public domain. Section five Ecstasy of Contemplation.
- 20:58Speaker 1: I entered, I knew not where, and there I stood,
- 21:03Speaker 1: not knowing all science transcending. I knew not where I entered,
- 21:10Speaker 1: for when I stood within, not knowing where I was,
- 21:14Speaker 1: I heard great things. What I heard I will not tell.
- 21:20Speaker 1: I was there as one who knew not all science
- 21:25Speaker 1: transcending of peace and devotion. The knowledge was perfect, in solitude, profound.
- 21:33Speaker 1: The right way was clear. But so secret was it
- 21:37Speaker 1: that I stood babbling all science transcending. I stood enraptured
- 21:45Speaker 1: in ecstasy beside myself, and in my every sense no
- 21:50Speaker 1: sense remained. My spirit was endowed with understanding, understanding not
- 21:58Speaker 1: all science trans The higher I ascended, the less I understood.
- 22:06Speaker 1: It is the dark cloud illumining the night. Therefore, he
- 22:10Speaker 1: who understands knows nothing, ever all science transcending. He who
- 22:19Speaker 1: really ascends so high annihilates himself, and all his previous
- 22:24Speaker 1: knowledge seems ever less and less. His knowledge so increases
- 22:30Speaker 1: that he knoweth nothing all science transcending. This knowing that
- 22:38Speaker 1: knows nothing is so potent in its might that the prudent,
- 22:43Speaker 1: in their reasoning, can never defeat it, for their wisdom
- 22:48Speaker 1: never reaches to the understanding that understandeth nothing all science transcending.
- 22:57Speaker 1: This sovereign wisdom is of an ex excellence so high
- 23:01Speaker 1: that no faculty nor science can ever unto it attain.
- 23:06Speaker 1: He who shall overcome himself by the knowledge which knows nothing,
- 23:11Speaker 1: will always rise all science transcending, And if you would listen,
- 23:21Speaker 1: this sovereign wisdom doth consist in a sense profound of
- 23:26Speaker 1: the essence of God. It is an act of his
- 23:29Speaker 1: compassion to leave us not understanding all science transcending the
- 23:42Speaker 1: same subject. In an act of daring love and not
- 23:48Speaker 1: of hope abandoned, I mounted higher and higher so that
- 23:52Speaker 1: I came in sight of the prey. That I might
- 23:57Speaker 1: come in sight of that prey divine, I was forced
- 24:00Speaker 1: to fly so high as to be lost to sight.
- 24:04Speaker 1: Yet in that act supreme I grew weaker in my flight,
- 24:08Speaker 1: but my love was still so strong that I came
- 24:11Speaker 1: in sight of the prey. When I ascended higher, my
- 24:16Speaker 1: sight grew faint and dim, and my greatest conquest was
- 24:20Speaker 1: in the darkness made. But as my love was strong,
- 24:23Speaker 1: blindly forth I leapt. I mounted higher and higher, so
- 24:28Speaker 1: that I came in sight of the prey. In a
- 24:32Speaker 1: way most strange, I made a thousand flights in one
- 24:37Speaker 1: for the hope that is from heaven what it hopes attains.
- 24:42Speaker 1: This was my only hope, and my hope was not
- 24:45Speaker 1: in vain, for I mounted higher and higher, so that
- 24:49Speaker 1: I came in sight of the prey. But the nearer
- 24:53Speaker 1: I drew in this act sublime, the more lowly, base
- 24:58Speaker 1: and vile and humilion I grew. I said none can
- 25:02Speaker 1: reach it. And abasing myself more and more, I mounted
- 25:07Speaker 1: higher and higher, so that I came in sight of
- 25:11Speaker 1: the prey. End of section five Section six of poetry
- 25:25Speaker 1: of Saint John of the Cross. This LibriVox recording is
- 25:29Speaker 1: in the public domain. Section six. God the Supreme Good,
- 25:38Speaker 1: without support and with support, without light, and in darkness living,
- 25:45Speaker 1: I see myself wasting away. My soul is detached from
- 25:52Speaker 1: everything created and raised above itself into a life delicious
- 25:57Speaker 1: of God alone supported. And therefore I will say that
- 26:01Speaker 1: what I most esteem is that my soul is now
- 26:05Speaker 1: without support and with support. And though I am in
- 26:11Speaker 1: darkness in this mortal life, my misery is not so great.
- 26:17Speaker 1: For if I have not light, I have the life celestial.
- 26:21Speaker 1: For the love of that life, in the excess of
- 26:24Speaker 1: its blindness, keeps the soul submissive without light and in
- 26:30Speaker 1: darkness living. Love is doing this. I have known it since,
- 26:37Speaker 1: for be it ill or well with me, it makes
- 26:40Speaker 1: all one joy. It transforms my soul, and so in
- 26:45Speaker 1: its sweet flame which in myself I feel, I see
- 26:51Speaker 1: myself rapidly burning and wasting away the same subject. For
- 27:02Speaker 1: all the beauty of the world. Never will I lose myself,
- 27:07Speaker 1: but only for that I know not, which happily is found,
- 27:12Speaker 1: sweetness of good that is finite. The utmost it can
- 27:17Speaker 1: do is to pall upon the appetite and vitiate the taste.
- 27:22Speaker 1: For all the sweetness in the world, never will I
- 27:25Speaker 1: lose myself, but only for that I know not, which
- 27:30Speaker 1: happily is found. The generous heart will never rest where
- 27:36Speaker 1: it can be at ease, but only where it meets
- 27:39Speaker 1: with difficulties. Naught can ever satisfy it, And its faith
- 27:44Speaker 1: ascends so high as to taste of that I know not,
- 27:49Speaker 1: which happily is found. He that is on fire with love,
- 27:55Speaker 1: divinely touched of God, receives a taste so new that
- 28:00Speaker 1: all his own is gone. Like one who of a
- 28:03Speaker 1: fever ill loathes the food before him and longs for
- 28:08Speaker 1: that I know not, which happily is found. Be not
- 28:14Speaker 1: at this astonished that the taste should thus be changed.
