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ROR 146: Where I'm at · Red Onion Randy - Life in a Supermax Prison

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  Speaker 1: My name is Rob and I've been a long time
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  Speaker 1: listener of the show. I'm twenty nine years old and
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  Speaker 1: I just figured i'd call you and you know, you know,
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  Speaker 1: I'm just saying you know that I listen and just
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  Speaker 1: to keep on keeping on, you know.
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  Speaker 2: Hey, what's up, Randy.
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  Speaker 3: This has been from the Newton Grove, North Carolina. I
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  Speaker 3: hope all is well up there in Keene Mountain.
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  Speaker 2: Well, shit, man, just discovered your podcast.
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  Speaker 4: Hey, you got nothing to.
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  Speaker 5: Say, no questions or nothing much love, stay strong.
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  Speaker 4: Also, just letting you know you're blowing up on YouTube.
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  Speaker 4: I'm from Southeast Tennessee and I thought it a shit
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  Speaker 4: like I shouldn't be seeing ship from somebody in Virginia
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  Speaker 4: in jail.
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  Speaker 1: You're blowing up, dude. Congrats. Hey, Randy's watching your podcast.
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  Speaker 4: Man, I really enjoy him.
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  Speaker 1: I want to tell you a good job, man, keep
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  Speaker 1: it up, appreciate it. Thanks, buddy.
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  Speaker 3: My name is Brody.
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  Speaker 2: Take care, man. I just wanted to say I regularly
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  Speaker 2: think about you and your last podcast I listened to.
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  Speaker 2: It was really a wonderful thing you said. You actually
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  Speaker 2: made me fucking cry when you talk to your wife
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  Speaker 2: and you said I have pages more I can say
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  Speaker 2: that I can wrap it up right here. That was
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  Speaker 2: really powerful. I'm really happy for you, dude.
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  Speaker 5: I don't think that.
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  Speaker 2: I can understand what happiness really means, but to be
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  Speaker 2: trapped in a box.
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  Speaker 5: Still playing happiness to me is special.
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  Speaker 2: So kudos to you. You know, maybe this whole time
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  Speaker 2: I was wrong. Maybe God is real. Hello, this is
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  Speaker 2: a pre bay call from friend and you made the
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  Speaker 2: percent Apartment of Corrections read a new state present to
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  Speaker 2: accept this call.
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  Speaker 5: Press zero.
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  Speaker 3: This is Randall Bob.
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  Speaker 2: I'm currently served in one thousand, two, one hundred and
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  Speaker 2: fourteen years for capral murder Right on your State, Person
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  Speaker 2: of State.
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  Speaker 3: Of Virginia to us' this is my podcast Right.
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  Speaker 5: On Your Rape. You joy listening to the day.
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  Speaker 3: This is Randall Bab currently serving one thy two hundred
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  Speaker 3: and fourteen years for capital murdering on robbery, currently being
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  Speaker 3: housed at keen Mount Correctional Center in Oakwood, Virginia, USA.
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  Speaker 3: Welcome to a podcast Right on Your Randy. We hope
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  Speaker 3: I hope you do. Let's get started with the podcast today.
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  Speaker 3: I'm just gonna catch people up with where I'm at.
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  Speaker 3: It's been a while since I've done a personal update.
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  Speaker 3: And you know, normally I come on here and I
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  Speaker 3: have a topic and I discussed that topic. This time,
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  Speaker 3: it's just gonna be just gonna get me. It's been
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  Speaker 3: Uh like I said, you know, I'm now in King Mountain.
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  Speaker 3: I'm at at single cell pod. Uh well, the bottom
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  Speaker 3: tier it's all single cell, which I am one, and
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  Speaker 3: the top tier has double cells. You know. Me two
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  Speaker 3: guys are in one cell. And the good thing about
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  Speaker 3: this pose that I'm in, you know, As I've previously said,
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  Speaker 3: I get wreck all day long, So it's not as
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  Speaker 3: good as it was when I first got here. Just
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  Speaker 3: the way they're running the pod. Now, you had some
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  Speaker 3: guys down in B building. They came out of pod
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  Speaker 3: wreck and everything, and you know, they waited till a
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  Speaker 3: new CEO was working over there, and they went and
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  Speaker 3: had somebody like yo, man, tell them we're locking down
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  Speaker 3: and fell such and such and it wasn't their cell
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  Speaker 3: and the COO just thinking nothing of it, he opens
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  Speaker 3: the door, they stepped in, he closed the door behind him,
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  Speaker 3: and these two dudes they beat this other dude's ass
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  Speaker 3: basically for an hour, you know, and they beat him
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  Speaker 3: up pretty bad. So you know, obviously administration has no
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  Speaker 3: choice but respond to something like that and change things.
