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- 0:10Speaker 1: Welcome back to the Iya Jupiter. This is episode ninety
- 0:13Speaker 1: nine and I had on wonderful and powerful Karen Wilkinson.
- 0:17Speaker 1: She is an abductee and the author of the book
- 0:21Speaker 1: Stolen Seed, Evil Harvest, a true story of adduction. She's
- 0:25Speaker 1: been a doctor her whole life. She is a woman
- 0:27Speaker 1: of de religious faith and found her salvation within that
- 0:31Speaker 1: to deal with whatever she's been dealing with her entire life.
- 0:35Speaker 1: She is a beacon of hope. You can reach out
- 0:37Speaker 1: to her if you've had similar experiences to her and
- 0:40Speaker 1: talk to her about that. She's willing to listen to you.
- 0:43Speaker 1: Just go to her website all links in the description below.
- 0:46Speaker 1: If you keep coming back to the show. First of all,
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- 1:27Speaker 2: We're all our way till hundred next week. All links
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- 1:34Speaker 2: over there, and I hope you guys enjoy this episode
- 1:37Speaker 2: with Karen Wilkinson.
- 1:41Speaker 3: Hi, Jim, I'm how we do. I'm wanting to be
- 1:43Speaker 3: here on the show.
- 1:45Speaker 1: I'm so happy that you're finally here. I was contacted
- 1:50Speaker 1: about six months ago by my moderator. Shout out to
- 1:52Speaker 1: Pam Stephanich. I don't know if you probably know where
- 1:55Speaker 1: she is. She is the power behind the show. She
- 2:00Speaker 1: always is looking out for me, and she said, you
- 2:02Speaker 1: need to reach out to Karen Wilkinson, and I did,
- 2:05Speaker 1: and now you're here, and it's pretty crazy.
- 2:09Speaker 3: Finally if we've been trying to get this scheduled for
- 2:11Speaker 3: a while, so I'm so glad it finally happened. I'm
- 2:14Speaker 3: so glad I'm here. Thank you.
- 2:15Speaker 1: Yeah, that's great, it's great. Great. Karen for those who
- 2:19Speaker 1: don't know, tell us a little bit about yourself and
- 2:21Speaker 1: you know where we can find you. Yeah, things of
- 2:24Speaker 1: that nature.
- 2:24Speaker 3: Please sure, Well, my website I've got here on the
- 2:28Speaker 3: screen for y'all. It's Karen Wilkinson Author dot com. You
- 2:31Speaker 3: can find me there, and on there you can find
- 2:34Speaker 3: my link tree which will link you into social media
- 2:37Speaker 3: and where you can find the book and where you
- 2:38Speaker 3: can contact me. And if y'all want to contact me,
- 2:42Speaker 3: that is the easiest way. Just contact me through my
- 2:44Speaker 3: website because I don't have It's hard to get through
- 2:48Speaker 3: contact on social media because I get a lot of
- 2:51Speaker 3: junk in there. So just contact me through my website
- 2:54Speaker 3: goes straight to my inbox. If you've tried that and
- 2:56Speaker 3: didn't get a hold of me, try again, because we
- 2:57Speaker 3: just switched over the website, so there might have been
- 3:00Speaker 3: some confusion. Just for anyone who might be listening and
- 3:03Speaker 3: said I tried that, it didn't work, I'm so sorry.
- 3:05Speaker 3: Try again, please, because I do want to get your messages.
- 3:09Speaker 3: So I'm Karen Wilkinson, and I am a former UFO
- 3:15Speaker 3: abductee experiencer and I have spent you know, years and
- 3:21Speaker 3: years researching, studying, figuring out who, what these things are,
- 3:26Speaker 3: why they took me, how to stop it, and the
- 3:31Speaker 3: process of me beginning to share my story put me
- 3:33Speaker 3: in contact with la Marzouli, who some of you might know.
- 3:37Speaker 3: You can find my book on his website Lamerzuley dot com.
- 3:41Speaker 3: And he is the one who convinced me to write
- 3:45Speaker 3: this book, or suggested that I write this book. It's
- 3:48Speaker 3: a little bit better. I had never shared my story before,
- 3:51Speaker 3: and honestly, I did not know who he was, and
- 3:54Speaker 3: I was just led to him and shared my story
- 3:57Speaker 3: with him and ended up in the fourth movie in
- 4:00Speaker 3: his UFO series on abductions, and then again in the
- 4:06Speaker 3: sixth movie and the tenth in that series, which is
- 4:09Speaker 3: an excellent series of movies, documentary movies. And from there
- 4:14Speaker 3: it just went into writing the book and it's been
- 4:16Speaker 3: an incredible adventure, not something I ever expected to do
- 4:19Speaker 3: and never tul to share this story. You know, the
- 4:22Speaker 3: stigma behind it is still still so strong.
- 4:25Speaker 1: You know, I can only imagine it must be good, though,
- 4:28Speaker 1: you know, when you're in the trench with these, you know, situations,
- 4:31Speaker 1: I can't compare. I kind of can't compare, you know,
- 4:34Speaker 1: being a person who's had or still once in a
- 4:36Speaker 1: while has anxiety problems, and you think that you're kind
- 4:39Speaker 1: of like, you know, you're losing your mind, and it's
- 4:41Speaker 1: just good to know that there's somebody else who is
- 4:44Speaker 1: losing their mind the same way you are.
- 4:48Speaker 3: That's been the most incredible part of this is being
- 4:51Speaker 3: able to connect with other people who've had similar experiences,
- 4:56Speaker 3: because I find for most of them, they're like, I
- 4:58Speaker 3: never thought i'd be able to talk to else. I
- 5:00Speaker 3: never thought i'd meet someone else who'd been through this.
- 5:02Speaker 3: I never thought there would be someone who understands how
- 5:05Speaker 3: I feel or what I've been through. And I'm not
- 5:07Speaker 3: a counselor, and I'm not you know, any of those things,
- 5:10Speaker 3: but just someone else who's been through it. And I
- 5:13Speaker 3: get comments almost daily on the book from people who
- 5:16Speaker 3: say thank you for just sharing information and writing this,
- 5:19Speaker 3: and it's very humbling because you know, we those of
- 5:22Speaker 3: us who've been through it, we've all been through a
- 5:24Speaker 3: similar thing, and I just figured a way to share
- 5:29Speaker 3: it and try to help other people through that. And
- 5:31Speaker 3: that's really the goal of the book is just to
- 5:34Speaker 3: share the experiences, help other people through it, share what
- 5:37Speaker 3: it is, and answer some questions along the way if
- 5:39Speaker 3: I can and make it okay to talk about because
- 5:41Speaker 3: for most people it's just it's still not okay to
- 5:44Speaker 3: talk about. The subject is still so taboo. So I
- 5:47Speaker 3: want people to be more comfortable talking about it because
- 5:50Speaker 3: it is becoming more and more mainstream every day.
- 5:53Speaker 1: Yeah, that's what shows like this are for. It's the
- 5:55Speaker 1: same way. It's just kind of helps you springboard that,
- 5:58Speaker 1: you know, that information forward. There might be somebody within
- 6:01Speaker 1: my you know, within my subs or someone runs across
- 6:03Speaker 1: the channel and they go, oh wow, this is this
- 6:06Speaker 1: This Okay, I've had that kind of Oh so it
- 6:09Speaker 1: wasn't a dream or or oh yeah I can, I can,
- 6:12Speaker 1: you know, I can understand where she's coming from. And
- 6:14Speaker 1: that's basically my goal is to bring people like yourself
- 6:17Speaker 1: and many others you know that bigfoot encounters and and
- 6:20Speaker 1: others of that nature paranormal and it's just like I
- 6:22Speaker 1: don't you know, I grew up in a Baptist home.
- 6:24Speaker 1: We couldn't talk about this, So that's kind of the
- 6:27Speaker 1: same things. Uh So, Karen, do me a favor, could
- 6:30Speaker 1: you you know, however you want to go into it.
- 6:32Speaker 1: How did this start for you? When did you you know,
- 6:34Speaker 1: when did these occurrences start to happen?
- 6:36Speaker 3: Sure, well, I was taken. From my earliest memories. There
- 6:40Speaker 3: isn't a time in my life that I don't remember
- 6:43Speaker 3: being taken against my will by what people commonly call aliens,
- 6:48Speaker 3: non human alien entities. So I believe it was a
- 6:55Speaker 3: hereditary kind of thing.
- 6:56Speaker 1: You know.
- 6:57Speaker 3: It runs in families quite often, and I write a
- 7:02Speaker 3: little bit about that in the book as well. But
- 7:06Speaker 3: from my earliest memories, there just wasn't a time that
- 7:08Speaker 3: I wasn't taken. Typically, when I was little, I would
- 7:15Speaker 3: feel their presence before I would even see them. It
- 7:19Speaker 3: was terrifying because at nighttime, I, you know, would go
- 7:23Speaker 3: to bed and I'd want to find a place to hide,
- 7:25Speaker 3: and there's no place you can hide. You can't hide
- 7:27Speaker 3: from them, you know. And I remember having a conversation
- 7:30Speaker 3: with a sibling about that, and the other sibling and
- 7:33Speaker 3: I don't ever talk about anyone else, this else's story
- 7:35Speaker 3: than my own, so I will speak of others very benignly.
- 7:40Speaker 3: But this sibling said to me, we can't hide from them.
- 7:44Speaker 3: They can see us no matter where we are, you know,
- 7:46Speaker 3: which tells you, you know, And we didn't know what
- 7:48Speaker 3: to call them, you know, But we're having these conversations
- 7:50Speaker 3: as little kids, you know, four or five, six years old,
- 7:54Speaker 3: having conversations about them. And you have to remember back
- 7:57Speaker 3: in the sixties and seventies, it wasn't there weren't places
- 8:01Speaker 3: to go to learn about them. We didn't know whom
- 8:04Speaker 3: what they were. The vocabulary certainly wasn't there for us,
- 8:09Speaker 3: so you know, I didn't know to call them the
- 8:11Speaker 3: grays or little ones or the aliens or whatever. You know.