- 28:19Speaker 1: For the cause of this affection from all others differs,
- 28:24Speaker 1: and so everything created is an alien to it, and
- 28:28Speaker 1: it tastes that. I know not which happily is found.
- 28:35Speaker 1: For when once the will has been touched of God,
- 28:38Speaker 1: it never can be satisfied except in God alone. But
- 28:44Speaker 1: because His beauty is such that faith alone can see it,
- 28:48Speaker 1: it tastes it. In I know not what which happily
- 28:53Speaker 1: is found. And now of Him enamored. Tell me if
- 28:58Speaker 1: you are in pain, For there is no sweetness in
- 29:01Speaker 1: anything created alone without force and figure, without support or rest.
- 29:07Speaker 1: Tasting there I know not what which happily is found.
- 29:14Speaker 1: Do not think the inner heart, which is of priceless worth,
- 29:18Speaker 1: rejoices or is glad, and that which here sweetness gives.
- 29:23Speaker 1: But rather above all beauty raised that is can be,
- 29:28Speaker 1: or has ever been, tastes there. I know not what
- 29:32Speaker 1: which happily is found. He who seeks a greater gain
- 29:38Speaker 1: will rather turn his thoughts to that he has not acquired,
- 29:42Speaker 1: than to that he has already. And therefore for a
- 29:46Speaker 1: greater venture I shall always be inclined, neglecting all for
- 29:52Speaker 1: that I know not which happily is found, For all
- 29:57Speaker 1: that in the way of sense I may obtain on earth,
- 30:01Speaker 1: and all I may understand, however high it may be,
- 30:05Speaker 1: for all grace and beauty. Never will I lose myself,
- 30:10Speaker 1: but only for that I know not, which happily is found.
- 30:21Speaker 1: End of section six Section seven of Poetry of Saint
- 30:31Speaker 1: John of the Cross. This LibriVox recording is in the
- 30:35Speaker 1: public domain. Section seven Song of the Soul Rejoicing in
- 30:41Speaker 1: the Knowledge of God by faith. I know the fountain well,
- 30:47Speaker 1: which flows and runs, though it be night, that everlasting
- 30:53Speaker 1: fountain is a fountain hid, And where it is I
- 30:57Speaker 1: know well, though it be night, its source I know
- 31:02Speaker 1: not because it has none, but I know that therein
- 31:06Speaker 1: all things begin. Though it be night. I know that
- 31:11Speaker 1: nothing can be in beauty like it, and that of
- 31:15Speaker 1: it heaven and earth do drink. Though it be night.
- 31:20Speaker 1: I know well it is of depths unfathomable, and that
- 31:24Speaker 1: none can ever sound it. Though it be night, Its
- 31:28Speaker 1: brightness is never dimmed. And I know that from it
- 31:32Speaker 1: all light proceeds. Though it be night, I know its
- 31:38Speaker 1: streams are so abundant, Its waters hell and Heaven and Earth.
- 31:43Speaker 1: Though it be night. The torrent that from this fountain rises,
- 31:48Speaker 1: I know well, is so grand and so strong, though
- 31:52Speaker 1: it be night, This everlasting fountain lies concealed in the
- 31:58Speaker 1: living bread to give us life. Though it be night,
- 32:02Speaker 1: it calls on every creature to be filled with its waters.
- 32:05Speaker 1: But in the dark, though it be night, this living
- 32:10Speaker 1: fountain for which I long, I see in this Bread
- 32:14Speaker 1: of life. I see it now, though it be night.
- 32:23Speaker 1: End of section seven Section eight of poetry of Saint
- 32:34Speaker 1: John of the Cross. This LibriVox recording is in the
- 32:37Speaker 1: public domain. Section eight. Song of Christ and the Soul.
- 32:45Speaker 1: A shepherd is alone and in pain, deprived of all
- 32:49Speaker 1: pleasure and joy. His thoughts on his shepherdess intent, and
- 32:55Speaker 1: his heart is by love most cruelly torn. He weeps
- 33:00Speaker 1: not because he is wounded with love, and his distress
- 33:04Speaker 1: brings him no pain, though a wound is made in
- 33:08Speaker 1: his heart. But he weeps because he thinks he is
- 33:12Speaker 1: forgot his beautiful shepherdess. So does he think has forgotten him.
- 33:18Speaker 1: That thought alone makes him suffer in the land of
- 33:22Speaker 1: the stranger, and his heart is by love most cruelly torn.
- 33:28Speaker 1: The shepherd exclaims, ah wretch, that I am, for I
- 33:32Speaker 1: am abandoned and left. My presence is shunned by my love,
- 33:37Speaker 1: and my heart for her love is most cruelly torn.
- 33:42Speaker 1: At last he was raised on a tree, where he
- 33:45Speaker 1: opened his beautiful arms, and on it he died his
- 33:50Speaker 1: heart by love most cruelly torn. En Section eight, Section
- 34:03Speaker 1: nine of Poetry of Saint John of the Cross. This
- 34:08Speaker 1: LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Section nine. The
- 34:14Speaker 1: Most Holy Trinity and the Communication of the Three Persons.
- 34:21Speaker 1: The Most Holy Trinity in the beginning was the Word.
- 34:27Speaker 1: The Word was God, in whom he possessed bliss everlasting.
- 34:33Speaker 1: The Word was God. He is the beginning. He was
- 34:37Speaker 1: in the beginning, and never began. He was the beginning itself,
- 34:45Speaker 1: and therefore had none. The Word is the Sun from
- 34:49Speaker 1: the beginning born. He has begotten forever and is forever begetting.
- 34:56Speaker 1: He gives him of his substance forever, and has it
- 35:00Speaker 1: ever himself. And thus the glory of the Son is
- 35:04Speaker 1: that he hath in the Father, and all his glory.
- 35:08Speaker 1: The Father hath in the Son, as the lover, with
- 35:13Speaker 1: his love, each in the other living. So this love
- 35:17Speaker 1: which both unites is one in both in dignity and
- 35:22Speaker 1: might coequal with them both three persons and one love.