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  Speaker 3: So now we're not allowed to come out to self
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  Speaker 3: and we're not allowed to go back into so unless
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  Speaker 3: as a floor officer on the floor, which is a
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  Speaker 3: pain and ass. I mean, I can understand doing that
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  Speaker 3: down and be building, but you're doing it down in
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  Speaker 3: the pod I'm in, which is technically considered sort of
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  Speaker 3: like an honor pod. You know, you got a lot
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  Speaker 3: of guys in this pod that have jobs and so
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  Speaker 3: on and so forth. You know, maybe, just maybe I'll
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  Speaker 3: be getting a job myself starting the end of next
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  Speaker 3: week after you lit the first That's at least that's
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  Speaker 3: what the warden told me. And again I have heard
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  Speaker 3: that several times before. I was supposed to start work
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  Speaker 3: on this day. I was supposed to start work, you know,
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  Speaker 3: after Veterans Day, and it never materialized. So we'll see.
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  Speaker 3: I'm definitely not holding my breath waiting on it. On
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  Speaker 3: It would be nice though, because that's a little bit
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  Speaker 3: of extra money, and you know, I'm in the process
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  Speaker 3: of working towards hiring John Sheldon and you know which
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  Speaker 3: I will do an update on that sometime soon. But
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  Speaker 3: I've got one more consultation with him and I want
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  Speaker 3: to talk to him on that and on some new
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  Speaker 3: things that he brought to my notice in the last
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  Speaker 3: conversation that we just had, so I'll wait for that.
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  Speaker 3: But you know, every little bit helps. But the thing
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  Speaker 3: is now, it's just it's a paint in the ass
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  Speaker 3: getting in the cell and getting out the cell. It's
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  Speaker 3: just a huge pain in the ass and it's not
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  Speaker 3: even worth it. What really gets my damn goat on
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  Speaker 3: this is down in B Building. They did this for
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  Speaker 3: a week and a half. And this came from the CEOs, Like,
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  Speaker 3: we asked the CEOs who used to work down there
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  Speaker 3: and that are now working up here, and they were like,
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  Speaker 3: they haven't done that in B Building and C Building
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  Speaker 3: for months and months on end. It started in B
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  Speaker 3: Building last of the week and a half and the
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  Speaker 3: dudes down there and told them, man, we ain't going
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  Speaker 3: for that, and you know, I want to fight. We
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  Speaker 3: can fight, so they stop doing it. They can continue now,
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  Speaker 3: they can go in and out their selves. It will.
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  Speaker 3: But yeah, down here in my pod, they're still pushing
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  Speaker 3: that issue, you know, which is frustrating as hell because
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  Speaker 3: you know, you got you got a lot of guys
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  Speaker 3: in here, you know, especially the older guys. You know,
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  Speaker 3: you've got guys in here that are so old and
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  Speaker 3: their their health is so bad that they literally cannot
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  Speaker 3: even walk the two hundred feet to the childhall to
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  Speaker 3: get their trades and come back. They gotta have somebody
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  Speaker 3: in the pod go over there and get the trades
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  Speaker 3: woman and bring it back just so they can eat. Yeah,
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  Speaker 3: you got them out here, and they've got to wait
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  Speaker 3: and hold it for you know, And it's not like
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  Speaker 3: they're making rounds every thirty minutes. They might make around
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  Speaker 3: every two hours. Hell, some days you don't even see
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  Speaker 3: them for like four hours. We're just in here by ourselves,
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  Speaker 3: you know. So that's frustrating as hell to deal with,
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  Speaker 3: but it is what it is. You know, the pod,
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  Speaker 3: the way they run, the wreck and all that stuff
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  Speaker 3: is great. I like it. You don't have to fight
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  Speaker 3: over the phones. You don't have to fight over the
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  Speaker 3: kiosk or to Micah wave. You know, for the most part,
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  Speaker 3: you've got guys. You know, they they work with one
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  Speaker 3: another home. But you know, you've got a bunch of
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  Speaker 3: guys in this pod that are hot. And that's the
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  Speaker 3: only really, that's the only problem up here that I
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  Speaker 3: genuinely have is the caliber of inmates I'm around, Like,
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  Speaker 3: they're not prisoners, they're inmates. You've got a few good ones.
