Latest / The SEANC View / GEN Z Takeover: A Probation Officer's Journey and Insights
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- 0:00Welcome back to another edition of the Gen Z takeover of the Scenic View podcast.
- 0:06My name is Samantha Klein. I am the digital communications specialist here at
- 0:11Scenic, as well as the podcast producer.
- 0:14Alongside me, we have Jameson Rhodes, who is our data engineer, and Ramona Williams.
- 0:24Music.
- 0:31Ramona, why don't you tell us a little bit about your job and what you do?
- 0:35Yes, so I'm currently a probation parole officer in Wake County.
- 0:40So what I do is supervise offenders who currently are on supervision,
- 0:45whether it's through probation or on post-release through the parole commission.
- 0:49And just to start with, so we kind of get a gist, what is something that drew
- 0:54you into public service?
- 0:57Well, I was a criminal justice major, but I do remember growing up as a child,
- 1:02I always wanted to be on the right side of the law.
- 1:05I just enjoyed just seeing police officers, making sure the neighborhoods were
- 1:10safe, making sure people wasn't stealing, doing drugs and things like that.
- 1:14So I always had a passion to like see the greater side of people and as well
- 1:19as protect the good people that are in the community from the bad people because
- 1:23everybody is, you know, not good.
- 1:25Of course, we do want everybody to be good.
- 1:27However, being realistic, you know, there are going to be good and bad people.
- 1:31So as well, just trying to make sure that the good people are safe.
- 1:36And what was the process like for you when it came to finding your position
- 1:42and starting working for state employment as a probation and parole officer?
- 1:47So originally when I first graduated, and I graduated back in 2012,
- 1:52it was difficult for me to find a job in my field.
- 1:56So I actually ended up working in entry-level jobs, whether it was like customer service.
- 2:01And it wasn't until 2019 whether I was able to secure a job working in the state
- 2:07because I felt like because I didn't have experience first coming out of college,
- 2:12that was the main thing that would discredit or get my application thrown out.
- 2:16But now I feel like now being in the work environment now, I'll see a lot of
- 2:22younger people that get the job that I have straight out of college. Yeah.
- 2:27Which I think that is a good thing because they should be offered an opportunity,
- 2:31not just, you know, based on age.
- 2:33But I mean, I do feel like, yes, the job that I do have, you do have to have life experiences.
- 2:38So I guess it is good if you are, I guess, not say older, but,
- 2:43you know, have developed a lot of experience.
- 2:45And I do think that also comes from going to college because my job requires a four year degree.
- 2:49And I think coming out
- 2:52of high school to go into a job like
- 2:55I have you wouldn't have those certain experiences kind
- 2:58of like you deal with in college so that
- 3:01help you in regards to your thinking process
- 3:04how to deal with difficult situations dealing with different type of people
- 3:08because we all have different personalities and one of the main things is having
- 3:13to deal with people with different personalities and still get along and work
- 3:16through things and not create a hostile environment and pretty much you want
- 3:21to be able to come to work each day.
- 3:23I was going to ask where you went to college. I was curious.
- 3:26Yes. I went to Fayetteville State University. Fayetteville State? Nice. FSU Bronco Pride.
- 3:33Yes. We got a lot of members with that Bronco Pride. I'm from Fayetteville initially. I grew up there.
- 3:40So love that area. Used to be on the swim team in high school and would go to
- 3:45FSU four o'clock in the morning to do swim practices.
- 3:49I'll tell you, that pool is cold in the winter.
- 3:52So I had another question. I was curious. So you said you majored in criminal justice, right?
- 3:57So when you went into college, did you know out of the gate that you wanted
- 4:01to major in that or did you explore a little bit?
- 4:05Because a lot of the time you get into college, like the first two years are
- 4:08just general studies stuff usually.
- 4:11So I was curious to see if there was like a certain thing that really pointed
- 4:16you in that direction or if you just always had that passion and interest in criminal justice.
- 4:22For me, I always had that passion. I went in knowing I was going to do criminal justice.
- 4:27I just knew I wanted to be in the criminal field doing something.
- 4:31But my goal was not to be a probation officer. My goal was actually to be a
- 4:35lawyer. And I did end up going to law school. I only went for a semester.
- 4:39However, you know, I still want to do something. So I just kept applying myself.