- 35:28Speaker 1: The three are one, and in the three one love,
- 35:34Speaker 1: one lover makes of all the lover is the love
- 35:38Speaker 1: in whom each doth live, the being which the three possess,
- 35:44Speaker 1: each by himself possesses, and of the three, each loves
- 35:49Speaker 1: the other in that he hath this being. This being
- 35:53Speaker 1: is each one, and alone makes them one in a
- 35:57Speaker 1: way ineffable beyond the rear words. And so that love
- 36:03Speaker 1: which makes them one is infinite itself. For one love
- 36:08Speaker 1: makes the one the three, and is their being as well.
- 36:12Speaker 1: And that love, the more it makes them one, the
- 36:16Speaker 1: more it is their love. The communication of the three
- 36:24Speaker 1: persons in the love of both, proceeding it hath limits none.
- 36:31Speaker 1: Words of gladness, spoke the father to his only son.
- 36:36Speaker 1: Words they were of joy, profoundest understood of none but
- 36:42Speaker 1: of him exulting in them whose they were the son
- 36:47Speaker 1: of these words of gladness. Only this was heard by me. Naught,
- 36:51Speaker 1: my son, can give me pleasure when I have not THEE.
- 36:56Speaker 1: But if Aught should give me pleasure that I seek
- 36:59Speaker 1: in THEE, he who gives to THEE most pleasure gives
- 37:03Speaker 1: it most to me. He who THEE in naught resembleth
- 37:07Speaker 1: cannot be like me life of life. My whole rejoicing
- 37:13Speaker 1: is alone in THEE. Thou art my eternal wisdom, Thou
- 37:18Speaker 1: light of my light in THEE, figure of my substance,
- 37:23Speaker 1: is my whole delight THEE, my son. He who loveth
- 37:28Speaker 1: shall have love of me. And the love wherewith I
- 37:31Speaker 1: love him. Is my love of THEE. So great then
- 37:35Speaker 1: is my love of THEE, that he who loveth THEE
- 37:39Speaker 1: shall be also loved by me. End of section nine,
- 37:52Speaker 1: Section ten of poetry of Saint John of the Cross.
- 37:57Speaker 1: This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Section ten
- 38:03Speaker 1: The Creation O my son. I long to give THEE
- 38:09Speaker 1: in my love a loving bride, who shall, by thy
- 38:13Speaker 1: goodness merit with us ever to abide, who shall at
- 38:17Speaker 1: the heavenly banquet eating of my bread with me, learn
- 38:21Speaker 1: to know the wondrous treasure that I have my son
- 38:26Speaker 1: in THEE, and that in thy grace and beauty as
- 38:30Speaker 1: a glory round her shed, she with me may joy forever.
- 38:35Speaker 1: Then the Sun gave thanks and said on the bride,
- 38:39Speaker 1: which thou wilt give me, I my brightness will bestow,
- 38:44Speaker 1: so that she my Father's goodness in its light, may
- 38:47Speaker 1: love and know, learning also how my being from his
- 38:52Speaker 1: being doth overflow with my arms. I will embrace her,
- 38:57Speaker 1: and thy love shall be her light. Forever shall thy
- 39:01Speaker 1: goodness be exalted with delight the same subject for the
- 39:11Speaker 1: merits of thy love. Then be it done, the Father said.
- 39:16Speaker 1: In the word the Father uttered, all created things were
- 39:19Speaker 1: made in the everlasting wisdom rose the palace of the bride,
- 39:24Speaker 1: which two substances created in a twofold form divide with
- 39:30Speaker 1: varieties unnumbered. Was the lower part arrayed, while the higher
- 39:35Speaker 1: glowed in beauty, with the wondrous gems displayed that the
- 39:40Speaker 1: bride might know the bridegroom, who her heavenly nuptials graced
- 39:44Speaker 1: the angelic hosts in order. In the higher part were
- 39:48Speaker 1: placed Man was placed, his nature lower in the lower part,
- 39:53Speaker 1: on earth, being fashioned of a substance which was of
- 39:57Speaker 1: inferior worth. And although both place and nature God in
- 40:03Speaker 1: this way did divide, yet the two are both together,
- 40:07Speaker 1: but one body of the bride. And the two, although divided,
- 40:13Speaker 1: are one bride in his one love, who in gladness,
- 40:17Speaker 1: as the bridegroom is possessed by those above, those below,
- 40:22Speaker 1: in hope, are living of the faith that He has given.
- 40:26Speaker 1: For one day he will exalt them. He hath said
- 40:29Speaker 1: so unto heaven, For of those of base condition, he
- 40:34Speaker 1: will take away the shame and exalt them, so that
- 40:37Speaker 1: nothing shall remain to them of blame. He in all things,
- 40:42Speaker 1: with their likeness, will himself one day invest He will
- 40:45Speaker 1: come and dwell among them as his own elected rest.
- 40:51Speaker 1: God himself will be incarnate. God will have a human birth, eating,
- 40:55Speaker 1: He will come and drinking and converse with men on earth.
- 41:00Speaker 1: He will dwell himself among them, and continually stay till
- 41:04Speaker 1: the final consummation, when the ages melt away. Then shall
- 41:10Speaker 1: both rejoice together in the endless life of bliss. For
- 41:14Speaker 1: to him belongs the headship of the Bride, and she
- 41:17Speaker 1: is his. He shall bring the just together. Naught shall
- 41:22Speaker 1: them from her divide, for they are the living members
- 41:26Speaker 1: of the body of the Bride. He will tenderly embrace her.
- 41:31Speaker 1: He will give her of his love, and united with him,
- 41:35Speaker 1: take her to his Father's home above. Into joy shall
- 41:40Speaker 1: she then enter God. No greater joy can give. When
- 41:44Speaker 1: absorbed in Him. Forever she the life of God shall live.