- 8:16Speaker 3: There was some talk of UFOs here and there, you know,
- 8:18Speaker 3: and stories and things, but it just wasn't mainstream at all,
- 8:24Speaker 3: and so even to tell someone what was happening was
- 8:28Speaker 3: difficult because there's no vocabulary behind it as a little kid,
- 8:32Speaker 3: and when you start to talk about these things, people
- 8:34Speaker 3: think it's a nightmare or it's you know, or you're
- 8:36Speaker 3: imagining something, or you know, they don't think it's real.
- 8:42Speaker 3: And even if they you could, even if you could
- 8:44Speaker 3: explain it well, which you couldn't. But when I was little,
- 8:49Speaker 3: you know, one of the common things that would happen
- 8:51Speaker 3: is there would sometimes be a bright light through a window,
- 8:55Speaker 3: or everything would get quiet, especially in the kind treat
- 9:00Speaker 3: like crickets and cicadas, and the normal nighttime noises would
- 9:03Speaker 3: just stop and it would become silent, almost as if
- 9:07Speaker 3: I was already pulled into another dimensional space. And that's
- 9:12Speaker 3: what I think, you know, now looking back, that that
- 9:14Speaker 3: was because at that point I would see typically at
- 9:20Speaker 3: least two, sometimes more of what people refer to as
- 9:24Speaker 3: gray aliens. They were just shorter, they had the big
- 9:28Speaker 3: bulbous heads. They were more beige kind of in color.
- 9:31Speaker 3: I mean, the color is really hard to describe, almost
- 9:33Speaker 3: kind of a beige gray. But and it's dark, it's
- 9:36Speaker 3: hard to see them at night, and they would sometimes
- 9:40Speaker 3: be at the foot of bed. Sometimes they would be
- 9:41Speaker 3: outside the window or sometimes hovering somewhere in the room
- 9:45Speaker 3: or in a corner, you know, just different places. That
- 9:49Speaker 3: in itself was terrifying. And they had the big black
- 9:54Speaker 3: screen looking eyes and their eyes didn't move. Their eyes
- 9:57Speaker 3: were just like fixed like a screen, and it was
- 10:01Speaker 3: terrifying with the kid, you know, Yeah, there were they
- 10:04Speaker 3: were different because when I was taken and would get
- 10:08Speaker 3: to the places that they took me, there were other
- 10:12Speaker 3: entities there that looked similar to these little grays. But
- 10:15Speaker 3: whereas these little grays were all the same like cookie Cutter,
- 10:19Speaker 3: just all almost identical. The other ones were different heights,
- 10:25Speaker 3: their faces moved, their eyes moved, they had like facial expressions,
- 10:29Speaker 3: you know, their foreheads would wrinkle and things like that.
- 10:32Speaker 3: And so it was clear that these little ones were
- 10:35Speaker 3: some sort of a you know, almost robotic like a
- 10:38Speaker 3: meal or autonomous. Yeah, exactly. It was a created entity
- 10:45Speaker 3: to come and get me or you know, anyone else
- 10:49Speaker 3: who would be taken and then deliver me to wherever
- 10:53Speaker 3: I was going. And so but when these things sell
- 10:57Speaker 3: back up again a little bit. So when they would
- 10:58Speaker 3: show up, sometimes they had a very bad smell to them,
- 11:02Speaker 3: sort of like sulfur dead animal urine kind of you know,
- 11:07Speaker 3: ammonia e just depended. And some of them didn't have
- 11:10Speaker 3: any sense at all. And I've written a lot about
- 11:15Speaker 3: that's a whole separate conversation about who and what these
- 11:19Speaker 3: think grays are, and so I won't go down that
- 11:22Speaker 3: road just yet. But because that's a whole hour long
- 11:25Speaker 3: conversation in itself, and we can hit that, We can
- 11:28Speaker 3: hit on my topic in a little bit if you
- 11:29Speaker 3: want to. But they would show up and then I
- 11:33Speaker 3: would be usually put into a state of what I
- 11:36Speaker 3: call waking paralysis. You know, people talk about sleep paralysis,
- 11:40Speaker 3: where you are asleep but you're aware, you can't wake up.
- 11:44Speaker 3: This is different. This is like when you're awake or
- 11:47Speaker 3: awakened by something, but then your body is just put
- 11:49Speaker 3: into a paralysis state. So I couldn't move, I couldn't yell,
- 11:53Speaker 3: I couldn't scream. And even if I could scream before
- 11:58Speaker 3: they put me in that state, if there was someone
- 12:00Speaker 3: else in the room with me, like a sibling or
- 12:02Speaker 3: you know, husband or something later in life, they wouldn't rouse.
- 12:06Speaker 3: It's like they were put into a state of just
- 12:09Speaker 3: this deep sleep, like a trance, like they could not
- 12:12Speaker 3: wake them up, and put into a deep sleep where
- 12:19Speaker 3: nothing would rouse them. And at that point I would
- 12:23Speaker 3: be general Usually in the typical situation, I would be
- 12:27Speaker 3: levitated off the bed and at this you know, I
- 12:30Speaker 3: can't move at this point, and it's almost like I
- 12:32Speaker 3: was in some sort of bubble, because then I would
- 12:35Speaker 3: be taken through a window or through the ceiling or
- 12:39Speaker 3: you know, through a wall or down a hallway and out,
- 12:42Speaker 3: you know, And it sounds crazy, but there's just this
- 12:45Speaker 3: feeling and it's so hard to describe, but those of
- 12:50Speaker 3: us have been taken of all. Had this happen where
- 12:52Speaker 3: you go through what seems to be a solid object, Yes,
- 12:56Speaker 3: but they are dealing with what we call and after
- 13:00Speaker 3: David Jacobs coins in his Book's Future Physics, where you're
- 13:03Speaker 3: dealing with physics that are beyond our understanding. I think
- 13:07Speaker 3: that when they would come to take me, they would
- 13:09Speaker 3: put me into almost sort of a space time warp
- 13:12Speaker 3: bubble where that's how they were able to do that.
- 13:15Speaker 3: So I'm outside of this space, outside of this time.
- 13:17Speaker 3: Because you hear a lot about people saying missing time.
- 13:20Speaker 3: Yet time didn't pass the same when I was taken
- 13:23Speaker 3: or when I was gone, you know, come back sometimes
- 13:25Speaker 3: fifteen seconds earlier than when I left. Who oh yeah, yeah.
- 13:31Speaker 3: During the day, I'd be sitting somewhere, you know, maybe
- 13:34Speaker 3: even in school or something like that, and all of
- 13:35Speaker 3: a sudden, I'm back in my seat, and I know
- 13:39Speaker 3: what's going to happen for the next fifteen or thirty seconds, because.
- 13:42Speaker 1: Normally doesn't last time. Yeah, maybe five seconds, maybe.
- 13:47Speaker 3: Like fifteen thirty seconds, you know, and happens over and
- 13:51Speaker 3: over again. You're like, I've you know, memori has been compromised.
- 13:56Speaker 3: But I know something's happened, and there's this feeling get
- 14:00Speaker 3: for me posts being taken where it lingers and you
- 14:05Speaker 3: can still feel this, and it's it's almost it's like
- 14:09Speaker 3: a seventeen cents, you know, it's like a it's so
- 14:11Speaker 3: hard to describe because unless you've experienced it, because you
- 14:14Speaker 3: could still feel the effects, the after effects of what happened.
- 14:19Speaker 3: It's because you've been pushed into a different into an
- 14:23Speaker 3: area where space and time don't exist the same way.
- 14:27Speaker 3: My body was aging more slowly, and they were for
- 14:30Speaker 3: different surgeries when I was younger. They'd be like, your
- 14:32Speaker 3: chronological age and your physical age aren't matching up. It's
- 14:35Speaker 3: like your body has aged more slowly. Well, if I
- 14:38Speaker 3: was spending time outside of this time, that makes sense.
- 14:43Speaker 3: And I notice that has happened to other abductees as.
- 14:46Speaker 1: Well, So I didn't know that at all. Wow.
- 14:49Speaker 3: Yeah, So there's some really interesting and nonmalist things that happened,
- 14:52Speaker 3: and then the injuries that come along with it. And
- 14:55Speaker 3: in the book, I provide a government report that came
- 14:59Speaker 3: out in and I think it was twenty twenty one
- 15:02Speaker 3: or twenty twenty two that lists the injuries that the
- 15:06Speaker 3: government is aware of that are part of what happens
- 15:09Speaker 3: when you're exposed to these beings, these craft and you know,
- 15:13Speaker 3: those of us who've been taken, we have almost everything
- 15:16Speaker 3: on this huge list. I think there's like two hundred
- 15:18Speaker 3: things on this list, from missing pregnancies to bone growth anomalies,
- 15:23Speaker 3: which I have in spades, to all kinds your autoimmune disorders,
- 15:27Speaker 3: to lesions to burns, different things that are very hard
- 15:31Speaker 3: to describe, legions on your brain, sclerosis, things like that.