- 4:45And then I'll read job descriptions, of course. I'm not just going to apply for anything.
- 4:50However, I was surprised to know what all of what probation officer does.
- 4:54I don't think no one knows all of what we do. And we do do a lot.
- 4:58It was blind to me because I never was around anybody that was on supervision.
- 5:03So I didn't know like what to expect.
- 5:05But it was a growing experience. And I mean, a good developing experience as
- 5:09well. And now I love my job.
- 5:11And going along with that, what is something that you wish more of the public knew about your job?
- 5:17I wish the public knew that we do more than just locking people up if they don't
- 5:24do what they're supposed to.
- 5:25We have to sit down, talk to offenders, help them to think about the decisions they're making.
- 5:31We're pretty much walking them through, not like holding their hand,
- 5:35but we're like guiding them through.
- 5:37Talking to them. So sometimes, you know, some office appointments do turn into
- 5:41almost like a therapy session.
- 5:43We're not, you know, licensed therapists. However, it's,
- 5:46pretty much equivalent in my view. So we, as well, we try to address their noncompliance,
- 5:53not just taking them straight to jail. We try to offer them treatment.
- 5:59There's a drug issue, there are mental health issues. And then I think also
- 6:03too, a lot of people are unaware that most people that aren't supervision,
- 6:07they deal with like mental health or substance use.
- 6:10And most of the time because they have substance use is because of the mental
- 6:14health issues. And that's another thing I think a lot of people are unaware.
- 6:18I wish people become more aware of mental health, which I'm a pro mental health.
- 6:23Myself, I am even in therapy. And I just think that everybody should go to therapy,
- 6:27you know, one hour out of the week. that's something that is very helpful for
- 6:32people to have somebody to talk to, not just people that don't supervision,
- 6:35but people as well as state employees.
- 6:38I even think that's one thing that we should incorporate because even though
- 6:42not go far off topic, but even like with taking or having a therapy session,
- 6:46like most of them are doing work hours.
- 6:48So either I have to do it during my lunch hour or take off leave to do that.
- 6:53But I think it would be great if there were designated leave to do like a mental
- 6:57health appointment because it actually is making me a better person,
- 7:00making me a better employee, making me in my personal as well as work, like I said.
- 7:04But yeah. I definitely understand that. I've been in therapy since I was 17
- 7:08years old. I am a big advocate for therapy.
- 7:12I've told my friends, I'll tell them all about it. I think that,
- 7:16as you said, everyone needs a little bit of therapy.
- 7:18You never know what someone's going through and it helps to have someone to
- 7:22talk it out with that's not going to judge. Yes.
- 7:25So in your job, do you get a lot of discretion with the people that you talk to?
- 7:29You know, like you said, you don't just lock them up. So is there ever times
- 7:33where you have that discretion to say, I know maybe things didn't go the way
- 7:37we wanted to right here, but we can still recover?
- 7:40Yes. And try to tell even the finishers on my caseload. I work with honesty, long theory, honest.
- 7:46Yes. So we have like other things set in place, whether to send them to go get
- 7:51an assessment if they don't do that. Even like setting up
- 7:55days for them to do, either sending them to do a substance abuse assessment
- 7:59or even to address it in a way as like either a verbal reprimand.
- 8:04We give worksheets to assist with their thinking, sit down and have conversations
- 8:09with them as we'll give them an option to go to treatment and then set up a plan with them.
- 8:17I mean, and letting them know my goal is the whole purpose of supervision is
- 8:22not to send you back to prison, it's to keep you out of prison.
- 8:25So with that in mind, hopefully we eventually get an understanding.
- 8:30And then of course, you have to learn that you can't help everybody.
- 8:34So that's another thing that we have to accept when doing this job.
- 8:39I mean, it can get frustrated and disappointing. And for example.
- 8:44I actually just ran into an old offender I had probably maybe like a year or two ago.
- 8:50They were on my caseload. They completed supervision.
- 8:52They were off, you know, drugs. They were doing well. They had gained weight.
- 8:56They was back with their family.
- 8:58And then I was dropping off some interns near the bus station,
- 9:01and I happened to see one of my offenders, and I was just like, I called him to me.
- 9:05I was like, oh my goodness. I was like, I can't believe I'm seeing you right here.