- 41:49Speaker 1: So the Father, Son and Spirit three in one and
- 41:53Speaker 1: one in three live, each living in the other, the
- 41:57Speaker 1: most Blessed Trinity. End of Section ten, Section eleven of
- 42:20Speaker 1: poetry of Saint John of the Cross. This LibriVox recording
- 42:24Speaker 1: is in the public domain. Section eleven The Desires of
- 42:29Speaker 1: the Holy Fathers. When the ancient saints were waiting, hope
- 42:35Speaker 1: came down to their relief, and made lighter by its
- 42:38Speaker 1: presence the sore pressure of their grief. But still hope deferred,
- 42:45Speaker 1: together with the longing which they had to behold. The
- 42:47Speaker 1: blessed bridegroom made them sick at heart, and said, pouring
- 42:53Speaker 1: forth their supplications. In their misery, they lay sighing, weeping
- 42:58Speaker 1: and lamenting, with strong crying night and day, that He
- 43:03Speaker 1: would the times determine and among them come and stay. Oh,
- 43:07Speaker 1: that I, so one entreated, might rejoice to see his day.
- 43:12Speaker 1: Hasten then thy work and finish. Send him, Lord, whom
- 43:15Speaker 1: thou wilt send, was the cry of one another's. Oh,
- 43:19Speaker 1: that he the heavens would rend, that I might behold
- 43:23Speaker 1: his coming, and my wail be turned to mirth. Let
- 43:26Speaker 1: the clouds rein down the just one so long desired
- 43:29Speaker 1: on the earth. Let the earth which brought forth briars
- 43:34Speaker 1: now break forth, and in their room, let it bear
- 43:37Speaker 1: the sacred flower, which shall ever on it bloom. Others also, Oh,
- 43:43Speaker 1: how blessed shall that generation be, which shall merit in
- 43:47Speaker 1: time coming God's most holy face to see, men shall
- 43:52Speaker 1: throng around and touch him. They shall, in his sight
- 43:55Speaker 1: remain in the sacraments, rejoicing. He himself shall then ordain
- 44:04Speaker 1: the same subject. These and other supplications as the centuries
- 44:11Speaker 1: rolled by men poured forth with greater fervor. As the
- 44:15Speaker 1: promised time drew nigh, aged Simeon in the furnace of
- 44:19Speaker 1: his longing burning lay, praying God that he would grant
- 44:23Speaker 1: him of his grace to see that day. And the
- 44:27Speaker 1: ever blessed Spirit condescended to his cry and consoled him
- 44:32Speaker 1: with the promise that the old man should not die
- 44:35Speaker 1: till he saw the ever living God descending from above,
- 44:39Speaker 1: took him in his arms and held him and embraced
- 44:43Speaker 1: him in his love and Section eleven, Section twelve of
- 44:56Speaker 1: poetry of Saint John of the Cross. This LibriVox according
- 45:00Speaker 1: is in the public domain. Section twelve. The Incarnation and
- 45:07Speaker 1: the Nativity. The Incarnation, in the fullness of the ages,
- 45:16Speaker 1: now had come the Holy Tide for the payment of
- 45:20Speaker 1: the ransom of the long expectant bride. Groaning in the
- 45:25Speaker 1: house of bondage underneath the legal yoke of the precepts
- 45:29Speaker 1: given by Moses. When these words the Father spoke, I,
- 45:34Speaker 1: my son, have in thy likeness and thy image, may
- 45:37Speaker 1: thy bride, and in that resemblance worthy to be ever
- 45:41Speaker 1: at thy side. But in one respect, unlike THEE, For
- 45:46Speaker 1: her nature is not thine, she is flesh, her nature human,
- 45:51Speaker 1: while thy nature is divine. Perfect love demands a likeness
- 45:57Speaker 1: in the lovers it unites for the most complete resemblance,
- 46:02Speaker 1: most aboundeth in delights. Now the love and exultation of
- 46:07Speaker 1: the bride would greatly grow if she saw THEE in
- 46:11Speaker 1: her likeness in the flesh on earth below. Then the
- 46:16Speaker 1: Son the Father answered, lo, my will is ever thine,
- 46:21Speaker 1: and my glory, which I cherish, is that thine is
- 46:24Speaker 1: also mine. I am ready at thy bidding, for thy
- 46:28Speaker 1: will is my delight to make known at once thy
- 46:32Speaker 1: goodness and thy wisdom and thy might. I will manifest
- 46:36Speaker 1: thy justice and proclaim throughout the earth thy supremacy and beauty,
- 46:42Speaker 1: and the sweetness of thy worth. I will go and
- 46:46Speaker 1: seek my bride then, and upon myself will take all
- 46:50Speaker 1: the poverty and sorrows she now suffers for my sake,
- 46:54Speaker 1: and that I true love may give her, I will
- 46:57Speaker 1: give for her my own. So shall I present her
- 47:02Speaker 1: rescued from the pit before thy throne the same subject.
- 47:11Speaker 1: God then summoned the archangel Holy Gabriel. Him he sent
- 47:15Speaker 1: to the blessed Virgin Mary to obtain the maid's consent.
- 47:20Speaker 1: She consented. In that instant, the mysterious work was done,
- 47:25Speaker 1: and the Trinity a body wrought and fashioned for the sun.
- 47:30Speaker 1: In this wondrous operation, though the sacred Three concurred, He
- 47:34Speaker 1: who in the womb of Mary was incarnate is the word.
- 47:39Speaker 1: He who had a father only had a mother also then,
- 47:44Speaker 1: and it was in other fashion than the manner is
- 47:47Speaker 1: of men. In the womb of Holy Mary. He his
- 47:52Speaker 1: flesh did then receive. So the son of God most Highest,
- 47:57Speaker 1: we the son of Man, believe the Nativity. Now at
- 48:06Speaker 1: last the destined ages their appointed course had run. When
- 48:10Speaker 1: rejoicing from his chamber, issued forth the bridegroom's son. He
- 48:16Speaker 1: embraced his bride and held her lovingly upon his breast,
- 48:20Speaker 1: and the gracious Mother laid him in the manger down
- 48:24Speaker 1: to rest. There he lay the dumb beast by him.
- 48:29Speaker 1: They were fitly stabled there while the shepherds and the
- 48:32Speaker 1: angels filled with melody the air. So the feast of
- 48:37Speaker 1: their espousals with solemnity was kept. But Almighty God, an
- 48:43Speaker 1: infant in the manger, moaned and wept. So the bride
- 48:48Speaker 1: at her betrothal, did the bridal gifts arrange. But the
- 48:52Speaker 1: mother looked in wonder at the marvelous exchange. Man gave
- 48:57Speaker 1: forth a song of gladness, God himself a plaintive moan,
- 49:02Speaker 1: both possessing that which never had been hitherto their own
- 49:10Speaker 1: end of section twelve, Section thirteen of Poetry of Saint
- 49:20Speaker 1: John of the Cross. This LibriVox recording is in the
- 49:24Speaker 1: public domain. Section thirteen. Superflumina babylonis Psalm one thirty six.
