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- 0:01Speaker 1: We all remember where we were on ninety eleven. It's
- 0:05Speaker 1: doubtful anyone remembers where you were on nine to ten
- 0:09Speaker 1: the day before. Sort of the way life is, since
- 0:16Speaker 1: we don't know what's coming around the corner. And that's
- 0:21Speaker 1: even true today. Things happen in an unguarded moment that
- 0:29Speaker 1: a day or two later, if we're not careful, we'll
- 0:34Speaker 1: haunt us for the rest of our days. If only
- 0:40Speaker 1: we had known ahead of time, Who knows what could
- 0:45Speaker 1: have been done, at least in part to stave off
- 0:52Speaker 1: what became the worst tragedy of an attack on our
- 0:57Speaker 1: own country, the savages who took the lives of over
- 1:04Speaker 1: three thousand people. Serious thought, I realize, But I stand
- 1:15Speaker 1: before you today to talk about one of the insidious
- 1:22Speaker 1: temptations in ministry that you may not realize right now
- 1:29Speaker 1: is finding root in your life. But may some day,
- 1:36Speaker 1: in an unguarded moment, explode, and from that day on
- 1:46Speaker 1: you will live in the sadness of its impact on
- 1:53Speaker 1: your life. Now, having said that in a rather dramatic way,
- 1:59Speaker 1: I want to turned back to the subject we were
- 2:02Speaker 1: thinking of earlier, which is far more pleasant, and that
- 2:07Speaker 1: is the role of a servant. I came on the
- 2:11Speaker 1: campus sixty years ago this summer, so coming back is
- 2:17Speaker 1: always a wonderful reminder of the grace of God, because
- 2:24Speaker 1: I can tell you without hesitation, in my opinion, I
- 2:29Speaker 1: was the least deserving of a place to sit as
- 2:34Speaker 1: a student at Dallas Seminary. Trying to look humble. Looking
- 2:40Speaker 1: humble stinks. I'm just telling you the truth. I never
- 2:45Speaker 1: dreamed there would be the kind of future God has
- 2:49Speaker 1: made possible for us, because I truly did believe, having
- 2:56Speaker 1: been raised as I was, that the best I could
- 3:01Speaker 1: ever say for myself is that I'm a servant of God.
- 3:07Speaker 1: And I think that's one of the greatest titles in
- 3:11Speaker 1: the world. Paul writes of it in the fourth chapter
- 3:14Speaker 1: of First Corinthians. If you would like to check that
- 3:19Speaker 1: with me, the very first verse. Let others regard us
- 3:28Speaker 1: in this manner as servants of Christ and stewards of
- 3:35Speaker 1: the mysteries of God. First as servants and then as stewards.
- 3:47Speaker 1: They're not the same. We'll take the words apart for
- 3:52Speaker 1: the next few moments, and I think you'll appreciate the
- 3:56Speaker 1: unusual nature of the first word. It's a term Paul
- 4:01Speaker 1: uses nowhere else in all of his writings, and it's
- 4:06Speaker 1: a surprising term because when he refers to servants on
- 4:12Speaker 1: other occasions, even in the previous chapter, he doesn't use
- 4:18Speaker 1: this word. This is a one time only term used
- 4:22Speaker 1: by the Apostle. It means under rower. Strange sound, isn't it,
- 4:33Speaker 1: Because it referred to a time when ships were built
- 4:37Speaker 1: differently than today, and when they were moved through the
- 4:44Speaker 1: water in a different manner than ships moved today. In
- 4:49Speaker 1: the larger, longer ships called the Tryrene vessels, there were
- 4:57Speaker 1: three layers, three days down below of those who rode,
- 5:05Speaker 1: and they were called by this word under rowers. A
- 5:14Speaker 1: classmate friend of mine named David Roper, in a great
- 5:18Speaker 1: little book you need to have in your library titled
- 5:22Speaker 1: A Burden, shared rights of this word. And because he
- 5:29Speaker 1: says it better than I could, I want to read
- 5:32Speaker 1: some things David says about this word. Literally, the word
- 5:37Speaker 1: means under rowers. Originally referred to the slaves who pulled
- 5:44Speaker 1: the sweeps in ancient seagoing vessels. It was slave labor
- 5:52Speaker 1: that kept the galleys going. If I follow Paul's analogy,
- 5:58Speaker 1: Rite Roper, he's saying that we leaders who make the
- 6:04Speaker 1: galley go, so to speak, are mere under rowers. We're
- 6:11Speaker 1: just part of the crew. Don't miss any of this.
