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What Happens When An Aging Narcissist Runs Out Of Supply · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  So what? Happens when an aging narcissist
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  runs out of supply. What happens y'all?
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  What happens when that narcissistic person, that toxic
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  narcissistic person is getting older and they can no longer get
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  supply the same way that they used to?
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  So if you're new here, my name is Lee Hammock.
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  I'm a clinically diagnosed narcissist and I give you the
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  perspective of aid narcissist, y'all, that's what I'm here for.
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  And no intro today, but what happens when they what?
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  What happens to the narcissist as they get older and they can
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  no longer get that? Sweet, sweet.
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  That sweet nectar, the the sweet nectar that is narcissistic
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  supply. What the sweet nectar sound
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  like? A little a little narcissistic
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  bee, right buzzing around the the narcissistic bee buzzing
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  around the supply. What happens?
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  But what does happen? A lot of people struggle with
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  seeing what goes on in these situations right here.
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  Yeah, as a like, let me say this.
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  Let me get this out the way right now.
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  Narcissist do not get better as they get older typically.
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  Let's get that out of the way. So y'all hear that loud and
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  clear. Narcissist do not get better as
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  they get older. So if you with a younger
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  narcissist right now that's 25 and you trying to stick it out,
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  maybe they just maybe they just need to grow up.
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  Maybe they just need to get better.
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  Well, you going to be mad as hell at yourself when y'all are
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  60 and you they're still doing the same damn stuff.
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  Do you be mad as hell? They do not Yeah.
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  You do not grow out of a personality disorder.
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  You just do I I just what I've saw what I researched.
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  You do not just grow out of it. You know, like I just need to
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  grow up and stop being toxic. I'm going to do that.
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  No you don't, unless you go to some intense.
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  Psychotherapy like myself. You don't grow.
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  Out of these. Personality traits.
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  It's a personality. Yeah, it's a.
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  It's a personality. Disorder.
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  It's very. Difficult to change your
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  personality. I'll say that it's very
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  difficult to change your personality.
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  At its core, it just is. So as a narcissist gets older,
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  they, yeah, typically aging narcissists, when they run out
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  of supply, they lose their damn, they're losing their minds
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  because the narcissistic people, we cannot internally validate.
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  If you don't know what narcissistic supply is, for me
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  as a diagnosed narcissist, it is.
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  You don't know what narcissist supply is.
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  It is literally just external validation.
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  This is why I look at it. It's external validation from an
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  outside source. Narcissist cannot internally
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  validate. We are our own biggest critics.
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  We are our own biggest critics. We really literally are.
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  We cannot internally validate. We need some external
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  validation. We need somebody to tell us how
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  great we are. We need somebody to validate how
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  we feel and how we are acting. We need all of that, right?
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  So if you're dealing with a narcissist, they're always
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  looking for narcissistic supply. They're getting something from
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  you. They're getting some type of
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  validation from you and over the years, right over the years, how
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  how they get supply like the supply that they get from you,
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  the validation that they get, they get from you is going to
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  run out y'all. It's going to run out or run low
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  might not run out, but it's going to run very low and it
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  won't feel the same to that narcissist right let's.
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  Just say this. Is the example I give the quick
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  example I give like at the beginning of a relationship.
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  Me and you got together. This is my favorite green shirt
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  right and I put the green shirt on you say you my partner,
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  right? You like Lee?
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  I love that green shirt on you like your shoulders.
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  Whoo yeah, I love it. I love that green shirt yes and
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  I'm like. Thank you so much.
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  I appreciate it. Thank you.
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  It's my favorite shirt. That's why I got it.
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  I love this shirt, right? Now over time, let's just say
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  we've been we've been together for five years.
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  Your whatever I get from you is running.
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  It doesn't feel the same anymore.
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  So now I put the green shirt on, you say the same thing, babe,
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  You know what that green shirt does to me?
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  Hello. OK, cool.
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  Yeah, I like. I like it too.
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  You see, I gave a different reaction.
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  Now I leave the house. Let's say we leave the house
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  together. We walk down the street.
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  Now another woman sees it. She's like, hey, that green
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  shirt looks good on you. I'm like, this whole thing.
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  This whole thing. Appreciate it.
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  You see how you see that different reaction right there?
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  Because it's a stranger, because this person doesn't know me, the
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  validation feels different. It feels unique.
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  It's new, right? It's newness, it's a new valley.
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  It's a new form of validation I just got from that person right
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  there. Same same shirt, same words,
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  literally just different source. And that matters to narcissists.
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  But I'll say this as well, y'all, as they get older, their,
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  their, their need for supply increases because as we get
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  older, let's just say, let's just say I, I get supply from
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  how I look, right? And this is not me trying to say
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  anything by myself, but like this say your narcissistic
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  partner or parent to whoever it is you're dealing with, friend.
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  They get supply from how they look, how they're perceived by
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  the world like that. People think that they look
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  good, right? So as they get older and they
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  start looking less good, right for by through their own through
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  their own lens, they're getting older, they're getting they're
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  losing, they're losing their muscle definition, they're
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  losing their body or whatever. If it's a woman, they're losing
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  their looks or whatnot, right. And they get to the point where
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  they like, then I don't look good.
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  No MO. You see, now they're starting to
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  panic because now how are they supposed to get supplied?
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  You see, as they get older and they lose the, they lose their
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  methods, their normal methods of getting supply.
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  What happens? Some of them panic and whoever's
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  around a narcissist, whoever's the closest person to them, if
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  you're in a relationship with them, sometimes this is when
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  they start self sabotage in a huge way.
