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12 Years Since I Got Shot ( Anniversary ) · Blind But Now I See

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  Back at it for another episode of The blob and I see podcasts. I
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  am your host FOBC, theod Raycharles block Pop if you nasty shit, the
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  Voice of Disables. Today, it's the twelve year anniversary Blond Poppy Been in
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  the dark. It's a gifting the curves because I gave the disabled a voice.
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  Who but me? I'm the blonde jay Z, I'm the I'm like
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  the the Barack Obama. I know I ain't the first black blonde person,
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  but I gave people a voice. Ray Charles, Steven Wonder don't got nothing
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  on me, but we got something new. Www dot fobcno dot com.
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  You don't gotta go to link tree no more. You just type in my
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  website www dot fobco dot com. You're gonna like. You can subscribe through
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  there. You can watch the YouTube videos. You could go on Spotify,
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  Apple, iHeart Radio. You can see my motivational clips. And I mean
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  the person I did it. He made me sound real educated. I felt
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  like I graduated out of Harvard with that one, though. But we had
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  WTF Media Studio, the home of the Blamba Naci podcast. We locked in
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  here. I got my boy wolfing here with me. We locked in.
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  It's been a little minute journey, but I've been feeling good twelve years.
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  Like I honestly sit and say, I'm not sad. I'm not crying,
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  I'm not depressed. I'm not an adult because I'm the king of the doult
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  Like I feel good. I woke up twelve years. I mean my ex
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  dad, you know I previous talked about previous for the last couple of episodes.
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  She texts me like, I love you greenheart. I knew what it
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  was straight from dubal. She didn't forget that day. Shout outs to her
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  much love and papy. I'm just much better. I just feel good,
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  like you know that that feeling like we ever had a life with when a
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  day come you like damn, I remember this hard time. This happened on
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  this day, Like whether I lost somebody or something, you just can't that
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  day always remind you. It's like a holiday on the calendar. But like
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  with the demons and all like this shit, I felt good. I threw
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  a party like I was even djingt I got footage of that me DJing and
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  I was DJing in the club, had the people bopping their heads. I
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  was at DJ FOBC No. I felt good like I drunk Don Julio eight
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  hamburgers and French fries. We had tie woods. I'm with the guys.
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  I'm feeling good. It was nothing for me to be sad about. Like
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  all the previous years, I say, my first eight years, when that
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  day came around, I was an adult on that day. I didn't mobile
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  them. I was like a I was a terrorist on that day. I
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  choked people on that day. I did the most on that day. But
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  now it's like I'm smelling again. So it's like I feel like even previous
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  talking about it, like going back and reliving that day, like what could
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  I did different? That They stick with me when I say it's like an
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  eye of body experience, like I'm watching everything happen. I'm just looking at
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  myself getting shot. This year. With the first year, I didn't feel
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  like that like this year with the first year, where I smiled, I
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  laugh, I joke, I played, I felt good, I took shots.
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  It was it wasn't that demon ain't on my back no more. And
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  I feel good. Now I'm at WTF Media expressing it with my dog Wolf.
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  You know, we getting ready for Atlanta learning. I mean, see
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  what we could get out of that more laughs, more jokes. Never know,
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  I might give with Drakes and Donju Dan in Atlanta one time for the
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  one time, you know, yeah, we'd be celebrating. Man, It's
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  like, damn, look what and if not, I got I got the
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  things we easy for that because me coming here took that demon and deubled with
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  my back. So it's like she gave me a voice, she gave me
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  a platform. Sitting this couch is therapy. It's like I got a therapist
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  without a therapist. I'm my own therapist, like im And if it feel
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  good when I dropped an episode and people sent up there saying yo, damn,
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  se no, I felt that one damn you know, like, and
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  it's crazy. I really believe that people stopped looking at my podcast after a
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  while, you know, like when you first dropped the podcast, anybody in
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  the world looking at it for It's like, it's hot, it's hot,
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  it's you moving. It's still my best numbers. When I dropped my first
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  podcast, that first episode, I went crazy for the first episode the algorithm
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  got caught and all that. Then after that, it's like, all right,
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  my first season was my best episodes, but didn't know what it is.