- 6:15Speaker 1: You who are greatly gifted, you who have promise, You
- 6:21Speaker 1: whom I worry about the most. You who are highly intelligent,
- 6:27Speaker 1: who ace the courses, who will sail through this school
- 6:31Speaker 1: with hardly a blip on your academic record. I fear
- 6:36Speaker 1: most for you, because waiting at the gate of your
- 6:43Speaker 1: future will be this insidious temptation called envy that leads
- 6:54Speaker 1: to greed. But continuing, they are the ones seated down
- 7:01Speaker 1: below decks in the lower seats, pulling on each one
- 7:07Speaker 1: on his own or with all the other rowers. We're
- 7:11Speaker 1: not up on top. That's the captain's place. We set
- 7:18Speaker 1: neither the course nor the cadence. It is his task
- 7:25Speaker 1: to determine the heading and to call the stroke. This
- 7:32Speaker 1: is something quite different from the usual picture of the
- 7:36Speaker 1: pastor on the main deck, resplendent in full regalia, telescope
- 7:42Speaker 1: in one hand, tiller in the other, the only one
- 7:45Speaker 1: who knows where the church is going, with everyone else
- 7:50Speaker 1: down below. No, no, no. The apostle wanted to be
- 7:56Speaker 1: regarded in a much different way as one of God's
- 8:03Speaker 1: galley slaves down in the hold with the rest of
- 8:08Speaker 1: God's people, pulling on an oar like everyone else. That's
- 8:15Speaker 1: what we are. If it was good enough for Paul,
- 8:20Speaker 1: it's good enough for us. In fact, we just read it.
- 8:26Speaker 1: Let others regard us in this manner as under rovers.
- 8:31Speaker 1: But it isn't so much about him. He would be
- 8:34Speaker 1: the first to tell you. It's about the one he
- 8:37Speaker 1: and we pattern our lives after, who had every reason
- 8:42Speaker 1: to strut his stuff, but never did. He came humbled
- 8:47Speaker 1: himself and became obedient into even unto a cross kind
- 8:54Speaker 1: of death, says Philippians two. That's the servant. Notice the
- 9:04Speaker 1: other word is the word steward. Let others see us
- 9:10Speaker 1: or know us as stewards. As best time, I am
- 9:16Speaker 1: able to understand this original term. That's a word for
- 9:21Speaker 1: someone who works in the house, behind the scenes, fusses
- 9:26Speaker 1: around in the kitchen with the bread and the wine,
- 9:30Speaker 1: preparing it for the meal. The one who puts together
- 9:33Speaker 1: the recipes and prepares that food for those they will
- 9:38Speaker 1: be serving, often unseen. You will frequently go to a
- 9:44Speaker 1: restaurant serving delicious food, never knowing who the chef is,
- 9:49Speaker 1: never seeing her face or his face so it is
- 9:55Speaker 1: in ministry, the one who works deep in the realm
- 10:01Speaker 1: of God's mysteries, fussing around in the book that we
- 10:07Speaker 1: all love, that intriggers us and holds our attention like
- 10:13Speaker 1: no other literature on earth, so that we might have
- 10:19Speaker 1: prepared well the meal that will be served, whether to
- 10:25Speaker 1: a class or a congregation, or a small group of
- 10:31Speaker 1: those living in the bush we call it, or those
- 10:37Speaker 1: in the military, or wherever God calls us. You're training
- 10:43Speaker 1: for that, so learn it well. That's why the school emphasizes,
- 10:50Speaker 1: day after day, month after month, semester after semester, learn
- 10:55Speaker 1: the book, learn your way around it so that you
- 11:00Speaker 1: don't say stupid things about it, pulling verses from contexts,
- 11:06Speaker 1: saying what you wanted to say, which does not help anybody,
- 11:10Speaker 1: but making sure you are representing what the writer wanted
- 11:15Speaker 1: the reader to understand. That's what we want to know,
- 11:21Speaker 1: that's what God has inspired, and so we are stewards
- 11:26Speaker 1: of the magnificent mysteries of God. In the same context,
- 11:35Speaker 1: the Apostle speaks against boasting. It has no place in
- 11:40Speaker 1: our lives, no place whatsoever, not even a little subtle
- 11:48Speaker 1: hints toward ourselves, little self serving remarks little unguarded moments
- 11:55Speaker 1: where we take the credit. None of that out of place.