- 49:35Speaker 1: By the waters of the river close by Babylon, it
- 49:38Speaker 1: swept on the banks. My tears were flowing there. I
- 49:42Speaker 1: set me down and wept. I remembered thee O Sion
- 49:47Speaker 1: with thy love. My heart was sore. Sweet to me
- 49:50Speaker 1: was thy memorial. So I wept still more and more
- 49:55Speaker 1: of my festal robes divested, those of woe around me flung,
- 50:00Speaker 1: while my silent harp, suspended from the willow branches, hung there.
- 50:06Speaker 1: I left it, fondly, trusting for my hopes. In thee
- 50:09Speaker 1: still lay love. My heart had deeply wounded, and had
- 50:14Speaker 1: carried it away. So I said, my wound is grievous.
- 50:19Speaker 1: O let love me wholly slay into its fires. Then
- 50:22Speaker 1: I threw me that I might be burned away. Now
- 50:27Speaker 1: the silly moth I blame, not that in the fire
- 50:30Speaker 1: seeks its death for I, while in myself but dying,
- 50:35Speaker 1: draw in thee alone my breath. I for THEE to
- 50:39Speaker 1: death submitted, and for THEE to life returned. For in
- 50:44Speaker 1: thy most sweet memorial life and death were both inurned
- 50:50Speaker 1: in their merriment, exulting, heedless of their captive's wrongs. Strangers
- 50:56Speaker 1: bade me rise and sing them Scion's old familiar songs.
- 51:01Speaker 1: Sing us of the songs of Sion, we would hear them,
- 51:05Speaker 1: strange demand. How can I, lamenting Sion, sing them in
- 51:10Speaker 1: a foreign land, in the chance once so familiar? How
- 51:15Speaker 1: can I uplift my voice? May they never be remembered.
- 51:19Speaker 1: If in exile I rejoice, let my tongue from speech,
- 51:24Speaker 1: refraining to my palates silent cleave. If I in the
- 51:28Speaker 1: land of exile, where I dwell alone and grieve, even
- 51:32Speaker 1: amidst the verdant bowers of the Babylonic land, should forget Thee,
- 51:36Speaker 1: let my right hand cease its cunning to command. If
- 51:41Speaker 1: I make not thee o Zion the beginning of my mirth,
- 51:44Speaker 1: or if I rejoice in keeping any festival of earth,
- 51:48Speaker 1: Thou of Babylon, the daughter shalt lie prostrate in the dust,
- 51:53Speaker 1: lost and wretched. But forever blest is he in whom
- 51:58Speaker 1: I trust. In the day of retribution, He will THEE
- 52:02Speaker 1: at last afflict. He will lay on Thee the burden
- 52:07Speaker 1: Thou didst once on me inflict. He will me thy
- 52:11Speaker 1: weeping captive, with thy little children. Take, and to Christ
- 52:16Speaker 1: the Rock shall bring them. I have left THEE for
- 52:20Speaker 1: his sake. End of section thirteen, Section fourteen of Poetry
- 52:34Speaker 1: of Saint John of the Cross. This LibriVox recording is
- 52:38Speaker 1: in the public domain. Section fourteen. Three songs, The Soul's Craving,
- 52:45Speaker 1: the Exiled Soul, and Desolation. First song the Soul's Craving.
- 52:56Speaker 1: If in my lowly state the flames of love had
- 53:00Speaker 1: power to swallow death, and should they so increase as
- 53:04Speaker 1: to scorch up the waters of the sea, and hence ascending,
- 53:09Speaker 1: should set a fire the triple elements, and in its
- 53:12Speaker 1: flames consuming them, should make of them its fuel. If
- 53:16Speaker 1: all these flames were love, I do not think that I,
- 53:21Speaker 1: who feel such living thirst for love, could love as
- 53:25Speaker 1: I desire, Nor could the flames I number, but for
- 53:29Speaker 1: a moment, quench my longing, For they, compared with that
- 53:34Speaker 1: eternal and transcendent fire, are of no more import than
- 53:39Speaker 1: is an atom to the whole world's bulk, or than
- 53:42Speaker 1: a drop of water to the ocean. My heart of
- 53:47Speaker 1: miery clay hath neither heat nor more stability than hath
- 53:51Speaker 1: the flowering grass, which, in the hour it blooms, is
- 53:55Speaker 1: battered by the winds and droops decayed. For never could
- 54:00Speaker 1: its fiery blaze ignite my heart as it desires, that
- 54:04Speaker 1: it might reach the heights of that eternal father of
- 54:07Speaker 1: all lights. O wretched fate which gives to love wings
- 54:13Speaker 1: so inadequate. Not only do they fail to compass flight
- 54:18Speaker 1: that is so sublime, as doth that love supreme deserve
- 54:21Speaker 1: they should do, But I perceive alas the powers of
- 54:26Speaker 1: my love are so curtailed, that, in its feebleness, with
- 54:31Speaker 1: wings close clipped, I hardly reach to see God in
- 54:35Speaker 1: the distance. Yet, if from my base sort these flames
- 54:41Speaker 1: of love could raise me until I reached to gaze
- 54:44Speaker 1: on him and brought me to his presence, so that
- 54:48Speaker 1: my God should look upon them, Oh, by his fire eternal,
- 54:53Speaker 1: would they be caught with force unspeakable, at once absorbed, absorbed,
- 54:58Speaker 1: and swallowed up into everlasting flame converted, wherein my flames,
- 55:05Speaker 1: being drawn into his flames converted, consuming in his love,
- 55:09Speaker 1: mine own flames burnt, would become one with his most
- 55:13Speaker 1: ardent love. Thus would be realized at length the deepest
- 55:18Speaker 1: yearning of my breast, seeing himself at length made one
- 55:23Speaker 1: with Him, with closest tie, and wholly satisfied. Second song,
- 55:32Speaker 1: the exiled soul, My God, my Lord, do thou remember
- 55:39Speaker 1: that I, by faith have gazed upon Thy face, lacking
- 55:43Speaker 1: which sight, no bliss exists for me. For since I
- 55:48Speaker 1: saw THEE live, I in such sort that there is
- 55:51Speaker 1: naught can bring joy to my soul. But for an
- 55:53Speaker 1: hour or moment, God of my life, nothing can make
- 55:58Speaker 1: me glad. For all all my gladness springs from sight
- 56:01Speaker 1: of THEE. And faileth me because I have THEE. Not
- 56:06Speaker 1: if tis thy will, my God, I live forlorn I'll
- 56:10Speaker 1: take my longing even from my comfort while dwelling in
- 56:13Speaker 1: this world with me, No happiness in aught shall bide
- 56:18Speaker 1: except the hope of seeing THEE, my God. Where I
- 56:22Speaker 1: shall ever dread to lose THEE more, When shall there
- 56:26Speaker 1: dawn that most delicious day, when O my glory, I
- 56:30Speaker 1: may joy in THEE delivered from this body's heavy load,
- 56:35Speaker 1: There will my bliss be measureless entire at witnessing how
- 56:40Speaker 1: glorious thou art. Wherein will lie the rapture of my life?