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  I took that break thinking I'm breaking it down in seasons, and it
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  fucked me up. So now I'm just getting back in. I'm getting back
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  in motion, back in grind. Shout out to you for that to for
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  motivating me, like, nah, bro, we gotta lock you in this
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  much in the studio, this, that and the third that ship motivation.
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  I needed that. That pushed somebody to share the same passion I share.
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  I needed that ship. But I'm sitting down my mother. She was like
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  that episode. I said, what about it? She said, I think
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  that was your best episode. I'm like, you think so? And that
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  was the world want to know, Like look, look, look look where
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  we created. We created art for sure, I'm like the world. I
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  said, you think that was my best episode? You be sure? She
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  said, yo, Because all these years, I never knew how you was
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  feeling. I'm like, damn, So then it's a smoke call. He
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  like, yo, Bro, I never know you felt like that. Wow,
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  that episode was well needed, bro, because now I knew how you
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  was really feeling the whole time. I'm thinking you running away from us?
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  I see you was you was battling with yourself. I'm like, damn.
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  A lot of people that know I was on pills. They was like,
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  damn, he was really on pills. Bro was really on pill I was
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  really Then my step Hoops came in here like, yo, I ain't gonna
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  lie my dude. That episode was it? I say it was, but
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  I'm thinking people not watching my shit right, Yeah, it's like three people
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  who just came and let you know. Man. Then I start seeing more
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  people tapping in and I'm dropping them clips, more people dropping in. I'm
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  like, damn people, even people raging out like yo, you're dumb.
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  I'm like, I'm dumb. You took funky hits And I'm start laughing like,
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  Bro, you act like you never did funky hits. You feel me?
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  So it's like twelve years, I'm going up. I'm living in my
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  purpose. So it's like I gotta thank you and Weezy for that. I
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  gotta think w twof media for that. I feel, man, come on,
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  man, everything Like I said, I'm a sponsor, I'm a sponsor
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  about w twof without being sponsored about like I'm growing up motivated. Every time
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  i feel down, I'm like, I got let me book some studio time.
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  I mean before it was hard to get somebody to come to the studio.
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  Dog Chris, like y'all't got nothing to do with up be Driving to
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  the studio felt good like that, people starting to believe like support crazy.
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  No my some big Bill told me like, yo, you got to keep
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  going cause you got to come back for us. Bro. I felt that
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  ship you supporting me, Yo, Bro, what I can watch your podcasts
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  on? Come on. I'm around a whole bunch of hood niggas, drug
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  dealers and killers, and they never asked to watch none of my podcasts,
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  but the ones that I just met, and it's like, y'all want to
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  take my podcasts in. It's like, you know, it's just like I'm
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  a hood celebrity. People want to put my flyers in the barber shops,
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  like shout out to Yankee Boy Barbie shop man if fo Mike Ife the ball,
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  but shout out to him that cut my head, keep blonde poppy,
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  right, And all that coming from Atlanta made me looking for a little hottie,
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  you know how that go. But twelve years with me going up,
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  people go and see different sides. Like man Wif always talked bounce off ideas
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  that twenty v one. I ain't gonna I want to do that. I
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  want to do it if you're gonna call it for the love of Blade Poppy
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  because they got the twenty v one. You're gonna do that for the love
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  of Black pop. I see that ship. That gonna be hard. Oh
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  man, that's like a blog people watching me go on dates talk to female.
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  That shit going viral. Come on, man, all we gotta do
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  is go find the location and then let the ladies know it's done. I
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  got the location. You got the location. I got the location. These
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  clubs love me Good Vibes GV on the Friday, each and every Friday.
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  Ladies love R and B Friday, FOBC, no DJ Chris big Well,
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  D Rock Carous, old whole gang squad in there. But we can definitely
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  do it in there. I'm a king in there, kay, And I
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  know I could go viral in there. So it's like, oh for sure,
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  Oh man? What? Oh for sure? Yo? You ran up
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  by me. I'm like, damn, I ain't never think about that.