- 9:09And then he, you know, he just put his head down as he was like disappointed.
- 9:13He was like, Mr. Williams, I'm sorry.
- 9:14And then I'm just like, you know, who are you with? Like he was with another person.
- 9:18And then I was just like, he said, oh, this is my friend. I'm like, that's not your friend.
- 9:22I was like, you need to go back home. And I was like, please go back to,
- 9:26you know, the healing transitions, go back to treatment.
- 9:29Even though he's off supervision, you know, it was just still disappointing.
- 9:32Like he had did so very well, but even with stories like that,
- 9:36they may have completed successfully us.
- 9:38And then, you know, eventually they get off, they may revert back.
- 9:41I mean, yeah, it was disappointing, but however, I hopefully,
- 9:44I felt like what I said to him, it did stuck.
- 9:47So I pray and hope he went back to go get treatment.
- 9:50But those are like some of the things that we have to deal with.
- 9:53We do have success stories. We have disappointing stories. You can want the best for them.
- 9:58My goal, it is for even once they are off supervision to stay either sober,
- 10:03stay away, stay out of the system.
- 10:05That's the goal. Even though They don't have to see me no more.
- 10:08Just stay out of the system.
- 10:10And now moving on to your agency.
- 10:13So is your position technically under Department of Adult Correction or is it
- 10:19Department of Public Safety?
- 10:21It's NCDAC, the Adult Corrections.
- 10:24And what are some specific challenges that you feel like you face in your position at your agency?
- 10:31Well, one of the challenges is monetary challenges.
- 10:36With all the work that we do do, I do believe that it should equate to the amount
- 10:42of work as the amount of money, even though they did come up with the step plans.
- 10:47And, you know, there was a increase. However, with the economy, that increase.
- 10:53So it's like pretty much the same money. but so
- 10:56it's not like people look at it oh you make this amount
- 10:59but the economy the prices of everything went
- 11:02up from when I started literally my rent
- 11:04has doubled even though my salary has
- 11:07doubled so it's the same so I would like to see increases and then like even
- 11:12with the budget and stuff I know the budget and stuff hadn't passed so even
- 11:17with my department like you know having shortages on things and there was like
- 11:20oh we're waiting for the budget to pass so that's something And that's definitely a challenge.
- 11:25And I wish they could find money somewhere to give to us, like even as far as bonuses.
- 11:31And then plus keeping the veteran staff. So I've been there now going on like six and a half years.
- 11:38So I guess now consider a veteran because, well, I'm on the last step plan.
- 11:42So, but yes, I wish they would do more for the experienced staff as well.
- 11:48Because even with the sign-on bonus that they were doing to get people to apply
- 11:52and be hired and stuff, they were doing a sign-on bonus.
- 11:55And then I was like, well, it'd be nice if we have a keep-on bonus.
- 11:59Keep us, you know, we are training the new staff and stuff.
- 12:03So you will want to have more experienced officers versus the newer, of course.
- 12:10And with that, if you could sit face-to-face with legislators,
- 12:14lawmakers, what is one thing that you would like to ask them or even tell them?
- 12:19Well, actually, I would like to say, could you go spend maybe a week with me
- 12:24at work so you can get a better understanding?
- 12:27And I feel like a lot of people that are in charge or, you know,
- 12:31make laws, they don't know how it is working in this position.
- 12:34They're just making the laws. And I understand that.
- 12:37Their part, but I would love for them to understand us as well,
- 12:41because then they'll see, okay, you do do a lot. This job does require a lot.
- 12:47Even as far as I work in Wake County, and we don't have like designated parking.
- 12:54So we either have to park in like residential areas, which is like further down
- 12:58and still walk to work to the courthouse, or we risk parking in the paid spots.
- 13:04And then as well, top of that, if your meter expired, they ticket our state vehicles.
- 13:11And yes, they ticket our cars. I mean, and it's like they get a kick out of
- 13:16it because they know we have to pay.
- 13:18But I mean, like other police officers cars, they don't ticket those cars or
- 13:22anything like that. But yes, they ticket our cars.
- 13:24They don't mind. And I personally have gotten tickets and it's just like it
- 13:30racks up and that's a lot of money throughout the years.
- 13:33So that's one thing working in Wake County is the parking.