- 12:03Speaker 1: Not good servants, that is under rowers and people who
- 12:09Speaker 1: serve behind the scenes, whether butlers are servants in the house, cooks,
- 12:16Speaker 1: people who wash the dishes, clean the pots and pans.
- 12:21Speaker 1: We are those who work in the mysteries and secrets
- 12:25Speaker 1: of God. And what a privilege it is to keep
- 12:29Speaker 1: doing that year after year. Take it from me. The
- 12:33Speaker 1: privilege only intensifies the longer you live. The more you
- 12:39Speaker 1: do it, the more grateful you are for a book
- 12:42Speaker 1: that is infallible, in errant, inexhaustible, that will feed souls
- 12:53Speaker 1: in every context in which you find yourself is a
- 12:59Speaker 1: steward of the mysteries. Now, then, while serving down on
- 13:05Speaker 1: the third uh lowis deck, way below the main deck,
- 13:13Speaker 1: your your mind can play tricks on you. Uh. There
- 13:18Speaker 1: are days, especially when you get fairly good at working
- 13:23Speaker 1: the recipes and serving fairly edible meals. Uh. Before long
- 13:31Speaker 1: you you can be attempted, and you can start thinking
- 13:43Speaker 1: beyond the realm of under rowers and sewards. By the way,
- 13:52Speaker 1: I should have gone on to read that second verse
- 13:56Speaker 1: where it says it is required of us that we
- 13:59Speaker 1: that we be found found, faithful, trustworthy. That that is
- 14:05Speaker 1: the word. It suggests a dogged refusal to jump ship,
- 14:13Speaker 1: a determination to stay.
- 14:16Speaker 2: At it, to row row our boat, to stay at
- 14:22Speaker 2: it year after year, place after place, in season and
- 14:28Speaker 2: out of season.
- 14:29Speaker 1: You know the text, whatever the setting, stay at it,
- 14:36Speaker 1: faithfully doing what you do. Doesn't even say fruitfully, says
- 14:43Speaker 1: faithfully staying at it through hardship, through criticism, through hate mail,
- 14:54Speaker 1: through boredom, through sickness, through in gratitude, through sacrifice. It's
- 15:03Speaker 1: all part of the role of a steward and an
- 15:09Speaker 1: under rower, as part of being faithful. That's what's in
- 15:14Speaker 1: front of us. That's our calling. So settle it in
- 15:18Speaker 1: your mind. This is our future. This is what we do.
- 15:26Speaker 1: Now back to this little ornery temptation that begins to
- 15:37Speaker 1: take our attention off our work. I've been rowing a
- 15:42Speaker 1: long time, you will one day say, and I'm not
- 15:50Speaker 1: complained about being down here. I've got the blisters to
- 15:56Speaker 1: show for it with this or I've been pulling in
- 16:00Speaker 1: my part on this great ship ministry a long time.
- 16:08Speaker 1: Uh seems only right that I uh cash in on
- 16:16Speaker 1: some of the perks that others uh seem to be enjoying.
- 16:24Speaker 1: It seemed like my classmate from seminary back in the
- 16:28Speaker 1: class of whatever. Uh boy, I see what's happened in
- 16:34Speaker 1: his life, and man that hasn't happened in mine. And uh,
- 16:44Speaker 1: I see the church he serves, and I see all
- 16:47Speaker 1: the people that are there, and I see you'll have
- 16:51Speaker 1: the same bunch. And you know, it's it's not that
- 16:56Speaker 1: great shakes about three blocks off main street. Ah. Shoot,
- 17:06Speaker 1: I even ought to be making a lot more money.
- 17:10Speaker 1: Then it starts. It's a thought. It's an alien thought
- 17:15Speaker 1: can happen so easily. It's sort of the not the
- 17:21Speaker 1: nine to eleven in our lives, it's the nine to ten.
- 17:26Speaker 1: It's before it breaks out into the open. It's not
- 17:31Speaker 1: shared with anybody, even your own partner in life. You
- 17:35Speaker 1: just start getting a little greedy. It happened to a
- 17:42Speaker 1: servant whose life is mentioned in Second King's Chapter five.