- 15:36Speaker 3: So the after effects that we have, you know, for
- 15:39Speaker 3: those to say, well there's no proof, there's so much
- 15:42Speaker 3: physical proof out there of that these things happen. But
- 15:48Speaker 3: at that point when I was taken, I would be
- 15:52Speaker 3: generally go into a state of sleep, or they would
- 15:55Speaker 3: you know, kind of put me into a state of
- 15:58Speaker 3: sleep where I would wake up sometimes on an exam
- 16:01Speaker 3: table and you know, I'm a little kid. They're doing
- 16:05Speaker 3: things to me. I don't know what they're doing, usually
- 16:08Speaker 3: you know, without my clothing, without my pajamas, because usually
- 16:11Speaker 3: it was at night. Sometimes i'd wake up at this
- 16:15Speaker 3: what looked like banks of elevator doors and they would
- 16:19Speaker 3: escort me through and these elevators would just go down
- 16:22Speaker 3: and down and down, and then I would get on
- 16:24Speaker 3: what I called when I was little, the sideways elevators,
- 16:27Speaker 3: because when I was younger, you know, vehicles made a
- 16:30Speaker 3: lot of noise, trains, cars, anything, and it wasn't like
- 16:35Speaker 3: today where we have electric vehicles. So I think it
- 16:37Speaker 3: was some sort of high speed train. But all I
- 16:39Speaker 3: could equate it with was similar to being on an elevator,
- 16:42Speaker 3: but it didn't go up and down. It went at angles,
- 16:45Speaker 3: up and down or side to side, things like that,
- 16:48Speaker 3: and that would take me to wherever I was going.
- 16:52Speaker 3: I believe I was generally an underground bases. I don't
- 16:54Speaker 3: know if they were underground underwater, who knows. You know,
- 16:57Speaker 3: it's hard to tell when you're there. But these places
- 16:59Speaker 3: were huge, I mean, bigger than football stadiums and you know,
- 17:05Speaker 3: airports and all that kind of thing put together. They
- 17:07Speaker 3: just mazes of hallways and stairwells and elevators and rooms
- 17:11Speaker 3: and you know, strangely lit. Some areas were bright, some
- 17:15Speaker 3: areas were super dark, just and there were different types
- 17:21Speaker 3: of entities there. There were humans there working alongside them.
- 17:25Speaker 3: There were outfits that clearly looked like military outfits, but
- 17:29Speaker 3: not specific like when you for those of us who
- 17:32Speaker 3: have military families or ben in the military, you can
- 17:34Speaker 3: recognize the branch of service usually just by you know, immediately,
- 17:38Speaker 3: unless you're in a very specific kind of you know,
- 17:40Speaker 3: different fatigues, which then everyone kind of matches. But there's
- 17:43Speaker 3: usually next insignia. Sorry, yes, of some sort.
- 17:53Speaker 1: I have a question. I have a question now. You
- 17:56Speaker 1: you often hear to say people are taking on to
- 17:58Speaker 1: these ships, and you also hear that sometime during this
- 18:01Speaker 1: or you know, wherever you were that sometimes during this,
- 18:04Speaker 1: you know, the situation that the people become somehow conscious
- 18:07Speaker 1: of them. And my question to you is, why would
- 18:11Speaker 1: that happen? You know, I'm just asking. I don't know,
- 18:13Speaker 1: I just want to know your fear question. That's why
- 18:16Speaker 1: would you know? You know, species is able to you know,
- 18:19Speaker 1: transverse time and space, maybe dimensional wormholes. I don't know
- 18:22Speaker 1: exactly how they're getting here, or they're coming from the sea.
- 18:26Speaker 1: That could also be a possibility. If they have that
- 18:28Speaker 1: ability to do that and pass you through a solid object,
- 18:32Speaker 1: why wouldn't you have the ability to make it so
- 18:33Speaker 1: that you wouldn't remember absolutely.
- 18:36Speaker 3: So there's two things there, and I'll go back to
- 18:38Speaker 3: where I think they're from. Because I think that's a
- 18:40Speaker 3: very good one. There's a couple of reasons why some
- 18:44Speaker 3: of us remember and some of us don't. They do
- 18:47Speaker 3: have the ability to kind of wipe your memory, sort
- 18:49Speaker 3: of like the men in black movies. You know, it's
- 18:51Speaker 3: a little thing similar to the The end result is similar.
- 18:58Speaker 3: What they do is they provide let's call it a
- 19:00Speaker 3: screen memory, which gives you makes you think you were
- 19:03Speaker 3: somewhere else or doing something else, or experiencing something else
- 19:06Speaker 3: during the time. That's very common, or you're just in
- 19:10Speaker 3: a sleep state and you know, they can keep you
- 19:12Speaker 3: in that state and not wake you up. But they
- 19:14Speaker 3: don't have complete control over the human brain, the human soul,
- 19:18Speaker 3: the human spirit. That is something that we uniquely have
- 19:22Speaker 3: and that we are uniquely in control inter connection with
- 19:26Speaker 3: our creator that we have, you know God. So I
- 19:28Speaker 3: think that that's where there's there are some issues. And
- 19:31Speaker 3: for me, when I was about five or six years old,
- 19:34Speaker 3: I think it was like six years old, I really
- 19:37Speaker 3: had just a break a complete breakdown. They found me
- 19:42Speaker 3: huddled in the corner of a school bathroom stall and
- 19:44Speaker 3: my mom had to come get me, and I was
- 19:46Speaker 3: just in the corner of the stall rocking, holding on
- 19:48Speaker 3: my knees and saying, I don't want them to take
- 19:51Speaker 3: me anymore. I don't want them to touch me anymore.
- 19:54Speaker 3: She didn't know who I was talking about, the little ones,
- 19:56Speaker 3: the ones that come and get me. She thought maybe
- 19:58Speaker 3: it was big kids or or someone else, or someone
- 20:01Speaker 3: was bothering me. She coaxed me out, took me to
- 20:04Speaker 3: the doctor to get an exam because she thought maybe
- 20:06Speaker 3: I'd been abused in some way. And he's like, there's
- 20:09Speaker 3: unusual marks, sure, but you know I had a crazy
- 20:13Speaker 3: burn mark on my back, stuff like that. But whatever
- 20:16Speaker 3: happened to her, she's young, she'll forget. You know, this
- 20:18Speaker 3: is you know, sixties and seventies is a different time.
- 20:20Speaker 3: And they didn't know who I was talking about. There
- 20:23Speaker 3: was no one there for me to point the finger at.
- 20:27Speaker 3: I realized at that point, you know, so young, that
- 20:31Speaker 3: no one was going to be able to come and
- 20:33Speaker 3: help me or save me. And I literally created this
- 20:37Speaker 3: dissociation where I would just let my mind just not
- 20:43Speaker 3: engage when they would take me, so that I didn't
- 20:46Speaker 3: have to experience the trauma that I was going through
- 20:49Speaker 3: because that I was not there right. So, when you
- 20:54Speaker 3: do engage like that, they have so little control over
- 20:58Speaker 3: your mind because you have literally put a steel wall
- 21:01Speaker 3: down between you and them. And I talk to other
- 21:06Speaker 3: formerfveuctees experiencers who have memories as I do, and I
- 21:10Speaker 3: don't remember everything, don't get me wrong. I only have
- 21:12Speaker 3: some memories of some events, you know, and patchy memories
- 21:17Speaker 3: of beginnings and ends here and there are middle parts,
- 21:20Speaker 3: but not complete memories of everything. But I think when
- 21:23Speaker 3: you have that dissociation, it allows you to be experiencing
- 21:28Speaker 3: these things but not act as if you're conscious of
- 21:32Speaker 3: them at the time. So it's hard to erase or
- 21:35Speaker 3: to control someone's memory when you're not focusing on that event.
- 21:42Speaker 3: And so then it allows you to bring that back
- 21:43Speaker 3: to the forefront later and you know it happened, you're
- 21:47Speaker 3: just refusing to acknowledge it. But it doesn't mean memory's
- 21:51Speaker 3: not there. It doesn't mean the event didn't happens, just
- 21:53Speaker 3: you're not going to deal with it emotionally or physically.
- 21:56Speaker 3: And that happens to people in all kinds of different
- 21:59Speaker 3: traumatic situationsations, you know, And it's a protective mechanism. It's
- 22:02Speaker 3: kind of built into us. So for those of us
- 22:05Speaker 3: who did that we find that we're when we're comfortable
- 22:09Speaker 3: enough and we feel safe enough, it's easier to bring
- 22:12Speaker 3: those memories forward, right because there it's not like we
- 22:16Speaker 3: don't have the memories. It's not like we have to
- 22:17Speaker 3: go through hypnosis or regression to get them back. It's
- 22:21Speaker 3: just that we didn't want to think about them, so
- 22:24Speaker 3: we just tucked them away and left them there until
- 22:27Speaker 3: we were comfortable and safe enough to actually start dealing
- 22:31Speaker 3: with those memories. So I think that is why they're
- 22:35Speaker 3: not able to completely erase the memories of some people,
- 22:40Speaker 3: you know. And I think there's different reasons. And you know,
- 22:42Speaker 3: they're not perfect. They are fallible beings. They are a
- 22:45Speaker 3: created race of beings, as we are a created race
- 22:48Speaker 3: of beings. No created race of beings is going to
- 22:51Speaker 3: be perfect except creative, you know.
- 22:54Speaker 1: So there's no they have that can circumvent or cut
- 22:59Speaker 1: the tie with our consciousness in our creator exactly.
- 23:02Speaker 3: They can try to rop they can try to get
- 23:05Speaker 3: in the way of it. They can try to, you know,
- 23:07Speaker 3: but they can't.
- 23:08Speaker 1: It's yeah, I think it's a perfect way to the
- 23:10Speaker 1: way you said is perfectly thank you.
- 23:12Speaker 3: So I think that's where that comes in and because
- 23:15Speaker 3: I've had to think about that a long time, because
- 23:16Speaker 3: that's a really common question I get asked a lot
- 23:19Speaker 3: from experiences and non experiences alike. Yeah, you have to
- 23:24Speaker 3: think about it. And and for us that those of
- 23:27Speaker 3: us who have been taken, that that seems to be
- 23:29Speaker 3: the common threat is that when we dissociate, they can't
- 23:32Speaker 3: get through all right.