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  Speaker 3: You know, you got Cole Bucket, you got Rid Ryan,
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  Speaker 3: Mike Uh, you got cu you got Jersey, you know,
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  Speaker 3: you've got Hawaii. There's there's a few guys in here,
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  Speaker 3: you know, Bird and I genuinely like they know how
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  Speaker 3: to do time, because man, the rest of them are
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  Speaker 3: just hiding. They're either child or clusters. There's sex offenders
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  Speaker 3: and it just but they walk around like they're tough guys.
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  Speaker 3: I don't get it. You got this one dude in here,
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  Speaker 3: the old guy, Like if I sneezed on him, it
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  Speaker 3: would probably shatter his spine in fourteen places and sprain
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  Speaker 3: his big toe. But yet he wants to come out
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  Speaker 3: because he's gonna sell. Well, I ain't gonna say that,
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  Speaker 3: but he's up near the front of the pod, so
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  Speaker 3: it's what he likes to do. When the door is open,
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  Speaker 3: he runs over and he'll get certain phones and he'll
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  Speaker 3: take the receivers off the hook and just let them
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  Speaker 3: hang down. And when a person does that, for the
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  Speaker 3: most part, nobody messes with those phones because somebody's reserving it.
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  Speaker 3: Somebody might be, you know, talking to somebody and be like, hey,
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  Speaker 3: hold up a cook, I gotta go grab something. I
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  Speaker 3: gotta go do something real fast, you know, especially the
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  Speaker 3: way they do the you know, getting in and out
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  Speaker 3: to sells. You might not have a chains to get
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  Speaker 3: it for four more hours, so you just do what
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  Speaker 3: you gotta do. Nobody in this pond has their own phone,
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  Speaker 3: so like this is gonna have to stop. So what
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  Speaker 3: I did this morning. He had it. I got up,
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  Speaker 3: I prayed, I worked out, I ate smoke mail, and
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  Speaker 3: I come out, sent my player to the key, I
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  Speaker 3: send an email off and then you know, I noticed
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  Speaker 3: when I come out, he had the particular phone that
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  Speaker 3: I like to use, which is all the way on
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  Speaker 3: the end up near the booth. And the reason why
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  Speaker 3: I like to use this phone is because it makes
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  Speaker 3: it easier for my editor to added out a lot
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  Speaker 3: of the background noise and the screaming and yelling and
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  Speaker 3: all that stuff, because it's all the noise in the
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  Speaker 3: sound is coming from one direction only instead of coming
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  Speaker 3: from both directions. It makes for better quality audio. So
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  Speaker 3: I like to get on his phone, and guys know,
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  Speaker 3: I like to get on his phone. So him and
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  Speaker 3: the two dudes that you know usually try to get
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  Speaker 3: this phone and holg it for themselves. He was sitting
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  Speaker 3: at the table. I just grabbed my chair, walked over here,
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  Speaker 3: picked the phone up and started using it. And he's
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  Speaker 3: just mad dogging me the whole time. And I'm sitting
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  Speaker 3: here with my editor just laughing at it. Like, man, dude,
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  Speaker 3: it seems like lately guys are pushing me towards throwing
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  Speaker 3: my chest back out. I don't want to do that
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  Speaker 3: because I don't bluff. That's the thing about me. Like
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  Speaker 3: I don't bluff, and I will call your bluff. You
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  Speaker 3: start running your mouth to me like I'm going to
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  Speaker 3: call you want it, I don't care. You know, I
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  Speaker 3: have no backup or give in me. That's just simply
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  Speaker 3: the way I'm built, you know. So I am having
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  Speaker 3: to be a little bit careful because there have been
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  Speaker 3: lately a lot of guys have been just like poking
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  Speaker 3: at me. I guess you know, God is definitely allowing
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  Speaker 3: me to be tested. You know, I have a feel
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  Speaker 3: in twenty twenty five might be my year. I could
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  Speaker 3: be wrong, but and I've said this before, but it's
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  Speaker 3: I don't know. I think some things are really changing
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  Speaker 3: in the law in here in Virginia. It's going to
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  Speaker 3: be Governor Glenn Youngkins last year. So even if it
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  Speaker 3: doesn't happen this year, I'm I just I don't see
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  Speaker 3: myself staying in prison longer than sometime in twenty and
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  Speaker 3: twenty six. Depending on what governor wins. I'm pretty sure
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  Speaker 3: Ralph Norton is running again. He's going to win, or
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  Speaker 3: maybe the current Lieutenant governor wins. Some seies she might.