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  Put him go to sleep, drink and I seen that shit like and then
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  the crazy thing about it, it's like the twenty one versus I mean with
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  a little flavor of love mixed into it, like I seen it, like
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  Shorty talking, did she start clapping like I had the name though? She
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  started clapping her ass. I'm like, oh, you clapp her, you
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  claper. Then I'm like, be going on dates and all that, and
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  I'm like, yo, like you see how back in the days that it
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  was a controversy of that video when Shorty said the cheesecake factory and all that,
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  Like I'm talking like, hey, you've got a problem with the cheesecake
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  factory? Oh yeah, oh swipe left, swipe left, Like I just
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  picture all that shit. I'm like, damn, who would have thought I
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  would have been here in twelve years? Yeah, bro, like amazing,
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  con come on, man, twelve years. I didn't think I was going
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  to be here in twelve years? Going up, Bro, I was ready
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  to give up after one man. Now look at me twelve years. They
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  can't stop me going crazy. You got so much to experience, bro,
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  so much, like you haven't even even really truly begun to get into what's
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  what's for you? Bro? I didn't I didn't tap it. I didn't
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  even scraped the service yet, not even going crazy with it, not even
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  Bro, not at all, Bro. And also I want to thank the
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  blond stuff is out there. Without y'all, I would not be coming every
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  week. I would have been gave up. I would have let it go.
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  At one point, like my good dog said, man, start watching
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  the views and just make the videos. Oh God, good ass advice.
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  Like I'm sat up there, He's like, Yo, don't don't get bothered
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  by that. Five views, six views, he said, Could you never
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  know? You that one video take off? Oh they're gonna be going back
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  to look at the other videos. That's the fact. That's all it takes,
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  Bro, that one video. That's how this how this ship works.
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  Bro. You go viral, You resonate with people in a major way,
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  and then see the thing is, we gotta we gotta make a lot of
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  work for the day that that happens. So when you when you get on
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  a on a big enough platform, you gonna viral, people talk about you
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  whatever. Then they hit your platform, they're like, look at all these
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  videos here. It's for that moment. You gotta make a big enough catalog
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  so they got something they can keep them busy, keep keep them going,
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  keep them going, Bro, that's what even my cousin ain't gonna lie.
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  He was talking to me, and I'm like, I'm saying that my son.
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  I said, damn this, this is a smart, dumb nigga.
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  I ain't gonna hold you you ever one of them comes. That's just smart,
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  Like he talked smart shit. But the ship he tried to compare you,
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  just like, damn this nigga dumb. He like, yo, bro,
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  like we gotta your podcast is content that never gonna go out of style
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  ten years, twenty years, thirty. So even when you close your eyes,
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  it's gonna be somebody going through what you're going through. Bro. I'm
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  like, yeah, you're right. He said, Yo, nigga, we
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  can put your shit on the distance. Shoot this ship to space. The
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  alien's gonna know what you're talking about. And I'm just like, yo,
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  what the fuck this nigga? Like that shit threw me over. But then
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  you really look at it, like we know, like life on a different
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  planet might be the same way shit is down here. Yeah, I say,
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  yeah, that shit busts my head, but it like it really made
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  me think about it, like damn, oh merch coming soon. It might
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  be uploaded on the on the website right now. I can't let me stop
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  saying merch coming soon. Merch is out now on the website www dot f
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  O b c no dot com. The Blind but now See is out.
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  That Disablers have a Voice is out. King of the Doc coming soon.
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  I survived the doc coming soon. Those two shirts coming soon, but the
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  other ones is out. You could go in there, you can order it.
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  I'm shipping it out and get a little little gift bag with inside of
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  it and all that. Like we we working and they've been coming gonna.
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  I've been saying that merch coming soon for like years now. I just I
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  didn't have a motivation. But blame Wolf for that. Fucking with wolf,
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  motivation is moving be locked in. How can you stop us that that that
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  one two points, that one two do or like that shit is crazy?
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  Were just having fun, bro, what YO ain't gonna lie? I look
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  forward to coming to the studio now likewise three years I'm like another studio.