- 17:48Speaker 1: So if you will turn from First Corinthians four back
- 17:52Speaker 1: to Second Kings five, the last eight verses of the chapter,
- 17:59Speaker 1: you'll meet the man. Here's an interesting story. For the
- 18:05Speaker 1: first nineteen verses of Second King's five. There's a man who,
- 18:12Speaker 1: at least to begin with, is suffering from leprosy. I
- 18:18Speaker 1: don't know if you've ever seen leprosy. I had when
- 18:21Speaker 1: our Marine Corps outfit had the opportunity on the island
- 18:25Speaker 1: of Okinawa to go to the North End, and I
- 18:29Speaker 1: happened to be in the third division band and they
- 18:32Speaker 1: invited us to come. We had a long about two
- 18:36Speaker 1: hour trip, and we got there and we came to
- 18:40Speaker 1: a leper colony. Probably you have never been to a
- 18:44Speaker 1: leper colony. I'd never been to one. And we got
- 18:49Speaker 1: out of the back of this big vehicle and we
- 18:55Speaker 1: got our instruments ready and they were so grateful to
- 18:58Speaker 1: see us because nobody ever ever came to entertain them.
- 19:04Speaker 1: And we had a chance to see people who had
- 19:06Speaker 1: no lips, who had no ears, whose nose was no
- 19:11Speaker 1: longer on their faces, all of them grotesque looking. When
- 19:18Speaker 1: they applauded, they applauded on stumps. Most of them had
- 19:23Speaker 1: only stubs for fingers, and they just loved our music
- 19:29Speaker 1: and they just wanted us to play and play and play.
- 19:33Speaker 1: It was great. We did a couple of encorees even
- 19:37Speaker 1: but the best part was seeing with our own eyes
- 19:41Speaker 1: people with leprosy. It is the most pathetic, heartbreaking scene
- 19:48Speaker 1: that you can imagine these dear people living in their
- 19:56Speaker 1: own colony, unclean, and especially in biblical days, outside the camp,
- 20:07Speaker 1: stay out of the wall, away from the gate. And
- 20:13Speaker 1: of all things, this high ranking officer gets leprosy. I
- 20:22Speaker 1: mean he's in a world of hurt. He also happens
- 20:26Speaker 1: to be rich, or at least has riches available to
- 20:29Speaker 1: him through us chain of events. He's told about a prophet,
- 20:37Speaker 1: Jewish prophet, so he puts his pride in his pocket
- 20:41Speaker 1: and decides it's worth a try, and he went and
- 20:48Speaker 1: attempted to get a hold of that prophet. And the
- 20:50Speaker 1: prophet sent a messenger to the door and say, go
- 20:54Speaker 1: down to the river here and wash, dip into it
- 21:01Speaker 1: a few times, and when you come out, you'll be cleansed.
- 21:04Speaker 1: He was incensed. Doesn't he realize my rank? Do you
- 21:11Speaker 1: know who he's talking to? I mean, is he is
- 21:14Speaker 1: so great that he's got to send a messenger to
- 21:17Speaker 1: the door. I mean, at least I thought he would
- 21:21Speaker 1: come and talk to me. There's no way I'm going
- 21:24Speaker 1: to do that. I got rivers in my own country
- 21:27Speaker 1: that I can dip in. How stupid an idea is
- 21:30Speaker 1: that he gets back and somebody prompts him it might
- 21:34Speaker 1: be worth a try, as you haven't done that before.
- 21:40Speaker 1: So he goes, and you know, the story comes up cleansed. Well,
- 21:52Speaker 1: just like now, when something great happens to an individual
- 21:57Speaker 1: and it's in the category of what one would call
- 21:59Speaker 1: him miracle, most people in the world want to pay
- 22:03Speaker 1: for it. So trust me on this. About three million
- 22:08Speaker 1: dollars worth of stuff he brings with him and he
- 22:12Speaker 1: wants Elisha to take it as a thank you. He
- 22:16Speaker 1: comes genuinely, he comes in all in, all gratitude now
- 22:24Speaker 1: and he says, here this is there are suits of
- 22:26Speaker 1: clothes here, and and there's silver, and there's gold, and
- 22:30Speaker 1: you just take it all. You just look, I'm cleansed.