- 13:38I mean, even with just give us designated parking, free parking or close to
- 13:43the building because it is a safety hazard for us to walk far from the office.
- 13:48And then like you got people walking down the street as well.
- 13:52And It's a lot of homeless people downtown and, you know, they're not on medications.
- 13:57They are sometimes acting erratic and stuff like that. So it puts us at risk
- 14:03and then you never know who's watching you.
- 14:06And that's another thing, too. Like, I think I may have helped somebody with an arrest.
- 14:10I don't remember the person, but the person remembers me and they're like,
- 14:13oh, you locked me up. And I'm like, I'll lock you up.
- 14:16OK, I'm like, you got yourself locked up, but I may have been there.
- 14:21That puts a target on your back you don't know so I think
- 14:25that too should you know be taken in consideration we
- 14:28need to be like in secure parking because this
- 14:31has happened to me was walking down the street and stuff
- 14:34too but yes getting back I would love for them to like
- 14:37sit for us for a week because we're in the field we're in the office we in court
- 14:42I mean in court is a whole nother story that's like all day we can be in district
- 14:48and in superior court and then of course going to the jail we do prison pickups
- 14:52if they're deemed homeless We have to help find them housing.
- 14:56And say if we do find them housing, they're deemed homeless.
- 14:59For instance, we do have, our department do have what we call the transitional
- 15:03house here in Wake County.
- 15:05And there are some across the county as well.
- 15:07But like, for instance, if they're deemed homeless, we pick them up.
- 15:11Say they're at Central Prison, but the opening is in Buncombe County.
- 15:15We have to drive them there and, you know, of course drive back. Do they pay for your gas?
- 15:21Well, we drive state vehicles. So, yeah, they give us a gas card.
- 15:26But, yeah, those are some of the things that we do. And then,
- 15:29of course, assisting our own coworkers and stuff with help as well.
- 15:33And then we have a caseload.
- 15:35So we do have specialized caseloads as well as a regular caseload.
- 15:40But it can range up to 70 people that you have to supervise.
- 15:45And then you have to make sure you're doing a poor policy. And it's like we
- 15:49have deadlines and stuff that we have to do.
- 15:51We go out to the home. We have to do home visits.
- 15:53We have to do walkthroughs. We do searches, you know, making sure they're not
- 15:57having any illegal drugs, any weapons.
- 16:00So I feel like we do a lot. And then like dealing with not only just them,
- 16:04but then their family members and even with victims as well.
- 16:07We have to deal with that.
- 16:08And then even dealing with people who come from other states to our state.
- 16:12So I would love for them to just see, you know, all of what we do and just really
- 16:17take note because as well, even with the administrative paperwork.
- 16:22North Carolina pretty much have become electronic. So we are like now filing our own stuff.
- 16:26You have to make sure you're filing correct paperwork.
- 16:29It's processes to that as well. I feel like we do a lot.
- 16:34We are given the discretion to make decisions. So that's a lot as well.
- 16:38But we also, too, have to have conversations with our supervisor as well to
- 16:42make sure we're making the right decision.
- 16:44But we are given a lot of discretion to how we want to supervise offenders within
- 16:49the guidelines, of course.
- 16:51But, yes, I would love them to know what we do.
- 16:54And then hopefully they consider, OK, I didn't know that because I was the same
- 16:59way prior to being in the job.
- 17:00I did not know they did all of this. I was like, oh, wow.
- 17:04Well, like I said, because I didn't have nobody that I knew that was on supervision.
- 17:07But of course, until you actually in it, then you actually get to see it.
- 17:12So and then you actually get to feel it. And that's another thing.
- 17:16So I think if they at least get some ride alongs with us and see,
- 17:21OK, this department here, they do need a lot of more resources as well.
- 17:27Yeah, it sounds like you guys can be pretty stretched thin with where you are
- 17:32and how much you're doing at once. That's wow. That's a lot.
- 17:35Just thinking about how widespread your job actually covers.
- 17:40Yeah. It sounds like there's a disconnect between the decision makers and the
- 17:44people who actually are doing the work.
- 17:47So, like, I mean, I agree with you. It'd be nice if someone that could make
- 17:50these decisions could experience it firsthand and then they can remember that
- 17:55whenever they're talking about whether they're talking about how to monetize
- 17:58that work or what benefits to give it like priority parking and stuff.