- 23:34Speaker 1: So you so you felt like you were taken into
- 23:37Speaker 1: you know, to get you back to the storyline. Answered
- 23:39Speaker 1: the question, thank you. So you felt like you were
- 23:42Speaker 1: taken to an underground base or something of this nature,
- 23:45Speaker 1: dark dark areas, light areas, mm.
- 23:48Speaker 3: Hmm, yeah, just huge. I mean these things were very
- 23:50Speaker 3: well organized, these air at these places that I was taken.
- 23:53Speaker 3: I mean there was just very specific areas for different
- 23:56Speaker 3: things and holding areas where there would be other people,
- 23:59Speaker 3: you know, just like me, waiting on whatever they were
- 24:02Speaker 3: going to do next. And had I had what I
- 24:05Speaker 3: call a handler, a very specific entity who was always
- 24:08Speaker 3: with me. We had a connection kind of like you
- 24:13Speaker 3: know how animals imprint. It was kind of like that.
- 24:17Speaker 3: We had an imprinted connection. So I could always know
- 24:20Speaker 3: where he was. I could always find my way to him,
- 24:22Speaker 3: or he found his way to me, and he was
- 24:25Speaker 3: with me throughout a lifetime of these intrusions and inductions.
- 24:32Speaker 3: But there were different people there being taken, you know,
- 24:34Speaker 3: for different reasons. I don't know why. You know, nobody
- 24:37Speaker 3: sits there and says, here's what we're doing with everybody,
- 24:39Speaker 3: and unfortunately it's just terrifying for most people. There were
- 24:45Speaker 3: rooms they would take us into where the whole room
- 24:49Speaker 3: was just like video screen. And today that doesn't seem
- 24:53Speaker 3: too outrage outrageous, but at the time we didn't have anything.
- 24:56Speaker 3: You know, our TV was this big and we had
- 24:58Speaker 3: like four channels, so you.
- 25:00Speaker 1: Know, behind your handler. Does that mean that you were
- 25:03Speaker 1: actually walking around in this place?
- 25:05Speaker 3: Oh, yes, exactly. I mean not always all over, and
- 25:09Speaker 3: certainly it was different every time, you know, but yeah, absolutely,
- 25:15Speaker 3: and he would, you know, make sure I got to
- 25:16Speaker 3: where they wanted me to be at that point in time.
- 25:19Speaker 3: And you know, different things happen at different times. So
- 25:22Speaker 3: I try to cover a lot of that because there's
- 25:24Speaker 3: so much too, you know, so many different types of
- 25:28Speaker 3: things that happened. I try to cover some of that
- 25:30Speaker 3: in the book too, But it's just dependent on you know,
- 25:35Speaker 3: what age I was, or what they were doing or
- 25:38Speaker 3: you know what.
- 25:40Speaker 1: You said, you and you would find him? Like, what
- 25:43Speaker 1: do you mean you would find him? Okay?
- 25:45Speaker 3: A lot of people had handlers to and you know,
- 25:48Speaker 3: I did not realize how many. I've spoken to so
- 25:51Speaker 3: many other people who also had their own handlers. I
- 25:55Speaker 3: don't know what else to calm, so I just call
- 25:56Speaker 3: them a handler because, for lack of a better word,
- 25:58Speaker 3: that's kind of like what he was. You know, we
- 26:00Speaker 3: were being exploited and utilized like labrats, you know. And
- 26:07Speaker 3: so I had this person and he was with me
- 26:09Speaker 3: throughout my entire lifetime. I had a Stockholm syndrome type
- 26:13Speaker 3: relationship with him. Wow, And that is uncomfortable to talk about,
- 26:18Speaker 3: just because of of what you know that became. We
- 26:21Speaker 3: do cover some of those difficult parts of the book,
- 26:24Speaker 3: and there's some parts of it that I don't think
- 26:26Speaker 3: talking about would do anyone any good to you know,
- 26:29Speaker 3: share some of the stories because they're just too traumatic
- 26:32Speaker 3: and it would be traumatics.
- 26:34Speaker 1: I've known you for about a half hour now, and
- 26:38Speaker 1: and you are a very very strong individual. Don't you
- 26:41Speaker 1: ever think otherwise? Everything otherwise that's amazing.
- 26:45Speaker 3: The winter.
- 26:47Speaker 1: I can talk to you and it's cool, and you know,
- 26:51Speaker 1: because you know, you have a name, you know, have
- 26:53Speaker 1: a weight in the community. I'm then, but you're you're
- 26:55Speaker 1: a very down the earth person and very strong willed
- 26:59Speaker 1: and uh, that's wonderful. It's a beautiful thing to see
- 27:01Speaker 1: a lot.
- 27:02Speaker 3: Tom, It's a sweetheart. Well, I've been doing that conversation
- 27:05Speaker 3: so far too. You're very easy to talk to as well.
- 27:07Speaker 3: I can see why you have so many fans and
- 27:09Speaker 3: followers out there, and.
- 27:11Speaker 1: We get there.
- 27:13Speaker 3: It's great. You know, what you're doing is so helpful
- 27:16Speaker 3: because there aren't a lot of places for people to
- 27:18Speaker 3: share these types of things and comfortable areas. Trust me,
- 27:22Speaker 3: I've been on some shows that were very uncomfortable. Yeah, so,
- 27:27Speaker 3: so I appreciate you and what you're doing.
- 27:30Speaker 1: Thank you.
- 27:30Speaker 3: So you I'm going to stop for a second and
- 27:32Speaker 3: back up and let you ask some questions. I feel
- 27:34Speaker 3: like I've just been chatting and show.
- 27:35Speaker 1: Oh no, I thought, I know you've been doing great,
- 27:38Speaker 1: you know, as a as a you know, in a
- 27:40Speaker 1: position I am the interview or what's mixed up? Sometimes
- 27:45Speaker 1: the interview were I sometimes I have to let the
- 27:47Speaker 1: people just breathe it out and let them say what
- 27:49Speaker 1: they're saying and feel the emotion. And what I'm trying
- 27:52Speaker 1: to do is ask you questions. It's going to be
- 27:55Speaker 1: they're different, you know. You know we were talking about
- 27:58Speaker 1: that before the show, the size, how long was it?
- 28:01Speaker 1: But there's things that you know, I like to know
- 28:04Speaker 1: how it affects people emotionally because we live in this weird,
- 28:07Speaker 1: supercharged world and you've gone through it basically already. What's
- 28:11Speaker 1: going on in the world, and the news is nothing
- 28:13Speaker 1: for you, you know what I mean. So that perspective that
- 28:16Speaker 1: you're giving is what people need to So I'm just
- 28:19Speaker 1: trying to give you the breath and don't worry about me.
- 28:21Speaker 1: I'll find I'll find my my space in there.
- 28:25Speaker 3: Well great, well, speaking of the news in the world,
- 28:27Speaker 3: you know that movie The Age of Disclosure just was
- 28:30Speaker 3: finally released because it's mired. I live in in the Austin,
- 28:33Speaker 3: Texas area, and it was released out here at the
- 28:36Speaker 3: south By Southwest Music festal sorry, at the one of
- 28:39Speaker 3: the festivals last year, and it then was not released
- 28:44Speaker 3: to the general public, and it finally has been and
- 28:47Speaker 3: and that was really interesting to watch because it while
- 28:52Speaker 3: it kind of goes down the same a lot of
- 28:54Speaker 3: things we've seen, you know, a lot of Louel Soondo
- 28:57Speaker 3: and a lot of government official also talking about what
- 29:01Speaker 3: they know. This movie had people from the Air Force talking,
- 29:06Speaker 3: and you know, you hear a lot from the Navy,
- 29:10Speaker 3: the Navy personnel, but what you don't hear about is
- 29:12Speaker 3: the people in the Air Force sharing their stories because
- 29:15Speaker 3: they are so high up in the in the actual
- 29:20Speaker 3: program of what's going on.
- 29:25Speaker 1: In the think I know what you mean.
- 29:33Speaker 3: Yeah, And they talk about the the program's name is
- 29:36Speaker 3: the I haven't written down here because I knew I
- 29:39Speaker 3: would forget, But it's it's the the the the program
- 29:45Speaker 3: is just anyway, it's but they talk about a lot
- 29:51Speaker 3: of these programs have been in place for a long time,
- 29:53Speaker 3: and those you know, you know things about how the
- 29:55Speaker 3: c i A and the Air Force and the government
- 29:58Speaker 3: contractors and the external external contractors and all these different
- 30:02Speaker 3: groups are involved. So for those of us who've been
- 30:06Speaker 3: through this where you know, we'll watch and listen to
- 30:08Speaker 3: these things going. Look, you know, the people in the
- 30:12Speaker 3: Hollywood Halls of Congress are are confirming, yes we have
- 30:16Speaker 3: the crash craft, Yes we have non human biologics. Yes
- 30:19Speaker 3: these things do exist, Yes they are a threat to
- 30:21Speaker 3: national security. Yes, these things are happening, but still the
- 30:26Speaker 3: subject is still has such a huge stigma that if
- 30:30Speaker 3: you say I've been taken, people look at you like
- 30:32Speaker 3: you're crazy. And it's like our own government officials are
- 30:35Speaker 3: admitting that this is going on, but we still can't
- 30:39Speaker 3: talk about it, you know.
- 30:40Speaker 1: And I think that has a lot to do with
- 30:42Speaker 1: the underpinning of government. Trust has been lost, yea, you know,
- 30:45Speaker 1: the whole under because if this was said in the
- 30:48Speaker 1: eighties and nineties, they would have been chaos in the street.