- 22:36Speaker 1: I don't have that terrible disease anymore. And Elisha makes
- 22:41Speaker 1: it clear I don't want your money. By the way,
- 22:47Speaker 1: it's a nice line to remember. Think before you take
- 22:53Speaker 1: money for a funeral. Please think before you plan a wedding,
- 23:01Speaker 1: knowing it'll it'll really pay nicely. Think seriously about giving
- 23:10Speaker 1: yourself as a under rower and a steward. You'll only
- 23:17Speaker 1: not only shock the recipient, they'll never forget the act
- 23:21Speaker 1: of grace. But Elisha was just built like that because
- 23:27Speaker 1: he's called the servant of the living God, he was
- 23:30Speaker 1: truly a servant. So he turns him away, and the man,
- 23:36Speaker 1: I'm sure amazed that he wouldn't at least take something
- 23:40Speaker 1: for the miracle. But Elisha says to him verse sixteen
- 23:48Speaker 1: of two kings five, I will take nothing, and he
- 23:53Speaker 1: refused it. Okay, Now the problem with this whole thing
- 23:59Speaker 1: is that Elisha has a servant. Then Gahazi Gehazi, who's
- 24:09Speaker 1: hearing all of this, may very well have been the
- 24:12Speaker 1: messenger that went to the door and turned him away,
- 24:15Speaker 1: or at least he turned away because of that. So
- 24:19Speaker 1: Gahazi's been in the middle of all of this and
- 24:20Speaker 1: has watched the possibility of the transfer of the money,
- 24:26Speaker 1: and he doesn't have the attitude that Elisha has. So
- 24:32Speaker 1: we read in verse twenty an alien thought is implanted
- 24:39Speaker 1: in his brain, Gahazi, the servant of Elisha thought. Don't
- 24:48Speaker 1: go too quickly past that. It all begins in the brain,
- 24:55Speaker 1: in the mind, in the imagination thinking, well, I'd like
- 25:04Speaker 1: to have a couple of nice new suits. I mean,
- 25:08Speaker 1: I don't need three million dollars, but half a million
- 25:11Speaker 1: wouldn't be bad. I mean I don't want to be
- 25:16Speaker 1: greedy about this, but I mean the guy's probably offended.
- 25:23Speaker 1: You See, when you begin to rationalize, you could talk
- 25:29Speaker 1: yourself into anything, even another woman who isn't your wife,
- 25:35Speaker 1: or another man who isn't your husband, or another church
- 25:40Speaker 1: that isn't God's call for you, or another role that
- 25:44Speaker 1: he hasn't had for you to fill in Godzi's place.
- 25:49Speaker 1: It's he thought, behold, my master has spared this name
- 25:56Speaker 1: and the Araman by not receiving from his hands what
- 26:00Speaker 1: he brought. As the Lord lives, and look how we
- 26:05Speaker 1: That's that's always a great line to use when you
- 26:08Speaker 1: want to justify it. You before God, as the Lord lives,
- 26:15Speaker 1: I will run after him and I'll take something from him.
- 26:20Speaker 1: The thought is now already in action. I'll find him.
- 26:27Speaker 1: I know which way he went, and so look at
- 26:30Speaker 1: what he does. Watch closely verse twenty one. So Gahazi
- 26:36Speaker 1: pursued Naemon. He pursued him when Naeman saw one running
- 26:42Speaker 1: after him. Now watch the lies as they unfold in
- 26:48Speaker 1: the life of this man. He saw one running after him,
- 26:52Speaker 1: he came down from his chariot to meet him. He said,
- 26:55Speaker 1: is all well, you okay? Everything okay? Back there at
- 27:02Speaker 1: the shack where you and the Elisha hang out. He said,
- 27:08Speaker 1: all is well, that's a lie. It's not well with him.
- 27:13Speaker 1: He's in the middle of deceiving himself. My master has
- 27:19Speaker 1: sent me. That's a lie. But of course when you
- 27:23Speaker 1: want to get something from a rich guy and you
- 27:26Speaker 1: got to build a case, then you got to build
- 27:28Speaker 1: it out of lies, since it's not based on truth.
- 27:35Speaker 1: And Naama could see through it if he didn't word
- 27:38Speaker 1: it this way. And he's not through lying. He says, behold,
- 27:44Speaker 1: just now, two young seminary students from Dallas, sons of
- 27:50Speaker 1: the prophets, have come to me, from the hill country
- 27:52Speaker 1: of Ephraim. Give them a talent and say, that's a lie.
- 27:57Speaker 1: But it makes it sound better if you're going to
- 28:00Speaker 1: get it for a couple of seminary students. They're always poor,
- 28:04Speaker 1: they always need something. So let me raise a little
- 28:08Speaker 1: money for Nelliet and put a new suit on their
- 28:10Speaker 1: on their backs. Uh, and and two changes of clothes.