- 18:03I think it's crazy you get tickets because you don't have a designated parking
- 18:08place for your job. I mean, that doesn't make sense.
- 18:12I mean, the least they could do is it's a state vehicle. Okay,
- 18:15well, you know, don't ticket those. Right.
- 18:18That's really crazy to me, especially because downtown, it is so difficult to find parking.
- 18:23And residential parking is
- 18:24very far away from the courthouse because I drive down there quite often.
- 18:29And I've seen how far that parking is. And that does sound very dangerous,
- 18:34given your position, especially not knowing if there is someone who could be...
- 18:39Targeting you because of your position. Yeah, they can see where you park and
- 18:44just wait for you to walk back to your car. They don't have to follow you. Right.
- 18:48It's not right. I definitely understand where there's some fear as well that
- 18:52comes with your position. Yes.
- 18:54Then let's talk a little bit more about Scenic. So how long have you been a Scenic member for?
- 18:59I was a Scenic member when I first got started. So since 2019,
- 19:02but I didn't become active until probably a few years later.
- 19:07I remember, I believe you were in new delegate orientation my first year at
- 19:14convention, which was 2022.
- 19:17Yes. And so what are some things and benefits that Scenic offers that attracted
- 19:22you to be a member as well as get more involved?
- 19:25I'll say the outreach for the state employees because people are like,
- 19:31oh, they just take your money.
- 19:32I mean, but I was just giving my money away, But I wasn't I didn't become active.
- 19:37And so once I became active, I went back to the office. I'm like, yeah, they do a lot.
- 19:42And like you said, my first convention was in 2022.
- 19:46And I went to the new delegate and I was like, oh, you know,
- 19:49I'll begin, you know, listening and understanding.
- 19:51OK, that's what they do. And, you know, I think it's just more so a lack of
- 19:56knowledge that people have.
- 19:58And then like, well, you know, they just spread what they know.
- 20:01But that's why I try to spread what I know as well.
- 20:04As far as like the benefit wise, like the insurance benefits,
- 20:08especially for me learning that my state insurance didn't cover orthodontics.
- 20:14So until somebody else had told me, I was like, well, you know,
- 20:18you get Delta Dental that cover adult orthodontics. I was like, OK, great.
- 20:23So thankfully, and I've currently have my braces. I'm almost done now.
- 20:27So I was grateful for that because I always wanted braces. But I was about to
- 20:30pay fully out of pocket for that amount of braces.
- 20:34And that became like a walking billboard for me. Like, I can't tell you how
- 20:38many people I got to sign up in for people to actually get braces.
- 20:42I was like, oh, wow. Like, I don't know. Like, us adults really want braces.
- 20:46But it's more so like, OK, the lack of funds and, you know, the benefit wise.
- 20:51So that part I really love.
- 20:53But of course, learning that they were advocating for us with the legislative
- 20:57and stuff and regarding the raises, like even as going to having membership
- 21:02drives and stuff, talking to other people.
- 21:05And most of the time I am talking to people who are already signed up as a senior
- 21:09member and then, you know, explaining to them what they do for us.
- 21:13And then I'm letting them know where other benefits that they offer for us,
- 21:17because a lot of people, like I said, do not know even with regarding like the
- 21:20insurance systems and stuff.
- 21:22And even going to convention, which I really love to see, that was that was
- 21:28very different for me. and I'm glad they do have the new delegate to tell us,
- 21:32okay, the expectations of
- 21:35what you're going to see if somebody don't agree with a bylaw.
- 21:39And then even being on, I had the opportunity to be on the impact committee for my district.
- 21:45And so I was able to interview, I was on some interviews with the people that
- 21:51we were planning on endorsing.
- 21:52So that was great to see and that they take our interest.
- 21:56They're like, okay, well, this person will really think about us and state employees.
- 22:01Because I think they like just, I don't want to say, like, people forget about us.
- 22:05State employees, I know for me, this was considered like a glorified position.
- 22:10And, you know, people think they have, you know, great benefits.
- 22:13However, we do have great benefits, but it could be a lot better.
- 22:17And it can't be just what it was like years ago.