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  I feel like I felt like I was making content for the wrong reasons the
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  first the first time I came in. Is like I had to get set
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  off my shoulders. I will sun off my chest. That's telling to worry
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  about my stories. Yea, then it's like that little hood fame got to
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  my head. Everybody know who's see now? Is anybody tuning in see you?
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  No? I got relaxed. I got comfortable people telling me to come
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  on their shows, locked in on their shows. I'm doing it all.
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  It's like, but I forgot the real reasons is what I'm doing it for?
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  Like I was enjoying it. Yeah, once that like I went from
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  enjoying it to look at this shit like a job instead of just keeping it
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  as and I'm just enjoying what I do. And listen, Broy, it
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  happens to the best of people, bro, tell you no difference. I
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  definitely do going through a natural progress of this ship. I definitely do because
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  I'm setting I'm like, damn, come to the study. I was enjoying
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  this shit everyone. He is like something new coming out of me ship that
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  I never talked about. There it's it's so rare. I got shout out
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  till I relove my dog man. That's my brother, that's my best friend.
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  I mean, I love that nigga man that he was like, Yo,
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  I love this podcast. I can hit a struggle in your voice every
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  podcast. He'll watch it and call me a critique it y do this better?
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  Do this? Uh? You sound like you was messing up? Do
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  this? Do this up? Even when I was like, yo, you
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  know, damn, let's let's let's run his back, he like, nah,
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  leave that raw form. Like people want to hear that raw ship,
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  like the royal form. They don't want to see you added and messing it
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  up and give them that royal form of you. I'm like, damn,
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  It's like I never took him ass watching it. I'm like, damn,
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  bro, you still watching all my episodes like that's love. Then I got
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  my son k that never watched my one episode, but he always hit that
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  ship. But he'll go tune in and go watch my brother podcast. That's
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  the love. And I'm like, everybody can't hand this podcast. Some people
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  don't want to relive that. Like my sister never watched one episode. I
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  asked I watch she said, she don't want to relive it. Now you
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  gotta start from episode one. Episode one is talking about being getting shot.
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  She said, I don't want to relive that day, so she'd rather not.
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  I'm like, damn, she said, I watched the clips, that's
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  it. They hit me with can you get views off for watching the clips
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  on Facebook and stuff? Because if so, I gave you some views.
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  I'm like, but I mean, man, it's a celebration twelve years and
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  I'm no lie. Like when we talked about do I hear? God?
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  God, God, it is funny. You got a sense of yoma,
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  Like I'm scrolling here only wait here, I'm scrolling on TikTok, scrolling on
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  TikTok and a video popped up Walker Flocker brother killing himself because he was going
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  blind. What yeah, yeah years ago. And I felt like a couple
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  of years ago he killed hishiself because he lost his vision, and that shit
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  bust my hand, and people like damn white. I'm listening to different people
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  like why did he do this? And this, this, this and this
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  and now I shut there like inside of me, like, y'all don't know
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  what that man is going through. Yeah, you have no idea. I
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  had a lot of trips when I was ready to check out, y'all know
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  that man going through his whole life changing. And that clip popped up on
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  when I was on my way here and I sat there and I looked,
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  I said, damn, this is my purpose because I'm stopping that person that's
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  going blind from killing. Absolutely, you're now able to speak from a perspective
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  like I know exactly what you're going through, upping into my meaning. I
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  made it past what you're going through, and I can give you some real
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  information because it's like imagine, niggas people that love you, they can they
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  love you so they can try to tell you the best thing they can possibly
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  tell you. But it don't it don't feel the same when it's coming from
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  a Nigga's like, oh, that darkness that you're in, Nigga, I've
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  been there, nigga yo. And a guy he told me that. He
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  said, Yo, my family always said, tell me it's going to be
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  all right. He said, but they don't know how I feel. He
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  can't away from Ohio to see me. Said, they don't know how I
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  feel. He I said, so how did you get through them? He
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  said, I put your podcasts on it and set them down and let them
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  watch it. And I said, he said, you know what's crazy.