- 30:50Speaker 1: But since our institutions have degraded to this, you know,
- 30:54Speaker 1: to the statu right now, So if someone gets out
- 30:56Speaker 1: there and they could say whatever about whatever vaccines, ProPlus,
- 31:01Speaker 1: whatever it may be, people, it's become politicized, and so
- 31:05Speaker 1: something of such magnitude gains no traction. And it's really
- 31:09Speaker 1: it's really confounding, actually it is.
- 31:11Speaker 3: It is these in these these so many different agencies
- 31:16Speaker 3: are involved in so many different pieces and parts of it,
- 31:19Speaker 3: that the information just gets lost on the stove types
- 31:22Speaker 3: of different groups and different people and legacy groups. Because
- 31:26Speaker 3: you're we have all these high level government officials who
- 31:29Speaker 3: are just temporarily there. They're there for four years, six years,
- 31:33Speaker 3: two years at a time, you know, or longer, and
- 31:36Speaker 3: but they come and go and they never even get
- 31:38Speaker 3: this information. So people holding on to all of this
- 31:42Speaker 3: top secret information are in so many different groups across
- 31:45Speaker 3: so many different levels, and that information is not brought together,
- 31:50Speaker 3: and then it gets lost and people are like, why
- 31:54Speaker 3: isn't the president oben the files or share the information.
- 31:57Speaker 3: He doesn't know, and if he did, he would even
- 32:00Speaker 3: know where to go to get the right information because
- 32:02Speaker 3: it's strewn across so many different government agencies and private
- 32:06Speaker 3: contractors and different people that you know, getting that information
- 32:10Speaker 3: is hard. So disclosure is never going to be a
- 32:14Speaker 3: big bang. It's just going to be a crickle of
- 32:16Speaker 3: information that comes out here and there. And people who
- 32:18Speaker 3: are brave enough to come forward, and these whistleblowers, they
- 32:21Speaker 3: put their lives and their careers on the line to
- 32:24Speaker 3: come forward and just share tiny bits and pieces of information,
- 32:28Speaker 3: and you know they're risking you know, they have families,
- 32:32Speaker 3: they have lives, they kids, you know, they're scared for
- 32:36Speaker 3: their lives. I mean people like me who were taken.
- 32:38Speaker 3: They used us to threaten people like that in these programs,
- 32:43Speaker 3: and I often get asked you how I saw humans
- 32:46Speaker 3: working in these facilities with the non human entities. Oh,
- 32:51Speaker 3: people out to ask why didn't they help you or
- 32:53Speaker 3: why didn't you go to them for help? Well, there's
- 32:57Speaker 3: a thing that happens when I was taken, and this
- 32:59Speaker 3: is very home and amongst people who are taken called
- 33:02Speaker 3: we call it you a faux brain fog. It's like
- 33:05Speaker 3: you're thinking and walking through molasses. It's like you are
- 33:09Speaker 3: You can't say the things you want to say. You
- 33:11Speaker 3: can't run as fast as you want to run, You
- 33:13Speaker 3: can't your dexterity isn't there. And it's like this control
- 33:19Speaker 3: that just stops you from being able to maybe say
- 33:22Speaker 3: what you want to say, if you want to reach
- 33:24Speaker 3: out to say someone to help you or what have you.
- 33:27Speaker 3: And the other thing is we're threatened not to you know,
- 33:30Speaker 3: you don't talk to them, They don't talk to you.
- 33:33Speaker 3: And I've been asking you how why would people take
- 33:38Speaker 3: a job like that? And if you think about whether
- 33:41Speaker 3: it's a private contractor or a job government job. And
- 33:43Speaker 3: someone says, hey, you've got this new security clearance. We're
- 33:45Speaker 3: going to give this great job. Just sign this NBA
- 33:47Speaker 3: and off you go. They don't know what they're getting
- 33:50Speaker 3: into until it's too late, and then they've got families,
- 33:53Speaker 3: if they've got kids, if they've got friends, if they've
- 33:55Speaker 3: got relatives, and those people's lives are being threatened if
- 33:59Speaker 3: they do or anything. They're not going to do or
- 34:01Speaker 3: say anything. I mean, you know, I may be a kid,
- 34:04Speaker 3: but they've also got their own children that they're worried about.
- 34:07Speaker 3: And I don't blame them as a parent. You and
- 34:09Speaker 3: I both know we'll do anything for our kids to
- 34:11Speaker 3: protect them, you know almost you know, I'll jump in
- 34:14Speaker 3: front of a speeding car. I don't care. You know,
- 34:17Speaker 3: I'm a mom bear. I'm going to protect and I
- 34:20Speaker 3: get that. I understand that mentality. So there are a
- 34:23Speaker 3: lot of reasons why people get pulled into these things
- 34:27Speaker 3: and they can't get out, and they can't speak about it,
- 34:29Speaker 3: and they can't share that information, and they're not going
- 34:32Speaker 3: to for their own safety and the safety those that
- 34:36Speaker 3: they love.
- 34:36Speaker 1: Yeah, it's even me on a more basic level. I
- 34:40Speaker 1: was in the US Army. I worked as a telecommunications operator,
- 34:44Speaker 1: and there's still things that I can't talk about. I'm
- 34:47Speaker 1: not allowed to talk about them that it's like a
- 34:49Speaker 1: lifelong thing. And because you know, it's little things. Nothing
- 34:53Speaker 1: that for me because it was my job. But imagine
- 34:56Speaker 1: if you had something, you know, in some type of
- 34:59Speaker 1: secretive you know, black ops, left hand path, government agency,
- 35:04Speaker 1: and then you signed his NDA, and you know, if
- 35:07Speaker 1: you do talk about it, you get the you know,
- 35:09Speaker 1: you get the treatment like that one gentleman got from
- 35:12Speaker 1: S four what is his name came out in the eighties.
- 35:15Speaker 1: I can't think of his name. Orn's such a yeah.
- 35:17Speaker 1: People out there screaming his name, that guy Rogan. Yeah.
- 35:22Speaker 1: And so you see that, you see the consequences, You
- 35:25Speaker 1: feel the pressure you sign this agreements that they get you,
- 35:28Speaker 1: you know, you know mentally because your family to get
- 35:31Speaker 1: you psychologically because of you know, what you're seeing, and
- 35:35Speaker 1: then they also get you monetarily. So there's no there's
- 35:39Speaker 1: there's nothing to make you want to actually say anything.
- 35:41Speaker 1: So people coming out and saying it is incredible, especially
- 35:44Speaker 1: if they held a certain position, that means it's really
- 35:47Speaker 1: really real, if you know.
- 35:48Speaker 3: What I mean exactly, And even those of us were taken.
- 35:51Speaker 3: When I was little, I was trying to tell people
- 35:54Speaker 3: what was happening to me. I wanted it to stop.
- 35:56Speaker 3: I was not happy, and I would get from them.
- 36:01Speaker 3: You know, you can't talk about this and it One
- 36:04Speaker 3: night they came and took me and I was staying
- 36:08Speaker 3: at my grandparents' house and they walked me out into
- 36:10Speaker 3: the backyard and I remember being barefoot. I remember the grasping,
- 36:14Speaker 3: dewy and cold, wet, and we had this like clothesline
- 36:19Speaker 3: that separated the backyard and then went down a hill.
- 36:22Speaker 3: On the other side, it was a huge farm, like
- 36:25Speaker 3: two hundred and some acres of laying, a huge, huge area.
- 36:28Speaker 3: And they walked out there and then I and this
- 36:32Speaker 3: is where a screen memory comes in. It's like screen
- 36:36Speaker 3: memories are like wearing a pair of VR goggles today
- 36:40Speaker 3: help them. It would be hard to describe to someone
- 36:42Speaker 3: what a screen memories like, but today it feels as real.
- 36:45Speaker 3: You know, when you're wearing those VR goggles, you think
- 36:47Speaker 3: you're touching things and falling off the side of a
- 36:50Speaker 3: edge of something, you know what, It feels very real.
- 36:52Speaker 3: That's what a screen memory is like. It's really just
- 36:55Speaker 3: you think you're really experiencing this. It looks and feels
- 36:58Speaker 3: so real. Crazy and that you.
- 37:02Speaker 1: Were talking about the disassociation, So I'm just connected in
- 37:06Speaker 1: my brain. So if you imagine you're wearing VR goggles.
- 37:08Speaker 1: If you're like your mom, somebody is a little bit
- 37:10Speaker 1: older and she she will actually think she's falling, But
- 37:12Speaker 1: someone who knows about it would say, it looks like
- 37:15Speaker 1: I'm falling, but I'm not. So your disassociation from the illusion,
- 37:19Speaker 1: that's a great way.
- 37:20Speaker 3: Yes, I love that, right and well, we didn't have
- 37:24Speaker 3: that back then. How do you how do you separate?
- 37:27Speaker 3: You know, how do you know what's real what's not?
- 37:29Speaker 1: And for me.
- 37:31Speaker 3: There started to be this ability to say this can't
- 37:34Speaker 3: be real and events like that. What they did is
- 37:39Speaker 3: they had my whole family, you know, siblings, parents, grandparents
- 37:44Speaker 3: come out, and my aunt walk out. And then they
- 37:47Speaker 3: were on the other side of that clothesline and they said,
- 37:50Speaker 3: if you talk, we will kill your family. And they
- 37:52Speaker 3: sprayed something on the backs of their necks and beheaded
- 37:55Speaker 3: them in front of me. And from that point forward,
- 38:00Speaker 3: that and it was after that that I had the psychotic,
- 38:03Speaker 3: the just the break. That's when I that's when I dissociated.
- 38:06Speaker 3: I'm like, I can't do this. You know, a six
- 38:09Speaker 3: year old feeling that way is significant even an.