- 22:21It has to get better. So I do appreciate scenic, you know, advocating better,
- 22:25even like for the retirees.
- 22:27They can't live off on the same amount of money they got, especially with the economy and stuff.
- 22:33And to see like scenic advocating for us on that.
- 22:36Following that, how has your involvement with scenic personally impacted you
- 22:42and your experience as a state employee?
- 22:44Well, scenic has gotten me to be more outspoken in regards to advocating.
- 22:51Like even within my office, I'll tell them, oh, I'm going to go do a scenic event.
- 22:56Oh, Ramona, you're always going to go do It's scenic, scenic.
- 22:59I was like, I love scenic.
- 23:03And so even with meeting people, like meeting you, because I know you remember like how I met you.
- 23:09I think one of my coworkers, she came with me too. And I was like,
- 23:13oh, I want her to take a picture of me.
- 23:16She was like, she'll take a picture. Just tell her. So she told you to take
- 23:19a picture of me. And then like that picture was ended up in one of the pamphlets.
- 23:24And I was like, I saw I was going around the office. I was like, I'm famous.
- 23:27I still have that picture. I know exactly what picture you're talking about.
- 23:31And now I get one of you every year at commencement. Okay.
- 23:35Thank you. And so I had it in my office. So I had it like the pamphlet.
- 23:40I was like, oh, yeah, look, I'm famous.
- 23:44And that's another thing. People know that I love taking pictures.
- 23:47So that was one of my things.
- 23:49And, like, I use that as a way to try to get people on board to become active,
- 23:55like, as an active member. And I tell them you have to actually go to some meetings
- 23:59and, you know, then you become active.
- 24:01So in their mind, they was thinking they're getting money drafted out there.
- 24:06Yeah, you are a member, but you're not an active member.
- 24:09And then I was explaining, like, even with the convention, that was like was
- 24:13a great deal of experience for me.
- 24:14And like meeting people from other parts and stuff and still gaining and developing
- 24:20relationships and stuff. Yeah.
- 24:22Just networking as well and then able to tell and hear like what other departments
- 24:27and stuff are experiencing.
- 24:29And some of them are we can relate because we do have the same thing.
- 24:33And I think one of them is just money.
- 24:36And then we can relate on that. Seems to be a challenge throughout state employment
- 24:41is a lack of not just funds to provide what you guys need in the office,
- 24:48but also sometimes a lack of pay raises and COLA increases for the retiree. Yes.
- 24:56And I feel like I do, as someone who hears a lot about this stuff and sits in
- 25:01the office and we have these conversations a lot, it is a common issue across
- 25:06the board of different agencies that we will talk to different members from.
- 25:11So I completely understand where that comes zone. Yes.
- 25:16So like that question made me think of something. I wanted to ask,
- 25:19do you think that in your job, like your position that you get to view the world
- 25:23in a different lens than other people?
- 25:26Because you get to see unique situations that I bet an outsider,
- 25:30they would judge it differently than you because you actually get to interact
- 25:34with these people who are going through hard times or they're trying to, you know, restart.
- 25:39Whereas I think someone who wasn't really involved
- 25:43in it they wouldn't look at it the same
- 25:45as you would so I'm curious to see how you describe that
- 25:49lens that you get to see it through yes so like for instance I'm going down
- 25:54the street and I see like a homeless person digging in the you know trash can
- 25:58or something like that you know a person that's not in my field do you know
- 26:02they may deem like oh my gosh he's disgusting you know something like that I'm looking at no oh he make.
- 26:08Displaced he could have fallen on bad terms
- 26:12and this is he you know burnt bridges I'm thinking
- 26:15about all of that collectively like all that goes
- 26:18through my mind when I see somebody struggling and stuff
- 26:20oh they must be dealing with mental health issues it's
- 26:24not like to go ahead and like cast them aside I'm
- 26:27calculating analyzing their whole life what it
- 26:30probably could have been versus like you know
- 26:33just a person not in the field and then as well
- 26:36even with viewing like life situations like
- 26:39I would say I know people like the dean law enforcement is like
- 26:42they the bad people now but like being in the field and
- 26:45like you may watch the same video that we're watching and
- 26:48they like the officer was wrong but I'm looking
- 26:51at it I'm like no the person was wrong the officer
- 26:54was right and so I even find that in some of my
- 26:57personal conversations like dealing with my friends or
- 27:00you know other people you know we may have differences of
- 27:03opinions and so I'm like well until you on
- 27:06that side you don't understand so you don't know like how that feels to have
- 27:12to like take control of a situation and everything is just going fast so it's
- 27:17like it's easy for you to say you're a calm person your heart rate is regular
- 27:21level versus their heart rate is high, everything's just going,
- 27:25like something that you cannot prepare for.