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  They listen to you more than they listen to me, and they don't even
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  know you. I said, damn my words touching niggas in Ohio, and
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  I'm like, how did you find me? Horror decisions? I said,
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  damn like talk talking freaky got niggas and there feeling like let me tap into
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  the blambin. I see like Nigga time, I'm his hero, and I'm
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  like, I'm your hero. Nah, I ain't look at it like then.
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  It was too early for me to be somebody hero. That's how I
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  felm like, Nah, Bro, I'm just doing this for fun. I
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  don't want to be responsible for somebody life that things don't go right. I
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  can't get back to you that you want to check out. He was drinking.
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  He was doing all kinds of creazy shit. Now I talked to him,
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  he got he stopped drinking. He about to start his own podcast,
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  I said. He said, yo, when I started, you come on,
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  nigga, I'm gonna be a first guest. Let me like, let
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  me know, I'll be your first guest. Can you drove always from Ohio
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  here to see me? I'm a fly because I ain't driving. I will
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  fly. Told Hoyo to do your episode and he got shot three times,
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  three times in the face. Wow, it's a viow, I said,
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  Bro, you're living with me. And you don't even know it for sure?
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  Are you full of life and you don't even know it for sure?
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  Like he came up here and just being around me, you the thought I
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  was jay Z. A sign of the way he was so excited to be
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  around me. I'm like, damn. He like Yo. They say you
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  don't walk around with your stick, man, I don't even no stick while
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  I'm out here with you. It's like, brother, man, of you
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  used to use your stick, use your stick. You can't move like blabby
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  baby. I'm used to these Brooklyn streets. But the love, man,
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  I appreciate the twelve years, man, I'm still here. I appreciate y'all.
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  I appreciate the love. I appreciate the honor of turning me, like
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  the honor from y'all, from turning on my YouTube episodes, my spot up.
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  Yo. I would listen to my own episode on the way here.
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  But my grandmother and I'm just like, damn. Like my grandfather'll be like,
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  yo, you're on TV. You know they older, so it's like
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  you're on TV. Then how you get it there? Man, I ain't
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  know you was on TV. You would think I'm more like BT or something.
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  The way he took, but it makes me feel good, Like,
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  Damn, I'm doing something right. Man. Twelve years. Who would have
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  think I'd have made it this fall? Yeah, bro, twelve years.
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  Bro, like the fight that you've been fighting for twelve years. I mean
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  you said a moment earlier that like it's you was upset for eight years straight,
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  the self destructive fact. That's a level of struggle and pain and darkness
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  that almost nobody will ever know, to be honest with you. So the
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  fact that you even here, you know, you, You're happy, you
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  optimistic, it's just such a it's it says so much about who you are
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  and which in the light that you have inside of you that God gave you,
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  Bro, Because most people couldn't even they couldn't even take three years of
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  that, Bro, most people couldn't take thirty days. That's a fact,
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  Bro, real shit, three days, they'll be ready to check out.
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  That's a fact. Bro. Damn me came home. I'm going to doctors,
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  hope, hope, keeping hope. But every time my doctor tell me,
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  oh, I can't do nothing for it. This is who you are,
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  that hope start getting knocked down. I'm being defeated. Fuck it.