- 56:46Speaker 1: What will it be when I shall dwell with THEE.
- 56:49Speaker 1: Since suffering doth bring such happiness Upbraise me now, O Lord,
- 56:54Speaker 1: into thy heaven. Yet, if my life can bring increase
- 56:58Speaker 1: of glory to Thine eternal being, in truth, I do
- 57:02Speaker 1: not wish that it should end. The unending moment of
- 57:06Speaker 1: the bliss of heaven will end my pain and anguish,
- 57:09Speaker 1: so that I shall remember them no more. I went
- 57:14Speaker 1: astray because I served THEE, not as I have gained
- 57:17Speaker 1: by knowing THEE my God. Henceforth I crave to love
- 57:22Speaker 1: THEE evermore. Third song Desolation, Tell me Heaven, Tell me
- 57:34Speaker 1: Earth and ocean, Say ye, mountains, valleys, little hillocks, Tell me, vineyards,
- 57:41Speaker 1: olive trees, and wheat fields. Tell me, O, ye, plants
- 57:45Speaker 1: and flowers and meadows. Answer, where is he who gave
- 57:49Speaker 1: to you your beauty and your being? Angels? Ye who
- 57:55Speaker 1: joy to look upon him? Blessed souls who love him
- 57:58Speaker 1: and possess him, Brides who are desirous of the bridegroom,
- 58:02Speaker 1: striving to obtain his sweet caresses? Tell me where is
- 58:07Speaker 1: he who gave to you your beauty and your being? Ah?
- 58:14Speaker 1: No answer cometh. All is silence, Lord, when thou speakest,
- 58:18Speaker 1: not all else is mute. My soul doth vainly seek
- 58:23Speaker 1: for THEE within it? My heart is empty and of
- 58:27Speaker 1: all bereft. Ah, woe is me? If war should wage
- 58:33Speaker 1: within me? Whom should I find to guard me? Whom
- 58:36Speaker 1: to shield joy of my soul and glory of my spirit?
- 58:40Speaker 1: If thou wert absent, should I victor be? Tell me
- 58:45Speaker 1: where thou dost wander, O, my bridegroom, leaving in solitude
- 58:50Speaker 1: the heart that loves thee? Where are thy shining rays?
- 58:55Speaker 1: O sun resplendent? Why hidest thou thy beams with anxious care?
- 59:01Speaker 1: Thou followest the sinner? Why give no answer? To the
- 59:04Speaker 1: one who loves THEE. Why dost thou hide thy face,
- 59:08Speaker 1: thou friend most cherished, holding me for thine enemy? Wherefore
- 59:14Speaker 1: didst thou depart in silence, leaving me with no Farewell
- 59:18Speaker 1: be moved, thou, gentle love, by the sad sighs of
- 59:22Speaker 1: anguish which break forth for thy return return to me,
- 59:28Speaker 1: or bid me follow THEE, or bid me die, but
- 59:31Speaker 1: force me not to live while lacking life. Forsooth I
- 59:35Speaker 1: will not till I see THEE come. If thou dost
- 59:39Speaker 1: dwell in scuide, let me have wings that I may
- 59:42Speaker 1: fly to THEE. If in pure souls thou find at
- 59:46Speaker 1: thy resting place, why dost not purify this poor polluted heart?
- 59:51Speaker 1: If thou dost make thy home within thy creatures, reveal
- 59:55Speaker 1: in which of them thou dost repose? Where is thy habitation?
- 59:59Speaker 1: Tender lover the world without THEE holds no place for me? O,
- 1:00:04Speaker 1: ye birds who warble forth, sweet carols, serpents, animals and
- 1:00:10Speaker 1: scaly fish, Tell me, and ye know, Tell me where
- 1:00:14Speaker 1: is he who gave to you your beauty and your being?
- 1:00:22Speaker 1: End of section fourteen Section fifteen of poetry of Saint
- 1:00:34Speaker 1: John of the Cross This LibriVox recording is in the
- 1:00:37Speaker 1: public domain. Section fifteen. The Dark Knight and O Sweet
- 1:00:45Speaker 1: Dark Knight. The Dark Knight. This cloud of darkness is light, divine, strong, beautiful, pure, inaccessible, delightful,
- 1:00:58Speaker 1: intimate being. The sight of God and Him alone which
- 1:01:04Speaker 1: to enjoy, reaches the soul with love, all set of fire,
- 1:01:08Speaker 1: becoming blind, beholding naught, the essence is transcended and attained.