- 38:16Speaker 1: Adult, to your children, and you see it when you
- 38:20Speaker 1: think it's.
- 38:23Speaker 3: It was. It was a lot. And so I think
- 38:25Speaker 3: and for for those of us who've figured out how
- 38:28Speaker 3: to dissociate like that, it's just a protective mechanism. You've
- 38:31Speaker 3: got to You've got to keep yourself from going crazy.
- 38:34Speaker 3: Some people completely do go crazy. Some people can never
- 38:37Speaker 3: hold down a steady job. Some people can never you know,
- 38:40Speaker 3: continue with school. Some people can never have a normal
- 38:42Speaker 3: life post these types of traumas. And some of us
- 38:47Speaker 3: were fortunate enough and blessed enough to find a way through.
- 38:50Speaker 3: You know, my faith, my faith in God, my journey
- 38:55Speaker 3: through that is what got me through. Because I am
- 39:00Speaker 3: anything but a perfect person. Yea. I have a lot
- 39:04Speaker 3: of faults. I have a lot of ices. I have
- 39:06Speaker 3: a lot of things on you all, and I don't
- 39:09Speaker 3: want to so when I say that, I don't want
- 39:10Speaker 3: someone to think, oh, she's one of those. Now I'm
- 39:13Speaker 3: just a person who knows who my creator is and
- 39:16Speaker 3: figured out that the Bible is not this little boring book.
- 39:20Speaker 3: It has some crazy stuff in there that is not
- 39:24Speaker 3: taught to us. If someone had taught me this, I
- 39:27Speaker 3: would have been able to stop this stuff a long
- 39:30Speaker 3: long time ago. But it wasn't taught to me. And
- 39:34Speaker 3: then In this book Age of Disclosure, they talk about
- 39:36Speaker 3: how they had these religious fundamentalists coming up to them
- 39:40Speaker 3: in the hallway saying, you're messing with the devil. These
- 39:42Speaker 3: things are demons, these things are bad, and they were
- 39:45Speaker 3: on the right track, but they didn't have the knowledge
- 39:49Speaker 3: of what the Bible actually says about it to be
- 39:51Speaker 3: able to speak intelligently to these guys to warn them
- 39:54Speaker 3: against what they were doing. What they did is they
- 39:56Speaker 3: made themselves sound a little crazy. If they had said,
- 40:00Speaker 3: look look at Genesis three fifteen, look at Genesis six.
- 40:03Speaker 3: This is the whole foundation of the Bible. It talks
- 40:06Speaker 3: about how you know his seed will be enmity with
- 40:09Speaker 3: the seed of the woman, which means that there's going
- 40:12Speaker 3: to be the seed war that there is going to
- 40:14Speaker 3: be in It started in the garden of Eden. This
- 40:17Speaker 3: is where this conversation was at. And then you go forward,
- 40:19Speaker 3: which means that there's going to be a seed of God,
- 40:24Speaker 3: which we know is Jesus, and then there's going to
- 40:26Speaker 3: be a seed of Satan, which we know are what
- 40:29Speaker 3: we would call today hybrid entities or nephyline, which is
- 40:34Speaker 3: becoming something people now underto what that word is, I
- 40:37Speaker 3: mean ten years ago, I've could have said that people
- 40:40Speaker 3: will be like nephyl what you know? Now people know
- 40:43Speaker 3: what it is. Yeah, me too. I mean I didn't
- 40:48Speaker 3: know nepheline and for those who might not, and that's
- 40:51Speaker 3: okay because it's a weird one. A nephiline is simply
- 40:54Speaker 3: the cross between a human and then what we call
- 40:56Speaker 3: an angelic being and angels. Kind of a misnow, it's
- 41:00Speaker 3: a word people use for it, but biblically they're called
- 41:04Speaker 3: the beneha Alohem, the sons of God. It's just another
- 41:07Speaker 3: created race of beings created before humans, not meant to
- 41:11Speaker 3: breathe with humans. But some of them did you go
- 41:15Speaker 3: jump forward to Genesis six, it says the sons of God,
- 41:17Speaker 3: the bneh Alohim we might call angels, saw the daughters
- 41:20Speaker 3: of men were beautiful. About two hundred of them fell,
- 41:24Speaker 3: and you can read all about that in the Book
- 41:26Speaker 3: of Enoch in more detail, and took of them wives
- 41:29Speaker 3: plural of all they chose, and these became the mighty
- 41:32Speaker 3: men of the giants, the gibriein the Niphiline, and the
- 41:37Speaker 3: whole Bible is built on Genesis three fifteen. At Genesis
- 41:41Speaker 3: six and four, ward, and it is not a book
- 41:44Speaker 3: about angelic beings. It's a book about our salvation, about
- 41:48Speaker 3: Jesus and about this this path and how they were
- 41:51Speaker 3: not able to stop him. But if someone had taught
- 41:53Speaker 3: me that much earlier, and if these people in Congress
- 41:56Speaker 3: had known that, they could have said, look, what you're
- 41:58Speaker 3: dealing with is another a race of beings. They're bigger
- 42:01Speaker 3: than we are, they're stronger than they are. They have
- 42:03Speaker 3: abilities we don't have. We don't have the tools, the knowledge,
- 42:08Speaker 3: or the ability to mess with them. But we do
- 42:12Speaker 3: have what we need to protect ourselves from them. We
- 42:15Speaker 3: can all on our creator and he will protect us
- 42:18Speaker 3: from them. But you'll understand that. But see, they don't
- 42:21Speaker 3: know that. And so there they don't know how the
- 42:24Speaker 3: Bible's put together and what it actually says, because everyone
- 42:27Speaker 3: thinks it's this boring book. You go sit and pew
- 42:29Speaker 3: and you listen. Because we're taught so different. We're not
- 42:32Speaker 3: taught the really cool parts of it, the stuff that's
- 42:35Speaker 3: really important. If I had been taught that, I could
- 42:37Speaker 3: have stopped this so long ago. You know I've stopped
- 42:41Speaker 3: it now. And that's great, and.
- 42:44Speaker 1: Question right, wonderful. That's wonderful.
- 42:51Speaker 3: Rabbit hole.
- 42:54Speaker 1: So we were just you know, you're saying that our
- 42:56Speaker 1: power is our connection to God and God being the
- 43:00Speaker 1: all powerful being. Therefore we are protected because we are
- 43:04Speaker 1: in His image.
- 43:06Speaker 3: Yeah, and we're as long as we know to call
- 43:08Speaker 3: on him. We can't do anything, but He can do
- 43:11Speaker 3: everything for us and through us. And it is by
- 43:14Speaker 3: the Man that we're saved, and then we're taking care
- 43:16Speaker 3: of it and that we're protected. And but you know,
- 43:19Speaker 3: the adversary knows that, and the adversary lies it says,
- 43:23Speaker 3: Satan comes as an angel of light. It's going to
- 43:25Speaker 3: come to something beautiful and say, hey, I'm your benevolent
- 43:28Speaker 3: space brother, and I'm here to you know, save the world.
- 43:31Speaker 3: And we're gonna we're going climate control and we're gonna
- 43:34Speaker 3: do all these good things and we're not gonna litter
- 43:36Speaker 3: and we're just but and those are all things, right,
- 43:40Speaker 3: And benevolas is a is a turn coined by Georgia
- 43:44Speaker 3: Danski back in the nineteen fifties. But on the same hand,
- 43:48Speaker 3: you can't tell me that someone who kidnaps a five
- 43:52Speaker 3: year old child, rapes men and women, mutilates cattle and humans,
- 43:57Speaker 3: you know, taking people against their will. Those are not
- 43:59Speaker 3: the actions of a benevolent entity, but they can say
- 44:05Speaker 3: they are and they can come up. You know, every
- 44:08Speaker 3: good lie is peppered with truth because you hold on
- 44:12Speaker 3: to that truth and the rest of it then kind
- 44:15Speaker 3: of makes sense and you're usually led into it. I
- 44:19Speaker 3: use the analogy of like a carjacker doesn't walk around
- 44:21Speaker 3: with the T shirt says hey, I'm gonna you know,
- 44:23Speaker 3: steal your car, steal your purse, or you steal your wallet.
- 44:27Speaker 3: I'm gonna go and rob this bank. They don't announce that.
- 44:30Speaker 3: You know, the bad guys walk around acting like good
- 44:33Speaker 3: guys so they can get away with it.
- 44:36Speaker 1: So real, there's ones who there's ones who play. There's
- 44:40Speaker 1: ones below who carried a knife and got the tattoo
- 44:43Speaker 1: of the tear and all that. But then there's the
- 44:45Speaker 1: ones that hide.
- 44:48Speaker 3: Yes, yes, it's the ones that that hide and plain side.
- 44:51Speaker 3: It's you know, the the school teachers or the pastors,
- 44:55Speaker 3: or the neighbors or the volunteer at the soup kitchen
- 44:59Speaker 3: that they're doing good things in the community so they
- 45:02Speaker 3: can get away with worse things when you're not looking.
- 45:04Speaker 3: And I'm not saying people who do those are bad.
- 45:08Speaker 3: I'm just saying, the bad guys are going to try
- 45:10Speaker 3: to find a way to appear to look like they're
- 45:12Speaker 3: doing good things to get away with it. And there
- 45:15Speaker 3: are thousands of hours of TV programming on weekly about
- 45:20Speaker 3: just that kind of thing. You know, I'm married a monster,
- 45:23Speaker 3: or you know the murder next door, or you know,
- 45:27Speaker 3: look at the serial killers. I mean, come on, nobody
- 45:30Speaker 3: got into those cars thinking they were getting in the
- 45:33Speaker 3: car with a serial killer. They thought it was a
- 45:35Speaker 3: nice person offering them a ride, or you know, whatever
- 45:39Speaker 3: the case might be.