- 27:28And it's different when the outsiders look at it. So that's one thing that I do see differently.
- 27:35And maybe I should have reworded that question to make it a little more like
- 27:38Jameson, because that kind of answers my question as well.
- 27:42Because an opportunity for you guys is you do see the world through a different
- 27:45lens and you look at each person as an individual rather than,
- 27:50Oh, well, that's a stereotype.
- 27:52And I can see where that would be a good opportunity for your position.
- 27:56So kind of similar to the lens, you know, you talk, there's obviously cases
- 28:01where things don't work out, but there's also those cases where people redeem
- 28:05themselves in their success stories, right?
- 28:07And I was curious based on what you said about how some people could see a homeless
- 28:12person digging in the trash and you'll see something totally different than someone else.
- 28:16If you can see maybe not even a homeless person, but all types of people who
- 28:21people outside of your position, they might cast away as like a lost cause that
- 28:26you've actually seen those people redeem themselves and actually become extremely successful people.
- 28:31You know, I was curious if you had even any personal experiences of someone
- 28:35who interacted with you or that you helped out and they actually became really successful.
- 28:41Like they recovered and they lead a really good life and they're just doing well.
- 28:47Yeah. I mean, we end up having a lot of those stories, even though those are
- 28:50not really talked about.
- 28:52And so even for us, like for me, if a person have redeemed themselves,
- 28:57I don't, oh yeah, they was once on supervision or, you know,
- 29:00they was once involved in the criminal justice system versus a person may look at them.
- 29:05Oh, you know they will always be a criminal and like
- 29:08that happens as well like when they're
- 29:11applying for jobs they are a better person they
- 29:14don't do what they did before but yes they was a felon yes they had you know
- 29:18a valid history so jobs just look at what's on paper they don't take account
- 29:23like they change their lives and stuff so that's another barrier as well for
- 29:29them and i wish people I mean,
- 29:31I know you can't give everybody a chance, but, you know,
- 29:35at least don't discredit a person just from like based on like their past history,
- 29:40because especially if you don't know the full story.
- 29:42I mean, I'm not saying everybody's not guilty, but some things I mean,
- 29:46the criminal justice system is what it is.
- 29:48And, you know, there has to have been people.
- 29:51In the criminal justice system that went to jail and prison and they did not
- 29:55do it or, you know, they was just in the wrong place in the wrong time and got a charge.
- 30:00And then some people don't even know how to, even though like you get charged
- 30:04with something, but if you're not convicted, it is a process where you can get
- 30:08that erased from your history.
- 30:10And some people don't do that. So like they'll go to get jobs and they found,
- 30:14yeah, they was charged with certain things and they won't hire them.
- 30:18But in reality, it was just a charge. But, you know, everybody don't look at it that way.
- 30:23Well, they shouldn't have done that or, you know, they shouldn't have been around that person.
- 30:26But anybody can be on the other side of the table. So that's one thing I think
- 30:31societies should look at.
- 30:33You know, don't look down on a person just because they are on supervision.
- 30:37Because I do find, like, you know, some offenders who are on supervision sometimes
- 30:41and, like, they are so embarrassed.
- 30:44They don't want their neighbors to know. They don't want their parents to know.
- 30:48But like if they live with the person, I'm like, I'm sorry.
- 30:51I'm not going to personally tell them exactly what you did. But I'll leave that
- 30:54up to you. You know, it's public knowledge.
- 30:56Just you have to, you know, tell them if they live with the person at their
- 30:59own supervision. And, you know, the rules are. But like they're embarrassed.
- 31:03And I mean, I get the embarrassment. I don't want to embarrass nobody either.
- 31:07And it's like a stigma. I don't want to say they're thrown into a stereotype
- 31:12like, oh, they're on probation. So they must have did something very horrible.