- 1:01:16Speaker 1: When victory is one over the kingdom that was held
- 1:01:18Speaker 1: by self. She setteth forth, unseen by all, by all, unnoticed,
- 1:01:24Speaker 1: searching to find her God by him inflamed. In this departure,
- 1:01:30Speaker 1: the soul goes out from self and takes her flight,
- 1:01:34Speaker 1: seeking her life. She rises to the Imperial Heaven, casting
- 1:01:38Speaker 1: the veil from off her secret depths, though sallying forth
- 1:01:44Speaker 1: incited by the mastery of her love, yet in herself
- 1:01:48Speaker 1: she holds him, being engaged, enjoying o'er her good to
- 1:01:52Speaker 1: him united, she rests in peace. All images have disappeared,
- 1:02:00Speaker 1: the intellect grown blind, the passions quell'd, the powers perforce suspended.
- 1:02:08Speaker 1: Her glory and her bliss were duly reached by stairs
- 1:02:11Speaker 1: in safety, scaled divine, the way formed by Christ's mysteries.
- 1:02:18Speaker 1: Now having reached the longed fore end. Resting in her beloved,
- 1:02:22Speaker 1: she holds a ceaseless motion, being at peace and fully satisfied.
- 1:02:28Speaker 1: That night serene, in which her life and depths enjoy
- 1:02:32Speaker 1: her God. Freed from all pain, she searches long and
- 1:02:36Speaker 1: ardently within herself, and with desire goes forth to meet him.
- 1:02:42Speaker 1: Love leads the way throughout the dense dark cloud, and
- 1:02:46Speaker 1: with no other teacher, she safely journeys to where God
- 1:02:50Speaker 1: doth reveal to her his beauty. On her trackless path,
- 1:02:55Speaker 1: bereft of intellect and memory, the King Divine doth manifest
- 1:02:59Speaker 1: his might and glory as far as may be in
- 1:03:02Speaker 1: this mortal life, O crystal Knight, led by thy lovely glamor.
- 1:03:09Speaker 1: In union Divine, the bridegroom and the bride are now
- 1:03:13Speaker 1: but one, While the soul rejoices over the eternal word.
- 1:03:19Speaker 1: A gentle wind, stirred by God's Holy Spirit, delights her
- 1:03:24Speaker 1: very center. Alone. They joy together in a fair meadow
- 1:03:30Speaker 1: by a wall enclosed, while fragrant odors scent the air serene,
- 1:03:35Speaker 1: making it like no other earthly spot. The King in
- 1:03:40Speaker 1: whom she lives in pussant power, hath robbed her of herself,
- 1:03:45Speaker 1: receiving her as inmate of his palace, holds her bereft
- 1:03:50Speaker 1: entirely of herself. So great the strength and force of
- 1:03:55Speaker 1: him to whom she is united, so weak is she
- 1:03:58Speaker 1: that yielding up herself to him, she loses her own existence,
- 1:04:03Speaker 1: being one with him. O Sweet dark night, O sweet
- 1:04:13Speaker 1: dark night, which brings no gloomy shades, but rather thine obscurity.
- 1:04:19Speaker 1: The more it blinds, the more it delights the soul,
- 1:04:22Speaker 1: and grows in beauty as it grows more dense divine privations,
- 1:04:28Speaker 1: blessed darkness, pleasant rest, and secret inspirations. Happy. The soul,
- 1:04:33Speaker 1: made blind by such refulgence fortunate exchange, denying self that
- 1:04:39Speaker 1: it may not deny the one who ne'er denies it,
- 1:04:43Speaker 1: enters the delicious gulf of that blind night, where they
- 1:04:47Speaker 1: who enter find a vivid light. In the hidden depths
- 1:04:52Speaker 1: of this resplendent darkness, illumined by the sun, which dwelleth
- 1:04:56Speaker 1: in her night is made radiant day, O knight of happiness,
- 1:05:02Speaker 1: which offers joy in such security to the enamored soul,
- 1:05:06Speaker 1: that she, in slumber rest and day seems night to her.
- 1:05:11Speaker 1: To reach this rest she mounted by the secret hidden stairs.
- 1:05:15Speaker 1: When in unconsciousness she on her summits slept, the rays
- 1:05:19Speaker 1: of life fell on her, that ladder of repose, the
- 1:05:25Speaker 1: beauteous mysteries of Christ, that lovely path trod by His
- 1:05:29Speaker 1: well loved sons, wherein a thousand treasures are discovered. She
- 1:05:33Speaker 1: soars aloft by flight, having two lovely wings. Yet once arrived,
- 1:05:39Speaker 1: their delicate plumes are scorched. There she in peace enjoys
- 1:05:44Speaker 1: the secret rays that stream from the beloved, and all
- 1:05:48Speaker 1: her house and its inhabitants are fallen asleep, powerless and
- 1:05:53Speaker 1: free from care, in drowsy rest. The dwellers in her
- 1:05:56Speaker 1: mansions leave her free the bridegroom and enters. Yet when
- 1:06:02Speaker 1: they are aroused, they murmur at their quick awakening. They
- 1:06:07Speaker 1: enjoy His favors in solitude, beholding not the spouse. For
- 1:06:11Speaker 1: still these dwellers are lost in slumber, nor do they
- 1:06:15Speaker 1: make the slightest sound. Then the gentle bride, transformed and
- 1:06:20Speaker 1: turned to her beloved, lives and reposes in him, and
- 1:06:24Speaker 1: draws from him her life, since her own life has
- 1:06:28Speaker 1: been consumed. While in this state has she repose joy,
- 1:06:33Speaker 1: life and nourishment. But on returning to her former life,
- 1:06:37Speaker 1: she weeps because death lingers on its way. Yet having wept,
- 1:06:44Speaker 1: her graces still augmenting with her tears, her trials no
- 1:06:48Speaker 1: longer grieve her, for on suffering she centers all her
- 1:06:52Speaker 1: aims and all her love. Light in darkness, and darkness
- 1:06:58Speaker 1: which withdraws not in the light, distinctness in the mist.
- 1:07:04Speaker 1: The mist is manifest in light in this abyss, and
- 1:07:08Speaker 1: is not swallowed up. For shade is set or light
- 1:07:13Speaker 1: divined by God's essence and presence, thus seen through clouds.