- 45:41Speaker 1: That's interesting that you brought up the global warming and
- 45:44Speaker 1: the recycling and taking care of the earth thing. That's
- 45:46Speaker 1: why I said whoa. And the reason I say whoa
- 45:49Speaker 1: because a lot of people that I've spoken to will
- 45:51Speaker 1: say that's the message that I was getting, and you're
- 45:54Speaker 1: saying that we're in that's so interesting. It blew my mind.
- 46:01Speaker 3: Oh good, well I got that message. They gave me
- 46:04Speaker 3: that much. They told me I was important, I was
- 46:06Speaker 3: part of something bigger. I was helping, right, But you
- 46:09Speaker 3: can't tell, you know, there comes a point where you
- 46:12Speaker 3: realize this isn't right, it's not okay. When I'm hearing
- 46:17Speaker 3: the strings of children and animals throughout my whole life,
- 46:21Speaker 3: some of them my own screams. You know, those things
- 46:25Speaker 3: don't leave you, and you can't justify that to me,
- 46:28Speaker 3: no matter how hard you tried. But for a while,
- 46:31Speaker 3: I was drinking the kool aid, you know, I bought
- 46:33Speaker 3: into it, and I because it's easier to justify it
- 46:37Speaker 3: that way than to admit what's happening. And that's just
- 46:41Speaker 3: part of that separation again, where you say, I can
- 46:44Speaker 3: either deal with the reality of the situation or I
- 46:47Speaker 3: can go along with this pretend game of their benevolent
- 46:51Speaker 3: and it's all good, right, Well, every story has, you know,
- 46:55Speaker 3: even the people who say they've had these benevolent interactions,
- 46:58Speaker 3: I have yet to see when it doesn't say, well, yeah,
- 47:01Speaker 3: that was kind of that was horrible that that happened
- 47:03Speaker 3: to me. But if they had good intentions, if they
- 47:07Speaker 3: had good intentions, this stuff wouldn't be going on. They'd
- 47:09Speaker 3: come down, they'd give us secure to cancer. Like everyone says,
- 47:12Speaker 3: it's you know, world peace, all the things that we want,
- 47:15Speaker 3: you know, free energy, what have you, those things to
- 47:17Speaker 3: be done. But that's not true.
- 47:19Speaker 1: It's true exactly if you want us to do these
- 47:23Speaker 1: things so bad.
- 47:24Speaker 3: You do it, right, You kidnap little kids to create
- 47:28Speaker 3: this perfect world you're talking to me about. If you're
- 47:31Speaker 3: so powerful, go ahead and do it. But that's not
- 47:34Speaker 3: their end game. They're just manipulating people to believing that
- 47:38Speaker 3: they're these good guys when they're not. Now I'm not
- 47:40Speaker 3: saying there aren't goodness. There aren't good angelic beings and
- 47:43Speaker 3: there are bad ones. The problem is we are not
- 47:46Speaker 3: equipped to tell the difference that is, and we have
- 47:49Speaker 3: to have that guidance or we won't be able to tell.
- 47:52Speaker 3: And we can't go looking for them, because that's like
- 47:54Speaker 3: going out on you know, into the bedside of town
- 47:57Speaker 3: and saying, there's one good person here and I'm going
- 48:01Speaker 3: to figure out who that is and not get myself
- 48:03Speaker 3: in trouble, you know, and flashing money around while you're
- 48:07Speaker 3: doing it and all of this. You know, that's just
- 48:09Speaker 3: not going to work. They're just we are not equipped
- 48:12Speaker 3: and talking about.
- 48:13Speaker 1: Their the end game, well, maybe you can tie into
- 48:17Speaker 1: what happens to you? What has excuse me, what has
- 48:20Speaker 1: happened to you? I got to use past ten forms.
- 48:22Speaker 1: I am an English tutor. You would figure it out
- 48:24Speaker 1: by the way I speak.
- 48:26Speaker 3: But definite.
- 48:28Speaker 1: So you take what has happened to you and your
- 48:31Speaker 1: you mentioned in games that means you you believe there's
- 48:34Speaker 1: an end game to it. How did you how did
- 48:37Speaker 1: you put those together as into what happened to you?
- 48:40Speaker 3: You know a lot of that comes from the amazing
- 48:43Speaker 3: mentors and friends in my life who we've studied this with,
- 48:47Speaker 3: and you know, putting in the ten thousand hours of
- 48:50Speaker 3: work to study and figure out who and what they
- 48:52Speaker 3: are and what they want, and and combining that with
- 48:56Speaker 3: the personal experience. You know, the most dangerous thing is
- 48:59Speaker 3: someone who say is there an expert and doesn't actually
- 49:02Speaker 3: have any experience in something. You know, there's a lot
- 49:04Speaker 3: of those out there as well, and so a lot
- 49:07Speaker 3: of different people right and hearing a lot of wrong
- 49:10Speaker 3: answers along the way. You know, it goes back to this.
- 49:15Speaker 3: It really goes back to the biblical war that's been
- 49:18Speaker 3: going on since God created a man in the garden
- 49:21Speaker 3: of Eden. You know, we have a lot of proof
- 49:24Speaker 3: when you look at this earth that there there was
- 49:27Speaker 3: a race here before us who built these amazing structures
- 49:30Speaker 3: that we don't understand, Like the pyramids is the easiest
- 49:33Speaker 3: one to point out, there are so many of these structures.
- 49:36Speaker 3: I mean, the largest pyramid in the world is in Mexico,
- 49:40Speaker 3: you know, but people don't know because yeah, tree, right,
- 49:45Speaker 3: everything's covered in jungle now. But yeah, that's right, that
- 49:47Speaker 3: would be close to you. We should go do a
- 49:50Speaker 3: field trip. Rights.
- 49:51Speaker 1: Actually, I was actually at a it's called the Akanu.
- 49:54Speaker 1: It's about thirty minutes from here, and it's not even
- 49:56Speaker 1: any and it's not on any tourist maps and if
- 49:58Speaker 1: you fly over you won't even see it. It's one
- 50:02Speaker 1: hundred feet in the air. And uh, they actually took
- 50:05Speaker 1: stones from the pyramid and made a church nearby, which
- 50:08Speaker 1: it was the places.
- 50:11Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm here, but yeah, that's a conversation we're gonna
- 50:17Speaker 3: have to have later because I want to hear more
- 50:18Speaker 3: about what you've learned about that place. But see, and
- 50:21Speaker 3: bless people don't know about that, And so that says
- 50:24Speaker 3: an awful lot about your understanding of these things. You
- 50:27Speaker 3: are the real deal, Tom, and this is amazing.
- 50:30Speaker 1: To but we'll figure it out one day.
- 50:34Speaker 3: So you understand what's really going on up there, and
- 50:36Speaker 3: that's really cool. And and that so we know that
- 50:41Speaker 3: there was you know, there was a race here before
- 50:43Speaker 3: us and you know, when they when they went off path,
- 50:47Speaker 3: you know, and we know from ancient texts, not just
- 50:51Speaker 3: the Bible, the Christian Bible, but all kinds of ancient
- 50:53Speaker 3: texts all over the world. They all mirror this same
- 50:56Speaker 3: story of how they fell, They got in trouble, this
- 51:01Speaker 3: the earth was destroyed. We think that there were at
- 51:03Speaker 3: least three, possibly more catastrophic floods, including Noah's. Okay, there were,
- 51:10Speaker 3: there's evidence of others before that, you know, God's promises.
- 51:14Speaker 3: This is the last time He's going to do it
- 51:15Speaker 3: that way. But before that, we're just random.
- 51:19Speaker 1: If you know, Randal Carlson his his uh his field
- 51:23Speaker 1: of studies geology, and he if you the state of Washington,
- 51:26Speaker 1: he said that it was an actual you know, let
- 51:28Speaker 1: you know, I can't and the place to scene. A
- 51:30Speaker 1: big meteor hit and a big wall of water came
- 51:33Speaker 1: and just I mean you can even see it. It
- 51:35Speaker 1: looks like when he takes a drone up. It looks
- 51:38Speaker 1: like you know, how the beach when the water the
- 51:40Speaker 1: waves and makes them you could set in the river bed,
- 51:43Speaker 1: but these are thirty feet high what.
- 51:48Speaker 3: You're talking about? Yeah, and they find like the way
- 51:50Speaker 3: seashells and things like that, all kinds of stuff. For
- 51:54Speaker 3: those who think, you know, we're the only ones, and
- 51:57Speaker 3: that that this is the smartest and my advanced civilizations
- 52:01Speaker 3: ever lived on Earth. I got news for you, that's
- 52:03Speaker 3: not true. I think the days of Noah, I think
- 52:07Speaker 3: they were way more advanced than we are now before
- 52:09Speaker 3: the flood. Imagine a flood wipe than everything out. It's
- 52:12Speaker 3: like you're going back to zero Stone age. They got nothing.