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  Speaker 3: She's definitely running for the Republican governor. She might win
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  Speaker 3: either way. If either of them two wins, they're bringing
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  Speaker 3: back parole, They're bringing back the old law. There there
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  Speaker 3: a lot of this draconian crap has been going on
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  Speaker 3: for the last twenty some years since Bill Clinton is all.
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  Speaker 3: This stuff is about to change for the better in
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  Speaker 3: twenty twenty six when we get the new governor, unless
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  Speaker 3: something can completely unforeseen happens, and you know, we get
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  Speaker 3: a you know, like Jason Myers, the attorney general. He's
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  Speaker 3: supposed to be running like if he wants, If he
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  Speaker 3: runs and wins, we're screwed, Like we're absolutely screwed. But
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  Speaker 3: you know, so I've been dealing with a lot of
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  Speaker 3: this stuff, you know, and I'm married now, and that's
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  Speaker 3: been going. I cannot say enough good things about Nick.
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  Speaker 3: That woman is. She keeps me grounded, she makes me laugh,
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  Speaker 3: she's always encouraging me, she's always pushing me to be better,
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  Speaker 3: you know, and it's I mean, she's she's she's been
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  Speaker 3: a definite God said to me, I genuinely would not
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  Speaker 3: have made it this far if it wasn't for her.
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  Speaker 3: If God wouldn't have put her in my life, there's
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  Speaker 3: no way I would have made it this far, you know,
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  Speaker 3: because every time like it were really like somebody really
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  Speaker 3: like the other day, who's got a child molester? Oh,
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  Speaker 3: this is a crazy story right here. So this this
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  Speaker 3: child molester is in to cell with this other guy.
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  Speaker 3: And this other guy was a legitimate preacher on the street.
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  Speaker 3: He had his own church and all that stuff. And
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  Speaker 3: from what I've been told is that, you know, some
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  Speaker 3: guys came around, you know, and they just started bullying
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  Speaker 3: members of the church. He started bullying him, and you know,
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  Speaker 3: he just one day he got fed up with it.
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  Speaker 3: He went and he got a gun and he murdered him,
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  Speaker 3: you know, to protect himself and to protect the people
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  Speaker 3: that went to his church. You know. So he's in
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  Speaker 3: prison now and he's been stabbed up, like somebody almost
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  Speaker 3: gutted them at one time. And you know, so they're
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  Speaker 3: in the cell and like this child molester dude looks
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  Speaker 3: up to this guy. So now he's a he's a
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  Speaker 3: soul called Christian. And now this dude looks up to
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  Speaker 3: him so much that he introduced this dude to his
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  Speaker 3: mother and they started a relationship and they got married.
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  Speaker 3: So this dude is always hugging up on this guy,
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  Speaker 3: touching this guy, calling him daddy and all that stuff
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  Speaker 3: like brug And the thing is that the child molester dude,
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  Speaker 3: he's like my age, maybe maybe a little bit more,
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  Speaker 3: maybe a little bit less, and like you're running around
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  Speaker 3: calling your selly daddy like it just they have one
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  Speaker 3: of the weirdest relationships ever. But this dude, the little
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  Speaker 3: child molester dude, little Spanish dude. I was sitting on
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  Speaker 3: the kiosk and you had a long line behind me
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  Speaker 3: because we literally just came off of a five day lockdown. Man,
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  Speaker 3: You're like, you know who's next. I'm like, well, I
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  Speaker 3: don't know where. All I know is it's a long
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  Speaker 3: ass line. That's not what I asked you. I stood up.