- 31:16So people look at them different and judge them differently.
- 31:19And like, they're like, well, I don't want my coworkers to know.
- 31:22I'm not going to tell your coworkers your own supervision.
- 31:25That's not for me. And, you know, like they don't want to be seen.
- 31:29And I get it, you know, because people are going to automatically think the worst.
- 31:34I don't automatically think the worst being in this field because I know like
- 31:39certain people, sometimes you just ended up with the wrong friend,
- 31:43which I don't really will call them friends. It's just, it's learning experiences.
- 31:48And, you know, that's just the course they had to go through.
- 31:52And I'm just thankful that I was able to stay out of the criminal justice on that side.
- 31:58So I think people just need to keep that in mind. Like, don't just toss them away.
- 32:04Yeah, I think, you know, like you said, if they just toss them away sometimes,
- 32:07I bet that can even undo all the progress they did. Because it's like, I messed up.
- 32:12But, you know, I think I made up for it. But it looks like it doesn't matter.
- 32:15So what's the point, you know?
- 32:17Yeah. Like, imagine you're just trying to get jobs and you just can't.
- 32:20So you're like, I'm just going to go back to doing whatever I want to do.
- 32:24Yeah. And that sometimes happens. Like, that's one of the things you have to
- 32:28have a good support system as well to succeed.
- 32:31So that's what we try to help them define a good environment,
- 32:35be around a good environment.
- 32:36And yes, employment is one of the barriers that will lead a person back to reoffending.
- 32:42Because you can't make money, then they're going to go back to stealing.
- 32:45And then end up back in the system. So it's kind of like we have to stop.
- 32:50Why are they re-offending? So why are they stealing? Are they stealing because
- 32:54of drugs or are they stealing because they're trying to support their family?
- 32:57So if they're trying to steal to support their family, then we need to,
- 33:00like, give opportunities for them to get jobs.
- 33:03And then the jobs that they can get, they only get paid maybe like bare minimum wage.
- 33:08And so you can't support a family just on that amount.
- 33:12But then you can't get hired at a great company where you're making like $20,
- 33:16$25 or $30 an hour because of your record.
- 33:18So it's like what do you do and so I
- 33:21just try to encourage just you know stay the
- 33:24course do what you can and eventually hopefully
- 33:27somebody you know would take a chance with you sometimes
- 33:30you have to go in and plead your case and explain you're not
- 33:33this person just what it was on paper and even
- 33:37with me on paper it looks like I may have done nothing
- 33:40but as far as like even like my work history
- 33:43and stuff and I feel like qualified for more
- 33:46than what my resume says because I
- 33:49one of the things working in this position is learning
- 33:52how to deal with people and even like what supervisory roles like I haven't
- 33:57done a lot but I feel like I've experienced enough to be qualified so it's like
- 34:04it's the same thing don't go by based on my resume that I may not be qualified
- 34:09for this position versus the same way for them as well.
- 34:13All right. Our final question, much more lighthearted. Okay.
- 34:17Do you see yourself ever working towards a leadership position in Scenic?
- 34:23What are the leadership?
- 34:25Well, of course, there's our state officers, but there's also district chairs.
- 34:30We have different committees.
- 34:32Do you see yourself working towards participating and maybe eventually being
- 34:36maybe a chair of those positions or a chair of your district?
- 34:41Yes, I see myself being in the leadership role.
- 34:44Well, I've not had the opportunity to sit on the committee like for the impact,
- 34:49but as well like for being in my district, which is District 41,
- 34:54and we were the district of the year.
- 34:59Shout out to District 41. So we're birthing some great leaders.
- 35:04So only a matter of time and like I'm surrounded by, you know,
- 35:08the great leaders and most of them are the ones that kind of like pull me in
- 35:11and, you know, trying to, you know, help shape me and guide me along the way.
- 35:15So they're like setting, you know, paving the path for me. So it's only eventually
- 35:20time for when it does happen.
- 35:23Well, we look forward to continue watching you on your journey in Scenic as
- 35:27well as your journey through state employment.
- 35:29And thank you so much for coming in and joining us today. But thank you for having me.
- 35:35I greatly appreciate it. I hope what I said, you know, touch some ears and,
- 35:39you know, hopefully make some laughs and smiles.
- 35:43Music.