- 1:07:18Speaker 1: By aid he gives in secret, the soul can, while
- 1:07:21Speaker 1: on earth, enjoy His presence. And of section fifteen, Section
- 1:07:36Speaker 1: sixteen of poetry of Saint John of the Cross. This
- 1:07:41Speaker 1: LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Section sixteen. The
- 1:07:47Speaker 1: soul's desire to be with Christ and ecstasy, the soul's
- 1:07:55Speaker 1: desire to be with Christ Ah for the living waters.
- 1:08:03Speaker 1: My soul was seized with thirst, insatiate yearning to quit
- 1:08:07Speaker 1: this body and its ills, and quoff of the eternal waters.
- 1:08:13Speaker 1: Feign doth it desire to see itself delivered from these guives,
- 1:08:17Speaker 1: For life is tedious, dragged on in exile from that
- 1:08:22Speaker 1: dear Fatherland of fond delight. Its present pains increase by
- 1:08:29Speaker 1: numbering o'er the blessings it has lost, and the heart
- 1:08:32Speaker 1: breaks wounded by piercing pain, despoiled of the possession of
- 1:08:38Speaker 1: its God. Happy that soul and blest which dwelleth ever
- 1:08:43Speaker 1: present in its God, Aye blest a thousandfold, for from
- 1:08:48Speaker 1: a fought it drinks, which to the end of time
- 1:08:50Speaker 1: shall never fail. True Fatherland, Thou solace of the souls
- 1:08:56Speaker 1: that dwell in thee assuaging to the full. The justnes
- 1:09:00Speaker 1: no longer weep within thy borders, but adore their God.
- 1:09:05Speaker 1: Our earthly life, compared with thee O never ending life
- 1:09:09Speaker 1: is so contemptible that we may truly say it is
- 1:09:12Speaker 1: not life but death, most burdensome O life, curtailed and hard.
- 1:09:19Speaker 1: When shall I see myself despoil'd of thee O narrow sepulcher.
- 1:09:24Speaker 1: When will the bridegroom, for so long desired upraise me
- 1:09:28Speaker 1: from thee O God? When shall I be wholly inflamed
- 1:09:34Speaker 1: with thy most sacred love, alas when dawns the day
- 1:09:38Speaker 1: that I may say, farewell to things created and be
- 1:09:42Speaker 1: transported to thee in thy glory when love? O? When
- 1:09:47Speaker 1: when comes the time I shall enjoy such bliss? When
- 1:09:51Speaker 1: comes that when that I this droves forsake? And when
- 1:09:55Speaker 1: such glorious victory? When shall I be united to THEE
- 1:10:00Speaker 1: Good Jesus with a love so strong that no incitement
- 1:10:04Speaker 1: of the world, the flesh, even death itself, nor Eke
- 1:10:07Speaker 1: the devil, can suffice to break the unison? When, O,
- 1:10:12Speaker 1: my God, shall I be set on fire with thy
- 1:10:14Speaker 1: sweet loves enkindling? When shall I enter in at last
- 1:10:18Speaker 1: to joy? Or when be offered wholly upon love's altar
- 1:10:22Speaker 1: and consumed? O that without delay this loving love might
- 1:10:27Speaker 1: all to ashes burn ah? When shall I attain to
- 1:10:32Speaker 1: that most blessed state? Never for all eternity to change again?
- 1:10:37Speaker 1: My God, my only good, my glory and my comfort
- 1:10:42Speaker 1: and my bliss. Withdraw me from this mire, this wretched earth,
- 1:10:46Speaker 1: to dwell in heaven with THEE for evermore. Let me
- 1:10:50Speaker 1: be one with THEE my God. Nought intervening and withdraw
- 1:10:54Speaker 1: thou what impedes thaw thou my coldness, which doth now
- 1:10:59Speaker 1: obstruct THEE I love, curtailing its full measure. O that
- 1:11:04Speaker 1: thy love flamed with so fierce a glow as to
- 1:11:07Speaker 1: consume my heart, that it dissolved or burnt me wholly
- 1:11:11Speaker 1: and struck from off my soul the body's yoke, O Lord,
- 1:11:15Speaker 1: the portal of thy love to this poor wretch. Give
- 1:11:20Speaker 1: certain hope of everlasting love to this weak, hapless worm
- 1:11:25Speaker 1: of earth. Delay thou not to love, nor to bestow
- 1:11:30Speaker 1: appusant love for THEE, nor tarry thou to turn thy
- 1:11:33Speaker 1: eyes on me, O God, omnipotent, who stand forever present
- 1:11:38Speaker 1: in thy sight. Thou biddest me call THEE, and lo
- 1:11:43Speaker 1: I come with tears and cries to THEE. Thou biddest
- 1:11:46Speaker 1: me love, and that is my desire. But thou, my Lord,
- 1:11:50Speaker 1: till when, O God, Till when till when wilt thou
- 1:11:54Speaker 1: delay to answer me? When give to me that love
- 1:11:58Speaker 1: for which I crave, Return and gaze on me, behold
- 1:12:02Speaker 1: I die. And yet it seems thou still dost fly
- 1:12:06Speaker 1: from me, Ah Lord eternal, my soul's delight, my glory,
- 1:12:12Speaker 1: ah sempaternal bounty, day serene, Thou light, thou love, Do
- 1:12:17Speaker 1: not thy grace postpone for THEE. I'll sigh while I
- 1:12:21Speaker 1: am captive in this prison held ne'er will I stay
- 1:12:25Speaker 1: recounting my petitions until thou hast raised up and crowned me.
- 1:12:31Speaker 1: If I forget thee my God, my sweetest love, who
- 1:12:34Speaker 1: wooest me, may I into oblivion, dark sink down, Nor
- 1:12:39Speaker 1: of entire creation. Let there be one who of me
- 1:12:43Speaker 1: sad soul takes any thought ecstasy Wrapt in oblivion, the
- 1:12:53Speaker 1: soul doth, in a single moment, learn more than the
- 1:12:56Speaker 1: busy brain and sense, with all their toil, could ever learn.
- 1:13:02Speaker 1: Mirrored within its God, it views to day, tomorrow and
- 1:13:06Speaker 1: the past, and faith sees here in time the things
- 1:13:11Speaker 1: that through eternity shall last. End of Section sixteen. End
- 1:13:22Speaker 1: of Poetry of Saint John of the Cross,