- 52:16Speaker 3: I mean, how you think, how would we survive just
- 52:18Speaker 3: without our electronics for a day. Now take all that away,
- 52:23Speaker 3: it's gonna go way back. The only source of information
- 52:26Speaker 3: you could possibly leave behind would be in Stone because
- 52:29Speaker 3: it's not gonna burn. Everything else is gone. I mean,
- 52:33Speaker 3: so you think about this and you go back since
- 52:36Speaker 3: the gardener bet and then God says, well, look i'm
- 52:38Speaker 3: gonna make a man. I'm gonna make it an out
- 52:40Speaker 3: of the dirt, and I'm going to give him domain
- 52:42Speaker 3: over this earth. And let's see how he does. And
- 52:46Speaker 3: you don't think these beings are pissed off? They liked
- 52:49Speaker 3: it here. Who wouldn't, It's beautiful. Think about it. This
- 52:53Speaker 3: sets up a seed war of Genesis three fifteen. Once
- 52:57Speaker 3: you get that the rest of the Bible starts to
- 52:59Speaker 3: completely makes sense, get a whole lot more interesting, and
- 53:02Speaker 3: then you realize what they're doing. To get the birthright
- 53:08Speaker 3: back to this planet, they would have to have human
- 53:13Speaker 3: in them. So if you create a hybrid entity that's
- 53:16Speaker 3: half human, half them, at what point are you human
- 53:19Speaker 3: enough to have birthright to Earth? And how many of
- 53:22Speaker 3: them do you need? And then how do you set
- 53:25Speaker 3: up this war? Because we know in the end, we
- 53:27Speaker 3: know that they're the angels. Spell right. The late doctor
- 53:30Speaker 3: Chuck Missler used to say, Satan's out number two to one.
- 53:33Speaker 3: He's building an army. He would say that without hesitation,
- 53:36Speaker 3: and I believe he's right, and I think that's this
- 53:39Speaker 3: happening here. You look at the books of doctor David Jacobs,
- 53:41Speaker 3: who is a Harvard per trained psychologist and psychiatrists, and
- 53:47Speaker 3: he studied hundreds and hundreds of people who had been
- 53:50Speaker 3: taken and learned about all of the tons of these
- 53:55Speaker 3: hybrid entities. And he has a book called Walking among
- 53:57Speaker 3: Us that's just about that. There's just so much proof
- 54:01Speaker 3: out there that this is what's been happening the Bible.
- 54:05Speaker 3: You look at Daniel. The Book of Daniel says it'll
- 54:07Speaker 3: be like the days of Noah when everything kind of
- 54:10Speaker 3: ends and we get to the whole armageddon state. That
- 54:13Speaker 3: of Revelation but says it'll be like the days of Noah.
- 54:16Speaker 3: It says men will go to and fro across the
- 54:18Speaker 3: earth and knowledge will increase. What's happened in the last
- 54:22Speaker 3: hundred years, In the last eighty years, knowledge has increased exponentially.
- 54:27Speaker 3: People couldn't fly across continents until the last eighty years.
- 54:31Speaker 3: You know, all of this is new for us, for
- 54:34Speaker 3: this generation, for this culture. So it's such an expansion
- 54:40Speaker 3: of knowledge, and all of a sudden, these things that
- 54:42Speaker 3: no one would have understood in the Bible two thousand
- 54:45Speaker 3: years ago makes sense now. Yeah, that they didn't make sense.
- 54:49Speaker 1: Then it's kind of like hijacking the system through some
- 54:54Speaker 1: type of genetics to supersede and kind of back handally
- 54:58Speaker 1: make this there their place, that it's made for them.
- 55:02Speaker 1: So they're just kind of trying to, you know, connect
- 55:05Speaker 1: with our seed, our connection, our DNA, and come together
- 55:09Speaker 1: so that they then have how would you say there now?
- 55:14Speaker 3: Right?
- 55:15Speaker 1: Yeah, birth right.
- 55:16Speaker 3: Tamothy Albrina wrote a book called Birthright, and he explains
- 55:19Speaker 3: it really nicely in that book, as well, and I
- 55:22Speaker 3: agree with him on some of the things he's written,
- 55:24Speaker 3: and that's one of them. You know, all of us,
- 55:27Speaker 3: we don't all agree on everything, and that's great. That's
- 55:29Speaker 3: what's great about it is we can share opinions, we agree,
- 55:33Speaker 3: and I love hearing other people's opinions because I certainly
- 55:36Speaker 3: know that I do not know it all. I only
- 55:38Speaker 3: know a little bit, and I'm really interested in what
- 55:40Speaker 3: other people have to add and contribute. And I'm learning
- 55:43Speaker 3: every day, so you know, but this is this is
- 55:47Speaker 3: what I think. This is my opinion, and it's shared
- 55:49Speaker 3: by by many of us that this is a war
- 55:53Speaker 3: for this for this earth, for this planet. It's a
- 55:56Speaker 3: seed war, and it's been going on since the Garden
- 55:58Speaker 3: of Eden, and it's going to keep going on until
- 56:01Speaker 3: we hit till we hit the end. And I really
- 56:04Speaker 3: think it's ramping up. Read the book. The book was
- 56:07Speaker 3: a lot more interesting than the Book of Revelation, the
- 56:09Speaker 3: Book of Genesis. It all, it's all in there. It's
- 56:12Speaker 3: just so interesting when you look at it differently and
- 56:15Speaker 3: you start to realize how much the Bible really has
- 56:19Speaker 3: to offer. In the Book of Enoch, which you know,
- 56:22Speaker 3: I think it was excluded purposely so that people wouldn't
- 56:25Speaker 3: get all this good information. When you take that book
- 56:28Speaker 3: out it it takes out some of what helps explain
- 56:33Speaker 3: it to people to cons put it out. Yeah, and
- 56:39Speaker 3: re ordered the books, and they tried to make it
- 56:40Speaker 3: so it was in an order that made sense. So
- 56:42Speaker 3: they you know, they thought they were doing something helpful,
- 56:45Speaker 3: and they tried to take up books they thought were redundant.
- 56:48Speaker 3: So I always say, you know, I take the Bible
- 56:51Speaker 3: as the erring iner word of God, but I'm going
- 56:54Speaker 3: to look at all these other books as well, the
- 56:56Speaker 3: extra canonical books, because there's a lot there that deserves
- 56:59Speaker 3: the and that you should just you know, pray about
- 57:02Speaker 3: it and take what you think is important and go
- 57:06Speaker 3: from there as long as it doesn't challenge your your
- 57:09Speaker 3: belief in your salvation. I think, you know, it's a
- 57:11Speaker 3: good thing to look into some of these things, and
- 57:14Speaker 3: I think the books should have been in there.
- 57:18Speaker 1: Yeah, we blew through this in an hour. There's so
- 57:21Speaker 1: many questions. We didn't even go into any of the details.
- 57:25Speaker 1: I just have to do this take apart two. You know,
- 57:28Speaker 1: when you one time, my time permitting. Uh. Yeah, but
- 57:30Speaker 1: if we just flew through that we kind of just
- 57:32Speaker 1: I wanted to talk to you, just the basic idea,
- 57:35Speaker 1: get to know you, and it was fantastic. An hour
- 57:38Speaker 1: I looked at the clock, I was like, a crazy
- 57:45Speaker 1: before you go, Karen, of course I would love to
- 57:47Speaker 1: have you back on and we'll set that up. Break,
- 57:49Speaker 1: We'll give you a break. Tell us one more time
- 57:53Speaker 1: where we can find your book and we can reach
- 57:55Speaker 1: out to you and talk to Where can we do that, Karen?
- 57:58Speaker 3: Yeah, just go to my website Karen Flinson author dot
- 58:01Speaker 3: com and you can navigate from there into all the
- 58:04Speaker 3: social media pages and you can navigate from there to
- 58:08Speaker 3: La Marzuli's page where you can get the book. Right now,
- 58:11Speaker 3: it's only exclusively at Lamarzuli dot com or you can
- 58:14Speaker 3: find us in person, but you can get anywhere through
- 58:16Speaker 3: my website, and you can contact me through the website
- 58:19Speaker 3: as well. That is the really the only way to
- 58:22Speaker 3: get make sure you'll get in contact with me otherwise.
- 58:25Speaker 3: I mean, you know, it's hard to look through messages
- 58:29Speaker 3: on social media, so I don't manage those inboxes. Once
- 58:32Speaker 3: in a while I'll go and just check real quick
- 58:34Speaker 3: to make sure messages in there. The summer spam, it's
- 58:41Speaker 3: really hard to go through and I just don't have
- 58:43Speaker 3: the time, so so, but please reach out to me,
- 58:48Speaker 3: because you know, I just even if you just want
- 58:51Speaker 3: to share your story, I don't share your stories with anyone.
- 58:53Speaker 3: I don't share anyone's stories with anyone else. It's just
- 58:55Speaker 3: if you want to get it up, you want to
- 58:56Speaker 3: share what happened to you. You know, it doesn't mean
- 58:59Speaker 3: we're gonna be able to talk, can become pempals or
- 59:01Speaker 3: you know, have phone calls necessarily, but I will get
- 59:04Speaker 3: back to you, and I will, you know, just be
- 59:07Speaker 3: there for you if you just want to share your
- 59:08Speaker 3: story and know you're not alone. The important thing YE
- 59:15Speaker 3: can direct you to resources that might be able to help.
- 59:19Speaker 3: I wish I was a counselor, but I am not
- 59:21Speaker 3: a trained counselor, and I'm not going to pretend to be.
- 59:23Speaker 3: But I'm just someone who's been through it too, and
- 59:25Speaker 3: I'm trying to share my experiences and help people find
- 59:29Speaker 3: answers because isn't that really what we all want? We
- 59:32Speaker 3: just want some answers to our questions and to know
- 59:34Speaker 3: that we're safe, And for me, that's the most important thing.
- 59:37Speaker 3: If I can share that with people, then I am happy, so.
- 59:41Speaker 1: Yeah, wonderful, wonderful that. I think that's the perfect message,
- 59:44Speaker 1: the message of hope, a message of interconnectedness. You get
- 59:48Speaker 1: to feel human again, reach out to all the people
- 59:50Speaker 1: with had your experiences, and that's just a beautiful thing. Karen.
- 59:52Speaker 1: I want to thank you so very much for coming on.
- 59:55Speaker 3: It's been a pleasure, always been my pleasure to be
- 59:58Speaker 3: with you. Tom. I can't wait for part two. Thank you.
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