- 28:15Speaker 1: It's all a lie. And Namon said, will be pleased
- 28:21Speaker 1: to take two talents, and he urged him, and he
- 28:24Speaker 1: bound two talents of silver and two bags with two
- 28:27Speaker 1: changes of clothing and gave them to two of his servants,
- 28:31Speaker 1: and they carried they carried them before him, and it
- 28:35Speaker 1: all looks so good, and Namon left feeling great. At
- 28:38Speaker 1: least they took something. I feel better about it. And
- 28:42Speaker 1: and uh, and Gahazi thinks, now, I got to get
- 28:45Speaker 1: that from those guys, because they're not gonna they're not
- 28:48Speaker 1: gonna touch it. Look at the next line. When he
- 28:50Speaker 1: came to the hill, he took it all from their hand.
- 28:53Speaker 1: It's all for him. He he acted so pious. Yes,
- 29:02Speaker 1: and he says he deposited them in the house and
- 29:06Speaker 1: he sent them away, see you later, guys. And they departed.
- 29:14Speaker 1: He went in and stood before his master. Is where
- 29:18Speaker 1: it gets pretty ugly. Be sure your sins will find
- 29:24Speaker 1: you out you mess secretly with pornography, it's going to
- 29:29Speaker 1: catch up with you. It ain't a secret. And if
- 29:34Speaker 1: you're doing that, it's only a matter of time. So
- 29:38Speaker 1: he either deal with why you're doing it and stop it,
- 29:40Speaker 1: or get out of Dallas Seminary. Don't live a lie.
- 29:48Speaker 1: Don't let us help you cultivate a habit that's going
- 29:51Speaker 1: to ruin the very thing we're trying to prepare you for.
- 29:55Speaker 1: Don't go there tell yourself the truth. But see this
- 30:02Speaker 1: is the moment of truth. It for it Gahazi, And
- 30:05Speaker 1: Elijah says to Gahazi, where have you been? Are you
- 30:10Speaker 1: ready for another bold face lie? Gahazi said, your servant
- 30:18Speaker 1: went nowhere. See when you'll lie to yourself, and then
- 30:23Speaker 1: when you lie to someone else, you'll have no problem
- 30:25Speaker 1: lying to your master. I didn't go anywhere. Your servant
- 30:33Speaker 1: went nowhere, And he said to him, did not my
- 30:38Speaker 1: heart go with you? When the man turned from his
- 30:41Speaker 1: chariot to meet you, how do they know that he
- 30:44Speaker 1: is a man of God? God speaks to Elisha. Is
- 30:51Speaker 1: it time to receive money and to receive clothing and
- 30:55Speaker 1: olive groves and vineyards and sheep and oxen and male
- 30:58Speaker 1: and female servant? What are you thinking? Therefore, the leprosy
- 31:05Speaker 1: of Naman shall cling to you into your descendants for effort.
- 31:11Speaker 1: So he went out from his presence, white, a leprous
- 31:15Speaker 1: white as snow. Okay, you've listened very carefully, and I
- 31:20Speaker 1: appreciate it. Obviously. I feel passionate about this because I
- 31:24Speaker 1: have seen this. Details are different, greed is the same.
- 31:31Speaker 1: And don't think for a moment that I don't know
- 31:35Speaker 1: what it is to be tempted. Because I fight the
- 31:38Speaker 1: temptations just like you fight them. That's why it turned
- 31:42Speaker 1: out so ugly. I've been fighting them all these years,
- 31:46Speaker 1: and thank goodness, I've yielded to just the ones that
- 31:51Speaker 1: I've been able to handle and deal with. None of
- 31:54Speaker 1: them scandalous, thank god. But some of them has scared
- 31:58Speaker 1: me to death when I've thought about them. Let me
- 32:01Speaker 1: tell you my story. Now you're all really listening. When
- 32:08Speaker 1: I graduated, it was my privilege to have opportunity to
- 32:15Speaker 1: go one of four places. One was Dayton, Ohio, one
- 32:20Speaker 1: was Chadanooga, Tennessee, one was Castro Valley, California. And one
- 32:24Speaker 1: was to stay right here and remain on In the
- 32:28Speaker 1: most enviable position one can imagine. As a graduate from
- 32:33Speaker 1: Dallas Seminary in nineteen sixty three, I could serve as
- 32:37Speaker 1: the assistant to doctor J. Dwight Pentecost. I've been serving
- 32:42Speaker 1: at Grace Bible Church for two two and a half years,
- 32:46Speaker 1: and doctor Pentecost felt he needed an assistant. He had
- 32:50Speaker 1: no one to help him at Grace Bible Church. And
- 32:54Speaker 1: he said to me, if you're willing, I'm willing to
- 32:59Speaker 1: have you, and we would love to have you interviewed,
- 33:04Speaker 1: and we'd love to have you be our assistant pastor.