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  So when they're running out of supply, when the aging
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  narcissist running is running out of supply or runs out of
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  supply, they start to panic and self destruct their lives.
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  This right here is a common phenomenon.
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  It happens like they will start to panic and self destruct their
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  own lives, blowing everything up.
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  This is why sometimes you'll see them leave a 25 year marriage
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  out of nowhere. Like literally for no y'all
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  haven't been arguing, you haven't been fussing, fighting.
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  They'll leave a 25 year marriage because they need to go live
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  their lives. They haven't.
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  They never lived right because they're running out of supply.
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  They, they, the fear of not being able to get some type of
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  validation or that newness has run out.
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  Now they're going to go crazy. So when an aging narcissist runs
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  out of supply or is running out of supply, the people around
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  them are going to get treated so bad, so bad.
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  Y'all ever had a y'all ever had a A lot of times you see A lot
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  of times who you'll see? This with is.
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  Your narcissistic grandparents, if you have a grandparent that
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  is highly narcissistic, you you would describe, typically you
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  hear people describe them as mean, nasty.
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  My grandma is mean as hell. My grandpa is a horrible human
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  being. We love him 'cause there's a
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  grandpa, there's Grandpa Lee. But our grandpa is awful.
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  He is a nasty ass old man. He's just evil to everybody.
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  That's because they run out of supply.
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  So now guess what happens? They have to seek some other
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  form of supply. They have to seek some other
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  form of validation. So what they do is they start
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  using, they start trying to trigger people around them.
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  At least I I might not be able to get some validation in the
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  bedroom. You might not tell me I look
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  good anymore. But guess what?
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  Now I have some other control over people.
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  I realize I still have an effect on people's emotion.
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  So when a narcissist gets older, they switch up how they get
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  supply. So in a lot of times in these
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  older generations, they it was instead of looking good and
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  having money or whatever, they'll be mean as hell y'all.
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  They can get validation through triggering people.
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  Your mean nasty ass grandma or grandpa is now triggering
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  everybody around them is now antagonized, being intentionally
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  antagonistic to everybody around them because this is how they
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  get supplied. Now they're, they are literally
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  trying to trigger people and get people angry as hell around them
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  because now they know there's some type of control.
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  At least I have some type of control now at least I have some
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  type of power. I might be older and can't walk
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  and can't get around, don't look as good, don't have no money no
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  more. I can't get the narcissistic
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  supply from new supply. But what I can do is trigger
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  people on purpose. I can be a nasty ass old man.
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  I can be a just grinchy ass old woman.
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  You see when an an aging narcissist runs out of supply,
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  they will start to do some crazy ass things.
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  They'll start if they do have money, they'll start threatening
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  people with their will. I'm going to leave you out of
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  the wheel. I'm not going to give you an
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  inheritance. You will get no inheritance from
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  me. You don't deserve it.
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  I'm going to leave my I'm going to leave this house to my cat
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  when I pass away. None of y'all dirty ass kids or
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  grandkids are getting anything. I'm leaving the house to the
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  cat, to the dog, to the bat sanctuary.
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  They'll have, they'll have bats hanging all in here.
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  You see how crazy that sounds right there?
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  But sometimes they'll get older, they get spiteful, they get
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  meaner because they can't get that supply anymore the same way
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  that they used to. Now some of them there's some of
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  them know the old ones with money.
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  They'll try to spend it on some young supply.
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  I'll just say that. They'll go out there and try to
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  get some, some P ostitutes, some pro ostitutes, pro pro ostitutes
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  to fulfill that that that need right there.
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  But a lot of them just get older.
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  And they get nasty, they get nasty, they get nasty.
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  It's not, it's not Trump saying that nasty, nasty woman.
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  She's a nasty woman, but that's what goes on right there.
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  Y'all that's a part of it right there.
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  That's why it's so hard dealing with narcissistic people,
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  dealing with toxic people, because they're going to be
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  doing things like this, saying things like that.
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  They're going to be whatever narcissistic can do to get
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  older. They will start to when they get
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  older, they will try to find a new way to get supply.
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  They will try to find a new way to seek that validation because
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  they were as it runs out, they're going to start losing it
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  and everybody around them is going to start getting treated
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  workshop. I can say that that's that's
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  that's clear and present right there that everybody around a
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  narcissist as they get older is going to get treated worse.
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  This was going to happen. They might be nice.
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  Look, again, not I'll say this, I'll say this in closing right
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  here. Y'all sometimes in order to get
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  supply and trigger people they'll start like if a
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  narcissistic older person has grandkids, they'll be nice to
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  the grandkids. They'll skip over their own
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  children and start being nice to their grandkids.
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  They'll start love bombing their grandkids.
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  They'll start doing things for their grandkids that they
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  intentionally didn't do. They did that they knowingly
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  didn't do for their own kids. And now the kid, the grandkids
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  want to go to grandma's house or grandpa's house.
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  So grandma or grandpa, that is viewed as nasty or mean by
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  everybody else. The grandkids love them because
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  they're getting some, because now the grandkids are getting
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  something from them. They're treating the grandkids
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  nice. You see how much of A game that
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  is? Y'all these have them in
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  manipulative, that is right. There.
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  How the older grandparents will treat the grandkids good in
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  order to trigger their own kids, but also get that validation
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  from their grandchildren. They'll start seeking validation
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  from the people around them in different ways and start trying
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  to trigger people around them at the same time.
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  So you see how they get two different forms to supply in
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  that example right there, how they they're both triggering
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  their own kids and getting that validation and supply from their
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  from their, the grandkids. Anyway, y'all, I got a
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  one-on-one. I got to hop off.
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  I got to hop. Off here and do this one-on-one
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