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  Speaker 5: Man.
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  Speaker 3: You don't speak to me like that. You do not
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  Speaker 3: get small with me. One year child molester, two year bitch,
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  Speaker 3: and three you're an even bigger bitch. Don't speak to
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  Speaker 3: me in that manner. Boy, And he actually walked around
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  Speaker 3: me and stood behind Sanchez, you know, Sanchez looking at
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  Speaker 3: this dude like what what you're using? What? Sanchez almost
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  Speaker 3: wolfed his ass like at the end of the day, man, Like,
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  Speaker 3: if I want to do something, you using a human
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  Speaker 3: shield is not going to stop me. Like, I won't
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  Speaker 3: go through them just to get you know, I've been
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  Speaker 3: known to do stupid stuff like that, you know, so like,
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  Speaker 3: but you know, I just I just unplugged my player.
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  Speaker 3: I went out on the phone. I called my wife
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  Speaker 3: and she just you know, she calmed me down. You know,
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  Speaker 3: she made me laugh, and you know, she made me
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  Speaker 3: realize that I've got so much to work towards. And
• 17:48
  Speaker 3: you know, it's it's been good. So I've been dealing.
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  Speaker 3: Like the month of December of twenty and twenty four
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  Speaker 3: is just going by so slow. It has sucked ass
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  Speaker 3: so much. We've been on lockdown more than we've been
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  Speaker 3: out because of a bunch of stupid idiots. And that's
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  Speaker 3: you know, it's it's starting to they're starting to lock
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  Speaker 3: us down the way they lock you down at red
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  Speaker 3: on you and it Wallace Ridge, you know, just all
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  Speaker 3: the time for the just the pettiest of reasons. You know,
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  Speaker 3: what happens in B building the C building has nothing
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  Speaker 3: to do with me, It has nothing to do with
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  Speaker 3: a building. Then leave us the hell alone, Like if
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  Speaker 3: you've got to lock them down, lock them down, fine,
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  Speaker 3: leave us alone. Nobody down here did do anything like.
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  Speaker 3: You know, I want to talk to my wife. I
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  Speaker 3: want to talk to my friends. I want to do
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  Speaker 3: the things that I need to be able to do.
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  Speaker 3: I want to be able to work out and go
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  Speaker 3: take a shower instead of having to wash up and
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  Speaker 3: to sing. I want to be able to get my
• 18:42
  Speaker 3: pictures and my emails from the key off. I love pictures,
• 18:46
  Speaker 3: Like I'm constantly asking my editor to send me more
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  Speaker 3: and more pictures. He's probably getting tired of it. But
• 18:52
  Speaker 3: me and him will deal with that when we When
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  Speaker 3: we deal with it, you know, I you know, it
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  Speaker 3: allows me to live our carouself, so that you know,
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  Speaker 3: that's what I've really been just focusing on, is just
• 19:03
  Speaker 3: focusing on the positive. You know. I'm praying my buddy
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  Speaker 3: John for Missouri. He sent me a really good book
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  Speaker 3: called Fire Prayers. Now, I disagree with some of the
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  Speaker 3: things this dude says. You know, I think he's exaggerating
• 19:16
  Speaker 3: some things, and you know, personally, I believe there's one
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  Speaker 3: thing he just flat out loud about it. But a
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  Speaker 3: lot of the information he gave about generational curses and everything,
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  Speaker 3: you know, like it's in the Bible. I was, you know,
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  Speaker 3: I looked it up. I read it for myself and
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  Speaker 3: it was good. Like, so, you know, I've been praying
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  Speaker 3: some of these things, and I have to say the
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  Speaker 3: last three days, including today at the third day, I
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  Speaker 3: have been feeling great. Like I woke up on Friday
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  Speaker 3: morning and I'm just like spiritually, mentally, emotionally, physically, I
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  Speaker 3: feel the best I have felt. And I don't know
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  Speaker 3: how long. I actually told my wife and a couple
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  Speaker 3: of the like you know, cupcaking them. I don't know.