- 33:12Speaker 1: I thought about the opportunities, and Cynthia was carrying our
- 33:17Speaker 1: second child. We had lost a baby between our first
- 33:21Speaker 1: and this pregnancy, so we were sort of afraid. She
- 33:25Speaker 1: was bleeding from a car accident we had had, and
- 33:29Speaker 1: we were afraid of losing our sweep a second baby,
- 33:33Speaker 1: as we had lost the first one in a miscarriage.
- 33:39Speaker 1: And we talked over it at length. I knew the
- 33:44Speaker 1: people in Grace and they knew me, and it wouldn't
- 33:47Speaker 1: involve a long move and I could serve there. And
- 33:49Speaker 1: I wasn't ready for a pastor. I knew I wasn't,
- 33:53Speaker 1: and I thought, if you're willing to doctor Pentecost to
- 33:57Speaker 1: help me and train me, I'd consider or an absolute honor.
- 34:02Speaker 1: And I really was honored. They amazingly said yes, voted
- 34:08Speaker 1: me in, and I became his assistant pastor. Now, doctor
- 34:14Speaker 1: Pentecost at that time was the voice, especially in the
- 34:18Speaker 1: realm of biblical prophecy. If there was a conference held
- 34:22Speaker 1: and it was on that subject, if you didn't invite
- 34:25Speaker 1: doctor DWIGHTE. Pentecosts, you were missing something very important. Unless
- 34:29Speaker 1: you brought in John Walvert. If you had them both,
- 34:33Speaker 1: you had a packed house. And they all wanted to
- 34:37Speaker 1: hear what either one of them said about future things.
- 34:41Speaker 1: And our church at Grace grew. We built a new
- 34:45Speaker 1: building and it became a little by a little full,
- 34:51Speaker 1: and it's not fulled with two services and a Sunday
- 34:54Speaker 1: evening service. And what a joy to serve in a
- 34:59Speaker 1: situation that is just if you've ever been in one
- 35:02Speaker 1: like that, or will be, you'll know what it is
- 35:05Speaker 1: to feel the thrill of such growth and excitement. And
- 35:11Speaker 1: never once did I watch Doctor Pentecost call attention to himself. He,
- 35:16Speaker 1: in fact, was painfully shy. In fact, he said to
- 35:20Speaker 1: me on one occasion, Chuck after the service, I don't
- 35:24Speaker 1: always know what I've never told him what it is,
- 35:26Speaker 1: but I'm telling you today. He said he's gone, so
- 35:30Speaker 1: he won't corn him me afterwards, and he said, I
- 35:34Speaker 1: don't know what to say. People bring their babies and
- 35:37Speaker 1: I think, oh, nice baby, and I he said, you
- 35:42Speaker 1: kind of have this gift of gab. I thought, is
- 35:45Speaker 1: this a compliment or is this? So he said, you
- 35:48Speaker 1: know what to say? Could you stand near me? And
- 35:51Speaker 1: I said, doctor pentecost, I would be honored to stand
- 35:54Speaker 1: near you. As a matter of fact, maybe it'll rub off.
- 35:57Speaker 1: So I was there with him following service after service,
- 36:02Speaker 1: just year after year. It was a marvelous experience. Now
- 36:06Speaker 1: when he traveled to speak of all things, he asked
- 36:10Speaker 1: me to preach in his place, and the church was packed,
- 36:15Speaker 1: of course, because they thought he was preaching on that
- 36:19Speaker 1: Sunday that I was going to be there. But how
- 36:23Speaker 1: easy for me to think, wow, and how few guys
- 36:28Speaker 1: as young as I was and as inexperienced had such
- 36:32Speaker 1: a captive audience. Then I had a visit from an
- 36:37Speaker 1: elder in Grace, never forget it. Love. The man name
- 36:43Speaker 1: was Jim. Jim said to me one day, Chuck, you
- 36:45Speaker 1: got a few minutes. I said sure. He said something
- 36:49Speaker 1: I want to I want to say to you. It's
- 36:52Speaker 1: it's kind of a warning. And I said, uh sure.