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  I'm checking out now. Look, I didn't check out. I tried,
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  it didn't check out. I'm here for my child. I can play with
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  my nieces, my nephews, Like man, I mean a lot to not
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  just my family, just to the world, Like, oh man, the
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  messages I'm getting for the the wheelchair people love me, That wheelchair community love
• 20:45
  me a couple of being my inbox. One of the blow poppy to knock
• 20:49
  them down too, But that's a different story. But she was like,
• 20:52
  Yo, you gave us a voice. Like Yo, your podcast is motivated,
• 20:57
  like you gave you gave us a voy. It's not only to talk
• 21:00
  our truth and live our truth of being disabled, but to talk about sex
• 21:04
  and different shit. And I'm like I did that. Yeah. They're like,
• 21:07
  Yo, I'm watching your podcast and the way you talk about sex,
• 21:11
  are you comfortable? Are for sure? I said, Damn. They're like,
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  yo, Like I'd be scared to talk about sex because I'm in this
• 21:15
  world chair. I be scared to talk about sex because I'm blind. It's
• 21:19
  like, damn, why, Like live our truth. People want to know
• 21:25
  how we do it. People want to know different things, And Noah,
• 21:27
  live your truth. Don't let nobody shut you up, like and I'm glad
• 21:32
  to be the voice of the disabled. At first I gave myself the name,
• 21:33
  but it's like y'all giving me the name back. So therefore this like
• 21:37
  I earned it. Thank you every much. It's the Blond Stepper. I
• 21:41
  am here. And you can also text five four five four blond Stepper and
• 21:47
  you know, little updates when new episode drop, when new merch drop,
• 21:52
  just to give you motivational coats in the morning, just to say hello,
• 21:56
  like I really appreciate y'all, like a list of people. First, I
• 22:06
  want to thank Weezy for the platform, for the love. I want to
• 22:10
  thank Gilly for like just being there. Like some niggas that just here take
• 22:17
  my number, WOU but don't never respond, never show you no love,
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  no nothing, man. I was Gilly. I was there with Gilly with
• 22:23
  his son. I was there just to say what up, like hitting me
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  up, Like what you need, bro, Like what you need. I
• 22:30
  don't need no money, bro, I just need the doors to be open.
• 22:33
  He opening doors for me, like he showed me love. I want
• 22:36
  to think Joe and that worked at WTF Media Studio for producing me in the
• 22:42
  beginning and then put me onto bullying the Beasts podcasts with waxing Loreale that that
• 22:49
  put me onto that got me Wax number where me and Wax is talking,
• 22:55
  he liking my pictures, nigga, Like, Yo, you got celebrities liking
• 22:56
  your shits? He know, like Weezy liking it common and Wax liking and
• 23:00
  commonent. Me and Wax talk, Yo, peace brother, like just to
• 23:04
  tap in. You don't got it when you got these celebrities numbers. You
• 23:07
  don't gotta text someone. You need something just to say, Yo, it's
• 23:11
  good how yo? Like good morning King, like top of the morning.
• 23:15
  It's always good to be on top of the earth like not like just louting
• 23:19
  shit like that ain't always Yo, Can you do this for me? Can
• 23:22
  you do that for me? Like like shout outs to them? Who else?
• 23:30
  Ms? Definitely shout outs to Wolf like he Wolf got me back in
• 23:33
  podcast mode. I want to think who else the listeners? The view was.
• 23:41
  I couldn't do it without y'all. I want to thank y'all. I
• 23:44
  want to thank that my family, my friends for even giving me a story
• 23:48
  to tell people, because if I would have checked out, it wouldn't have
• 23:53
  been these stories going on. If I would have not been being myself.
• 23:57
  I wouldn't have had nothing to talk on this couch shit as it would have
• 24:02
  been dirt. So I definitely want to thank y'all for putting up with my
• 24:04
  bullshit, for holding me down, for being easy. I just want to
• 24:10
  thank all y'all. Who else want to in my sloop dog voice. I
• 24:15
  want to thank my motherfuck itself. You got to in my sloop dog voice.
• 24:21
  Why Cause it's like every week was a battle, but I wont that
• 24:23
  shit. Every week. It was hard, but I always made sure I
• 24:27
  seen the light out of it. Like I fought with the doc. I
• 24:33
  battled with the doc. I went toe to toe with the dog. The
• 24:36
  grim Reaper trying to take me down, couldn't defeat me. Like I'm standing
• 24:38
  toeing, I'm still moving. Come on, man, I landed this week
• 24:44
  podcast festival, like going out there the network coming back with good news.
• 24:48
  I know I'm coming back with a contract. You gotta took that shit and
• 24:49
  existed, you gotta put that shit in the world, come back signed to
• 24:52
  somebody network partnership, because I still want to own all rights to my shit,
• 24:57
  Like this is a unique thing, like just just different shit. I
• 25:02
  just feel good man. I just wanna say thank y'all until next time.
• 25:07
  I am FOBC no, I am the official blind stuffing from a block by
• 25:11
  now set see pods like I'm fucked off shipping over my words and we gonna
• 25:15
  step big be out of here.