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  Speaker 3: I think God did something. I don't know what happened,
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  Speaker 3: but I like, I genuinely feel like something happens somewhere
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  Speaker 3: that is going to be such a blessing and a
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  Speaker 3: benefit to me, you know, and I'm definitely looking forward
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  Speaker 3: to finding out. So you know, as of right now,
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  Speaker 3: I'm doing great. I'm doing this new workout by this
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  Speaker 3: dude named Sean Bartram. I think it's Workouts for Men
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  Speaker 3: seventy five Anytime Anywhere Workouts, And I just started day
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  Speaker 3: one of week two, the leg day, and it is brutal.
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  Speaker 3: It is brutal, but I'm loving it. I'm loving the
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  Speaker 3: fact that, I mean, I really have to push myself
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  Speaker 3: just to get through the main workouts, and then at
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  Speaker 3: the end of it, he's got what's called a finisher.
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  Speaker 3: I can't even finish the finishers, they're that hard. So
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  Speaker 3: I'm loving it, you know. I mean, I'm doing I'm
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  Speaker 3: doing good. I don't I wish I knew what happened,
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  Speaker 3: and you know, I wish I could bottle this feeling.
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  Speaker 3: But I'm doing good. People, you know, I'm fighting. I'm
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  Speaker 3: you know, yeah, I have, I still have, you know,
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  Speaker 3: some close calls here or there, you know, But I'm
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  Speaker 3: I'm dealing with a bunch of people that are just
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  Speaker 3: they're not worth dealing with, their bad human beings, you know.
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  Speaker 3: And that's the one thing I hate. Like, I don't mind. Like,
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  Speaker 3: if you're a killer, be a killer, bro. If you're
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  Speaker 3: a bitch, be a bitch, I don't mind. You know,
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  Speaker 3: be who you are. You know, don't come in this
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  Speaker 3: pot and throw your chest out and walk around like
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  Speaker 3: you know you're the best fighter, You're the best killer,
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  Speaker 3: You're the best dish, You're the best day when everybody
• 21:44
  Speaker 3: knows you just came from six months in the hole,
• 21:48
  Speaker 3: because you refuse to go to any pot but this one,
• 21:52
  Speaker 3: because you can't used to following her the kiosk or
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  Speaker 3: the microwave in any other pot but this one. You know.
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  Speaker 3: Don't pretend to be something you're not. I don't and
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  Speaker 3: and you have one minute remaining. I don't pretend to
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  Speaker 3: be something. You know, I am who I am. You know,
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  Speaker 3: at the end of the day, I am a nice guy.
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  Speaker 3: But what push comes to shove and if you are
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  Speaker 3: a fight for I'm all for, you know. But why
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  Speaker 3: can't you just simply be yourself? You're going your life
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  Speaker 3: is going to be so much better, you know. So
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  Speaker 3: I'm encouraging everyone out there be yourself, be who you
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  Speaker 3: genuinely are. And if a person can't accept that they're them,
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  Speaker 3: you be who you are and you'll get respect from
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  Speaker 3: those that matter and those that don't. Why do you
• 22:46
  Speaker 3: want to hang out with a bitch anyway, because that's
• 22:50
  Speaker 3: all that person is. Stop letting people judge you, Stop
• 22:55
  Speaker 3: letting people pull your strength. And that's something I'm working on,
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  Speaker 3: is to stop allowing these dudes in here just to
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  Speaker 3: pull my strains and just make me want to just
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  Speaker 3: flap them. You know. It's a fight, but we can
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  Speaker 3: do it together. I appreciate you folks listening to me.
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• 23:59
  Speaker 3: take whatever you can give me and be damn grateful
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  Speaker 3: for But you know, I'm trying to grow. I'm trying
• 24:05
  Speaker 3: to grow the podcast. I'm trying to reach more people.
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  Speaker 3: I'm trying to get my voice out there to help people.
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  Speaker 2: You know.
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  Speaker 3: The crazy thing is I actually am helping people, and
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  Speaker 3: in the process I'm helping myself. So do what you
• 24:19
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  Speaker 3: I hope to hear from you soon.
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