- 36:57Speaker 1: And I quickly went back, thinking, have I done uh something?
- 37:02Speaker 1: Have I said something you know how you'll do? And
- 37:05Speaker 1: and he said no, no, I don't. Nothing's out of
- 37:08Speaker 1: line yet. But he said, us want to tell you, Uh,
- 37:15Speaker 1: you're in an enviable place. And we on an elder
- 37:19Speaker 1: team know that maybe even more than you do. And
- 37:25Speaker 1: we just want you to realize that all this popularity
- 37:31Speaker 1: for you, and I'll never forget the words, is a
- 37:34Speaker 1: borrowed popularity. Isn't that a good line? I said, I
- 37:41Speaker 1: know it, Jim. He said, don't ever forget that. You
- 37:46Speaker 1: don't deserve these crowds. It's not your flock. And he said, no,
- 37:54Speaker 1: nobody's said to me that if they think you're trying
- 37:58Speaker 1: to like that, but they know you're human. He said,
- 38:05Speaker 1: if you're not careful, before long, you will start to
- 38:11Speaker 1: think alien thoughts. What he was doing was wanting to
- 38:17Speaker 1: guard me against the Gehazi syndrome. Don't get caught up
- 38:23Speaker 1: in it. Yours is a borrowed popularity. They didn't come
- 38:31Speaker 1: to hear you. They thought the man was on and
- 38:36Speaker 1: he was gone. You don't know how many of them went. Oh, brother,
- 38:43Speaker 1: that helped me so much, And I still remember it
- 38:50Speaker 1: to this day when I stepped into the role as
- 38:54Speaker 1: president of this school house as the least likely Chad
- 39:00Speaker 1: to date. But you know what worked because I followed
- 39:03Speaker 1: great men and I stood on their shoulders and they
- 39:09Speaker 1: hadn't made a mess of things, and they were men
- 39:13Speaker 1: of integrity, and there was nothing I had to clean up.
- 39:19Speaker 1: I just had to build on what was already established,
- 39:25Speaker 1: and to keep my eyes on the role of an
- 39:29Speaker 1: underrower and a steward. That's what I'm good at. Not
- 39:37Speaker 1: much more, but i'm good at that. I can grab
- 39:42Speaker 1: that over and I've been pulling that thing now for
- 39:45Speaker 1: over fifty five years, and I love it. And I
- 39:51Speaker 1: sometimes think you're too good. God. Thank you for a
- 39:59Speaker 1: book that just preaches itself if I just get out
- 40:02Speaker 1: of the way. Thank you for saying these great things
- 40:07Speaker 1: and revealing this about Ghazi and not telling them all
- 40:12Speaker 1: about me. Thank You that I can go after Ghazi,
- 40:22Speaker 1: and to remember that most of the success is a
- 40:27Speaker 1: borrowed success. Jesus is the one that drew them in.
- 40:35Speaker 1: He's the one they worship for goodness sake. And Jim
- 40:41Speaker 1: left and turned around and stow at the door, and
- 40:43Speaker 1: he said, just remember you got one main calling. Just
- 40:49Speaker 1: love the flock and get out of the way. And
- 40:56Speaker 1: every time I see him, I think him, it's been
- 40:58Speaker 1: all these years. One of the greatest contributions he made
- 41:04Speaker 1: in my life. He made that quiet morning so that
- 41:11Speaker 1: I wouldn't experience a nine to eleven in my ministry.
- 41:17Speaker 1: Let's about it together. Please, Lord, if we had one
- 41:23Speaker 1: single prayer to offer, it would be glorify yourself in
- 41:35Speaker 1: my life, in our lives. Be glorified. Lord, Help us
- 41:43Speaker 1: in the process of learning all these great truths, so
- 41:46Speaker 1: that we can read the recipe and serve the meal,
- 41:52Speaker 1: so that we can row better and more faithfully. Lord God,
- 41:58Speaker 1: may we remember we wouldn't have a ship if it
- 42:02Speaker 1: weren't for you. There'd be no meal if it weren't
- 42:08Speaker 1: for your word. Thank you for blessing us often in
- 42:14Speaker 1: spite of ourselves, But remind us that you share your
- 42:19Speaker 1: glory with no one else. All of it belongs to you.
- 42:25Speaker 1: In the name of Jesus, we pray, everybody said Amen.
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